#SWEET BABY BOY ITS GOING TO BE OK !!!!
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
boxwinebaddie Ā· 6 months ago
Note
hi uncle nina! it's my birthday today and u don't have but will u pretty plz consider reposting that part of ch6 of rm where raven in on the phone with kenny b4 his hate with jers? i thought it was super cute and i really wanted to read it :3
awwww, happy birthday, darling! i hope it's as lovely as you are!
and i--sigh.
okay.
i hate complicated feelings surrounding chapter six ( aka the introduction to the iconique ravesey hate that i deleted from stress ) because i actually did love it...i just rushed the hell out of it, didn't plan it out very well and it was a mess. it could have been a lot better.
part of why i deleted it was actually because of that ravenstan/kenny phonecall because i felt worried that i revealed too much about how not cool and actually boy-failure-y stan was too early and could have kept the suspense going longer but aaaaaa i just wanted y'all to see how CUTE he was, like??? and how nervous! AAAA!!!
buuut considering the cat has been out of the bag, or rather, the raven has flown the nest for some time now...and it's the beauteous day you were born...i will humbly present you with this b-day present in the form of my incompetent idiot girl ramblings/writings, though, i fear it is not at all as grand the gift of your life is.
so, without further ado darlings, here is the endearing, embarrassing phone call ( it was over discord actually ) that ravenstan had with kenny prior to showing up to blondie's for his little hate-date with jerseykyle. it's a mess and unedited, but regardless, please know that from whatever hurts or harms you, i hope you heal, please rem(ember) to smile, pendejos,
and to now, as always, angels:
please enjoy the very, very...
worst part of your day. ;)
-uncle nina <333
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
10 notes Ā· View notes
xamaxenta Ā· 2 years ago
Note
Tumblr media
First Kiss (or, sometimes it takes a whole lot of dancing around the subject before you realise those fleeting looks and touches arenā€™t your imagination, and people really can love someone like you)
Do you ever think about how long it probably took Ace to look past his self hatred and realise that the way Marco looked at him wasnā€™t pity but love? I do.
Yoā€¦ dudeā€¦ what the hell
You bring you bring this into my house and youā€™re like hey hereā€™s a really insightful observation Iā€™ve made of your fave and itā€™s both really lovely and really sad at the same time because heā€™s really just wanting all his life huh
Tumblr media Tumblr media
31 notes Ā· View notes
daz4i Ā· 2 years ago
Text
if i may complain for a bit about something that doesn't actually matter and can be easily avoided. god i hate fics that baby-fy chuuya
#yeah yeah i know just don't read them w/e. there's no tags to avoid these unfortunately šŸ˜#it kinda feels like a fanon of fanon. it's so far removed from his canon self even if some core elements are there.#why write him like a 15 y/o even as an adult. and the thing is. even when he was 15 in canon he wasn't this childish. c'mon.#a lot of the most popular skk fics have him characterized like this and man I'm tired. look how they massacred my boy.#ok complaining session over. i feel like i sound kinda mean. sorry abt that.#it doesn't actually matter that much just a bit frustrating when it keeps happening when you're already a couple hundred words into a fic#edit: i lied I'm not done complaining i gotta turn this into a rant bc ppl misunderstanding my favorite character online is a crime.#childish was the wrong word for me to use ig it's more like. innocent.#girl. bestie. he has been part of criminal organizations quite literally since he remembers himself.#he is not some sweet uwu baby who's a bit of a tsundere or w/e. he's got genuine reasons to be angry yknow. he's been through shit#and he's not innocent? he's in the fucking mafia lol we literally see him kill like 20 people in 5 minutes at 15 y/o.#he's not naive either???? he may not be dazai levels of smart but he's still capable of figuring things out himself????#like he did figure out rimbaud's thing by himself. he's not stupid or slow. he wouldn't be a mafia executive otherwise.#and that's also the reason he can't be naive like... he is in constant danger after all#and idk watering down all this^ for aus is boring and turning him into practically an oc but it's even worse in canonverse#or literally any au where he suffers the same amount as he does in canon. bc then what's your excuse for watering him down.#it feels like forcing him into this very clear cut mold you see in every media when he is literally. not that.#no one in bsd is honestly that's part of its charm imo. they all subvert your expectations of their character archetypes#i think this is why it's making me so angry bc it doesn't feel like just misunderstanding the character but also the whole story. in a way.#am i going too far? perhaps. i dunno. i do feel less Dirty after letting out this frustration tho.#complaining session is now officially over okay. yes. sorry. i don't mean to offend anyone sorry if i sound mean at any point.
11 notes Ā· View notes
csainzoperator Ā· 1 year ago
Text
yummy: LN4 ā˜†
summary: y/n is a chef in the mclaren hospitality who is famous for her fabulous recipies. everyone is head over heels for her recipies, and a certain someone is most definitely more than head over heels. but not just for the food.
(lando norris x fem!reader)
read more under the cut!
itsmey/n has posted!
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
another day at work! for the british gp, their special "sticky toffee pudding" was a success :)
tagged: landonorris and oscarpiastri
liked by landonorris, oscarpiastri, lewishamilton and 76,123 others.
landonorris it was so yum (she fed us the so called desert forcefully after giving us a 4 course meal)
- oscarpiastri you're such an ungrateful brat. it was great, bestie itsmey/n
- itsmey/n thank you pastry, and lando...i might leave you to starve to death.
lewishamilton i would kill for a pudding rn! you should drop by merc hospitality y/n!
- mclaren look at you trying to steal our goddamn chef....
f1wagsss oh my god you're so pretty
landonorris has posted!
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
P2 AT HOME RACE BABY!! so proud of the team to be finishing at P2 and P4. also special thanks to y/n for feeding us well :)
tagged: oscar piastri and itsmey/n
liked by georgerussell63, carlossainz55, itsmey/n and 872,182,283 others.
landonorizz are we gonn ignore the fact that y/n just made it to a lando post???
lechaaair OH Y/N FEEDS US TOO. SHE SERVES ALL THE DAMN TIME. MOTHER šŸ™šŸ¼šŸ™šŸ¼
itsmey/n its literally my job tho...?
- oscarpiastri some people are bad at their job. he's appreciating you for being good. (lando you fr have no rizz man)
carlaando lando are you trynna make a move GN
- landonowinss BROS PROBABLY REGRETTING RN šŸ’€
(time skip!)
it was the hungarian gp. you were in the mclaren hospitality. the mclaren kitchen was quite big, and your co-workers were extremely sweet. you mainly cooked for the drivers and mechanics, while guiding the others. you were tasting a dish when you feel a presence behind you. you immediately recognise who it is.
"what is it now, lando?" you ask with a knowing smile on your face. he sits down on the counter beside you and watches you as you work. "i was wondering if you would like to, maybe, just maybe, come outside with me and sit down and talk and get some food you know?" he blabbers
"are you asking me out on a date?" you tease him. "well, yeah. only if you want it to be. its okay if you say no" he says with a sad smile on his face. you cup his face with one of your hands and give his cheeks a squeeze. "ofcourse i'll come, dumbass. now shoo, let me work. you're too distracting"
the smug smile he has on his face makes you blush. "so i am distracting huh? what else am i? you can give me details when we go on that date" he winks at you and walks off. you just simply shake your head in amusement.
the date goes well. to be honest, more than well. you both have the most fun ever. lando is everything that you craved. he was the sweetest boy. day by day, meal by meal, both of you started talking more, discovering each other. one fine night, in his apartment in london, where you taught him how to bake his favourite cake, he surprises you by asking you to be his girlfriend. you say yes without hesitation. you knew he wasn't going to play around with your heart.
it was the brazilian gp. lando had placed P2 again! you were the proudest girlfriend to exist, and the happiest. you were just so incredibly proud as he was doing so good this year.
itsmey/n has posted!
Tumblr media Tumblr media
brazil you were brilliiianttt <3 liked by oscarpiastri, mclaren, landonorris and 92,233 others.
f1wags HOLD UP. SOFT LAUNCHING????
oscarpiastri yuck i hate being around the hospitality now.
landonorris šŸŒŸ
- carlandodod PLS IM NOT OK WHAT DOES THIS MEAN.
- leclercvc oh. my. god. guys. i think its lando and y/n.
f1gosssip apparently some people saw looking for his "girlfriend" after the race, and some people even saw him kissing a girl in the mclaren garage! we hope its y/n šŸ˜«
y/nfannn MOTHER WHO IS THAT
landonorris has posted!
Tumblr media Tumblr media
brazil with bae. thank you team for making the P2 happen! more to come.
p.s i don't believe in soft launches. she let me hard launch after 8 races šŸ–šŸ¼
tagged: itsmey/n and mclaren
liked by mclaren, itsmey/n, charles_leclerc and 827,123,12 others.
oscarpiastri GAG
carlandooo MAMA Y PAPA
carlossainz55 finally mate! congrats :)
maxverstappen1 lando isn't a kid anymore
f1wags OFFICIALLY OUR FAV WAG (with lily obv)
itsmey/n i love you, baby! super proud <3
- landonorris i love YOU. so much. so much.
paddockclubb 8 RACES?? HOW LONG HAS THIS BEEN GOING ON OMG
the end ā™”
2K notes Ā· View notes
doromoni Ā· 2 months ago
Text
Not Over the Papaya | OP81
Tumblr media
āŠ¹ ļ½”ā€¢ā”ˆź’°įƒ ā™” ą»’ź’±ā”ˆā€¢ ļ½”ļ¾Ÿ
Ships : Oscar Piastri x Popstar! Reader , Ex!Lando Norris x Popstar! Reader
Genre : Fluff Smau
A/N : womp womp my final uni project is making me crazy and itā€™s hurting my wallet fr. Anyways, this update took way too long again, are we surprised? No, we are not. Lol Enjoy
Face claim : Jennie Kim
Summary : Y/N and Oscar cope with their own breakups by making the Heartbreak Club.
Masterlist | Series Mastelist
< Previous | Part 12 | Next >
Incoming call from xxxx xxx xxx
Pick up or Decline
Pick up
ā€œHello?ā€
ā€œYou made a mistake choosing himā€
ā€œWow, whose phone is this now, Lando?ā€
ā€œHe cant make you happy. The team will not allow itā€
ā€œYeah whateverā€
ā€œY/N I-ā€œ
ā€œdonā€™t careā€
end call
call dropped
Y/N.
Tumblr media
liked by oscarpiastri, y/bf charles_leclerc, danielricciardo, and others
Y/N. That boy is mine
tagged @oscarpiastri
oscarpiastri Hi girlfriendšŸ§”
Y/N. Hi boyfriend šŸ§”
charles_leclerc WE GET IT U LOVE HIM, why do I need to see him this way šŸ˜€
Y/N. get used to a cunty Osc.
charles_leclerc NO heā€™s an innocent baby, ur corrupting him!!
oscarpiastri wtf. alex pls collect charles
danielricciardo why is it spicy šŸ„¹
oscarpiastri not my fault Iā€™m hot, deal with it
Y/N. Preach.
logansargeant I MADE THIS HAPPEN
Y/N. Iā€™ll give credit when itā€™s dueā€¦ ok thanks logan hunter sargeant
oscarpiastri Thanks, now leave us alone pls
logansargeant WOW this is the thanks i get????
user1 Oscar made it into the feed!! Lets go
user2 Y/N and Oscar are now OFFICIAL official
user3 Y/N took the hard launch way to hard
user4 the amount of pda and tension in this post alone makes me want to cry. OK IM SINGLE thanks for pointing that out
user5 SLIDE 1 HELLO???!!
user6 ik!! im shooketh
user7 Osc is so in love with Y/N and it shows šŸ„¹
user8 Osc is obsessed. Ugh Iā€™m so single that it hurtssss
user9 Lol as he should, that is THE Y/N L/N
oscarpiastri
Tumblr media
liked by Y/N. , logansargeant, charles_leclerc, markwebber, and others
oscarpiastri against all odds, that girl is mine
tagged @Y/N.
Y/N. Sorry ladies, dibbs! I claim this manšŸ¤­
oscarpiastri proudly urs, Luv
nicolepiastri U better not hide Y/N from us, Oscar!
Y/N. Hi Mrs. P šŸ„ŗ
nicolepiastri hello sweetie! Canā€™t wait to meet you in person.
oscarpiastri Youā€™ll meet her mom, donā€™t worry
charles_leclerc So sweet. The two of you are insufferable
oscarpiastri Wow ok. Iā€™m telling grandma u said that.
Y/N. Get off the gram then old man!
user1 OK but why is Osc so hot all of a sudden
oscarpiastri its the girlfriend effect
user1 HI OSC!!
user2 its the Y/N influence~ boi got hotter instantly šŸ„µ
user3 Osc posting Y/N all over his socials!! Flaunt your queen, King.
user4 Brother made sure everyone knew that Y/N is off limits
user5 This is how you treat ur significant other, you dont hide them and treat them like trash. Pls do take notes ā€¦ Lando im looking at you.
user6 Oscar is spoiling Y/N~ iā€™m so here for it šŸ˜­šŸ«¶
user7 Y/N is finally getting the love she needs. Both of them are making efforts for each other, not just Y/N
user8 Iā€™m still obsessed with what Osc did after his win. when will it be my turn huhhh?
user9 I will never let myself forget. My standards are thru the roof!
