#SAWRY IM SO BAD DOWN FOR HIM
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i touch my pencils once in a century uGH what have this stupid pretty boy done to me 😐

#i cant draw so its just. to get it out of my system.#i cant get his lips right but im too lazy to get up and sharpen a pencil...... maybe ill fix it later#anyways look what he drove me to!!!!! drawing!!!!!!! when i cant do it for shit!!!¡!! i hate him#touchstarved#leander#he always keeps me up at night and unfortunately not even in bed 😔#SAWRY IM SO BAD DOWN FOR HIM#touchstarved game#maybe i should get into drawing but im so lazy llakskskskskw
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my adrenaline has gone down finally so i feel i can give my thoughts on this season
no more faks! no more! please!
i think the series is taking inspiration from different art movements and genres. season one - surrealism?, season two - modernism?, season three - baroque? im not well versed on this stuff but i definitely noticed they use different forms of art to make the seasons feel different from one another
piggybacking off the earlier bulletin; i think thats also why this season feels like all flash and no substance. whatever movement or era they decided to do with season three is very ou la la oui oui i zam an artist bonjour /nm its very different from the movements they went with in the past seasons. this one feels serious and fancy smancy
i still think they’re going to go through with sydcarmy and this season just solidifies it. syd and carmy are severly mentally ill with issues they need to work out. they dont handle stress and expectations well if at all.
i think some of the things being said by the characters are being taken at face value specifically carmy calling claire peace. i dont think the writers are writing claire to be a source of peace for carmy; hes just so in denial and confused about his emotions he knows he supposed to feel peace from claire but cant figure out why he doesnt
i missed marcus sweeps and tina in this season so much. and syd! i was excited for sweeps to go to wine school only for it to be a one off thing. the tina episode was good but thats the only thing i can think of from the top of my head that she stood out in. marcus’ mom died? but it feels like she didnt die at all? like the weight of his moms death isnt being felt in his character and that made me really sad. i wanted a little more with syd and marcus with their moms :/
im not angry at carmy somehow? i just feel this deep sadness because he is so unlike himself. my initial frustrations with the season made it hard for me to look at his character. now that ive calmed down, he just makes me sad. like thinking about him makes me feel like a wet sausage dude he needs serious help and im scared he’s gonna do something very bad in this next season/part
i was really hoping there would be more parallels between new york carmy and current syd. they might explore it in season 4 and i really hope they do!
where tf was everyone else in the emergency room and why was it the two faks. there is no dissection in the world that will make me okay with those losers being there im sawry
syd being the first person sugar called and claire being the last mhm yup 🙂↕️
a good chunk of claire and carmys scenes being muted or cool colors once again!
RICHIE AND HIS DAUGHTER AA!! i wish they had an entire episode dedicated to them theyre so cute!
theres something to be said about loneliness and isolation this season? again i would need to rewatch the season. something something carmy pushing syd away something something nat fearing giving birth because of her mom something something syd having a breakdown and isolating herself from the rest of the fam something something
pete ❤️
chris you have reached ur limit on white male characters enough is enough theres NO MORE ROOM
ngl i actually liked seeing john cena on my screen yall pls
why are we so close to everyones face i zont like zat at all
i thought they were going to bring louis back and got so excited!!! BRING BACK LOUIS
they wrap up the claire storyline by season 4 or part three?? whatever theyre doing idk
LUCA!!!!!!
as much one sided beef i have with jlc she delivered i crode very hard
backseating the characters of color is very lame and bogus! i hated it! what happened to tinas friends she met at school? does ebra not have family? syd and her dad? marcus and his roommate? so many characters they could introduce from sydney marcus tina ebra fuck even angel and manny but they insist on introducing characters that have ties to the berzattos. i hate it! i really do!
syds apartment? where did you go fren….
i wish they were more artsy fartsy with carmys internal struggles give me cringe film student vibes please ill take anything
FUCK CICERO he didnt do anything but PISS ME OFF >:(
why didnt they have syd work out the economics (or whatever tf that computer dude did do). didnt she do something like that in season one? i guess since cicero called him it makes sense
richie and nat are so adorable i love them!!!!
