#PLEASE ALSO TELL ME EHAT BOOKS YOU ALL ARE READING
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This post will mostly be to my irl friends but even if you have no clue who i am you can keep reading😀👌
Warning: the rest of this will contain topics such as, homophobia, transphobia, sexism, xenophobia etc.
Also please excuse my grammar and writing style. Im just writing down my thoughts.
I don't really know how to start this. I have been thinking about writing this for a long time. But today i finally decided to do it.
I live with my parents and (half) sister who's in college.
The problem is my dad.
No, he's not abusive, at least i don't think of him as abusive. That may sound strange but i genuinely don't know if he is and im just so immune to it that i don't think of it as abuse or if im just overreacting .
The real problem is his memtality.
He was born in the very late 60's so yes he is in fact old.
He has this mentality that he is right and EVERYBODY else is wrong. Everyone in my house has acknowledged this. Except him obviously.
Unfortunately (as some of you may have already realised based on the warnings) he is in fact xenophobic.
He is very very transphobic. For example:
"don't you think it wierd that people are out there pretending to be the other gender?"
"its either she or he, there is no they"
"this kind of 'stuff' wasn't around when i was your age"
Yes these are all direct quotes from him.
There are many many more that i cant think of right now but if i do remember any more i will add them.
Also, i know this is an age old argument but, ehat do you have against trans people? They arent bothering you? If anything YOU are the ones bothering them.
Anyways.
That's only his transphobic side.
We've barley touched his homophobic side.
Now, i will say the is very slightly more accepting of, this commumity than trans people.
Slightly.
By slightly i mean he dosent sit me down after seeing thr word "nonbianary" on the back of one of thr books my friend lent me and tell me all about these "odd people" that are-LIVING THEIR LIVES WITHOUT YOU BOTHERING THEM.
Exuse me.
A little cough came out there.
Also yes "odd people" is another direct quote.
Continuing on.
Sexism.
This one is very very vague because he's only given me a sexist vibe a few times but it still bothers me.
StOrY tImE
I was telling my dad about some of thr fights at my school and his legit resposlnse whaen i told him a teacher had gotten involved was "sometimes boys need to fight and i know your school will never agree with me but its true"
As you can see, very much a self believe that he is the only right person to ever exist on earth.
Another example:
I was telling him about some of my friends breaking up (platonically) and moving lunch tables because they weren't talking to each other anymorw.
" you see that happen a lot, girls fighting, but you just get used to it"
Like ?
He grew up with two other brothers, no sisters. How many women did you watch fight?
Also kinda off topic but he seems oddly against Chinese people💀
Idk what he has against them but he just...doesn't like them?
Anyways thank you for comin to my ted talk about all my dads problems.
I will update this if i ever feel the need to.
Originally posted on Mar 7 2024.
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Beautiful Dawn how r u? Hope you're all well rested. Take a break if you can sweetie baby. Just sending you love love and more love. Baby girl, I'm curious to know what's your all time favourite books, especially the ones that really really inspire you to write and keep writing? Your go to genre perhaps, I always imagine you as that person who surround your room with shelves filled with your favourite books, all cozy, wrapped in your fluffiest blanket, reading and perhaps there's a table right next to you with a cup of tea. If I could i wanted that access to that library of yours because baby girl, your words in your fic are god tier. I love you and your works so much!! Mwahh.😘 ❤️💞.
henlo bby!! yes i am resting rn as much as i can before i return to capitalism ajsjdjdj (im also in the countryside rn which is doing wonders for my mental health ��😭) ooooo that’s such a great question & omg i love talking about books plus you’re so spot on with that desc it’s like you’re living in my room bc i cuddle up with books, a blanket and a cup of tea all the time ;___;
def my fave ones are dystopian or romances ansjs dystopian romances?? it just hits all the angst and mutual pining for me. i really recommend this one book call these violent delights by chloe gong that i’m reading now + basically anything from f.scott fitzgerald, angela carter & madeline miller cause those are my fave authors whose works are v dear to me :’) you could start out with tender is the night (fitzgerald) and nights at the circus (carter) bc their prose is top notch and always makes me want to write better. also!! circe’s prose was partly what inspired the last few acts of bewitched bc it had such an enchanting quality to it <333 but any media you consume can be the basis of working on your writing as long as it fits how you want to convey a story :3
#PLEASE ALSO TELL ME EHAT BOOKS YOU ALL ARE READING#WANNA BE NOSY AND SNOOP INTO YOUR LIBRARY <33#dawn.replies
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okay, so I was on ao3 and I think I stumbled on your account on there. Could you tell me about the valour!harry au pretty please? I absolutely LOVED it!
