#Pity Sex
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But meee, well of course i liked you
Have time for meee, i don’t expect you to
#tigers jaw#seahaven#balance and composure#joyce manor#pity sex#citizen#i saw water#plane vs tank vs submarine#modern baseball#mom jeans#sorority noise#the front bottoms#moose blood#her
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Swallowed in reverie You are my fondest memories Always pulling back at me You are the earth beneath my feet
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I've been looking in the dark For a place to hide my heart And it's killing me I forgot, forgot, forgot The world isn't just a thought And it's killing me [---] I'm not ready to be happy But if you would take my hand And lay me down so softly I think I'd make it out just fine
Pity Sex - Flower Girl
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Listen to: Drown Me Out by Pity Sex
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Midwest emo in the late spring hits different
If you listen to the playlist let me know if you like it or other similar artists to check out, I always appreciate music suggestions 🫶🏼
#midwest emo#music#spotify#songs#musica#post hardcore#shoegaze#joyce manor#basement#modern baseball#title fight#citizen band#balance and composure#tigers jaw#pity sex#slow joy#math rock#american football band#old emo
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I'm trying to medicate, swallow my pity Wish you'd stay with me, tell me it's easy Cut me a bouquet, don't let go Lace your fingers around my throat Make it safe, I'm afraid
#you know autumn is here when i whip out the old emo records#pity sex#feast of love#st. john's wort#good tunes#Bandcamp
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PITY FUCK
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I'D DO ANYTHING TO MAKE YOU FEEL 📢🗣️🔊TO MAKE YOU FEEL 💯
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el turismo consiste en hacerle creer a la gente que
el mundo es perfecto,
el agua nunca se termina,
el calor y el frío no existe,
y la ciudad no tiene ruido
pagar una habitación es pagar por un engaño
una cuidadosamente empacada ilusión
en la que todas las penurias del mundo terrenal
son reemplazadas por paquetitos de champú
amabilidades falsas
naturales risas
asi es que milagrosamente
económicamente
por un módico precio
cualquier persona puede vivir
como vive nuestro patrón
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Day one of making fanart of funger fanfics so More writers get yurifull with them
#fanart#myart#fear and hunger#funger#fear & hunger#nosramus#enki ankarian#enkiramus#hag yaoi tag#they look like pillbugs to me#safety at night in ao3 is the fanfic#readd itt#its so tasty#next its the ritual sex one#love how both of them are touch deprived except nosramus is open ab it and enki is a paranoid wretch#who thinks every act of minimal kindness is an attempt to murder/indept/pity/use him#wet and distrusfull creature that he is
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I've been doing a lot of reflection as of late, especially after this past class.
This past class was about the Torah and Tanakh in general, and the way the rabbi talked about the commandments (specifically the ten commandments) has made me really reflect on how I interpret them, specifically the fifth commandment, or honoring your mother and father.
This is a commandment I have wrestled with for a long time - in fact, it brought me away from g-d at multiple times. I was severely abused when I was incredibly young by my mother, and I used to feel insulted at the implication that I were to honor her while she got to live a better life. It was hypocritical, in my eyes.
But this rabbi surmised that this particular commandment was because parenthood is an act of creation, something that is like the g-d from which we come from. My realization is this: I don't think we're necessarily meant to take even these commandments literally.
I this particular commandment is more of a call to honor creation - creation is a gift, and like any gift, many people simply will not like it and will discard it. The person who abused me created me, but she did not honor creation. She didn't honor me, but I can still honor it.
I have started to honor creation much more. I'm too young, too unstable, not mature enough to be a father (though I fantasize about it), but I create all the time. I create relationships, I create with my hands through crochet. I create memories, I create my world. And I can honor who I am and where I came from that made me who I am. I've been learning one of the mother tongues of my family (Italian, since part of my family originates there) and it was judaism that inspired me to do this.
I don't think g-d wants me to honor my abuser. I think He wants me to remember the Holy action of creation. When I am a father, that act of creation will be Holy, and indeed, I am already joyful about the thought.
I have seen many people struggle with this particular commandment, but I think this perspective helps me personally. I don't think I ever have to forgive my abusers (plural), and I don't think I am commanded to simply because they happened to be family. I am commanded to recognize the holy, to elevate the mundane. In doing so, I will remember g-d. Through creation, I honor g-d and everything he has done for us, for me, and for our collective people.
#jumblr#jew by choice#jewish conversion#personal thoughts tag#abuse tw#i am not sharing this for the sake of pity and i also ask not to be told to divulge my abuse story. that isn't relevant#i have been needing to engage with this topic for a long time though and judaism has helped me a bit in navigating healing#but i decided to share this publicly in the hopes it will help other survivors specifically of familial/parental abuse#i know how it feels (in general). it's so lonely and you can really harbor (understandable) baggage about this particular commandment#i have a meeting with My Rabbi (sponsoring rabbi) and i might bring this up. we've only spoken once face-to-face (zoom)#so that might be really Intense to bring up to him but he is very kind and i trust him (which is why he is My Rabbi)#and he has already told me that he WANTS me to wrestle with g-d and His word *with* him#again i am posting this publicly so i can document my thoughts and keep them straight but also with the hope it MIGHT help others#if it even *casually* inspires another survivor i will feel so grateful (though it is THEIR achievement and not mine to claim)#i want us to survive. i want us to eat well. i want us to smile#i will say that this must be a very sudden whiplash in tone from my last post about sex. from sex to awful horrific abuse#my stream of consciousness is just Like This though in the sense that i have very sudden realizations and tonal whiplashes#so you're just getting a very frank look into how my brain is structured and what my brain thinks are important enough to think about#if i seem much more verbose it's because i needed to write this on my laptop which makes typing and more importantly yapping even *easier*
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