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[cryptic-ashes]

"My whole world has suddenly turned insane."

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[astheskycries]

I'd much prefer that you fell asleep against my shoulder, my love. I hope this message finds you well. - SH

I wish you were here with me to rest with, it’s been an awful week…

[upgradeurlosersoftware]

"... god these fucking hurt.. where's my painkillers-"

[vicious-daughter-of-zeus]

closed rp starter: mental breakdown with a big ol’ trigger warning

chat this one comes with a MASSIVE trigger warning for the following: sh, suicidal thoughts, child abuse, murder/death, cigarettes, and alcohol

I can however tone it down a little bit, just let me know if you need me to not mention any of these things and I will not mention any of it.

and since it’s a closed starter only interact if you’re close with elektra (aka if you’re in the pinned post). I probably won’t be tagging you here since I’m massively afraid of triggering people.

post for context

it was the day after the mysterious figure had come and taken elektra’s necklace. She was finally free. Then why did she feel so fucking sad? This was a moment she had always fantasized about: a day where she would no longer bear the curse of her necklace, and yet now that this day was here, why was she acting like this?

You found elektra sitting on the floor of the bathroom, she seemed like an entirely different person. All that composure, all that attitude, completely gone. Her eyes were red and her makeup was smudged. All she had on was a tank top and some shorts; you could see knife scars lined up and down her arms and legs with a lichtenberg figure on her right shoulder. Now that her necklace was really gone, you could see bruises around her neck from how often she would yank on it. There were lots cigarette ends and half-empty alcohol bottles littered around the room. She played with a beat up pocket knife in her hands.

[demigod-jack-hearth]

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Moodboard by @reyna4ever

TWs

(mental health issues, SH, suicidal mentions, SA, occasionally gore, swearing)

Family is the most important thing

Name: Jack Hearth she/her

Age: 17. Birthday= 16th December

Sexuality : pansexual

Height : 6"2 (WOOOO, growth spurt)

Gender : female (jack's gone fully fem)

Pronouns : she/her

Godly parent: none/adopted by Hestia @unproblematic-hestia

Legacy of @bast-the-best26 (Egyptian goddess of cats)

Relationship status : single

Patrons

warm orange eyes, swimmers build, celestial bronze hand

Fatal flaw: low self-esteem + personal loyalty

Backstory :

parents died in a car crash, and she was chased by hellhounds, this is where Hestia found and saved her life, she then named her, her champion even if she is mortal, she then helped her get to CHB where she stayed for 6 years, before moving to CJ after the second giant war. She now moves between camps quite often

Powers : fire manipulation, can heal with fire, fire immunity, can summon food, charmspeak, manipulate love, enhanced agility, enhanced senses, partially immortal, plant manipulation, emotion manipulation, can communicate with cats, hydrokinetic, can speak with snakes, can sense monsters, can shapeshift, can control the winds, heals from moonlight, more energy from the moon, can cause someone to go insane, can communicate with dragons, can slightly control dragons, can create hallucinations

Parents : dead

Adopted by

@unproblematic-hestia = mom

@damiedantediane = dad

@mache-of-greece = mama

Siblings :

@thegroovydaughterofhestia

@unfortunate-daughter-of-hestia

@iceweavercatlover

Kids

Face claim :

Cat form

His weapons

There's 2 of these ⬇️

Important starters

Few occ notes

I also run the blog @in-this-together-forever @jacks-best-kid @snowflake-spawn @the-olympus-assassin

OCC is gender fluid - please use they/them unless I've specified

Occ is pan - I will make a lot of jokes about it

A lot of British jokes will be made - I am British

Fanart ⬇️

[static-x3]

(you're getting thrown onto the infinity train >:3)

[Random portal opens, sending static to a random, seemingly abandoned train station, a very long/ large train rolling up to the stop, green light filtering out from the inside of the windows]

[Static takes a moment to get their bearings, looking along the length of the train, the train cars stretching out of view both ways. They take a curious step forward, tilting their head and squinting slightly to try and see through the windows to no avail]

[rasuo]

Why is my body so gross…? Accidentally scared someone with my scars today… made me feel so icky…

Every time I look at it… it’s like he’s still haunting me… like he’s haunting me, even though he’s dead… like my skin is tainted… both from scars and his touch… want it gone…! But it won’t go away…

[flawless-curry]

Your. Mentally ill fifteen year old has apparently attempted in your bathroom? The d3mon-prodigy one

Oh kid.....

