#SHES SO BEAUTIFUL I CANTTTT

[moirasdolly]

Moira NSFW Alphabet ᥫ᭡ ˖ ࣪

Contains: NSFW, mommy kink, praise, pet names, aftercare, size difference, teasing, dacryphilia

Listening to ♪ ིྀ: Role Model - Brent Faiyaz

Notes: I’m literally so obsessed with her… i can’t I CANTTTT AHHH!! But I definitely wanna do these for more characters so if you wanna request pleaseeee do 💗🐰 You can message me or do it in my asks hehe.

A = Aftercare (What they’re like after sex)

Despite how mean she can get during sex she is definitely very gentle afterwards. She wipes down your thighs with a warm washcloth, gets you cleaned up nicely, dresses you in warm pajamas and holds you closely until you both fall asleep.

B = Body Part (Their favorite body part of theirs and also their partners)

She is a fan of her hands. They’re veiny, lithe, and perfectly capable of pleasing you. On you she adores everything, but she loves your waist the most. She loves how her nails dig into your sides and how the soft skin is so pliant under her touch.

Cum = (Anything to do with cum)

She is obsessed with making you cum. If you get messy, she has a mouth for a reason.

D = Dirty Secret (Pretty self explanatory)

She loves making you cry. She thinks you are just so pretty with glimmering tears running down your soft cheeks. She’ll overstimulate you until you break, and the sight of you sobbing for her is enough to make her cum.

E = Experience (How experienced are they? Do they know what they’re doing?)

Moira is old of course she knows what she’s doing. She’s had many partners in the past, but none compare to you.

F = Favorite Position (This goes without saying)

She likes to cage you in under her. She’s a tall woman and you just shrink under her. Moira just loves feeling dominant and being on top of you, maybe her knee in between your thighs, and her hands roaming your body, gives her that feeling. She also loves having her face between your thighs.

G = Goofy (Are they more serious in the moment? Are they humorous? etc)

I think she prefers to be serious in bed, but from time to time she likes to tease you.

H = Hair (How well groomed are they? Does the carpet match the drapes? etc)

Up to your imagination.

I = Intimacy (How are they during the moment? The romantic aspect)

Moira values intimacy in the bedroom above everything. She loves degradation and for every time she calls you her slut, her whore, or anything of the sort she will follow it up with praise and a sweet act that shows she truly loves you.

J = Jack off (Masterbation headcanon)

She doesn’t often, she doesn’t really have the drive to do it. That is unless you happen to send her a video of you playing with yourself while she’s stuck at work, then she can’t help it. You just work her up so much.

K = Kink (One or more of their kinks)

She definitely has a mommy kink… It gives her a bit of a power trip.

L = Location (Favorite places to do the do)

Strictly the bedroom, she’s a very private woman and she wants to keep your sweet noises to herself. If she knows there’s no chance of getting caught then maybe, just maybe would she would eat you out in her lab.

M = Motivation (What turns them on, gets them going)

When you dress up for her. She loves seeing how beautiful you look only for her to strip it off of you nice and slow.

N = No (Something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

She will never be submissive. Ever. She likes to take care of you more than anything. When she’s on the receiving end, she will still find a way to be in control. She also never degrades you without immediately praising you. She never wants to make you feel unloved.

O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc)

She prefers giving, adores the noises you make when she’s between your thighs.

P = Pace (Are they fast and rough? Slow and sensual? etc)

Usually slow and sensual, but if you beg her to go faster, harder, she will oblige.

Q = Quickie (Their opinions on quickies, how often, etc)

Not a fan at all. She loves taking her time with you. She likes to see you come undone by her own doing.

R = Risks (Are they game to experiment? Do they take risks? etc)

Ehhh… not really. She knows what she likes and she knows what you like, but if you ever wanted to try something new she would try it at least once to please you.

S = Stamina (How many rounds can they go for? How long do they last?)

Oh my lord, I just know Moira can last the whole night. She’ll want to cum at least once but you? She’ll give you one release after another.

T = Toys (Do they own toys? Do they use them? On a partner or themselves?)

She definitely owns a vibrator and a strap, but she uses them on you only.

U = Unfair (How much they like to tease)

Normally she loves giving you what you want, but some days she just wants to see you beg for her. She loves seeing how you react to her teasing.

