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had a friend stay over last minute yesterday which was nice bc I hadnt seen them irl in almost a year but did my mum have to text me at 12am apropos of nothing saying she was sorry I had to have her as a mother and she knows she needs help and diagnosis and medication. Man
#just really really hope shes not drinking again bc shes done rly well to be sober for so long now#told her i loved her and tried to say smth reassuring and that she should go to bed bc it was late and i was going to sleep too#we were having a completely fine conversation earlier she was chatting abt the exercise classes she'd been taking...#i think she was watching a psychology lecture on adhd and probably started ruminating bc of that idk. i worry abt her esp being alone atm#but hopefully ill be able to see her in person next month. ill text my brother later to see if hes been keeping tabs too#AH! dont need to be thinking abt this at 8am at work! i have an exam this morning! and emails to reply to!#its ok tho movie night tonight and gym tomorrow letsgooooo and i have mail to pickup and i just preordered plastiboos new artbook#many good things to look forward to :-) and some maybe exciting things in motion.... but we will see no pressure#okay im gonna go work love u everyone byebye#.diaries
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dancing in a jazz bar pt.2
scienceteacher!matt x musicteacher!reader angst!!
part one here
a/n; sorry this took so long, i was SO BUSY this week but i hope you enjoy. I have some more things cooking up so watch you (chris x reader) YAYAYAYAY okay have fun bye byebye
It’s been a couple of days; today’s the first day back at work. Some part of you feels lonely; some part of you never realized how much you saw Matt. Or maybe how much you annoyed him. You had rage and sadness all wound up in you, forming a constant tight knot in the pit of your stomach.
You don’t know if him not reaching out to you is better or worse than if he did reach out to you. You desperately try not to think about him, about that night, but every time you get a moment to yourself, it just plagues your mind. When you see him in the office, the teacher lounge, or just anywhere, you can’t not clench your jaw and look down.
When you get home, you just curl into bed and eat crappy takeout, wishing you were anywhere else. Wanting to take back everything you did or said.
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If you think it’s taken a toll on you, Matt has been in ruins. Him giving you “the space you need” has been harder than expected. He’s lived the past few days playing that moment over and over, regret filling his mind, leaving him with a migraine.
He hasn’t properly slept or eaten since that night. Once he got home from your apartment, he just collapsed on his couch. His usual night routine, containing watering his plants and doing basic skincare, slipping away from him.
You wouldn’t look at him in the short moments you would pass each other in the hallway. If you looked at him, you would see sunken-in tired eyes and messed-up hair. He knew it was getting back when students asked if he was doing alright.
He knows he needs to do something, but he doesn’t know how to. Does he do a big gesture like flowers and a mariachi band, or does he beg for your forgiveness with a heartfelt message? A text, maybe a call, would in person be better? He spends hours sitting in bed contemplating every possible outcome of his actions.
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You go set up your things for your 5th period music class. Putting your notebooks and papers on top of the piano binder sitting on the stand at the top. Students start to shuffle into the class, some sitting in seats, some congregating near the piano. While you get situated, you can’t help but overhear some of your students’ conversations.
“Yeah, Mr. Sturniolo has been looking just really…sad looking. Just like tired.” One student says worried, making you look up slightly. “I know he just seems off makes class kinda of a bore.” Does he look tired because of you? You don’t want to be narcissistic, but you never know.
All you do is sit there just thinking about Matt and yourself and if you should reach out. “Uhh, Ms. Y/l/n, the bell just rang.” A student says to you, pulling you away from your thoughts. “Oh, I’m so sorry. Good Morning everyone!” Your teaching personality switching on like a light switch.
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You can’t stop thinking about Matt and what your students said. Your head is reeling, not knowing what to do. You’ve never felt like this about anything, and you don’t want to mess it up.
When you leave work, you desperately need a pick-me-up feeling like a bus hit you. You sluggishly make your way to a local coffee shop, slumping into a seat. You contemplate everything. Maybe Matt was just sick. You thought he would’ve reached out by now if it was really affecting him that badly. You certainly were not going to reach out to him, beg him to be with you, and grovel for it.
You had fully accepted your defeat, knowing nothing could take things back to the way they were. Tomorrow, you would try to make new friends and put this whole thing behind you.
Leaving the coffee shop, you mosey your way home, taking the longer way and just enjoying your time you have to yourself.
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Matt got to your apartment at 2:45. He gunned it to the flower shop, then to your apartment door, assuming you would be home right away. He made sure to fix his hair up and smooth out his wrinkly clothes.
It’s now almost 4:15, and he’s sitting outside your door. He knows you’re not in your apartment because he knocked about 10 times over the course of 30 minutes. So now he’s just waiting, hoping you would be home soon. Even if you weren’t, he’d wait and wait until you were.
All he could do was sit and wait.
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Halfway through your “peaceful walk,” the rage and confusion in you were too pent up. You never fully realized how much he meant to you, and now he’s gone, you don’t know if it will help or make it worse, but you at the very least deserve an explanation.
You turn on your heels and walk right to Matt’s apartment. You’ve only been there one time when he had to grab something, but you definitely remembered it.
Storming up the stairs in a fit of rage, ready to lay it into Matt that what he did was so wrong. You knock on his door 3 times. “Matt, I really need to talk to you.” He doesn’t see any light on inside and can’t hear anything, but you knock three more times. “Matt, if you’re in there, don’t ignore me again.”
You sit outside for 5 more minutes before you get impatient. Pulling out your phone, you fish for his contact. Ring, ring, ring. “Y/n? What happened?” He sounds nervous. “Matt, I’m outside of your apartment. I’m guessing you’re not home.” Your voice now filled with embarrassment. You hear a sigh on the other side of the phone. “Oh, y/n, I’m outside of your aapartment. Ive been here almost two hours.”
You can’t help but laugh at the ridiculousness of the situation fully hitting you. “I’m sorry for the other day, y/n. I shouldn’t have left you like that. I-I was just scared and hearing you cry like that…” He trails off, cutting off your laugh.
“Matt, I came here to yell at you. These past few days, I’ve just been upset and angry. I thought you hated me.” Your back is against his door, waiting for him to respond. “I can’t do this over the phone anymore. Let’s meet in the middle. Okay?” He’s more forward than he usually is, but his voice is still nervous.
