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If any of you know poetsquarecats, I need you to know that everytime I see Lola and Sad Boy, I think of Alba and Nero
#Pls I hope one of the like 5 ppl that read my stuff know these cats#And like#We're gonna ignore that they're married of course#But yeah#Lola hating people and most other cats but always being around and protecting sad boy#And actually loving affection but only from the cat she trusts#And sad boy looking either disinterested or super kind#But Being the most nervous standoff ish guy when you actually try to get close#.... Also him being a huge hoe I guess#Yeah anyways sad boy and Lola are Nero and Alba change my mind#duochromatic mood
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Hello hi I noticed ppl just say stuff abt Nagito here and u answer them in such a nice way like u're genuinely interested and its so sweet so I wanna share a THEORY that's been rotting in my head for long and I WANNA SPEAK IT OUT FOR OTHER SDR2 ENJOYERS TO TELL ME ABOUT THEIR OPINION
SO we noticed how Nagito and Sonia look STRANGELY alike like bruh maybe the danganronpa art style has like, same face syndrome or smthn idk but like cmon pls Nagito and Sonia they almost look like twins which I love bcuz they're both honestly so well designed anyway
In my very personal headcanon, they're actually siblings. That's what I think and I'm gonna explain my theory below
So we know abt Nagito's good luck bad luck cycle. And I thought, what if Nagito is the first child of Sonia's parents, and since they live in a castle and in this royal like environment they'd have a sort of tradition running in the family and whenever a new child is born, they'd go to a sort of fortune teller or clairvoyant like those ppl who see in a crystal ball or idk ANYWAY
So they go to their personal clairvoyant guy idk bruh and the person tells them about Nagito's misfoturne cycle. Like he's born with it it's unfair it's sad but yeah poor little Nagito
So Sonia's parents are like omg no this can't be happening we love our son but who knows what his cycle may cause to us?!?! Only God knows!!! What if because of him the castle like burns or something or something very bad happens so they're like yeah we love you bby boy but you gotta go we're so sorry and they like, give him? Idk what correct terms to use excuse me
So they give him to a wealthy family still bcuz like yeah poor Nagito he's born in a royal family then better keep him on a high social statu yknow so yeah they give him to another family and made sure to try and find a first, WEALTHY family and second, with parents who kinda look like him like at least the mother and they did don't ask me how but they did they have like contacts in Japan bruh idk my theory's not very elabored anyway
So little Nagito, who's still like, a few months old like maybe 4 or 5 months bcuz finding a new family takes time gets given away to a wealthy family AND I have another headcanon and its that Nagito's father (adoptive one so) is the founder of a designer/luxury brand so thats why he's rich and he already had contacts w Junko's parents anyway we're getting carried away
So yeah some time later Sonia's parents have Sonia and still have Nagito in mind and they're feeling super guilty and with Sonia looking awfully like him its not helping so yeah I think they'd keep like letters they'd write to Nagito to send him when he'd get older and signed anonymously yknow? Like "we hope you're growing up in good conditions and in a nice environment, we love you Nagito" stuff like that, and It's signed anonymously at the end
And then Sonia and Nagito meet during the game and notice the very visible not only physical but also the similarities in their personality and behavior like idk they're both a little silly its so cute and they're like "lol hold up" and it'd be cute if the other students would (lightheartedly) joke abt these two being siblings WHEN IT'S THE CASE
ANYWAY tysm for reading my rambling hope it entertained u š«¶
haha it did entertain me, this is a fun interpretation and headcanon. I donāt fully see it myself but I think itās a fun idea and food for thought. Maybe in those turn of events it would truly be good luck in the end since Nagitoās biological family in this interpretation didnāt have to die due to his talent. ALSO THE IDEA OF ANONYMOUS LETTERS IS SO FUNNY NAGITOāS JUST LIKE āman who in the world is sending me these letters expressing affectionā LMAOO
#danganronpa#nagito komaeda#sdr2 nagito#danganronpa nagito#sdr2#danganronpa komaeda#sdr2 komaeda#komaeda nagito#danganronpa goodbye despair#nagito#komaeda
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Another ooc post..shh ik yall want futturman not me just GIVE ME A MIN LMAO. U may or may not know this account is 5 months old now (very woo..very wow) I mentioned in my last post it def has been a major twist in my life, considering the fact I'm literally acting like one of my fav fictional characters basically 99.9 % of the time haha. Yes, there has been MANY awesome great things that come with this account, but there has also been lots of negative (unfortunately but hey hey hey dw we move onnn!! big swagarooneyyy ya feel me lemon peppas??š¤) This is another reminder, a very important one, that yes even tho this is a roleplay account and the purpose is that it's supposed to literally be josh, pls remember I am UNFORTUNATELY not josh futturmanš©š©š©š©(I mean fuck we r very similar but..) I am a human behind the screen, not ai. Pls be respectful..this includes to ALL. Roleplay accounts. Clearly I'm ok with a loT on this account (aka silly reblogs, spicy dms, very nsfw asks u name it) but as a human who has human experiences I am not alwayssss able to comply to some things and that's ok. There r pros and cons to running an account like this..sometimes u wake up to 50+ notifs, sometimes u wake up to 0. If for some reason I miss or don't reply to ur post, it's very possible it got lost in the sea on notifs, I seen it and told myself I'd get back to it when I had a proper futturman-like reply(happens but i do get back within the week), and/or I ignored it bc it made me uncomfy/confused. Usually in that last case it's because I'm aware ur a minor and u replied to a nsfw post in an even more nsfw manner (tss tss haha). If u really want josh to see a post, feel free to tag him, I'm not against thatš Sometimes as a roleplayer (other ppl have agreed) that it can feel pressuring to run our pages and keep up with the notifications and dms, so pls pls have patience. And if u dont get quick replies back or begin to grow angry bc josh does not dm u the way u may have wanted or something, respectfully maybe touch grass aha..I am doing my best. There were some past followers that soley used my character for sex purposes and if that's what u want, there are PLENTY of ai platforms u can run and cum to as many times as you'd likeš„š„(yes some shit is allowed but lets not only hmu to help u rub one outš
..josh is flattered tho LMFAO)somedays ofc we all get posters block (similar to writers or art block..I just made this up haha) especially to the accounts that have been around for longer..we r doing our best trying to come up with unique ideas to keep the characters alive without repeating the same content over and overš
so also to those who help throw cool stuff in our inbox to open new doors and ideas for the character, thanks a million..a roleplay account continues to live from both parties. On that note, the jhutch fandom is lowkey dying atm, especially the tumblr one. I completely understand whether ur hyperfixation is dying or u r busy with school/personal life..I hope u guys understand that I can be busy too, hence why some days I am not as active as other days. I've also contemplated deleting this account a lot of times due to the fact that I can get overwhelmed sometimes+I feel silly role-playing a character when I myself am even more of a loser than josh haha so I'm always like šwtf am I doing josh hutcherson would probably think I'm insane for thisš ofcourse I'm not sure if this is like..the maturist thing to do at my grown ass age but whatevaš
if I do decide to take any breaks in the future pls don't be madā¹ļø
So yea um..ik that was a whole fucking lot of a mess but I feel like I had to get those points out b4 I continued this account and I really hope u guys can respect & understand my feelings..if not āŗļødm me what u don't like. I'd LOVE. To have a conversation with u about what u don't like about my account that i runš if ur seeing this, thank u for taking the time out to read all of this. Means a lot to me to know I've made atleast one person in the jhutch fandom smile thru my pageš
-sincerely š
#ooc post#sry for sm#thanks for reading#understanding#and sticking around#sending love and hugs#returning to futty noww<33
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GMMTV 2024 Part 1 roundup :)
it's been a day, i've had some time to gather my thoughts, so i wanted to get them all down in one spot. (Only really gonna be talking about the shows I plan on watching, in order that they were announced!)
1. We Are the series
aka ALL my favourite couples in one show ahhh šš i was so happy when the trailer started, you mean i get winnysatang marcpawin pondphuwin AND aouboom all in one??? i wanna be a bit cautious seeing it's directed by p'new and i'm not a huge fan of his work, but i'm super excited for this regardless :] looks like a cute romcom Ć la futs, which i rlly loved <3 i WILL be hyping this up no matter how it turns out :D
2. Only Boo!
rookie leads !!! strong msp vibes with this one (which i'm not opposed to at all, and i'm pretty sure is what they're trying to emulate) it looks rlly cute?? i know keen is from proj alpha so at least i'm not worried about the singing/dancing for once š
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and we get aun in the side cp!! and louis dance role!! honestly this could turn out rlly good and i'm gonna tune in to at least the first few eps :)
3. Peaceful Property
The second tay slapped new in the face with the sandwich and jan instantly had her camera out, i was 100% sold. but fr, i love horror comedy and ghost stuff, and we get it with taynew + mook and jan!! all the dynamics look like so much fun and i already know i'm gonna enjoy this a lot
4. My Golden Blood
OH MY GOD THIS SHOW i went for a dinner break during the performances, then came back and was planning on just quickly skimming through the livestream to catch up. well, the first 20 seconds of the trailer played, and once i realised what was happening (JOSSGAWIN BL HELLOOOO????) i had to pause and faceplant on my bed for a solid 5 minutes to process it. vampire series would have already had me hooked, but jossgawin??? looking super gritty?? mond evil vampire moment?? neo with a baseball bat (in his sand eraš¤Ø)?? gawin my fav in another lead role??? Also the bloody kiss !!!!! guys i'm dead i'm literally writing this from the grave (hoping to meet my own hot vampire guy) Basically i dont care if the cgi's a bit questionable or if the story's cliche, i WILL be eating this up, be ready for it to be my whole personality
5. Kidnap the series
OHM!!! my day one!!! šš so he was hanging out with leng a couple months ago and i was wondering ahaha what if...? AND NOW !!! WE ACTUALLY GOT OHMLENG !!! i'm rlly happy to see him back to bl, and i like how he stars opposite lots of different ppl (just like gawin). The concept actually seems rlly interesting + more mature, leng is gorgeous and seems like a good actor, and the tied hands sleeping scene totally had me sold on the pairing <33 also ohm squared siblings !!! i rlly like ohm tpk :) and PAPANG WITH A GUN WOOOHHH i said i needed more papang on my screens and my wishes have been answered šš i'm gonna be so annoying about this show as well once it airs ahjskdjfh
[5.5. special mention: Summer Night]
gmm knew Exactly what they were doing with those first 30 seconds šš i was rlly getting hyped up for a dunkphuwin show but ofc it was too good to be true <//3 not gonna be watching this, but i'm still holding out for a joylada poly show at some point... pls gmm šš„ŗš„ŗ
6. Wandee Goodday
Okay so I saw the GreatInn lore a couple months ago (guys pls read it here it's insane), and i didn't think too much of it because it did seem kinda random, BUT HERE WE ARE WOOOHHHH this show looks so good??? Great with braids <3 ployphach <3 podd homewrecker era <3 mature bl with adult characters <3 directed by golf tanwarin <3 and even more good things!! also i have no idea what the song in the trailer is but it goes so hard, rlly suits the show. i'm all for this pairing and the whole show looks like so much fun Also thorfluke!!! (thor out here collecting all the flukes - thorgawin for 2025??) loved the situp scene and i'm rlly vibing with this pair <3 another show that will be all i talk about once it airs
7. High School Frenemy
God what is that name šš definitely one where just a literal translation of the thai name would have probably been better names aside, sky and nani !!!! i rlly liked sky in some other shows, and i'm loving the tension between the two. lol i had ohmsky and ohmnani on my gmm24 bingo, i guess we just got it without the middle man šš also i see they're pulling a double savage with the bromance toeing the fine line of bl hajskdj honestly i don't mind that at all, i think sky and nani have good chemistry and it doesn't seem like there's a random female side wedged in for drama. also so many of my favs as side characters, i'm happy to see them <3 overall, i'll probably watch it if i'm not too busy when it's airing (or just bingewatch it after)
