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Logan tugged Virgil into the cramped pod, his sonic screwdriver humming as he aimed it at the control panel. One hand pressed firmly against the wall, steadying the trembling shoulder beneath it.
âVirgil, you need to calm down. They can sense your fear,â Logan urged, his voice low but firm.
Virgilâs gasping breaths fanned against Loganâs chest, the closeness making every exhale impossible to ignore. With his hands braced on the wall on either side of Logan, Virgil seemed to fight for distance in the impossibly tight space.
The look in Logan's eyes softened, returning his sonic screwdriver to his trench coat he reached his hand to Virgil's chin. âI apologize, but this will help you calm downâquickly.â
Virgil met Logan's eyes with wide ones, tensing briefly as the other slowly leaned in for a kiss.Â
When their lips met Virgil could feel the calm beats of Logan's two hearts, the two in sync with one another. The feeling caused Virgil's own to begin to steady, the kiss grounding him in a way he knew no human touch could compare to. As the gentle kiss lingered Virgilâs body began to melt and his cheeks began to warm. A whine of protest escaped him when Logan finally pulled away.
A crimson flush blossomed on Virgilâs cheeks as Logan chuckled softly.
âBetter?â Logan asked, lowering his hand while his eyes searched Virgilâs.
Virgil hesitated, his fingers brushing his neck before he ducked his head against Loganâs chest. âBetter,â he mumbled, his voice barely above a whisper, carried away by the quiet murmur of Loganâs twin hearts.
#virgil sanders#logan sanders#sanders sides#sander sides fic#sander sides fanfiction#rosettahart writes#analogical#tw panic attack#tw shared tight space#rosettahart excerpts#doctor who au#so this is something I do now i guess#I don't know if I'll ever do a full doctor who au with these two but if you want to see more excerpts for this particular idea let me know#I'm also open for requests if you want particular ships or pairings especially if you want them in different movie or tv show universes#dang these are fun#also i know this is another analogical excerpt i just love the two gays alright?#The Doctor Logic
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My Little Spider
Authorâs note: This is for @whispering-raine  (this post). I am SO sorry that it took me so long! I hope you all enjoy!
Notice/warnings: (almost) panic, none, mostly fluff
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Patton couldn't believe that he brought a dark side to his room. But the dark side is a child and he looked scared when he found him in the kitchen.
The child wasn't like any like he had met. The child has human looks (like Patton and the other sides) but the child had six spider legs on his back and four small eyes above his human eyes.
Patton let the child explore his room as he thinks of what he should do.
"What's this?" the child asked, picking up a soft cat plushie.Â
âItâs a cat plushie.â Patton replied, trying not to freak out.
The child nodded and nuzzled the plushie. âItâs soft.â
Patton nodded. âIt is soft,â he said, slowly going over to the child, âis this your first time holding something soft?â
The child looked up at him and nodded. âItâs not rusty, doesn't smell bad, and it doesnât have stuff on it
âOh?â Patton said, trying to calm down a bit as he sat down.
He was starting to not be freaked out by the spider side and just noticed the human side just after a few minutes.
The child nodded and yawned.
âAre you sleepy?â Patton asked, tilting his head to the side.
âHm⊠noâŠ?â the child lied.
Patton chuckled softly and smiled softly at him. âItâs ok, kiddo.â he reassured, smiling softly. Then he summoned up some spare blankets and a spare bed. âHere you go, kiddo. You can sleep in my room tonight. Want a nightlight?â
The child went to the bed and sat down on it, checking it out. Then he looked at Patton and smiled a bit. âThank you for these. No, I can sleep in the dark.â the child said, taking the blankets.Â
Patton smiled softly at him. âI hope you donât mind but whatâs your name?â he asked.
The childâs smile faded as he hugged himself. âI donâtâŠâ he started to say but stopped himself.
Patton hummed and nodded. âItâs ok, kiddo. Thatâs understandable.â he reassured him. âYou can tell me what you repstent.â
The child stares at Patton for a good moment before saying, âAnxiety. Iâm Anxiety.â
The morality side nodded, taking in a breath to be calm and smiled softly again. âNice to meet you Anxiety, Iâm Morality.â
Anxiety smiled back, a bit bigger this time.Â
Patton chuckled softly as he went to bed while Anxiety got under the covers of his bed.Â
âGood night, Morality.â Anxiety yawned before falling asleep.
âGood night, kiddo.â Patton said as he got in bed and got the lights off, falling asleep.
âA few years laterâ
Thomas was talking with the four sides. They were talking about the upcoming Q&A video, more of the questions that should be asked and what the answer is, if it wants to be answered.
âSo, is that all of the questions?â Anxiety asked, looking at Thomas.
âUm⊠oh! Thereâs one more.â the host said, looking at his phone. âThe question is âHow long have the sides known each other?ââ Then Thomas looked at the sides to check if it was alright.
Morality noticed that Anxiety looked uncomfortable with the question. âHm⊠no.â the Morality side said before Logic or Creativity could say.
The three sides and Thomas looked at Morality, a bit confused.
âWhy?â the host asked.
âI just⊠It feels like it could be a bit much?â Patton tried to explain.
âMorality is right. That question would be getting in our business.â the Logic side said, nodding.
âAgreed.â Anxiety said, having his hood up.
Thomas looked at the sides and hummed, âAlright. This wonât be in the video.â
âOh come on!â Creativity said dramatically.Â
Anxiety laughed at the dramatic Creativity as he sank out to go to his room.
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As Patton got to his room, he was surprised to see Anxiety. âWhat are you doing here, Kiddo?â Patton asked, walking over to him.
âI just wanted to say thank you⊠for letting that question not go to the Q and A thing..â Anxiety said when Patton got to him.
âNo problem, Kiddo.â Patton said, smiling softly. âIt would be very uncomfortable and a long explanation to the others.â
Anxiety nodded. âYeah, well⊠yeah.â Then Anxiety did a lazy two finger salute and left the room.Patton watched Anxiety leave the room, still smiling softly as he remembered the things that he had to do to make sure Anxiety got a room on the âlightâ sides after what Anxiety told him many years ago and wanted to protect him. âLittle Spider.â he thought as he sighed and sat down on the bed.
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Author's note: again, so sorry that it took me so long. Also I did some art
#sanders sides#virgil sanders#patton sanders#My Little Spider#ts morality#ts anxiety#morality sanders#anxiety sanders#thomas sanders#logic sanders#creativity sanders#sander sides fic
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Prompt: Itâs Valentineâs Day and sheâs never received any cards or messages from anyoneâŠuntil now.
