#SOsosososo normal about this au

[cosmicvaca]

When your kid brings home the local Kitsune (that you also have a crush on 🫣)

I have a couple of AUs for kitsune Noriaki living rent-free in my head. For this one, Noriaki was saved and nursed back to health by Jotaro (was probably attacked and caused the eye scars). He becomes the protector of the Kujo family.

So single father Jotaro has an immortal fox spirit to help raise his daughter (and fall in love with)

[pillowspace]

hey, um!!! i absolutely adore your art and aus and writing and everything sososososo much but, since you ship sifloop and it is selfcest... whats ur perspective on like. the whole "selfcest is incest/worst than incest" debate. and how it applies/if it applies to sifloop at all. IM SORRY IF THIS IS A SUPER UNCOMFORTABLE QUESTION/TOPIC u can skip and just ignore this ask if u want!!! /gen /nf im just curious ur perspective since i enjoy sifloop dynamic So Much but i'm just. confused and a lil uncomfortable w/ actually shipping them romantically bc of. well. The Selfcest Factor :'D

Hey, it's okay!!! I don't really mention topics like that on my blog, I'm very tame in how I post, so I'll just shyly hide under a readmore for my answer <3

First of all, I don't see selfcest as incest. I think that if someone were to meet a clone of themself and see them as family, they very reasonably could, but that it itself is not a family situation on its own if no one has decided that. It's a "decide it, and it'll be" situation.

I understand that a lot of people are weirded out by selfcest, and I think that's very valid and reasonable, but I'm very used to it so it's just normal to me.

As for whether or not it's worse, I'm sure it can gross someone out WORSE than incest, that's fine, but I really don't believe a completely fictional concept that does not exist in the real world (even if you can get a tiny bit close) is like... morally worse. It's practically clay, you can shape it however you want.

Growing up around the concept of selfcest made me feel better about myself honestly. It's comforting to tell yourself "I love you," and I dealt with my self-worth issues as a kid by making selfcest OCs to process self-love through creation. Knowing that a fictional character could find worth and affection in themself as if looking at someone else always made me wonder if I could do that too, and that's quite possibly the least harmful thing I could have ever had that reaction towards. Whenever I felt bad, I felt more willing to "talk it out" with myself as if I was talking to someone separate, which made it easier to treat myself with kindness.

I also just generally think the word "selfcest" contributes to this ickiness around it, and I do dislike the word, but I try not to think about it much. It probably could have been named better.

Ultimately: anyone can not like it. That's okay. But at the end of the day, it's harmless and is as fictional as a vampire. And anyone can also not like vampires.

[shiny-jr]

I am so very normal about the imposter au story (<-has been having reoccurring dreams and extended daydreams about it)

(Seriously though I love your stuff sososososo much; I read your pieces that are about characters I don’t care about because the quality is so phenomenal. This does mean that when I read your writing for characters I do care about it is like an instant KO and I am just sitting there kicking my feet squealing lol. Anyway I look forward to any potential updates and I hope you are doing good)

I'm honored?? That's such a compliment, I think. If my stories and concepts are appearing in someone's dreams and they see it as a good thing? Well, I think that's a huge feat.

Let's see when I get back to the Imposter AU and the letters. 😭

[ayyy-imma-ninja]

I wanna thank you sosososoSO much for posting the comic on ao3! I just found out that tumblr hadnt notified me on 3 comic posts! 3! Ahhhhh i love em tho! The style the way yoj tell the story! Everything is amazing!!! Idk how you do it but i love it!

Im totally not loosing my mind over it at all nope totally not, im 100% normal about this au. Yep. I swear!

Sorry had to get it out and praise you for it.

Anyway! Have a lovely day/night!

hiiii!

I'm really glad people like the organization! I know it certainly makes the story easier to follow QwQ

thank u so much!!

[carmendeiact2whenplz]

📓 :) ?

I may have said plenty of this, however The Brainrot is getting to me.