8. My Love Mix-Up!
Gem4th series announced last, who's surprised lmao. this looks very cute!! i know nothing about the source material, but gemini and fourth are great actors, and i trust p'au's directing. i was hoping for something a bit more mature for them (like heartliming was) because i think they're so good in those heavier scenes, but i rlly don't mind this either !! i've been on a kick for less high school bls lately though, but i had the same thought for msp and that ended up being one of my fav shows of all time, so i'm not gonna go into this with any preconceived notions :) gonna tune in for this, no doubt gem4th will serve like they always do
Overall, i was rlly pleased with the lineup this time around. Lots of shows i'm rlly excited for !! a bunch of my favs didn't show up even once which... yeah, but i'm holding out for part 2 š¤š¤ :)
#gmmtv 2024#gmmtv2024#we are the series#only boo the series#peaceful property#my golden blood#kidnap the series#wandee goodday#high school frenemy#my love mix up
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hiii so i put in a request for the matching thing but you didnāt respond to it so im guessing i didnāt put enough info which i completey understand!!! very sorry about that, i hope ur still doing these requests if not i deeply apologize. anyway pls take ur time so so sorry!!
iād also like to be matched with someone in pjo pls!
personal info ? 15 yrs old, iām a girl, she/her(truly idc), bisexual, half mexican (white dadā¦)
physical: i have medium length wavy brown hair with grown out bangs, im 5ā4 average weight, pretty tan, brown eyes, silver circle glasses, i wear smudgy eyeliner w/mascara, i either wear tank tops with big pants or big t shirt with shorts
personality: iām honestly very weird with the people im close with, like very. i have brainrot humor so im always saying weird ass shit acting like itās normal. iām also very sarcastic and if im not very close with someone i give them like 0 reaction i guess? idk ppl tell me im nonchalant but that sounds rlly corny š¬ anyway im very embarrassing in public when im with my friends and they hate it but i think its funny idc!! im also pretty moody but im just a teenage girl!!!!!!! i dont get mad that easily tho like i can take a joke i just get ANNOYED easily but then ill be fine in a few minutes. also ppl tell me im very funny so š meat riding myself YES IM A NO SABO KID I AM TRYING TO LEARN SOANISH.
hobbies/intrests: love love love listening to music, love tv girl, tyler, mitski, arctic monkeys, the smiths, depeche mode, the cure, lana, tame impala, beabadoobee and so many other generes and artists but i only know like 2 songs š¬
i also had a severe fnaf phase, avatar the last airbender, spiderverse, saiki, and obvi percy jackson
currently OBSESSED with slushy noobz they are my whole personality they are how i act. along with avascreams on tiktok ive literally had 6 different ppl tell me āyou know that one girl on tiktok?? you act just like herā IM TRILY NOT EVEN TRYING TO ACT LIKE HER I SWEAR. also love sam and colby i full heartedly believe in ghosts just watch ima become a ghost hunter šš
as of right now my hobbies are playing stardew valley and never getting my homework done, i also love to draw but im not very good at it. i also love painting but i havenāt done it in a while bc of school :(( i take piano lessons as well but again, not very good even after 5 years. i rlly like reading too but again bc of school i havenāt read as much lately, love playing with my pets (dog and cat) theyāre so cute i love animals so so much i want more but yknow im busy, ive also gotten into working out bc im tryna lose this face fatš«„
likes: love carnival rides!!!! theyāre so fun i love the fair SO MUCH. beautiful atmosphere truly. the zipper is so fun donāt let anyone lie to you. nature, i love going on walks in the woods but i canāt bc i donāt live near anyš food i love food, korean, mexican, american, japanese, i love it all. english class! teacher is so sweet i love her and its also easy and boring so
dislikes: six flags. i hate roller coasters. annoying ppl like bruh stfu up OH MY GOD. when my mom asks me about college, leave me alone pls!
okay i truly donāt know what else to put i hope this was enough šš
-faith š
Hey Faith, I am so so sorry that this took incredibly long to complete. Iāve been insanely busy these few months and lots of personal stuff going on so I really hope that this does it justice! And also also donāt be sorry Iām really sorry that this took so long
Your PJO ship: Leo Valdez š„š„š„ (man Iām jealous)
Explanation: honestly the best way I can explain this is that youāre crazy totally matches his crazy. Your freak matches his freak. is somebody gonna match my freak? Yes, someone will match your freak and that person is Leo. Starting off with your physical appearance, I think that he would be very attracted to you and I think you give a vague match of his mom like I feel like you look like his mom a little little bit, which is what kind of drew him to you in the first place I feel like he probably saw you in a crowd and his jaw dropped. He just thought that you were your clothing style. He also liked your eyeliner which he had you do on him whenever you guys got comfortable enough in the relationship he was like hey can I please have your make up routine done on me? He looked rlly hot but anyway- you guys are just so chaotic together with your personality like you match him so well I feel like Leo in order to make a relationship work with him. He needs to have someone thatās either vastly different than him or the same because I mean, I just see you guys as Deadpool and Vanessa, you guys so chaotic in public you guys would do so much embarrassing shit together and social anxiety would be afraid of both of you combined, a deadly duo. Whenever you were first getting to know each other, and you were more relaxed and chill around him less if youāre crazy with showing, thatās what kind of Drew him like he thought that your dynamic could be that you would kind of be more opposites, but then he slowly realize that you were just as fucking goofy and silly as him, and he would have a blast with you as you guys got further on into your even like just friendship that eventually turn into romance. You guys always have the funniest times together like Iām not joking. You guys would be the couple to go out with if you wanted a good time because you guys just yeah youāre chaotic and glorious and also really freaking funny and I mean yeah. (I would also like to let you know to do a deeper dive into your personality. I did research some of the people you mentioned that you were compared to and watched some of their videos and subjected myself to the painful amount of puns and batshit crazy, honestly Iām pretty impressed if people are comparing you) as for your hobbies, he would love playing Stardew Valley and I feel like he would romance. Sebastian donāt ask me why, but I just feel like he would. He would totally want Sebastian as I donāt know why OK I really donāt. I really donāt but anyway thatās just my personal theory. But he would love playing Stardew with you. Heās also a procrastinator when it comes to homework and work and taking things seriously in general so you guys would be quite the interesting duo and I feel like U2 would just end up making out during study date so if you want someone to study with? Heās probably not the best person. Also, I think that he would love your art and would be absolutely obsessed. If you ever did any artwork of him or just inspired by him like he would love that he would frame that shit he would brag to everyone about how good you are and same goes with piano heās obsessed even if you think you werenāt very good after five years of playing he thinks youāre magnificent. It took everything in him to not compare you to Apollo because he knew that that would probably get you like blasted into the sky or something, but he just thinks anything that comes from you is good basically. Thatās Leo Math.
You + Anything= Good.
He can never read very much because of his ADHD. I just feel like he would lose interest in books really easily unless theyāre really exciting or exactly what heās being into at this point, so I feel like he would get the being too busy to read. He also loves animals. He would absolutely snuggle all the pets in the world. I feel like he just loves animals. I feel like he especially loves dogs because they match his energy and heās definitely like a golden retriever guy or maybe a Chihuahua guy one of them anyway dogs are very Leo core. Also, he thinks your chubby face is cute, and while he promotes working out for the healthiness of it, he thinks you have the wrong motivation if you want to get rid of that cute squeezable cheeks. (Multiple cheeks if ykwim) he also loves carnival rides and heās a huge foodie so if you ever went out to him, you guys would end up eating more than your stomachs and belts can handle I mean yeah you guys would just be done if you ever went out to eat because he would order so much food and then I feel like because of his ADHD heād be midway eating through another thing and then see other stand and be like babe. We gotta go there next. basically you guys would be extremely full. He also likes nature walks. I think that he kind of just likes the dirt of it because heās definitely not afraid to get dirty and he loves just poking around nature I mean, I honestly thatās how I see him going on hikes like heād pick up slugs, he do all kinds of like gross stuff. People normally wouldnāt do like I donāt know, letting a worm crawl on his arm or something. ļæ¼ anyway you guys totally match each other crazy and match each otherās freak yes just like the song, and I really ship it šššššš
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*appears*
(imagine that one random time-lord in The Autons, floating mid-air)
Greetings once again,
Some more questions for you, because THOSCHEI, THOSCHEI, THOSCH-ā¦..
Prepare yourself for a barrage of questions! (No pressure ofc)
Commencing in three, two, one..
*explosion*
1, 2, 3, 5, 8, 9, 11, 12, 17
21 - Headcanons for your favourite ainley pairing
24 ā gimme more info about the thoschei fan incarnations that occasionally pop up on your feeds. It is vital information!!!
*looks around at the impact caused by the questions*
Whoops
Have a good day/week! :)
*disappears*
SO IT WAS YOU ALL ALONG, THAT TIMELORD... That makes sense! Thank you so much for all the quest- (loud explosion) AAAAH!
(sooo prepare for a very long post š¤£)
1. How did you get into thoschei?
(gets out from under the table) Uhhh has the noise stopped? Yea. Okay. So it all started when I heard a rhythm of four beats?? And then I think my brain got infected. All I could think about is some sad pathetic aliens hugging each other and I guess one was dead and??? then he wasn't? Yeah so I saw tensimm and I got obsessed. That was, if my calculations are correct, about 8 years ago.
2. What is your favourite thoschei flavour?
At the moment it's fiveainley! Or sevencrispy...
3. What is, in your opinion, the most toxic thoschei dynamic?
Why did I even make this question. All of them there's no salvaging the toxicity. Uhh imma go with tensimm or spydoc though
5. Any fan content recommendations?
Honestly THBU it's just. Sublime. Okay so I might have been about to cry just one chapter in? Yeah??
Also Please Attend Carefully if you want podcasts abt the Master because who doesn't.
