#Raphael has PTSD and Anxiety

[foreverl0stinmymind]

Headcannons for the obey me! Characters:

mental health edition. (Some of what I say is mental disorders, some is just headcannons on how they're mentally fucked)

Autism and ADHD are included, because they affect how your brain functions, and can make you more sensitive to other mental health issues.

Lucifer:

This man has autism, guaranteed. Also, he most likely has depression and anxiety. Probably turns to hurting himself to cope, so yeah. Also, I get the feeling he's insecure about his body, and his personality. Like he genuinely just hates himself. Also, C-PTSD is almost definitely a factor into his behavior. Nightmares about Lillith, as well.

Mammon:

ADHD. Probably also mild anxiety. I think he has PTSD from the war, like most of his brothers. He hides that behind jokes. This may be controversial, but I don't think Lucifer's punishments have caused him any trauma. He understands that Lucifer is just trying to make him behave, and keep him safe/out of trouble. He also hates himself. Mild depression, but not as bad as Lucifer's.

Levi:

Autism. All of the autism in n the whole world is in this man. Also, absolutely fucking loathes himself, the cannon makes that clear. Weird little other thing, I feel like he has very light trauma from Asmo touching him/showing him things he doesn't wanna see. But more trauma from the war.

Satan:

This man is mentally fucked. Like, severely.

BPD, autism, and self-confidence issues. Also, daddy issues. Though Lucifer works hard to make it clear he sees Satan as his own person, Satan just sees himself as a spare limb of Lucifer's, which saps his mental health.

Asmo:

NPD. Though I could also see slight anorexia issues.

Beel:

PTSD from the war, and Lillith dying. Also, I headcannon him with emotional eating as a way to cope, which is why he eats so much. ADHD.

Belphie:

Depression and apathy. He doesn't give a fuck about anything anymore. Slight trauma from the attic.

Diavolo:

ADHD. Also, I think his mental health suffers from being forced into a powerful position too young, and he copes through his jokes.

Barbatos:

Autism. Also, I see all of his effort to serve everyone around him as a way to try and prove to himself that he has value. He works so hard so that he can KNOW he'll be missed if something happens to him.

Simeon:

Anixety, my dear. Also, he's probably got mild C-PTSD.

Luke:

I think being treated as a child has a larger negative effect on him than he shows.

Solomon:

NPD. Anxiety and depression. Also, his cooking is a mental disorder in and of itself.

Thirteen:

ADHD and autism. Insomnia as well.

Raphael:

Anxiety. Also, autism.

Mesphitophles:

NPD. Also, I think he feels he needs Diavolo's praise to have value.

[angelmichelangelo]

Any thoughts/opinions on TMNT 2007, either in comparison to other iterations or about the characters/relationships in general?

oh boy have i got some thoughts on TMNT 2007 !

straight off the bat i’d say it feels so set apart from all of the other ninja turtles movies we had/have at that point. they’re a little older (i can’t remember the canon ages but wasn’t it pretty much fanon for a long time that they were at least early 20s?) and starts their story off kinda at their end.

2007 was also supposedly a continuation of the 1990s movies. whether you want that to be solid canon or not (personally i don’t) but either way, they’re kind of in “retirement” stage of their lives with everything with shredder already happened and this is kind of just the aftermath of that.

the relationships in this movie !!!!! oh my GOD it’s just near to absolute perfection. i usually don’t always super love the classic raph/leo tension just because sometimes it feels a little overdone and can really take away the shine from other aspects of the movie, but i really do like how different it feels here.

raph is so obviously not coping with having so much of his family dynamics changed. and i think that’s why the whole aspect of the movie being set after all of their biggest most heroic adventures works well, because in a way, this movie just highlights how much their lifestyle has impacted them. imo raph struggles with having leo so far from home. he’s going through a little bit of separation anxiety, can’t regulate his emotions properly and lashes out bad.

leo obviously takes this all the wrong ways. he’s going through something too so he’s blind-sighted to the fact that raph isn’t intentionally trying to piss him off. they’re back butting heads maybe because it feels most familiar in a way that hasn’t been since leo left.

b-team in this movie is just. chefs kiss. so much to unpack here, too.

donnie who is finally being highlighted for how much he does for his family behind the scenes, normally quietly bumbling along, now here he is, trying to keep a sense of normality and feeling under appreciated!! which rightly so!! he kind of just gets this shit load of responsibility thrusted onto him when leo leaves and raph distances himself. he’s treading water in the deep end, barely afloat but rarely does he really lash out because he wants to do good, and keep peace (mostly for mikey’s sake, I would argue)

and mikey. oh mikey. easily one of my favourite interpretations of mikey in this movie. he’s kind of mellowing out and maturing in a way that i think hits leo with full force when he comes home from south america. all because he’s had to grow up and pick up the pieces left behind in the wake of their family kind of slowly crumbling apart.

they’re all hurting in this movie but mikey’s hurt is so painfully obvious and so masked when he’s putting up with a job he really hates, barely seeing much of either brother he has left because of their schedules and feels cooped up. he trips over himself with just pure glee when he sees that leo is finally home. he’s still that kid at heart, despite everything, that truly believes that his big brother can mend this. it’s a really bittersweet thing to think of him just hoping his life would fall back into place again after it being so out of sorts for so long.

TMNT 2007 isn’t a perfect movie by any means. whilst i adore the way the turtles have been written, is still falls into the trap of making don + mike background characters towards the last half, giving leo + raph the limelight once again, and sometimes leo does act a little out of sorts but i could just pin that down to him having some sort of PTSD, so it remains high in my ranks regardless.

it’s not perfect but it’s still really really good. the animation holds up pretty well. it paved the way for 2012 in regards to CGI turtles. the voice acting is something i don’t see hyped up enough. nolan north as raphael?!!! i feel like as a fandom we definitely sleep on that fact way too hard

the plot is original and fresh and it’s clear that this wasn’t just a cash grab, but a real love letter to the franchise and to the fans:) the people that made this cared for these characters and this world and it shows :)

the fight scenes are really fun and easy to follow. the leo raph rooftop scene is just incredibly done. whoever wrote that.. please always be involved in tmnt wherever you are.. honestly pure fire some of those lines

nobody feels like a caricature of themselves here, which often happens with tmnt when a new universe is introduced, just to establish their character roles. i really love the thought of them in the wake of the fight and after the dust settles and they’re trying to cope with their feelings and problems separately because they don’t know what else to do. they need a million hugs, please, i would love to see more of this that isn’t just the last ronin. show me the turtles in their 30s trying to adjust to their lives changing drastically as they’re getting older and recognising their trauma, finally. i would eat that up!

