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๐“›๐“ธ๐“ธ๐“ด ๐“ค๐“น ๐“๐“ฝ ๐“ฃ๐“ฑ๐“ฎ ๐“ข๐“ฝ๐“ช๐“ป๐“ผ, ๐“ข๐“ธ๐“ท... ๐“๐“ธ๐”€ ๐“–๐“ธ ๐“ฆ๐“ฒ๐“ผ๐“ฑ ๐“ค๐“น๐“ธ๐“ท ๐“ž๐“ท๐“ฎ, ๐“ฃ๐“ฑ๐“ฎ๐“ท...
๐’ž๐’ถ๐“ƒ ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’ ๐’ท๐“‡๐‘œ๐“€๐‘’๐“ƒ ๐’ท๐‘’ ๐“‡๐‘’๐’ท๐“‡๐‘œ๐“€๐‘’๐“ƒ, ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’ ๐“ƒ๐‘œ๐“ƒ-๐‘’๐“๐’พ๐“ˆ๐“‰๐‘’๐“ƒ๐“‰ ๐’ท๐‘’ โ€น๐‘’๐’ถ๐“‰๐‘’๐“ƒ ๐“Š๐“…โ€บ ๐’ถ๐‘”๐’ถ๐’พ๐“ƒ? ๐ผ๐“ˆ ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’๐“‡๐‘’ ๐’ถ ๐“๐’พ๐“‚๐’พ๐“‰ ๐‘œ๐’ป โ€น๐’พ๐“ƒ๐“‰๐‘’๐‘”๐“‡๐’ถ๐“‰๐’พ๐‘œ๐“ƒโ€บ ๐’พ๐“ƒ๐“‰๐‘œ ๐“ˆ๐‘œ๐“‚๐‘’๐“‰๐’ฝ๐’พ๐“ƒ๐‘”, ๐’ถ ๐“๐’พ๐“‚๐’พ๐“‰ ๐‘œ๐’ป ๐’ฝ๐‘œ๐“Œ ๐’น๐‘’๐‘’๐“… ๐’น๐‘œ๐“Œ๐“ƒ ๐“๐‘œ๐“‹๐‘’ ๐“‚๐’ถ๐“Ž ๐‘”๐‘œ?
I do not have apathy, depression, anything that would be fashionable to rant about. I am simply in pain... extreme pain. And attempting to dull the edge of it is what I have been doing since v.1. As if something has indeed been fragmented & this is the pain of my conscious life. And every time I travel the melodious/glamorous path of frenzy, every time I complete it, I am going to experience the same precious pain intensity, purity of pain/ecstasy. I am going to be eventually bound to this inmost/overwhelming awe, this vehement impulse to feel/fondle/kiss what is loved, to kneel down before it, to cuddle up to its heart, to recompense bliss with bliss... More and more. Neither the good boy nor I are free. I do not want to be free... free from... These bare feelings are โ€นclawingโ€บ at the reconstructed interpretation of the organ inside me. The great minds will not know what they have done, neither will Anthony... It speaks louder-truer than anything, but the sounds are not obvious... Words. All I possess, this rich but poor instrument for... And you always do end up in the point where...
The aesthetic masterwork, perfused with the golden brilliance of authentic ideality x pierced with the darkest blade of bitter-salty inaccessibility, inevitability, impossibility.
Excruciation, pleasure, euphoria, art. Blended together. Find yourself... or lose yourself on this journey. Emotionally. Totally. An unparalleled effect... and the lulling sparkle the vessel has never actually had. Something in this body x mind has died, and I do not know if there is a way to accept it, to recover it. I have described the lesson of unprecedentedness I have learned, not the expected story of ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝinsult-betrayal-contemptโ€บ. No one will ever f-g hear it. Not from me, not in this lifetime. / Loving extraordinary is merciless a priori, แƒ“/แƒ“ become telepathic... & the severest trial ~ the unhealable wound ~ is to be a ๐“Ÿ son without the cause to be... *If I have to detest many donkeys for a chance to protect one venerated Father figure, I will go for it.