[thetasteofbeautyandlove]

Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck, he’s gonna be so fucking mad at me… he told me not to do something dumb and I do THIS..?! Fuck, there’s so much blood… god I can’t breathe… this is so bad… this is so fucking bad…

[suicideenthusiast]

guys so my stomach was itchy cuz i was sweaty so i was itching it. i go into the shower and I HAVE A LITERAL SCRATCH ON MY STOMACH BECAUSE OF IT??

[thegoodnessofprovidence]

There is this scene in The Resident Patient that is so very dear, because here's Holmes tearing up their entire sitting room rifling through his index for something he knows is there, but simply cannot find yet all Watson has to do is follow Holmes's own index and finds the material right away.

This implies a few things, namely

Watson is familiar with Holmes's filing system well enough that he can filter by the necessary criteria to find a document within seconds of a prompt

Holmes cannot retrieve data from his own index that he himself created and has spent all day in vain trying to find something Watson was able to retrieve in seconds and created an enormous mess of papers

Holmes has spent so much time trying to find this information in his own index that he has completely covered any surface of the sitting room with discarded / wrong papers and has sent Mrs Hudson into a fright

Therefore...

While Holmes has certainly compiled the material for his index, it is Watson who makes it usable. Holmes without Watson is data, but it is Watson who turns it the data into information.

[thescienceofdeductionblogs]

This website is BORING.

Nothing is happening.

Why am I even here?

-SH

[currently-escaping-death]

Why do you still need to sleep when dead? Like you’re body stops working when you die, but for some reason I still need to sleep

Wonder if you can still get injured here…

[ihatethisstuf]

This is a scheduled post (From, November 2nd, 2024, It's supposed to be posted November 24th, but Idrk how to schedule, so we just pray it works). Trigger warning for (in a positive connotation) self harm (its bit graphic) and mention of suicide. If you were mentioned, but those are a trigger for you, skip to the part you were mentioned (it'll be mentioned in grey), do not force yourself to go through it.

I know this is a rp blog. But, everyone who interacted, roleplayed with, damn simply reblogging it, had an huge impact on this achievement.

On November, 24th of 2023, I cutted myself. It took me to the ER. Thankfully, I did not get stitches, but it did leave a scar, a scar I thought would haunt me forever.

Spoiler: It didn't.

I remember the doctor asking me if I had suicidal thoughts or ever attempted it, and I knew that depending on my answer, it could take me to a psychiatric unit; I didn't want that. I didn't want the fear of explaining it to family or friends. So I lied, I lied, putting in mind that from then on, I'd commit to that never ever happening again. And here I am. 1 year free. And tell you something, these 2 months were hell, but every notification, every interaction, it was a daily motivation: "I need to finish that arc," "I could make more posts like it", so I can only say thank you and sorry if I sounded desperate sometimes, it felt like here was my only escape

Part of my young 5-year-old me, who dreamed of being themselves, without fear, was healed by this blog; I can thankfully be the EVIL VILLAIN MUAHAHAHA, and know that it's not that bad, know that liking villains does not make me a bad person, it does not mean I'm some sort of psychopath as some other kids would tell me.

Honestly, I completely understand if these blogs mods don't read it, bc it might be triggering, but I'll mention, just in case.

@one-sixer-please (I love interacting with your blog, is always fun, and it truly motivated me in my shittiest days)

@askdrunkbillcipher (Bruhh, your account is like the funniest I've ever interacted with, I don't even know what to say, just, thank you.)

