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ă extra info: she used to be in a cult pre-foundation. She has a phobia of fire. ă
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GOOD AFTERNOON!! TODAYS UNI SKETCH IS : a redraw/study/doodle/whateva you wanna call it of this very dapper image of Picard and Data!! first time drawing Picard so I struggled a lil but otherwise I had so much fun drawing Data! :Pc og pic under the cut!
picard you smoke too tough... your swag too different ...
#churro art#my art#digital art#illustration#fanart#star trek#star trek the next generation#star trek tng#jean luc picard#captain picard#picard#data soong#YKNOW FOR THE FIRST TIME DRAIWNG PICARD I ACTUALLY DONT HATE HOW HE LOOKS!!! AHAHA#granted ill prob change my mind when i draw him again and look back on this but SSHSHHS FRO NOW ITS GOOD#AGHHHH i worked on this all throughout my classes bro LOLLL#from 7 am till 2 pm these two were being sketched away at...#no not really this probably took like 2 hours elapsed time i just had a heavy day today so. thats why HSHJASHJKAS#so many homeworks... so little time to take little naps and watch silly space show...#ALSO its my second time drawing Data and even though this is just a doodle im so happy with how his face came out!!!! GRAH đđđ#the best way to draw a smile that didnt look too ooc was to just mimic the rankin bass smiles#u know the ones the little :3#ANYWAYS I GTG GOODBYE MORE CLASSES AGH#gotta draw more data
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|| Just finished the game. Everyone survived, androids are free (peaceful way). This is the most satisfying feeling ever. Gods, I love this game so much. đđ
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gonna head to bed but iâll try to hop on tmrw đâš
#[ did not get done everything i wanted to ]#[ my brain decided it was bouncy mode time ig đ„Ž ]#[ tik tok started showing me rug cleaning vids thts how i kno its time to go to bed lmaooo ]#[ no koalas no tea || ooc ]#[ but srsly i was both hella restless and i took a hour and a half nap in the middle of the day idgi đ ]
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Can you write a friends with benefits situation Wednesday or Tara has with gp reader? Wednesday or Tara enforces a no strings attach policy but of course reader has to catch feelings and admits their feelings. It freaks Tara/wednesday and causes her to push them away and ghost them effectively hurting the reader who after a while tries to rebound with another girl causing major jealousy from Tara/Wednesday. You can choose the ending I just wanna see some jealous smut and angst mix in there đ©
Sheâs my Collar
Wednesday Addams x fem!werewolf!reader
Words: 4.6k (whoopsies)
Warnings: gp!reader, definitely ooc Wednesday, heat cycles, unprotected sex, knotting, explicit smut, everyone is 18+, Wednesday calls you a mutt and a puppy, breeding kink, is it really pet play if youâre actually a pet?, italian/spanish pet names and phrases, possessive Wednesday, fluff, angst i think
A/n: so sorry it took so long for me to write this anon who requested đ could be read as a prequel to this fic, but not specifically written as one. also i kinda strayed away from the original request, sorry about that too đđ«¶
MINORS DNI!
Wednesday didnât want to admit it, but she was feeling a certain emotion that was completely undesirable. Youâve been out sick for an entire week. Wednesday hadnât seen you in the last 8 days, 17 hours, and 42 minutes. But who was counting? Definitely not the Addams girl
Others would say Wednesday looked the same as any other week, but Enidâs roommate senses were tingling. Constantly fiddling with her rings, the very prominent scowl on her face that was meaner than usual, and the common frustrated grunts when Wednesday would make a mistake with her writing. Something was up, and not even god herself couldnât stop Enid from figuring it out
While Wednesday was smart in every aspect except social, Enidâs people smarts came in useful every now and again. It really didnât take long for her to piece two and two together. Angry roommate while someone she frequently hung out with was out sick? It was childâs play, really. All she needed to do was have Wednesday come to the same conclusion as her
Easier said that done, really. Wednesday was a knucklehead not so smart when it came to emotions. Any emotion other than creating despair, Wednesday struggled with. Luckily Enid was dedicated and also a knucklehead
Currently Wednesday was seated at her desk, simply staring at a blank piece of paper without moving. On any normal day her fingers would be speeding across the typewriter with ideas constantly coming to her. Now she was met with absolute digital silence from her mind, which proved to be discouraging and inconvenient to say the least
âAlright, Wednesday. Whatâs going on?â
âI have not a clue what youâre talking about.â
âYouâve been different this entire week. Spill the beansâ
âAs Iâve just said, I donât have the information you want.â
âItâs because you havenât seen her all week, right? You miss her, donât you?â
âWhy would I miss that mutt of a werewolf? I do not miss Y/n.â
âI never said her name, yet you know exactly who Iâm talking about. Funny how that works, Wednesdayâ Enid teases. Her roomie has been caught red handed
âIf you want your tongue, Iâd recommend you stop talking.â
âCmon, Wednesday, Iâm being serious. Itâs not weird to miss a friend. How about you check up on her?â
âFirst, I do not miss her. Second, she is definitely fine. I do not need to check up on her.â
âSheâs been out sick for an entire week. She texted me just today the sickness isnât showing any signs of stoppingâ
âWhy has she not called the nurse, then?â
âShe told me they ran out of the medicine she needs. The sickness is werewolf specific. Iâve gotten it before and it hurt like a bitch without medicineâ
âWhat kind of school clinic runs out of medicine?â Wednesday says under her breath while getting up. Presumably to check on you, Enid assumes
âItâs really high in demand right now. It only infects werewolves, so you wonât catch itâ
âI suppose Iâll ask Y/n on the specifics of her current condition. Perhaps it could be a part in my writings.â
âIâm sure it will be, Wednesday. Tell me how it goes!â Enid waves goodbye to Wednesday as she exits, and the Addams misses her roommates wolfish grin
Luckily your dorm isnât too far away from Ophelia hall but itâs still a considerable walk to and from. The walk there gives Wednesday enough time to really question why she was doing this. She did not care for you, that was most definitely certain. At least thatâs what Wednesday kept telling herself when she neared your room
The Addams girl hesitated before she knocked on your door. She could hear you whimpering and whining in pain, your tail quickly thumping against your bed. The shorter girl bit the bullet and held her fist against the door, quickly knocking on it
âOpen up, Y/n or Iâll be forced to axe down your door.â
âGo away, Wednesdayâ Your voice was muffled
âEither I pick your lock or you open this door. Make your decision.â
Wednesday hears your feel shuffle to the door, and you open it just enough for your eye to peek out. Wednesday immediately notices your flushed skin and dark eye bags. Youâre only wearing a tank top and boxers, trying to hide your lower body behind the door
âWhat do you want?â You spit out a bit more aggressively than you mean to
âIâve come to check up on your illnessâ
âIâm uh- Iâm okay. You can go now, Wednesdayâ
âYou obviously arenât, you havenât gone to your classes all week.â
âListen, Iâm not actually sick. If I tell you whatâs actually happening, promise you wonât freak out?â
âI promise.â
You suck in a breath to calm your nerves. âIâm in heat. The school clinic ran out of suppressants, so I havenât been able to come to classesâ
Wednesday looked you up and down, and in a split second she felt something she hadnât before. Something about how your wolfish features came out. Ears were pressed against your head, tail hung low and swaying softly, and Wednesday noticed your fangs poke out when you spoke
âLet me help you.â
âW-What?â You momentarily stoped holding the door, and Wednesday let herself inside. Wednesday was immediately hit with a musk that was so⊠you. Werewolves werenât her major, but she could tell youâve marked your entire room with your own scent. Something about it made Wednesdayâs mind think of all the unspeakable things she wanted to do to you
âUh, sorry for the mess. And sorry for the smell, I know itâs badâŠâ You shift on your feet, and itâs only then Wednesday notices the tent in your boxers. Quickly mumbling out apology after apology, you move your tail so it covers your growing erection
âStop apologizing, itâs getting quite annoying. I said Iâd help you, did I not?â
âHelp me like..?â
âYes. Help you as in having sexual intercourseâ
Your cheeks flush red and you have to actively stop your tail from wagging in excitement. Wednesday takes a step closer, but you take a step back
âA-Are you sure? Youâre human, and Iâm a werewolf. Your body isnât designed to handle our heatsâ
Wednesday takes another step closer to you, grabbing your neck to make you look straight in her eyes. You canât stop the whimper that escapes your throat
âI decide what I can handle.â The shorter girl firmly gropes at your clothed erection, and you moan at the contact
âWednesday, I-â
âA dumb puppy is what you are. Why didnât you tell me you were in heat?â
âI didnât- I didnât think youâd careâ When Wednesday starts to massage your clothed cock more roughly, she earns another moan out of your throat
âPlease, please make it better, Wednesday. It hurts so fucking muchâ You whimper, and Wednesday wonders if youâd look good in a collar with her name on it. Sheâd have to save that idea for a different day.
âPuppy.â
âWednesday?â
âTake everything off. I want to see all of you.â
Wordlessly, you start to strip, which doesnât take long since youâre barely wearing any clothes. Your mindless obedience made Wednesday happy. You start with your tank top and the Addams chooses to observe every part of you. Wednesday notices youâre considerably more furry than usual, your happy trail showing just above your boxer briefs
âAre you sure?â You ask nervously when you reach your boxers, and Wednesday is getting considerably more impatient
âDo I have to do everything for you?â Wednesday mutters while she takes off your boxers instead. The shorter girl sucks in a breath when your hardened cock slaps against your stomach
Wednesday didnât expect you to be so⊠lewdly big. Looking at the size of your erection only reminded her your body was meant to breed. You were designed to reproduce, and the thought turned Wednesday on more than she liked
The shorter girl pushes you onto your bed, and she takes a second to look at the state youâre in
âPlease, WednesdayâŠâ You whine
âBe patient, Y/n. Youâll get there eventuallyâ
âIt hurts so much, please I canât waitâ Begging harder, Wednesday doesnât likehow her first instinct is to give you what you want
âYouâre lucky I tolerate you. If you were any other person, Iâd think this was dehumanizing.â She pushes you further back, licking a stripe up your tip and across a vein. You have to stop yourself from cumming embarrassingly quick
Wednesday keeps giving your shaft long kitten-licks and youâre in heaven when she finally decides to suck your tip with a new type of hunger.
And due to previous attempts at suppressing your heat by yourself, your cock was absolutely raw at how much you masturbated. It only made Wednesdayâs tongue feel even better
She hollows out her cheeks, making your tip hit the back of her throat. This earns a groan from the back of your throat. You didnât know if touching was allowed due to her track record of broken arms and hands, so you decide to play it safe by just holding onto your bedsheets for dear life
âF-Fuck, Iâm about to-â Before you can finish your sentence, Wednesday pulls away from your cock. The look on your face is something Wednesday would like to cherish. Your penis was twitching like crazy. It was drooling with pre-cum and the shorter girls saliva. She couldnât help but admire how you shook under her
âWhyâd you stop?â Whining seemed to be a strong suit of yours
âIn me.â Wednesday wipes a bit of her saliva off her chin, and you swear itâs the most attractive thing ever âNow.â
âHuh?â
âYou know what I mean. Really, do I always have to spell it out for you?â
âYou have to cut me some slack here, WensâŠâ
âI suppose I could provide an understanding for your view. Youâre nothing but a dumb pup, are you not? Your kind is known to follow orders.â
âI think youâre confusing me with a domesticated dog, Wednesdayâ
âIf I were to demand you pluck stars from the night, you would, would you not?â
âI mean I would, but for different reasonsâŠâ
âMy point still stands.â Wednesday mumbles, sinking down on your erection. You donât remember when she got naked, but youâre also not exactly complaining
The Addams holds onto your shoulders for support, and you hesitate before putting your hands on her hips. Luckily you made the right choice, your warm hands directly polar to Wednesdayâs.
It takes a little effort for Wednesday to completely take in your cock, but the stretch is worth it when she sees your labored breathing like sheâs the best pussy youâve ever had. Which, Wednesday wouldnât admit she was proud of. She could feel every vein on your cock and every twitch made her spiral into thoughts of you
The sight is funny, you think. The Wednesday Addams is impaled on your cock. The Wednesday Addams that saved Nevermore. The Wednesday Addams that was notorious for being gorgeously scary. That Wednesday Addams was riding your dick like her life depended on it.
Skin slapping together was music to your ears, and the feeling in your lower stomach you recognized well was rapidly building up. Wednesday came with a hitch in her breath, and you reluctantly pulled out before releasing your own cum with a groan. Both of you are left breathing hard.
âThere will be a silver bullet in your skull if you so much as think about telling anyone about this.â Wednesday mutters in between breaths.
âDuly noted.â
â
Youâve been in this arrangement with Wednesday for about 4 months, now
The first month consisted of a casual fuck here and there. After a particularly hard week, teachers being annoying, or a hard test. It wasnât difficult to keep your situation away from your friends. For all they knew, you two were still the platonic match-made-in-hell duo that were strictly friends
The second month was a little harder to keep your situation away from your friends. Wednesday would randomly pull you into any empty closet or classroom she could for a quick orgasm to get her through the day
The third month was rough. You two went on dates as you liked to call it, but Wednesday would call them study sessions or hangouts. Trips to Jericho on the weekend, Wednesday helping you with botany, it was practically impossible to separate both of you. Unfortunately your friends became suspicious
So during the fourth month, a new vampire transferred to Nevermore. You were assigned to give her a tour of the school and her classes. When Wednesday saw you two hang out when youâd usually see the Addams, she suspected the tour went better than anticipated. What Wednesday expected to be a minor inconvenience for one day, caused her many unwanted thoughts. It made a vein pop out of her neck. (not literally, but thatâs what it felt like)
Wednesday noticed how you two started spending more time together after and during school. Of course there was definitely a reasonable explanation, you were her only friend. Unfortunately a very minuscule part of her brain is telling her you like the new vampire more than the Addams. The thought didnât sit right with her
You were supposed to be Wednesdayâs. You were supposed to only have eyes for the Addams and not some vampire that doesnât even make you half as happy as her. You would always be Wednesdayâs. When you finally realized the vampire wasnât enough to satiate your needs, Wednesday would be there. She would be there to catch your fall, and the thought made her uncomfortable.
Wednesday Addams, a feared individual that wore her heart tucked under enough layers of blunt sarcasm and a deathly scary look, yet once glance from you sent her spiraling into something between fear and love. She hated it. She hated you. Wednesday hated you for bringing this side out of her she swore to be kept away from the surface of her character.
The Addams couldnât afford this. You were her weakness. You definitely knew this as well. Unwanted doubt flooded her mind. Thoughts that ended up with you exploiting her only weakness made her heart ache, and not in a way she enjoyed.
You would end up breaking off your relationship with the Addams, leaving her to be made a fool as you were the only one that could do it. The worst part is Wednesday couldnât even be angry with you. She knew you deserved someone of your own kind. Another werewolf that would understand and satiate your needs. Wednesday would end the arrangement the next time she saw you.
â
â(L/n).â
âWednesday?â You open up your door with a smile on your face. A sight for sore eyes is what you were.
âWe cannot continue our arrangement.â
âWhat? What do you mean?â Your eyebrows furrow in confusion. Wednesday wished she could take back her words, but she was doing this to keep herself safe. To make you happy.
âOur late night meetings can no longer continue. Iâve grown uncomfortable with your presence.â
âWednesday, I-â
âA nuisance is what you are. Youâre needy, and you canât do anything by yourself. You really are just a dumb mutt. You are incapable of doing anything except cling to me like a lost child.â Wednesday spits out, and something akin to regret dawns on her face
Stray tears leave your eyes and you wipe them up as quickly as they fall, but Wednesday notices. She can tell youâre trying to be strong, your quivering lip giving you away
âIâm- Iâm sorry you feel that way, Addams.â You say before turning your back on Wednesday, closing the door. Broken sobs escape your throat, and Wednesday brings her hand up to your doorknob. She thinks a little longer before a single tear falls from her eye. She turns to leave instead.
â
Three weeks, nearing four since youâve last talked to Wednesday. Youâve been out for a week and a half and Wednesday knows exactly why. Since the Addams has been helping with your heats for the past few months, you havenât needed to request for more suppressants. Neither you nor Wednesday knew why your heats were commonly hell-ish and lasted for weeks without the suppressants you desperately needed
Really, she could picture you right now. You wouldâve found the boxers that created the least amount of friction, and youâd be whimpering and whining while your tail rapidly thumped against the bed mattress. Finding the nearest thing to bite, which usually happened to be your bed frame, youâd sink your teeth into the cold wood and find a splinter on your tongue the next time you brushed your teeth. Rinse and repeat until you eventually fell asleep or Wednesday saved you from your own body
It was pathetic how much you constantly needed WednesdayâŠand consequently, how much Wednesday needed you.
Disgusting is the only word Wednesday can choose when thinking of how much space in her mind you took up. She was seated in the Quad while eating an apple and contemplating her life. Which, was not in an ideal situation.
