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#rgg#yakuza series#ryu ga gotoku 7#yakuza like a dragon#yakuza 7#snap sketches#i aint puttin all their names this just a summary#most dishonest summary ever not nearly enough arasawa vjAELKAV#SEE I ONLY REALLY DO COMICS FOR THE MOST PART SO TRYING TO FIND /NOT/ COMIC STUFF IS đ§ââïž#july's from a comic but i really did lke that first panel too much not to include it.. lol...#i wish i was able to do more for december but ive been busy with comms and school so#here's to hoping january's funnier#and the rest of 2024 lmao#happy birthday masato youre cringe
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A piece about survivors guilt.
This comic isn't perfect. I started it back in October 2023, and every time I picked up my pen, I wept.
I bring this to you today, on 9/11, in hopes that you reflect on this day a little differently than how most Americans would. Let it move you to continue to boycott, protest and challenge your family, friends and colleagues. You have a bigger impact than you would believe.
Thank you for reading this with an open heart.
From the river to the sea...
I'd like to bring to attention the fact that the figures depicted above are a gross undercount of the actual number of deaths. I scoured the internet high and low to source my findings and not a single one could break down the devastation that befell an individual ethnicity. Instead, they lumped a bunch of ethnicities together, provided a general timeline, and called it a day, reinforcing the sheer scale of dehumanization propagated in the west. The only consistency between all the articles I looked up was the 4.5 to 4.7 million figure I've included above, and even then, they were all published by western media news outlets... the very same that have been so unreliable and complicit in the genocide of Palestinians today. So I have to take everything they say with a grain of salt.
We are not just numbers.
All of us have ambitions and desires and lives worth living.
With that said, this is your friendly reminder to:
Donate an e-sim
Donate to PCRF to provide Palestinian children aid
Donate to Pious Projects to provide woman with feminine hygiene kits
Donate to CareForGaza to provide food to displaced families in Gaza either through their Gofundme or their paypal
Donate to any of the vetted gofundme campaigns on GazaFunds to help Palestinians trying to flee Gaza.
And if you or someone you know sees or experiences a hate crime and can afford it, SUE. This is a more effective use of your money than most realise. The reason zionists act with impunity is because of the normalization of white supremacy and oppression of ethnic minorities. Challenging that in any capacity tells them that there are consequences to their actions and makes them think twice before engaging in hate crimes and helps raise all of us up against the systems currently in place that let them get away with it.
If you can't donate or spend any money, you can:
Do your daily clicks.
Boycott targeted companies on the BDS list (if you're like me and you don't want a single dollar to go towards anything supporting Israel right now, you can use Bdnaash to double check what products are okay to buy, but the BDS list is sufficient as it is a strategic attack and proven very effective thus far)
Flood your representatives emails and voicemails with how you won't be voting for them unless their politics align with an immediate ceasefire in Gaza.
Attend a protest, be LOUD.
Challenge your circle of friends, family and colleagues with conversations about Palestine. (THIS IS THE MOST UNDERRATED AND MOST EFFECTIVE THING YOU CAN DO)
and if you're really up to, be disruptive in any capacity that you can think of towards major corporations benefiting from this onslaught. (i.e. halting military manufacturers from production + shipments, sticking boycott stickers on products at your market etc)
And finally, if your country wasn't mentioned in the above excerpt, it was no deliberate omission on my part and I encourage you to come forward and tell your story about the suffering of your people so that this may be a learning opportunity for everyone.
You are seen.
You are not alone.
Thank you again if you've read this far.
From the river to the sea...
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Why I Love Hanamusa
I get this question very frequently but have never given a really in depth, definitive answer. All just kinda implied through my comics and spread out asks. So here's this I guess! Long post ahead:

First, as a PokĂ©mon fan in her mid 20s, I love seeing a ship where the characters are both in their mid/late 20s. Already, theyâre much more relatable to me and my current experiences. Most PokĂ©mon ships are between preteens, which can be cute but ultimately donât interest me as much as they used to when I was a kid myself. Not enough to get super invested in and draw a lot of fanart for anyways haha.
Iâll also start by saying that canon doesnât always influence whether or not Iâll ship something. Iâm much more drawn to potential. Could the characters work together? Do their personalities work together in a nice way? I feel like this so much of fanon is anyways. Especially with queer relationships because theyâre rarely depicted in the first place. A lot of the context for these ships is usually up to the fans to piece together or make up in general. And thatâs the fun part to me!
Jessie and Delia have only met in the anime a handful of times. Any interaction theyâve had has either been pleasant, or just a typical Team Rocket interaction, with Delia dismissing them/not seeing them as a threat. Already a great jumping off point for me since, truly, they donât have any actual beef or true, ill feelings towards each other. Itâs not TOO out of the realm of possibility for them to potentially fall for each other. âBut Jessie chased Deliaâs son around trying to steal his PokĂ©mon!â Thatâs where that dismissive and aloof attitude that Delia has comes into play. Iâll go more into Deliaâs whole deal a bit later but I do think this aspect of her personality is a large reason why this ship can work. Itâs not that she doesnât care that Jessie has a bad past, but she can tell that, on the inside, Jessieâs a good person. And, in a scenario where Jessie is trying to become a better person, is forgiving enough to give her a shot. I feel like this is such a solid foundation for a ship. A character who has done wrong but is trying to be better and another character who is willing to help them be better. A classic dynamic!
Itâs not just one-sided though; where Jessie is the only one benefitting and learning from the relationship. I believe Delia could get a lot out of being with someone like Jessie. To understand why, I think itâs important to know these charactersâ respective backstories.
Jessie is an orphan/foster child who grew up in poverty. Her mother Miyamoto (from The Birth of Mewtwo) was a Team Rocket operative herself, who went on a mission to find Mew. In order to do this, she had to leave Jessie when she was just a toddler. Unfortunately, Miyamoto went MIA on her mission leaving Jessie to more or less fend for herself. Jessie went through life with zero stability, evident by her MANY different careers and constant moving around. Itâs implied in the show that she went from foster home to foster home, and later in life tried being an idol, weather girl, florist, wine connoisseur, actress, most notably a nurse and finally a Team Rocket field agent. And even while in Team Rocket, she, James and Meowth were always doing odd jobs to get by. We see that Jessie used to be a sweet kid, and even adult, but the world and her circumstances repeatedly did her dirty, leading her to become the character we know today. Hot tempered, mean, selfish, etc. But despite this, her soft side does still shine through for the people and PokĂ©mon she cares about. She is incredibly loyal.
Delia, unbeknownst to a lot of fans, also had a rough past (see Pocket Monsters: The Animation). Like Jessie, she had a lot of dreams and aspirations like wanting to be a model and even a trainer. But when she was 10, her mother didnât let her, telling her that she had to stay home and learn to run the family restaurant (sheâs an only child). Deliaâs father left her and her mother to be a trainer, and never returned. When she was 18, she married Ashâs father and became pregnant shortly after. But right after Ash was born, he also set off to be a PokĂ©mon trainer. And soon after that, her mother passed away, leaving Delia with just the restaurant and baby Ash. This gives so much context to Deliaâs attitude in the show. We see that Delia is pained whenever Ash leaves on a journey, but she never shows that pain to anyone. ESPECIALLY Ash. Sheâs very quick to shoo him off when he shows any sign of wanting to go on another journey and even when he returns home, she acts more excited to see Pikachu than him almost every time. Without all this backstory, itâs easy to just read this as a funny gag, BUT with context, I think it really shows how quickly Delia shuts down and detaches in order to not confront her own feelings. Sheâs afraid of losing people and getting hurt again.
All that said, I think Jessie and Delia provide each other with EXACTLY what the other needs.Â
Aside from becoming rich and famous, Jessieâs biggest aspiration is to get married. In my opinion, this is more so an underlying want for love and stability. There is no one more stable in the show than Delia. Deliaâs lived in Pallet her whole life, sheâs worked at the same restaurant since she was young and she is always there when Ash comes back home. She has all the love, patience and stability Jessie needs and craves. While forgiving, Deliaâs not stupid and can keep Jessie in check. Deliaâs also just an angel, which I feel, would make Jessie want to be better. And on top of all this, on more of a surface level, Deliaâs a chef and excellent cook. She shows love through cooking and Jessie, who grew up poor, regularly starving and eating snow, happily receives that love. Jessieâs able to live a happy and healthy life with someone like Delia.
Delia, as stated, is very stable. Likely pretty monotonous and solitary, especially living in such a small town like Pallet. This isnât a bad thing but itâs a little sad when you consider that Delia also had dreams of traveling, being a model and a trainer. She had to give up so many dreams in order to fulfill her duties as a restaurant owner and mother. And even now, when Ash is off on his journey, she feels the need to always be home and be that stable pillar, leaving behind any ambitions she had, thinking itâs too late for her (sheâs only 29 btw). But then along comes Jessie, dangerous, passionate, an absolute firecracker. Someone whoâs whole life has been about chasing dreams and either, never giving up on them or finding a new dream to chase. Upon learning about Deliaâs past aspirations, I could see Jessie pushing her towards them, letting her know that lifeâs too short and she has nothing to lose from trying. On top of this, Jessieâs also loyal. She, James and Meowth are depicted as doing anything for anyone who gives them food or shows them kindness. Delia does both so thereâs no way Jessie would leave her. This fulfills an essential need for Delia, who is afraid of the people in her life leaving her.
Thereâs so much potential for mutual growth and learning between these two and I adore that. They compliment each other, they help each other and they bring out the best qualities in one another.
Iâm not really sure how to end this and I could truly talk about them even more but I donât want this to be tooooo long haha. OH I could end it with maybe the most funny aspect of this ship that I've brushed over and also what drew me to it in the first place. Jessie. As Ashâs stepmom. THE END.
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So Disco Elysium is the only game you've ever really liked
I get it! It's a phenomenal game with superb art and writing, and its themes are consistent and deeply explored. It sets a high bar for video games. But there are other really, really fantastic games out there. This is a list that is 100% my own taste of things that aren't necessarily similar, other than the fact that they're really fucking good. (A lot of these are on sale for the Steam Summer Sale until July 11 2024!)
In Stars and Time

In Stars and Time is a time loop game where you play as Siffrin, the rogue of a party at the end of their quest to save the day by defeating the King, who is freezing everybody in time! But something is wrong: every time you die, you loop back to the day before you fight the King. You're the only one who remembers the loops, so it's up to you to figure out why it's happening, and how to break out.
In Stars and Time is a heart-wrenching dive into mental health, friendship, and love. It's about feeling alone, and how awful it is when the people who love you don't notice (and how awful it is when they do). It's about falling deeper and deeper into your worst self and your worst tendencies, and how to come back from it.
The creator also did one of my favorite Disco Elysium comics ever, which is only tangentially relevant but worth mentioning.
Roadwarden

In Roadwarden, you play as the titular Roadwarden for an undeveloped and "wild" part of the kingdom. Monsters roam the forests and roads, and it's your job to keep people safe. On paper, anyway. Your real mission is to find out what is of value in the area, and how to take it from its people. How well you perform this task is up to you. It's an oldschool text-based RPG, and I take a lot of notes by hand when I play.
Roadwarden explores exploitation and industrialization by making you look in the face of your potential victims. You can only learn what your bosses want you to report on by getting close to the residents, after all. There are mysteries to be solved, secrets to be gathered, and hearts to win.
The Longing

The Longing is an adventure-idle game where you play as the solitary servant of a sleeping king. Your task is to wait for him, for four hundred days. Time in the game passes in realtime (for the most part). There are caves to explore, books to be read, and drawings to make.
The Longing is about loneliness and depression. It's about whether or not you decide to stay in that hole, and if you do, what you do with yourself while you're there. Maybe you'll wander. Maybe you'll stare at a wall. Maybe you'll just sleep until it's all over.
Papers, Please

Papers, Please casts you as a newly hired customs officer in a country that is rapidly tightening its borders as its fascist government tightens its fist. This game is stressful. Sometimes you intend to help out the revolutionaries when they asked, but then you got so stressed out trying to make your quota so you can feed your family and pay your bills that you didn't notice the name of the person they were hoping to contact while going through their papers. Sometimes someone puts a bomb in front of you and expects you to defuse it. Sometimes someone suggests you steal people's passports so you can get your family out, and with the horror you see daily, the idea tempts you more than you'd like.
Papers, Please is all about hard choices and testing your moral fortitude. Everything you do has consequences. Being a good person in this game is hardly ever rewarded, but not in a way that feels overly cynical. Papers, Please asks you what kind of person you want to be and what you're willing to sacrifice to get there.
The Return of the Obra Dinn

From the creator of Papers, Please, The Return of the Obra Dinn is a game where you play as an insurance investigator for the East India Trading Company. The ship the Obra Dinn has just floated back into port, its entire crew missing or dead. It's your job to figure out what happened aboard the vessel. For insurance reasons.
I don't know how to go into the themes of this too deeply without giving away too much, but the mechanics of the game itself make the game worth playing. You have a magic stopwatch that allows you to go back to the moment of a person's death, allowing you to try and figure out who (or what) killed them, and how. And the soundtrack is extremely good.
Outer Wilds
In Outer Wilds you play as an unnamed alien, and it's your first day going to space! Your planet's space program is pretty new still, so there's still lots to explore and discover on the planets within your system. There are ancient ruins from a mysterious race that once lived in your system, long before your species began to record history. Why were they here? Where did they go? How are they connected to the weird thing that keeps happening to you?
The fun of Outer Wilds is in the discovery and answering your own questions. The game never tells you where to go, and it never outright tells you anything. There are clues scattered through the system, and it's up to you to put them together and figure out your next steps. It's about the way that life always goes on, no matter what, even when it seems like the end of everything, forever. I'd recommend NOT reading anything else about this game. Just go play it. Seriously, the less you know, the more fun this is.
If on a Winter's Night, Four Travelers

In If on a Winter's Night, Four Travelers, you explore the circumstances of the deaths of four individuals.
This is a short one that took me about two and a half hours to play. If for no other reason, play it for the stunning pixel art. The game explores sexism, racism, and homophobia in the Victorian era and leans heavily into horror themes. Best of all: it's completely free!
Pentiment

Pentiment takes you to the 16th century, where you take the role of Andreas Maler, a journeyman artist working on his masterwork in the scriptorium of an abbey. When someone is murdered, Andreas takes responsibility for finding the culprit.
The game is set over 20~ years and you get to watch how Andreas' actions affect the village in various ways (who's alive the next time you come by, have people gotten married and had children...). It's an exploration of how the past affects the future, and what parts of that past we choose to keep or discard. It has beautiful art, and fans of both Disco and Pentiment often compare them.