@theaxolotl-god (You were one of the first accs I've ever interacted with, and truly helped me to keep going)

@river-nonbinary-billcipherfan (I've learned so much from your acc, and omg, thank you. Thank you for existing and being who you are)

@17ghostsinatrenchcoat (You seem such a genuinely nice person irl, I am really proud of you :])

@trickstertriangle (I wanna hug you/p, I love interacting with your blog and I truly hope the best for you.)

@bills-library (You were my inspiration to start this blog)

@sillycato (I love you so much/p you deserve thd world, omg infinite hugs and presents for you, you are an angel, this Lucas btw, just if you don't know lol)

@pandagobrr (I would always smile at your notifications, thank you ^^)

@ever-growing-system (I was research anon, and y'all truly helped me to figure out more of myself and my triggers, thank you :,])

If you're mentioned here, thank you so much for making this app a place that I could run to in my darkest days.

And if you're not mentioned here, there's two possible answers

1st- I forgot you and I'm sosososo sorry😭

2nd- Idrk you or dont interact much, but anyways, thank you for existing, breathing, getting out of bed, I'm so fucking proud of you. (Even who was mentioned, this is for you too)

I was always so scared that people wouldn't like me and that if I said one little thing wrong I was a terrible person, and I learned so much in this one year, that I finally can say, I'm proud of myself. I'm proud of going the lengths I went. There is lots to work on myself, I know there is, but one step at a time and maybe, one day, I might get there. But for now, I'll attempt into just not triggering myself.

-Lucas/Hyper

[sacrificialsheepskull]

Sheep cult AU lore

The lore for my Sheep cult au. Lots of generally triggering topics in here so check the tags before you read.

Chuuya is the leader of a cult called the Sheep, and has been running it for years now, making his influence known to the people of Suribachi City in Yokohama.

The cult in general is set up like your typical gang, but it is in fact a cult. Chuuya is seen as a god, or as close as he could be to a god. This is because everyone else thinks that he can directly communicate with Arahabaki, so he's seen more as their leader. There's a council in the cult, but they recognize that they are of a lower rank than Chuuya in the cult hierarchy. They perform human sacrifices to Arahabaki for a few reasons: for protection from enemies, strength, guidance, honor and reverence, and to 'feed' their deity with human blood. The rituals themselves involve making your typical ritual circle and symbols and all that, then after some chanting from the Sheep members, Chuuya emerges and is presented with a sacrificial dagger by Shirase. He either kills the sacrifices by slitting their throats or stabbing their chests, and once they've been injured (not killed, because he wants them to live long enough to watch some of the ritual) he will hold them over a large bowl that collects the blood that flows from them. He then casts them aside to bleed out while he goes to the bowl, says a prayer, then sips the blood from it.

Similarly to religious communions, the bowl is passed around until every member has tasted the blood. Afterwards, their human sacrifice is cut up and bits of their flesh are passed around to consume, finishing up the communion part. Rituals generally happen on full moons so it's easier to see, and blood moons are the absolute best times for sacrifices, so generally more than one person is slaughtered during this. There's a whole thing on moon phases and when certain rituals should be performed on some calendar that they have. Every member wears a hood over their head (only during rituals usually) and a headdress that's a pair of ram's horns underneath as well, and the type and size of the horns depends on their rank. Chuuya himself has an entire ram's skull (he has the lower jaw too but he wears it as a necklace instead) that covers the majority of his face until he decides to remove it, which he only does after sacrificing someone. The best part about this is that Arahabaki isn't actually real, so Chuuya is just getting this group of kids to make sacrifices in his name, but lies by telling them that they're serving a god. All of the deaths made for his sake have somehow enhanced his ability, not to mention given him somewhat of a demonic aura.

