i hate………it when my loves’s patterns look like they are mere expressions of a preexisting and underlying platonic ideal i Actually love…..there was a post i saw asking if ppl had any kinks that they only had specifically in the context of doing it at or with one specific person, the implication and responses suggested this was very strange and unusual and it made me realize……nearly .all my kinks are like this—i do not have a kink for x, and merely want someone who is able to fulfill it. i have a kink for ‘doing x with this one specific person who is not interchangeable with any other person on earth who has ever lived.’ same with broader contexts of relationships—i don’t want to be looking for someone who fits Into a preexisting slot for me, i am not into a particular 'type' of thing and looking for real things that can fill—or mimic, live up to, sort of approximate—that role. that is not me! that is so not me!
sure there are obviously some patterns but that’s different, that’s only after the fact. the encounters are what create the pattern in me in the first place. my loves — in ideas, stories, etc — are not ‘oh this is an Example of the preexisting Thing i want’. they are things that i encountered that caused some kind of reaction in my electron bonds that cause me to stick to it and become a slightly different shape, and sure some of that is only possible because of what i am, but mostly it’s that once i have encountered this thing that reshapes my electron bonds and sticks to me, then i also become capable of sticking to similar things, or completely different things i wasn't able to stick to before, sometimes due to convoluted associations, often transcending the association after a bit and connecting with the other things independently of it. i have a really really hard time not reflexively — even just in my own brain—‘justifying’ my loves and patterns by trying to make up an underlying preexisting Empty Slot in the way other people do — trying unthinkingly to explain and come up with ‘a type’ (preexisting) that this one singular particular one-of-a-kind thing or person is just a mere example of/fitting candidate for—but it’s a lie when i do this. it’s lying to myself, and lying to others. i think i have done it on this blog before. but it’s ugly, and untrue, and not me.
A Blessing From Goddess Harmonia.
Picture this: you’re diving into the world of organizing, but it feels like you’re swimming in a sea of confusion. That’s where Goddess Harmonia steps in, ready to help you ride the waves of chaos and turn them into streams of order.
With Harmonia by your side, organizing isn’t just about tidying up—it’s about creating your own zen paradise. She’s all about…
hi and welcome !! my name is lime (they/it), i'm 16 yrs old and love selfshipping very much. this blog was originally made exclusively for writing / hoarding silly imagines but it's inevitably turned into a little more personal place too. i hope you'll feel just as comfortable here as i do =:]
in that same vein, i'd like to provide some additional details. if you don't want to read allat just check my dni and be on your merry way !
things i will do :
write requested imagines or xreaders (pls don't be shy ¡¡ it would be a joy to indulge in some specific ideas =:] )
respect people's boundaries and have fun
tag potential triggers appropriately (while this blog is obviously not sexually explicit , some sensitive stuff like blood / mentions of killing / needles etc. may come up . this is not an exhaustive list but you get it, i'll tag)
things i won't do :
write or engage in any harmful tropes (including yandere and nsfw)
I just noticed it now. I thought Erlang was pointing at the Destined One when he raised his hand, but it was actually him moving the cloud to cover the sun.
"Even stars shift in my watch."
Remember that the presence of the sun means the heaven is watching.
He knows they're safe from the court's watch in that place, as they're in Maitreya's protection, but I think that's just Erlang being extra cautious because well... you know the jade emperor.
"I have already opened the path for you. No one will disturb you there. Take your time to ponder," Maitreya said, stepping aside. Instantly, wind and snow swirled in from the opposite wall, casting a chill throughout the pagoda.
The Sacred Divinity stepped forward as instructed, stopping at the edge of the void. He turned back and said, "By stepping into this painted Mount Mei today, the Celestial Court will not be able to find me. Venerable One, would Mount Lingshan know of your deeds?"
Maitreya laughed, "Have we met before? The Erlang Shen I know is much uglier than you."
Hearing this, the Sacred Divinity said no more and strode into the wind and snow.
WHEEZING at Maitreya's last line💀💀💀. I think he meant Erlang's titan lion form.
I am so down for a possible team up between Wukong and some other gods in the DLC to fight whatever is going on in the celestial court. I mean hello we got friggin MAITREYA on our side. And I still want the heavenly kings to join the avengers assemble moment I like them ok.
I just saw someone on twt mention that Black Myth Wukong and Rose Quartz are similar bc they both wanted a peaceful life away from Celestial forces but they can't do that in their current form so they transformed into this,,, child/successor person who is half them but also IS them and it's like...., woah. And now I'm just sitting here thinking is... Is Erlang Pearl? His third eye keeping SWK's memories and Pearl keeping all her memorabilia there, THEY BOTY WIELD SPEARS OF SOME KIND
Andd also like.... Zhu Bajie is GREG. FUCK? DO YOU ALL SEE THE VISION OR AM I ALONE IN THE ASYLUM RN
Alright Zhu Bajie messily making out with Erlang? Sure, let's run with it (if you have been on Steven Universe twt or TikTok, you would know!!)