Crossover AU between ISAT and Old Mondstadt where the entire main isat cast (or at least most of it) gets somehow isekaid to old mond on the day before the rebellion. For siffrin, say this takes place at roughly the beginning of act 4 (for the sake of being able to hopefully write it, assume somehow everyone can understand eachother’s language, the isat gang gets used to colors existing without much difficulty, and time is frozen in dormont)

Sif wakes up after fighting the king for the upteenth time, laying on the grass and staring up at the grey sky, ready to start the loop anew when they very quickly realize that this. is definitely not dormont.

Stars.

he quickly finds the other party members (they arrived only moments before he did) and they try to assess their situation before meeting up with the old mond cast by coincidence. they end up getting roped into joining the rebellion, and agree. they are still trying to defeat a king, after all.

-some kind of magic gimmicky system where the tower is way bigger on the inside than it is on the outside

-actually getting to the top of the tower takes significantly less time than it does in isat

-as they’re climbing up nb gets Arrowed by one of the guards. siffrin wakes up again. he didn’t even die this time.

-nb realizes he’s in a time loop. sif realizes they are stuck in a time loop in every universe

-venti (wispti and archon venti are two different entities. i have not figured out the solution for this) and loop join forces. give time loop advice to nb and sif respectively

-eventually they end up reaching the top of the tower. of course the king just had to be transported to this world along with them. of course

-isat gang noticing amos and deca have matching rings. a very awkward conversation ensues

-king (isat) first attack is extremely strong but when he dies nothing directly happens to the isat gang. conversely, deca has a strong (yet survivable) first attack but when he dies he. well. explodes. everyone has to figure out a way around it

I am sososososo normal about this au. Queer found family stories about overthrowing the monarchy and withstanding The Horrors and characters with complicated relationships with the stars and time my beloved, so imagine them put together. if anyone has any Thoughts about this idea please let me know

[randomwriteronline]

I've been re-reading your notes on your Adoption AU and there's so many neat points.

The way each turaga bonds with and helps the kids, as well as the specifics. Like Nokama helping Gali find a way to vent her anger safely, and encouraging her to be angry in the first place. Or Vakama nonchalance to Tahu's declaration that he'll run off to find his siblings. "Sure, just let me kit you out first so that you can survive."

The body horror related to the Toa Mata's origins in this AU.

How you've adapted the Toa Metru's hordika transformations just gives me so many feelings. It's horrifying, and heartwarming in the ending. They only want to care about their kids and won't hurt them.

Velika is delightfully scary, as is Artakha.

The twist in the ending, how the Toa Mata unravel everything and didn't even intend it that way. Also the irony that Velika's plan likely would have failed like this ultimately even if everything else went according to her plans.

aAAAAAAA THANK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

im sososososo glad the kids n turaga are good i love them so much. at last i can lean entirely in the familial affection i want to project onto their canon counterparts without fucking it up. AND im happy taht the villains are fucking off putting despite in Velikas case being like, A Normal Woman while the protagonists are all weird ass pieces of cosmic horror disguised as ppl technically. i mean. as normal as she can be. AND YEAH IT WOULD HAVE ALL BEEN FOR NOTHING... thats both funny as hell and so so terrible.

ACTually i do have. a few more stuff i forgot to mention like KOPAKA ISNT COMATOSE FOR LIKE THE WHOLE SECOND HALF OF THE PLOT, when his sibs touch him he starts getting better and gets out of the hospital and stuff, he just has to, you know. get back in his body properly. because he was Snow for a hot second there

or when Tahu becomes fire Vakama throws himself in a blazing inferno and pulls him back out essentially through the beads Tahu made for him... or Nokama and Whenua throwing themselves into the ground/sea wading through it until they pull their kids out... or Matau holding onto Lewa's hand in the middle of a tornado...

