#PHEWWE THIS WAS ALOT

[dogstarmoonheart]

hi hazel

hope you're feeling better :)

i made a playlist that i thought you might like… wanna hear it perhaps?

good luck with your graduation!! i know its scary but youve got this for sure!!

i went thru it on wednesday and was extremely stressed cause of it but i listened to your playlist alot that day for comfort (again thank you for sharing) and that made me feel a little better

anyways happy to have you back and as you said ‘better than ever’<3

-lilz

PLEASES LET ME HAVE THAT PLAYLIST OF YOURS

send a link my way!!!

started 2 miss ur messages a bit, was worried u called it quits on me lilz (pheww😮‍💨)

hope ur graduation went well!!! (4 days till the doomsday for me, myself) :(:

kisses loads and congrats a bunch!!!!!

[wisebilly]

Alright heres a big list of songs I associate with dream smp members! :D some members may share songs too! These can all apply to both canon characters and ccs, it just depends on how you view it! Hope you like it, and feel free to add on! All I ask is you're not rude about not agreeing with some of the categorized songs.

Ranboo

- Two Time by Jack Staubers Micropop

- Eighth Wonder by Lemon Demon

- Willow Tree by Rival, Cadmium, Rosendale

- I'm Something Else by SomethingElseyt

- Beautiful (too many ppl to list sorry :(

- Left Brain, Right Brain by Bo Burnham

- Rhythm Redux by Thomas Sanders

- Nightmare Night by GLAZE

- Awoken by GLAZE

- King And Lionheart by Of Monsters And Men (this can be centered around LOTS of things,,,,, Tommy going into exile, him realizing Dream isnt his friend, him getting out of exile and healing, the "THE DISCS WERE WORTH MORE THAN YOU EVER WERE!" quote and tommy n Tubbo making up, Benchtrio, sbi, SOOOOO MANY THINGS!!)

- F.F.F by Bebe Rexha, G-Eazy

- Like a River Runs by Bleachers

- Outrunning Karma by Alec Benjamin

- Community Gardens

- Touch Tone Telephone by Lemon Demon

- 100 Bad Days by AJR

- Karma by AJR

- Weak by AJR

- Control by Halsey

- HUSHH by AViVA

Wilbur

- Looking At Me by Sabrina carpenter (makes me think about wilbur showing off to quackity actually LMAO)

- Despicable by grandson

- Me and My Broken Heart by Rixton

- In My Blood by Shawn Mendes

- Choice by Jack Staubers Micropop (reminds me of when Ranboo said Wilbur was a good person and mans straight up crieds)

- Baby Hotline by Jack Staubers Micropop

- Trust Fund Baby by Why Don't We

- I'm A Mess by Bebe Rexha

- Prom Dress by mxmtoon (DONT ASK SJKRHSJR I DONT KNOW EITHER)

