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crewman-penelope · 1 year ago

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Rust and Stardust

Lyutsifer Safin x ofc, explicit, non-con, grapefruit, lemon, dark!Safin, love-stroke, love fever, oh! to storm the walls of Troy like a mad man!

1. Severo-Kurilsk

2. Strictly business

3. Sweet anticipation

4. Becoming cosy

5. Delayed gratification

After dinner and the 'good-night' tea, Halyna was tame as a lamb. Safin had to hold her as he leaded her to his room.

She frowned as she saw the futon for her, hidden behind a parawan, to give her some privacy.

“Your room is not ready yet, remember?”, Safin whispered, thrilled to see and feel her so tired already. She was so powerless - and in his hand. But all in good time.

“The day was exciting and long for you. Lay down. Rest.”, he hummed in her ear. His lips nearly touching her ear shell, he didn't look at her, but stared at her futon - so inviting. “Sleep safe and sound, my printsessa.”

He found himself hesitating to let go of her. But yet she was awake. That was not how he wanted her.

Safin helped Halyna gentle to settle down on the futon, while pointing to the door next to them. “The bathroom.”, he explained shortly. “You will manage alone?”

Halyna nodded and didn't hide her jawing. She even stretched her arms pushing her chest up and tugged at her hair tie she wore at her wrist instead in her hair - for reasons only Halyna knew.

“You - you are not staying?”, she asked suddenly. Her tone of voice didn't make it clear to Safin, if she was disappointed or glad.

“I still have some papers to look over. I promise I will as silent as possible when I go to bed.”

He could not hold back a small sentiment - leaning in to kiss her forehead - and was relieved to see she didn't mind.

She smiled sleepily up to him.“'night, dyadya.”

“Sleep well, printsessa.”

Turning away, he checked his watch. One hour should be enough for the drug to settle in. Then, she was all his!

Safin went back into the media room and switch on the tellie. He tried to focus on the news, but gave up after half an hour. Switching from channel to channel he passed the time, until he could be sure, Halyna was deep asleep, thanks to the drug in her tea.

Eventually he rose, feeling nervous as excited. This was dangerous territory, even for him. He had his share of ladies, who smiled at him after paying. He knew his needs as his limits.

Halyna was something special. She was a gift, carefully to unwrap.

He walked to his room with wobbly legs, his blood rushing in his ear. He felt so light, alas with a cold sting in his belly. His trousers tight, he trembled slightly. He paused at his door to take a deep breath. Inhaling in and out, until his mind felt clear again. Straighten up he entered, carefully, not to make a noise at first.

He walked in to find Halyna indeed wrapped in her sheets, her wheat coloured hair the only thing to see.

He looked a moment down on her, hesitating. Eventually he turned to the bathroom, making himself ready for bed.

A quick shower, a fresh pyjama, brushing his teeth. Ignoring his erection, he swallowed his medicine, while watching himself in the mirror. Proud, that he had no trouble to look at himself in the mirror. It doesn't matter that he was a monster. He would be her monster, and hers alone.

He walked solemnly back into the room. Halyna had not changed her position thus far.

“Halyna?”, he spoke up. She didn't react.

He crouched aside her futon with a satisfied grin on his lips, and tugged the duvet from her. Using both hands, he freed Halyna from it, bit by bit, until he had uncovered her fine body. Her small limbs half dressed in a night shirt, was easily to access to him.

“How beautiful you are.”, he whispered and sighed deep.

“Let me see more...”

First, he felt her pulse, and found it strong. Then he helped Halyna out of her night shirt, slowly, undressing her like a porcelain doll.

He took a deep sigh by the view of Halyna's naked body. His printsessa rested comfortable on the futon, her elvish body bare and beautiful.

Safin touched her at first just with his eyes, to wander with it along her shoulder and arms, down to her not yet fully curvy hips. Her lower abdomen rested in half shadow, and only a fine fleece of light blond pubic hair could not hide the treasure that laid between her tights.

“Oh Halyna..”, he hummed. “What a prize you are. You honour your name.”

Finally, he dared to touch her. He placed his hand on her left hip and relished in the view of his hand on her skin. His thick fingers drummed softly on the curve of her pelvis bone, the veins on the back of his hand tensing.

Then he stroked softly down from the pelvis to her tight, further along her leg to her calve, to eventually reaching her ankle.

Safin swallowed, so close to droll.

Her body was warm, velvet soft. The enchanting scent Halyna exuded made him dizzy.

Safin blinked, suddenly aware that drops of sweat run down his forehead into his eyes. His whole body vibrated.

There was an animal inside him. A creature that grunted and moaned, eager to mangle skin and bone of hers.

His fingers wrapped harshly around Halyna's ankle, Safin pushed her legs more open. Just for a glance. For more?

He swallowed his salvia down, tastings copper on his tongue.

Not tonight. Too early. You have to wait., he thought.

Delayed gratification, he reminded himself. He wondered how long he could hold to it.

His eyes wandered to Halyna's face. She was deep asleep, her strawberry mouth half open. The view of her mouth again let his cock twitch in his pyjama trousers.

He forced himself to stop. For now. But - it would not - would it? Should he?

He licked his lips and bent down. A sinner on his knees, praying for satisfaction. Safin's head between Halyna's tights, his face pressed at her maiden gem, he tasted her.

One, long, relishing lick with his tongue, pushing between her silken folds.

He shivered, shuttered vividly.

The taste of heaven on his tongue.

#safin sunday #lyutsifer safin x ofc #grapefruit #halyna zorin #lyutsifer safin #rami malek fandom #james bond fandom #lemon #sleeping beauty #rust and stardust 5 #rami malek #dark!fic #dark!safin

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thehyperrequiem · 1 year ago

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Cartoon Creatures (Cars Parody) Trilogy Cast Revamped

Cartoon Creatures 1: "In a world where the towns are peopled with cartoon creatures, and even the bugs are mini cartoon creatures, a young ambitious racer called Kiwi Cookie is a star. On his way to an important event, he has to stop in the little town of Radiator Springs after he accidentally damages the road and is forced to repair it. He finds living in a community oddly endearing, making true friends and beginning to realize there's more in life than winning."

Cartoon Creatures 2: "Racer Kiwi Cookie and his grumpus buddy, Gramble, have had their share of adventures together but nothing like what they experience when they head overseas for the first-ever World Grand Prix. While Kiwi Cookie has his eye on the road to the championship, Gramble takes a detour to international espionage when he meets TBD master spy Gummy String Cookie and stunning spy-in-training Wiggle Wigglebottom."

Cartoon Creatures 3: "Blindsided by a new generation of blazing-fast cartoon creatures, the legendary Kiwi Cookie finds himself pushed out of the sport that he loves. Hoping to get back in the game, he turns to Nitroman, an eager young technician who has his own plans for winning. With inspiration from Dark Cacao Cookie and a few unexpected turns, No. 95 prepares to compete on Piston Cup Racing's biggest stage."

