#SORRY GUYS AJDJDJ

[anothermonikan]

I always want weird interesting dreams until I have one and it gives me psychic damage and physical ailments

[enden-k]

Oh sorry I didn’t see the most recent post before I sent that ask… frick.

no worries, other ppl already came to my inbox to tell me what it means without knowing i didnt progress yet and dont want spoilers (its not yalls fault, u didnt know so its all fine. this mess happened bc i misunderstood a text and you just wanted to help and explain ajdjdj) so i guess i already know the meaning now

now guys give me the chance now to play through the rest and find out what wasnt told to me by myself 🙏 ill prob (most def) babble about it here anw like i always do w new content

[agirldying]

TW for medical trauma, brief mention of NCCSA

heyyy this is a follow up to the asker who was in the ED for a possible stroke (wasn’t a stroke but that was the main headline)— you can call me izzy

so first thing, good news!! I have an MRI scheduled for the 9th, they gave me anxiety meds too, so I should be alright when I go in :) very excited to see what’s up

second thing, my roommate and I got into a huge fight over what happened the night of my ER visit. When I got home from the ER, I had been there for 8 hours and I was flushed full of drugs that made me super sleepy- he hadn’t rlly contacted me while I was there, even tho I’d made an effort to reach out to him.. but when I came in I was like “hey man I’m so tired and out of it, I need to sleep now, can I please turn off the light”

and he was like “..uhhh no sorry I have work to do”,,, so that. made me feel kinda crappy cause I couldn’t even have the light on. I brought it up a few weeks later cause I still felt pretty crummy abt it, and I told him it made me feel like my feelings didn’t matter to him. he listened to me and then went “okay” and walked away

And that rlly bugged me too???? because like he didn’t even say anything he just left. So I called him back in and was like “hey man what the heck,” and from there he told me that he was thinking abt himself, he had work to do, and that he wasn’t my close friend or partner so I shouldn’t have expected him to drop everything to see me in the ER (which I wasn’t expecting)

I told him that he could’ve done his work earlier on but he chose to hang out with his friends. he didn’t like that and I realize now it was rude to insult him like that— he’s allowed to have a social life

but after that discussion he went to our mutual friend and described the situation— and to him (the friend) I was “being sensitive” and I could’ve just worn a sleep mask,,, but that friend also didn’t know I was there for 8 hours, and once he found that out he thought my roommate was being a dick

anyway. yeah. that’s everything. I should also note that my roommate hasn’t been the kindest to me- when I opened up abt my grooming trauma, he was like “oh I’ve never been groomed before idk what that’s like, I just stuck around people I knew”, and he also basically implied that if I want a relationship in college I need to settle for one night stands and nothing else,,,, also tried to drown a girl in middle school and was openly fucking with a guy who was in a relationship so IDK if he’s the best source of information

but yeah basically. Am I the asshole AJDJDJ was I being rude???? Cause now he won’t talk to me and he removed me from his spam Instagram so 😭😭

Hi izzy,

For some reason I can't find the ask you're referring to, but that's okay.

Congrats on the good news, I hope both the MRI and the anxiety meds have good results.

Honestly I'm having a hard time telling who's in the wrong in that situation. I think It's a fair request to ask to turn out the light, especially after the day you had, but of course your roommate had things to do that required the light stay on. I think that while turning the light off would've been the kind and thoughtful thing for your roommate to do, I think it's also fair for them to keep the light on especially if they need it for work. It's sort of like a boundary clash. I can definitely see how that made you feel perhaps like you didn't matter.

That being said, your roommate sounds rude and insensitive, especially based off the other details you mentioned about him. It doesn't sound like you were rude at any point really, so I would say NTA.

If I'm going to be very honest I think it may be time for a new roommate because you don't deserve to feel tense or unwelcome in your own... abode, you know?

Hope you're doing alright. Please let me know if you need anything.

