#Please don’t judge me tho I really like it a lot
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So I got a BIG OL’ art dump today (my brain was filled with ideas at school today-)
H E R E
I was in the mood for some Cuphead-
Wally Warbles is nice to draw but I also have a HORRIBLE time drawing wings like seriously- I used references (like A BUNCH) and I think it kinda turned out alright, except for his STUPID RIGHT WING THAT LOOKS WONKY AS HECK NOOO-
I also drew Henchman and OMG I LOVE HIM- I love doing his expressions and just GAHHHH HE’S SO CUUUUTE!!!!! To say he’s my favorite character is an understatement, he’s legit adorable and I will love him forever 🤲💖
I also drew some ANTONBLAST too since, although the game hasn’t come out yet, so far the fandom’s been great and Anton and Annie are so fun to draw!!!!
The only thing I will admit is….. something I’m pretty scared to say….. (And what other people think of my opinion-…)
I think Anton x Annie is kinda cute?….
OKAY HEAR ME OUT- I like them in general and I honestly think they might look cute together, but I get if people don’t like it and that’s completely fine! I see people ship Anton and Peppino A LOT and I think it’s cute, but I like Peppino and Gustavo, which just leaves Anton alone so- what am I gonna do? Again, if you don’t like it, I won’t draw ANY ship art of the two and I’ll just draw them as buddies. But please express your opinion on this I would appreciate it and also I think it’d be nice what other people think about it! Thank you <:]
Also here’s some more sketches:
(This was fun to draw- I think it’s really funny- <XD)
#MAJOR ART DUMP#antonblast#Pizza tower#Cuphead#Anton#Annie#Peppino#Gustavo#Henchman#Wally Warbles#Skecthes#Funny Panels#Anton x Annie (?)#If no one likes Anton x Annie it’s fine#Please don’t judge me tho I really like it a lot <x/#Annie and Gustavo cause CHAOS-
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Could you possibly do a hobie brown with a big chested ! Chubby ! Reader?
Like reader doesn’t wear tank tops, belly shirts, hates when hobie tries to get her to sit on his lap, ect.
(Once again if you don’t want to do this request please ignore it)
(hey! Sure I can and shout out to my love @blair-the-juggalho for helping me with British lingo, my true love 😍)
Hobie Brown x Big Chested!Chubby!Reader
Hobie is very straight forward on what he likes, does not like and just what he wants in general
Your looks are not something that bothers him, he thinks you look amazing
He mainly likes you if you liked him, and for himself
Ya feel me?
He doesn't mind your style, he would like of you took a few of his clothes though
One of those guys who are melting at the sight of their partner in their shirt, and it looks like they're only wearing their shirt
He thinks you look absolutely beautiful
He likes having arm around your waist, hand on your hip or hand in your pocket
Or holding your hand while his hands are in his pockets
Very casual PDA like that
You being chubby doesn't bother him, really
He likes putting his head on your stomach or in your boobs
Falls asleep there many, many times
He's not one who's gonna like, touch you very badly or touch you inappropriately
Just little touches, and he doesn't mind if you don't like lots of affection
He isn't to big on big affection like that either so you guys go well
But he probably would like having you on his lap from time to time
When you told him you didn't like that he was a big bummed, but he got over it
In his words
“Right love, ya don’t have t’ do aught ya don’t wanna. I won’t be mad. But if ya think I’d judge ya for it ya must be mental. I love ya!”
(Don't come for me, come for @blair, I stole her British lingo and she helped me with this 🤫)
He doesn't mind at all
He wouldn't force you to do something you're obviously not comfortable with
However if it was because of insecurity or you feel like you're to heavy, he is very keen on proving that wrong
Would just have you in his lap to prove
He wouldn't tho if u actually just don't like it
Same thing with clothes
He thinks you look good in any style you wear
Either baggy, tight, dresses, skirts, jeans, anything he thinks you look good
Is always encouraging you and hyping you up from behind you as you get ready
Thinks you look nice in anything so he cannot choose
He encourages you to wear whatever you want, and as long as you like it so does he
If you think you don't look good in something or you think you're too big he is shocked
"Don't ya' say that!"
He is offended for you
#across the spider verse spoilers#across the spider verse x reader#spider man: across the spider verse#ac repair#spider punk#across the spiderverse#spiderverse x reader#hobie brown x reader#hobie x y/n#hobie x you#hobie x reader#hobie brown
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I feel bad for Roxanne (masm)
Tldr at bottom if you’re lazy lmao
Honestly, I feel bad for her, I don’t like Roxanne, and I never really have ever since her introduction, but since the most recent episode I honestly just feel bad for her, she got caught up in Sun and Moon’s whole thing with each other, Moon tried killing her when he went yandere even though it’s not her fault Sun liked her (I say liked since Sun basically confirmed he doesn’t like her anymore, he said it near the end of the episode).
I know Roxanne kinda manipulated (?) Sun into thinking she likes him back, and there’s plenty of proof for this, but that isn’t the point, I’m not defending Roxy since I still really don’t like her but I’ve seen her get a lot of hate as of recently because she was “ruining the relationship between Sun and Moon”
Like damn, some of these Sun x Moon shippers are wild.. I stopped shipping them a while ago when I realised it was kinda toxic (I don’t ship Sun x Roxy either tho.) I’m not saying all Sun x Moon shippers are like that and if you still like their.. dynamic? That’s okay, I’m not trying to judge anyone, but the point is that Roxy, even though she’s not really doing anything particularly bad, kept being targeted, not just in masm but also by the fan base.
I wanna say a lot more but it’s kinda hard for me to put it into words so I’m sorry if this little rant was kinda confusing-
I’m not necessarily hating on masm and what Davis and Reed chose to do as I think it’s valid how they went along with the ship, after all, remember what Dark Sun said? It was doomed from the start. I still miss how things were before Roxy, Foxy and Bonnie and it was just Sun and Moon and things were less chaotic and silly, but I’ll keep watching from afar to see how deep the story goes, even if I don’t watch every video.
Anyways, just wanted to put my thoughts out here, but please, whether you agree or disagree with my opinion or not, please do not go harass Davis, Reed, Flora, and Matt for any decision they have made with the series. If you don’t like masm, don’t watch it, if you do, keep watching it, you have free will. Please do not harass the creators and writers. They’re human like everyone else.
Tl;dr- I don’t like how Roxy kept getting targeted by everyone, SOME Sun x Moon shippers are kinda toxic, Sun x Moon was doomed from the start, None of this is Roxy’s fault (even though I still don’t like her), and whether you like masm or not don’t harass the creators for their choices. Ty for listening (or reading) (to) my ted talk:3
#moon and sun minecraft#masm#masm roxanne#masm foxy#masm eclipse#masm ship#masm au#masm sun#masm moon#masm freddy#the sun and moon show#lunar and earth show#laes#eaps#the security breach show#tsbs#eclipse and puppet show#tsams#sams#tlaes#tsams dark sun#tsams jack#solar tsams#tsams theory#tsams solar#tsams sun#tsams moon#tsams meme#tsams eclipse#tsams lunar
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⋆ ˚。⋆୨୧˚ Halloween Heartbeat Ch 2 ༉‧₊˚.
Read part 1 here!
A/N: hi guys! Part 2 :3 I hope everyone enjoyed part 1! And if you hadn’t read it yet please do!!! Also I’m probably gonna get part 3/last part out around the 1st or 2nd 😭 sorry it’s just SOOO HARD FOR ME to get motivation to write. But I hope you guys enjoy this part it’s kinda rushed SORRY BUT PLEASE ENJOY . (Also sorta proofread like I said I rushed it so if there’s any mistakes JUST IGMORE IT. PLEASE.) [update! I don’t think I’m gonna write a part 3 :((( just because Halloween is over and I feel it’s weird to make things after said holiday, but if you guys want one I will post it, it’ll probably just be a short rushed one tho… but more fics to come trust.]
Tags/warnings? Ellie x reader au , Halloweenish au, modern au, Halloween horror nights sorta, Dina + Jesse mentioned, established relationship, mainly fluff, mild smut near end, smut, makeout sesh (please tell me if I missed any :3)
“So yeah… we kissed and now we’re going out.” You say to your friends.
They just stare at you in awe. One of them speaks up.
“S—so you’re telling me. We took you somewhere you hate and you bagged a baddie like her for being a complete pussy…?!?!” One of your friends said and the others just nodded in agreement.
“Well I mean— yeah I guess that’s what happened.” You then scratch the back of your neck and your friends just chuckle and giggle.
“Woah you’ve really outdone yourself this time…”
You and your friends continue talking about Ellie for a few moments until she texts you telling you she’s outside.
“Ah! She’s here, I’ll see you guys later. She told me she was gonna give me a tour of some of the stuff. Well, wish me luck, 'cause it’s basically a date..!”
Your friends wave goodbye and you head outside. You and Ellie had been friends for about 4 weeks before you two started dating and now it had been about 2 since you guys began dating. Everything has been good so far, and you two just clicked. Ellie was so passionate about everything she liked, just like you. She didn’t judge you either, not for music taste, fashion sense, or anything. You had decided to wear a cute outfit for her. Cute bottoms and a nice top.. you even picked out this shirt because it was her favorite color.
You step into her beaten-down truck. She told you that this truck used to be her old man’s and that he and her liked to fix it up together.
“Hey beautiful,” Ellie says as she kisses your cheek, she was always such a gentlewoman. “You look good… very cute.”
“You think? I wanted to look cute for you..” you said with a tiny smile appearing. Ellie always knew how to give you butterflies.
“I know so, nowwww… let’s get a move on hm?” Ellie then starts up her old rustic truck and you guys drive to her work.
“Sooo Ellie, how does this work? You just gonna sneak me in the back?” You chuckle and she rolls her eyes.
“No baby girl, I don’t have work till 6. I just have some employee bonuses, you know since I’m the manager.” Ellie laughs and you guys pull into a parking structure special to employees.
“Wow. I’ve never been over here!”
“Well of course you haven’t dumbass.” You scoff at Ellie and you guys get out of her truck.
Ellie takes you in and you guys scan the tickets she has from working here.
“Soooo where to first?” You ask her holding her hand.
“I’ll show you some cool stuff from my Job.”
Throughout the first few hours, Ellie takes you around through back ways and helps you understand ways to get to certain rides within good time. She then stops with the whole tour and wants you guys to enjoy the day.
“Okay, so what ride do you wanna ride?” Ellie says holding your hand as you guys walk on the upper lot.
“Well, I don’t think I’ll be able to ride this ride here..” you tell her with a sly grin and, Ellie turns to look at you looking confused.
“What is it, not a ride that’s from this amusement park?” She laughs and is still oblivious to the dirty joke you told her.
“Ellie I meant— never mind…” you roll your eyes and the joke finally clicks in her head.
“Oh— oh! You meant.. ah— good one…” Her face flushes and she feels the heat in her face rise.
You then begin laughing at her and she feels like an idiot. You couldn’t help but smile at her embarrassed look.. the way she laughs and her face brightens up… it just makes you want more and more of that look. You guys begin to walk over to the Harry Potter section. Ellie told you that was her favorite..
“Jeez, it’s cold…” you mutter out, arms wrapped around yourself to keep you warm.
“Oh, you’re cold? Here..” Ellie then begins removing her zip up revealing a cute sweater. “I don’t get cold easily, I just like wearing jackets.” She then puts the jacket on your shoulders and you slide into it.
“Thanks, elles… you’re so sweet…” you then lean over and kiss her cheek, having her face brighten up.
“Ah, it’s nothing— just taking care of my girl…!”
Her girl? She’s such a dork… You guys walk over to one of the street sells men and get 2 butterbeers.
“Mmm, I love these! They were always my favorite as a kid…” You smile at Ellie and she chuckles.
“Yeah, you told me you used to come here often as a kid right? Well, I’m glad I can bring back the nostalgia for a good price! Gotta love employee perks huh?” She shoves you a little with her body and you roll your eyes.
Ellie and you go on with your date until it’s time for her to get ready. She takes you to the place in the back where she usually gets ready for horror nights.
“Sooooo, what look are you gonna do tonight?” You ask sitting on a chair near her.
“Uhh, probably just the normal one why?”
“I don’t know I wanted to see if you were gonna mix it up..” Ellie then turns to look at you and chuckles.
“Well we don’t usually mix it up, plus I’m not good at makeup so I usually just keep it plain Jane.”
You nod and watch Ellie get into her ‘costume’ which was really just pants, a tank top, messy hair, (which she didn’t need to do anyways…) blood, and fake cuts. While she was doing the makeup you just sat there on your phone. You don’t even realize that Ellie is picking out props and stuff. Once you look up you realize how.. how hot she looks like this?! I mean yeah you’ve seen her in ‘costume’ like 2 times, but never when she was your girlfriend. And damn were you glad this woman was.
“Uhh hey, you gotta a little drool there.” Ellie jokes as she realizes you’ve been staring at her maybe a bit too long.
“Oh uh heh— yeah…”
“Hey so I forgot to ask, what are you doing for Halloween?” Ellie asks as she continues looking through the props. The question almost goes completely over your head due to how you were eyeing her.
“Uhh I don’t know, usually ever since I started college I’d just go to my parents and pass candy with them.”
“…really..? God you’re a loser.” She laughs and shakes her head as she grabs a fake axe from her prop box. “Hmm yeah it feels like an axe night tonight—“
“I am not a loser! But why did you wanna know if I was free?” You then stand up and flick her forehead.
“Ow! Hey! Uh— I wanted to know cuz my friends are having a party that night.” Ellie rubs where you flicked and shoves you.
You end up shoving her back and she shoves you onto a couch in the corner of the room.
“Uh—“ you freeze looking at her. “Y—you said a party…” you try and distract her from the odd position you two are in.
“Y—yeah.. Dina and Jesse are gonna host it..” Ellie swallows and clears her throat.
“Y—yeah I’ll go… Well, what are you gonna wear?”
“Not sure… probably gonna be a werewolf.” She then adjusts herself on top of you.
Ellie was straddling your lap and you were sitting back on the couch, in the makeup room. You and Ellie haven’t been this close yet… it was new. You didn’t want her to get up though… she looked so pretty on you. Like a goddess that was made just for you.. how did you get this lucky?
“Maybe you should just go like this..” your hands travel up her sides, sending shivers down her body and the blood to her cheeks.
“You mean in my work attire? Yeah no thanks.”
“Aww, but you look so sexy…”
“Sexy?!? Do you have like weird attractions I should be worried about?” Ellie tries to hide her blush through a laugh.
“Oh haha. I’m sorry you just look good… your shift doesn’t start for another 20 minutes.. how about we have some fun?” You then lean closer to her lips and she leans down a little bit.
“Guess we do have time to kill..” Ellie replies as she leans down to your face kissing you passionately.
