#SCREAMS idk idkkk

[denkisauce]

looking out for you <3

[greg-montgomery]

pen loved hotch the most out of everyone on the team imo 😶

[sleepygaymerdisease]

youd think that making a story that kind of hinges on its conclusion would mean that i would get around to actually writing the outline of that extremely important conclusion one of these days but no ive been putting that off for multiple fuckin years

[slowdive1994]

lmao I met a homophobe yesterday

[harukapologist]

my exam so soon.................

[nr1chaedickrider]

been having kitty hybrid!reader thoughts..

like. r being owned by momo but momo has to go to work or whatever during their heat cycle so momo sends sana to help ☹️

i have never written anything about hybrids but everyone has a first time in something sooo.... idk if i like how it turned out or not

i kinda like this idea ngll.. kinda mentions of cheating?? i made the reader kinda innocent like but idkkk take this drabble my dear mutual <3

"shes just so.. ugh how do i say it??" momo says as she sighs, sitting down on the black leather couch in the recording room, taking a break from the singing. Sana looks at her.

"needy for attention?" sana asks.

"i guess thats how you could say it...??" Momo says, thinking about what to do.

"I got so much work, recording these songs are gonna take soo many hours.. i cant help her"

"you know.. i already finished recording.. and she likes me so.. i can help if you want" sana says, looking at momo with a bit of hope because she has been eyeing you since the first day, but momo doesnt need to know... right?

"thank you so much!!!" momo almost screamed and hugged sana, being so glad that she offers her help. without any cost!!

_______________________________________

"you're so sweet do you know that?" sana says, looking down to you as you lay your head on her lap. you look up to her as she pats your head.

"thank you" you say shyly, squirming around on the couch.

"momo unnie is always working..." you say, sana looks at you and watches you speak.

"she doesnt give me attention" you continue. pouting a little.

"i can give you lots of attention my dear" sana says, smiling.

you sit upright, looking at her like a little child that gets candy.

"really???!!!" you ask

"of course i can, if you let me" she whispers.

why was she whispering?? but you dont care at all, sana giving you attention sounds sooo good!!!!

"please do" you say smiling.

sanas smirk confuses you.. why was she so happy about giving you attention??

your thoughts get interrupted by sana pinning you down on the couch, kissing your neck roughly but soft at the same time. you whimper and let out moans.

"sana unnie-" you moan.

"im giving you all my attention" she mumbles against your skin, going down on you.

you will definetly ask momo if sana can come more often after this...

[lunels]

Hi, hope you’re doing well 💘 would I be able to request headcanons about what ellie’s ideal girl would be?

hii thank u! & thank u sm 4 requesting you're my first one!!! i hope you like :) also sorry i wrote a little too much..

ellie's ideal girl headcannons

automatically. she would luvvvvvv someone who is a badass. LIKE. confident, has some confidence. someone who isn't afraid to speak their mind or voice their opinion. i think of dina for example, who’s a little bit of a flirt. made it known that she liked ellie, who went and kissed ellie first. orrr riley, who was impulsive and willingly brought ellie along w her sometimes to show that she wasn’t afraid to join the fireflies. who showed she was determined to do what she thought was right. ellie is def into those types of women.... and more! hold on.

she'd love someone who could match her level of wittiness and have an even smarter mouth. sharp minded individuals!!! she would find that veryyyy attractive. someone who can have her a little speechless or gets her gears turning. like damn... okay, shit.

someone who doesn't take a lot of things seriously. WHO KNOWS HOW TO CRACK A DAMN JOKE. like come onnn we already know ellie is a big jokester !!!! she's a sarcastic girl. she would grow bored of someone who doesn't know how to have a little fun.. yk??? a little frisky.. a little..... yk???? just have SOME sense of humor and you're good. you make her laugh. you're married.