“‘Kay, see you soon!”
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The sun was already setting when you got there. The short 10-minute walk felt like hours this time. That’s when you see him, standing there looking around, slightly wilted flowers in his left hand, his right hand on the back of his neck. You stand there for a second before going up to him. When he turns to see you, he looks relieved, like he thought you weren’t going to be there.
“Y/n, I’m so sorry. I was such an ass. You didn’t deserve that. I understand if you want nothing to do with me, but I at least had to try. I’ve never done this before—“ Your arms warm around his neck, cutting his rambling off. You pull away, cupping his face. “You’re—“ before he could speak, you cut him off again, kissing him this time, taking in the moment.
As you two deepen the kiss, somewhere in between, your bag falls to the floor, and soon after, the flowers. Through the haze of the kiss, you hear various “Go get him”s and whistles from people passing by. You two eventually pull away from each other, catching your breath.
“You dropped this. Also, I got you these.” He hands you your bag and now semi-crushed and wilted flowers. “I had this whole thing planned where you would come home, and I would talk to you. But that clearly didn’t work out.” He smiles, a slight blush coming onto his cheeks.
“Matt, don’t worry about it. Just don’t do that again, or I swear.” You become stern before you start laughing. “You want to get something to eat?” You turn to ask him, his face looking disappointed. “I was just gonna ask you that,” he complains, moving his arm to pull you in by your shoulder.
“Oh, you’re lucky. I’m giving you another chance.” You lean into him, giggling and walking down the street, looking off into the sunset.
“Trust me, I’m the luckiest man in the world.”
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a/n; hope yall enjoyed!!!! This took me so long to write bc i had HORRID writers block. Go read some of my other stuff okay bye byebye
more scienceteacher!matt x musicteacher!reader here!!
#fanfiction#downtown girl#matt sturniolo#sturniolo triplets#girl blogger#matt sturniolo headcanon#matt sturniolo x reader#matt sturniolo fluff#sturniolo triplets fanfiction#chris sturniolo#nick sturniolo#angst
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Hello! Hope you are well 😊
I would like to ask for an immortal!reader with the students of 1-a we really need some angst here, how about a reader whose quirk makes him immortal but like they feel all the pain and no longer has a sense of danger or fear they are just a dead shell full of scars but they contribute to training and quirk research.
I think they are not moribund about their eternal condition but have already accepted that it is something forever. (In reality, if Aizawa erased his quirk and someone killed him, would they still come back to life?)
Rest, drink water and remember to take care of yourself byebye~ 🤝
thank you for this one it’s got my gears turning!!
Immortal!Reader x Class 1A!
ft. Izuku, Ochaco, Tsuyu, Shouto, Katsuki, Hanta, Denki, Mina, Ejirou and Jirou.
You’ve been at UA for about two months and you haven’t let yourself have any friends.
It’s not like they haven’t tried - especially Izuku.
He’s always the first to try and swoop in when you start sacrificing yourself. Somebody always is.
Therefore, I present; Class 1A’s reactions to you not caring about yourself in battles.
Izuku
“I’m immortal, why do you always try to save me?” you ask him.
“Well, your quirk still makes you feel the pain, even if you live, right? That sounds like a lot to carry on your own, immortal or not.” Izuku replied to you so gently and kindly, you almost want to let him in.
Ochaco
“You need to be more careful!” Ochaco yelled after you threw yourself into a villain attack, once again. She never lets you go into battles alone now.
Tsu
“We need you *ribbit* not in pain if we can help it!” Tsu will use her quirk to move you away if you’re putting yourself in danger.
Shouto
“Please, stop running into danger without us. Something could happen to you.” Shouto is always serious and firm but soft with you when he scolds you for not caring about your own future.
Katsuki
“you idiot. it’s like you’re trying to get yourself killed. leave the fighting to me, go protect the civilians so you don’t hurt yourself too bad.” Katsuki will always be the kind of person who knows you won’t just step away when you can help, so he tries to put you in less danger.
Hanta
*wraps you up in tape and places you to the side safely* “Stop being so reckless, please.” Hanta will put up with your stubborn attitude of always jumping into fights no problem.
Denki
runs up to you as soon as you show any sign of wincing
“hey! Are you okay? Let’s get you out of here, I can handle it”
Denki might care more about your safety or health than his own.
Mina
“Please let us help you… you don’t need to keep going.” Mina knows what’s it’s like to feel like you have to do everything alone, so she’s one of the first to reach out to you.
Eijirou
“Take a break, we’ve got your back, I promise.” Eijirou will always be looking out for you.
Jirou
“Dude, relax. We can do it together.” takes your hand to help you up
Jirou’s casual tone relaxes you and brings you peace.
Maybe being immoral isn’t so bad, since you get to meet the coolest people.
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Somehow, im inspired to write that 'revision fic'. === (EDIT : u can skip but heres another snippet for u (3 separate bits that fit together nicely, actually haha) cuz hihi. THE AU: As i said, its a failed "3"rd regression context, where yjh is now in his "4"th round. The last memory he has of kdj is him dying, and to make things worse "In this round, that guy doesn't exist." is a thing, so yjh freaks out a bit but hes totally normal about this whole ordeal & the fact that he doesnt even remembers kdj's face now. Wdym! Hes fiiiiiine!
sorry lol back to the actual post : (,hope u enjoyed that little treat tho^^)) ===
!!THAT [Somehow, im inspired to write [...]] HAS NEVER HAPPENED TO ME BEFORE!!. I always like. do an outline for the overall story and vibe, then flesh out the start or something and cook up a little 500 (probably unsatisfying) words for fun kind of as a bonus. Keep it mostly for my private enjoyment and move on before the story comes to life. And that's okay... Yes, it would be cooler to actually write the AU ideas i get in novel or comic form instead of having them stay at just the 'sketch' & 'idea/brainstorm' phase before i get another idea and leave them to dust up in the pile,,
But yeah, its okay.