overall pretty mediocre season. it was okay for a show like the bear. i don’t agree with having an entire season dedicated to build up! or atleast in the way they’ve done it in season 3. season 1 was a prologue for the entire show yet it still felt like a complete season. alot of the things that went down in season three either could’ve been compressed into a shorter span of time or they could’ve gotten more episodes (as if its that easy lol but the pacing wouldn’t have suffered as much if the season was longer). um decent season? i dont hate it! i dont love it either. like i said it feels soulless and maybe thats the intention? idk man 😔
i will most definitely be seated for season four TRUST
#the bear spoilers#sydcarmy#carmy berzatto#sydney adamu#tina marrero#gary sweeps#marcus brooks#luca the bear#richie jerimovich#i am calm#i think#that was a season!#there was some good#there was some not so good#the bear fx#how did i forget to tag the literal show#ebra the bear
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i'm not gonna lie i didn't bother watching mid 90s until my brother made me coz i thought it was gonna be some plotless indie movie abt nothing which it kinda was but erm. okay. that was incredibly heartbreaking. i am so sad for that child. first of all, look how fucking small he is 😭😭😭
this shot made me so sick to my stomach solely bcoz of the size comparison. THATS A BABYYYYYY 😭😭😭 and the ending?? i literally thought it was just beginning to wrap up and then the credits roll. i said "that's it?!" idk i did not feel more 'at peace' or w/e abt the trauma stevie experienced . dont get me wrong it's not a bad movie like the soundtrack was banger after banger i'm just ...ALSO did fuckshit not get arrested??? he was driving while severely intoxicated and crashed w multiple ppl involved including a very young minor child. why is he not in jail??? if i was stevie's mama he'd be hanged drawn and quartered in the town square ☝️😭 expeditiously i say. how DARE yall put my child in that situation. ANY of those situations!!! but stevie's mama didn't seem very engaged w her children's lives in the first place ... couldn't have been me tho. but yeah as for the ending in general i thought it was gonna have a stronger conclusion as to like... how easily children get taken advantage of and led down dangerous/difficult paths especially if they have a poor home life/support system, and maybe how just one kind, attentive person (i.e ray) can save a life in ways that doesnt necessarily require any superhero acts. the scene of stevie and ray in the shop while ray is setting up his new skateboard ? oh my god. so endearing. so comforting. i wanted more scenes like that but instead at the end im left wondering?? is stevie ever gonna learn to cope with intense emotions in ways that dont evoke self harm? was he truly inspired by rays ambition and drive and decided to follow in his steps rather than fuckshit for whom it is astoundingly unclear if he was punished literally or narratively and learned from his mistakes? not to mention the statutory rape that occured at the party was never actually condemned iirc aside from the fleeting 3 seconds of outrage from the mother but i get it cld be somewhat of a testament to how poorly understood male sexual abuse/assault is and was at the time. but fuckshit and his drunk driving that almost killed stevie? i dont get that. why was there no outrage or condemnation coz upon seeing fuckshit and the others in the hospital waiting room the mother seems to forgive them instantly. huh?! that easily?! and the orange juice from the brother? im sawry but go fuck urself.. that is not redemption enough for me to be like "oh yay you'll definitely stop abusing him now" coz in my experience with abuse, the anger and hostility eventually rears its ugly head back around even if they're genuinely remorseful bc the root of the issue has not been addressed. and maybe the ending was trying to say smth abt stevie falling in love with idealization and the sense of camaraderie he found with these other skaters despite the slippery slope that is gaining validation/acceptance at any and all costs. but that commentary seemed to vanish in the hospital coz what i kinda got was "yeah but this shit is still dope asf" ?? like sure but i dont think we were arguing that. skateboarding could be and is a really great outlet for stevie but i just dont feel that satisfied w the ending. is his mother gonna be more engaged in his life? is that jackass brother actually gonna change his ways so he can start protecting and nurturing stevie like he should rather than bullying and assaulting him? even so, why must it take a near death experience when all stevie has done is crave his love? ugh. just breaks my heart. and did fuckshit even have a wakeup call? does stevie fully understand that violence is not inherent to him? idk. i think it really needed another 15 minutes but, hey, LA in a pretty filter. whats not to love
#yeah yeah i'm lame whatever. yay for cool skaters#txt#i dunno mannn i was on an edible when i watched it#i just felt so sad and disturbed for stevie 😭#cant say i didnt wish at some point that we were watching white chicks instead or smth . that shit was more intense than i was expecting
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🤍 sena + jesse
SEND ME 🤍 + A SHIP AND I’LL TELL YOU… -- for sena & jesse !
Who cooks meals for the other?
sena 100% BUT jesse provides the fresh produce!!!
Who spams the other with memes?
sena bc jesse barely has service on the ranch. jesse sends his fair share of them, too though
Who likes to tidy around the house?
i’d say both! jesse likes to keep the place clean but he’s not gonna complain if sena wants him to relax while she cleans for him tbh
Who likes to play pranks on the other?
JESSE!!!! his idea of a prank is using a fish he's preparing for dinner as a puppet or fake pushing her into a lake DKFJSF
Who asked the other to move in with them?
jesse *pleading eyes emoji* he’d def ask her to move in with him but he knows it's a big decision so he won't ask until they've been dating for a whilleee. or maybe he'd ask her loosely while he was drunk PFT
Who is in charge of the music during a car ride?
im sawry but jesse is the kind of guy that's like “my car, my rules.” ugh so he’d have control over the music UNLESS!!!! sena gives him a cute pout which is probably every time so she eventually gets the control the aux LMAO
Who is more likely to tickle the other mercilessly?
sena KDFJSFS i could see her doing that just to break down his tough man exterior
Who needs to hold the other during scary movies?
jesse. he’d even cover her ears for her if she needs it <3
Who has to help the other when it comes to technology?
SENAAAA. jesse's not an old man with technology, but sometimes he needs a lil help
Who likes to get a bit frisky in public / an inappropriate setting?
& if i say jesse then what….
Who wakes up first, and do they wake up the other or let them rest?
jesse has to wake up early to feed the horses/tend the crops but he’d let sena sleep as long as she needs.
Who is always taking pictures of the other when they aren’t looking?
probably sena. i just thought of her taking pics of him while he’s working & WHEWWWW
Who always forgets their wallet and never ends up paying for anything?
hmmmm i cant think of either?
Who can’t sleep because the other snores or moves too much at night?
i don’t think either. after a long day of work jesse sleeps like bear & i can’t see sena moving too much/snoring while sleeping
Who is better at video games, and do they let the other win or show no mercy?
they’re probably both bad at video games tbh
Who always gets up in the middle of the night to use the restroom and accidentally wakes up the other?
since jesse sleeps so heavily i’d have to say sena? but like i said i don’t think she tosses & turns
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