Other games you might wanna check out
Night in the Woods, Dredge, Oxenfree, A House of Many Doors, Inscryption, Slay the Princess, Citizen Sleeper, Chants of Sennar, Loop Hero, The Cosmic Wheel Sisterhood, The Pale Beyond, Where the Water Tastes Like Wine, Elsinore, Her Story, Before Your Eyes, Pathologic (not delved into above because the venn diagram of Pathologic fans and Disco fans is basically a circle)
#disco elysium#pentiment#outer wilds#in stars and time#roadwarden#if on a winters night four travelers#papers please#the return of the obra dinn#the longing#video games#hoping so badly there are no glaring errors in this#made this because i have spoken to many people who Dont Play video games but liked disco
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It is very exhausting being in western fandom spaces sometimes. Tell me why I just wanted to enjoy a cute oubing ship vid on tiktok, and half the comments section was about people saying you can't ship them???
I wanna complain into the void, so here's a comprehensive of why Oubing/è鄌/Lotus Root Cake is fine (and even if it wasn't, why I don't give a shit):
(Spoiler warning for Nezha 2)
1. "You can't ship them cause they're brothers'": No, they are not brothers. Not by any definition of the word. Not by blood - not even sworn brothers technically, because they only refer to each other as best friends. They each have their own parents - those parents are not related to each other in any way, shape, or form. One of them is a freaking dragon, an entirely different species. Also, they're technically made of lotuses now. They weren't raised together either. Clarifying this point feels ridiculous.
2. "But they used to be part of the chaos pearl": If you wanted to define them by any type of relationship, they are soulmates. This is not me trying to spin them romantically, I mean they are literally soulmates. Their spirits are each half of a single Chaos Pearl, and they each represent opposite halves. They are literally soulmates and yin and yang.
3. "But they're children!": Are they three years old? Yes - and also no. (this is edited: I saw an official post that did say their ages were 3, not 6). They've been alive for centuries as a chaos pearl. I need you to understand that the original entity we saw at the beginning of Nezha 1, IS a creature that has been alive for thousands of years. They had personality too while they were fighting Taiyi. They were made into the pearls by the cauldron. Now, their mortal bodies as we understand it, is 3 (again edited. I originally said 6 cause I wasn't sure whether or not to count the 3 years of pregnancy). But because they're not really human, and their developmental stages therefore don't mirror a human, the movie shows them maturing into an adult form in the span of about 3 years. How do we know this? Ao Bing is the same age as Nezha, and he went from a baby to his adult form in those 3 years. The only reason Nezha is still in a child form is because he has the qiankun circle suppressing him. This is also the reason that putting the circle on his wrist releases his adult form. Also it's sort of maybe implied by the end of Nezha 2 that he may stay permanently in his adult form, since he reformed his body into it while he was in The Soupâą. I dunno how accurate this part is so I suppose we'll see by Nezha 3. I would like to point out further that no three year old talks or acts like they do. Ao Bing and Nezha have very complete vocabularies, and are able to understand the complexities of their circumstances. They're both new to the world in this form, but they're not at the mental capacity of a 3 year old. It's like if you were dropped into a new form of existence with an adult brain.
4. "Nooo, why are you shipping them now": This ship is NOT NEW. It's been around since at least 2019. It is WILDLY popular in China. Back when Nezha 1 first came out, oubing literally won an award for best couple. I want you to understand the scale - from my understanding, they beat wangxian in cql. Y'all can correct me if I got this part wrong because I can't find the source of where I read this information, but if it's true, that's wild. I know the award part is correct. There was an official shampoo ad that reads like a shipping comic. Now that Nezha 2 came out, it is still one of the most popular ships. Every other post on my social media has been about Nezha 2 and at least half of that has been Oubing. There are over 2000 chinese fics on ao3 currently. Stop with this "why are you shipping them now", WE'VE BEEN SHIPPING THEM.
5. "It's not canon.": Not that I give a shit what's canon or even what the original creator thinks about shipping usually, but Jiaozi, aka the director of the movie, has stated that while he wrote Nezha and Ao Bing to just be a friendship that he thinks it is fine if people ship them. I'm pretty sure he also said something along the lines of 'people can interpret things how they want' or something.
6. Even if all of the points I made were not the case, I cannot stress enough how little I care about what someone should or should not ship. If you don't like it, just block the fanart/fic/video and move on. I promise society will not crumble because someone decides to ship two fictional characters from a mythology movie. We will be fine.
(Also if you see anyone in the chinese fandom write è鄌cp, the cp stands for "couple". Just to clarify. They use different terms for shipping in chinese fandoms, they'll say they "ke CP" aka ship a couple)
Some of the comments I've seen make me wonder if people have even watched the movies. 'You can't ship them cause they're brothers', god don't make me laugh.
Don't let them find out that the chinese fandom is also shipping Ao Bing and Nezha from the 1979 cartoon, they'd lose their minds.
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Have you ever heard of the Omegaverse?
âá° summary: you wanted to try something new with sylus to spice up your intimacy. something quite strange.
âá° cw: fake omegaverse, explicit but no actual sex, mentions of breeding, scent/pheromone kink, perfume addict, dirty talk but itâs not mean, needy sylus, you get the idea, no Y/N, itâs all lowercase bro
âá° a/n: not sure where this came from. i proof read AFTER i published this and then realized i forgot a whole chunk so shoot me. anyway, enjoy.

it wasnât like sylus couldnât sexually please you. it was, quite in fact, the exact opposite. it didnât matter if it was with his fingers, his mouth, or his thick, veiny cock that was most definitely imprinted deep within your pussy at this point from just how many times heâs had you face down in his bedâit didnât matter how, but sylus managed to pleasure you intensely, lovingly, passionately every single time.
to say you were blessed was an understatement. he was your god given man, top to bottom, perfection crafted by the gods themselves you would think. patient, kind, loving, dominant, wealthy, all the traits someone could ask for in a partner. but sometimes⊠you wanted to push the boundaries of your relationship just to see how ânonjudgmentalâ and capable sylus was willing to be for you.
your history with fiction was lengthy. always having your nose in books from a young age, reading about magic treehouses and mouses with cookies. fiction wasnât juvenile, it was freedom, it was creative, it was part of you. but as you grew up and left phases behind, you also gained responsibilities by the year. that passion was driven elsewhere. being a hunter required time, energy, and dedication, all things you put in to get to the rank you are today.
yet, your love for fiction never really left. maybe put on pause, but getting lost in stories was a feeling you missed. now more settled down in your life, with a boyfriend and stable job, you felt the urge to relive the fixations of your childhood.
one thing led to another and instead of opting for the local library to check out some books or maybe dusting off your shelves to find other forgotten ones, you find yourself online, preferring the âe-readingâ experience instead.
bad choice? nah.
while sylus was out on âcommerce negotiationsâ (what he half-heartedly described it to you as, so as spare you the details of potential bloodshed), you lounged in one his many common rooms within his large estate, almost bored of how you couldn't find eye-catching stories to read or even skim through.
your short-attention span was just about to reprimand you for spending so much time on a task that proved to be fruitless, until, that was, your eyes grazed over a certain, unfamiliar category. "omegaverse?" you mumbled to yourself before curiously tapping on the highlighted word. the screen of your phone loaded in several different comics and stories with titles and thumbnails that were dowsed in eroticism and innuendos. you've never really strayed away from mature, sexual themes but it also never really was the main focus of the stories you read-unlike what this "omegaverse" proved itself to be. it only took one click to really interest you, and before you knew, you were down a rabbit-hole of this alternate universe that was all about primality and mates. it was about humans, sure, but with more of a⊠cardinal touch to it. needless to say, it aroused you. even if you felt weird about it and were in slight denial that something so⊠bizarre could do this to you, you couldn't help it. especially when your thoughts drifted off and imagined sylus and you in a lot of these scenarios; scenting, marking, breeding. sure, you could do and have done these things with him to an extent, but it wasn't exactly the same.
your thoughts and sensations were interrupted by a familiar voice down the hall of the common room you were in. you swiped out of the tab you were on and put down your phone to greet sylus.
"sy, you're back. negotiations go well?" you asked with a gentle smile on your cheek whiling pushing yourself off the couch to go properly welcome him. he stood tall by the wall, leather jacket still on and hugging his form along with matching and equally as tight leather pants. his earthy, steel scent spilled into your nostrils and comforted you as you embraced him gently.
"'course it went well, when doesn't it?" he replied with a slight smirk to his lips and a lilt of smugness in his voice. he was right, you can't name one instance where his deals and bids didn't go his way. it was a true tell of his power in the N109, and something about his dominance in the field made you internally giggle. he wrapped a firm arm around your waist and kissed your forehead tenderly before pulling back. "don't tell me you were all worried about me? my little lady should know i'll always return home safe."
you chuckle slightly and remove your arms from his form. "nah, wasn't really worried, in fact i was more bored than anything else." sylus raised a brow.
"bored? i leave you my entire estate with rooms upon rooms to entertain yourself in and you're bored?" he teased just slightly. "what a needy kitten you are. i'll tell luke and kieran we'll build a few more game rooms if that'll keep you entertained." you knew sylus was more-so joking, but if you truly did ask for it, he'd build you a village.
you watch him move off the wall and slide off his leather jacket to put on one of the chairs that was tucked into the dining room table. he pulls the chair back and sits on it, elbow on the table and propping up his head on his palm. his legs manspread in fashion, his posture at ease, and his demeanor rather playful in the moment.
"i don't... really do much, not unless i have hunter work to do. which... i try not to bring to our quality time. i try to relax here, yknow?" you respond, embarrassed heat now burning at certain parts of your skin from just looking at sylus.
a low, throaty chuckle comes from sylus. he nods his head at your words and reaches out to take your wrist into his soft palms. it amazed you how nice the skin there was despite all of his dirty work.
"i know, love. you don't have to explain yourself to me. im glad you're resting up." he smiled and leaned in slightly to kiss and nibble at the crevice of your neck affectionately. "how was your reading?"
you tensed up slightly at his question and swallow. it wasn't exactly a lie that it went... nicely, after all, now you have a greater depth of internet niches and sex scenarios to think about, but you didn't want to just give him a rushed blanket statement and move on. no you wanted... more.
sensing your hesitation and slight tension in your body, sylus pulled back from your neck and looked up at you with a wondering expression. he tilted his head, making your heart flutter a little bit.
"you okay?" he asked in a murmur. he nudged his nose underneath your chin and brought a hand up to your hip to squeeze you from over your clothes. "do you need me, love?"
a shudder runs down your spine at yet another one of his questions. you knew what he meant. he took your flushed state as one of need, one of desire, and he wasn't entirely wrong... he just had the wrong context.
"err... sylus," you whispered while tilting your head down fully toward him and cupping his face, "you love me, right?"
"with every fiber of my being, yes."
"and you'd anything for me, right?"
"yes," he raised a brow, "how much do you want?"
"no this isn't about money,"
"then what is it, darling?"
you hesitated on your next words. like stated before, it wasn't like sylus couldn't sexually please you, you just wanted to try somethingâŠnew.
"have you ever heard of the omegaverse?"
sylus's brows furrowed in confusion and then in ponder.
"no, i don't think i have. what is it? the name of an organization or something?"
you almost wanted to laugh at the absurdity of the situation, but you refrain. a small, silly grin grows on your lips as you shake your head.
"no it's a... genre, i think. i really don't know how to explain it to you but it's something i want to try between us. i can kinda... show it to you, if you'd like." you reach for your phone in your pocket and click on the few tabs of explanations you searched up for yourself in attempts to better understand this weird internet niche. sylus looked between you and the phone before fully immersing himself to the words on the screen. now, you were no longer flushing from nervousness or arousal, but from pure and utter embarrassment.
the feeling only grew once sylus fully took your phone from your hands and began reading more intently. he tapped at a few god-knows-what things and after a few very long, heavy minutes, he finally looks up at you. you tense again, posture rigid and skin hot. he smirked.
"i'm guessing i'm the alpha?"
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your breath was heavy and coming out sporadically due to the full force of sylus's body weight atop of you. all 260 pounds (117.9 kg) of his body pressed into you and squished you into the mattress, sandwiching you between two forces. all 6'1 (186 cm) of his form towering over your shorter, smaller frame and taking advantage of your limited movement.
sylus's nose buried into your nape where your skin and hair strands met, making for the perfect concoction of your feminine musk. he let out a low groan and pressed his hips into yours as arousal built in his body purely from just your scent.
"my pretty," he purred against you, "you know better than to walk around smelling so nice when im nearing my rut, don't you?"
you whine softly in response. you couldn't believe how easy it was to convince sylus to do this, and you especially couldn't believe how good he was at playing the part. he chuckles, it's a genuine sound from him. he was, in fact, enjoying this.
"yknow it's only your scent that gets me going like this, love. can't stand the scent of other omegas, fucking repulses me. mmm," he presses into you again, "but when i come hooome, and i can smell yooou in the air, im reminded how lucky i am. reminded how perfect my sweet girl is.â sylus moves a hand to your face and tilts your head to face him better. his fingers gently dig into your cheeks, squishing them in an almost affectionate manner. "im all yours, you've got me hooked. im so... addicted to you."
you let out a small whimper but nod in agreement. he is all yours, thankfully so. words have failed you for the past several minutes due to the sheer amount of arousal coursing through your body, and only small noises were what you were reduced to. clothes weren't even off, lights hadn't been dimmed, yet sylus was able to fully and utterly make you putty, and you both loved it.
he loved seeing you this way, submissive and needy for him. while he let you have your fun in the past, here and there, at the end of the day it was always him taking control and guiding you once he had enough. and now, playing respective roles where you were an absolute submissive to him and he was an absolute dominant to you, made him prosper.
"mm, should i take your vow of silence as your way of telling me you like this side of me?" he chuckles lowly. you mewl softly in response. "atta girl. i knew since the time you snuck into my room to get off to my pheromones that you were a little filthy. i didn't know just how filthy you were, though."
sylus's fingers let go of your cheek and moved down to your shoulders to press you back down fully against the mattress. his weight was so deliciously suffocating you and you felt like you could get high on the pressure alone.
"now that i've got you where i want you," he began, a hand snaking between your front and the mattress and sliding down slowly to your pelvis, "i'll tell you exactly what i want to do with you. do you wanna hear?" you nod in response but it earns a disapproving frown from sylus. "use your words, angel."
"y-yes, tell me what you want to do to me," you groan out with need right before you close your eyes shut. sylus lets out an approving rumble and continues to move his hand down your pelvis until it was right under your bellybutton. he leaned into your ear and bit the skin of it gently which sent intense arousal shocks to right in-between your legs.
"im gonna breed you," he mumbled, "god im gonna breed you so good, so much, that there's no doubt you're pregnant with my children." you moaned softly at his words. while deep down, you knew that children weren't a thing you and sylus were looking for right now, the idea of him creamping you over and over again in hopes of impregnating you was incredibly erotic.
sylus laughed at your obvious infatuation with the idea and pressed his hand deeper against your pelvis. "mm, right here, our kids will grow. your womb will know my knot so well that it'll happily take my children. isn't that right? my pretty little omega, my pretty little wife."
without waiting for an answer, sylus flips you over onto your back and looks over your form appreciatively. baggy clothes and sweaters would never stop him from enjoying you, in fact, he loved imagining your pretty body underneath those layers. he dips his head down to your chest and nuzzles his head against the bump of your breasts, a low purr coming out of him again.
your hands instinctively go into sylus's hair and scratch his scalp tenderly as he moves his head lower and lower down your body. you felt an unfamiliar sense trepidation simmering within you but it only worked toward arousing you even further. something about the uncharted territory of this roleplay, of sylus made you nervous but deliciously so. you didn't know what to expect from him and you loved it.
"mmm, fucking delicious," sylus murmured as he took in the aroma of your clothes, imprinted with the various body sprays and perfumes he's bought you over the months. nothing ever enters your cabinets until careful deliberation on what suits you the best is done, and even then, he insists on customized, personally made scents just for you so that no one else but his love can smell like this. his cock twitched in his pants at just the mere thought that you smelled like his money, his gifts, his love. and in this case, his omega.
"s-sylus..." you whimper while arching your hips up to his hands that were now slowly moving your baggy shirt up to your waist. his hands were so warm, gentle, but so, so insistent. without response he dove his head into your stomach and sniffed, low rumbles of appreciation vibrating your body. he smiles against your skin and glances up at you.
"you smell so fertile, love," sylus groans softly, "your pheromones... i guess my rut is coming sooner than i thought. i can feel it... agh... im lightheaded...". you look down at him cup his face tentatively, worry spread across your face.
"are you alright?" you ask nervously. sylus lets out a shaky exhale that glides up your wrist. he grabs the back of your hand with his, closes his eyes, and tilts his head to the side to press a delicate kiss to your palm. it takes a few heart-pounding, stomach churning moments for him to respond, and each second felt like you were getting a new adrenaline rush. he looks back at you, eyes now intense and half lidded, shiner than usual in a way the pierced right through you.
"you have a minute to run," he mumbles. a simple, straightforward statement that made your mouth go dry. you stare blankly at him for a moment before getting up from the edge of the bed and looking around, hoping that something here had an answer for the absurdity of the situation. sylus glanced at the nightstand where a few of your perfumes sat there in their gorgeous, shimmering bottles. he stood and picked up one haphazardly and then handed it to you. "douse yourself in it and run."
you look down at the beautiful violet coloured bottle, elegance in a glass, and hesitate. it was an extremely expensive perfume and to... douse yourself in it like it was some moderately cheap, beauty supply store spray was frankly crazy. but in this moment, you weren't sure what it was, but everything was telling you to listen to sylus.
you shake the bottle gently and threw caution to the wind with the sprays. up and down your body in close proximity, you sprayed the scent to make sure it stuck onto you and you didnât stop until that the word douse would be imprinted onto your skin. when you finished with milking the nozzle dry for what it was worth (literally), you carefully put the bottle down back on the stand and glance over to sylus.
"sixty."
sixty?
"fifty-nine."
fuck.
you rush out of the bedroom and down the corridor to one of the common rooms in the estate. the fact that this manor was particularly huge helped your escape tremendously. your legs took you farther and farther away from the wing sylus was on with each passing second. you weren't exactly sure where to go or if you should hide, but you had a feeling you should.
you found a hiding spot in a mostly unused storage closet one floor above where sylus was at. you weren't exactly sure what number he was on or if maybe he was already looking for you and you were too busy scrambling to hear him, but you had a spot now.
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"one... zero," sylus hums. a small smile grows on his lips as he steps forward and out the bedroom he waited in. he did intentionally count slower than usual, just to give his pretty little lady some fighting chance, but he knew it was already over the minute you asked to do this roleplay.
he stepped into the hall casually and took long strides with confidence. the prominent boner in his pants stuck out terribly and made a show of itself with each movement of his hips. where was his precious omega? maybe behind this door? or that underneath that ottoman? or on that balcony?
no.
he knew where you were, or at least, he could take a very good guess. the perfume you doused left a prominent scent trail wherever you clambered around to, and that was his guiding phermone to finding you. although, lucky for you, it was also a disadvantage. each strong whiff of you to his sensitive nose made him groan softly and palm at his aching cock. he was so frustratingly erect that it felt like his groin was going to pop out of his pants anytime soon.
"mngh... darling..." he called out mockingly, "if only you could see the mess you've made of me right now. it's almost maddening, yknow?" he staggered down another hall and has to bite back a loud moan as he smells you everywhere. you were erratic in this hall in particular, he guesses, not that it's anything to complain about. it only got him readier for you.
"you're making this... so difficult for me. i wonder... how wet you are right now, just waiting for me to pound into your eager pussy." he stalked the hall for longer before stopping at the end of it. his back presses against the wall with a groan as he imagines you wrapping around his twitching cock and massaging him slowly, lovingly, with your warm walls. he reached down and into his pants to stroke himself for some type of relief but he refused to cum unless he was inside you.
after a few more minutes of stumbling around halls and rooms, groaning both in frustration and desire, sylus eyed a particular door in the middle of a hall on the opposite wing of his estate, a floor up. he can almost feel you throbbing behind there, maybe even taste the sweat and arousal on your skin. he smirked before moving toward the door and stopping right outside of it. he didn't open it, or knock, or even say a word, he just stood there, breathing.
you, of course, were behind that door, shivering in pure ecstasy and need. you heard his voice echo from halls down and it was exhilarating how he stalked you just by your scent. god this was so much better than what you had initially imagined when mentioning the roleplay. now, sylus was only a few feet away from you, intimidating you from just right outside the storage closet door.
you tried not to make a noise but pleasure just kept shooting down and in between your legs every time you thought about what would happen once he got his hands on you.
"won't you help your alpha?" sylus purred while eyeing down the door. "i've been such a good boy, yeah? giving you time to hide, taking the time to look for you, even waiting for you outside this closet. besides... you're the one who caused my rut."
he flashed a toothy grin that you couldn't see. he was enjoying this more than he thought he would, even if he was aching in every part of his body for you. he reached down into his leather pants again and a few moments later you could hear wet, squelching sounds coming from the opposite side of the door. the sounds made you squeeze your thighs together and tilt your head back. god, he was getting off and teasing you with the promise of his cock and he was reveling in that fact too.
"ngh... fu... god. im so hard, love. im swollen with all the fucking need in the world and i..." he grips the door with his free hand and grits his teeth. "i need you so bad. where else am i gonna put this cock, huh? no other omega fucking deserves it. its you who i want to impregnate."
you couldnât take it anymore. you reached down your own soft felt leggings and began rubbing yourself over your absolutely drenched panties. you needed relief so bad, the past hour had just been you soaking yourself in arousal without any true stimulation, it was so close to driving you insane. and, especially now with sylus a breath away and teasing with the sounds of his cock like an animal, you were sure you were actually experiencing insanity.
you could hear sylus pump himself faster and the low growls that came in succession with it. he sounded like he was going insane too, actually.
ââm gonna cum all over this door if you donât come out and see me, love, and i donât want to do that.â sylusâs teased. his grip on the knob became tighter making the veins of his hand become more prominent. you could hear the clacks of the brass of the doorknob move around, he truly was holding back.
you shouldnât have kept quiet, that was the mistake you realized when the door came flying open and hit the wall beside it. you stared up at sylus from where you where sat on the floor, hand down your pants and eyes wide from exhilaration and a little bit of fear.
your eyes flit down to his very exposed cock that arched up to his abdomen and painted his shirt with pre-cum. it throbbed there and bobbed gently, back and forth, on its own. you could feel your mouth salivate at the creaminess, the thickness, the curve of his angry, needy, swole cock.
he looked at you with slight surprise in his eyes for a moment before smiling, eyes squinting with amusement.
âfound you,â he breathed out.
before you could make a run for it sylus quickly bent down and grabbed onto your hips. you yelped in surprise but you didnât move away from his (almost) bruising grasp on you. instead, you submitted to his touch almost immediately and from the low growl that came from his throat, you could tell he very obviously liked that.
he moved his hands down your legs, teasing the inner corners of your thighs before gripping both your ankles with one, strong hand. he flipped you onto your front and laughed at just how pliant you were being with him.
âyouâre coming with me, darling,â he purred. he stood to full height and dragged you out the storage closet and into the hall, his steps slow and methodical. the rough bumps of carpet ground against you through your clothes and gave you a nice, scratchy feel on your nipples. the storage closet inched further and further away from you with each step sylus took toward down the hall.
you felt dizzy with desire, heâs never manhandled you like this before and you sure as hell werenât complaining that he was starting now. and god, he mustâve doused himself in his cologne too because all you could smellâinstead of carpet dustâwas his intoxicating scent. his pheromones. it was a manly musk that resonated with oak and cherries, and, despite that scent always bringing a sense of comfort to you, it now brought you a heady sense of mind numbing horniness.
you felt yourself go non-verbal again from the sheer anticipation within you, now only whimpers escaping your tight lips. there was an aching emptiness between your legs that you knew could only be satiated by the hilt of sylusâs cock breeding you over and over again.
when another low laugh rumbles in his chest, you glance behind with trepidation in your eyes and found him already looking over and down at you. he gritted his teeth in a large smile.
âitâs time i actually start taking this roleplay seriously.â