Tumblr media Tumblr media
Notification: you were tagged by mclaren on a post
mclaren
Tumblr media
liked by user1 and others
mclaren Welcome back to our side of the paddock @Y/N. We missed seeing you in papaya!
Y/N. Just to support my man @oscarpiastri
oscarpiastri šŸ§”šŸ§”šŸ§”
danielricciardo @Y/N what an honor to be a guest at McLaren šŸ˜€ liked by author
Y/N. I know! Iā€™m so happy to be back there šŸ˜€ liked by author
mclaren @Y/N MTC comeback soon? šŸ¤”
Y/N. I would be stupid not to come back šŸ™‚ā€ā†•ļøšŸ˜€
user1 Lmao who let admin post this? Y/N is clearly there just for Oscar.
user2 Y/N wouldnā€™t touch them with a ten foot pole, let alone go back šŸ˜­
user3 Mclaren ur embarrassing urself here honey.
user4 the obvious pr stunt, when in fact they hate Y/N for Landoā€™s stupidity
user5 Danny Ric and Y/N on the comments filled with sarcasm, chandler bing would be proud šŸ¤”
user6 not mclaren actually liking the comments šŸ¤”šŸ˜­
user7 @user6 I like to think that mclaren knew it was sarcasm but they were forced to like it anyway
user8 I like user7ā€™s version so much Iā€™m gagging HAHAHA
Your message was successfully sent
Tumblr media
Your message was successfully sent
Tumblr media
*You created a group chat
*You added oscarpiastri, danielricciardo, logansargeant, and markwebber to the group
*You renamed the group to Timstams and Ranch
Tumblr media Tumblr media
Series Taglist : @champagneproblems17 @itsjustfranzi @cheriwritesig @forza-charles @awritingtree @sltwins @gr1mes-cc @hwalllllllelujah @btsfluffsworld @tillyt04 @landotd @booksandflowrs @czennieszn @thatsouthernblondewiththeass @wobblymug @alittlechaotics-blog @bingussthirdtoe @mirrorball-6 @demandealalune @heartsforleclerc @yoongi-holland @maneskin-slave @alenix @forensicheart @bloodyymaryyy @stereading @hahahjej @youre-on-your-ownkid : closed
Maintaglist : @myescapefromthislife @peterholland04 @charlottef1 @fangirl125reader @mel164 @gnarlycore @chloelovesln4 @vickykazuya @merchelsea @ln4author @qzmef @nxk1309 @styl1shl1v @lottalove4evelyn @gr3yhues : closed for now
600 notes Ā· View notes
ifwdominicfike Ā· 3 months ago
Text
š›šŸ!šœš”š«š¢š¬ š”šžššššœššš§šØš§š¬
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
how chris would be if he was your boyfriend ..
Tumblr media
bf!chris whoā€™s love language is definitely physical touch, he always has to touch you in some sort of way. ā€œchris- im trying to do my hair please stop!ā€ you huffed as chris sat on the bathroom counter, pulling at your belt loops to come closer ā€œmā€™sorry ma, youā€™re just so pretty like this..ā€ his hands caressing your skin softly ā€œfine, y-you can stay here just keep those hands to yourselfā€ ā€œi wonā€™t make any promises pretty girlā€
bf!chris who would 100% have a shared playlist with you or would send you songs that reminded him of you ā€œy/n did you listen to those songs i sent you?ā€ a cheesy grin placed across his face ā€œyes chris, i listened to all 10 of the- baby im literally right here why did you just send me another one!?ā€
bf!chris who will always find some kind of way to match with you ā€œshould i wear the pink one or the red one?ā€ you say holding up the two different color tops ā€œWAIT, i have the perfect hat for the pink oneā€ your stare at him in confusion ā€œwhat no- im not wearing a hat?ā€ ā€œno ma i meant for ME, my pink hat matches perfectly with that shirt. wear that one pleaseeā€
bf!chris who loves staying in with you, quality time is a big thing for him so even sitting in silence next to you is enough for him. ā€œare you sure you didnā€™t wanna go? you seemed pretty excited to go with matt and nick so-ā€œ youā€™re stopped by chrisā€™s hand resting against your cheek ā€œma, theyā€™ll be fine without me for a couple hours okay? stop worrying, im here with you sā€™all iā€™ll ever needā€ he kissed your temple and went back to watching the movie that was playing, leaving you with rosy cheeks and smile never leaving your face.
bf!chris who is the biggest softie ever, he would never admit in front of anyone but you though. he loves snuggling up against you, sometimes he goes under shirt because heā€™s ā€œcoldā€. heā€™s a sucker for head scratches too, sometimes heā€™s shy to ask for them because he doesnā€™t wanna seem ā€œclingyā€ but youā€™re never one to judge or say no to your sweet boy.
bf!chris who would definitely spoil you no matter what, he caught you staring at a skirt for a little longer than normal? its yours. you mention a necklace that you thought was pretty? its yours. literally anything you want he automatically gets it for you ā€œooh chris look at this shirt, the lace is so pretty donā€™t you think?ā€ ā€œyeah baby, its gorgeous can i see it?ā€ he immediately hangs onto it while pulling out his card ā€œgo ahead ma yā€™want anything else? anything you want its yoursā€
bf!chris who makes sure you know how much he loves and cares for you. he never wants you to even think for a second that he doesnā€™t love you. you could be doing something so simple and heā€™ll come up from behind you, wrapping his arms around your waist while saying the sweetest words. ā€œi love you so much sweetheartā€ ā€œyouā€™re all iā€™ll ever need, no one else can come above you.ā€
Tumblr media
- averyā€™s note Ėš šœ—šœšĖšā‹†ļ½”-
i was gonna add more but i got lazy.. i need to finish my other drafts to add onto my masterlist šŸ˜žšŸ˜ž but if anyone wants to be on my taglist just comment!! ok bye now, love youu į„«į­”
423 notes Ā· View notes
worldlxvlys Ā· 10 months ago
Note
HEAR ME OUT
PILLOW PRINCESS!READER X BF!MATT
Tumblr media Tumblr media
princess
matt sturniolo x reader
warnings: smut, p in v, cream pie, matt wakes reader up with sex but ALL ACTIONS THAT TAKE PLACE ARE CONSENSUAL!!
a/n: ok so i combined all three of these requests
hope you enjoyyyy :)
hereā€™s donā€™t stop, go read if you want !!
waking up next to matt was perfect.
the bags under his eyes were more pronounced, his hair messy, and his voice low and raspy.
his face being the first thing i open my eyes to would never fail to make me happy.
nothing could compare to it.
well, maybe one thing.
ā€œfuck, i need you so bad babyā€ i heard matt whisper into my ear.
my eyes fluttered open, immediately being met with the sight of a sleepy-looking matt.
he was rubbing his hard dick against my wetness, making me moan out.
ā€œyou ok, baby?ā€ he asked, looking down at me with half-lidded eyes.
ā€œfuck yes, mattā€ i gasped as i let my head fall forward, into the crook of his neck.
ā€œyou donā€™t even gotta do anything, baby. just wanna make you feel goodā€
he placed a kiss to my shoulder as he lined himself up, slowly pushing into me.
ā€œfuckkkkā€ he groaned out.
i clenched around him at the sound.
ā€œshit, baby. not gonna last if you do thatā€ he said as he waited for me to adjust.
ā€œok, you can moveā€ i said.
he wrapped his arms around my waist and slowly began to thrust into me.
my head flew back into the pillows, as i held onto his shoulders for stability.
ā€œgod, you look beautiful like this babyā€ he whispered to me.
ā€œlove being close to you like thisā€
i moaned in response, clenching around him repeatedly.
ā€œfuck, iā€™m gonna cumā€ he whimpered out, seconds before he shot his load deep inside of me.
the feeling of his hot cum being fucked into me made my jaw hang open, eyes rolling back.
he softly caressed my thigh, hooking it around his waist to push himself even deeper into me.
ā€œdoing so fucking good for me, babyā€ he groaned.
ā€œgod, i love you so so much. canā€™t believe youā€™re mineā€
his sweet words combined with his deep thrusts made my brain fuzzy.
he brought his hand to my clit, rubbing quick circles on it.
ā€œs-shit mattā€ i choked out a moan.
ā€œfuck, canā€™t wait to see that beautiful face you make when you cumā€
ā€œiā€™m gonna-ā€œ
ā€œyes, yes give it to me baby. you got itā€ he said as he continued his movements.
with that, i released all over him.
he helped me ride out my high, before pulling out of me.
we both took a minute to catch our breath before speaking.
ā€œthank you, matt. iā€™m beyond grateful for youā€ i said, giving him a kiss to the cheek.
ā€œof course, baby. you deserve to feel lovedā€ he left kisses across my collarbones.
ā€œyou deserve to be treated like a princessā€ he moved down to my boobs, leaving kisses so light they tickled.
ā€œmatt!ā€ i giggled out.
he smiled at the sound of my laugh.
he brought his face to mine, lightly nudging his nose against mine.
ā€œif you saw yourself the way i do, youā€™d be obsessed tooā€
ā€œoh, so youā€™re obsessed with me?ā€
ā€œbaby. i just woke you up by grinding on you like a teenage boy. you drive me fucking insaneā€
ā€œyeah, it was pretty patheticā€ i said in a teasing tone.
ā€œalright.ā€ he said as he pulled away.
ā€œno, matttt ! donā€™t be like thatā€ i said, trying to suppress my laughter.
he glared at me, ā€œitā€™s really not that funnyā€
i pursed my lips, trying not to laugh. ā€œno, of course, youā€™re rightā€
the corners of his mouth slowly spread into a grin, and we both bursted out laughing.
ā€œwhatever, you suckā€ he said.
ā€œhm, thatā€™s not what you were saying a little while agoā€
šŸŒøšŸŒøšŸŒøšŸŒø
hope you liked <333
masterlist
tag list: @lovingsturniolo @lustfulslxt @gwenlore @flowerxbunnie @sturnssx @mattslolita @its-jennarose @sturnspepsi @sophssturn @bernardsleftbootycheek @queen161718 @chrisdevora @cupidsword @nickmillersn1gf @stramboli4life @mattsneezing @chrisstankyleg @sturniolobltch @vib3swithanuk @ciarasturn1 @bethsturn @bernardenjoyer @mbbsgf @soursturniolo @rac00ns-are-c00l4 @ssturniolo @blueeyedbesson @mxqdii @sturniolowhore @rheaakayourname @defnotayonna @urmom2bitch @abbie13sworld @starsturniolo @hearts4chris @theyluv-meee @sturns-posts @carolinalikesthings @itzdarling @chrisstopherfilmed @judespoision @sstvrnioloo @littlebookworm803 @nicksdrpepper @heartz4chris @jackcscxddles
1K notes Ā· View notes
reysdriver Ā· 3 months ago
Note
i need more dad James šŸ«£šŸ«£šŸ«£šŸ«£
Tumblr media Tumblr media
James comes home from a trip to the farm supply store with a wild surprise ā€” dad!farmer!james x mom!reader fluff
warnings: a little bit of fighting but it's absolutely not angsty, some parental nervousness ig
words: 1.3k
a/n: I need more of him too lol (I'm gonna use this ask to test out my new au tho so I hope you're ok with that <3)
Tumblr media
James came home right when you were starting to prepare dinner, much to the joy of you and both your children. You scooped up your baby girl from her play mat on the ground, then right on cue, your toddler showed up at your side, rushing to the front door with you.Ā 
ā€œI guess you heard the door too, Haz?ā€ You asked your son, holding out your hand for him to take.
As he looked up at you and nodded, he took your free hand so that the three of you were all going together to see James.Ā 
Once you saw your husband at the door, all you felt were the butterflies in your stomach that still hadnā€™t flown away even after all these years. But then, you noticed how he was leaving very little space between him and the door as he closed it, and how he was covered in little strands of fur even though he was just running a few quick errands.Ā 
Before you could even ask him about it, he wrapped his strong arm around your waist and pressed his lips against yours. It took you a bit of time to register what was even happening, but as soon as you started to melt into the kiss, James pulled away and flashed you a sweet smile.Ā 
He then bent down to greet both Ivy on your hip and Harry standing beside you.Ā 
ā€œI have a surprise for you and the kids.ā€ James said, mostly excited with a hint of guilt.Ā 
You raised an eyebrow at your husband. ā€œWhat are you talking about?ā€
He shrugged and touched the door handle, ready to open it. ā€œI canā€™t really tell you. Itā€™s better if I show you.ā€
He opened the front door to reveal a ridiculously small horse standing fifteen feet away from you and tied up to the bannister outside.Ā 
It was half your size and incredibly fluffy. You had to resist going over to pet it just because you were so in shock at the fact that your husband came home from the farm supply store and surprised you with a whole horseā€”or maybe just a third of a horse, based on its size.