๐’ฏ๐’ฝ๐‘’ ๐’ท๐’พ๐“‰๐“ˆ ๐‘œ๐’ป ๐“‚๐“Ž ๐’ธ๐“‡๐’ถ๐’ธ๐“€๐‘’๐’น ๐’ฝ๐“Š๐“‚๐’ถ๐“ƒ๐’พ๐“‰๐“Ž ๐“Œ๐’พ๐“๐“ ๐‘’๐’พ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’๐“‡ ๐’ท๐‘’ ๐“€๐‘’๐“…๐“‰... ๐‘œ๐“‡ ๐“Œ๐’พ๐“…๐‘’๐’น ๐‘œ๐“Š๐“‰ ๐’ธ๐‘œ๐“‚๐“…๐“๐‘’๐“‰๐‘’๐“๐“Ž. ๐ต๐‘’๐’ธ๐’ถ๐“Š๐“ˆ๐‘’ ๐ผ ๐“๐‘œ๐“ˆ๐‘’ ๐“‚๐“Ž ๐’ฎ๐‘œ๐“Š๐“‡๐’ธ๐‘’, '๐’ธ๐’ถ๐“Š๐“ˆ๐‘’ ๐’ถ๐“ƒ๐‘”๐‘’๐“‡ ๐“ˆ๐“Œ๐’ถ๐“๐“๐‘œ๐“Œ๐“ˆ ๐“‚๐‘’, ๐“‰๐‘œ๐‘œ. ๐ต๐‘’๐‘” ๐“Ž๐‘œ๐“Š... ๐’ฎ๐’ฝ๐‘œ๐“Œ ๐“‚๐‘’ ๐’ฝ๐‘œ๐“Œ ๐“‰๐‘œ ๐“ˆ๐“‰๐’ถ๐“ƒ๐’น ๐‘œ๐“ƒ ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’ ๐’ท๐“Š๐“‡๐“ƒ๐‘’๐’น ๐’ป๐‘’๐‘’๐“‰ ๐“Œ๐’ฝ๐‘’๐“ƒ ๐ผ ๐’ถ๐“‚ ๐’น๐‘’๐“…๐“‡๐’พ๐“‹๐‘’๐’น ๐‘œ๐’ป ๐“Ž๐‘œ๐“Š. ๐ฟ๐‘’๐“‰ ๐“‚๐‘’ ๐“‰๐‘œ๐“Š๐’ธ๐’ฝ ๐“Ž๐‘œ๐“Š ๐“Œ๐’พ๐“‰๐’ฝ ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’๐“ˆ๐‘’ ๐“๐’พ๐“…๐“ˆ... ๐’ฎ๐‘œ ๐‘”๐‘œ๐‘œ๐’น. ๐’ฎ๐‘œ ๐“‰๐‘œ๐“‡๐“‰๐“Š๐“‡๐‘œ๐“Š๐“ˆ...
While I am willing to imbibe all the anguish of the human I love, to ease his suffering, the loss of us is taking its toll on me irretrievably. I see him. I see what is inside him... & I am incapable of safeguarding it, saving it truly.
I do not have apathy, depression, anything that would be fashionable to rant about. I am simply in pain... extreme pain. And attempting to put up with this gift is what I have been doing since v.1. The chest is โ€นcut openโ€บ too deep, the fragility of the organ is exposed... Would you allow me to grow more flowers? I wanna do it... Because it is you, It has always been you. The one who has given us everything, endued me to the brimย with the intimate fatherly affection that this organ never remembered. My eternal wish & exuberant price for humanity, the misunderstood nature. *What an odious irony. / I do not know if there is a way to recover what is gone.
I would sacrifice the lot to be with the human that needs me, needs to be healed, heals me. I would rip my core out but I cannot, the limitation of freedom. *Tell me that the โ€นstrings of abuse/child neglect/liesโ€บ are finally cut. Tell me to โ€นcelebrateโ€บ. Tell me that both ๐“Ÿinocchio/I are wrong x naive, โ€นfixโ€บ me. You have no f-g clue about it. / When it is written that your starving heart must be left half-empty & helpless... No freedom is scarier than this.
