#Pls I'm a normal person
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Guys
Guys.
Jade
Jade is so
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I love him a lot too
#my art#Jade leech#I need him to kiss me#Or if he wants to step in me that's fine too-#I mean what#Pls I'm a normal person#Pls understand me#twisted wonderland art#Twisted wonderland#Twst#twst art#disney twst#Twst Jade leech#Twst jade#Jade Leech art#jade leech fanart
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i think the thing that annoys me most about 'bad dad' clark fics is the fact that they feel really mean-spirited about superman in general. almost like they're telling ppl 'seee! superman's not great after all! he's just as bad as you and me! in fact, he's worse! look at how he's treating this innocent child' and it's almost like lex luthor himself is running a smear campaign on ao3
#making this its own post because nothing takes me out of a perfectly good fic more than when they suddenly go like#'remember how awful clark was to you kon? remember how much he sucked?'#like joke's on you lex luthor superman IS that good#clark kent#superman#conner kent#kon el#superboy 1994#salt tag#i'm sorry pls block my salt tag if u want guys i'm normally not a very negative person 😭😭'#superfam
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Juliette Nichols is tiny and greasy and looks like she'd bite you at the smallest provocation but she loves so deeply and can't express it easily and ALSO she's so so smart even if all her braincells sometimes merge into one slightly less smart one because she's so focused on something she forgets everything else to detriment of herself and everyone around her. I love her perfect character 10/10 no notes
#silo#juliette nichols#one thing about me is that when i'm on a Normal Person Schedule tm#and stay up till 2 AM#i WILL inevitably spiral about the character tm in increasingly incomprehensible posts#anyways shoutout to the person who left tags on my other unhinged post about her about her braincells merging into one when she#gets tunnelvisioned on smth. you're so right for that bestie. if you see this post in the wild ily and pls add#those thoughts directly to the post you tagged them on#anyways i love her impulsive ass running into an incinerator bc she was so focused on saving her silo she forgor the conses could quence#my lil fried chicken nugget of a woman character#i need to sleep. so much#like somebody pls take my ability to post away from me#i am 100% sober rn i am unfortunately just Like This#i am cringe but i am f r e e
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8 hours until uts2 airs and i am officially crushed under the weight of the last week of promo after YEARS of NOTHING, go home c-ent you're drunk. also? the threat of the divorce arc has WRECKED ME i need them to be OKAY i need shen yi NOT to lose his damn MIND this thing drops at 4 AM IN MY TIME ZONE and will i set my alarm and wake up and shotgun four episodes at once MORE LIKELY THAN YOU'D THINK someone hold me tightly i can't take anymore
also when i saw this xhs meme courtesy of my beloved @programmedradly i started wheezelaughing and my mom goes "what's so funny" and i was like, um well these two…men…are different…heights idk??? so it guess it's not that funny. and actually it kind of also wrecks me a little bit bc ofc s1 shen yi drew du cheng as a police dog on a post-it note and left it on his desktop monitor, does he know he's a corgi? anyway im fine this is fine everything is so fine can someone beat me to death with a shovel to my FACE bc it would be kinder than the last week of trailers each worse than the last, i just think that [cane comes out and drags me offstage]
#personal ye gods don't reblog this i'm begging you#personal but also about#under the skin 2#猎罪图鉴2#shen yi#du cheng#if you assholes hurt each other i will never forgive either of you#and i have that right#because i've written 200 fucking thousand words about you#SO BEHAVE YOURSELVES#don't make me come over there#anyway im normal#y'all it's finals week and i'm just so goddamn tired#of reading papers and grading papers and not sleeping#pls.#when will death's sweet release come for me#i guess after these 28 episodes air huh
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#some thoughts incoming idk if i should share but i need to put them somewhere#it's hard being in the yr fandom since the finale when you don't share the same vision and opinion as the rest#and people make future wilmon posts or write post s3 fics (which many exist now) they just don't align with your idea at all#and they're not exciting to me at all and the whole concept just makes me upset#i don't wanna imagine Wille as a 'normal' person (not that that's ever possible anyway which the show loves to ignore)#like I'm sorry but i didn't come to the show to watch an ordinary love story and have them lead an ordinary life#the idea of Wille being a future king and them navigating that royal life together is so much more interesting#i hate that that isn't canon anymore and when ppl make posts about them it's not about that or that would only be seen as a negative thing#i don't wanna imagine a life where they are 'normal' that isn't appealing to me at all and it sucks seeing everyone embrace it#and it's like you're not allowed to want something else or think differently bc that makes you the bad person and you're just wrong#i can't be excited about their future (also bc i don't really see them going strong in the future with how they messed them up in s3)#(i also didn't want to know what could possibly happen in the future i wanted that to stay open and just be in the present)#and seeing everyone else excited and happy about it makes you feel horrible and very alone and disconnected in the fandom#i don't wanna take it away from them but i also would love to see other takes but that's basically impossible now#am i the only person who feels this way or are there any other who can relate? pls let me know#i already feel like ppl are gonna attack me for this but it's been hard especially now with Simon's month and seeing so many interpretation#navigating ao3 has also become difficult now#it's hard finding fics to read where wille stays crown prince and you don't have to be scared for that to change#i just can't read any canon compliant fics anymore and i hate it bc i hate to disagree with canon#i normally don't do that bc canon is important to me and i don't want to reject it and create my own fantasy#and that's what's upsetting#anyway sorry i had to write this#personal
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yay a week until my 29th bday ✨🔥😎🔥✨