Now, that's all sfw but on the spicy smut side, here's a fiveainley fic that plays with hypnosis. I found it interesting how the author wrote it in first person, and their Ainley voice is just fantastic. Make sure to read the tags first though!
Do also check the ppl I reblog from's profiles some of them have AO3 accts I plan on munching on when I can!
8. Favourite thoschei story?
Honestly the Master audio atm. Or the Five Doctors cuz it's really funny to see Ainley TRY... just really try... Btw 1st Doctor x Ainley!Master when
Ngl I have to rewatch all the nuwho episodes w the master on it so my thoughts might change. These two stories are consuming my brain rn
9. Favourite thing they have said canonically to each other?
"Wonder what I'd be without you"
"Yeah."
And this
11. Song that reminds me of them?
I want to make an animatic with this so badly
12. Any thoschei headcanons?
My most heartfelt headcanon for them is this if it even counts as one š¤
17. What's an underrated thoschei pairing?
SIXAINLEY FFS SIXAINLEY IS SO UNDERRATED. More of them pls...
21. Headcanons for your favourite Ainley pairing
No I'm not picking just one >:0
Fiveainley:
-In my head the Master contacted Fivey after the whole cheetah stuff in hopes he could help him. Not talking abt how good or bad that went but Fivey can't remember anyways.
-The Master loves the smell of Fivey's sweaters. Anytime he's entered his TARDIS he's stolen a few. Fivey still doesn't know where they went.
-Oh it's definitely Ainley!Master's fault the Doctor's regenerations became weirder. Yeah after what he did to Fivey he just messed them up. Like Fivey's legs. Hey, if the Master is having trouble being in a Trakenite body it's only fair, right?
Sixainley:
-The most likely pair to do spicy stuff actually. They're both into BDSM although probably not in a sexual context exactly. No I won't elaborate
-The cat pin? Yeah that's something the cheetah Master left in the TARDIS during that Fivey visit. Six just doesn't know. The Master finds it amusing.
-The Rani has tried to block all contact with the Master because he keeps calling her to talk about his latest plan to kill the Doctor. She's so tired.
Oneainley:
-The Master actually visited 1 on a few occasions during the Doctor's past after the events of the Five Doctors, wearing disguises of course so he wouldn't recognise him later.
-He invited him to lunch and they conversed. The Master finds this Doctor kind of endearing in a way, he's the closest he has to things being alright between them anyways. Just some quiet conversations, no mention of the Master or Gallifrey. No murder intent, they just were. Two "strangers" sharing lunch having candid intellectual conversations.
-Eventually, he stopped. Why? I leave that to your imagination.
24. Talk abt your fan Doctor and Master incarnations
OKOK IM GLAD YOU ASKED... So I met this classmate who's a dw fan and as we became friends he told me he had his own fan Doctor incarnation. Eventually we started LARPing for fun and I made my own Master, then we started making up tons of stories and that's how they came to be!
ONE DAY HOWEVER... He said. What if the Master and the Doctor were bigenerated?? Yeah from the same entity but the Time Lords erased their memories. And Dhawan!Master knew this but that one bit he never told, the Doctor never uncovered it, and this is part of why Dhawan wanted to become the Doctor. And boy this broke my heart because thE IMPLICATIONS. That'd mean the Master is ALSO the Timeless Child. So now that's canon for my Master and surprise, it's been selfcest all this time except not exactly because they are not the same anymore and they can never be.
So based off that, my Master loves to make a point on how different they are whilst his Doctor searches for similarities instead when he learns this. My Master is convinced that they're destined to be the worst parts of the Doctor forever, whilst the Doctor got "the better part". So why would they make it easy for him? Gallifrey is gone anyways so let's prove they can never be the same. Let's prove they're DONE. And they're immortal too I guess so why conform with having nothing no. They're owed the Universe and they're not sharing. Meanwhile the Doctor is wondering what would be of the Master if they had lived anything similar than what they did, if they're actually the same, if there's any kindness left on them, if they could have become the Master... He's stuck on his past in a way, too, missing companions and simpler times and stuff. And I intend to destroy his hopes of truly enjoying his current self you know?
...so yeah uh we also have companions we're making and we're slowly developing all of this + some random "episodes" (plots. that is) and one of them is Dak. Dak is well, kind of a Dalek kind of not. I have no idea how this happened he hasn't told me yet but apparently Dak has the genes of one of his companions? His mind when he was a child. So he's like a curious kid travelling with the Doctor except he's got Dalek Issues (tm) and I have such awful plans for him I'm so sorry little Dak ily but Daleks can never be good you know āŗļøāŗļø And I also have my subconscious eating beings that hate the Master for reasons but shhh. My friend doesn't know yet.
Anyways here's my Master treating the Doctor with love as usual
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Hey... hey. Wait. Don't go! *looks around* Uh... who will help me pay for all the repairs??? š
ALSO thank you so much for that twogado recommendation I will proceed to scream
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got tagged by @theres-a-bea for 15 questions for 15 mutuals tag game, thanks for the tag :D
making a separate post cuz i didnt wanna make the first one too long or ping other ppl with notifs jhVKJHSVFJKSHD
1. are you named after anyone? my legal name, yeah! thanks to the baptism requirements, ive got the name of a saint. not telling u which because it's a kinda uncommon name and i dont wanna get doxxed JVJKSDF
2. when was the last time you cried? this morning, it's part of my routine to just cry in the morning so ive gotten all the pesky emotions out of the way to function mostly normally for the rest of the day jlHVKJS
3. do you have kids? do cats count? these r my two babies, bully and gato
4. do you use sarcasm much? not very much actually!
5. what sports do you play? none. in high school intramurals, i was part of the chess team and the games of the generals team. board games and Thinking is as strenuous as my physical activity gets jkhsvjfkhsvdkf
6. first thing you notice about other people? if IRL, i notice their height. if online, i notice like.....text quirks and stuff. i also like noticing what makes people laugh, cuz i like making ppl laugh and cuz 90% of why ppl keep me around is cuz im the funny guy so i gotta make sure i do my due diligence in keeping that up JKVSKJFVSDKJHF
7. eye color? dark brown
8. scary movies or happy endings? happy endings ALWAYS. i like the angst before the storm but i love a hopeful ending. and ive got a horribly low tolerance for horror JHVSKJDFVS i get....scared very easily....
9. any special talents? too many useless party tricks....i can recite all the countries of europe from memory in under 40 seconds, i can fold a paper crane behind my back or blindfolded, i can twist my right arm 360 degrees, i can make a trilling/purring noise from my throat, i can dislocate my right shoulder. these are all SO useless. but funfact! the countries of europe thing was a talent i showed off in a JOB INTERVIEW once. and then i got hired and ive been working that job for more than a year until now jkHVKJFSDFJVJ SO HEY MAYBE USELESS PARTY TRICKS HAVE THEIR UTILITY SOMETIMES!!
10. where were you born? //taps sign of i dont wanna get doxxed HAKSJFHVS
11. what are your hobbies? reading, writing, drawing, some crafts stuff when the mood hits me (crocheting, origami, making miniatures, sewing)
12. do you have any pets? YES, there were my two babies the cats. and my family is rlly into pets so this house has more animals than humans. we also have 2 labradors, 2 beagles, 1 jack russel terrier/poodle mix, and 1 turtle. it's a fuckin zoo over here
13. how tall are you? five foot one
14. fav subject in school? english!!! anything literature!!!!!!
15. dream job? man, yall got dreams? KJHVSFSKLFSDLJ. idk im a horridly ambitious-less person nowadays. as long as i get paid and im not treated like shit, im good with that
and now to tag........ @samsspambox (I KNOW TRIXIE ALREADY TAGGED U BUT UR THE FIRST WHO COMES TO MIND JFHGVKJSDH), @lukevonhagen, and uhhhh thats everybody i feel comfortable pinging HAHA. no pressure to do it, and everyone else pls feel free to yoink the meme and do it for urself :D
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I posted 286 times in 2022
That's 286 more posts than 2021!
24 posts created (8%)
262 posts reblogged (92%)
Blogs I reblogged the most:
@/dontflailmenow
@/woozi
@/bitchlessdino
@/jeonwonwoo
@/milfgyuu
I tagged 281 of my posts in 2022
Only 2% of my posts had no tags
#svt gifs - 93 posts
#svt pics - 37 posts
#dividers - 32 posts
#random svt post - 22 posts
#tbz gifs - 15 posts
#tbz pics - 15 posts
#random relatable posts - 12 posts
#random misc. posts - 11 posts
#random writing posts - 10 posts
#hope tagged - 10 posts
Longest Tag: 77 characters
#lowkey didnt know it was eric the first like 3 times i saw it in compilations
My Top Posts in 2022:
#5
About Me
Name: Hope (not my real name but has meaning between me & my mom so i went w/ it)
She/Her
Age: I'm an '01 liner
Fun facts about me:
I love writingā & readingš
Music is everything to me, same as writing & reading isš¼š¶
I have a tendency to be more shy/introverted, mostly around new people...and second guess myself alot (things i say or do)
"I'm a socially awkward social butterfly" ~Kevin Moonš
I'm typically very open about everything...idk why but I just am
I have a slight tendency to be oblivious (if I annoy or upset you pls tell me, I don't ever mean to be, I'm genuinely just unaware)
I have a Ā½Corgi Ā½Australian-shepherd dog Theo i got as a puppy, & a Ā½Corgi Ā½Dachshund dog Coco i got first as an older rescue (maybe I'll post pics eventually)
I'm 5' 10" & I despise it(/j?) bc almost everyone i went to school w/ was always shorter than me. (& yes there were jokes made)
I was born on Christmas Eve so i was called a 'christmas eve baby' growing up by EVERY teacher/grown-upš
I like craft stuff & art (only really good @ drawing/charcoal/oil pastels)šØ
First Kpop Group: Got7
Ult Groups atm: The Boyz, Seventeen, Ateez, Stray Kids (I do also have interest in & at one point was more invested in others, ex. NCT, GOT7, TXT, Enhypen, etc.)
Biases / Wreckers in each group: (this is not every group, but the top 15)
TBZ - Kevin, Sunwoo / Q, Jacob, (& Hyunjun)
SVT - Dino, Mingyu, S. Coups / Wonwoo, Hoshi
ATZ - San / Wooyoung, Seonghwa
SKZ - BangChan, Han / Felix, I.N.
NCT - Haechan, Taeyong, Xiaojun, Sungchan / YangYang, Jaemin, Kun, Yuta, Jeno
TXT - Yeonjun / Soobin
Enhypen - Jake, Sunghoon / Jay
Monsta X - I.M, Kihyun / Jooheon, Shownu (& Wonho)
SF9 - Rowoon, Youngbin / Zuho, Jaeyoon, Hwiyoung
GOT7 - Mark, JB / Jinyoung, Youngjae
Astro - Jinjin, Moonbin / Rocky, Eunwoo
Infinite - L, Woohyun / Sungyeol, Dongwoo???