Naturally, no one wants to mess with these kids. Not even the Port Mafia because the Sheep don't discriminate with who they kill. Also they do reside in Suribachi City but primarily conduct sacrifices in the nearby forest as it provides for more open space and little to no interruptions from outsiders. In a pinch though they will use the slums sewer systems to do it too, but then the moon aspect isn't involved and the ritual isn't deemed as particularly strong. The best part of Chuuya's act is how his ability comes into play, because he's capable of causing small earthquakes and such with his immense power to control gravity alone, so he can use that as an excuse to claim that Arahabaki had been angered by a certain member and he demands that they pay with their own blood. He uses this as a way to get rid of undesirable people within his cult (sometimes referred to as 'the flock,' but more on sheep cult terminology later). There are also animal sacrifices. That's why they even have so many sheep horns for the members to wear, but they also kill other animals too. Their group is still mostly composed of teens and such, and they even have a strict code for not usually allowing new members in if they're past being a teenager themselves.

However, they don't typically slaughter anyone who's been a part of their group and has aged past that point unless it's on Chuuya's terms. The slums don't allow for much growth economically either, so instead of having a tithe (a percentage of income usually reserved for a religious tax) it's more or less like a tribute system so they won't mess with certain people who can pay their monthly dues, which most are unable to do. Their structure is still more or less that of a gang rather than a typical cult with a defined base of operations. There is a small community in the forest, but it looks more like a camping ground than anything. Those members are usually the ones that prevent some of the others from running off to escape the cult, so it's kinda like border control, in a way. Chuuya has to occasionally devastate certain areas of Suribachi City with earthquakes to prevent uprisings from the people that are used as 'fodder' (aka easy pickings for sacrifices), and because Japan is on a fault line, earthquakes are not unheard of. Some earthquakes are natural, while others are due to Chuuya moving large chunks of earth around himself. This would cause mass paranoia, especially if the earthquakes are natural, because then the people in that area will believe that they have done something wrong to deserve it, when that isn't the case.

In a sense, the influence of this cult is enough to affect everyone living in the city. they have to know about their 'god' in order to appease the people who are the most devoted to him. It's basically classical conditioning. If there's an earthquake, instead of it being viewed as a naturally occurring phenomenon, it's now viewed as a calamity brought on by some enraged celestial being acting through his chosen 'prophet' or what have you. 

At some point, Dazai was sent to look into this with some men, and when they all got slaughtered, he was kept as a prisoner to be used as a bargaining chip. Eventually, he is killed, but then brought back, making him undead. Sacrificing Dazai was more or less to prove a point to the mafia, as killing off an executive would weaken them. However, it was admittedly a dangerous move on Chuuya's end, considering how his cult could easily be overpowered if he wasn't there to deal with an onslaught himself. Dazai was a major sacrifice partially because Chuuya was able to get close enough to him, but also because he wanted to test out if he could bring people back if need be. At the time, there was growing unrest in his cult as well, so he had to ensure that they wouldn't try to overthrow him.

Killing off Dazai was essentially a power move to both weaken the mafia (which is really their biggest problem at the moment), and to prevent some sort of revolution when he brings him back. The best part is that he was basically gambling. He had no idea if reviving Dazai was going to work, and when it did, it technically went wrong, but he had to quickly own it or his plan wouldn't have worked. Plus he gets a personal attack dog since Dazai is clearly not human anymore. Dazai's just feral now. He's just an undead teenager. Arguably not a good thing for anyone involved, because he was unstable enough as it was. It doesn't even matter if he retains a small bit of his personality after being revived, he's going to go insane due to having little self control. Dazai's also considerably difficult to control, even if he is supposed to listen to him. It gets so bad that he needs to have him chained up in the basement of any building the Sheep settle in. Chuuya can't risk letting him attack anyone if he's not supposed to. Sometimes he even muzzles him. Dazai has a collar on his neck all the time so Chuuya can leash him as well, and he can frequently be seen walking around with the zombified teenager at his side. Dazai occasionally acts out, as he was so close to his goal of dying, without actually attaining it, so he's reasonably pissed. He died, but then was brought back when he didn't want to be. That's exactly why he acts out so much. Plus, his death was painful. It's adding insult to injury if he was just going to be forced to live again after being put through hell before he could even die, because he'd much rather prefer a painless death.

