#Please don't die

[hansoeii]

It was affection.

[rai-in-hell]

[mychemicalromancer69]

…WHATTTTTTT

[luna-di]

new gay hyper fixation dropped guys

(context: I binge watched venom and venom 2 over a international flight and now I'm a symbrock shipper) (the fact they released the trailer during pride month was no accident)

[sits-bound]

Bound: who will receive you in love's offices by @jtimu

Another suggested bind, this beautiful Drarry fic that I read (and recced) last week. LOOKIT THE CHICKEN.

Alas, it is nearly perfect, until I tried to fix a slightly wonky trim job and almost lost the last line on some pages. Do not fret, dear author, I shall be more careful with your copy!

Featuring: tattoo endpages, and runes as section dividers (IYKYK.) No, the runes I used don't mean anything, I just picked ones that were aesthetically pleasing.

Body font: Coelacanth Chapter headings, drop caps: Runestars Section dividers: Runes Cover: Metallophile Sp8 and Charcuterie Frames Book cloth: Erm, Lineco I think?

[theoneandonlynikki]

Arondir save me Arondir

[seekmemystar]

Why does everyone wanna kill themselves

[rabbitindemun]

Help

mh.. maybe not

I hope it helps you buddy

@fishy--friend

[modmad]

Happy 10th anniversary to a real one

(the legend behind this and many more classics)

[balcamisis]

Somebody to love is Will Byers coded

HEAR ME OUT (again)

Somebody to love by Jefferson Airplane would definitely be a perfect song for Will if he gets venca'd. It is also very byler coded.

"When the truth is found to be lies"

This can be seen as a reference to the ONLY time Will lies to Mike in 04x08 in the van about the painting. Also could be about any of the lies that people told Will (or even possibly some secrets that might come to light in s5)

"All the joy within you dies"

Will literally has 20,000 reasons why he should be sad, the kid went through literal hell, I don't think there's much of an explanation needed.

"Don't you want somebody to love... You better find somebody to love"

When Will says "I'm not gonna fall in love..." (LIAR)

He's in love with Mike, obviously, and him needing to confess but instead lying to himself, El, and Mike is constantly eating away at him. Thus, "[if you don't] find somebody to love" Vecna will win.

"When the garden flowers... are dead... and your mind is full of red"

SEASON 4 LAST EPISODE WITH THE DEAD FLOWERS AT HAWKINS AND WILL TOUCHES HIS NECK BECAUSE THE MIND FLAYER/ VECNA IS BACK AT IT!!!!!!!

"And your mind is full of red, don't you want somebody to love"

Honestly, the "mind full of red" is about Will being possessed/ being targeted (or even getting venca'd since the upside down turns red.) And who was there by his side every. single. minute. when he was possessed? MIKE. Mike being there for Will is what helped him go through all of this (and OBV Joyce and Jonathan, I'm not ignoring them.)

Love is what helps people survive venca.

"Your eyes may look like his"

When Will was possessed, his eyes stayed the same except of the colour. He stayed physically the same other than his eyes.

"But in your head... You don't know where it is... Don't you want somebody to love"

Will being possessed, loosing his mind and memories. He needed the people he loved to snap him back to reality with facts and good memories.

"Tears are running down... all running down your breast"

Will has always been "a sensitive kid" and was infamous for it. We still see it shine in s4, it's a part of himself that he can't get rid of but has to cope with. Male sensitivity was definitely looked down on in the 80s, especially in small conservative towns like Hawkins. Will would definitely see himself in these lyrics (it's also a perfect target point for venca.)

Running. My theory is that all "Vecna songs" are gonna have something to do with running one way or another (I need Mike's song to be small town boy SO bad.)

"Your friends treat you like a guest"

It's sad but true. Will was always different from all the other members of the party, especially in s3 (and s4 because he moved,) and has felt left out. Mike was the only one who got him, who didn't treat him like a freak or baby.

Mike and is the one Will needs to love (openly) to survive venca.

(Mike needs to show his love for Will to survive venca too and break the chains of internal homophobia caused by living in a small, conservative town... SMALL TOWN BOY)

[eclemon]

Me: *Having the worst week and it's just the end of January* One Piece 1106: *is a banger* Me: This has fixed my day.

[flos-viridis]

Well. I don't know what to say

"we'll never be the same again"

I almost started crying. I had tears in my eyes. Those are literally just kids.

14-15!! They're so Young

Imagen- no wait. Actually don't. Just don't.

On better news, I'm glad the grown-ups are providing help, as they should.

I know what's going to happen in the school. But nope not there yet.

I do hope things will be easier now. They don't have to hide anymore and the grown-ups can give them what they need and can't access alone.

I'm hopeful.

And still in denial.

Surely everything will be okay. Yeah. Definitely.

Let's see how that's working for me

[multi-lefaiye]

the job horror wip continues to evolve :3 also i found a bone shaped carabeaner at work and i stole it for my favourite lesbian. i also realized i somehow forgot to tell you the silliest thing thats happened at work so far??? this has happened over the last week

-was dealing with a big dog who is very strong. she likes to jump. try to put her leash on

-she jumps and her FAT BONEY ASS HEAD slams right into the bottom of my chin

-SHIIIIIIIIT that hurt bad but i got her leash on

-hey my jaw hurts real bad. gonna let my coworker know im taking the dog out tho

-erm. i cant speak. like i cannot move my jaw lols.

-I FUCKING RESET MY JAW???? idk if its dislocated bro so im using reset as the word

-it fixes itself after like five minutes tho so its fine, for the rest of the day its just making a popping sound when i open and close my mouth

-this has happened before tho so we ball

-yesterday im arguing with my girlfriend about the morality of severed dicks

-get so into it THAT MY FREAKING JAW DISLOCATES SLDSOKDSAOK

-shake it back into place

-stay super silly gang

ARE YOU OKAY??? HOLY FUCK

[yuutasdream]

Did you guys see the spoilers of jjk chapter 251?? Wtf

[humlase]

Being in love is so embarrassing, I want to scream at them in my native tounge until they leave me alone.

[the-sun-of-endless-ash]

final thoughts for today

look today sucked for everyone. But let's remember and allow me to restate do not harm your self do not kill yourself. The only things that come of that are pain for you and your loved ones. Remember it matters little who is at the very top what matters right now is your local politics and your loved ones those are your priorities. Ask for help if you need it no one deserves to go through life events like this alone. There will be a future beyond this no single moment in time has ever changed a single day of history. Time will go on. Those who can smile smile those who can't reflect on that. If you have no loved ones then tough luck I am your loved one now (pats your head)