(was listening to This is what falling in love feels like- JVKE and needed to write this, also Janus is funner to write lying all the time, beside when he's trying not to)
{Ships: poly sander sides x g/n reader}
Valentine's day, I never really had any opinions on it. I've never really been with anyone on it, or gotten anything, of course in elementary but, you were made to give those out. I mean I've never gotten anything that means something, i don't hate it i just have never gotten the chance to feel anything. So when I woke up that morning to my boyfriend Patton cooking pancakes I didn't think much, but. The heart shaped pancakes did throw me off, âyou ready for today?â he said as his bubbly self, â Is today special or something?â that earned me a gasp from everyone, âit's valentine's day!!!â âah..â roman looked at me confused, âmy dear y/n do you not enjoy valentines day?â I gave a breathy chuckle, âI don't really know how i feel about itâ âagreed y/n, just another holidayâ âJUST ANOTHER HOLIDAY'' everyone started yelling at Logan, me and Virgil laughed softly. I had finished my breakfast after a couple refills and decided to go over to the couch, a snake decided to join us walking down the stairs, âhi Janâ âhorrible to see you this morningâ he respond, I smiled softly before turning the TV on to set up my F/S that I need to finish. When I heard a roman run in and snatch my phone (we lost the real remote..) âno no no, romantic movie my loveâ I sighed softly looking over to Janus with an annoyed face, he rolled his eyes back at me. Everyone started to pile in. I ended up being cuddled by Patton, cuddling Virgil, Remus in my lap, and sitting in Logan's lap. Roman was sitting next to my leg, Remy with a blanket around him and laying his head on Thomas who were both sitting on Patton's side of the couch. Roman put on some romance I've never bothered watching. I layed back more on Logan and gave him a peck on the jawline, a mistake. âHey babyyyy i wanna kiss to!â Patton looked up at me saying, âme toooooooâ Remus says, before then everyone (who would say it) was chiming in wanting a kiss too. I groaned and grabbed onto the Logan, ânooooo im comfyyyyy, Logan save meeeeeâ âTHAT'S MY JOBâ roman said crossing his arms like a child. I giggled into Logan's neck. He had his arms wrapped around me, his chin on top of my head, jealous noises everywhere. {time skip} after the movie was over I ended up mostly in the same cuddle position as before. Me, Jan, Logan, and Virgil were the only ones awake at that point. So comfortable, I woke up Remus softly (he was on my legs nnefneufiuefibfb) he ended up waking up everyone. Patton and Logan got up to make lunch, I finally got to my F/S, âlunch!â Patton half yelled, we all sat around the table, roman and Patton stood up. âWe have something special for all of you!â roman said, âWE MADE CARDS!â Patton said. They passed out cards with everyone's logos, yours and Thomas's just had hearts with your F/Cs. you opened yours âyou make us all smile, we love you, we love your laugh, your insecurities, we love your face, we love everything you hate, we love you so much. Thank you for coming into our lives.â butterflies <3 just butterflies <3 Happy tears? Yes. I started softly giggling as tears streamed down my face. Patton walked over and hugged me, are you ok? Are you good? Could be heard throughout the table, a lot of us got emotional from our messages. I gave Patton a kiss, and nuzzled him softly. We all ended up finishing lunch and going back to cuddling on the couch. I think Iâm going to like Valentine's Day from now on.Â
#janus sanders#sanders sides#patton sanders#logan sanders#thomas sanders#virgil sanders#remus sanders#roman sanders#remy sanders#sander sides x reader#sander sides roman#sander sides logan#sander sides fic#sander side virgil
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will never forgive the sander sides community for making my fic standards that high right off the bat
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WEDDINGS ARE JUST FUNERALS WITH CAKE IS BACK BABY!
Hi! Sorry I haven't written in an while. I've been in a multi-year writers slump. Its not fun. But I wrote a fifth installment to the WAJFWC series! AND its on AO3! It's my first AO3 upload so I hope you guys like it! Heres the link!
https://archiveofourown.org/works/48867970
#sanders sides#thomas sanders#virgil sanders#roman sanders#logan sanders#patton sanders#LAMP#ss lamp#ss fanfic#sanders sides fanfic#sanders sides fanfiction#sander sides fic#ss fic
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Gosh dang, they so heckin cute!!!!! Lol, gotta love them! Also, love your writing!!! I remember reading your writing a few years ago and its nice to see that you're still posting <3
Virgil passes by Roman's open bedroom door.
When nothing happens, he passes by again.
On the third try, he sighs and walks in.
"Okay, what gives?" Virgil demands.
Roman raises his head from where he lays on his massive bed. "Hm? Pardon?"
Frowning, Virgil elaborates, "You didn't holler at me when I walked by your room. You always call out to people when your door is open. You're too needy not to."
"First off, rude."
"I'm not wrong."
"Second off! Leave me alone, I'm busy."
"You're not busy. You're just laying there."
Roman huffs and flaps his hands against the blankets, making light thwacking noises of derision. "If you must know, I am cloud watching, Insufferable Hulk."
"Huh, you just can't be bothered to look out a window, can you?"
Virgil glances up at the ceiling, planning to make an obvious show that ceilings don't have clouds.
Except there are actually clouds there. A butt load of clouds cut out of paper and taped to the ceiling.
Roman points a sword at him. Where he pulls it from, Virgil is unaware, but Roman doesn't bother sitting up so he's pretty sure it's an empty threat. "For your information, there is nary a cloud in the sky outside today, so my perfectly precious Patton took it upon himself and gifted me the ability to gaze upon clouds whenever I wish."
"Patton did all that?"
"I know, isn't he the sweetest?" Roman has returned to looking up at the ceiling wistfully. He hugs the sword to his chest. Virgil fights the urge to mother-hen him about the dangers of sharp objects close to vital regions.
Instead, Virgil contemplates acts of romance and how a simple silly gesture can reduce a man to grinning like a loon. If Virgil waits long enough, he'll probably see little cartoon hearts start floating in the air.
Virgil ducks out of the room to leave Roman to his pining. His mind inevitably goes to the subject of his own affections...
Later, Virgil chills in the livingroom with Roman and Patton. Mostly he's enjoying being a one-man audience to the two of them dancing around each other, obviously flirting but both of them too oblivious to take that final leap. Really makes a dude wanna scream.
Hurried steps come down the stairs. Virgil looks up to see Logan with the most pinched expression.
"Who placed glow-in-the-dark star stickers on my bedroom ceiling?" he asks.
Patton and Roman stop. Virgil's face remains neutral, but he almost breaks when Roman immediately looks to him in an epiphany moment.
"Uh, did you do it?" Patton asks with a cute head tilt.
Logan huffs, "Why would I ask if I knew the answer?"
"I thought it might be a trick question."
"Do I strike you as a tricky person, Patton?"
"...is this a trick question?"
As they squabble and it becomes increasingly clear that Patton is playing dumb on purpose, Virgil slips away. Roman's eyes watch him knowingly, and Virgil has a terrible suspicion that they're going to end up having a sleepover at Roman's insistence so they can gush about their crushes, but that's a problem for future Virgil.
#sanders sides#virgil sanders#roman sanders#patton sanders#logan sanders#royality#analogical#fanfiction#sander sides fic#cute
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I love that Janus has a cane: a tool long used for support and guiding. Self care and guiding the others, sometimes physically pulling and moving them with it. I see the shepherd metaphor quite plainly as well
#sanders sides#thomas sanders#janus sanders#ts janus#deceit sanders#it is an obvious unspoken thing but I like to draw attention to it deliberately#will have to include that in a fic sometime#tumblr snatched my gif!!
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Sanders Sides but their Emotions affect their Forms and stuff and so at some point they're all just falling apart and it's very clear
Roman is so scared of that "Perfect Heroic Mask" he wears cracking and revealing just how insecure he is and how weak he feels after SvS Redux, that one day he wakes up and there's cracks in his face and arms that resemble peeling paint.
Virgil is terrified of being perceived as scary and unwanted and dangerous after he admits to being a Dark Side to Thomas, and one day he realizes he has fangs because he feels like he's a Monster.
Logan feels so unseen and ignored by the others, especially after his outburst in the "Orange Incident" (and it not even working) that one day he becomes invisible and inaudible to all of the other sides.
Janus feels like Thomas and the others will never actually listen to his point of view if it's him speaking without using another person's tactics, and then he suddenly can't control when he changes form or who he looks like, but all he knows is that he change back into himself.
Patton feels so bad about trying so hard to be in the driver's seat and feels like he only gets in the way of the others and Thomas, so he suddenly begins growing in size in response.
Remus, meanwhile, is getting tired of all of his contributions getting shot down no matter the context, and so he begins to sporadically shrink because he feels undervalued.
At some point, it takes all of them reflecting on how they feel and actually communicating with each other for them to return to normal, and altogether move forward with new perspectives and a new understanding of each other.
#sanders sides#roman sanders#virgil sanders#logan sanders#janus sanders#patton sanders#remus sanders#Transformation Troubles oh no#Meanwhile Thomas is very confused as to why it feels like things are spontaneously going wrong#And why does he feel so shitty ALL THE TIME#Anyways let me know if this is a good idea for a fic because I have some scenes written
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some drawings iâve made for @littlerat2 âs awesome fic!!!!