âI know you want to talk to her, Wednesdayâ Enid takes a seat near the shorter girl
âI do not.â
âI know for a fact you didnât mean what you said. Unfortunately, youâre too stubborn to realize itâ
âShe has that new girl, does she not?â
âFor the last time, Wednesday, they arenât datingâ
âThey may as well be. The two are practically attached at the hipâ
âSo were you two, but then you decided to fuck it all up and havenât talked to her sinceâ Enid groans. This is was going to be harder than she thought
âWednesday, you know how much I love you, right?â
âAnnoyingly so.â
âNot-so-respectfully, you fucked up really bad. I know you didnât mean it, but would you rather see her kiss another girl, or would you rather be the girl she kisses?â
The question makes Wednesday hesitate, and relief washes over Enid. Did she want to be with you? She mentally scoffs at the thought. The Wednesday Addams uncharacteristically soft for a girl. Outrageous. Disgusting. Absolutely unheard-
âWell, it seems you have your answer. Talk to her right now, âkay?â Enid knew her roomie would do the right thing even if it was gut wrenchingly difficult
The shorter girl only responds with a grumble, but itâs enough of an answer for Enid to skip away and continue being the social butterfly she was. Wednesday was going to⊠apologize to you. Just thinking of the word made her recoil, but it was you she was going to. As much as Wednesday didnât like apologizing, she didnât want to admit the thought of being away from you any longer was the worse option
She was almost in the same exact situation almost five months ago. Only this time you were sad, and it was Wednesdayâs job to make you feel better (in more ways than one)
It didnât take long getting to your dorm. She knew all of the correct routes and shortcuts to take. Wednesday was met with a tightly locked door and a knob that had collected dust after the past week and a half. She brought a hand to the door, knocking loudly
The Addams was only met with silence. That is, silence, with the exception of stray whines and whimpers
âItâs Wednesday.â Silence again.
âI know youâre in there. Ignore me and Iâll find other means to see you.â More silence
âYouâve made your decision.â The shorter girl sighs, taking a lock pick from her uniform pocket. Why she had a lock pick? For important situations like these, of course
When Wednesday finally managed to unlock your door, she noticed how you looked considerably worse than the first time the Addams decided to help you with your heat
What Wednesday didnât expect was you fully naked sprawled on your bed. Bite marks littered your bed frame and a chew toy Wednesday bought to mock you, but it ended up being somewhat helpful. A low quality fan spun, only making your scent waft around the room even more. An air freshener was mentally added to her list of things to buy
âGo away, Wednesday.â You growled. You never growled. âIf youâre here to mock me and call me a nuisance, Iâd recommend you leaveâ
âI came to help.â
âYouâve full of bullshit, arenât you?â
âIâm not lying, Y/n.â
âGo away, Wednesday, Iâm not going to say it again.â The Addams only took this as an invitation to step closer to your bed where you were laying face down and a light blanket to cover your ass
When you only heard footsteps near, something inside you snapped. You were a werewolf. Not a puppy that said please with a tail between your legs. No, you would make Wednesday leave. Also you were sexually frustrated while in heat, so that was definitely fuel to your sour mood
Before she could register what had happened, you pinned the smaller girl to the floor. Your pupils contracted into small circles while there was a permanent snarl on your face
âI said, go away.â Your erection accidentally brushes against Wednesdayâs thigh, and she was suddenly aware of how much self control you had for not already relentlessly stuffing the shorter girl full of your cum
âKnot me, cucciola.â
When the words leave Wednesdayâs mouth, something in you changes. Youâre overcome with sinful thoughts, and your cock starts to drool with precum at the image of Wednesday being full of you. Itâs sinful, truly
âIs that why you came here? Just to be bred?â
âNo, but it seems my words are working. Youâre incredibly hard.â The shorter girl grabs your erection, jerking you off roughly
âPuppy.â
âDonât⊠donât call me that.â You say in between moans. Wednesday starts to sit up, and your back meets the side of your bed frame
âCucciola wants to breed?â
âF-Fuck you.â
âWeâre getting there, mi solâ The pet name accidentally slips, but youâre far too blissed out to notice
âShe canât make you feel as good as me, can she?â
âW-What? Who are you talking about?â
âYou know who. The vampire that canât get her hands off you.â
âWednesday, weâre no-â The shorter girl only started to stroke you faster. Her hand barely fit around your cock, but it still felt like heaven
âI donât- I donât like her that wayâ You say in between moans. Your orgasm was nearing and Wednesday knew this. She slowed down her pace, and you whined at the sudden loss of stimulation
âKnot me.â
âHuh?â
âShow me you donât like her the way you like me.â You only notice your proximity after she speaks. Your noses are only inches apart. Wednesdayâs eyes flick down to your lips, and you quickly close the distance
Wednesday was an addiction. Nicotine, acid, weed, none of it compared to how you felt while kissing Wednesday. Youâd get drunk off her taste and crave it until she was in your arms once again. It was hell without her
When the shorter girl accidentally grinds on you, a surge of lust runs through your body. You quickly pick her up with your lips still attached to hers and take off her skirt. You couldnât go another second without being in Wednesday
Sinking her onto your hardened erection, you let out a gasp of pleasure when her velvety walls stretch at your intrusion. Youâre holding up her body by her thighs, and Wednesday just wishes youâd go faster.
âCucciolo, ti amo.â The Addams moans when she looks down to see sheâs only taken half of your length in her pussy. The sight is rather lewd, Wednesday thinks. Your cock is absolutely dripping with pre-cum when you push yourself further in her
âMierda. MĂĄs, cachorro. Tan bueno para mi.â Wednesday slips into her native tongue. You havenât seen her like this any other time sheâs⊠helped you out
Bringing your lips to hers again, you decide to be in control when you push your tongue into her mouth. Eyes half lidded, bangs sticking to her forehead, and hair a bit disheveled, you think sheâs never been prettier.
You let Wednesday rest a bit before sinking your cock deeper into her cunt, and the Addams ends up scratching you hard enough small amounts blood start to drip down your back. The sensation takes you by surprise. Accidentally bucking your hips up further into Wednesday, the girl lets out a groan as she fully takes your length in her pussy.
Placing her on the bed, you notice a tiny bulge in her stomach. You decide to be bold. Pressing your thumb against the intrusion, you hear a sound youâve never heard before
Wednesday whimpers at your touch.
You do it again.
Her cunt squeezes around your cock, making it harder for you to keep thrusting. But youâre a wolf in heat and Wednesday is incredibly horny, so you continue your movements.
âSh-Sheâll never- sheâll never be as good as you, WensâŠâ An unexpected growl comes from deep within your throat
âNo one can take my cock as good as youâŠâ Youâre thrusting considerably faster when Wednesday looks back down at where you two meet. The scenario folding out is a sight for sore eyes, the Addams thinks. You, feeding into your primal urges like itâs an unstoppable beast; and Wednesday willingly taking it in however she can.
âCara mia.â
âMine⊠mine all mine. No one else but mineâŠâ You whimper a little pathetically, but the girl below you is only focused on your thrusts. Her cold hands find their way to your back again, leaving a trail of blood behind
âYours, puppy. All yours.â Wednesday feeds into your possessive behavior. She knows she shouldnât, but with you thoughts of reason leave her head and are replaced with thoughts of you
âWere you serious about the knotting, Wens?â
âDeathly.â
âAre you- mph~ sure? Itâs kinda bigâŠâ The girl under you looks down again, and your ever growing knot seems to just be getting bigger and bigger. Even horny out of your mind, you still wanted to make sure your mate was alright.
âŠyou decide to ignore that thought.
Your eyes were trained on how your erection stretched out Wednesday. Her pussy would be yours, and yours alone. Nobody would make her feel as good as you did. Youâd make sure she wouldnât need anyone elseâs cock but yours.
A breathy moan erupts from your throat when you start to actively try to push your knot into Wednesday
âRelax for me Wens, itâll never go in unless you want it tooâ You feel her tensed under your touch, but your words are enough for her to relax
Every thrust you get closer, until you eventually start to reach your peak. You can tell Wednesday is too. Her hair is messy and both of your bodies are littered with marks of possession.
âI-Iâm so close WensâŠâ Are the last words you say before succeeding in pushing your knot into the Addams girl. You cum inside of Wednesdayâs pussy, and the swell of your knot inside her is enough for Wednesday to cum impaled on your cock. The feeling of being full is an experience Wednesday wished she did with you far sooner.
You wiggle your hips to seemingly get more comfortable inside of Wednesday, but the movement only makes her moan. She was sensitive as hell.
ââŠwas that enough proof I like you more than I like her?â
âMore than enough, (Y/n).â
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Is Somebody Gonna Match My Freak? (Wade Wilson x f!black!reader)
CONTAINS NSFW CONTENT (mentions of oral sex, p in v sex, swearing, Wade in general) probably ooc, cheesy nicknames, wrote this in the middle of the night đđđŸ
based on this post by @megantheestallion-ismypresident
word count: 1.2k
Never in a million years did you expect to be dating a mercenary. More specifically, Deadpool himself. And never in a million years did you expect to find a boyfriend that matched your freak (and stamina).
When Wade learned what you did for a living, he didnât turn away like past lovers. Instead, he embraced your sexual freeness. Encouraged it even.
âThatâs fucking awesome.â
âReally? It doesnât bother you?â
You both laid under the covers in his bed, a thin layer of sweat on your bodies. He passed a freshly lit blunt to you after taking a puff for himself.
âBaby, I literally crack skulls for a living. Iâm not in a position to judge anyoneâs occupation here.â
âGuys usually run for the hills when I tell them.â
âGirls usually run for the hills when they find out what I do. Not to mention when I take the mask off. And yet, here you are.â He took the blunt from in between your fingers. âSo either you really like me, or youâre just as fucked up as I am, peanut.â
âBoth?â
âBoth sounds about right.â You both chuckled and kissed each other softly, basking in the afterglow of your pleasure.
Although most of the time you would film alone (which you didnât mind), Wade would join on occasion. And it seemed that whenever he did, your views skyrocketed. Usually, only his fingers or his dick would make an appearance on your channel. Not only was he a mercenary with too many people out looking for him, but he was convinced that his face wouldnât appeal to your audience.
âTrust me, babe, this ugly mug is the last thing people wanna see when theyâre rubbing one out.â
âReally? âCause your face is the first thing that comes to my mind.â
âYou and the readers both.â
âHuh?â
âHuh?â
You and Wade had returned from your weekly date night, which also happened to be one of your filming days. He was about to follow the routine of leaving you to it and going into the living room to wait for you. That was until you called him.
âWade?â
âYes, sugar bear?â He stuck his head in the doorway.
âDonât you wanna join me?â You slowly slipped off the dress that hugged your curves, letting it drop to the floor. The absence of the dress revealed a matching red lace set. âI bought this for you.â
His mouth fell slightly agape at the sight of you. If this was a cartoon, heâd have big heart eyes. âFuck.â Was all he could say in response.
âIs that a yes?â
âThatâs a big fuck yes!â He kicked the door shut as he walked closer to you, lifting his t-shirt off in one swift motion.
âHold on.â You grabbed your camera and tripod, making sure to set it at the right angle. After checking the video and sound quality, you grabbed Wadeâs hand and led him over to the bed.
âCameraâs a little high there. Donât wanna accidentally catch a glimpse of my face. Itâll crack the lens.â
âWould you stop? You are so fucking hot.â
âWell, that makes one person who thinks so.â
âBabe, Iâm serious. I wanna record us for real. And not just one part of you. I wanna be able to look back on a video of us. All of us.â
âItâs that important to you?â
âYes. And if you really donât like it, I wonât post it. Itâll be just for us.â You looked up at him with your big brown eyes, practically begging him.
He sighed and scratched the back of his head. âYou know I canât say no to you, chocolate drop.â
âI know.â
âAlright, fine. But you better get my good side.â
And thatâs how you found yourself in this position (literally and figuratively). Wade had already eaten you out twice with a blowjob in the middle of each of them. But now, he had you on your back, hips in the air as he ruthlessly thrusted into you.
Almost a hour into recording, you both were in a trance. His large hands held your hips up so he could fuck into you easily. Your leg was thrown over his shoulder, allowing him to hit all the right spots. You gripped onto his toned arms for support, feeling the divets in his skin under your fingers. âSo good, baby.â You barely breathed out. He was fucking your brain to mush and he knew it.
âYeah? You like this dick inside you?â He harshly grunted, not taking his eyes off of you for a second. âYou like when I fuck you like this for everyone to see?â
Your nails dug into his skin as you threw your head back against the mattress. âYes.â It was barely even a whisper, but it was all you could say given your current state.
He moved one of his hands up your leg that was rested against his shoulder. He gripped your ankle and pressed soft kisses against it. âYouâre so fucking gorgeous. Gonna make me cum just looking at you.â
"Oh my god." You gasped, feeling your orgasm build with each thrust.
He looked between you and the camera before turning your head to look straight at the lens. "Show everyone how good you can take me."
âWade.â You whined. âPlease.â
âPlease what, pretty girl? Tell me what you want.â
âMake me cum. Please?â
There goes those eyes again. The ones that could make Wade do anything and everything you wanted. How could he deny his pretty baby?
"Is that it?" He reached down to circle your aching clit with his thumb. "You wanna cum on my dick?"
"Fuck!" You gasped at the feeling. "Yes!"
He lifted your other leg onto his shoulder and bent down to kiss you. He had you folded like a fucking pretzel and you were loving every second of it.
"Holy shit, baby." He groaned. "I'm fucking close."
"Inside me."
"Yeah? You sure?"
"Please? I wanna feel you fill me up."
"Motherfucker." His grip on your hips was getting tighter, and his thrusts got sloppy. "You're close, aren't you?"
"Mhm."
"I know. I can feel you fucking squeezing me."
"Oh, god." You felt your pleasure building in your lower stomach. Wade continued his movements until you finally finished. "Fuck, Wade!"
"That't it, baby. Cum all around my dick."
His breath hitched in his throat as you felt his hot release fill you up. He waited a few moments before gently sliding out of you and falling down onto the mattress.
"Fuck." You sighed. "That was..."
"Really fucking good."
"Yeah. Really fucking good." You leaned over to grab the camera, pausing the recording. "Ready to see?"
"I guess."
He sat up as you played the video. His face went from a grimace to complete awe. Once he saw the both of you and how your bodies moved together, he was done for.
"So?"
"Can you send that to me?"
You laughed and pressed a soft kiss to his lips. "Of course."
"You should peg me."
"I have pegged you."
"On camera."
"Really?"
"Hell yeah."
"The viewers would love that."
"So would the readers."
"What are you talking about?"
"Don't worry about it. Go get the strap."
#deadpool x black!reader#deadpool x reader#deadpool and wolverine#wade wilson x reader#wade wilson x black reader#wade wilson smut#deadpool smut
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ovipositor neuvi and his pretty lil gf *dreamy sigh*
CW: afab! Reader, female genitalia, pregnancy/impregnating (I think thatâs I what I can tag) ovipositor/oviposition, breeding, egg transfer? đ use of eggs? Idk the word for sex Infront of a mirror is
I donât actually know how it works and Google did not help me so yippie
Straight to the point
Sweet, gentle, and emotional husband Neuvillete who just wants a family with poor you, who unfortunately isnât all to familiar with how dragons work.
In his defense he did try and explain to you that itâs not gonna be the Normal way that humans create a baby. I mean.. sure, you two connect at the end but itâs just⊠differentâŠ
Sweet dragon Neuvillete who made sure to prep you and get you as stretched and comfortable before he got to work. Eating you out and going for several rounds in different positions. So heâs sure you at least some what ready, well, the bigger the dragon the bigger the stretch, at least he thinks.
âJust try and relax, itâll hurt but Iâm sure you can take it,â he muttered as he nuzzled into your neck. Your legs spread wide, both his and your body facing the mirror, one of his pretty cocks buried deep in your pussy, a faint glow pulsed at the veins. He was ready, he just needed to make sure you were before he started. He takes his hands under your legs to create a wider opening as he trusted a few extra times, a few moans leaving your dry throat.
âJust go slowâŠâ your voice trembled, eyes now focused on his cock in the mirror, While he canât exactly slow the process, he can keep it from overwhelming you, so he nods, one of his hands going to hold yours as support. It took a mere second before a large swell at his base was visible that went upwards and pressing at your entrance, you took a shaky breath watching carefully as it squeezed its way into your opening. âOh godââ you shuddered, smaller hand squeezing his larger one, âYouâll feel a stretch,â he said in a comforting way, his other hand that had been holding your leg wide, now moving to play with your clit to relax you into the stretch.
The swell slowly slipped in, moving through your walls and into its place. One egg in, now how many left? Neuvilleteâs hand held you head as he kissed at your forehead and hair to comfort you and silently praise you for taking the first egg so well. Unfortunately, to make this process much easier, heâs gonna need to get deeper, as gently as he could he positioned you in a full nelson, body on full display in-front of the mirror, allowing himself to fit deeper into your stretched pussy. Tip smushing against your open cervix (???). The second swell at his base now pushing through, easily passing through his cock and smoothly into your opening, as did the third, forth, and fifth.
Five full eggs that left a bump on your tummy, Neuvillete lowered your legs and rubbed at your hips with his thumbs, soothing the spots that will grow sore within a few hours. âYou did so well my love, wonderfully done..â he kissed at your sweaty and flushed face, calming down your racing heart and achy body.
To be parents soon, but what a process⊠on the bright side, you know what to expect if he ever gets baby fever, good thing heâs not sure what that is.
This is probably so ooc, I havenât played genshin for a few days and forgot how my baby girl acts âčïž
Once again Iâm not great at writing and my research in this ovipositor stuff was not successful. Pls donât judge me idk what I am doing
#genshin x reader#pennymartđđ#neuvilette x reader#neuvillette#neuvillete smut#genshin smut#genshin impact#genshin impact smut#genshin x pregnant reader
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Make-Up Sex
Cooper Howard x Fem Reader (SMUT!!)
CW: NSFW MDNI!! Rough sex, riding, Cooper getting tied up, p in v, p0rn w/o plot, irradiated cream pie x2, mention of needles, cursing, established relationship, slight OOC Cooper, slight deviance from show
AN: Iâm really enjoying writing for asks! Thank you to those who have submitted any, my ask box is always open so feel free to send in more! I will do my best to get to them as I can, and to the Anon who asked for this one, I hope I did your ask justice! Enjoy our favorite cowboy getting tied up and railed. Save a horse, ride a cowboy yâall. đ€ apologies if it seems rushed, I wrote it at like 2am and post this on my way to work đ
Synopsis: Cooper Howard is one stubborn man, and after a while of getting on your nerves, you finally find a way to make him apologize.