Kiwi Cookie (Cookie Run) as Lightning Mcqueen

Roll Cake Cookie (Cookie Run) as Sally Carrera

Gramble Gigglefunny (Bugsnax) as Mater

Madeleine Cookie and Espresso Cookie (Cookie Run) as Rust-ee and Dust-eze

Bulkhead (Transformers Animated) as Mack

Red Velvet Cookie (Cookie Run) as Chick Hicks

Wambus Troubleham (Bugsnax) as Strip Weathers/The King

Triffany Lottablog (Bugsnax) as Lynda Weathers/Mrs. The King

Speedwagon (Jjba Phantom Blood) as Tex Dinoco

Sparkman (Megaman) as Red

Fireman (Megaman) as Sheriff

Dark Cacao Cookie (Cookie Run) as Doc Hudson

Choco Pearl Cookie (@sundove88) as Herself/Doc Hudson's Wife

Dark Choco Cookie (Cookie Run) as Himself/Doc Hudson's Son

Gyro Zeppeli and Johnny Joestar (Jjba Steel Ball Run) as Luigi and Guido

Neon J. (No Straight Roads) as Sarge

1010 (No Straight Roads) as Themselves/Sarge’s Troops

DJ Subatomic Supernova (No Straight Roads) as Fillmore

Blast Hornet (Megaman X3) as Ramone

Spike Rosered (Megaman X5) as Flo

Knightman (Megaman) as Lizzie

Jan and Daphne (No Straight Roads) as Van and Minny

Lime Cookie and Orange Cookie (Cookie Run) as Mia and Tia

ZZ (Jjba Stardust Crusaders) as Fred

Yamatoman (Megaman) as Stanley

Rabbids (Rabbids series) as Themselves/Companions of Radiator Springs

Filbo Fiddlepie (Bugsnax) as Himself/Mayor of Radiator Springs

Mayday and Zuke (No Straight Roads) as Themselves/The Allies of Radiator Springs

Viviano Westwood (Jjba Stone Ocean) as Frank

Enker, Ballade, Punk, and Quint (Megaman) as Boost, DJ, Wingo, and Snot Rod

Gummy String Cookie (Cookie Run) as Finn McMissile

Wiggle Wigglebottom (Bugsnax) as Holley Shiftwell

Cioccolata (Jjba Vento Aureo) as Professor Zundapp

Caesar Zeppeli (Jjba Battle Tendency) as Rod Redline

Quickman (Megaman) as Francesco Burnoulli

Poison Mushroom Cookie and Schwarzwälder (Cookie Run) as Grem and Acer

Diavolo (Jjba Vento Aureo) as Ivan

Mario Zucchero (Jjba Vento Aureo) as Tubbs Pacer

Donatello Versus (Jjba Stone Ocean) as J. Curby Gremlin

Ungalo (Jjba Stone Ocean) as Victor Hugo

Rykiel (Jjba Stone Ocean) as Vladimir Trunkov

Devo (Jjba Stardust Crusaders) as Karl Haulzemoff

Various Minor Villains as The Lemons

Kliff (No Straight Roads) as Miles Axelrod

Nitroman (Megaman) as Cruz Ramirez

Jupiter (Megaman) as Jackson Storm

Blademan (Megaman) as Smokey

Pure Vanilla Cookie, Hollyberry Cookie, (Cookie Run) and Pharaohman (Megaman) as Junior, River, and Louise

Licorice Cookie (Cookie Run) as Sterling

Mala Sauce Cookie (Cookie Run) as Miss Fritter

Black Raisin Cookie (Cookie Run) as Natalie Certain

#Crossover Casting #Pixar Cars #Jojo’s Bizarre Adventures #Cookie Run #Bugsnax #No Straight Roads #Transformers Animated #rabbids #Megaman #Megaman X

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unfamiliaris · 2 months ago

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1 2 12 and 30 for writing ask game :D

1. the last sentence you wrote

this is slightly more than one sentence but:

He feels Jame’s teeth lightly graze his throat, and feels like caught prey between the jaws of an infinitely more capable predator. He shudders.

”Find the words, Thomas. I’m sure you know them.”

2. a character whose POV you’re currently exploring

Jopson!! I haven't written from his POV before (or any terror characters, actually) but so far he's been very fun to work with :3

12. a trope you’re really into right now

fauxcest... I love when a ship is just two brothers or a mother and father and child or whatever else. something vile and beautiful in the boundary crossing of it all.....

30. share a fic you’re especially proud of

this isn't a terror fic as I haven't published one yet lol but this is from back in my breaking bad fandom days... here's Rust and Stardust! please mind the tags 😭

#asks #ask game

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astranova3661 · 4 months ago

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Pillers of Creation! By Astra Nova!

*(Verse 1)* In the depths of the cosmic sea, Raging storms of eternity, Burning bright in the stellar night, A billion years to see the light. Rising from the nebula’s mist, Where the stars are born and the shadows twist, Mighty towers of gas and dust, Creation’s flame, in fire we trust. *(Pre-Chorus)* See the birth of stars ignite, In the darkness of the endless night, Hear the echoes of a timeless roar, Creation’s forge at the universe’s core. *(Chorus)* Pillars of Creation, reaching for the sky, Towers of fire, where the young stars fly, Cosmic revelations in a sea of black, In the heart of chaos, there’s no turning back. Pillars of Creation, born from the dust, In the hands of time, we all turn to rust, But in the depths of space, they burn so bright, A symphony of stardust, in the endless fight. *(Verse 2)* Shattered fragments of the dawn, Galaxies rise as the old ones are gone, Supernova whispers in the cold, A story of life that’s yet to be told. Through the veil of cosmic strife, Rivers of stars flow with the birth of life, Nebula’s dance, the universe sings, In the shadow of giants, creation brings. *(Pre-Chorus)* Feel the pull of gravity’s hand, Sculpting worlds from a sea of sand, Crushing darkness, birthing light, A battle waged in the dead of night. *(Chorus)* Pillars of Creation, reaching for the sky, Towers of fire, where the young stars fly, Cosmic revelations in a sea of black, In the heart of chaos, there’s no turning back. Pillars of Creation, born from the dust, In the hands of time, we all turn to rust, But in the depths of space, they burn so bright, A symphony of stardust, in the endless fight. *(Bridge)* From the chaos, order grows, In the nebula, the future glows, Stars will rise, and stars will fall, The universe is the stage for it all. *(Chorus)* Pillars of Creation, reaching for the sky, Towers of fire, where the young stars fly, Cosmic revelations in a sea of black, In the heart of chaos, there’s no turning back. Pillars of Creation, born from the dust, In the hands of time, we all turn to rust, But in the depths of space, they burn so bright, A symphony of stardust, in the endless fight. *(Outro)* Pillars of Creation, standing tall, The silent guardians of the cosmic call, In the tapestry of stars, they hold their place, Eternal sentinels of time and space.

#vocaloid #ai generated #anime #music

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jennabookish · 6 years ago

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My Top Ten Reads of 2018!

Where has the year gone?

Hello, friends! The year isn’t quite over, so here’s hoping I don’t stumble across a new favorite book between now and Tuesday, because I’m compiling my top ten list today. 2018 was my first year of book blogging, and I’ve found so many wonderful books due to this hobby. For each entry on this list, I’ll provide the blurb from Goodreads and tell you a little bit about why…

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#book blog #book reviews #books #children of blood and bone #eleanor oliphant is completely fine #reading #rust and stardust #the 7 1/2 deaths of evelyn hardcastle #the air you breathe #the alice network #the lost man #the psychology of time travel #the seven husbands of evelyn hugo #the silence of the girls

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clovercrafted · 2 years ago

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CLOVERCRAFTED'S BUILDTOBER 2022

hello and welcome to clovercrafted's buildtober 2022 edition! an event created to hopefully challenge and inspire people to build during the month of October!

So how do I do this thing?

Simple! There is a theme for each day of October (that's 31 days thus 31 themes) and you build something in Minecraft for that theme. For example for day 9. Witch Hut you could build your own witchy cottage or improve the existing vanilla one, its all up to you how to interprit the theme!

Can I use mods, texture packs, anything that isn't part of vanilla minecraft?

Of course you can!

Do I have to do these things in order? Can't I just do any day I want?

I mean you could but that kind've defeats the whole aspect of the challenge here. Try to keep the themes in the correct order, of course this rule doesn't apply if you're doing this after the event has finished!

What if I miss a day/ What if I end up super busy during October/ What if I plain just forget?

Not a problem! If you miss a day, feel free to upload late, this isn't a test where you get a little score at the end of it, it's just for fun! Of course the point is to try to hit every day but don't stress if you can't or forget to!

Wait so I can go at my own pace if I don't feel like pushing myself/ Can I skip days?

Sure! If you don't wanna stress yourself out you can go at whatever pace you see fit, those who want the challenge can do the daily uploads and you can vibe with the list for as long as you want.

Wait! What's this about a tag list? Can I still get involved?

The tag list for buildtober was created as an interest check for those who wanted to be notified as soon as this went live, don't worry, anyone can still join. This list is getting released at the start of September so people have a whole month to get builds made and make plans!

Sweet I think I know what I'm doing now!

That's great! If you have any questions feel free to shoot me an ask here or on my main blog @smothsmajor

You can upload your first build on October 1st your timezone, feel free to tag me @clovercrafted and remember to use the tag #clovers buildtober 2022 so I can reblog all your creations!