OKAy so im gonna tag @darling-potter bc u know i saw that comment on ao3 (❤) and i thought hey lets combine this and give like. A big chunck of plot away lmao so anyway
• This whole Valour AU thing started when Cursed child came out (me, stating the obvious) because @trippingonflatsurfaces and i just couldn’t wrap our heads around WHY valor. Like, its such a explicitly Gryffindor trait?? It could not be to make the public think of the dark lord a a hero i mean, they were torturing Muggleborns in the freaking castle and had dementors wandering around i dont think JK’s Voldemort was all about that politics life ya know. So why?? Was it like, a mockery of his 2 enemies, both Gryffindors?? But then why not courage (100% identificable no fake gryff trate) or boldness (sounds more of a mockery than valour) was it because it started with V too and Voldemort 36 times champion of acronym competition liked the sick aesthetic???
• well you get the idea we where half making fun of the idea half actually trying to understand why Voldemort would allow people to say his name and why pair it with Valour of all things like one would think he would go for something more like himself
• and then, like the true shipping trash i am, the unverse forces that rule the harrymort ship descended on me and gave me The Idea
• why would Voldemort, who has spend YEARS making sure his name was feared as a way to impose fear and respect suddenly let other people just say it like it meant nothing. Like, not even Lord Voldemort Day or anything, and as Chelle put it, why not my lord or the Dark Lord WHEN IN THE BOOKS HE IS REFERRED AS SUCH 987661% OF THE TIME?
• well maybe
•MAYBE
• he is not the only dark lord.
• maybe ppl cant just say “my lord” or “the dark lord” or “you know who” anymore and actually know WHO they are talking about
• and if there was another dark lord and people went around saying “for Voldemort and Valour" and not something like "for Voldemort and THE Valour”
•hey maybe there was something there
• maybe they needed no “the” bc Valour was not a trait, but a person
• Valour. Such a gryff name beautiful
• and which gryff bitch do all of us shippers love but would also have chances at surviving Voldemort’s rein??
• well no other than fan fave Harry *well shit u my horcrux???? U cant die now* Potter.
• and guess who is supposedly death since the Battle of Hogwarts, when he realized he was a horcrux?? Well harry potter
• so the thing was: what if harry is still alive? And what if he was the other half of the saying, lord Valour???
• at this point chelle and i were fangirling already bc it fit so well with the narrative of curse child??? As in it made no fucking sense but it /could/ if you believed enough. And boi did we (do we) believe
• anyway we made the back story, as in, everything that happened before the lord Valour persona was like “created”. I’ll sare with you both common and personal headcanons bc i like talking and i cant shut up apparently
• so. Cedric diggory kills Neville. That’s cursed child explanation to why Voldemort won. And then, Harry finds out he is a horcrux. He goes to the forest and ya know his friend neville died, murdered buy this guy who used to be nice and friendly till harry beat him in the tournament. And y'all know harry, who would he be if he didn’t think every single murder in this series is his fault in some way??? So maybe he goes to the forest feeling less numb and conceal dont feel dont let him know and more of a mess.
• and in true every harrymort fic ever written Voldemort finds out harry his horcrux that night via mind reading or something
• next thing you know harry is a dungeon been tortured bc keep him alive is not the same as keep him unharmed while everyone in the world knows it. No dead HP folks, just he being tortured to insanity.
•and you know somewhere in between the torture and the taking over the world and the harry trying to remain as sane as he can chelle’s fave trop comes to play: good old lima/Stockholm syndromes
• Bc you cant spell canon based harrymort without a lil bit of these two.