He had been getting on your nerves all day. First instance was when you two were out scavenging after finishing a bounty hunt, your supplies were running a bit low after being out for three whole days longer than youâd anticipated. You were getting ready to shoot one of the bandits that managed to get a stray bullet to graze your cheek when he killed them before you could even get a chance. You evil eyed him as he said âainât fun havinâ your kills stolen from ya, is it sweetheart?â He asked, making you roll your eyes and give a groan as you sifted through the raiderâs pockets for anything useful. No such luck. A whole three bottle caps, and a plastic fork. So you drug your feet as you both carried on towards home.
Second instance was when you both were surprised by some radroaches and radscorpions after opening the door to what looked to be a vacant rest stop to get supplies from. A few wasted bits of ammo later, you make it inside and he made fun of your screams for a whole two hours. âAinât afraid of raiders, needles, nothinâ but bugsâ he would say as heâd laugh so hard heâd go into a coughing fit while your face burned bright red with anger and embarrassment as heâd use his inhaler.
The third instance was where you drew the line. He was sifting through his bag trying to find his canteen of water after not finding shit at the rest stop. âMotherfuckerâ he said to himself, upon not being able to find it or anything really to have to drink. So instead of asking, he just went into your bag when you were busy trying to scavenge more bodies, took yours and drank it dry without telling you, and you had at least three more hours on foot until you made it back to the settlement. So when you went to go get a drink of water, the horror and plain rage on your face when you felt that it was empty was immeasurable. âHow in the fuck is this thing empty? I JUST filled it yesterday!â You said, turning to look at Cooper as you both walked and the look on his face was all you needed as an answer. âYou drank all oâ my water? What ân the hell happened to your canteen?â You asked, your southern drawl becoming more evident the angrier you got. âMustâve forgot itâ he said, making you look at him like he just spoke a whole different language. âYou forgot it?â you asked, wondering how in the hell the deadliest motherfucker in this wasteland was traveling with you and just forgot his water. âOh you gotta be shittinâ meâŠ.You know what, I donât even wanna know how you managed that. Weâre almost back to the settlement, Iâll refill it when we get thereâ you said angrily, moving ahead of him a little to prove that heâd pulled the last straw on your patience.
When you made it back to your settlement and back to the place you called home, you organized all the supplies youâd gotten, (which wasnât much) putting them where they all were supposed to go, refilling canteens of water, and changing into more comfortable clothes as night began to fall. It was around dinner time that Cooper finally noticed that he really managed to piss you off.
Youâd hardly ever given Cooper the cold shoulder in the time you two had been together, he was married before so he wasnât ignorant to what being given the cold shoulder meant, but Cooper Howard was a stubborn man, one set in his ways so when he feels thereâs no need to do something, he will not do it. âYou gonna sit here ân ignore me all night?â He asked, and all you did was cross your arms in response, making him shake his head. âIâll take that as a yes, but weâll see how long that lasts, ya always come around somehowâ he said arrogantly, only adding fuel to the fire and he knew it, itâs just how he was. He was an asshole, he was when you met him and apparently that charm never fully left. He was partly right however which is what you didnât want to give him credit for. Even when you were really mad at him, you always came around at some point. His mouth got him into a lot of trouble, but it also managed to get him out of it too, his charisma and smooth talking always landing with some kisses to open you back up or make up sex to help you forget. You never were the kind of girl to let good dick sway you out of being mad but it was attached to a man that cared about you in ways no one else ever did, so you supposed he was at least a good exception. âYouâll come âround when that ache sets in, when you realize your dainty lilâ fingers canât do anything close to what mine do to youâ he said by your ear as he stood up from the dining room table, working you up and trying to get you to sleep with him to forget about your anger, but just as he was stubborn, you were just as set in your ways too. Though he knew it was a tough decision for you, youâd both gone a whole two weeks out there in the wastelands collecting caps from bounties and scavenging for supplies without any time or a means to sneak away and be with one another, so you were both pent up and he knew it. It was half the reason for your attitude to begin with, although you supposed he likely knew that too.
You got up from the chair in the kitchen a few minutes after he moved to the bedroom, getting ready for bed. You stopped him as heâd just taken his boots off, finally ready to be on speaking terms again but they were your terms. âHereâs how this is gonâ work. You, are gonna lay on that bed, and let me fuck you like I hate you because right now, I am doing everythinâ in my power not to hate you, and you ainât been makinâ that an easy featâ you said, your eyes looking straight into his as if you were staring right into his soul, if he still even had one. âYeah? And what makes you think Iâm just gonna let you get away with that, lilâ lady?â He asked in a condescending tone, making you chuckle. âBecause I know damn well youâre as pent up as I am, so if you want any, and wanna get back into my good graces, this is how itâs gonna happen. And I will accept that as an apology for the shit youâve doneâ you replied as you stepped closer, not caring that you had to look up at him when you spoke, the venom in your words was enough to prove the point you were trying to make. Your response making him huff a short, dry chuckle, impressed by how well you stood your ground, so he awaited your orders. âNow take your damn clothes offâ you said, making him grin as he did as he was told, he could get used to you bossing him around like this. Your accent got a little thicker when you were mad, and the way you barked orders and told him what to do with a quip ready for whatever he had to say in response, he had to admit was a side of you he liked seeing more than heâd ever admit to. He shook his duster from his shoulders, then worked at his shirt as you pulled yours off and over your head, then moved to unclasp your bra and dispose of it on the floor, not caring where it went. Your eyes raked each otherâs frame with almost visible tension as you stood a few feet apart from each other. Enough space to keep him from using his hands to get you to submit, but enough to also allow you to close the gap when you felt comfortable enough to. You both worked at undoing your pants, tossing them aside to be forgotten about until morning. âGet on the bedâ you ordered, leaving the room to grab his rope from his saddlebag in the kitchen. When you returned, he noticed the item in your hands, giving you a wicked grin. âGonna tie me up, sweetheart?â He asked in that condescending tone, making you chuckle as you tied his hands to the rungs of the bed frame nice and tight. Tight enough to keep him in place, not too tight to hurt too much, he was an asshole sure but he was still your asshole. âSure am. Gonna need to earn the right back tâ touch me, and you ainât earned it yetâ you replied, straddling his lap as you ground your slick pussy against his cock. He gave a groan at the feel of you, watching as your hips moved against his to coat him in slick for when youâd line him up to your entrance. Key word there was when because you wanted to make this torturous. You moaned as you bucked your hips against him, his head bumping your clit as you used him for your own pleasure. âThink I could use you just like this. MmmâŠmake myself cum then leave you here achinâ for moreâ you threatened, running your hands along your figure and toying with your breast to tease him extra, hearing groans leave him each time your pussy would glide along his cock. âNow that ainât very nice of youâ he replied, making you grin. âNever said nothinâ âbout playinâ nice sugar. Still waitinâ for you to say youâre sorryâ you responded, making him grunt as you continued to play with yourself and moan all sweetly. âI ainât apologizinâ, no need toâ he said, making you click your tongue. âA shame, looks like you ainât cumminâ tonight thenâ you said, continuing your movements as you got closer and closer to letting that knot snap inside you. He wanted- no he *needed* to feel your gummy walls wrapped around his cock, so the fact that you were using it in a way that couldnât afford him that, was already working his nerves.
âWhatâs wrong? Donât like what Iâm givinâ you? Should be thankful Iâm even touchinâ you with how mad you made meâ you said, going a little quicker now with your movements so he tried focusing on that, focusing on the way your clit would bump that spot right under his tip over and over. So when you came from grinding against it rather than seating on it and *ruined*that chance of still getting to finish, he gave a disgruntled grunt.
âAww whatâs the matter? Did I stop somethinâ?â You asked in a deeper, condescending tone that had his dick throbbing in need. Heâd never seen this evil of a side of you before, but you had only just started. âWhatchya want Cooper? Go âhead, tell meâ you said, making him grunt. âWant you tâ shut up and ride me alreadyâ he said, making you chuckle before landing a harsh slap across his face, the sound of your hand meeting his cheek rang through the room. âYou ainât in the position to be givinâ orders sugar. I thought you had mannersâ you said as he turned and looked back at you, astonished one by the power behind that smack and two, by the tone you were getting with him. âIâll ask you one more time, whatâdya want me to do to you, hmm?â You asked, and knowing now what power you had behind just one of those smaller hands of yours, he relented. âRide me, pleaseâ he grunted, making you smile and lay a soft kiss to his cheek to try and soothe where you slapped him. âSee? Not so bad now is it? Now if ya just apologize, Iâll take some RadAway and let you cumâ you said, and judging by the look on his face, you could say that wasnât going to happen. âFuck youâ he spat, making you chuckle. âOh I am gonna fuck you, donât you worryâ you said as you lined him up to your entrance, sinking down on him inch by torturous inch. You were having way too much fun with this, and he didnât like that he couldnât have his way for a change. His hips involuntarily bucked up to try and shove more of himself into your tight cunt, but you moved to where it wouldnât happen, making him grip the bed frame where he was tied to. âSomeoneâs gettinâ antsy, best keep them hips steady if you want this to continueâ you said, making him growl under his breath before giving a groan once you were fully seated on him. You gave a moan as his tip nudged the apex to your cervix, moving your hips back and forth to where you would get off, but not do much for him. He gave you an angry look that made you laugh. âWhatâs the matter honey? Ya asked me to ride you already, itâs what Iâm doinââ you said, making him grit his teeth as he did his best to hold his bearings. âBut I guess you were good and didnât move after I warned you so Iâll throw a bone atchyaâ you said, moving up and down on him, earning a groan from him once more that mingled with the moans falling from your lips. âFuckâŠâ he breathed, making you chuckle and smirk in that bratty way that he wanted to fuck off your face already, but he couldnât. Despite his expressions and reactions, he was enjoying this too much but he couldnât let you know that.
âMmm, CooperâŠâ you moaned sweetly as you bounced on his cock, his name sounded heavenly when it fell from your lips, he could hardly get enough of it. He watched as your tits bounced up and down with your movements, the way your thighs jiggled as you moved, god how he wanted to grip them so bad right now. To hold you down and buck up into you until your eyes were rolling back in your head and you were screaming, but this was your show to run. You picked up the pace a little bit, going faster and angling where his tip would brush against that sweet bundle of nerves deep inside. He felt the way your walls started to close around him, sucking him in each time youâd come down, and fluttering around him. You were close. You were so caught up in chasing that feeling that you almost missed what he said. âFuck- âm sorryâ he spoke softly, finally apologizing to you. âWhat was that? I donât think I quite heard ya thereâ you said, making him grunt. He should have known that you would milk the shit out of this. âI said I was- fuck- sorryâ he repeated, making you hum but it wasnât enough, not yet. So you stopped. âSorry for what?â You asked, and he didnât seem very happy at the fact that you stopped moving all together when he was so close to cumming yet again. âDammit, wadnât sayinâ sorry enough? I fuckinâ apologized like you wantedâ he snapped, making you slap him across his cheek once more, this one stinging a bit more because it landed in the exact same spot as the last one. Though the tingling sensation of pain never lasted very long, it was enough to make his dick throb while inside of you and he prayed you wouldnât notice. âLose the attitude before I hop off and take care of myself then leave you tied up here all nightâ you said, making him huff in response. âFineâ he replied gruffly through gritted teeth. âGood, now I wanna hear you say it. What are you sorry for?â You asked as you started your pace back up, making him groan again as your hips and ass slapped down against him harshly. âSorry fâ beinâ an assholeâ he grunted out. âAnd?â You asked, needing just a little bit more before you were satisfied. âAnd fâ makinâ you madâ he finished, and you were content with that. âHappy?â He asked, making you hum and pretend to contemplate if you were for a minute before finally answering. âYeah, Iâll take thatâ you said, placing your hands on his chest as you bounced up and down on him once more, earning a relieved sigh from him. âJust like that sweetheart, fuckâŠâ he groaned before you leaned down, pulling him into the first kiss youâve shared in a day and a half. You moaned into it as you started to near your peak, finally able to chase it after all the time spent putting it off to deal with his attitude. âGonna cum- CooperâŠ!â you moaned into the crook of his neck and that was his undoing. You hid your face into his neck as your walls squeezed him tight, your orgasm washing over you like a tidal wave. Your legs shook as his hips bucked up into you, trying to work the both of you through your high as he pumped you full.
What he wasnât expecting was you to keep moving, earning an almost pained groan from him as you ground yourself against him. âI never gave you permission to cum inside meâ you stated, apparently he wasnât out of the dog house just yet. He was plotting how he would get you back for this on another day, how heâd wreck you and make you remember just who it is youâre doing this to. You smirked as you had the wonderful idea of giving him a taste of his own medicine. âPerk about it beinâ a minute? I can go all nightâ you teased as you set that steady pace once more, needing more, needing to feel him after being so long without. His hands gripped the bed posts, white knuckled as he hissed through his teeth from the overstimulation. âYou are one evil woman, ya know that?â He asked playfully, making you chuckle. âDonât act like you donât fuckinâ love itâ you replied, and he certainly couldnât argue with you there, not when it felt this good. âYou can give me one more, canât you sweetie?â You asked in a sickly sweet tone, using the same line heâd always use on you anytime heâd overstimulate the hell out of you just to see the faces you make and hear your moans. He recognized that line, making him grunt and groan as you moved your hips. âFuckâŠâ was all he could get out, mind foggy of any thoughts, just how good your walls felt as they massaged his dick. Maybe he should piss you off more often. âLook at those pretty faces, you like this, donât you?â you asked, making him damn near whimper at your tone and he never does that shit. You gave an evil laugh at the pathetic sound. âOh you sweet thing, Iâm gonna fuckinâ ruin youâ you said, leaning down and biting into his shoulder as you picked up the pace a little bit, earning a lewd groan from him. You laved your tongue over the spot, watching it heal instantly before sitting back up, fully seating yourself on him. You reached behind you to cup and fondle his balls, moving your hips back and forth to grind your clit against him to both work you to your end. âCâmon baby, give it to me. I can tell youâre almost thereâ you said, making him tilt his head back at all the feelings you were giving him, it was too much yet not enough all at once and it was torture. Your free hand came to his cheeks, pulling his head down to face you. âEyes on meâ you ordered, and his eyes looked into yours for a moment before flitting down to where your bodies were connected, giving a groan when heâd see himself disappear and reappear slightly and the way his cum was sticking to your thighs and his lower stomach. âCooperâŠâ you moaned softly once more, that was almost always your sign, the way youâd sigh his name so deliciously paired with your walls milking him for everything he could give you drove him mad. âCum with me honeyâ you pleaded, and felt as his hips bucked up into you three or four times before you both were sent over the edge once more, a cacophony of moans slipping from both of you as he spilled inside of you and you came on his cock.
After laying there for a few minutes, enjoying the peaceful after glow of your orgasms, you sat up, accidentally seating yourself fully on his dick again and he gave a pained groan. âNot againâŠâ he whined, making you laugh as your hands came to the rope binding his wrists. âRelax, Iâm just undoinâ ya. Iâm mean, but not that meanâ you said through giggles. âYou okay though? I know I was really rough but I didnât go too farâŠdid I?â You asked skiddishly, a complete 180 of the attitude you had just moments ago and it made him laugh. âWasnât expectinâ it outta you sweetheart but Iâd be a damn liar if I said I didnât like it. Iâm alright, you did goodâ he assured, making you relieved as you laid on top of him, littering his lips, cheeks, neck, shoulder, and chest with kisses as his hands rested on your back and hips. âI love you Coop. Even when ya piss me off, youâre still the only person in this god forsaken wasteland I could ever see myself withâ you spoke, making him chuckle. âI love you too, sweetheart. âm sorry for makinâ you upset, wasnât right. But Iâd say you did a damn good job of puttinâ me in my placeâ he said, making you giggle. âNo hard feelings?â You asked, looking at him with eyes that held so much worry for one person, eyes that held so much care. His hand came to the back of your head, pulling you into a loving kiss. âNeverâ he said into it, pressing his forehead against yours after you both parted for air. You gave a contented hum, happy for things to be all right again. âRemind me to piss you off more often, you got a good swing on yaâ he said, breaking the peaceful silence with a grin, making you laugh. âPlease donât, I like moments like this so much more. I hate beinâ mad at you, love you too muchâ you replied, making him kiss the top of your head, wondering what he ever did to deserve someone like you.
âCâmon, letâs get ya cleaned up and get some RadAway in ya, donât wanna ruin that perfect skin just yetâ he said, making you giggle once more but it was cut off by a hiss as he moved you off from his softened dick, grabbing a wet rag and cleaning you both up as he got the IV started. He kissed your head once more, holding your hand like he always did as you got the needle in, got it all hooked up and a good flow going, coming back to sling his arm around you and hold you to him. Between the warmth of his body and the comfort of the bed, you couldnât help but let your eyes flutter shut, a soft smile resting on your lips as you fell asleep peacefully against him. You always felt safe when you were with him, no matter where you were, and heâd always protect you no matter what. And that, is what love in post apocalypse looked like, he swore it.
#fallout smut#fallout#fallout x reader#cooper howard smut#cooper howard x reader#cooper howard#the ghoul smut#the ghoul x reader#the ghoul
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You came? You called.
Scenario: John Price, Kyle âGazâ Garrick, John âsoapâ Mactavish and Simon âghostâ Riley
This is part one to three parts. All of these include the, âyou cameâŠyou called.â As different scenarios I saw them being used in for these characters.
