#SPNVAN

[abi-cosmos]

SPNVAN 2022. Jensen & Misha. I’m happy to be edited out, but please do not remove my crappy watermarks.

[scrivenette]

HELP FIND MY JOURNAL--REWARD FOR RETURN

On 1/30/23 I was on flight UA510 Newark>Orlando & left my journal in the seat pocket. Includes longhand writing inside, photos (including from SPN VanCon 2022--me w/Jensen Ackles and Misha Collins), editorial cartoons, tweet print-outs, washi tape decorations & is precious to me. My name & address are on inside front cover. I'll reward whoever returns it to me either with $100 to the returner or to their favorite charity (charity, not political cause). Please be kind enough to share this post as far and wide as you can. The notebook is a Cognitive Surplus softcover lined notebook, 6"x9", and looks like the above, with a ribbon glued into it as a bookmark.

@orlandointernational-blog

[drulalovescas]

THINGS JENSEN ROSS ACKLES SAID SINCE SUPERNATURAL ENDED (paraphrasing):

CROSSROADS 6:

The advice season 15 Dean would give season 4 Dean: appreciate Cas more. Because he'd prove to be the best friend and biggest ally.

JIB 11:

I hope we will get a chance to see that [Dean and Cas' reunion]. I think it would look like we all hope it would. There would be an embrace and then Dean would be like: Can we talk about that goodbye for a minute?

SPNVAN 2022:

I didn’t say anything - I didn’t give him anything. And what I had in my head was, I should have said "I love you too” and hugged him.

NASHVILLE 2023:

Dean's biggest regret was that he couldn't save Cas.

[ancylyns-veste]

SPNVAN 2022 Jensen Ackles and Guests Main Panel

at 21 minutes Jensen talks about what he thought about the Castiel love confession scene and how Dean should have reacted.

It’s not Destiel, but beautiful anyway 

.....  and a perfect example of how we have this complicated concept of love and romantic love and how these two are separated, because of our complicated relationship with sex, religion, power and patriachalism

[hellerscape]

 Can you imagine Dean saying “I love you too” and then when Cas and Dean finally reunite, Cas goes in for the kiss but Dean is like, “what are you doing, buddy?”

[spnsmile]

Quality (x)

[aborddelimpala]

#SPNVAN 2022 | Gold Panel [video @sherry]

Bonus

[justjensenanddean]

“A little girl giving Jensen the gummy bears. This was the cutest moment.”

Jensen Ackles | Vancouver Convention (October 23, 2022) [x] 

[torisprlng]

my silly “bts inspired” jenmish op 😂

but bonus…misha’s tummy 🤣

[wigglebox]

Storytime! My friend went to VanCon this weekend and her goal was to get something signed for me. She was going to do it as a surprise but in the end decided to ask ME what I wanted Jackles to sign. 

I was like, oh god oh god oh god what — what do I do???

But In the end I decided on doing some fanart for The Winchesters because I wanted to just... offer up this “Hey you have folks excited for this show and I’m one of them!” 

I finish it in early October, and if you’ve followed me or seen artwork from earlier in the year you know I’ve drawn these folks a handful of times already but I was so nervous about this one. I drew it off of a shot from the pilot’s trailer, but having them all smiling and laughing beacuse it’s me and that’s just how I do things lol. 

So, yesterday, she gets it signed! She said that Jackles took his phone out to snap a picture and that his handler mentioned it was the first prequel fanart they’ve seen — and my friend made sure to let them know that there is more out there [because there IS and it’s LOVELY]. 

It really made my heart sing and I’m over the moon this morning about it. Not that he signed it but just that he knows that there is a fanbase growing for this show. Those who are trapped in discord servers with me [*waves*] knows I was obnoxiously excited for this prequel since the Deadline article dropped in June 2021. So tracking its progress for — literally over a year made me already so emotionally attatched to it. 

The bonus was that two weeks after I finished this, Nida posted to Instagram following the pilot’s airing and included this photo:

And so THAT made me happy too! 

So anyway. Idk. I’m super duper happy this morning and extremely grateful that my friend did this for me as I would likely not have a good chance of ever getting this opportunity for myself. 

<33333

[freechaostyrant]

Okay, so, I'm trying to figure out how to phrase this so I don't get in trouble with creation or violate any of the rules. But I have to share what happened at my meet and greet with Misha on Sunday at VanCon and how that led to this insanity during the Jensen and guests panel...