- Mad Hatter by Melanie Martinez

- Devils Dont Fly by Natalia Kills

- Walls Could Talk by Hasley

- Class Fight by Melanie Martinez

- 911 by Elsie

- Control by Halsey

- Stitches by Shawn Mendes

- Dissolve by Absofacto

- HUSHH by AViVA

Niki

- 911 by Elsie

- THAT BITCH by Bea Miller

- Prom Dress by mxmtoon

- Sit Still, Look Pretty by Daya

- Legends never Die by League of Legends, Against the current

- Choice by Jack Staubers Micropop

- Sorry Not Sorry by Demi Lovato

- Innocence by Madeon, Aquilo

- Moment by Vierre Cloud

- Rät by Penelope Scott

Ghostbur

- Moment by Vierre Cloud

- Innocence by Madeon, Aquilo

- Bad Idea by pxcvz, Shiloh Dynasty

Dream

- La Da Dee by Cody Simpson

- Awoken by GLAZE

- Nightmare Night by GLAZE

- Take A Hint (too many people to list sorry :(

- Legends never Die by League of Legends, Against the current

- Despicable by grandson

- Angel With A Shotgun by The Cab

- Blood // Water by grandson

- Theres Nothing Holdin' Me Back by Shawn Mendes

- HUSHH by AViVA

- STFD by teZATalks

- Ain't No Crying by Derivakat

- Welcome Home by Derivakat

- A Sadness Runs Through Him by The Hoosiers

- HUSHH by AViVA

Tubbo

- Honey I'm Home by Ghost and Pals

- Honeybee by Steam Powered Giraffe

- Captains Call by Derivakat

- Sex Sells by Lovejoy

- One Day by Lovejoy

- Taunt by Lovejoy

- A Sadness Runs Through Him by The Hoosiers

- HUSHH by AViVA

Tags: @pog-through-the-pain @heibikeekoo @topaz-tourmaline

[karasunology]

⸙ ˚₊ ➷ SUNA RINTAROU & KITA SHINSUKE AS YOUR OLDER BROTHER HEADCANONS ! ❞

╰─ ─ ﾟheadcanons of suna & kita of how it would be like if they were your older brothers.

✐ . . . BIG BROTHER HEADCANONS.

[ OIKAWA TOORU & KAGEYAMA TOBIO VERSION. ] [ MIYA TWINS & BOKUTO KOUTARO VERSION. ]

-ˏˋ ➶ character(s) ━ suna rintarou & kita shinsuke <3

[ trigger warnings ━ slight manga spoilers !! ]

-ˏˋ ✉️ REQUESTS ARE ALWAYS OPEN.

⇣ please read the RULES before requesting.

SUNA RINTAROU.

➜ suna would your quiet older brother that's very caring for you

➜ nAH I'M KIDDING SHSJZ LMAOOO

➜ THIS BOY MAY SEEM QUIET BUT PHEWW

➜ DAMN IS HE NOISY IN TEXT & ON UNGODLY HOURS

➜ let me explain

➜ suna is the type of person that may seem quiet but could honestly be as chaotic as he can be

➜ good chaotic? or evil chaotic?

➜ you decide for yourself

➜ and that's when he's just a normal person to any other normal person

➜ but you're his younger sibling

➜ y'know, the one he sees everyday

➜ willingly or not HSJSNNXC

➜ yeah he'll be quiet sure but if YOU ever join into the mix

➜ fox boi is thriving quietly while your parents are just so done with you guys

➜ i headcanon that he's the type to fall asleep in day time

➜ but when it's night where h's supposed to be sleeping, homeboy is anything but sleeping

➜ he'll have a hard time sleeping and honestly you're probably also in the same situation as him because wow, sibling goals😍❇✨🗽

➜ and if you ARE in the same situation as him, and you'd get a random message from him at the most UNGODLIEST TIMES to go to a 24 hours open mcdonalds fast-food,

➜ who were you to object??

➜ like y'all's parents would wake up to go to work or something and would when they check the family gc, suna sent a pic of you falling asleep on a mcdonalds playground

➜ would paniK LMAOOO

➜ but before they pull your drowsy ass back, they'd check your guys' rooms and in the midst of checking they'd find you guys sleeping on the living room sofa

➜ woke up the next day in the floor because suna unconciously pushed you from the sofa y'all were sharing but you had a blanket placed on top of you while he was ShiVERING to death

➜ expect cursed videos or weird snapchat stories of you guys either saved privately or drunkenly high posted for the whole world to see😗😍

➜ y'all have the most random conversation at 3 am in imessage but y'all still forgot you sent those

➜ the type to message you a meme he finds funny while his drowssiness is taking a toll on him

➜ the type to message you while he's in the same room as you

➜ like especially if there are guests around & he hates socializing & just doesn't have the energy to talk to them

➜ fights were uncommon, and if it ever happens oH my

➜ he'll give you a cold shoulder because he's THAT petty b itch💅👊

➜ but he's probably the first to apologize because you are probably also a petty bi tch 💅👊

➜ b i c t h

➜ he's honestly a great listener 10/10 would recommend

➜ he may not be the best at advices, but atleast he's good at listening

➜ would a HUNDERED ( 100 ) PERCENT % dump the chores ordered for him to do TO YOU

➜ and would definitly use the excuse

“ because i'm older than you ”

➜ in conclusion, suna may be a lazy bicth but he'd be an . . . entertaining brother to say the least & never fails to take the role as an older sibling through hidden and small ways.