V = Volume (How loud they are, what sounds they make, etc)

She moans quietly, but the sound is amplified because she’ll do it right in your ear. Make you soak up every last sound she makes.

W = Wildcard (A random headcanons for the character)

She secretly loves when you *try* to take control. She gives the illusion that she’ll submit to you, but truly she’ll always be in control. She just gets off on how happy it makes you.

X = X-ray (Let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)

She’s pretty lean, but toned as well. Have you seen her v-line in her banshee skin? Yeah…

Y = Yearning (How high is their sex drive?)

Pretty high. Multiple times a week for sure.

Z = Zzz (How quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

Not quickly at all. She likes to take care of you and make sure you’re feeling your best before even considering sleep.

[browneyes-issac]

Hellos everyoneeee!!! 💞👋

Sooooo I'm coming backkkk!! Finally!! 🙈💞😆

Warning This is super longgggg!! 🤣🙈

So I deeply apologize for dropping off the face of the earth back in February... I really had full 100% intentions of staying up to date with ready and writing... I just... I really think I overwhelmed myself working and trying to keep up.. Which that's nothing against anyone. I'm just super slow and I was still getting used to working evening being there five months. So I was sleeping more then my usual napping. So I think that's what started me backing away.

Then the housekeeping boss... She was becoming more and more of a bully to us and one of the ladies in laundry finally had enough and went to HR. She ended up getting fired. My aunt ended up taking the position.. Which yeah that was the logical choice but some stuff happened with her which I'll get into later on. But yeahhh, original boss lady strained on my mental health a lot...

And I am big on saying heyy blow up my phone if you need and or want to for whatever you want.. But I feel bad doing it to others so getting behind on my reading.. It kinda messed with me. Because I feel really bad for not staying up to date but also I just... I was getting burned out I think... 🥺🥺

~

A positive note ----

Biketok kinda consumed me on tiktok... 🤣🙈 gotta love the masked men love that Mando started for meeeee!! 🤣🤭

I have no words.. They all are so amazing and badass and I just... Yeahhh 🤭😍 I used to really hate sports bikes... But idk tiktok showed me they can be absolutely beautiful and their riders are so amazing... 🥺

I got a whole list of them that I follow and love but there is this one... His name is Angel. I don't even know where to start with him. He's so amazing, precious, dorky, idkk I just love and adore him. 💞

When I started following him it kinda started out as a crush.. Because ya know a booktok themed video of his popped up.. 🤣🤭 But once I got to know him through his lives and his more personal posts.. My love for him turned more into a comfort love. He brings me so much joy and comfort.. Like his fourth live I watched, I passed tf out. And I'm big on the saying; you fall asleep faster when you are laying next to someone you feel safe with. And it's the same thing with him. His voice just... 🥺💞🥰 Even when the dork is screaming and yelling at his games on live.. Still pass out and stay asleep. 🤣 he's really helped me heal a lot... 🫶

^^^^ this is the stinker in question. 🤭🤣 he did a face reveal, so I feel it's ok I am posting it on other social media. 💞 He's so stinking handsome I cantttt!! 😍💞🥰

I may still do thirsty comments on his posts.. But my teasing love and comfort love for him over powers that.. He just knows how to get under my skin with the spiciness.. 🤣🙈

He does have a girlfriend, which I'm endlessly happy for him.. He deserves endlesssss happiness!! 💞