a/n: first fic on here but i feel like im a bad fiction writer so idk how this is gonna play out. i also dk how tumblr works since im more of a reader on here but again⊠weâll see how this goes. also im an xavier main. just had to mention that here cause i love him sm
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I was just playing gotham knights again and noticed some passive dialog regarding Babs having a back brace, which is at least acknowledging that there was damage done, but I'm a little sad for the loss of some really cool disability representation. What are your feelings on her (and on a similar note Batman's) miraculous recovery from paralysis in DC?
I think Gotham Knights handled her disability fairly well, considering this is a universe where magic, nanobots, and puddles of evil green goo that can heal the dead exist. All things considered, it would have been very easy for them to either erase it entirely or just handwave and say, "She worked really hard and got better," as previous iterations of the canon have done.
Because she did work hard and get better, but the hard work is ongoing because they depict her issues as chronic.
She's got a limp (it's the most obvious in her Talon suit with no cape in the way), which means she can't rely on speed or high kicks like the others can (I mean, she can kick, but it's her slowest motion, and until you max out her suit, it's the most liable to get her thrown to the ground), so she falls back on precision and her tech.
Jason punches for maximum pain, Dick moves with dizzying speed, and Tim's gonna sneak up on you and drop you like a rock, but Babs is going for the pressure points with ruthless precision. Not to mention her drones.
The conversation with Tim, realizing she might need help boosting her suit to compensate for her pain/strength issues, is a nice little way of making the player aware that she's got these ongoing problems because, honestly, a casual observer could mistake her back brace for athleisure wear if they didn't recognize the shape of it. It's also a good way of throwing in some exposition about how she's still going to physical rehab and that her PT would like her to "wean off" her back brace, but because her PT doesn't know her actual job as a vigilante, Barbara admits she can't and is essentially finding ways to manage her own care and create her own accommodations. Accommodations which they are all shown to be willing to help with.
It's a nice little touch when superhero narratives tend to revolve around self-sacrifice to the point of self-destruction. Alfred giving Dick into trouble for pushing himself too far and hiding injuries is a nice touch, too, even if it's like trying to bail water on the Titanic with a teacup.
I also like that not only do you see her wheelchair lurking around the Belfryâalong with the disability adaptations they put in place, like the ramps, the wheelchair elevator, and the desks that move up and down to wheelchair heightâbut that she also still uses her chair from time to time.
[ID a screenshot from Gotham Knights showing the Belfry. Light streams in through a giant clockface, showcasing a bank of computer screens. In front of the screen, Barbara Gordon is using her wheelchair as Dick Grayson stands behind her, probably making a bad pun.]
Whether she's using it because she's tired or simply because it's more comfortable than the computer chair is never revealed. Nor is it brought up or commented on. It's just something that's normal for Barbara to do, and I like that. I like that it's normal. It's not a part of herself she's trying to erase. She works with it, not against it.
Is it perfect? No. Do they outright erase her disability like so many of the comics are guilty of? Also, no. I'd argue that, in fact, they kept her disability. They just changed the nature of it.
Barbara now has a dynamic disability, one which fluctuates and requires different management based on her day-to-day (or night) activity. She's in active treatment for it and will be for the rest of her life. Are some of the physical feats she achieves realistic for someone with an injury of her nature? Not really, but again, this is a world where nobody stays dead, and there are zombie assassins coming out of the walls. I'll take the attention to detail and care they put into her story any day over the "Willpower Fixed My Spine" narrative we could have gotten.
As for Bruce getting healed by magic, again, it's Batman. Comic book logic is wibbly-wobbly at the best of times, and realistically speaking, they couldn't leave Batman paralyzed. His whole deal revolves around being stealthy and punching the shit out of people. He wouldn't be Batman anymore, and frankly, I don't trust the comic writers as far as I could throw them to handle that right.
By contrast, the Gotham Knights writers handled Barbara with much more care and nuance than I ever expected. And I'm thankful for that.
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*I also like that both Dick and Barbara are often shown wearing joint braces. Dick's are especially reminiscent of the way gymnasts and people with hypermobility tape their joints to reduce pain and prevent injuries. It's a nice little touch. They're not invincible. Their bodies hurt. They're just like me but with money and much bigger problems like giant killer robots and zombie assassins.
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Not cute