A thousand and one thoughts raced through your head but before you could make sense of any of them, Harry giggled loudly and began to run towards the horse in front of you all.Ā 
Panicking, you called your son back and walked him back to the porch. You used your free hand to hold him tightly against your thigh so he wouldnā€™t run back the animal James just surprised you with.Ā 
ā€œYou bought a pony on a whim?ā€ You asked your husband.Ā 
ā€œNo, of course not.ā€ He shook his head. ā€œSheā€™s a miniature horse. Theyā€™re totally different. The guy I bought it from told me all about them!ā€
Of course. Now that the horseā€™s title is settled, everything is fine.Ā 
ā€œJames, we need to speak in private. Stay here.ā€Ā 
His face flushed. He knew you were mad because you almost never called him by anything other than your various pet names for him unless you were upset.Ā 
You then ushered Harry back inside the house to the living room, where you set Ivy back down on her play mat.Ā 
ā€œPlay with your sister for a minute, Haz. If she gets fussy at all, you can come get me outside, okay?ā€
He smiled and nodded, sitting down next to the one year-old. ā€œCan we play with the pony soon?ā€
You exhaled, unsure of how to respond. ā€œYour dad says itā€™s a miniature horse, not a pony. And maybe, if youā€™re good.ā€
The boy seemed satisfied with that, so you pressed a kiss to the top of his head and walked back outside, where you found your husband looking extremely guilty as he awaited your return.Ā 
Once you closed the door behind you, he immediately tried to make the situation better.Ā 
ā€œLovie, I knew youā€™d be reluctant about all of this, but I swear I can explainā€”ā€
ā€œYou bought a horse, James! You were only supposed to be going out for a new shovel and some paint, then you come back with a horse?!ā€
Ā ā€œWell, I got the other stuff, too, itā€™s just in the truck. I just got to talking with a man at the supply store and he said he was selling some of those cuties right out of his horse trailer in the parking lot.ā€
You sighed and crossed your arms. ā€œHow much did it cost?ā€
ā€œNot much at all! The guy was selling them for bottom dollar ā€˜cause heā€™s moving soon and needs ā€˜em gone!ā€ James rested his hand on your upper arm and stroked lightly. His voice softened, and so did his expression. ā€œBelieve me, I wouldnā€™t have bought her if we couldnā€™t afford her. Iā€™m always thinking about our family.ā€
You were trying real hard not to look into your husbandā€™s pretty eyes because you knew the second you did, you would have no choice but to give in. You stared at the porch swing, the miniature horse, the chicken coop, anything but James.Ā 
And he could clearly tell you werenā€™t convinced just yet, so he kept going.
ā€œLook, I know we got rid of most of the animals before Harry was born, but those were the more unstable ones, and that was back when we were nervous about everything. Now weā€™re more experienced, and sheā€™s just the sweetest thing.ā€
You exhaled, peeking through the window to check on Harry and Ivy playing on the living room carpet.Ā 
ā€œTheyā€™re just babies, Jamie.ā€Ā 
He bit back a smile at the use of his nickname, letting him know you were warming up to the idea.Ā 
ā€œHarryā€™s already three, love.ā€ He removed his hand from your arm and gestured at himself. ā€œI was just barely older than him when I started riding the real horses, and now look at me!ā€
He smiled and posed with open arms, which in turn made you smile.Ā 
ā€œI love looking at you.ā€ You said sincerely. ā€œYouā€™re the best.ā€
ā€œYour words, not mine.ā€
You giggled, then pulled him in for a kiss. And not just one to distract like when he first came home. A real kiss, and a good one too.
When you pulled away, you left your hands where they were and caressed softly.Ā 
ā€œNext time you want to do something extravagant for the kids like this, talk to me about it first, okay? If you kiss me enough, Iā€™ll say yes to anything.ā€Ā 
James raised an eyebrow, insinuating things that made you glad the kids were inside.Ā 
Your jaw dropped in mock stun. ā€œNot like that, Jamie! What do you take me for?!ā€Ā 
The two of you both laughed, and he pulled you in for a sweet hug. ā€œMy wife, the mother of my incredible kids, the love of my life. I could go on.ā€
You would have claimed he was just flattering you as an apology for buying the horse, but you had already told him he could keep it. Plus, he says things like that far more than he had ever bought something crazy and needed forgiveness.Ā 
ā€œSo I can go introduce the kids to the horse for real now?ā€Ā 
Your gaze moved over to the animal a few feet away from you, and you nodded as a response to your husbandā€™s question.Ā 
ā€œAs long as you have a saddle for that thing.ā€
He grinned, then kissed your nose quickly before darting away. ā€œThank you! Itā€™s in the truck! I love you!ā€
You laughed to yourself, and shook your head amusedly while you walked towards the miniature horse that you now owned.Ā 
ā€œHi there, sweetheart.ā€ You greeted, brushing her mane with your fingers. ā€œWelcome to the family. James there can be a bit daft, but I think youā€™ll like it here.ā€
Tumblr media
625 notes Ā· View notes
chericos Ā· 5 months ago
Text
Hooked -> k. choso
nsfw drabble
cws; no plot, inexperienced!choso, dom!reader, implied fem!reader, reader has vamp teeth, biting, blood, unprotected sex, breeding(oops), overstimulation, multiple rounds, yeehaw!(cowgirl), slight teasing, praising, light aftercare, use of pet names(; baby, sweetheart, pretty, good boy, etc), very cute and sweet ! undercase as needed (sometimes its just ugly ok,)
1.6k; unedited
Freak ā€˜by Doja Cat
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
ā€œJustā€” just go slow ok?ā€
God. You still donā€™t know how you did it. How you got yourā€”insanely hotā€”neighbor withering underneath you.
His body spread across the expanse of your queen-size bed. Head thrown back as he lets out whines while you litter his body in featherlight kisses. Chosoā€™s body jolts as you place your glossy lips on his thigh, a sticky pink stain smeared on his pale porcelain skin.
He twitches.
ā€œare you excited, pretty?ā€ He tilts his head up at the sound of your voice. You glance up at him, staring directly into his rich aubergine colored eyes. His glossed over eyes and pinched brows made you smile.
Heā€™s so cute when heā€™s needy.
ā€œp-please, Iā€”ā€ he cuts himself off with a gasp as you give a tentative lick to his tip, lips curving up into a smile as you feel him tense beneath you. With a light blow, you move back, your hand taking its place to slowly stroke the length of his shaft as you shift to hover directly above him.
ā€œplease what hmm..?ā€ you lean down to press a kiss against his eye, then nose, then cheek, all the way down from his jaw to attacking his collarbone. Flourishing his pale skin in bruises of reds and blues.
He was such a gorgeous canvas.
ā€œIā€” fuck!ā€ A string of whines leave his lips as your teeth sink into his flesh, his hand flying to his mouth at the sound. you pull back, gaze focused on the bite mark you left. You watched as small drops of blood started to leak. Your tongue carefully glazes across the expanse of his shoulder. His cock twitches in your grasp, beads of pre-cum drip down to sparingly cover your lithe fingers.
Tears welled in the corners of his tightly shut eyes, the salty liquid streamed down his cheeks. You can still hear the sounds of his pathetic whimpering. ā€œAwwā€¦ Iā€™m just teasinā€™ cho,ā€ you coo at him, using your free hand to pull down his hand from covering his pretty moans.
You lean forward to kiss him againā€”much harder than before. Desperation makes kissing feel so pleasurable, so good. You feel so damn good. His mind is a blank slate, your tongue dissolving his brain to mush. Rebuilding and rewiring his consciousness to crave you and your affection until the end of time.
You pump him twice as you sit up completely to get better access. The absence of your body makes him needy again, his hands reaching out to find purchase in some part of your body. Pre-cum dribbles pathetically from the tip as you guide his cock to your pussy, you lean back and slam your weight down onto him with full force. He slides with little resistance. His hands grip harshly on your hips as he bottoms out. A high-pitched mewl escaping him as he cums at the impact, your walls sucking him in with a vice-like grip as he shoots a load into you. His cock still hard as he fills you
ā€œah!ā€”mā€™sorryā€¦ sorry, did-didnā€™t mean toā€¦ā€ Choso babbles. Heā€™s sobbing at the pleasure, fat tears rolling down the sides of his face and leaving a damp spot on your satin covered pillows.
ā€œsā€™ok baby, youā€™re doing so good for meā€, your smile is hypnotizing as he locks his eyes with you. Your eyes glossed over in a lust filled haze, thumb stroking his cheek to collect the stray tears.
After a few minutes you give a slight roll of your hips to ease him in more. Feeling him twitch so deeply in you causes a moan to be ripped from your throat. You start your pace off slow and rhythmic. barely easing off of him before thrusting your hips back down. Itā€™s leisurely, calm and steady. An appetizer compared to whatā€™s to come.
The pace picks up, erratic bounces with the focus nothing more than to make you both feel good. "fuck, p-please, not too fast- i can't! ngh-ā€ Choso whimpers breathlessly, going dumb from how good you're making him feel. He looks up at you through hooded eyes, head spinning. He mumbles incoherently, begging for you to stop, telling you that he's too tired and that he can't take it anymore even though his cock is still hard and leaking, flooding your insides with his cum almost continuously.
you don't listen to him. instead you ride him faster, rising up until his aching tip is the only thing inside you then slamming your hips back down to fuck yourself on his cock. he lets out a choked sob, keeling forward with every bounce.
"please, please, pleaseā€”ā€he doesn't know what he's begging for.
he stretches you out so good. his cock heavy and pulsing inside you, ready to fill you up again despite choso's claims that he can't anymore.
"baby, please i- ah! you're ridin' me too good, m'gonna...gonna cum again.ā€ he whines deliriously, feeling as if he'll pass out at any moment
Heā€™s practically sobbing into your neck, tears streaming over the purple marks he left on your collar bones as he cums deep inside of you.
Your pace doesnā€™t let up. His back arched into you. Instinctually thrusting up into you, as his eyes roll to the back of his head.
Your hands snake their way back to his face, giving a small squeeze to his cheeks before patting on them. A silent plea for him to open his mouth. As soon as he does, you shove two fingers into the back of his throat, pressing down on his tongue, grazing against the lower teeth, and remaining still there, causing saliva to accumulate in the cavity and a small dribble down the corner of his chin. Effectively choking him.
ā€œYouā€™re making such a mess, cho~ā€ you tease unabashedly, like it was nothing but his fault. Choso focuses his eyes back on you. The cat-like smirk on your face at seeing him turn into a mess at the palm of your hand. Itā€™s maddening.
ā€œfeelinā€™ so good that youā€™re drooling huh?ā€ You know heā€™s too fucked up to respond, the constant stream of tears and the soft sounds of his light choking enough of a sign. But itā€™s so fun to toy with him.
"Hummmm, fuck!" Choso murmurs tearfully, calling your name afterward. His voice sounds so low, so choked up that you need to lean in even closer.
ā€”ā€”ā€”
He's lost count of how many times youā€™ve made him cum. heā€™s overwhelmed, sensitive like you wouldnā€™t believe. He can barely think, his cock throbs and aches as you ride him relentlessly.
He was a complete and utter mess, his hair matted. His face covered in a mixture of sweat and tears, his cheeks permanently stained pink. His mind is filled with nothing more than your name and how good youā€™re making him feel. Itā€™s addictive.
His thighs were shaking, legs weak as he gasped. His breath was ragged and labored, lungs burningā€” throat raw from the constant screaming and crying. He was barely able to string together a coherent thought, his words reduced to incoherent whines and moans, his words were slurred and sluggish, tongue heavy in his mouth. "M-mm..mm-more, plea-please, please, pleaseplease.." he managed to choke out, his body convulsing as his balls constricted, he was so close. "needā€”need to,ahh!ā€”cum, p-please, pleasepleasepleaseā€”ā€œ he begs.
ā€œSuch a good boyā€¦ you gonā€™ cum, pretty?ā€ Thereā€™s a sadistic lilt in your voice. Choso knows youā€™re only asking him questions he canā€™t properly answer.
ā€œMhmā€”!ā€
But he gives in anyway.
ā€œThatā€™s itā€” gonna fill me up hmm? Goā€™head pretty, you can do it.ā€ You slam your hips down, taking him all the way down to the base with complete ease. Your body collapses into a shiver. You both cum at exactly the same time, moans and whines resonated the room as you slow down your pace to a complete stop.
You both rest there. Shaking and panting as you try to collect what little you both have left of yourselves.
You pull off of him, his fat tip still leaking. His body shudders at the cold air, already missing the warm feeling of your wet wall surrounding him. Small drops of cum drop out of you.
ā€œYou ok baby?ā€ you ask in a soft voice. His eyes are closed but you see him nod his head. His voice was too hoarse to speak. ā€œImaā€™ get up and clean you up ok? Iā€™ll be right back sweetheart,ā€
Choso feels the weight of the bed shift as you get up and walk to your bathroom. He hears the sink run for a while before it shuts off, listening for your footsteps to walk back towards him. ā€œhey cho, I just have a warm cloth, jusā€™ gonna wipe you off ok?ā€ He mumbles out a small ok before you begin to carefully wipe around his thighs, taking extra care to lightly massage them as you work your way up to his abs.