You groan into the kiss, your tongues dancing together. Ellie’s hips begin grinding into yours. Her hands grip your waist and travel under your shirt and they stop at your bra.
“Is this okay..?” She asks before her hands go under.
You nod as a reply, and she instantly moves her hands under groping your boobs and toying with your nipples. Pulling and pinching them between her thumb and index fingers.
“Fuck.” You moan out as you nibble her neck. Not caring if you leave hickeys for everyone to see.
A few more moments of this goes on until Ellie’s phone rings.
“Shit hold on babe.” She then removes her hands and picks up her phone as you pull your lips away from her, resting your hands on her hips. “Yeah? … ugh okay … be out in a sec, okay bye. It’s Jesse.”
“Let me guess gotta go?”
“Yeah, but hey. You can wait in here for me? Just don’t play without me.” She winks and you feel your face heat up.
“Whatever idiot.” You say with a laugh.
Ellie pulls herself off of you and she kisses your forehead. As she leaves the room your mind begins to wander. God you felt as if you were already falling in love with her. And damn were you looking forward to that Halloween party now.
#ellie williams fluff#ellie williams#ellie x fem reader#ellie x reader#ellie smut#ellie williams smut#ellie tlou#tlou#ellie the last of us
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It’s a Love Story
Pairing: knight Jeno x princess reader (somewhat love triangle with prince Jaemin tho)
Genre: Smut, fluff, angst? Kingdom AU, Royalty AU
Warning: NOT PROOFREAD, unprotected sex, mentions of death, war, mentions of bruises, poverty, heavy cheating themes and I am no way promoting it, but its not cheating actually, mentioned of pregnancy
Note: inspired by Taylor Swift’s ‘Love Story’ and also this was ling overdue im sorry :( please enjoy
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It was a beautiful afternoon to hunt and enjoy the weather to its fullest as you continue to not care wether everyone in the palace is searching everywhere for you. You don’t care. As long as you get to enjoy this so little freedom that you have.
Steady as you point the arrow, aiming it to the deer in front of you. Clearing your mind before you release the arrow. A successful kill.
“Good aim. For a second there I thought you will waste a good chance to shoot it, but I was wrong… My lady”
You turn your back and see an unfamiliar face. A face you’ve never seen before even inside the palace. He could be your new bodyguard, but judging by the looks of his uniform, he belongs to a different royal family.
“And you are?” You ask with a gentle tone.
“Lee Jeno, my lady. I am prince Jaemin’s royal bodyguard. We are here in your land for your family invited us so you and prince Jaemin—“
“Okay I understand now,” you said. “Has my fiancé been well?”
“He’s excited to meet you. Although I didn’t quite expect I’d meet you first before him”
“Well I should I get back,” but you looked at the deer you just shot, hesitating to leave it.
“Would you like me to deliver it somewhere? It’s not proper for a lady to carry a big deer somewhere “ Jeno offered. Completely aware of your plan for you were easy to read.
You came closer to him without hesitation with a small smile on your face and turned towards the direction where the village is located. “There’s a small village there, look for their leader and give the deer to him”
And as you were telling the directions to Jeno, the man immediately noticed how pretty you are up close, how you smelled like expensive perfume and how you value gratitude. He didn’t quite expect that he will not be immune to your charms.
Jaemin is really lucky to have you.
By the time you got back, you immediately changed clothes and soon welcome your guest with your parents. It wasn’t easy to swallow your pride, even though you told to yourself a hundred times already that this is your duty to your family. And that marrying prince Jaemin can give you and your village the protection you can’t give them.
But if you were given the chance to love whom ever you wish to… you will pick someone who is not just warm on the outside, but on the inside too. Someone who has a kind heart, and will stay forever like that. And someone who will love the real you.
“Am I making you uncomfortable?”
Jaemin politely asks, noticing how your mind was not present at the moment. Scared that somehow you feel that his family is forcing you to marry him. But to be honest, you can’t blame him. For prince Jaemin is already madly and deeply in love with you, ever since you two were first introduced to each other.
“You changed a lot— I mean… the last time I saw you were… I think we were only 9 years old and I already had a crush on you”
“Oh calm down prince, you don’t need to flatter me,” you smiled and took away his worries. “And no you’re not making me uncomfortable. I too want to give this a try”
But after that meeting you kept prince Jaemin waiting for months and never showed up whenever he tries to make time for you or even visit you. You always have excuses and you try your best to avoid him. “I think you should meet him before he goes to war, your highness” Your trusted maid said to you. “His family’s army is the one keeping this palace safe” she added.
And so you followed what your maid suggested and finally took the courage to meet Prince Jaemin. With a heavy heart, and with a strong reminder to yourself that you are only meeting him to thank him for his family’s protection. That’s all.
“Come in- oh it’s finally you… I uh, I wasn’t expecting you princess I’m so sorry for the mess” You watch prince Jaemin as he hurries and fix the room that your people gave him. “I look like a mess. I was working with some urgent matters that’s why it’s messy when you came in” he explains and stutters, but you can’t help but to notice he was blushing and smiling like a fool.
“If you’re this busy why do you keep on trying to see me and waste your time” you chuckled awkwardly. “Thank you for your protection for my family. If it wasn’t for you we wouldn’t be safe” you added.
“It’s my duty” he answered fast while keeping his eyes on you. “We are ready to go to war, but making peace and negotiating is still the best solution” but you have to leave this place— for your own good.
“What about my family?”
“”The future queen’s safety is more important” your father’s choice of words, not mine” Jaemin explained, scared that you might hate him forever, scared that you might change your mind about the marriage. “Jeno will take care of you while were apart,” he said without further explanations. He noticed that your mind was somewhere else, you are close enough for him to touch you and bid you goodbye but he won’t do it. Simply because he can’t.
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“You of all people knew that I can’t leave your side especially in times of war!” Jeno exclaimed to his friend. Yes, friend. Prince Jaemin is not his prince at this moment for he is getting angry as a friend. “I did not became a royal guard to babysit a princess—“
“You will guard and protect a part of my soul. Please do your job” Jaemin teases his friend.
“Part of my soul my ass, you’re not yet married— I’m not even sure if a wedding is gonna happen eventually!”
“Jeno please” Jaemin pleaded and tried to calm his friend. “You and y/n may not know each other yet but, she is the future of two kingdoms… and I love her”
“Love? You haven’t touch her yet, what you’re talking about is infatuation”
And that is the end of the conversation between the prince and his royal guard. Which of course Jeno followed what the prince commanded and escorted you secretly and away from the war and was forced to live a simple life. No servants, no expensive clothes, no palace… but you have first class protection.
At least you’re not forced to mary Jaemin sooner or later, you thought.
Maybe this escape is a blessing in disguise, you thought.
Maybe Jaemin would change his mind and decide to mary someone he loves too.
But amidst all these thoughts and all the time you devoted to overthinking, you can’t understand why Jeno, the guard you met in the whom you thought was nice and friendly, is suddenly cold as ice towards you. You’re not stupid. You can see that he is annoyed whenever you call his name, whenever you start a friendly conversation, and whenever you try to confront him.
“I just checked the house and it’s safe now” Jeno said after making sure the place was safe for you, but to be honest he wasn’t sure if it is comfortable enough for a princess.
As you enter the house, it was cold and old. Dust was everywhere and it’s like a shoebox you thought. Not to mention the company Jeno has is not that warming, unlike your first as time meeting each other. It was as if he is a totally different man right now. Oh you can’t wait to leave this place.
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Days
Weeks
Months
Have passed by quietly and uncomfortably. Your relationship remains the same and to be honest this has been that saddest you’ve ever been. Jeno got a job at the market, it was a tough job but he needed to earn money for the both of you. And when he comes home, he’s always tired but still he makes you dinner even though sometimes he skips meals just you can have a heavy meal.
And living like this made you feel that you’re such a burden for Jeno. You can’t do anything around here, even though you’re capable of doing anything. He just doesn’t know it yet.
“Jeno…”
You bravely whispered during his sleep. You noticed that he was tired today and forgot to make you dinner, but you don’t mind.
“Mmm?” He weakly answered.
“I want to go home” you said, even though you know the answer already. But unexpectedly, Jeno woke up from his sleep and got up real quick from the mat on the floor and went outside.
For Jeno, he’s sick and tired of all your whining… not knowing what you really feel. He felt small and most of the time not enough because this is only the life he can give you. Well, not that he have much of a choice, “You’re not even my wife, but I act like I’m your husband and everything I do is still not enough” Jeno murmurs. But little did he know… you followed him so you could apologize and hear your side.
But anger got the best of you.
“Well I didn’t told you to do such things! And more importantly I didn’t asked to be with you! Your prince insisted!” you exclaimed, and to his shock, Jeno burst into anger too and yelled at you.
“Well, do you think that I wanted to guard you? Who would want to be with you? All you do is eat, take a walk and be a burden! Future queen? You can’t even do anything let alone run a kingdom”
And that made your heart broke.
Weeks passed by uncomfortably again but this time it got worst. You secretly found a job as the town sweeper at the market and pay for your own meals to feed yourself. And whenever Jeno comes home, you leave the house and sleep on bench at the garden.
One night, you were gravely tired and your hand had bruises and redness all over. Jeno couldn’t just let you sleep like that. He immediately cleaned your hands and feet, and let you sleep soundly and comfortably.
The next day, hi efforts and kindness weren’t unnoticed. To give back, you prepared breakfast for the two of you before you two leave and go to your respective jobs.
“I think you should stop working- this type of work… isn’t for you. I’m sure there are a lot of other jobs there… just not this one…” he bravely asked of you. This time you see the worry in his eyes while he looks at your hand. You understand where this is coming from.
After that wonderful peace making, you and Jeno had nicer days and eventually you two became nicer to each other. At the end of each passing day, you two have long conversations until one of you sleep. A way to know and learn about each other. Suddenly each other’s company is all you need, and as days go by you two noticed that you’re becoming very close even sometimes physically close. You are now comfortable lying on Jeno’s lap while you read a book. Jeno can now pull you closer to him whenever he feels like being overprotective. You two have become incredibly close and slowly falling in love secretly in each other.
And that is a problem.
Soon you found a decent work at the town nursery. And everyone in town thought you two were a married couple… and you love how Jeno never deny it. He was happy and you can see it. And you can’t help but to be happy too because… now you know that your feelings are mutual.
A few months passed by, you and Jeno enjoyed your relationship to the fullest as if he wasn’t here to guard you and do his duty and you weren’t this precious gem of a huge kingdom. But whenever Jeno thinks about the reality, he just shook his head, look at you and thank the heavens for this given time with you. The future can worry for itself someday, he thought.
“What if we never go back?”
He murmurs while he hugs you tightly with his strong arms. The night was quiet and only the crickets from outside are the ones you can hear. You smiled sweetly and kissed his lips without warning just because you wanted the night to be even more beautiful.
That was your first kiss together.
His eyes went from sleepy to fully awake in no time and returned the kiss too. “Never going back isn’t such a bad idea” you tell him while raking his hair away from his face.
“Then let’s forget everything about them and start a new life together. What do you say?” He happily reached for your hand and kiss it more.
“Not until you ask me to marry you first” you bravely said to him.
“Oh I will- Oh Y/n you have no idea how much I want to spend the rest of my life with you” he said proudly, rolling on top of you and keeping you closer. His face was so near from yours, lips almost touching but it didn’t bother you.
“Have I told you that I started loving you the day we met at the forest?” He whispered softly and looked at you lovingly. His face was so calm, he looked so happy and you have to admit… you’ve never seen him happy like this.
“You’re suppose to protect me” you teased him and made his eyes roll. You let out a giggle and this time, it’s you who rolled on top of him. His body was hard as a rock, but his skin was soft, imperfect because of his battle scars but somehow still beautiful.
“Don’t get me wrong, I’m still protecting you,” he smiled and hugged you so you could come closer to him. “I’m protecting you in a different way now. I’ll protect you how a husband protects his wife,”
And from that moment on, you opened your heart for Jeno and Jeno only. Not thinking about Jaemin, not thinking about your family, not thinking about your responsibilities. He made you happy everyday, and even more happier the next days. Who would have thought that you will find love in the most simplest form. Back when you used to have anything and your life is full of riches, even the most expensive dress or perfume cant please you. But now that you have a simple life, the milk, bread, meat to eat that Jeno puts on the table every morning gives you so much joy because you knew how much hard work he has put into just so he can afford and food and feed you.
You’re happy and there’s no doubt about that.
One morning, when the sun hasn’t come up yet, you heard Jeno keeping himself busy at the garden. At times like this, the Earth was still quiet and peaceful, as if only you and Jeno has the world for yourselves now. You ask him, “what are you doing up so early?”
“Did I wake you up? Sorry,” he was obviously in a good mood. You see him making two garden chairs, one for you and one for him. He made you sit on your chair with a big smile on his face, excited and very happy. You wonder why
But suddenly… he pulled a small silver ring from his pocket and bend down on one knee.
“I’m sorry if this is all I can afford for now,” he was still smiling and happy waiting for your answer. Of course you said yes and went on the ground with him. As much as it hurts him removing the ring Jaemin gave you, he didn’t care because all he could think of is you.
The ring was simple but it weighs even more than that diamond ring Jaemin gave you. It weighs even more because you know how Jeno loves you and how it’s never going to be easy for the both of you if ever you go back.
As your lives went on and only beautiful days were happening, you couldn’t help but think about the future because you’re sure that you wouldn’t last a day without Jeno’s hugs, sweet and sincere kisses, and his love.
“What are you thinking?”He kissed your hand one too many times until his kisses became even more inviting to get your attention.
“I was just thinking about the future- maybe it would be easy for us to be in love if I was born a commoner right? Why do I have to be the queen” you sigh and came closer to him, he smells nice as always warm akin, strong built. As if nothing can tear you apart as long as he’s holding you like this.
“Don’t think about it” he smiled softly and put away bits of hair covering your face before kissing it. Then he started slowly with his hands creeping under your dress, all the way up to your underwear, slipping his cold hand inside it and tease your wet slit which you love. You smiled at the feeling of his rough hands against your skin, inviting him more to come to you by spreading your legs wider and pulling him closer.
He helped you remove your dress and underwear, you help him remove his trousers and well, he stopped you from removing his underwear, “you’re not fair” you protest, but he just continues to take the lead in bed, completely knowing that you dont know enough. He started making you weak by his soft kisses around your body, his hands is roaming around your thighs as well making sure that he has your whole attention.
“You’re beautiful. So beautiful” he whispers and started to touch your body in a way that is very new to you given that youre a virgin. You let out small sounds of approval, moaning his name deliciously which he love. Later on you feel him slowly going down on you, kissing your lower abdomen until he reaches your wet slit and lick it softly up and down. Of course you were shocked to the core that you immediately tried to get away from him but he only smirked and said, “you’ll love this trust me” he then kissed your lower abdomen again softly, all the way down to your wer slit, kissing is again like its your lips gently and careful not to schock you again “better?” He asked, you nod. And when his tongue made contact to your slit again you were back to moaning to hard and letting him know that you love it through your sounds. Of course, by the time you cum, he was teasing you for loving it, looking so ruin beneath him.