Honestly I can do a part two to this or even do an individual one-shot for a specific character. So if either of those sound interesting please please request it.
All of these were written in mind of different tropes but pretty much boil down to you both love each other. (Sorry if some of these are ooc I did my bestđ)
Part Two Part Three
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Captain John Price
Warning: blood, pretty open ended đ
âDoes anyone have eyes on Y/n?â Price asked after several minutes of silence from you. He had been trying for what felt like hours to get in contact but you either couldnât hear him or you were in a place you couldnât respond.
There was a third option but he didnât even want to think about it being a possibility.
âThe house straight ahead of you,â ghost gruff voice cut through the silence. âLooks like backup was called over there.â
Price took a deep breathe, his eyes zoned in straight ahead. You had to be there.
As he opened his mouth to start giving off orders the sound of a soft whisper came through. So soft none of them caught it the first time.
Then it came again, âcaptain..â it was your voice. You were whispering like you were scared of getting caught by someone.
He felt his entire body tense at the way your strained voice finally clicked in his head. âIâm going to get her.â
Before his men could even argue price was running toward the house. He could hear a small curse and more footsteps joining not to far behind and he knew his men were running to join him.
âPrice. I donât know if I can get out of this one alive.â You words had him speeding up and with the help of the rest they cleared the house in no time.
Price found you not even a second later, you were trying to put pressure on a wound and he could tell you lost a lot of blood from the way you couldnât focus your eyes on him.
You went completely limp the moment he picked you up in his arms like you knew you were finally safe.
Itâs all he could think about while he stood outside the medic bay. He carried you inside and handed you off to let them take care of you so all he was left to do was wait.
But only a few minutes later your voice came back to him louder as you screamed his name from inside. He could hear the nurses trying to calm you down but you kept screaming for him.
He rushed in and as soon as your eyes connected with his you immediately stopped struggling. Your body slumping into the mattress as you looked at him.
âPrice.â You sighed out smiling weakly. âYou came.â
He knew you werenât just talking about right now but about him coming after you even if he wasnât sure you were going to make it out alive.
He was at your side in a second his hand grasping yours softly. It felt colder. âYou called.â
You didnât respond but he could see the way your eyes started fogging over. âYou need to let the nurses fix you up yeah?â He asked gently, squeezing your hand as your soft gaze continued to stare up at him like you were committing it to memory.
âI just needed to see you.â Was the last thing you muttered before he was ushered out.
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Kyle âGazâ Garrick
Warning: injury, your hinted at being a nurse here. Friends toâŠ
It was late when Price and Soap all but dragged Gaz into the medic bay. Heaving him carefully onto a bed which squeaked slightly from the sudden pressure.
He watched his captain tell the nurses what happened but none of them were who he wanted. âSoap.â He groaned out turning to his friend who was at his side. âGive me your phone.â
Soap did so without question and sat in silence while Gaz called you, unaware of the time. âHello?â Your voice came through a few rings later. Slightly groggy but still twinged with worry. âSoap?â
âY/n.â Kyle breathed relieved to just hear your voice. âNice to hear your voice.â
âKyle?! When did you get back? Why do you sound like that? Are you hurt?!â He could hear shuffling on your end like you were running around. âDamn it Gaz the one time I donât take a night shift.â
That caused him to pause. He pulled the phone from his face to look at the time and winced when he saw the small 4am in the corner. He felt worse knowing you didnât sleep very well and he probably woke you up.
âIâm okay, just needed to hear your voice go back to sleep.â He hung up before you could respond. His hand suddenly feeling too heavy to hold the phone to his ear.
âStay with him.â Price pointed to soap as he marched out, most likely to finish reports before he came back.
Nurses were bombarding him with medical talk and sticking him in every which way. It was more annoying than anything.
Only a few moments later the doors slammed open and there you stood, chest heaving as you scanned the room almost instantly finding him.
âY/n.â He smiled weakly, the blood loss mixed with the hit to the head making him woozy. âYou came.â
You looked at him like he was an absolute psychopath to even assume you wouldnât after the call you just had. âYou called!â You exclaimed marching towards him. âDid you fall out of another damn helicopter?â
âDefinitely not-â
You looked to Soap pointedly who nodded his head solemnly. âItâs part of my charm I feel.â Gaz muttered, sighing in relief when your hands took over the work of the other nurses who left as soon as you came in, knowing you could handle the rest on your own.
âYouâre gonna kill me one day Kyle. I swear to god.â You whispered as you dressed his wounds, freezing when you felt his hand graze your cheek.
âDonât say that.â He frowned. âI never want to be the reason of your pain. Let alone death.â
You almost told him you were joking but in the next second his eyes closed and his hand fell to his side.
You almost panicked till you saw his chest rise and fall in soft breathes. The injury taking all the energy he had left.
âDamn it Kyle.â
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John âSoapâ Mactavish
Warning: toxic ex, abuse, protective Johnny, best friends toâŠ
Your phone was on two percent when you called Johnny in the middle of the night. You swore you almost started crying when his voice broke through the storm in your head. âLass?â
âJohnny.â You sobbed into the phone before the call cut short. You pulled the phone from your ear only to see it shutting off and you felt all resolve start to crumble.
After the fight you and your now ex boyfriend just had you needed him.
You needed his help. You needed him.
In all the years youâve known Johnny you can almost count on one hand the amount of times youâve seen him angry.
Youâre sure it happened often given his occupation but never in front of you. He hated you seeing him like that.
Which is why youâre almost surprised when you open the door only ten minutes later to see Johnny standing there, a frown adorning his usually smiling face.
âYou came.â You all but sobbed in relief.
âYou called.â He said as he let himself inside. He closed the door behind him and grabbed you into a warm embrace. âWhatâs goin on-?â
His confused gaze immediately hardened further when he pulled back just enough to see the red mark on your cheek. Delicately he traced his thumb over it, examining it. âHe do this?â He seethed and you could only nod.
âWhere the fuck âs he?â He demanded but you just shook your head and stepped away from his grasp.
âI donât know he left after the fight but heâll be back he has nowhere else to go.â You spoke as you led him further into your apartment. âI need help getting some stuff and leaving before he does. Can you help me?â
âCourse I can Bonnie.â You didnât even need to ask him, he would walk through fire if you needed him to. âTell me what needs ta come.â
You led him to the bedroom and pointed things out to him and within ten minutes he was finishing packing all the essential things you needed.
You were in the living room grabbing anything sentimental when the front door slammed shut. Instantly Johnny was marching his way to where you. Where he saw you were being crowded into a corner of the wall as your ex got in your face.
Johnny saw red the moment he saw your body trembling beneath him. In a second he was in front of you, shoving your ex back who looked shocked for only a moment before he scoffed.
âYouâve a lotta nerve cominâ back âere.â He ground out, jaw clenching when he felt you clutch onto his arm.
âOf fucking course itâs you.â You ex seethed taking a step closer. âYouâre the one she cheated on me with arenât you? I fucking knew it. I always knew there was more between you. The fucking way you look at her like a lost puppy gives everything away.â
He took a step toward you both again and Johnnys arm moved to shield you further behind him. He had no idea what was going on but he knew you would never do something like the man is accusing. You loved him with every fiber of your being and itâs something that killed Johnny everyday.
âYouâd be wise to take several steps back.â
âOr what?â
âOr Iâll fuckinâ kill you. Youâre lucky I donât kill you now for what you did.â Your ex seemed to finally understand the glint in Johnnys eyes and instead of saying anything more, just shook his head and walked back out the front doorâpictures rattling from the slam. âLetâs get the hell out of here.â
âI didnât-â he paused when he heard you try to speak. âI didnât cheat on him. I never wouldâve-â
Johnny hushed you as he pulled you into another hug. âI know Bonnie I know. Even if you did he had no right putting his hands on you.â He pulled away only to grab your things and lead you out the door. âYouâre gonna stay with me fer awhile aye?â
You could only nod.
(Soap part two- 6 Months)
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Simon âGhostâ Riley
Warning: none really. Pretty tame for my boy. Exes toâŠ
You called him in the middle of the night on a random day of the week, whispering a soft âSimon?â Into the receiver that went unanswered.
You waited for a moment longer wondering if he would say anything but when he didnât you just sighed and continued to speak. âI know Iâm probably the last person you want to hear from right now but I-â you paused to take in a deep breathe. âI canât sleep without you.â
It felt like a heavy confession and it made you feel weak to even speak it out loud but it was true. You couldnât sleep, not since he broke it off only a month ago. And in the time you couldnât even get an ounce of sleep without him next to you.
Silence continued to fill the amtosphere and you almost wondered if you even pressed call. But with one quick glance you knew you did and he in fact did answer, just refused to speak.
âSorry.â You sighed, resigning to the fact that you just may never sleep again. Being in the military it was hard to find something that made you feel safe enough to sleep but you did and it was Simon. He broke whatever was going on off. To scared that one day you would wake up and realize he isnât the one that you should be with. âForget I called.â
You hung up immediately after. Your heart couldnât take the silence coming from him any longer instead you went around your small room and got ready for another sleepless night before you were sent back into the field early the next morning.
You had just turned off the lights and tucked yourself into bed when a rough knock echoed in the silence that was drowning you.
You let out a sigh and rolled out of bed already annoyed. You swung open the door ready to give whoever was on the other side a piece of your mind but instead you stood there frozen.
âYou came.â You were shocked to see Simon was the one standing on the other side, eyes boring holes into you.
âYou called.â He muttered before glancing behind you in silent question to which you immediately let him in.
âWhat-?â
Before you could even ask he was already taking off his shoes and pulling off his hoodie, which he hung next to yours on the door. A sense a familiarity washed over you. âYou have a mission tomorrow. You need to sleep.â
You didnât ask how he knew that information or where he even got it from. Instead you followed him to the small bed in the corner where he was already making himself comfortable. âYou donât have to do this Simon. Iâm sorry I called.â
âLay down.â He ordered and you obeyed quickly melting into his warm embrace as his arms tightened around you.
You didnât know how he managed to do it but in only a few minutes your eyelids became heavy and slumber was quickly taking over. âIâm sorry.â He whispered softly but you didnât register why nor did you care about what he was sorry for.
You only cared he was here now. âI miss you.â You mumbled and you swore you could feel his arms tighten further.
(Ghost part two- Say donât go)
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Next parts to include,
Alejandro, Rudy, Graves, Valeria, Alex, Keegan and Konig :)
And I will post the rest tomorrow Iâm too tired to do this again tonight.
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WRITERS NOTE:: not proofread whatsoever bro this took me WAY too long to write đđđ i dont write smut like ever though so i hope this is okay PAIRING:: ascended astarion x fem!reader SUMMARY:: even a vampire lords consort can be prone to bouts of insecurity every now and then. so your doting husband decides to fuck the insecurity out of you.. WARNINGS:: MDNI 18+ CONTENT,,, oral sex (fem receiving), hair pulling, rough sex???, ascended astarion being a loving asshole, petnames, sex in front of a mirror, possibly ooc ascended astarion, reader is kind of a brat, some praise.
"What do you think?"
Astarions gaze lifts from the scroll as you enter your shared chambers, adorned in your brand new custom-made gown, crafted especially for tonight's winter ball. After a long, tedious day of browsing various negotiations from other prestigious homes, he gladly sets down the scroll, beholding this sight for his sore eyes.Â
A devilish grin spreads wide across the vampire lord's face. "Give me a spin, darling. I must see it in all its glory." He stands up from his desk, his hands held behind him as he approaches you slowly. You obey, of course, giving him a humble twirl, smiling sweetly as the dress twirls with you.
 The open back of the dress highlighted your shoulder blades, and some of your muscles that were once used in battle. Your breasts would be spilling out from the rather provocative neckline, if it wasn't held together by a few strong-willed buttons. If you didn't know any better, you would assume they got the measurements incorrect, but this was purposeful. This was just how he wanted it. He took great pleasure in displaying your beauty, even if that meant showing an abundance of skin. Even if it meant you sitting fully naked on his lap as he ruled from his throne.Â
Your husband circles around you, admiring the dress's beauty, as well as its vessel. If the ball weren't to be in an hour, he would spread you across the bed and take you right here, listening to you sing his name for hours. Your small, sweet smile was too tempting. Merely the thought of your neatly done eye makeup streaming down your face from your tears and his seed makes his trousers feel too tight.
"You are looking absolutely delectable, my pet." Astarion purrs, adjusting the neckline with his nimble fingers. He seems rather transfixed on the dress, which he had of course designed himself. "That red truly brings out your eyes, don't you think?"Â
You nod hesitantly, averting your gaze. âIt is quite beautiful, indeed.â you stammer. You try your best to hide it, but he notices your telltale signs of unease. "Don't tell me.. you don't like it?" He presses a cold finger to your chin, lifting your face up to meet his. "What a shame.. I designed this one myself." He sighs disappointedly, crimson eyes piercing into yours.Â
"No- no! Of course not. It is without a single flaw, my love. It's just.." You pause shyly, looking down at the dress hugging your curves ever so tightly. "I don't feel.. like I look good enough." You say slowly, eliciting a theatrical gasp from your lover's lips. "This dress is almost too pretty." You bite your lip timidly.Â
Astarion would kill thousands for that pretty little pout of yours. He grips your pretty little face even tighter, forcing it to face his. "How dare you say such a thing about my treasure?" he says dramatically, with a sly grin. "The vessel is what makes this dress so ravishing. It was made with you, and only you, in mind." He guided a gentle hand behind your back, leading you to your silk-laden bed. He furrows his brow, squinting inquisitively. "Just tell me who made you feel this way. I will make sure that their death is awfully, dreadfully slow." He growls, making you shiver fearfully. His cold hand cups your face, his thumb running gently over your tempting lips..Â
"Nobody said anything, I swear. I'm just not feeling my best." You stammer, innocently leaning your cheek into his icy touch. The vampire presses a chaste kiss to your forehead, his hand drifting to trace up and down your exposed spine.Â
Astarion simply couldn't comprehend what could make you feel this way, after all you were positively the most beautiful creature he had ever laid his eyes on. He wasnât exactly prone to bouts of insecurity himself. He took great pleasure in how gorgeous he was. He was anything but humble. Insecurity is weakness, and he couldnât let his own consort be weak, could he?
âIs that so?â Your husband looks at you pitifully, brushing a lock of hair from your eyes. âYou are beautiful to me, my sweet. You are mine. And that is all that matters, yes?â He whispers huskily, into your ear, his cool breath making you shudder, and you donât dare to deny his truth. His mouth curves into a sinister grin, and you cock your head at him quizzically, âIs everything okay..?â you murmur. He swiftly stands up, brushing his palms off on his tightening trousers.Â
âWait your pretty little self here, my sweet. I have just the fix for this ailment of yours.â Astarion presses another quick kiss to your cheek, before heading to the door. âAstarion? May I ask what youâre doing?â You ask sweetly, fidgeting with your hands in your lap. He beckons a servant to the door, whispering something into their ear. They take off swiftly, and he turns back to meet your gaze. âHush. Just sit there and look pretty.â You bite your lip, nodding. In a matter of seconds, the loyal servants return with a mirror, large enough to take up the whole bed, and they position it a comfortable distance away from you. They quickly run off once again, shutting the door behind them.
âW-What is this for, my love?â you ask, frightened by the dark look in your lover's eyes. You can feel your legs begin to tremble. Astarion kneels in front of you, taking your foot in his hand. He gently pulls off your heel, and then the other, pressing a gentle kiss to each ankle. âYou won't mind being a minute or two late to the ball, will you?â he questions you, gently peppering more kisses up each leg. âNo- No I suppose not.. B-but itâs not for another hour, is it not?â you stutter, catching a quick glimpse of yourself in the mirror. He lifts the dress as he paves his way up to your thighs, nibbling on your soft, supple skin. You can feel the vampire's fangs drag over your thighs ever so gently. He goes painfully slowly, a familiar heat beginning to pool between your legs. He sits up taller, his dexterous fingers swiftly undoing the buttons of your lavish gown. âA-Astarion?â you whimper, your voice like a sweet melody to his ears. Astarion pulls the dress down off your shoulders, your breasts spilling out in front of him. He can feel himself start to throb, biting his lip as he beholds the sight in front of him. âDonât move an inch. Let me.â He pulls the rest of the gown off completely, grinning at your completely exposed beauty laid out in front of him. He presses a few kisses along your collarbone, traveling down to your navel. âLook at how pretty you are, pet. And youâre all mine..â he growls huskily. His cold fingers trace the waistband of your damp undergarments, eagerly pulling them down your thigh and off your legs. You whimper at his cold touch as two fingers meet your slick cunt, You can just hear how wet you are from the sounds of his fingers rubbing gentle circles around your swollen sweet spot. He kneels back down between your thighs, lifting your legs onto his shoulders. âB-But, donât we still have to prepare-â âHush, pet. Everything is already in place.â The vampire coos, cold hands gently tracing up and down each leg. âNow, I want you to keep those pretty little eyes of yours on that mirror, darling.â You bite your lip and nod, the sheets beneath you starting to soak from your apparent excitement.
Leaving you little time to prepare, his tongue quickly meets your puffy clit, sending a shock of pleasure reverberating through your body. Your hand flies to his white curls, your other hand propping you up on the bed to steady yourself. You catch your own gaze in the mirror, your cheeks flushed red. You quickly avert your gaze out of sheer embarrassment for yourself, hoping he doesnât notice. His tongue delves deeper inside you, earning him some satisfying mewls of pleasure from your precious lips. Tears begin to swell up in your eyes.