Itā€™s a soft and intimate moment, no words being shared yet you still felt connected in a way no words could describe. Once you were down wiping him down you got up once again to place the washcloth and bowl of(now cold) water into their respective places. You barely get your legs off the side of the bed before Choso is grabbing at your wrists. A dark look in his eye that makes even you nervous. Thereā€™s a pregnant pause before he speaks up:
ā€œcan we go again..?ā€
He had finally gotten a taste of you.
And boy, was he hooked.
835 notes Ā· View notes
lanabuckybarnes Ā· 6 months ago
Text
| Take The Reins | 18+ MINORS DNI
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
Youā€™ve lived your life being that bitch, completely independent from everyone else. After finding love with Bucky you fell into that leading role, helping the man recover from his years worth of torture and brainwashing. Itā€™s starting to take its toll and Bucky notices.
āœ§ Author Note āœ§ So this was very indulgent and a complete filth fest lmao. Itā€™s been a long time coming but I hope you enjoy this hehe~
āœ§ Pairing āœ§ Dom!Bucky x Sub!Reader
āœ§ Warnings āœ§ Sub!Bucky Dom!Reader to start, Mommy Kink, Withdrawn Consent, Feelings (ew), Daddy Kink, Sweetheart Bucky, Dom!Bucky, Sub!Reader, Established Safeword, Teasing, Dirty Talk, so much dirty talk, praising, Nipple play, Pussy eating, Dumbification, Face sitting (M), Ball Sucking, PinV (unprotected), Mentions of Breeding, Dacryphilia, a teeny amount of aftercare, did I mention this is extremely dirty.
āœ§ Word Count āœ§ 4.2k
Tumblr media
Bucky's lips had not pulled themselves from their pout all day, his eyes flickering over the words of his book but not quite taking them in, his mind far too preoccupied on something, someone, else.
It had been like this since yesterday; after coming home from a long mission he wanted nothing more than to pull his pants and briefs off his tired legs and slip into the sheets beside you, youā€™d treat him right, and you had, your hand and mouth working on his thick neglected length; pushing him past the point of return before bringing him back beside you with sweet praises on your lashing tongue as it greedily sucked up the thick slicked mess he left over his abs.
ā€œMmm, youā€™re such a sweet little boy ainā€™t you?ā€ Your tongue ran up the split in his core, drawing a drool-tinged line up to his sternum before sucking sweet marks back down all the while your hand pumped his aching length between your slender fingers.
Buckyā€™s headspace slipped for a second at your words, or rather the tonality laced through them; it was lacking its usual sultry touch, instead replaced by something akin to tiredness, it was enough to have Bucky slip back from under you until his wide back connected with the wooden headboard.
ā€œAngel?ā€ His calloused hand slipped under your chin, concerned-looking blue eyes meeting your confused ones, but the exhaustion you thought you hid so expertly was easily noticed by Bucky. His heart clenched and panic settled deep in his gut.
All heā€™d done was take, fumbling over each orgasm you gave him, he hadnā€™t even stopped to think of what you needed.
ā€œLet me please you Mommy, wanna make you feel goodā€ if all he did was take before he was prepared to give his girl, his dom all the pleasure she wanted. But you pulled his hands from the side of your sweatpants with a weak smile, leaning forward to kiss away the worried wobble of his lips.
ļæ½ļæ½ļæ½Mmm mm itā€™s ok baby boy, Iā€™m just a little tiredā€”just wanna cuddle with youā€ you soothed, running small thumbs over the back of his veiny hands, turning yourself until you lay in your back and pulling him down until his scruffy beard scraped deliciously over the swell of your breasts.
Bucky laid awake long after you, heā€™d never seen you less enthusiastic about sex, you were always rearing to go and make him whimper and whine below you, but he willed himself to forget about it for just the time being and get himself some sleep.
Little did Bucky know just how deep the exhaustion ran for you.
You loved Bucky, loved pleasing him, taking control but after over a year of denying that primal urge to have someone take the reins, do all the things you did to Bucky, take control so all you had to worry about was being a good little girl ā€” you were wearing thin.
But telling Bucky this in your eyes would pull his carefully stitched string around his heart and soul too taut and the last thing you wanted was for them to snap because you were too much of a baby to suck up something so silly.
Bucky sucked on his teeth before shutting the book over and making a B-line to where he knew you often cooped yourself up.
-
The gym was empty, the only evidence that someone was there being the heavy smack of first against leather, You panted out a growl as you threw another shot, weaker than the last one which was also weaker than the one before, you were beyond tired but that tangled mess of thoughts in your brain meant that you hadnā€™t worked out enough stress.
Your thoughts were so loud in your ears that you neglected to notice Buckyā€™s wide frame as he drew closer until he was almost on top of you.
ā€œHave you stopped at all?ā€ He cringed instantly at the calloused nature of his words, he wanted to sound more concerned yet came across as angry, Bucky Barnes shining through rather than the baby boy you were so used to.
ā€œGotta keep-ā€œ your words were verbal mush as you pranced around the bag, footing clumsy as sweat dribbled down your forehead and into your eyes. Bucky had enough.
ā€œOk Stop!!ā€ He growled, metal arm tightening around the thick links holding up the bag, stopping it swinging almost effortlessly. You turned to him, head tilted back as you glared at his dark features.
ā€œLet go of itā€ You demanded, gaze unwavering against his; usually the shades swimming around your irises would have him on his knees before you, apologising breathlessly but not today, not when you were going to kill yourself if you kept up.
ā€œWhat is this about?ā€ He asked, clipping his words to give you the idea that he was irritated and worried rather than panicked and guilty. You stood your ground for a moment longer before your shoulders sagged and you dropped like a sack onto the floor, shaky fingers clutching your bottle as you greedily sucked down your water.
You knew it would get worse if you kept it hidden from him and a part of you felt more guilty now that you had used the guise of ā€˜protectingā€™ him to cover the way you truly felt, so you heaved a breath and spoke.
ā€œI-justā€¦Iā€™m tired Bucky, itā€™s been a long time coming but last night when you came home, god you looked so fucking hot, all I could think about was me below you while you took the reins.ā€ You picked at the broken skin around your nails as you spoke, your eyes darting anywhere but him as you felt him squat down to your level.
ā€œAll my life Iā€™ve done my own thing, been independent and taken controlā€¦I guess itā€™s just weighing on me now. I suppose what Iā€™m trying to say is that- I need to let go, take my foot off the gas and let someone take control, I didnā€™t wanna tell you because I know how hard itā€™s been for you and control was a big thi-ā€œ his plump lips securing yours in a passionate lip lock had your words fading into nothingness, Buckyā€™s scent being the only thing your brain could truly focus onā€” he often had that effect on you.
ā€œYou want me to take the lead baby?ā€ god his voice was so deep, dark locks framing his deep-coloured eyes as they studied you amorously, taking in each subtle detail of your face as the frown you held melted into something weaker - vulnerability.
You nodded softly, doe-like eyes falling from his steely gaze as trickles of submission pumped through your spine to the tips of your digits, this is what it mustā€™ve felt like for Bucky. His big hands cupped both sides of your face and pulled it with a tug to face his dead-on.
ā€œWords angelā€¦otherwise, I donā€™t know what you wantā€ The look he fixed you with was almost mocking as he spoke like you were a child, barely able to understand a word he said.
ā€œI want you to take control Buck, make me feel goodā€ you whined, internally just a little concerned at how easily you slipped into the role but Bucky had a way of making sure you were safe to lose yourself when he was around.
ā€œOk babyā€ he whispered against your forehead, lips pressing delicately against the sweaty skin before he pulled you up and into his arms.
ā€œDaddyā€™ll help you clean up then heā€™ll make you feel good, promiseā€ he bit back a smile when you hummed and sunk into his beefy frame.
-
Bucky took his time cleaning you up, tentatively scrubbing your body wash into your skin, his thumbs digging into the knots of your body until you were limber.
Your feet had barely touched the ground since heā€™d pulled you from the gym, there was no need, bucky thought, he was big enough to move you.
ā€œThere we areā€ he smiled airily as he set your towel-wrapped frame onto the plush bed.
ā€œNow some ground rules baby; weā€™ll use the traffic light system ok? If you donā€™t like anything you tell me and Iā€™ll stop right away, Iā€™ll be mad if you donā€™t. Youā€™ll answer when I ask you questions with your words only unless you canā€™t, and youā€™ll be a good girl and have funā€ His smile widened when you gave him a small nod followed by a soft ā€˜yesā€™.
Buckyā€™s wide hands ran up your thighs, fingertips venturing just under the towel before he scraped his nails back down, drawing a teased whine from you.
ā€œMm gonna make you feel so good angelā€¦wish you wouldā€™ve told me sooner this is what you wantedā€ he whispered huskily, pushing you until your back met the mattress before his fingers gripped your wrists and sat them one over the other above your head.
ā€œKeep em thereā€
He leaned down, tongue wetting his lips before it slipped into your ajar mouth, pushing against your own, suckling slightly on it when he pulled back and your tongue chased him out of your mouth. He took his sweet time unwrapping the front of the towel, your whimpers of impatience music to his ears.
ā€œMm, whatā€™s wrong baby? You whining because Iā€™m taking my sweet time? Now thatā€™s not being very good is itā€¦you lie there and keep that pretty mouth quiet unless itā€™s moans of pleasure alright? Wouldnā€™t wanna punish you so earlyā€ his face split in a shit-eating grin as he whipped the towel from your front, exposing your delicate front to him, your nipples pebbling at the gentle breeze falling from his nose and fanning down the swell of your tits, snaking down the valley like a hot river.
ā€œFuckkk these tits, always so fucking hotā€”loved when they would bounce up and down in my face while you rode me Mommyā€ Your body jerked violently under his at the name; the usual breath tone that accompanied it was long gone, replaced with a deep growly timbre that made the insides of your thighs slick with your juices.
ā€œYou smell fucking good angel, you soaking yourself thinking bout me? Donā€™t even try shaking that headā€ he mumbled around a mouthful of breast, teeth and tongue grazing over it, sucking it into his mouth before sinking his pearly whites gently causing you to shriek and the mismatched feelings. While his tongue lashed over one of your hardened buds his metal thumb circled the other gently like it was your puffy little clit.
ā€œPlease!!!ā€”ā€œ you begged, eyes rolling into the back of your skull as your legs hitched up onto the bed; his abs ran against your little clitā€™s hood sending shockwaves over you, and your back arched as your hips ground into the muscle more.
Bucky tut, pulling away from you completely, an incredulous laugh falling from his mouth as he gazed down at his shiny abdomen. Youā€™d fucking soaked him, your desperate grinding slickening his corded muscle. You shut your legs in embarrassment as his fingers ran over the essence and slipped into his mouth.
ā€œMmm shit angel tastes so good, open those fucking legsā€ he groaned, knees thumping painfully against the ground but all he was focused on was the sopping meal in front of him.
ā€œLook at youā€¦always knew you were a desperate slut, put your hands in daddyā€™s hair while he eats you outā€™ love it when you pull on itā€ his wide tongue covered the expanse of your slit and folds as he hungrily lapped up the juices, letting out a satisfied hum when a graze of his teeth on your aching pearl and more juices slipping unabashedly from your tight hole.
Bucky sucked on your folds like a man starved; mouth open wide as his thick tongue devoured you, circling your clit before dipping down and slipping his tongue as far as it would go into your weeping hole. He hummed delightfully as you pulled on his locks, his head shaking from side to side, your juices flicking all over the placeā€”you just knew there wouldā€™ve been a wet patch all over the bed if it werenā€™t for your towel but as Bucky continued you weren't sure the towel would stop it.
Bucky was lost in the taste of your pussy, cerulean eyes glazed over, a concentrating stare directed up your body, watching as it jerked and shuddered at his relentless torment.
ā€œYou enjoying this sweetheart? You love it when you can go all dumb donā€™t youā€¦just wait till daddy has you on his dick, Iā€™ll fuck you right baby you donā€™t have to worry about thatā€ his growls vibrated against your lips and straight to the tight knot coiling in your belly.
You cried out as his nose rubbed against your sweet little pearl, his tongue curling up inside you, his metal hand pressing onto your pubic bone keeping you firmly planted to the bed. His efforts doubled at your garbled pleas and tears.
ā€œAww gonna come angel? Gonna soak Daddyā€™s face yeah? Mmm come on sweet girl come all over my fucking faceā€ he moaned through a mouthful of your pussy, eyes shutting as you jerked and shook, your thighs clamping down onto the side of his head.
ā€œGood fucking girl thatā€™s it yeah your feeding daddy so well mamaā€™ giving me your sweet little juicesā€ The words oozed from Buckyā€™s wet mouth filthily while his thumb rubbed gently over your sensitive clit, his hand only stopping when you whined weakly and pushed on his rippling forearm.