SOMEONE WHO ISN'T GONNA GET BORED OF HER TALKING AND RAMBLING AB THE STUFF SHE LIKES...... sorry to keep yelling at you. so sorry. 😇 just someone who listens to her!!!!! who is genuinely interested in learning more ab her interests!!! basically hearts in her eyes. she will love U 4ever.

someone who accepts her flaws regardless of what they are. she's an insecure girl. she would grow fond of someone who can accept her all, bad or good. who will stay after seeing her bad moments.

she'll neeeeddd someone who is the type to be reassuring when she feels like she's drowning and who makes her feel wanted. ellie is def the type to doubt herself and be heavily insecure in a lot of her abilities. feeling as if she's not good enough. she will feel drawn to people who see something in her and aren’t shallow. willing to show her that she is enough. that she is everything and more!!!

someone who is also, if not equally artistic as her. im not hating on the no hobby girls or the sleeps all day and stays in their room girls because thats also me! but i feel like a relationship w ellie or just a friendship in general would mesh very well if you had a handful of interests that you indulged in. bonus if youre into the same things!!! (she's already scribbling ab you in her journal) she’s THE clingy type but would like a bit of independence. don’t get me wrong for the sleeps all day girls, she’d love you too. promise. being in that gogogo mode and all that overworking she does to herself will backfire on her. just keep doing yo thanggg & she'll come thru

hate to say it but. someone who is motherly. idk how to explain it!! i hope that's not weird. like a nurturing person. she's been pretty much absent of a mother/mother figure her whole life and being friends/dating someone who nurtures and cares for her in a motherly way would have her HOOKED. she would be surpised at how good it feels to be taken care of for a little bit. she's not used to the being taken care of acts. or the just because kisses. or the long hugs when you notice she's off. or the frequent how are you feeling? how was your day? what's got you so worked up? dykwim?? does someone know what i mean???? just yeah. that.

alsoooo also idkkk but somebody who is the type to initate things. i know alot of ppl write/see ellie as the one to start everything and be on top and blahblahbalah and i do too sometimes! butttt she also second guesses she's nervyyyy she's veryyy much in her head. she will stand there and look at you with nothing behind her eyes screaming in her head wondering if you think of her the way she thinks of you UNTIL you just say i like you!!! wanna go out sometime?!?!? and you're set. done. she might as well just kiss you right there. if you go out of your way to show that you're interested, she'll do the rest. maybe. probably.

and that’s all i can think of thank you 4 requesting <3 xoxo, butterfly 🦋

[mango-dump]

im gonna die and explode i cant decide if i wanna keep it a secret or if i wanna show everyone . my secret dream is to open an onlyfans i think skfhskfjsjs GAHHH IDKKK I DUNNOOOO cause sometimes im like wahh nooo i cantt i dont wanna im too shy and other times im like the more people jerk off to me the more i can feel my power growing idk . but also i love love love loooooveeeeee making people beg for my stuff so 😭😭😭 idk 😭😭😭😭 screams idk what to do 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[stregoniconiconii]

rewatched the ST pilot. soooo many thoughts to be had. when it comes to like stancy idkkk she’s seriously just 15/16 with her first boyfriend and she’s playing it coy. they’ve made out a couple of times! that time Steve is over is presumably the first or one of the first times he’s even been over to her house. they’re just sweet. but I think nancy’s thing with like control rears its head over here, but it’s entirely understandable. I don’t doubt her attraction to Steve in this episode it’s just that it’s obvious she’s also thinking about what it means to have someone like Steve desire her. barb saying ‘oh ur going to be so popular now are u gonna be friends with Tommy and carol now’ I feel like Nancy didn’t even like consider the fact that as steve’s girlfriend she’d have to hang out with his friends. it’s also like immediately clear that steve’s reputation isn’t as a bully the emphasis is on how gross it would be to be friends with Tommy and carol which like - why? because They’re bullies or bc they’re together and everyone knows they’ve been having sex since they were like 14? the hang up as always is sex. Nancy doesn't want to be considered a slut, she doesn’t want to be like the other girls Steve has been with, she doesn't want to be another notch on his belt. idk there was something about the look she gave him when he backed off during their ‘study sesh’ - it screamed disappointment to me. did she want him to insist more on having sex, so that she wouldn’t have to make the ‘slutty’ decision to want it? was she surprised that he actually didn’t mind just studying even if he obviously wanted to do more? I think so far nancy’s been pursued by Steve, she hasn’t necessarily had to make any decisions about their relationship just accepting or denying what Steve has put on the table. and I dont necessarily blame her for that, a popular boy from the grade above suddenly showing interest in you when ur a nerd? I'd be hesitant. but I feel like nancy’s struggle rn is actually going for what she wants. and she wants steve’s attention and sex but there’s also the fact that to have those things she’ll have to communicate that she wants them. it’s the first time she’s had to navigate something like that and she’s trying to toe the line between not-a-slut and wants-to-have-sex without fucking stuff up too badly. sex always seems to be something that happens to girls, especially how it gets portrayed for ‘good girls’ and I think this is also Nancy realising that when she’s with a guy who listens to her and what she wants then she’s going to have to actually say and act on her desires. nobody’s a mindreader. anyway pilot thoughts <3

