#Post Processing

[evafrank420]

fancy forest

FOR MY LOVE

[lidiastolyarova]

Flextra Mascara for Asteri

Photography: Norbert Kniat Retouching: Lidia Stolyarova

[jam2go]

Recreating the Dreamy Digicam Look in Unreal

[insertdeadname-photography]

[mientrasespero]

Puente Vallecas Madrid C - Diciembre 2024

[matt-barber58]

portrait

Mall of America

[devoid-of-love]

DEAD_NERVES::STEREO

[vizthedatum]

Post-break-up poly vague-posting vent while crying and processing:

I think one of the callous and offensive things about my most recent break-up (which was pretty tame and quick, compared to most in my life - (no this was not abusive nor was it particularly toxic)) was that I was told that since "things are getting worse in the world and everyone would need more care" (paraphrased; also *eyeroll* - as if things aren't always bad? Like hah, what do you even know about bad - *frustration*) that they couldn't show up as a partner

(possibly insinuating that I would be too much to care for - and well, you know, they already have the one partner that they care for - so off the list of fucking "obligations" I go)

They were just showing up out of a sense of obligation for weeks.

And I ignored my intuition. I ignored my discomfort. I thought the consistent show of some effort was proof that it was all in my head. I ignored it because I gave them HUGE benefit of the doubt due to our various mental health conditions. I just ignored it because... I really really cared.

I really liked them. There was a lot I liked about them, and I'm sad to say I developed feelings really quickly - and I'm sad to say that I accepted way below what I think I deserve from *any* partner, regardless of poly-structure

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I was telling my friend today (I am pretty much spending most of the working day at their place, trying to work) that in my twenties, I'd think there was something wrong with me.

I do not think that anymore at all. There is nothing wrong with me, at least in the most basic level.

There isn't anything wrong with them either. But there is something deeply wrong with how we both didn't break up with each other earlier.

And to think, as a demisexual who HATES feeling empty, I was probably going to keep dating them until they said something. And I was already feeling it hard to be intimate, and I knew they were pulling away. They looked at me differently for at least a month.

And... I just. I just gave more benefit of the doubt.

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Angry statement: I think they probably think I'm really naive, but they are the naive one. I guess it's easy to think I'm naive or that things come to me easily, as if I didn't have to also work hard through life's struggles to get to where I am today.

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Fuck this.

If I date again, I need to raise my standards more. And I need to just leave when there's trouble, regardless of what people say or do. I need to trust my intuition and not just hang around *hoping*

I learned some important lessons here.

[dofuturopost]

Do FuTuRo

[getthrawnin]

DO YOU SSSMMMEEELLL WHAT THE THRAWN IS COOKIN'????

#Thrawn as a chef. It's always the cook. What's cooking aboard the Chimaera? Mystery meat? Pastries? Tasty? Whatchu like to eat? Who's the alien? IDK?

[leonaquitaine]

How-To: LZN Poster (Post-Processing)

I got a couple of questions asking how I put the LZN ‘poster’ together, so I wrote a quick how-to!

Check it out:

[evafrank420]

i was depressed

[gdigre]

Caltagirone, 95041

[lolsiest]

Who's gonna win? Place your bets!

[june-gdprototyping]

Post treatment in CNC machining

[mientrasespero]

Puente Vallecas Madrid A - Diciembre 2024