Summary: Law isn't as mature, cold and stoic as seemed â no, he is cute. And awkward. Truly. ! GN reader ! You perspective.
Notes: I love Law. He my baby. But, since I know everything bout him (yes, I even know THAT one figurine), I also assume that he is not like, well, most people think he is. I mean, I could go on and explain everything, but I won't. I had shit and giggles while I wrote this in the night (couldn't sleep and all your love really motivated me). Even now, not being half asleep, I like it. So, I thought I'd already give you the winner of the poll! Enjoy!
Part two
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You had always thought Trafalgar Law was a mature man.
From the moment you joined the Heart Pirates, he had carried himself with an air of authorityâcommanding, sharp-witted, and composed. His knowledge of medicine and tactics made him a formidable captain, and his often-cold demeanor made it clear he didnât tolerate foolishness. You respected him for that.
But then, you started noticing the cracks.
It was small things at firstâlike the way his lips twitched upward whenever Bepo did something particularly endearing, or how his fingers would absently toy with the coins he kept in his pocket. Then came the comics. You had stumbled upon them one evening when you went to grab a medical text from his cabin, only to find a neat stack of well-read books featuring over-the-top action scenes and exaggerated expressions.
And then there was the bread.
You had never seen a man react so viscerally to something so harmless. The way his expression soured, nose wrinkling in utter distaste, was so dramatically childish that it almost made you laugh out loud the first time you saw it.
Yes, Trafalgar Law was not just a man who had grown up too fastâhe was still, in some ways, a child beneath it all.
And so, you decided to conjure those reactions more often.
It started subtly. Youâd leave tiny, cute trinkets on his deskâonce, a small plush bear you claimed was from Shachi and Penguin. Another time, you placed a particularly round and fluffy piece of bread on his plate at dinner, watching as he scowled, dramatically shoving it onto Bepoâs plate instead.
When you pointed out a particularly adorable sea otter floating by the ship one day, he had scoffedâbut his gaze lingered a little too long, his fingers twitching like he wanted to reach out.
It became a quiet game between the two of youâthough Law didnât seem to realize it until much later.
One evening, while the crew was docked at a small island, you sat on the Polar Tangâs deck, flipping through a book when a shadow fell over you. Looking up, you found Law standing there, arms crossed. His expression was unreadable, but there was a slight crease in his brow, a sure sign he had been thinking about something for far too long.
âYouâre doing it on purpose,â he said flatly.
You blinked. âDoing what?â
He exhaled through his nose, clearly unimpressed by your feigned innocence. âThe comics. The plush. The damn bread.â His jaw tightened. âYou like⊠that.â
You considered him for a moment, watching the way his ears tinged slightly pink, the way his fingers tapped a steady beat against his arm. Finally, you closed your book and stood, looking him in the eye.
âI do.â
His brows furrowed further. âWhy?â
You gave a small shrug. âBecause itâs you, Law. The real you.â
That caught him off guard. His lips parted slightly, but no words came out. He seemed completely thrown off by the simple honesty in your words, and before you knew it, his hand lifted, tugging his hat low over his face.
ââŠI have work to do,â he muttered, turning abruptly and striding away, shoulders stiff.
You were still watching the spot where Law had disappeared, trying to make sense of the strange flutter in your chest, when another voice cut through the quiet.
âEnjoying yourself?â
You turned to see Ikkaku standing beside you, arms crossed, lips curled in amusement.
You met her gaze evenly. âWhat do you mean?â
She jerked her chin toward the stairs Law had just fled down. âYou like seeing him like that, donât you?â
You didnât hesitate. âI do.â
Ikkaku hummed knowingly. âFigured. Itâs not every day you get to see Trafalgar Law flustered.â
You exhaled a quiet laugh. âHe tries too hard to act composed. Itâs nice seeing him be himself.â
âYeah, yeah.â Ikkaku waved a hand dismissively. Then she tilted her head at you, eyes gleaming. âBut have you ever noticed something else?â
Your brow furrowed slightly. âSomething else?â
She leaned in just a little. âItâs always you.â
You stared at her, uncomprehending. âWhat?â
Ikkaku grinned. âYouâre always trying to get a reaction out of himâbut have you noticed who he reacts to?â
Something about her tone made your stomach twist.
She patted your shoulder and walked off, leaving you standing there, silent.
And then you started thinking.
The way Lawâs gaze always seemed to settle on you when you spoke, even when you were talking to someone else. The way he never scolded you the way he did Shachi or Penguin, even when you were obviously pushing his buttons. The way he had just reactedânot with irritation, not with exasperation, but with embarrassment.
Oh.
Oh no.
A slow, creeping realization settled over you, and for once, you werenât sure how to handle it.
You werenât blushing, of course. That would be ridiculous. But your heart was beating far too fast for comfort.
The captain, in love with you? Certainly not.
You couldnât sleep.
It wasnât like you to let something rattle you, but Ikkakuâs words kept circling in your mind. You turned on your side. Then onto your back. Then onto your other side. But no matter what, you couldnât shake the thought.
The idea of Trafalgar Lawâyour captainâbeing in love with you was absurd. You werenât the type to entertain ridiculous fantasies. And yet⊠the weight of his gaze, the way he had reacted earlier, the way he always reactedâ
You exhaled sharply and sat up. This was useless.
A walk. A drink. Something to clear your head.
You slipped out of your quarters and padded down the silent hallways of the Polar Tang, making your way toward the kitchen. But when you pushed open the door, you werenât alone.
Law stood by the counter, back to you, pouring himself a cup of tea. His hair was messier than usual, as if he had run his fingers through it too many times. His hoodie hung loosely off his frame, the sleeves pushed up to his elbows.
He turned at the sound of your steps, his tired eyes meeting yours.
ââŠYou too?â he asked.
You nodded, stepping inside. âCouldnât sleep.â
Law didnât say anything as you walked over and grabbed a cup for yourself. The silence between you was surprisingly comfortable, the occasional clink of porcelain filling the air.
If you hadnât been thinking so hard about him before, you would have left it at that. You would have let it be another quiet moment between the two of you.
But your mind was still tangled with Ikkakuâs words. In your mind, you battled against her words.
And maybe thatâs why, without thinking, you muttered, âDonât worry, I didnât think you were in love with me.â
A pause.
A sharp, quiet breath.
Then, in a voice so calm, so matter-of-fact that it took a moment to registerâ
âBut I am.â
The world went still.
Your fingers tightened around your cup. You turned your head, slowly, as if movement itself might break the moment.
Law was staring at his tea, his expression unreadable, except for the way his jaw tightened ever so slightly.
You werenât the type to let things shake you. But this?
This stunned you.
He realized it a second too late. His lips parted just slightly, as if to take it backâbut the words had already been said. There was no erasing them now.
For a long moment, neither of you spoke.
Law, the man who always had a plan, the strategist, the genius doctorâlooked utterly lost. His fingers flexed against his cup, his shoulders stiff as if preparing for some inevitable response.
Finally, you set your tea down carefully, leveling him with a look. ââŠWhat?â
It was the best you could do.
Law exhaled sharply, tipping his hat forward to shield his face, as if that would somehow save him.
ââŠForget it,â he muttered, turning toward the door.
Like hell.
Law tried to leave.
You didnât let him.
The moment he turned, you stepped forward and grabbed his sleeve. He frozeânot yanking away, not looking at you, just standing there, tension running through him like a live wire.
âForget what?â you asked, your voice steady.
His fingers twitched. ââŠIt doesnât matter.â
You tightened your grip. âIt does.â
Finally, slowly, he turned his head just enough to glance at you. His eyes were sharp, searching, but there was something else thereâsomething hesitant, something uncertain.
You exhaled, forcing yourself to be honest. âI donât know what Iâm feeling for you,â you admitted. âBut I know I donât want to forget this. And I know that⊠I want to be with you.â
Law inhaled sharply through his nose, his lips parting slightly, his whole body locking up as if you had just struck him with Room.
He lookedâ
Embarrassed.
Genuinely, painfully embarrassed. And still, still, he tried to escape. He turned again, this time slower, as if hoping you wouldnât stop him.
You refused to let him slip away.
So, you did something reckless.
âI donât even know how to use the washing machine properly,â you blurted out.
Law froze mid-step.
âI was the one who turned all the boiler suits pink,â you added.
His head tilted just slightly, like he couldnât believe what he was hearing.
âAnd sometimes,â you continued, voice as calm as ever, âI have very intimate dreams about you.â
This time, Law nearly choked. His shoulders hunched, his ears instantly burning red beneath his hat. âWhatââ
âYouâre not the only one embarrassed here,â you stated simply. âSo donât run away.â
For a moment, Law just stood there, hands clenched into fists, face half-hidden by his hat.
Then, slowly, he turned back to you.
Something in his expression had shifted. His gaze was still hesitant, still unsure, but there was something determined beneath it now. His fingers flexed at his sides before curling into loose fists.
And thenâwithout a wordâhe stepped closer.
You stayed perfectly still as he reached for you, as his fingers hesitated just inches away before finally brushing against your cheek. It was uncertain, clumsy, like he wasnât entirely sure he was allowed to do this.
But you didnât pull away.
So he leaned in, just slightly. Just enough for his lips to press against yours.
It wasnât perfect. It wasnât smooth.
It was awkward and hesitant and entirely, unmistakably him.
And when he pulled back, lips barely lingering against yours, he swallowed hard and muttered, ââŠYou turned the boiler suits pink?â
You exhaled a quiet laugh. âThatâs what youâre focusing on?â
ââŠItâs my crew.â
âNot just your crew anymore.â
Law stared at you for a moment before exhaling sharply, tipping his hat forward to hide his face again.
ââŠShambles,â he muttered.
And with that, he vanishedâleaving you standing alone in the kitchen, lips still tingling, heart pounding, and very much not forgetting any of this.
PS. Yes, he is probably dying in his room. âĄ
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PINNED POST TIME! I figured I should make one because I do comics, and I kinda gave up on linking all the parts in the description cause it got annoying.
Soooo...click "read more" to get links to all my comic pages in chronological order! This doesn't include shitposts for the most part but I added the untitled/short ones at the very bottom
My comics in order of when they occur!
I name every comic after song lyrics, but the song rarely has anything to do with the actual comic, felt the need to link them anyway though
'IT'S JUST A BURNING MEMORY'
A short while after the schism happened, Leshy starts to become frustrated with how Kallamar and Heket seem to be hiding Shamura from him. They try to convince him that Shamura isn't ready for visitors, but he slips past their defenses and goes to visit Shamura himself...only to realize his oldest sibling doesn't seem to remember him.
(part 1) (part 2) (part 3) (part 4) (part 5)
(title is from Heartaches by Al Bowlly)
'THE UNPAYABLE DEBT THAT I OWE YOU'
Kallamar hasn't gotten a break from their duties for quite some time, and figures they've done enough good deeds for the family to earn a day off. But as more responsibilities pile up, more of the family gets hurt, more research needs to get done, Kall realizes they maybe won't ever catch a break.
(part 1) (part 2) (part 3) (part 4) (part 5)
(title is from Kettering by The Antlers)
'IN LITTLE WAYS, EVERYTHING STAYS'
Leshy is having a good time on his way to a checkup, but accidentally sees his reflection for the first time since his eyes were removed. He ends up talking to Kallamar about it, and the two have a discussion about what it means to feel like a replica of the person you once were rather than the same person.
(part 1) (part 2) (part 3)
(title is from Everything Stays sung by Olivia Olson)
'FOGGY STREETS AND CHRISTMAS LIGHTS'
Leshy throws a Yule party after many years of the family not celebrating it, but it's not really as joyful as any of the siblings hoped it'd be. Heket is drinking a lot, Kallamar is wearing their iconic fake smile, and Shamura is physically present but mentally absent. Leshy, trying to stave off a meltdown, starts to play a song that ends up being familiar to the entire family.
(part 1) (part 2) (part 3)
(title is from Classic J Dies And Goes To Hell by Glass Beach)
'TAKE ME SOMEWHERE NICE'
The party is winding down. Shamura is tired, Heket and Leshy are rowdy, and Kallamar decides to put his sibling to bed in the guest room. But while Shamura seems happy and fairly lucid, the conversation turns dark quickly as they ask Kallamar to promise them something.
(full comic)
(title is from Take Me Somewhere Nice by Mogwai)
'YOU AIN'T AS YOUNG AS YOU USED TO BE'
After Kallamar was found unconscious on their bedroom floor, they decided from that point on that rest + relaxation were mandatory for the entire family. Heket begrudgingly agrees to take it easy for a single day to appease her sibling, but only then remembers why she wouldn't allow herself rest. Plagued by visions of Shamura's atrophying body, she returns to Anura and tries to work like normal, quickly realizing her own body isn't holding together well either.
(part 1) (part 2) (part 3) (THIS ONE'S UNFINISHED, I didn't like the original ending so I'll get back to it someday!! Part 4 is pretty much complete I just haven't posted it yet)
(title is from It Might Be Time by Tame Impala)
'I WENT BACK AND WISHED I HADN'T'
Shamura, suddenly remembering a promise they made to Narinder many thousands of years ago, begins to look for him in the temple to finish a game of hide-and-seek. They grow increasingly confused as they struggle to find him, but swear they caught a glimpse of him when they walked in...
(part 1) (part 2)
(title is from The Moon by The Microphones)
'YOU'RE ALL I NEED'
After Shamura's breakdown over not remembering why Narinder is gone, Kallamar checks on them and is hurt by them accidentally. Heket happens to come by right as Kall is trying to leave, and the three simultaneously grapple with the memory of the schism in different ways. But despite the tension in the temple and the two most composed bishops being mentally incapacitated, Heket pulls it together long enough to help Kallamar out of a dissociative episode.
(part 1) (part 2)
(title is from All I Need by Radiohead)
'KIDS THAT I ONCE KNEW'
In the Lamb's cult, they and Leshy are kept awake by a screaming baby caterpillar who can't seem to be sated. They get into an argument with him, wandering off and not realizing until it's too late that the ex-god of war has managed to make off with the baby...and seems to find that it looks very familiar to them.
(full comic)
(title is from Dead Hearts by Stars)
the song is kinda "stomp clap hey" coded but I found it in a warrior cat AMV when I was a preteen and the lyric DID fit the comic, so....
'WE COULD BE HAPPY, YOU AND ME'
After a pretty average day in the Lamb's cult, the Lamb winds down and starts going over everything they've accomplished thus far. Shamura wanders in and seems to be talking crazy, as usual, but asks a simple question that begins to break the Lamb down quicker than any threat or attack ever has: "are you okay?"
(part 1) (part 2) (part 3)
(title is from Apple Pie by The Scary Jokes)
ASSORTED RANDOM COMICS THAT ARE UNTITLED BUT ARE STILL WORTH BEING ON THIS MASTERPOST:
The very first angst comic I ever did, about that "five becomes four becomes..." dialogue shamura has
The shamura-explains-their-gender comic
Two-panel comic about shamura telling the younger sibs a story, and then being told the same story in the future
Comic about heket someday being strong enough to carry shamura
Comic where the lamb abuses the shit out of the bishops in the cult, but gives shamura a break for some inexplicable reason
Comic where Narinder gives his siblings a little gift as reparations for his fucking war crimes against them
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MC does not seem to be affected by Sylus's body. She seem to be okay with him showing his torso and even dared to walk to his room when he was taking a shower and was in only a robe! She did not shy away.
Which makes me wonder why she is like that? I fold so quickly by only seeing pixels shirtless but MC is okay with them looking like that. And I blame Caleb.
MC grew up with Caleb. And Caleb being the jealous and possesive man he his, he made sure that MC would not be aroused by other men's bodies or seeing them shirtless. I do not think that he did something drastic like walking around naked but he started to make sure that you would know what a good body looks like so you won't fan after another.
Caleb would workout outside your window or even ask you to help him, and he would do it shirtless. We know that Caleb is toned in a really nice way, so you got used to the view to the point that other men looked like twigs.
I Imagine MC being at the gym and some weirdo trying to impress you with his toned body but then you just look at him and shrug. Mentally comparing his muscles with Caleb's body.
If you think that this was a smart move on Caleb's part then you are very wrong. It backfired in the most comical way. Now you are so used to seeing Caleb's toned body that you find normal. He tries to flex his arms? You don't react. He tries to exercise practically naked? You innocently ask if he wants some help, and he is the embarrassed one saying that he doesn't need any before putting on some clothes.
With that being said let's imagine, I imagine Sylus and Caleb in a show off of muscles to see who is going to be the ones who wins. So there you are trying to continue your work out when this two guys are just showing off. Caleb and Sylus almost matching the weight on the bars, both shirthless and painting messes to show off. The girls at the gym are eating good while you decide what is the best song to work with. Sylus would blame Caleb and would make sure to get through your thick head, no matter the method.
#love and deepspace headcanons#l&ds#caleb x mc#caleb#l&ds caleb#lads caleb#sylus love and deepspace#sylus x reader#lnds sylus#sylus x mc
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PRACTICE SKETCHES - CHARA (4/10/25)
Art Notes:
I think one of the most important differences between Akane and I comes down to just how quickly Akane can get good poses out of their head onto the page.
Now, thatâs not me being self-deprecating or anything, thereâs a lot of things that this comes down to, like that for Akane thereâs nothing to mimic, it IS their style, and also that they have been doing webcomics for a long time now! For me, I never expected Iâd be drawing a webcomic, or, really doing nearly as much 2D art as I do on a daily basis. I had a professor outright tell me once that Iâd never go anywhere with my doodles, and honestly all things considered with my dysgraphia I kind of just accepted his words as true. But, you know, there are people out there that draw with their mouth, so what the hell was stopping me in hindsight!?
Anyways, that aside, regardless of where I am now, if I want to be able to work quicker, thereâs only one solution for that: practice. I do a lot of gesture sketching, Iâve been trying to get back into studying anatomy, but above all else I need to be able to draw my idiot children here on speed dial, which means that they need to be drawn more. Specifically, and interestingly to me, CHARA is the one I have the harder time with between the two. Specifically, that COLLAR IS A REAL PAIN IN THE leg. Itâs more than that, though, itâs really about drawing cartoon bodies in general for me. To truly draw simplified figures, one must understand the concept and structure of the full thing, to have a good idea of mechanics and kinematics. It also helps to be able to draw a straight line but I got hand issues as mentioned prior so thatâs out the window we gotta work with whatâs feasible! I tried take an anatomy class in college⊠it was, a literal science anatomy class. In an art school. About hemoglobin nâ stuff. Fascinating sure but I failed to get that info I needed, so now⊠Iâm teaching myself.
All of these things, happening at once, thatâs whatâs going into this comic right now! Iâm not particularly quick, as time goes on you all may come to see that, but I want to put something out there worth seeing, something Iâm proud of, something that matches the quality youâve come to find in Twin Runes. Iâm extremely humbled by the response Iâve seen to the first comic here, I genuinely had a moment a few days into all of this where it all kind of hit me, you know? What an honor to have people excited to see the things I create, to show such passion, interest and enthusiasm over something I have a part in.
Yaâll are pretty cool, too!
Stop eating my inbox, though, please. I need that.
Thatâs not food, thatâs titanium, and frankly, Iâm scared by the vigor in which you all tear chunks from it. (nom! đ)
Cheers!
- Al (PA22)
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Scarlet Lady Top 10 Favorite Characters: Number 9
for @zoe-oneesama
Number 10 Here
Now letâs be fair about this. This list is subjective and according to my own personal bias. Itâs not about who is deserving or who is âBest Boy/Girlâ. These are just the top ones I like and enjoy seeing in the comic. My favorites may not be your favorites and I quite frankly donât expect them to be anyone elseâs favorites in the same order or even on the same list at all. And just because someone is not on my list doesnât mean I donât like them or that I donât find value in them.
This is just a list of the characters I like the most and my reasonings as to why. What makes me like them? What makes them stand out? Because Scarlet Lady has a LOT of really great characters who all deserve a shout out, so these are just ten of them that stuck out to me the most.
And while I am at least attempting to value them here on their own merit in the Scarlet Lady comic as opposed to Canon or its many MANY issues or the differences between the two, it stands to reason that at least SOME mention of Canon is going to be made. That said, I am trying very hard to not rate them based on my feelings from Canon but more on how I feel about them in this comic.
And because naturally I like my dramatic moments, Iâm going to do the list in descending order from number 9 to number 1.
So without further adoâŠ
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Number 9: Alya
I love Alya in Scarlet Lady. So much so that I feel bad that sheâs not higher on the list, but to be fair, she has some pretty tough competition. And it says something when thatâs the case because it feels to me like everyone deserves a spot on this listâŠitâs just that some deserve it a little bit more.
Alya certainly warrants her spot on this list. She was one of the characters with the fewest changes from her setup in canon and yet ended up with such a major and lasting impact that her canon self canât match.
But if I have to break down the reasons:
1. Alya is a good friend.
When mention is made of Alya being Marinetteâs best friend, SL!Alya is the version that comes to mind for me. And honestly, sheâs the image I long had and long wished for Alya of canon.
A friend who is supportive in all the right ways. A friend needing her own level of support. A friend who will disagree with you on points but still be your friend. A friend who can make mistakes and jump to conclusions but you can always forgive because you know she would do the same for you.
In Mr. Pigeon, Alya was willing to throw down with Chloe Bourgeois to defend Marinetteâs honor and her hat design. And this was only two episodes after Lady Wifi, where Chloe had abused her power to get Alya suspended over a relatively minor infraction that had literally nothing to do with Chloe except that Chloe chose to be offended by Alyaâs incorrect conclusion. Sure, it can arguably be for payback (given how keen Alya was to confront Chloe), but letâs be honest here: after being forced into a position where you are completely helpless at the hands of a bully and even authority figures are not willing or able to step in, most people would hesitate to confront the bully again regardless of whether they know theyâre in the right. And Alya arguably didnât have proof at the time that Marinetteâs hat was actually her original creation.
And yet, Alya was going to act anyways. WANTED to act. For friendship. For vengeance. Not quite sure HOW she was intending to take down Chloe in this case, but I imagine it would have landed her in trouble again and she was fully willing to do so on behalf of her friend.
And speaking of her friend, remember Alya in Reflekta? She was excited of the idea of Marinette being a hero and part of me thinks she really pushed the âMarinette is Scarlet Ladyâ angle because she idolized Scar at the time and very much WANTED her to be Marinetteâsomeone she also adores. Having two of her favorite people be one and the same would have been amazing for her! Sadly (or fortunately depending on your view) that was not the case, but Alya still got to have her moments of seeing her best friend as a hero, and her starry eyes sell it for me. As does Marinette later arranging an interview for her as Marigoldâsomething especially important given in this version, one of the two primary heroes simply has no time for interviews while the other wouldnât give a blog like Alyaâs the time of day regardless of how much Alya did to help promote her.
Plus how in Troublemaker, she got the entire class to come to school dressed in Chat Noir gear to show support for the poor catboy and to help protect Marinette after the way her room and her multitude of pictures of Chat Noir were revealed on live television. Just to try and limit her friendâs embarrassment after her privacy was violated and her crush was outted.
See this? This is the friendship I wanted to see in canon. The ride or die. A counterweight. Supporting each other in reasonable and healthy ways. To be able to say with certainty that when the chips are down, they have each othersâ backs. And Alya does.
Then thereâs the Love Squareâand if the change to the setup didnât already improve how it went, then Alyaâs involvement certainly did.