Image I.D and tag list under the cut

image I.D: a photograph of a autumn forest of muted greens and browns with text overlayed on top. The text reads:

Clovercrafted's Buildtober

Pumpkin spice, 2. Haunted, 3. Wither rose, 4. Graveyard, 5. Deep dark, 6. Overgrown, 7. Spider Wed, 8. Abandoned, 9. Witch Hut, 10. Rust, 11. Mushroom, 12. Magic, 13. Soul Fire, 14. Honey, 15. Ruins, 16. Snow, 17. Candy, 18. Dimensions, 19. Mangrove, 20. Buried, 21. Woodland, 22. Wizard, 23. Dripstone, 24. Candles, 25. Alchemy, 26. Monochrome, 27. Hallowed, 28. Gothic, 29. Alpine, 30. Glow, 31. Home

@valiantlytransparentwhispers, @not-from-mars, @penguinkool, @moonstonemoonlight, @lurker-extraordinaire-657645, @wjbminecraft, @auggofroggo, @clustercraft, @duckmumbo, @scottsmajwhore, @goodtimeswithetho, @cobble-stone, @violence-as-a-love-language, @robella-mc, @jbry, @unendingmonologue, @nostories-justheadcannons, @halloweensoularis, @death-headed, @cloversposts, @buildmarts, @cottage-werewolf, @skelement, @taran-wanderer, @cherrileaf, @slightly-stable, @voiidcupid, @mylmanburg, @fearofthev0id, @yellowjeans, @thefrogbin, @forestagain, @awful-roffle, @bullfrogr, @evilest-opossum, @stardusts-corner, @trees-to-meet-you, @ridiculysscraft, @notafrogblog, @who-needs-braincells, @bloomcraft, @effectedelk

#minecraft #mineblr #minecraft bedrock #minecraft java #clovers buildtober 2022

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navybrat817 · 2 years ago

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Stardust Reblog Challenge - December

Hello, lovelies! Below are fics I've shared throughout the month of December and will feature Sebastian Stan and Chris Evans characters (for now). Show these writers some love and please heed any warnings provided. Enjoy and check out the Stardust Reblog Challenge put together by @natrace. Moodboard by yours truly and divider by @firefly-graphics.

12/1 - Come Around Sundown (DBF!Steve Rogers x Female!Reader) by @cockslutpadalecki

Into the Sunset (DBF!Steve Rogers x Female!Reader) by @maladaptivexxdaydreaming

Disarmed (Bucky Barnes x Reader) by @bucky-bucky-bucky-bucky

12/2 - Sour Holidays (Steve Rogers x Reader) by @nekoannie-chan

12/3 - Relentless (Dark!Steve Rogers x Reader) by @speechlessxx

12/4 - The Fairest Sun (Steve Rogers x Reader) by @rodrikstark

12/5 - Break the Back (Bucky Barnes/Winter Soldier x Reader) by @indyluckycharlie

12/6 - Happy Accident (Bucky Barnes x Reader) by @thenhewaswrongaboutme

12/7 - Hunting Lodge (DBF!Curtis Everett x Reader) by @onsunnyside

12/8 - You Call it Love But All I'm Left with is This Pain (Lloyd Hansen x Reader) by @mellowsaturns

12/9 - Ride With Me (Biker!Steve Rogers x Reader) by @maladaptivexxdaydreaming

Cloaked (Vampire!Steve Rogers x Reader) by @labella420

12/10 - Need You Now (Nomad Alpha!Steve Rogers x Omega!Reader) by @late-to-the-party-81

12/11 - Overheated (Dark Alpha!Bucky Barnes x Omega!Reader) by @sgt-seabass

12/12 - Forget Me Not (Steve Rogers x Reader) by @sweetascanbee

12/13 - Fists and Feelings (Boxer!Steve Rogers x Reader) by @writing-for-marvel

12/14 - Hearts Beat as One (Roommate!Bucky Barnes x Reader) by @doasyoudesireandlive

12/15 - Goodbye (Steve Rogers x Reader) by @sweater-daddiesdumbdork

12/16 - Obsession (Steve Kemp x Dark!Reader) by @thebluemage

The Magic Box (Dark!Terry the Terrific x Reader) by @rustytricycle

12/17 - Missionary with Steve (Steve Rogers x Reader) by @becca-e-barnes

12/18 - A House, A Home (Bucky Barnes x Reader) by @rookthorne

12/19 - Fluky Jakey Loser Lucky (Jake Jensen x Reader) by @madscape

Law (Sheriff!Lloyd Hansen x Reader) by @boxofbonesfic

12/20 - It's Fun Being Bad (College!Andy Barber x Reader) by @sunshinebuckybarnes

12/21 - Flirt With Me (Steve Rogers x Reader) by @moonlight-prose

12/22 - Glacial With the Blue Ice, I'm Terrifying (Lloyd Hansen x Asian!Reader) by @honeystevie

12/23 - Taste of a Sweeter Life (Hal Carter x Reader) by @the-iceni-bitch

Friday Nights (Bucky Barnes x Reader) by @lilacletter

12/24 - Love is Actually, All Around (Bucky Barnes x Reader) by @rookthorne

12/25 - Secret Santa (Bucky Barnes x Reader) by @buckybarnesandmarvel

12/26 - Coercion (Ransom Drysdale x Reader) by @ramp-it-up

12/27 - Pillow Fort and Pizza (Jake Jensen x Reader) by @foxgloveprincess

12/28 - Making Up for Lost Time (Bucky Barnes x Reader) by @sweetdreamsbuck

12/29 - Jealous (Steve Rogers x Reader) by @sweetascanbee

12/30 - A Knight in Rusted Armor (Dark!Lee Bodecker x Reader) by @thecutestlittlebunbunfairy

12/31 - Poison on Your Tongue (Vampire!Random Drysdale x Reader) by @inklore

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archangeltwins · 2 years ago

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wassup, name's aby, she / her, and let's get to business ⬇️

tldr;

- minors, empty & ageless blogs will be blocked

- will tag appropriately with "subject cw" and "subject tw" for blacklisting

- music tag is apocalyptic tunes, all else falls under the dominionedit / fandom related / el gato / jokes & humor / fanfiction tag ( some are crosstagged )

- forever hyperfixes: chaotic & tragic villains, whump, hurt/comfort, Syfy's Dominion, Legion ( 2010 movie ), PJO, Cyberpunk 2077, Destiny/Destiny 2, bibically accurate angels / angelcore ( apocalyptic ), and a metric shit ton of other fandoms

- closet monsterfucker & monster romancer

- simple, again: don't be a dick and we'll be cool

#pinned post #fandom related #my many eyes are up here

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mathematicats · 3 years ago

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The sea.

Art (part 2) for The Oldest Tale of Time by @stardust-rust

#bakudeku #bkdk #bnha #bakugou katsuki #midoriya izuku #bnha fic recs #fic art #I'm not fond of the first pic but I felt like the background HAD to be the ocean to be relevant to the fic #prince izuku + knight katsuki is my new favourite trope #I tried to incorporate their hero costume elements into their clothes but couldn't justify giving kacchan a tank top as a peasant shirt...#also katsuki's real sword is in an amulet #(in the fic)#the one he's carrying is purely decorative because he's extra^TM #anyway this is post-story where katsuki takes izuku to visit the yaoyorozus and see the ocean #my art

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viledictorian · 3 years ago

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Alex the Lion.exe

I’m a total Madagascar fan much like everyone else. I like the newer shows, but I don’t mind watching the classics. I don’t think I’ve ever watched glitchy or pirated movies before, though I don’t think I want to watch any after the experience I had…

It started on a nice summer afternoon. I was watching madagascar 2 ( My favorite one) until I noticed, out of my peripheral vision, that the mailman had arrived and put something in my mailbox as usual and left. I paused my movie as i got to the (Sexy) Moto moto scene, a name so nice you can say it twice, to go see what I got in the mail. The only thing in the Mailbox was a CD case for computers and a note. I took it inside.

I looked at the note first and realized it was from my dear friend Dr Blowhole (let’s just call him that), whom I hadn’t heard from in 2 weeks. I know that because I recognized his handwriting, though what was weird is how it looked; it looked badly written and scratchy and somewhat difficult to read, as if Dr Blowhole was having a hard time writing it down and did it in a hurry.

This is what he wrote:

BOB JIMMY

I can’t take it anymore, I had to get rid of this thing somehow before it was too late, and I was hoping you’d do it for me. I can’t do it, he’s after me, and if you don’t destroy this CD, he’ll come after you too, he’s too WILD for me….

Please BOB JIMMY, destroy this god-forsaken, or whatever respective belief you have, disc before he comes after you too, it’s too late for me.

