#Once again tumblr is killing the quality so click for a better version.

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That other Saarn watercolor painting. :]

[artxeevee]

Alright, in honor of Spiderman Across the Spiderverse, I ended up drawing my spidersona oc, Willow (Vee/Velvet as her real name) once again!! I absolutely love the movie to bits by their details and it’s been long since I drew her. So, what better way but to do the certain portal scene on jumping further to the multiverse?

I did two versions of her without the border frame and with border frame on it! Please click on both of them for quality because tumblr might kill it.

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Mmmh [KAI]

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Pairing: Idol!Boyfriend!Kai X Fan!Reader 

Genre: Smut, Smut, Smut. After care fluff. And some fluff at the start.

Words: 2k

Warning: Masturbation! Cursing! Marking! Eating out! Penetration! Size kink! Unprotected sex! [stay safe y'all] 

A/N: My first work on tumblr, I wanted to start of with Kai.

Kai was your boyfriend, and he had been for a total of 3 years last month. You had spent the time well at home, he had even cooked some dinner for the both of you! A surprise cake was baked by him as well, in the flavour of chocoltae, your favorite [ You didn't tell him how you found a few egg shells in it]

But right now though, the pair of you were separated. You lived near the outskirts of Seoul, while the headquarters of SM, as well as Kai's house was in the middle of the busy city. Kai was busy with the preparation of his new solo, whiich he hadn't even revealed the name for to you.

He said it was super secret and it would be ruined if he revealed. You of course had pouted, and even tried some aegyo, which you never did in order to get him to tell you what the song was called, atleast. Somehow though, he never told you. On the november 25, the teaser of mmmh had been revealed. 

You had watched the video, then went straight to your bed, your phone in hand, already dialling kai. "WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT? WHY YOU GOTTA KILL ME?" He had laughed. He fucking laughed. That. Was. It

You were so excited for today! Mmmh was finally getting released and of course you were excited! You got your big computer ready, put it on full screen, 4k quality and the volume was full on. Your phone was right beside ou incase kai decided that he was going to kill you in this mv like the teaser. 

You used the phone a lot. You called him the moment the song started, and of course, he was there, like the sweet boyfriend he was to listen to you fangirl over him, and then gasp and pretend to die when he revealed his abs. He found it very endearing that you did all this. Then, once you were done watching the mv for about the 100th time, he asked ou to always call him like this cause he found it awesome.

You blushed before replying with an ok and then cutting the call. 

It had been a month since then. You were going through the many memories you and Kai had created right now, looking through the million selfies and photos on your phone, your background music being a 10 hour version of mmmh. Bless the soul which made such an awesome repeat.

"You make me feel so mmmh hmmm~" You mouthed the words. All of a sudden, the repeat got over. You pouted to yourself, your hands reaching over to your phone to see what was going on. But suddenly, the song played again, only this time his voice sounded deeper, sexier. Your thighs automatically came closer, his deep voice doing something to your inside. 

Tentatively, you let your hand travel lower down your body, underneath jong-in's hoodie which you had on. You let out a breathy gasp as your fingers came in contact with your heat. You allowed your hands to travel the rim, but not deep in. You wanted to tease yourself. 

And oh were you doing a good job at it. You lied your body more comfortably on the bed, then spread your legs wide, your/kai's hoodie pulled up until it was bunched up underneath your neck. Your nipples had formed hard pebbles due to the cold air in the room, and your left hand was currently playing around with your left breast, twisting it around, rubbing it, and playing with your tits. 

One hand still rested comfortably within the folds of your clit, gently flicking it and pinching at the sensitive nub. One important rule of kai's was that you never played with yourself, because he wanted to be the one to please you, but the thought was long gone from your head, and besides, it wasn't like kai was coming home today, was he?

Oh how wrong could you have been.

The door clicked open loudly, as Jong-In stepped into the house. "I'm home baby!" His words, however were left to drift into the silence, as you were far too lost in the pleasure your fingers were causing you. Granted, they weren't as large as Kai's, but it did the deed and that's all you wanted. 

You were edging closer and closer to your high. "O-Oh! Kai!~" You screeched, as you finally cummed all over your fingers, the white sticky substance coating your hand. Kai heard you. And judging by the way you sounded, he also knew what you were doing right now. 

His cock twitched in his pants, like waking up from a long nap. "God Y/N..." He groaned, before pulling his shoulder back off and placing it on the table. Unbuttoning the top 2 buttons of his top, he walked into your shared bedroom. God how you lay on the bed, his hoodie all bunched up on you, your fingers still buried deep within your cunt. The tent in his pants became painful to handle as he stalked closer to you.

Your eyes were shut from how you rode out your high, your breathing heavy as you rested. Jong In edged closer to your body, before he put his lips very close to your ears. "Didn't I teach you to not touch yourself?" Your eyes shot open as you looked up at his figure hovering over your tiny self. 

His lips were curved up in a smirk. "K-Kai I-" You were cut of by him placing his finger on your lips. "Hush...." He removed his finger once he was sure you would keep quiet, his fingers now wrapped around your airpods, as he plugged one of them off your ear. "What were you listening to, baby?"