[celestie0]

HI ELLIE OKAY I JUST FINISHED TTPD AND I AHVE OPINIONS 😭 first half of the album was ehh idk how to feel abt fortnight considering it’s the single for this album I think it was good not that good though it wasn’t amazing like lavender haze I really loved ttpd (the song) I think my boy only breaks his favorite toys were good but so long London was a HUGE disappointed I think we all hyped it up so much and we all ended up getting disappointed because it wasn’t what we wanted or expected but daddy I love him WAS SO GOOD especially the lyric Where it goes “I’m having his baby no I’m not,but you should see your faces” GAGEDDD I WAS GAGED I also really liked fresh out of the slammer especially the kind banging sounds ik it wasn’t banging but bear w me 😭😭 guys English isn’t my language you can’t blame me fr 😂😂 who’s afraid of little old me WAS SO GOOOD and I can do it with a broken heart especially when she goes “I’m so depressed I act like it’s my birthday everyday Im so obsessed with him but he avoids me like plague” and the upbeat music makes it so much better the anothology was so much better then the normal version definitely really loved the black dog that song really stood out to me imgonnagetyouback WAS SO GOOD I saved that one I hate it here was also really good 😭 thanK you aIMee THE SHADE THROWN AT KIM ?? Taylor mother fucking swift did it AGAINNN 😭😭🤞🏻 she ate her up so bad if I was Kim I would be so embarrassed rn 😭☠️ Cassandra also stood out to me I think this was abt the kimye situation Robin was ehh I think it’s a grower for me honestly but the Bolter and the manuscript were pretty good as if noe I think I’ll probably enjoy the album way more if I just listen to it more a little disappointing but that’s fine cuz there were amazing tracks on here and tbh I am not mad at it now I just need to watch the fortnight music video but I’m too overwhelmed rn so I need a break a little 🥲 now I’m just probably gonna wait for Somone to break down the tracks and point out the hidden clues in the mv 😭😭☠️

hiii bb omg your opinions are pretty much exactly mine LOL <333

yeahh i agree w you, w midnights lavendar haze was likee....it set the TONE for the album yknow hahaha. i remember first listen for it n i was like aight im locking in after hearing that. but i heard fortnight n was like...ehhh i hope it gets better. i liked ttpd too i thought it was lyrically p good song plus the line ab the ring omg i was gagged. yea SLL was disappointtinggg i was rlly looking forward to that one ripping my heart out LOL but it...didn't

"but daddy I love him WAS SO GOOD especially the lyric Where it goes “I’m having his baby no I’m not,but you should see your faces” GAGEDDD I WAS GAGED"

HELP SAME HAHAHA I WAS WATCHING A BUNCH OF TIKTOKS YESTERYDAY OF PPL REACTING TO THAT LYRIC AND IT'S SO FUNNY xD tbh when i first heard it it didn't really sink in for me so i was just vibin w it but then i was like damn. imagine if she announced to the world she was pregnant through a song like that ahhah i was shocked when i heard it again in second chorus. she was so insane for that

agghh idk 'who's afraid of little old me' and 'i can do it w a broken heart' were big time misses for me lol i haven't listened to them again since first listen but it's just cuz i don't really like those kinds of songs from her (specifically referring to the lyricism on these ones) but idkkk i could just be a hater LOL cuz my friends rly liked icdiwabh but it might grow on me, we'll see,, it's def catchy!! kinda silly but she kept it so real