“Ready for the main event princess?” He whispered softly beside your ear, kissing you neck while you feel him spread your legs and tease your slit again. You giggle and put both of your arms around him, returning the kisses he gave you and making him feel good too. “You learn fast” he says while removing his underwear. And as soon as he was naked, you can feel the bulge on your thigh and he’s hard as a rock.
When he finally lines his cock on your hole, you felt nervous but at the same time excited and it’s obvious. So obvious that Jeno needed to reach for your hand and whisper “dont be nervous, this will feel good I promise”
And so you trusted him and let go. Of course it hurt, the stretch was giving you pain because he was so big but he was right, it feels good. Oh so slowly he was making you remember every second of this moment, kissing you from time to time and whispering sweet words. Then suddenly he removed his cock and began kissing every part of you, you don’t know why he’s doing this and quite frankly you miss him inside you already. “I know what you’re thinking” he teases you and gave you a few more kiss on the lips before he pushes back in slowly. This time it was far more better and the stretch felt good it’s addicting.
He thrust and thrust until he found your sweet spot, hitting it over and over again, making you moan while begging him to stop but you didn’t mean that. You love what he’s doing. And when the time you started clenching around his cock he knew you’re close to your release, he went closer to your body, fucking you close. He was looking at your eyes while you catch you breath and feel the tingle in your toes. He was just smiling sweetly with lidded eyes while watching you catch your high, until you feel him go deeper and faster, you couldn’t take it anymore but he was the one catching his release this time. He pulled you in for a hug, caging you with his strong arms and release a good amount of cum inside of you.
Both of your bodies are hot and you’re both catching your breaths with a smile on your faces. When Jeno’s cock gone soft immediately the white fluid from your hole was dripping and only one thing was on his mind that time. If he gets you pregnant, he will never return you to your family.
On the same night, you two talked until the sun comes up and make love for a couple of times again. It was the night you two started dreaming and planning for your future, he told you how he wanted to take care of you for the rest of your life and build a home with you. Somewhere your past cant find you. And you love that idea even though that mean abandoning your crown.
But just as life became even more sweeter for the two of you, an unexpected visit ruined your lives changed it in a matter of minutes.
The general of Jaemin’s army came to deliver the news personally that Jaemin did not make it through the battle field which made Jeno furious and angry that he started to punch the wall and hurt his hand. Screaming and blaming himself for not protecting his friend in times of need. You cant blame him, they were best of friends.
“This is all your fault!” He shouted towards you. And suddenly all those happy memories you had with became pointless and useless. It hurt you, his words hurt you but all you can do is stand up for yourself.
“Please bring me home general” you said sternly and made your way out. The general immediately followed your command and did not let Jeno come near you even though he said he was sorry and he didn’t mean what he said.
“Respect your future queen. Whatever happened in this place will stay in this place. Don’t tell a single soul about your relationship here— I can’t believe you betrayed your friend Jeno. Now go home! I will bring the princess back”
After you came back to your kingdom and family, you still can’t believe that Jaemin sacrificed his life to save your kingdom and his while you were secretly loving Jeno. What kind of queen are you?
You wanted to be alone. And so were left alone for days, even weeks.
The kingdom was healing and you wish you were too.
Until one day, you got sick and the word traveled fast around the kingdom. Everyone got scared because they thought they will lose their queen too. But one person was worried sick that he can’t calm himself until he sees you right before his eyes.
Jeno sneaked inside your room one peaceful night just to make sure you’re alright. Of course when he saw that you’re weak and sweating in your bed he didn’t think twice and came closer to you. He kneeled beside your bed quietly which made him recognize the ring on your table. He slowly grabbed it and tried putting it on your finger again while he feels his heart break slowly. “Why did you remove it?” He asked softly while asking you in your sleep, but you opened your eyes slowly and weakly tried to sit so you can see him better. Of course he helped you, he still cares for you.
“I didn’t mean what I said- please believe me, I love you” Jeno whispered and kissed you, oh you miss him.
“Did it ever cross your mind that maybe you’re pregnant?” He added with hopeful eyes, but even though you returned the kiss and you’re happy to see him now, this time you know that leaving your crown is not a right thing to do.
“I am not. The doctor said I was just sick,” and there Jeno just nodded and thank the heavens that it wasn’t a serious health issue. But he was really hoping that you were pregnant because that is the only way he could stay in your life. “I need you to protect Jaemin’s family and be their protector-“ you added but just before you could finish what you were about to say he cut you off and immediately got mad.
“So this is it then? You’re just gonna throw me like that, huh? Now you can command whatever because you’re queen?”
And just as you thought… he will hurt you with his words again.
“I love you. That’s why I’m like this. Please don’t send me away. I can love you from afar, but please this is too much“ he scoffed and begged you in his tears, reaching for hand and kiss it like how he did the first night you two made love, “do you understand? I can’t accept not seeing you everyday”
“You won’t like it when you see me marry Mark Lee”
And that is it.
You didn’t want to tell him but you have to.
“He’s not a prince, Y/n… i don’t understand… he’s just rich” Jeno rambled.
“But I need a husband soon and he’s a good person,” you said weakly.
“You’re not being fair! Im not a prince too and you loved me!” He was crying already and not letting go of your hand, “please Y/n”
Tears in your eyes were falling as you remove the ring and hand it over to him.
And then you wake up.
Your phone was ringing and the rain was crazy.
Jeno’s arm is around your waist and he was sleeping soundly, he didn’t even had the time to change his clothes. Maybe he was that tired you thought.
“You were crying in your sleep, why? I was worried I tried waking you up then I fell asleep, I’m sorry” Jeno said in a very tired voice.
“I had a really weird dream” you said honestly.
“Tell me” he said and pulled you closer,
“I was a queen and I was supposed to marry someone that is not you. Then we cheated and tried having a normal life together but still, destiny is not on our side, so I made you leave me”
“Well that’s some, love story shit baby haha” he laughed and hugged you tighter. “I’d love you from afar even if you throw me away and come back over and over again. Got that?”
You nodded sweetly. Happy that it was only just a dream.
“You’re mine, even in our next lives” he added
#nct smut#nct imagines#nct scenarios#nct fluff#nct x reader#nct dream smut#nct jeno smut#jeno smut#nct lee jeno smut
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Natasha x Y/N Bike Ride & Summer Sunset
Note: this is my first story and I’m kinda proud of it, don’t judge me please
Y/n didn’t really like Summer, she preferred Autumn, so did her girlfriend Natasha, going on short or long walks together, hat’s and gloves on, walking Hand in Hand admiring the different shades of red and orange of the leaves on each tree as they fall to the ground making a somewhat satisfying crunching sound as they were to walk on them. However one thing they both liked about the summer was the sunsets they got to witness with eachother, it was beautiful and calming for them both which also brought memories that they’d treasure.
It was the evening in the middle of summer, it had been a hot day as what you’d expect from the season and you and Nat were getting ready for a bike ride up to the cliffs. Nat was really pationate towards bikes, you’d admire every detail she’d tell you about them, she recently got you intrested in them as well so you asked if you could ride with her at some point and today was a good day for it. Nat had bought you a helmet ready for the Occasion. You were nervous, even a little scared as you’d never really been on a bike before but that slowly faded away as she led you by the hand with the sweetest smile on her face out through the front door and onto the driveway were her red and black motorbike was, you loved the way it looked as it was also a combination of your two favourite colours.
“It might be a bit of a tight squeeze at first but you’ll get used to it” Nat said preparing the helmet for you.
“Can you breathe in these things tho?” You asked which made the redhead laugh which had that raspy tone to it causing you to have butterflies, you loved her laugh.
“Of course you can, it’s to keep you safe after all” she replied.
She tucked your hair behind your ears and placed the helmet on your head and adjust the strap to make sure it was nice and secure.
“Makes your head feel heavy doesn’t it? I feel like one of those cute bobble head things” You said bopping your head up and down making her chuckle again.
“Oh I do love you and whatever happens in that head of yours” Nat smiles at you, making you thankful that you had the helmet on so she wouldn’t see the redness on your cheeks.
“Is it easier to ride one of these than a car?” You asked looking down at her bike.
“I’d say so, I mean you have to make sure you have your balance correct so in some ways it’s like learning to ride a bike from when you were small, except you have all the engines and mechanical stuff” she says which makes you laugh.
She then puts on her own helmet and gets herself on the bike patting the back which Signals you to get on.
“I will be Safe Right?” You ask the fear coming back to you.
“Just as Long as you hold on tight to me Detka, you’ll be fine” she replies softly.
She turns the bike on and starts moving forward which Alarms you a little so you make sure that your definitely Holding on to her. She continues to ride of the driveway and down the road, you look up to the sky and notice the sun was starting to set, you look up and the fear starts to go away again.
“Could we go to the cliffs? We can get a good spot of the sunset from there, it’ll look beautiful” you ask.
“Exactly what I was thinking” Nat says.
During your ride you begin to become more comfortable and relaxed as you drive past the city and up the hill to the cliffs, you could both see how Pink and red the clouds were getting and wanted to get there before it was to late, luckily you had quite a bit of time so you managed to get there.
Nat found a spot to park in a small parking lot nearby. Nat took her helmet of to reveal her face that you loved and her gorgeous Copper hair which of course was braided and took a breath in of the air as she began to take your helmet of to.
“Ahh there’s that gorgeous face that I love” she smiled softly at you as you blushed as she cuffed your cheeks with her hands.
“Right we better get there quickly before we miss it, I can see it from here it’s beautiful” Nat says as she takes your arm once more and runs with you down a path leading to the cliffs with the view of the sun setting over the horizon of the water which you both found breathtaking.
“They just keep getting better” you say admiring the view .
Nat had already sat down but you didn’t want to miss the chance of taking a photo of it.
“If you were payed to take pictures of each and every single sunset you’ve taken, you would be rich by now” Nat chuckles again.
“I should have been a photographer, but fighting Bad guys with you and the others is also good I guess” you joke as you sit down next to Nat who pushes your arm a little and laughs again.
“I could do this forever, just us two up here, it feels like a dream” you say resting your head on her shoulder.
“Same, where else am I going to find a view like this anyway, it’s amazing and something I know I’ll never forget, it’s even better since your here as well” Nat says facing you planting a kiss on your lips and then gazes out to look at the view again.
“Nat?” You ask.
“Yes malysh?” Nat says softly again.
“I love you, you know that right?” You say.
“Yes, I love you to Detka , with all my heart always forever” she says kissing the top of your head as you both cuddle one another enjoying the moment as the beautiful scenery lead into the night as the stars appeared.
#natasha x you#natasha x y/n#natasha x reader#marvel#marvel pov#natasha romanoff fluff#bike#bike ride#natasha romanoff x reader#natasha romanoff x you#sunset
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Impossible love…
Autor’s note: hey, it’s my first time so please be indulgent ;( + English isn’t my first language so sorry if I made some mistakes
Warning’s: age gap, a bit smut but not really
Pairing: Na’vi recom Miles Quaritch X Na’vi female recom
Context : so ur parents worked at the RDA, they had quite an important post and where good friends with Miles Quaritch. U used to spend a lot of time at their work place and sometimes even with Miles when you where younger. Because of that, when you were old enough you decided to work there, mostly to satisfy ur parents. You joined the military squad with the help of Miles Quaritch since you had spent a lot of time there and where quit good .But your deepest secret was that you kinda always had a crush on Miles Quaritch, but you always pushed back this felling since he was way to old for you.But everything changed when the two of you became an avatar and had the exact same age (20y) .(Btw you never really supported the actions of the RDA but you wanted to please ur parents so bad that you never really cared ).
Hope you will enjoy :) !
Soo let’s just start with the beginning (when they become na’vi).
You have just woken up from a 6 year sleep lol. Got ur self adapted to your new body, even tho it was weird being in a 2,50 meter body and looking like a cat . You were a bit lucky because turning into an avatar didn’t affect ur beauty , in contrary to Fike or Brown. You looked like a cute little kitten, plus you were much shorter than the other members especially Quaritch who was almost 3meters .
Anyway. It’s morning u woke up (again lol ) at 5am, got ur self ready and went out to get breakfast with the others team members, u were quite exited since u will finally see everybody , especially your colonel ;). Once there , you are stunned of how amazing Miles look,you didn’t expect him to look this hot , and judging by how he looks at you , you know he is felling a similar felling . But anyway, you seat at the table eating your breakfast like everyone , catching up with everyone, bla-bla-bla
You can’t get ur eyes of Miles, butterflies flying in ur stomach and face turning red as you are sat right in front of him , but try to control ur self, then u just zoom out… thinking about what he can do with those long ass fingers…. Then you hear an loud clap ! , making you jump , you realise it’s Quaritch looking straight into ur eyes . You feel everyone eyes on you , u feel so intimidated that u just say « if u will excuse me . » and leave the table. Everyone looked confused but u just felt ashamed of ur self… even tho ur body’s had the same age it still didn’t felt right. You rushed to your bedroom and cried ur heart out, how could you be so disgusting, it wasn’t even a man your age… even if he technically was ur age you knew he would never want to be with a girl this young. It was an impossible love….
Then suddenly you heard a loud knock from the door, ur ears tilted and you wondered who could it be ?
«I know u are in there » you heard Colonel deep voice
« and I can hear you fucking cry » he said with a little chuckle.
« GO AWAY » you said with a broken voice
« What seems to be the problem sweetheart ?» with a calmer voice he said this time
« I don’t want to talk about it..»
Then to your surprise the door slid open? U didn’t know the colonel could have access to any bedroom? Anyway, the colonel walked straight to you with a worried face and sat on ur bed next to you
«What is it baby girl? You know you can tell me anything »he said it nicely but still with an deep voice
«i know… but honestly you are the last person to who I wana talk about it, sorry…»
He’s brows furrowed looking down at you
OHH GOD HE WAS SOO DOMINATING BUT SWEET AT THE SAME TIME, the tears that were flowing down my lips now where flowing down my iner thighs !
«don’t be sorry it’s ok, I understand . But you know this turn on my curiosity even more »
GODD hearing his deep voice didn’t help a bit ! Then he sucked hardly the air in his nostrils as a confused expression formed on his face
«WTF is that smell ??»