If you would like to check him out... All socials are Outrunangels. He also has music out under that name. 🥰 he has music out under another name too, but not gonna promote it.. Not gonna type it out, if you'd like to listen to it after you've checked out the angel stuff.. Let me know and or I'll do a post about it too.. 🤣

~~~~~

Ok back to the annoying soppy stuff.. Enough of me gushing about my Angel baby.. 🤣💞🤭

So when I was pulled into biketok.. I found this one guy. He followed me back on tiktok and one day we started talked and he asked to move to snap, because tiktok didn't send him notifications good enough.. Which is fine, I had no problem with that. We started talking more.. Kinda... Kinda ended up being more of a spicy relationship. Which I was fine with. Because I've never been a relationship or had any romantic anything.. I know I've never shared this on here, but I've grown a lot and I'm not that ashamed of it anymore. I'll share about what helped me later on.

Anyways. This guy... I confessed I started developing feelings for him and that I'd love to start to get to know each other better. His response was I'm sorry I don't do relationships because I move around a lot. Ok I get that completely, but long distance can work and it doesn't hurt to at least have friends.

So I kinda started stepping back.. Because that hurt and as time went on it did more and I had some good days. Then around the middle of August, maybe the week after my birthday (it's the 6th ), he posted a few videos with a girl and I believe one said it was his girlfriend. Sooo yeahhh that killed me a bit. Like ok you could have been a decent human and said hey I don't like you anymore so let's stop talking, because I found someone.

I stepped back completely then.. I kept him on everything and just slowly deleted him off of everything. A few weeks ago a video of his popped up, he ended up breaking up with that girl.. I kinda laughed, because karmaaaa! 🤷‍♀️

Angel came into my life at a really good time. It was right before the crap with this guy got really bad for my mental health. And just like his name he was an angel and saved me. 🥺💞

Back to work stuff... Ya know how I said my aunt is my boss? Yeah kinda sucks now... So my dad is the manager for the bowling alley in town. He hired my cousin, my aunts son. He's been slacking a lot.. Dad has tried talking to him a lotttt... Fought to get him a raise... And then the Monday after my dad's birthday he fired him. Because he went behind dads back to the GM.. What's the point of dad being manager if he's gonna go to the GM?? Some other stuff happened too that caused dad to finally fire him.

My aunt is a childish person... So of course when my dad tried to talk to her calmly when she was there with her bowling buddies... She blew up at him talking about this isn't my problem blah blah.. And some other stuff that is family stuff.. Don't wanna get into it.. Been dealing with that mentally too much...

So she's been acting annoyingly at work.. Some other reasons too, but it irritates me too much so not gonna get into it.

Back in September one of the CNAs on my Hall was making fun t-shirts for all of us to wear for Halloween in October. She asked me to come help her and just hang out.. She only had mine left to do, pay day was the following week.. So I assumed that we were gonna wait to wear them until I had mine done. Which awesome, I'm fine with waiting.. Get to work Tuesday.. And all of them are wearing their shirts... It crushed me, but I didn't say anything because I've never been like that. But my mom, the protector she is... Did say something to Chrissy (aunt/boss) and a CNA she's friends with.. She talked to her in confidence as friend and fellow mom... Well this girl went to the nursing boss about it... So boss lady chewed the nursing saffs butts about it...

Mind you. Two of the CNAs I've known most of my life.

I think it was the Friday that this happened... When I got back upstairs from break, the girl that did the shirts asked if I was upset about not having my shirt yet. I said yes, but once I thought about it I was fine with not having it yet because I'm the housekeeper and the youngest, and my shirt is a different picture... And then mom got upstairs too because the CNA that actually cared about me out of the two I know, she had asked for mom to come talk to her... Because she knows how I'd react about the situation..

Mom and her walked away and I was still talking to the shirt maker one.. Boss lady and the other one I've known forever both said idk why we have to deal with right now and in the middle of the hall... Um excuse me, this is how we always talk.. It's not my fault you guys don't do your job properly so you gotta race to do things when state is in the building... So I walked away crying...

This killed me a lot.... Then the CNA that is mean that I've known... She keeps singling me out and setting me up for crap...

Mind you, she started doing this the week my mom was puking her brains out.

Oh and another thing I'm gonna share with y'all finally... I still live with parents.. We all aren't in a rush for me to move out and I help with bills, which is why I wanted a job...

We didn't know what was wrong with her.. She couldn't stand up really without feeling dizzy and puking... So no work for her.. I was having to worry about helping get her stuff done plus my hall. So I was slacking a lot. Because my mom is never sick. So I was freaking out and struggling a lot... She ended up going to the doctors and found out she has verdigo.

And this woman decides to start doing this crap that week and telling my boss.. I'm gonna leave this and see how long it takes lotus to pick it up... Like wtffff???

So yeah this all has been straining on my mental health a lot... I'm finally slowly getting bsck to being better... I'm gonna be switching to deep cleaning soon.. I'm training the new girl. I'm hoping she won't freak out and quite. 🤞

~~~ two postive things again.. 🥰

First.. The thing that had helped me not be ashamed of being single all my life and have no romantic background at all... I found this audio erotica app called Quinn. They have Voice actors that do spicyyy audios. It's such a wide range of stuff on there. Very sex postive. And their social media team posts so amazingly with helping us understand the positivity that goes with sex. They have helped me a lot with being ok with how I am not having experience. And I follow a few of the ones I love.. And ahh they are so sweet and awesome.. Have helped a lot too. Also, Quinn is only $5 a month.. 👀👀

Second... I got my first tattoo!!!