Part of the reason the Love Square struggled in Canon was because of how forcefully it was pushed with such shoddy foundation, and Alya was the biggest pusher. She forced so many situations out of some misguided attempt to âhelpâ that only ended up creating stress for Marinette, cringe for the writing, and no actual momentum on the progress of the pairing. If you want a metaphor, then letâs describe it like this: If the Love Square is an actual ship and if Alya was a tug boat, she wouldnât have been helping her ship âset sailâ so much as dragging it underwater across the ocean and to its watery demise.
But in Scarlet Lady, Alya is supportive and encouragingâand not in the way where she blows off Marinetteâs anxieties or Adrienâs obliviousness and forces them both into a position theyâre clearly not ready for only to turn around and be annoyed that it didnât work out.Â
No, she was aware of Marinetteâs feelings and interests to the point she recognizes Marinette has a small crush on Adrien even before the girl herself did. She also seemed to be aware of Adrienâs crush on her. So knowing this, she tried to help nudge things along. Note I said âNUDGEâ.Â
She knows a spark could be there. So when Alya had an opportunity, she helped to set things up in a way that would give Marinette and Adrien time together to explore that. Not to confess. Not to date. Just opportunities to be together, interact, and see what happens.
Heck, it feels at times like sheâs more of Adrienâs wingman than Marinetteâs. Especially given the whole bit in Stormy Weather, which remains to date one of my favorite strips of the entire series. Alya was the reason Marinette even made it there in the first place. And when she was picked for the modeling spot, she still tried to influence things to let Marinette take over. Similar to canon, yes, but a notably better feel to it. Better humor. Better outcome.
Which is ultimately what a friend should be trying for. For ALL of her friends.
And by the end of the comic, I can say that Alya is a friend to not just Marinette, but also Adrien and Alix and the other classmates. Yes, even Lila. Which says something given how much she initially despised Lila for the fake interview and how long she held that grudge against her. Going from outright dislike to grudgingly hanging out with to swallowing her pride and giving a real chance to actual collaboration on revealing a major truth.
Now thatâs progress.
And speaking of progressâŠ
2. Journalist Has A Point
Look, many a story will have THAT character. You know the one. Whether a detective, journalist, or conspiracy theorist, THAT character is devoted to uncovering the truth, whatever it may beâand usually in the form of plot-relevant secrets and useful information.Â
So one of the biggest disappointments you can create is having such a characterÂ
with all the drive and reasoning to investigate be in a prime position to uncover a major plot point, in which you give them all the resources and all the motivation to make the discoveryâŠand yet have them do nothing.
Or worse, have the truth spoon fed to them instead when itâs convenient. No effort. No drama or antics. No surprise. No real reaction to the revelation. Just take away all the fun why donât you?
Alya is a major fan of heroes and a journalist in the making. When these things mix, you have a ready-made source of humor and drama in a character with the dual position of he heroâs best friend who doesnât know her secret and a wannabe investigator who risks discovering the heroâs secret. Normally, such a position would involve a number of antics over a multitude of episodes, with the friend being in a prime position to out the hero and the hero having to regularly come up with ways to distract and mislead the friend in question in order to protect the secret.
In canon, we get all of two episodes that even play with this setup. Two in the four seasons it takes for Marinette to just blurt it out to Alya. Lady Wifi and Pharaoh. Thatâs it. And of those two, Lady Wifi had Marinette completely unconcerned with Alyaâs claim of knowing Ladybugâs identity. No drama. No conflict. No antics. No attempts at misdirection. No introspection or question if maybe revealing the cityâs hero is even a good idea. No internal questioning if Alya should be told the secretâif sheâs trustworthy or if she would be in danger. No continued attempts to uncover her identity as if Alya had just gotten bored with it. Nothing.
And if you know anything from my previous essays, you know that few things frustrate me more than having a great setup that practically writes itself and doing NOTHING WITH IT.
In Scarlet Lady, that setup is nixed from the start since Marinette didnât start off as the hero. Instead, what we have is a situation where Alya idolizes the self-proclaimed hero of the city, completely ignorant to the truth that we as the audience were already immediately made aware of: that said hero is Chloe and she is ABSOLUTELY HORRIBLE!
Marinette is aware of her being horrible. Adrien is FULLY aware of her being horrible. WE all know she is horrible. But Alya, like most of the city, is enthralled and supportive of her as the âHero of the Cityâ.
This change immediately created a whole new setup. Where Alya is a fan of a hero while being ignorant to that heroâs true nature. Where WE know and even other characters in the show know, but itâs impossible to convince anyone else of this truth. Iâm sure you all know what itâs like watching any character in that sort of situation. It hurts. But not as much as itâs bound to hurt her by the end.
And indeed it does, as it kickstarts what initially starts off as a funny setup where Marinette and others stay quiet and try to be supportive while inwardly cringing as Alya creates and manages a blog dedicated to the worst person ever sans Hawk Moth and Gabriel Agreste.
Adding to this is that said person wonât give Alya or her blog the time of day. Chloe has no respect or appreciation for the level of commitment Alya has or how much Alya helped her to get her fame, and even calls Alya a âstalkerâ at one point. (Not that sheâs technically wrong to be fair, but bear with me.) This is a testament to Chloeâs view of heroism as a whole and her expectations regarding the treatment she should receive. Nevermind that Chloeâs initial rise to the spotlight was in great part because Alya was the one to put said spotlight on her in the first place. Chloe doesnât acknowledge favors, only what she is owed.
This puts Alya in a difficult position. Unlike Canon, she doesnât have the support of a hero to promote her blog. She is a teenager with no preexisting status as a reporter and no real connections or backing for people to take her seriously. And in a world of already established media and tons of fans like herself no doubt also trying to make names for themselves in similar niche areas, she has nothing to really make herself stand out. What ends up working for her is the live footage she gets of the akumas and the battles, which is exceedingly dangerous and puts Alya in danger. But to her, itâs worth it to be able to enjoy her two passions.
It is painful. It HURTS me to see Alya so devoted to someone who I know full well doesnât deserve it and it hurt even MORE to see how Alya was finally forced to face the truth. Her reaction was real. Her difficulty accepting the truth that we all knew from the start and that Alya could have (and probably should have) picked up on as a journalist if she only investigated everything outside of the âHeroes WOWâ light.
But this doesnât make me look badly upon Alya. Itâs not entirely her fault. Itâs reasonable that Alya wouldnât have known. Given Scarâs refusal to work with anyone outside of publications that âmeet her standardsâ, Alya hadnât gotten to interact closely enough with Scar to really see her âin actionâ so to speak. Not for some time.
Alya does ultimately end up finding the truth, but itâs not the one she initially went searching for. What started out as a love for heroes mixed with her interest in journalism slowly turned into a realization of what heroism actually is and who the true heroes areâŠand arenât.
And with this realization comes a new outlook, new alliances, new goals, and a new plan to reveal the truth about Scar and just who is really the hero or the âsidekickâ in the heroes team.
This here? This gives Alya purpose. It also emphasizes her role in the story and the impact she has. Because over time, the thing that most showed her flaws and ignorance became a major strengthâAND ended up benefiting the city as a whole.
She was the only person who actively tried to help Chat when he was on the run in Copycat and gave him the info to know what was going on and who the true culprit was (especially important because Adrien had NO way of knowing what was going on or why he was being framed and Scar certainly wasnât going to help).
She gave Lila and others a chance to share their stories that otherwise never would have been told. Especially notable given Alyaâs initial dislike of Lila for her lies, something she continued to hold a grudge over for a long time after.
And as a result, she is a major contributor to Scarâs declining popularity as she helps spread the truth. Which adds a nice bit of irony to the situation that the little blog that gave Chloe her start and that she ignored ended up becoming something so major that it destroyed her narrative.Â
Alya had been seeking the truth, been blinded to it, struggled to accept it, went out of her way to confirm it, and then shared it. Maybe itâs not as impressive as taking down the akumas directly, but it has a much greater overall impact on the story and helping get some of that sweet sweet karma weâd all been waiting for. And best of all, she does the one thing that many of us have also been wanting for Canon: to have SOMEONE investigate Hawk Moth and realize the puzzle pieces are pointing at Gabriel Agreste.Â
If only she could have confirmed it a little soonerâŠ
3. Alya as a Person
Alya is a teenager. She is a teenage girl and that shines in Scarlet Lady.
We see her PUMPED at the discovery of heroes in Paris. We see her genuinely EXCITED over the prospect of being a hero. We see her flip her focus and be SERIOUS over serious and not so serious things. We see her unapologetically and hilariously reject Adrienâs pleas for a trade of jobs only to be a hypocrite and turn around and beg him for the same. We see her get terrifyingly ENRAGED at Nino for changing her script without discussing it with her. We see her be PETTY and RESENTFUL over falling for Lilaâs lies. We see her be IN LOVE after Animan. Plus how could I not love her sheer GLEE over getting to face off with Nora?
But what really made me love this Alya and put her leagues above canon is her growth. Growth that she didn't really get in Canon. And a lot of that growth was evident through her discovery of the truth that was right in front of her and how she had gone so long without seeing it.
And when she is finally hit with the reality that her hero is no hero and that she was wrong? Itâs hard. No kid wants to admit being wrong about anything, but especially not about a belief like that. Not the idea of heroes and not over your hero specifically. Especially when you realize you spent so LONG devoted to something only to find out you were wrong, other people knew, and you could have/SHOULD have known had you really tried to look.
And AlyaâŠ.did NOT take it like a champ.
Denial was the name of the game. But her growth came in acknowledging that she was wrong, WHERE she went wrong, and taking steps to move forward with what she knew. Not by doubling down and demanding âevidenceâ that should have been easy to find if she just looked, but by investigating the truth even if itâs one she knew she wouldnât like. And even if it involved things she didnât want to do. To this end, she made up with Lila and the two actually ended up working together to change the tide of public opinion against her over time.Â
Letâs note that: She went back on her earlier promise to herself, forgave and worked with someone that she disliked, and let go of her own pride and resentment in order to get to the truth that she originally never wanted to acknowledge.
Alya in Scarlet Lady plays more of a role in the series than she did in Canon. She wasnât just âMarinetteâs best friendâ and âLadybug fangirlâ or a tool or prop for setting up certain scenes where Marinette suffers or Adrinette is given a half hearted attempt.
Alya is her own person. She disliked someone the others like or come to like. She adored someone the others and even we as the audience couldnât stand. She stood up to her sister for herself and with the backing of her friends. She was silly at times for all that she tried to be serious and mature. She was oblivious and opinionated. She was wrong about a core issue to the story.
And that was perfectly okay.
Not because the narrative said so. Not because anything she did was hand waved. Not because Marinette or anyone else was thrown in as a scapegoat to distract attention away from her.
But because Alya is a well-written character with a personality that makes her a PERSON rather than a prop. Which makes her development into a hero feel rewarding rather than an obligation.
4. Alya as a Hero
Okay, Sapotis in Canon wasnât bad. It worked as a new hero episode. It worked as the FIRST new hero episode. It made sense for Alya to help corral her sisters. I loved Trixx and his subtle means of testing Alya. It also had Alya getting some personal development as she changes from her initial stance of wanting to reveal her identity as a hero to knowing when to keep some truths hidden.
The problem is that lesson didnât really stick as Alya goes on to demand a truth from Marinette that isnât her right to know, try to force Marinette to tell a truth when she isnât ready to reveal it, and betray Marinetteâs trust and reveal the secret just to make things easier for herself and her relationship with Nino.
Gotta say, not impressed with Alya as a hero in Canon. Especially given how much the narrative had gone out of its way to keep portraying Alya as being in the right in each instance she was involved in regardless of what she actually did.
Then thereâs the matter of the issue of her getting the Fox Miraculous after everything that happened with Lila and the complete LACK of Fox Vs Fox/Alya VS Lila/Truth VS Lies setup that such a setup would have been primed for. And if they werenât going to do that or even anything with Alya and Trixx, then what was the point of giving Alya the Fox? There was just really nothing else that came out of a truth-seeker like Alya getting a Miraculous specifically involved in setting illusions and how that could develop her character.
@punchlord has already done multiple evaluations of the characters and Miraculous and which ones would best/least fit and why, and has done so much more detailed and eloquently than I can really offer here. Instead, I want to focus on SL!Alya and the changes Zoe made.
Hereâs the thing: we all knew going in that Zoe was going to follow Canon for the most part. She admitted as such. We also knew that some kwami-swapping was bound to happen as a result of the changes to the world. Chloe gets the Ladybug. Marinette gets the Bee. Sabrina was bound to get something at some point that wasnât the Dog. And yes, Lila too.
But NONE of us were expecting that Alya and Nino would swap their Miraculous AND their hero episodes!
And it worked. It worked so well.
Koki Marina is an awesome hero with such a stand-out look. And the one image of her playing with her fluffy hair always makes me smile.
The changes Zoe made vastly improved the Anansi storyline. Nino deserved his own hero episode that wasnât just focus on him secondary to an issue for Alya and ultimately accomplish nothing on his own while someone else solves the problem for him...twice. And Alya deserved to be the one to deal with Nora and take control of her life.
The thing is, this was an episode with a lesson that was misplaced. Misplaced andmishandled, much like many episodes in the original series.
In Anansi, the biggest problem wasnât that Nino couldnât prove he could protect Alya, it was that Nora was overstepping on Alyaâs life in the first place, especially when it wasnât necessary. She didnât consider that ANYONE ELSE could protect Alyaâeven the heroes when it is their job to fight the akumas.Â
But more specifically, she wasnât willing to consider that Alya could protect HERSELF. Especially of note considering that by this point in both versions, Alya had been running around and getting involved in the fights with the heroes for blog views. And in Canon specifically, Alya had already been a temp heroâI was surprised and disappointed that Alya didnât argue more and struggle with NOT revealing that fact in the episode. But I digressâŠ
If Alya was to get a hero episode, this was the better setup for it. And Zoe saw that and provided us that sweet sweet payout, with Alya proving herself and helping to take down her older sister. And just the absolute GLEE she had in doing so. The sort of glee youâd see in any younger sibling getting a chance to take on and show up their older sibling. All the younger siblings out there should know it.Â
Plus her and Wayzz bonding, omg they are so cute.
While Canon Sapotis was decent (if not a bit frustrating with the lack of lessons for the twins after all their antics), in my view, SL Anansi actually HIT in all the right ways and felt more satisfying overall in comparison as Alyaâs hero episode and ESPECIALLY in comparison to the Canon Anansi itself.Â
Itâs a good episode with a stable episode-centric arc, where the conflict starts with Alya NOT really being able to face down Nora alone and only manages to overpower Nora in an arm wrestling contest because her friends back her and take on Nora in a 4 on 1 match and overpower her together. This is highlighted later in the episode when Alya faces Nora alone to buy Marigold time and is shown to struggle. Then gets the power boost through the Turtle Miraculous that lets her effectively take her down save her. Cough. Yes. Just save her.
Itâs a very empowering story for Alya. But it plays a bigger role than that, too. Itâs not just the start of Alya being a hero, itâs also the point where she really starts to turn things around in terms of the overarching story of the comic.
This episode is the follow up to Sapotis, where the other characters are having a sleepover partly to look after the younger kids but also specifically to try and support Alya as she comes to terms with the realization that her hero is a fraud. Yes, Alya already knew that Scar was horrible by the time Anansi happened, but actually being a hero and having to work with Scar gives her an up close and personal look at how Scar treats the other heroes and how muchâor rather little she actually does in a crisis.
Itâs also the point where Alya seems to gain more confidence and also direct her reporting to a better end. And by the end of the episode, we really see Alya starting to use her skills to this purpose. This is when we get to see Alya actually BE the journalist she wanted to claim she was.
This? Right here? This goes to show that not only does Alya herself make a great hero, but that becoming a hero helped Alya improve herself as well. Which is something we should be seeing more of in such stories with teenagers gaining superpowers.
So all that being said, SL Alya succeeds where her Canon counterpart fails. The narrative points out when sheâs wrong. She learns lessons. She is silly at times and acknowledged to be silly. But through it all, she retains the heart that makes her a good friend and the passion that shows her to be not only a journalist, but a HERO in the making.
#ml analysis#scarlet lady#scarlet lady analysis#scarlet lady top 10 list#scarlet lady is better than canon#ml salt#alya cesaire#you go girl#for zoe
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G'day, I hope you are doing well.
Ever since I finished the story of Dungeon Meshi (all supplementary material included) I've been writing down bullet points on characters in addition to in-depth synopses as a way to tidy up my rather busy mind. To this end I've also greatly enjoyed reading other folks' interpretations of particular characters, as it gives me further insight into aspects of that character I may have glossed over.
However, there's one character I'm struggling to write a cohesive synopsis about, that being none other than 'miss enigma' herself, Falin Touden. I get that her whole shtick is that she's kind of a mystery, but I find myself drawing a lot of blanks when it comes to her as a character, and while I have nailed down some important bullet points, there are a lot of different interpretations on her, all of which starkly contrast one another. Though perhaps it's just the wording. Hard to say.
It could very well be that I'm being too dense i.e. perceiving "Falin is willing to risk killing others to save her friends." and "Falin, in the heat of the moment, when faced with certain death, was willing to face the prospect of harming potential passersby in a final Hail Mary to get her friends to safety." as entirely different observations. I have a hard time with those kinds of things.
With this being a hub for all sorts of observations, interpretations and cool trivia, I was wondering if you'd perhaps be willing to share how you yourself perceive Falin as a character, so I can compare notes and perhaps gain a more proper understanding of her as a character as a result. I know this question is very broad and kind of vague, but if you could spare the time I'd be most grateful.
Other than that, I wish you an excellent day.
Hello!!! I love Falin!!!!!
She *is* a mystery, we mostly know Falin through the perception other characters have of her instead of a direct deep look onto who she is, which I find very interesting. I think the best post I've seen about her (which as usual I can't remember where edit: someone linked it thank uu) I think called her perceived altruism/love "selfish" and I've been thinking about that ever since.
In that sense the way she cares so much about the comfort of people around her might be a way to keep *her own* comfort because she doesn't want to see other people suffer.
This girly died and came back to life from bones and the first thoughts she has is that she caused trouble for her loved ones
She probably has felt this way since she was a child, "because of her" that her family was torn apart "because of her" that Laios left, her mom was sick, her father had to send her away. (wasn't actually her fault but she might think it is)
I imagine ever since then Falin has done her best to not cause trouble and to make the people she loves happy, everything we know about her and the things she was doing was always for the people she loved, that's why I enjoy the post canon comic where Toshiro asks her hand in marriage again so much. The first time she considers accepting just because "might as well" while for the second time she finally wants to live for herself.
I think Falin herself has lost who she "really is" by trying to accommodate everyone around her and that's probably part of why we ourselves don't really know her, so much so that the most cynical character is uncomfortable around her (probably cause he notices Falin is "hiding" something)
I think Falin is quite the melancholic character to be honest, someone who has lost herself in self sacrifice and who is only now learning how to live for herself doing what she wants.
Both the teleportation scene and the bit about healing show "cracks" in the selfless front she puts out tbh. By context I don't think what she did was only due to "desperation of the moment" she says out loud "Even if I end up hurting others I want you and my brother to live on". She weighted out how much suffering she might cause and decided she wanted to save them anyway, and I'm sure in that calculation she knew that they would suffer because of her sacrifice too.
Falin is saving them for herself, I'm not great with words so this is all over the place and maybe sounds a little negative about Falin but the thing is, you cannot live your life for other people, you can't sacrifice yourself for other people's happiness, you shouldn't erase your own presence so others are happier and I think Falin is starting to learn that by the end.
I'd probably keep rambling without getting anywhere and missing a lot of more meaningful moments but I'll stop here, if anyone has recs for Falin analysis please share!
#Dungeon Meshi spoilers#I think the way Toshiro speaks about the moment he fell in love with Falin to be telling too#He had to see her in the dead of the night finally just doing her thing instead of putting on what others expect of her#to finally notice how wonderful she is#But Falin cannot reciprocate those feelings because as opposed to Laios#She is putting up a front to these other people so she can't engage with them in a meaningful manner#Nobody (besides Laios and Marcille) got past the wall Falin put up so they couldn't reach her#I think in the conversation she has with Toshiro in that extra she's finally letting him thru that wall#instead of avoiding it like she did before#she caused discomfort by saying what she really feels and that's okay#Anyway#dunmeshi thoughts#ask#Falin Touden
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mdni. one sided enemies to lovers (?) konig x reader. 5k something. part two here
You wish he would just disappear. That some way or another, you could get him out of your hair. Sure, thereâs always leaving your job, but thatâs not really convenient, is it.
You wish he was outright antagonistic, mean or just an asshole. Someone who abuses his power over underlings. A self centered idiot who can only think with his dick, who gets other people in danger for his pride.
Yet heâs none of that, and you have to cope with it. Which you are unable to do.
âThis fucking thingâ ugh!â Snarls Roze, still trying to set up the new tent as shown in the diagram. It falls over with a soft thump and she kicks it again.
âThese have to be the wrong instructions,â you tell her, turning around the leaflet. Youâve been at it for more than half an hour now, and they usually donât take this long. Still, better the dryness of the desert to find out thereâs been a manufacturing mishap than pouring rain. KorTac has deployed you here before, which is why you know you canât just wing it and sleep outside. The night chill is unbearable.
âCâmon. Let me try,â says Horangi, holding out an arm. For all his male pride, he comes to the same conclusion as you and Roze. Youâre collectively scratching your heads when a shadow falls over you.
âWhat is the issue?â König asks, hands on his hips and sun behind him, like some sort of Superman figure. Ugh.
âItâs not setting up.â
âLet me see.â He grabs the leaflet from Horangiâs hands, looks at it for fifteen long seconds, returns it to him and crouches down to pick at the tent. Itâs odd, seeing such a big man working on something small. Comical, youâd say.
He sets it up in seven minutes (timed), but admits the instructions could be clearer and less misleading. He rises up and claps his hands on his thighs.
âI used to do a lot of camping, ah-ha,â he says, thumbing at his stupid hood.