You feel as if youâre seeing stars, but the pleasure suddenly subsides, and youâre met with a sinister grin from your lover. âN-No..â you whine, your sweet voice practically begging him to continue, and he just barely has the strength to resist.Â
He licks his lips clean, âTell me, pet, what did I tell you just a moment ago?â Astarion growls, his slender fingers quickly undoing the buttons to his trousers.Â
âT-to keep my eyes on the mirror?â
His grin fades, âSo you did hear me?â His erected cock springs free of his restrictive undergarments, dripping with his own excitement. âYou just donât listen, do you?â
The tone of his voice makes you fear for whatâs about to happen. You tremble with anticipation.Â
Your doting husband cups your face with one hand, âAstarion.. p-please, forgive me..â you murmur, fingernails digging into your silk bed sheets. You look picture perfect in this position, spread out in front of him, helpless. All his.
âAs sweet as your pleas sound, I have a lesson to teach.â He hisses, crawling on to the bed behind you, and you quickly realize what his intentions are. âDonât be daft, my love. You know what to do.â You nod and quickly position yourself onto all fours, looking straight ahead at yourself in the mirror. âYes, just like that.â He smirks, one hand on your hip as the other gets a comfortable grip on your hair. âYou look so pretty like this, where I can see every last bit of your perfect skin..â Astarion presses a few gentle kisses to your neck as he aligns himself to your entrance. "It didn't have to be this way, if you had only listened the first time, pet.." The vampire hisses, nipping your ear. He mercilessly thrusts into you, pulling your hair back so that you're forced to face your reflection. You let out a saccharine moan, fingernails digging into the silk sheets as he continues to thrust into you at an unforgiving rhythm. You are forced to watch your own expressions of pleasure and ecstasy as he thrusts into you, your face flushed a bright red. "Now, who's pretty little consort are you?" he growls into your ear, pulling your hair back a little further. "A-Astarion!" You moan out his name, earning an approving grunt from his lips as he continues to rearrange your insides. You can feel yourself starting to reach your limit, your legs nearly buckling from beneath you. "Good girl." He barely groans out, nearly starting to reach his own climax. His grip loosens on your hair, and his mind starts to blank. He's able to get in one last ruthless thrust, painfully meeting your cervix, nearly making you scream, before he releases every last drop of his seed inside you. His last thrust leaves you seeing stars, and your knees fall from under you as you collapse onto the bed. Tears of pleasure stream down your cheeks, effectively ruining your recently done makeup. You let out a few pitiful whimpers from beside him as you catch your breath, gasping for air. Astarion presses a kiss to your forehead, a smug grin spreading across his face. "My pretty little thing.." he whispers sweetly. He runs a thumb over your tear-stained cheeks, pressing another gentle kiss to your lips. "Don't ever think of yourself in such a way again, yes darling?" You nod, leaning your head into his cold hand. "M-Mhm.." You murmur, still trying to regain yourself. He stands up, cleaning himself up and looking at himself in the mirror with a grin of approval. He checks his watch, and it's only a minute past the start of the ball. "I'll tell them that you're running late, darling. Fix yourself up. We're having some rather important guests tonight." He brushes a lock of hair behind your ear and presses a chaste kiss to your temple, before leaving to go attend his own ball. From there on out, every time you were met with feelings of your insecurity, it came with feelings of arousal as well..
#astarion x tav#astarion x reader#astarion x you#astarion x mc#astarion x female reader#astarion x female tav#astarion smut#astarion#guys i dont write smut much so i hope this is ok :(((#ascended astarion
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Clarisse La Rue - Training
characters - clarisse , demigod!reader (fem in mind but i think it could be read as gn)
contents - mild swearing, probably ooc, luke mentioned, no god/goddess parent mentioned just not hermes or ares, confession
word count - 460
a/n - kinda awkward tbh, lots of yapping towards the end đ, this took me a while bc i couldn't figure out an ending
it was an incredibly hot summers day. most campers were in the shade or hiding from the blistering heat in their cabins, but of course you and clarisse were in the forest practicing techniques. that's something she loved about you. you're willing to spar with her any given time.
the two of you had been at it for about an hour and a half. the sounds of metal clashing rang through the forest and your ears.
clarisse's movements were swift and sharp as they always were. confidence and strength behind every swing. and she was always so careful when sparring with you. her intentions were to teach you not hurt you. a stark contrast from her spars with other campers.
"you surrendering, sweetheart?" the way she said it was so condescending.
you were on the ground panting, your sword in her hand as well as hers.
"as if."
you grab your dagger out of its sheath oh your hip and attack her head on.
the dagger stuns her for a second allowing you to-
"nice try, princess."
she knocks you back down, her foot resting comfortably on your stomach.
"but i am impressed. where'd you learn that from? i didn't teach you that..."
she lifts her foot and you sit you sit up.
"i was," you sigh. "i was asking luke for tips in sword fighting."
a look of confusion flashes on her face.
"castellan? why him? you have me."
you smirk at her. "jealous, clarisse?"
she laughs at you. "me? jealous of castellan? you've lost your mind princess."
"that's not a no."
"i am not sharing you with luke."
"i'm not yours."
"not yet."
that caught you off guard.
"what-"
"i'll be damned if i lose you to luke castellan."
your face heats up at that. "what are you saying?"
she rolls her eyes and groans. "i'm saying i...like you. idiot."
she continues. "you're pretty, smart, funny, talented-"
"oh incredibly so."
she rolls her eyes and hits you playfully. "this is serious, dumbass."
"i know, i know. i like you too clair."
her cheeks darken slightly. "quit calling me that!"
"you know you like it!"
the two of you laugh for a while. then she turns her head and looks at you deeply. her deep brown eyes staring in to yours. you slowly creep your hand towards hers and intertwine her fingers with yours. the look in her eyes, a beautiful juxtaposition to her behavior in battle. she looks at you lovesick. that girl would kill anyone for you. it was strangely flattering, others would call you crazy. the girl with nothing but pride and destruction in her eyes when fighting, looks at you with nothing but pure adoration.
you are going to be the death of each other.
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You didn't notice him before, but he most definitely noticed you immediately.
He was fascinated by you when he first laid his eyes on you. You were different than the others, he didn't exactly know why but he had this strange feeling in his chest when you locked eyes once.
He took his time observing you before you even talked. He found everything you do interesting and wanted to know more and more. But he also saw the way you interacted with others.
On one hand he was glad that you were so social, so he wouldn't have to do much except to make you notice him. But on the other hand, he had this feeling of disgusting jealousy when someone would touch your shoulder slightly or hug you goodbye. He wanted to do that too but also more. He wanted you for himself.
He did sketches of you that he would stare at before he goes to sleep, so he would have the chance to see you in his dreams. He also wrote letters to you that he never sent, because he described how he wanted to hurt everyone you were friends with and also your family. But he would make sure you never find them.
He was jealous that they could see your beautiful face everyday and he had to wait hours to days to get a glimpse of you.
He wasn't even trying it, but one evening, when you were sitting outside, he hid behind a tree and sketched you doing your homework. You noticed his hunched figure behind the tree, looking down on what he held in his hands. So you decided to approach him.
Well, from there on everything happened on its own and you got closer, until you confessed to him.
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Since you got into a relationship, his jealousy decreased as he now had you. But there were still moments of insecurities when some pretty person took your attention away from him.
You always noticed his mood going lower when you weren't focusing on him so you always made sure that he knew that no one compared to him, in your opinion at least.
Your reassuring words always made him feel calmer and relieved, he was definitely still jealous but it was bearable for him.
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â°â†How I feel like SKZ would reveal your relationship!!
Lee Know:
Bangchan, Lee Know, Changbin, Hyunjin, Jisung, Felix, Seungmin, I.N
Go show some love to âStray Loveâ, It's an Idol!Hyunjin x FemReader fic, first part is out!
Warnings~ FemReader | Established relationship | Idol Au | kinda ooc | REALLY bad drawing (literal stick man) | I can't write very accurate personalities so pls forgive me for that đ
Ps: These will be accidental moments when a fan notices something and the member can't help but just reveal it.
Summary: Lee Know accidentally posts a picture with you in it, it was a mistake, but it's not like he regrets it.
This is all Lee Know posts on bubble, with the caption being: đŒ
It took Lee Know about a minute to realize that he sent the picture to his bubble instead of the group chat, he went to delete it but Stay works fast. (I swear most of y'all are jobless w how fast you work)
There were already hundreds of replies asking whoâs in the background, there are twitter pages already posting about it, and JYPâs already calling his phone.
He decides that damage has been done, and itâs not like he wasnât going to go public soon anyway, all he says in bubble is:
: ă
ă
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đș
and leaves it to sit for a couple hours.
Heâs already texted you, and you were freaking out because how the hell does he look at this situation and sends you :
âđ..đ€..đ€·â
You continue to spam his, and the entirety of Stray Kidsâ phones, talking about how sorry you are, and how you shouldâve noticed he was taking a picture, but all of them reassure you, letting you know that everything will be okay because JYP works fast.
ïżŒ
Soon, he sends another message on bubble, it reads
:늏ë
ž : 춀 ëìêłŒ ëĄë§šì€ ëȘšë ì 돞ê°!ïżœïżœïżœïżœ
(Lee Know: An expert in both dance and romance! đ)
He basks in the chaos for a little longer before sending another picture of you and him on a walk in the park during the night, the picture is you guys holding hands as you walk, and the caption reads :
: ììŽ, ëìŽ, ë늏 ìë§ìì íí đŒ
(It's soondoongdoriâs mom haha đŒ)
It's an understatement to say that he got scolded, one: for revealing his relationship without permission, and two: for not picking up the phone when JYP called him.
(He now has the manager managing what he does on his phone for the rest of the month.)
HELP THIS FEELS SO SHORT AND OOC đ
#stray kids#stray kids fanfic#skz x reader#skz stay#skz imagines#skz scenarios#bang chan#lee know#changbin#hyunjin#han jisung#lee felix#seungmin#i.n#jramblesaboutsoap
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Omg Ski Aggu requests?? Thank you! đ đ
Can I ask for a situation where Aggu is ticklish but he keeps it very low profile in order to keep his âcool personaâ but then reader finds out that heâs ticklish
Finally Aggu ask!!! I've been waaaaiting. The gif relays exactly what i think abt him. Aggu is the loml. Send me more Aggu asks!!
CW: kissin, cigs, alcohol, ooc.... sorry :|
wc: 483
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You were looking at him from across the room, trying to catch him staring. You mustâve looked insane, your friends around you distracting you from the blonde, incessantly pointing towards him and âoooâing. âShut the fuck up.â You said to one of them when he turned his head towards you. You gave him a bright smile and he smiled back from behind the goggles.Â
The oohs got louder after that, fortunately they were quiet enough to not raise his suspicions. This cat and mouse play has been going throughout the whole night. It took everything from you not to walk up to him and kiss his stupid mouth. He kept talking to all his - you assumed - friends and didnât have a moment to rest and talk to you. The indomitable human spirit was real and you were embodying it right in this moment.
You went to the bathroom hoping to cool down after the whole ordeal. You looked at yourself in the mirror and sighed. Itâs go time.Â
âHi!â You introduced yourself to him when you caught him finally alone in the kitchen. âHello.â He said looking you up and down, not like youâd see from behind the goggles. You introduced yourself. âGorgeous name for a gorgeous person.â He said, laughing slightly at the corniness. âWas wonderinâ when youâd talk to me.âÂ
Your face got hotter, your hands started sweating and your heart seemed to rush a million miles an hour. Shit. He noticed. He was sitting in an open window, the moonlight illuminating his features just as well as the burning out lightbulb did.Â
âSorry, I didnât want to seem like a creep.â You said, almost giving up. He leaned against the counter. âNo worries sweetheart.â He said making you malfunction. He was⊠bold. He pulled out a pack of cigarettes. âWant one?â You shook your head. âToo bad, come sit with me.âÂ
You spent the next minutes getting to know him, asking him about his music career, his humble beginnings and why did he wear those goggles. ââs just fun. The mystery of it all you know?â You chuckled.
You were both joking about something when you poked his side by accident while gesturing wildly. He recoiled. âIs everything okay?â You asked worried youâd upset him. ââs nothing. Donât worry about it.â He was ticklish, you realised. From then on you teased him relentlessly about it.
You were smoking a cig passing it to him occasionally - an indirect kiss - you thought. âWhat, like you like being tickled.â He said his goggles not hiding the blush that was sprawled across his face. You laughed, the alcohol you ingested for bravery before the conversation evaporated the second he smiled. He leaned in closer.
You felt yourself turning sober suddenly. He pressed his lips to yours. They were chapped and the cigs were evident on his breath but at that moment - you didnât mind.Â
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bloodsports
[ PART ONE ] [ PART TWO ]
18+ DARK CONTENT BELOW, MINORS AND BLANK BLOGS DNI
pairing: modern au!reiner x fem!reader word count: 13.6k warnings + tags: general yandere and obsessive themes, explicit sexual content, unhealthy relationships, misogyny, public humiliation mentions, sorta an unbalanced power dynamic, a/b/o dynamics and themes, modern & college/university au, alpha & hockey player jock reiner (will be sorta ooc but ig you can count it as his s1-3 soldier persona), omega reader, enemies to sorta friends to enemies again to lovers (but both reiner and reader are stubborn dumdums and it's sorta one-sided), bertolt x reader implications, heavy jealousy/possessive themes, heavy self-sabotage, alcohol consumption, violence & blood warning, "fated" mates, usage of suppressants, unwarranted scenting, kinda scenting kink?, pheromone-bombing, size difference, size kink, noncon kissing, all characters are 18+ synopsis: trying to get through uni should've been easy, but presenting as an omega made you become a seemingly easy target for the many disgusting alphas that roamed the campus. no matter how much suppressants you took, you unfortunately just had to grab the attention of the most notorious one out there. the university's famed center in ice hockey, reiner braun. to you, he was nothing but a godforsaken, meatheaded annoyance. a/n: i am not one of god's strongest when comes to a/b/o or the omegaverse LMFAOO LIKE I CAN'T DENY IT, SUMN ABOUT IT MAKES ME GO ABSOLUTELY FERAL AND IDC WHAT OTHERS THINK đșđș anywaysss, yea it's another hatefuck reiner fic that i decided recently to make a two parter LOL i made reiner a hockey player because i kinda like hockey more (i watched one game irl with my sibling and it was hella cool even tho the team we were cheering for lost đ the state pride was crazy, i had no idea how irritating it was hearing the other team fans cheer đ) but i'm really really new to the sport so forgive me if i make some mistakes about it lol (i did modify it a little so it can be more dramatic and violent lol) happy valentine's day (ik this late AFFFFF LMFAO) and hope you guys enjoy this! the second part will hopefully come not too far behind, maybe in december once i'm freed from school haha note: please keep in mind of the tags above and do not proceed if triggering or uncomfortable, especially if you are a minor!! do not read my or any other writers' dark content if you are underaged. this is a fictional work and does not reflect irl morals, do not believe this is how a real romance works or functions.
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"You're coming to my game, right?"
The sudden weight on the table of someone leaning upon it on the other side caused it to creak, but you didn't have to look up to know who it was. The wafting smell of warm, spiced vanilla with vague, yet noticeable earthy tones wrapped around you like a familiar heated blanket. No matter how nice it smelled, it only bubbled irritation within you. You continued writing your notes, ignoring the looming presence.
"Omega, answer and look at me." A chill ran down your spine and your head felt heavy once he spoke, the demand stern and clear. You didn't want to answer him, but your secondary gender was scratching at your brain like a persistent fly. Answer him, answer your alpha.
You stubbornly pinched your leg once to get yourself out of it before finally looking up at the man himself, narrowing your eyes at him.
"Can't. Have finals tomorrow. Also, don't ever do that shit to me or call me that."
He scoffed and rolled his eyes, already knowing he wasn't going to take that as an answer. "You weren't answering me and c'mon, it's only for a few hours babe. Who wouldn't come to their alpha's big game today?"
"Me because you're not my alpha and I'm not your babe. Go find some other omega that drools over you because this one isn't going." You grumbled as you stood up, beginning to collect your stuff to get back to your dorm. He grabbed your wrist before you got your notebook, pulling you towards him, eyes were gleaming with determination.
"Come to my game and I won't bother you anymore. I promise."
You pulled your arm out of his grasp with a frown, quickly debating in your mind. Could you trust him?
On one hand, it would be nice to not get disturbed by him anymore. But on the other, that means you have to be packed in a stadium with sweaty alphas and a handful of excitable betas and omegas for an hour or two. The smell would be awful and overwhelming, false ruts and heats would get triggered easily from the adrenaline. You didn't even like ice hockey or any sport in general, too many alphas dominated the industry.
You bit back a heavy sigh, finally deciding on your answer.
"Ugh. I'm holding you to that promise then Reiner. No randomly showing up at my dorm, no waiting for me at the end of my classes, don't have your friends try and check up on me for your behalf either. Got it?" His hazel eyes lit up immediately and he nodded, his smile wide.
"You got it babe, I'll pick you up at 6."
You were about to tell him off about the pet name but he ran off, whooping in the quiet library while slamming the doors open. A few of the students' and staffs' glares went over to you, causing you to grimace before finally picking up your notebook. What the fuck have you gotten yourself into?
Life wasn't like this before. For a year and half, you've had an alpha cling onto your every move as if you've claimed one another. It may seem like that to him but you definitely didn't want anything to do with him. All Reiner did was bring a mix of trouble to you, a burden that you never wanted. Your secondary gender was supposed to be a hidden secret for only yourself to know â the prescribed supplements made sure of that â and you were supposed to present as a beta in order to live a peaceful university life. How painfully frustrating it was to be found out from a simple error in your day-to-day routine.
