#SCREAMS idk idkkk

[denkisauce]

looking out for you <3

[greg-montgomery]

pen loved hotch the most out of everyone on the team imo 😶

[sleepygaymerdisease]

youd think that making a story that kind of hinges on its conclusion would mean that i would get around to actually writing the outline of that extremely important conclusion one of these days but no ive been putting that off for multiple fuckin years

[slowdive1994]

lmao I met a homophobe yesterday

[harukapologist]

my exam so soon.................

[nr1chaedickrider]

been having kitty hybrid!reader thoughts..

like. r being owned by momo but momo has to go to work or whatever during their heat cycle so momo sends sana to help ☹️

i have never written anything about hybrids but everyone has a first time in something sooo.... idk if i like how it turned out or not

i kinda like this idea ngll.. kinda mentions of cheating?? i made the reader kinda innocent like but idkkk take this drabble my dear mutual <3

"shes just so.. ugh how do i say it??" momo says as she sighs, sitting down on the black leather couch in the recording room, taking a break from the singing. Sana looks at her.

"needy for attention?" sana asks.

"i guess thats how you could say it...??" Momo says, thinking about what to do.

"I got so much work, recording these songs are gonna take soo many hours.. i cant help her"

"you know.. i already finished recording.. and she likes me so.. i can help if you want" sana says, looking at momo with a bit of hope because she has been eyeing you since the first day, but momo doesnt need to know... right?

"thank you so much!!!" momo almost screamed and hugged sana, being so glad that she offers her help. without any cost!!

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"you're so sweet do you know that?" sana says, looking down to you as you lay your head on her lap. you look up to her as she pats your head.

"thank you" you say shyly, squirming around on the couch.

"momo unnie is always working..." you say, sana looks at you and watches you speak.

"she doesnt give me attention" you continue. pouting a little.

"i can give you lots of attention my dear" sana says, smiling.

you sit upright, looking at her like a little child that gets candy.

"really???!!!" you ask

"of course i can, if you let me" she whispers.

why was she whispering?? but you dont care at all, sana giving you attention sounds sooo good!!!!

"please do" you say smiling.

sanas smirk confuses you.. why was she so happy about giving you attention??

your thoughts get interrupted by sana pinning you down on the couch, kissing your neck roughly but soft at the same time. you whimper and let out moans.

"sana unnie-" you moan.

"im giving you all my attention" she mumbles against your skin, going down on you.

you will definetly ask momo if sana can come more often after this...

[mango-dump]

im gonna die and explode i cant decide if i wanna keep it a secret or if i wanna show everyone . my secret dream is to open an onlyfans i think skfhskfjsjs GAHHH IDKKK I DUNNOOOO cause sometimes im like wahh nooo i cantt i dont wanna im too shy and other times im like the more people jerk off to me the more i can feel my power growing idk . but also i love love love loooooveeeeee making people beg for my stuff so 😭😭😭 idk 😭😭😭😭 screams idk what to do 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[stregoniconiconii]

rewatched the ST pilot. soooo many thoughts to be had. when it comes to like stancy idkkk she’s seriously just 15/16 with her first boyfriend and she’s playing it coy. they’ve made out a couple of times! that time Steve is over is presumably the first or one of the first times he’s even been over to her house. they’re just sweet. but I think nancy’s thing with like control rears its head over here, but it’s entirely understandable. I don’t doubt her attraction to Steve in this episode it’s just that it’s obvious she’s also thinking about what it means to have someone like Steve desire her. barb saying ‘oh ur going to be so popular now are u gonna be friends with Tommy and carol now’ I feel like Nancy didn’t even like consider the fact that as steve’s girlfriend she’d have to hang out with his friends. it’s also like immediately clear that steve’s reputation isn’t as a bully the emphasis is on how gross it would be to be friends with Tommy and carol which like - why? because They’re bullies or bc they’re together and everyone knows they’ve been having sex since they were like 14? the hang up as always is sex. Nancy doesn't want to be considered a slut, she doesn’t want to be like the other girls Steve has been with, she doesn't want to be another notch on his belt. idk there was something about the look she gave him when he backed off during their ‘study sesh’ - it screamed disappointment to me. did she want him to insist more on having sex, so that she wouldn’t have to make the ‘slutty’ decision to want it? was she surprised that he actually didn’t mind just studying even if he obviously wanted to do more? I think so far nancy’s been pursued by Steve, she hasn’t necessarily had to make any decisions about their relationship just accepting or denying what Steve has put on the table. and I dont necessarily blame her for that, a popular boy from the grade above suddenly showing interest in you when ur a nerd? I'd be hesitant. but I feel like nancy’s struggle rn is actually going for what she wants. and she wants steve’s attention and sex but there’s also the fact that to have those things she’ll have to communicate that she wants them. it’s the first time she’s had to navigate something like that and she’s trying to toe the line between not-a-slut and wants-to-have-sex without fucking stuff up too badly. sex always seems to be something that happens to girls, especially how it gets portrayed for ‘good girls’ and I think this is also Nancy realising that when she’s with a guy who listens to her and what she wants then she’s going to have to actually say and act on her desires. nobody’s a mindreader. anyway pilot thoughts <3