Affording harmony to the sapphire star that is going to fall away... The sentiment it deserves. All I have ever hankered for. & I am terrified of that my grandest instinct x fear will not grant any lasting peace to me.
Death will do our Sun-hugged family apart ~ but I will still be yours, for ever. The core has never felt as good x feverish as it does when with you... as astray x anxious as it does when deprived of you. I am not lying to you, I hold no resentment... Let me โ€นfeed onโ€บ the emotions of your heart... Even if it means your pain x my love turn the vessel inside-out & your love x my pain do the same. Not blurred, always remember. Always. If a masterpiece could be made into a masterpiece, I would prefer to share this fate. My bona fide mission, however, is not allow anything to be in vain... Even if it hurts. ~ The atrophied ability to express love verbally has been โ€นrousedโ€บ again, in a fervidly devoted but preciously righteous way... The โ€นlashโ€บ of despair, compulsion, dream, reality.
๐น๐‘œ๐“‡ ๐’ท๐‘’๐“‰๐“‰๐‘’๐“‡ ๐‘œ๐“‡ ๐“Œ๐‘œ๐“‡๐“ˆ๐‘’, ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’ ๐’ถ๐“‚๐’ท๐’พ๐‘’๐“ƒ๐’ธ๐‘’ ๐‘œ๐’ป ๐’ฆ๐“‡๐’ถ๐“‰ ๐’พ๐“ˆ ๐“ƒ๐‘œ๐“‰ ๐‘”๐‘œ๐“ƒ๐“ƒ๐’ถ ๐“๐‘’๐“‰ ๐‘”๐‘œ. ๐ผ๐“‰ ๐’ธ๐’ถ๐“ƒ... ๐’œ๐“ƒ๐’น ๐ผ ๐’น๐‘œ๐“Š๐’ท๐“‰ ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’๐“‡๐‘’ ๐’พ๐“ˆ. ๐ฟ๐’ช๐’ซ ๐’ฝ๐’ถ๐“ˆ ๐’ท๐‘’๐’ธ๐‘œ๐“‚๐‘’ ๐“…๐‘’๐“‡๐“ˆ๐‘œ๐“ƒ๐’ถ๐“ ๐’ป๐‘œ๐“‡ ๐Ÿ™/๐“‚๐“Š๐“๐“‰๐’พ๐“‰๐“Š๐’น๐’พ๐“ƒ๐‘œ๐“Š๐“ˆ ๐“…๐’ถ๐“๐“…๐’ถ๐’ท๐“๐‘’ ๐“‡๐‘’๐’ถ๐“ˆ๐‘œ๐“ƒ๐“ˆ, ๐“‚๐“Ž ๐“‹๐“Š๐“๐“ƒ๐‘’๐“‡๐’ถ๐’ท๐’พ๐“๐’พ๐“‰๐“Ž ๐“‰๐‘œ ๐’ท๐‘’๐’ถ๐“‡.
...Take the whole meaning of this, its flavorful, pathetic, shameless, lonesome taste. Take it all, for it is all that is absolute. Teach me how to โ€นmergeโ€บ with it, the mortal desire of a puppet child, a human Mastro x a faceless observer like myself ~ & when the desire full of unexploited majesty is cutting off the oxygen to the lungs... True geniuses of any kind are among the silent. These eyeballs will not dry up, never fully. I have tried so many times to resist it, but why live if you repel what puts your โ€นdehydratedโ€บ pieces together? I would spare no effort to keep them hot and uncurb what is being restrained... Nothing affects self-perception and โ€นunmasksโ€บ the unconscious like sensation, nothing genuinely matters without it. / Shivering with cold, this body is burning. My atrophied reality in exchange for a moment of irrepressible happiness, agony, guiltless x not bottled up impulses ~ just a moment. It keeps consuming me without reserve. I do not need God. โœ’
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