#Panathir

[nythscribble]

doodles of @annikuh's twins!

[annikuh]

happy halloween from the twins🖤

Panathir got to choose the costumes, in exchange for letting Jax host a Halloween party, & they’re killing it.

(u know im chattin under the cut LOL)

Panathir loooooooves Phantom of the Opera (he’s a Phantom kinnie. DNI Raoul). always a huge fan of a horror romance, this guy. he was so excited he made it all from scratch, as accurate to the stage costumes as possible bc if he’s gonna dress up as his favorite character, he’s gonna do it right‼️ (I imagine he’s had the idea to make a phantom costume for a while, & already had sketches and stuff, but felt too cringe to do it for no reason. but now he has an excuse to do it, *and* with his Christine. he’s gonna live in this costume fr.)

he can’t wait to show off his work and look so scary and mysterious, and then 90 minutes later, retreat to his room and hide away. (maybe a few glasses of moonshine will keep him around for a little longer. he’s usually much more fun when he’s drunk)

Jax loves POTO too; they’re a major Phantom apologist (figures). they ADORE hearing Panathir sing the music all the time. they aren’t vocally gifted but they’ll screech out a note for the angel of music sometimes. hit him with the world’s worst high C.

more than anything, though, they love to see Panathir happy and so shamelessly indulging in his interests🖤

[annikuh]

sometimes when I write Jax and Panathir, i have to put them in weird ass positions so they can get face to face bc Jax is like 10 inches shorter than he is, & it kinda annoys me a bit, but honestly there’s something poetic about both of them having to contort themselves so much. their love is already defined by such suffering for both of them most of the time; it would only make sense that they’d have to break their necks to do something as simple as kiss.

[annikuh]

4 years ago I made a dnd character intended to be a sneaky, charming, face-of-the-party who used their social skills to get ahead in the world, & ended up with the sweetest, bravest, most genuine, and most kind-hearted character, who uses their honed social skills to help as many people as possible with the time they’ve been given, despite how much they suffer. my sweet little Jax has literally changed my entire life in so many ways I can’t even begin to explain. it’s silly but I literally don’t know who I’d be without them.

everyone wish your favorite nepherit a happy made-ya day‼️

(to my stanathirs—it’s ok, he knows he’s not the favorite today & he’ll swing on ya if you diss Jax. only he’s allowed to do that.)

& look how far we’ve come goddamn, original baby Jax😭

[annikuh]

a meme redraw bc it’s SO them

thank u nyth for sending this to me, may you live a thousand lifetimes💚

[annikuh]

“They’re learning…figuring us out in ways we don’t know. They must know that they’d have a better chance if they separate us, and you just almost fell for it. They can tell you’re the weak link.”

POST-WAR PART 2‼️ the paranoia is off the charts in this one, gang. come curl up with your favorite nepherits, they’re being more irrational than you could imagine.

read part 2 HERE

& if ya missed it, you can read part 1 HERE

spoilery alt & a closeup‼️‼️

also…this is The Meme

[annikuh]

a soft kiss for a sweet boy :)

(individuals + smile inspo under the cut)

isn’t he so cute I’m barking like a dog

[annikuh]

Malkavian vampire Panathir—highly skilled in picking apart victims’ minds and using their deepest fears against them, though he’s plagued by hallucinations of Jax that drive him to sudden fits of insanity.

In short, normal Panathir but I gave him fangs.

(y’all fuckin w/ Vampire the Masquerade????)

[annikuh]

lazy lil Jax&Co beach episode‼️ thank you to my @andydandyandy for the prompt💖

we’ve got it all here—Jax being anxious and tortured👏 Panathir being a male manipulator👏 Syvis being sweet and beautiful👏 canon pet names👏 sex appeal???👏 cute outfits👏 AND canonical height differences👏

AAAAAND A BONUS RANGI AND UNCLE PANATHIR WOOOO👏👏👏 what a blessing he never met that kid in canon, huh😭

[annikuh]

sent the twins on a play date with @nythscribble’s ( @nythlyx ) OCs, Nirn & Izzovir, bc I’m so deeply obsessed with both of them.

Jax and Nirn got along swimmingly, due to their similar personalities. Panathir did not get along with Izzo at ALL, also due to their similar personalities.

(thank u to Nyth for feeding me so good with these two, I love em. & closeups under the cut <3)

the death grips those boys have on their partners, as if they’re not both so clinically obsessed with their own that they’d ever even think to steal the other’s😭

[annikuh]

“c’mon, gorgeous—tell me you love me~”

fuck it, daddy’s posting it cropped‼️ they’re so pretty I don’t even care‼️

and I typed out a ton of themed character stuff so you’re gonna get that anyway under the gd cut‼️

OKAY👏

ONE. nepherits can’t get hard BUT Panathir knows some magic, and very much so uses it for this purpose. there’s obviously subconscious connections to be made between the cultural emasculation of men who can’t get erections and his fear of weakness, thus being the reason why he uses his magic in this way.

but also dude spent like millennia alone with just him and his hand and his fantasies, and he’s real viciously sexually desperate constantly, but it’s hard jorkin it fully soft—so nepherit boys make do. magical problems, magical solutions. also fun fact of the day, the magic emits a sort of fizzy, tingly sensation—very lovely.

