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Do you ever just cave in and start drawing really self indulgent stuff during health class while ur supposed to be taking notes on a movie ur class is watching
Yeah me too. Anyways
#thats not my neighbor#tnmn#that’s not my neighbor#thats not my neighbor nightmare mode#tnmn nightmare mode#nightmare mode#unlikely#unlikely clown#the nightmare clown#tnmn clown#nightmare clown#need him bad#oughhhh#ourghhhh#please#SAVE ME UNLIKELY CLOWN OHHH#This is not a normal reaction#i need him y’all dont even understand#OHH YES YALL DO UNDERSTAND ME#self indulgence babey
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SHORTS WARS SPOILERS !!
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I am devastated and my day is ruined
#preston shorts wars#the boss#shorts wars#shorts wars arg#It’s over… but at what cost.#FUCKKKK DUDE IM MOURNIBG SOMEBIDY HOLD ME#I CANT DI THIS#DANNO YOU ARE EVILLLLL#at least i still have riggybot <- delusional#GET OUT OF MY HEAD#THE DEMONS#OURGHHHH
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holding hands with tron legacy and appleseed and bladerunner 2049 and ai artificial intelligence and the matrix. MY scifi movies BABEY!!!
#my post#ourghhhh#yknow i think i was lying to myself when i thought i didnt like hardcore scifi#i was always skirting the line of fantasy + scifi#and like destiny is a healthy mix of that right.#but i discovered#i just really want some fucking scifi man
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god what a fucking terrible country this is to be trans in. it rly just keeps getting worse huh
#if the tories somehow get reelected next term. i dont even know what im gonna fucking do man. or any of my friends#the current state of the world is so bleak#AND i have a job interview tomorrow 😭 (<- in the tone of and prom is tomorrow!!) if a meteor wants to just obliterate me rn idm#ourghhhh#change of topic to smth less depressing i finally beat leshy + got to the second stage of inscryption!! genuinely wasnt expecting-#it to be the way it is (<- no spoilers) but sooo cool. im not always into turn based rogues but its such a well crafted game#excited to see. what happens next 👀 ill be honest i mainly got into it for the po3 fanart i kept seeing around so 👀👀👀👀#and i made soup and brownies and i have parkour tomorrow and maybe a trans swim meet next week so. perhaps not all hope is lost#my flatmate said smth earlier abt how all of the negative shit atm seems so huge and beyond out control. and the positives so tiny#in the face of that. which is really tru cosigned some rl shit she said. but what else is there to stay afloat clinging to innit.#anyway. need to change my sheets + watch another adventure time ep + get my shit together for tmr morning + read + SLEEP#hope everyone is holding up alright ily#.diaries
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can someone hold me in their arms and then rail me thanks
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went to sleep earlier than usual woke up later than usual and I do not feel restored at all . In fact I feel like a wet crumpled up pizza box with one singular pizza crust still rattling inside it
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Need this so bad you have no idea
fixer
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this is so grueling
#im saving the chinese scans of yasha right#because thats the next major one that needs to be done#collaborator is working on the french scans which im SO grateful for#i just wish my bulk downloader worked on the site they found </3#ourghhhh#yasha's spoken word
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oops uhm. i hit the following button instead of the ask button. anyways hiii
OH MY GAWWWD LOOK AT THEMMMMUH
#You draw Burton so round it's so perfect injecting this into my veins rn#His stupid grumpy husband pouting on his lap.... Ourghhhh shoots them both#pizza tower#mr stick#burton pizza tower#MR STIIIIIIICK#BURTONSWEEP
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Thinking about the dnd-ified version of father's son grogu djarin I made a while back and uh-
(Grongu Deerin, Lucidity Campaign)
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everyone go follow for a good laugh
hi guyz it's been a hot minute
and i decided to post the stuff abt the movie im writing here !! and also make it private tho .
anyway.....
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the real question is do i shower now or in the morning
#it's midnight so :/#but if i do it in the morning i have to wake up earlier than i would if i don't#i COULD just put it off and shower after work but....ourghhhh#executive dysfunction sucks i think that's what this is#jester.txt
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god. canto 5 dungeon was SUCH an experience
#pachiposting#i have finals essays projects etc. so nothing deep but i had several several several revelations#Hong Lu effervescent corrosion analysis part two sometime.#there’s a line there that kills me.#can’t wait til i’m home from college and can watch the sun set over the lake. it’ll fix me#haven’t seen the lake in so long and i live RIGHT NEXT TO IT#love this game. ourghhhh#so yuriful. insane. the thematic cohesion of this game is insane#eyes and hearts and all that. and rebirth and cycles and#GRAHHHH#fan of how my tumblr posts are 90% tags. that was crazy
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In some of his few restless dreams, Whexie forgives him.
He forgives him for his betrayal.
He forgives him for his weakness.
He forgives him for his cowardice.
