#PixelRamblings

[pixelart203]

I keep seeing this one youtube video on my feed that is essentially "the Dream SMP was a good idea but executed poorly" and I just get very upset every time I see it because it's not inherently against the DSMP, but I just dont think people understand that it was never supposed to be what it ended up being.

It was literally a server for Dteam + friends to hang out on and mess around together without the constraints that youtube videos create. It then started to grow and more people were added and from there the lore started.

It wasn't some master plan that Dream made to blow up his popularity, it was a way to pass the time during the pandemic, and it just so happened that people were interested in crafting a story.

When the lore started to drop off a bit was when we were leaving the worst of the pandemic, people were able to go out and work on things away from minecraft.

ALSO the fans of the main lore were very vocal in how they wanted it to go, which created a struggle for the creators, as they didn't want to go that way but they also didn't want to upset their fans.

Creators struggled to work together to write lore, creators were really sick and really depressed and didn't prioritise the lore, which upset fans and created a rift between fandoms.

I don't think people really understand that, as the DSMP didn't become super popular until the lore started so they believe it was a lore server from the beginning. It was just a server for people to hang out on and make the pandemic a little less lonely, which helped so many people no matter how all over the place it got.

[bqdzmaru]

marc’s relationship to moonknight is so toxic because his decision to be moonknight was during a vulnerable moment but steven was kind of roped into being a vigilante along with marc and so he had a guide there for him and i think he can find way more fun and fulfillment in being moonknight because of that ease into things. esp cause he’s such an advocate for justice and doing what’s right ( typical hero mindset). i feel like marc would need to also learn that inherent altruism to find that he also can find pros and not just cons to being moonknight. jake is mostly just moonknight because he sees it as necessary. there has to be someone out there because if not him then it will be someone else. and god forbid anything happen to marc or steven under his watch ):

[alienatedpixels]

Someone needs to euthanize me before I implode an entire fandom cus godDAMMIT IF NO ONE ELSE IS GONNA BE AUTISTICLY INSANE FOR HIM, I WILL BE-

[pixelpaw]

shoutout to the sim i made in 10 mins and did nothing with ! this is unedited btw lmao straight outta cas

[zefoureyes-blog]

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I miss spider-man Dream aus

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Said this to my mum and I’ll say it again. Tommy isn’t doing anything nice to rekindle lost friendships, he’s doing it so he can try and secure a spot in Dreams new project. And I’m 99% sure Dream wouldn’t want anything to do with him after that video.

Tommy is 20. He’s an adult (and under inniter standards means he can be held accountable for his actions but that’s another discussion). All the crying in the world won’t revoke the stupidity that was his “If YouTubers Were Honest” video (albeit 19 at the time but again, inniter logic means he can still be held accountable for his shitty decisions down the line).

He went through doxxing, had Dream coach him and his family what to do, and in return made fun of a situation that brought danger to Dreams family, all for a shot at the QSMP.

As much as I live for the nostalgia of disc duo, it’s lost any reality of coming back. Tommy is too driven by clout and Dream has made it abundantly clear recently that he doesn’t fuck with the ops (in this case, Tommyinnit.

[pixelart203]

I think I might post a massive dump of some of my dnf aus because 90% will never see the light of day otherwise and they’re very fun and could possibly inspire someone idk I’ll do it tonight anyways

[pixelart203]

When I get too overwhelmed with how much I love Dream I throw my Dream plushie at the wall as a form of cuteness aggression

[pixelart203]

Okay okay I know I should be focused on like three things right now… but I’ve thought of a dnf Detroit become human AU that should have some art out in the next week or so but essentially

George is an android

Dream is human

Based not long after the positive ending of DBH. George being a newer model has not yet deviated. Dream, who took in androids who had deviated and needed shelter throughout the story, has been tasked with getting George to deviate. It is much harder than it should be.

[pixelart203]

Genuinely in tears over a fic that updates on Fridays being deleted I’ve had a really bad week and it was the thing pulling me though. Idk why but I’m just so upset, it makes me sad knowing that it most likely won’t be put back because the author isn’t fully in the fandom :(

[pixelart203]

No clue what happened but skin rendering just clicked for me I am a god

[pixelart203]

I’ve been so busy I forgot that Tumblr existed I’ll try and do something to return lol.

[pixelart203]

George has been working out to carry Dream bridal style down the aisle at their wedding

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My AO3 with more works on the way!

[pixelart203]

Thinking of pregnant Dream but more so Sapnaps reaction to it.

Like he’s all excited for Dream and George, happy they’re taking the next stage in their lives.

Until he remembers that the internet exists, and that Dream gets doxxed close to daily.

He would become so protective, more than George to a point where George has to pull him aside and go “dude that’s my husband can you stop acting like he’s made of glass.”

But at the end of the day George understands, he knows how much Dream means to Sapnap, and understands that when he was in the UK, Sapnap was there making sure he was safe. And let’s him carry on with looking after Dream, only if he’s out of the house, otherwise it’s his duty to look after his husband.

When George and Dream ask him to become the baby’s godparent he cries because he only really expected to be a cool uncle, thinking that Dreams siblings would be given that role instead.

When Dreams in hospital having the baby, he patiently waits outside (headphones in to block out the sound because he does not need to hear that). He waits through the whole labour, sitting, pacing for close to 16 hours until George pokes his head out, inviting him in quietly.

He walks in and sees Dream holding a tiny little baby, curled up into his chest. Dream is exhausted but smiling, beckoning Sapnap over to say hello.

Sapnap is so hesitant to hold the baby despite Dream and George both urging to, because even though he’s held his fair share of babies, his sister included, the thought of hurting the pride and joy of his two closest friends is horrifying.

Eventually he does hold the baby, a little girl, and has to quickly hand her back to Dream to avoid crying on her.