#about myself#heldig life stories#birthday#it's hard to believe that a year ago in that same period of time i wrote my last will haha#the only reason i didn't make an attempt on myself was my hyper responsibility 'cause i wanted a notary to approve my last will#so my beloved ones would have no problems with my property and my corpse after i die#but i had no time to do so and then my husband led me to psychiatrist and she confirmed i'm having a suicidal depression all my life#after i described my habitual living she was shocked that i managed to go so long without any medication just on my inner will itself#just because i constantly pushed myself forward from 'you need to go everyone counts on you'#but then it was awfully worsened by my long term burnout due to constant work crunches to the point when my inner will became not enough#and i stopped functioning like a normal person completely: not eating not getting up from the bed not wanting anything except disappearing#now i'm on antidepressants and it feels like i'm awake from a living time nightmare#it would have been so much easier if someone gave me antidepressants back then when i was 14 and tried to take my own life for the 1st time#fortunately unsuccessfully#so it will be another happy birthday to me that i wasn't supposed to live haha#don't be like me pls don't ignore yourselves and your condition and instead take care of yourselves dudes <3#go to the doctor if you need to it's neither scary nor shameful - it can literally save your life#hug you all tightly
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i think hardcore merch collectors should be put down. for their own good
#i say this as a merch collector myself#hgfghfgh#i feel like i've hated on people who collect wrappers and other foodstuffs before. but. well#i'm doing it again. bc it's weird!!!#like that stuff is trash bro! think about the mold!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#and even if you clean it... just. collect figures like a normal person pls i'm begging </3#ask to tag
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Ok fine i will talk about my ideas instead of posting random doodles
For other worldbuilding stuff uh well
Guardians are basically a fancy name for knights it's not that hard to figure out idk why everyone is so confused about it
Old magic is basically alchemy it requires a lot of work and equivalent exchange or whatever that Fullmetal alchemist guy said meanwhile new magic is like prepackaged spells so you can do magic anytime without needing to prep or put any effort into it ignore the labour that goes into making these their production is totally ethical and totally isn't destroying the environment
I forgor if high guardian academy was a middle school or a high school or if they even mentioned it at all so it's both now students attend 3 years of middle school and 3 years of high school
In the middle school years they only choose mage or warrior (or both) and when they make it to the high school years they get to specialise in a specific branch in their track like uh scouts or troupes or medics idk how the military works
#crunchyroll pls hire me to work on hgs season 2 please please please#i will personally take blame for all the stuff ppl didn't like please just put me in charge of season 2#hhhhhhhh#I'm sorry for being mentally ill about hgs i am normal i swear#high guardian spice#hgs rosemary#hgs sage#hgs parsley#hgs thyme#hgs oc#hgs paprika#hgs amaryllis#hgs snapdragon#blue's doodles
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you go offline for 10 days and somebody reblogs like 40 gifsets in a row,
#I'm wondering if it's just The Usual time of year for tumblr rpers to remember native ppl exist;#that + folks being like ''aw :('' that jellystone is ending;#or bc this lady shockingly actually got a ''normal'' gig (happens once in a while but like the last 2-3 were worker's comp fraud jobs lol)#and her love interest in it/''lead'' char despite having only 10min of screentime... is a certified triple platinum tumblrina objet de lust#anyway the spam reblogs aren't bad but it is like whoa! lot of notes + wow! I moved on already + yikes! not the best photoshops guys :/#no offense to that person! but this heifer's projects have been Bad don't make me re envision them by lookin @ oversaturated gifs pls!#also 🤘🏽 survibed da hurricane
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i fear i am reaching a couch-induced breakdown tipping point
#i need to replace my couch. it is literally painful to sit on#i actively just to sit on the floor rather than sit on my couch#i have no sentimental attachment to the couch (though i am a little stressed abt how to get rid of it)#HOWEVER#it is the choosing and purchasing of a new couch that is melting my brains#like part of me! is like girl. you make enough money that you could just actually buy a nice couch that you will have for years and years#and thus stave off couch-buying-induced despair for a long time#but also. spending $700 on a couch makes my ears start bleeding#MEANWHILE it is such a nightmare to try to like. actually figure out if a couch is decent via online reviews#AND trying to figure out what size i should get#when i live in a tiny apartment#and like. i have been looking at moving but don't think i'm actually going to move for a while#but i will someday!!! move#and so it's like#should i get a smaller couch (more room in tiny apartment)#or a normal sized couch (more useful if i do move to a larger space in the next year or so)#also! some of what i've read is like 'don't go too small bc then ur space will feel smaller#while a normal sized couch will help ground the space better'#and my brain is eking out of my ear holes#why couldn't the seconhand west elm couch work out 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#if any real adults with couch buying experience have advice. pls weigh in#i do not want a college-esque couch. i also live in a <500 sq ft space#where my living room is my office is my kitchen#personal
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supposed to be back to work in seven hours after being off for two weeks and ofc i managed to re-fuck my sleep schedule in the last few days to an insane degree
#i am not livin la vida loca#i'm too old to handle an all nighter before work now#(also it's insane i used to be able to do that like it was nothing)#i have a ridiculous amount of meetings in my calendar for tomorrow#and everyone is gonna start 'circling back' on everything that i said could wait for january 😭#pls how do u sleep like a normal person because i've never figured it out
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hm. feeling annoying and embarrassing to be around today. dont like that.