He was the first person Chuuya tested out necromancy on. Something went awry as he went through with the ritual after all the Sheep had long since left the sacrificial grounds. The only way to effectively kill Dazai now is with a headshot. That's seriously about the only way for him to be dealt with now that he's undead. Although that'd be hard to do if he's already tearing up his enemies. Dazai's self aware enough to recognize a weapon and then try to kill himself with it. That's another reason why he's chained up most of the time. He's a danger to both himself and others. Dazai cannot speak due to his throat being slit, and his breathing is usually very audible rasping or slight whistling; he also has trouble breathing and swallowing food/water. He lacks a heart because it was ripped out. Chuuya expected Dazai to be a controllable variable in the grand scheme of things, but he ended up placing a much bigger burden on himself. He can't necessarily kill him, as he's holding an entire rebellion at bay, not to mention a war with an enemy organization, but at the same time it is wildly inconvenient to keep him alive if all he wants to do is eat. Chuuya regularly walks around with him at his side. People tend to give him a wide berth when they see him approaching. At first, it seems like Chuuya acts more as a high priest rather than a vessel, but it all depends on who views him. He does also have these eerie powers due to the sacrifices, so he could be seen as either one of those depending on the person. It's generally believed by others that Arahabaki loaned some of his power to him, which involved giving him a piece of himself, but Chuuya's not an outright vessel, nor did this widespread belief occur.

People can sense him coming before he even shows up because the atmosphere changes drastically. The air becomes heavier and almost suffocating (not literally, of course, but there's just something off about his presence at all times), and everything seems to get a bit darker. Lights flicker slightly in his presence too. Walking near him also makes you feel like he's drawing you in, like a black hole somehow. It's like a heavy ozone layer. He pretty much has his own gravitational field. Chuuya has the potential to cause blackouts. He has a fairly good grasp on his ability and it isn't like a physical black hole, but it works similarly to one. So, if he steals the light from the room, it'll go completely dark. However, he can't see either. Because black holes can absorb light, if he'd memorized the room and then completely made everything dark, he could use his ability to cause carnage without anyone even seeing what happened, so he has the function of a black hole minus drawing in other things as well because he isn't one physically. It still seems wildly inconvenient, however. no one will be able to see a thing, not even Chuuya. It would be useful if he had night vision goggles and he was able to control his ability just enough to leave enough light for them to function, or he could allow the light to come back at certain intervals to get a quick look at the room before plunging it into darkness again. It'll be like turning a flashlight on and off for him. That would work because if he was prepared for the constant change in light he wouldn't need as much time to adjust, so he would have to basically train his eyes to adjust to changes in light quicker than the average person for it. (That last part is just random speculation on my end though.)

The area of effect that he naturally has due to his presence itself is almost demonic, in a sense. It'd have adverse effects to anyone who stands near him for too long, such as making people sick or erasing bits of their souls or morality (although this part isn't real, but the product of the aforementioned sickness, plus the fact that people can hallucinate when near him for too long. The hallucination people see has been widely believed to be Arahabaki himself trailing behind Chuuya).

His very presence can cause blood poisoning, and also sap people's energy, draining them and making them exhausted. Chuuya's very presence brings pain. Concerning the whole communion thing, to prevent the transmission of any diseases through the consumption of blood, Chuuya's presence can prevent any adverse effects from happening in anyone's bodies (which would make them more reliant on him). This is mostly because even being near him can cause some sort of blood poisoning, but then it just cancels both things out. They don't bother cooking the meat used for the communion, so they could also probably get salmonella, another thing that Chuuya's presence alone could somehow prevent. His presence attacks the bacteria around him as well, which can be good and bad, because it could harm the beneficial bacteria as well. He could hypothetically shut down someone's immune system if he wanted to. Most of the backstory Chuuya's created ties into how Suribachi City was formed. He bases it off of the explosion that formed the crater that everyone lives in now, but then distorts the truth by claiming that Arahabaki did it (which isn't necessarily wrong, but he paints this picture of an actual deity in everyone's heads instead of it just being him getting unsuccessfully broken out of a government complex). He tells his followers that he was able to witness the destruction himself, and how he’s gotten some sort of connection with Arahabaki because of it.