So a little bit of background, I'm one of the administrators on the Twitter and Tumblr account for the Winchester daily updates (@thewinchestersupdates , @twdailyupdates on Twitter, give us a follow if you don't already!) Which means I've read all of the press that's come out related to the Winchester's. And it's very well documented that before Jensen and Danneel started chaos machine productions and came up with the Winchester's idea, that they had a little rewatch pilot with Misha to watch Lazarus Rising (Jensen first talks about filming it during the rosenbaum podcasts audio linked below)

https://twitter.com/acklesbitch/status/1483370216029622279?t=CMpzsuG6rYbbDk22r3q3hQ&s=19

So of course, being a fan of Misha and the Ackles, I knew this weekend I wanted to ask someone about this zoom call they filmed! So in my m&g with Misha I asked him basically (in a jumbled word salad cause I was nervous)

"In press about The Winchesters Jensen's talked about a lazarus rising rewatch you guys did during quarantine so (1) will y'all be sharing the video and (2) how was it rewatching your episode?"

And this man says "there's video? What?"

And then the m&g room all say it's a podcast and blah blah blah (I'm pretty sure it wasn't a podcast cause Jensen talked about filming a pilot and building a set but whatevers 🤷‍♀️) and Misha looks so confused and has no clue what I'm talking about. I chalk it up to the fact that no one can remember what happened at the beginning of quarantine. So I'm like "oh okay" facepalm and THEN this fucker (affectionately) says "oh you know Jensen and danneel, after they put the kids to bed, they just... Watch videos of me." 💀

So that was gonna be my private shame and since it's a m&g story I wasn't gonna share it.

Until.....

I'm sitting in Jensen's panel and here a high pitched squeal asking Jensen about watching Lazarus Rising and watching videos of Misha. And I. ABSOLUTELY. LOSE IT. No one in the audience but the other 19 m&g attendees have no context for Misha's question, but I KNOW WHAT HES DOING. So I'm basically shaking and freaking out and cannot explain to anyone why this is insanity. Jensen mocks misha's affect and asked if he was doing Ruthie's voice but I think he was mocking ME asking that question in my scared wobbly voice lmao 🤣

And of course Jensen asks Misha if he (Jensen) should answer the fans question or "mishas horrible question" and I wanted to sink into the floor 😂

And if you've seen the video, you know how Jensen answers the question and the clusterfuck the answer turned into.

So of course, I have Misha's auto later that night and I decide I have to say something to him. I was getting the poem Taxi signed by him, which means a lot for me and how I see my relationship with my mom, and I was gonna say something about how much it resonates with me, but instead I had to pivot. So I went up to his table and put down my items to get signed and said to him:

"Misha I have a bone to pick with you. You stole my m&g question to ask Jensen at his panel today!"

And this man says "What question?!"

💀

So of course I say "the Lazarus rising question. And I think I'm entitled to financial compensation for you stealing my question." And he turns to his handler and says something and turns back to me and says "I'm asking her if it's too late for you to get a refund."

So I laugh and then he said "it was a good question!" And I said "Thank you for asking it! I wasn't expecting the answer to go in that direction though" and he just gives me a look, cocking his head to the side, and I grab my items and run away 🤣

Anyway, I'm still waiting to find out what happened with that pilot episode and if it'll ever see the light of day 🙏

(Also, based on my own experience this weekend, I wouldnt be surprised if Misha genuinely cannot remember stuff in response to my questions because he's busy and frantic and short term memory kind of does in all the stress but if he was just jerking me around all weekend that was the best experience ever)

My auto items are in the images below. Special thanks to @wigglebox for giving me the cas & dean in the empty artwork so I could have Misha sign it. Can't wait to hang it up.

[clairedelune-13]

Jensen: We did have a watch party of Lazarus Rising. And we invited you into the Zoom, Misha. *specifies ZOOM not ROOM, when nobody asked*

Jensen: And we had a three-way...ZOOM.

Fan: Now you’re just doing it on purpose.

Jensen & Misha: DoInG wHaT oN pUrPoSe?

God, I hate those fuckers. 😍💚💙

[sensitivehandsomeactionman]

[connielovescas]

Jensen saying Dean would have said I love you too back to Cas if they had more time is so special to me.

Even if he didn't mean it as a romantic reciprocation.

Cas would have died knowing he was loved.

[4evamc]

Hello,gorgeous 😍😍

Credit

[sexyvixen7]

(x)

This man is so beautiful.