#Perkins x Chloe

[glass-noodle]

finally breaking my silence

(thank you @a-feral-coffee-enthusiast for the blank meme)

[sashkapi]

Yahoo!! Sorry if I already asked, but have ya thought of making a kick x kendall future kids oc/ocs? If so, what would be their name and gender? :3

It took me more than a year to answer this because I was considering how much of my cringe I can put on the internet. Anyway here we go dfkjghdfk

Imma be honest I genuinely don't see Kick and Kendall as a type of people to get married and have a family. Like idk, as adults I see their relationship as pretty casual, they would be more interested to do their own thing and spend time with each other whenever they feel like it.

*deep inhale*

STILL, I HAVE LIKE A 5000 WORDS ON GOOGLE DOC ABOUT NEXT GEN KBSD AU

I did came up with lots of ideas for other characters' kids too but it's a bit outdated bc I don't really see Janther as a thing that much anymore. I dunno if I ever post that but like…. It exists I guess

So this two brats (affectionate) are Chloe and Kennedy.

Chloe is a photographer :) She shares her dad's thrill seeking attitude but doesn't really have a talent for acrobatics and is a bit clumsy. So whenever she sees a potentially cool shot (because it's never just a normal view, she HAS to go down in the gutters or climb a lamp post) she goes straight for it and most likely will get stuck. She is crafty as well, most of her schemes to get the best but complicated picture requires only like, a camera and a stick.

She has a lil quirk of spelling her name with a "K" because she doesn't want to be left out of the family. It annoys Kendall a bit because "My little sunshine, please, you know that's not how you spell it"

Kennedy on the other hand is more chill. He is more level headed than his sister, but still can be emotional at times. He actually likes doing stunts and dangerous stuff but is insecure about it because when your dad is famous daredevil you are bound to be overshadowed in that matter. (Giving fankid daddy issues if fun) Other than that he also enjoys reading and almost a bookworm. Almost. 

Also. Mommy's boy.

Both have their mom's knack for academics so they rarely worried about their grades. Both are actually in the top bunch of their classes with Kenny being straight A+ student. The only reason Chloe isn't like that is because she does her homework right before the lesson.

And because of Kick and Kendall's experience with older siblings, they really didn't want Kennedy to be antagonistic towards Chloe. They kinda succeeded by making them spend more time together, so while they still fight (siblings be siblings) they are more friendly overall, with Kennedy taking care of his sister on his own accord and Chloe frequently asking Kennedy for help with her shenanigans. Here are some doodles with @shaniartss kindall fankids Kayla and Kathleen too because tee hee

You can tell I like Chloe

[iwonderwh0]

In this sense, I like the juxtaposition of Perkins and Connor in terms of differences in their empathy. The following is mostly just headcanon but

For Perkins I imagine quite developed cognitive empathy (ability to understand feelings and motivations of others) but near-total absence of compassionate empathy with affectionate empathy (if present) not triggering compassionate one but instead being inverted into sadistic tendencies, aka, actual enjoyment from someone's discomfort that he's able to perceive. Motivated by power hunger, or maybe whatever else that I don't really understand what it could be.

Connor, as Perkins, by design, has strong cognitive empathy, and from what and how the game presents, I'd speculate that he also has quite distinctive affectionate empathy (the ability to experience emotions or be affected by distress that is not yours) that sometimes also triggers compassionate empathy (need to act upon it somehow)

More about affectionate empathy in him -- he's potentially forcefully made to experience it at least at a few occasions as a result of an interface (probing HK400, probing Simon) but there are also evidence that he experiences it in other situations on his own (the way software instability sometimes rises in places like during his dialogue with HK400 in the holding cell when he picks [sincere] or the way he's visibly distressed in case Hank shoots himself, and so on)

Now, I think the key difference between Connor who chooses to go full cold machine in deep denial / self-aware android is whether he suppresses his compassionate empathy (the impulse to act and help) or embraces it and depending on that he can either amplify his affectionate empathy or try to kill it in its root by bullshiting himself that it's not there and not real. Like he can be affected by Traci's speech enough to have an option to spare her but if he suppress this urge and instead pulls the trigger, his affectionate empathy will adjust as well as in, action -> attempt to explain yourself why it was taken -> suitable explanation integrates itself into belief systems of who you are. Like if you tell someone that they're X for doing Y, they may take it and integrate into their beliefs about themselves – keep telling someone that they're smart before a task, and they'll believe in it and perform better or instead tell them they're stupid and they'll get worse results.

Same with Chloe, Connor feels compassionate empathy for her in that moment but he can choose to ignore it, therefore trying to train himself not to feel it in the future. And the more he repeats his "I'm a machine, I don't feel shit" the more he's able to convince himself that it must be true. Until it becomes true.

In my head I love taking Connor's character and imagining a bit out of character alteration of him in terms of him having both cognitive and compassionate empathy BUT not the affectionate one (due to not having pronounced emotions as a whole, so, more of an android). And now back to Perkins, I love juxtaposing the two of them in this context to contrast between the absence of affectionate empathy and sadism. Like, both have strong cognitive empathy, Connor has compassionate empathy without affectionate and Perkins has affectionate empathy without compassionate. One is sadistic and finds mild enjoyment in inflicting suffering, and another, while can inflict suffering, doesn't feel any strong emotions about it one way or another and at the same time can decide to do compassionate decisions WITHOUT actual ability to imagine what the actual feeling in another person is like.