in anyone hasn’t seen TMNT 2007 (which, i’d assume most of my followers probably has) then i would absolutely recommend it !!

forever mourning the mikey centric sequel we were supposed to get before the studio shut down and forever sending wishes up that there’s someone out there with enough money and a dream to bring it to life in some way shape or form (i’ll take a comic. a mini series. anything lmao)

TMNT 2007 will always have a special place in my heart :)

[raeofsunshine-ew]

I think for my first ever post for this blog, I will share my headcanons! (Cuz I have been dying to share them)

They mainly focus on ROTTMNT, but I'll gladly share others!

✨Leonardo✨

-ADHD king

-Insomnia king also

-He/him

-Bisexual (male leaning)

-Post-Movie, has one arm

-Speaks fluent Spanish

-Post-Movie, suffers from depression, PTSD, and dissociative disorder

-Favorite stim toys are clickers!

-Pond colored eyes

🔥Raphael🔥

-DID, possible ADD

-Post-Movie, going blind in one eye, has weakness in right arm, prone to hallucinations, PTSD

-The BIGGEST stuffed animal collection

-He/They

-Favorite stim toys are chewers

-Enjoys putting beads in bandana tails

-Demisexual

-Green eyes!

🤖Donatello🤖

-Y'all already know, Autism king

-Big Aro/Ace

-Favorite stim toys are metal puzzles

-Post-Movie odd spider web like scarring on his soft shell, prone to seizures, weakness in left arm, PTSD

-Heterochromia, left eye brown right eye blue

-ASL boi

-Most flexible of his brothers

-sharp teeth!

💞Michelangelo💞

-ADHD buddy!

-He/they

-Pansexual

-Post-Movie, weakness in both arms, lightening like scarring from elbows to tips of fingers, depression, anxiety

-Best spiritual connection to the mystic plane

-Enjoys painting nails and brothers shells

-Brown eyes!

-favorite stim toys are chewers and textures!

[holy-knighted]

Hcs of mikey I can recall:

*his favorite fruit is blueberries his favorite dessert is blueberry pie, his favorite breakfast food is blueberry waffles

*he is shorter than his twin by a inch, luci never let's him live it down

*mikey helped create the constellations!

*mikey created swans while luci made ducks, heaven favored mikeys swans more

*mikey and luci fought a lot for attention but also had good moments

*his favorite animal is swans of coarse

*he's a workaholic

*loves black coffee

*doesn't sleep for days sometimes

*can sing very well

*has blue and white feathers

*he used to look identical to luci, twins n all, w his hair short he still do,grows it out now

*he has lucis depression, but added anxiety

*he and luci are similar w love, falls madly in love, does anything even falling for said love

*mikeys eyes change to gold when angry

*mikeys seraphim eyes appear on his wings when angry

*he hates apples cuz it reminds him of what luci did

*he is loved by France, they made hin the patron saint, he visits sometimes, not often anymore

*used to train knights in the middle ages, was worshipped by them

*knew Joan of arc

*has a war mode he goes into sometimes, hard to control bloodlust when like that

*has ptsd from wars he been through

*he is constantly training for war

*he works in the law dept in heaven, locking up prisoners, torturing the real bad ones, enacting justice, protects heaven too if threats occur, and goes into any heavenly wars as a general

*he has horses,loves them, the solders occasionally use them too

*he was built for war so he's really good at it, strong, smart, battle ready

*he's so bi and mostly likes men tho

*he doesn't believe in gender tbh, but mostly masc

*he still loves adam despite everything

*he has a ex named basil

*A fling he had too, didn't work out either

*still believes in chivalry, thinks humans need to go back to middle ages

*he finds birds majestic

*he's scary when angry

*drama king lol

*has his dad's characteristics, his brothers too tho

*is older than luci despite the size by a couple minutes cuz twins

*he misses luci hides that a lot

*he his serious mostly,or tries, tries to be emotionless but has a hard time, he wears a mask in battle for that reason

*loves to read, had that habit since a kid

*he treats emi like a daughter, abel like a son

*he was a shy , quiet ,nerd kid, and scared a lot before he eventually learned the hard way to be tougher , got hurt by a exorcist once

*he is considered a very strict boss when told to boss, or train someone

*he can play the lyre

*he knows French, will rant in French if angry enough

*has a French accent, just a lil

*wears fancy clothes,thinks it looks better

*can ballroom dance

*goes for days without food, or rest, worries coworkers often

*gets hurt in combat often, worries Raphael

*he thinks adams the best soldier, favors him often

*doesn't quite get human slang, especially young human slang

*draws badly lol

*still writes to adam

*can shoot bow and arrow

*has wavy blonde hair

*his wings are very sensative

*currently going through a phase where he thinks love is dumb and fighting is better

*has a sharp fang left over from when he was fallen a while back

*he's so tiny lol

*loves wine and smoking

*has scars on body he hides from fights

*collects swords like luci collects ducks

*born on his patron saint day in France which is in late September w the start of fall, France celebrates it yearly

*loves dogs

*has a drinking problem

*can shapeshift like luci

*hates snakes

*can manifest stuff, like luci

*has a human disguise

*if luci was made for creation he was made for destruction but they call it protection lol

*can summon blue flames

*can teleport

*hates humans kinda.

*hates demons too. Doesn't mind slaughtering them, but if adam ever got involved oh boy..different story

*goes crazy when extermination are coming around as if his body knows, was made to fight them of coarse

*can exercise demons, with his powers

*every hell person fears him, some want to kill him, he can't wander off the extermination grounds too far or it gets dangerous

*does not get lustful things at all, might be ace, won't admit it

*called heavens prince, does not like that title, wants to be a knight instead

*he's still so into being a knight lol

*has holy armor that protects him from hells atmosphere, exorcist wear armor that protects too

*his is fancier looking more knight looking tho

*spending too long in hell can effect heavenly bodies greatly, he must be careful

And more to come I dunno lol

*he is God's favorite, God never admits it, but it's obvious w how protective his dad is of him

*angels are (technically) genderless

[piratekingnika]

So, I made my own version of TMNT because sometimes I am insane- I cannot draw (yet. My friend offered to teach me though) so it's just an outline but because I put a lot of effort into it so I felt like sharing! Also, sorry for any typos!