[celestie0]

HI ELLIE OKAY I JUST FINISHED TTPD AND I AHVE OPINIONS 😭 first half of the album was ehh idk how to feel abt fortnight considering it’s the single for this album I think it was good not that good though it wasn’t amazing like lavender haze I really loved ttpd (the song) I think my boy only breaks his favorite toys were good but so long London was a HUGE disappointed I think we all hyped it up so much and we all ended up getting disappointed because it wasn’t what we wanted or expected but daddy I love him WAS SO GOOD especially the lyric Where it goes “I’m having his baby no I’m not,but you should see your faces” GAGEDDD I WAS GAGED I also really liked fresh out of the slammer especially the kind banging sounds ik it wasn’t banging but bear w me 😭😭 guys English isn’t my language you can’t blame me fr 😂😂 who’s afraid of little old me WAS SO GOOOD and I can do it with a broken heart especially when she goes “I’m so depressed I act like it’s my birthday everyday Im so obsessed with him but he avoids me like plague” and the upbeat music makes it so much better the anothology was so much better then the normal version definitely really loved the black dog that song really stood out to me imgonnagetyouback WAS SO GOOD I saved that one I hate it here was also really good 😭 thanK you aIMee THE SHADE THROWN AT KIM ?? Taylor mother fucking swift did it AGAINNN 😭😭🤞🏻 she ate her up so bad if I was Kim I would be so embarrassed rn 😭☠️ Cassandra also stood out to me I think this was abt the kimye situation Robin was ehh I think it’s a grower for me honestly but the Bolter and the manuscript were pretty good as if noe I think I’ll probably enjoy the album way more if I just listen to it more a little disappointing but that’s fine cuz there were amazing tracks on here and tbh I am not mad at it now I just need to watch the fortnight music video but I’m too overwhelmed rn so I need a break a little 🥲 now I’m just probably gonna wait for Somone to break down the tracks and point out the hidden clues in the mv 😭😭☠️

hiii bb omg your opinions are pretty much exactly mine LOL <333

yeahh i agree w you, w midnights lavendar haze was likee....it set the TONE for the album yknow hahaha. i remember first listen for it n i was like aight im locking in after hearing that. but i heard fortnight n was like...ehhh i hope it gets better. i liked ttpd too i thought it was lyrically p good song plus the line ab the ring omg i was gagged. yea SLL was disappointtinggg i was rlly looking forward to that one ripping my heart out LOL but it...didn't

"but daddy I love him WAS SO GOOD especially the lyric Where it goes “I’m having his baby no I’m not,but you should see your faces” GAGEDDD I WAS GAGED"

HELP SAME HAHAHA I WAS WATCHING A BUNCH OF TIKTOKS YESTERYDAY OF PPL REACTING TO THAT LYRIC AND IT'S SO FUNNY xD tbh when i first heard it it didn't really sink in for me so i was just vibin w it but then i was like damn. imagine if she announced to the world she was pregnant through a song like that ahhah i was shocked when i heard it again in second chorus. she was so insane for that

agghh idk 'who's afraid of little old me' and 'i can do it w a broken heart' were big time misses for me lol i haven't listened to them again since first listen but it's just cuz i don't really like those kinds of songs from her (specifically referring to the lyricism on these ones) but idkkk i could just be a hater LOL cuz my friends rly liked icdiwabh but it might grow on me, we'll see,, it's def catchy!! kinda silly but she kept it so real