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#4
Ok...I'm not alright after this editš£š
Credit to user in vid (top left)
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#3
Tagged By - @/sugarcherriess
Favorite Color - Pink & Blue
Currently Reading - All My Love (j. ww) by @pepperonidk & Sweet Night (k. mg) by @wooahaes
Last Song - T1 x Raiden, The Boyz 'Last Man Standing' or The Boyz 'Christmassy'
Last Series - watching multiple bc they all have new seasons (DC's Stargirl, Kung Fu reboot, All American, DC's Titans)
Last Movie - 20th Century Girl, Enola Holmes 2, The School For Good & Evil
Currently Working On - Svt Dino college au
TBZ Kevin house cleaner(?)/s2f2L au
SVT or TBZ(?) assistant s2f2L au
Tagging - @/twogyuu @/bitchlessdino @/momobani @/biaswreckingfics @/leejungchans @/wooahaes @/pepperonidk
(if you wanna do it but arenāt tagged then consider yourself TAGGED š«µš¼ and also if u dont wanna then consider yourself untagged šš¼šš¼)
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Thanks @/twogyuu for tagging meš¤ I love sharing music w/people too!
Tag game: Put your playlist on shuffle, list 10 songs, and then tag 10 people.
1. Flower - Seventeen
2. Trauma - Seventeen (Hip hop unit)
3. Now Or Never - SF9
4. Vicious - Sabrina Carpenter
5. Here Comes Trouble - Neoni
6. Bo Bo Chocolat - Everglow
7. Thnks fr th Mmrs - Fall Out Boy
8. Circus - Stray Kids
9. Don't Let Me Down - The Chainsmokers ft. Daya
10. Merry Bad Ending - The Boyz
Still dont really know 10 ppl but let's try anyway...
(if you wanna do it but arenāt tagged then consider yourself TAGGED š«µš¼ and also if u dont wanna then consider yourself untagged šš¼šš¼)
@/sugarcherriess @/bitchlessdino @/momobani @/leejungchans @/biaswreckingfics @/dontflailmenow @/noempathyy @/wooahaes
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My #1 post of 2022
Seventeen Recs (updated: dec. 2, 2022)
Warnings usually left by authors at beginning of each
My warnings just in case (I hope these make sense): ā¤µ
āØ - contains nsfw in storyĀ Ā Ā Ā Ā š - just nsfw
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random & kind of stupid half asleep, half assed appreciation post cause i wanna spread the love and for some reason sad thoughts in my head but let's ignore that (ft. my sleep deprivation sap, mutuals, ppl iloook up to, shitty puns and wordplay)
<3
@moonxma ur the moon :o you give me like calm and peaceful moon vibes like a blue moon!! ty for being one of the first who kind of kickstarted my whole commitment to being here and writing content :D
@raysano ray? more like ray of sunshine shdhefj bad pun but i love indirectly interacting with you through games and hope we get to know each other and interact more mwah /p
@appreciatingtokrev appreciatingtokrev? appreciating YOU you beautiful human being :)) i like seeing your little thoughts and whatnot around your blog bc i find them interesting to me in a good way
@mochi-coffee absolute sweetheart ā(ļ¾Šļ¾) sweeter than ice cream mochi need i say more? no but seeing you wherever makes my day better for some reason because you give that positive n uplifting vibe. me š¤ you waka skmps
@kallikrein me š¤ you š¤ mochi waka simps jdkfjskf ty for being one of the first to interact and leave messages in the tags of my silly little waka headcanons :]] and ty for being my majn source of waka brainrot too (ļæ£āļæ£) we krei-n (pronounced crying) over wakasa. i think that was fhe shittiest pun ive ever made in my entire life i apologize dearly
@simpywhore seeing your incorrect quotes make me snort in laughter a lot whenever i see them >:D we haven't interacted but i'm sure you're simp(l)y sweet ksjjfkfkskf
@offtaskotaku go follow them rn this is a threat /hj seriously so so underrated pls check out their work and send them requests i'm sure they work hard and they're bery nice :) great sense of humour 2 i like seeing u on my dash. makes me go off task for a bit to scroll through your blog and reread your hcs!!
@kakuchew also a contributor to my waka brainrot jshffkf your headcanons about the black dragons boys are so awesome and i love their shenanigans which makes it easier to envision them in my head!! less chewing on my thoughts and more space to appreciate them and you too :3
@sukunasbabymama your blog title is kk's safeplace and it sure as hell lives up to the name!! i get a homely vibe from you n i like seeing you pop up on my dash :D like my mama's homemade food! you've made me appreciate kakucho and mucho with your contrnt :))
@wwintersun holy crap i look up to you a whole ton!! your works are simply put masterpieces. when i read them it makes me feel fuzzy and warm it's like when the sun melts the winter away ;D i have a lot of your stuff saved in my drafts to reread on a bad day
@bajipaws your tokrev x male reader stuff has at least pawmped 5 more years into my lifespan (i'll take my leVe now). ur doing king shit and i can't wait to see more stuff from you!!!
@kageyahoe your latest work with baji made me Feel all the emotions /pos :] in fact all of your works do and made me love baji even more than i did before >:O i don't have a bad pun for you but honestly considering my punmanship you're lucky jdkfjskf
@shinscig i've interacted with you a grand total of one (1) time but you're so sweet :( i think your chifuyu drabble of painting flowers was one of the first fics i read here which: OOMPF /pos. that's it i can't describe it anymore better than that cause it's almost 3am. your braid train fic with mizo mid is also a big favourite :)! underrated they are
@softbajis You Have Made Me Feel Things but i swear most of it's good and soft besides the angst because it hurts so good hakfjwjfj i like seeing your little blurbs pop up from time to time!!
@tokyo-daaaamn-ji-gang I LOVE SEEING YOUR POSTS ABOUT THE MANGA THAT ARE ESPECIALLY SO FUNNY??? they're always a riot and the absolute best. i snorted so hard reading your recent one of the wake me up scene SHEIWKJFWKFJDJ
@koffeekoko your angst. hurts so good. mr sunshine, flowers, and you hurts the best. i am writhing on the floor as i type this (/notsrs) idk if this is weird but seeing your tag "jel loves you!" makes me smile internally :)) your works about insecurities they love also make me really really happy :']
@n0vad your headcanons are so comforting to read,,, they also inspired me to post some of my own too in a similar format (hope you don't mind sjfhe)! i also love that you post for more characters that don't have a ton of content!!
@sunhee-sun your writing is like warm sun after cold rain (i'm a great poet) it's inviting and a guilty pleasure to reread all of your tokrev stuff. bows down to you.
@kakubun my main source of love for bonten. helping hands is one of my favourites and inspired me to make a character based off of that :D your headcanons are also so funny to read and have become a great source of inspo!!
@xuxitheii another whose tokrev x male reader has fed more life into me (Ā°ā½Ā°)b i've probably went through your blog at least thrice now reading your works especially since you're one of the first i followed! good shjt right there... your confessing to mitsuya one is my fabourite
thats all i can roll out i think because i dint want to flood everyone's inboxes since your mutuals are doing this too skfjekfjjs Ź
ļ¼āāæāļ¼Ź happy new year from this touma fish! š passes out
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I wanted to ask, if this 10 years period is real bad? Because I'm not sure whether to read this part or not.
By "real bad" you mean like in angsty? Or bad bad?
Bc to me there's no like any period in DMBJ series that I didn't love reading, like I ofc have those books that I love most, but surprisingly there were none I didn't like. I enjoyed all of them for different reasons. Some for masochistic ones, yes lol
Well, its just if you're already commited and won't read that part, you'll miss out way too important shit. Bc this part of the series (I don't mean just the sand sea, but all the books in between) is a major turning point for everything. Qiling's past, Wu Xie's character and etc. Their relationships, too.
I'm not gonna lie it was hard for me to read (esp SS bc newbies that won't appear anymore that I couldn't get attached to, didn't help), not interest wise (bc I've finished these 4 in like 5 days lmao), but just because despite the usual high quality entertainment and badass dark Wu Xie, don't know if thats an unpopular opinion or not, I didn't enjoy seeing him like that at all. Like after 10 years Wu Xie is my favorite Wu Xie, bc besides becoming extremely badass, with his soul Xiaoge returning to him, he becomes alive again and returns his.. well, not childishness, but idk word for this his thing... cute mischief (? lol) too. And it was just heartwarming to see and be like "yes thats his my baby, but cooler now" haha.
But this middle part he just was very lifeless during the whole thing and reading like he was trying to "exist" for several books was depressing days for me haha. I'm just used to authors being nice about stuff like this and do like time skips and gentle flashbacks after maybe xD. But like proportionally.. considering the amount of books its all fair to me haha. And its a really an awesome part and the most informative one for sure.
Is it sad? Heck yeah. I mean, even with the knowledge that he's gonna be back and that he's alive, it's like he's going through all the stages of grief there and it's all not great, yeah. I mean, he also cuts himself on regular basis and just does many things that I think would make Xiaoge not even just super angry but straight up cry, but... BUT...
...I'm one of those ppl for whom "without the bitter the sweet isn't as sweet". Like to me skipping to the reunion would be a blasphemy as it is just cause I wouldn't find it as satisfying. That's just how it is for me. I hate angst without the happy ending as much as a happy ending without angst before that lmao. Thats why I think this franchise and I were meant to be xD. Bc its literally a constant perfect rollercoaster of just that.
So I can't imagine skipping this part, bc to my masochistic ass it would just ruin the joy of the journey entirely lol.
It's like... so you skip to them reuniting... it just wouldn't be as tasty, trust me. Don't you wanna know how he is, when he's angry for the love of his life? Helpless about feeling so empty? Having to do crazy things just to stop hurting and missing him at least for a second? I know u secretly wanna lol š
Also don't u just have other faves, too? I mean, Wu Xie kinda scarying XiaoHua with his revenge for my husband plans.. lol. There's just a lot of things you don't wanna miss haha like a bunch of idiots being memes in hard times too xD
P.S. You can also wait for the sea flower dorama to air (we'll see how this one is gonna go, but idk I have 0 hopes as usual lol) besides watching sand sea ofc (if you haven't yet). But again, don't throw tomatoes and shoes at me pls, but like as much as I think that the SS casting was great and the quality of the whole production also great, I still didn't at all get the feels of what it felt like when I was reading it. Again don't kill me, but also there to me it kinda felt like he was his dead comrade or smth (lol idk why I'm sorry), while I deeply love this part for how very angsty fanfiction-y it is in the books. And I just didn't get what I wanted to get from it in the series. It was just not quite the same vibe to me.
And I'm always like willing to give everyone a chance to surprise me, no matter the budget and stuff, I don't care already for this after watching lots of stuff, but if it doesn't fit the certain feeling of the particular part, than I'll pass.