My TMNT au (takes heavy inspo from 2003 and 2012 turtles, and a little from the IDW comics and Mutant Mayhem):

Splinter was a human (Hamato Yoshi- Japanese, cis, straight, 57, 5'3) that moved to New York, from Japan, after Oroku Saki killed his family* and burned down his home, after mutation he had refused to go by his name after mutation because he felt that he had become a monster, but the boys started to call him Splinter (because he would always carefully remove their splinters for them and took care of them when hurt) so he adopted the name, and never let his boys think that they are monsters, he loves his sons dearly

*Splinter had a daughter, Hamato Miwa, with his wife, Teng Shen, he believes her to be dead but the Shredder had taken her, and raised her along side his own daughter, Oroku Karai, she is later abducted by Kraang with another Foot Soldier, mutated with a leatherback sea turtle and changing her name to Venus De Milo (Karai told her about her real parents and the Shredder but she does not know Splinter is her father)

All four brothers were pet eastern box turtles, until they got mutated

Hamato Leonardo is the oldest (19, 4'11), Hamato Raphael (18, 5') and Hamato Donatello are twins (18, 5'2), and Hamato Michelangelo is the youngest (17, 4'9)

(Quick aside; I am diagnosed with autism, ADD, depresstion, and severe anxiety, myself) All four turtles are autistic, have PTSD, and Separation Anxiety, Mikey has ADHD, Leo and Donnie have OCD and anxiety, and Raph has IED

Leo is gay and a demiboy (he/they), Raph is demiromantic, bisexual, and nonbinary (he/him), Donnie is aroace-spec, poly, and nonbinary (he/him, they/them), and Mikey is pansexual and genderfluid (he/she/they)

Leo is best at strategy and staying calm under pressure, Raph is the strongest fighter, Donnie is the inventor, and Mikey is the class clown but with the most potential also the most emotionally intelligent

All four brothers watch anime together, Leo is a big Sailor Moon, Gundam, and Voltron fan (they secretly like Nana and Fruits Basket as well- Mikey is the only one that knows and watches with them), he also likes Star Trek and Star Wars (him and Donnie watch a lot of Sci-Fi together). Raph is a fan of Hajime No Ippo, Cowboy Bepop (he watches with Donnie), and Jojo's Bizarre Adventure (which Mikey got him and Donnie into), he also loves old Westerns (which he watches with Casey) and DC (Mikey again.) Donnie is a fan of Evangelion, Serial Experiments Lain, and Code Geass. Mikey is a fan of everything, but most especially One Piece, Dragon Ball, and Bleach (he's the one that got all of them into anime), he also loves anything Super Hero; Marvel and DC.

As for music, Leo likes most things as long as he likes what the artist is singing about (lyric listener). Raph listens to rock in all forms, old country, and some hip-hop/rap (and some girly pop but him and Casey keep that to themselves). Donnie listens to all sorts of instrumentals- from classical to techno, they like background noise while they work. Mikey will listen to anything, she makes playlists for different feelings and different characters and even moments that have happened or they want to happen some day. Leo, Raph, and Mikey are all good singers (though Raph does not sing often), and all four are skilled dancers (ninja skills)

The Utroms crash-landed on Earth 50 years ago and created TCRI to try to get back to their home planet- one of them, however (Kraang), is planning a rebellion and wants to take over Earth, he started creating the ooze more than 30 years ago to make super soldiers to help him with his plan

Splinter found the four turtles on the side of the road next to a bunch of broken glass and ooze, he picked them up to bring them home right as a rat scampered across, brushing his hands, he mutated with the rat and in fear he moved to the sewers with the now mutated baby turtles- he always assumed that their owner had been in a crash and thought the turtles dead

Splinter acts more like a father but takes his duty as their sensei very seriously and he eased Leo into his position as leader so he would not be so overwhelmed

Raph is working on his jealousy of Leo and his feelings of inferiority towards his brothers, because he thinks he is the least favorite- Splinter puts more of an effort to actually help him with his emotions

The brothers met April and Casey when they were around 15- though the two humans are about 10 years older

Apirl O'Neil is a mixed, (black mother, white father) cis, lesbian, woman who works as a news reporter, she is 28 and 5'9 and typically keeps her hair dyed ginger and short in either an afro or locs, she is dating Casey

Casey Jones is a white, transgender, bisexual, woman who plays professional hockey and does roller derby on the side, she is 28 and 6'2 and her plan is to medically transition after she retires- but she always fights for equal rights for transpeople in sports, she keeps her black hair in a mullet

Irma Langinstein is a mixed (mother is Indian and father is German), cis, straight, woman who is April's best friend, she works as a secretary in the same news station that April works- and being so close to April she eventually meets the turtles, at first while they're in disguise and later as their true selves, she is 26 and 5'3, she keeps her long brunette hair in a ponytail

April has been like an older sister to all the brothers, Casey loves all four dearly but has a stronger connection to Raph, Irma is not really close with the turtles but she bonds with Donnie over new technology

Venus/Miwa (Japanese, cis, demiromantic, ace, 22, 6') was in the Foot Clan all her life and it wasn't until Shredder's defeat that she found out the truth about her past, she was absolutely devastated and ran from the Foot to try and think, one of the ninja followed after her to keep her safe only for them both to be abducted by Kraang and mutated, she is quick to join the resistance that later become the Might Mutanimals which then leads her to the turtles, she wears a white mask like the boys but she braids the back of hers

Venus feels a deep connection with the four brothers and wants to protect them as much as possibly, she bonds particularly with Leo as two very strategic minds- they often train, meditate or play chess together, her best friend is Mona Lisa