YESSS i think the black dog is in my top three from album :'') i had it on repeat driving to work yesterday and i cried ??? w every listen ??? idk something ab the end of the bridge where she holds the note on "old habits die screaming" omg i sob. and i'mgonnagetyouback was also SO GOOD i think that song is the type of edgy ts lyricism i enjoy (as opposed to icdiwabh & who's afraid of lil old me)

THENK YOU AIMEE WAS WILDDD i think that's the song that had me the MOST GAGGED BC GAT DAYUM. the part where she alludes that kim's kids will be coming home from school singing songs that SHE WROTE that only the two of them know are throwing shade at kim plsss. that's wild n i'm so glad she had the balls to release that song hahah good for her

i also really liked clara bow, the part where she said "you look like taylor swift" alluding to how someday she too will be gone n only remembered for her legacy was wilddd n made me emotional ngl. also i lovedd peter too def in my top three too. also loml is probs my fave

sameee i haven't watched the new mv yet haha i think i might stream it on tv later tonight. sorryyy bb that' you're overwhelemd hope you're taking care of yurself n that your exams szn is going okay!! <33 ty for sharing your thoughts w me

[mercymermaid]

apparently decapitated heads can still register things a solid few minutes after decapitation - maybe the reason jane’s song is so loud and chaotic (especially in the cast album, it sounds like a villain song holy shit) is because she's just expressing the cars honking and the people screaming after the crash and all the loud music symbolzies the commotion at the fair during her last moments because some of the instruments give off fair vibes idkkk? that weird honking sound could be the sound of ambulances and firetruck honking to get past the crowd, and her high notes could be her mimicking the people screaming and the sirens??? Idk the sound is so loud compared to her so it's either a big character twist or it symbolizes things idk

thought of that while listening to ballad

thank you for your time

[chronicallyonline-fandomwh0r3]

i...I.... chocked on my own spit.... holy shit bullocks on a turd Tuesday.

IDK HOW TO BE A MUTUAL SO PLEASE BE KIND TO ME!!

I'm baby and idkkk how to function when my fav author follows me....

@britcision

thank you so much! you inspire me a lot and I'm glad you liked me enough to follow!

(imma go scream into a pillow now.)

[sargeantsarmy]

Idk if you already did but this is your invitation to rant about how We Don't Talk About Bruno fits Dark Pictures characters (if you want)

SCREAMING AAAA

OKAY OKAY a bunch of different Dpa characters talking to the player about the curator. That’s it. Well, that’s what it should’ve been but then I got excited and assigned roles.

More detail is under the cut<3

* Mirabel: Player(you, good sir)

* Pepa and Félix: Julia and Alex

* Dolores: Nick <33

* Camilo: Jamie

* Isabella: Salim

* Abuela: Still not super sure but I was thinking an old guy like Charlie lmao

* Moriano: Jason ehe

* Bruno: Curator

Also the other lil freaks-

* Dead fish girl: Anthony(but it’s his family not a fish😭)

* Gut guy??: Olson

* Baldy lol: Du’Met

And extra info on why I chose each character if you want it:

Julia and Alex: Should be decently self explanatory; he can propose to her in game so like wedding time<3

Nick: “I associate him with the sound of falling sand”, if y’know, y’know. And Dolores’s part after Isabella���s, like he could be talking about Jason, sure(please), or Rachel/Eric. Idkkk

Jamie: I was kinda stuck on this one for a while, but first of all, I lacked tdim characters in this and second, she jokes about her trauma and stuff.

Salim: OKAY HOLD ON listen to the punk version by Matt Copley bc Isabella’s part sound VERY pretty and that’s like the main reason I chose him. He’s pretty.

Jason: Jalim? And possible Kaychek?? Yeah I’m in

Charlie(?? Maybe): Old person(that’s canonically real ackackack)

Thanks for listening to my rant. Sorry my brain is constantly smoking crack(it’s lack of sleep not drugs dw)

[brckendollette]

Dear Public Diary 02

KMS!!!!!!!!!

guys;; i think my parents…are HAVING SEX!!!