âWell, thank you König. We would be sleeping outside without you,â says Roze.
âYeah man, thanks,â Horangi adds.
You can feel his eyes on you. Those blue eyes, always in such weird expressions. Maybe you would read him more easily if he didnât have the mask. You donât care anyway. You muster a little smile so you donât read as completely sociopathic to the whole group, and he seems happy enough. But youâre not satisfied with him being the hero of the night.
âCamping, uh? Wasnât it hard, with your height and all?â Itâs meant to be a jab to his clear struggles with his size. Something that only really shows outside of the battlefield, you have to admit.
âNo, not really. Eh, my parents are tall as well, we would always buy big tents. With friends⊠a bit. I slept outside once.â His voice is shy revealing this. From previous conversations, you know he wasnât the most sociable boy in his school. Neither were you but you didnât end up wearing odd masks.
The normal reaction would be to commiserate him, coddle him for the harsh events of his youth. Youâre incapable of that.
âMust have been a pretty clear cut decision from all the others.â
You can feel the side-eye from Roze and Horangi through your head.
âAhah, yes it was⊠I was taking two whole spaces for myselfâŠâ he says, sounding a bit sad and lost in memories.
âThatâs not going to happen now, this is pretty roomy,â interrupts Horangi, and your session of tormenting your team leader is abruptly brought to an end. Pity, but maybe itâs better to keep this a little more private.
âDibs on the first watch!â Roze yells, and you groan. She always gets it before anyone else!
König, Horangi and you play rock scissor paper to decide the other turn. You lose first and you pout slightly: you hate second watch more than anything. Shaking it off, you start to head to the side, but you're stopped by an arm in front of you.
âWe can switch. If you want,â says König, who got the third watch. You crook an eyebrow at him. Does he think you're unprofessional, that you can't even do your job? The fucking gall.
âNo thanks. I donât need handouts,â you turn your nose up. Horangi scoffs, which makes you turn to glare at him. König has no real reaction, just murmurs something between himself. This time you really leave.
Hour later, peaking your head out of the tent door, you shiver at the difference in temperature. You hate missions without safe housesâŠ
âAh, nice. Slept well?â Greets Roze when she sees you. You shake your head.
âMore of a nap than a nightâs rest,â you sigh as you turn to sit down next to her. You suppose sheâs not really sleepy, but anyway, you enjoy her company.
âHey,â she calls your name. You hum to show her youâre paying attention.
âYou know I respect you. Youâre a great fighter,â you preen at that, âbut what is up with that?â Your face falls at that.
âWhat are you talking about?â
âYou and König, câmon. Youâre bullying the guy! And Iâm always in favor of mistreating men, but then he doesnât fight back at all, and itâs just pathetic to watch. What even is the satisfaction in that?â She sounds genuinely baffled. Panic rises in you: you never actually thought youâd get cornered like this.
âHe irks me, okay?â You try to justify yourself as you shift in your seat. You havenât really interrogated much on why you feel this way. You figured it was just a normal reaction to König himself, and everyone was just better at hiding it.
âIrks you⊠yeah, he isnât the smoothest guy or anything, but youâd think he was Satan the way you describe him. He really just fights, eats, sleeps and talks with you and Horangi.â She sits with that for a moment and just looks at you, really looks at you. âMaybe youâve got something going on, I think heâs quite fond of you actually.â
âFond of me⊠Roze, what the fuck are you going on about?â You exclaim, on edge. Itâs far too late (or early?) to really express yourself in any way that makes sense. âHe probably feels the same way I do about him, which is annoyance. He canât be that thick not to realize Iâm being antagonistic.â
âHmm, if you say so.â She gets up and pats your shoulder, tiredness showing up in her limbs. âItâs not really my business. See you tomorrow,â she waves as she enters the tent, dismissively. Itâs like she saw you being too defensive and thought you were a lost causeâŠ
Your watch is uneventful and boring and cold and you canât stop thinking about what Roze told you. Recounting your experiences with König, you think back to the first time you met. It stings to say it, but youâd felt intimidated, shaking the hand of a man almost feet taller than you, clad in an executioner hood. His hand was a bit cold and clammy, which was in contrast with his appearance. The way he shook your hand was unusual too. Men in the military are quick to establish dominanceâ the sadistic ones grip womenâs hands so hard, it almost feels like theyâre trying to strangle them. Königâs handshake was delicate, and his eyes were oddly wide. Far from what imagination could conjure about his figure.
Starting from when you were put under his command, youâd seen König make an ass out of himself pretty often. Never on the battlefieldâ he was akin to a god on there, his strides decisive, his bullets accurate, and his violence lavish. For that alone youâd never send in a request to change teams: you know what you leave but you donât know what youâre going to find. The issues with König lay in that creepy high pitched tone of voice he has sometimes while narrating stories, or the way he appears to have zero space awareness while moving around base. You witnessed him hitting his head or side on door frames far too many times for comfort. In some ways, it kinda killed the respect you could have for him as a leader. But then youâd watch him clear a room in a few bloody seconds, and youâd have to give it to him again. Unfortunately. But itâs now apparent that you canât cling to any justification that will make sense to other people without you sounding completely out of your mind or like a bitch. Which you can be.
Checking your watch, itâs indeed time to go back to sleep. König hasnât shown up by himself, the oaf, so you need to go wake him up. UghâŠ
Crouching, you enter the tent. Horangi is still snoring away, thankfully not too loudly. You get on your knees to move more quietly and crawl your way to the horizontal column on the back. Itâs hard to see well in the darkness, but König feels oddly still in his cot. Youâd think he trashed around in his sleep like he does when awake.
Once you reach him, you touch his shoulder, murmuring his callsign not too loudly. No reaction. You do it again, this time a bit stronger, and he still doesnât wake up beside grumbling some incomprehensible gibberish. Already irritated, you grab him by both shoulders and shake him alright. You realize youâve made a mistake only when your arms are being coiled by something so tight you think your blood flow has stopped. Loud breathing can be heard in the closeness of the spaceâ it is right in front of you.
âKönig,â you whisper, âitâs me. Iâve come to wake you up.â If thereâs any fear in your voice you hope your disgust still dominates it.
âScheiĂeâ sorry,â he says, voice thick with sleep, and you think he blinks or starts to understand where you two are. You relax a bit in his hold, shifting on your folded legs, and he finally realizes heâs still holding you.
âIâm sorry, sorry. I was dreaming,â his hands brush the sides of your arms before releasing you, as if appeasing a dog he accidentally stepped on. You scowl. He finally starts to move and sits up, his torso an even darker mountain in the obscurity.
âAre you going to sleep here?â He asks, voice high pitched, youâd say almost nervous as you move closer and donât retreat to the other side of the tent. Your scowl gets deeper.
âIâm already here and theyâre all the same size,â you say, taking your place in the cot. Itâs comfortably tepid, to your pleasure. âItâs warm, too. You can sleep on mine when youâre done.â Considering the affair over, you bring the cover over your body and settle down. It smells a bit like him.
König is still crouching next to you: other than his breath, you can tell heâs there by the noise of his nails scratching up and down on his pants. Still not hearing him move, you raise your head.
âArenât you going outside?â Your tone could be meaner and more acidic, but drowsiness softens you, too.
âYes⊠Iâm goingâŠâ He sounds uncharacteristically reluctant, like he wants to oppose but knows he canât. What, is watch duty too common for your team leader? You tut and turn over, and finally you hear him put his gloves on and walk outside.
You wake up to the sound of people speaking some hours after. Sighing, you get up, stretching away the ache from basically sleeping on the ground. It takes you a second to understand youâre not in your own bed and youâre in Königâs instead. Getting up, you grab your utilities from your bed and exit the tent. In the makeshift camp, you see Roze and Horangi chattering away with instant coffee cups, and König working on his rifle. Roze sends you a charged look, to which you reply with a confused expression.
âGood morning, Sleeping Beauty. That your new callsign?â She pokes at you, laughing.
You groan and walk over the coffee pot.
âWhy didn't you wake me up?â
She shrugs, turning over in her thermal jacket. âWe donât have to be there before oh nine hundred. You can sleep on company time,â she finishes her coffee, throws the cup away and enters the tent again to dress up. You bite your lower lip and pour some for yourself, casually glancing over your male teammates. Horangi is just hovering, no doubt done with his preparations since heâs been awake for longer. König is still cleaning his rifle, and he hasnât spared you a glance. You decide to fix that.
âYou want to clean it so hard you can look at yourself during fights?â Snickering, you come up behind him. König slightly jumps, his hands clutching the rifle hard in order for it not to fall.
âAhah, it was a bit filthy from yesterday. But now itâs clean,â he puts it down gently and carefully, always careful around guns. You look at him from behind your coffee cup. As always, itâs hard to tell what heâs feeling with the mask in the way, but heâs being particularly evasive today. To the point he hasnât even looked you in the eye yet. Still, he turns to face you.
âWhatâs up with you today?â You ask him. Youâre used to seeing him a little less down. If he isnât feeling well, it could turn massively bad for all involved.
âNothing. I hope the mission goes well.â He sounds more sure now. You shrug. His body moves as he stands up, and as always it unsettles you. But you refuse to address whatever that means, so you reply nonchalantly, âIt seems pretty straightforward.â
âJaâŠâ He shuffles over his feet. You lean a bit over, wondering if he has anything else to say. He doesnât, but he finally looks you in the eye: you keep looking at each other until Horangi speaks out of the blue and says itâs time to move. You turn abruptly and go join Roze in the tent.
It could have been over in a second. The building you were meant to go in, or what remains of it, has been reduced to a pile of burning debris, explosives turning it outside down. And you would have been none the wiser as itâd turn your guts out, too.
âHoly shit,â you whisper, and Horangi next to you urges you to move along, to follow König. König, who was the one to actively tell you and Horangi to not split from his command. Youâd cringed, but followed him anyway, unkeen to disobey, and Horangi always listens to König anyway. And now you were alive because of a decision König made. Again.
Another successful assignment from KorTac. Please feel free to contact us again for any inquiry.
Looking outside the helo, you observe the silent dunes youâve just left.
This always happens, you reason. Someone has a hunch. Another got a call from his grandma telling him not to go. You dream of a different path from the one that youâre supposed to take.
Why is König so good at this? Itâs good that heâs good at this. Youâd be missing your limbs otherwise. He sits across from you, knees brushing with yours. His eyes are glazed over, drowsy, hands folded together. An innocent visage, if one discards the blood over his clothes.
Ire crashes over you like waves. This fumbling man, almost stuck eternally in his adolescent, awkward state, is fucking great at his job. Far better than you could ever hope to be. Not only is he genetically built for hard conditions, but heâs also gifted with a natural sense for the battlefield and military tactics.
Youâve been thinking about him far too much lately. Looking at his back, at his incredibly toned legs. Torn between the long lasting distaste youâve had for him and⊠whatever admiration you begrudgingly hold for him.
A light turns on in your mind.
That makes sense.
The Hungarian base is one of KorTacâs smallest. Itâs usually bare from anything but the basic necessaries, and it has very few permanent workers. Itâs the same case this time. The four of you and the pilot walk in a ghost town. One worker greets you like he had no idea you were even supposed to land there. They need to stop firing communication people in this company.
âKönig,â you muster a sweet tone, fighting the bile that comes up in your throat. König turns from walking with the others to face you, immediately alert.
âCan we go⊠somewhere private?â He freezes for a second, and then nods, eyes a bit wary. Fine. You honestly thought heâd be more hesitant. Maybe Roze does have a point.
You walk for a bit side to side and then open a random room in the corridor, furnished with just a long table and a number of chairs not appropriate for its length. You close the door and stand there, deciding youâre not going to sit. Yet?
Fuck, you donât actually know how to go about this.
âSo,â you start, âhow do you think weâve been getting along?â You ask, trying to test the waters.
âEhm. Pretty good, Iâd say,â he replies, accent thicker than usual. Your doe-like expression immediately changes to a skeptic one. You tilt your head, calculating.
âYou donât think I treat you a bit differently than the rest of our teammates?â
He looks around, like he knows this question is a trap. Youâd be more annoyed if it wasnât so fun to have him all for yourself to tease.
âI think we are friends⊠you get along more with Roze, but stillâŠâ He fidgets at his missing belt loop. Ah, goddamn, thatâs another stupid thing about him, why canât he put a belt on properly?
âFriends? We are friends to you?â You ask, tone clearly disbelieving.
âYes⊠are we notâŠ?â Königâs voice is a whisper now, insecurity leaking over and filling the whole room. Oh Jesus. Now you really feel like a middle school bully.
âI think⊠that I kind of have a problem with you, KönigâŠâ You tell him, weirdly meek. Thereâs no other way to go about it. You wish he had the same mixed feelings you obviously hold for him, but instead his are tragically simple and gentle minded⊠What a contrast from the cold, calculating man that saved your life this morning.
âWhat problem?â
âNothing really⊠itâs just that you distract me⊠a little too much.â
âDistract you like how? Is it something I do?â
âYes, but you canât change anyway,â you confess. And, deep inside you, you donât want him to change. Part of the reason you canât stand König, after all, is how he embodies some part of youâ the one not carefully curated to be as badass and hardhearted as possible, but one that instead just is, even if itâs uncool. Youâve desperately tried to hide it all this time, convinced it could only hinder you in your careerâ and then König shows up, and not only is he one of the best soldiers youâve met in your life, but heâs also unapologetically himself all the time. And it doesnât stop him from achieving anything.
This plan is stupid anyway. König doesnât seem to be the man who agrees to casual sex. Hell, sometimes it doesnât seem like heâs even aware of the concept.
âMaybe Iâm the one that has to change teams⊠If we just canât find a solution to this problem of mineâŠâ This is bait: you could be more explicit, but maybe you really do need to change teams. You canât be consumed by thoughts of your team leader, itâs just embarrassing. This sexual attraction (but also resentment) you hold for König canât have you zone out in an active combat zone.
âNo!â He says, voice loud and clear, his tone filled with panic. âPlease⊠IâŠâ
âYou what?â
âI⊠I like you.â He confesses, eyes low. His hands are trembling a little.
Five seconds pass before you elaborate a reply to that.
âKönig, I treat you like shit!â The exclamation probably surprises you more than it does him.
âS-So?â He pants, what little of eyebrows you can see low, pupils dilated only a slight blue circle remains of his irids.
âSo? How low is your confidence to like me when I insult you all the time?â You hiss, mere centimeters away from his face. How bad have his relationships with people been so far if he considers you a person worth liking?
You lower your eyes and see that his knees are bent in order to be closer to your height. If your mind wasnât already made up, this would be the turning point. He follows your gaze down his body with his eyes and whimpers when your eyes lock on his bulge. Your little stress problem is going to get solved alright.
âYou like me? Alright. We can go there, if you want. But remember, this is for me and my problem. Got it?â You point at his chest and he nods frantically at that, like he canât believe this is really happening.
âFine then. Take off your clothes.â You order, taking a step back and leaning your back on the absurdly long table. Youâd make him remove his mask, but that feels like an additional step in intimacy youâre not sure you can ask of a man you claim to hate to the majority of people you know. And, most of all, you canât force him. Youâre out of bitterness for the day. It doesnât mean that youâll make it easy for him, though.
König clutches at his pants, taking one long leg out and then the other, remaining in his standard boxers, erection barely hidden behind them. He then moves to his jacket, which he drops to the ground, and then his compression shirtâ his pecs are reddened by the blush youâre sure covers his whole neck and face. Your hand points down, and König immediately drops to the ground, so you can beckon him over with a slight gesture. He crawls over to you, stopping right in front of your booted feet.
You deeply enjoy ordering him around, so why stop now.
âUnhook my pants,â you tell him, âbut donât remove my panties yet.â He nods and brings his trembling hands to your belt, undoing it faster than expected, to then lower your pants to your ankles so he can move more comfortably between your legs.
âKönig,â you call out his name.
âHmm?â he purrs, barely taking away his eyes from your clothed pussy. You think heâs been getting progressively closer.
âWhat are we going to do⊠with your mask?â
âDonât worry,â he raises a thumbs up, like a huge fucking loser that youâre somehow attracted to, âI can manage.â
âWell then, manager,â you snark, irritated once again, âproceed. Eat me out.â He takes one hand off your leg to uncover his lower faceâ you only see a flash of it before it is hidden to you again.
He digs in, at first sniffing you, and then licking you through the cotton of your underwear. The warmth of his body is scorching in the chill air of the unused room. His tongue diligently brushes against your clit and slit until your gusset is soaked, and only then he moves them to the side to make direct contact with your pussy. You hiss as your elbow falls down on the table, your legs now spread open even further as he sucks on your clit. Apparently he does know what sex is.
âCan I use my fingers? Please?â He looks up, hood now covering him completely again.
âHm⊠let me think on itâŠâ you pretend to really ponder on it, and you see his eyes get bigger and wetter.
âPlease!â he begs again.
âAlright, go ahead big guy,â you decide to throw in a compliment for his begging. After all, heâs being quite good. So much for the strict dominance.
His finger penetrates your entrance slowly at first, maybe afraid of going too fast. He takes his sweet time exploring, seeing which movements or spots really make you welp.
âDonât get distracted now,â you tell him, kicking him lightly on his back with your heel. This is about you, not his curiosity. He straightens his back and starts licking you again, eager and enthusiastic. To think youâve been just boiling over in your anger when you could have made good use of him.
You can feel your climax readily rising up, spurred by Königâs slobbering care. Your hand reaches to keep him closer to you, and you think you can almost feel his hair under the hood. Longer than you expected. The mounting sensation and heat comes to a high and you come, strangled moan and head thrown on the table. König keeps licking and fingering you until you forcibly tear him apart from your pussy.
After the momentary bliss, thereâs a moment there when you think about what youâre doing. If this is simply about getting off, the encounter can end here, even though you could be more satisfied. Youâre not sure itâs only about that, though. König is panting in front of you when you raise your head, calm besides his breathing. You look at the sheer size of him, and think of his selflessness and his patience dealing with you. And then you look down at the stain of precum on his briefs and go what the hell, sure.
âCan I touch you?â You ask him, but before you can even finish the question heâs already saying yes yes yes.
Your hand brushes his bulge and he jolts, toes high. You scoff a little, entertained by his always so vivid reactions. When you take his impressive cock out, you give it an experimental jerk and see him jump even higher.
âGod, König, keep it together, will you now?â You laugh derisively at him, to which he just grumbles a bit sadly.
âWhat do you want, huh? Want me to jerk you off? Want to fuck me?â You ask teasingly, getting even closer to his masked face and stroking his cock. Once again, he just mumbles. The still unresolved irritation rears its ugly head, and after squeezing his head until he yelps you let go of him.
âIâm not going to do anything if you donât tell me. Iâve had it with your mumbling,â you snarl and cross your arms. Königâs entire body animates and tightens at his panic, and his arms leave his sides to tentatively reach out to you.
âY-You can do whatever you want to me.â
âPathetic answer. Pick something, or Iâm getting out of here and leaving you hard and leaking.â He finishes reaching out then, and grabs your hips softly, almost as if afraid of hurting you. One of your legs snakes around his.
âI wantâŠâ He starts, unsure and twitchy.
âYou want?â You encourage him, squeezing his arm not so gently.
â... to fuck you.â He whispers, ashamed. You laugh in his face. He must come from a different planet, a different universe altogether. How can a man of his size be so submissive? It feels like an impossible combination, but youâre not complaining.
âGo ahead, then,â you tell him sweetly, and he nods only once this time, decisive. He grabs his dick then and reaches your entrance. Both of you are so soaked itâs almost effortless: his cock fills you and more, to the point the last inch of him takes more time and care. But you can almost feel him in your guts due to his length. König groans when settles inside you, and moves his arms to hold you in a loverâs embrace. You can feel his ragged breath next to your ear. A bit baffled, you move your arms to hold him too. The smell you inhale is the same you felt last night, so utterly him.
âAlright?â You whisper next to his ear, the soft brush of his hood on your cheek.
âPerfect⊠so hotâŠâ he replies, squeezing you even harder. You sputter a bit at that, not expecting it, but squeeze back.
âYou can start moving now.â
His first thrusts are uncertain and slow. You caress his mighty back to encourage him, and then your hand goes lower and you grab a handful of that ass. He gasps and you laugh again.
âYouâre so big,â you tell him, âI donât know how you even fit in me.â He straight up moans then, and drives so hard in you he almost knocks the wind out of you. Feeling him get more desperate, you sneak a hand between you to brush at your clit, helping yourself get there. König rushes when he feels you get tighter, and you have to hush him to calm him down.
âJust a bit more,â you tell him, âresist a bit more.â He just heaves as an answer.
He keeps a good pace, not too slow or too rushed, but when he starts jamming a little you know heâs close. He calls out your name, tone worried.
âIâm about toâŠâ You grab him by the neck then, at least what you can hold, and he stills, in what is no doubt a great exercise of restraint. The torture could go on for longer, but all things considered heâs endured enough from you. Somewhere along the way this has stopped being about you and your problem, and has begun to be his as well.
âLetâs do it together,â you just whisper as you let go of him, hand going back to touch yourself. He mewls, this big puppy of a man, and you moan when his cock hits that special spot inside you. You come again, locking your legs around his waist, and he stutters and groans as he releases inside you, nosing at your neck. You swear you can feel his cum spilling out.
The two of you lay there for a moment, or two, or three. Königâs face is still hidden in your neck, his back no doubt uncomfortable. He mouths something against your neck you donât know how to decipher. Slowly, and reluctantly, you push at his shoulders. He rises then, and you immediately miss his heat and the feel of his body caging you in. Worst of all is when he takes his cock out of youâ the gaping feeling is unbearable, coldness of the air hitting directly your tender core. König is looking at you like he doesnât know what to do, which is exactly the case. Youâre not so sure yourself. Itâs the first time you sleep with a coworker you have a complicated relationship with.
âThereâs the debriefâŠâ you tell him, unconvinced. He knocks his head up, like you just reminded him, woken him from a spell.
You put your pants back on while König redresses. Looking at him, as those big muscles move and flex, you feel your desire for him rise again, but youâve been gone for long enough. Roze and Horangi will already be suspicious.
Before you exit the room, you grab König by the arm. He takes a step closer to you, and you flex a bit on your toes to look at him in the eyes better. Moving your hand, you tenderly touch his face. He closes his eyes.
âKönig⊠you canât let yourself be bullied all the time,â you brush his cheek through the mask and he leans on your hand.
âBut I like when you tease me,â he says, head bowed. You giggle a bit at that.
âThen only I can do it, okay?â
He nods. You swear you can feel his smile through the cheap cotton of his mask.
#will i be shadowbanned again. we shall see#cod#call of duty#cod x reader#konig x reader#yours truly#konig
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So I went to Desucon Frostbite!!
So long story short Iâd heard good things about artist alleys in Finland and had been trying and failing to get into one for some time. But then by some miracle Desucon finally let me in! so me and my dear friend @kotikaleo went there. It was both of ours first con in Finland and my first time selling outside the Baltics.