Mona Lisa, previously Pat Williams (white, demigirl, pansexual, 18, 5'6) had gradated high school early and was on track to get her AS in Physics when she was kidnapped by Kraang, originally he wanted to use them to help perfect his mutagen but after she refused he mutated her with an axolotl to make them one of his super soldiers (much like IDW Mona, she wears her frills in a ponytail)- however because of that she starts a rebellion with the other mutants to escape and live their own lives- now, a part of the Mighty Mutanimals, she is attempting to make an anti-mutagen for those who wish to go back to their old lives

Mona Lisa meets the turtles and immediately connects with Raph and Donnie (she met Raph first, they match each others snark and sass but she is also quite patient with him and he is protective over her, and they flirt constantly. Her and Donnie both have very scientific minds and work together often), Venus is her best friend and the two of them are the unofficial leaders of the Mighty Mutanimals

This story would take place after Shedder's defeat- Splinter has officially let go of the reigns and Leo is now fully the leader with Kraang and his mutant army as the new antagonists, there would be flashbacks to show how much of an affect the Shedder has on them though

Karai (Japanese, cis, lesbian, 25, 5'2) daughter of Oroku Saki has now taken over the Foot Clan but instead of revenge she wants to undo the damage her father wrought, and works as a philanthropist by day and runs a vigilante organization by night- she doesn't team up with the turtles, however, she just doesn't fight them

Hun Kwon (Korean, cis, straight, 32, 6'4) is the leader of the Purple Dragons, but they're practically a non-issue

Inara Bashar (Saudi Arabian 2nd gen immigrant, cis, demiromantic/sexual, poly, 19, 5'1) and Elion Nash (white, pansexual, poly, 18, 5'8) were jumped and nearly robbed by the Purple Dragons, when the turtles stepped in and saved them, Elion (being a fan of the occult) thought they were aliens and wanted to get to know them and thank them for the rescue, Inara was a little more cautious but she trusted Elion which lead her to trusting the turtles, Inara wears niqab and round glasses and Elion keeps their dyed dark green hair in a messy wolf cut

Inara and Elion both bond with Donnie most, helping him with blueprints, building, medicine, and even some hacking, plus they love listening to his scientific rambles- occasionally adding (with varying degrees of helpfulness) input of their own, Inara also becomes close with Leo chatting about cultures and responsibilities and books over tea, and Elion and Mikey discuss anime and comics together or start prank wars

Baxter Stockman (black, cis, aroace, 66, 5'3) teamed up with Kraang to create the mutant army- having, somewhat accidentally, mutated with a fly himself

Stockman uses the alias Captain Filch when traveling, having a special lab made on a boat, which is where Mona Lisa was originally kept

The mighty mutanimals are all mutants (both animal and human-animal hybrids) that defected from the Kraang; Leatherhead (hybrid; alligator), Venus De Milo (hybrid; leatherback turtle), Mona Lisa (hybrid; axolotl), Mondo Gecko (hybrid; gecko), Man-Ray (animal; electric ray), Wingnut (animal; flying fox), Pigeon Pete (hybrid; pigeon), and the Punk Frogs (Attila, Genghis Frog, Napoleon Bonafrog, and Rasputin the Mad Frog)

Leatherhead, previously Dr. Freddy (deadname Rose) Lurie (black, transman, aroace, 36, 9'4) was a biologist before being abducted- he was one of the first to be mutated and his animal instincts can take over when he gets too emotional for any reason, he sees himself as a monster and more than anyone else wants to be human again and is always helping Mona with the anti-mutagen

Leatherhead doesn't go out much but he does inevitably meet the turtles, him and Raph have an understanding of each other but he is very close with Mikey (who helps calm him when he is feral, and has never been afraid of him) and Donnie

Mondo Gecko, previously Armondo Mariano (Mexican, demiboy, pansexual, 18, 4'7) was a pothead, skaterboy that had just graduated high school and started working (as a busboy at a ma-and-pop diner) when he was abducted, he is easily the least concerned about his mutation, thinking it's cool and makes him like a superhero

Mondo has barely interacted with the turtles other than Mikey who he had an instant connection with- the two can always be seen reading (sometimes writing) comics, smoking (weed, never nicotine), or skating together

Pigeon Pete, previously Peter Buckley (white, cis, straight, 24, 5'10) was starting his life as an accountant when he got abducted, and to be honest, he has no idea what's going on- he doesn't even know he was a part of a rebellion, much less that he's a part of the Might Mutanimals, he's generally just clueless and hoping for the best

Three of the four turt brothers hate Pete- since he usually gets in the way of missions and is generally self-unaware, but Mikey likes him and they bond especially over not understanding what's going on

Alopex, previously Tapeesa Kalluk (mutant hybrid; arctic fox, Inuit, 27, cis, bisexual, 5'3), was originally a part of the Foot Clan before being abducted by Kraang and Baxter, but she escapes with the Mighty Mutanimals, fighting with them for a while before returning to the Foot- she then becomes Karai's second-in-command

Slash (humanoid snapping turtle) is from Dimension X, also stuck on Earth, originally worked with Kraang and Baxter Stockman but ended up switching sides when he learned of their true plans and joined the Mighty Mutantimals

Murakami Gennosuke (humanoid Indian rhino) and Miyamoto Usagi (humanoid albino Japanese hare) are dimension a hopping mercenary and samurai/ronin (respectively) duo, that team up with the turtles/mutanimals when they are in that dimension- they had even offered to take Slash home when they learned where he was from, but he ended up deciding to stay on Earth, Usagi also ends up permanently settling on Earth

Gen (cis, straight, 34, 8'2) loves to make bets and gamble- he isn't nessiccarily the most reliable, but he is a friendly and trustworthy guy, he gets along with the turtles fine, though it's mostly because he is so close with Usagi

Usagi (transman, gay, 19, 5'1) is an honorable warrior who wishes for an era of peace in the multiverse- however he knows better than to delude himself into believing it is an easy task, so he dimension hops and helps out where ever he can, which is how he meets and befriends the turtles

Usagi met Leo first and they knew immediately they were two-of-a-kind, the three other brothers didn't like Usagi at first due to a misunderstanding but when they saw how much he cared for Leo they warmed up to him quickly

Big Mama (cis, straight, 58, 8'6) is a spider woman from another dimension who runs the Battle Nexus- a tournament put on once a year to find the strongest warrior in the multiverse. Splinter had been invited before his mutation, and won. He was invited again but he didn't go until his boys were old enough to take care of themselves, and when he did he won a second time. He keeps the Battle Nexus a secret so his boys don't get themselves into danger, but they end up learning about it through Usagi and Gen, who had seen Splinter's second win and hold high respect for him. Big Mama also holds high respect for Splinter and always flirts with him. She encourages him to bring his sons- she is a buissness woman first (selling tickets to see the fighters and even creating a multidimensional viewing channel) but she does value honor and fair fights as well.