In the few years since ive started getting ideas for more elaborate aus/fics, ive noticed that my ideas improved with time. (no shit, i know, but it makes me happy! i grew up!!! i can see it.) My planning methods are better too. So all of that unfinished or abandoned stuff is not at all useless work in my eyes. And who knows, maybe one day i'll bring them back.
--> as a plus, all my fandom brainrot experiences even get transferred into my OC stuff, and frl whenever i read my notes these days (or listen to my voice memos lol) and im just like "HOW DID I THINK OF THIS WOW" or "WHEN DID I PUT THIS LIKE THIS? IT WORKS!" (not to brag or anything but my oc lore goes hard ☝️)
BUT. NOW THIS IS UNEXPECTED.
I DID NO PLANNING. I just started writing for orv and its. Lowkey, good ???? Dont get me wrong i only have 1.5k right now and there are clear holes i have to fill and stuff but... CLEAR HOLES! CLEAR HOLES. Sure Im used to being like "something of the sort should go there..." BUT THIS TIME ITS "THIS SHOULD GO THERE, ILL WRITE IT LATER BUT THE IMAGE IS IN MY MIND, CLEAR AS WATER, AND ONCE I START PUTTING IT ON THE PAGE ISTG THOSE WORDS WILL STREAM OUT OF MY FINGERS AS IF IT WAS A NORMAL OCCURENCE FOR ME" ,,- !??? Yo!
Anyways. Point is that somehow theres interesting stuff going on in my gg doc and the more i write the more i know where i want to go, so that's cool, i feel all powerfull for once
idk if that ease is going to stay once im done with the first scenes (ughh!!! theres so much potential!!!!!!!!) but hopefully yes. either way ill probably post it so im not baiting yall with a "um actually im writing smt rn --- *never shares with the class*" --- either 1) things go well and i write a "real fic" (!? wtf that wasnt my plan!) --- or 2) i only post the finished version of what i have now (expect around 5k? (i have no idea actually)) and we wait together to see if i pick up the idea again haha. (i do wish to write it tho! im not a 'writer' writer but i want to be one, u get me?)
! thank u see u byebye
#orv fic#orv au#nhoblu narration#(<- thats gonna be my all encompassing AU-FIC-OCS lore n stuff tag now ive decided hehe)#next step is to make an art tag (another day lol. ill make a post :3)#orv#전독시#전지적 독자 시점#omniscient reader's viewpoint#writing
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intro!!!
hihi! :D i am chef mio (it/itself or she! but mostly it!!)!! of class 3-2!! it is!! so very nice to meet you all!! on this little screen. it must be oh so cramped in there :(
but hi! hihi!! uh. what can i say about myself?? hum. well! i like pincurchin! they are!! friend shaped!! my partner pushpin is the one i am closest to. :) but they are not the only ones i like! it is!! good!! to have varying taste in pokemon. it improves team percentage, or something?? but i want to have the highest percentage in pokemon friendship :D
it requires being smart though!! so i'm a part of a few different clubs!! the biome club is where i usually am though! i am overseeing a project now! it's very cool! but i'm also a member of the cooking club!! because i want to improve!! my cooking skills for people and pokemon!! even if i mostly just want to make all of the world's best sour foods :D
hum. i think that is enough for now! but i want to make lots of friends!! with people too!! so i hope to be able to talk to lots of them! i'm good with food and biome research! but i will try to answer anything asked of me! :) byebye for now!
((ooc info below the cut!!))
Another character in the Sable's Pokemon IRL Cinematic universe, apparently people really liked her, so! I have made a blog for Mio! Basically, she was supposed to just be an NPC for Ren's Orthworm project and my hand proceeded to slip and make a whole ass design. Whoops.
Anyway, Mio is a minor! For the love of god no NSFW or I will block you on sight.
Pelipper Mail/Malice are on, Musharna Mail/Malice are off. The Pelipper one may change, but the Musharna will not.
If you want your character to have history with Mio, please, feel free. Her blog is probably gonna be updated the least out of my four (yes i have a fourth in progress don't you DARE at me), but she is a background NPC for the people okay.
To basically sum her up: she's a girl who worked at the Sinnoh Battle Factory and learned a lot about utilizing Pokemon from a young age, serving as one of it's trainers up until she started attending Blueberry Academy. She basically got there on a scholarship, lmao.
Mio is a very silly lil chef who's basically to sour food as Crispin is to spicy, but she's genuinely a good cook! Like with Pokemon battles, a meal must be well balanced.
She's also a member of the Biome Club! I will probably have to google-fu any answers to advanced questions but Mio knows a hell of a lot about Pokemon adaptation and environmental effects of invasive species and the like. She's just below the Club's leader in terms of intelligence, pretty much.
Mio. Absolutely comes off as a dumbass with a weird typing style, but she basically makes up for it in competence in what she does best, and the work ethic of a god. This is a girl who multitasks her way into straight B+s and nobody knows how.
Feel free to throw some silly shit this way, this blog is very unlikely to dip into the high stakes waters at any point. This is a firm Silly Only zone. (maybe with some minor drama/angst but we're mostly gonna be silly here)
Any long absences are going to be explained by her phone breaking. She's a walking techbane but literally only for phones.
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LIFE OF SATURN
Hi guys so in this blog of mine I'll be posting some interesting shit in my life T-T. It can be something that traumatized me or something that made me happy and I'm sharing this because I have trust issues and its better to tell strangers other than your so called ✨friends✨ 😭😭.
So basically I'll post shit in my life and i want y'all to judge me lmk whether i'm the asshole or the victim whatever whatever. Also i'm not making fun of anyone's trauma so if you feel offended PLEASE EXIT. These are incidents that actually happened in MY LIFE and joking abt such incidents and ranting is how I cope <333. Do not create any attack against me, you can advice me if you want to or discuss abt it with me or others BUT PLEASE NO PERSONAL ATTACKS. If you feel the other person who is the villain in my case is right thats completely fine people have opinions yours matter too. :)))
Also this will probably have 100+ grammar mistakes because i DO NOT CARE AND AM LAZY :))
OKAY SO THIS IS THE CRUSH LORE PT.1
CRUSH LORE - CRUSH 1 #PT 1
YUH 🔥🔥
EXPERIENCE: Mid ig???
So lets start from the beginning. I'm Saturn (Its ofc not my real name.) and... uh lets say i love having crushes.