OR. speaking of the hordika. i have two specific scenes that are so clear in my Mind

first one is shortly after Velika activated the trigger for the transformation and the Turaga scattered to keep the kids safe from them somehow, and Whenua manages to get Onua in a ventilation shaft. Onua ofc thinks his dad is coming along and starts panicking when Whenua fucking shuts it behind him (also bc hes scared of heights so yknow) and tries to reach for him through the grates but Whenua starts giving instructions on how to avoid HIM - he cant climb anywhere so the kids need to stay off the ground, he cant crane his neck but hes got good hearing, stay away from his back elgs bc theyre very strong and dangerous, etc. He tells Onua he's a smart boy and to keep his siblings safe and then he just keeps repeating that he loves him so so so so much as he goes through this horrendous change more and more violently until hes full on just a monstrous animal screaming and scraping at the wall trying to get to his son and Onua has to scuttle away in tears

and second one is later on, while the Turaga are in full pursuit. Pohatu is running away but hes distracted, so he falls down some stairs and gets hurt super badly - nothing broken but it hurts so much he straight up cant stand up or move for a little. and Onewa finds him (hes a big predator with so many Sharp Fucking Teeth) and approaches him quickly and Pohatu is bawling his eyes out bc his dad is going to MAUL HIM and then theres this huge tongue licking his face while Onewa whines inconsolably. hes like RED ALERT BABY HURT CLEAN BABY IMMEDIATELY and hes nudging him with his nose and whimpering trying to understand how to help him and hes laying down next to him with his big scary body curled up around him just Licking Him. Pohatu snaps out of shock like dad thats gross! thats gross!! thats gross... and he starts crying HARDER bc his dad loves him SO much even tho hes a big fuck off scary ass beast and hes been lookin out for him this whole time still... and then Onewa pulls him up by the scruff of his shirt and puts him on his back and they go around like that. and Velika is looking at that and going "HM. I MAY HAVE MISCALCULATED."

also Nuju def takes a bullet for his boy and Nokama absolutely jumps Velika the moment she comes close to her daughter and maybe lands a big fuckoff bite on her. and Gali kicks the fuck out of Velika for all of ten seconds when her mom is neutralized bc Nokama taught her well

[monstrous-flower]

HI DOLL HI DOLL HI DOLL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OKAY SO LIKE IM SO HYPE IM SO CRAZY IM FOAMNING AT THE MOUTH AND LITERALLY MY HANDZ ARE SHAKING SO MUCH

THE NEW CHAPTER IZ PHENOMENAL !!!!!!!!!! IM SOSOSOSOSO NORMAL ABOUT IT I PROMMY I SWEARRR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AND LIKE SORRY SORRY SUPER SORRY TO SIDETRACK FROM THAT BUUTTT

i waz listening to Dobu no Awa while reading it [az stupid az it iz . it helpz me get immersed into the scenez eazily . believe it or not] and one specific song came on and it waz literally SO FITTING WITH THE CHAPTER ...........

"Hyperventilation" – Dobu no Awa

the entire vibe of the song already just fitz the casino bit . in my opinion . BUT THE LYRICZ IZ REALLY WHERE I THINK IT SHINEZ – ITZ GENUINELY SUPER SUPER FITTING WITH LUCY N TEMP IN MY EYEZ .........

"How irritating // I understand rejection too // It's fine, it's fine" iz like really fitting for temp n how he feelz so like . empty – like therez no really good reazon to move forward but . az he sayz it himself . "still holdz out a tiny bit of hope" ; AND THE LYRICZ "I get sick of this // I grow stubborn // And I make this even worse // I'm not confident either" ARE ALSO FITTING FOR HIZ CHARACTER METHINKZ BECAUZE OF HIZ ATTITUDE N STUFF ............

"I laugh // 'How unlike you' // Beyond the mirror // Hurray, hurray" i think thiz lyric fitz with lucy cuz i remember you bringing up her reflection at some point and how it progressively distortz over the course of the killingz – just think itz sorta fitting with hiz worsening mental state . honestly ; AND THE REPRIZE THATZ LIKE "I laugh // 'There's no use' // Beyond the mirror // A failure, failure" – I HEARD THIZ AND AUDIBLY GASPED LIKE . THATZ SO LUCY . RIGHT ???????????

"Ahh, the world is teeming up with revolting things [×4]" THIZ PART BEFORE THE CHORUZ RLLY DOEZ FIT WITH THE BOTH OF THEM THO CUZ LIKE . THE ODDZ ARE STACKED AGAINST THEM LIKE ALWAYZ AND THEY BOTH HAVE TO SUFFER SO BADLY ....... WAWAWA ..............