(realizing this ability was a game-changer for me personally bc I’d been writing soft dick porn this whole time, which is a little hard to do, so when Panathir showed up I was like yaaaaaay a reprieve)

TWO. this was funny to draw bc it’s very much a role-reversal. Jax is the bottom of all time, like straight up wet-eyed begging to be degraded and thrown around, and would never get off on hurting Panathir like this (like girl that bite mark actually Broke Skin). like they’re not really a “>:)” type of guy, ESPECIALLY to this point. & as could be guessed, our favorite power-hungry control freak would hate being tied up like this, like even just sitting with his legs spread is too vulnerable for him.

HOWEVERRRR, Panathir is very weak for Jax. their praise drives him crazy. if they catch him at the right time with the right words, he’d for sure debase himself for them. like he’s gotten worked up from Jax saying he’s proud of them, poor thing. if Jax said he looked pretty in a very sweet genuine way, it would be game over for him.

THREE. in another example of his absolute weakness for them, he needs them to say “I love you” and he needs to say it back for him to finish. he could be straight up cutting them with a knife and giving them blunt force trauma while he fucks them, and he still wouldn’t be able to cum without begging for an “I love you”. even when he jerks off, he imagines them saying it, and he’ll say it back out loud when he finishes. literally every single time. pathetic boy<3

I love character work thru smut I love it I love it I love it isn’t it so fun I know IM obsessed‼️

[annikuh]

damn, almost forgot that Panathir’s actually scaryevil & not just sweetiepie sensitiveboy

[annikuh]

panathir but bald

wig snatched

homeboy looks like new leader of house harkonnen. may Jax’s knife chip and shatter or whatever the hell those gayboys in dune said.

[annikuh]

ik Panathir and Syvis never meet but Christ I love to imagine it. Tonight’s thought:

Panathir’s constantly saying nasty, passive aggressive shit to Syvis to lowkey try to get a rise out of her, & it rarely works. However, when he calls her a necrophiliac, I think she loses it bc it’s (1) super gross, (2) mean to Jax, and—more upsetting than anything else—(3) lowkey kinda true; nepherits aren’t fully dead, but they’re basically corpses.

It takes her a minute to steel herself against that one for sure LMAO

[annikuh]

just found an old Jax fic that I never finished but has insane potential.

some guy flirts with Jax at a tavern, & their lonely little ass is falling for it and invites him up to their room. it turns out the dude’s got a nepherit fetish (og monsterfucker) & the way they react is so interestinggggg.

(under the cut bc im niceys)

bc he’s just coming onto them like crazy, begging them to feel their cold skin & Jax has no fucking clue what his deal is, yet they’re still obeying him the whole time.

& that reaction is crazy sad. so not only are they a people pleaser, but they’re also just so lonely they’d do some shit like this, just to get some nice attention. they aren’t getting off to it; they aren’t dominant & they don’t like praise or worship during sex. they don’t want to hurt this guy whose only crime is being a freak, either—there’s no justification for it in their mind. but they’re gonna give in bc they just want someone to like them more than they care about any of these other things.

it’s ALSO crazy the way they ditch their own beliefs too. Jax is constantly trying to dispel nepherit stereotypes, like it’s at the core of who they are, yet they go against it so heavy. they’re willing to beat the hell out of this guy and play out the stereotypes, of course, but they totally use their stigma the opposite way when they mention how dangerous nepherits are in the first screenshot.

like obviously I get why they’d say that, but at that moment he’s just flirting weird & they’re so quick to ditch their whole personal mission and fall back on the stereotypes they carry just because they’re scared.

AAAAAAAAND (bc he has to weasel his way into everything) that really reminds me of how Panathir weaponizes the stereotypes to protect himself too, AND how he always thinks people are trying to kill him no matter what. bc again, Oswy is just flirting with Jax & bc they don’t get why he would be, they’re immediately like “he must be trying to kill me.”

Jax trying to protect themself using these negative beliefs abt themself, and trying to convince the other person to believe things abt themself they don’t like—it reminds me of this moment Panathir has in a whole different story

like it’s so stupid bc he doesn’t want people to think he’s crazy, nor does Jax want people to think they’re dangerous, but bc they feel backed into a corner (even when the threat is just in their heads), they both double down on these things. it’s like acknowledging these things is an attempt to fool the other person’s “malicious plans.” like ‘I know what people really think about me, so you’re not gonna fool me’

counterintuitive, but they’re not the most sane nepherits.

ANYWAY I’d like to play around with this more someday. Cool concept.

[annikuh]

just found this meme again and its so Jax and Panathir, I just had to draw them. this is literally a canon event in their lore, I’m so dead serious LMAO I’m putting it under the cut

he’s the ceo of “I hate you, don’t leave me” 😭