• so bam there u go they want/love each other (i tried to kinda hint this in the fic but I’m not sure if i succeeded?? Voldemort’s whole i did not like him but boi do i like him no w)
•and anyway yes that is the background for the fic. Eventually they reach a point were Voldemort wants ppl to respect harry (he is mine anything mine fucking perfect blah blah we have all read this paring before) and lord Valour happens, bc harry is pretty badass on his own
•Wait did u forget about harry being tortured till insanity well u shouldnt have thats ehat is gonna give us a plot for everything after my lil fic lol
• so Scorpius. As a lil background in what imagined he would be in the cc world he would be an asshole. He also flirts with Valour/harry bc he doesnt know better. Hint at why Voldemort doesnt like him
its a type of harry vs bella but low key bc its just irritating that the little shit would really think he has A Chance. Verry. Irritating. Harry plays the Scopius has a crush card often he finds it hilarious
• anyway this new scorpius acts weird time travel etc. Harry investigates and he opens a portal between the two worlds following scorpius. And badumm tss harry finds out the other harry
•this harrys life is boring. Married to ginny go figure. Auror. No parseltongue. Boring, lord Valours life is way more interesting tbh
•some plot was gonna happen amd then woah wait this harry has something he does not. This harry has kids.
• so u see where a lil insane harry is going right
• ITS CHILD KIDDNAPING TIME THEY ARE ALM MINE NOW SUCK IT BELLA U HAVE DELPHI??? I HAVE 3 KIDS BITCH.
• Voldemort would ended up finding out of course. He is not very into the kids, but shit what??? Harry married the read head???? Does he have to kill her in every fucking dimension to keep her away from what is his???? Yeah harry you can keep your new pets of you like i guess
• Just yeah. Very plotty okay this are like random details and scenes bc harry and ginny would want to save the kids and dimension bs everywhere but yeah the idea was a bit of a war between the two worlds and everything kind of Dead Man’s Tale just not at all lmao
• anyway we wanted to do lots of things and you are totally welcome to join i love this au
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I Just Want You All To Myself Tate Langdon x Reader
Words: 3,213
Request: @multihxe :Could you do a Tate imagine where he gets jealous because y/n was having a study session with some boy from school and the boy was getting a little too close to her??
Description: You invite a boy over to study and it starts going south, espcially with Tate.
Author’s Note: @multihxe I hope this is what you wanted!! I apologize if it is far from ehat you wanted! Requests are open! Enjoy reading. XOXO
2011
I had just moved to the infamous Murder House in Los Angeles, California, a couple months ago. It wasn’t as bad as I thought moving across the country and starting brand new. The reason why my family and I moved was because my dad had an affair on my mom. My mom isn’t happy. I know that is because anytime my dad tries to hold her hand she takes her hand away from his. Also if he enters the room she has to be at the other side of the room so that there isn’t any arguments. I just don’t get why they don’t just get a divorce. I mean seriously they are both unhappy in their marriage. Even though my mom still says they love each other. I could actually care less. i have someone in my life who loves and cares for me. His name is Tate Langdon. He is one of my dad’s patients. My dad is a psychiatrist. I didn’t really care if he was crazy. At least he is seeking help to get better. It was all really fate how we met. I was just walking downstairs and I bumped into him while going to the kitchen. It was awkward it was just us staring into our eyes. He then broke the tension by laughing. I muttered a ‘Sorry’ and he said ‘Don’t me.’ I guess what they say is true. Love at first sight is real, well for me and Tate that is. There was something wrong with Tate though. The thing is that he is dead. I don’t care though. He admitted to all the wrong things he has done and I couldn’t be happier.
Anyways I was at school at Westfield and was getting my books to go to my next class. I closed my locker shut. When I did there was a jock right behind where the locker was.
“Hey (Y/N)!” Jacob said.
“Hi Jacob. Would you mind getting out of the way for me to go to my next class.” I said while rolling my eyes.
“Oh, come on. Don’t be like that (Y/N). I just want to talk!” He said.
“What do you want to talk about? You better talk fast because you have thirty seconds.” I said.
“Okay well you know that big science test we have?” I shook my head yes.”Well I was wondering if maybe I could go to your house and we could have a study session? Maybe you could help me ace it?” He asked.
“Okay. Meet me at my house at four, okay?” I said not really wanting to let him come over.
