RIKI-OH FUCKING RULESSSS
OKAY SO THERE'S A GODDAMN MANGA AND ANIME OF RIKI-OH AND I NEED THEM IN MY LIFE NOWWWWWWWWWW
(My new obsession is Riki-Oh AKA The Story of Ricky and it's SOOO GOOD)
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Stargazing !
— pairing: 西村力 x reader — contains: angst, no comfort, illness/death, poor writing ! Sorry if the ending doesn‘t make as much sense as i think it does
Even with death knocking on the door you were the only thing he could think of
The prettiest, kindest, sweetest, warmest person alive, and you were his.
It’s no wonder he didn‘t tell you, the thought of you worrying all the time? It broke his heart, worse then any illness could.
The last thing he wanted was for you to worry about him; Not that he was never going to tell you, i mean he planned on it
But much like his in-ability to tell you how much he loved you, he was unable too tell you about everything plaguing him
And when you guys were sitting on a hill, his head laying on your shoulder as you looked at the stars
He thought to himself:
I wish we could stay here forever, i wish i could show you every star in the sky, every city built, every wave in the ocean, everything life has to offer.
I want to give you everything.
I want to make your life worth living much like you have mine.
I was content with dying, i was content with the fact that id never amount to anything, but that changed.
Meeting you in middle school was the worst thing that could’ve ever happened.
Thanks to you i’m scared, i’m terrified. I don’t want to die anymore, I don’t want to leave you, I don’t want anything to change.
I love you, i love you so so so so so much. I’m sorry i can’t say it properly, i’m sorry i only ever told you through kisses, i know it’s not enough and im sorry. I’m sorry im leaving you before i could tell you properly, im sorry im leaving before explaining anything.
But i love you, i promise i do, i love you so much and nothing will ever change that, even in heaven, or hell, or whatever afterlife i get, i will always choose you, you will always be my first thought, my first love, my everything.
And i’m sorry that
"Riki" You said
You had planned a speech for tonight, to tell him how much you loved him, and how much you knew he cared; He had been so distant lately, you worried that he felt he wasn’t good enough.
"Riki?" You looked at him, noticing his purple lips, pale skin, lack of chest movement.
This is his last regret, the last thing he wanted to do and he couldn’t do it.
You put your hand up to his face, he was so cold
So so so unbelievably cold, despite the hoodie he had on, he was still so cold.
He was never able to tell you, not even under the same stars he swore he‘d propose under.
"Riki?"
Riki never got to tell you how badly you made him want to live, how badly he loved you.
@ featki
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