Destroy the disc, and you’ll destroy him, but do it quick otherwise he’ll catch you. Don’t even play the game, it’s what he wants, just destroy it.

Please…

dr blowhole

Well, that was certainly weird. Even though Dr Blowhole is my best friend and I haven’t seen him in 2 weeks, I didn’t do what he asked me. I didn’t think that a simple gaming disc would do anything bad to him, after all it’s just a game right? Boy, was I wrong about that…

Anyway, I looked at the disc and it looks like any ordinary computer CD-R disc, except it had black marker on it written “ALEXTHELION.EXE”, and it was much unlike dR blowhole's handwriting, meaning that he must’ve gotten it from someone else, like a pawn shop or eBay. When I saw “ALeXTHELION” on the writing of the CD, I was actually excited and wanted to play it, since I’m a a BIG Madagascar fan, as ive said before. this franchise is my religion.

I went up to my room and turned on my computer and put the disc in and installed the game. When the title screen popped up I noticed that it was the original Madagascar game, I was like “Awesome!” Because like I said earlier I liked the classics. That quickly turned to a realization of dissapointment when I remembered that I didn't like the madagascar game. The first thing I noticed that was out of place was when I pressed start, there’s was a split second when I saw the title image turned into something much different, something that I now consider horrifying, before cutting to black.

I remember what the image looked like in that split second before the game cut to black; The sky had darkened, the title emblem was rusted and ruined, the Dreamworks logo where the fisherman sat was now instead a man hanging from a noose, and the clouds had turned red.

But the freakiest thing that was in that split second frame was Alex, his eyes were pitch black and bleeding with two glowing red dots staring RIGHT AT ME, and his smile had stretched wider up to the edge of his face. I was rather disturbed about that image when I saw it, though I figured that it was just a glitch and forgot about it. After it cut to black it stayed like that for about 10 seconds or so. And then another weird thing happened, the save file select from Sonic the Hedgehog 3 popped up, and I was like “WTF? What’s this doing in a Madagascar game?” Must've been some bootleg port. anyway, then I notice something off, the background was the dark cloudy sky of the Bad Stardust Speedway level from Sonic CD, and there were only three save files. The music was that creepy Caverns of Winter music from Earthbound, only it was extended and seemed to have been in reverse. And the image for the save file where you see a preview of the level you’re on is just red static for all three files.

What freaked me out more was the character select, it showed only Marty, Gloria and to my surprise, the penguins! Now I was sure that something was up, I mean, where was Melman for crying out loud? Though I wasn't too sad, I hated Melman

That’s when I realized that this wasn’t a glitchy game, it was a hacked game.

Yeah it definitely looked hacked... Ok. I'm sorry. But Melman f*&king sucks, and before I continue, I need to get this out. Melman contributed almost nothing in the first movie. Hes a paranoid whiney weirdo and I hate giraffes. Hes some r/niceguy in the sequel. And his best moment was in the first movie where he stuck his head in a clock and said "Guys, were running out of time."

Anyway, yeah it definitely looked hacked it was really creepy, but as a smart gamer, I wasn’t scared (or at least I tried not to be), I told myself that it was just a hacked game and there’s nothing wrong with that. Anyways, shaking off the creeped out feeling I picked File 1 and chose Marty and when I selected and got started. The game froze for about 5 seconds and I heard a creepy pixelated laugh that sounded an awful lot like that Kefka guy from Final Fantasy before cutting to black.

The screen stayed black for about 10 seconds or more, then it showed the typical level title thing, except the simplistic shapes were different shades of red, which is weird because this wasn't a sonic game, and the text showed only “Centralpark zoo , ACT 1”. The screen faded in and the level title vanished revealing Tails in the Central park zoo like in the original game the music was different though, it sounded like a peaceful melody in reverse. Anyway I started playing and had marty start running like you would in any of the classic Sonic games, what was odd was that (like I said before) THIS ISN'T A SONIC GAME! As Marty was running along the level there was nothing but flat ground and a few trees for 5 minutes, that was when the peaceful music started to lower down into slow deep tones very slowly as I kept going.

I suddenly saw something and I stopped to see what it was. Melman, decapitated, and strung up like a museum exhibet. Marty had a shocked and saddened look on his face that I never saw him have before. I couldn't believe what I was seeing. Naturally I assumed it was some kind of mod, when I finished processing what I saw, I started lauging. Laughing with joy and sadism. "YES!!! HE'S DEAD!!! WORTHLESS COWARD!!! AHAHAHAHHA" I cackled, sounding like the green goblin. Not the cool one by willam defoe, the stupid one from the original cartoon. When I calmed down from joy, I had marty move along, and he kept that worried look on his face. As he kept moving I saw more dead animals as Marty moved past them looking more and more worried as the music lowers and he moves past more dead animals, I was shocked to see how they all died, they looked like somebody killed them in rather gruesome ways; a squirrel was hanged on a tree with what appeared to be his entrails hanging out, a bunny had all four of his limbs torn off and a duck had his eyes gouged out and his throat slit. I felt kinda hungry when I saw this massacre and apparently Marty didn't. He was sick to his stomach. While I'm here, I gotta ask, is it normal to feel hungry when watching animals eat other animals on animal planet? It's not a sexual thing I swear, it jut works up my appetite. I mean, yes I'm into vore but what does that have to do with anything? Anyway, after a few more seconds there were no more animals and the music seemed to have stopped, I still kept Tails- I MEAN MARTY to continue.

After a minute passed after the music stopped, Marty was running into Alex's enclosure and then he stopped, it wasn’t until the cutscene started that I saw why. Alex was there on the other side of the screen with his back against Marty with his eyes closed. I was pretty expectant of what would happen. I played the original madagascar game and the cutscene should play now. But something different happened. Marty looked happy to see Sonic- I MEAN ALEX. but then his smile faltered, obviously noticing that Alex wasn’t responding to him, if not acting as if he was totally oblivious of Marty’s presence. "Alex?" Marty asked as he started walking slowly toward Sonic, and I noticed that I wasn’t even moving my keyboard to make him move, so this had to have been a cut scene.

Suddenly I began to have a growing feel of dread as Marty walked closer to Alex whilst calling out his name to get his attention, I felt that Marty was in danger and something bad was going to happen. I heard faint static growing louder as Marty was but inches away from Alex and stopped to stick his hand out to touch him. That foreboding feeling in my gut was growing stronger and I felt the urge to tell Marty to get away from Alex as the static grew louder.

"Alex?"

Suddenly in a split second I saw Alex’s eyes open and they were black with those red glowing dots, just like that title image, thought there wasn’t a smile. When that happened Marty immediatly turned the other direction and sprinted. "OH SUGAR HONEY ICE TEA!" He shouted. the screen turned black and the static sound was off.

It stayed black for about 7 seconds and then white text appeared forming a message, saying, “Let's get Wild!”

At this point I was creeped out, I didn’t want to continue with the game, but my curiosity got the better of me when I was taken to a different level with the level title now saying " WHo's the cat.”

This time I was on the Madagascar Island level from the original game and it looked like everything was on fire.

Marty looked as though he was scared out of his wits this time. He actually looked at me and made frantic gestures to me as if he wanted to get out of the area he was in as fast as possible. I was starting to get freaked out by this…I mean Marty was actually breaking the fourth wall, trying to tell me to get him out of there.

So I pressed down on the arrow key as hard as I could (Cuz Im a pc gamer) and made him run as fast as he could, a pixelated version of that creepy theme when you meet Shadow at the ARK as Robotnik from SA2 was playing as I made Marty trek through the desolate forest, trying to help him escape from whatever he was trying to run from.

Suddenly I heard that creepy laugh again… that awful, Kefka laugh… right after 10 seconds have passed as I helped Tails run through the forest, and then I started seeing flashes of SoAlexnic popping everywhere on the screen, again with those black and red eyes.

The music changed to that suspenseful drowning jingle as I see Alex behind Marty slowly gaining up on him, FLYING! Alex wasn’t running, he was actually FLYING! The chase scene looked just like the original movie's chase scene when Alex tried to eat Marty, which is when I realized what was about to happen. The black and red eyes of this demonic predator looked more crazed and hungry then any typical EXE. His eyes bulged with lust and hunger as he gained speed.

This time he had the most deranged looking grin on his face, not like he looked as though he was enjoying the torment he was giving the poor zebra (played by Chris Rock) as he gained up on him. but as if he were starvingly rampant for his flesh. He couldn't wait a second longer for his lunch.