Now see ever since i was a kid (I've been legit 😎) i was obsessed with having crushs. It was like without a love interest, my life would have only 12% drama, but drama's obv my best bud and it loves me so ya. HOW CAN YOU LEAVE YOUR BESTIEE ALONEE!!?
Anyways so basically i've had about 17 real life crushes (I didn't count maybe its like 15 or 13 idk. too lazy) and it started from a very young age.
So a little bit of details before I start. I used to live in my home country when i was younger. I was born there and lived there for 7 years only so i have no soul connection with my homeland. Anyways when i was in my homeland i used to study in an all girls school and lemme tell you we learnt 999x99 in 1st grade. It was that hard alr.
Then i had to shift to my current country which i'm emotionally connected too lmfaooo. I moved when i was 7?? But ya the school i joined was unisex. There were both boys and girls.
So heres the thing i as SOCIALLY AKWARD WITH BOYS
I COULD NOT AND TILL NOW CANNOT SPEAK PROPERLY WITH MEN ALR?
Like girl i spent 7 YEARS of my life in some gay girls school where my 1st lang was something else and then suddenly drop me into a world swarming with new creatures whom i've never talked to b4... TF DO YOU EXPECT ME TO DO?? UM HELLO??
I was stunned these people where fluent in english alr and i could not spell fucking names alr so you can imagine my condition
Okay so 1st day new school i enter my class and my eyes meet a guys eyes and trust me my dumbass did not know wtf fuck crushes were coz i was my dads angel (if only he knew 😮💨) but i felt the stomach thingie.
He was so pretty guys. OMG and WAS HE A GENTLE FUCKING MAN!?? YES SIR
His eyes were so pretty i still remember them alrr. I'm jealous of his eyelashes.
ANYWAYS I'LL CONTINUE NEXT PART TOMMOROW MAYBE? IDK depends on my mood :))) I'M SLEEPY RN ITS LIKE 2.34 HERE SO BYEBYE LOVE YALLLLL <333
#fyp#i hate having crushes#crushes#am i crazy#am i cooked#am i inlove#life#history#past#nostalgia#story#love story#LOVE STORY#lovestory#taylor swift#lover#crushology#realifeshit#irl#delusional#love#school#homework#bored#nokia#stacie#saturn#joke#trruama#experiences
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4/13-14/25
sunday - monday
listening to some monstrous sounds.
youtube
the downtuning on the b side of this record's so fucked up. what the hell is this, this is some true playing noise stuff. so sick, plus twisted.
good record of fast music.
having a strange conversation with my friend about why to write, mostly concluded now, sometimes sad to think about it though, since it's impossible to justify making anything else basically.
gosh, it's too late now! frustrating. i slept too much today. i need to sleep less, tonight. so i will set my alarm for 10 or something. 6-5 hours of sleep is okay... in service of being okay and going out to my own birthday party soon... very soon, actually.
oh, one thing that's very exciting, wrote lyrics and recorded vocals today, and just did vocals w/ lyrics already written (last line now being re-written), so 2 things closer to being done. super exciting.... surprised about the progress that can be made, i thought i'd be too tired but i pushed myself. my gf was out today... i know this is going to sound insane but people just keep saying 'let's go get kbbq' and this place was cheap but sucks but, she went, and she had an okay time except this one really irritating guy being there, being very irritating, but being irritated by him for one day means more stories to tell, so it ends up offering some kind of entertainment, a penance i guess, for getting a headache being around the most self-centered self infantilizing dude ever. cruel words but... it just feels true... he's got issues, he dropped out, and some of it's valid, but he's acting like him getting taken out of a teaching role becuz he would not show up is entirely because he was sick and not because even before getting sick he was pumping up those class cancellation numbers!! i don't even like siding with management on anything, but even working w/ my gf, he did not do his job, she had to do everything he didn't, he's just like that and i get having issues... i like can hardly manage my sleep, it's just, why even be in a grad program when you don't even like the process of the classes and things??? what's the point?? it's not a good career, being a creative writing major, it's in fact, pretty worthless. it's just confusing. well, not really. on top of it, he complains about all the teachers, another frustration i get, teachers can be pains, but he'll say they all suck and are evil and were tormenting him, making up lies (one was, for sure, at least), and then say this guy who has fucked, at minimum, one of his students, bought her stuff, wrote recommendation letters for her, and then made 'unwanted advances' in her words, is a good teacher and an awesome guy. it pisses me off, that part especially. really he makes me mad a lot, because he's like, he hides behind all that 'i'm just a little guy' type shit, while being kind of mean and self-centered and not listening to you and blah blah blah. so my gf's headache is justified, i should have told her to not go, but she says she doesn't really regret it.
that's a lot of complaining about a person i will probably like never ever see after a year or something,
so,
byebye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I THINK I FORGOT TO SEND MY ASK??? IDK 😭
dude axel my dad woke me up at 4 IN THE FUCKING MORNING BECAUSE MY DOG HAD TO GO PEE AND MY DAD WAS ALREADY AWAKE 😭 LIKE IF YOU WERE AWAKE WHY WOULD YOU WAKE ME UP🫠
anyway im probably gonna fail spanish cause theres this project (idek what it’s about) and i havent started it yet 😆 goodbye honor roll🥲
SHIT DUDE IM ON THE TRAIN THAT I TAKE TO SCHOOL AND I JUST REALIZED I LEFT MY SCIENCE HOMEWORK AT HOME 😰😰 i was finally going to turn in my missing assignment 🫠 OH MY GOD SPEAKING OF SCIENCE GUESS WHO IS FAILING 😆 my parents are probably going to cut my allowance 🫠
ANYWAY MY FAVORITE MOVIE IS HOWLS MOVING CASTLE‼️ as for movie genres im honestly not sure I just know that I LOVEE romance movies like UGHWGDH oh or like specific 80’s movies (like breakfast club and 16 candles)
OKAY ANYWAY THATS ALL FOR NOW ILYSM BYEBYE💗💗
-bambi (HELP I ALMOST MISSPELLED MY TAG IS bmaib)
I HATEEEE WHEN PPL DO THAT like u couldn’t have just done it for me at that point since u were AWAKE ???? 😒😒💔💔
HELP WHEN IS THE PROJECT DUE ??? MAYBE U STILL HAVE TIME N CAN FIGURE IT OUT!!