#/vent#/personal#pls ignore if you're in a good mood i do Not want to be a bummer#dyou ever like... swing violently between extroverted and introverted??#idk i feel like that's the only way i can explain it#while i'm in an extroverted mood my anxiety makes it feel like i'm on a rollercoaster#like pushing myself onto the ride (being social) is hooorrible but i've learned that it's worth it in the end and i have fun#but then when i swing back to feeling more introverted it's like#suddenly the most dramatic fucking crash#and every interaction i've ever had makes me feel sick to think about#even the good ones somehow#and i'm embarrassed about the fact i exist#like i feel annoying and embarrassing 24/7 even on good days but on bad days it's like it's eating my body from the inside out#wish i had a normal brain hahaaaa#uggh. anyway. sorry for this but what use is a tumblr blog if you don't document your decent into insanity.
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oh also MY GIRLLLLLL SIGNORA WEEPS SOBS CRIES
#✧— aphe's musings.#MOVE CAPITANO GET OUT OF THE WAY YOU ARE IN HER PERSONAL SPACE 🙄🙄🙄🙄 ❗️❗️❗️ /lh /hj#YOU ARE DISTRACTING FROM HER BEAUTY#i miss her everyday sighhh#edit: capitano's normal ass shoes LMFAO#edit 2: “i have to go to work now” ass shoes#i'm sorry capitano but your shoes are a little silly pls forgive me 😔🙏
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spending time thinking about yuna's never ending grief about a life she didn't get a chance to live and never will cause she encloses herself in the sadness of it vs actually having energy to write about it
#tbd.#pls i'm so normal about her at all times plot with me i'm a normal person etc etc#hi is this anything charms you to write with me
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tw: blood
Just having a cup of coffee being my normal self... nothing to see here. (totally!)
#drawing#digital art#oggy and the cockroaches#oggy#scooped#fnaf scooped#fnaf#trust me pls i'm not a robot#i'm a normal cat person
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I'm so sorry to vent again but. Man. I have been Super not okay all day
I've been paranoid all day that people are making fun of me behind my back for being super into my main self ship or that people secretly hate me. I've been so scared because of this that I've been sick for the entire day pretty much. There is literally no evidence to prove any kf this is true but again my paranoia has been so bad I can't make myself believe that it's not true
Not only have I been paranoid I've been feeling extremely depressed and numb and empty and I can't make it stop. I'm to the point now that I'm questioning if Zooble would even love me. My mental illness stuff is getting so bad anymore (and I cannot get help for it) that I don't know how even a fictional character could love me
I'm already scared of being abandoned by them. I worry sometimes that if they were real they'd want someone who's skinny and pretty and feminine and that they'd leave me for someone else as soon as they get the chance. I feel so stupid for feeling this way because like. They're a fictional character and cannot leave me but again my mental health has been absolutely terrible recently so combating these thoughts are Very hard for me most of the time
I'm really sorry for this. I try my best not to be too open about my mental illness stuff but just. So much has happened today to validate my fears of being abandoned for someone else and in general making things worse and getting this all out is the only thing making me feel even slightly better. Not even watching my fave streamer was helping me feel any better so that should probably give an idea of how bad everything is right now lol
Anyway again I'm so sorry for talking about this but like. I'm so tired of feeling this way and neither me or my former therapist can make this psychiatrist see me so idk what to do. It sucks :[
#negative#EXTREMELY sorry for being super unwell but. man </3#like. I got tagged in something today that I haven't checked (due to my paranoia) that I highly doubt was anything mean#but instead of checking it like Any normal person would I've been worrying myself sick about it all day#so now I'm dealing with that paranoia on top of my fear of Zooble wanting to be with someone else qnd it like. sucks :[#like @ my brain. that's a ficti9nal character who Cannot leave me. let me be normal for like 10 minutes PLS
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