"Breathe in, breath out // Just keep on breathing // It'll be fine // Slowly tell me that's all I need to do for now..." AND THIZ IZ SUPER FITTING FOR THE PART AFTER LUCYZ BREAKDOWN !!!!!!!!! LIKE THAT SHORT MOMENT OF SOLACE AND COMFORT THE TWO SHARE IN TEMPZ CAR ........... AND ALSO THE SECOND CHORUZ – "Breathe in, breathe out // Let's calm down and breathe // 'It's fine. I get it' // Well, what do you know?" – ALSO FITZ BETTER WITH LUCYZ INNER TURMOIL AND HOW NO ONE WILL UNDERSTAND THEM ................... THEY REALLY TRY TO CALM DOWN TOGETHER BUT LIKE . IN THE BACK OF MY MIND . I KNOW FOR A FACT TEMPZ ATTEMPTZ WERE IN VEIN LIKE I MEOW IT ..... FOR A FACTTTT ..............

okay okay im sorry for making thiz so long but i really really REALLY had to get thiz off my chest ; all the stuff i said iz balderdash anyway – pleaze don't hate me for getting stuff wrong about your au becauze i genuinely love it more than wordz can express

sorry for getting so excited . but i really did love the chapter <33 you're definitely my favorite writer . artist . best friend AND older sibling like . wowow !!!! <DDD

okay take care im sorry for yapping so much again !!!! byebye !!!!! <333

Hello again Spooky! Before I show my gratitude for your kindness I did want to tell you that I never would of started rewriting my fanfiction if it wasn't for you, I know it sounds like a whole lot of cheesy bologna but when you'd post writing for your fics piece by piece or even go into detail for songs relating to High Voltage characters, It gave me actual ambition to start retelling my story. I know you're been highly struggling lately with believing no one cares about you but if it wasn't for you I wouldn't even have tried again. You have NO IDEA how much you've been inspiring me ever since I started following your account? You make me feel less embarrassed to still enjoy Vocaloid as much as I do, You make me feel as if I'm not complete cringe for having certain scenarios drawn out in the characters, Even your symbolic art has MOTIVATED ME to work harder on my own content. It's incredible what one person can do.. All these things you've done to give me the strength to share something when for months I was afraid no one even cared enough. But let me tell you because you are the biggest Tempus fan around He has in fact, Attempted suicide before and it wasn't a one off event but the last time he did try was probably the most traumatic which is why he would feel a be inclined to be there for Lucid. I think the chapter inspiration stemmed a bit with you in mind because Admittedly.. I take elements off of my friends into CERTAIN dhmis teachers for DSMIT so thank YOU for being a light in my life. Even if you've been struggling so much you still do a lot for me!!!!

I ALSO REALLY REALLY REALLY LOVE SONG ANALYSIS.. Good god I started to tear up I'm genuinely so fucking glad I met you. You even show up with SONGS and EXPLAIN THINGS which don't worry.. THERE IS NO WRONG WAY ABOUT THIS AU THAT'S YOU'VE EXPRESSED. You always get it so accurate I'm gonna sob

[justablah56]

sososososo uhhh the episode was all goofs and sillies but then willy started talking about cassandra i was ready to THROW HANDS. But besids that,Lark trying to encourage normal- he’s trying he’s trying ajshdkhdkd also is it just me or did this epsiode have s1 energy/pos? like even anthony had s1 anthony vibes? i could just be lying to myself but yeah yeah (also i have an art/au idea for this off the fact that you could call larry the science kid a drag king persona for scary is giving all the teens drag persona’s to recover from this ep) what are you thoughts!! :D

ahehcjjend yeah ,.,. the episode was a lot of whew I'm so glad nothing bad happened AND THEN WILLY TOLD CASS TO GO MAKE HIM A SANDWICH AND IM GOING TO FUCKING G E T HIM ACUSJVNWJDND EXPLODES HIM WITH MY MIND 💥💥💥 ANYWAYS . you're so right tho , it was very s1 energy of just were just uhhh doin whatever and what happens happens but it's gonna be a fun time <3 but I just love every time Matt gives one of his "good luck getting through all this metal" type jokes where he just . decides something is what he wants it to be . and I don't actually remember anything specific but I remember thinking that he did that a couple times but alas . no memory ,,, anyways , ougjhcsnjx Larry being Scarys drag persona !!!!! I love that so much !!!!!!!!! scary helping the boys do drag !!!!!! them having a little drag party after the adventure to just be anyone but themselves and have fun !!!!!!!!!! beloved !!