He puts one into his ear, greeted by his voice singing out. "Ahh baby.... My song?" You nod furiously, not wanting to do anything that might displease him. He let out a groan seeing you so submissive. He pulled it out, then curled his fingers round your phone which lay forgotten beside you. 

He disconnected the earphones, allowing his voice to sing out loud. "I'm going to fuck you, with my voice in the background. Is that okay babygirl?" You nod once more. His fingers curl around your neck, a tight grip. "Use your voice~" You quickly let it out. "Yes, kai!"

"Ah ah!" He tutts, his grip around your neck tightening. "What is my name?" Your eyes widen before you remember. "Yes s-sir!" He nods, before smiling, his fingers unravelling from you neck, to your hair as he gently strokes it. "Such a good girl for me, aren't you?" His tugs at your hair, pulling you up into a sitting position. 

"Such a good, good girl.... But you've been bad now.... Should I punish you?" Your eyes widen. "No sir! I'm s-sorry!" He smirks, before pulling the hoodie of your body entirely. He inches close to you, and you think he is about to kiss you so you pucker your lips. "Ah ah! Only good girls get kisses!" You pout, and Jong in almost wants to kiss you now.

"I'm sorry!" You say again, as you try to pull him towards you. But he, is able to resist, and he buries his face deep into your neck, gently breathing in and out your scent, his breath hitting right on your sensitive area. He knew how crazy you get when he does that.

"Sir!" You moan, your voice sounding foreign to even yourself. Kai's teeth sink into your soft unmarked skin, as he paint art on you. He was the artist, and you were the canvas, nothing you could do would get you out of this. Once he was done with the hickeys covering your neck, he stood up and went to the chest of drawers were you stored your... toys..

Kai was a bit overexcited with the usage of toys and such, so the pair of you had bought an entire cupboard to keep in the stock of your sex toys. 

He selects a black blindfold, and fuzzy cuffs. Mmmh...Your favorite.

He ties the blindfold around your eyes, and seats you up on the bed, with your hands cuffed tightly. Not too tight enough for it to hurt, but tight enough to not allow you to escape its grasp. You struggle a bit, adjusting your body, till you feel a flat muscle lick against your cunt. 

Your body goes rigid and you stop moving around. He smirks against you, and he knows you can feel him right there. He lets out a soft groan, when you start grinding yourself onto his face, but his hands go to your thighs and he quickly stops you by holding your thighs. 

You whine and whimper at the sudden hold, but he teases you by letting his tongue wander all over your heat, but not where you want it this most. "Kai!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Please!" He suddenly stops. "Ah, ah... What's my name?" "Sir!!!!!"

"Good girl, I'll award you, shall I?"

He starts lapping at your juices, sucking, pinching, and stroking at your cunt. Your eyes had rolled back so far into your sockets, that you thought it might get stuck right there. His tongue was much better at pleasing you than your fingers, and the tightening in your stomach only increased. 

"Jong In!! I'm gonna c-" His warmth suddenly leave you. You look up at him, to see him smirking at you. You whine at not being able to release. "I think you've been stretched quite enough, right Jagi?" He unlocks the handcuffs, before tying it again onto you, except this time its not against the bed.

He undresses himself quickly, and as soon as he gets his underwear off, his large member flips against his lower abdomen. Your eyes feast on his naked body, all the ripped muscles on it. You want to trace your fingers over him, but your hands are unfortunately locked. 

You groan at this fact. His hands curl around his member as he strokes it, coating it with his pre cum. Once its enough, he bends over and produres his head into your heat. You groan at the feeling, clenching him and trying to pull him. "So thirsty for my dick, babygirl? Well then, I'll give you what you want!" 

He suddenly pounds into you, thrusting hard and not even allowing you to adjust to his length and girth. "God!" You screech, the pain and pleasure mixing together to cause something totally new. Your hands tug of your blindfold, wanting to see Kai fuck you deep. 

He lifts your left leg up, and places is onto his shoulders, reaching to places within you that had never been touched. "Feel me there? Right in that pretty little stomach of yours baby?" "Oh god yes! You scream, and you know your neighbours will be able to hear you quite well. 

But Kai liked that. He liked to show them all who you belonged to.

He grunts as you clench tightly around him, nearly not allowing to thrust. You were close and he got that. He pound into you even harsher, like an animal unleashed and allowed to do whatever it wanted with your body. He reaches over to your hair, and tugs you up. 

You comply, placing your head on his chest as he continues his work. These move was all you needed for you to come, and you let your cum flow, your eyes rolling to the back of your socket and all you can see for awhile is white. 

He continues pounding into you, chasing his own high. You, being hypersensitive clench tightly around him. This pulled him over the edge, and he cummed into you, releasing his load well. 

He lied next to you, both of you panting and sweaty. His cum flows a bit out of you, wetting the bed below. "That was-" Kai smiles at you. "I love you, Jagi" 

You grin, feeling a bit sleepy. "I love you too baby" 

[hittingthebooks]

my favourite productivity apps!