The meaning ---- this is a mental health tattoo.🫶

no I didn't get the lotus out of cheesiness of it being my name. I got it because I love the symbolism of it. Lotus flowers grow through the mud. So I have always said; you have to push through the mud of life to blossom into the beautiful lotus flower you are.

The words. I have always said that to my friends and myself.. And ya know I don't really cuss unless I'm really mad and that is how I always type out that cuss word.

It is also in honnor the people we have lost to suicide. 💞 I've had some family friends, famous people I adore and just in general for people we've lost to it. 💞

It's still super weird I have one. I never thought I would be able to do it!! I'm so scared of pain, but this pain.. It hurt but not really.. My mom and I keep saying, it's the perfect pain that doesn't hurt like other pain. I so calm during it that my hand went cold from keeping it still.. 🙈🤣

I can't wait to get moreeeee!! 🤭🤭

Ok will post this with some tags and then reblog with tagging people and some more to write. 💞

[gayspock]

also some more wishy washy thoughts bc like

btw i was kind of scared throughout my whole first playthrough, that kim was going to fuck me over. sam will vouce for my woes. like i was anticipating it... not emotionally bracing myself for it, but quite the contrary -i was getting ready, 100% prepared to fully let him gaslight me if he wanted to. it would be within his right, etc. and i will die by this mans side, etc.

but like... ALSO for real, tho. and this is not to knock the game, and it wasnt me assuming the worst of it per se despite what it sounds - bc it wasnt an instinct, specific to it, but like i think its kind of the natural expectation i had, that it might try to do some sort of "twist" at the end, as mysteries try to do. and honestly just... patterns in recent "media" (sweeps broadly). and regarding that kim would be the only viable candidate, really, except for the boring choice of "harry did it" (and i wanst expecting it to do that ofc). but otherwise- like just in a meta sense, yknow? intuition adjacent. bc it'd have to be someone youre invested it, outside of the main suspects, and also there's a lot of conveniences with kim that arent ever questioned, and could make it plausible. so i was like GENUINELY KIND OF LIKE.... ? did he fuckin DO something. bc for a lot of the back half .and i didnt kno how to feel- bc i am VERYYY invested in kim, so id be LIKE BWAAAA,

but also if that was the twist its, well, a twist in the very functional sense and not really a twist at all. bc other than shock, it rlly isnt the making for a good STORY - esp bc i dont think it would have rlly done much, since kims also an outsider to this setting (unless in this hypothetical he did have some motive, but ehhh even then tis off) and you know, martinaise is very much a main character in this game shes INVOLVED.. SHE ISSSS.... and idk- maybe theres a way to have made it work- which again, is what i was assuming, that it'd catch me off in that way somehow bc im open to that- and i thought more would be the case the closer to endgame bc we had dwindling characters and whilst, yes, DE isnt that much about the mystery in a who dunnit sense but more about the story of the world it still felt... wrong that they might bring in some new character last second to be the murderer

but godddd... they pulled it off so fucking well. and i was so RELIEVED tht kim was just my best fucking FRIEND KIM - thank god - and seriously sheriouslyy i loved the ending- i really did- bc of the relief that yknow... its like yeah fuck me. like my braisn mush, i seriouslyyy wanna replay just to digest it all more, but i thank everything hat they made the choice that they did. like is it the best fucking end to a mystery no but like... themeatically, speaking? fucking on par, perfect and in step with everything else in the game.