Bucky rose, his fingers shaking as he struggled with the button on his jeans; his cock bulged dramatically against the front, his thighs filling out the denim in a way that shouldā€™ve been illegal.
ā€œFucking shitā€ he grumbled before a light popped aired around the room, his button pinging to the other side of the room as he impatiently tore down the denim along with his grey briefs before he ripped the henly over his head. If you thought he looked good clothed your mouth ran dry at the sight of his naked form, his tanned skin layered over stacks of muscles, stretching and compressing with each movement he made as he straddled your much smaller frame, his tree trunk-sized thighs caging you in.
ā€œI wanna try something angel, you wanna taste Daddy?ā€ He groaned, hair curling down his built shoulders as his head rolled back, he poked his tongue out to wet his lips, muffling his soft sounds as his hand jerked over his heavy length. He was kneeling over your breasts, the head of his cock positioned perfectly over your lips; when a bead of his precum slipped from his tip your mouth parted in anticipation, watching it trail down and almost fall but his fingers caught it first.
ā€œAnswer me babydollā€ he reprimanded your silence.
ā€œWanna taste you Daddy pleaseā€ god you were so pathetic but you were loving it; it was such a far cry from the role you played just yesterday that it almost gave you whiplash but Bucky was there, heā€™d make sure you were alright.
ā€œWell, I wanna save my cock for that pretty pussy so how about I sit on that pretty face and you can suck on my balls, howā€™s that sound?ā€ You gaped, whine falling unruly from your greedy mouth at even just the thought; a simple glance down the way would let you see just how heavy his sac was as it hung and suddenly you wanted nothing more than to massage them with your tongue.
You nodded frantically ā€œWanna lick your balls Daddy please lemme suck on themā€¦sit on my face and give me them Daddyā€
ā€œOk angelā€ he smiled, metal fingers cupping your chin and forcing you to look up at his hair-framed face ā€œBut youā€™ll tap my thigh if you wanna stop wonā€™t you?ā€ He asked, dominant edge replaced with soft tones; the last thing he wanted was to push you too far and youā€™d have no way to stop him.
ā€œI will just hurryā€ you whimpered, hands grasping the plush cheeks of his ass and weakly pushing his body, attempting to manoeuvre him to your face. He chuckled before giving you what you want.
Bucky never thought that having his balls played with would ever feel as good as it did. In the 40s heā€™d had one relationship that led to the bedroom but the girl wouldnā€™t do anything like you would. His blue eyes blared down at you, your gazes meeting as your tongue worked over his sac expertly, lips closing around the soft skin and sucking on one before moving to anotherā€”bucky could hardly control himself when you giggled against him at the sight of his fucked out face, he could feel his control slipping into that sub headspace he was so used to but your glazed over orbs made sure he never got too far. He had his perfect girl to take care of and he was gonna damn well do his job.
ā€œFuck baby-ohh, ainā€™t ever felt something so goodā€¦you like daddyā€™s balls, donā€™t you? Mm fuck gonna come soon angelā€ his confession spurred you on, messily, you sucked both his balls in; a moan flowing from your mouth freely at the stretch of your jaw. Bucky fumbled, his legs slipping and his weight leaning more on your face before his titanium fingers fisted the sheets above your head, making sure he didnā€™t crush you.
He was losing his marbles, head buzzing so loud in his ears he couldnā€™t control the breathy moans falling from his lips, he had to move or heā€™d come.
ā€œStop babyā€ he lifted slightly; the whimper coming from you as you followed his movement almost made him go crazy, the urge to plank his entire weight on your mouth almost too much but he shook his head.
ā€œAh ah angel, wanna come in youā€” breed that fucking cuntā€ he rambled. snaking down till his lips were level with yours he kissed you sweetly, your taste still present on his lips and tongue as it messed around with your own.
ā€œYou're doing so good for me sweet baby, you wanna keep going? Want me to make you come on my cock huh, breed you fucking fullā€¦maybe youā€™ll let me in that little ass after, pump both your holes full of meā€”fuckā€ his hand darted down to squeeze his length, a long throaty groan escaping him and onto your face.
ā€œShitā€ he chuckled ā€œjust fucking thinking of my dick splitting you in two almost had me cumming mama, your insatiableā€ his lips fell onto yours again, tongue swiping violently against yours now.
He growled into your mouth as his raging head swiped over your sopping slit, catching on the underside of your pearl, he smacked himself there a few times before slipping back down.
ā€œColour babyā€ he whispered, flesh thumb and index finger pinching your chin and bringing you back to him.
ā€œSo green Daddy, so fucking greenā€ you cried, eyes glazed over and brain almost mush. This is what you wanted; you were finally letting go and it felt amazing, Bucky was taking such good care of you, teetering on the edge of handling you like fine china and pushing you around like some common whoreā€”a perfect balance.
With prep, Bucky was difficult to take inside but now it felt like a whole different ballgame. An almost sobbed whimper fell from his lips as his cock pushed in, his teeth biting his lower lip firmly, his metal hand carding through your hair until it rested against your scalp. He was so close; so ready to cum in you that it was almost painful to keep his core tight and his balls from spilling. After much effort he was fully inside, curled hair at the base of his cock tickling your labia, his balls resting against your perineum.
You sobbed against his shoulder, arms wrapped around his back, your nails leaving crescent shapes over the muscle while your legs wrapped themselves over his ass, keeping him still inside you.
ā€œColour angel come on, you donā€™t gotta keep goingā€ his lips brushed your ear as worry littered his voice. Heā€™d never seen you like this, soā€¦cockdrunk; your eyes rolling to the back of your skull as tears slipped down your face and into your hair. You had so much control of yourself and your life, part of the reason heā€™d been so enamoured by you was because youā€™d had a life like his yet bounced back and reclaimed yourself. He knew it was hard for you, heā€™d comforted you during those times it got bad but heā€™d never witnessed you giving in so easilyā€” giving yourself to him in the same way heā€™d give himself to youā€” it worried him but his heart swelled with pride and love most of all. Youā€™d let him be the decision maker and he wanted to make sure he hadnā€™t taken too much.
ā€œGreen daddyā€¦ I'm sorry just-its a little overwhelmingā€ you babbled, your fingers lifting a little and your head flopping back onto the bed to catch his eyes; they swam with nothing but love and awe.
ā€œThatā€™s ok baby, you want me to fuck you nice and slow? Iā€™ll take care of youā€ his lips pecked your own, dog tags resting on your sternum.
ā€œNo Daddy, want you to use meā€¦want you to breed meā€.
Bucky was a man of service and he was going to service his sweet little girl in the way she wanted. He pulled out with a loud shlurp until only his head stayed inside before plunging in again. He thrust gently a few times until you loosened up a little, and then his thrust became more powerful, balls slapping into a mixture of your juices and his precum.
ā€œOhhh fuckā€”so tight for me sweetheart, you like it when I breed you huh? Bet that dumb little fucking brain is just thinking of nothing but my cock and cum filling you upā€¦oh mama gonna make you so round, watch those tits swell up until they canā€™t fit in those fucking sexy bras mmmmā€ Whatever control Bucky had on himself was gone. He thrust quickly, the bed creaking under each slap of his hips into you. You couldnā€™t think, couldnā€™t breathe, everything was Buckyā€”and you couldnā€™t have been happier about it.
ā€œFuck daddyā€ you slurred, there was that familiar coiling in your stomach, every nerve in your body pleading to let go ā€œGonna cum Daddyā€ the words fell from you like a chant.
ā€œThatā€™s it, sweetness, come for your daddyā€¦milk my fucking cockā€ and you did. Your pussy clenched tight, your mouth opened in a high-pitched cry, your arms and legs clinging tightly to Bucky as he sent you to the moon and back.
ā€œFUCKā€”Iā€™m gonna fucking come baby, oh shit mama gonna breed you so good, you want me to breed you? Tell me you fucking want it baby, tell meā€ he snarled, teeth securing themselves around your earlobe as his thrusts grew sloppy.
ā€œAhh wan it so badā€¦hah Buckyā€ was all you could muster as his cock plunged deep one last time. He moaned loudly, fucking his cock into your cervix as he came
ā€œmmmm fucking hell babyā€ he laughed breathlessly as he lay on top of you; body tremoring as his orgasm subsidedā€”then all of his attention was on you.
ā€œYou alright angel?ā€ He hissed as he slipped out and scooped you up into his arms, ignoring the slight whine of protest and your aching muscles moved against their will. His lips smothered you in soft kisses, his fingers rubbing over all of your body and smoothing out your hair.
ā€œMmm,ā€ you mumbled, sniffing back your tears. Bucky had been everything you wanted and more but with emotions running high you broke down.
ā€œFuck did I hurt you babydoll?ā€ He worried, had you lied to him? You seemed to be enjoying it but were you just afraid that youā€™d dug yourself too deep; his thoughts returned from last night as wellā€”maybe you just never wanted him at all.
Sensing his worried thoughts like you normally would, you had a knack for it, your thumb smoothed over the crease between his brows before you leaned forward and planted a soft kiss there
ā€œI enjoyed it all Buck, too much if anythingā€ You laughed at the last part and it coaxed Bucky to chuckle too.
ā€œCome on; gotta get you cleaned upā€ He kissed you softly before beginning to move but you gripped the sheets tightly, stopping him.
ā€œMmm just wanna sleep right now buckā€ you argued. Any other night Bucky would have argued, that he loved showering you after sex, it grounded him. But the look on your face was one he couldn't resist so he sank back down against the pillows, his foot kicking the soaked towel to the floor.
ā€œAlright but once we get up itā€™s straight to the showerā€ he mumbled against your hair, his metal fingers running down the column of your spine.
ā€œRound two in there?ā€ You cracked an eye open to watch him as you spoke.
ā€œYouā€™re gonna kill me womanā€ he groaned but his cock twitched softly against his thigh.
Youā€™d get your round two, and round threeā€¦..and four.
āœ§ āœ§
I DO NOT give permission to have my work copied, translated or reposted. If you see my work anywhere else except on this page I have not given consent for it to be used.
Comments, Reblogs & Likes are always appreciated. They let me know that you are enjoying what you read and give me motivation to write more
Thank you for reading~
1K notes Ā· View notes
boxwinebaddie Ā· 10 months ago
Note
how many piercings does rm stan have?
...so many, anon.
So...So...Many.
he also quite literally wants more but management implemented a urgent ravenstanban on him putting more holes & reckless, ~juvenile~ piercings on the 'Face of PunkRock Super Band Crimson Dawn'.
he complained soooo much!!!! he was like Okay But Kenny Got Toā€”and they were like raven, kenny is kenny!!!! kenny plays bass and wears the skull face mask, you are The Lead Singer Of The Band, smh.
laaaaame!!!! whack!!!!
why does everyone hate fun and Hot Boy Shit?
speaking of!
welcome to the ravenstan piercing whore couTOUR. <3
( i got weirdly specifically & passionate abt this ā€” soz )
so he has his eyebrow pierced ā€” it's his left one. one of my favorite things i've written lately is that the two dots go from being a colon to a semi-colon when he furrows his brow, haha. he also does wiggle his eyebrow at little kids at the childrens hospital to make them laugh. also the eyebrow piercing has no significance...i just think its cool, lol. but pep!stan wanted to pierce his eyebrow so raven is living his dream...which is actually a nightmare tbh...being a rockstar sucks. :/
i think his nose is pierced in two places? i want to say he's got a lil nose ring on the left side also and his septum is pierced...love u rae. i feel like the nose ring is usually just a lil silver ring moment or its a stud if he...can't find a nose ring...he loses everything, jersey does organize all his lil emo boy hot topic jewelry later btw. i think that happens even before they're dating bc kyle worries abt him, aaa!
anyways! i think the septum is also p standard, like usually its just the little spheres on the ends, sometimes cool spikes happen? i think they were stars once bc i love starboy stan -- but i also saw this really sick one on pinterest that is bat shaped and i got OBSESSED w/ it! i think that happens sometimes on special occasions bc its COOL!!!!
okay...uhhhhh, so his ears are pierced like Everywhere. in every possible place. i think a lot of them are also just little ring moments, studs and stuff, but his industrial is in and i do think R-A-V-E-N is engraved on it, also sometimes there are little lightning bolts or spikes or xs or lil emo boy crosses hanging off the armada of ear piercings on ravens ears that match the big cross earring which i feel like...looks like this? when the big cross isn't in i feel like its usually something sick like OMG ONE TIME IT WAS A BIG SWORD??? or like a skeleton guy hanging off!!! an anatomically correct human heart?
speaking of skulls and skeletons and things!!!!! THE ICONIQUE RAVEN LIP RING!!!!!! it is just a normal ring sometimes like everything else, but i think the ravenstan signature is the one that looks like a sick ass skeleton hand like??? HELLO??? HES SO COOL?
speaking of being rlly cool, if hes feel really spicy, i feel like he breaks out the crazy hot boy lip ring chain that connects to his ear? idk how to explain that...like This? like the edgy lip ring chain cuff? either way, i am obsessed, he is giving half mexican rockstar miyamura from horimiya. and that's so real bc izumi is gods secret emo angel tbh.