#my art#drawing#art#sketch#sanders sides#logâs art#virgil sanders#roman sanders#prinxiety#remus sanders#janus sanders#little rat moot#AWESOME fic honestly
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Dang, why do I sorta want to write something like this now? It's probably just because of the angst, lol.
human AU where Virgil faked his death before going to live with the light sides because he didn't think Janus and Remus would miss him after a little while but knew they would try and find him if they thought he was alive (the dark sides are pretty emotionally unavailable), but years later he runs into them and it turns out that they very much did care
#virgil sanders#logan sanders#patton sanders#roman sanders#janus sanders#remus sanders#sanders sides#sander sides fic#sander sides fanfiction
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Thinking about the sides as a found family. Thinking about how theyâre inextricably connected because Thomas is their world and they do everything for his benefit and thinking about how much they love him and always want the best for him. Thinking about how theyâre always growing closer to each other because of it. Thinking about how in the end theyâre all six parts of a whole, six planets orbiting the same star.
Sometimes a found family is a guy, himself, himself, himself, himself, himself, and himself
#working on a fic that goes into this#just. ough. thinking about. them.#I cannot be normal ever#sanders sides#thomas sanders#logan sanders#patton sanders#roman sanders#virgil sanders#janus sanders#remus sanders#constellama talks
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Royal AU?
I know there are plenty of Royal AUs in the Sanders Sides fandom already but... If I were to do one who would you want to be royalty? I may take the results of this poll into consideration as I'm coming up with my concept, but I'll give you a little peek of what to expect by sharing my placeholder title: Royals and Wizards. Are the royals not going to be wizards or are they wizards themselves? Who knows? Also I may have multiple Princes so... make sure to reblog especially if it means others may want the same side(s) to be royalty. But the first place vote will be the concept I will ultimately be going with for this au.
Here are possible concepts for what each side(s) au may be like if they're at the top of the poll:
Roman and Remus:
Two brothers fighting for the crown as their parents aren't exactly sure which of them is the oldest. In order to have a chance at the crown they must find love and be the first to marry. Who would find love first or would it just be a race to get someone to agree to a marriage?
Virgil:
Virgil never wanted the responsibility of a kingdom to be placed on his shoulders but with the King and Queens passing the mantel will soon fall to him. Unable to handle the stress Virgil decides to run away to try and escape the responsibility. Will he be able to escape the crown or will he be found in time to be crowned king?
Logan:
Prince Logan has got it bad for Virgil. (Yes, Analogical because I'm obsessed) But betrothed from a young age Logan has to decide to whether to take up his responsibility as the prince to marry someone for the good of the kingdom or take the decision into his own hands and go with the man he truly loves. (In this one Logan would most likely be a wizard so wizard antics would definitely play a part in the story)
Patton:
As heir to the thrown Patton needs to find someone who he can trust to rule along side him and in order to this a selection is held. (Yes like based off the Selection Series but make it gay and Sander Sides) Meeting with different suitors Patton has trouble narrowing the list of suitors down. Will he be able to find The One?
Janus:
Janus has had a rivalry with a prince of a neighboring kingdom since he was young. (Not sure who the other prince would be yet) Wanting to get back at this other prince he sneaks into their kingdom and their sleeping quarters in order to steal something as leverage against them. However his plan goes awry as he's caught and his lies have him committing himself to spying on himself for this prince who actually just wants to win his heart. Will Janus end up developing feelings back? He certainly hopes not.
P.S. I might come out with another poll later for who you may want to see as a wizard.
#sander sides#sanders sides#roman sanders#remus sanders#virgil sanders#logan sanders#patton sanders#janus sanders#sander sides fic#sander sides fanfiction#rosettahart writes#analogical#logicality#moceit#prinxiety#intrulogical#anxceit#roceit#logince#moxiety#royality#loceit#royalty au
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AU concept: Remus King is a best-selling but reclusive horror novelist. His twin brother Roman is a struggling actor. When Remus' publisher pressures him to make public appearances to promote his newest book, despite his insistence that he wants to stay out of the public eye, they hatch a scheme. Roman will pose as his brother for all book signings, public speaking appearances, and various other events, and will be paid Remus' fee for those appearances, plus a little extra. Roman doesn't particularly want to pretend to be his brother, but he hasn't had a real acting job in months and a man's gotta eat. Besides, he's known Remus their entire lives, he could play the part in his sleep. What could possibly go wrong?Â
(Spoiler alert: a lot.)
Virgil Rayne is Remus King's biggest fan, who comes to a signing, over the moon to finally meet the man behind his favorite stories. Only to have a panic attack in line and be forced to leave before he can meet his hero. Or so he thinks. Because while hiding in the bathroom trying to calm down, who should walk in but the author himself, who proceeds to be surprisingly good at talking Virgil down. Once Virgil calms down, it feels kind of awkward to ask for an autograph, but thankfully Remus offers before he can ask.Â
Remus even scribbles his number in the book next to his very poetic message to Virgil.
It takes Virgil a few days to get over his anxiety and text, but he ultimately does because how could he pass up the opportunity to be friends with his favorite author?? So they start texting. A lot. And who knew Remus loved Disney movies? Or did theatre in high school? Or sings Taylor Swift in the shower? Or makes silly puns that Virgil can't help but laugh at? Or has a soft, dreamy, romantic side? Remus King is nothing like Virgil imagined he would be, but it doesnât matter because before he knows it, Virgil has fallen hard. And sometimes it kinda seems like the feeling is mutual? Remus is certainly flirty, but it's hard to tell if that actually means anything.
And, oh God, Roman is so, so, so fucked. Because Virgil has pretty purple hair and dark mysterious eyes and a cute laugh, and short circuited his brain so much when they first met that he didnât even think before writing his number down. Roman is now totally head over heels for Virgil Rayne.
Virgil, who thinks heâs his brother. Â
(Remus is laughing his ass off at this whole sorry situation)
#Sanders Sides#Roman Sanders#Remus Sanders#Virgil Sanders#prinxiety#creativitwins#fic ideas#their last name is King bc. y'know. Stephen King.#you get it#Roman probably screws it up by accidentally saying he doesn't like horror#to which Virgil is perplexed: but...you are a horror author?#Roman: ah. well. about that.#it's almost 1 AM but I quite like this idea....it's giving Cyrano vibes
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Hc that even though Virgil is red/green colour blind (specifically like a dog) and even though he canât see purple, itâs his favourite colour.
He had just recently broken things off with Janus. It was messy, and loud, and he would rather die than have anything to do with Janus ever again in his life.
He went to the only person he could think to help him with it. The romance extraordinaire, creative prince himself, Roman. He went to him for a distraction.
âUh, whatâs your favourite colour?â Roman asked after Virgilâs sobs had died down for a bit.
Virgil looked up from the tear soaked satin pillow heâd been wailing into, Roman just a blurry grey mess in front of him.
âI donâtâ fuck. I donât *know*!â He almost screamed, shoving his face back in the pillow.
Romanâs hand rubbed his shoulder, and he muttered to him softly in his efforts to comfort him. âHey, hey, itâs alright. Do you want to pick one now? Hm⊠which colours *can* you see again?ïżœïżœ
âUh⊠blue, grey, andââ Virgilâs voice came out muffled until he choked on tears again. âFucking yellow.â
âAh.â
âWhatâs the farthest away from *yellow* that I can get?â
Roman didnât even hesitate before he answered. âPurple. Itâs on the other end of the colour wheel.â
â*That*. Purpleâs my favourite. Anything that isnât close to *him*.â
Roman nodded, barely stifling a laugh. âPurpleâs a good colour. The colour of royalty!â
Virgilâs tears stopped for a moment. âAre you purple?â
âNoâ No, I wear red and white.â
Virgil pulled his head back up, a broken grin on his teary and mascara stained face. âYouâre a prince and you donât wear purple?!â
#tw swearing#tw swears#sanders sides#sanders sides fic#my writing#anxceit exes#past anxceit#anxceit#virgil sanders#ts Virgil#roman sanders#ts roman
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Imagine Pre-Accepting Anxiety Virgil walking into the common room and seeing the Light Sides having a tickle fight. Now he has to find a way to keep his tough guy act while dealing with being a secret lee!