NAURRRR NOT THE FORGETTING UR SCIENCE HW 💔💔 tbh tho i don’t blame u for failing science bc science was not my strong suit. cough none of my classes were jesus i failed so many classes don’t be like me cough
HOWLS MOVING CASTLE IS SO GOOD!! and no one is doing it like 80’s movies anymore… i get it…
BYEBYE ILYM
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Apples are falling very far from the store
Hey it’s Yaj!
Quick update on the headphones: they’re amazing. I love them even more than I thought I did. The noise cancellation is a god send and I’m not even joking.
From previous posts I said how I lived with a big family, and said family has so many kids, and said kids make a lot of noise, and said noise is lowered when I turn on my headphones. Thank god I bought them cause my window was looking really tempting.
I did want to buy AirPods so I went to the store next to my house and asked for the cheapest not gonna lie. He said they were ten dollars and warned me that they weren’t the original and I was like ‘Well yeah they’re like ten dollars how would they be original?’ so I bought them but my tiny little shrimp brain didn’t think of asking about the sound or even seeing if I can try them at his store first.
So when I went back home to try them, in the nicest words I can think of: they were very much not what I wanted. The sound was very bad, the packaging was very good for ten dollars.
Anyway, I returned and got my money back.
I don’t need AirPods anyway.
Also I haven’t been playing as much as I did in summer cause obviously?? I have classes. And it’s exhausting. I went to my last class of the day today, spent money on the bus, sweat a lot cause summer sucks, walked to my class and finally sat down, only to get a text from my friend sending me the email our doctor sent saying ‘Oh there’s no class come in the weekend’ like?? Miss ma’am sir that should be illegal.
Anyway so I sat in the air conditioned room cause I wasn’t dumb?? And went home after an hour.
And new topic: What is up with apple?
I keep hearing about how the iPhone 15 overheats when you use a charger other than the one you buy, breaks when it bends but honestly why would you even buy a phone that expensive only to bend it?? rich people man. I want to be this rich in the future so I could but an iPhone just to bend it.
So I updated my iPhone 12 to the new iOS update because it hadn’t stopped bugging me about it, and what do you know, it’s been hell on earth.
My battery is more draining than before, my applications keep crashing, the new auto correction wON’T TURN OFF AND I AM FED UP BECAUSE WHY IS IT LIKE THAT??
And there’s another update to the one before, but it needs at least 6GB for it to update and like?? I have the 64GB you think I have enough space??
I’m crying.
Also my computer is lagging too much, the stupid thing won’t click unless I restart every time I open it. None of my applications will work unless I do that.
So I need a new phone, a new computer, and because I’m a hoarder and I like collecting things that are not normal and because it would look so cute, I want an iPad. With a keyboard. And an apple pen.
You think if I got just the iPad with the keyboard and the pen it’d replace my computer? Not like replace replace but it’d help for college right? Idk.
Yeah the window looks very tempting. It’s calling out to me.
Plus I’m responsible for this club in college and I have to do so many things and buy stuff and talk to so many people for this other thing and we don’t even have the budget so we’re all paying from out of pocket.
(We had the first meeting last week and so many people were starting at me. But then my best friend wad like ‘Well yeah it’s cause you’re the president’ and I blocked her. But there were two cute guys staring at me the whole time. Let me be delusional okay??)
Oh oh!! And there’s this cute guy in some of my classes but I’m terrified he’s a minor (like he’s 17 not 18 yet fresh out of high school) and like ew. So I’m remaining safe and keeping it close from a distance. Like, friends is okay. If he’s 18 then woohoo I can have a crush. But if he’s 17 then haha jail looking real fine right now.
So.
How are you guys doing?
Until next time.
Byebye!
#apple#iphone#ipad#computer#laptop#college#University#pain and suffering#im crying#i might be complaining about apple but i would buy more things because i like it better#also can everyone stop fighting about which is better apple or android cause they both suck in their own way#and everyone has their own preference
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they told you there was a god in your chest but all you could find was its corpse
#collei#scaramouche#wanderer#<-- i guess. i dont know how to tag him#sniff sniff snfifle get s so sad#doodles#Okay i have class now byebye#id in alt (thank you to @cythams for the description!)#m#colleiction
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i LOVE ur writing n it’s perfect because i need to consume more media abt the black phone. could i request the black phone x reader where reader is rlly feminine? idk how to word it sorry i hope u get it😭😭
The blackphone x reader
m.list
Them with Feminine!reader
cw : fluff/crack / reader has no distinct gender but is feminine !!(they/them will still be used!!)
a/n : I understand this in a way (I think??) I hope everyone else understands too, and I'm hoping this is what you meant whsjsh😭
(After writing this I think this is just more of a really pretty and kind!reader oo my bad whsjsh,also this will be pretty short whdjd)
Finney Blake :
Doesnt know how to be around you
Like he's always so nervous, whether it'd be your very kind and soft personality or you're entire style that take his breath away
He's like just amazed at how pretty you can be dude :C
You : Hey Finn! What are we doing in class toda- you good??
Finney(sweating) : never been better!
You : okay??
he will try to compliment you and by try I mean he'll walk up to you, stare at you like you're a God, look down, then walk away
And you're just standing there with your friends wondering what that was all about
Friend : huh?? Was he gonna ask you out or something
Robin (from the sidelines) : he was gonna say you looked nice y/n
You : oh! Tell him I said thanks!
He'd tell you over the phone how sorry he was about how weird he was
Robin Arellano :
" Eres Bonita "(You're pretty)
Is all he'd say outlook before saying it was nothing when he realized you didn't hear him
He will literally always be trying to impress you, intentionally or unintentionally he will do so
He'll literally pick you up if you said your legs were hurting
Helps you fix your makeup because he always sees his mom during her makeup and she taught him how to do a girls makeup if he ever wanted to really impress a person
You : Wow!! My makeup looks even better than before Robin, thanks so much
Robin : Ofcourse no pro-
And then you'd kiss him on the cheek as a real thank you then you'd run off saying "OKAY SEE YOU TOMORROW BYEBYE ROBIN!!!"