the lipring chain thing...does make kyle extremely feral, btw. like the lip ring in general already makes him feral but...Whew! also i do think he has a little chain that matches the sun and moon one on kyle's glasses BC THEY ARE GAY AND REALLY EXTRA AND MATCH!!!!
ravesey is truly a opposites attract-ive uber fine as hell mega sexy power couple i love them so badddd!!!! pleeease kiss me aaaaa
okay so listen hES NOT ALLOWED TO GET HIS NIPPLES PIERCED AND RAVEN WAS LIKE BOO YOURE ALL SO LAME!!!!! but hes quite literally not supposed to draw attention to the chest area ( which...is that why they put him in the tiny little pants? but also they do still put him in the tiny shirts...however as scandy as he is 25/8 no one has EVER seen raven of crimson w/o a shirt on and everyone is down absolutely horrendous about it...kyle...included...*sprays w/ water* )
also the ex cd guitarist ( who was also a college student, particularly in the area of pre-med/being a surgeon ) was like so i did a lot of research and after top surgery, trying to get pierce things around there is not a good idea, its not super safe also, ur nips could fall off.
and ravenstan was like omg ur being Paranoid!!! itll be fine and then one day, oh my GOD, it was just the guys being dudes and it was 147309473 degrees in the CD manwhoresion bc its old af and ravenstan whipped his shirt off and everyone was staring at him and he was like Jesus Christ You Guys Quit Objectifying Me skdlhs and they were like rAVEN YOU ONLY HAVE ONE NIP SLKHDSLKDLSKHDLKHDS AND HE WAS LIKE EXCUSE ME AND WAS LIKE OHHHHHHH MY GOD WHERE THE FUCK IS IT????
when i tell you they were screaming, crying and throwing up, on their hands and knees searching high and low, HEEEELP!!!! also dw, they found it BUT OHHHHHH MY GOD IT WAS SO FUNNY, he had to get it surgically reattached, all was well...but that dream died with like all of the sensation in his chest area p much...amazing.
but likeā€¦
are you really bros if u don't drop everything to look for ur other bros nipple graft & give him positive affirmations during his panic attack?
when i tell you the crimson dawn boys were soul bonded....i mean it. they were literally brothers, i love them but shit happens...smh.
OKAY LASTLY THO!!!!! so i think c.d. was raising money for charity bc they are my charity kings and kenny, being very unhinged, was like okay if we get This Many streams on blood moon i will pierce whatever part of ravens body u guys want wHILE RAVEN WAS IN THE BATHROOM?! IM FUCKING??? he came back and was like ok why is everyone laughing wtf was going on and kenny was like, dw worry just uh...how is ur pain tolerance...and do u have an innie or outie belly button for science and he was like eXCUSE ME KHJSLHS
anyways...they were sloshed, as per usje, it was NOT management approved they did it ON STREAM HELP, raven like PASSED OUT, incredible...oh my god. but now ravens belly button is pierced lmaooooooo, i am crying he was not stoked but he put the cool ass pentagram belly button piercing in and it matches the sick waist chain and hes kinda feeling himself tbh...hes so Fine...pray 4 kyle.
i think...that's it? he do b thinking about that nose chain piercing or the labret kENNY WAS TRYING TO HAVE HIM GET THE HIP ONES AND HE WAS LIKE KENNY NO MORE PIERCING THINGS ON THE LOWER HALF OF MY BODY GO TO HORNY JAIL!!!! like i personally think he would have slayed that w the edgy hip tattoos BUT ANYWAYS HES STANBANNED FROM PIERCINGS! but thats ok the only piercing hes looking forward to rn...is jerseys piercing gaze.
amen, gaymen, live laugh love ravesey world domination and hot boy ravenstan with all the fruity emo boy saucy lead singer boy piercings!
-uncle nina, who is surprised my son's belly button piercing did not get infected because that was seriously unethical and unsterile, also i'm still laughing abt raven losing a nipple, that was so unserious
#sorry this was so weirdly detailed#i am very passionate about all the ravenstan piercings#they are very cute to me#like the lip ring w the lip ring chain is my favorite thing ever like he is soo fione there is no reason for that level of harlotry#when i tell u kyles type is literally just cute pathetic goth boy#with all the lil emo boy piercings and the combat boots and the cool dyed hair but is also gods sweet angel#thats so real of him tbh#when u think raven is when u have scary dog privledge but its actually just jersey who...ok ill go into it later#but he pierced One Ear...he was too baby to get the other one pierced like he got swindled into it bc someone was like You Wont!#which is u say that to kyle he is like OKAY BET#but yeah no he had a panic attack in the claires he could not do the other one THEY SAID THEY WERE PIERCING ON THREE THEY PIERCED IT ON ONE#he was not having it omg so its like the only thing abt him thats asymmetrical but the same way that kyle having stan ask for stuff#helps him get confident kyle having things abt him that arent completely level or perfect help him fight his ocd and control issues#love them omg#my sons#also all the raven jewelry is silver w like red accents sometimes bc crimson dawn nation we are UP#when his hair was a little red...truly immaculate content#literally if stan is in gold jewelry its not his and its probably like a kyle necklace or sometimes he steals the other gold kyle sun dangl#earring when he misses him and its the only thing he doesnt lose besides the red heart glass vial necklace#ANYWAYS IM DONE NOW IM OBSESSED
8 notes Ā· View notes
chrissdollie Ā· 11 months ago
Note
Dad Bakugo x mom reader - I need more children in my life šŸ˜­āœ‹šŸ¾
def calls his kid "squirt" and "buddy"
in mY universe, he has a boy and a girl bc he needs the best of both worlds
CALLS YOU "MA" GOODNIGHT
we all know he wakes up really early, earlier than you even, so he's the one to check on the babies/kids every morning to see if they're ok :)
definitely keeps schedules of you and your kids days like exams, report cards, if they're going to a friend's house, etc
yk how most kids tend to be like "ewwww" whenever their parents kiss?? not ur kids nono. first of all, your son is the quieter one. not that he's not talkative, he just has a little bit of a hard time expressing himself. anyhow, his sister is very loud. but either way, they both think its sweet. your daughter even said something like "i hope my husband kisses me like that" once (when she was an older kid tho lol)
your son goes to talk to you a lot. he adores you so so much. but one day when he wanted to hang out with you, you weren't home. you were busy running errands while katsuki was at home watching tv. your son started crying and katsuki was like wtf?? eventually, your son grew accustomed to speaking to katsuki. as he got older, he actually talked to him more than you.
teaches your son how to be a man :,) katsuki knew he was bitchy in his younger years and he didn't want either of his kids to be like him. he taught them both manners and how to properly have a conversation.
little pitter patter of their feet ran into your guys' shared bedroom on christmas morning and began jumping your bed. katsuki groaned and rubbed his eyes aggressively. "it's christmas, mommy!" your little boy shouted. "wake up daddy!!" your daughter shouted in his ear. "alright alright you rugrats"
at your daughter's kindergarten graduation (idk if everyone had this but i did lmao), katsuki was tearing up and although he tried to hide it, he had to remain the strong one while comforting you while you bawled your eyes out.
p.s your daughter is the oldest
when she brought home her first boyfriend... ooo chile
i see a lot of people writing how katsuki would act up but tbh in his older years, i think he'd be a lot more mature. he'd greet the dude politely and treat him like he would any of her friends
btw lemme just say: your daughter is a mommy AND daddy's girl. she loves u both insanely
honestly while eating dinner with the boyfriend or something, katsuki would be very blunt and not pay too much mind to him LMAOO he'd be like "'tis is great, doll" as if you don't cook dinner every week and it's only when your daughter brings up how he wants to work at katsuki's angency, where he perks up
"oh shit, no kiddin'?" and you smack his arm lightly.
well this changes everything! he practically gave the kid his blessing. "welcome to the family son"
your son doesn't really care about them together, he just doesn't wanna see his big sis get hurt. lets say that your son is 15 and your daughter is 17. "so, bf/n. have you fucked her?"
you almost spit out your drink like a cartoon. your daughter is shook, katsuki's rage from UA is all coming back to him, and the boyf is scared for his life
you, katsuki, and your daughter have a little talk after dinner
"use condoms" kats stated. "i- WH- nono you can have sex next year." you corrected but ur daughter is like huh?? "wha why next year?" you scoff. "because you'll be a legal adult thats why." "no offense, momma, but that's really dumb. when did you and dad start having sex?" she folded her arms. katsuki shrugged. "like i said, use condoms."
you and your daughter gossip like crazy alr?? ur like the gilmore girls except you're married and didn't get pregnant at 16 (almost)
and this is nothing new to katsuki, he's heard u guys gossip trillions of times. but when he found out you guys talked abouy HIM TOO??
he busts into the room. your daughter squeals and runs behind you. "hi honeyy-" he shushes you, "you guys talkin' shit 'bout me?" "nope" you guys say in unison. "there's this other guy, uh.."
1K notes Ā· View notes
awkward-tension-art Ā· 7 months ago
Text
Clones as expectant fathers
I am an actual nero-cancer researcher. I have a job and a degree. And my ADHD brain saw sad military men and went ā€œI want that oneā€
Clones: Rex, Wolffe, Fox, Cody and Fives
CW: pregnancy, the clones all have a ā€˜secretā€™ SO, They are expecting a baby, A little angsty with Fox, there's slight mentions of smut with Fives (if you squint), swearing, this is just supposed to be a good time, its not reader insert
Minors do not interact!
Rex
Terrified. Also overjoyed. But mostly terrified.Ā 
Heā€™s a soldier. Captain of the 501st, the mostā€¦.adventurous of the GAR. His chances of dying on the battlefield and leaving his SO behind are higher than the average clone
And now he may leave behind his child? His kid may grow up without a father
He gets nervous. Anxious and antsy, and it's very VERY easy for Anakin to figure out Rex isnā€™t entire OK
Rex doesnā€™t even need to tell Anakin.
Skywalker takes one look at him and just KNOWS.
ā€œCongrats, Rex.ā€ ā€œ...on what, sir?ā€ ā€œIf it's a boy, name him after me.ā€ ā€œWHAT!?ā€
Ahsoka needs to be told and sheā€™s more excited than Rex when she finds out.Ā 
ā€œCome on Rex! Name them after me! The republic needs an Ahsoka jr!ā€ ā€œAnd if the baby is a boy?ā€ ā€œDonā€™t name them after skyguy, please!ā€
Most of the 501st don't know. Too many people knowing raises the chance of less accepting individuals knowing. And if that happens, Rex, his SO and his baby may be in danger.
Itā€™s forbidden for the clones to have SOā€™s, not to mention babies. It could end with Rex being decommissioned or reconditioned if it was found out he had both
Rex will visit and help as much as he can every chance he gets. He feels terrible for leaving his SO for long stretches of time during the pregnancy.Ā 
He WANTS to be thereā€¦he just canā€™t. Not while the war was going on
Despite his terror, Rex isā€¦overjoyed
He didnā€™t think children were possible for him. He knew it could happen, but he didnā€™t think HE would ever know this happiness
The first time he feels his baby move in his SO, heā€™d get this sweetest smile on his face. Heā€™ll kiss the baby bump and just murmur words of love in mandoā€™a
He falls head-over-heels in love all over again
As the due date approaches, Anakin asks an important question
ā€œCaptain, I need to know when your baby might be born.ā€ ā€œ...why, sir?ā€ ā€œBecause I need to know when to take extended leave.ā€
Anakin tells Padme, and she is beyond sweet. Even visits Rexā€™s SO and the two have a wonderful friendship
All in all, Rex is both excited and anxious. But having so much support from Anakin, Ahsoka and Padme (and his other brothers who find out much later) helps him a lot
Wolffe
More relaxed. And by relaxed I mean he hides his anxiety better. And it doesnā€™t exactly hit him as hard
Partly because Plo Koon and the entire Wolfpack knows about his relationship already.Ā 
So you bet your ass the pack celebrates when Wolffe tells them he's going to be a father
Plo Koon especially is excited
ā€œHow wonderful, new life being born during times of warā€ ā€œIā€™m not naming my child after you, general Plo.ā€ ā€œNonsense! The child will be a girl.ā€
During battle, Wolffe finds himself being protected by his brothers and General a tad more
At first he writes it off as a coincidence, but then Boost lets slip during a battle ā€œYou gotta get back to your little one!ā€
He gives his men a bit of a lecture. Heā€™s not incapable of fighting or defending himself. He thinks the message gets across but Plo chimes in with, ā€œAh yes, the stern words of a father already!ā€
Wolffe would probably see his SO more frequently than Rex. Just because Plo would more than likely spend more time on Coruscant.
Heā€™s definitely protective. As in, waking up in the middle of the night to check all the windows, protective. Keeping an arm around his SO, protective. Every symptom or sign of discomfort he calls a medical droid, protective.
Heā€™s not stupid, he is well aware that by having an SO and a child on the way he's in violation of several rules. All of which, when broken, would have him decommissioned
But dammit, he's not letting that happen. Wolffe will be there for his SO and his baby, no matter what
Since heā€™s able to spend more time with his SO, heā€™s there to feel the first movements of his baby.
