#Pharmacist's notes

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[If they weren't poison, I think they'd taste good]

Higanbana Milk Tea by Vanelily!!!

I drew my oc in it

Good song!!! https://youtu.be/a2a15Y04FcY?si=50R_TZ37OcypYXmL

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[uagh, my head]

[...]

[my...head?]

[....mine...my....I...me]

[...]

[Your head hurts, it's pounding. You very slightly open your eyes and]

[oh]

[there's blood.]

[you're lying in a pool of blood. Some of it is on your head...drip drip dripping down your face.]

[some of it isn't yours]

[you're just barely able to lift yourself off the ground. It smells terrible. Like an awful concoction of flesh and sanitary alcohol. The ground...it's colder than before. This is not the same floor as the one you fell on.]

[you...recognize this place. It's in worse condition but...yes...yes you remember]

[I... remember]

[that girl. In the back. This is where you found her before-]

[oh god. The blood and her memory. You hated the implications.]

[that corner, where she sat. She seemed so lonely...The thought of her tired eyes and small composure...]

[...that corner, a machine. It's blade doused in blood. It hasn't been cleaned]

[....a meat grinder?]

[your eyes widened at the thought. You quickly covered your mouth and shook your head, trying to rid yourself of the disgusting thought...]

[..Finally, you arise. Your legs are shaky, your head and hair damp with blood and cold sweat. What the hell are you doing here? How did you get here..?]

[you recollect what happened....Did she hit you over the head, or did you pass out? Perhaps, your head hit the floor too hard. Whatever it was, it didn't matter now. Now, your priority was to get ou-]

You're awake.

[..the pharmacist. She looked so oddly bleak. So...empty]

Took you long enough..he..haha...

[ah, that smile. But it just wasn't the same. Her eyes were narrowed, her arms in her coat pocket. She continued to chuckle]

Haha...heha....you really...really couldn't let this go, huh?

"..."

"..What did you to her."

hmph...I thought I told you before. She's dead...you know, I hate repeating myself. It's so fucking annoying. I fucking hate it.

Yeah, sure, I've kinda enjoyed all this. But do you know how much of an annoying little brat you are..? For fucks sake, and to think...I wanted to help you.

"H-help..?"

"are you being serious right now?! Help?! Since when has what you're doing been help!?"

...hm. I don't think I want to answer that.

[She moved off the wall, and starting to circle around you. You felt trapped]

"No-No that's not how it works. You've ruined my li-"

What life?

[She turned her head to you, inching closer]

What sort of life have you lived? What life are you remembering, hm? You don't have a life, not anymore. You're life isn't yours. Both of us. We do not live, we don't have lives.

mm...haha...

[She turned to the machine, putting her finger inside and swiping the blood off of the blades. She put her thumb in her mouth, wiping her mouth]

This life, wasn't alive either.

[You felt physically sick. You were fighting the urge to throw up, right there and then. You're fists clenched]

[You had so many questions....]

[Your eyes drifted towards the machine, a shiver down your spine following along. You swiftly looked behind you towards the corner of the room, thinking of that girl]

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She walks in.

Nobody’s at the front.

“Hello? Is anyone here? I need to get my vitamins for this month.. maybe she’s out…?”

[The pharmacy had an eerie chill to it. It was cold, the music kept low. The lights, however, were still on]

[...]

[muffled noises came from the back]

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[I can't take this anymore]

[there are certain things I can't hide from.]

[...]

[you leaned back to the door, grabbing the door handle and about to sprint out.]

[you felt her gaze.]

[Behind you stand a woman. She wore glasses, and had choppy dark hair. Her eyes gleamed. It seems as though her eyes were the only thing that didnt change.]

"I know you'll find me, Higan...but not now...just..not now"

...

I don't think I ever stopped looking for you, Peachy.

But it's too late to stop you now, I suppose.

[You should move on.]

"It's not your fault, not completely, at least."

...

"I need some space, Higan"

Nono you're gonna leave me. Just like her, all those years ago.

"I need some space."

....

I-I'm...

...

[You stepped out of the darkness. The void enveloped the other figure.]

[The door creaked close, you let your vision slip through the opening, keeping an eye on the hate you created yourself. She was not your enemy, but you made her.]

[That day, a monster was born out of your own selfish need for ignorance]

[The cycle never ends]

[but perhaps...]

"What do I do? Where do I go? I can't go home, I don't know how...even if I did, I just can't."

[You need to move on.]

...

[I'll see you soon, Peachy]

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rbing again because idk if I made it clear

send asks!!!

theyre fun

Send me a number and I’ll tell you...

A nickname of mine

An embarrassing story.