Suddenly Marty tripped. I screamed at him to get back up, but the controls stopped working. the music stopped and Alex vanished. Marty laid there and started crying for 15 seconds. The scene was rather upsetting to watch and I kind of teared up myself. I loved Marty, he was my second favorite zebra. But then the music was replaced by some strange inaudible. it sounded kind of like laughter. but it was slow and distorted. I thought this was another scare, but then I started making out letters.

"G"

I listened intently. This could be an important code to remember. My years as a furry- I MEAN FNAF FAN, taught me that. I made out:

G I J CANT H 2 C IT

I tried to write these notes down until I had a realization. As soon as I percieved what this meant my head snapped back to the screen.

"G.I JANE, CAN'T WAIT TO SEE IT."

The laughter continued.

"MARTY NO" I screamed. but I quickly shut my mouth when I heard the roar of the audio. It was hard to make out, but I knew what it said.

"KEEP MY WIFE'S NAME OUT YOUR FUCKING MOUTH!!!"

As soon as the audio ran it's course, Alex reappeared in front of Marty in a hunched over position glaring into Marty.

Blood started to come down those blackened eyes of Alex's ghastly face as a grin slowly grew from his face as he looked down at the horrified horse, I could do nothing but watch.

Just in a split second Alex's eyes rolled to the back of his head becoming all black like a shark, confirming my fear of what Alex's intentions were, and lunged at Marty. But he didn't bite into his neck like I thought he would. He slapped him across his long face right before the screen went red, there was a loud screeching noise that only lasted 5 seconds. The text returned again, repeating the message by the audio.

"KEEP MY WIFE'S NAME OUT YOUR FUCKING MOUTH!!!" and then that god-awful laugh came with it.

I was so shocked by what had happened…did Alex slap the Sh*t outta Marty? No, he couldn’t have… He and Marty are supposed to be best friends, right? Why did Alex do that to him? Thena dark thought entered my mind.

Did Will Smith possess Alex the Lion?

I shook the shock off as I was brought back to the character select, the save file that had Marty was different Marty was no longer in the box itself but in the TV screen itself, which was flickering with that red static, Marty wasn't Marty anymore, he was a steak with stripes on it's sides like in the movie. So alex did kill him. Which can only mean,

That he slapped so much goofy outta him that he died.

Trying to ignore it I picked Gloria next.

The laugh came again and the screen cut to black again and stayed there for another 10 seconds, this time the level said “You know how hard it is to be a terrifying demon when you possesed Alex the goddamn Lion?"

I was really freaked out by now, I couldn’t really tell if this was a joke, or a hack, or some kind of sick twisted shitpost… or anything really. But despite my fear of what happened next, I kept playing.

The next level looked much different, it had the ground of manhattan, but the sky background looked like the main menu; it had the dark reddish cloudy sky. But it was the music that creeped me out the most: It sounded like Giygas’ theme right after you beat Pokey in Earthbound. A game you probably only heard of because of F&*king undertale. I also noticed that Gloria looked afraid just like Marty did, though not as much, more rather he looked a little unnerved. He broke the fourth wall just like Marty and sans and deadpool and the animaniacs and Monika and the Oneshot main character and sonic sometimes and bill cipher and discord and Abed. And looked as if she wasn’t sure about going on, but I made her move anyway.

She ran down the straight pathway in this dark level, and as she did the screen started to flicker red static a couple times and then that maddening laugh came again.

( I copypasted the sonic exe story and edited it. Knuckles and Gloria are different genders so I have to corret every pronoun. This is how im spending my day. I should be finding a job.)

Then after a few seconds of running I notice several bloodstains on the ground, I felt a growing sense of fear again thinking something horrible is going to happen to Gloria. She looked nauseated walking down this blood-stained road, but I still kept him going.

Suddenly as Gloria ran, Alex appeared right in front of her with those black and red eyes and then red static appeared again, when the static vanished showing nothing but black screen with text saying “Darn you all to heck!”, I was now scared, Alex found Gloria already?! What was going on?!

Anyway red static came again and then I was back to the level, Gloria looked like she was panicking, and Alex was nowhere to be found. And this time that high-pitched squealing from the Silent Hill 1’s final boss was playing.

Was this some kind of boss battle with Alex? I hoped to God it wasn’t, honestly.

Suddenly, Gloria punched Alex straight in the face and he went flying into a car. I didn't control her, but I ignored that for I was lost in the shock and hype of what just happened. It was like a cutscene. Gloria then charged toward where Alex was. Alex was getting back up, stumbling. His eyes widened when he saw the extra THICC hippo charge him straight through the car and into the building. "YES!" I cheered. Gloria seemed keen to avenge Marty, and I wouldn't argue with her. Chris rock is my favorite actor.

I mean, Will Smith is okay, he's been in great movies but I always preferred funnymen like jack black. Although I never really was into celebrities. My sister grew up with Will Smith. She watched Bad boys 2 when she was like 8. Which is weird because she hates horror movies nowadays.

Anyway, I alway thought that Will Smith overreacted with Chris Rock's joke. I heard of people getting angry over jokes before, but this seemed a little unfounded. even for me. But I was never too interested in the topic because celebrity drama is a big racket for some reason and It rarely ever interested me. This instance was memed about for days and I couldn't exactly escape it. So anyway-

Wait. I missed the fight. My rambling about celebrities made me miss the whole fight with gloria and Alex. GODDAMNIT!

Alex stood mangled and triumphant over Gloria's torn open body. They were in a destroyed version of central park zoo. which means their battle jumped in between levels as Alex tried to manipulate reality to combat Gloria's fury. AND I MISSED IT!!!

F*&K

And then in a split second Alex lunged at Gloria and the screen went black with another distorted screeching noise that lasted for at least 3 seconds.

but I was too bitter too care.

Another text message appeared, “So many souls to play with, so little time…" SHUT THE F*&K UP YOU P&*SY F&*KING LION!

I was brought back to the main menu and this time the second file box Gloria steak in the TV screen,

I shut off the game and took a break. I tried to take a nap but I was too goddamn angry. I beat up my mannequin (By the way I have a mannequin) and went back to my game.

I turned on the computer, turned on the game and selected the penguins next.

I still thought that was wacky, playing as the penguins, but anyway the level title appeared again and this time it said " I occasionally Alex”, which I found really freaky.

This time I was in some kind of forest, didn’t really look like it was from any of the Madagascar movies, it had a 2 dimensional, cartoonish style; the sky was fluctating in textures like a bad television, a dark grayish purple with animated candlelight’s and a few dark bloodstains here and there, and there was a dark red curtain hanging above on the top part of the screen. Every 12 seconds or so that red curtain sways very slowly, but whenever you’re playing the game you can barely see it move. The music was bizarre. kinda jazzy but painful on the ears, but I knew better, this was the intro that played in the penguins of madagascar tv show only it was in reverse.

The penguins didn’t look entirely nervous like Marty and Gloria did, but he did have a suspicious look on their face as if he was just a bit paranoid. They did a little animation when I just left him standing, they turn their heads to the left and then to the right at least twice and then shrugs at me, as if they have no idea where they were or what was going on. Even though I was scared outta my mind about what was going to happen, I had the penguins continue onward. They did their little waddling animation as they continued going through the forest.

Then I stop at a long flight of stairs leading downward, now I was nervous, even the penguins seemed unsure of themselves, though I pressed onward, which would be easier if the CONTROLS WEREN'T UNUSABLE!!!

As I led all four penguins down the stairs at the same time with barely usable controls, I noticed that the walls have gotten darker and more reddish; the red torches are now an eerie blue. Then we landed onto another hallway, this one was longer than the last one (or at least it felt like it. It's hard to tell when you move like a barely coordinated herd of sheep) and then we head down another flight of stairs down, this one was much longer, took at least 1 full minute.

And then I heard that horrid Kefka laugh agai- (Okay real quick does anyone here know who Kefka is? Their a final fantasy character. because it's more known as the Sonic.exe laugh. just promise me you'll look him up.) then the music slowly faded until it was quiet, as it did the walls turned more dark red and the torches were a black flame now.

When the penguins landed onto the 3rd hallway, I noticed they now looked really creeped out, though he tried to hide it, I couldn’t blame them, I was scared too.