HAPPY TICKLETOBER EVERYONE!!! we're starting off strong with this ask, sent to me on jun 18 2020 lmaooooooooooo. if this prompt seems familiar, it's b/c it was also sent to @why-not-a-tickle-blog around the same time! (link to her story here!) and when i tell you've literally been working on this wip on and off ever since i got it,,,,, i am such a wip harder AJDFHGHDJ
and now, without further ado, let's let tickletober 2024 begin!
tickletober day 1- "anticipation"
word count: 7,580 words
So... the Light Sides were weird.
Virgil knew that way before heâd started hanging around their little group. From movie nights to sing-alongs to family dinners, they were overall obnoxiously chummy and irritatingly comfortable with each other.
Case in point: when Virgil finally managed to roll out of bed at about two in the afternoon, there was a strange sound in the air. Not Princeyâs singing, or Logicâs lecturing, or even Moralityâs incessantly cheerful... whatever he does.Â
After reapplying his smeared eye shadow, he meandered out of his room and headed to the common area. As he got closer, it sounded like... laughter?
He huffed a sigh as he swung himself down the stairs.
âCan you all please keep it down--â
Virgil froze, one hand on the railing as he took in the scene before him.
There were the three Light Sides, but heâd never seen them like this. Princey-- ugh, fine, Roman-- was lying on the floor, but what caught Virgilâs eye was the state of disarray he seemed to be in. Next to him was Patton, sitting cross legged and looking similarly rumpled, and next to Patton was Logan, who was normal except for the blush riding high on his cheeks.
That wasnât the weirdest part, though. The weirdest part was the way Logan was pinching at Romanâs knees and thighs with a careful accuracy, or the way Roman was reaching to vibrate his fingers all over Pattonâs stomach, or the Patton had a hand on both Loganâs and Romanâs sides and was squeezing away with reckless abandon. Or the way all three were laughing together in delight at the tickle fight Virgil had somehow managed to walk in on.
Speaking of Virgil: when he processed the scene happening before him, he couldnât help but let out a surprised little gasp. That noise, quiet as it was in the chaotic room, still managed to stop the other three in their tracks, and they all turned to look at him.
Patton, of course, was the first to speak. âWell, hey, Anxiety!â
âUm--â was all Virgil managed to say. His face turned hot, and he prayed that it wasnât as bright red as it felt. He gripped the railing under his hand and avoided eye contact. âI--â
Roman scoffed, hurriedly sitting up and pulling away from Loganâs tickly hands.
âIs there something we can help you with, villain?â he asked brusquely, but Virgil got the feeling that he was more embarrassed that Virgil saw him getting tickled than annoyed that the anxious side was there. Still, his words were enough to snap Virgil out of his spell, and he managed to roll his eyes.
âI said,â he repeated, hoping his voice wouldnât fail him, âwould you please keep it down? Youâre gonna wake the whole Mind Palace with your... game.â
There was the crack in his voice; Virgil knew it was going to come, and he felt himself grow even warmer. Thankfully, no one commented on it.
âApologies, Anxiety,â Logan said, straightening his glasses. âWe didnât intend to be so loud. We got... carried away.â
Patton giggled, his hands creeping back to Logan and Romanâs sides. ââCarried awayâ sure is one way to put it, guys--â
The other two swatted his hands away, but Virgil caught the flustered grins that adorned both of their faces. Their eyes darted back to Virgil, and he swallowed, suddenly feeling very out of place.
âUh, okay, fine. Whatever. Iâm going back to bed.â
He turned on his heel and marched up the stairs, ignoring Loganâs calls about maintaining a proper sleep schedule, as he tried to stop thinking about what heâd just witnessed.
It wasnât working. All he could think about now was tickling. How often did the Light Sides tickle each other? Was it often? Who was the most ticklish, and who was the best tickler? Was it always the three of them altogether?
Would they let him join, if he asked?
Virgilâs eyes widened at the thought that just ran through his head. No. Absolutely not, no way, donât pass go and donât collect $200.
Like, fine, maybe there was a small part of him that was maybe, just a little, interested in the concept of tickling. And... maybe there was an even smaller part of him that found the idea of being tickled by the Light Sides-- any of them-- somewhat intriguing.
But, fuck. He was Anxiety, for fuckâs sake. He couldnât like stuff like that. If he asked to be a part of their stupid little game, theyâd never let him live it down.
... But. Maybe if he didnât ask?
He slowly stopped walking as he thought it over in his head. It wasnât an awful idea. The Light Sides were weird enough that maybe, if he played his cards right, he might be able to lure them into tickling him without him asking.
Honestly, if the idea had come to him on another day, he probably wouldâve shoved it way back to the back of his mind and pretended it had no appeal to him. But he could practically still hear the Light Sidesâ laughter ringing in his ears, and as much as he was loathe to admit it, he kinda wanted to be a part of their game. So his plan was made.
~
His first target was Patton, which made sense for a lot of reasons. Patton seemed to tolerate him more than the other Light Sides-- more than tolerate, to be honest; it was as if he actually kinda liked him. Another good thing about Patton was his attitude: while Virgil normally found that much cheer to be a little nauseating, he couldnât deny that if anyone was going to start an impromptu tickle fight, it would be Patton.
âThanks for helping me with these cookies, Anxiety!â Patton said, bringing Virgil out of his thoughts and back to the present situation. He leaned against the counter, trying his hardest to appear open and approachable.
âWhatever,â he replied. âI donât really have anything better to do, so. Uh. Yeah.â
Fuck, why was he always so awkward?
Whatever-- at least Patton didnât seem to notice or care; instead, he was focused on pulling out all of the supplies and ingredients and laying them on the counter.
âOkay, first up is the dry ingredients!â he instructed. âKiddo, you wanna hand me the flour?â
Virgil nodded, pushing himself off of the counter. âWhere is it?â
âItâs, uh...â
Patton paused, looking around he kitchen, and Virgil smirked a little as he was reminded that the paternal figure wasnât nearly as good at cooking as he implied.
âOh! Itâs right up there!â he finally chirped, pointing past Virgil to one of the cabinets. Virgil followed his finger to the very top shelf of the cabinet.
His eyes widened. Finally, an opportunity.
As casually as possible, he moved to the cabinet and braced on hand on the counter. The other hand, he raised high in the air, stretching out his entire body and putting himself in a very vulnerable position. He even stood on his tiptoes as he stretched, hoping Patton would take the hint and deliver what Virgil wanted.
He reached for the flour for as long as he reasonably could, but after about ten seconds, he had no choice but to grab it and pull it down. He turned around, only to find Patton carefully measuring out baking soda, not even paying attention to Virgilâs attempts at vulnerability.
Virgil kicked himself internally, and after a moment he moved forward and dropped the flour onto the counter.
âHere,â he said shortly. Patton turned, giving him a wide smile.
âThanks, bud!â he said earnestly, opening the bag and grabbing his measuring cup. âWanna do this one for me while I get started on the eggs?â
Virgil blinked. Heâd kinda forgotten that his whole excuse for hanging out with Patton was baking cookies. âUm, sure.â
Patton gave him yet another sunny smile, and Virgil felt compelled to give him a small one in return as he accepted the measuring cup from him.
The two worked together, measuring and mixing ingredients as Patton chattered away. It was-- kinda nice, to be real? Like, maybe Virgil should offer to do this more often, and if he werenât in one of the most massive lee moods heâd ever been in in his life, heâd probably be able to appreciate it more.
âAlright, time to get these babies on a cookie sheet!â Patton announced, handing a big spoon for Virgil to use. âAnd afterwards, donât tell Logan, but weâre totally gonna lick the bowl.â
Virgil nodded, but he didnât wanna give up on his mission just yet. âUm... can I, uh, get anything else for you?â
Patton turned and looked at him, blinking in surprise before his smile brightened.