like everything.... [rotates it in my mind] i keep thinking abt the matchbox tower and how it stands perfectly for like 3 seconds, and then it topples over, its transient, and how the phasmid, too, exists only for a moment and its beautiful and then it leaves and how people dont remember or believe in it bu also how harry doesnt remember his past but hes consumed by it, reveres it, and how glad i am he never does fully remember how he never does go back bc he cantttt you cant and something something martinaise is filled with ghosts and this all started by soemone who was here long before any of them but also didnt know any of them, and he took a shot and it lead to a bloodbath in the middle of the street and wtf ... something something thr game is about and existing only in delicate moments but the importance of that momentary existence and of faith in it ... because you might literally find a huge bug . like seriously that cunt was massive

[gvzel]

AYÇA AYŞIN TURAN └ Meryem Akça / Meryem (1x29)

[thiziri]

The Princess Royal ✨♥️

[ditttiii]

Do you have a favorite Studio Ghibli movie? Mine is Ponyo

at the risk of sounding cliche, it’s My Neigbour Totoro. It was the first Ghibli movie I watched and well I named my puppy after it so *sweatdrops* it’s just even more special to me now haha

I haven’t seen Ponyo yet but I am going to watch it this Sunday. let’s see if my favourite changes <33 

[wholesome-lesbiab]

My gf got a BUZZCUT YALL my gay heart was NOT ready

[xbarrjallenx]

Can’t Fight This Feeling

Pairing: Mike Wheeler x Reader

Request: “Omfg!! 💕💕💕 Ahhh "Jealous" was soo amazinggg!! It made me so sad but it was amazing! ❤ Can we have a part 4?? Omfg 💕💕 “

“Jealous is just perfect omg I love youu! if it's not too much trouble please do a part 4? I really need this cause my heart is broken right now haha xx”

“NO NO NO NOW WE NEED A PART FOUR TO CHASING PAVEMENTS!! I CANTTTT THE ANGST”

“part 4! part 4! part 4! i'm on the edge of my seat!!”

“Hi Queen! I really liked (LOVED) your fanfic with Mike, and I would like to request a 4th part. DO THE FORTH PART! PLEASE! I NEED IT! HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO SURVIVE SCHOOL WITHOUT YOUR FANFICS!!!!!!?? HOWW??!! I NEED IT!”

Summary: (Y/N) tried to clear things out with Mike, even though they were both broken.

Word count: 2.108

Posted: 26th of November 2017

A/N: Finally the last part! This honestly made me cry, but I hope that you still like it. I didn’t know how to end it, so I would appreciate it if you tell me your opinion about the ending. Thank you so much!

Thank you for the support, I love you all guys! I hope that you like it and enjoy reading!

- G. x

Links: Chasing Pavements (Part 1); Jessie’s Girl (Part 2); Jealous (Part 3)

“I love you and I’m jealous of the way you’re happy without me.”

A phrase with thirteen words continuously bothered your confused and chaotic mind ever since you went back to the Wheeler’s basement. You chose to isolate yourself from the group to think about the messy happenings between you and your best friend and you stayed inside Mike’s blanket fort, hugging his favourite stuffed toy. He pushed you away, you couldn’t force him to talk to you.

Many questions ran through your mind and you considered them as a torture for yourself since you couldn’t answer them vividly. Did he really love you? If ever, was it really in a romantic way or just platonically? Wasn’t he your best friend? Why wasn’t he happy to see you smile? Shouldn’t be happy for you?

“He loves you,” A sweet and calm voice broke your deep thoughts. A very familiar girl sat on the floor to perfectly see your devastated pretty face, her fingers slowly brushing your soft hands. You caught her gaze and you gave her a confused stare, maybe Dustin already told your friends what has happened upstairs. “I mean Mike.”

“How did you know?” You fired back at her, detaching your gaze from her. You observed your best friends from afar and they were in a corner, still explaining to Max the party’s favourite game.

“He told me,” She slightly smiled at you, wiping the remaining tear stains off your red cheeks. Eleven was a beautiful girl with a pure heart and you weren’t wrong to think that Mike loved her, instead of you. “and I believe him. Do you know why?” She kindly asked, fixing the messy hair that covered some parts of your face.

“Why?” You muttered, not in the mood to talk to anyone. Your heart started to beat crazily as the situation suddenly sank in your mind: Eleven was talking to you about Mike’s feelings. You expected her to be the last one to talk to you and you quickly felt guilty as you underestimated her kindness. You thought that she would hate you, instead, she was in front of you, slowly helping you.