I don’t pretend to be an expert on productivity because I can definitely procrastinate heaps, but here’s a little list (my first masterpost!) of productivity apps that have helped me just because I have to for today’s March study challenge prompt because I want to share with you guys the things that I’ve found to be useful. So here goes:

Pomodoro (Free): There’s lots of hype around the Pomodoro technique, but I genuinely find it really helpful for maintaining productivity. The technique breaks your study up into 30-minute time periods called “Pomodoros”, with 25 minutes of work and then a 5 minute break; after 4 Pomodoros, you can take a longer break (I usually go for 10-15 minutes). Breaks have actually been proven to be really effective when studying, and it’s a lot better to take frequent short breaks rather than a long break every couple hours. Pomodoro timers can be found online, available for download on desktop or even on your phone. Some of the better quality ones are paid apps, but you only need to fork out a couple of dollars, and my personal favourite is the simplest one - this online website here.

Forest ($2.99): This iPhone/Android app is super cute and gives you a sense of responsibility while studying by allowing you to plant trees during every study period, as long as you don’t touch your phone. However, it also uses your guilty conscience to its advantage by killing the tree every time you pick up your phone before the study period is finished. If you can work hard, you’re rewarded with a beautiful forest of trees that you’ve grown yourself (makes me feel so good when I’ve seen how much I’ve done visually!) and the app also provides some great statistics about your study sessions. The fact that this is a paid app may put you off, but just skip your coffee for a day and you’ve got productivity to last you a lifetime. The link to the iPhone app is here.

Lanes (Free): This is a free online website, but it also comes as a Chrome extension, opening up every time you click “new tab” - which is great if you’re lazy (like me) and can’t be bothered typing in the URL, although it is worth noting that the URL is like 8 characters long (lanes.io). This app is gorgeous and comes with a visual clock (three minimalist circles to represent hours, minutes and seconds) as well as a to-do list and calendar. There are a lot more benefits if you get a paid membership (which isn’t a one-off payment unfortunately) but I find that the clock and the to-do list are just enough for me.

Momentum (Free): A studyblr cult favourite, Momentum is another Chrome extension that has a clock and a to-do list, but is great if triple-circle clocks aren’t really your thing and you prefer your clocks to show the time digitally in tightly kerned Helvetica. The extension manages to feel super personal thanks to the fact that it wishes you a good morning/afternoon/evening/night (depending on the time of day obviously) once you’ve inputted your name, and also gives you daily motivational quotes and a background that changes everyday. Best of all, you can write in your focus for the day and it has a handy to-do list in the corner. If you upgrade to the paid membership, you are able to choose your own background and font and a couple other little features, but like with Lanes, I find that the free version suffices. Download it here.

Cold Turkey (Free): Sometimes I really need to quit websites cold-turkey (like Facebook... or Tumblr!) and this app for your computer is great for that. While many apps employ the guilt-trip tactic, this one just bans the websites you might be tempted by, utilising timed blocks where you need to work and then unblocking all the websites when you’re ready for your break. This works great hand-in-hand with Pomodoro! The free version blocks websites only, but for me that’s the only thing I need as my computer doesn’t really have any applications to distract me. Download it here.

Noisli (Free): This is another website-turned-Chrome-extension (try the site here), but unlike the others, it provides white noise and other peaceful sounds to help you get in the right headspace for studying or winding down - you can literally pick between productivity or relaxation. This is useful for me as I find it difficult to study in silence but sometimes music doesn’t cut it for me, especially songs with lyrics that distract me when I really need to be productive. You can switch between different sounds like rain or fire crackles, or play both together and even adjust the sound level so that you can hear one louder than the other. It’s also available on mobile but costs $2.99 - again, this isn’t too much money, but some similar free mobile apps I’ve tried and enjoyed are Deep Calm and Relaxia. 

Tide (Free): I love this app because it combines both the Pomodoro technique and the relaxing sounds - and best of all, it’s free! I don’t need to say much more as I’ve explained both the Pomodoro technique and the relaxing sounds, but it has everything ready to go for you and you can start studying at the press of a button - the 25-minute work session starts, accompanied by the sounds of the sea or just plain white noise, whatever you choose. It also has statistics so you can see how long you’ve been studying for every day! Download it here.

Smiling Mind (Free): This isn’t your typical productivity app, but it’s helped me in times of anxiety, therefore increasing my productivity, so I’m chucking it on this list as a bonus. This is a fantastic app that uses the technique of mindfulness to help you stay grounded whenever you’re feeling stressed or anxious, and has a variety of meditation sessions preparing you for all sorts of things from study to stress to sleep, categorised depending on age so that they are tailored to you, and with lengths ranging from 3-45 minutes depending on what you need. An alternative app is Headspace, which I’ve never used but seems to be just as good - I think the only downside is that there are only 10 meditation sessions you can download for free before you have to start buying them, whereas on Smiling Mind they are all available for free. Download it here.