WHY IS GHE BED CREAKINF SO LOUDLY!! HELP?? GROSS!!

mom + dad = fighting

mom + dad + sex = problems soved

#trauma

GUYSS GROSSS!! EWW!! I AM SCARED AS I AM GROASED OUT BY SEX!!! EWWWWW

idk i just wanted to type this to distract myself (/ _ ; )

well idk atp they’re talking now but maybe is to cover up?? WHO KNOWS!!!

WHYY AM I SCARED OF SEEXX!!!! WHY!!! DIDJA MNOW THAT WHEN ME AND MY BF JOKE AROUND WITH SEX I CRIED?? LIKE IDKKK

guyssI HATE IT HERE #startingmyjobsoonbtw

ohemgee i’m trying to write the toji fic i’m working so hard on rn like can’t they STFU 🙁🙁🙁🙁

they’re just talking now but who KNOWS!! i’m scaRED!!! J HAGE SEX!!! BOOOO!!! #hypersexual

also also today i was literally hiding from my MOM!!! i haven’t been to school lately cuz like i haven’t gotten my state ID yet and i need it to get a school ID AND I FUCKING NEED A SCHOOL ID OT ENTER MY OFFSITE CLASSES OH MY FUCKINF GOOOODDDD I HATE IT HEREE

i’ve been missing class for like a whole month now;;

my art class btw

and my psychology midterms are on saturday (i have psychology on saturday)) IM SO SCAREDDD!!

but like YEAHHHH!! IVE BEEN HIDING AT HOME!! I HAD TO HIDE IN MY BROTHERS CLOSET UNTIL SHE LEFT AND UNTIL IT WAS AAFE ENOUGH TO COME OUT AND EZPLAIN TO MY DAD HE WAS LITERALLY SCREAMING BUT UNDERTOOD 😭😭

but yeah yehahh ok gonna work on the toji thingy i hope i can post it tonight ><

10/16/24

11:40 am

[rodeoradio]

36, 37, & 43 for tmg ask game <3

36- What's a song that you think deserves a close listen or 10? Why?

I’ve rewritten this like 3 times because there’s so many and yet I feel like the beauty of the mountain goats is that the lyrics are pretty upfront- but I’ll have to say snow owl. I think it’s really underappreciated, though a lot of stuff from the early albums is. The guitar is heartwrenching- there’s not a lot of early or even late goats with fingerpicking like this. The lyrics are devastating and beautiful. My take is that It’s about taking a risk on a relationship that probably won’t work out, falling deeply deeply in love, and realizing things are falling apart- but seeing the persons beauty, even if it’s no longer a viable relationship. It’s all still so gentle and sweet about it. I think it can be read in many different ways, but no matter how you perceive it, It’s a real glimmer of kind tenderness in John’s discography.

37- A song that is really, really personal for you?

Well. Up The Wolves is a popular one for sure but it will always hold a special place in my heart as my first goats song. It plays at the end of a really intensely cathartic Walking Dead episode, which is where I heard it for the first time when I was around 13 or 14. I associate it with dealing with family trauma/conflict and trying to figure out my trans identity in my early teens. Ever since I’ve moved out and gone to college my relationship with it has turned more to a celebration of escaping and revisiting my ever chaotic and evolving home life. Being at a live show and scream singing this song with a room full of people is a religious experience.

43- A lyric you cannot fucking stand?

“Oh would that you would kiss me

With the kisses of your mouth

'Cause your mouth is sweeter than wine, and has

A more complicated history than the American South”

idkkk I can’t say that many goats lyrics really irk me. But idk about this one

[worldcupofficial]

matteo's clothes are actually decent looking, especially for a football player

[yongislong]

intimate moments + dreamies.

wc: IDKKK GAH genre: fluff/domestic/suggestive?/angst???/established relationships nonidol!dreamies/always self-indulgent lol

cw/note: no cws i dont think! count how many mf times i mentioned studying in this LMAO :| v long, i went overboard EEK enojoy!!!