“Because when you love someone, you would talk about him or her uninterruptedly. You would keep on thinking about that special person, suddenly smiling when a memory of you together suddenly stumbles on your own path.” She nonchalantly stated. Her voice was bursting in confidence and you were surprised because she hadn’t got any difficulty on saying some difficult words. Her language surely improved, but it wasn’t the only thing that surprised you. Her wisdom, her knowledge about love was something beyond. “That was what Mike did in this past month: talk about you and his feelings for you.”

“He did?” You questioned her as you considered her eyes. Your heartbeat was impossible to control and you knew that only Mike could leave this effect on you. Mike really loved you and you didn’t even notice it.

“Of course, he did. He was devastated when you left, but he was on cloud nine when you came back.” She explained with an empathetic gaze. “Unluckily, people misunderstood everything during the Snow Ball and the situation left Mike with a broken heart.”

Eleven left you speechless. Mike loved you and Eleven knew everything. You realized that there were some things that a best friend would never confide you, mostly when it came to your feelings and emotions. You were over the edge, breathless while your heart pounded. Mike’s words began step on it again, leaving a bottomless hole and weigh in your chest.

“I love you and I’m jealous of the way you’re happy without me.”

“Go get him, (Y/N). Get the reason of your smiles, of your happiness.” She gently recommended you. You couldn’t deny that the girl warmed your broken heart and she successfully made you smile.

“Thank you, El.” You sweetly muttered, leaving the stuffed toy behind. You got out of the blanket fort and you helped Eleven to stand up. She helped you to realized how important Mike was for you. You couldn’t shatter your friendship, neither your party, for something stupid. You couldn’t fight this horrible feeling anymore and you have decided: you were conquering your best friend back.

“You’re always welcome, (Y/N).” She replied with a smile, fixing your messy hair. You also fixed your clothes and you flashed her another wide smile. You walked towards the stairs and you heard your friends cheering for you.

“Go on, (Y/N)! You can do it.” You heard Dustin encouraging you and you blew the group a kiss as you took the stairs without looking back.

You could hear your loud heartbeats as you made your way towards Mike’s room. You were anxious and nervous, but it was now or never. You couldn’t ruin your friendship and keep on shouting at each other. You completed each other as you were two puzzle pieces that fit together.

“Mi-“ You were about to knock on his bedroom door, but you noticed that it was halfway closed. You silently peeked on the small hole as you tried to search for Mike’s silhouette in the darkness.  

“Just come in, (Y/N)!” He snapped, still not swallowing his own pride. You hardly gulped and you pushed the wooden door to open it fully, entering his messy room slowly. He has been throwing things across the room and you tortured your lower lip as you noticed how broken he was. “What is it?”

“Ca-can we properly talk?” You stuttered, closing the door behind you and slowly sitting on the edge of his comfortable bed.

“About what?” He groggily said, voice slightly breaking. You unleashed a long and deep sigh as you noticed that he has been crying during the past hours. You hurt him, you broke him.

“About everything, Mike. About the mess that we have made.” You faced Mike, but you still couldn’t see his beautiful face as the room was dark. It was also cold and shivers were sent down your spine. “I can’t fight this feeling anymore, I need to let this out. We need to solve this.”

“What for?” He muttered and you could still hint an angry tone in his voice. You fidgeted with the hem of your clothes, nervously shaking since you couldn’t break Mike’s walls. Of course, you perfectly knew Mike and there was a huge invisible wall between the two of you. He was hiding the real Mike behind this wall and you just wanted to wreck it so bad. “You are already in a relationship with Dustin.”

“That!” You fearlessly pointed out. “That’s our problem, Mike!” You reached for the lampshade that stood on his bedside table to turn it on. You couldn’t resist it anymore, you needed to see Mike, you needed to see his face, nevertheless he was crying in pain. “Did I ever confirm that I was in a relationship with Dustin? Did I ever confirm it, Michael?”

You were almost shouting and Mike just stayed in silence, thinking of a possible answer. You looked at him and you considered his puffy dark coloured eyes. “People cheered for you, you hugged him in the middle of the crowd, laughing at his dorky jokes.”