That being said. Just don't think they can put it off. I mean "hardcore romantic longing for someone who's like not even there" part and also that other part xD. I know someone who can, but I just don't wanna be the one who constantly like... whines about them not being able to join it again... But also I'm still totally doing it most of the time lol
So yeah, I for sure recommend the full experience, I mean, it's worth it.
#answered#anonymous#daomu biji#pingxie#zhang qiling#wu xie#wu xie x zhang qiling#I'm gonna whine forever lol#quietly xD#it's definitely not my fav part no#but its still real good
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i was really holding on to hope that gojo could be redeemable, but after reading her interactions with toji, a decent human being, FUCK satoru. i hate gojo and sera for victimizing themselves like he didnāt agree to this marriage. me being a toji fucker aside, i want him to take y/n from gojo. i want them to start working as business partners for her designs and gojo getting pissed off bc his wife is finally doing something she enjoys with another man. none of your characters have pissed me off more than hoejo and i just want him to suffer. he doesnāt deserve y/n AT ALL, and she doesnāt deserve the pain that he puts her through. i want her to ruin his plans of becoming the heir of the company and get a divorce. i hope she can learn to put herself and her feelings before gojoās, bc he doesnāt deserve her love.
also, i love you!!! i hope youāre doing well and taking care of yourself š thank you for writing this incredible story! youāre the best!
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omg hi!!! I just wanted to say that the latest chapter especially the ending had me raging š¤. The fact that gojo was literally the one who initiated seggs and has the AUDACITY to get mad at mc is so infuriating kandisnsjjdisjs. Nonetheless, ITāS SUCH A GOOD CHAPTER! Can we just run away with Toji š.
Ohhh nd btw your series really changed how I look at Gojo that I literally rewatched jjk and watch clips of him on yt to remind me he isnāt actually like that š© but pls donāt take this negatively! Itās really good how you wrote Gojo in this and manage to change our perspective on him HAHHAHAHA I can just slander him more šš»šš»
Anonymous said
I just re-read chapter 5 and Iām absolutely disgusted by Gojo. I wanna rip his head off. What the hell?! Its not like the mc forced him to have sex with him and ditch sera for it. and Sera? When she called mc a liar i almost threw my phone all the way to north korea. If someone deserves to be accused for being a liar itās gojo and no one else. Both sera and gojo are disgusting individuals and I hope they rot in hell for putting the mc in such situations because she doesnāt deserve it she deserves the whole world and more. Iām so glad that Toji appeared because he is such a gentleman and a nice person Iām happy that at least he understood her pain and was able to listen to her and when he mentioned his wife? I almost teared up. I absolutely love your writing and I hope that youāll be able to bless us with it for a long long time ā¤ļø
P.S i hope you are doing well. Sending many kithesš
Anonymous said
Okay I think I get what heavy angst anon to an extent. I'm good with heavy angst (I thrive on it actually uwu) but in this particular case all the stuff that makes it heavy angst also makes it really hard to root for the main pairing bc at this point I (personally) think Gojo is like, irredeemable.
On the other hand tho I also thought that about Suna in wasteland and ended up getting hit in the feels bc of the ending so who knows. u have a weird talent for making me feel bad for assholes lmao
Anonymous said
SATORU WHAT THE FUCK?! she's clearly is in pain and all you could think of was that she's faking it????? *googling how to enter fanfiction so i could smack tf outta him*
No hate on canon gojou tho i love that man he's powerful but SN gojou is very...... emotionally weak š idc if ppl tryna defend him abt his wrecked family but he really didn't think about his children's future. Man be like: I wanna have an heir and raised them the way my dad raised me lol, have a mistress and hates on my father's mistress. Ironic, satoru. Very ironic.
And Sera... *sigh* no words on that girl. Acting like a victim as if she's not a homewrecker.
Thank you for the update ššā¤ can't wait for the next crying session but pls take your time š
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Iām one of these people that know they shouldnāt have started reading sn cause they are too sensitive (and kin Gojo) but I just couldnāt help myself and now Iām hooked š£ I havenāt lost all hope for a happy ending yet but if itās gonna end in a sad way itās also ok, Iāll be here till the end anyway. Your writing is so good, please keep going šš¼
omg aaaa iām sorry i cannot respond to each of u individually but i have enjoyed reading all of these!! to those who are saying that gojo is irredeemable, i get why you would think so!! i personally think he isnāt redeemable too so iāll just do a break down of his characterās psychology
psychoanalyzing gojo 101: underneath gojoās superiority complex is a highly insecure man with abandonment issues, an abusive father, and a lover that he couldnāt freely show to the world. this makes him think that itās āacceptableā to put y/n through pain bc she is always granted of everything she wanted and has a loving dad and sister, while he has to constantly prove himself to get what he wants and is disconnected with his own family. they have the same status but they didnāt live the same life. he both hates and loves that he feels powerful next to y/n and is insecure without her, thinking that his worth would not be twice as important if he didnāt marry an heiress that would make him successful. he is trying to utilize y/n the same way his dad uses him as a pawn which is why he frequently shows signs of manipulation to get what he wants. but as one anon pointed out, he only wants sera but he needs y/n. sera is a luxury, y/n is a necessity. he does not understand the true meaning of love beyond pleasures and fantasies. he rejects the idea of caring for someone who is willing to understand his darkest days. gojo, as simply put, is a selfish, stubborn, and complex individual who looks powerful and independent on the outside when in truth, he is dependent on the people he loves and is vulnerable on the inside ā his dad sees through him thatās why heās able to mess with his sonās mind.
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fic writer ao3 questionnaire thingy
tagged by @bearlytolerant and @ejunkiet for this š thx buddies
1. How many works do you have on Ao3?
37
2. What's your total Ao3 word count?
79,572
3. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
these are all solavellan which I guess is not surprising... but to be fair, my mass effect fics just missed the cut
three (modern!au WIP that could technically be finished where I left it but needs a rewrite bc i started it before i learned how to make more thoughtful choices)
nothing on my tongue (collection of playlist-inspired <500 word vignettes that sort of work as a whole story)
awake, alive (two-shot ? about not-kissing in the rain. *smacks the roof* this bad boy can fit so much romantic and sexual tension in it)
the naughty list (a very smutty christmas fic, and another two-shot)
waking up (post-trespasser prompt fill about kissin your not-ex-boyfriend to help him see how dumb he's being)
4. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?
yes, I do. commenting can be intimidating when you don't know the writer, so in that case it feels disrespectful not to even acknowledge the effort. same with extensive comments. and oftentimes the commenter brings up questions or points out interesting moments that you can then have mo re of a conversation about.
honestly comments aren't about the compliments (though those are always nice to hear), they're about the connection. I wrote this, you read it. we both want to feel seen. consider my response an acknowledgement of our connection.
5. What's the fic you've written with the angstiest ending?
principles, which is just a one-shot so the whole thing is angsty, but it definitely ends even less happily than nomt...
6. What's the fic you've written with the happiest ending?
probably three, but since the last chapter is technically not the ending... I think to the water (smutty dragon age OCxOC indulgence) takes it! it is also, coincidentally, some of my tightest writing.
7. Do you write crossovers? If so, what's the craziest one you've written?
i do not. i don't generally love reading or writing them tbh
8. Have you ever received hate on a fic?
nope, but there's always tomorrow!
9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?
i sure do, but uh what kind? the um... the quick and snappy kind where you hope to squeeze at least a little heat out of those 600 words? idfk
10. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
not that i am aware of
11. Have you ever had a fic translated?
not that i am aware of
12. Have you ever co-written a fic before?
not that i am awa- wait, yes! i collaborated with my past self on not to keep, a shenko fake-dating one-shot that I wrote most of in 2017!! lol ok but like with other people, no.
13. What's your all-time favorite ship?
well that's not a fair question to ask. how about top three: mayo, solathi, and bethistair
14. What's a WIP that you want to finish, but don't think you ever will?
i mean there's always some hope, but.. arlathan!au. š„rip
15. What are your writing strengths?
being concise: i try to be efficient with my word choice, and cram a lot of characterization/meaning into a handful of words
i think i hit a decent balance of description, action, dialogue, and interiority?
giving certain sentences that satisfying cadence
im good at beginnings. fuck endings tho
16. What are your writing weaknesses?
dialogue. im a lot better than i used to be, but still struggle with it
i don't understand smut and it doesn't understand me
my stamina is shit!!! which is why i write small things and that works fine but when i occasionally want to write something long (beach fic my love) i get overwhelmed and discouraged.
im just.. not that creative lmao this head is empty
17. What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in a fic?
i do not do it, but all the best to ppl who do ig. hopefully someone knows how to do it well... once i read a longfic that did this sort of a lot and the translations were all in the chapter end notes on ao3 and it was such a PAIN to scroll down then find my place again
but i just don't do it bc im lazy :}
18. What was the first fandom you wrote for?
newsies lmao (which came out when i was 3! never been on time to a fandom in my life āš»š)
19. What's your favorite fic you've ever written?
uhhhhh well right now i am most satisfied with anybody's hands (pre-relationship mayo), but like the writing of be gentle with me (also mayo), but am most proud of nothing on my tongue. idk which would be considered my favorite.
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idk who hasn't been tagged yet but @thevikingwoman, @boshtet-juggler, @kittlesandbugs, @ladymdc, and @writer-ish, if you've done this will you pls tag me in it so i can see?? and the rest of yall if you got this far and have stuff on ao3 i am BEGGING you to say i tagged you pls i do not even care if we're mutuals or not
#ellster speaks#fic writer tag game#gotta say it bugs me there's no 20#these are the same ppl that leave the volume at 11 huh
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asks :))
what i have learned today is that yāall wanna get fucked by some monsters...
What does nostos mean? What language is it in? š¤ also I of course loved it, mind blown as usual queen
itās ancient greek! it means homecoming, the idea of a triumphant return home for the hero after a long journey. i found it through looking at the root of nostalgia. in this fic of course itās kind of a grim tongue in cheek play on it. the readerās coming back to the mountains, but sheās running away after a bad breakup, and the welcome she gets is... shall we say less than ideal haha
Just read nostos-
First of all as a person who reads monster shit- hell ya. Mhm. Thatās some good shit right there. That was DELICIOUS horror. It actually had me a bit nervous and afraid to read what was gonna happen next š³
Secondly- omg I wanna know what happened next (at the end) š know what I mean??? š¼
ANYWAY AS ALWAYS you never disappoint and your writing is fantastic (if/when you write horror yandere stuff again Iāll be there- frothing at the mouth. A+++++ work ILYš)
you want me to write the monster porn, just say it bby ghfjdkshgfjkd but ty
Omfg that fic was so good!