KITA SHINSUKE.

➜ the silent but active older brother

➜ the type of older brother that may not seem he cares about you but he actually does

➜ like  a l o t

➜ like that one chapter in the manga where kita may sound like a judgemental douche but actually cares about atsumu and gave him a note to take care of himself or something? with cough drops, pickled plums, lemon water etc.

➜ ugh i live for that

➜ anywh0res, that chapter?? yeah, you experienced alot of those

➜ you have gotten used to his attitude ever since you guys were young

➜ one time, when you guys were young, you scraped your knee and kita may seem like he's lowkey judging you but he was actually so worried

“ see? that's what happens when you're too clumsy ”

➜ yet proceeds to kneel next to you & would piggyback you while saying that you should lay off desert becausr you were getting heavy

➜ THE DIFFERENCE WITH HIM AND BOKUTO THO FGFDJJKDR

➜ and one time when you overworked yourself because of your studies to the point you got sick, kita was the one that was taking care of you

➜ your temperature? taken AND recorded by him. your porriage? made by him. if you got worse, he would make an appointment with a doctor. appointment? scheduled and made by him.

➜ and that's on periodt😋

➜ would scold you and use judgmental tones BUT would be so caring towards you ahHh

➜ and if it wasn't that bad but you still had to stay home the next day, but it was a school day so that means volleyball practice for kita

➜ and y'all probably argued about something that morning and he left while you were still sulking about your fight and when you entered the kitchen you would find a bag of your favourite foods, those cooled things you put on your forehead to bring the heat down, & medicines.

➜ and in the table was your porriaged cooked and served with a note on the side which says :

please take care of yourself more, i'll be home after practice like usual.

love, kita-nii.

➜ UGH YOUR HAND IN MARRAIGE SIRRRR

➜ and when bb boy went home you apologized about your fight that morning and he'd be so shocked because you don't usually say sorry first whenever you guys fight

➜ would tell you stories of what happened at practice that day simce you weren't there

➜ speaking of that, you would wait around the volleyball club and would be their unofficial manager

➜ why? because kita made you since he would ALWAYS walk you home with him and maybe some of his team mates that lives near you guys

➜ like he ain't reporting a missing teenager anytime soon

➜ already has a lot of things to handle so he would appreciate that you would get kidnapped on a different day? yeah, thx💋

➜ would garden with you because i headcanon that he really loves and has a passion for gardening & probably has his own little vegetables growing in the side awe

➜ would 100% help you do your chores

➜ and with anything you need honestly

➜ ugh we stan

➜ and if you ever awknowledge everything he has done for you and would let him know that you awknowledge him & that you REALLY APPRECIATE HIM AS YOU SHOULDDD💅😩✋

➜ he'd probably cry on the spot ngl

➜ i'm joking, but y'all would probably be so soft at that moment that he just offered you to watch those old childhood movies you guys used to love to watch

➜ in conclusion, i love this mans so much and that you should too. even if he may seem judgemental & a douche but trust me when i say he cares ALOT about you but he just shows it subtly. and he deserves a lot of love as well because you don't know how much has he taken care of you ever since you guys were kids.