The Kraang's mutant army so far consistents of; Baxter Stockman (hybrid, fly), Superfly (animal, fly), Scumbug (animal, roach), several mutant anemones, Bebop/Peter Wise (hybrid, warthog), Rocksteady/David Laird (hybrid, white rhino), Tigerclaw/Takeshi Bauza (hybrid, Bengal tiger), Tokka (animal, snapping turtle), Rahzar (animal, wolf), Dogpound/Chris Bradford (hybrid, husky), Old Hob (animal, orange tabby cat), and Fishface/Xever Montes (hybrid, barracuda)

Kraang and Stockman's first test subjects were anemones, 8 out of the 10 mutated into semi-sentient beings, the next subjects were bugs, they continued up the chain until they made it to where Dr. Lurie (Leatherhead) and Baxter Stockman himself were the first humans to be mutated

Another enemy is the Triceratons, who plan to invade the Earth to defeat their eneimies- the Utroms. They have also traced the Fugitoid there, an android with the mind of a scientist that has the blueprints to create a teleportal to anywhere on (or in) other planets

The Fugitoid, A.K.A Prof. Zayton Honeycutt (cis, aroace, 54 in human years, was initially 7'7 but is now 5'4), was originally a humanoid from Planet Neutrino and is a genius who loves to invent with the intentions of Universal peace, unfortunately he can be very oblivious that others don't always want the same thing, wanting to use his creations for war. Finding out the Triceratons are after him he transferred his brain into his android servant SAL, used his teleportal device to get to his fellow peace-lovers; the Utrom, and then blew up his lab. He ends up being the one to uncover Kraang's plan, which is how he meets the turtles, who he agrees to help. He is especially close to Donnie, but he finds out Leo is somewhat of a space nerd and they chat frequently too

Leo and Raph are the most protective brothers (especially Raph since Leo can be very self-sacrificial), they push each other to be the best possible warriors they can be, they now fight less but every once and awhile the tension between them will be very apparent, even so they are better at talking it out, Raph teases Leo every chance he gets and encourages Leo's sassier side

Donnie and Mikey have always been very close, bonding when Raph and Leo's fights were especially bad, they are both very creative and Mikey loves to give Donnie ideas for new inventions and D almost always follows through, however D can get caught up in his lab and will get annoyed with Mikey occasionally causing him to blow up- he's always quick to apologize though

Leo and Mikey are each others biggest supporters, Leo will defend Mikey from Raph and Mikey is always there to pick Leo up if he gets too overwhelmed with being leader, it does infuriate Leo that Mikey never seems to take anything seriously and he'll sometimes threaten to keep Mikey home from a mission if Mikey is being especially childish but all Mike has to do is flash her puppy eyes and promise to be on their best behavior and Leo will cave

Raph and Donnie are the epitome of brains and brawn, Donnie will make something and he trusts Raph to use and repair it, they are both very quick-witted when it comes to insulting an enemy and bounce off each other nicely- they can get annoyed quickly though, with Raph not wanting to listen to all of Donnie's scientific jargon and Raph yelling can disrupt D's concentration or he'll break things D spent a long time on, they always get over it and make-up pretty easily, it helps that Raph is extremely protective of Donnie since he is the weakest fighter

Leo and Donnie also push each other to be the best they can be, mentally, Leo is pushing Donnie to learn more and D pushes Leo for better strategies- they can both push the other too far though causing spirals of self-doubt but the are always the one to pick each other back up, both making sure they rest and eat when the concentrate too hard on other things (training and meditating for Leo, building and researching for Donnie)

Raph and Mikey have the most cliche older brother/younger brother dynamic- constantly throwing insults at each other but never allowing anyone else to, Raph hitting Mikey for being an idiot, being the others best ally and worst enemy, Mikey is the one who can calm Raph down when he's at his worst and Raph is the one who can cheer Mikey up when she's at her lowest

Ships- Leo x Usagi, Raph x Mona Lisa, Donnie x Inara x Elion, and Mikey x Mondo Gecko, minor Big Mama x Splinter

Voice Claims:

Leo- Zeno Robinson

Raph- Jelani Alladin

Donnie- AJ Beckles

Mikey- Charlie Curtis-Beard

Splinter- Jackie Chan

Shredder- Patrick Page

April- Anairis Quiñones

Casey- Rosemary Ace Rosas

Irma- Arasha Lalani

Venus- Karen Fukuhara

Mona Lisa- Mariah Rose Faith Castillas

Inara- Alia Shawkat

Elion- Bex Taylor-Klaus

Mondo- Jose Estrada

Leatherhead- Ray Hurd

Pete- Tyler Alexander Mann

Slash- Matthew Mercer

Karai- Hayley Kiyoko

Alopex- Shina Nova

Kraang- Dee Bradley Baker

Stockman- Norm Lewis

Gen- Kevin Michael Richardson

Usagi- Micah Solusod

Big Mama- Christine Baranski

Fugitoid- Scotty Wartooth

[malec-ao3feed]

