#SPAGHETTI BRAIN

[wortverlust]

SINCE WHEN CAN U MAKE POLLS HERE?! WTF MAN!

[casmira-draconid]

[saunter-shell]

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

His palms are sweaty, knees weak, arms are heavy.

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[ajdumpsherbrain]

you see people on phones and they don’t look up.

not once, not twice, and surely not thrice.

you see eyes on screens and books and hands

and they don’t look up, they never look up,

you’re caught in a kaleidoscope of eyes

looking away from you, they never see you

but you always see them.

you with your wild eyes and brain trapped in combs,

a honey pot, sticky and pitty, or pit-ty or pithy—

its surplus, its excess and it ferments because

there are no eyes on you, no mouths to taste honey

no tongue to savour the stinging mess. no,

nobody wishes for bees and buzz. nobody wishes

for the head upon your shoulders. domed, hollow

with noise. god, you wish to be nobody.

so you swipe away on the first, the second and

surely not the third time you’ve tried to write this.

the bees rest and soar with the fickleness of

your fingers, and it’s a timer they take flight upon.

fussy, ugly, tiny little things; itching mind and

twitching eyes, scraping their hive with ruthless

teeth. you swipe away again, the bees are hungry.

you try something else, the bees are hungry.

you look up again, because the bees are hungry.

you see people on phones and they don’t look up.

[scaredii-cat]

Patience is a virtue (and a rarity)

[inniave]

keep seeing shit about the new ts album & mental illness and i am so so tired. please be nice to actually "crazy" people if ur gonna use us for the aesthetic. i'm not schizophrenic cause it's cute. don't joke about asylums if u haven't had those experiences (and even some of y'all who have been treat it like a vacation & to the rest of us it's prison. i mean literally. prison. incarceration. that's not new shit. and yeah, i'm that "actually crazy" person screaming in the ward. ur not any better than me.)

idk i keep posting and deleting about this cause i can't get my thoughts out properly i just. i'm tired. there was already a worsening problem of "socially acceptable" mental illness pushing out the rest of us (as it's always been) and now there's the top artist in the united states calling herself crazy, saying you should be scared of her, she was raised in an asylum, etc. and it's like.... that's my lived experience. medical doctors refuse to treat me because they're scared of my psychiatric disorders. i've had the cops called on me for episodes. i spent a decade rotting in the mental health system & institutions and i only got out after years of planning how to get away. and so much more i cant even put into words.

and now not only are y'all using folk like me & our experiences for the aesthetic. you're not even a decent human being to those of us who have actually lived through this shit. idk man. really rubs me the wrong way.

[the-little-knight]

Finally... I'm past my cringe era.... Peppibee fans (singular) come feast.....

[aroacespacerock]

Eating spaghetti. Thinking about Charles Rowland.

[clockwiseleon]

(Reblogs appreciated!) Ok maybe I am a bit ill

[quackkryak]

Sexypedia thing i dunno ask the twt for that

[oneshotgremlin]

Still tryna figure out this guy’s shapes and expressions

Also:

Friday time

[spac3trash]

I just really think they’re neat…

close ups under cut;

[wattice]

I can’t BELIEVE mcpig kept this absolute gem of a doodle hidden away from us

[toastedjeans]

Almost forgot Mermay is still a thing, had to do something with my AU since. Feesh.

Anyway i dunno if i like this or not. The composition and poses are shit but i kinda like the shading. Tried blurring the background characters but it looked even worse so uh. This is what you get. Hurray for mediocrity.

[broken-little-bhaal-babe]

BG3 February patch: The Paramour Patch. All companions have updated working kisses. You can makeout with all the companions. Now you can also give them hugs. 50+ lines of cheesy flirts in the style of heart candies. Buy chocolates, flowers, and gifts to give your companions. Cuddle with your companions at camp. Lingerie update, 100+ new pairs of underwear-