This was our table. And ohh did people not lie about the Finnish artist alleys - it was insanely busy Iâve never seen masses like this in front of my table before. I think since the first people came up until the very end of the selling period there was MAXIMUM 5 minutes when there was nobody in front of the table and it took like an hour before we could even get a proper picture
needless to say it was my best sales yet at any event, which is especially insane considering we only had one day for selling. I definitely hope to come back here in the future
Additionally this was all of the stuff I bought

I was really bad at taking usernames this time so alas I donât have names for most of them (but i can probably find if needed)
But I especially wanna draw attention to the slugcat print and Hunter charm - by @ javicterry on instagram. From what they said they were seen as The Rain World artist at finnish cons and I LOOVEd the initial interaction when they came to our table like âI AM NOT THE ONLY ONE !!!â. We also got to hang out a bit on the second day of the event and after the con and it was really nice. It was my first time seeing someone I didnât already know selling rw art at a con and Iâd been looking forward to that happening. I really hope we can interact more in the future
Speaking of cool finnish rain world artists-

I already showed this before but of course I have to mention it again for this summary post. But I got to meet @excessive-moisture as well!! Since I first did the Moon in a suit cosplay weâd been floating around the idea of meeting at a con at some point since neighboring countries and all so Iâm so so happy we actually got to make it happen. I was a bit nervous that the interactions would not go smoothly and itâd just turn into slightly awkward onesided fan behavior on my end but noooo it actually went really really well and it was a nice egoboost to see someone I semi-look-up-to see me as a cool person as well. Holding out hope we can make something happen again in the future
As mentioned I was cosplaying Moon again. I actuallyyyy didnât get more than a couple pictures and none of them even from myself. The first day I was busy sitting at my artist table and the second day I was busy sitting at various other artist and not artist tables and fighting stomach problems
but hereâs the little bit that I do have. Saturday in a suit and Sunday with the regular white cloak Moon