“He did that because I was broken too, Mike!” You loudly exclaimed, tears slowly stinging your eyes and wetting your red cheeks. “I was broken and you didn’t even realize it, Mike.”

“Broken?” He nonchalantly exclaimed, sitting up on his bed. “Broken for what? For conquering every boy around you?”

“What the hell are you talking about, Wheeler?!” You angrily exclaimed, totally facing him. He considered your glossy orbs, slowly feeling bad for shouting at you. “You are so dumb, really dumb!”

“And everything of this was all my fault, (Y/N)?” He pointed himself with his index finger, offended as you sharply insulted him. You hated him, you hated him for assuming things, for misunderstanding things. Mike was an intelligent kid, but why couldn’t he understand that you loved him. “It wasn’t my fault if you were beautiful, if your smile could make every boy fall in love with you. Your laugh, oh my God, your laugh,” He chuckled sarcastically, tears slowly wetting his shirt. “it’s so angelic, melodic. Damn it, (Y/N). You made me fall in love with you, but you didn’t catch me. Oh, of course, I couldn’t compete with the boy you love either. I am just your best friend and I don’t have the right to dictate you who to love or not!”

You already knew that he loved you, so he would just mention everything that he loved in you. He didn’t want to hurt you, to step on you. All that he wanted was to have his best friend back, to spend his time with you, for you to love him back.

“I am sure that Dustin loved your flaws, you are his best friend too. I couldn’t just blame Dustin, so I am blaming you.” His gaze slightly softened as he noticed the endless tears streaming down your face. “I am blaming you for capturing my heart, for making this friendship grow stronger. I am so stupid to fall in love with you, but I also loved it, just as much as I loved you.” He continuously blabbered, hands strongly gripping on his warm blankets.

You were shaking, you didn’t know if he was complimenting you or insulting you. Why would everything be your fault? You did nothing. You just stayed beside him when he needed you, you considered him your closest best friend, but still, he blamed you. He shattered you in half with his words, but you couldn’t help but love him more, although he was so innocent, oblivious and stupid.

“I hate you, (Y/N), because you left me, you left the party. I needed you, but who was beside me during your absence? Eleven. She cheered me up, just like what you did in the past. She became my closest friend, that was why I left you alone during our Snow Ball. I wanted to hurt you, just like you what you did to me, but I was wrong on doing it. I was so wrong.” He shook his head in despair. “I hated you the most today, earlier today. I overheard some words, when you confessed your feelings to Dustin.”

You tortured your lower lip as you took your courage to make your move. He was exaggerating and that was because of his stupidity. That idiot would just keep on talking shit until he had his walls built up.

“My life has been such a whirlwind since I saw you, I loved you and hated you at the same time for that, (Y/N). I’ve been running around in circles in my mind and it always seems that I’m following you, (Y/N).” He hardly sniffed as he took the weigh out of his chest. “I hated you, (Y/N), but loved you because you took me to the places, that alone I’d never find.”

Right after he stopped himself from talking, you took all of the courage that you have built up. You couldn’t take his words anymore, they were stabbing you in the back. They were sharper than a knife and it hurt even more, because all of them came from Mike’s mouth.

You slowly leant in to diminish the space between your faces. The boy was still handsome, even though he spent his afternoon crying. His features, his eyes, his lips, you loved all of them. You have always thought that he was perfect, he really was. You then slowly closed the gap between the two of you with a slow and gentle kiss, not even deepening it. You just wanted to shut him up, to tell him that your heart beat for him and not for his best friend, Dustin. You wanted to make him feel the love, the truth.

Of course, you shattered all at once the walls that he built so high. His face softened, your body stopped shaking. There was a mere silence in the room, nothing was could be heard, except the loud throbbing of your hearts. You broke the kiss and you considered each other’s eyes, he was speechless, breathless, but still managed to slightly smile. His face communicated mixed emotions: happiness, sadness, relief, astonishment, love.

“I love you, Mike.” You sincerely confessed as you broke the comfortable silence between the two of you. You emphasized your words to let him know that it was him. It has always been him and it would always be him. No matter what. “Only you.”