It sort of causes him to short-circuit for a second. It hits him that yes, this is a life that he and his SO both created. Out of love.
Wolffe makes a swear that heā€™s going to protect his baby at all costs
Grandpa Plo does as well, but the Wolfpack doesnā€™t know that
Fox (kinda angst)
First of all congratulations to the SO for actually managing to be Foxā€™s SO
They got to be something special for the head of Palpatineā€™s personal guard to break rules and regulations and find himself an SO
Speaking of Palpatine, congratulations to Fox! Your SO is now in even more danger!
No, seriously. Palpatine knows before Fox. No one knows how, but he knows.
And he absolutely will use Foxā€™s SO as leverage to keep him under control
And Fox knows this, so he behaves. More so than usual.
Heā€™s not blind. Hes fiercely loyal to the republic, but one step out of line and the (very few) things he cares about will be killed
Whichā€¦is why Fox may come across as cold or uninterested when his SO informs him of their pregnancy
A part of him is terrified, he just wonā€™t show it
Heā€™s not going to be more affectionate or anything. He actually acts pretty normal. Which is standoffish.
Despite hisā€¦demeanor, he actually manages to be present for the entirety of the pregnancy. It helps being a Coruscant guard, which means heā€™s more present than all the other clones.
Heā€™s not moving mountains or anything, but heā€™ll get snacks in the middle of the night in case of cravings
No one else knows about Fox and his SO. not even his own men. He refuses to tell anyone.Ā 
Its for his SOā€™s protection
But Palpatine, the sick fuck, slips some words to get Foxā€™s nerves into overdrive
ā€œThis war is taking such a toll. So many dead childrenā€¦so many grief stricken parentsā€ ā€œSir?ā€ ā€œOh nothing. Just stating the fact that the loss of an innocent life, such asā€¦a baby, is always a tragedy. Wouldnā€™t you agree, commander?ā€
He found himself walking home a bit faster that day and hugs his SO a little tighter that night
Fox cares, in his own way. Heā€™s just beyond stressed and anxious. But you wouldnā€™t know. He hides it behind a mask.Ā 
It's actually Padme that finds out. And she feels somewhat bad for Fox. She thinks his anxiety comes from the fact that clones aren't allowed SOā€™s or children
Which, it is, but theres the added threat of fucking Palpatine.
She ends up getting him to tell her the truth and she swears to secrecy. Even offers to hire his SO as some sort of assistant, if only so Fox can be closer to his SO
Hear me out, he actually breaks down when he feels the baby move. He canā€™t fully handle it anymore and shuts down.Ā 
This is a baby. His baby. They're alive and already so loved.
Something in him clicks and he accepts Padmeā€™s help.Ā 
His terror gets easier, ever so slightly. But he keeps his collected and calm front.
Cody
ā€œGeneral Kenobi-ā€ ā€œAh! Commander Cody! Congratulations!ā€
goddamnit.exe
Cody is a tad more relaxed than Rex, but more tense than Wolffe
He knows Kenobi isnā€™t going to punish him or force him back to Kamino for decommissioning, heā€™s still a little on guard.
But, since Kenobi knows, Anakin does. So does Ahsoka. Which means Rex knows.
goddamnit2.exe
More people in the 501st know than in the 212th which gives him the biggest headache
Waxer knows though. Cody had to tell someone that wasnā€™t a sarcastic general
He does a good job hiding his worry though
Cody is able to spend about the same amount of time as Rex with his SO
He doesnā€™t feel as bad as Rex when it comes to the lack of presence he has during the pregnancy
It's war. It sucks and heā€™d prefer to be there for his SO, but heā€™d also prefer SO and child have freedom from the separatists
I will say, he is pretty attentive when he isnā€™t off in space.
Foot rubs, shoulders massages, helping with cravings
One thing Cody does is that heā€™ll wrap his arms under his SOā€™s baby bump and lift it slightly, giving his SOā€™s back some relief
He really loves to do this because his SO just melts
Hear me out, Cody gets giggly when he feels the baby move/kick the first time
His palm is on the bump and he feels that first little flutter against his hand
404 Commander Cody has his amygdala broken from joy. Reboot?
Heā€™ll actually tell Kenobi about it because heā€™s so happy.
ā€œThat's wonderful Cody, but I still question one thing.ā€ ā€œWhat is it, sir?ā€ ā€œHow you managed to get laid to begin with.ā€
Goddamnit3.exe
Fives
ā€œHey everyone! Iā€™m gonna be a dad!ā€
Ecstatic is not a strong enough word
Also not subtle at all
There is a solid 3 hours until everyone in the 501st knows
Heā€™s told Echo before the first hour. Rex knew within 2 hours.
Fives is BEYOND over the moon
He gets this small smile on his face that just doesnā€™t go away
Whenever heā€™s not with his SO, he definitely calls them every day. He wants updates on the little one
Also, seeing his SO with a baby bump? Unlocks something inside his brain.
Fives is incredibly horny when heā€™s with his SO. Heā€™ll be rubbing their middle and getting a puppy dog look in his eye.
Only if his SO is in the mood of course! Heā€™d never try and be forceful
Heā€™s probably the clone that takes the distance the hardest. He debates taking a ship and making a run for Coruscant on more than one occasion.
In the end he settles to ask Anakin for extended leave.
Anakin is also extremely happy for Fives. Like with Rex, he makes a ā€œname the baby after meā€ joke
Fives brings that up to his SO and nearly gets smacked. He also makes a ā€œFives jr.ā€ joke and actually does get smacked.
When Fives feels the baby kick, he gets high on happiness. Actual mumbling incoherent words of love and affection in Mandoā€™a
Lots and lots of ā€œNi kar'tayl gar darasuumā€
He also gets very VERY affectionate with his SO
Kisses his SOā€™s face a lot. Even as a greeting, heā€™ll just start peppering their cheeks with pecks
Also probably the only one ballsy enough to ASK his general for extended leave
ā€œExcuse me, general Skywalker? Iā€™ll need to take leave at this date.ā€ ā€œOh, yea sure. You know what? That seems like a good time for all the men to take a break. Thanks, Fives.ā€
Heā€™s also probably the only one ballsy enough to actually take his new born baby onto a fucking battleship to introduce everyone.
ā€œThis is your uncle Rex. This is your uncle Echo and your uncle Tup. That's your auntie Ahsoka!ā€ ā€œFives what the FUCK are you doing?!ā€ ā€œIntroducing the family, captain.ā€
656 notes Ā· View notes
grilledcheeseandtomato Ā· 8 months ago
Text
Finally Giving In (Dean x Reader x Sam)
Tumblr media
summary: you're close friends with the winchester brothers, and have been sleeping with dean for awhile, what happens when sam wants you too?
warnings: SMUT 18+ MDNI, gn!reader *except that a belly bulge is mentioned*, eiffel towering LOL, pet names (baby, sweetheart), let me know if i missed any!
word count: roughly 1k
A/N: GUYS ITS MY TUMBLRVERSARY!!! i can't believe i've been here for 3 years (feels like it's been forever though). i've NEVER EVER posted my writing on here, i've been too nervous...but today i'm changing that :))
here's a litte nsfw fic with the winchester brothers (that i literally started writing in a sudoku book while i was at work...?) ok ily guys please feel free to leave feedback <3
you're face down, ass up, dean pounding you into the bed. completely cockdrunk, you don't even notice his younger brother walk into the room until dean chuckles.
"i see you're finally giving in," he says with a smirk.
you understand him through your haze, confused why he'd be saying that to you.
dean leans down to whisper next to your ear, "you gonna let sammy have a turn?"
you moan, finally realizing what's going on, clenching around dean while turning your head to face sam. he looks nervous, but once he meets your eyes, his demeanor changes. sam's eyes rake down your body as dean continues to fuck you.
"let me have her," sam rasps.
dean groans but relents, knowing how much his brother wants this. with one final (hard) thrust, he pulls out, leaving you a whimpering mess. sam walks over to you, and turns you on your back with gentle hands. still fully clothed, the man towers over you. you start sobering up and realize what's actually about to happen.
you've always wanted both of the winchester brothers in unholy ways, but would gladly take just dean. now you were about to take your sweet sammy too. you feel a wave of heat rush through you, flushing your skin. sam has a warm smile on his face, all his love and desire for you evident.
you smile back, "hi," you whisper.
sam laughs softly, "hi."
you reach out and grab the hem of his shirt, "can i take this off?"
he nods immediately. you had seen both the men shirtless before, but never had the oppotunity to really look at sam. you trace your fingers over his abdomen, sliding your hands over his v-line. he feels his cock twitch, and as much as he wants to take things slow, he can't wait any longer. he slides his pants off, then pulls you even closer to him, letting you feel just how hard he is in his boxers. you gasp at the slight friction, still on edge from dean.
sam wraps your legs around himself, grinding into you without breaking eye contact...you feel like you could melt. you whine, eager to see him-to feel him.
"i know baby, i know."
his voice is like honey, and you just want a taste. as if he can read your mind, he leans down to kiss you softly as he slides his boxers down, and when you separate, you glance down to see the most beautiful cock you have ever seen (sorry dean). sam is long and thick, and you silently worry if he will even fit. he slides his cock against you with a groan, becoming more impatient by the second.
"is this ok?" he says, his cock sitting at your entrance.
"yes, please sammy."
he curses as he slowly slides into you, taking it as slow as possible, as you're already hissing at the stretch. once he's buried to the hilt, he gives you a second to adjust, before carefully pulling out.
both of you, completely lost in pleasure, seem to forget that dean is in the room, until he speaks up.
"fuck, this is even hotter than i thought it would be," he drawls, walking to your side. "does sammy feel good sweetheart?" he says as he brushes your hair back from your face.
all you can do is groan and nod, a smirk forming on both the boys' faces. as sam picks up the pace, your mouth is permanently open in pleasure, and dean sees an opportunity. he comes to kneel beside you on the bed, and you turn your head to watch him stroke his cock. when your eyes meet, his grin grows.
"you want me baby?"
you nod, scrambling to pull him closer. the second you get his cock in your mouth, you moan around it, the salty taste hitting your tongue.
sam, just a little jealous that he no longer has your full attention, lifts your legs over his shoulders and presses forward, the deeper angle making tears start to form in your eyes. you can feel him deeper than you ever thought possible, as he reaches a hand around to press down on your belly.
"you feel that?"
you pop off of dean with a, "yes!"
sam chuckles, feeling a little cocky, "you ever been this deep, dean?"
dean grumbles, "course i have."
he guides your mouth back to his cock in annoyance at his little brother. between sam's ministrations and the pure filth that is you sucking dean's cock, you can feel yourself getting close. sam feels you clench around him, and knows what's coming (literally LOL).
"mmm, i'm close too baby. where do you want it?"
"inside!" you say around dean, the added vibration making him moan.
"fuck...me too sweetheart? want me down your throat?"
you nod eagerly, feeling that a few more thrusts might get you there. and that feeling is correct, because soon you're reaching your high, squeezing sam like a vice and moaning around dean. the boys both take a few more thrusts, and finish at nearly the same time, filling you up from both ends. you feel warm and fuzzy inside, whether that's from their cum, or from your love for them, who knows.
dean pulls out first, and sam follows, leaving you gasping in an attempt to calm down. dean leaves to go get you a glass of water and a washcloth, as sam softly kisses your face and neck.
"i've been wanting you like that for so long sweetheart," he mumbles into your skin.
"me too sammy, thank you," you say with a soft smile.
he smiles back and leans in to kiss you, the urgency gone, but the passion still there. you tangle your hands into his hair and pull back, giggling. you can't believe you finally get to have both your boys like this...
A/N: AHHH OK i hope you liked this as much as i enjoyed writing it! i just recently started watching supernatural, so i hope this isn't too ooc, but i just love these two so much! feel free to leave feedback!
562 notes Ā· View notes
froggibus Ā· 5 months ago
Text
Roadtrip - Overwatch Boys
Tumblr media Tumblr media
Includes: Cassidy, Genji, Hanzo, Baptiste, Lucio & Mauga
Genre: fluff, some crack lol
Summary: take a summer roadtrip with your favorite OW man
CW: irresponsible/reckless driving, cops (Cassidy's), drinking (not while driving I promise), Genji slander, camping, very fun summer vibes w this one
This is part of my Summer Suntacular event, come check it out!