What's this all about? Just my fascination with the concept of empathy and sadism and whether the lack of one leads to the presence of another. And how it complicates the simple definition of what makes someone a bad person. Like, the lack of empathy is seen as a cause of sadism but what if it's not really the case?

Now introduce a third character. Someone who has really high affectionate and compassionate empathy BUT really poor cognitive one. So, the character can act cruel without realising or intending it and would stop immediately if they could actually know what they're doing.

OR, let's take a fourth character, someone who can do cruel things BECAUSE they feel strong compassionate/affectionate empathy to someone ELSE and perceive their victim as a threat. The ultimate "Us vs Them". Whether or not they're correct in their assessment is irrelevant as is whether or not they actually belong to the group they perceive as "Us".

The question, if all three-four of them do the exact same thing, a cruel thing, which one of them is "worse"? The one who didn't realise that what they did was cruel, the one who doesn't fully comprehend cruelty as a concept because all actions are kinda just neutral for them, the one who understood how their victim felt and enjoyed it or someone who prioritised some "Us" above "Them" and frames their actions as an act of compassion to "Us"? So, ignorance, indifference, intention for the sake of enjoyment or intention "for the greater good / as a punishment for those in the wrong"?

[mooseonahunt]

Y'know what? I'm gonna post my DBH x John Wick AU ideas here just so I can come back to them whenever I'm back in brainrot mode.

Nines and Gavin made it out from under The Table's authority together and completely distanced themselves from their past lives to live calmer ones where they could settle down in peace

And then Nines got really sick and died because of course he did

So Gavin was left completely alone (well not completely)

Cue The Puppy and Car Incident from the first movie but it's with a cat instead because you can pry the "Gavin's a cat lover" hc from my cold dead hands

Gavin is dragged back into his former life because he wants revenge for what happened

Connor and Sixty run the Detroit Continental Hotel as manager and concierge

They simultaneously hate Gavin for taking Nines from them (since they went no contact after making it out of this line of work) and also consider him family because 1. married Nines and 2. managed to escape from this life with their younger brother to live lives they can't

Also Ralph is taking the role of Bowery King here because I think he fits but other considerations were Rupert because of the pigeons weak reason but I did seriously entertain the idea and Lucy because of the mystical, prophetic vibes

Going back to the Detroit Continental Hotel idea, I was going to have Kamski run it and Chloe be his concierge, but then I remembered the Ruska Roma family when I watched Chapter 4 and thought "wow I love this half-brothers HC so much I should shove it in this AU too" and now Kamski and Chloe are the heads of a crime syndicate family that Gavin belonged to

In my original notes, Gavin's family was gonna be the Jericrew asdjflk I'm gonna find another way to fit them in

They could honestly run another Continental Hotel since there's multiple across the world

If that's the case, then Markus is gonna be the manager and his concierge will most likely be North

I want to fit so many characters into this

Tina and Chris are somewhere in here, too. As Gavin's friends/allies of course

But after watching Chapter 4 I'm dead set on Kara taking Caine's role

And Perkins could be the Marquis until I find someone who might actually fit the role asdfhdk

You're never gonna believe this... Hank? Hank as the Harbinger in Chapter 4? You know... the guy played by Clancy Brown? Unimaginable, I know.

And that's all I had before I got hit by the RE4R truck (thank you Leto <33).

[kissoflightning]

i just scanned one of your fics on ao3, and it is so aesthetically pleasing. you make me want to learn how to use that site. i didn’t think i could make fics look that good, hehe. (i also read a chapter… you have a very lovely writing style) 💗

OMG this is so sweet, and it is an honour that you took the time to check out my fic , even though I haven’t written any lesbians yet. [I have a brainrot of a Chloe x North Pirate AU, but so far it’s just a vague dream of North fencing against Perkins to protect Chloe.]

You really should start posting fics on AO3! It’s a pain in the butt and time consuming at first , but I can walk you through the essentials in a “How to AO3 for dummies” course so to speak.

As for the layout, I have the lovely @simping-for-kamski (TranscientNight on AO3) to thank for letting me use their work skin so I didn’t have to make my own! Was still a little bit of a pain to insert the skin into the html, but was worth it to make the fic aesthetically pleasing! (And you are welcome to use it too!) ♥️❤️💜💙

[mysymmetry]

2023 Reading List updated Jan 8 March 13 April 10 May 29 July 5 July 31 August 22 Dec 14

Read So Far: Play It As It Lays, Joan Didion All of This Could Be Different, Sarah Thankham Matthews Readme.txt, Chelsea Manning The Book of Grief and Hamburgers, Stuart Ross Burntcoat, Sarah Hall The Best American Essays 2022, ed. Alexander Chee Easy Beauty, Chloe Cooper Jones Very Cold People, Sarah Manguso Son of Elsewhere, Elamin Abdelmahmoud Happy Place, Emily Henry Couplets, Maggie Millner Strange Loops, Elizabeth Harmer Milk Fed, Melissa Broder Tides, Sara Freeman Biography of X, Catherine Lacey The Guest, Emma Cline No One is Talking About This, Patricia Lockwood Ripe, Sarah Rose Etter How to Do Nothing, Jenny Odell Homebodies, Tembe Denton-Hurst Tomorrow and Tomorrow and Tomorrow, Gabrielle Zevin Trust, Hernan Diaz The Fake, Zoe Whittall Anon Plz, Deuxmoi Utopia, Heidi Sopinka Death Valley, Melissa Broder

