#OUGH WHAT IF I EXPLODE

[distant-screaming]

got emotional thinking about akkaye again. the way aye, on the rooftop, watching this gorgeous boy he loves in tears hurting because of who he is - aye, on the rooftop, holding onto akk's hand so tightly like he's trying to keep him from slipping away -

(the way aye sits on the beach with anger and desperation settling in his throat and stares at the band around akk's arm like a betrayal) (the way he tries to make sense of what akk is thinking, why he is doing this) (the way he protects akk even though he has no reason to) (the way he has never hated akk, not really - only hated the institution he is a part of)

- the way aye holds him close and says 'it's okay'. he says 'I want you to love yourself'. he says 'I love you'. the way he says 'it's okay, it's okay, it's okay'.

the way aye loves like forgiveness and promise and safety and understanding all at once.

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

It's just guys night talk! Don't worry about it!

(Read Tiger Tiger and shake this man awake so he can finish that thought!)

[crystalmagpie447]

HRUJIEKJHBHEJIJF FINISHED IT RAAA!!! started this in september i think

giggles kicks my legs

[crunchchute]

[doctorwhoisadhd]

the unquiet dead (2005) / captain jack harkness (2007)

[kapeunlikeclockwork]

I’m cobposting again

been practicing drawing/rendering blood so I wasn’t going to NOT make fanart for this arc of cob, yaknow??

if you’re not coping with your favorite character being horrifically tortured by drawing your interpretation/headcanon of the injuries in-depth then what are you even doing (being normal I guess. what’s that like)

[collectorcookie]

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA EVERYONE SHUT UP AND LOOK AT THEM

[demigod-of-the-agni]

Peter Parker if he got bit by a radioactive sword ☢️🟢⚔️

if I had a nickel for every time I made a Spider-Man au based off a video game, I'd have three nickels, which isn't a lot but it's concerning that it's happened three times. This au is the spidey/final fantasy vii mashup, where Peter becomes the Unreliable Narrator

anyway someone pretty please write this au for me <333 I'll pay you <3333333

bg variants under the cut

the BIGGEST dilemma(s) was figuring out if I should

A) keep the eyes in my art style (no colours, just the highlight), bc ngl it makes him seem more babey (pic 1),,, or

B) add the mako-glow to the eyes so i could be lore-accurate.... also I spent a lot of time!! on colouring in those pixels!!!!! dammit!!!!!!!!! (pic 2) and

C) OF COURSE i was struggling to choose between the white and red backgrounds!!!!! evil me!!!!!!! making difficult creative decisions!!!!!!

i will,,,, try to draw the other peeps as well (mj as tifa and gwen as aerith ,,, mmm yesss esysey yes ssss) but i fear the monkey brain has already died........ i will try tho,,,,,,,,,,

[elvenchain]

Do you think he'd still love him if he was a wyrm

(Follow up to this post!)

[tankshaw]

HIS EYES WERE BROWN 😭

[steavia]

(thinking so so so much about lydia) oh god she's everything to me........

[some-mari-thoughts]

Hello hello you may get this a lot but I really love your art so much!!! It just feels alive if you know what i mean. I love how you draw the quiet moments . Whenever you draw stranger he so creacher i want to put him in my palm and shake him. Your drawings are just wonderful !! Makes me want to eat them!!! 💜 💜 💜

Oh and bless you for OMOBUFF HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH

wahhhh TYSM!!!

I do get these sometimes, but only occasionally :'D Don't worry!

Also i post every single one bc theyre some of the best and easier to reply to x) I usually only keep back those that I'd like to doodle for, and those w art :p They make my day!!

AND YOU MADE MY EVENING GRFH ough i will be coming back to this ask a lot,,

[feline-evil]

Thinking about how Kaz looks in the rescue mission and how different that appearance is from how he subsequently looks through the rest of the game; his eyes are green and without visible cataracts, his eyebrows less bushy, his face just a little less aged, i even think when we see him through the rest of the game his stubble on his upper lip looks almost greying whereas in this mission he's just very very blonde as he always is. He doesn't look like nine years have passed. And like, you could go 'oh yeah they just reused his model/ his models face from GZ's for this so as not to have to make two different Kaz models for TPP when this ones only going to be visible in one mission, and to free up resources and time with a simple shortcut' but knowing this game and how detailed it is at times i just. Feel like it's more deliberate than that, thematically.

Because like, we know Venom's perception isn't always 100% accurate, he's suffering from a myriad of visual anomalous experiences due to, WELL. THE SHRAPNEL STICKING OUT OF HIS HEAD. Sources are telling me having shrapnel (and human teeth) embedded inside your body isn't good for you. :( Alas. But anyways yes, we see that he hallucinates, we see that his vision can be impacted and his view of the world distorted, it's a fairly common theme in this game; so what i think when i see that scene is that this isn't exactly what Kaz looks like in this moment, this is what he looks like to Venom though. Seen through the eyes of an unreliable narrator who's had the image of his comrade and friend in his head through the mission briefing, through the entire helicopter ride over, as he's searched for intel and infiltrated to seek him out; this is Kaz as Venom expects to see him, injured, tortured and roughed up yes but still his face is that face he last saw nine years ago for the most part. He hasn't seen him since, maybe photographs but i doubt Diamond Dogs were taking many glamour shots during those nine years, and especially not of him in rough shape or without the armour of his glasses; he can fill in blanks in those years through the intel he's given, change the image in his head a little- but outside of that it's just. The man he knew that he see's. And it's not until reuniting with him and seeing him again that he can find the image in his minds eye correcting itself to how Kaz actually is now.

I need to educate myself more on supplementary info on this game that exists outside of just playing it, because i know i could just be wrong or misinformed, but. This is how it reads to me right now in my own personal interpretation- that Venom see's the face he has been hoping to see, the one he's so relieved to see, through rose tinted glasses of hazy memory; until he finally gets to reconnect with him, and see him for how he really is after those nine long, terrible years.

[odetolovers]

i love. cats and my girlfriend

[butterflycipher]

HI HELLO I'M SORRY FOR THE RANDOM MSSG.. i'm the artist of this post (onshrike.tumblr.com/post/626013948791111680/its-only-blood-all-is-well-goodbye) and i saw your tags!! just passing by and wanted to share, may i interest you in my 2 part kurashiki siblings playlist ft. All Is Well and others 🥹 https://open.spotify.com/playlist/34DRMsX6IckSTvuecdAMCD?si=2382e79443f14b06 https://open.spotify.com/playlist/0E6IfHQ1r2Fley0CIb1NaO?si=bf234ab24e2248d2 tysm for enjoying the art!!

OH MY GOSH ?! HELLO!!! you don't need to apologize for the random message at all, this was such a nice surprise to find in my inbox!! i saved both of these just now :]c i Cannot express just how much i was freaking out over your art yesterday it made me so! happy!! which feels funny to say since it's not exactly fun happy lighthearted art of the kurashikis, but the combination of them and radical face just. made me go Absolutely Insane. i love kurashiki siblings angst i love radical face. thank you so much for drawing that and thank you so much for taking the time to send me these!!!

[goatpaste]

mm