A turn-on

A turn-off

Something I look for in a partner

About my best friend

About my worst enemy

About someone I think is cute

About someone I think is smart

About someone I think is funny

About my crush

About my parents

About my siblings

Something I like about my body

Something I dislike about my body

Something I like about my personality

Something I dislike about my personality

A quote I live by

My favorite book

My favorite movie

My favorite food

My favorite drink

A talent I have

An unusual talent I have

One of my favorite followers

A fictional character I relate to

My favorite book I read for school

My favorite play

A childhood memory

My best birthday

An embarrassing secret

A little known fact

A time I made a mistake

I time I succeeded

My favorite sport

My favorite video game

My favorite non-video game

My favorite band.

My favorite song.

My favorite animal.

I pet I have.

My favorite Halloween costume.

My favorite piece of clothing

My favorite TV Show

Who I want to hug

Who I want to kiss

Who I want to punch

Something I want to do before I die

Something great I’ve already accomplished

Anything! Make up your own 

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Wow, such a milestone~!

"What? What's going on what is thi-"

[Perhaps we should tell her.]

"???tell me what??? huh??? Who are you guys talking t-"

nahhh she'll figure it out! She always does, ain't that right, peachy?

Now, smile for the camera~!

THANK YOU FOR 200!!!

Now that they're done yapping, hi!! It's me!! The real pharmacist of this place, mod rye!!

Oh my god, what an achievement. Thank you all sososo much for enjoyin the crazy shit that goes on here!! I really didn't expect this to reach far when I first started, and one might say 200 isn't a lot, but it means so much to me. I wanna thank my followers as well as the rest of pharmacity! This community has truly been an amazing ride, and even if things aren't as active as they were in the start; I wouldn't leave this place for the world :]

Thank you ♡

Ive thought about the future for this blog a lot...even I have gotten a bit worn out from it all. Despite that, I will never abandon or get rid of this blog. I will always have it- if I'm active or not. I have many things in store for you all, and I hope you're just as excited as I am for these upcoming months!

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sigh i love women

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heya~! uhm.. so.. would.. would it be alright if I started taking double my usual? I've had these agonizing headaches now, and they're only.. getting worse.. - Akko, @pharmacity-weekly

[You grinned at her arrival]

[Don't do anything.]

Ahh~ Hello, Akko de-

[what.]

W-What did...you say..?

[That poor girl.]

Double..? My oh my...I'm sorry that my usual hasn't been working!

[You felt the smile grow wider on your face. Your eyes crinkled, fangs flashing at the girl. It was distressing to any onlooker]

[You've ruined her, Higan.]

[God, you hated her.]

Don't worry, I've got ya covered.

[You turned around to the cabinets, rummaging through an increasingly messy stock of vitamins and papers. You lay a note down onto the counter, scribbling a messy signature]

That should do it~! Y'know...just incase anyone asks...

....do you mind telling me why?

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[You looked into the mirror]

[who was that looking back at you?]

[a memory played in your mind as you pondered]

[there was a song, cheering as well. your heart pounded with exileration]

[You felt nostalgic]

[who is that person staring back at me]

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"I'm here for a refill of my vitamins~"

He takes out a near empty bottle from his pocket and places it on the counter along with a basket of cookies bought from the nearby bakery.

"Here, some food as thanks for recommending me this special batch."

Compared to his first visit, he seems a lot more happier.

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another customer. Can't I get a fuckin' break?

Hello, Kiyoi! Pleasure to have you back...and, oh?

[cookies? Is this some sort of bribe? Is he being nice????]

Th...thank you! Mmmm these look great...

[you let out of a soft giggle, before turning away and placing down the basket of cookies, getting out his re-fill]

annnndd...here ya go~! your prescription as desired!

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IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT~!

Hello all! This is your mod speaking!! This is not exactly good but nor bad news either.

I will be taking an indefinite pause on lore posting!! I will focus on vitamin posting for the time being, as a normal daily character blog would!

I'm sorry if I am disappointing everyone, but I think this is for the best. I feel a little too caught up in all the ARG stuff that I've lost sight of what this blog was made for in the first place. I will not be abandoning this blog or lore-posting (for now), so there isno need to worry!

I have some personal issues going on that are very distressing for me. I personally am fine, just family stuff. This, along with the upcoming midterm exams and ongoing Indoor Percussion season, is too much to try and focus solely on lore.

Thank you everyone for understanding, really :)

[bendme-otc]

one door closes another opens, taking a new step in healthcare towards pharmacy.

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“Heya~ I’m here for the antidote refill!”

Three kids walk in- it’s the bear girl, her girlfriend, and the guy that was carrying her last time. She seems oddly cheery- almost as if she’s forcing it so her friends won’t worry. Her girlfriend’s holding her remaining hand, and the guy seems to be looking around casually seeing as he doesn’t have to watch the short one.

-akko, @pharmacity-weekly

Akko? My dear it's been so long~!!