Suddenly, Alex popped right in front of the penguins the same way he tried to with Gloria and then red static. The red static lasted for about 15 seconds and then it showed me a most unpleasant image…

The image showed a hyper-realistic picture of Alex standing in the darkness where you can only see his face while his head and torso faded into black, and when I say hyper-realistic, I mean like he looked so real you could actually see the lines in his mane. As if you could actually feel the fur if you touched the screen.

His face… oh god, he had the most horrifying smile I had ever seen.

And that’s saying something considering I saw that image at the start of the game. Now I knew how mort felt when King Julien sent him to scout him.

His eyes are wide and black and once again crying blood (Which also looked hyper real- you know what I'm tired of that word now. It looked creepy.) And there were two small glowing red dots in those black eyes staring RIGHT AT ME, (Or anyone who would have been using my computer) as if staring into my mind. His grin was wide and demonic, it literally stretched to the sides of his face like a Cheshire Cat except Alex had fangs, VERY SHARP fangs, much like the Werehog’s teeth except more vicious-looking, somewhat yellowish and from the look of it, he had stains of blood and small bits of flesh on his lips and fangs as if he ate some animal. Actually now that I think about, Alex the lion already had fangs before demon Will Smith.

I stared at that gruesome image for a good 30 seconds, never taking my eyes off it, I felt as if he was actually looking at me, smiling at me…that face, it just took 10 seconds for it to etch itself into my brain for good. I wasn't scared tho. I liked the attention.

Then the screen flickered with red static again 3 times, and on the 3rd time I heard the Kefka laugh, honestly it got old. except this time it sounded distorted, demonic even… which it already did considering it was the GODDAMN KEFKA LAUGH

It went back to the image again except this time there was the text again though it was messed up, but it was pretty much one of the most horrifying (And by horrifying I mean edgy) things I looked at since I had this game…

“I AM KING OF THE THRONE.”

It was when I read that message while looking at Sonic when it hit me, I realized right there and then.

This Alex was a monster, a pure evil, sadistic, all-powerful, nightmarish, demented monster… and all of his victims, including Marty, Gloria, The penguins, and possibly Dr Blowhole, (remember him?) which I was kinda okay with, he was a bit of a prick, all were just his little toys, and the game is the very gateway into his chaotic, nightmarish world and the very Hell his victims are trapped in.

I was terrified of a jumpscare, but instead it switched to what looked like footage of a car at night. I was uneasy already, but after 30 seconds, nothing happened. I decided to cautiously stare closer at the footage. Like I said, it was a car in the night, parked at some driveway but my eyes widened when I saw the silhoutte of Alex in the backseat. I could only see the light reflecting off his eyes like a typical cat. I stared at him, but every second I did, panic swelled up inside me, begging me to do something, anything. I looked away from his eyes and at the house. I felt like I was in danger doing so. But my heart sank when I realized how familiar that house was. I stared back at the car. He was still in there.

"WHAT THE F&*K!" I screamed. This was live footage.

This was my neighborhood.

This was my house.

I felt l was gonna have a heart attack.

All I could say in a barely comprehensable whimper was.

"Alex the Lion. what the hell are you doing in my car?"

#madagascar #shitpost #I worked too hard on this #sonic.exe #alex the lion #madagascar memes #moto moto #creepypasta #creative writing #chris rock #will smith #chris rock slap #long post

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crewman-penelope · 1 year ago

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Rust and Stardust

Lyutsifer Safin x ofc, explicit, non-con, grapefruit, lemon, dark!Safin, love-stroke, love fever, oh! to storm the walls of Troy like a mad man!

1. Severo-Kurilsk

2. Strictly Business

3. Sweet Anticipation

4. Becoming Cosy

5. Delayed Gratification

6. Connections

The next nights were like heaven to Safin. The days ... were difficult.

He tried to give Halyna the space she clearly needed. And the phone calls.

The first day she was glued to the phone, talking with her mother. Never with her father, as Safin found quickly out.

The second day the blocker start to work. Primo had done, as always, good work. His little travel back to Severo-Kurilsk, the small beacon he had fixed in the underwood, showed great results. Bit by bit, Zorin ability to reach via phone outside the half-island, went down.

Safin watched Halyna trying to call or message her mother, with failing connections and growing frustration.

Eventually he started to distract Halyna by sending fabric samples over for her new room. Pictures of wall papers. Links to furniture, for her to chose.

Aware of Halyna's obsession with Internet platforms per se, he even looked into Pinterest, sending her links from there.

Halyna didn't realised it, but Safin's constant input and slow approach to her soothed her.

Eventually, they meet up for dinner like every night, a new found ritual for him. Halyna sat comfortable as lazy in one of the polstered armchairs, nibbling at some sushi, while Safin watched her with eagle-eyes. Making sure, she had her good-night tea.

His eyes travelled along the table, were mixedfabric and different coloured papers laid around.

"Did you saw my last Pinterest board entry?", he asked.

"The one with the fairy lights around the wall? Yes, that looked sweet." Halyna sat up and grinned. "I can't believe you made a Pinterest account for me!"

Safin smirked gentle. "I thought it may help for our little project. After all, you need your own room."

He sipped at his cup and eyed her while asking: "Did you talk with your mother? Is all good at home?", fully aware that Halyna could not get in contact with her parents. With the whole world - but not her parents.

A shadow felt upon Halyna's elvish face. Safin would normaly hate to watch that. Alas, he knew the reason.

"No.", she told him, her voices suddenly small. "Mama .. she didn't called back."

She looked at Safin. "Did I something wrong, dyadya Lyutsifer? I mean ... they wanted me to go with you, right?"

She frowned, a confused girl, all his.

"It is just business..", she whispered to herself.

Watching her, Safin became aware that Halyna's eye got filled with tears.

"Oh no..", he hummed and got up. He walked to Halynaand took a seat aside her. Resting carefully a hand on her back he tried to sooth her.

"Hush! Printsessa, don't cry! I'm sure your mother is rather busy. There is also a bad weather front on their side, she may have trouble to come through?"

Halyna swallowed and rubbed harshly her eyes, a childish gesture that made Safin bit his lower lip. If she just knew what one movement of her limbs does to her!

He licked over his mouth and looked a moment away to calm himself.

"I have an idea. Let me entertain you! Distract you! School will start soon and i promised you a shopping tour."

"You really mean that?", Halyna chirmed in, her green eyes looking at him in wonder.

"But of course! A helicopter ride to the main land, some exquisite boutique visits - we can look into the prada store if you want - maybe even getting a dress you even don't know when to wear, just because it is so pretty?"

To his utter confusion Halyna started to giggle.

"What?",he asked bewildered.

"Sorry,dyadya..but you..you sound like a sugar daddy.", Halyna giggled and tried to hide a grin.

"A .. what?"

"Well, you know!?", she gestured around.

Safin leaned back in the chair and crossed his arms relaxed in front of his stomach, acting curious.

"I actually don't. Is that a tiktok thing?"

Halyna looked at him with surprised, eventually blushing. She played herself in a corner.

"But ... when a ... sorry dyadya, but when a older man treats a girl like that. With presents and hosting her and such-"

Her voice fainted. Safin was full aware what she had left out. The sexual component. He dared not to speak up himself. This was such an innocent, but also dangerous moment. For both of them.

He looked Halyna straight in the eyes as he finally spoke.

"Halyna, I understand completely, the situation you got pushed in is non of your fault. I will make it as pleasant as possible for you. If that means by spoiling you with gifts and treats, I shall. And when this makes me a sugar daddy, as you so eloquent put it, than so be it. I didn't mind. I want you to feel safe and cared for."

Halyna staid silent for a moment, starring at him.

Safin wondered, if he had said too much, until Halyna lunged into him. Throwing her arms around him she started to sob in the most precious way.

"Dyadya! Thank you, dyadya! I was a moment afraid you send me away!"

Safin answered the embrace quickly,to ensure her: "You, printsessa, can stay as long as you wish."

While embracing her, he pressed his face in the hollow of her neck and inhaled deeply. Her scent caged in his nose, in his lung, he wanted to hold on until he felt dizzy.

#safin sunday #lyutsifer safin #rust and stardust 6 #grapefruit #lyutsifer safin x Halyna zorin #dark!fic #dark!safin #james bond #rami malek fandom #james bond fandom #lyutsifer safin fanfic #lemon #halyna zorin

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the-angry-pixie · 2 years ago

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top 5 scenes in all the rest is rust and stardust

Yoooooooooo. Did you know that fic has been made private?!? Forreal if anyone has a link to the story saved anywhere I would really appreciate it. That fic is so good that its always worth a reread.