“Thanks (Y/N)! You’re the best!” Jacob goes to kiss my cheek but I put my hand infront of my face before he could.
“Sorry but none of that!” I said then he awkwardly left. I went to my last period of the day, Science. Jacob was staring at me the whole time during class. “How am I supposed to help him study if he isn’t paying attention at all?” I mentally groaned. The bell rung and I rushed to get out of the classroom before Jacob could approach me. I arrived at my locker and I grabbed my science textbook and notes to help me study with Jacob. I quickly packed it in my backpack and I ran out the school doors before Jacob could once again approach me. I walk to my car and unlock it. I got in and drove to my house. I quickly got out of my car seeing that both my parents were still out of town for a day trip. I rushed inside to see what time it was and it was three fifteen. I let a sigh out of my mouth as I knew that Jacob wasn’t going to be here soon.
“Hey babe!” Tate said. His voice startled me and I jumped landing in strong arms knowing that it was Tate.
“Hey!” I said and turned around in his arms to see his face. He let go of the frip he had on me and put his arms around my waist while I put my hands on both of his cheeks. “I missed you so much today Tate. Why do you have to be isolated here?” I whined.
“I don’t know but it is worth it to see you come home and be able to be with you as soon as possible. I missed you too.” He said then kissed my forehead. He brought his face closer to mine and I stepped on my tippy toes and kissed him. We had a little make out session in the kitchen but I didn’t care. There was no one there to see it. I broke apart and went to look at the kitchen timer and saw that it was three fifty-eight.
“Oh my gosh! Tate you have got to disappear like now!” I said.
“Why whats going on? Are your parents here?” Tate asked.
“No. I have a friend coming over for a study session.” I said.
“So? I would love to meet them. I think it is about time that you tell your friends that you have a boyfriend.” Tate said.
“Yeah and then whta would happen if they wanted a double date and NOT on Halloween, huh?” I said.
“And that is why you are the smart one in this relationship.” He said.
“Tate, can you PLEASE just disappear?” I begged.
“Okay. I love you” He said.
“I love you too.”I smiled and pecked his lips but then he grabbed my neck and started kissing me more.
“TATE!” I said by being muffled by his lips on mine.
“Okay fine. Bye.” He smiled and said.
Then I blinked my eyes and he was gone. I heard the doorbell ring and I rushed to answer it.
“Hi Jacob.” I said while letting him in.
“Hi (Y/N)! How are you today?” Jacob said and smiled cheekly.
“Are we ready to study?” I said wanting to get this study session over with.
“Yep.” Jacob responded.
“Alright. Follow me.” I said. I closed and locked the door and we walked up my staircase to my room. “Here you can set your bookbag next to my desk on the right.” I said.
“Okay!” He said while putting his bookbag down. I pointed to the two chairs at my desk as saying to sit down here. Jacob did but only after he pulled my chair out.
“Oh, thanks.” I said while sitting down.
“Anything for the lady.” He said. I mentally prayed hoping Tate wasn’t lurking in the corner watching all of what was happening. Little did I know that that was exactly happening. I soon let that thought slip my mind and that was the worst thing to do. I saw Jacob looking through his bookbag over and over again.
“What is wrong?” I asked.
“I might have accidentally left my science stuff in my locker.” He said looking down embarrased.
“Okay. I guess we will just have to share.” I said
“Okay. Sorry.” He said.
“It’s fine.” I said. I started to read section by section. When I was done with a paragraph I would ask him if I needed to explain anything to him and he would usually say yes.
“Can I say something before you continue reading?” He asked.
“Sure.” I said not sure of what he was going to say.
“You are really cute when you are explaining this stuff to me.” He said.
“Um, I think you should know that I have a boyfriend.” I said.
“Well he isn’t here so that means I can do this.” He said.
“That means you can do w---” I tried to ask but his lips met mine and struggled to pull him away from me. He put his hand around my neck and pulled me closer. I couldn’t escape. I started to kiss back. We parted and started to kiss again. My thoughts soon interrupted me. ‘(Y/N)! Are you kidding me? YOU HAVE TATE! STOP KISSING JACOB NOW!’
“Stop! I shouldn’t be doing this. I think it is a good thing for you to leave now.” I said standing up and taking charge.