wounded angel

read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/pTebjsM by serasty When Alec Lightwood was ten years old, he gave a presentation and was revealed to be an omega. Then, at the age of twelve, he suddenly disappeared. No one could find him. Four years later, he reappeared in front of the Institute, covered in blood and badly injured. Maryse was overjoyed to be reunited with her son, Isabelle with her brother, and Jace with his parabatai — but there was a problem. Alec wouldn’t speak. No matter how hard they tried, Alec never said a word. Words: 821, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English Fandoms: Shadowhunters (TV) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con, Underage Sex Categories: M/M Characters: Alec Lightwood, Magnus Bane, Catarina Loss, Jace Wayland, Isabelle Lightwood, Maryse Lightwood, Robert Lightwood, Clary Fray, Simon Lewis, Raphael Santiago Relationships: Magnus Bane/Alec Lightwood, Magnus Bane & Alec Lightwood, Alec Lightwood & Jace Wayland, Alec Lightwood & Isabelle Lightwood, Alec Lightwood & Isabelle Lightwood & Jace Wayland, Alec Lightwood & Maryse Lightwood, Alec Lightwood & Robert Lightwood, Magnus Bane & Catarina Loss Additional Tags: Hurt Alec Lightwood, Alec Lightwood Loves Magnus Bane, Magnus Bane Loves Alec Lightwood, Bottom Alec Lightwood, Alec Lightwood-centric, Alec Lightwood Has Anxiety, Alec Lightwood Needs A Hug, Alec Lightwood Has Self-Worth Issues, Alec Lightwood Is a Nice Thing, Alec Lightwood Is So Done, Alec Lightwood Has Feelings, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Alpha Magnus Bane, Omega Alec Lightwood, Alpha Isabelle Lightwood, Alpha Jace Wayland, Protective Magnus Bane read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/pTebjsM

[illkeepthelightsoninthisplace]

3, 5, 20, 35, 79 🐞

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3. Do you like the person you feel like you’re becoming?

This is such a difficult question because i wouldn't change who i am or am becoming. The person ive become through my "journey". However, i struggle with that because I sometimes wonder "is who i am worth anything to anyone"? "Maybe im too soft, too kind, too.. optimistic.. what good am i as a person if i have nobody to share myself with" — stuffs like that. I've been longing a partner and/or just becoming a parent. As pathetic as it sounds, i sometimes don't care to live for myself. It's stupid, i know, but i catch myself debating my worth as the man I'm currently becoming. I do like it who i am now and who I'm becoming, but i get sad i don't really get to share that with anyone at the moment.

5. Do you suffer from anxiety/depression/PTSD/other?

I honestly don't know because i haven't gotten diagnosed since i was placed in behavioral center because of my suicidal ideations — but there, i was diagnosed with MDD (major depressive disorder) and ADHD, which is something I've had since elementary. Anyways, i feel as though i still have them. I do still get sad. Not to the point - well i don't know anymore. I probably also have anxiety but I'm not going to diagnose myself.

20. How many siblings do you have? Where are you in relation to them?

Three sisters and a twin. My oldest sister has become estranged since our oldest nephew passed away this year. My second oldest sister, Ces has been a rocky relationship but we're on good terms. My little sister is the princess and i love her. My twin, is my twin; we were inseparable growing up and then we grew apart, but now we sort of mended things once he had his daughter.

I love them all, but siblings, especially Hispanic siblings, is a messy and tough love relationship.

35. What’s the last good book you’ve read?

Currently reading The Unhoneymooners by Christina Lauren!! GOOD

79. What’s your most prized possession? Philosophically? My heart and my time.

But materialistically? My stuffed animals, Ghost, Jefferson, Phantom, and Raphael are my most "prized possessions". On was gifted by my ex and two were crotcheted by a super duper awesome former friend 😊😊😊

I also had Pegasus, Carrots, and Marshmallow but i gave them away to friends 😊😊

P.s. still remember you, Zip 😊😊😊 hope you're safe out there buddy

—

[ask-the-elden-lords]

Evelyn's Character Sheet

Name: Evelyn Elise Wylde

Alias: Evie, Evy, Eve

Title(s): N/A

Race: Unknown

Sex: Female

Age: 18 years old

Height: 6 feet (72 inches)

Weight: 159 pounds (72 kilograms)

Notable physical features: Silver hair that reaches down to her back when not braided or done up in some way Pointed, elf-like ears Radiation green eyes with slitted pupils Button nose Freckles Soft lips A scar that runs through her left eye, the origin of which is unknown Three gunshot scars in her stomach, the origins of which are traumatic and a sore subject A vivisection scar spanning the entirety of her chest, the origin of which gave her PTSD and is a subject so sensitive that she will only tell the story to those she trusts, and even then she must be coaxed into it A series of various torture scars that pepper her body. These scars are new and she will refuse to talk about them under any circumstances 6-pack abs and a well muscled build Quote: "a bit thicc" Razor-sharp teeth and fang-like canines A pair of black and red draconic wings, with green accents A black and red prehensile draconic tail with green accents and a bladed tip A line of sharp bone spikes growing out of her back that run along her spinal column from the nape of her neck to the end of her tail Sharp nails that are actually retractable claws A set of horns that very recently started to grow out of her head Well tanned skin Calloused knuckles and strong hands with a grip like iron Australian accent Smells like the forest

Profession: N/A

Faction(s): Humanity, the ASF, Drone Colonies of Copper 9

Alignment: Neutral Good

Pronouns: She/Her

Sexuality: Bisexual

Relations: @worker-drone-alex, @doll-the-zombie-drone - lovers (polyamorous relationship) @n-sanity - lover (former), close friend @ask-wylde-and-co Emma, Oswald, @v-the-worker-drone, @solvar-the-drone, @emily-the-lost, @nate-doorman-elliot, @thad-the-jock - siblings @xen-or-xavier-wylde, @v-the-murder-drone @theblackcubeofdarkness, @scottish-drone-r-deactivated202, @love-lust-clown - parents @doctor-wylde - Grandfather with father/daughter dynamic and relationship, so they refer to each other as such @ask-wylde-and-co Natah - (Great)Grandmother @khan-loves-doors, @asknoridoorman, @director-raphael-turner - Grandparents(?) @ask-wylde-and-co Elizabeth, Asmodeus, @eva-the-inventor-deactivated202, @james-comes-back, @serial-designation-x - Aunts/Uncles @hazo-the-drone - cousin @ask-wylde-and-co Slyvan, Cyn, Alice, @user-darkxwolf17, @popular-violet, @buksu-a-deer-drone, @first-workers-lizzy - close friends @tdm-xi - worstie