Ok now for the scenes. Since I can't go back and check my work I'm just going to have to go from memory. I haven't read it in awhile so these scenes are probably not so much my favourite scenes... but more the ones that stuck with me.

**SPOILERS SPOILERS SO MANY SPOILERS**

That scene early in Charles and Erik's secret relationship where they are fooling around on the couch and Charles reads Erik's mind and realises that Erik is pretty much checked out of the moment. He's thinking about what he wants to cook for dinner later or something like that and Charles realises that Erik doesn't "enjoy" these intimate moments with him as much as Charles thought he did. He doesn't "not enjoy" them, they are just kind of part of the routine or the list of things he has to do today. So delicious and heartbreaking.

2. The scene where Erik and his college-aged friend (can't remember his name) are disposing of that body and they are doing so well and being so methodical about it until Erik realises that his friend is going to have to literally tear the body apart (using his mutant strength) in order for it to be disintegrated in acid. And that... is too much for him to handle and he has to leave and not witness it. Erik is such an unapologetic badass in this story that it was just so cool to see him reach "a limit".

3. Erik's giving testimony at The Hague. God it was just sooooo tense. Erik confronting his abusers in court. Being so brave so justice could be served.

4. Erik and Charles being photographed in the park. I think this is after their secret relationship is made public and so there is still a lot of cloying tension as they grapple with public opinion. They are having a picnic or something and Charles is worried about the photographer and what that will mean for the tabloids but Erik is just like "ignore them, let them take their pictures, i'm not ashamed, we are not doing anything wrong". As I mentioned earlier, such a badass.

5. Charles having to go powerless at The Hague. He has to wear a device that means he can't use his psychic powers while in the UN courthouse. Him being so worried that Erik will think less of him because without his psychic powers, he becomes “extremely submissive”. He can't help it, it's part of his nature in its raw form. Just so cool to see that switch up in personality and dynamic. Charles is also such a badass in this story.

Ask me my “Top 5″ anything…

#sorry Anon - you might have been hoping i would list more sexytime scenes #alas it has been too long since i read the story and can't remember them #cherik #charles xavier #erik lehnsherr #X-men #tumblr games

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transparenttriumphzombie · 4 years ago

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Jordana LeSesne, formerly known as 1.8.7, is an American musician and producer from Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania.[1] She now produces and performs as Jordana. She became known in the mid-1990s as a drum and bass producer.[2] Vibe magazine called her "one of the most respected Drum ‘n' Bass producers in the US."[3] In 2015, she was named as one of "20 women who shaped the history of dance music" by Mixmag.[4] She is transgender and came out in 1998.[5][2]

She has released over 50 tracks, including four albums, several EPs, and remixes under the alias 1.8.7. The 1997 album When Worlds Collide became known for its "dark pummeling assaults". She has licensed tracks for compilations as well as the Sci Fi Channel. Three of her albums charted in the Top 25 of both the CMJ (College Music Journal) and Mixmag U.S. (later Mixer Magazine, now defunct) for 1997 as well as 1998[6] and 1999. Her third album "The Cities Collection" debuted in the CMJ Top 5 climbed to the #2 position on CMJ Music Monthly's dance chart for June 2000.[7][8][9]

Her works have been reviewed by Billboard,[10] Spin, Rolling Stone, Urb, Mixer, Mixmag, Raygun,[3] as well as Knowledge – the U.K. Drum and Bass magazine. In 1999, she was listed in Raygun's Who's Who of International DJs. She was one of the headlining DJs on Knowledge Magazine's 28 city Kung Fu Knowledge tour in 1999.[11] She also made Out Magazine's OUT100 list for the year 2000.[12]

Contents

1Impact on music

2History

3Hate crime in Ohio

4Additional work in music industry

5Literary mentions

6Personal life

7Vinyl

8CD releases

9Videos

10References

11External links

Impact on music[edit]

Her work has influenced other artists such as well-known dubstep producer Bassnectar, who heavily sampled 5 A.M. Rinse (feat. MC Sphinx), the last song on her first album When Worlds Collide for his song Here We Go of his 2010 EP and single Timestretch.[13] Since the sexual allegations of Bassnectar have become known to her, Jordana has publicly condemned his actions as well as called out the fact that he never delivered contractually promised royalties for the above mentioned work.[14] Additionally, electronic rock act Celldweller sampled "Wake Up" off of her first album as well as "San Francisco" off of her third album "The Cities Collection" in their 2013 song "Uncrowned".[15]

In 1999, Drum & Bass/Hip Hop producer and label owner Hive approached Jordana to remix her song Defcon-1 also off of When Worlds Collide. Hive's remix appears on his 2001 album The Raw Uncut.[16] Jordana collaborated with Lady Sovereign on a song early in Sov's career after the two met through an internet chat room for StrikeFM.co.uk, an online radio station which Jordana had a show, and the now defunct UKGarageWorldwide.com forums. The two would later team up when Jordana under her Lady J alias, had Lady Sovereign MC for her radio show on Flex FM London.[17]

History[edit]

She first came to the attention of the music industry when she was asked to remix Blondie's "Atomic." Her remix appeared along with Armand Van Helden and Diddy’s remixes on the single.[3] A little over a year following that release, Mac McFarlane, the promoter of the well established and legendary New York City club, Konkrete Jungle, contacted her to create a themed song for a CD compilation/mix-CD. Jordana created the song "Konkrete Jungle" for that purpose. Described by CMJ as containing "menacing hardstep attacks",[18] it was released on the Ultra Records compilation, Konkrete Jungle - Maximum Drum & Bass, mixed by BBC Radio 1 Drum'n'Bass show host Jumpin Jack Frost. Following extensive touring throughout North America and abroad as a music producer, Liquid Sky Music, an indie label distributed by Caroline Distribution signed her to a three-album contract in late 1996.

Hate crime in Ohio[edit]

On the night of February 22, 2000 in Kent, Ohio, Jordana was attacked and brutally beaten in a transphobic hate crime by a group of men including Matthew Gostlin.[19] Gostlin and other assailants vaulted her in the parking lot outside of the Robin Hood nightclub where she had just performed on the Cities Collection tour. The attack took place while she was escorted from the event with the event promoter to his car. The group of men attacked suddenly and Jordana lost consciousness almost immediately after being struck in the face. She suffered nerve damage to the lower part of her face from her lower lip down as a result. She was quoted, saying in the May 2000 issue of CMJ New Music Monthly that in the seconds just prior to the attack: "I saw his face. I remember the look on his face. It was this look of utter hate, like 'I'm going to kill you.'"[20] In an interview with the Village Voice, George Meesig, a man from Cleveland, Ohio who defended her during the attack, stated that Gostlin had misgendered her, saying “this is personal”.[21] Other reports noted by the Village Voice on the message board for Breakbeat Science (a Drum'n'Bass record store) mentioned transphobic slurs being shouted during the attack. She subsequently cancelled the tour to recover.[19] Gostlin, while charged, was never arrested nor spent any time in court. Her family was told by the Portage County (Ohio) prosecutor's office that attempts had been made to serve the warrant but Gostlin's whereabouts were unknown. She felt that justice would not be served so she left the United States for England due to concerns about personal safety and well-being.

Additional work in music industry[edit]

In addition to music production, Jordana is a DJ, musician and singer. From 2001 to 2002, she worked at Flex FM in London, England as Lady J, with Lady Sovereign performing for her during her radio show.[22] In 2002, she held a club residency performing UK garage, 2-step garage and house music at the club Trinity in Vauxhall neighborhood.