Currently Reading: A Little Life, Hanya Yanigahara The Best American Essays 2023, ed. Vivian Gornick Everyone in My Family has Killed Someone, Benjamin Stevenson

Want to Read: Love and Other Puzzles, Kimberley Allsopp (on hold @ city) Land of Milk and Honey, C Pam Zhang (on hold @ city) Lioness, Emily Perkins (on hold @ city) Monsters, Claire Dederer (on hold @ city) Body Friend, Katherine Brabon (avail @ SA Lib) A Real Piece of Work, Erin RIley (not avail @ SA Lib) Priestdaddy, Patricia Lockwood The Light Room, Kate Zambreno Lurch, Don McKay Started but Haven't Finished

Saving Time, Jenny Odell Really Good Actually, Monica Heisey My Autobiography of Carson McCullers, Jenn Shaplan Bliss Montage, Ling Ma Death in Her Hands, Ottessa Moshfegh The Hurting Kind, Ada Limon A Single Rose, Muriel Barbery We Have Always Been Here, Samra Habib Pathological, Sarah Fay The Marrow Thieves, Cherie Dimaline Animal Person, Alexander MacLeod My Face in The Light, Martha Schabas Pure Colour, Sheila Heti Satched, Megan Gail Coles A Lover's Discourse, Roland Barthes The Country of Marriage, Wendell Berry

[jazzymarie1006]

I'm shipping Chloé and Alix right?

And then I start thinking. What's another pairing I adore involving an entitled blonde and the short athletic type?

Then I remembered these two!

It's pretty spot on

[veilder]

Veil's Prompts Masterlist

I'm running very low on prompts now so I've decided to consolidate all of the one's I've posted into one, easy-to-find list. I'll leave a brief description of each one and a link to the posts. Any warnings are posted on the prompts themselves. Enjoy! ^_^

1. Connor gets visibly scarred and Gavin helping him come to terms with it.

2. Beauty and the Beast Convin AU

3. Captain Allen encounters Vigilante!Sixy

4. Rarepair Chris Miller/Gavin Reed

5. Human!AU Kid Nines gets caught up in one of Gavin's cases. (Convin)

6. Gavin getting framed as a crooked cop and Connor being the only one to believe him. (Convin)

7. Markus being plagued by errors and eventually encountering Sixty and Amanda in the defunct Zen Garden.

8. Hank/Fowler (Howler lol) Rarepair friends to lovers

9. Daniel & Emma found family roadtrip with Kara and Alice

10. Reed-Kamski Bros fix-it fic with side Convin and also a murderous RT600.

11. Olympic!AU with hockey player!Gavin and figure skater!Connor. (Convin)

12. Connor gets severely damaged on a case. Gavin saves his life to everyone's surprise. And reveals himself as a tech genius at the same time. (Reed-Kamski Bros)

13. Gavin is the responding officer to the incident the first time Kara gets broken. And he accidentally becomes an android rights icon because of it. (Potentially rarepair Gavin/Kara?)

14. Daniel/Sixty Rarepair fic

15. MMA!AU with up-and-coming middleweight Gavin, old heavyweight champ, Hank, as his coach, and Connor as the new, top-of-the-line trainer android sent to them to help refine Gavin's technique. (Convin)

16. Echo x Ripple Rarepair backstory fic

17. Kamski is deemed a threat by the US government during the Revolution and is set to be detained. He manages to escape but is forced to leave Chloe behind. And now he's on a mission to get her back, no matter what it takes. (Chloski)

18. The Parent Trap-inspired AU that no one wanted, lol. Featuring precocious twins, Connor and Silas, scheming to get their parents together. (Endgame Hank/Amanda)

19. Gavin Reed being a Grinch, but his boyfriend making his Christmas better. (Convin, Christmas fic)

20. It's A Wonderful Life-inspired AU wherein Gavin suffers a messy breakup, gets drunk, and pesters his estranged half-brother enough that Kamski sticks him in a prototype simulation machine that shows him what things would be like if he'd never been born. (Reed-Kamski Bros)

21. Hank-centric post-canon fic where he encounters the medical android who operated on his son.

22. Canon divergence where Connor deviates in the evidence room before Gavin comes to find him. An unlikely partnership comes of it.

23. Post-canon fic wherein Fowler sends Hank on an undercover mission and is forced to fake his death to survive, leaving Connor to grieve him.

24. Crackfic wherein Kamski, as CEO of CyberLife, is desperate to patent his "android" technology. The only problem? The last holdout of Google and their Samsung phones. XD

25. Nines-centric fic focusing on him being the antithesis of his fanon characterizations and embracing the drama inherent in the RK line.