Bruce yamada :
Will steal your sweaters as a joke because you said he'd never rock any sort of outfit you wear
Lowkey kinda likes these sweaters, won't ever admit that though
Will do your nails with you
You : Bruce you're literally painting my entire finger at this point stop
Bruce : whattt noo that's craz-
You : Bruce. I don't have nail polish remover. Please
Then he'd stop..
Then paint you finger again and run away
Loves to show off when he's at a game and you're there, will be on 170% during the entirety of the game
If his team coach ever found out it was you who fired him up like this, expect your mother calling you down to tell you that it was the coach for the 50th time that week
Loves doing you hair, since he has a little sister I can imagine him doing her hair whenever his mom is out and about or she would just rather that her older and cooler brother do it for her
Vance Hopper :
Is probably also really nervous around you
Doesnt show or admit it though because letting someone like you ruin his reputation of being a hard-core tough guy would be embarrassing
Now this doesn't mean he'll straight up ignore you, or be rude towards you it just means he won't ever let himself be seen blushing whenever you tell him how pretty he can be too
Vance : That's embarrassing literally shut up
You : It's not though! You really are pretty, like your hair and you're eyes are just really-
And then all you can hear is rambling from your end and a Vance who's trying really hard not to show that's he's extremely flustered by this
if he felt like the day was going pretty great, he'd definitely be very openly kind to you
Telling you how gorgeous you looked, complimenting your hand writing, letting his hand linger a little longer on yours when he tried reaching for his paper
Anyways, I feel like if you asked him on this particular day he'd MAYBE let you put his hair up not in public but you know it still works
Billy Showalter :
Is nervous around you, like whenever you're out in the morning waiting for the daily newspaper he always makes sure your last so he gets a lot of time to spare so he can talk to you
Billy : goodmorning y/n
You : Goodmorning Billy! Thanks for the newspaper!
You say slightly shouting it
He loves when you talk to him, especially when you ask him for help, specifically
He knows anyone would ask for help, but when you ask it's like an angel just put a blessing upon him
will help you put your hair up with your pins, and loves to compliment them
Billy : your pins are very cute
You : thanks Billy, I get them from Walmart they cost like one dollar, sometimes even just 50 cents!
Next thing you know, Billy comes up to you with different pins whenever they have new ones in-stock
Is flustered around you a lot, but never shows it
But his front breaks whenever you pat him on the shoulder and tell him he did a good job, or thank him for helping you study for the test that day
You always walk away and never realize that you leave him a blushing mess of a man
☆ ☆ ☆
#The blackphone#the blackphone x reader#the blackphone headcanons#finney blake x reader#robin arellano x reader#Bruce yamada x reader
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Alright hi guys this is. The post ever! Uhm..yea okay let's just start the "masterpost" as they call it online uh *taps microphone*
Hello hi welcome to the object fighting thing
[Managed by me, Flowersandcandy06!! Yay B)]
"why does this exist flower oh god"
Well you see I am an only child and I need entertainment somewhat. So yeah, I'm doing this because it was a stupid, dumb idea I thought up last night and I just. Put my thoughts into action and now we're here..Whoopsies :,p
Anyways *cough* here's the lineup:
(This is probably the worst thing I've ever made in ibisPaint X thus far but I could be wrong)
On the left side we have:
Glowing blue rock VS. Dusty globe with a tiara on
Stuck pendulum balls VS. My dad's drum set
Purple holographic star choker I got from Etsy VS. goat milk soap..what??
Santa VS. Miku
On the right side we have:
Polaroid iE826 digital camera VS. Blue screwdriver
The plushie gang ft. Easter day squirrel plush VS. My old Yamaha YPT-240 piano
Some generic kitchen guy idk VS. Soy Sauce bottle
💥💥THE GARAGE🔥🔥 VS. A box I took home from Stagecraft class because someone left it (completely screwed in, there's no like box opening or anything it's just..Box.)
Aaand here are the rules:
I'll be posting the polls on both this account and the gimmick Twitter account I made for this thing, in which case the Twitter can be found at @/r4nd0mobject (link)
For the end results on each poll/battle, I'll add up the percentages/numbers that are shown and whichever object gets the biggest number gets to move on to the next battle, and so on and so forth..
I may add extra points to the final calculations of said polls since I may also host the polls on the Amino community I'm in (Empty Minds Amino - it's a swag amino don't worry *explodes*) because. Why not, lol ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Ok that's it I think
I'll be posting the polls when I have time to post them so, be on the lookout for those I guess!! Lol
If this thing gets huge out of nowhere uhm. I'll eat a butterfinger?? idk- okay THAT'S IT byebye *dies again*
#roimhfbissTOURNAMENT#objectfighttournament#if this thing gets people to makw up lore about the objects i have at my house and start making fanart and. other things then#cool👍
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lev, yaku, and kenma reacting to accidentally kissing you
pairings: lev x gn!reader, kenma x gn!reader, yaku x gn!reader
warnings: some cursing
idea: you’re one of nekoma’s managers, but what happens when you accidentally share a kiss with one of the volleyball boys? (also just to clarify these are just random scenarios they don’t all happen at the same time oh goD that would be interesting)
there’s a lot to read so i’m going to put everything under the cut to save your guys' tumblr scrolling
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.・゜゜・ lev haiba ・゜゜・.
now we already know this baby is super affectionate and is probably already crushing on you
he loves you so much
are you oblivious? who knows
but you can’t help but find him super adorable
annoying, yet adorable
anyways he likes to do this thING where he gets super close to your face just to get you flustered and you secretly like it hate it
everyone’s taking a small break from practicing and you’re giving everyone water bottles bc they require hydration (i’m sorry why am i talking like this)
after you give kuroo a water bottle you hear someone walk up next to you and you just sigh
"Y/N~" you hear an all too familiar voice call out next to you
you turn towards the voice, already knowing it’s lev "what is it—"
oh boy
somehow you did NOT realize how close lev was to you
he had leaned down to your height like he always does, fricking tall ass
all it took was you feeling your lips lightly graze against his for you to immediately back ten feet away, and naturally you found yourself hiding behind yaku
his eyes are super pretty up close
OH GOD WHAT ARE YOU THINKING?? wait
holy shit you kissed lev haiba
does that even count as a kiss?? i mean your lips touched????