-ˏˋ playing soleil's tape ˊˎ-

[ 📼 ] . . . another big brother headcanon?? y'all eating tHAT SHI T UP. but honestly, me too. also, another one of bokuto's sister x akaashi one will be posted either tonight, or tomorrow as per an anon's request. ugh we love a productive sister. @ to the anon who requested this, hope you enjoyed it because i totally did while my crusty eyes tries to stay awake last nighy writing this👑

requests are open or just send me anything because i need hooman interactions rn😋✌

[hee-in]

heyyy I just came across your journal spread ask on linoragi's acc(I love her fics so much!!) and it's is soooo beautiful you really have great talent when it comes to making journal spreads I have tried doing it a lot many time but it's super hard to make it pretty like yours. I went through all of the asks you have reblog here and really of them are super gorgeous and beautiful! I also checked out your about and saw that you take fic recommendations too so I wanted to leave by a few fics I recently read that were very good: one is a txt one(idk if you would like to read it) it's sneaky link(yeonjun) by @/ah-ga-seven, the next two are enhypen: my little girl(jay) by @/wonvelvet and the lion and the lamb by @/timextoxhajima (hope smut is okay for you) I really liked read them so I hope you like them too💗

Hii!! Thank you so much for taking the time to send an ask 😭 i really appreciate it!! And omg tTHQNKK YOUU For appreciating my spreads ♡♡ it really means alot 🥲🤍🤍

Naauurr My spreads were ass the first time around and even now there are some spreads i dont like 💀 you just have to find your style and aesthetic and what works for you ♡ im sure you can get there!! really love to see people trying out journaling no matter what you make it'll be pretty im sure!! You're just basically pasting paper together (as id like to call it lmao) its hard to mess up really ♡♡

Also!! Thank You For the recommendation !! Im totally okay reading smut dw ^^ and ive been looking for a hoon fic to read !! (He's the only hyung line member i havent read much of) Im down to read txt fics too!! Yeonjun used to be my bias until i switched to hyuka but im still down bad for him 🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️.

Pheww long reply sorry about that, im a bit elated getting asks sorry if i ramble too much. Thank youu again for coming by!!♡ i hope you have a great day♡♡

[wildlysarah1111]

Jim and I have decided to elope, and we are keeping this a secret to all of my loved ones except for my mom and a select few. Pheww thats actually been pretty hard bc its such an exciting step for us to take and I have a tendancy of opening my mouth alot lol. But I just don’t want to offend anyone or have anyone put their two sense in on our special day.

Planning a wedding should be exciting, but for us it just sort of seemed to create tension between us. Anytime planning got brought up, we would bicker about money, or when trying to figure out the flow of the day we just couldnt agree. This seems like the best option to express the love we share, because after all we really dont plan well, we flow. And I feel like this will be the most intimate and exhilirating experience for us to fuse our love.

So we will be wedding on 4/3/21 in the beautiful redwood forest of California, where our love truly flourished. Accompanied by my mom, and our best friend will be ordaining us. April is such a special month for us, Jims mom was born in April, Kenny was born in April, and I was also born in April. We have also been talking about children in the future and we have said if we have a daughter, she will be named April 💗 it just all feels so right and I am so excited for it alll to unravel.

[montclarelab]

A Tryst with Science

By Ashwitha Lakshmi 

Here I am, sipping my coffee and staring out of my only real window to the outside world. It all does seem a bit too cinematic. And as a clockwork, I start to ponder on the endless rhetorical questions that we often ask ourselves. 

Isn’t it amusing how we are so caught up in the present (or future) that we lose track of how far we have come? A typical Indian twenty-something, in New York, living a life she still finds hard to believe. A student in a renowned University and an even amusing Laboratory. I get to do everything that I ever dreamt of, and more. Can life get any better?

I can see my reflection smiling away in the window and I think “Oh I know what comes next”. I’m pulled into a known reverie.

As cliche as it sounds, unlike most, I do not remember when or how I fell in love with science. But one memory does come to my mind. In 2007 I got to meet my grandparents after a long hiatus (isn’t that always the case?) but they were very ill and I felt utterly helpless. For a brief period of time, I wanted to become a doctor and help others who were sick. But to my dismay, I was made aware that even the doctors often felt helpless. 