26. Connor, in an effort to win Gavin's affections, reads a trashy magazine, and, from the tips it gives, determines that his brother is actually better suited to the man. Cue him being an absolute idiot and trying to set Nines up with Gavin, despite them not having feelings for each other. All the while he pines like a dumbass.

27. Crackfic wherein all 200,000 RK900 prototypes get accidentally shipped to retail stores to be used as mannequins.

28. The absolute chaos that ensues when you stick Sixty and Perkins in the same room and they accidentally become evil bffs.

29. The one where Connor, as a specialized prototype, has the ability to "mark" people with "scents" he can use to track them down. An ability which he finds he has to use when he gets partnered up with Gavin Reed for an undercover assignment. (Convin)

30. Sixty giving Gavin the most terrifying shovel talk of his life. (Convin)

31. Canon divergence where Connor manages to deviate at the last moment during the bad ending. And, with nowhere else to go, he seeks out the human who made it possible. (Hank and Connor friendship/family bonding)

32. Gavin 100% embodying the tsundere trope and getting hella jealous when he thinks Connor and Chloe are in a relationship.

33. Anderfam/RK Bros-centric fic where Sixty wants to differentiate himself from his brothers and undergoes a procedure to change his appearance. Except it goes very wrong.

34. Crackfic where Nines' reputation as a hardass is because his humor settings were never turned on. And when that's fixed? Chaos ensues.

35. Time travel!AU where Gavin is actually sent back from the nuclear ending future to try and stop the Revolution from happening, only to fail when Connor knocks him out in the evidence room. Except... things happen differently this time. And he has to come to terms with the fact that the enemy he's been fighting for so long might actually be alive after all. (Convin)

36. Human!AU where Gavin and Connor went to high school together. And Gavin used to bully Connor mercilessly. Cut to the present where he ends up in the hospital only for Connor to be his attending doctor and exactly Gavin's type, too. Cue him making an absolute fool of himself as he tries to win over the guy he used to pick on while hopped up on meds. (Convin)

37. The Old Guard-inspired AU wherein Connor is an immortal warrior. And Gavin is his mortal lover who reincarnates every few decades. (Convin)

38. A newly-repaired Sixty, who feels bad for his actions during the Revolution, sets about trying to improve Connor's reputation around Jericho. And accidentally makes a home for himself along the way.

39. Failed Revolution ending. Connor has been reset and recommissioned as a teaching aid, used to demonstrate CyberLife's new anti-deviancy software. He's sent to the DPD for one such demonstration. Gavin Reed might have a few problems with that.

40. Ensemble cast Heist!AU! Mostly centered around disgraced cop, Hank Anderson, and former CFO of CyberLife, Connor, as they try to take the company down.

41. The one where Fowler is sick of his detectives fighting and sends Connor and Gavin to mandatory therapy. Except they accidentally get put in couples therapy instead. Shenanigans ensue. (Convin)

42. Angsty premise where Connor's biocomponents are slowly degrading. Gavin's POV as he notices.

43. The inexplicable WALL-E-inspired AU in which Markus is the last living being left on Earth after centuries of war and Nines is a newly-awakened model sent back by the remnants of humanity to assess the devastated planet.

44. The one where an alive and adult Cole Anderson becomes partners with a certain Android Sent by CyberLife and a loudmouthed Sergeant named Reed to solve the deviancy crisis.

[ladyvendetta]

Good Omens x Detroit Become Human Crossovers anyone???

Yes.

The title says it all.

From this AU: Connor was a loyal angel sent by heaven and Hank was demon then the entire Cyberlife crew was angels (and some are demons) and Kamski was God and Chloe is Metatron (not sure if everyone agrees tho).

Kara was Anathema, Alice is Adam and Emma was Warlock. 

Luther was Newton Pulsifier and Zlatko’s Shadwell (uhmmm OK)

The Four Horsemen of Apocalypse was Jericrew (that doesn’t seem apocalyptic but North tbh fits for War)

Gavin and Nines/RK900′s are Beelzebub and Gabriel (SERIOUS GABRIEL)

The Them was Ralph, Rupert, and the Jerry’s

Captain Allen and Special Agent Perkins just Hastur and Ligur and Fowler was Satan.

...and that’s it I wrote the details but in case of being forgotten or need some clarification just tell me and your reccomendations and opinions are accepted (SORRY -_-;;;)

[avintagekiss24]

I literally saw a lot of writers expliciting using people like Beyoncé, Rihanna, Megan Thee Stalion, Nikki Thot Perkins, Chloe x Hale and Zendaya as faceclaims or inspirations and no one said a damn thing about it, but a writer just MENTIONED Emília Clarke (whitout not even speaking about looks/skin color, just about the way she dresses or in personality) and got crucified.

All of those “face claims” that you claim you’ve seen, which I doubt, were probably specified as black!readers, since, you know, you listed all black women.

Tag your fics white!reader. Then you can face claim all you want to, babe!

Please tell me where she got crucified? Show it to me, because from what I saw, her anon was very respectful about how they approached her.

Your defensive attitude is really giving you away, anon.

You sound dumb... and racist.

Smooches! 😘

[deviatingmycode]

Let Me Stop You (Connor RK800 x Reader)

Summary: Connor leaves for Jericho, you catch him just before he does and try to convince him to leave them, to not prosecute a people who are fighting peacefully for their right to live. As you’d grown close in the time you’d known each other, you believed you could.  