(I forgot to put on the gloves in that one but shhhh)
I wish Id had the energy to walk around more but its fine i still had a good time for the most part
Also no smooth transition for this one but hereâs also a collection of art exchanges between some people, including myself!

I just thought it was cool :) theres a few more things that arent visible bc they were either on other sketchbook pages or the person wasnât there at that moment
ANYWAY the event was really great im so glad i went. Probably going to stay as one of my top favorite con experiences for a long time. I hope to be back someday, at least at other cons in Finland! As for general cons I currently have no confirmed ones for the future but I applied to and hope to be at J-Tsoon 6 in Tallinn đȘđȘ and Comic Con Baltics in Vilnius đ±đč in spring!
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Undertaker wants to Court you! ~(Headcanons)~
Canât wait for the public school arc whoâs with me?!
this dude is so silly đż enjoy some hcs of this ridiculous little man
Undertaker is funny. He uses that to his advantage when courting. Well, it actually depends on what type of humor you have- most of his are usually those jokes that are kinda funny but at the same time your like âThatâs outta pocket! đ€Šââïžđđâ yk?
he always wants to hear jokes. He asks you randomly and no matter what type he laughs at them. Rude humor? Hilarious! Dad jokes? That one really tickled his fancy! đ why did the chicken cross the road?? To get to the other side? đ€Łđ€Łđ„
now usually I feel he has a specific sense of humor but with you everythingâs just kinda funny. Itâs that moment when your with someone who you can laugh at the most unfunniest stuff ever and still be cackling at it anyway đđ
heâs always telling them as well. Might I say, at the worst times đ you just watched someone run over a stray animal? Oh heâs got a joke for that hear him out- LIKE BRO đâïž
HES THE TYPE OF GUY WHO MAKE YOU LAUGH BEFORE EVEN TELLING YOU THE JOKE BECAUSE YOU KNOW ITS GONNA BE STUPID đ
Letâs also talk about hiiiisâŠ! weird side! (Iâm saying âsideâ like heâs isnât always weird..) This is pretty much him just being a creep? Ish? Like that scene where he was in the barrel licking saltâŠđ€š or how heâs always in coffins (which tbh seems more normal for a grim reaper but still..) either way this dudesâ real weird and he doesnât tone it down, even around you despite the fact that it may or may not (you decide) push you away
Heâs a very mysterious dude, so how ever you met him I guarantee it was eerie and somewhat strange. Therefore you were likely intrigued by him, so when you went on your first date it was, well, very interesting! Thereâs so many layers to unravel with this guy! Ngl even now youâve only semi unraveled this incomprehensible man but at the least you do learn more as you get to know him :P
his past isâŠ.complicated is an understatement- gimme a new word.
literally no one but him knows his full past all the way up to this very day. Looks like no one has stuck around long enough! Since you will I guess youâll be the first to figure it out! ;)
now Iâll say this, he wonât sit down and just tell you everything, no. That wonât be any fun! đ youâll have to have the intelligent to sit down and decode it piece by piece with the tidbits of information he gives you randomly. Yes! Itâs going to be comical seeing you try and put this whole thing-a-ba-jig together! (^_â)ââ đ€Ł
his nonjudgmental yet opinionated personality is scary if you donât like folk who come off too strong. Or if your sensitive- đ heâs a âtell-it-like-it-is-and-I-donât-give-a-shipâ type of guy. Buuuut! If your similar to him in that sense youâll probably understand him a lot more. Him being nonjudgemental is perfect for peeps of all types so thatâs a plus!! đ
ranting about his fascination with humans during your dates comes with the package! âïžHe just does, itâs always one of his topics, and ngl itâs nothing boring either, heâs got quite a few stories to tell with even more jokes in between, which is sure to make for a lovely date <3 plus at some point all species in black butler experienced being a human, and idk about yâall but the study of human nature, psychology and how the brain works is a very interesting thing for me! Iâd definitely be able to keep a conversation like that up for some time, me personally.
He puts up a front of a funny weird guy when thereâs more to him if you read between the lines. Which, donât get me wrong that certainly is a part of the real him, he just makes sure to highlight it so you donât look at the rest đđ
heâs a real creepy fellow..even towards you đ (on purpose) and whether heâs trying to court you or not thereâs no escaping it- if it starts to push you away heâll find a way to incorporate laughter into it to make it more appealing, but no, he wonât change his ways đ
WHY DOESNâT HE WASH HIS HAIRRRR
(yes itâs canon đ)
you force him to wash his hair đđ pls he needs it. or at least do it with him so itâs more fun. Itâll probably be easier to convince him that way
Time to talk about his work as a grim reaper!!! :3 (retired anyway) if you are reaper you get to follow each other around doing tasks! human? You both go your separate ways to work, whatever that may be. A demon? The same as a human really! Just this time you might have a contract with somebody. Buttttt!! A perk of all three is getting to work in the funeral parlor with him ;3 itâs a good disguise if your a demon/reaper and also some good quality time for you and your reaper đ (i mean, I hope you donât mind morbid stuff cuz heâs a mortician after all đ
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his little Russian roulette with the phantomhives đș (LOL) no seriously I have no clue what type of relationship he has with them besides the fact that he serves them for the price of top notch laughter đ§âđłđ but you might! Iâd say heâs more willing to let you in then anyone if heâs trying to court you! That obviously means he wants to trust you with his heart! So yeah! You likely know a thing or twoâmore about Ciel than Vincent but any info will do at this point đ itâs a start right? đ€·ââïž
whenever Ciel comes over you get to witness him or Sebastian try to make undertaker laugh, itâs not like they can kick you out, you work there! Perks đ You can pretty much tell the one time Ciel made him laugh himself it was just a whole bunch of tomfoolery đ (why did it take so longâïžđ) Sebastian is also able to make undertaker laugh really hard immediately so I wonder what he does đ€Ș guess youâll get to see! đ
undertaker opening up to you is a process that requires patience. And donât be pushy!! I mean this for your sake, by the way. Youâll drive yourself crazy since youâll never get an answer thatâs not riddles or straight up jokes. đ€Šââïžđ€·ââïž
yeah overall his way of courting is really strange but when it comes to making things official heâs poetically blunt. The type of blunt where you have to process for a second like âwait what does that mean- oh. OH-â
Anyway Iâm gonna talk about the actual dates now cuz Iâve pretty much just been mentioning the madness that comes with it this entire time :3 and yes as I said thatâs a way of courting to him. Heâs weird and blunt but doesnât wanna do things the traditional way. So getting you involved in his antics is his way of saying âhey i like ya and I want ya to stick aroundâ. And jokes. HAHAHAH đ
dates with undertaker normally consists of tea, jokes, human psychology and gossip đż ever since I saw ciel in wonderland I couldnât get over the fact that undertaker was at a tea party and now I headcanons him to like tea LOLOLOL! I mean I know thatâs how the plot goes in the actual slice movie and he was just playing the role of the character but, think about itâdonât it kinda fit???? Like?? Okok Hear me out hear me out- imagine sipping on some tea with Undertaker and gossiping on the latest drama from the underworld, âI heard a rare case is happening where blah blah blah *giggle* *giggle* chatter chatter..â ETC! like idk how to explain it but do you see the vision???
I can also see him doing that dramatic anime thing where they sip theyâre drink majestically then say something intelligent sounding (âïžđ€) (about psychology, for him) as the wind blows đđ YK? LOLL even worse if your in a outside background and his eyes shows (cuz the character who never shows theyâre eyes always show them when they get serious đ€Ł)
i love how shameless this guy is
why donât we know this guysâ real nameâïž Canât even give him a nickname because âundertakerâ isnât nickname material!! What am I supposed to call him???? Takerâ âïžđđż
ENJOY @doudouma HEREâS YOUR SURPRISE~ đ€
#anime#anime and manga#luffyvace#anime headcanons#fluff headcanons#fluff#black butler x reader#black butler#black butler x y/n#black butler x you#kuroshitsuji#yana toboso#black butler season 4#black butler undertaker#undertaker kuroshitsuji#undertaker black butler#undertaker x reader#black butler public school arc#undertaker#undertaker x you#cute headcanons#cute prompts#fluffy prompts#fluffy
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