was that on purpose?? was it an accident??? did he not realize that him being that close to you meant that there was a possibility of you accidentally kissing him?????
whAT??? jUSt??? haPPenED???
you were terrified when yaku walked away from you only to see him kick lev as hard as possible you almost felt bad for him
the poor beanstalk was blushing furiously, his cheeks, ears, and nose were stained pink
of course you were probably blushing too, and then finally you and lev made eye contact
you looked away immediately
why was your heart racing?? yo his lips were surprisingly soft tho
not everyone realized what happened, probably only kuroo and yaku noticed
you probably never saw lev the same after that, especially since you developed a crush on the beanstalk after that
i mean what? lol
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.・゜゜・ morisuke yaku ・゜゜・.
wbk he’s the sweetest and one of the more tolerable boys, which means yay you don’t have to basically babysit a bunch of teenage boys
well you and yaku kind of have to babysit them together but that’s not what we’re focusing on rn ;)
after practice he came up to you and you two had a peaceful conversation
you two bonded well over being the ones to babysit everyone but you had your childish moments too, he was basically the person you were the closest to out of everyone else
everything’s going perfectly well, nothing is going wrong for once
haha SIKE
maybe lev was just blind because you and yaku are shorties (but like you’re barely shorter/taller than him..(haha you choose))
the tall victuri love child backs up and before you can warn yaku he bumps into him
yaku ends up being completely caught off guard, he stumbles forward and accidentally knocks you over in the process
and everything happens all at once, yaku falls on top of you, lev screams ("I KILLED YAKU AND Y/N"), and ohoho ohohoho what’s this
you feel something?? on your lips???
perhaps???? another pair?????? of lips????
THEY ARE?????? S O F T ????
i’m sorry
anyways somehow the way yaku landed on you caused you two to accidentally kiss!! woah!!!
he immediately gets off of you and won’t stop apologizing, you both are super flustered and he’s stuttering
you can see the blush growing on his cheeks
meanwhile you’re at a loss for words, holy damn you just got kissed
lev is apologizing as well
kuroo’s just laughing his ass off
yaku helps you stand up, and then he immediately wABAM does a spin kick on lev
of course, you can’t help but laugh
but you’re screaming internally
then you make eye contact with yaku and your heart?? your heart does a thing?????
you two immediately look away from each other
your mind and heart are both racing
maybe he’s really good at kissing like damn boi put those soft lips to USE
AHRJHARGJAHJAJA and then you run to the bathroom ("UH I HAVE TO USE THE BATHROOM REAL QUICK AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA BYEBYE") and internally scream at yourself until you stop freaking out
congratulations! you have a crush on yaku morisuke
don’t worry he feels the same exact way you do
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.・゜゜・ kenma kozume ・゜゜・.
now you may be wondering, how could you possibly accidentally kiss a boy who loves to constantly stare at either the game he’s playing or his phone? well oh boy let me show you
class finally finishes and that means woo it’s time to head to the gym!!
you’re a second year along with kenma and he’s so focused on his game that he didn’t realize the bell rang, or that everyone around him is leaving the classroom
you don’t see him in the hallway and that means one thing, he’s still in his classroom, gaming
how does this boy not get in trouble? you can never find out how or why
you walk into his classroom and stand in front of his desk, somehow he still doesn’t notice you
you sigh and lean closer to him, poking his forehead
"oi, kenma, class is over. we gotta head to the gym."
kenma sighs and finishes what he’s doing on the game before looking up at you "hm?"
"are you fucking kidding m- volleyball practice, kenma.."
"oh, okay"
before you two can get ready you feel a weight on your back and you’re pushed even closer to kenma
turns out kuroo saw you two through the door, he already assumed that kenma hadn’t noticed the bell and went to get him
this annoying rooster-head decided to put all his weight against you
he calmly fake-yawned and pretended to check his nails
"are you two lovebirds ready to go yet?"
he’s confused as to why he didn’t get a response, so he looks at the two of you, only to realize what he’s done
you weren’t that far away from kenma’s face to begin with
so kuroo pushing you by leaning against you caused your faces to collide- more specifically- your lips to collide
you two were kissing. kISSing. LIPS AGAINST LIPS. and you could barely move because of a certain male leaning against you
"oh SHIT-" kuroo immediately gets off of you and you back away from kenma, bumping into the desk behind you
kenma was already turned away from you
oh my god is he blushing
hE’S blUshING
you’re flustered, your heart is racing, your cheeks feel warm, and holy shit kenma’s lips are super soft??
omg what are you thinking
"whatever! i’ll just- i’ll just see you guys at the gym!! jeez, you’re so annoying, kuroo.."
you huff and walk out of the classroom, only to make a beeline for the bathroom
you lock yourself in a stall and bury your face in your hands, your tiny crush on kenma has officially become massive unbearable super embarrassing crush
oh god how do you even face him in the gym??
let’s just say kuroo had to drag kenma all the way to the gym because the boy had officially become unresponsive, he had his face buried in his hands as well and he was blushing hardcore
"you’re welcome, kenma" kuroo says teasingly right when you walk into the gym
oh my god he did it on purpose that little sHIT
#haikyuu#haikyuu fluff#kenma x reader#lev x reader#yaku x reader#kenma kozume#lev haiba#yaku morisuke#nekoma#haikyuu imagines#haikyuu scenarios
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thus ends the most uneventful yet exciting birthday of my life. im actually fairly surprised im not stressed as fuck due to having classes during my birthday for the first time, but. the day went well! better than most tbh, and i enjoyed it. ending today with a spyxfamily episode knowing my stress is gonna double over tmr. anyway, to everyone who sent me gifts and greetings, thank you so much! if i missed a few or forgot to reblog them, im so sorry and i promise i'll remember it at some point!! im vv touched and im. actually shocked i survived another year considering the amount of scars i have all over now, but yeah, im alive, definitely alive. and that's enough, ig. i dont need to keep proving myself when all im doinv is existing, im allowed to do that, i deserve to do that, it is perfectly okay to do that.
tl;dr: life's good, life's grear, sure there were some parts that were crap but i loved most of it. thank you to everyone who sent greetings and gifts, ily all sm <33 gn everyone and uh, happy birthday to the person i love the most and the person i despise the most, aka me~ KDHJDHDJD byebye i'll be back maybe tmr
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Hello! Just recently, I created a Hetalia Fanfiction blog ( hetaliareaderfanfic ). Well uh just in case any one wants to check it out and okay bye thanks have a good day!