[thermodynamiclawyer]

HAIII👋👋👋FELLOW PV ENJOYER I just wanna say I LOVE UR ART SM🥺🥺the way u draw pv is SOSOSOSOSO COOL N FUNKY I LOVE IT SMMM I usually don’t follow accounts that post purecacao not becauz i hate the ship it’s just not really my thing (also becauz my besties fav ancient is lily and we like making aus together a lot so it’s just easier 2 slam our faves together HSHSHD) but but BUT!! u are the EXEPCTION i just cannot resist ur pv art swagger. it is too pretty it is TOO MUCH OF. A LOT OF GOOD THINGS I DON’T WANNA MAKE A HUGE LIST RN BUTBUT ur gonna get spammed with notifs from me in a second becauz im going through ur pv tag and reblogging ur art of him. I actually saw ur art a lot earlier but. i didnt interact with it idk why I just didn’t feel like writing out a ton of tag compliment essays that day and then I just continued to put it off,, the wonders of having the disorder(s? I just recently got on meds for add but I’m not actually properly diagnosed yet) (also I’m autistic so disorders plural I think) I literallt have no other excuse for not interacting with ur art sooner other than. executive dysfunction sucks and also becauz I wasn’t sure if u were the type of real and TRUE!! purecacao shipper 2 still think lily is shippable or were one of the kinds of people to demonize lily insanely a lot. I had 2 unfollow some1 before becauz they made an extremely negative post about lily that made me kindof uncomfy but. seeing as u also ship hollylily(valid btw) I think it’s time I finally follow u becauz. I love ALL UR ART SM!!!! and I wanna eat it stuff it into my mouth like a chipmunk and run away with it forever it is so. ur style is soooososo unique but in such a visibly appealing way it boggles my MIND when people manage 2 make such unique art styles look SOSO GOOD especially since the only way I was able 2 make my art look okay was 2 make it look. less unique idk. no clue what spawned me 2 ramble on for this long idk I just. think ur art is cool okay. I see ur pv art and my eyes light up n go shiny like big sparkly anime eyes the way u draw is just so. sosososoososo. so. insert every compliment physically possible here I can’t possibly stress this enough just. art. pretty. and I’m envious that ur not even that much older than me I hope that. my improvement speeds up in the next 2-3 years it would b really cool if my art was just as cool as urs when I’m 19. idk. end of ask I’ve gone on for too long I’m sorry I hope u don’t mind. whatever this is ig

this means so much to me holy shit i’m so happy you like my art. and i’m very happy ur a lily enjoyer too!!! i totally agree with you, people demonize her way too much (probably because she “gets in the way” of ppls “gay ships” WHICH I HATE THAT EXCUSE). i still ship purelily, i like to imagine it as a relationship they had in the past. i’m not gonna ignore what they have in canon cuz it’s obvious they loved each other!!! (i’m not gonna freak out when i see other ships with the characters i like LOL). i still love lily and i want her to be happy, she has an incredible amount of depth to her character. she’s not heartless, but she’s not a shy damsel in distress like how other people depict her as well. she’s flawed and incredibly multidimensional, and i hope i have the opportunity to show that more often :D that makes me happy to hear you’re still open to other artists that ship different (normal) things, i hope you enjoy what i draw in the future as well!! i love the ancients a lot and i love other ancients-fans as well!!!

[iclaimedtobethebetterbard]

Also, regarding the demus vampire au i only saw a reblog so I didn't see you notes. Please ignor all the contributions that go against the plot ;)

listen. listen i am the Opposite of complaining. i am in fact Delighted for there to be multiple aus sprouting off of or relating to the original au post, because said original post brings me so much joy 😂😂😂 i care about dukeceit a normal amount (lies) (i care them So So Sososososo SO Much). this premise is so conducive to exactly what i like most about their dymanic and i am very happy to see it several times over in various iterations hehehe