âWell, sure, kiddo!â he replied. âThere are some chocolate chips on the top shelf, do we wanna add some of those?â
He pointed to the cabinet that was right above them, and Virgilâs heart beat faster. This was it.
âSure,ïżœïżœïżœ he replied as casually as possible. âIâll get them.â
He placed a hand on the counter to brace himself, and raised the arm closest to Patton as high as he could reach, pretending to scrabble around for the bag of chocolate chips for a few seconds longer than necessary. He even angled his body as subtly as he could, so that his midriff was practically in Pattonâs face as he left himself totally exposed.
But nothing happened.
Virgil frowned, but after a few seconds grabbed the bag from the cabinet anyway, lowering himself back to the floor as he broke the seal on the baggie.
âHere,â he muttered, passing it to Patton without making eye contact. There was the slightest pause, but then the bag was lifted from his hand with no more than a cheery, âThanks!â
Virgil felt himself suppress a sigh as he helped Patton mix in the chocolate chips. Well. On one hand, he got to spend some time with Patton (and even got cookies out of the deal). On the other hand, his genius plot to get tickled had failed with his first target. It was time for target number two.
~
The sound of operatic singing through the halls of the Mind Palace lead Virgil directly to his next target.
He sighed as he nibbled on one of the chocolate chip cookies he and Patton had made, trying to dispel some of his nervous energy before he reached the living room. It wasnât even just nerves about his current... desires (although there were plenty of those inside of him right now) but-- fuck, he didnât do this, he didnât hang around in the common areas like the rest of them, and if it would be totally weird for him to even try, and they were gonna get angry at him, and it would make getting to know them even more difficult in the future--Â
âOh, Anxiety.âÂ
A voice full of suspicion snapped him back to reality. He blinked and realized that heâd made it to the living room, where Roman was standing with some sheet music in hand, rehearsing for some musical, based on how loudly heâd been singing moments before.
âTo what do I owe the displeasure?â he continued, eyes narrowed sharply. Virgil mentally shook himself and put on his trademark âevilâ smirk.
âHey there, Princey,â he drawled, holding out the Tupperware container in his hand. âWanna cookie?â
Roman peered down at the peace offering like it was a bomb. âFrom you? What, are they poisoned?â
âYep, I poisoned the cookies,â Virgil deadpanned. âThatâs why Iâm eating one right in front of you, genius.â
He counted the look of embarrassed realization on Romanâs face as a small victory.Â
âWell-- well, you mightâve poisoned all but one of them, just to throw me off!â Roman added haughtily. âSo, ha!âÂ
Virgil raised an eyebrow at him. âHa.â He looked at Roman for a moment more before taking another bite. âWell, you were rude to me, so now you get no cookies.â
âWhat-- hey!â Roman replied indignantly. He moved to Virgil, but the dark side easily held the box out of reach. âAnxiety! Thatâs not fair!â
âYouâre gonna have to work a lot harder than that to get these cookies,â Virgil said smugly. He was all to aware of how exposed he was making himself-- it would take so little effort for Roman to grab his side, or scribble at his armpit, or...
But, as expected, nothing came of it, and instead Roman moved away with a derisive sniff.
âWhatever,â he said, turning away. âEven if theyâre not poisoned, you probably added salt instead of sugar and cumin instead of cinnamon--â
Virgil narrowed his eyes in annoyance. âHey, Patton and I made them together, and theyâre actually good, so--"
Suddenly Roman's arm shot out, taking advantage of Virgil's distraction to swipe a cookie from the box. âHa! Got one, thank you!â
Virgil blinked. âYou--"
He cut himself off at the genuinely triumphant grin on Roman's face, and it took more willpower than he would've admitted to keep from smiling along.
"Yes, yes, youâre very smart," he said, flopping on the couch and rolling his eyes. "Shut up.â
As he reclined against the sofa, he let his eyes drift shut (insomnia's a bitch, even for a man on a mission to get wrecked), but very quickly it became clear that the other side was going to make a fuckin' production out of eating this cookie.
âMmm... Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm!" Roman pondered with his mouth full. He waved his arms emphatically as he continued, "This is just the most scrumptious, the most divine, the most splendiferous cookie Iâve ever--â
Virgil's eyes snapped open. âAre you always this dramatic and loud? Iâm trying to relax.â
That caught the creative side's attention. Roman turned to look at Virgil with his regular suspicion back in his eyes.
âRelax? Here?â
His tone made Virgil tense up behind his cocky facade. âWhat about it?â
A few second went by as Roman looked at him skeptically. âNothing, itâs just... Youâre always in your room, hiding away like a hermit in a cave.â
âHiding?" Virgil repeated, eyes narrowed. "What, from you? Not likely.â
Roman moved closer, suddenly leaning over Virgil's laid out form and coming just inches away from his face.
âAw, don't tell me that I scare you, little Anxiety?â
With that one sentence, Virgil mood came back even stronger than before. There was something in Romanâs voice-- either his teasing tone or his babyish words-- that made Virgilâs stomach do a completely rude and uncalled-for flip, but he merely rolled his eyes.
âThe only thing scary about you is your ego,â he retorted. He scanned Roman up and down before closing his eyes again. âOtherwise, youâre just soft.â
Roman scoffed, turning to leave. âShut up.â
âMake me, loser.â
He watched Romanâs back as he froze in place, and slowly the creative side turned back around.
âYou wanna say that again?â
Virgil felt his breath catch, but he forced himself to stay calm. Now was his chance.
He opened his eyes, shooting Roman the cockiest smile he could muster.
âWhat, make me?â
The prince was glowering at him, his arms folded across his chest. When he spoke, it was in a deep, smooth voice that sent a shiver down Virgilâs spine.
âYou donât want me to make you.â
Virgil smirked, folding his arms behind his head and gazing up at Roman with a smug look on his face.
âIâd like to see you try, Princey.â
That was it. Romanâs eyes narrowed, dark and competitive, and Virgil had to bite his cheek to keep from laughing preemptively.
âYouâre gonna regret that,â he muttered lowly, stalking over to Virgil and-- holy shit, he actually straddled Virgilâs waist and placed his hands on either side of his torso, and this was happening, this was happening, this was--
âOh my goodness gracious, there it is!â
Roman voice derailed Virgilâs train of thought, and he blinked in confusion at the creative side, who wasnât even looking at him anymore.
âWhat--?â
Roman laughed lightly, reaching over Virgilâs head and pulling something out from between the couch cushions.
âMy sketchbook!â he said triumphantly, shifting off of Virgil and flipping through the pages. âFinally, Iâve been looking for it forever. I had this great idea where I can use a mix of paint and glitter glue to--â
Virgilâs head spun with the shift in the conversation as Roman rambled about his newest project. The anticipatory tension in his stomach started to lessen, leaving him feeling dazed and confused.
âUm, you-- so-- you--â
Roman wasnât even listening to him; he easily stood up from the couch-- and Virgil definitely did not try to lean into his touch as he moved away, shut up-- and moved toward the door.
âI must get started right away! My paintbrushes arenât going to wait any longer!â
He hurried out of the room, leaving Virgil alone on the couch, face flushed and mind full of visions of how exactly he wanted Roman to use those paintbrushes.
He dropped his face into his hands. Why was this so hard?
~
The rest of the afternoon passed without another little event like that-- Virgil had been so flustered, heâd had to go back to his room for several hours, alternating between screaming into a pillow at his own awkwardness, and daring to reminisce about the feeling of Roman's weight pinning him down.
This was such a bad idea. Not only were there a million ways it could go wrong (he could make a fool of himself, he could genuinely cross someone's boundaries on accident, his plan could be found out and his desires could be rejected-- the list goes on) but now he also had to deal with coming so tantalizing close to what he wants more than anything, only to have it slip just out of his reach.