After returning to the United States, Jordana returned to rock and fronted a goth metal band in Seattle. Prior to that, she was asked to play bass in another band briefly where she met and became close friends with singer/songwriter Shelita Burke. She has toured the world and played many DJ sets. She has been billed alongside Arca for Planet Zolean: Un/Tuck + Hot Mass on the Currents.FM Common Multiverse Initiative.[23] She was featured on the Dekmantel Podcast.[24] She was featured as Mix of the Day for Resident Advisor.[25]

In 2014, Jordana scored the documentary Free CeCe, produced and directed by Jacqueline Gares and Laverne Cox. The documentary details the struggles of CeCe McDonald, an African-American transwoman wrongfully incarcerated for murder for defending herself against a hate attack on her outside a Minneapolis bar.[26][27]

Literary mentions[edit]

She has been featured in several books. Her success in rising from living in a "rust belt" city to being an MTV-featured electronic music artist was mentioned in "The Rise of the Creative Class" by economist Richard Florida. She appears in two books detailing American electronic dance music scene history: Michaelangelo Matos's The Underground is Massive,[28] and Rave Culture, an Insider's Overview by Jimi Fritz and Virginia Smallfry.[29]

An interview with Jordana was featured in multiple books, including a book published in 2012 by rock journalist George Petros.[30] She has spoken on her personal life in interviews for publications such as The Festival Voice,[31] The Brooklyn Rail[32] and href zine.[33]

Personal life[edit]

She currently lives in Seattle, Washington.

Vinyl[edit]

1995 Blondie "Atomic (The Beautiful Drum and Bass Mix)" VV58320 Chrysalis Records/EMI

1996 RockStone Foundation "Dis Soun'" JS007 Jungle Sky

1997 V/A – Nirvana EP "We Are Not Alone" JS114 Jungle Sky

1997 Soul Slinger-Don't Believe "Abducted (1.8.7 Remix) JS118 Jungle Sky

1997 Soul Slinger-Don't Believe "Ethiopia/JungleSky (1.8.7 Megamix)" JS118 Jungle Sky

1997 1.8.7 – When Worlds Collide full-length album EP1 "Defcon 1"/"When Worlds Collide"/"Blueshift"/"Dragonfly" JSK121 Jungle Sky

1997 1.8.7 – When Worlds Collide full-length album EP2 "Wake Up"/"Distant Storm Approaching"/"Ghetto Style"/"Ghetto Style (West Philly Mix)" JSK122 Jungle Sky

1998 Murder 0ne (1.8.7)/T.Farmer "Annihilate"/"Memory" BOOST002 Boosted Records

1998 This is Jungle Sky Vol. 5: Rock N Roll EP Disc 2 "Break In"/"The Return of Shaft"/"Konkrete Jungle" Jungle Sky JSK131

1998 This is Jungle Sky Vol. 5: Rock N Roll EP Disc 3 "Atmosphere Remix"/"The Jam"/Beastie Boys – "Sabotage (1.8.7 JS Remix)" JSK132 Jungle Sky

1998 1.8.7 – Quality Rolls full-length album EP1 "Quality Rolls"/"Relax Your Mind"/"Phobic" JSK136 Jungle Sky

1998 1.8.7 – Quality Rolls full-length album EP2 *"Jerusalem"/"Get Amped" (215 Remix)/"Stigma" JSK 137 Jungle Sky

1998 1.8.7 – Quality Rolls full-length album EP3 "Rock The Party"/"Deep Stealth"/"Cross the Line" JSK138 Jungle Sky

1998 1.8.7 – Quality Rolls full-length album EP3 "United"/"Blue Nile"/"Reboot" JSK139 Jungle Sky

1999 Jordana – "Pure Funk"/Stardust – "Music Sounds Better".. [With Bass] (Jordana JS remix) *whitelabel* JSK149 Jungle Sky

1999 Jordana – Cities Collection 12" 1 "Hollywood (courtesy of Lucasfilm)"/"Los Angeles"/"New York" JSK157 Jungle Sky

1999 Jordana – Cities Collection 12" 2 "Pittsburgh"/"Miami"/"San Francisco" JSK158 Jungle Sky

2000 Loki and Jordana – "Murder" 12" *whitelabel*

2001 Jordana – "Tampa Tantrum"/"In Your Arms" 12" TECO008 Technorganic

2002 Lady J feat. Lady Sovereign – "The Intro Dub" (Flex FM)

2002 Jordana – Full Colour 12" 1 *whitelabel* ConceptAudio

2002 Jordana – Full Colour 12" 2 *whitelabel* ConceptAudio

CD releases[edit]

1994 V/A – Interstellar Outback "Jungleman" ROM01 RomHyperMedia

1995 V/A – Scotto Presents: Drop Beats Vol.1 "Ravestock Anthem" DROP001 Drop Entertainment

1996 V/A – This Is Jungle Sky Vol.2 "Dis Soun" JSK008 Jungle Sky

1997 V/A – This is Jungle Sky Vol.4 "We Are Not Alone" JSK116 Jungle Sky

1997 V/A – Future Groove "We Are Not Alone" ?74321 50089 2 Ariola/BMG

1997 V/A – New York Junglist "We Are Not Alone" AVCD11540 Avex Trax

1997 Soul Slinger-Don't Believe CD "Abducted (187 Remix)" JSK120 Jungle Sky

1997 Soul Slinger-Don't Believe CD "Ethiopia/JungleSky" JSK120 Jungle Sky

1997 1.8.7 – When Worlds Collide CD album JSK124 Jungle Sky

1998 V/A – This is Jungle Sky Vol.5 "The Jam" JSK130 Jungle Sky

1998 V/A – This is Jungle Sky Vol.5 "Atmosphere Remix" JSK130 Jungle Sky

1998 Soul Slinger – Upload: A Continuous Mix CD "Rock the Party" JSK142 Jungle Sky

1998 V/A – Nu Balance: Domesticated Drum & Bass CD "5am Rinse" COA70016-2 City Of Angels

1998 1.8.7 – Quality Rolls CD album JSK135 Jungle Sky

1999 V/A – Sci Fidelity: This is Sci Fi. CD "Deep Stealth" SciFi Channel/Jungle Sky

1999 V/A – This is Jungle Sky Vol.6 CD "Pure Funk" JSK150 Jungle Sky

1999 V/A – This is Jungle Sky Vol.6 CD "Unite Remix" JSK150 Jungle Sky

1999 Jordana presents 1.8.7 – The Cities Collection CD album JSK162 Jungle Sky

1999 V/A – E-Sassin Absolute Friction CD "Worlds Apart" 21C.3007 Quantum Loop

2000 V/A – Digital Empire: DJ Girl "Deep Stealth" 6454-2 Cold Front Records

2001 Hive – The Raw Uncut EP CD "Defcon-1" (Hive Remix) VTXCD-002 Vortex Recordings

2002 Jordana – Full Colour album ConceptAudio Limited Release

2003 V/A – Girls In Space CD "In Your Arms" CD-9213 Urabon Records

2005 Jordana – Jordana EP CD "In Your Arms" TECO CD001 Technorganic Recordings

2005 Jordana – Jordana EP CD "Tampa Tantrum" TECO CD001 Technorganic Recordings

2005 V/A – DJ Psycle-Back From The Future CD "In Your Arms" TECO CD-9213 Technorganic Recordings

2008 V/A – What the Bleep & Foi Oi Oi-Feelings For Detroit Vol.3 Yabette – "Babylon (1.8.7 Remix)" EEMIX003 Electronic Enlightenment

Videos[edit]

We Are Not Alone (1998) – directed by MSKW1 aka Michael Whartnaby

Defcon 1 (1998) – directed by MSKW1 aka Michael Whartnaby and DBIDWA aka Dan Bidwa

Worlds Apart (1998) – directed by Gerard Ryan

Atmosphere (1998) – directed by Gerard Ryan

Ring Me Back (2002) – directed by Trevor McKinley

References[edit]

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^ "Hot update | Welcome to the FLEX FM NETWORK". FLEX FM Network. May 19, 2002. Archived from the original on June 1, 2002. Retrieved December 21, 2015.

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^ Matos, Michaelangelo (April 28, 2015). The Underground Is Massive: How Electronic Dance Music Conquered America. Dey Street Books. p. 154. ISBN 978-0062271785.

^ Jimi Fritz (1999). Rave Culture: An Insider's Overview. SmallFry Press. p. 162. ISBN 978-0-9685721-0-8.

^ Petros, George (2012). Lehman, Deanna (ed.). The New Transsexuals: The Next Step In Human Evolution. Creation Books. pp. 247–274. ISBN 978-0-9855018-1-5. Retrieved December 22, 2015.

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^ https://brooklynrail.org/2021/05/criticspage/Let-Us-Live/

^ https://href-zine.net/technoid-natures-zine.html

External links[edit]

Jordana discography at Discogs

1.8.7 at Rolldabeats

https://jordanaofficial.bandcamp.com/

https://www.mixcloud.com/jordana/

https://soundcloud.com/jordanaofficial

Jordana at IMDb

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