Personality: Massive tomboy Aggressive, loves the thrill of battle Always ready for a fight Switch Gets really shy and easily flustered when around someone she's crushing on, but becomes more confident if/when the relationship solidifies and they start dating Often hides her face in her scarf when she's feeling shy Extremely touch starved and will melt if given even the slightest amount of physical affection from someone she likes Has trust issues and is slow to warm up to people Was recently rescued after having been kidnapped and whatever she experienced has given her extreme anxiety and haphephobia - the irrational fear of being touched She allows some people to touch her, but only if she knows and trusts them Secretly a goofball cinnamon roll who loves to snuggle, but only reveals this side of her when around her friends and loved ones Also secretly loves fashion Adores praise, with her favorite being called a "good girl" Autistic - high functioning Has a hard time telling whether or not someone's being sarcastic Fears the Absolute Solver and will urge those infected by it to be "cleansed" as soon as possible every chance she gets Hates loud noises Insecure Doesn't like it when people laugh at her because it makes her feel made fun of, which she despises and doing so will instantly put her in a bad mood Has abandonment issues and mild separation anxiety Extremely hard on herself Terrified of driving her loved ones away Deathly terrified of being isolated for long periods of time, to the point she'd rather break her own bones Has a few cat-like tendencies

Important lore tidbits: Immortal thanks to her great great grandfather, who's name has been stricken from history Over the centuries will slowly lose her humanity and transform into an eldritch monster, also thanks to her great great grandfather Possesses supernatural/magic powers, also also thanks to her great great grandfather Specializes in Pyromancy, aka fire magic Can return from death after a time, but will come back with temporary amnesia that slowly fades over the course of the next 30 irl days The self-resurrection process can be slowed, but not stopped Has a Phoenix familiar named Sol Wields a variant of the Absolute Solver that she's bonded to her very soul and made an extension of her will and being Possesses a large and varied collection of weapons she can pull from at will and regardless of location Also has a variety of toxin-based abilities, though she's yet to reveal them Drives a motorcycle

Drip:

Evelyn's theme song:

The vivisection scar's origin:

[rosenymph222]

I love the soothing energy of Selenite. Its cleansing and protective properties along with its soft incandescent glow make it one of my favorite crystals.

Selenite is named after Selene, the Greek goddess of the moon, and like the name suggests Selenite harnesses the gentle yet purifying quality of moonlight.

Selenite can be found in many shapes, but its most popular shapes are wands and towers.

Wands can be used in aura cleanses, chakra alignment, and in moon magick to focus and direct lunar energies–among other uses.

Selenite towers are wonderful to keep by your bed to enhance sleep and protect from nightmares. 

Towers can also be placed on shelves or other nooks and crannies to ward off negative energies from entering your home.

I enjoy meditating with Selenite, especially when the moon is full, to really wash my aura with lunar energies.

Selenite is known to cleanse itself, but if you wish to give it a clearing boost, don’t use water. Selenite is water soluble and will crumble or become damaged if wet.

Smoke cleansing with calming herbs (such and lavender) is a better way to clear Selenite. You can also immerse the crystal in a bowl of salt (I like Pink Himalayan or sea salt) to boost the crystal’s vibrations.

Selenite is a kind of gypsum and is composed of calcium sulfate dihydrate, meaning it was once salt water before turning into the beautiful crystal that it is.

Selenite crystal has a very high vibrational frequency, I have found it is especially soothing to Lightworkers and Starseeds.

Holding or wearing this crystal can heighten your attunement with intuition, elevate your spirit, and promote connection with guides, angels and deities.

In my own spiritual connections I’ve found moon goddesses, water element guides, and the Archangel Raphael respond very quickly to Selenite when I’m meditating.

Selenite is associated with the Crown and Third-Eye chakras. 

The Zodiac signs associated with Selenite is most obviously Cancer–the moonchild–but Selenite also supports signs ruled by Venus (Libra and Taurus). This crystal may also work well with Leo, being the Yin to the Lion’s fiery Yang energy of creative mind.

I've used Selenite to help heal my anxiety and C-PTSD and have a deep love for this crystal. I hope to help others find its protective, purifying glow of solace as well.    

[amingethia]

Nobody replied but y’all are gonna hear about it anyway.

The great thing about Ming is that she is a tragic character in the sense that she doesn’t have a definitive role in the team.

(This is Ming BTW)

Anyway my AU starts with the team of 5 (Ming and the turtles) fighting the Foot or somebody trying to get a paradox prism (basically just like how Sonic Prime starts) and Ming is the one who shatters it with an uncontrolled magic blast (that was mostly unintended)

The shatterverse then breaks into 5 universes.

One where each of the turtles is dead, and one where Ming is dead (technically there’s 6 because there is the ghosts of the regular world where all 5 are alive and together and happy but they don’t know that yet)

The first universe is one I already started a while ago where Leo is gone (he got thrown through his last window. Smh) and Ming is then given his mask and swords, and appointed leader of the team. She dyes her hair with blue streaks and has it tied back in braids, wearing the blue mask the way the turtles do, over her eyes. Being leader gives her the same struggles as Leo had to deal with, the pressure, the PTSD, the need to be the last one out of a fight and make sure her team is safe. Couple that with her extreme anxiety about losing another of her brothers, and you have a girl who has lost all of her humour, who trains three times as hard as the others do, who pushes herself again and again to the brink of disaster to a point where the remaining turtles are just as worried about losing her as she is about losing them.

The second universe, Raphael went out one night after an argument with Leo. Ming wants to follow him and make him feel better (because Leo was being a bit of a jerk) but doesn’t. And she loves to regret that when Raph gets in a street fight to blow off some steam, only to realize too late he bit off way more than he could chew this time. Ming was given Raph’s sai and mask. She ties the mask around her arm instead of wearing it, because she doesn’t like how she feels when she wears it. Wearing the mask makes her feel nauseous, and when she sees herself in the mirror, she hates that looking back is a shadow of who Raph was. Instead, she dyes her hair red and dip dyes the tip green. She has her hair tied back in a ponytail, and immediately re-dyes it the moment any of it grows out. She also is angry all the time, mostly at herself for not being there when Raph needed her, but also because she pushes down how scared she is at the thought of losing another team member. She hides that fear behind her temper, and trains religiously, especially weight training. She may still be small compared to her brothers, but she is the strongest version of herself she can possibly be. She refuses to let her brothers get hurt again, and doesn’t mind threatening or stabbing to get her way if it means protecting her family. She argues with Leo sometimes, but doesn’t leave the lair in anger. She doesn’t let anybody leave the lair angry or alone.