He sighed for what felt like the hundredth time that night, flopping back on his bed--
pressed against the couch cushions, Roman easily holding you down with one hand as the other searches all over for the exact spot to make you beg for mercy, which you know he won't give you, he wants to make you scream--
Immediately he shot up again, face flushed. God, he was jumpy tonight, and that was saying something. He stood up, stepping cautiously around the piles of clothes on the floor to work some of his jitters out. He tried to recall some of the simple exercises Logan had shown him once to help relax him before bed: rolling his neck and shoulders, twisting back and forth to crack his back, raising his arms and stretching them high to the sky--
Patton right behind you, grabbing your hands and holding them nice and tight as he laughs and whispers in your ear, taking full advantage of your riding-up shirt to spider all over that one tickle spot just above your belly button--
His arms snapped down with a choked-off gasp.
Okay. Being in his room was fucking with him. That was definitely why he was feeling jittery and twitchy and sensitive to his own shirt rubbing against his skin. No other reason.
... He had to get out of there.
Grabbing his phone and flipping up his hood, Virgil slid back out into the hallway. It was later in the evening, past dinner time (well, past the time the Light Sides had dinner-- his dinner would involve cold leftovers eaten in front of the fridge at 2 AM) and the Mind Palace was quiet.
Well... mostly quiet.
Virgil crept down the hall to the top of the stairs. From the top, he could make out some sound coming from the living room-- no laughter this time, thankfully, but some quiet droning noises coming from the TV. Probably Patton or Roman-- Logan didn't watch much TV.
Virgil stood with one hand clasped to the stair railing like a life line. He gnawed on his lip, a fluttery, delicate feeling lighting up his chest.
He wanted to try this. There were very few things Virgil ever, ever wanted to try... but he wanted to try this. It was clearly something that was normal among the Light Sides, and-- and despite what he'd previously thought, they don't actually... seem to despise his company. This was-- this was something he could ask for, even just to ask, and even he could admit that the idea of one of them saying yes wasn't impossible.
All at once he lunged down the stairs, feet thumping loudly as he got closer to the living room. He would do it-- he'd go right over to the couch and shove his feet onto someone's lap and surely then, surely then, someone would take pity on him and just freaking tickle him already!
Virgil rounded the corner into the living room, and before he could question himself he hopped over the arm of the couch and threw himself down on the cushions, shoving his feet directly onto the lap of the side sitting at the other end of the couch.
Immediately, he felt two inquisitive eyes boring into him in bewilderment.
"... Anxiety?" Logan asked. "Are you alright?"
Aaaaaaand there went all of Virgil's confidence. He hadn't planned for Logan to be there, not now, not when his mood was at an all time high and he was face to face with the person least likely to do anything about it.
Virgil ignored the tense, mortified feeling in his stomach. âYup.â A beat, and then he pulled out his phone, as if he hadn't just jumped over the couch just to put his feet in Logan's lap--
âCan I... do something for you?â Logan continued.
Yes, you can pull my socks off and hold my ankles down and--
âNope.â
Silence fell once again. Virgil was all too aware of his body, too tense to move a muscle or disrupt Logan any further.
âIs this comfortable for you? To have your feet on my lap?â
But... he'd come this far, he'd already pushed past the walls he'd built between himself and the other sides. If nothing else, if this plan failed and he never got what he wanted, at least he could say that he tried.
He shrugged. âYeah."
He felt Logan's eyes on him a moment longer.
âVery well, then.â
Logan turned back to the TV, and Virgil felt himself wavering already. This was maybe his most ill-conceived idea yet-- they weren't even doing anything together, not really, and try as he might he couldn't think of any way to engage Logan in conversation about anything, let alone anything related to tickling--
âHey, gang!â
Virgil froze, his stomach plummeting. He shot a desperate glance at Logan, but the logical side paid him no mind as Patton and Roman entered the room, carrying snacks and blankets.
âAh,â Logan said, turning to the two of them without another glance in Virgilâs direction. âI had forgotten that was tonight.â
Virgil couldnât help letting out a sigh of frustration, making Roman raise an eyebrow.
âOh, and I suppose youâre just too cool to deign to join our movie night, huh, Doom and Gloom?â
âNow, Roman, donât be mean,â Patton gently chastised, placing the snacks on the table and beaming down at Virgil. âWeâre happy to have you with us, Anxiety! Itâs about time you start joining our group activities.â
Like tickle fights? Virgil thought but didn't say. His ever-growing lee mood was making him feel all fuzzy, and all he could think about as he looked between the three other sides was Pattonâs hands, Loganâs fingers, and Romanâs voice, all teasing and tormenting him in unison.
âWhatever,â he finally said, forcing himself to shrug blithely. âI donât really care--â
He cut himself off with a choked gasp as Roman leaned down and abruptly picked up Virgil into a bridal carry. They stayed still as Patton sat down next to Logan, rearranging the blankets and chattering innocently about what movie to watch, but all Virgil could focus on was the feeling of Romanâs hands on his body and the teasy, squirmy feeling building up in his chest and stomach.
âAre you staying with us or not?â Roman asked lowly, and Virgil had to fight the urge to squeak as his warm breath hit his ear.Â
âUh-- sure.â
Roman hummed, and then he was leaning forward, dropping Virgil into Pattonâs lap with his feet resting on Loganâs thighs.
âWoah!â Patton chuckled, looking at Virgil with amusement. âComfy, kiddo?â
Virgil face flushed red. âI-- I didnât--â
âHeâs gonna stay anyway, and we all know he likes to sit in weird places, so,â Roman explained, flopping down on the couch next to Patton and throwing an arm over the back of the couch. He pulled a pillow into his lap and gently pushed Virgil back by his shoulder, until the Dark Side somehow found himself stretched between all three of them on the couch.
âAnxiety, is this acceptable for you?â Logan asked distantly, and Virgil peeked up to find him observing him closely. Virgil froze in his gaze for what felt like far too long, but eventually managed a short nod.
Patton clapped. âAwesome! Now we all get to hang out together. Itâll be so fun!â
He leaned forward to grab the remote, and Virgil swore he could feel his hands as they ghosted over his stomach. He squirmed minutely, both hoping that no one would call him out on how flustered he was, and praying that they would.
This was way more than he was expecting.
"Ah," Logan said as the movie began playing. "I do love this opening number."
He moved like he was folding his hands in his lap, but really, he placed his hands directly onto the tops of Virgil's ankles. The music started, and Logan-- Logan tapped out a rhythm against Virgil's skin, matching the tempo of the music on the TV.
Virgil clenched his jaw so quickly he wondered if they could hear it. It... didn't tickle, not really. The touch was too light, too quick, too inconsequential to really light his nerves in any way. But the anticipation was there, bubbling inside him, and he found himself shifting his legs restlessly at the touch.
"Is something wrong, Anxiety?" Logan asked, and Virgil paused. It-- it must've been his imagination, that spark in Logan's eye that matched the spark in Virgil's stomach. "No," he said, just slightly breathless. Logan hummed and returned his eyes to the screen.
Then his hands moved: one hand tapping more firmly against his ankle, and the other running its nails along the top of Virgil's foot.
Virgil tensed every muscle in his legs; it was so much worse this time-- not only did being stretched out make Virgil feel so much more vulnerable, but now there were two other people he had to hide his reactions from. Roman was right there, for God's sake, his face mere inches above Virgil's-- Virgil had to turn his head completely toward the TV just to hide the small smile that was already on his face.
He stayed in that position as the movie played, but he couldn't tell you anything that was happening on the screen. All he could focus on was Logan's fingers as they slowly migrated from trailing the top of his foot, to tapping directly over his socked toes, to drawing delicate circles along the ball of his foot. His other hand stayed on Virgil's ankle-- like a restraint.
Virgil felt flushed, and prayed that the dark lighting of the room would cover it. Distantly he heard Patton laughing, and he could feel Roman's chest rumble where it was pressed against his shoulder.
And then he felt Logan take all five fingers right to the center of Virgil's sole and tickle.
"Nah-hahaha!" Virgil screamed, yanking his leg back and just barely missing Patton's face with his knee. He felt both Patton and Roman jump underneath him.
"Anxiety, are you okay?" Patton asked in a panicked voice. He didn't even seem bothered that Virgil had almost thrown his knee into his nose.