You were in a rush, you're human after all, and forgot to take them before you left your dorm. It wasn't until you entered your class when a brick of strong smells bitterly hit your nose, something that never happened before. One day and that's all it took for everyone's eyes to latch onto your frame, the horrifying hunger glimmering in the darks of their pupils.
You froze, unable to move from the doorway. The vileness of their stench rang alarms in your head, they were all sour and distasteful with every short whiff you took. It was overwhelming, heavy, and nauseating. You knew what they were all thinking, internally debating whether you should run back to your dorm or transfer.
A large arm had made its way around your shoulders, pulling you closer to their body. You panicked at first until a whiff of something sweet in the air stopped you. A spiced vanilla enveloped your senses with every breath you took and like a switch, your body immediately calmed down, unintentionally leaning closer to them to continue feeling this sweet relief.
"Hey." You tilted your head up at the person who was currently holding you by the neck and felt dread quickly fill up your stomach once more.
Reiner Braun, one of the most notorious womanizers on campus and the university's proclaimed players in ice hockey.
Reiner Braun, smelling like a freshly baked pastry, slinging his arm around you while unintentionally managing to bring you back to your senses.
Reiner Braun, whose face is suddenly way too close and you could just barely feel the brush of his lips against yours.
Your face burned up at the realization and you shoved him off you, eyes wide and mouth parted open in shock as you watched him stumble back to reality. What the fuck just happened and why the fuck did he smell so good out of everyone here? He looked like he was appalled by what he did as well but recovered faster than you did, a sly smirk growing on his face.
"Hey omega, just a head's up. The next time you come to class, don't smell like a sweet treat for us alphas alright?"
You thought you couldn't burn up even more than before, your body beginning to tremble in complete rage and mortification as the students began to howl in amusement. All of your emotions were pumping through your system all at once way too quickly and you finally ran out of the class, tears brimming on the edges of your eyes. There was no way you could handle being in there for another second. The boisterous laughter faded away in your eardrums and once you got far enough from prying eyes and ears, you collapsed to the ground and nearly sobbed your heart out.
You knew attending this university would be difficult but never in your life did you think you'd be humiliated in this way, just for one stupid little mistake. To alphas, any mistake that wasn't from their pretentious clique meant your life, your downfall, everything. It becomes a weakness to exploit and use, like a deer with a broken leg completely surrounded by a pack of starving wolves.
All you could think about over and over as you finally made it to your dorm was:
Fuck Reiner Braun.
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After that day, you made sure to take your supplements on time with an alarm. Regardless of that, you still felt skittish once you stepped foot in that damn class again. Not because of the possibility that the knowing glances of your classmates would come your way, but the fact that Reiner would not leave you alone ever since he embarrassed you.
When you finally went back to that class in the next lecture, you placed yourself all the way in the back corner than your usual spot, trying to hide yourself away until everyone forgot about the incident. It seemed that your humiliating moment had faded away quickly like a passing breeze since no one looked your way as the seats began to fill up one by one. It was not until you heard the familiar laugh of him, only then you started getting nervous.
You stared down in your notebook, trying to look as busy as possible but the shuffle of a heavy bag and a body sitting down next to you in the loudest way possible confirmed your worst suspicions.
"Good thing you saved a seat for me, thatâs so nice of you omega." Reiner congratulated you in a false manner and you grimaced, turning your head towards him. He wasn't looking at you but he was smiling as he looked to the front of the room. You had to force yourself not to stare at his body, which was a mental battle in itself when his pheromones were as strong as ever.
He most likely exercised before coming here, a faint sweat stain on the chest of his white cut-off tank top confirming your thoughts. The tank top was hiding little to the imagination, loose enough to where you can see his sculpted muscles from the side but tight enough to where it accentuated his chest. He was manspreading â a common occurrence in those who were considered to be extremely prideful alphas â and wearing dark gray sweatpants.
You didn't mean to but your gaze slightly wandered a little more down, heart nearly stopped in your chest when you just barely spotted the faint outline of his half-hard cock against the fabric. He was... big and if that was him barely aroused, wow. You'd pray for those that let this son-of-a-bitch hit another time.
The usually dormant annoyance in your brain wanted to get down on her knees and suck him off till he got hard in her mouth, but you had to viciously fight her back into the deep crevices of your mind. You don't know why the urge was so strong, the meds you took usually gave you no sexual desires towards anyone. Maybe you need to up the dosage? You'd have to make a doctor's appointment soon because you don't know if you could stand this new disgusting pervert inside you.
It would be the coldest day in Hell if you ever let Reiner fuck you.
"I have a name, use it or fuck off." You turned back to your notebook and he chuckled in amusement.
"You got a bite now omega? Where was she the last time we spoke?"
"Maybe she would've been there if she wasn't on the verge of a breakdown. Fucking asshole." You muttered the last bit, starting to ignore him once the professor finally entered the class. Cracking your knuckles and opening your laptop to the latest powerpoint, you began writing down the important points of what was in the week's module. It took you nearly half of the three hour long lecture to notice that he didn't make any sound, no writing or keyboard clacking or any tapping from his phone. Your peripherals just barely caught the sight of him and your skin ran cold.
Reiner wasn't paying attention to the lecture. You started to practically feel the absolute intensity of his stare, burning two deep holes into the side of your face. The chair lightly squeaked as he suddenly moved closer to you, the audible sound of him sniffing at you came after.
What the fuck was his problem? You quickly inched yourself away from him, backing into the wall but he followed suit almost immediately. His large frame nearly engulfed yours, the sheer heat of his body radiating off as he neared you.
He sniffed once above your head, then again and again as if he was searching for something. Thank God you decided to shower this morning. The tense atmosphere between the two of you grew thicker with each passing second until his hazel eyes narrowed, the corner of his mouth twitched in faint irritation.
"...You don't smell like anything." Reiner sourly muttered before pulling away, giving back the needed space.
"Uh... yeah? I got back on track with my meds." What was up with him? Reiner had never once spoken to you before the incident, in the class and out of it. In this class in particular, you've usually seen him on his phone, napping, or quietly chatting with the nearest poor soul.
He's known to not fool around with your kind, back when you were still portraying yourself as a beta. Why would he? To them, betas were boring and basic. They weren't alpha enough to be considered to be one of them and not omega enough to fuck. His preferences were pretty out there in whispers and giggles too, so it's not like he would need a reason to talk to you unless it was to get his dick wet for the night. That seemed to be the plan in mind since he was continuously interacting with you.
"Why would you?" Reiner nonchalantly questioned, as if he wasn't the one of the reasons why you take such heavy supplements. Your eye twitched, your fingers tightening around your pen.
"Are you seriously asking me that?" You scowled, watching him shrug and lean back onto the chair.
"Yeah, why not? You're the first omega I've met with a scent that's not doused in cheaply made perfume, it's..." He stopped, thinking of the right words before finally settling on one. "Original."
You scrunched your nose, conflicted with what he just described. He is the talk of the campus, most if not all omegas would've loved to be marked by him; no wonder they try to court him with different concoctions. Then again, he could just be saying that to get into your pants. Original, ha! If he liked this so-called originality, he should find it in someone else.
"I'm not interested y'know, not after what you did last time."
After you said that, all the words seemed to die in his mouth. He became quiet for the rest of the lecture and you didn't have the courage to look back up to see his expression. The silence was a simmering awkwardness, and you could only try and listen to the professor as much as you could. His smell was now twisted with a dullness to it, almost bland and distasteful like the rest of the room. When the lesson finally ended, you started to zip your bag close and pull it through your arms, until his hand grabbed the strap and lifted it up onto his own shoulder.
"What do you think you're doing?" Panic bubbled in your chest as you tried to grab it back but he kept maneuvering out of your reach, a playful smile growing on his lips.
"Think of this as an apology to you omega. I'll walk you to your next class." Your heart dropped to your stomach, the last thing you needed was even more people staring at you, especially with the campus fuckboy in tow.
"You really don't have to and don't call me that." Reiner snorted as he walked down the stairs, you having no choice but to follow him.
"What else can I call you if you haven't told me your name yet?" He held the door open for you, readjusting the bags he was holding. You rolled your eyes, crossing your arms.
"Why offer to walk me to my next class when I don't even know your name?" It was a lie, of course everyone knew him just by the simple utter of his name, but he laughed at your simple comeback, genuinely laughed. It didn't sound like it did when he poked fun of you that one day, your face starting to lightly flush warm.
"Fair enough. Name's Reiner, Reiner Braun. One of the University of Marley Warriors centers." You slightly cringed at the title, he just had to add that fact in. Oh well, might as well play along just a little.
"Y/N L/N, one of the many second year students in the University of Marley."
He laughed once more and nudged you on the back with his elbow, letting you take the lead.
"You're a funny girl Y/N."
You had to ignore the way your stomach fluttered from the way he said it, picking up your pace. Remember, you had to remember that he caused you a turmoil of anguish for a near week. All you were going to give him was this moment and that's it.
"Thanks."
Now that you think back on it, how silly it was for you to think that this was the last time he was ever going to talk to you.
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There wasn't a minute in your day where Reiner wasn't in your presence.
Nearly every day for roughly five or six months since you've started talking to one another, he'd manage to find you and socialize. He'd give you a small snack or drink too, ruffling your hair once you took it from his hand and sitting down in the seat next to you. Every day was a different topic that he asked, ranging from simple questions to a little more personal ones. You knew he was trying to pry whenever you didnât say much about yourself so you've revealed only a few tidbits, nothing big. Sometimes he needed studying help and you didn't mind tutoring him about the subjects you were sorta knowledgeable in. He always seemed so interested and focused in whatever you say, so hey, at least he was a decent listener.
He started rejecting hang-outs with his friends and teammates, all to simply talk to you. It's crazy how often he did it, a few times occurring in front of you through phone calls. He'd only mentioned his teammates when he tried to invite you to numerous practices, implying that he wanted them to meet you. You turned him down about it for the first few times, creating excuses to not go, until you got tired of him asking and finally begrudgingly agreed.
Watching him practice made you realize one thing about him: Reiner loved to play dirty.
Of course since you were merely a new bystander of the sport, it might've been one of the core strategies of how to win in hockey. Yet the more you observed, the more you noticed how he treated everyone on the ice, friend or foe. He told you before that centers did a lot for their team and were known to be more on the offense, even when defending. You thought the role was perfect for him, considering how he started this whole "friendship" thing with you. However, the way he treated you was nothing compared to how he treated the sport.
It was like watching an illegal cage fight from the way he quickly sped towards the puck, viciously slamming into others to make way. A frightening sight indeed, maybe even more for the ones on the ice as they were the ones he barreled his shoulders into their chests and sides. You can't remember how many times you flinched watching an unfortunate player get rammed into the plastic barrier by Reiner, the heavy sound echoing throughout the stadium. Everyone on the opposing team was merely his punching bag and though they can get a few hits in, you could tell that they couldn't handle the constant confrontations. He didn't care that they were still his teammates and that this was merely a practice game. To lose is to lose and for an alpha, that could never be an option.
You never told him this, but you never liked the look in his eyes that he gets whenever he played, the darks of his pupils blowing out the once-warm hazel color with a carnal and exhilarated intensity within them.
Regardless of his violent attitude, Reiner genuinely worked well with his team, whomever was on his side at least. He especially got along with whoever jersey number 60 is â the only hint being that his last name is Hoover â and who was noticeably taller than anyone else on the team. The two were extremely compatible, making the smoothest passes that whenever you blinked, it would seem that the other had the puck in the first place.
The strangest part of it all was that he'd make you wear his jersey afterwards, that's also somewhat the reason why you stopped coming over to his practices besides the extreme harshness of the sport. It was way too intimate for him to be sharing a highly scented object to a friend but you've tried refusing, saying that you hated the stink and it was still wet with sweat. Reiner never really cared about what you said about it and pulled it over your head, the fabric hanging loosely mid-thigh. You hated how calm it made you feel and how every time he asked for it back, you'd hesitate.
Even if he did like you, you don't know why he was being overly friendly. Was it because you were an omega that he had to be nice to you? You tried not to think about it like that since you were slowly getting used to his presence, as if he became a part of your routine.
He never pushed anything sexual onto you either like you originally thought he was going to. Sure, he'd make a weird comment or joke here or there but it never really made you uncomfortable or escalated into something else. Your feelings towards him simmered down to a level of neutrality, not quite at peace from what he did but not as angry as before. Did he feel bad for his actions? He never really said an actual apology to you, but is that really why you still find him aggravating to be around with?
"You're such a study bug, don't you know how to have a little fun?" Reiner skimmed his fingers against the already-read pages, your bodies squished side-by-side, one of his arms wrapped loosely around your waist as the two of you read your textbook together. You don't know why or when but you started to not mind the physical contact with him anymore; you chalked it up to it being the winter months and you were cold as hell, he was basically the closest thing to a portable heater. Your physician upped the dosage of your meds as well and there was a noticeable difference, but it didn't seem to deter the thoughts you were having about Reiner. They probably wouldâve faded away if not for his constant presence.
"I don't have time for fun, unlike you with your full-ride and sports." You muttered as you flipped the page, eyes skimming over the new paragraphs. He groaned and rested his head on top of yours, taking in a deep breath. Youâve noticed that he was more touchier with you compared to his other friends that you once watched from afar before, but youâve gotten used to it for the past few months.
He was silent for a few pages until you could feel his fingers trail up against your scent gland, your body immediately freezing up. He shouldnât be touching you there, a shiver going up your spine as you felt his fingertips rub light circles around it. You couldnât stop him, not when your brain was currently being scrambled with the feeling.
"Your smell is still not there." He off-handily murmured, finally removing his hand from your neck and letting you collect your thoughts again.
You swallowed thickly, trying to clear your throat. "I think you forget that I take heavy suppressants."
"Why do you? Do you really not want to fuck anyone any time soon?" You cringed at his wording, meeting his eyes.
"Well yeah, pretty much. I want to focus on school, not constantly wonder if I'm going to suddenly go into heat around an alpha. And it's a guaranteed protection, I don't want to get accidentally marked this early in my life." You could feel his hand squeeze and knead at the meat of your hip, knowing that he was in thought.
"I don't know if our class remembers what sub-gender I am but you certainly do, you were literally in trance when you met me," You pointed out, feeling your skin prickle warm as you thought back on the memory. "And it was my mistake, I didn't mean to get off of them and do that to you. I'm pretty much protecting myself and others from doing something... irrational."
What he didn't know is that having no heat at all for months at a time had made you indescribably horny, but you've been managing it so well that you really didn't need any outside assistance at all. Him being the only alpha that hangs around you on a day-to-day basis and consistently touching you has not made the thoughts any better than they were before, but you forced those damn heinous ideas in the back of your mind every time. Bothersome they were and you tried to not let it get to you as much as possible.
Reiner nodded slowly, closing his eyes. "Well if you do get into a heat, I'm available for use."
You gasped, quickly jabbing your elbow into his side, causing him to flinch from the feeling and laugh almost aloud in the quiet library. "God, don't say that here!"
"It's true! There's a line-up of omegas that need help through their heats, I'm not the only one that's getting something out of it. They need a knot and I give it to them." You don't know why but hearing him admit that made you almost freeze and feel your stomach drop. Every time you're reminded of his reputation, something in you twists in an unpleasant way. It's strange. You have no reason to feel this way when you don't even like him in any romantic sense.
"I'd rather not hear about your many conquests, thank you very much." His eyes connected to yours and you tried not to pull away, trying not to feign anything that would give you up.
"Don't tell me... You're jealous, aren't you?" He teased as his grin grew wider and you scoffed, closing the textbook almost a little too hard.
"Please, as if! I'm not the one here insinuating into starting something." You huffed and tried to disconnect your body from his to put the book away but he didn't let you, his arm holding you around the crook of your back firmly.
"I never mark them, if that makes you feel better. No matter how much they beg me to, I don't. I'm pretty good at controlling myself."
You paused, the heavy stone in your stomach still dragging you down. He sounded honest about it and any omega that he marked would've bragged about it for years to come. Hell, you wouldn't even be as close as you were with him right now if that was the case. Yet, the admission didn't make you feel any better and you'd rather not praise him for something so bare minimum.
"...I really, really don't care Reiner. You can fuck anyone you want silly and it's none of my business. I'm not your mate and you're not mine." His eyes softened, looking at you so fondly that you almost wanted to take back every word you had just said.
"We could be."
Time stopped. The way he said it so nonchalantly made you feel absolutely breathless, like you were punched so deeply in the gut. You so desperately wanted to kiss him in that moment â say fuck it, why not be his mate for the rest of your lives â but that was nothing but the godforsaken omega in you talking. This wasn't some cheesy romcom movie, this was real life. Why in the world would he think there was a possibility that heâd be your mate? The two of you barely knew each other besides the light-hearted chats youâve had together, he only liked your presence because like every other omega, you were easy.
No matter how long you stayed up at night thinking about him or how much you desired pressing your body against his at all times, you would not sacrifice your future for him. You were trying to be more than just your sub-gender and more than solely becoming an alphaâs eventual trophy wife. Being with him would only complicate things. There was nothing he could do or say would change your perspective.
As you stood up with your stuff, you told him as firmly as you were able to make it without your voice wavering.
"No, we couldn't."
It felt like it was you trying to convince yourself otherwise.
Youâd do anything to not be the one watching his heart break right in front of your eyes, his mood changing almost immediately. He tried to look away from you but you saw the deep disappointment reflecting in his irises. The softness they once held hardened up once he realized what he was feeling, trying hard to swallow back the pain. The change of his smell washed over you in waves, a cold melancholy hitting the back of your throat while a burning anger bit at the pit of your stomach at the same time. It wasn't like him to be so distraught with a simple rejection, maybe you were the first one that didn't immediately fall for his charms.
