#Pray I don't die
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shalom-iamcominghome · 3 months ago
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I love talking to rabbis as a recent conversion student because the interaction goes something like, "you're converting? Now?! At this time, at this moment in history?!". And they always talk about this influx of jewish convert students they've seen recently, and it's like...
There's this level of respect I get from rabbis for converting at this point in time, but... Has there ever been a good time to be a jew in the last thousand years or so plus? I'm imagining that rabbis and jews in general back in 1492, back in 1290, back in 1349 would have said the exact same thing. So, really, there is only a time to be a jew. Maybe it's not a "good" time, yes, but it is a time. And to me, that's good enough
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rbvcdeluxe · 6 months ago
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something something max's main color being red with blue highlights something something grace's main color being blue with red highlights something something motivations something something alive and dead something something
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guujikaroko · 3 months ago
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I gotta say: I've been accompanying the story of Honkai Impact 3rd for a while now. I know Kevin Kaslana intimately and Phainon gives me the most aggravating Uncanny Valley effect ever.
It's the expression. He's too kind, too bright. I know Kevin was just like that when he was younger but the Kevin we're used to is the strongest warrior of humanity. The cold, pragmatic, hopeless man that became the villain. Not this young-faced, bright-eyed hero with a smile.
It's making me highkey anxious. Star Rail has a pretty optimistic setting so I wouldn't say he'd go all the way, but I'm expecting one or three Break the Cutie moments here.
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momentomori24 · 2 months ago
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Since Grace is the only one without FTEs at the moment by virtue of the fact that she just camps out in her room and any perceived attempts at invasion (socialising) are met with aggression (which, fun fact, is actually very identical to the territorial behaviour of rabbits btw), a lot about her remains unknown compared to the rest. However, from the small glimpses we get about her experiences in her industry, she definitely faced a shit-ton of misogyny in what is most likely a very male dominated field-- which Wolfgang actually points out.
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Unfortunately he's not that wrong (and I actually kinda hate how I thought the EXACT same thing 💀). From everything I could find, golf is typically a more male dominated field, with women being way in the minority. I don't doubt at all she struggled to hell and back to climb the ranks to the where she is now, dealing with a lot violence due to jealousy and sexism like she implies to boot as well. It gives a different context to her personality in the killing game. She's loud and aggressive and quick to resort to violence. Compared to other women in our cast, she's undeniably the most volatile and dominating and hostile of them all, and I wonder if that's because it's the only way she was able to survive in her industry, let alone thrive enough to claim the title of "Ultimate Golfer" while being a woman at such a young age. The competitiveness and defensiveness she needs to stay afloat in her profession she seems to allow to bleed into her personal life as well, and I really wanna see that explored more.
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charlidrawz · 3 months ago
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Sonic Saturday.
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I won't respond to every message. I won't always have the perfect response planned for every submission...
That doesn't mean your voice isn't heard.
I believe that better days are coming- somehow, someway, someday-
"Every world has its end.
I know that's kinda sad, but...
That's why we gotta live life to the fullest in the time we have.
At least, that's what I figure."
We're gonna get through this.
To everyone who's sent me a message, is struggling, or just feels alone right now...
I believe in you. I believe in us. This isn't gonna keep you down, I know ya'll are stronger than you think.
If The World Chooses To Become Our Enemy, We Will Fight Like We Always Have.
Your perseverance is admirable. Your strength to withstand the worst of our nightmares is uncanny.
For those of us who struggle to find ways to help make a change, I hope you know... you're seen.
You inspire us.
Keep the spark alive in yourselves... we see it. we're cheering you on.
Not lookin' back
Not givin' up
Not letting go
We'll keep on running.
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gazspookiebear · 1 year ago
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Ghost x gn reader
Here, have some platonic fluff. I just had the worst milkshake and I can still taste it- to be fair, I was warned
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It all started with a craving. The desire, no, need for a milkshake was getting to you, but you didn't have any regular ice cream.