Did the readers mom know about monster kuroo?? Or was she just worried because of the previous murder? And did Kuroo somehow manipulate reader into coming back to the forest or was it just a big coincidence? (ššš there's no such thing as a coincidence)
Looking forward to your future work <3
ty nonnie!! i didnāt have the right space for it, but after kohsuke was ripped apart and eaten kuroo stayed by the readerās side until late in the night, only disappearing when he heard the readerās parents/search party approaching. they found her lying in pools of blood (and scattered half eaten body parts), shaking and unresponsive ā they knew no animal couldāve done something like that. so they knew something lurked in those woods, but considering the reader had repressed the memories, her mom couldnāt just come out and say it <33
You are an AMAZING horror writer!!!
The uneasiness I got from the conversations with the mom is just *chefs kiss*
A+++++
ahh thank you!! horror is such a hard genre to write because iām never sure if the suspense and everythingās gonna hit right haha
I read Nostos before going to sleep last night and at the time I was like āsure hope this doesnāt give me nightmaresā and thankfully it didnāt lol. But I think Iām willing to take that chance again because itās so GOOD and I think Iām just going to have to relive it ā @ohno-otome
fhdjgbfhjkdfn iām glad it didnāt give you nightmares bby!! but i also appreciate that haha, iām an absolute wimp with scary movies and stuff but i just canāt stop watching them haha
I just wanna say that I was listening to "You're a psychotic villain playlist" on youtube while reading Kuroo's oneshot and I can't explain the emotions I felt, but I'd let Kuroo do things to me asdfghjkl ā @itishebihime-samaforyou
ooh nice! sometimes the right playlist makes things doubly as fun haha
OH MY GOD!?!?! Nostos was soooo GOOD?!?!? Like it was so creepy (but in a good way), and scary and suspenseful!! And the ending!?!? Omggg honestly one my fav fics from you!! You did my mans Kuroo justice š„ŗšš
TYYYYYYY i was genuinely concerned i was gonna scare everybody off haha
Ah! The new fic! Chiefs kiss! Magnificent! Bravo!š§āāļøāØš§āāļøš¦š¦š¹š«
tysm nonnie!!! <33
iām pretty sure iām in the same/similar timezone as you? and i do be staying up late to be one of the first to read your fics (i usually stay up late anyways). so imagine my surprise when i see you post in the afternoon. in conclusion, whether you post to align with your european and american readersā timezone, my gmt+10 arse will still be one of the first to read your fics. also nostos sjdufigyyjf i have to admit, i recently just found out about monster fucking and nostos scratched the itchš« i feel bad for kohsuke though
bby i always post at like 2-4 in the morning please get some sleep!! the fics will be there in the morning lmao. i kinda low key forget about my aussie/gmt+10 followers because i think thereās like... 3 of you haha
Honestly if i could give u a dollar everytime i got off to your fics, you'd probably be rich by now
lmao the idea that people find my fics hot enough to get off to still blows my mind lol
your newest kuroo fic was so SO good!! its totally okay if you dont want to answer this so you can keep things ambiguous but is monster kuroo planning on killing the reader after he's...done with them
thank you, bby!! but no, monster kuroo isnāt gonna eat her ā heās had plenty of chances to do that if thatās what he wanted, but he has other plans for the poor reader
RHI, I WANT TO STATE FOR THE RECORD THAT I AM OKAY WITH MORE MONSTER FUCKING IN THE FUTURE. i also want to say im not a monster fucker, but that just feels like a lie at this point. okay, now that that's off my chest, i love it. the mystery, the connections of kuroo to a cat. kuroo's probably gonna go and batter around his prey once they're under his grip like my cat does. hopefully the reader will come out somewhat unscathed, if they are ever allowed to leave š love this, love how different it is, the way kuroo just tries to weasel in. very monster and yandere vibes, very you. have i said i love this yet?? id willingly let him get me drunk on his cock, maybe never leave the peace of the mountains again
āi want to say that iām not a monster fuckerā bby the denial will get you nowhere haha. just lean in and embrace it hgfjkdlkfgjnkdl ahh but thank you this is such a sweet ask ILY!!!
Omg omg the monster thing kuroo was in ur latest fic is so familiar to me abdhdmfnjfjf. I remember being told abt a monster with VERY SIMILAR characteristics to it (aka the not being able to go inside a house unless invited and using fire to lure ppl out) AND JFC IT TERRIFIED ME. Esp how when i told ppl around me and they didnt recognize what it was, but it was somehow known to the kid that told me abt it.
(Some ppl thought it was familiar but still didnt know what it was)
Do u know what im talking abt? Hopefully u do
-š„
GHFJDK so the monster in this is kind of based off the nekomata spirit in japanese folklore - they can appear like people, torment victims by reanimating the corpses of their loved ones, theyāve been blamed for forest fires, so it was just fun to use that as a basis and then go buck wild haha. anyway thanks for the ask bby!
Rest In Peace Kohsuke, you wouldāve loved Haikyuu season 5šāā @joyvstheworld
poor kohsuke deserved better, iām just mean to the ocās i throw into fics haha
Monsterfucking ā¤ā¤ā¤ā¤ā¤ā¤ a little annoyed you're making me simp for yan Kuroo though (a vibe tho tbh). You're so extremely talented!!!! &
This is probably a stupid question, but how did Kageyama react when he couldn't find y/n? How is life with yan Suga? I imagine probably awful BUT yknow maybe the stockholm syndrome set in fast lmao. Sorry, I'm going on a binge reading your stuff. - @oracleofdin
i will not apologise for making you simp for kuroo he deserves it the manās a snacc. and as far as your second question, sugaās a very caring, very smothering kinda yandere, so i guess in some ways itās better than what the reader had with kageyama but... pick your poison haha
That was so good. Iām so shook rn I canāt comprehend anything but how good that was and how good a writer you are
TYSM NONNIE!!! <33
Ok, so, I just read Final Girl and the lil' ticket addition to it and just---
Well, ok I've been playing Dead by Daylight a lot lately? And I'm just picturing Tetsu as the newest killer "The Trickster" and I'm positively RANDY.
Your writing is ALREADY thirst inducing and just as satisfying, but this has SENT ME- If you're not familiar, please...
https://youtu.be/iowkiPobYYQ
Understand my thirst. (I'd also like to clarify, I use a different skin for him that gives him black hair and he looks like Kuroo with an undercut.)
~ @the-casual-hedonist šø
i love how feral yāall got for final girl kuroo. like bo and akaashi had his fans, but i put a spiked bat in kurooās hands and yāall lost your goddamn minds and i love to see it. fghdjkvhfjdkls thanks for the ask bby
idk why but I love preggo reader as long as I don't pretend it's me š¢ā I hate babies n pregnancy anywhere else other than horny haikyuu fics
i think thatās a valid thing for a lot of fans. the idea of breeding is sexy, the actual getting pregnant and having a kid thing... not so much. but especially with non-con scenarioās, itās more about the aspect on control than the actual desire to have kids. but yeah, i feel you
Sorry to bother but uh was just wondering in fracture did Osamu kill his wife or was it actually an āunfortunate eventā ? Love your work btw!!
he most certainly did :))
LMFAO RHI i totally get not liking cheating/infidelity fics (towards reader) bc IT HIRTS ME SO BAD I CANNOT HANDLE THOSE.
id be reading fics those fics like: tf you mean my yandere aimt gonna baby me and only want me??š¤Øš¤Øš¤Øāļøā¼ļø
EXACTLY! listen i get that itās a fucked up fantasy, but in my fucked up fantasy you damn well better have the decency to be loyal smh
Finders keepers is the most beautiful thing I've read by you: I read it twice like I normally do and here's what I figured out the second time (that's when I analyze it and find the little tidbits of things that are much darker than they appear (: )
To start I LOVE THE DETAILS OF THEM NEVER TEACHING READER ANYTHING- at first I assumed "oh they might see her as a little sister or child or something" but realized thAT WAS THE ISSUE!! they infantilize her and isolate her from everyone but her group. the small details like that are what make the story amazing šš
ahh thank you so much, nonnie!! pls this is making me soft š„ŗ
I just wanted to stop by and say that I love your writing and I hope you're doing well!!! Drink plenty of water and keep up the amazing work :) but seriously you're one of the best fanfic writers I've seen on tumblr! I read your "Imitation" piece about kuroo and i keep coming back to it, it's so good! I did want to ask if you think it'd be possible for the reader to ever escape with the baby (or at least attempt to). Or if Kenma would "help" at all just to put an end to kuroo's antics lmao
kenma would in no way help the reader, and tbh by that point if kuroo did get her pregnant, sheād be far too emotionally dependant on him to actually even want to leave, but thanks for the ask!
You know who I think would be a perfect Yandere in the JJK world? Choso.
šØSpoilers AheadšØ
After being locked in a glass jar for however long he was, and all that happened with his brothers, I feel like he would absolutely never let his darling out of his sight. He would be possessive. Obsessive. And Oh So delusional. Sure heād be your anything - he truly is a softy - but to what end?š¤¤
choso would make an excellent yandere, nglĀ š
what au/troupe of your fav character(s) that you have written do you like the most?
(rlly hope this makes senseš)
i am always a slut for soulmate auās :))
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hehe my first week of school is over woohoo ~ i have to work on saturday which kinda sucks bc i like my job but since i had covid i didnāt work for like a full almost 2 weeks & my next shift is w two girls who i havenāt met yet. idk if iām gonna keep my job or not bc if i do i have to find daycare for koko on the weekend which would be out of my pocket which would mean iām simply working to afford the care he will need the days iām working lmao besides just daycare during the week. also that would mean not seeing him for even more time :( bc rn i have 5 classes and for the first few weeks itās gonna be in person and online but as long as covid doesnāt get crazy all my classes except one will be in person so iāll be spending all day at school & koko will have to be in daycare basically all day. so if i work on weekends then he will need a sitter and thatās just so much time apart & for whaaaat ya know. life is good though, iām never on here anymore bc tiktok has taken over my life in terms of social media lmao. and pinterest is my go to now for anything aesthetic related. if anyone even reads this, do you guys looove euphoria bc i LOOOVE EUPHORIA. rue is probably the character i relate to the mostā¦for obvious reasonsā¦also i have an appointment w my psychiatrist on the 26th and iām hoping she will be able to help me get something for this project thatās due the very first day we meet in person for my frameworks class and i hate public speaking w all my heart. iām like maybe just a cute lil kpin or a baby xan pls and then i hopefully will not lose my shit in front of these ppl that iām just now seeing for the first time -_- so far iāve only been to my math classes in person and i really like that class even tho iāve been behind in math since the 8th grade bc i moved in the middle of the school year, i like low key really like math. itās like a puzzle once you know what ur doing. and i need all Aās (maybe a b but preferably all aās) or else iām gonna have to like take the classes over again bc nursing major w a minor in women and gender studies 0:-) which is my 2nd fave class rn <3 during our zoom meeting ppl kept leaving the class & i couldnāt help but feel like itās bc they donāt want to learn about feminism and gender & all that stuff that is literally so fascinating!! life has been good tho :) iām supposed to go out with some ppl saturday night when i get off work & idk if iām looking forward to it that much mostly bc the last time i got drunk i was viciously hungover the next day to the point that i could barely move and i tried drinking lots of water & eating but nothing helped and i have to do some school work sunday so i rlly gotta be more chill this time around or else i will 100% regret it. okay iām gonna try & sleep now. night night
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Here it is. A Piece Of Borrower Content Written Entirely In Stream Of Consciousness:
AN: so this is incomplete and veryā¦needs revisions to the timeline to incorporate some things I added later! Itās the original universe that Miraās from! I edited it like Slightly to just change Rossās name to Ross (if u see Max anywhere thatās his old one I just felt like changing it so thatās just him but different. Anyway) Everything's under the readmore tab, cheers!