The third universe is where Donnie dies, but they’re all a bit younger when he does. During a sneaking out to the surface, he was knocked off a tall building and landed on concrete. His shell shattered, it was gruesome. Ming was by his side first and heard his last breaths. Her first thought was knowing how much the team needed somebody as smart as him, so she studied turtle anatomy and mechanic books and kept studying. She locked herself in his old lab for hours, sometimes days on end just trying to learn as much as she could, learning how to take apart and put together small electrical devices and how to make upgrades to tech they already had. She dyed her hair purple but it stays around shoulder length. Every once in a while she takes scissors to it when she’s particularly stressed. When in a fight or on a mission, she puts her hair in pigtails and when working in the lab she wears a headband to hold it back. Instead of a mask like the turtles, she was given a purple bandana that she wears around her neck, and pulls up over her mouth and nose when she needs a mask. She was given a bo staff just like Donnie would have been, but she modified it immediately to have hidden blades in the ends, and keeps making updates to it, adding a taser to one end and other upgrades. Instead of training relentlessly like in the first two universes, she puts her energy into her studies and her work, eventually managing to make gizmos and other tech for her brothers just like Donnie would have, but she focuses on first aid as well.

In the fourth universe Mikey dies protecting Ming. He mostly wins the fight, but is badly injured. Ming holds him close as he fades away and is horribly traumatized. After all, she and Mikey were the closest of friends. For the first while afterwards, she is a mess, until one night in a mental breakdown she chops her hair short into a crude pixie cut and dyes it orange. Somehow looking at herself in the mirror with the short orange hair helped her calm down, helped her feel like Mikey was still there, still a part of her. When she is given Mikey’s mask, she ties it around her forehead instead of over her eyes. She takes up the nunchucks quickly, almost like she already had the muscle memory. Maybe in a way Mikey really WAS a part of her still… This unlocks a change in her personality. She sees how grim her brothers are now without the youngest turtle around, and starts to do what seems natural to her. Make jokes. Make things lighter. Smile. Laugh. And it works. They all still miss Mikey, they always will, but Ming fills in the void by taking nothing seriously. Because she can’t. She has forced down her pain and her denial and her true fear and feelings, and replaced it with a happy-go-lucky attitude and a laid-back demeanour. In reality, a reality she refuses to look at, she is breaking apart. Who she was no longer matters, it’s about being who Mikey was, who Mikey would want her to be. Happy.

Then there’s Shatter Ming and V. Shatter is what they call the OG Ming (when they all meet). Shatter meets them in order of Raph, Mikey, Leo, Donnie, and when she meets each one, a different section of her hair mysteriously changes colour. When she’s around Raph Ming, the front right quarter chunk of her hair is red, when she meets Donnie Ming, the back of that same side is purple. When she’s in a world with just one or two, her hair changes to match the same Mings that are with her in that world. When all five Mings are together, Shatter’s hair is only the four colours red blue orange and purple. No blond is left. During the final battle when they combine their power and give it to Shatter, I’m also considering her wings are somehow reflective of the power as well. (Maybe instead of black bat wings like usual they’re green? Or fairy wings?)

And V is the shadow reflection of Shatter. When Shatter broke the paradox prism, a part of her broke as well. The dark evil side of her calls itself V, and aims to break the paradox prism more, creating more broken worlds. She wants to do this because…. I’m not sure. But she does.

It all ends when they put the pieces back together, and Shatter grabs V and they both somehow use the prism to fuse together again, restoring the OG world and preserving the others as well.

And yes, there is a scene I’m plotting where all Ming’s go to the 5th universe where the turtles are all alive but Ming is dead, and each one gets their much needed hugs from their much missed big brothers.

“Leo?” Blue gasped.

“Raph!” Red cried in glee, a grin spreading across her face.

“D-Donnie?” Purple dropped her weapon in surprise.

“MIIKEEYYYYYYYY!!!!!” Orange sobbed for the first time since Shatter Ming had met her.

The four girls each ran to their prospective turtle. The turtles were so confused, but gladly accepted the tackle hugs.

“Ming? And… Ming? There are five of you?” Mikey gasped. “I missed you so much, but I think I wished a little too hard on that shooting star.”

Anyway that’s all I got for now.

Who wants to hear about my shatterverse AU for my TMNT OC???

[malec-ao3feed]

wounded angel

read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/pTebjsM by serasty When Alec Lightwood was ten years old, he gave a presentation and was revealed to be an omega. Then, at the age of twelve, he suddenly disappeared. No one could find him. Four years later, he reappeared in front of the Institute, covered in blood and badly injured. Maryse was overjoyed to be reunited with her son, Isabelle with her brother, and Jace with his parabatai — but there was a problem. Alec wouldn’t speak. No matter how hard they tried, Alec never said a word. Words: 821, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English Fandoms: Shadowhunters (TV) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con, Underage Sex Categories: M/M Characters: Alec Lightwood, Magnus Bane, Catarina Loss, Jace Wayland, Isabelle Lightwood, Maryse Lightwood, Robert Lightwood, Clary Fray, Simon Lewis, Raphael Santiago Relationships: Magnus Bane/Alec Lightwood, Magnus Bane & Alec Lightwood, Alec Lightwood & Jace Wayland, Alec Lightwood & Isabelle Lightwood, Alec Lightwood & Isabelle Lightwood & Jace Wayland, Alec Lightwood & Maryse Lightwood, Alec Lightwood & Robert Lightwood, Magnus Bane & Catarina Loss Additional Tags: Hurt Alec Lightwood, Alec Lightwood Loves Magnus Bane, Magnus Bane Loves Alec Lightwood, Bottom Alec Lightwood, Alec Lightwood-centric, Alec Lightwood Has Anxiety, Alec Lightwood Needs A Hug, Alec Lightwood Has Self-Worth Issues, Alec Lightwood Is a Nice Thing, Alec Lightwood Is So Done, Alec Lightwood Has Feelings, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Alpha Magnus Bane, Omega Alec Lightwood, Alpha Isabelle Lightwood, Alpha Jace Wayland, Protective Magnus Bane read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/pTebjsM