mark... back rubs. he screams back rubs to me idk. like back rubs but also if you're stressed, he gives such good like upper back and shoulder massages like HELLO. the best part is he doesn't even really know he does it. its like those videos of him fixing hyucks posture, it comes so naturally to him. it almost relaxes him too, to just have you sit on a cushion in the floor in between his calves, while he dangles his legs over the sides of your arms and gives you the most earth shattering shoulder rub you've ever had, he finds comfort in your comfort and lets out all his stresses on your back as well lol. reserved for quiet moments, like usually when you're on the floor studying and he senses you both need a break or you're both watching a movie on the couch and he sets a pillow on the floor and you're already in position bc you've gone through the motions so many times lol. but sometimes he'll just rub your shoulders or neck while you're both just... shopping, cooking, walking, or while mark is waiting for his turn to play while watching chenle shoot a basketball with yangyang. v soft and nice, ur posture and shoulders feel better than ever (even ur lower back like he will dig his knuckles into any place on your back its insane)

renjun... online shopping next to each other. ITS SO... ok hear me out. he's a material girl, therefore converting you into a material girl... its just nice like, using a bit of your hard earned money on nice things is just... nice! you'll sit next to each-other and put on y'all's favorite comfort cartoon and go to town on buying makeup, skincare, a bed for your shared bunny, sweaters, you name it. its like the modern day instances you see in movies where the married couple reads before they go to bed TT. every once in a while he'll start poking your upper thigh asking questions and showing you cute things he finds or maybe you mentioned a problem you had with your skin or something and he's showing you some skincare/makeup products he found that might work for you or just clothes he thinks will look good on you. its cute when you both share a computer as well and just browse together. makes for quality time and helps both of you guys gauge each-others tastes and def helps when planning gift ideas. its funny though how much he would shift positions though LMAO like one second he has his legs straight up in the air resting on the headboard with his phone over his face and next thing you know he's in fetal position or grabbing your ankles to pull your lower half over his thighs to prop his laptop up on your legs haha

jeno... crocheting. LIKE THINK ABOUT IT, this tall, lean man who's 40% veins and 60% just pure muscle LOVES to sit down and make little hats for you and your shared cats and its... like its insane. neither of you guys knew how to do it until you saw videos of people on tiktok making hats and little accessories for their pets, and it inspired you. the next time you go grocery shopping with jen, you sneak away to the craft section and snatch a crochet starter kit. when you bring it back to the cart, he looks at you a little questioningly but you give him a smile and he ruffles your hair and demands you to promise to teach him. now you have a box tucked under your bed filled with small hats you and jeno have made your cats the hats he's made you are in your closet hehe. you do this at least once every two weeks. you sit down and come to a consensus about what to make and you both begin rummaging through the different colored yarn. when jeno's hands get too tired, he's pulling you to lay in between his legs by grabbing the sides of your hips. he doesn't mind sitting in silence but... if you're there... he's so talkative. so much to the point where sometimes you have to stop because he's making you laugh or react so much that your hands are shaking a ton and you keep messing up which only makes you guys laugh even harder TT, picturing him laughing so much he tucks his head into your neck to muffle his sounds or wrapping his arms around your waist tighter every time you tell a good joke... gah

haechan... watching your show. not a show that you're in just a show you share LOL but to me... intimate moments with haechan are a lot more personal and emotional? idk why i think of him that way after you guys have a long talk or even sit in silence for a while and come to a mutual understanding that u both need movie time, the best way to end the night and stop the tears is watching both of ya'll's favorite show. it could be something that came out years ago or something you both wait to air every friday BUT it's just nice! it could also be a movie, but just washing away the bad day, or even ending a good day on a better note, it's a moment where nothing else matters. on his bed, with the biggest white comforter he could find, like 17 plushies, turning the lights off but having the room be lit by the golden hour lamp he has as well as any scattering lava lamps or light up trinkets he has like the heart shaped fairy lights you got him, 3-5 strawberry cake scented candles lit and its just UGHHHH. both of you are both fresh and showered with dewy faces from your skincare, hair and bangs being held up by matching bear headbands he bought. OHH and the show HAS to match the season. scoobydoo mystery incorporated to celebrate october 1st... uhm YEAH! anyways you share his laptop which is covered in stickers he had made of you and his friends or just like random stuff, his wallpaper is you, his profile picture for hbo max is you and his password is your name/his nickname for you as he snakes his arms over you, he lays his head on your chest and drapes one leg over your waist like a koala