Roman looked down at Virgil with bewilderment. "Jiminy Crickets, is the movie that funny to you?"
âAh,â Logan said. âMy hypothesis was correct.â
Virgil froze.
Patton quirked his head. âYou have a hypothesis?â
Roman eyed down at Virgil suspiciously for just a moment more before gesturing to Logan. âPlease, Teach, explain."
Alarm bells went off in Virgil's head. He was suddenly desperate to leave the entire situation before it was too late, but Logan's hand resting on his ankle felt like a vice he couldn't escape.
âWell," Logan began in his lecture voice, "for the past few hours, Anxiety has been expressing an interest in becoming closer with the three of us through quality time, amicable banter, and excessive physical contact. The physical contact is really what gave it away, but it all comes down to the fact that this change in behavior occurred immediately after Anxiety walked in on our... roughhousing this morning.â
Virgil was distracted by the way Logan tried to avoid saying the word tickle (and man, Virgil thought, itâd be so much fun to see him forced to say it, oh my god shut up brain) but Pattonâs gasp of understanding brought him back to his present situation. He looked away from the moral side, but to his distress he found himself face to face with Roman, who was looking at him with a growing interest.
âWait a minute,â he said slowly. Virgil squirmed.
âShut up.â
âAre you telling me--â
âPrincey, I swear to God, if you donât stop talking right now--â
Suddenly Pattonâs hand was on his leg, his fingers pressing in just above his knee, and Virgilâs words turned into a choked gasp.
Patton quirked his head. âAre you ticklish, kiddo?â
Virgilâs mouth opened and shut. âI-- I--â
And of course, Logan chose that moment to drag his nails all the way down Virgilâs foot, the hand resting on Virgil's ankle suddenly tightening to keep him from jerking away as his fingers wiggled right against Virgil's tickle spots.
Virgil couldnât help it: he squealed, loudly, and immediately buried his face in his hands.
âThat seems to be the answer to that question,â Logan said, sounding far too pleased with himself for Virgilâs taste. âThe more important question, however, is whether or not Anxiety wants to be tickled. Although I believe we know that answer to that question, as well.â
Even with his face behind his hands, Virgil felt all three pairs of eyes on him.
"I--" he squeaked, then coughed, blatantly stalling for time as his mind spun in circles. "I-- um-- you don't-- I guess--"
"Kiddo, is that really what you've been trying to do all day long?" Patton asked gently. Virgil made one short, choked sound, and nodded rapidly.
"... So when I told you to be quiet earlier," Roman said slowly, "and you said 'make me'... that was you trying to get tickled?"
A beat, and then Virgil nodded again. He quickly debated the merits of allowing himself to be swallowed by the floor.
"Well..."
Logan's voice was laced with something that Virgil was wholly unprepared for.
"It would be a shame," he continued nonchalantly, "if Anxiety came so far out of his figurative shell only to not receive any recognition or praise for how difficult that must have been. Perhaps some positive reinforcement will help encourage him to continue this behavior in the future."
Logan didn't even have to finish his sentence before Roman dove for Virgil's wrists. Virgil yanked as hard as he could, but Roman was in a better position and easily managed to pull his arms above his head. Immediately Virgil's fight or flight instincts kicked in, and he was about to start literally kicking (even though his brain was screaming at his body to shut up stop it play dead holy shit they're giving you what you want) before Patton leaned as far over his torso as he could manage, keeping his middle pinned in place.
"Anxiety..." he cooed, actually cooed, and yup Virgil was totally gonna die. "Wanna look at me, sweetheart?"
It took Virgil a second to realize that his eyes were screwed shut in anticipation. He peeked out only to find Patton looking at him with the most soft, loving, mughy-gushy expression Virgil had ever seen, especially directed towards him. It made him feel like he was melting.
"When we play our tickle games," he continued, "we always say 'red' when we need a break. Is that okay for you, too?"
Virgil couldn't even speak, so he gave a jerky nod.
"For safety, we should proceed slowly," Logan said, "in order not to overwhelm him." The way Logan was talking to the others like Virgil wasn't there sent a small thrill down his spine.
"I disagree," Roman replied. "I think our poor, sweet Anxiety has waited much too long already." His upside-down grin made Virgil want to spit curses up at him, except he was pretty sure the only thing that would come out if he opened his mouth were pathetic squeals.
"Where should we begin?" the creative side continued, tracing his thumbs around the soft skin of Virgil's wrist. "His... bright red ears? Or his wiggly hips? Or his bouncy little tummy?"
"Fuck off," Virgil gasped.
Roman clicked his tongue. "Temper! Patton doesn't like swearing!"
"Oh, let him fuss," Patton replied. "This is all very overwhelming for him, it's okay! If I had known you liked tickling too, Anxiety, I would've gladly done it for you a long time ago!"
"I don't--"
Then Virgil gasped, and fell into helpless frantic giggles. In unison Roman and Patton swiveled their heads to look at Logan.
"There's no use in lying now, Anxiety," he said calmly, his fingers flicking and fluttering all over Virgil's soles. "We all know that if you didn't like tickling, you wouldn't let us do this at all. Ergo you must enjoy tickling, more specifically being tickled, otherwise you wouldn't have put yourself in this position in the first place. Does that make sense?"
Virgil couldn't answer, because he was in heaven. Or maybe hell. Logan's fingers were deft and torturous, flitting back and forth faster than Virgil could process. Belatedly he wiggled his feet, trying to hide one behind the other and continuously failing. And damn Logan for real for being so observant, because when he noticed the spot on Virgil's arches that made him kick the hardest, he focused all of his attention there, switching between his feet as fast as he could.
"Wait wait wait, waitwaitwhaihaihaiait!" Virgil couldn't believe the noises that were coming out of his mouth right now. He had never laughed like this around the light sides-- had barely ever laughed at all-- and now they were getting to hear him like this, his giggles embarrassing and dorky and loud--
So loud, in fact, that he barely even heard Logan say, "Patton, would you like a turn?" before ten fingers dove in to vibrate all over his vulnerable, ticklish stomach.
"Nah-ahahahaha!" The shriek that left his lips shocked everyone in the room, and Virgil used the confusion to yank his arms out of Roman's grasp, sitting up and trying to launch off the couch in the same motion. He would've gotten away with it, too, if it weren't for Patton's meddling arms around his waist.
"Woah!" Patton laughed out. "Easy now, kiddo! Don't wanna waist this chance to get tickled!" On cue he tazed his fingers where they laid in the divots of Virgil's sides, causing the anxious side to jerk and flop like a worm on a string. His hands grappled desperately for Patton's, but he made no progress getting them off before Roman's hand entered his vision.
"Come back here, Gay-Lee Shrilliams!" Roman sang. Blindly, he grappled for Virgil's wrists, grabbing one and yanking him back towards Roman's end of the couch. Virgil was disoriented, and took the time to inhale greedy breaths before he was suddenly flipped around again. Now Logan was sat straddled over his shins, Patton kneeling on the floor beside him, and Roman's chest was pressed against his back with his wrists in each hand.
For a moment there was silence.
"Well," Logan said curtly. "Let's try that again, shall we?"
And immediately his hands were clamped above Virgil's knees, and they were off to the races.
"Ahahahahahahaha!"
"There we are," Logan said, a hint of smugness in his voice as he prodded up and down Virgil's thighs. "We'll have to avoid any further interruptions if we're going to find all of your ticklish spots, Anxiety. Please behave yourself."
"I'm-- you-- nahahaha!" Virgil squealed; Patton had placed his hands on either side of his ribs, and was now squeezing them as if Virgil were a particularly squeaky bagpipe.
"Hold him down!" he called affectionately. "He's a squirmer!"
Virgil gasped through his laughter as the other two followed Patton's instruction; he could feel them rearranging their positions on his arms and legs in order to keep him even more stuck than he already was. Blearily, he turned onto his side as much as possible, facing the back of the couch and weakly attempting to hide his stomach from his ticklers.