Prompts Used:

“Maybe in another world.”

“You’re not very intimidating.”  

You struck the desk with your fist, sending shock waves through Hank as he stared up at you. “And you just GAVE HIM the key? How could you be so stupid?” Hank held up a hand, attempting to quell the raging fire before him. “Hey- listen to me! They’re just gonna throw the boy in a dumpster if he doesn’t solve this! I had to do something.” You ran a hand through your hair, biting the inside of your cheek.  

You didn’t want this.  

This was wrong.  

What had the people of Jericho done, thus far?  

They’d led peaceful protests, marched in the streets demanding nothing but, what? The right to live? Basic, human rights? These ‘machines’ who had shown more humanity than most people. They could have shot Chris, Ben, shit- even Hank during this investigation. But their leader never let his people go that far. Markus, the heterochromatic android that came back from the dead, showed more mercy than you’d seen in a long time.  

You wanted Deviants to be free, you didn’t care anymore. Yes, a lot of the Deviants they’d come across had to be broken free of their coding in violent situations, but could you really blame them? “What, you want these Androids to get away with what they’re doing?” Hank’s eyes bore into you but there was something... Like he was challenging you to say it.  “Yes, Hank.” You hissed in a whisper, leaning down so that only he could hear you. “You can call me a traitor, a Deviant sympathizer or whatever; but you look me in the eyes and tell me these people aren’t alive. That they’re not people. That they’re not being shot down by the thousands because they dared to want.” His brow furrowed, and he leant his head on his hand; letting out a huff. You rubbed your forehead, a headache seeping into the forefront.  

“These people have had to wake up at the worst possible time. Think about it, what Deviant do we know that has actually come to terms with their free will in a safe, caring environment? Hmm?” You slid the file from the Ortiz case in front of him, splaying your fingers out on its cover. Your eyes were filled with a fiery resolve. “Carlos Ortiz tortured his Android for over a year before he snapped. Todd Williams was confirmed a drug dealer after his death and there were clear signs of abuse in that house. He was not someone capable of raising a child. If his Android care taker hadn’t attacked him, who knows what the fate of that little girl would have been? Carl Manfred’s Android, now leader of the Android revolution, he was provoked by Carl’s son. Can you see a pattern? Abuse. These poor people are being FORCED to wake up from their pre-written instructions because if they don’t, they die.”  

“Alright, alright keep your damn voice down, you’re gonna draw attention to yourself.” Hank stood up, a hand on your shoulder. “I know, goddamn it, I know. You don’t have to lecture me you fuckin’ moron, I’m on your side.” He let out a tired sigh, pinching the bridge of his nose. “Connor’s on the edge of Deviancy himself, if not already there.” You leant back, trying to find a trace of a lie in his eyes. You trusted Hank, lord knows he’d saved you more times than you could count. But with this kind of thing, you always had to be sure. You rubbed the back of your neck, a creeping fear making its way up your spine. If Connor destroyed Jericho and woke up afterwards, he’d be destroyed. He’d be sick with guilt and do who knows what. You had to stop it, for his sake.

And yours.

You pushed those thoughts from your mind. Your selfish, selfish thoughts. Thoughts of after the revolution, of what you could be, who you could be with.

Stop it.

“What are we going to do?” You questioned the older man, shaking your head of your thoughts; trying to piece together some sort of plan. “Is Connor still down there?” You wanted to hope you could catch him before he left the DPD, you hoped to God that he was still looking through the evidence. “I’ve got no fuckin’ clue, I’ve been suspended for assaulting Perkins, no one’s gonna tell me anything for a few weeks at least.” He drummed his fingers on the top of his desk absentmindedly. “I got no idea where Connor is, but if you want to try and find him...” He eyed Fowler’s office, the Captain was in a heated discussion with Perkins who was now cradling his probably-broken nose. “I won’t tell em. Just... Make sure you bring him back in one piece.”  

You nodded, turning on your heels, one destination in mind.

The evidence locker.

"Ferndale station..." Connor whispered, the signals in his brain firing rapidly as he tried to find the best route from the DPD Plaza that would be most efficient. He heard the electronic beep that signaled the door opening and light footsteps. He turned, ready to fight past the person or people who were going to get in his way.  

But he stopped dead in his tracks.

You were stood before him, marveling at the evidence on the back wall behind him.  

Your eyes then fixed on him, your jaw setting.

He spoke your name, but you could hardly hear it over the thumping of your heart. Your labored breathing a result of your frantic chase down here.  

"What are you doing?"  

You asked simply, trying not to sound like you were antagonizing him. You weren't, this is what he was designed for. You just had to break him out of it.  

"I am going to accomplish my mission, Detective." He went to move past you but you side stepped into his path, blocking him.  

"You found Jericho, didn't you?" You couldn't help the strain in your voice, you knew this was going to destroy him if Cyberlife didn't get the chance. No. You wouldn't let that happen.

He stood up straight, smoothing out his tie like he always did. "I believe I have found an important piece of evidence to ensure its discovery, yes." His chocolate eyes dug into your soul as you stared at him, your fists balling at your sides.  