Something about him being ‘worthy enough to be kept alive’ in the god’s eyes. No one bothers to question this, because Chuuya did indeed appear not long after the incident. He’s an astounding liar when he wants to be. The reason why he wants his followers to worship this ‘god’ instead of him directly is because then he has an excuse for some actions if it was in Arahabaki’s name. It’d be different if he wanted sacrifices for himself instead of claiming that they were for a god he served. Arahabaki’s existence is used as an excuse for actions, and as means to control others. It also makes nearly everything impersonal to Chuuya himself since it’s allegedly not in his name, allowing him to remain disconnected from what he’s responsible for.

Sheep cult terminology (aka the product of mod reading up too much on sheep and deciding to use it in this au as a kind of code language thing)

Ram/ewe/tup: general term for other members based on gender. typically used in place of boy/girl/person when not directly stating a person's name. Due to this, it can confuse the hell out of outsiders who hear a sentence like this out of context: "oh, that's what a ram told me a few days ago." they might assume that these people are talking about actual sheep. It's also important to note that tup has a more gender neutral connotation to it, as there's already a term for boys, so if someone's nonbinary, that term will be used for them. 

Lamb: refers to a person who will soon serve as a sacrifice.

Mutton: basically an insult. If someone says this to someone else, it just means that they see them as nothing but a worthless piece of meat taking up space. it's the equivalent of saying that you want the individual in question to mess up so badly that they'll get sacrificed for their sins, so it's basically condemning them to hell.

Sheared: having something cut short, whether it's how much an individual can do within the cult, to how much they're permitted to eat during meals. used in cases where nothing on the individual's person is physically getting cut off.

Docked: used when the individual IS getting something cut off as a punishment, usually something non-lethal. This isn't exclusive to the cult itself, but also the people they have control over. This is also how wethers exist. (speaking of which, there is some debate over if wethers should be sacrificed instead of intact people due to them being more 'clean' because of their lack of reproductive parts.)

Grazing: synonymous with scouting out areas or patrolling the territory, as a few people are sent out in groups to do this (they're fittingly referred to as grazers)

Flock: collective terminology for the entire cult as a whole. there's also terms for different things that members of the cult say when communicating over long distances. For example, a bleat would be considered a call for help or something. Overall, the terminology is supposed to be exclusive to the cult so it'll confuse anyone who's unaware of it.

Shepard: the equivalent of executive; people who have been reanimated by Chuuya will refer to him as this, as well as anyone he assigns them to work under. There are two kinds of undead people, ones who look normal aside from the scars they retain when they were sacrificed, and the ones that look and behave more like zombies.

Guard dog: The ones that look normal are generally more accepted by the Sheep cult. They protect them.

Sheepdog: the term for the reanimated people who are basically zombies. These people keep the rest of the Sheep cult in line instead of protecting them like the 'guard dogs' do.

[thecoolestnoodle]

OOC:

Some sensitive topics, here. Proceed with caution.

To the anon that sent me this: Don't.

I'm not the blog for this. I'm not a bot, I'm not a fictional character. (although I do pretend to be one in these posts.) And I am ESPECIALLY not a therapist. This is never something you should send to someone that you have never met before, under any circumstances. I am a real person trying to run a blog for my own personal entertainment, not someone you can vent to whenever you want

I suggest you talk to someone who can actually help you. And not a rp blog.

Normally I just wouldn't answer an ask like this, but I felt it was important to make sure it doesn't happen again.

Yes, my own posts can get heavy and angsty but that is because I am telling a story. It's not personal. I do reference my real life sometimes but only because it's convenient and makes sense for what's going on. And it's just that. I REFENENCE reality. I guarantee that none of my followers that don't already know me, don't know shit about my personal details. So don't start sending me things like this as if we're friends, mkay?