«UHHG I don’t know? »your legs closed firmly hopping to stop ur slick from smelling
«cough*…we got a meting in 30min don’t be late sweetheart »
Your face turned soo red as he left you just felt too embarrassed to what just happened, u sure weren’t going to look him in the eyes for a while now , to scared that he understood…
GOSHHH U WERE A MESS (´༎ຶٹ༎ຶ`)
You wanted his dick so deep in ur pussy…but gosh you couldn’t masturbate you didn’t have time you first needed to clean this messy face…You wore an flowers smelling deodorant hopping that it will cover up the smell of ur wet pussy…
Ohhhh what an unlucky girl u are because na’vi have a wayyy more developed smelling ability and girl they will notice it ;)
Sorry it’s not really interesting but wait for part 2 ! If you are here for the smut you will get some but not too much(for the moment 😏)
#avatar#miles quaritch#colonel quaritch#miles quaritch smut#hot daddy#avatar the way of water#miles quaritch x reader#avatar the way of water imagine
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𝐵𝒾𝑜 𝑜𝓇 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉
。・゚・。+☆+。・゚・。+☆+。・゚・。+☆+。・゚・。+☆+。・゚・。+☆+。・゚・。+☆+。・゚・。+☆+。・゚・。
𝐼𝓃𝓉𝓇𝑜
Uh I should have done this probably a few month ago, but like I procrastinate and this was suppose to be a one time blog that open once every kinktober or something like that. But like people apparently actually follow me for this and now I feel low-key obligated to keep this going. (Also I enjoy writing this a bit too much, smut makes lovely plot point after all :D)
So for the first time may I introduce myself and say welcome to my blog.
Call me Laucian (no that’s not my real name but I do like the name)
I am legally a adult as of right now and will probably be until I die (gotta leave the chance open just in case)
I go by any pronoun (just in case anyone care) so call me whatever the fuck you want (as long as it’s appropriate that is)
I procrastinate a lot and have 50 project going on at once, but I have a fucked up mind and don’t judge most kink, so do your worst and I will probably be into it and is willing to write (might take awhile tho)
I write smut and probably mostly smut this is what I hope you click in for after all (not that I don’t write fluff but that’s a different story) I do take request and rule will be below as I have rambled on for too long.
𝑅𝓊𝓁𝑒𝓈 𝐼𝓃 𝒢𝑒𝓃𝑒𝓇𝒶𝓁
First and only rule: Don’t be a fucking dick and you know what I mean by that. No discrimination of any kind please hate everyone equally
𝑅𝓊𝓁𝑒𝓈 𝐹𝑜𝓇 𝑅𝑒𝓆𝓊𝑒𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔
This is a solely x reader blog, I don’t do oc x character, I don’t do character x character, I don’t do oc x oc. Not because I don’t like them, but because I don’t enjoy doing them, I feel stressed when I do them and like I will get cancelled on Twitter (not really I don’t own a twitter)
I also don’t do Futanari, I usually try to stick with female or gender neutral reader.
But like feel free to ask for like a prompt x reader tho (ex: assassin x reader, no character just a assassin who happen to fuck reader)
Request are not guaranteed, I will try but they are not guaranteed. I might have a brilliant idea and take your prompt and run with it, I might have nothing and just stare at your prompt for 5 month idfk what will happen it’s a complete dice roll.
Any character is fine I will tell you yes or no (trust me I have been in some obscure fandom) When you sent in request do know I might refuse them in the following condition.
1. I don’t know that character therefore I will not touch that character 2. I don’t like that character (not as in dislike more like I don’t find 3. them attractive, yes I’m like that so feel free to convince me on why they’re hot. Also work well if you give a nice prompt) 4. That's a fucking child 5. I hate the character so much I hope they die
Kinks that I don't write for
1. Pedophillia (no fucking shit) - You will be block 2. Necrophillia - It’s weird like guys plz 3. Shit and Piss - I don’t kinkshame but also ??? 4. Brainfuck - like literal brainfuck I have it in here becuz I have seen a curse image one time 💀
𝒲𝒶𝓇𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔
I will most likely forget to mention it in the actual story, but uhhhh I like a little pain so most of the writing I do is probably rapey at worst and dubious consent at best.
This is all fictional tho which is the only reason I deemed them as okay. If this happened irl call the cop. Call the fucking cop, it is not okay, consent matter, call the cop.
𝒪𝓊𝓉𝓇𝑜
That’s it have fun take your idea and run with it, I don’t judge like come on I like a yellow frog and a sugarcane before ;)
𝑀𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇𝓁𝒾𝓈𝓉
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If you are interested in all my secrets and toxicity please continue reading.
April 8, 2024
This is the first entry on a blog of all the dirty secrets and details about my life. You can call me ash. I will be changing peoples names to try to avoid people who know me linking this blog to me. My handle. Is in my bio if you are interested to know what I look like. Eventually when I have to many blogs to read all the way through, I will make a pinned post of all the people and the roles they play in my life so you can have proper context. (Kinda like a guide) now I hope you don’t judge to much for sometimes I’m not the best person and I’m working on it.
Lets get started
My name is Ash, I’m 24 years old and I have an autistic son. I want more than anything to not be alone and to feel wanted but I refuse to settle. I like art and the internet. I write constantly about anything. I really like to read and play sims. I’m an content creator and broke as hell. Welcome
The weekend:
(Did a lot of coke Thursday)
Friday night I spent the night with a girl from high school. (He uses he/him pronouns now) his name is jodie. We got very drunk and he touched my privates. I enjoyed that very much. He’s so nice and funny. I been talking to him for like a half a month.
The next day a friend named Bry came and picked me up. I spend almost every weekend with Bry. I am madly in love with him. He is in the military and has gotten orders to Korea in September. I have never loved someone so much and I may never see him again. Heart breaking. I honestly believe Bry doesn’t want me in a serious way because I have a son. I can tell how much he enjoys having me around and how much he cares about me, but something about me makes him not want me. Maybe it’s because I’m a bigger person or something. I haven’t experienced it but I’ve heard men will be secret “chubby chasers”. He says he doesn’t wanna hurt me by not being ready but ya know what that means. We did have great s*x tho.
I came home Sunday after spending most of the day in bed with bry. My son came home and his father wanted to hangout. It’s currently 5:30 am snd he’s laying in bed with me. We didn’t do anything. Sometimes sleeping alone feels worse than sleeping next to someone who used to physically a buse you I guess.
(Half g of coke tonight)
#blog#read#writers#poem#writers on tumblr#artists on tumblr#girl#art#reading#poetry#literature#secret blog#anonymous
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This is going to be chronological order OG only chronicle o tweets on Twitter or x or whatever the heck is up w/ that.
It is set in 1900s ish july. It mentions a ‘She’ im assuming is a therapist of some sort. The writer most likely is mentally ill or something and is told to write thoughts down to help.
Bro has trauma wtf when did this happen?? Glances, phrases, remarks, notes. Do not understand situation is better shown than told probably some type of trauma honestly. Family and dog: you know they are already fucking dead though, come on you know ain’t no way they survive this. Will not forget bad things bad things probably life changing is worst way possible or something.
J maybe therapist?? Then bizarre dream tf is up with this kids mind tho-?? AND IT MEANS CYCLE?? like timeloop cycle, history repeating cycle, which we talking about??
Oh yeah shitty manager. I’ve been analyzing these and I’ve read that at least 20 times. 20 times of a fictional character complaining about their fictional boss tf is my life?
Spoopi dream and oh hey same hall and doors each time and the other dream meant cycle that’s just lovely!1!!1
The XXXX might be Mary and Mary might be the actual expert/therapist person? It implies Mary is the one who suggested person to write(?)
“Why can’t I be in control of everything” DAMN WRITER OK RELATABLE K THATS FINE OK also please throw the vcr out the window especially if it’s more than a 1 story building, please.
Happy birthday :DD ayyy fucked ver of happy birthday that’s cooool and we trust J :] oh yeah shit work place for like the 5th time dear god
ok therory also summarize things:
Writer(which is going to be referred to as 0), most likely (knowing Ranboo) is traumatized, and is getting some form of therapy. His therapist (I HOPE IS) Mary suggested he should write his thought down to help. At first 0 hated it, but overtime it did help a lot. A friend J told 0 to write is absolutely obscure dreams down. 0 does as 0 trusts J quite a bit even lets J read the journal entries. J is into supernatural and “crazy” things (same) and tells 0 that 0(bro idk pronouns im sorry) is reliving things that 0 might have repressed or something possibly trauma. 0 works at a very bad place with a horrible manager. 2 more spooky dreams later and oh, 0 still complaining about job. Creepy birthday song and wow I’m done with thing more than a month long project. this was so long and a lot of stuff was very cut down omg I’m tired I’m going to sleep buh bye
-☁︎🪷
P.S hi started school uh yeah hope your doing well :]
We love J for actually listening to 0’s dreams. They’re a real one fr. That being said, knowing Ranboo, I’m fully expecting J to be the one who traumatized and/or killed 0’s family in the end. Another Hetch situation y’know? Really though, what friend would look at your dream journal and say, "Oh yeah, that’s prolly some repressed trauma for you," like? I’ve had my fair share of strange dreams, but my immediate thoughts don’t go to deep-rooted trauma (I wouldn’t know it’s literally repressed, I guess?).
*intermission for me to read the tweets since I found a good twit front end on github a few weeks back B)*
Oh… oh no. Here we go again. If I had a nickel for every time Ranboo created a character who had to write their thoughts in a journal to cope with their repressed traumas and memory issues, I’d have two nickels. Which isn’t a lot, but it’s weird that it happened twice. No, but really, this post solidified it for me:
The obvious is, "I dont think ill be forgetting those." Clearly, this is an important list of things to remember, and judging by the constant work reminders, Zero (I have to give them some sort of name) uses this journal as a way to help/cope with their forgetfulness and it’s been working so far.
What’s listed in the Good Things list is strange. Most notably the second one, "My dog." ???? My dog????? Who the hell in a supposedly personal journal doesn’t call their dog by their name? If it’s for the reader's sake, that doesn’t make sense either. It could’ve been a classic dog name (à la Spot, Rover, etc.) or, even better, have the name written after my dog: My dog Lola or My dog Winston. I may be overthinking this, but it’s such a strange detail to include with the introduction of Zero’s memory issues in the exact same post. Because all that implies is that Zero’s memory has already been degrading, with or without their knowledge.
Also, I'm not sure how or why we were even getting chronicle 0 in the first place. Is it like some sort of time paradox relating to Zero’s dreams? My best theory is that someone in 2023 (right now) found the journal and is literally chronicling/recording it online for others. This would explain the redacted words in the tweets, since they wouldn’t be if they were posted by Zero's thoughts themselves. And it gives new meaning to the random "?" posts. Maybe the page scanner couldn’t translate what was written down? Or was there nothing written there at all?
All I’m sure of is that whatever was on those "?" pages, those are the pages Jay has been writing on. Which quick aside, WTF JAY!? Why the hell are you writing in someone else’s therapy journal when you know they have memory problems? Who do you think Zero will assume wrote that down? Their nameless dog? NO ZERO MUST OF CAUSE ITS THEIRS. I don’t care if Zero trusts you because you're their childhood best friend or partner or whatever, but to me, you’re extremely misguided at best and suspicious and manipulative at worst. Anyway, assuming the "?" pages are Jay's, either their handwriting is less legible than Zero’s (or at least visually distinct enough that whoever’s tweeting these out can tell the difference from other pages or entries), or they’re some sort of drawing. Of what I’m not sure.
But back to the why: Someone found Zero’s journal and began posting pages of it because either they find it fascinating and unnerving (the reasonable solution) or (the flimsier, weirder solution) the account is the beginnings of an autobiographical journal-book about Zero if they actually did or experienced something notable in their future (for example, the style of Anne Frank’s journals). Imagine Showfall, or *insert Gen 0 capitalistic conglomerate here* publishing "The Story of Chronicle 0: How The Founder Found Their Way." It would be if Disney got ahold of Walt’s childhood diaries and sold them as a collector’s item. It’s so strange and wrong to do, but we all know it’d make bank. Plus, it feeds into the intrusive/changing perception theme from Gen 1 if Ranboo wants to continue that thread. Once again, grain of salt, spitballing, yadda yadda, this is getting interesting, and I haven’t even touched the dreams yet lmao.
#asker#genloss#chronicle 0#long post#ty ty cloud lotus again#I just started school up as well so seeing this in my inbox made my week#hope you’re doing well too :D
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Rich with a capital R ⁰
newjeans x 6th member!reader / 2.8k
summary. — in which the girls accidentally reveal just how rich you are to your fans and the general public in the span of one hour.
warnings. — you don’t appear until the end / mentions of wasteful spending
“hello bunnies!~” hyein greeted, waving her hands cheerfully at the camera. “how are you guys doing?… uh, haerin-unnie, why can’t i see any comments?”
“what?”
the older of the two frowns, moving forward and tapping on the screen. “…we might need to end this live and start another one.” she murmured, brows furrowing and eyes squinting at the tiny text on the screen.
hyein, who had been sitting down, stood up, her lips also tugging into a frown, though it looked more like a pout than anything. “really?”
“looks like it.” haerin said before turning to younger girl. “try pulling up the live on your phone. maybe we’ll be able to see the comments that way.”
“okay.”
the two maknaes fall silent as they worked, one focused on downloading an app that had not yet been downloaded on her phone while the other was busy trying to fix the live.
fortunately, that silence didn’t last long.
“i got it!” hyein cheered, tugging on haerin’s arm. “look, unnie, i got it!”
letting herself get pulled back onto her chair by the taller girl, haerin sighed in relief. “that’s good…” a pause. “wait, let me see.”
hyein held out her phone to haerin, who, after glancing at the camera, moved so that the fans watching the stream wouldn’t see the screen.
“alright, i think it’s okay now.” haerin said after a bit, placing her phone into her lap and looking up. “hyein-ssi, would you like to tell our fans what we will be going today?”
“today we’re going to do a shopping haul!” she cheered, smiling widely. “some of you guys may not know this, but i’ve always wanted to do a shopping haul video.”
“a shopping haul video?” haerin asked flatly, a brow raised. “this is a live, hyein.”
[ kangdanielle238: oop- ]
hyein huffed, crossing her arms as she pouted at the older girl standing beside her. “it’s close enough, isn’t it? the only difference is that one is, well, live, and the other one is a video.”
“…”
[ minjipham: ㅋㅋㅋ she’s judging her HARD creep101: omg mommy???? 😍😍 kimminjiz04: wtf go away weirdo ]
“okay, okay, you don’t have to look at me like that.” the younger out of the two said, her pout growing more exaggerated. “all i’m saying is that i’ve wanted to do something like this for a while.”
“…didn’t you do that one video with hanni?”
confused, hyein turned to the girl. “what video?”
“the one where you accidentally said urban–”
“oh, that!” hyein said, cutting off the shorter girl and laughing nervously. “yeah, that wasn’t really a shopping haul, more like a, ‘what i bought’ video.”
[ newjeanzzzzzz: ???? with all the stuff she bought, it had to be at least 100 dollars 😭 ]
haerin pursed her lips. “isn’t that basically what a shopping haul is?”