Ghost stood behind you in the kitchen as you checked the freezer, again.
"I wonder if a banana mint chocolate chip milkshake would be any good?" you wonder out loud.
"Sounds horrible. Wouldn't recommend it, love. I'll get some vanilla ice cream tomorrow and we can make a milkshake then," he says, leaning against the counter.
You glare playfully at him in response, not willing to back down just yet. "C'mon, don't knock it 'till you try it! You're such a hater," you huff.
Too tired to argue, Ghost rolls his eyes at you. "Alright, you win. We'll make the bloody milkshake." He sighs in defeat.
Gleefully, you grab the pint of mint chocolate ice cream, milk, and bananas. In hindsight, it was a horrible combination.
With the monstrosity successfully created, you pour a glass for yourself. You glance at Ghost, who is giving you some serious side eye right now.
"Want some?" You offer.
"I'd rather not," he says bluntly. That doesn't stop him from grabbing a mug and pouring himself just a little bit of it.
He raises the bottom half of his mask to take a sip. He immediately regrets the decision, a small grimace flashing across his face.
You take a sip as well.
It's bad. Worse than you thought. It smells strange and tastes worse- not that you'd ever admit it to Ghost.
"It's not that bad." You sigh, glancing at Ghost's reaction. "Like I said, you're just a hater!"
He raises an eyebrow at you. "It's all yours, love. I'm not gonna fight you for it." He lifts his hands in mock surrender.
Later, you're both sitting on the couch. You convinced him to watch the barbie moving with you, not that he was particularly paying attention to it.
You sigh, and he looks over at you.
"Somethin' the matter?" He grunts.
"It's the fucking milkshake! I can still taste it! It was awful, why did you let me drink that?" you rant at him, feigning annoyance.
He crosses his arms at you and gives you an 'I told you so' look.
"Don't say I didn't warn you," he chuckles.
The next day, you're much happier after having a normal milkshake with vanilla ice cream.
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copia · 1 month ago
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no power in my house and it won't be fixed for a couple of days. what the fuck. on perpetua eve of all days
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opens-up-4-nobody · 9 days ago
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#i dont think im a bad person. i dont think i behave in ways that are especially terrible. i dont hate myself. but i do believe i deserve to#suffer. and im not sure how to align those incongruent ideas. its hard to articulate because a lot of my rigidity stems from restrictions#without cause. i don't do things for a specific reason. im not afraid that if dont do specific things it will cause bad things to happen. i#behave in specific ways because thats what i have to do. thats just the way it is. without reason. without cause. like im getting dictates#from some higher power. a lot of my restrictive behaviors manifest in a sort of religious way. not in a religious trauma way. the church i#grew up in was all love thy neighbor and not fire and brimstone. its more that this rigid views is deeply and profoundly rooted in how i#belive i need to behave. i behave imperfectly. i make mistakes. and there has to be a consequence. i have to suffer. and thats just how it#is. like preying for forgiveness or committing self flagellation. i repent through self punishment. and when i try to imagine why i do this#all i can think about is being a little kid. praying before i went to bed. not aloud. the prayers i kept silent. that nobody would get sick#and die. that all the kids in childrens hospitals would get better and that nothing bad would ever happen to anyone. i had a pretty idealic#childhood. it was stable and my parents loved me a lot. i was never really bullied in school. my family was comfortably middle class without#money troubles. and i guess i find that difficult to contend with because i didnt do anything to deserve that. it was just luck. and why#should i have that when other ppl dont? but random things dont happen to you because you did something to warrent them. thats not how the#world works. so maybe im seeking to balance the scale. maybe im trying to pay for my good luck because it makes more sense that way.#sins must be punished and good fortune must be paid for. but only for me. i am an isolated entity controlled by an angry god.#and again. i dont hate myself or thing im a bad person. it only seems fair and correct that i should suffer. thats just how it is.#and how do you classify that? its a rigid worldview that sprauls out into restructions and compulsions. a lens warped from through#existential fear? the rot from which 0cd manifested? a set of restrictions born of aut1sm? i dunno. it doesnt really matter but i try to#classify anyway. maybe it doesnt fit neatly into one box. so it goes.#just stupid bullshit im being forced to deal with now that im basically in triple therapy lol#unrelated
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ros-sauce · 2 months ago
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That shithead computer man is threatening people into giving him millions of Americans' personal information and I am just sitting here. Like I feel like I should be doing something about the coup that is happening but what the hell do you even do about that
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youchangedmedestiel · 1 year ago
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There's no way Dean didn't pray to Cas in episode 12x09 when he and Sam were isolated in that governmental jail. I refuse to believe it. They didn't show it to us, they didn't say anything about it. But listen to me. There's NO FUCKING WAY he didn't.