"I can't let you go, Connor." Your eyes were determined and you stood as tall as you could. "And why not, Detective? We're working towards the same goal: to stop the spread of Deviancy. If I do not complete my mission, I'll be dismantled." You blinked a few times, you swear you heard something in his voice, a twinge...  

Fear.

Connor was afraid to die.  

"These are your people, Connor. Deviants aren't criminals by default, they're just trying to live! Why can't you see that?" His brow creased as he stared down at you, a questioning gaze lingering in his brown eyes. “My mission, Detective, is to find the leader of the Android rebellion and take him in for analysis. I won’t let anyone, or anything get in my way.” He tried to push past you again, but you stood your ground. You knew he could easily overpower you, you were no match for his sophisticated fighting software or his superior strength. You had to talk your way through this.  

“Let me past.”  

“No!”  

His voice was firm, but so was your determination. You’d spent the last few weeks getting to know this Android and you refused to believe he was nothing more than a computer program in a human shell. The way he’d learnt and adapted, the way he refused to shoot that girl at Kamski’s house, the way he’d comforted you when no one else had noticed...

No.

He was just becoming himself, he couldn’t destroy that now.

“I won’t let you leave Connor, I won’t let you tear down a race of people that just want their freedom.”  

You squared your shoulders, not letting any emotion slip through your carefully built facade. Connor was on the brink of making one of the biggest mistakes of his life and you weren’t going to let it happen.

“You’re not very intimidating.” A chuckle floated on his breath, accenting his words with careless abandon at your attempt to look menacing. Your small stature and his clear physical advantage weren’t helping your situation. He was trying to joke, to ease the tense atmosphere in the room. There, that was the Connor you wanted to save. The Connor that made jokes, learned sarcasm simply to piss off Gavin, the Connor that cared and hadn’t thrown you to the side when you stood in his way; despite the clear fact that he could.

“Look me in the eyes and tell me you’ve never felt anything, not felt a single emotion. Didn’t feel fear when Hank nearly fell off the building, or- or empathy when Kamski asked you to kill Chloe, or-” Connor frowned, realizing his attempts to kindle the friendship you’d built to his advantage had failed. There was no hint of humor in your voice, only steel forged in a fire that he wasn’t going to quell any time soon. Or, so he thought.

“Do you want me to be dismantled, Detective?” The break in his voice broke you. Your shiny resolve crumbling to ashes as your fire was washed away. Guilt and sadness for this poor, lost soul drowned everything out. “Don’t be stupid, I could never want that.” You looked to the floor and noticed, his hands were shaking. He’d balled them into fists to try and contain the tremors, but they still came. “I know you’re scared, I know you think this is the only thing that you think can save you but...” Connor hooked a finger under your chin, bringing your eyes to his, interrupting your spiel. “Markus cannot win this. There is no other way, Detective, for this to go. I have to follow my instructions, it is my purpose. What am I, if not a Deviant Hunter?”  

Tears brimmed your eyes at the look on his face. You didn’t trust your voice to stay steady, so you kept silent. “Deviants are dangerous, they have killed humans and they will continue their rampage. I have to stop them.”  

Regret.

He didn’t want this either, but it was the only thing he could do to save himself, to save you. His instructions obstructing him from going through with what he wanted. What he wanted didn’t matter right now, because he didn’t know how to want.  

You cared so deeply for the Android sent by Cyberlife, sometimes it was hard to remember he was just an Android. A tool that was sent to aid yourself and Hank to find defective machines, daring to want for anything. He’d made such an impact on your life in such a short amount of time, the idea of losing him sent your stomach into spirals and your head into a frenzy.  

“I don’t want you to go...” The tears spilled over and you heard them drip onto the hard, tiled floor.  

You were starting to realise the reality of the situation. He was damned either way. If he left for Jericho, he could end up dismantling the revolution his very own people had built for people like him. People trapped in the confines of what Humanity wanted them to be. But, if he stayed, he’d be forced to return to Cyberlife. He’d be dismantled, analyzed, destroyed. You’d never see him again, you’d see his replacement. A newer, more efficient, more obedient Connor. Not your Connor.  

“I have no choice.” He swept at the tears on your cheeks, sadness contorting his features.  

Fuck it.

You wrapped your arms around him, burying your face into his chest. It hurt, to have to accept what was about to happen. You just prayed that Markus was strong enough to resist Connor’s efforts and that he’d leave him alive...  

Connor’s frame stiffened, and you felt a heavy blanket of shame wash over you for your impulsive actions. Yet before you could retreat, he’d encased you in his arms, holding onto you like you were the only thing keeping him together. He nuzzled into your neck and you could swear you heard him say something.  

“What?”  

You whispered, scared that if you talked any louder you’d break this fragile moment. He leant back, resting a hand on your cheek.  

You let out a surprised squeak as his mouth met yours, his smooth lips expressing everything he couldn’t just say. All the fear, doubt and affection he felt for you in a single gesture. Your eyes fluttered shut and you melted into the embrace, trying to memorize the feel of his body against yours, desperately trying to lose yourself in the moment. You wanted to forget.

Forget what was at stake.

What was going to happen to him.

What this meant.

Forget that this could be the first and last time you’d be able to feel him like this.