“well, okay, maybe, but the difference is that instead of only buying a few things, we bought a lot of things!”
“that’s because yn-unnie bought it all.” haerin said, picking up hyein’s phone. “if it wasn’t for her, you wouldn’t have all of this stuff.”
the younger girl hummed, nodding her head slowly in agreement. “i guess that’s true.”
[ kimyn1238: UH???? sakuratreesforlife: wtf yn is rich??? ynlnizaqu33n: wait, you guys didn’t know that???????? ]
“hey, watch what you say.” minji said, poking her head into the room, her lips twisted into a frown. “this is a live. if you say something you shouldn’t have, it won’t be edited out like it would be in videos.”
[ kimminjistan_1038: aaaand mom’s here to make sure her kids don’t cause any rumors. bunniesarecut3: isn’t it a little too late for that tho? ]
“minji-unnie!” hyein cheered, visibly brightening. “come and do the live with us!”
“actually, get the stuff yn-unnie bought for you first.” haerin cut in, looking up at the older girl. “that way we can show off all of our stuff.”
“…”
“please?~” the youngest of the three pleaded, jutting her lower lip out and making her eyes wide. “it’ll be fun, i promise!”
[ hyeinzthebest836: ive never seen hyein do puppy eyes before but theres a first for everything ig ]
minji bit her lip and her brows furrowed as if she was really considering the offer, but by the way she was slowly pulling the door closed, it’s clear to both haerin and hyein that she was going to say no.
that is, until hanni arrived.
“why not?” the aussie said, peeking over the korean’s shoulder. “like hyein said, it’d be fun.”
sighing, minji gave in. “fine, fine, we’ll join.” she said before turning to the two younger girls. “you two should start, though. it’s going to take us a while to get our stuff.”
“then go and get them already!” hyein said, shooing her unnies away. “and bring dani-unnie with you, she probably wants to brag too.”
[ aquaxlife: maknae on top ㅋㅋㅋ ]
minji scoffed and rolled her eyes, feigning annoyance as she left. hanni, on the other hand, squinted at hyein, who stuck her tongue out at the older girl.
“yah, you–”
“come on, bro.” minji muttered, popping back into view. “let’s not make our bunnies wait too long…”
“oh, okay.”
[ bbangsaz04: oh my god??? hanjiforthewin: damn. ]
with the two older girls finally leaving, the two younger girls turn back to the camera.
“anyway, yeah, yn-unnie bought all of this for us.” hyein said, lifting up several shopping bags and putting them on the table. “i was really surprised when she told us she was buying it with her own money and not manager-unnie’s.”
haerin hummed, also moving her items onto the table. “i don’t think it would have been possible for manager-unnie to buy things like this. not with the amount of money she had.”
[ ynkang: oh my god she’s rich 😍 phham_hanni: damn wish that was me starlitsky: where is she? ]
“‘where is she?’” haerin reads aloud before looking at the camera. “since minji-unnie and hanni-unnie are about to come over with danielle-unnie, i’m going to assume you’re talking about yn-unnie.”
“yn-unnie isn’t feeling well right now.” hyein said, pouting slightly. “she got sick at some point last week and didn’t tell us until yesterday, so we put her on home arrest.”
[ ynln2735: WHAT?!| ynkim: our poor ㅠㅠ hope you get better soon ynnie marsh__yn: …home arrest??? ]
“you mean house arrest.” haerin corrected, glancing at the younger girl.
“house arrest, home arrest, po-tay-to po-tah-to.” hyein muttered, looking more smug than she probably should gave been. “same difference.”
haerin rolled her eyes and crossed her arms.
“you learned that from hanni-unnie, didn’t you? i heard you guys talking about it in your room.”
[ asdfghk: …wasn’t this a shopping haul live?? new_jeansinurarea: atp it’s just maknaez bickering ㅋㅋㅋ ]
“ah, people are asking us what happened to the shopping haul.” hyein said, subtlety changing the topic as she looked down at her screen. haerin raised a brow but said nothing, choosing to instead face the camera once more. “in that case, let’s decide who shows off first.”
“why don’t you go first, unnie?” the younger girl suggested. “you have less stuff so maybe you’ll finish talking about it once our unnies come back.”
“good idea.”
[ bphot: the maknaes are so mature ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ nwjnzzzzzzzzzz: can’t wait for the others to come. ]
after a bit of shuffling – and more bickering – haerin stands in front of the camera while hyein sits behind her, watching.
“alright, so first–”
“wait, don’t we have to block out the names and logos?” hyein cut in, a worried look on her face. “are we allowed to just say the brand names?”
“i think we’ll be fine…?” haerin murmurs, looking from the camera to the girl sitting behind her. “after all, you had your urban outfitters accident and they still included it into that video–”
“unnie, please stop bringing it up,” hyein pleaded, rubbing her hands together, “please, i’m begging you.”
“–but if you’re really worried about it, just cover the brand names with your hand and try not to say their names.” she continued, ignoring the younger girl’s begging. “it’s as simple as that.”
sighing, hyein nodded, dropping her arms into her lap as she pouted. “if you say so…”
[ mustardandhotdogzz: rip hyein minnidayhain: poor hyein ㅋㅋㅋㅋ ]
“the first things yn-unnie got us were some lotions.” haerin said, pulling out three bottles of lotion from the bag and putting them onto the table. “i already posted some pictures of them, so i’ll just be showing you guys the ones i haven’t shown yet.”
“make sure to show them the names, unnie.” hyein murmured, leaning forward and resting her arms against her knees.
obeying the maknae’s words, haerin picked up a bottle and squinted at the label before turning it around so that their audience could see the name.
“this one is called uh… ‘love always wins’.” the shorter of the two said, pulling the bottle away from the camera. “minji-unnie was the one to pick this for me… oh, we decided to get six lotions for each of us, by the way.”
hyein’s eyes widened and she sat up straight, clapping her hands together. “oh, that’s right!” she then turned to the camera, looking a little too eager to be talking about lotions. “so, basically, we couldn’t decide what we wanted to get, so yn-unnie suggested that each member get six – one they picked themselves and five picked by the other members.”
[ nwjns_minjikimmmm: ??? isn’t that like, 100 bucks in total??? even with the currency exchange rate that has to be a lot... mathalot: 6 x 6 (assuming that yn bought herself lotions as well) is 36, and the prices of those lotions have to at least be 18000 won, so isn’t that 648,000 won in total???? newjeaz_stan816: for international fans, that's around 400-500 dollars… wtf yn why did you spend that much on lotion of all things😭 ]
“and dani-unnie got me this ‘butterfly’ one…” haerin picked another bottle and moved it in front of the camera, her hand once again covering the brand name on the top of the label.
“by the way, dani-unnie said that she got haerin-unnie ‘butterfly’ because she gives dani-unnie butterflies.” hyein added, looking up from her phone.
[ kang_danielle: WHAT??? alexanderrrrrhamilton: what a flirt ㅋㅋㅋ ]
“and then yn-unnie got me ‘gingham gorgeous’ because she said i’m ‘gorgeous’.” haerin continued before popping the top open and bringing it to her nose. “she also said that it smells like strawberries a little and that she had to settle for this one since there weren’t any tomato scented lotions.”
“ooh, let me smell, let me smell!”
“here.”
the younger girl takes the bottle and sniffs it before placing the bottle back onto the table. “it smells good unnie, though it is a bit strong.”
“is it?” haerin asked, tilting her head. “i didn’t think so.”
hyein shrugged, and then haerin shrugged back, when made the former, once again, shrug.
[ qwerty: what are they doing???? maknezontopz: ㅋㅋㅋ plotpants: are they having a shrug war or smth ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ ]
the aptly named “shrug war” continued for several minutes, neither letting up as they stared into each other's eyes intently, and, realistically, it would have continued for much longer if hanni hadn’t burst into the room with a wide smile on her lips.
“we’re back!” she yells excitedly, swinging several shopping bags around. “and we got the stuff!”
“stuff!” danielle repeated cheerfully, lifting her own shopping bags into the air.
“what are you guys doing?” minji asked as she raised a brow at the two younger girls. “our fans are making fun of you, you know?”
upon hearing these words, hyein frowned. “what?”
“we weren’t doing anything.” haerin denied, shaking her head.
“there’s no point in lying, haerin.” hanni said, plopping into haerin’s chair. “she had the live pulled up on her phone the minute we left to go back to the dorms.”
“oh.” haerin visibly deflated, a rare pout on her lips.
[ jimmyin: haerin -> 😾 haerinnie: AAAA SO CUTE ♥︎♥︎♥︎ ]
��anyway, we didn’t bring that much.” minji said, dropping her shopping bags onto the floor. “most of the things yn bought us are… uh…”
“she bought us a lot of expensive things that we aren’t allowed to show you guys.” hanni said, finishing the older girl’s sentence. “sorry, but manager-unnie said so.”
hyein blinked before also pouting “really? guess i can’t show them the new bag unnie got me then…”
upon hearing this, both haerin and hanni share a glance, one smiling coyly while the other just nodded her head. danielle, on the other hand, only glanced at them with a confused look while minji just shook her head and sighed for the nth time that day.
[ ohnoes: oh no? ohmaohmagod: oh? ]
“what bag, hyein?” hanni asked, leaning over and swinging an arm over the younger girl’s shoulder.
confused by the aussie’s actions, hyein raised a brow but didn’t question it. “you know what bag i’m talking about, unnie.” she said, frowning. “you were there with me and yn-unnie when i bought it.”
“yn and i.” minji corrected, earning a playful pout and a swat to her arm.
“well yeah but that was days ago.” hanni whined, jutting out her lower lip and ignoring the judgemental look hyein and minji were giving her. “how can an old woman like me remember that?”
“if you’re old,” minji crossed her arms, mouth twisting into a frown that was threatening to turn into a smile. “then what am I?”
“…i’m not going to answer that.”
“good choice.” danielle said, nodding seriously.
[ ashketchup: a good choice indeed. new_shorts28: fr ]
haerin sighed, shaking her head nudging hyein. “just tell hanni-unnie where you got it, hyein, before something else happens.”
“something is already happening, haerin-unnie.” the younger girl deadpanned, her lips pursed. “it’s not like saying something will make them stop.”
despite saying that, though, she turns to the camera to address their viewers. “anyway, since hanni-unnie and haerin-unnie are very insistent on me telling you where this bag comes from, well, as you all may know–”
“stop being fancy and just say it, hyein,” hanni interrupted, “time is money, you know.”
“…as i was saying before i was so rudely interrupted.” hyein muttered, clearing her throat loudly as she pointedly looked at hanni, who averted her gaze innocently. “since yn-unnie is an ambassador for this brand and knew i’ve wanted this bag for a while, we went to a saint l–”
it’s then that she paused, eyes widening and mouth still agape. as for the other girls, haerin was clearly amused, minji looked disappointed, hanni was smiling smugly, and danielle looked just as shocked as the maknae was, having let out a quiet gasp when she realized what had just happened.
“what store, hyein?” hanni simpered, standing up and hugging the girl. “saint what?”
it doesn't take long for hyein to come back to earth, and once she did, well…
“yah, unnie!” she whined, beginning to swat at hanni with both of her hands, her pout intensifying to a frown-pout. “i can’t believe you did this to me!”
“technically, you did this to yourself– ow!” hanni frowned, turning around to see minji with her hand up like a crab hand. “unnie, what was that for?!”
“you know what that was for.” minji said flatly, eyes narrowed at the aussie.
“it wasn’t just me, you know!” hanni pointed to haerin, who looked at the finger pointing at her with blank eyes. “she was in on it too!”
“but haerinnie would never do that!” danielle said, frowning as she hugged the cat like girl. “she’s too nice.”
“too nice?!” hanni repeated, looking shocked. “what’s nice about her?!”
“hey, don’t say that about our members.” minji scolded, pinching hanni again. “it’s rude, bro.”
[ sonicthefastofoodplace: mom minji to the rescue ]
“ack– hey, pinching your members is also considered rude, you know? and– dude, keep that hand away from me!”
“…no.”
“hey, guys, a little help?”
“nope.”
“sorry, unnie, but haerin’s stopping me from sitting up…”
“after what you did to me? no way!”
“nooooooo– ouch, that actually hurts, please stop–”
📞 — “manager-unnie” is calling...
“hi manager-unnie, -cough- what’s up?”
“…huh? no, i didn’t know they were going to do that...-cough- i mean, sure, they brought the stuff i bought them back when we were in spain and portugal, but…”
“…”
“they what?! -cough- oh my god, i’m so sorry unnie, i didn’t think that they would do that… mhm. okay, i’ll make sure i mention it to them. are you going to shut the live down?”
“…okay. that makes -cough- sense i guess… mhm. okay, good bye. sorry for the trouble… mmh, have a good day unnie.”
📞 — call ended.
masterlist.
#sereneres#seren.writes#kpop x reader#newjeans x reader#newjeans imagines#minji x reader#hanni x reader#danielle x reader#haerin x reader#hyein x reader#nwjns.yn
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I don’t want to be your friend
Gareth Emerson x gn! reader
-Gareth and you have been friends since middle school but a heart to heart conversation at a party gets you both to reveal your true feelings-
Even tho there is no explicit smut I don’t want minors to interact!
No mentions of readers gender, appearance, pronouns, sexuality, skin color, weight etc. (If I missed something please tell me)
Warning: friends to lovers, fluff, suggestive language, make out session, curse words, hints to sex
Gareth and reader are around 21-22 here and go to college
Please keep in mind that this is not beta read and englisch is not my first language
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“Stop being a bitch and just do it!” Jeff yelled over the music which played in the background. It was Saturday night and just a few days left till spring break. You and your friends assembled at Dustin Henderson’s, a high school kid you knew a little from the telling of your friends, house to throw a party. There were a bunch of people you just saw in high school once or twice who got invited by Eddie, who promised that they were cool to hang out with.
You knew that a lot of people in this room weren’t too fond of parties, not even after they graduated high school a few years after you, but it seemed that they just needed the right people around them to really have fun.
Eddie invited you and the former hellfire boys, saying he wanted you to meet his other friends as well. Secretly you knew that this was just a part of his plan to finally get Steve to admit his feelings for him, but who were you to judge? It wasn’t like you were the best at expressing your feelings when it came to the people you had a crush on. Best example would be your friend Gareth.
The both of you have known each other since middle school. It was the day he, Eddie and Jeff performed at the talent show that you were sure you found your people. Walking up to them after their first official performance as “Corroded Coffin” and telling them how cool you thought they were; the boys decided for you to be their number one fan and best friend at that moment. And it actually didn’t change since.
The room erupted in yells and cheers from all people around. You snapped back into reality and looked down to the people playing ‘spin the bottle’ on the floor. A smile tugged at your lips as you watched Nancy’s and Robin’s lips meet in the middle of the circle of people.