[sydnikov]

For the honest opinion thing:

Sebastian Aho

Teuvo Teravainen

Andrei Svechnikov

Mat Barzal

Dallas Stars

Colorado Avalanche

AHHH OKAY *rubs hands together*

Sebastian Aho: Probably my third favorite player on the team (right behind Martinook with Svechy taking #1). I've just always found him so honest and pure and I know 100% he's going to help the Canes win the cup. He's also a literal fluff ball that needs to be protected at all costs and I would 1000% throw hands for him

Teuvo Teravainen: Can I just say that he and Sepe's relationship both on and off the ice is literally the best thing ever 😭 He is such a great fit for the team (and for my heart ❤️). Also like Sebastian: a complete fluff ball with maybe more confidence that I would still 1000% throw hands for

Andrei Svechnikov: I think most of you already know what I think of Svech but 😏 he's def my favorite player on the Canes. Not to mention he's the closest to my age (and not by much either 😌) which makes me feel less bad about admiring him so boldly AJDJDJ also I feel like he'd be the one throwing hands for me rather than me throwing them for him but y'know 😏

Mat Barzal: I really admire the guy, I think he has a great personality from what I've seen and his sense of humor is 😩🤌 he's also just AMAZING at hockey and racking up goals/points. I watch him play and am blown away every time. Not sure if I'd throw hands for him but I'd probably watch from the sidelines because I'm pretty sure he can take care of himself

Dallas Stars: I'm actually pretty neutral on them *mostly* because of a few choice players on their team 😬 I used to really dislike them just because of how often the Canes had to face them but now I don't mind them all that much. I'd def cheer for them if they were going against certain teams I dislike and might even watch their games if I have the time (however if they go against the Canes I'm sorry y'all I gotta go with my favs 😭)

Colorado Avalanche: For some reason this team as a whole has really grown on me this season WJDJSJFJD the players, the organization, how high of a percentage they had for winning the cup... It made me interested in them, and the fact that they *had* Gravy made it even better 😌 I think they're a great team who has a lot of potential (needs to NOT lose to the Golden Knights tho) and I will definitely be cheering them on in the upcoming season and definitely if they make the playoffs!!

send me a player/team and I'll give my honest opinion on them!!

[arts-n-anarchy]

😊😶 👾 🌄 💉 🌃👒 😅 😇 🌱 💻 😆 📺 🌊 📝 🐭 😁👍

another biggie coming up!! big thank you at the bottom!!!

😊: you’re sweet. you’ve made me smile before.

😶: i’m honored that you’re even following me tbH.

👾: your theme is awesome!

🌄: GO TO BED.

man you guys are really good at exposing me huh ahjdjd

💉: talking to you or seeing you on my dash makes me feel better.

🌃: i’d like to spend more time talking to you.

if we’ve talked before i’m sorry that i’m so terrible at messaging people but whoever you are i would love to talk to you!

👒: you come off as very friendly!

😅: i often worry about upsetting you or scaring you off.

don’t worry about any of that, i’m probably more scared of you than you are of me ahdjdk

😇: every single interaction we’ve had so far has been positive.

yay!!!

🌱: i’d love to get to know you better.

whoever you are, right back at ya!

💻: are you ever not online?

like i said, i have no life ahdjdj

😆: you’ve made me laugh out loud before.

📺: we have similar interests!

also yay!!

🌊: you have a lot of personality.

📝: i know a lot about you just from following you on tumblr.

i’m not surprised, i pretty much have no filter when i’m on here ajdkdk

🐭: please be kinder to yourself.

you’re right, but i’m feeling better now

😁: you’re a little awkward, but i find it endearing.

ah shoot you’ve blown my cover ajdjdj

👍: i like you. just, in general. i think you’re genuinely a good person.

and now for the huge thank you:

thank

you

so

much!!!!!

💞💖💗💓💕💗💓💖💝💞💞💓💗💕💕💗💗💓💝💞💞💗💘💕💗💓💖💞💞💓💕💘💘💓💖💝💞💓💗💘💕💗💓💖💝💞💖💗💘💕💗💓💝💞💕💕💘💓💝💞

[lesbiancharliedalton]

Ok I'm sorry but I just remembered this story and I need to tell it before I forget. So like 3 years ago I met that one guy on okcupid right and he was the guy who took me to comic con and we hooked up and then he got a gf a week later and I freaked out on him and he blocked me.

Anyway one time we were jerking off on webcam (ajdjdj) and like... He was sitting down on his chair jerkin it... Straight up. And when he came..... he didn't... Cover the tip or anything. This fucker literally just let his cum go into the air and like... All over himself... Like... What the fuck. I remember at the time thinking that was weird and idk why I just remembered it but I'm... Discosted

[cosmidoodles]

some jantom dedicated to my local jantom shippers 🤧🤙💕