"Uh oh, where are you going?" Roman asked, all sugar sweetness. "Is someone trying to hide away? Hm? Big bad Anxiety trying to run away from the tickles?"
Without warning he released one of Virgil's hands, and took it upon himself to use his free hand to investigate all over Virgil's exposed armpit. Virgil spasmed and shrieked. His free hand might as well have not been there at all, considering how absolutely useless it was at protecting his armpit, or his ribs, or--
"Uh oh," Patton cooed, voice sickeningly sweet, and Virgil could only look on in giddy terror as he wiggled his fingers in the air. "Don't think I just forgot about that tummy, Anxiety!"
Just like before, Patton pressed all ten fingers into Virgil's stomach fat, wiggling mercilessly; unlike before, Virgil couldn't shoot himself off the couch with Patton himself kneeling in the way. Logan and Roman had stopped their tickles, but only so they could restrain him even further to avoid another escape attempt.
"Nihihihiehehehehehe!" Virgil didn't even know what he was begging for anymore. For less tickles, or more?
"A ticky-ticky-ticky-ticky-ticky!" Patton sang. "Who's a ticklish goober? Is it Anxiety? I think it is!" He giggled as he easily avoided Virgil's free hand, darting back and forth as it fruitlessly tried to cover his stomach from Patton's wiggling fingers.
Through his teary eyes, Virgil accidentally made eye contact with Roman. He immediately regretted it: both because he saw something akin to actual affection in Princey's eyes (which, gross) but more because he watched that affection slip away to smug mischief.
"Hey, don't be greedy, Padre!" Roman announced. "I want a turn!"
And with that he let go of Virgil's other hand, but the anxious side had no time to do anything about that before he, too, was digging his fingers into Virgil's stomach. Virgil squealed again, arching hid back and curling in on himself over and over in an endless loop. While Patton had no trouble attending to Virgil's tummy pudge, Roman's hands were positioned at the top of his stomach just below his ribs, and he had no issues at all jumping up to pinch and massage along the sensitive bones every few seconds.
"Fascinating," Logan said, and oh god, why did his voice make Virgil feel even more trapped than he already was? "Patton, scoot down a bit. I'd like to try something."
Virgil felt Patton slide his hands slightly up Virgil's torso, still plucking away at his oversensitive nerves like guitar strings.
"Slow down for a moment," Logan instructed, and the others listened, thank God. Virgil took the opportunity to breathe, his eyes screw tightly shut. He couldn't handle seeing Roman's smirk, or Patton's giddiness, or Logan's studying stare.
"I've noticed something in his reactions," the logical side continued. "And I have another hypothesis."
Virgil should've opened his eyes.
If he had, he might've been prepared for when Logan's fingers descended all around his bellybutton and squeezed.
Virgil shrieked. He screamed. He yelled and hollered and wailed and every other synonym he could think of, except he couldn't think at all because Logan was flexing his fingers over and over and over again with terrible, ruthless accuracy. Virgil used all his strength to try to curl up, but with Logan on his hips, Roman behind his back, and Patton in the middle, there was absolutely nothing he could do to protect his tummy from ticklish agony.
"I think we found his favorite spot!" Patton cooed.
Yeah, no fucking shit, Virgil thought wildly. He could barely breathe, his face hurt from smiling, his head was melty with joy, and his innards felt as if he had swallowed a dozen butterflies that continued to dance around inside of him. He felt trapped, and teased, and embarrassed, and desperate, and he--
And he loved it. Oh my God, he loved it. Had he been missing out on this all along?
It took a long, long time before Virgil realized that Logan had stopped. His hands, warm and heavy, laid flat on his stomach, and his palms rubbed firmly against his skin. He blinked his eyes opened-- when had he closed them?-- and realized he was practically lying down again, having slid so much he'd ended up resting his head against Roman's thigh. It took another minute for him to realize that his hand felt strange; looking over, he flushed anew when he saw Patton's large hand wrapped around his own, fingers intertwined. Did Virgil do that?
Reality jolted back into him, and like a bear trap he sprang up and closed in on himself, shrinking away from any touch.
"Um-- I'm done-- red," he stuttered. God, why was he a loser? They had already stopped tickling him, he didn't need to say the safeword-- but his skin still felt alight with nerves, and despite how the whole experience had made him feel, he really didn't think he could handle anymore tonight.
Virgil didn't know why it surprised him that all three of moved back, Logan and Roman scooting to either end of the couch and Patton leaning back on his haunches. It surprised him, but it shouldn't. Because they're them. The light sides, the "others" as he'd always thought of them-- they were nice. Fun. And they cared.
"So..."
And of course, there was Princey to ruin it. Virgil dared to shoot his eyes over and was met with the smuggest goddamn look he's ever seen on Roman's consistently smug face.
"Was it everything you hoped for, sweet Anxiety?" he crowed. Immediately Virgil dropped his face into his hands and groaned.
"Aw, there he goes! Too much sweet talking for such a sourpuss like you?"
Virgil hissed at him, only to hear twin snorts from the other two Sides. He looked up, betrayed.
"Apologies, Anxiety," Logan said, biting his bottom lip as he smiled. Patton was covering his own mouth with both hands. "I can assure you we hold no judgement or mockery for you. It's just that this entire display was... objectively adorable."
"Noooooo..." Virgil whined. He slid down in his seat and covered his face again. His cheeks burned against his palms.
It was only a few seconds before he felt a tap on his knee, and after a moment he lowered his hands enough to peek out beyond his fingers. Patton was there, ducking his head a bit to catch Virgil's eye.
"Was that fun?" he asked gently. A beat. Virgil nodded. "Would you like to do it again?"
Virgil snapped his arms down to his sides and slammed back against his seat. Patton raised his hands placatingly.
"In the future!" he said. "I just mean..."
He looked at the other two Sides before confirming, "Well, I think we all had fun. And we can work out what exactly you're comfortable with later, but... I hope you'd like to do that again sometime."
"Please--" Virgil blurted. "I mean. Yes. I want to. Again."
"Good," Logan said. "Now lay back down."
He looked over, inquisitive, only to flush again as Logan leaned back and patted his lap.
"You can't seriously think I'm gonna fall for that."
"We are not going to tickle you again unless you explicitly ask for it," Logan said (and wow, now Virgil was gonna have to store that away in his anxiety-fantasies, not getting tickled anymore unless he uses his words). "You've just been exerted very quickly in a very short amount of time, you've been anxious and twitchy all day prior to this evening, and even now you're struggling to remain upright."
Virgil blinked; it was true. His head was lolled back against the cushion. His body was tired, it's true, but his mind felt somewhat hazy, somewhat calm. He blinked slowly.
"... Are you gonna put the movie back on?"
Roman scoffed. "Of course we are. We know you need background noise, Sleeping Beauty."
Right. Of course they knew that. Because they knew him, now.
Virgil fidgeted, then nodded. "I'd... I'd like that."
And he did.
#my posts#my writing#tickling#tickle fics#tickletober 2024#augtickletober2024#tt24#sanders sides tickling#lee!virgil#ler!patton#ler!roman#ler!logan#(technically they all get tickled at one point but for tagging purposes i'm just including their main roles here lol)#prompt#drafting on june 19 2020#also i really hope none of the light sides called him virgil at any point hhsdghsj#if they did pls tell me so i can fix it
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Hi, have a lined fanart of DĂ©jĂ Vu!Janus ! I gave him a tie because I'm a homosexual. It's 3am
YOURE RIGHT. YOURE SO FUCKING RIGHT. IVE BEEN A FOOL ALL THIS TIME DEPRIVING REMUS OF THE ABILITY TO DEMAND KISSES VIA HIS BOYFRIENDS TIE.
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#deja vu au#sanders sides#remus sanders#janus sanders#demus#screaming into my pillow for ten plus hours at your art btw#and your comments on literally all my fics#i gave up trying to be chill about it#also please sleep sometime. im begging#please enjoy this doodle#i havent had time to write or draw in ages so this is the best i can offer rn đ«
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