Steve sat beside Robin and clapped while Eddie turned his face into your direction and gave you a knowing look. Eyes rolling, you mouthed ‘It was about damn time’.
You felt something shift beside you on the couch and looked up. Gareth sat back down next to you and threw one of his arms on the cushion behind you. He gave you a smile, looked down at the two women, still kissing, and turned back to you. A theatrical loud sigh left his mouth and he said:”Young love, isn’t it beautiful?”
Slapping your hand against his chest you laughed. “You are literally younger than both of them.”
The man beside you shrugged and took a sip from his beer. His hand, which was no longer on the cushion of the couch, traveled to your neck and began to lightly scratch your sensitive skin there.
You didn’t know if he knew it but every time Gareth drank, he got touchy. Not in a creepy or inappropriate way, he just liked to be close to people. Most of the time it was an arm around someone's shoulder or waist. Or a hand on someone's thigh or arm. He did it to everyone and yet you still felt nervous every time his skin touched yours. It was just a friendly gesture he did to people he felt comfortable around but you saviored it every damn time, knowing those are the only moments you could enjoy the feeling of his touch.
Relaxing your body a bit more you sank further down into the couch beneath you and also slowly into the frame of your friend beside you. Which didn’t go unnoticed so he used the opportunity to throw his arm completely over your shoulder and pull you into his chest, so your back was almost flush against it.
His arm slung around your neck, holding you close to him and you could feel his warm breath on the side of your face. Your heart was beating so fast, you hoped he wouldn’t notice. And he really didn’t, too busy resisting the urge to pull you into his lap and kiss you in this very moment.
Gareth was used to being close to you, even when it came to your body. You two had cuddled more than once and there were countless times where you shared a bed at one of the boys' sleepovers. Anyhow, it was hard to not just give into his secret desire to just confess his feelings for you, every time he was this close to you.
He had a crush on you since the first day he saw you. His friends knew and even now, after years and years of being friends they didn’t stop teasing him about it. And especially about the fact that neither of you made a move and instead just rather suffered in silence.
Eddie told him to just shoot his shot, more than once, but Gareth was not so convinced about the fact that you liked him back. Did you like him as a friend? Yes, that he was sure about. Did you like him in a romantic way? Probably not. He saw the people you went on dates with and the people you hooked up with. He couldn’t compare with them.
He felt your head move and looked down at you. Your lips moved but he couldn’t hear a word you said. Changing his position, he lowered his head so his lips moved directly against the shell of your ear. Goosebumps appeared on your skin when he asked you to repeat yourself. The light stubble on his skin scratched your cheek.
You turned your head further so that your lips were right beside his ear.
“I asked if you want to go out and smoke a cigarette.” Your voice was a bit raspy from the screaming and smoking which sent a slight chill over his body.
Gareth downed the last bit of his beer and nodded. His limbs let go of your body and you pushed yourself off from the sofa, holding one of his thighs and squeezing it slightly. He almost moaned at the feeling but managed to hold it in.
The others were too caught up in their game to even notice the two of you leaving. Only Eddie and Robin shared a knowing look, internally hoping that their friends finally would open up about their feelings.
The night air was chilly, hitting the exposed skin of your legs. You went through the pockets of your denim jacket and pulled out the small packets of cigarettes. Grabbing two, you put it back and offered one to the man standing beside you on the porch.
With a silent ‘thank you’ he took the cig and offered you his lighter. It was silent outside, all you could hear was the remaining sounds of a Blondie song from inside the house.
Gareth blew out some smoke and looked at the dark street before him.
“Fuck, I really can’t wait to get out of this city.”
You chuckled at his words.
“What? Is the college we’re going to not far enough away from here?” You knew what he meant but it was always fun to tease him about Hawkins. You hated this town just as much as he did.
“The college is like one city over. So, no. It’s definitely not far enough.” His laugh rumbled through his chest and you glanced at him; side eyeing his movements.
“So where exactly do you want to go if our college is still not far enough.” Bringing your cigarette back to your lips, your head turned into his direction now. He still looked into the darkness of the night.
“I don’t know. Maybe to a different state. Somewhere where the people are not so small minded. Maybe New York? Who knows.”
“So you just want to leave us? Leave me in this shithole with those dumbasses?” Pointing your finger into the direction to the window behind you, the both of you turned around to see Dusting trying to fight Mike in the middle of the living room, while the others cheered around them.
He giggled at the sight of his friends. God, he wished he had more confidence around you. He really wanted to say something smooth. Something so he would seem cool to you. Something that would make you fall for him. But he couldn’t think of a single thing.
“I’m really going to miss this. I mean, we only live one hour from here now and I already miss it.” Gareth turned so he was able to look at you. Your eyes stayed fixed onto the window or more like at what was happening behind it.
He took in your face, the light from inside painting it in a yellow color. You were so beautiful. Every part of your face seemed so soft and ready to be caressed by his hands. It took everything in him to not just touch you right now. It seemed like his body was screaming to get closer to you, to find at least the slightest bit of skin to skin contact. He was glad that he didn’t drink that much, because if he had he probably wouldn’t be able to resist the urge to give in to his thoughts.
You noticed his staring and looked at him. A smile was on his pink lips and for a second you thought about kissing him.
“‘What?” You asked as you looked into his blue eyes, feeling butterflies in your stomach with the way he stared at you. He looked like he was in thoughts and you desperately wanted to know what he thought about while looking at you like that.
“You could come with me, you know.” Right after saying this, the man snapped out of his dream world. His stomach dropped and panic clouded his mind. He didn’t mean to say this out loud. There was no way you would move across the country with him just because he had a crush on you. Internally yelling at himself for being so stupid, he tried to seem calm on the outside; already trying to find a way to make it sound like it was just a joke.
You looked at him in disbelief. He couldn’t be serious.
“You want me to move to New York with you?” Gareth could hear the shock in your voice and ignored the way his heart shrunk for a moment. He looked down at his almost completely burned cigarette and snapped it into the grass in front of the house.
“It doesn’t have to be New York. We could-” Eyes searching yours, he could see the conflict behind them. “You know what, just forget it. Just pretend I didn’t say anything.” He tried to laugh through it but it sounded more painful than anything.
Snapping your own cig into the bushes you took a step towards him and put your hand onto his forearm. His eyes were glued to his feet, no way he would be able to look at you again after embarrassing himself like this.
“Gareth, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to sound rude. I just-” You searched for the right words. The right words to tell him that you would drop everything for him in a matter of seconds if he really wanted you to move away with him. “I just can’t think of a reason why you would want me to come with you.”
His head shot up, brows drawn together as he looked at you. Did you really just say what he thought you said?
“What the fuck?” He breathed out a laugh and ran his hands through his curly hair. “You couldn’t think of a reason why I would want you to come with me? Are you serious right now?” His slightly aggressive tone caught you off guard and you took a step back from him. The man noticed the change in your appearance and took a deep breath, he definitely didn’t mean to scare you.
“I’m sorry. I just, shit, I just don’t understand why you would say that. The real question is, why wouldn’t I want you to come with me? We’ve been friends since forever, we spend almost all our free time together. I-” He closed the small distance you put between the two of you and grabbed your shoulders. “I can’t even think about a future without you. Everytime I think about my future I see you. How we graduate college together, how we get our first jobs together, how we move in and live together. Everything. You’re my best friend.” Gareth almost cringed at the last part. You weren’t his best friend. You were his soulmate.
Small tears started to form in your eyes. Tears of joy, one might think, because this was the exact way you thought about him and you were more than happy that he also saw his future with you. But the reason the tears started to make their way across your face was your own stupidity. Because for a short moment you really thought he saw you as something else than a friend. For one short moment you hoped that he wouldn’t call you his friend again.
“What’s wrong? Why are you crying?” He panicked. What did he do wrong?
You forced yourself to laugh through your tears. “Nothing. I’m okay. I just-”
His hands moved to grab your face, his thumbs wiping away the hot tears on your heated cheeks. “No. Please tell me. I don’t want to see you crying.” He looked so concerned, almost heartbroken.
“Gareth.” Taking in a deep breath, you weighed your changes. It was now or never. “What if I don’t want to be your friend anymore?”
His skin got pale and his mouth hung open. The anxiety in his chest crept into his lungs and he felt like couldn’t breathe anymore. He was sure he would throw up. Removing his hands from your face, he looked away from you. He could feel the tears burning in his eyes. Out of all the ways this evening could have gone, he didn’t expect this.
While his body turned away from you, you gathered all your remaining courage to keep talking and reached for his hand to stop him.
“No, wait. It’s not like that.” With all your strength you pulled him back into your direction and used your other hand to turn his face to yours, holding it while you kept talking. “I don’t want to be your friend anymore, because I like you.” His brows furrowed, telling you that he didn’t understand a single word you said.
“Gareth, I am in love with you. I have been since we met in middle school. And I don’t want to walk around anymore and pretend like we are just friends. I-”
“You’re in love with me?” He didn’t let you finish, his glossy eyes searching yours.
“Yes.” You nodded. It was silent. Every second that went by was like a knife hitting your skin. The man didn’t speak, he just looked at you. Concern crawled its way into your mind. What if he didn’t want to be your friend anymore, now that you confessed your feelings for him? What if he hated you now, because you destroyed your friendship? What if-
But you weren’t able to finish your last thought because you felt two warm hands grabbing your face again. Pulling you into his direction till you felt his soft, plush lips on yours.
At first you weren’t able to register what happened. Gareth, your best friend and secret crush, kissed you. Did you fall asleep on the couch and this was all a dream?
He pulled away and looked down at the puzzled expression on your face.
“I’m sorry, I should have asked first. I just couldn’t hold myself back.” A smile spread across his face. “Do you know since when I wanted to do that? Since fucking middle school when you complimented my drum skills. Fell head over heels in that moment.”
He grinned at you, small tears making their wait out of his eyes. You couldn’t help but laugh.
“You’re such a fucking dickhead.” Grabbing his wrists you pulled his face to yours and connected your lips again.
This time was different. You kissed him back. He kissed you with more force, almost knocking you over. His hands went to your hips, pulling your body flush to his while your hands snuck around his neck and buried themselves into his hair.
The feeling of having him so close to you made you dizzy, feeling his lips against yours made your stomach turn in the best ways.
After some time he pulled away from you, heavy breathing and looking at your swollen lips.
“Fuck. This. This is another thing I want to do in the future with you.”
“No one is stopping you.” You grinned at him and before you were able to form another thought, his lips were on yours again. Slightly pulling his hair, he moaned into your mouth.
His large body moved you backwards till your back hit the wall of the house. Letting his mouth wander, he kissed his way down your chin and neck. Scraping his teeth over your skin, all you could do was hold onto his curls and moan into the cold night air.
One of his legs pressed itself between yours. Moving his head back up he smirked at your already desperate expression.
“Fuck. I love seeing you this way. Can’t wait to see you whining under-”
Before he was able to finish his sentence, the door beside you got ripped open and a drunk Jeff popped his head out.
“There you are. Get the fuck inside, we’re doing karaoke now.” And a second later he was gone again.
Gareth groaned into your neck while you laughed. Slightly pushing his body off of yours, you walked towards the door.
“Now come on. You really want to miss how Eddie and Steve sing ‘Total Eclipse of the Heart’ together?” Grabbing his hand you pulled him inside with you.
He stopped you right before you entered the living room again. “Are we-” He cut himself off and started to nervously scratch his neck. “Are we dating now?” You couldn’t help yourself but giggle.
“One minute ago you were ready to fuck me on the porch of the house of a friend and now you’re getting shy?” His cheeks turned pink as he joined your laughter.
You pressed a quick kiss to his lips. “Yes, we are dating now. And when we drive back to college tomorrow we have all the time to ourselves.” Leaving a trail of kisses on his neck you could feel a silent moan escaping his throat.
“I can’t wait.” He gave your ass a soft slap before the two of you went back to your friends.
Neither of you would have expected this night to go this way, but you were more than happy how it ended.
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If people like this I might write a part two in which they get down to business ;) And either way I’m always happy about feedback :)
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I’m not sure if you are taking any request right now,but I was wondering if you could do a urgent comforter headcannon for three characters from Tokyo revengers: Manjiro sano Aka Toman Mikey, Takashi mitsuya,Keisuke Baij ?
(Feel free to deny my request if I made you feel uncomfortable or I’m stepping over my boundaries.) Anyway My depression been kicking my butt and feeling really awful about my insecure for having a Learning disability and being hearing impaired. I would like some comfort knowing despite my flaws I too can be love for who I’m and no would judge me or get really frustrated with me.
So my question is how would : Manjiro sano Aka Toman Mikey,Takashi mitsuya ,Keisuke Baij feel about their female s/o having a learning disability and being hearing impaired? Their S/O wear hearing aides in both ear and she does have a bit of speech difficulty however for the most part she can talk normally and is able to talk on the phone tho she does say what lot.
Their S/O may not be vary intelligence and is almost alway clumsy, however she makes that up for having such a lovely vibrant personality who is sweet and thoughtful,caring person that enjoy the enjoy the simple things in life?
• Like would they be patient with her and love all of her flaws?
• What they think of her lack intelligence or her personality?
What do they think of Her enjoy the simple things in life?
• What would they think of her having speech difficulty?
• Would they be vary protective of their O/S?
• would they adore her clumsiness?
Fluffykins ~🦻🦖🦕🧸
Mikey, Mitsuya, and Baji (Separate) with Reader Who Has a Learning Disability and Is Hearing Impaired
Pairings: Mikey x Fem!Reader, Mitsuya x Fem!Reader, Baji x Fem!Reader
Warnings: none?
Genre: Comfort
Post-Type: Headcanons
Word Count: 1.2k
Summary: How Mikey, Mitsuya, and Baji treat and love you despite have a learning disability and being hearing impaired.
[A/N: Hey lovely! I hope i included everything you asked for! I tried my best, but please let me know if I got anything wrong or if this didn't come out the way you wanted it to. Anyway, hope you enjoy it and it provides you with some comfort! <3]
Mikey:
Mikey fell in love with you at first sight, immediately and your caring personality just added onto the list of reasons why he fell for you!
Literally saw you, claimed you as his, felt his heart bang in his chest, and from that day on he never left your side
So as he slowly began to learn about all these little things about you, specifically you being hearing impaired, it shocked him
He was very curious about your hearing aids and he was an annoying little brat in the beginning when he was getting to know you
He’d try and take them out of your ears and put them in his own because he wanted to know what they were, why you used them, how they helped you, and even was a little curious about what you were able to hear and how that was different from the way he could hear
BUT he’s never judgemental about any part of you
Mikey loves you regardless of anything he finds out about you, as long as you never hurt him, he’s your loyal guard dog LOL
Speaking of guard dogs…Mikey is very protective over you, not that anyone would dare to criticize you or judge you in front of him, but if he ever finds out that one of his men made you feel bad… good luck to them O.o
In a private setting between just the both of you, Mikey is very soft and adores all your little quirks that make you, you!