Ehe..of course I'll bring it over right away..take a seat while you're here!

[you locked eyes with Akko and grinned]

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^^

Vitamin blogs (or adjacent) please reblog this if you're fine with being bothered with one of my employees! They want to bother you guys very much /pos

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The gray and slightly pink haired boy skips towards the Airi Pharmacy with another basket of biscuits while humming Peachy Key with a smile on his face.

He wanted to share with the pharmacist how his idol unit finally has a name and they're now one step closer towards debut.

And also just hang out and chat about random stuff like friends do.

Hopefully she doesn't mind the Airi inspired hoodie he's wearing. @semi-daily-vitamin-soyo

Hm? Ahhh, Kiyoi, hii~!

Happy holidays!! Everythin' good with you?

[you looked him up and down. Ah, were you actually happy to see him? Maybe, you couldn't tell]

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[Oh my god]

[oh my. god.]

[Those photos]

[The photos on the ground. Who knows how long ago. The first time you came to the back]

[The names you didn't know you did]

[Those faces, filling you with painful nostalgia]

[Those people]

"Min...ori.."

[You choked on your own tears. Tears? nono why were you crying?? no no stop that]

"oh..ohh my god.."

[Those eyes]

[The pharmacist's eyes]

...

[your tears stopped]

You..remember, don't you?

[you were shaking]

[you coward]

[in an attempt to spare yourself, you've hurt the people who needed you the most]

[you selfish coward]

"y-you...h..her.."

I must say, I'm quite envious of you. Being able to remember your origins...where you came from..

[the pharmacist trailed her fingers along the bar table]

..why you're here.

...It was never meant to be like this. You were never meant to remember but you were and so was I and I don't know what I'm remembering but it hurts and..gaah...

..damnit this hurts.

[She covered her face with her hands, running her fingers and pulling through her hair]

[Her hands were shaking]

[...but you're a coward.]

[you can't do anything]

[....you're feet slowly stepped backwards towards the door, your breathing heavy.]

[you hadn't taken into account just how big things were. Because of you, you selfish prick.]

[Minori was dead. More More Jump could've stayed together, no..]

[you could be surrounded with the people you love]

[stop please I don't want to think about this right now stop stop stop]

[you left them]

[you wouldn't know love if it were standing right in front of you.]

[just...just out of reach. On the edge of death you let your love dance and still she it is gone.]

"You...k..kept me..here..? To...'help'..me? Y..you.."

[...you didn't have the guts to face her. Not anymore. The real you is gone. She's dead...gone. You killed her...]

[...You killed her when you met Atoji Higan. When you told her your name and she gave you a new one.]

[..When you considered the unthinkable and let her take your place.]

...Coward.

[huh?]

If you're gonna leave, do it. Run, like you always do. Don't be so caught up in this, so cowardly that you can't run, even if you wanted to.

[She approached you, eyes dim, narrowed]

You. You would rather stay here and die, wouldn't you? That's what got you into all of this in the first place. You wanted to stop your feelings, shy away from your responsibilities as an idol, as a friend.

[Her voice started to break, her finger pointing towards you]

You left them. You ruined everything. You couldn't even be a coward properly! You chose this life and you couldn't even keep it.

I-Its your fault, Peachy- No no fuck!

[The pharmacist grabbed at her hair, gritting her teeth, her arms practically shaking]

s-stop it shh..shut up..shhut up..fuckk gah-!!

..Y-...You ruined everything.

nono you didn't peachy, I'm sorry, please don't go

if you had just stayed.

please don't leave me

if you hadn't had been so.. selfish..!

I did this all for you, was this not enough?

then maybe you'd still have a chance to live! But nooo, you had to throw it away...how ungrateful are you!?

...you...you've done it..you've gotten what you wanted..

Are you happy now? Hm?

"I-I'm n-"

This took more out of everyone else then what it did for you.

In an attempt to rid yourself of a burden, you provided everyone around you with tenfold.

..

[Clap. Clap. Clap]

Congratulations.

[Clap. Clap. Clap.]

[The door was right there, why didn't you run?]

[...because you were scared.]

[what would you even do then..? After all this damage you've caused, wouldn't it be inappropriate for you to go back? It'd be better for you stay and hide here. For everyone, right?]

[What...what were you even planning to do, when you figured this all out? Who on earth were you planning to tell?]

[...you want to move on.]

....

[you need to move on]

[The door was right there.]

[Now that you've decided to be a coward, you only have two options left for yourself. You feel like you weren't even choosing for yourself. A puppet controlled by the hands you made for yourself...maybe it was you, the entire time...]

[The death of your personification of grief, should she be considered as once a living thing as well?]

[...her.]

[and yourself.]

[...so you did know how to fight, huh? Just in all the wrong ways.]