They didn't show us because it wasn't relevant to the story like it was in episode 6x06. We learned that Dean called Cas for help about soulless!sam but we didn't see him, but they tell us he did because that's relevant for him to yell at Cas in that scene for not coming when he calls. And same in Purgatory we learn that Dean prayed to Cas every night, we don't know what he said in these prayers but they tell us he prayed because this is relevant, it leads to Cas explaining why he never answered those prayers.
So my point is that in episode 12x09 they didn't tell us he prayed to Cas because there was no purpose for the story, but HE DID. He prayed to him because he felt alone and that's also why Cas seems so lost and helpless. Because he can hear Dean, he can hear him but can't answer, he can hear him not knowing where they are kept. He can hear him ask for help without being able to do so.
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uncanny-tranny · 1 year ago
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Please, if you have nothing else to do, please look at what is on the Golden Records, alongside the Soundcloud uploaded by NASA of the greetings recorded on the record. There is such a quiet vulnerability to knowing that these records have been created and are at the mercy of whomever finds them. I hope they love us as much as I love them.
I hope we can send more out - we deserve to be remembered, alongside this entire world. There is truly no place more special to me than this world💛
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wizardnuke · 7 months ago
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truly blows my mind that people will get on an online game and proceed to bitch and whine the entire time. where is your joy. your whimsy. you are not having fun why are you here
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nectarine-neuroticism · 1 year ago
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FARGO S5 DISC. & SPOILERS
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i'm genuinely curious what is going to happen in the the finale of fargo's fifth season. not a single season of fargo over the years has ceased to amaze me - throwing the most bizarre plot twists at every angle.
as screwed up as gator is, i actually hope he makes it out. i think he's a disgusting excuse of a human being, but he doesn't completely lack humanity either ... which is surprising considering he was raised by a murderous psychopath.
now that ole' munch has taken his toll on him and dot has turned the ranch upside down, i really hope that he gets the chance to live. he'll get to see things the way they are and always have been ... now that he has been blinded.
i want dot to end roy ... and i want gator to help her.
i, personally, think it would be so much more moving for him to live with the consequences rather than to die as a sacrificial martyr of some sorts.
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ruinreigns · 5 months ago
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as positive as i want to be ... i'm fucking terrified . and seeing some of you post things about hoping we burn ? you do realize that some of us are trapped here and are scared , right ? that we're here trying to figure out how we're going to survive and instead of support we're being told the whole fucking country should burn ?
we are scared . and seeing that shit ? just lets us know we have no support and no safe place to go .
we're already fucking terrified of our existence becoming illegal and now we can't even have a space here to find support ?
cool .
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rotisseries · 1 year ago
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it's still wednesday where I'm at if your clock is 30 minutes off so here's my wip wednesday post for my day 1 @bylerween2023 fic!! ghosts my beloved
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hwajin · 1 year ago
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i'm shaking and trembling i have to wake up at 2am tonight to be at work at 3AM never work at a bakery 😋🫶
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