The Library Fairy:
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Basic Plot (Chrono, comic starts from human perspective abt the ālegend of the library fairyā ig maybe. Nothing here is permanent cept the characterization)
Part A
1- Mira is borrower currently chillin in a college library
2- She lives off of the cafe on the second floor nd reads lots and lots of stuff about everything when the upper floors close (lower floor open 24/7 but upper floors r vacant p much after 12:00 AM)
3- she starts getting increasingly curious about human stuff cos sheās literate nd books r pry neat
4- it starts one night when she spots an unattended notebook and a half eaten blueberry muffin, nd itās 12:30 so nobodyās coming back in atm (itās the 80s so no laptops for the plebians quite yet)
5- so she goes āwelpā nd takes part of the muffin, then sees the work on the page and goes āhmmmm this is incorrectā so she helps our and leaves notes here n there to point the kid in the right direction and puts down some book refs for further study bcos at this point sheās been there for 2 years and she knows where most things are
6- she stays behind to see if the human comes back for it, hidden in a hidey hole near the desk
7- human comes in, sees notebook, practically melts w relief nd stuffs it in his bag
8- next day human comes back nd leaves nother notebook and a cookie, along w a hidden camera
9- Mira goes āo boy, this a trap, innitā
10- Mira then decides āeh whatever I havenāt had contact w anyone in years now so I might as wellā
11- she steals the camera film nd leaves a lil scrap of paper saying ānice try ;)ā on it
12- student comes back, sees paper, goes ādammitā, then leaves note addressed to the ālibrary fairyā and another cookie, as well as more of their work for her to help with
13- bout a decade goes by and now the āLibrary Fairyā is an urban myth, itās currently 2003 so sheās also wound up on the schoolās unofficial Wikipedia page under ālocal cryptidsā
14- most library employees know of her but they donāt go looking out of fear stemming from superstitions bout her, somehow the legend grew from ācanāt be photographedā to āa student once saw her and died that dayā
15- thereās now a small shrine devoted to her where ppl bring offerings hoping to get good grades in return, sometimes they will leave papers for her to proofread nd stuff
16- new prof (named Alexei) finds online article thinks he Knows Whatās Up bcos he had a borrower friend as a kid, but they left when borrowerās fam found out about them knowing each other
17- he leaves note wedged in one of her secret entrances behind outlet, asking if she can meet w him at some point
18- Mira, already In it, goes āOkay. Alright. This has gone on for long enough. Time to go and never returnā but ofc sheās curious as all hell and like she decides she will at least honor the guyās request for a convo b4 she goes, but on her terms and w/o speaking face 2 face
19- they Talk in the library after hours, bcos he paid off the janitor to let him stay after hours nd most of the student employees recognize him as a prof nd leave him alone
20- they talk again for every subsequent night
21- she uhhhh finally decides to reveal herself nd prays that her hunch was right nd he wonāt try to grab her or anything
22- he doesnāt but sheās nervous so she winds up gettin caught in her own climbing rope like idiot, is now dangling from ceiling in tangled mess
23- he stifles chuckle nd she says smthn sarcastic
24- he moves closer and offers to untangle her
25- sheās like āpleaseā
26- so he do, but her grip on the rope slips nd he has to catch her
26- so now sheās in his hand and he just sets her down and now heās a bumbling embarrassed mess bcos he said he wasnāt going to hold her and he just did and o dear pls forgib him
28- nd sheās like ādude u just saved my life itās fine ur fine chillā
29- internally sheās going HOLY FUCK AAAAAAA but externally, her humanās already worked up enough as it is so sheās gotta b the level headed one
29.5- after a while they both kinda get used to each other more, he gets tenure, they celebrate, some more stuff happens, Aleksei got married (not to Mira, Mira hasnāt actually rly thought about being in a relationship w anyone cos sheās laser focused on gaining as much knowledge as possible)
30- eventually Alexeiās like āhey so Iām dean of faculty for the biotech branch now uhhhh would u like actual job teaching students? Cos, uh, you can do it remotely thru online lectures n stuff, no in person interaction, and I uh was just kinda wonderingāā
31- sheās like āyes. Yes!!! LET ME HELP PEOPLE OFFICIALLY KINDAā
32- so now sheās a professor, and has revealed her Secret a few times here n there to a number of the faculty, nd she has recorded her own findings in a personal journal
33- āhumans will treat u like a human if they think ur human first. The kids call it ācatfishingāā
34- enter Ross, an mall goth who accidentally tripped headfirst into a premed program
35- Miraās favorite field of study is bio so naturally sheās his prof for a majority of his classes
36- being the good boy that he is, he now knows Miraās secret. There is an Entire Chapter on him finding out and legit just continuing their conversation as if everything was normal bcos he thought that was how he was supposed to handle the situation
37- then she says āu can ask questions, u knowā heās like OH THANK FUCK CAUSE I HAVE SEVEN HUNDRED OF THOSE
38- and now he kinda knows what to look for in terms of ādo borrowers live here check yes or noā
39-in his apartment, the answer is yes and he mistakenly kinda stumbles upon the mom one night when he wakes up in the middle of the night for Snack and opts to pretend like its not happening. Unfortunately the thing she was trying 2 borrow (piece of crumb cake for Son Boyās birthday) is the thing he wants 2 eat so heās like āuh. āScuse me, maāam.ā and he peels back the saran wrap on the other side of the plate, takes piece, nd then leaves some there for her
40-so now the woman is like āwelp guess it time 2 Leaveā
.1- she and husband Talk
.2-they decide it best 2 go
.3-theyre Packing
.4-lil bab Ellie confused
.5-hawk attacke
.6-cut to Ross
41- Ross also happens to work at a bar and he goes outside for a break
43- he finds smal childāsmol smalāon the sidewalk and said child is missing an arm, nd has lost a lot of blood, so heās uhhhhh Losing It highkey
43.5-parents r nowhere 2 b seen, but the hawk is nearby and circling. Ross gets an idea of what just happened
44- he up and leaves work, thankfully his apartment is above the shop so he jumps up the fire escape w the child and
45- he make tourniquet
46- he calls Mira nd asks her 2 come over to ASAP. heās A Mess at this point
47- it is Very touch and go, kid needs blood, Mira is the only viable donor so sheās just gotta pray that the blood type is fine and wonāt kill him
48- and then eventually they manage 2 stave infection thru antibiotics properly dosed to his size, Mira does Math and Prays basically
49- ābout a month in, kid wakes up
50- kid doesnāt rember much since heās only 3
51- hes v scared of Ross at first but over time he gets used 2 the human
52- kid (elliot) starts 2 call Ross ādadā after a while
53- Ross: *internal screaming but in a good way*
54- the end kinda for now
Part 2
A- New Borrowers In The Building
āthree of em. paranoid dad, mom, nd daughter thatās Elliotās age so heās pumped
B- Elliot offers them a place 2 stay briefly
C- he knows by now bout like, how borrowers donāt typically interact w humans and Auntie Miraās a bit of a weird case so he just doesnāt tell em bout his dad being the human
D- the kid finds out first nd doesnāt tell the parents, but they figure it out later kinda and think that itās a āo god heās being kept as a petā sitch so theyāre >:| abt it
E- they move out and try to take Elliot w them (by force bcos they think heās brainwashed) but he escapes and makes it to Ross, whoās like āuhhhhhhā
F- and the mom come out the hole near the counter n starts yelling at Ross, who isā¦kinda used to it since Mira brings in ppl who need help from time 2 time and they typically donāt react well when theyāre lucid enough to understand whatās going on. Heās just not used to being questioned about his own kid
G- so theyāre like āWHAT DO YOU THINK YOUāRE DOING WITH HIMā
H- and heās like ārā¦raising him???ā
I- and Ellie steps up and heās like āthis is my dad. I decided he was my dad when I was three. Heās being a good parentā
J- and Ross is like āyeah what he said. Iām a good parent.ā
K- Ross is riding that high til the end of fucking time but like back to the story at hand
L- this is when the husband comes out nd is like ālissen. wifey. ily but that is a very big human and he hasnāt grabbed us yet so letās count our blessings and gtfoā
M- but sheās like āuh no we stay until Iām sure Elliot is Safe and fucking Soundā
N- so they stay for dinner nd stick around a little longer.
O- Val (the kid) gets closer 2 Elliot and also Ross a bit
P- Mira shows once or twice, first time she shows up theyāre like āoh god itās the crazy doctor lady this all makes sense nowā (bcos Mira does check up on as many borrower families as possible in her free time so word has got around by now Of her, and the number by which to contact her in case her services r needed)
Q- After a month or so, then they decide to leave bcos theyāre like ālook we get that ur son is ur son and he only has one arm and in our profession that is kind of a death sentence but we canāt have our kid getting used to dealing w humans who know about our existenceā so they go and leave on a kind of sour note bcos Ellie can do anything he wants to do just as well as any other borrower Thank You Very Much and Ross is ready to fite anyone who thinks otherwise
R- Elliot starts trying 2 b more independent, basically from now on heās like āI can do everything my Damn Self Thanksā
S- but uh he does it to a point where heās going out of the way to endanger himself
T- so they get into a fite about it and ross Yells and Elliot is like ākthxbyeā
U- and the boi just. Fuckin bolts. Runs Away. Ross is a Mess, he starts smoking again (he quit cold turkey the day he took Elliot in) to curb the depression, heās jus. Not doin good, worried that his son is dead and the last time they talked itād ended badly
V- FREEDOM!!!1! Except Ellie doesnāt kno how to take care of himself so itās a rough month or so and then he runs into some other borrowers livin in their own town in the wild ig, chillin, being hella independent, and heās like āuh yes ofc I will join u, I was w my dad for a while but.........ā he neither confirms nor denies that his dadās dead but everyone kinda just assumes.