“Why? I thought you liked me.” He said.
“No! I have a boyfriend! That I am happily with!” I said. Jacob stood up and started approaching me.
“Oh come on don’t be like that!” He grabbed my wrist and pulled me closer to him. We were just inches apart when Tate barged in the door.
“HEY! HANDS OFF OF HER!” Tate yelled. Everything happened so fast. The next thing I know is Jacob is on the ground with Tate on top of him, beating Jacob to a pulp.
“TATE! STOP!” I yelled making Tate stop and look at me.”Run Jacob!” JAcob got up and ran for his life and I heard the front door slam shut and let out the breath I was holding.
“Tate! Why did you do that?” I asked yelling.
“He had his hands all over you! I wasn’t going to let him touch you like that!”
“Yes but I had it undercontrol! I was going to stop him until you barged in and trampled him!” I said.
“YOU DID NOT HAVE IT UNDERCONTROL!” He yelled.
“I DID! IF YOU WOULD HAVE WAITED JUST FOR A COUPLE SECONDS! WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE SO JEALOUS?” I yelled.
“I AM NOT JEALOUS!” Tate said.
“YOU SO ARE! When my guy friend came over here you lurked in the corner and when he just reached over me you started yelling your head off at him. It’s like if a guy just looked at me then you would kill him!” I said.
“Oh I’m sorry that I can’t be protective of my GIRLFRIEND!”
“WHAT YOU ARE DOING IS NOT PROTECTION, IT IS JUST YOU GETTING JEALOUS!” I yelled.
“I JUST LOVE YOU! Is that a crime?” He yelled but then started to cry. “I just love you!” Then he started to cry even harder. Then it made me cry.
“Yes but what you do isn’t what I want. I don’t want to become your...property.” I said with my voice being choked up.
“Then what are you going to do then (Y/N)?” He said.
“I’m going to do something I never dreamed of.” I said while crying and shutting my eyes.
“No please (Y/N). Don’t do what I think you’re going to do.” He pleaded.
“Go away.” I whispered with my eyes shut. When I gained confidence I said it again but louder.”GO AWAY!” I yelled. I opened my eyes adn i didn’t see Tate anymore. I collapsed to the ground and tried to keep my body from shaking.
“I’m sorry (Y/N). I love you.” Tate said but I couldn’t hear it.
The next few days were awful. I didn’t have anything to look forward to when I came home. But i still didn’t want to see him. I want to wait for a little bit. I want him to rethink what he is doing that made me do this to him. My parents started to travel more without me. I was just home alone moping wanting to feel him around me but I knew that it was to early. I was doing this to save our relationship and maybe start again or begin where we left off.
October, Four Months After
I think I am going to let Tate back into my life now. I walked around my house on October 7 calling out his name. I went to the basement.
“Tate? I’m ready now. I’m ready to pick up our relationship. I miss you too much.” I said while walking around. I finally saw him come out of the shadows and I started to cry when I saw his tear stained face with a tear trickiling down.
“(Y/N). Is that you? Really you?” Tate asked.
“Yes baby its really me.” I said. I start running towards him and he picks me up and twirls me around. “I missed you so much. I am sorry for doing that to you but I had to let you know what you were doing and how it bothered me.” I said letting him know the reason.
“I know the time you spent away from me allowed me to think about what was wrong with me. What I was doing wasn’t love it was crazy obsession jealousy. I am so sorry.” He said.
“It’s okay. I forgive. I thank you for protecting me Tate. I love you.” I pulled away from the embrace we found ourselves in.
“I love you (Y/N). I care about your feelings more than mine and I am thankful that you gave me a wake up call if I continued what I was doing.” Tate said. I pulled his neck down to mine and we kissed. We kissed for a long time and it was full of passion and longing for each other.
After that day everything was back to normal. It was the day before Halloween and Tate had told me to go downstairs to the basement. I did.
“Tate?” I said and then turned to walk facing away from the stairs. I turned around I was met with a man in a black suit. “TATE!” I yelled backing away but the man just started walking towards me. “TATE!” I was pressed against the staircase as the man was infront of me pressed against me. All of a sudden I heard him laughing. He unzipped his cap and it was Tate.