Maybe, just maybe... it should've been you that had gotten rejected instead. Perhaps it would've made you feel less awful about it.
"Yeah, sorry. I⊠I donât even know why I said that. Why would I even choose yoâ No. Wait. Fuck, Iâ" Reiner cleared his throat quickly and stood up himself, ready to get out of the situation he put himself in. He was backpedaling, you knew he was, but it didnât make you or him feel any better about the situation. He really was not used to rejection, huh?
"Let's... let's forget all that. Thereâs a party going on in Delta Kappa Theta tonight. If you want to come, come. I donât want you to keep preventing yourself from having fun." The way he still cared about you first made you feel like you were the complete piece of shit here. No matter what though, you didnât owe him a relationship or situationship or whatever you two have.
You partially nodded anyways, a squeak of an âokayâ barely escaping you as you watched him walk away. Every step that he took made you feel even less sure about what you just did, but it was for the best⊠right?
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It was the first frat party youâve ever been to and as you approached the house, you knew that it was going to be way out of your comfort zone. You wanted to go back to your safe and warm dorm, make up an excuse to go to bed early, but Reiner was right, you shouldn't be cooping yourself up for so long without any other interaction besides him. You slowly took in a deep breath, tugging at the seams of your jacket before entering the house, music blaring in your ears and bright lights hitting your eyes as soon as you opened the door.
Find Reiner, find him. Your omega begged you as you shuffled through drunk and dancing bodies, but you ignored it. Would he even want to see you after you rejected him?
Someone tapped you on the shoulder and you turned towards the person, eyes wide with shock.
"Sorry! Didn't mean to scare you," Another alpha, his clean rain-like scent faint from the amount of alcohol in the air. He was extremely tall but folded his body within himself while holding a red solo cup, and his black hair was in desperate need of a new haircut, nearly covering the tops of his eyes. The man didn't seem to present himself like an alpha, his demeanor certainly different to the ones you've met and seen before. "You smelled like my friend and the lights are way too bright so I thought you were him, so sorry again."
He looked vaguely familiar but it seemed that he recognized you first, his mouth suddenly agape. "Wait. Aren't you the girl that Reiner keeps talking about? Uh... sorry. What was your name again?"
"Y/N, nice to meet you. Reiner... mentioned me?"
He kindly smiled and nodded, holding out his hand for you to shake. "Bertolt and you have no idea. You're basically all he wants to talk about recently."
It felt like your heart skipped a beat, butterflies fluttering around in your stomach. You really had that much of an effect on him? You felt partially proud that you, a complete nobody, managed to get him head over heels for you. The other part felt horrible, you didn't mean to lead him on like that to the point where he started bringing you up to his friends. It seemed that Bertolt realized what he said was causing you to get upset, pulling you towards the kitchen.
He quickly scooped up some liquid from a punchbowl and poured it into a new cup, handing it over to you. "Here. A drink might make you feel better."
You weren't new to drinking, only having it a few times casually here and there so you took a quick sip, a smooth burn going down your throat. You coughed lightly and shook your head, hearing him chuckle. He leaned against the countertop beside you, swirling around the cup in his hand.
"Bertolt?" You hated how small you sounded, trailing your fingertips against the ridges of the plastic cup.
"Hm?" He started to take another sip out of his drink, raising it up above his head.
"I don't know if he told you this already but I rejected him this afternoon." The sound of him choking and hacking followed suit immediately after you confessed, a spew of apologies running out of your mouth as you patted his back to get it all out. He definitely didn't tell him yet.
Once he managed to finally stop clearing his throat, he wiped his mouth and turned towards you, eyes wide. "Why did you?"
You bit the inside of your cheek and took another quick sip. "I told him that I wasn't looking for a romantic relationship or sex, all I want to do is focus on is passing my classes and graduating. That's the complete and honest truth."
His friend stayed quiet for a bit until he nodded once, as if he understood your reasoning.
"That's fair, you should be able to pursue what you want to do for your life instead of tending to his needs. It's hard out there for omegas and it's great that you're doing more for yourself. I know Reiner really does actually like you, but you don't have to pursue anything with him if you don't want to. You control what you get to do."
You felt flushed from both the alcohol and his words, you've never met an alpha that shared such a considerably controversial opinion before. You quietly thanked him, watching him tilt his head up towards the ceiling, sighing softly.
"Reiner... I've known Reiner since middle school and fuck, he has his moments where he tends to be a shitty guy, even long before he presented as an alpha. He's stubborn as hell and rarely listens to us and he's occasionally a great guy to be teamed up with, but inside, I know he's just trying to figure himself out."
"What do you mean?" He flinched, beginning to sweat bullets as he nervously fidgeted next to you.
"A-ah, sorry. I don't know if I should be telling you this since you're also his friend but," His pale eyes darted side-to-side, as if he was making sure that no one was listening. "Every omega he's been with, he calls all of them 'practice' for his fated mate. Everyone knows that having a fated mate is super, super rare but since he met you, well..."
He nervously tugged at the hem of his shirt but you immediately knew what he was saying.
"No." You awkwardly started laughing, shaking your head quickly. The house immediately felt even more stuffy and overbearing, a nauseating feeling overcoming you all of a sudden. Omegas being used as practice? Were you just another practice target if the relationship didn't work out?
"N-no, he doesn't seriously think that I'm his fated mate?"
Bertolt sharply inhaled through his teeth, eyes locked to the ground. "Reiner was always hopeful he'd find his second half and you've been the only omega he speaks so positively and constantly about. He mentioned the day you guys met, how your pheromones enticed him so much that he nearly kissed you and he wanted nothing more but to have you as his mate after that. Ugh, sorry. Even saying it out loud makes me feel gross."
You felt sick, numb. Were you even friends from the start or was all of his actions just some kind of courting method? You could barely hear yourself tell Bertolt that you had to go, fumbling a goodbye and an apology to him before pushing yourself into the crowd. The sea of people felt like it was getting more impossible to navigate the more you moved in it, a tight feeling building in your chest from being overwhelmed by every little smell and sound all around you.
Get out.
Get out.
GET OUT.
When you finally managed to push through and find the front door, your blood ran cold immediately. Like a deer frozen in front of oncoming headlights, you couldn't believe what you were staring at. Every part of your body screamed in complete anguish and devastation but you couldn't move. You had no right to, but you couldn't stop your tears from rapidly falling down your cheeks.
Reiner Braun, sitting down on the couch with some stranger on his lap, tracing his hands down their back, and pulling them closer to his body.
Reiner Braun, kissing down their neck, the peaks of his canines just barely scraping against their scent gland.
Reiner Braun, basically publicly grinding himself against this willing participant of his.
His eyes opened half-lidded and in some cruel form of fate, locked onto yours. Out of everyone in the room, he managed to find yours. He pulled away from the omega, a strand of drool still connecting between them. His hand still rested comfortably on the curve of their back, his mouth uttering only one name with wide eyes.
"Y/N...?"
All you could think as you finally snapped out of it â running out of the fraternity until your lungs felt like they were being ripped to shreds â was how bad you felt for that omega. How they were only going to be reduced into something so demeaning, a dummy-run to find his perfect mate. They didn't deserve that, being wide-eyed and hopeful that because he decided to choose them for his lustful pursuits, they're finally worthy of being a candidate of his.
You sobbed aloud as you washed and scrubbed your body red once you reached your dorm, trying to erase every scent and touch he made for the past couple of months. He was nothing more but absolute filth and you fell for it like a fool, a stupid brainless omega. You thought you were better than that but no, you were just like the rest of them. Even if you were his so-called fated mate, why did he continue to seek out others? Wouldn't he have tried to abstain? Sure, you shouldn't have expected that much out of him considering that you didn't even accept his confession but for some reason, it still hurt.
Fuck Reiner Braun. You should've never forgotten that in the first place.
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Now you were here, leaving the messy history of the second year behind and now moving onto your third. Always look to the future, as they say. You took a lot of preventatives in avoiding seeing Reiner, the plan nearly as extensive as your studying.
You blocked his number once he started to keep calling over and over again ever since the party, blocking the new ones that came every so often and changing your number once you couldn't take it anymore. There was no reason for you to hear his explanation, it's his business on who he decides to fuck and you shouldn't be mad about it anymore. Part of you was afraid that if you hear him explain himself, you'd run right back to him just like every other omega he had a finger wrapped around.
You stopped frequenting areas you used to hang around in, which was unfortunate since some of those places were your favorites. You moved dorms, avoided places he frequented, and made sure he wasn't in any of your classes. Your majors were luckily too different to be in the same buildings or rooms, and with the help of Bertolt, you were always one step ahead of him.
He was the one that approached you first in one of your classes together at the start of the new semester and taught you the ways in how to avoid meeting up with him. You didn't know why his best friend wanted to help you and once asked him, getting the answer that Reiner hasn't been himself recently and he was afraid that he might do something rash if he managed to find you.
"You have so much ahead of you, Iâd hate to see Reiner make you throw it away."
Bertolt made sure that he wasn't seen with you whenever the two of you hung out, and when he was with him, he made sure to steer clear of your direction with a simple text. He had to bathe immediately after just in case your scent got on him, which should be nonexistent but he was afraid that if there was just the vaguest trace on him, Reiner would hound him about it. He basically became your bodyguard whenever it was possible for him to do so, and you didn't even ask. You've never felt so grateful meeting someone like him before.
He also brought up that Reiner's been playing more rougher than usual, and snapping at others even when they're on his side of the team exercises. Even the coach was too afraid to say anything about his behavior, relying on him and a few others that were friends with him to talk to him about it.
"It sounds like he's in a pre-rut." You mentioned, handing over the pickles from your sandwich over to him. He took them with an open palm and threw them into his mouth like chips.
"I hope not, his scent smells the same so far but he rarely gets into ruts for me to really know what he smells like. Plus, he never knows how to handle them well."
"Reiner doesn't choose any of the omegas he messes around with for his ruts?" Bertolt shook his head, swallowing.
"Not at all. It's weird, he may mess around with them during their heats but he never, ever lets them in when he's going through a rut. Think it has something to do with the fated mate mentality he has, but sometimes we don't even know he was ever in one until they're over, he basically disappears for a week or so."
Itâs funny in a weird way. The two of you were hiding each other from behind Reinerâs back as if the two of you were dating. Even though the two of you became close, your relationship with him was nothing romantic. Some kind of bro-code would've been broken between Reiner and Bertolt if you started dating him, and you'd be eating your own words from what you've said to Reiner. Then again, you never wanted to date him and tolerated his looming, clingy presence on most days.
Bertolt told you that he liked someone but was too afraid to make any move. She was another alpha and one of his friends, so the pairing itself had its controversies. He kept saying that his confession might ruin what they had for years and he was satisfied being in her shadow. It was sad to hear him put himself in second place for her happiness. So you tried doing a little nudge for him to go for it â 'the worst she can say is no' kind of talk â because it was better for him to say something than nothing at all and still quietly pine for her. Bertolt got too excited and rushed in with the confession after one of his practices without your knowledge, a messy bouquet of roses tightly gripped in his hand.
There was a few word texts that he sent to you after the whole ordeal:
Didn't get accepted.
Heartbroken.
Bar.
You found him standing in front of your dormitory building waiting for you, awkward looks of both omegas and betas glancing at him. As you approached him, he took a few steps towards you and almost collapsed in your arms as you held them outstretched. His tears and snot quickly dampened your jacket, his body wracking out heaves of anguish. There wasn't an alpha in the world that you've seen so vulnerable before, his fists gripping your clothes tightly as he shook in sadness.
He started telling you what had happened once he somewhat composed himself, his voice weak and crackly as the two of you walked to his chosen bar. Unfortunately, she turned him down and told him that she was actually interested in some beta from Paradis Tech named Armin. You could only imagine the bouquet dropping to the floor in dramatic fashion, tears welling up in poor Bertolt's eyes. She apologized and somewhat comforted him by saying that his confession won't change anything between their friendship. That was good, at least on her side.
You started consoling him, rubbing his back in circles as he drunkenly wept on the polished wood after downing one too many tequila shots. The speed in which he drank each one was shocking to say the least, you don't think his glass touched the table since he picked it up.
"We've known each 'ther shince we were kitss." He hiccupped, head resting in-between his arms as he tearfully stared in the distance and dangled the shot cup in his fingers.
"If I shaid sumnthin 'ears ago, would she hab 'ccepted me â or or or â shill reject me because of awer shub-genda?" You pitifully stared at his crumpled form, not knowing what to really say to make him feel better about the situation. The bartender then took his glass from Bertolt and told you to take the poor guy home, shaking his head slowly as he quietly whined about getting cut off.
"C'mon big guy, let's get you back."
The walk was quiet besides the occasional sniffle and you could tell he was trying not to fall on top of you, his feet slowly dragging on the concrete. As the designated sober friend, you were carefully observing him, a hand firmly holding the sleeve of his sweatshirt. He stopped suddenly, the sounds of his sneakers squeaking.
"Y/N."
"Hm?"
You turned your attention towards him, tilting your head to the side.
"If I wazzn'tin love wif Annie, I'd be sooooo in love 'ithâ"
Bertolt then jolted to the side of an alleyway before he could finish what he was saying and started throwing up. It prompted you to quickly go by his side and hold him up, patting hard on his back to get it all out. You knew what he was going to say and you hated it. He's drunk and sad, nothing that came out of him was going to be honest.
"Don't say that Bertolt." You mumbled, lifting him back up once he finished and slinging his arm over your shoulders.
"I'm not going to be a replacement for you."
He reached over with his other hand, skin cold around the nape of your neck as he pulled your face towards his. You could smell the alcohol lingering in his breath, face cringing when you saw a bit of spittle still hanging off of his lips. He started saying something even more incoherent, his eyes beginning to close in hints of slumber.
"No, no, no. I... I swer'lve ewtoo."
You laughed softly as you shook your head in amusement, pulling him forwards. He really won't remember this at all. Bertolt finally fell silent, the occasional drunken groans slipping through if you tugged him too roughly.
Maybe in another world, if you had met Bertolt before Reiner...
You made the decision to take him to your dorm. The dormitory building was way closer than the frat house he lived in, and you'd rather not lug around his heavy body another ten blocks to get there. Never in your life you had thought you'd be sneaking in a giant of an alpha into the shared beta-omega dorms, but you wouldn't be the first to do so. It's a good thing his scent was currently dulled with alcohol or you'd be in more trouble trying to hide him. Quickly unlocking your door and taking him over to your loveseat, you watched as his body slowly relaxed into the cushions.
He was simply way too tall for the seating, his legs dangled off of the side of the couch as you adjusted him to a positioning that would prevent any risk of asphyxiation if he started throwing up again. You highly doubted that he had anything left in him, but it was good to be on the safe side. You lightly pinched his cheek, getting a change of clothes and headed towards the bathroom.
You checked on him once more before going to bed, a light snore coming out of him. Seems like he's all tuckered out and okay for now, the hangover is definitely not going to be pretty in the morning. You settled yourself into your sheets and turned the lights off, soon falling asleep.
The sound of your alarm on your phone blared in your ears, arms trying to pull out from underneath the blanket to turn it off but you didn't move an inch. Groggily opening your eyes, you saw an arm wrapped around your body, your mind not registering what was going on until you heard the soft sounds of breathing on top of your head. You turned your head slowly to the couch, the connection finally being put together when you saw his body wasn't lying there.
He started to rouse from his sleep when the alarm kept sounding off, an annoyed hiss slipping through his lip as his head lifted up from yours, reaching over himself to shut it off.
"Good morning big guy." You whispered as he settled back next to you, lightly squeezing you closer to him as if you were his pillow.
Bertolt grumbled quietly. "What time is it?"
"According to my alarm, maybe 8:05 in the morning." You tried to get up to get him water and something for his headache, but he didn't budge an inch. The two of you laid with each other, basking in the morning warmth quietly.
"Sorry for getting in bed with you, I tried finding a blanket but didn't want to wake you up."
"It's fine," You hummed quietly, turning your body towards him. "You okay though?"
He opened his mouth but closed it, falling silent as he slowly began to think. He turned on his back, staring at the white ceiling.
"Not really. Everything still hurts and I'm tempted to cry even more but... I don't know. Some part of me feels... relieved? If I never told her, I'd still be stuck in a loop worrying whether I'd ruin something between us and keep having this twist in my stomach whenever I see her with someone else. I'm glad that she found someone that she's happy with but..."
Bertolt put his forearm over his eyes, letting out a soft laugh.
"But why do I still want her?" His voice cracked, a tremble following the end of his words and once more, you wrapped your arms around his torso. You could smell his sadness, a heavy and misty petrichor filling the room in waves.
"Sometimes there's things that we desperately want to have but can't have. Irrational as it is, it's in our nature." You mumbled, your hands balling up in his sweatshirt.
"Like you with Reiner?" Your blood ran cold as he said that but you merely pushed your face into his body.
"I don't know."
In the end, Reiner managed to find you and ask you to his game. You texted Bertolt, asking how was he able to get your location after being almost MIA for months. Apparently when you and him finally snuck him out of the dormitory, it completely slipped his mind that he had to wash off like usual. When he entered the frat house, Reiner greeted him but stopped midway, quickly approaching him and grabbing his shirt collar roughly.
He demanded me to tell him where you were. I'm so sorry Y/N, I couldn't stop him and our team needs the both of us playing.