[lustingtc]

May TC Challenge 1-7

Day 1 – Have you ever said something embarrassing to/in front of your TC? All the fucking time, I’ve posted about all of them so y’know just ask if you want to know :’‘)) Day 2 – When did your TC start teaching you? Does he/she still teach you? First year, a Wednesday afternoon. He’s still teaching me now, and hopefully for GCSE he will as well!! Day 3 – Do you know anything about your TC’s childhood/youth? I know in his teen years he used to play for a football team in Spain, he also apparently killed his guinea pig when he was a kid...wrong TCC tbh Day 4 – Describe your TC’s eyes. The fucking blues, most beautiful things ever!! It’s like you’re looking at a clear summer sky,, Day 5 – What’s your favorite outfit on him/her? All of them are pretty fucking peng lads, but tbh I really don’t pay attention to what he wears I’m to focused no when he ROLLS UP HIS SLEEVES UGH. WIG, SNATCHED. VIRGINITY? WHO’S SHE? I JUST CANTTTT Day 6 – How do you try to impress your TC? Legit I don’t...I just get on with the work and listen y’know Day 7 – Describe what you think your wedding would look like. What are you both wearing? Who’s invited? What’s for dinner? No fucking clue lets be honest here, I guess it’d be pretty regular?? Idk just let me at the fucking cake m8

[lindseyluvsdrag]

Omg you met Raven!!! How did this happennn? Is she lovely in person? So happy for you💕

I DID!! And now I’m gonna tell you the entire story 😂Like most people assume that Pearlet are my favorite queens, which they are but Raven has a special place in my heart as being my first drag love. Watching season 2 I was like 😱 who is this beautiful creatureee?! And she made me fall in love with drag. So fast forward to the first DragCon (2015) I meet her and I was so creepy about it. 😂 Her and JuJu were sharing a table and I was like oh hey JuJu, you’re beautiful *turns to Raven and is like four inches away from her face* I…LOVE…YOU…YOU…ARE… PERFECTION and she gave me a ton of hugs and was just so sweet and yeah I just was so happy. Fast forward to the second DragCon, I bring face cookies for Raven and Pearlet, well Pealet got their cookies but I could not find Raven, I had no idea where her booth was and it was just a mess, I wanted to cry lol the worst part was that they had the DragCon parties and she performed and lady bunny asked her where she was gonna be and all the queens gave really evasive answers. (I think raven said the dumpster out back, Trinity k bonet was like I’ll be at KFC, etc) I’m they type of person who needs GPS to get down the street so following the DragCon map without even knowing her general location was the worst. So I go home with a damn Raven cookie looking like a sad puppy. The same thing happened at DragCon this year! In LA it was SO damn crowed and I just couldn’t find her 😣 so i go home sad again.Fast forward to September, I saw a flyer saying that she was going to be at a local club HERE so I nearly broke my finger buying the ticket 😂 and when I got there, I wore a cookie costume while my friend wore the milk. And seeing her again so up close, I felt faint like this was two years in the making! I wanted to pass out 😂 maybe I’m dramatic but I was more nervous meeting Raven again than I was meeting RuPaul for the first time 😂 so I try to tip her but backed out cause I didn’t wanna make eye contact then I tipped her during the second number and she spent like a whole 45 seconds lipsyncing to me 💀💀 when it was time for the meet and greet, I made my friend rehearse lines to say because I knew I’d be like too starstruck to even think but she was SO SWEET as always. She loved the cookie and asked to keep it forever. And after the m&g I showed her the photo of the 2016 cookie I’d made and she was like where is it?! I’m like in the trash this was a year ago🙈😂 she told me I was amazing and was like I wanna do a shot with you! I was like I cantttt I’m driving home and she’s like okay we’ll make it a weak shot and she shouts across the club asking for two weak shots 😂 so there’s footage of me being a squirming bitch over the weak shot I had with Raven 😂 and she was like are you sure you're ok to drive I'm like yes, and we made a super cute pinky promise that I was fine lol she just was so perfect and told me to find her in LA at DragCon next year so it’s my 2018 mission to find her and successfully deliver a cookie 😂 I hope everyone gets the chance to meet her at some point because she’s just too perfect for words💖

[chanelandceline]

favorite photo ever of kylie