Part 3
W-anyway a year goes by and then the borrower group gets hit hard w some kind of sickness ig. Elliot gets it too heās basically incapacitated n drifting in and out of lucidity. So. They contact the weird crazy doctor lady who hangs around humans, a.k.a. Mira, and sheās like āoh. fuck. I know this kid.ā bcos she does, u kno, and she jus treats em all for their ailment and shows them how to make antibiotic poultice thing in case smthn like it happens again. Mold. Penicillin is basically what it is
X-she and Elliot hav a Chat (Mira basically yells at him a lot) once heās fixed up and he decides heās gonna visit his dad but he makes it very clear that he is a Grown Up (heās not, heās literally sixteen), and he is living on his own now
Y- he agrees to stay for a week tho since he misses his home a lot tbh and Ross is just. Over the fucking moon to know heās ALIVE, heās not gonna fuck up their relationship by insisting that he stay. Or like, by keeping him ofc he would never
Z- unfortunately the borrower community put two and two together and figured out his dadās human so they have his stuff packed up when he gets back w mira, whoās ready to go the fuck off on them
End 1:
-Ellie is living at Rossās place atm and hopeful about the future basically. He eventually will go off on his own but heāll keep in contact w his dad and stuff
Part C.5
55- few yrs later
56- elliot is Adult now he does adult borrower stuff
57- he moves out
58- finds nice borrower gf (her nameās Tess)
59- doesnāt tell her about his dad being human but talks about his dad a LOT
60- so when she asks to meet said father heās just like āuh. Maybe we donāt do that actuallyā
61- and sheās like āy thoā
62- and heās like ābcosā
63- anyway she decides to look into it cos she knows he goes to see his dad nd keep in touch but his dad is allegedly āa recluse who lives in the big scary humanās walls to avoid other pplā
64- which is. Not true in the slightest tbqh heās def not an introvert heās just a workaholic and he Is the big scary human
65- anywho they run into Val and her wife and sheās like āhowās Ross been?ā And Elliot is acting Very Suspish so she, being Smart, calls it immediately and is like āoh shit u havenāt told her yet have uā
66- Tess: ātold me whatā
67- Val: āElās dad is a human, bro.ā
68- Tess: āIām sorry?ā
69- this results in a Big Fight and they separate for like, a month. Elliot blames Val bcos heās being irrational and doesnāt wanna admit to the fact that lying to his girlfriend for over a year was Real Bad Actually, but over time heās like āyeah itās my fault sry for snapping at uā cos he works thru his emotions n stuff
70- Eventually gf comes back cos sheās like āok so. I understand why you lied to me about your dad. It was a dick move but I do get it and I still care about you a lot. I would like. To meet him.ā
80- this is a lie she does not want to meet him she is doing this bcos she does not want to lose Elliot and that outweighs the fear of his dad
81- so they go to meet him but sheās just kinda. Behind the wall at first like āthatās a crazy big human this is crazy ur crazy itās time to gOā
82- Val is also there bcos she hasnāt seen Ross in a while
83- they eventually coax her out of hiding
84- and by that I mean Val picks her up and drags her out into the open by force bcos she basically freezes up the second she catches sight of Ross and Valās like āu didnāt come all this way for nothing, bichā
85- they have a Painfully Awkward First Meeting, Tess is trying her best but oh god heās just too fucking. Larg. Ellie ur dad too big
86- tbh tho the ice kinda breaks after Ellie and Ross get into a fight over smthn stupid (im thinking Elliot grumbles bout Rossās hair being unruly and heās worried that miraās using it like a personal storage system again and Ross is like āIāve been keeping better track of that actuallyā and then like a little line of paper clips and a few hand-bound notebooks tied together w some string fall out of his fucking mane and heās like āI can explainā
87- ādad you canāt keep letting her use your hair like a fucking NESTā
88- Tess is laughing now cos god damn this was not what she was expecting
89- thatās it the end it ends w Tess laughing at them being idiots good times r had by all
Uhhhh thatās it so far. I have More but itās kinda jumbled rn and I need to fit stuff in places. Anyway.
#was gonna make this into a comic lawl#if I like actually manage to get off my ass over the coming weeks I probably will be able to do that! but yeah#also this was once posted b4 and I deleted it but itās back now say hellow#Library Fairy#oc: Mira#oc: Ross#oc: Elliot#oc: Tess#oc: Val#oc: Alexei#anyway yeah here it is behold#the uhhhhh most slice of life thing I have ever created
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Ā Ā Ā i think i just sawĀ LUCILA ā LU ā VARGASĀ ride by on a golf cart . at least i think it was her . after all ,Ā CREDIT IN THE STRAIGHT WORLD BY HOLEĀ was blasting on the transistor radio . maybe she was on her way to work , i hear sheās aĀ PERSONAL TRAINERĀ . but she totally could have been on her way toĀ SNEAK IN A SMOKE AT THE GARDEN . guess weāll never know . youāll definitely know its her when you seeĀ LOOSE AND TANGLED HAND WRAPS , BUTTON BADGES ON VEGAN LEATHER ,Ā AND HEAR THE SHRILL SOUND OF BICKERING around the country club . letās just hope she stays off the green after hours or else the sprinklers will get herĀ !
( new muse, messy thoughts, u get the gist. pls know the views of this chara do not reflect my own.Ā the nameās katya, 21, she/her pronounsĀ &Ā im ready 2 party. feel free to hmu wnvr or drop a like to plot n ill com 2 uĀ ! xĀ ā oh n pls be a pal n read this quick disclaimer. tysmĀ !Ā )
BASICS
24 years old
15 april 1997
5ā²1ā³ or 1.55m tall
bisexual cis woman, she/her
aries sun, aqua moon, and aqua rising
love languages :Ā quality time & acts of service
BIO POINTS
kid oā divorce, lived w her ma in chicago til she was 6 then w her dad in highlands til 14 then back to her ma !Ā
def a daddys gorl. so used to her white popās leniency that livin w her strict latina ma durin her teen yrs was So Not Her Vibe ergoĀ * cue her rebel grrrl phase *
did not finish hs !Ā left senior yr 2 to go w herĀ ā radically progressive āĀ college bf toĀ [ insert dev country.Ā ]Ā they broke up after a few mos but she kept at that life for a couple more yrs
seen some places. lived in new countries. done some shit. some good, some sus, but all generally well-intentioned. tis a whole thing but u get the gist, nywy !
luās back in da usa by 21. rel w the ma is strained but the pa is chill w stuff, they kept in touch. he said shell get her college fund if she gets her ged so she does !
her dad is v active n stuff so shes just always been v sporty w him. lu turnin 23 w zilch plans worried him so heĀ implored her to get certified as a personal trainerĀ !Ā n when she did, he called in a few favors w a pal he knows et voilĆ Ā ! ur hired.
LU AT WORK
shes been workin at the country club fr a little over a yr now.Ā most her clients are influencer-type gals n they luv her bc shes can take rlly cute pics n stuff for content. lu sorta likes some of em n she fakes the rest for the bread. u can bet she clowns all em richies behind their backĀ Ā
unless she got clients, catch her runninā about the club n minglinā w the other workers. does it annoy mngmt ? yes. n she luvs that. but bc her soon-2-b-karen clients luv her n wont stand for her bein booted, she can milk that impunity
actually knows her shit n lowkey rlly enjoys the work. she picked back up the boxing n tae kwon do she did when she was younger plus she was always in the track team at school. v healthy lifestyle save for her smokin vice n the party moments
PERSONALITYĀ
passionate ! has lotsa opinions. helluva a drama queen, bit of a loud mouth, argumentative n stubborn but her heartās in the right place, albeit a lil misguided. comes w the whole activist bit, bitin her tongue just aint it. highkey makes everythin political n smtms gotta realize .,.,. it just aint that deep chief. some say shes needlessly defiant, but maybe thats a in the beholder typa thing ? fingers crossed 4 luās sake
fun, fun, fun !Ā can be real naggy but shes no buzzkill. wannabe anarchist-slash-mutineer who wants 2 stick it 2 the man !Ā get rowdy go crazy
fight, fight, fight ! goin back to the first bit, she talks big. esp w like ,, men n the whites lol. she can actually walk her threats tho she isnt actually violent. w arguments, she likes to start em but finishin is ... ruff.Ā also any dare, she wont back down in either doin it or arguin why doin it wld be smth-ist.Ā shes not the sharpest tool ok rip lu
loyal legend !Ā fr her friends n buds, shell turn a blind eye. pals r the only exception !Ā truly ride or die n will do errthng 4 em. v much a believer in the power of community n ppl needin ppl or wtvr, yk, all that stuff. shes mouthy but like, she helps pplĀ
hereās a brief blurb n a more coherent look into lu as a character
TIDBITS
lu can understand spanish but hers is a bit broken, tis her secret shame shhh
she doesnāt believe in the institution. any institution. u name it, shes got beef
pls dont fact check her she cant hear u
probs lowkey thinks shes better than u bc shes vegan
prefers 2 be calledĀ āĀ lu ā n ny1 who insists on lucila is dead 2 herĀ
comments abt her not lookin like a pt w her height n frame will result in an earful n a dramatic outburst. it aint worth it chief
watches lotsa sports w her pops. mostly indiv ones. mma, boxing, tennis, track, etc
dont ask me abt her principles n politics, i cant explain em either. v inconsistent n just messy at this point tbh but hereās a lil attempt ig
she drives a 2018 prius n lives in a p nice 1br apt outside the club
her momās middle class n her dad is almost upper-middle class. he isnt a member of the club but, like ,,, he cld be if he wanted to lol. he spoils her sm while she hasnt rlly Spoken to her mom besides civility, rip they both stubborn, tis a vargas thing
she is v much in a comfy position money-wise n dsnt hav much Need to hustle but sis does hav a couple of organizations she regularly sends some dough to so thats nice ig
she went fr grassroots activist to a veteran twitter/tumblr/reddit/wtvr ranter n a change.org gofundme petition regular. is it burnout ?Ā is she ok ? honestly who knows
WANTED CONNECTIONS /Ā TAKEN CONNECTIONS
found familyĀ !Ā pals n squad wanted. yāall gotta hav patience or ear plugs to power thru her self-indulgent mini-rants but shell luv ya back tenfoldĀ !
carpool buds ?Ā cld be a pal ! or maybe yall had a lil argument or small beef but lu still drives ym bc her pride ? said mother earth first even tho the tension n silly drama is funnyĀ
homies to smoochies !Ā just sum nsa makin out. cld be pals, cld be flirty, idk, but if u wanna kiss her shes probs ok w that
smoke bud ! just sum1 thats her go-to 2 smoke w on her breaks. knows not to call her out on how its not healthy fr a trainer yada yada she knows ok. let her live
an ex ? idk yet shes not rlly datey but thats out there
crushes !Ā this bitch hot but does she know how to flirt ? not rlly. watch her fumble
debate clubĀ !Ā aka sum1 she bickers w relentlessly. its valid, sum1 fite her. r u a worker or a club member ? either works. its a whole club bc she can have tons, lu can be hella annoying n testy
clients !Ā self-explanatory. do they get along tho ? lets find out !Ā
( im officially braindead now but if yāall got more ideas or think theres smth lu wld fit just lmk !!!Ā down 4 wtvr, wld luv 2 hash it out w yall <3 )Ā
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