YESSS i think the black dog is in my top three from album :'') i had it on repeat driving to work yesterday and i cried ??? w every listen ??? idk something ab the end of the bridge where she holds the note on "old habits die screaming" omg i sob. and i'mgonnagetyouback was also SO GOOD i think that song is the type of edgy ts lyricism i enjoy (as opposed to icdiwabh & who's afraid of lil old me)

THENK YOU AIMEE WAS WILDDD i think that's the song that had me the MOST GAGGED BC GAT DAYUM. the part where she alludes that kim's kids will be coming home from school singing songs that SHE WROTE that only the two of them know are throwing shade at kim plsss. that's wild n i'm so glad she had the balls to release that song hahah good for her

i also really liked clara bow, the part where she said "you look like taylor swift" alluding to how someday she too will be gone n only remembered for her legacy was wilddd n made me emotional ngl. also i lovedd peter too def in my top three too. also loml is probs my fave

sameee i haven't watched the new mv yet haha i think i might stream it on tv later tonight. sorryyy bb that' you're overwhelemd hope you're taking care of yurself n that your exams szn is going okay!! <33 ty for sharing your thoughts w me

[mercymermaid]

apparently decapitated heads can still register things a solid few minutes after decapitation - maybe the reason jane’s song is so loud and chaotic (especially in the cast album, it sounds like a villain song holy shit) is because she's just expressing the cars honking and the people screaming after the crash and all the loud music symbolzies the commotion at the fair during her last moments because some of the instruments give off fair vibes idkkk? that weird honking sound could be the sound of ambulances and firetruck honking to get past the crowd, and her high notes could be her mimicking the people screaming and the sirens??? Idk the sound is so loud compared to her so it's either a big character twist or it symbolizes things idk

thought of that while listening to ballad

thank you for your time

[chronicallyonline-fandomwh0r3]

i...I.... chocked on my own spit.... holy shit bullocks on a turd Tuesday.

IDK HOW TO BE A MUTUAL SO PLEASE BE KIND TO ME!!

I'm baby and idkkk how to function when my fav author follows me....

@britcision

thank you so much! you inspire me a lot and I'm glad you liked me enough to follow!

(imma go scream into a pillow now.)

[sargeantsarmy]

Idk if you already did but this is your invitation to rant about how We Don't Talk About Bruno fits Dark Pictures characters (if you want)

SCREAMING AAAA

OKAY OKAY a bunch of different Dpa characters talking to the player about the curator. That’s it. Well, that’s what it should’ve been but then I got excited and assigned roles.

More detail is under the cut<3

* Mirabel: Player(you, good sir)

* Pepa and Félix: Julia and Alex

* Dolores: Nick <33

* Camilo: Jamie

* Isabella: Salim

* Abuela: Still not super sure but I was thinking an old guy like Charlie lmao

* Moriano: Jason ehe

* Bruno: Curator

Also the other lil freaks-

* Dead fish girl: Anthony(but it’s his family not a fish😭)

* Gut guy??: Olson

* Baldy lol: Du’Met

And extra info on why I chose each character if you want it:

Julia and Alex: Should be decently self explanatory; he can propose to her in game so like wedding time<3

Nick: “I associate him with the sound of falling sand”, if y’know, y’know. And Dolores’s part after Isabella’s, like he could be talking about Jason, sure(please), or Rachel/Eric. Idkkk

Jamie: I was kinda stuck on this one for a while, but first of all, I lacked tdim characters in this and second, she jokes about her trauma and stuff.

Salim: OKAY HOLD ON listen to the punk version by Matt Copley bc Isabella’s part sound VERY pretty and that’s like the main reason I chose him. He’s pretty.