jaemin... late night convenience store visits. jaemin seems like a night person! he lives such a quiet life to people that don't know him very well, just walking around being gorgeous and smiling softly to everyone. until he meets you and he feels like he can be himself and is encouraged to by someone other than the dreamies. sure he has the other neos but not everyone knows him like you and jeno do. as friends, you would notice him on social media late at night while you were scrolling as a break from studying. constantly posting aesthetic night pictures of him and his views at the park or random, weird looking snack he sees on his private snapchat story. now, he has you to go with! moments like this are used as breaks from studying or just 2 am cravings for pizza bites. you both talk about nothing or everything in these moments. he has an entire folder dedicated to pictures of you in his phone and almost 80% are in the 7/11 across the street. OHH and one time you went to japan on a study abroad together and he lost his mind because the late night stores there are so good and omg he freaked out about everything and about how pretty you looked under the lights, etc. best two months of his LIFE. now he posts pictures of you in his private story instead. the dreamies lose their minds every time he posts bc oh my gosh, he used to go alone and they were all so worried about him but little did they know he just loves to look around and stuff or sometimes he would just go in hopes that he would catch you bc the store is in the middle of both of yalls apartments and NOWW he has you!!!! and they adore you as well and you bring out the best in jae. ugh :")

chenle...getting ready together. every moment with you, to him, is intimate. but he loves seeing you evolve from the moment you wake up puffy and sleepy, to picking out your outfit, and doing your hair or makeup if you wear it and he loves see you in your element. its such a personal thing to get ready together because, its something that was once done alone, until you found each other and moved in together. playing an any winehouse vinyl and having the crackling noises and music be muffled by his high-pitched laughter when he tries to style your hair and does an awful job or when he tries to help you brush up your eyebrows and makes them into a weird shape like!!!! and oh my god he laughs so loud you would think he was watching the funniest stand up routine in the world like jesus TT you have to remind him through laughs and a hand to his mouth that you do in-fact live in a complex with other people lol. but in all seriousness you are letting him into your personal bubble!!! and aren't even mad/awkward with him because he's touching you like this!!! you trust him this much, especially considering he knows how much you value alone time and personal space or just... even letting anyone see you in your rawest form. ofc he's honored to help you get ready and aids in picking out your outfit for lecture or work if you actually wear the outfit he gets so smug and flirty but he's practically bright red. and vice versa!! he likes propping you up on the bathroom sink and letting you help him trim his brows, put pomade in his hair, put on his moisturizer while he cages your figure by putting his hands on the granite next to your thighs, which encourages you to link your ankles behind his back. TOOTHPASTE KISSES... need i say more!?

jisung... watching him dance. I KNOW OK, basic but i mean come on, he's incredible and its a big part of him yet he's kinda blissfully unaware but also cocky in a way where he will do some insane combo or move and everyone starts freaking out and he's just stops mid dance and looks around like o_0 and is so confused as to why... like he's just... he didn't think it was that big of a deal LMAO. but he started to have so much more assurance in himself especially once he starts inviting you to the studio with him. he begs you to come, it usually doesn't take much persuasion but you were mid task or studying lol and you're like... babe can i finish... and NO RESPONSE he just smirks and shuts your laptop and goes over to you and drapes you over his shoulder or police style drags you out of the room by caging you in with his long ass arms while dragging you out the door. when in the studio its kind of a toss up of what genre he does but he tends to always allocate a certain genre to a certain feeling that plagued him that week. if he's had a hard week, it gets a million times better once he see your eyes full of adoration though the mirror and he stops mid dance giggling and runs over to you and hides his faces in your criss-crossed lap babygirl agenda BUTT if he's had a good week or something positive happened, he LOVES to drag you to the mirror and show you what he's learning. whether you're bad or you dance as often as him, he's always enamored. on more chill days though you justdance battle it out on the giant flat screen tv tucked away in the corner. he reaches over to the nobs on the wall and the music is so loud, but not loud enough to muffle the laughter and thuds of both of you guys falling to the floor from cackling so hard yes his dance teacher is mad lol