And that is when a realisation hit me - the medical profession stands tall on the shoulders of thousands of scientist’s life work. And for doctors to function, we need scientists who lock themselves in labs for years together, if not decades. (More power to doctors, especially in tempestuous times like these, but we as scientists have a hugley pivotal role to play)

My first rendezvous with anything remotely “sci-fi” was when I met my uncle and aunt in their lab. Yes, they are scientists. My uncle was working on this curious project on Kala azar (also known as Visceral Leishmaniasis) which is the second largest parasite killer in the world, which I could hardly follow back then. But it did strengthen my resolve to become a scientist.

Even at the mere mention of a famous scientist’s name, I’d ask myself: What does it take to become a good scientist? And do I have what it takes? What makes me fit for this fascinating but immensely challenging life-career? 

“I am a good human first, meticulous next, then a team player. A contribution made in the spirit of humanitarianism - is what makes a good scientist” - I would pride myself into thinking. 

When I entered Grad school I was worried that I’d spend my entire life with Biology. Thankfully Biotech turned out to be an interdisciplinary field. (*Pheww) And like every grad student, there were times when I thought I had bitten more than I could chew. I would often wonder why I was made to study Engg mechanics and Engg drawing. And there were times when I felt out of place. Call it frustration or just wishful thinking, I even lured myself into thinking that I could become an actor instead. But life has weird ways, even a small mosquito can induce life changing decisions (intended cliff hanger).

As weird as it may sound, a sleepless (blame it on mosquitoes) night can actually change the course of your life. Weirdly, my research idea on mosquito proteins gave me an opportunity of a lifetime - to work in one of the most stellar labs in India - BARC (Bhabha Atomic Research center) where I worked in Radiation biology and health science department on Expression and purification of mosquitocidal binary toxin component BinB and its receptor protein Cqm1 using bacterial expression system project. For me, all this while science was just in the books or in the research papers. But for the first time, I could hold a protein in my hands (Of course immobilized in gel ;) ). The first time I could visualize a pure protein band - a huge one at that! 

All of these were baby steps to me in the field of scientific research and I couldn’t wait for more. 

My usual lab schedule was between 8 in the morning till 8 in the evening and I still yearned for more (and nope, I’m not bragging ;) ). Nobody could stop me from thinking about going back to the lab every day. On some days I couldn’t even sleep due to excitement. The next seven months went in a jiffy. And all the hard work culminated into a Research Publication. 

When I look back it was one of the greatest achievements of my life. From begrudgingly referring to research papers for class assignments, to writing and publishing my own research paper with “actual scientists”, it has been an exhilarating journey.

That’s when I knew I wanted to spend my life in scientific research. The new-found purpose of my life made me pursue a Masters degree in Biotechnology. And I remember being overjoyed to the extent of crying, when I was accepted into NYU. Once in post-grad, I worked as a Graduate teacher’s assistant for the first 6 months and then received an email from my advisor on an opening for graduate Research assistant in Montclare lab and after reading the work that was happening there on protein, I knew I had to apply. 

The first formal job interview of my life! The excitement was killing me but it helped me prepare for it. On the day of the interview I remember being scared out of my life but I gathered all my courage and reached for the interview where I met Stanley Chu (my mentor). He put me in ease with his demeanour and kind words. And the questions were pretty interesting too. Overall, I was happy with the way the interview turned out. (Fingers crossed)

I was in my class when I received an email saying I got the job and cried from happiness again (I cry a lot when I’m happy lol). Next thing I know I am on a video call with my whole family and friends, and was super excited to begin work at this lab. In hindsight, I could not have asked for a better mentor and was a bit too excited to learn alot from him.

Life has been kind to me with wonderful people - my parents, my elder sister Pavi, all my friends at high school and grad school. Yes, good people are often hard to come by, much harder to retain. But I am lucky in that sense because I have my people whom I can trust my life with. Oh the gratitude and compassion! I feel a new spring of warmth blossoming inside of me. 

Now I see my reflection smiling away in the window and now I know why. And I’m pulled back into reality.