“YOU JERK!” I yelled and pushed him.
“I scared you.” He teased.
“Did not.” He then leaned closer to my head and we kissed.
“I really didn’t scare you?” he said as we pulled apart.
“I said no. When are we going to go on a real date?” I asked.
“On Halloween. That’s the only day of the year where I am allowed out of this house.”
“Okay!” I said and pecked his cheek. “What did you want me to come down here.” I asked.
“Oh right! I got you this rose.” Tate said as he handed it to me. I gladly took it. “I painted it black, I know how you don’t like normal things.”
“I think this is the sweetest thing that a boy has ever done for me. Thank you.” I stood on my tippy toes and kissed on the lips. We broke apart. “Is that it? I have to go back to do my homework if thats all.”
“Yes thats it. I love you.”
“I love you too. See you tomorrow for our date.” I winked and started to walk upstairs to my bedroom.
Halloween Night
Tonight is when Tate and I were going to go on our date. I got ready for it. I didn’t know where we were going but I knew that anything was going to be perfect with him. A knock came on my door and I opened it to see Tate.
“Are you ready for our date?” He asked.
“Of course I am! Where are we going?” I asked.
“Somewhere that I loved to go when I was in high school, where i could let all the stress free from my head when times got tough.”
“Okay! Do I need to bring anything extra?”
“Nope. If it gets cold you have me to warm you up.” He warmly smiled. We exited the house and started to walk. It was a good fifteen minute walk and then we reached our destination, the beach. We walked over to the lifeguard booth and I sat down on a concrete wall. When I had just sat down I felt my phone buzzing. I took out my phone and I saw that it was my mom calling.
“(Y/N) where are you?” my mom said frantically.
“I’m just hanging with friends.” I said and looked where Tate was and he was fooling around on the lifeguard ‘porch’. “I’m sorry i should have called or left a note. Is this the part where you make me come home?” I said praying it wasn’t.
“Are you safe?”
“I swear.”
“Are you having fun?”
“Yeah.”
“Was there anything that happened while we were gone?”
“There was some banging but I think it was just some little kids playing a prank.” I felt something on my neck and I realized that it was Tate.
“I want you home in an hour.”
“Okay. All right. Bye.” I tried to hang up quickly so I could spend more time with Tate. I finally hung up.
“Who was that?” Tate asked and stopped kissing my neck.
“My mom.” I smiled.
“Oh.” He said. Then he leaned closer to me and kissed me. We pulled apart and we walked down to the beach. When we reached the sand I layed down and he got on top of me and started kissing me again.
We eventually stopped not wanting to get any further. He sat up with me and put his arm around me. He got up and light a fire. Then he returned and sat next to me, pulling me close. I rested my head against his.
“I used to come here when the world would close in and got so small I couldn’t breathe. I’d used to look out in the ocean and think, ‘Yo, scum bag, high school counts for jack. Kurt Cobain, Quentin Tarantino, Brando, De Niro, Pacino.” I looked at him as he turned his head to look at me. “All high school dropouts. I hated high school. So I’d come out here and I’d look at this vast, limitless exspanse. And it’s like, thats your life, man. You can do anything. You can be anything. Screw high school. That’s...that’s just a blip in your timeline. Don’t get stuck there.” He looked at me and I leaned my head on his.
“Very knowledgable Tate. I love you.” I looked at him and kissed him.
“I love you too.” He said when we pulled apart.
“Tate, can I ask you something?” I asked.
“Anything.” Tate responded.
“Why would you get so jealous?” I said with my head leaning in his. He took in a deep breath.
“I would get so jealous because I saw what it did to my parents when my dad didn’t care. When he would just let go. They were so much in love until he stopped caring. I didn’t want that to happen to us. I love you too much but to be completley honest it was because I just want you all to myself. I don’t want to share you. I want you to be with me and only me.” He said and then kissed me deeply.
“I understand Tate. I don’t want that to happen to us either. I will love you forever.”
“I will too.”
That night was filled with love. I didn’t want whatever happened to Tate’s parents to happen to us. I wouldn’t allow that but I understand why he reacted that way and I can’t say I blame him. I will spend forever with him. No. Matter. What.
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