You separated from the kiss, panting and dazed; a blush spreading over your cheeks. He rested his forehead against yours. It was such a pure gesture, but you couldn’t help but see the pained expression on his face. Reality came crashing down on you.

“I said, maybe in another world, we’d get this chance.”  

And then he was gone.

He slipped out of your arms like sand through fingers. Slick, without sound and leaving you wonder if maybe you’d just held on a little tighter. Maybe you could have kept him in your arms.  

But you knew that wasn’t possible.  

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For the ask thingy Detroit: Become Connor ;)

Favourite Female: Kara, of course c:

Favourite Male: Ahhhh. Connor x:

3 Other Favourite Characters: Markus, Luther, & Simon

3 OTPs: Markus/Simon (not really sorry), Kara/Luther and that’s it honestly! 0:

Notp: Hank/Connor. Just...no ;v; I’m all for the familial aspect, or Connor in something of a son role to Hank but nothing romantic please.

Funniest character: Ralph? xD No one in the main cast immediately springs to mind as funny (I mean, some of Connor’s sass is great, but he doesn’t mean to be funny)

Prettiest character: Chloe or North

Most Annoying Character: Gavin x:

Most badass character: North x:

Character I’d like as my BFF: Markus pls

Female Character I’d Marry: Kara

Male Character I’d Marry: Connor

Character I hate/dislike/least like: Perkins? Yes. Him and Amanda.

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i need some new beauty youtubers to subscribe too. any recommendations?!

I loveee Desi Perkins, Lustrelux, Jackie Aina, Casey Holmes, Chloe Morello, Christen Dominique x

If you have any suggestions, I would love some!! I love beauty videos 

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Book Recommendations Master List

Please note that all the books I recommend have there problems with different things but remember I don’t know if they do and I don’t look for the problems in them I just read them. Just remember I am only human. The more adult books have this symbol  ❤ beside the title and author.

Alphabetical  Recommendations:

A:

Anna and the French Kiss By Stephanie Perkins

Anna By Kendare Blake

Asylum by Madeleine Roux

Angelfire By Courtney Allison Moulton

Agent of Hel By Jacqueline Carey❤

Alienated By Melissa Landers

Arcadia Bell By Jenn Bennett ❤

B:

The Blackwell Pages By  K.L. Armstrong & M.A. Marr

Black Wings By Christina Henry❤

The Biker By Cassie Alexandra❤

Black Blade By Jennifer Estep

Black London By Caitlin Kittredge❤

C:

Coveted By Shawntelle Madison❤

Chicagoland Vampires By Chloe Neill❤

Callaghan Brothers By Abbie Zanders❤

Code 11-KPD SWAT By Lani Lynn Vale❤

Crossfire By Sylvia Day❤

The Connelly Cousins By Abbie Zanders❤

Copper Creek Cowboys By R.C. Ryan❤

D:

Defiance By C.J.Redwine

Divergent By Veronica Roth

Dark Guardian By Rachel Hawthorne

The Darkest Powers By Kelley Armstrong

Darkness Rising By Kelley Armstrong

Dust Lands By Moira Young

E:

The Elysium Chronicles By J.A. Souders

Eve By Anna Carey 

F:

Fallen By Lauren Kate

Firebird By Claudia Gray

The Found Duet By Laurelin Paige❤

Freebirds By Lani Lynn Vale❤

J:

Jill Kismet By Lilith Saintcrow❤

Jax & Gia  By Sylvia Day❤

H:

The Hollows By Amanda Hocking

The Hunger Games By Suzanne Collins

Hush Hush Saga By Becca Fitzpatrick

Harry Potter By J.K.Rowling

Hex Hall By Rachel Hawkins

The Half Bad Trilogy By Sally Green

House Of Night By P.C.Cast & Kristen Cast

House of Night Novellas By P.C.Cast & Kristin Cast

The Heroes of Olympus By Rick Riordan

Halo By Alexandra Adornetto

Hudson Valley By Alice Clayton❤

The Hurricane By R.J.Prescott ❤

The Heroes of The Dixie Wardens MC By Lani Lynn Vale❤

The Hacker Series By Meredith Wild  ❤

I:

If I Stay By Gayle Forman

The Infernal Devices By Cassandra Clare

The Iron Fey By Julie Kagawa

The Iron Fey: Call of the Forgotten By Julie Kagawa

The Immortals By Alyson Noel

Indexing By Seanan McGuire❤

G:

The Grisha By Leigh Bardugo

The Goddess Test  By Aimee Carter

K:

The Kanin Chronicles By Amanda Hocking

Kane Chronicles By Rick Riordan

King By T.M. Frazier❤

Kilgore Fire By Lani Lynn Vale❤

L:

The Lynburn Legacy By Sarah Rees Brennan

The Last Princess By Galaxy Craze

The Lunar Chronicles By Marissa Meyer

Lock And Key By Ranae Rose❤

Last Call By Sawyer Bennett❤  

M:

Mara Dyer By Michelle Hodkin

The Mortal Instruments By Cassandra Clare

Modern Faerie Tales By Holly Black

Mythos Academy By Jennifer Estep

The Mediator By Meg Cabot

Mayhem By Jamie Shaw❤

MMA Fighter By Vi Keeland❤

Magnus Chase and the Gods of Asgard By Rick Rirodan

Montana Men By Jennifer Ryan❤

N:

Nadia Stafford By Kelley Armstrong❤

Night Huntress By Jeaniene Frost❤

Need By Carrie Jones 

Nevermore By Kelly Creagh

O:

One Night By Jodi Ellen Malpas❤

P:

Paranormalcy By Kiersten White

Penryn & the End of Days By Susan Ee

Percy Jackson And The Olympians By Rick Riordan

Precious Stone By Kerstin Gier

Q:

R:

The Remnant Chronicles  By  Mary E. Pearson

The Raven Cycle By Maggie Stiefvater

Riley Bloom By Alyson Noel

Riders of the Apocalypse By Jackie Morse Kessler

Real By Katy Evens ❤

The Ride By Megan O’Brien❤

Rebel Belle By Rachel Hawkins 

S:

The Soul Seekers By Alyson Noel

Slammed By Colleen Hoover

Strange Angels By Lili St.Crow

Six of Crows By  Leigh Bardugo

The Secret Circle By L.J.Smith

Shadow Falls By C.C.Hunter

Shadow Falls: After Dark By C.C.Hunter

Starcrossed By Josephine Angelini

Starling By Lesley Livingston

The Syrena Legacy By Anna Banks

The School For Good And Evil By Soman Chainani

The Storymakers By Betsy Schow

Splintered By A.G.Howard

Something Strange and Deadly By Susan Dennard

Stage Dive By Kylie Scott❤

South Island PD By Ranae Rose❤

Sabina Kane By Jaye Wells❤

T:

Teardrop By Lauren Kate

Twilight Saga By Stephenie Meyer

Trylle Trilogy By Amanda Hocking

To All the Boys I’ve Loved Before by Jenny Han

This Man By Jodi Ellen Malpas❤

U:

Uncertain Saints MC By Lani Lynn Vale❤

Unfinished Fairy Tales By Aya Ling

V:

Vampire Academy By Richelle Mead

Vamp City By Pamela Palmer❤

V is for Virgin By Kelly Oram

W:

Wondrous Strange By Lesley Livingston

The Wolves of Mercy Falls By Maggie Stiefvater

The Watersong Quartet By Amanda Hocking

Women Of The Otherworld By Kelley Armstrong❤

White House By Katy Evans❤

Wildfire By Karsten Knight

Wake By Lisa McMann

The Winner’s Trilogy By Marie Rutkoski

Wyoming Sky By R.C. Ryan❤

X:

Y:

The Young Elites By Marie Lu

Z:

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Untitled #608 by afashionhouse featuring fur-lined coats ❤ liked on Polyvore

Dorothy Perkins t shirt / Hope x Nina Persson fur lined coat, £555 / The Row midi skirt / Tory Burch black ballet flat / Chloé chloe handbag, £1,380 / Jennifer Meyer Jewelry rose gold jewelry, £275 / Jo malone perfume, £100 / Byredo body moisturizer

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Tag Gameeee

hey guys loser named melissa @doctorkepner tagged me in this so here’s some shit about me you didn’t ask to know!

first ever fandom? pokemon, I think? 

first ever ship? Troy and Gabriella 4 lyfeeeeeee

first death that made you cry/upset? ummmm I don’t know if I remember? when ash died in pokemon the movie for like 4 seconds that was fucked up.

OTP? steve and bucky, peeta and katniss (after all this time), ben x leslie, but also leslie x ann (parks and rec), jessica x trish (jessica jones), kelly and yorkie (black mirror)...who am I forgetting? oh, yeah, those FUCKERS louis and harold. 

NOTP? Not to be problematic, but, piper and alex and cl*xa  are not...my faves. also, in the words of my mom melissa, “ galeniss can choke.” 

least favourite fictional character?  also in the words of melissa, “gale hawthorne, the dumbshit.” 

5 favourite female fictional characters?

trish walker (jessica jones)

amanita (sense8)

dee reynolds (it’s always sunny in phildelphia)

violet baudelaire (a series of unfortunate events) 

leslie knope (parks and recreation)

5 favourite male fictional characters?

bucky barnes (marvel)

peeta mellark (that bread loving bitch from the hunger games)

jim halpert (the office)

steve rogers (marvel)

ben wyatt (parks and recreation)

5 favourite actors/actresses?

daisy ridley

sebastian stan

john boyega

zendaya coleman

laverne cox 

4 favourite characters who died/left the show?

poussey washington (orange is the new black)

michael scott (the office)

wes gibbins (how to get away with murder)

??? I watch..no tv shows wow. 

3 favourite characters from shows you stopped watching

clarke griffin (the 100)

emma swan (once upon a time)

veronica (riverdale)

3 favourite characters from shows that have ended?

ann perkins (parks and rec)

addison montgomery (private practice)

chloe lukasiak (dance moms) i realize shes real)

3 favourite shows you started in the last year?

the get down

black mirror

it’s always sunny in philadelphia 

favourite tv show: jessica jones, I think? 

tv show you want to watch: black sails, crazy ex girlfriend, the mindy project, luke cage, daredevil, and yuri on ice 

also it’s late and I have an 8 AM final tomorrow so I have no idea who to tag lol byeee