You learning disability doesn’t bother him at all, might even try and persuade you to not go to class 💀 but don’t listen to him NFEJKAF
Mikey loves the little moments that you two have together where you’re alone and you just go on and on about all the little things in life that make you so happy
He wishes he could enjoy life the way you can, he’d love to see the world through your eyes, not only so he could experience that kind of love for the world, but also so he could understand you more
As for patience, Mikey definitely isn’t that patience, and in the beginning he was very impatient as he didn’t fully understand your condition
All your ‘what’s?’ over the phone bugged him a bit, but again, as he got used to it and learned more about why you did that, he became very patient with you
You are the extent of his patience though, he is not patient with anyone else
If he catches anyone rolling their eyes at you or getting annoyed with you for not hearing them, they’d definitely be in a lot of trouble
At the end of the day, Mikey would do everything in his power to keep you safe, happy, and comfortable (especially around him)
Mitsuya:
This absolute gentleman has no problem with any of the things you might consider flaws
To him, these are all the things that made him fall for you, little quirks unique to you and he wouldn’t want you any other way
He does his best to help you out if you ever need him
Need a study buddy? He’s got your back. Clumsy? He’ll help you back on your feet or clean up any messes that you make accidentally
Best boy frl frl, he’s always keeping a close eye on you, but he wouldn’t necessarily be as protective as Mikey
He wants to see you become more independent and happy with yourself, so sometimes he on standby whenever you come across a challenge and will only step in if you ask for his help or if you’re in any danger
Will do everything in his power to try anything that might help him communicate better with you because of your hearing issues and speech issues, so give him plenty of tips and advice, he’s ready to learn anything at all
He is very very patient with you, probably the most patient out of the other two, so you have nothing to worry about if you’re having a hard time hearing one day or learning something
He’d love to teach you all about fashion and how to make clothes if you were up for it, but he’s definitely a very patient teacher and will take his time teaching you how to do things
Will never get mad or annoyed at you for anything–if it takes you a while to understand what he said over the phone, he’ll repeat it as many times as you need him to
Adores your personality so much and how you enjoy the small things in life so easily, but that’s the part where he’s a little protective over you
He doesn’t want anyone to take advantage of your kindness, especially since you’re always hanging out with him and the gang, he’s always cautious about the people that approach you and is ready to step in if he needs to
You’re in excellent hands with Mitsuya 10000000000%
Baji:
As for Baji, this man has no right to be judging anyone in the first place 💀 especially regarding your learning disability, bc he’s hopeless when it comes to learning anything
He is literally an idiot so he will reassure you that you’re definitely more intelligent than him, which helps boost your self-esteem
If anyone tries to call you stupid, he’s ready to fight or throw himself under the bus and call himself stupid, because no one talks to his s/o like that
He’d probably ask Chifuyu to help the both of you, and invites you to study sessions (he’s not really into the studying though, he just wants to spend extra time with you heh)
He likes admiring you from afar and boasts to everyone about how lucky he is to have you
Like Mikey, he is very protective and will do everything and anything in his power to keep you safe and away from small judgmental whispers from outsiders
Though he is vocal about how proud he is to be your partner, the sappy, lovey-dovey stuff stays between you both behind closed doors where no one can see or judge
He completely overreacts if someone even looks at you in the wrong way so try and keep a short leash on him because he will cause LOTS of havoc if left unsupervised
Like Mikey, it takes him a while to become patient with you
When you first met him, he was a little taken aback by your issues, he’s never met someone like you with the same disabilities as you, but he learns to love them all
Adores your personality, he just wants to throw you in his pocket where he can keep you safe and keep an eye on you all day away from everyone else
He just wants to learn more about how you enjoy the smallest things in life as the only things he loves are you, his family, and his friends–that’s all
You practically become the chill pill Baji needs, teach him how to be more patient
REGARDLESS, Baji will treat you like an absolute queen, anything you need, he’ll get it, anyone bothering you? He’ll deal with it, no questions asked
REQUESTS ARE OPEN :D
Posted: 8/2/2022
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Any Age, Any Day, Anywhere (Part 1) - aaron hotchner x fem!reader
pairing: aaron hotchner x fem!reader
summary: WRITTEN FOR AN ANON REQUEST: "ok hi so u already wrote a jealous reader and was wondering whats your take on jealous hotch? i mostly see him in fics as possessive and yeah being the leader type i would think he could also be possessive but i also think that he would just be sad like ya know he doubts himself as we saw in some episodes and i think he would need assurance and a lot of convincing that u only love him but if you’ve given that to him then thats the time he would be possessive and god i would love to imagine a possessive and feral aaron hotchner"
word count: 3.5k
includes: kissing, so much freaking adorable fluff, talk of body insecurities, insecure!hotch, protective!hotch, wifey reader, super brief mentions of pregnancy, alcohol, confrontation with a drunk asshole (derek & hotch are all over it tho dw), party at papa rossi's!, smut to come in next chapter...
rating: 18+ (technically there is no smut in this part, but there are adult themes such as drinking, kissing, etc.).
a/n: HELLO BESTIES! This is part one of a two-part fic! The next part will be pure filth, so keep your eyes peeled for some feral hotch content... ALSO! PLS (!!!!!!!!!!!) interact if you liked this, rb, comment, like and/or send me a request if you have ideas for future fics! i love y’all! - rivka💞
“Aaron! Can you come here for a sec?” you call out to your husband from the bathroom, muttering curses under your breath as you try (and fail) for the third time to zip up the back of your black cocktail dress.
“Sure, I just need a minute,” he replies from the bedroom closet, securing the last opalescent button on the arm of his white dress shirt. He looks at himself in the closet mirror, zeroing in at the bags under his eyes and the sprinkling of grey in his stubble. He looks… tired. Tired and old. And he hates it.
Even though Aaron is only in his late-40s, he has lived lifetimes; years of working as Unit Chief of the BAU will do that to a man. Every horror he’s seen and every person he’s lost has weighed on his body and mind. In the past few months, amidst work changes and a new baby, he’s been exhausted and in fear that he’s letting himself go. Of course, being the stoic man that he is, he’s done his absolute best to hide these feelings from you. Tonight, however, he doesn’t know if he can. It’ll be your first night out together as a couple since welcoming baby girl Hotchner to the family four months ago. With no pressing family or work distractions, he just knows that you’ll be able to sense his apprehensions. It’s only a matter of when.
Taking in a breath, he turns a little to the side, frowning at his profile. Aaron winces a little at his “dad bod,” but quickly recovers from the discomfort, milliseconds after it flashes across his face.
“Aaron Hotchner get your handsome butt in here and help me zip my dress! We’re gonna be late,” you exclaim, trying one last time to reach the zipper before giving up and crossing your arms in defeat. You lean back lightly against the countertop facing the door, letting the fabric slip off your shoulders, and wait for your husband to rescue you from the hell that is this dress.
At the sound of your voice, Aaron snaps out of his trance. He shakes his head lightly, as if to physically erase the intrusive thoughts, and clears his throat. Grabbing his suit jacket off the hanger, he flicks off the closet light and closes the door behind him.
Languidly, he meanders from the closet toward the bathroom. He drags his feet a little longer than he normally would, still feeling off and a little bit shy about his appearance.
“Aaron,” you sing, “I’m waiting for –,” your jaw drops mid-sentence when Aaron appears in the doorway.
“Oh fuck,” you breathe out before you can stop yourself, eyes widening at the sight of the gorgeous man in front of you.
“What’s wrong?” He asks, crossing over to you, searching your face for any ounce of reprieve.
“Nothing, nothing’s wrong,” you’re quick to reply, standing from your leaning position to meet him, holding out your hands.
He takes them in his own, cocking his head slightly, his soft hazel eyes boring into yours.
You shift forward, moving up on your toes to peck his soft pink lips.
He sighs into the kiss, feeling the warmth of your lips against his own. It feels so good that it almost makes him forget about how he is feeling… almost. But the dark thoughts come back, and he pulls away from you a bit, reluctantly.
Aaron clears his throat.
“You called me?” He questions, but it sounds more like a fact.
“Yeah,” you give his hands a squeeze. “I needed you to zip up my dress, but now,” you lean in again, “I kinda want you to rip it off me.” You offer him a sultry smirk, moving your hands up to rest on his broad chest. He moves his hands to settle on your hips.
You lick your lips and let your eyes rake over his body, taking in every ounce of his sexy frame. The way his crisp, white dress shirt hugs his solid body makes you go weak in the knees. His strong, toned legs in those black dress pants? Yes please. His soft black hair and salt and pepper stubble on his face are practically begging to be touched. He looks good. Damn good.
“You look…” you pause, tapping a finger lightly against his pectoral, searching for the right word, “…delicious.”
Aaron blushes lightly at your ogling, offering you a sad smile as he squeezes his eyes shut out of embarrassment.
You sense the falter in his demeanor, knowing that there’s something else nagging at him far beyond his usual flustering when you vocalize your attraction to him.
“Honey,” you implore, looping your hands around his neck to bring his forehead down to touch yours. “What’s going on in that big, beautiful brain of yours?”
“It’s nothing,” he mutters, swallowing, rubbing soft circles into your sides.
“It’s something,” you counter, carding a hand through his hair at the nape of his neck. You scratch lightly at his scalp, waiting for him to speak. You’ve learned that the best thing to do when Aaron gets in a mood is to give him some time to gather his thoughts. Keeping him close, physically, is a way to show him some comfort without pressuring him to speak. It encourages him, without words, that your arms are a safe place.
“I don’t…” he starts, and then stops himself. His dark eyebrows furrow and his mouth presses into a thin line.
“Mhm?” you question, fingers still tangled in his thick, black locks.
He pulls his forehead away from yours and locks eyes with you. You let your hands be still now, a silent gesture to show him that you’re listening.
He takes in a breath.
“I don’t look the way I used to,” he says quietly, shifting his eyes away from yours.
“What do you mean,” you urge him to continue.
“I mean, I don’t look like I did five years ago. Two years ago. Four months ago. I mean, I was practically a different man when we first met. I was younger, fitter…” he trails off, visibly upset.
“Yes, Aaron, you were,” you agree, keeping your tone temperate.
His eyes snap to yours, confused. It’s clear that was not what he was expecting you to say.
“You were a different man,” you continue gently, resuming your pacifying touch in his hair, “and I was a different woman.”
Aaron lets out a huff.
“Do you love me any less now than you did five years ago?” You ask him.
“Of course not,” he’s quick to answer.
“Why is that?” You prod.
“You’re gorgeous, inside and out. You’re funny, smart, loving…” he begins, but you interrupt him before he can go on.
“And,” you butt in, “if I were to go completely grey, gain thirty pounds, and only wear a potato sack to work every day would you love me any less?”
Aaron huffs again, but this time he’s fighting a smile. He’s starting to catch on. You watch as a spark of levity returns to his eyes. He holds you a little tighter.
“No. There’s nothing you could do or say to make me love you any less,” he grumbles in annoyance, but his upturned lip and matching eyebrow tell a different story.
“Ditto, baby,” you smile up at him. “I love you at any age, any day, anywhere, and there is nothing in the world that can make me change my mind.”
He dips down then, capturing you in a kiss, grinning against your lips.
You giggle as Aaron works his way down your jawline and neck, gasping as he kisses the soft skin at the junction of your neck and shoulder, thick fingers gripping the sides of your hips. He moves his lips back up to your earlobe, nipping at it lightly as you let out another soft gasp.
“You always know the right thing to say,” he whispers into your ear, pressing another kiss right underneath it.
“Aaron, I know I said I wanted you to take this dress off me,” you say breathlessly as Aaron nips at your shoulder again, “but Rossi will kill us if we don’t show up tonight. Plus, I really want the chance to show off my super sexy FBI husband. It’s been far too long.”
He lets out a low groan into your skin and gives your hips a squeeze, nuzzling his head into your neck.
“Yeah,” he mumbles, “you’re right.”
“Aren’t I always,” you snort, eliciting a chuckle from your husband as you turn around in his arms to let him zip you up.
He takes his time, letting his fingers brush lightly over your spine as he draws the zipper over your back. When he’s done and the clasp is latched, he kisses one shoulder lightly, and then the other.
“Thank you,” you whisper, leaning back against his warm body.
“No, honey,” he kisses the top of your head, “thank you.”
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By the time you and Aaron arrive at Rossi’s mansion, the party is already in full swing. Judging by the number of cars in the makeshift parking lot on his spacious front lawn, there must be at least fifty, maybe even a hundred people here.
Despite the bustle of the evening, it doesn’t take long for you two to find Emily, Penelope, and Derek in the living room, drinks in hand, snacking on some very expensive looking food.
“Hey, look! It’s the Hotchners!” Emily cheers, teetering on the arm of the leather couch, wine glass in hand.
“Hello beautiful BAU power-couple!” Penelope chimes in from the seat next to her, cuddled up into Derek’s side.
You laugh and let go of Aaron’s hand, walking over to greet your friends.
“Hey hot stuff, look at you, look at you!” Derek chimes in, eyeing you up and down before standing to shake Aaron’s hand.
“Oh, please,” you roll your eyes at him as you give Emily a big hug.
“And you don’t look bad yourself, boss man!” Derek adds.
You shoot your husband an ‘I told you so’ look over your shoulder, before untangling your arms from Emily and giving Penelope an equally enthusiastic squeeze.
“It’s good to see you all,” Aaron smiles lightly, all dimples in the low light. He steps in to give Emily and Penelope soft hugs.
“Let’s go get you a drink,” Derek says to Aaron, clapping him on the back.
“White?” Aaron looks to you, even though he already knows the answer.
“Yes please,” you respond, “thank you.”
“Be back soon,” he smiles easily, kissing your cheek, making your heart ache.
Aaron and Derek turn and exit the room together.
Penelope drunkenly pats the seat next to her, and you plop down on the couch.
“We’ve missed you like this!” Emily exclaims, gesturing between the three of you and around the room. “I can’t believe we’ve had to wait nine whole months plusanother four just to have a drink with our best friend again.”
You laugh at her, tilting your head back lightly. “Well, you guys got a beautiful little niece out of it, doesn’t that make up for all the wild girl’s nights I missed?”
Emily sighs, dramatically, “I guess so,” she jests.
“Oh, for sure.” Penelope adds. “You look freaking gorgeous, by the way. I mean, I would have never guessed you were creating a tiny human in that body only a few months ago!”
You blush lightly at her words, “You flatter me far too much, Pen. I owe this,” you gesture down at your figure, “all to Spanx!”
“Amen!” Emily toasts. You raise an imaginary glass to theirs and pretend to clink, taking a swig of invisible liquid.
“Are J.J. and Will here?” You ask them after they’ve had a few more sips of their wine.
“Yeah, yeah,” Emily nods, “they’re around somewhere.”