In some of his dreams, Nidhiki kills him. In some, he doesn't.
He doesn't know if Whexie really would forgive him for doing what he did - for almost selling the city to the Dark Hunters to save his own skin first and foremost: he likes to think he would, because he knows Lhikan won't.
Lhikan will never forgive him.
He will take this grudge to his grave, clinging to it as hard as he can.
Because they were brothers before they were Mangai, and Nidhiki abandoned him when Whexie was torn away from them.
Oh, what an actor his brother is.
He is the leader of the Toa Metru, protector of the City of Legends, as they call it with no shortage of mockery in the peninsula; as he surveys the Matoran his Hau shines golden like the twin suns, as splendid as the Great Spirit himself; he is stalwart and stoic, sure of himself, a steady guide like a burning torch through the dark.
But Nidhiki remembers the other him: the bright shadow hiding away behind a white Calix, quiet and fearful. The Toa so shaken by the loss of his brothers that he could not run away from even the worst fights, fixated on trying to save anybody he could.
They were a team, the three of them. They were brothers.
But Whexie left and never returned.
He left, with a worried smile and reassurances of coming back.
They knew they would not see him again after the first decade.
Lhikan mourned him. Each day, after living as though nothing could affect him, he locked himself in his small, squallid home, and grieved where none could find him.
Nidhiki decided he would not die, or go missing, or disappear without a trace or a warning, and betrayed the whole city along with him.
And for that, Lhikan will never forgive him.
Yet in his dreams Whexie forgives him, because Whexie was his brother, and he would have understood.
In some way, he might have understood.
Mahtse would have kept him around, sullying the air with the bitterness between them as he covered the whole thing with a layer of professionalism, like geological eras piled on one another.
Sutau would have refused to have nothing more to do with him: he would have sunk briars in his arm in the hopes he would have to live with a painful reminder of his mistake forevermore.
Naho would have stared him down appalled with her frighteningly bright eyes, and her silence would have stung through his armor.
Tuyet would have killed him. Consumed him without remorse, another worthwhile stepping stone for her design.
Pyea would have simply gazed into him, blankly, a little sadly.
Tumul would have watched the Dark Hunters tear him apart.
Mackari would have encased him in the Archives, for stasis was the closest thing to death he could sentence him to; he would have left him as the highest exhibition of punishment, his only way to get revenge for something none of them were guilty of.
And Eyini...
He preferred not to think of Eyini.
(Nidhiki had met Eliminator a few times - he had been eyed by him, heard his horrible gargling laugh, his insinuations that he could feel himself back on the hunt for him soon.)
(Nidhiki had wondered, each time, what the fear in his eyes would have looked like if he had stolen the air from his lungs, leaving only droplets of humidity to fill them mercilessly until he was left agonizingly drowning on land.)
(Nidhiki had wondered, each time, how it would have felt to lean down on the dying bastard and ask him if he could feel around his many limbs the liquid protodermis of the Ga-Metru canals - where the body of his youngest brother had been thrown to be discovered, lifeless, as he floated face down, in a desecration and insult to the Kaukau he bore.)
#bionicle#nidhiki#lhikan#toa mangai#death tw#murder tw#random writing#thoughts....... ourghhhh#i like the idea of lhikan having just. the worst possible grudge#because hes not a perfect man and to be betrayed by the last of his brothers was too much for him to bear#nidhiki as kanohivolitakk once said did what he did because he was raised like that. and lhikan knows but will never forgive#for the names of the other mangai heres a lil list of whos who:#whexie = ko calix; mahtse = onu; sutau = bo; pyea = po; tumul = ko rode; mackari = ko conjuring; eyini = ko kaukau
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inspired by this:
also, here's the fake thumbnails seen very briefly at the end if anyone wants to see wtf moke's up to on his nonexistent yt channel:
#my video lol#shitpost#talkloid#vocaloid#kagamine len#len kagamine#zhiyu moke#moke zhiyu#lenmoke#I GUESS?#those fake thumbnails are so stupid ahkjhskjhgkj. AND I MADE THE FAKE DISCORD CHAT IN THE BG OF THE 3RD ONE TOO AND IT TOOK SO LONG FML#i was trying to think of the most clickbaity shit b/c i feel ofc this mfer would do dumb shit like that. god bless this dumbass#BOTH OF THESE BITCHES ARE IDIOTS and the friendgroup as a whole. keeps encouraging it. good lord#i think im figuring out the secrets to get moke to english somewhat decently. sorta. he's still a bitch to work w/ though ahsgnkngk#idk what else to put in the tags here. i wanna do more stuff w/ moke but i never have any ideas ourghhhh
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my chapter outline somehow manages to get longer every time i look at it... this fic was originally gonna be a one-shot...
#on GOD i am getting this thing finished but OURGHHHH its gonna be awhile#especially because i know im gonna accidentally get carried away and write another three chapters mininum#writing
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