Tumblr media
Cassidy:
definitely takes you through the midwest somewhere
insists on driving the whole way but its ok cause he has an insane sense of direction
like knows every road and shortcut like the back of his hand
tries to pretend like he doesnā€™t like your music but ends up singing along
loves stopping in old local diners
at least once the owner of a bar recognizes him and reminds him that heā€™s banned for life
and somehow he ends up talking the owner into letting you guys stay??
only drinks black coffee and pretends like he enjoys it
you forced him to try an overly sweet 6$ coffee one time and now he insists on stopping for one in every town
pretends to obey traffic laws but speeds whenever youā€™re on a backroad
a cop tries to pull him over and suddenly he turns into Max Verstappen and is offroading through a random field to lose them
ā€œwhat the fuck is happeningā€
ā€œIā€™m winninā€™.ā€
you guys get takeout and eat it on the tailgate of his truck
stops at any bar that advertises live musicĀ 
will sing all the words all dorky to you and try to get you to dance with him
wants to stay on the road with you forever
Genji:
do not let this man drive he canā€™t drive for shit
wants to go somewhere neither of you have been before, but doesnā€™t really have a solid plan
matcha lattes at EVERY stop
you camp rather than stay in a hotel cause he never got to as a kid
like heā€™s never even tried a sā€™more or had a campfire before
chooses the most beautiful campsites ever with pretty beaches
neither of you can figure out how to set up the tent so you end up piling the blankets and pillows in your car and sleeping in the trunk
itā€™s surprisingly cozy though
also he totally winds up cuddling you for warmth
takes SO MANY picturesĀ 
insists on using a paper map because he wants a more ā€œauthenticā€ feelĀ 
results in you guys getting lost in the woods at least once
picks up handcrafted flavoured marshmallows at literally every gas station you stop at so he can make different kinds of s'mores
some of the flavours get wild tooā€”like maple bacon or banana split
weirdly good at roadtrip games
brings his Switch or something so he can play Pokemon while you drive + names the ones he catches after the models of nearby cars
you end up staying on the trip way longer than intended because you guys have so much fun
Hanzo:
has a meticulously planned schedule of where youā€™ll visit and when
wants to take you through the Japanese countryside, maybe stop at a beach or two
very careful driverĀ 
has a Nissan Versa that he babies and refuses to let you eat inside of (though if you bat your eyes at him enough, heā€™ll give in)
brings a polaroid camera so he can take pictures of all the beautiful sites
keeps the polaroids in a little folder tucked into the glovebox
refuses to get fast food and insists on stopping at cute local cafes
has packed for literally every possible occasion in only one tiny bag
you ask him to stop so you can buy something weird and obscure and he just so happens to have it
ā€œI really wish I had Shrek 2 on DVD right nowā€
ā€œcheck the gloveboxā€
???
has a soft spot for roadside fruit stands and had to stop at every single one to buy stuffĀ 
the whole trunk is filled with fruit. thereā€™s no escape
lets you play whatever music you like and will have your favourite songs memorized by the end of the trip
prefers experiences to souvenirs, but if you buy him a keychain or something heā€™ll treasure it forever
Baptiste:
annoyingly slow driver
everyone is passing you guys
has a pretty solid plan of where he wants to go but heā€™s open to feedback
has an immaculate sense for choosing the best local restaurants
always wants to try the most niche food combos he can findā€”like deep fried milk
needs to have his water bottle, an energy drink and a fun drink or else he canā€™t drive
wears sunscreen in the car and stops every few hours to reapply
cringes at your driving no matter how you drive and definitely gives you at least one (1) lecture about the dangers of speeding
loves tourist traps and wants to stop at every one you pass
insists on getting those dorky commemorative t-shirts from said tourist attractions so that the two of you can match
loves salt water taffy and looks for fun weird flavours wherever you find them
his entire centre console ends up being FULL of them by the end of the trip
he has the ac in the car on full blast to the point youā€™re shivering
not big on taking pictures but loves videosā€”he has about a thousand of the two of you trying new fun drinks and snacks
itā€™s been so long since he was able to be on the road without worrying about Talonā€”and he never wants to go back
Lucio:
nobody is more fun than him on a road trip
has a super fun car that heā€™s souped up and decorated to hell
the car has window tint so dark that you canā€™t see into it
does not obey traffic laws. youā€™re getting so many tickets, im sorry
buys those window markers so the two of you can draw on them when youā€™re bored
chooses the music and probably has a thirty hour long meticulously curated playlist
car singalongs all day
drinks so many energy drinks youā€™re surprised his heart still works
wants to stop in every single town to try their local specialtiesĀ 
doesnā€™t really have a solid plan or anything, just wants to hit the road and see where you end up
wears increasingly goofy disguises when going out in public
ā€œomg is that Lucio?ā€
ā€œwhere?ā€
gets dragged into performing at least one impromptu concert somewhere
takes turns driving with you so the other can rest and reads out gossip articles about himself to entertain you
every hotel you stay in is a different gimmick and he goes crazy for it. the sillier the better
posts cute pictures of the two of you on his insta and is always taking candids
wants to make your roadtrip an annual thing
Mauga:
insists on taking his big ass Jeep that he refers to as ā€œLittle Bettyā€ and refuses to let anyone else drive ā€˜herā€™Ā 
completely reckless driver too
drives with one hand on the wheel, music way too loud, the windows down even when youā€™re going like 110
he lets you pick the music as long as its upbeatĀ 
constantly drinking some weird protein shakeĀ 
absolutely no plan of where he wants to go, just wants to hit up some nice beaches
has all of your stuff crammed in the back so high that you couldnā€™t possibly see out of the back window
drives in the sluttiest skimpiest tank top everĀ 
wants to try all the local cocktails and party in every town you stop in
gets drunk and becomes best friends with everyone he meets
needs to collect a Hawaiian print shirt in every place you stop in to commemorate the occasion
wants more than anything to teach you how to surf
he stops at every beach you pass and BEGS you to try it out
either wants to sleep in a five star hotel or on the beach with no shelter. there is no inbetween
takes one awkward blurry picture of the two of you throughout the entire trip and puts it in his wallet
Tumblr media
Summer Suntacular | Masterlist | Overwatch Masterlist
(if you enjoy content like this, interactions go a long way! comments, likes & rbs are always greatly appreciated ^-^ !!)
291 notes Ā· View notes
waughymommy Ā· 1 month ago
Text
Tumblr media
MOMMY KNOWS BEST šŸ’•
Chapter 16
Progress was coming along nicely in the nursery. So far, Rebecca had successfully kept him from seeing the roomā€™s transformation. She was confident that it would be ready for the big reveal on Friday. Brian also seemed to progressing with the hypnotic conditioning. She planned on really testing his suggestibility after she showed him his new nursery.
She wondered how Brian was faring at work.Ā I wonder if Samantha has revealed our conversation yet. Speak of the devil. Her phone buzzed with a text from Samantha:
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Good morning. I wanted you to know that your baby boy soaked his diapers right in front of me. You have done such an amazing job regressing him.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Rebecca: Oh I am so happy. I canā€™t thank you enough for your help. I feel so much better that he has someone to watch over him at work.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Samantha: Itā€™s really no problem. He is just precious when he is little. You must let me babysit him at home sometime.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Rebecca: I think that can be arranged.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Samantha: I never in my wildest dreams imagined changing a grown manā€™s diapers. But now that I have, I think if I ever get a man of my own, he will have to return to diapers.
Rebecca smiled. Not only had she gotten her baby, but it seems that a new friendship was budding.
After Samantha changed his diaper, Brian knew that she was never again going to view him as her boss, but he hoped she would at least pretend for appearanceā€™s sake. She filled up his sippy cup with apple juice and set it on his desk. ā€œOk sweet boy, its time to be a big boy for a while and get some work done. I will check on you later. And remember its ok to use your diaper, but just come get me if you want to try and use the potty,ā€ she said much like a mother to a toddler.
Brian blushed again at the mention of his diapers. She left the office and closed the door behind her.Ā How on earth could he possibly focus? He realized he was still sucking on the pacifier and he quickly removed it. If these two women could regress him with such ease at any moment, was he now permanently bound to diapers. He had fantasized so many times about being reduced to a helpless baby. Now that it was happening and he questioned if this is what he wanted. But he feared it was too late. He was going to have to accept and trust that they would keep him safe.
He tried to act like everything was normal. Now that he was alone, his adult clarity started to return. He needed to start brainstorming how to market this new Babies R Us line. Brian always liked to sketch out ideas by hand whenever he was brainstorming. He even kept a whiteboard in his office for this very purpose. He went up to the board. His mind was blank.Ā How could he ever have a motherā€™s perspective?Ā He looked down at the sippy cup sitting on his desk. He brought it too his mouth and tasted the sweet juice.Ā Maybe he couldnā€™t tap into the perspective of a mother, but he knew what it felt like to be a baby. Maybe not entirely, but then again, he was in a very thick diaper. He closed his eyes and tried to recall the feelings he had when his mommy was in control. In those moments, he didnā€™t think in words, but feelings and sensations.Ā He opened the cap to the marker and started scribbling the feelings he experienced with his mommy: warmth, safety, trust, love, giggly. He kept scribbling across the board: cold, wet, hungry, scared, small, full, peaceful. He stared at the words he had scrawled out. He keyed in one word in particular: trust. He grabbed a red marker and drew a big circle around it.
Trust could be a nebulous word. It gets tossed around so much that it sometimes lost meaning. But with his recent experiences, it took on new meaning for him. When he was wet, he had to trust that his mommy would change him. When he felt scared, he had to trust that she would keep him safe. He thought about the night that this all started. By him agreeing to be her baby, he was entrusting her with his greatest vulnerability. Obviously, babies arenā€™t able to articulate what they are feeling, but who would know better as to what a baby was feeling: mothers.Ā He still had a long way to go, but this exercise was getting the wheels turning.
Brian was so consumed with his work, he didnā€™t realize that half the morning had elapsed. He was so happy that he had been able to regain that focus. It gave him a glimmer of comfort that maybe he still in control of some things. Maybe he could be both a big boy and a baby. But then a rumble in his belly snatched his attention. He hadnā€™t had a bowel movement since Saturday. Perhaps his anxiety and nerves had bound him up. When he had played in diapers before this all began, he had never messed himself. It was one thing to wet, but he wasnā€™t willing to do that. He felt nervous about having to ask Samantha to go potty. He could just use his diaper, but having her change a messy diaper might be even more embarrassing. He looked back at the board. Trust. He had to put it to the test and trust that Samantha meant everything she said to him.
He peaked his head out the door, ā€œUmm, can I see you for a moment?ā€
ā€œOf course,ā€ she smiled.
Inside the office, Brian started to have second thoughts about asking, but then another rumble in his belly made him find the courage to ask. ā€œUmmm, I need to use the pottyā€¦ I mean the restroom.ā€ā€œOh! Ok. Let me help you,ā€ she was actually surprised that he came and asked. Brian started to unbutton his shirt. She playfully slapped his hand, ā€œUh uh uh baby, let me do that,ā€ she chided him. After removing his shirt and pants, she pulled his onesie over his head, ā€œLay on the couch for me.ā€ She undid the tapes of his diaper and set it aside. Fortunately, these diapers were refastenable. She then went through the trouble of redressing him. ā€œAlright, I think you look acceptable to walk through the office. You donā€™t have any big boy undies, but I think you will be ok for a few minutes. When you get back, I will get you back in your diaper,ā€ she said.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ā€œThank you,ā€ Brian said timidly.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ā€œThank you what,ā€ she said with one eye-brow raised.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ā€œUmmā€¦ thank you Auntie Samantha,ā€ he said like a child that had just be scolded.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā She patted his bottom, ā€œOff you go.ā€
After a few minutes he returned. Although he still struggled with his embarrassment, Samantha was helping him feel more at ease. Back in the office, she had Brian undressed once again. The haze of regression swept over him again as he stood before her in nothing but his birthday suit. His thumb made it to his mouth. ā€œLay down baby,ā€ she cooed. She pulled out some wipes and proceeded to clean his bottom.
ā€œBut Aunfie Samanfa, I wiped myself after I went potty,ā€ he said with his thumb still ensconced in his mouth.
ā€œI know sweetie, but I just wanted to make sure that you are all clean,ā€ she responded.
She rediapered him and got him dressed again. When he was finished, he started to ā€œgrow up.ā€ He pulled his thumb from his mouth and blushed.
She placed her hand on his arm, ā€œBrian what did I tell you. There is no need to feel embarrassed. Do you think if I was judging you that I would be standing here? I want you to feel comfortable to act as little as you want around me. Ok?ā€
ā€œI know, its just hard. And if it makes you feel any better, I still get really nervous with mommy too,ā€ he said not even realizing that he said mommy instead of Rebecca. ā€œIts hard and scary, but I want you to know that I am really thankful that you are here to help me. It really helps to know I am not alone. To be honest, I felt really scared yesterday, especially when I had my accident.ā€
ā€œI have to imagine that must have felt really scary and lonely. You arenā€™t alone Brian. You can count on me anytime,ā€ she said. Brian felt a tear run down his check. He felt like he had cried so much over the past few days. ā€œOh sweetheart, there isnā€™t any reason to cry,ā€ she said as she pulled him in for a hug. ā€œYou are such sweet boy and you are just too cute in your diaper. I could just eat you up,ā€ she snickered and started tickling him. Brianā€™s tears turned to giggles. ā€œNow I donā€™t want to hear anymore about feeling embarrassed, whether its around me or even around your mommy. We both want you to be a happy baby. Now letā€™s try to get a little more work done before I take you out to lunch, my treat,ā€ she smiled.
159 notes Ā· View notes