Jason: Jalim? And possible Kaychek?? Yeah I’m in

Charlie(?? Maybe): Old person(that’s canonically real ackackack)

Thanks for listening to my rant. Sorry my brain is constantly smoking crack(it’s lack of sleep not drugs dw)

[brckendollette]

Dear Public Diary 02

KMS!!!!!!!!!

guys;; i think my parents…are HAVING SEX!!!

WHY IS GHE BED CREAKINF SO LOUDLY!! HELP?? GROSS!!

mom + dad = fighting

mom + dad + sex = problems soved

#trauma

GUYSS GROSSS!! EWW!! I AM SCARED AS I AM GROASED OUT BY SEX!!! EWWWWW

idk i just wanted to type this to distract myself (/ _ ; )

well idk atp they’re talking now but maybe is to cover up?? WHO KNOWS!!!

WHYY AM I SCARED OF SEEXX!!!! WHY!!! DIDJA MNOW THAT WHEN ME AND MY BF JOKE AROUND WITH SEX I CRIED?? LIKE IDKKK

guyssI HATE IT HERE #startingmyjobsoonbtw

ohemgee i’m trying to write the toji fic i’m working so hard on rn like can’t they STFU 🙁🙁🙁🙁

they’re just talking now but who KNOWS!! i’m scaRED!!! J HAGE SEX!!! BOOOO!!! #hypersexual

also also today i was literally hiding from my MOM!!! i haven’t been to school lately cuz like i haven’t gotten my state ID yet and i need it to get a school ID AND I FUCKING NEED A SCHOOL ID OT ENTER MY OFFSITE CLASSES OH MY FUCKINF GOOOODDDD I HATE IT HEREE

i’ve been missing class for like a whole month now;;

my art class btw

and my psychology midterms are on saturday (i have psychology on saturday)) IM SO SCAREDDD!!

but like YEAHHHH!! IVE BEEN HIDING AT HOME!! I HAD TO HIDE IN MY BROTHERS CLOSET UNTIL SHE LEFT AND UNTIL IT WAS AAFE ENOUGH TO COME OUT AND EZPLAIN TO MY DAD HE WAS LITERALLY SCREAMING BUT UNDERTOOD 😭😭

but yeah yehahh ok gonna work on the toji thingy i hope i can post it tonight ><

10/16/24

11:40 am

[rodeoradio]

36, 37, & 43 for tmg ask game <3

36- What's a song that you think deserves a close listen or 10? Why?

I’ve rewritten this like 3 times because there’s so many and yet I feel like the beauty of the mountain goats is that the lyrics are pretty upfront- but I’ll have to say snow owl. I think it’s really underappreciated, though a lot of stuff from the early albums is. The guitar is heartwrenching- there’s not a lot of early or even late goats with fingerpicking like this. The lyrics are devastating and beautiful. My take is that It’s about taking a risk on a relationship that probably won’t work out, falling deeply deeply in love, and realizing things are falling apart- but seeing the persons beauty, even if it’s no longer a viable relationship. It’s all still so gentle and sweet about it. I think it can be read in many different ways, but no matter how you perceive it, It’s a real glimmer of kind tenderness in John’s discography.

37- A song that is really, really personal for you?

Well. Up The Wolves is a popular one for sure but it will always hold a special place in my heart as my first goats song. It plays at the end of a really intensely cathartic Walking Dead episode, which is where I heard it for the first time when I was around 13 or 14. I associate it with dealing with family trauma/conflict and trying to figure out my trans identity in my early teens. Ever since I’ve moved out and gone to college my relationship with it has turned more to a celebration of escaping and revisiting my ever chaotic and evolving home life. Being at a live show and scream singing this song with a room full of people is a religious experience.

43- A lyric you cannot fucking stand?

“Oh would that you would kiss me

With the kisses of your mouth

'Cause your mouth is sweeter than wine, and has

A more complicated history than the American South”

idkkk I can’t say that many goats lyrics really irk me. But idk about this one

[worldcupofficial]

matteo's clothes are actually decent looking, especially for a football player