You take a moment and look around the room, taking in all the sights and the sounds of the party. You see some faces you recognize from around the bureau, but others you don’t. Just as you’re about to turn back to your friends, someone catches your eye. One face stands out from the crowd: he’s a young, suave-looking man in a sharp navy suit. Sandy hair perfectly gelled, shiny brown loafers, and bright blue eyes looking right at you. In another life you would have been exhilarated by his attention, apparent charm, and good looks, but now? Now, you’re married to the love of your life with an amazing stepson and a wonderful baby girl. His wolfish gaze means absolutely nothing to you. You simply flash him a curt smile and turn back to Emily and Penelope without a second thought.
You and your friends resume your chatter, waiting for the men to return with more drinks... only they don’t. Perhaps its “new mother anxiety” talking, but the longer your husband is gone, the more you start to grow concerned. A few more minutes pass of antics, laughter, and catching up until the nagging voice in the back of your head turns into an all-out scream. All you know is that you’re suddenly feeling very overwhelmed need to be with Aaron. So, you announce to your friends that you’re going to hunt down Derek and your husband.
You stand from the couch and smooth out the skirt of your dress with the promise to be back in a few minutes.
You walk out of the living room and into the grand foyer, following the same route as Aaron had earlier. Your black kitten heels click on the marble flooring, the skirt of your dress swishing lightly as you walk with purpose towards the kitchen. You’re so concentrated on reaching your destination that you don’t realize the man who had been watching you in the living room was now hot at your heels, following you through the house. It’s only when a hand reaches out and jerks your arm backward that you stop, startled, just past the grand staircase, turning face to face with him.
“You’re not an easy woman to get alone,” he smirks, reeking of alcohol, still gripping your arm, tight. Up close he is decidedly not as handsome as the low light of the living room made him seem. In fact, he seems… creepy. Really, really, really, creepy.
“Can I help you?” You blink at him, pulling your arm out of his vice grip.
“You sure can, baby,” he steps closer to you, voice oozing with sleaze. You gag at the liquor on his breath.
Moving away, you scowl at him, crossing your arms across your chest.
“What’s say you and I head upstairs for a little while? I’m dying to get my hands on your body.” He jerks his head toward the staircase, reaching out to grab your arm again.
You’re fuming at this point, ready give him a piece of your mind when a stern voice beats you to it.
“Excuse me, what do you think you’re doing?” Aaron articulates, approaching you both with Derek not far behind.
You breathe a sigh of relief as your husband glares at the drunken man vengefully, coming to stand by your side. Aaron pulls you into him, roughly, hand tight around your waist. The anger radiating off your husband is equally terrifying and HOT.
“Take a walk, man,” Derek adds in, coming to stand next to the drunken asshole. The man looks from you, to Aaron, then over to Derek, and finally back at you.
“Whatever,” the man grumbles, putting his hands up, “she’s not worth it anyway. Not pretty enough for the hassle. I just thought she looked like an easy lay.”
“That’s enough,” Aaron snaps, seething. “Leave now, before I make you,” your husband growls. He angles his body forward so you’re slightly behind him. A shiver passes through you at his fierce protectiveness.
“Fine, I’m going to get another drink,” the man utters.
“No,” Aaron interjects, “the party. Leave the party or I’ll have you removed.”
“What’s your problem?” The creepy man retorts, this time, more confrontationally.
“My problem?” Aaron says, angrily. You feel his entire body tense at the accusation.
“Hotch,” Derek warns, “I’ll take care of it. You guys go enjoy yourselves. Forget about him.”
“Come on, Aaron,” you tug on his suit jacket lightly, eyes pleading… but Aaron doesn’t budge from his spot. He only holds you tighter as he continues to stare down the man as Derek ushers him away and towards the front door. He doesn’t falter until they are out of sight.
“Aaron?” You repeat.
He looks down at you, finally, blinking away the fury until all that’s left is an all-consuming love. He releases you from his protective hold, and you face him.
“I’m okay,” you assure him in earnest, letting out a shaky breath.
“Honey, I’m so sorry,” he breathes, bringing his hands up to cup your face.
“Aaron, it’s okay, really,” you bite your lip, shifting your eyes away from his.
“You’re so beautiful,” Aaron kisses your forehead, and then the top of your head. “So, so beautiful, and I’m so sorry.”
“Aaron, can we just go home?” You ask.
“Sure,” he kisses your head one last time before weaving his fingers between yours and guiding you gently toward the back exit.
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The car ride home is quiet. The only sounds are the occasional click of the turn signal, and the hum of the wheels on the road. Aaron is still upset, and so are you, but you’re also… something else. Something you can’t quite put your finger on. You feel guilty for ruining the evening, guilty that you FEEL guilty for something you had no control over, hungry, tired, and… horny? Oh, and guilty for feeling horny.
It isn’t helping that one of Aaron’s hands is planted firmly on your thigh. He lifts it only to adjust the air conditioning or to scratch his nose, but otherwise it remains on you the whole way home. When he pulls into the driveway of your shared house, and shuts the car off, he still doesn’t move it.
“Honey?” You turn your head to look at him. His eyes are closed. You take in the strong features of his profile, noting the prominence of his nose and the way his eyelashes rest on his high cheekbones.
“I almost punched him.” Aaron whispers, opening his eyes to look over at you sheepishly.
“You what,” you exhale, mouth slightly agape.
“That guy,” he continues, bringing his left hand up to pinch his nose. “I almost punched him for saying that about you.”
You snort, amused by his confession.
Your husband lets out a short laugh, squeezing your thigh as he does.
“I would’ve liked to see that.” You’re grinning now and so is he.
He flashes his eyes at you and laughs again, this time less anxiously. You join him, feeling the tension dissipate with every passing moment.
“My big, bad FBI man decking a barely-legal drunk dickhead for making a move on his wife? Where can I get my tickets?” You joke.
As you say the words “his wife,” Aaron’s breath hitches in his throat. His hand on your thigh presses down instinctively. Neither of his reactions go unnoticed.
You lay a hand over his where it rests on your leg.
“You know, Aaron,” you begin.
He looks over at you, jaw tight, but this time it isn’t from anger.
“This is the first time we’ve had the house all to ourselves in months,” you pull his hand off you and bring it up to your lips. You press a kiss to his palm, and then to his wrist.
“This… is true,” he breathes out, studying you, taking you in.
“So, I’m just wondering:” you grin, linking your fingers with his, “are you going to carry your wife into our house, Aaron? Or do I have to walk myself?”
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who would obanai,rengoku, tengen, sanemi , and giyu dating a tall male pillar reader who has a sword as wide as a car and kinda as tall as a tree and they carry it on there back. There also the food pillar as well and are really clingy towards them and kissing them because they don’t care for pda and also give them lots of good food. They have really strong strength and there blade is a demonic blade that takes different forms based on the users life and it’s also alive as well. It can shapeshift into different cuttlery items like chopsticks or a giant fork and whatever he cuts up with the blade turns into food.
Kny characters x male food pillar reader
Helloo thx for the request, I’m sorry if this is bad I didn’t know what I was doing for a good while 😭
Note: Please remember that request are closed this is just an old request
Writing this give me Choji from Naruto vibes ✨
Giyuu
🌊- Giyuu actually really likes that you’re tall, it makes cuddling 100 times better because he much rather be the small spoon and he loves to be in your warm embrace
🌊- Giyuu doesn’t really like your sword since it’s so big he thinks you’ll somehow hurt yourself and he doesn’t want that
🌊- He never judged your breathing style and the fact that you were the food pillar other people however did find it weird and made fun of you but Giyuu would always be there to tell you they’re wrong and your breathing style is amazing
🌊- He doesn’t mind that you’re so clingy he actually really likes the extra attention
🌊- He wouldn’t get mad if you give him PDA but he does get easily flustered and embarrassed
🌊- Just one single kiss from you and he already has a blush on his face
🌊- Giyuu loves the food you give him, he loves it so much it came to the point where he only wants to eat your food but he’s too shy to ask so please always give some to him
🌊- Even though you two been together for some time he can’t help but get shocked everytime he sees your sword turn into chopsticks or you turning a tree into dango
Rengoku
🔥- He was already in love with you because he thought you were amazing but he feel even more when he found out you were the food pillar
🔥- I mean you know what they say the quickest way to a mans heart is through his stomach
🔥- Unlike others he thought you being the food pillar was the coolest thing
🔥- He asked you probably a thousand questions about your sword and breathing style
🔥- He loves to watch you train, he’ll sit there and watch you for hours and his eyes would light up everytime he sees your blade turn into different cutlery items
🔥- He wishes he can turn anything into food like you and as soon as you turn things into food he wastes no time and eats it right up
🔥- Since you’re the food pillar you probably eat a lot and he definitely fuels your eating addiction, before you go on missions he packs you like 10+ bentos
🔥- He loves your clinginess and everytime you’re clingy towards him he gives you his full attention
🔥- He also loves when you give him PDA he would also give it to you too! he wants to show the world who his boyfriend is
🔥- There is never a time either of you would go hungry in this relationship because it’s either you or him who has food
Sanemi
(I know Sanemi is really tall but let’s pretend you’re taller)
☁️-He hates that you’re taller than him, he wants to be the taller one in the relationship 😭
☁️- Use your height to your advantage and bend down to give him forehand kisses he’ll never see it coming and always gets flustered when you do it
☁️- You already know he always wants to hold your sword
☁️- You probably shouldn’t give it to him however, because he swings it around like a mad man or tries to use it against anyone who annoys him
☁️- At first he never took you seriously he saw your breathing style as a joke
☁️- But as soon as he’s sees how powerful you are he eats his words ( see what I did there?)
☁️- Sanemi really hates PDA so whenever you do it to him he’ll always push you away or punch you on your arm ( but not too hard because you’re still his boyfriend)
☁️- He loves it when you make him food, it just melts his heart and makes him soft, but he’ll never admit to it tho
☁️- Your food is probably the best food he ever had in his life but he’s such an ass because whenever he eats it he’ll say “Eh I’ve had better” 😒
☁️- He doesn’t really care to eat the things your sword turns into food but if it’s his favorite food that’s a different story
Obanai
🐍- You’re most likely a lot taller than him because he’s really short but he doesn’t really care, he’s use to people being taller than him anyway
🐍 - Despite you being more tall and more strong he can still be very overprotective of you and would glare at anyone who dare bothers you
🐍- He’s also not one for PDA so while you are hugging and kissing him he’s trying to push you off and is literally threatening you
🐍- But don’t worry he’s not gonna do any of them,he loves you too much
🐍- He doesn’t mind that you’re clingy but he much rather you be so when no one is around
🐍- Yes he’ll eat every food you give him but he isn’t really obsessed with it because he’s not a big eater
🐍- He finds your blade extremely interesting and is curios on how it works , when you’re training he’ll always be watching from a tree
Uzui
🔈- Ok so Uzui is pretty tall himself so there’s a possibility you’re the same height as him or a bit shorter buttt if you are wayyy more taller than him he wouldn’t get mad at that
🔈- He finds it kinda funny that he’s not the tall one in the relationship
🔈- His wives absolutely adore and respect you and they are glad for the new addition to the family
🔈- He thinks your sword is quite ✨flamboyant✨
🔈- He doesn’t mind you being clingy after all he has three wives so he’s used to it
🔈- Sometimes when your being clingy he’ll willfully not give you his attention because he finds it cute when you get all upset at him
🔈- He also doesn’t mind PDA at all, so you can kiss and hug him all you want in public and he’ll never get flustered or embarrassed
🔈- He actually encourages PDA because he craves your love and attention anytime and anywhere
🔈- He definitely asked for his own demon blade but instead of turning items it touched into food he wants it to turn into money or diamonds
🔈- you two definitely have food competitions, you both buy an unholy amounts of food to see who can eat the most, Uzui always loses but did he really expect to beat the food pillar in a food competition?
🔈- He begged you more than once to change your swords into chopsticks to see if he can eat with them
#demon slayer x male reader#kny x male reader#Giyuu x male reader#Sanemi x male reader#rengoku x male reader#obanai x male reader
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Comfort Hugs
Yelena Belova x gn!reader
WORD COUNT: 547
WARNINGS: mentions of toxic parents, mentions of arguing with your parents, crying
REQUESTED: {x} by @sheraayasher, hurt/comfort
SUMMARY: Yelena comforts you after an argument with your parents.
A/N: let’s pretend yelena isn’t a deadly assassin for this one, thank you very much. gif credits @cinematv
You knock on her door. Nothing, not even a sound. God, she must be sleeping. You don’t want to wake her up, but you feel as if you’re going to fall apart unless she gives you one of her comforting hugs. You knock again, a bit harder this time. Finally, you hear some shuffling inside and a couple of seconds later, she’s standing in front of you, her eyes laced with sleepiness. She has that murderous look on her face, the one where she’s trying to say ‘who the hell was dumb enough to wake me up in the middle of a well-deserved rest?’. It softens once she takes in your shaking form though, knowing that something must be really wrong for you to just show up like this, at this hour.
“Y/N? What are you doing here, darling?” she asks, confusion and worry present in her voice.
“My, uh, my parents were at it again. They were saying some really stupid things. I shouldn’t even listen to them anymore by this point, they're just trying to make me feel bad. But, Yelena, they’re my parents, I can’t just simply swallow their insults,” you ramble, the slight tremble in your voice setting off an alarm inside the blonde. She has heard this story before, it happens more times than it should. It never gets less painfull tho.
“Oh, I’m so sorry, love. Come here,” she says, pulling you into one of her famous hugs, the one you longed for the second you left your house. She may not give out a lot of those but when she does, it was the best thing a person could have ever wished for. They radiate a kind of comfort other hugs don't. You can really feel how much she cares through it, and it feels damn nice to have someone care for you.
“I’m really sorry, I didn’t mean to wake you, I just didn’t know where else to go,” you confess, your body beginning to shake with sobs.
“Shh, I know honey, it’s okay. I’m always here, you know that right? You can stay here for as long as you want, for as long as you need. But for God’s sake can we please move inside the apartment, I’m freezing half to death here,” she jokes, earning a chuckle from you. Even in situations like these, she always knows how to make you laugh.
“Yeah, sorry,” you smile, a little smile you could manage right now. “And thank you. For being here. For not murdering me when you opened the door,” now it’s her turn to laugh.
“You’re very welcome,” she grins, pressing a kiss to your forehead. “Come, I’ve got tea. You can tell me about the argument or we can simply watch a movie or something. You can cry if you want, I won’t judge,” she suggests, giving you all those options to choose from.
“I know you won’t judge. You never judge, you just listen. And you have no idea how much that means to me. Really, I’m beyond grateful,” you sniff, another tear rolling down your cheek, but it’s a different kind of tear now - it’s one of gratefulness, one of happiness that you’ve managed to meet such a lovely person such as Yelena.
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