#okay this is embarrassing#i mean#for my part#because#well just because#anyway#i'll just share it in case someone wants to check#lol that's what i already typed above#ugh why am i like this#this might not be read anyway#i just#i don't know anymore#may you all just have a lovely day#and i shall try my best to enjoy a night class uh#okay that's all#thank you#what am i typing now#i shall go now or i'll be late#byebye
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Copia as Papa: the blue papal ensemble first thoughts
I won't beat about the bush: I’m convinced the color is important. We’re used to Popes in black (yeah PE1 wore white, but can't we agree it’s not that surprising?) and now we have this strange bird showing off. So much can be said about this color! Let me add “few” things which, to me, seem accurate or would have personnaly inspired me in the choice of this color, based on the middle age, plague-ish and Renaissance theme following Copia so far:
First of all, starting from the XIIth century blue is a new, trending color, symbol of wealthyness and aristocracy. Deep and vivide tons are the most expensive. It’s said blue colors used to be more expensive than those using gold powder.
During the XIIth century, blue already tended to replace black even in the funeral rite and religious objects.
Catholics didn't accepted the use of blue that easily. Wearing blue was considered as a surge of pride. Actually, they didn’t really care about what people wore but still, it was unworthy of a good Christian. It was a true moral fight opposing the big bad blue of the nobles and Protestants to the imperious red and discreet black of the Christianity.
Copia as a Cardinal often wore red and black, traditional colors, and seemed a little bit clumsy and oopsy oops sorry Nihil aha ‘living now byebye~. Now he’s in blue and he’s the new Pope and he's like eh there can be only 1 Pope, shoo~! Mere coincidences, most certainly, but I wanted to highlight this.
After the Black Plague strucked Europe, wearing blue wasn’t well seen. First, because it’s expensive to produce and european countries are ruined. So decreats were made to stop this hunger for luxurious textile goods. Secondo, ethic: to keep a christian tradition of modesty and righteousness. Young people and women were targeted and repression on innovative ideas were made bc they were “disturbing the established order and moral”. Finally, ideology: a need to initiate segregation between classes and genders. To maintain strong barriers and avoid mixes between classes is a priority and the outfit -the complexity + color- is the first sign of social classification. To break these borders, it’s to break the order desired by God, which is both dangerous (boooo fear the return of the plague!) and sacrilagious.
About the Holy Mary™ (bc I saw posts about that and I know some of you are just joking around and it’s 100% okay! I’m adding that for those who may want/need more infos). Blue started to be associated to Mary during the XIIIth century, and let's be honest, the most noticeable symbolism in that is they used an expensive pigment to depict Mary bc she is a very important biblical figure. Blue wasn’t that valorised symbolicaly speaking at the time, it was too early, not trending enough yet.
So according to me, here Copia is basically showing off all his pride to the eyes of the world and most certainly his will to be a great leader, while sticking with this idea of “death” surrounding him since he first appeared. He’s totally breaking the habits established so far (it already started with Prequelle released. I meaaaan....!!!).
(For the most curious soul: read the book Blue-The History of a Color by Michel Pastoureau. Good shit, well written and documented!)
If I can easily speculate on the color and complexity of his ensemble, when it comes to the embroidery I admit I don't have brain Brig enough lol. However, I instinctively want to shout: “I see astronomy mixed to alchemy here, all followed by Baroque like arabesque, aaaah!!”, but I wonder: what’s going on here?
The first thing I spotted is the G ending on a star, as if it’s pointing at it, wanting us to look at it closely. Indeed, it guide our eyes to it. Is there a comparison to do with Ursa Major and the North star? I’m kinda confused bc of its look. The symetrical shapes makes sens with the whole aesthetic of the outfit, but the G doesnt look like anything else on this ensemble. Everything is full of arabesque or fine lines, and here we have a thick sharp shaped G (and is it silver or blue? I wanna see HD close ups! ;;). Don’t get me wrong, I think it looks super cool! I’m simply confused because I feel like I’m missing the point here. I’m curious to see what you think about it! (EDIT rightafterpostingthis: Wait, constellation ! I'm stupid aha, it's a constallation.)
We also have this:
I instinctively see cardinal points and the compass rose. Very important when you observe the sky. Again, with the G pointing at the star, this symbol bring the notion of direction, discovery, travel, guiding us/ourself. It’s a tool meant to help us... And the G is centered. But let’s not speculate more than necessary, it’s a bit too early for that.
Alchemy, the Heptagrams :
I don’t know much about them tbh. It’s some good alchemy stuff, about universe and perfection, and it’s also used in occultism/paganism, and catholicism (7 days of the creations + protection against... the evil?).
About the stones. Lot of blue ones apparently. Let’s say it’s meant to be saphirres: stones use to make amulet for travellers, protection against the plague and various nervous illness and such. Note that “saphirre” also refered to “lazulis” during Renaissance(people were confusing them. Both blue stone, can't blame them). Another reason why blue is such an important color here! Fun fact: saphirre also symbolize honesty, fidelity and truth.
Overall, the ensemble looks like a mystic map of the sky and I just love it! These notions also go along with my idea that Copia's character development is bases on Middle Age/Renaissance humanism and opening of minds toward the world, letting go of old beliefs. I mostly linked it with astronomy and alchemy, with historical/social bacground, but I’m pretty sure people into astrology and paganism will surely have a lot to say as well! Let’s see what others interpretations you’ll come with... And what Tobias actually has in mind!
#sorry for the long post aha#I'm not a specialist i'm just too passionated for my own sake#I spent half the day on this duh#and forgive my english ♥#the band ghost#papa emeritus iv#papa copia#popia#thoughts#copia blue outfit
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