You stared at the text, almost throwing your phone in frustration. You should've said no, had firmly stood behind your decision. Yet, the second his pheromones reached your nostrils, you couldn't stop yourself from agreeing, even if you were trying to look angry at him. You've noticed it had gotten stronger than before, was it because you haven't seen him in a while? You couldn't even be mad at Bertolt, you'd be terrified out of your mind too if an alpha was demanding an answer from you like that.
It's only for a few hours, you thought as you took in a slow breath. After that, he'll finally leave you alone.
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Reiner picked you up earlier than usual. It was about 5:10 when you heard a knock at your door, causing you put down the lip gloss before you even could apply it. Shuffling over and peeking through the peephole, you saw him standing there in a suit and tie. He cleaned himself up, the stubble he once had when he found you was completely shaven away and his blond hair was slight slicked back with gel.
"You're early." You muttered as you opened the door, keeping it barely ajar. He's not even supposed to step foot in the dorm, nervousness crawling up your spine. His pheromones hit you like a train, practically everyone that was walking down the dorm hallway could smell him, heads turning in your room's direction.
"I wanted to see you." He grinned, pushing the door open even more â nearly knocking you over â and handing you a bouquet of morning glories, camellias, and forget-me-nots. As you were staring at the mostly red flowers, almost a complete eyesore with the addition of the light blue petals that peered out from within, he waltzed in your safe haven without your permission.
"Hey! Reiner, you can't justâ!"
You groaned as you exasperatedly followed after him, placing the bouquet down on your desk. His form was absolutely massive compared to the entire room, his head constantly turning towards the different decor that you hung up on the walls.
"I've never seen your dorm on the inside before, it's cute. It's... you." He softly mumbled, your face turning warm. You grabbed his sleeve, trying to tug him out of your space so you can get ready, but he stopped in the middle of the room, his attention honed in towards the messed sheets of your bed.
"Reiner," You started, your eyes following to where he was looking at. Your heart nearly stopped in your chest when you smelled a burning anger occupy the space â a smoldering, cindering scent â nearly making you cover your nose from how horrible it was. You gulped, hand slipping out and down to your side in a fist. "Reiner, w-we... we didn't do anything."
He just stood there silently, still focused on your bed. He has every right to be angry, you were literally snuggling with his best friend this morning, but you didn't belong to him. Scummy as it was, you made your bed and laid on it, there was nothing he could change about it.
"I-I'm just going to get ready." You whispered, turning around to go back into the bathroom. Big mistake.
Large hands grabbed your wrist, dragging you around in a speed that you couldn't comprehend. You almost screamed as he threw you on the bed, Reiner following after you and trapping you beneath him, his leg in-between yours. Fear was pouring out of you in waves but he couldn't smell it, no one could.
It took him little time and effort for him to press his lips against yours, your eyes wide as you soon realized what he was doing. You tried moving your mouth away, a scared and little no slipping out but he caught you again, his hand gripping your chin and forcing your head to stay in place. You tried pulling at his suit, squirming and kicking your legs, anything to get this monster off of you, but he didn't budge, seemingly finding enjoyment in your weak attempts as he pressed himself deeper against your lips.
His knee nudged at your cunt, a muffled, surprised gasp coming out of you, letting him enter your mouth even more. A shiver ran up your spine as you felt his tongue run against yours, the wet muscle violating wherever he went in a meticulous fashion. You could barely breathe, the smell of him and the aftershave he had on was so intense that you could feel the tug of your omega side slipping through the cracks of your mind; not even your medication was able to stop you from feeling this way.
Reiner finally pulled away, a mix of each other's saliva connecting the two of you. Strands of his gelled back hair fell over his forehead, your once-brushed out hair tousled into a mess. Both of your breaths were uneven and heavy, his eyes low and dazed as he stared down at you. Tears were running down your face, ruining what you've already put on, your eyebrows scrunched together in absolute horror as you shared the same stare with him. He sniffed the air once, again and again as he neared your neck.
"Stop, stop, stop." You cried out as you pushed against his stubborn head, fearing that he would bite down on your scent gland.
He didn't make any move, only sniffing at you like a curious dog. He then pressed his lips against it, causing you to abruptly stiffen in horrid expectation.
There was no pain as he pulled away from you, your hand immediately shooting to your neck to feel for any welts or marks. Nothing. A simple kiss was all he did on it, and you couldn't help but feel appreciative that he didn't mark you.
"Don't you dare see Bertolt ever again, you understand?" He hissed into your ear, the threat echoing hollowly in your head. No way in hell were you going to listen to him, but the omega in you nodded slowly, his heavy body finally lifting off of you. You tried to ignore the imprint straining against his lower half, your eyes staring up at him in complete shock.
"Go get yourself ready."
Shakily getting up on your feet, you beelined towards the bathroom without a single word, nearly collapsing on the floor once you turned the lock. As you looked at your face in the mirror, dripping dark drops of mascara and eyeliner stained the apples of your cheeks. The lipstick that was once there, was now rubbed away, leaving nothing but your bare lips. Your hand trembled as you reached over for a makeup wipe, a quiver of a sigh coming out of you.
You wanted to throw up, get every bit of spit and slobber of his out of your system, but you couldnât. Heâd hear you.
Reiner brought one of his jersey's for you to wear once you came out of the bathroom with fresh casual makeup back on, and you could tell that the article was completely drenched in his scent. You sniffed at it gingerly as you held it in your hands, cringing away from the sweet vanilla smell.
"What? It's clean, I promise."
"Liar." You mumbled under your breath but pulled it over the shirt you wore, the fabric loose against your body. He took a quick minute to admire you in his clothing, placing his hand on your cheek and stroking the skin with his thumb. You could still see the red stain of your lipstick smeared on his lips, trying to fight back tears and a sneer.
"You look so fuckable right now," You bit the inside of your cheek as you watched the tip of his tongue licked across his bottom lip, the darks of his pupils reflecting an unhinged licentiousness that horrified you within every atom in your body. "Maybe tonight, when I win, I'll be getting another trophy."
"Don't forget our deal asshole," You finally spat out, ripping his hand off of your face in disgust. "I'm only going to your stupid game because of the promise you made this morning."
Reiner simply stared down at you, your nerves scrambling even worse than before. He finally scoffed, crossing his arms. "Right. Our deal."
You hated the fact that he basically was acting like he didn't just forcefully kiss you, your nails digging into the palm of your hand. "Can we go now?"
He checked his phone, huffing slightly. "Yeah. Don't worry, we're not that far to the stadium. Just a few traffic lights and we'll be there."
You felt all the color drain from your face. You thought it was close by in walking terms but now you had to be in a small space where it now completely smells like him? Might as well hold your breath the entire ride.
The short drive was quiet, some random old rock station was lowly playing on the radio, but the two of you didn't speak to each other. What would even be exchanged anymore? You didn't want to be associated with him so long as you walked on this planet. Reiner's fingers thrummed on the wheel, red spilling into the car and staining every surface within. He turned towards you as if he wanted to say something and you stared back, a chill running down your spine. No words were said, but you felt every little thing from his smell.
Ravenous, a voracious appetite for the predator in disguise. Right in front of him, a five-course meal just ripe for the picking. All he's doing now was waiting for you to back into an inescapable cliff, the perfect moment to finally strike.
"...You have to go." You whispered and he finally broke eye contact, staring at the traffic light above and accelerating.
"Yeah, right."
The silence once presumed until the two of you approached the stadium, him mentioning that he got you a seat near the rink so you could see the action up close. To be honest, you could care less about the game and who would win overall. Reiner handed you the ticket between his index and middle finger, but when you reached over to grab it, he took it back.
"Need a good luck kiss from you first. If this is the last time I'll get to see you, I want to make it last."
You didn't want to rile him up before he played or make him force his hand upon you in the car, so you planted a quick kiss on his cheek before grabbing the ticket from his hand simultaneously. "Okay. Done. Good luck or whatever."
You scrambled out of his car, making your way to the inside as soon as possible. The arena was louder than you thought once you stepped foot, the joyous chatter and screams echoing throughout the hallways. LED screens hanging from the ceiling flashed the words Marley Warriors vs Paradis Titans, showing the line-ups of each team member.
Reiner came first in the centers, his pose prideful and boasting with stats to match. The other three names that you noticed were Porco Galliard, Colt Grice, and Eren Kruger. You eventually saw Bertolt come up as one of the right wingers but no sign of his usual reserved side showed in his photo, he looked focused and tough more than anything else. One of the goalies was an older looking individual by the name of Zeke Jaeger, confident but not too boasting. Clips of their past games showed afterwards, showing their amazing teamwork and impressive previous goals, then moving on to the other team.
The main centers for the Paradis Titans were composed of four men; Eren Jaeger, Jean Kirschtein, Levi Ackerman, and Miche Zacharius. Was the Eren guy related to the other Jaeger on your university's team? They definitely didn't look alike in your opinion but it could simply be because of a crazy Punnett square. Some wingers and defensemen that you sorta paid attention to were Armin Arlelt, Hange Zoë, Floch Forster, and Connie Springer. The goalie on their team was a massive blond man named Erwin Smith, his photo exuding a powerful stance, maybe even more than your uni's goalie. You felt like Reiner's team might have some trouble facing them, their defense and attack seems pretty threatening.
You finally took a glance at your ticket, walking around trying to find the stairway for your seating. The smells of popcorn, melted cheese, and hotdogs filled your nose, but you didn't feel hungry at all, still sick to your stomach from what had happened earlier. Eventually you finally found where you were supposed to go, and if you thought it was loud in the other shell of the arena, finally stepping in the seating area and the rink was absolutely ear-breaking.
Sirens, music, screaming, loud announcers. Almost every unbearable sound was contained in the structure, you should've bought earplugs prior to this. Not to mention, every scent of maybe hundred alphas and omegas intertwined made you feel even more overwhelmed, a headache beginning to form.
It's only for a few hours, a few hours and you'll never see this place or him ever again.
Your seat was nearby Reiner's team, nearly in-between the other team as well, the other teammates chattering with each other. You've sorta recognized them, occasionally seen around campus and such. Heads and eyes of strangers from school nearby were somewhat turning towards you, even the team started to notice you walking up behind them. Your face burned up at the realization once you sat down. Shit. You had completely forgotten that you were wearing Reiner's heavily scented jersey, you might as well be showing off the mating mark that he could've made a few hours ago.
"Yo Braun's omega is here!" One of the team members called out and you almost hid your head in your hands in embarrassment. Oh God, don't say that.
"Y/N, you made it?" The most recognizable voice cleared your thoughts immediately, head perking back up with a wide smile.
"Bertolt!" You wanted to hug him but he recoiled back as if you were a stranger, his nose scrunching. Your face fell immediately, his gaze sinking down in shame when he noticed your crestfallen expression.
"Sorry, it's not you. It's... y'know. That." He nudged the bottom of the jersey with the end of his stick, a frown forming on your face.
"I know. He made me wear it." You frustratingly tugged at the fabric with one hand and he chuckled, ruffling the top of your head. You'd burn it on the spot if you could.
"I didn't make you wear anything babe, you've always liked wearing my clothes." The sound of his voice made you freeze in place, eyes wide as your head turned in the direction of where he was walking in. Bertolt followed suit, his hand retracting away from you as if you were suddenly a hot stove.
"I don't think I could follow up your end of our deal if you're not respecting my demands, omega." No. That was never part of the agreement. You just gave the okay so he'd get off your back about it. He genuinely couldn't be serious about not seeing Bertolt anymore, right?
"Don't be an asshole Reiner. She's not just an omega."
The blond scowled at his friend, shoving his helmet roughly against his chest. He pushed it off of him, staring the other down in a sneer. You've never seen Bertolt like this before, the usual rain smell he had was turning stormy and bitterly furious.
"Oh, I'm the asshole? I wasn't the one hiding my fucking mate from me for months and sleeping in her bed. Not to mention, what happened to Annie or did you get tired of another alpha that's better than you?" You internally winced for him, that was such a low blow. Bertolt looked stunned for a second, glancing over at you for a quick second, but he pushed his shoulder back roughly in return.
"Don't bring Annie into this Reiner, this is about my friend. Did you really think she'd let you â of all people in this school â mark her when you act like a conceited asshole? She's not your fated mate. You've proven that over and over again that she's going to be like the rest, you knotheaded fuck."
You gasped at the sudden insult, a vein nearly popping out of Reiner's forehead but he didn't say anything more, pushing past Bertolt and shouldering him roughly with a scowl. You didn't mean for them to start an argument with one another, the game hadn't even started and tensions were already high. The Paradis Titans team weren't hiding their amused stares, the Eren Jaeger guy whispering to the short haired, bowl-cut blond next to him; Armin, you think. The murmurs of strangers behind you made you feel sick, hearing the word knottease being tossed around, the horrid word directed towards you.
You started to apologize profusely once Bertolt turned towards you, but he simply held out a hand, patting your shoulder as you stopped.
"Don't be. Someone needed to say it to him, maybe this fight would finally clear his head."
"But the game Bertolt, Iâ" You started but he interrupted you once more.
"I don't give a shit about the game if you're the one being hurt. You matter more than hitting a puck around, okay?" If you weren't wearing Reiner's jersey, you'd hug him right now. He smiled and put his helmet on, leaning close to you to whisper something in your ear.
"By the way, don't listen to the jerks behind you. You're nothing like that, you're going to be something great." He backed away once the horn started, walking over to the entrance to the ice rink to join his team. Good luck, you wanted to say because if anything, he'll need it when he gets into the arena with a monster in tow.
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If you thought Reiner was bad in practice, his violent playstyle was nothing compared to when he's in an actual game. How on Earth this sport was approved to play for anyone, you had no idea. All you could hear was men yelling at each other and slamming each other to snatch the slippery little puck, fans behind you hollering just as loudly.
Both Reiner and Bertolt had seemed to forgive each other on the court, winning being the only thing on their minds. Just like in practice, they didn't have to say anything to get the point across, making passes and attempted shots whenever they had the slightest of openings. The two Galliards seemed to be more communicative with one another, defending the goalie whenever they could with short barks of commands. They were good but Eren Jaeger seemed to be the rookie ace of the Titans, managing to push through and score in the most impossible scenarios.
You could tell he was aggravating them, putting them in a corner while constantly taunting them with a one-liner or a smug smile as he scored. An angry alpha was something not to mess with and putting a whole group of them against other alphas who were mocking them for their failures? It's obviously an immediate recipe for disaster.
Intermission came around, the score against the Warriors by two. As the teams were talking to one another to plan out their next attack, you watched the Zambonis slowly smooth out the ice again. You paid no attention to them and their chatter, you wouldn't have made sense of it anyways.
"Hey," You looked around for the source of the voice and finally down, seeing bright turquoise-blue and a mess of brown hair standing below you. He smelled sharply fresh, like the first bite to a mint leaf and drinking cold water afterwards. It wasn't necessarily bad like most in the arena, just made your nose crinkle a little from the suddenness of it. "Eren Jaeger."
"Oh- um... Y/N. Aren't you supposed to be talking to your team?"
He waved his hand dismissively towards your statement, crossing his arms with a smile. "Nah, there's nothing else that's new with the planning. You, however, are the talk of the arena."
Your cheeks flushed warm, the temptation of burying yourself alive later on growing more and more, but you grimaced instead. "So what? You wanted to see if I'm what they say I am?"
Eren shook his head, taking a few steps closer towards you. "I'm not talking about the knottease comments, I'm talking about the Reiner Braun's mate comments. Is it true?"
"No! Of course not!" You exclaimed in shock, but the subtle-not-so-subtle glance downwards towards your attire seemed to make him doubt you otherwise. You tried defending yourself about it without revealing much about the twisted relationship you actually have with Reiner.
"This is just because he thinks he's claimed me and we've made a deal. I have no other choice."
"Is it now? Well then," He pointed towards himself with a thumb, his grin growing even wider. "When I win, wanna go on a date with me after this?"
How many alphas were gunning for you right now?! You knew that you took your suppressants today after Bertolt left your dorm so how come this was happening to you? The absolute balls on this man, especially since he was thinking that his team had already won. You wearily shook your head, you've had your fill of pestering alphas for the rest of your schooling life.
He looked dejected for a second but perked up immediately, the buzzer of the timer echoing throughout the arena. You thought that was that and began to turn your attention towards your college's team, but then he called out a 'head's up', tossing something in your direction. You caught it in surprise, looking in the palm of your hands and finding a keyhole shaped earring.
"Keep it! For the next time we meet!" Eren waved you goodbye and jogged over to his side of the team, high-fiving and chattering with his friends before putting a helmet on. You let a small smile slip out, he may be a little cute but there was definitely no way you were ever going to see him ever again. You safely tucked it into your pocket, finally looking towards the Warriors.
He was watching you. Of course. There was a livid look in his eyes, his brows scrunched even more in irascibility and his teeth were bared, perhaps even grinding together in this current moment. You paled at the thought of them sinking into your neck like some kind of rabid animal. Reiner was barely human anymore, you realize. Any loving gaze that he had before for you was nothing more but a dangerous hunger.
All you could hope was for the Warriors to win so he would be in a decent mood to finalize the goodbyes, and you'd pray for the Titans for the brutality that they're about to endure because of his horrid attachment to you.
The players slid into the ice once more, the deafening cheers of everyone growing louder and louder as the second half of the game was beginning to start. The referee smoothly made his way between the two masses of men, Reiner staring down coldly into the clear mask of Eren. Like a coin flip, the puck was thrown highly into the midst of them, their eyes following it as it made its way down to the icy ground.
Click.
In a snap of a finger, the sound of sticks bashed together once the puck bounced off of the surface. Like a choreographed dance, the rivals whirled with one another, swinging and twisting their bodies around in order to get ahold of the very thing that might as well be the trophy itself. The intensity of the game was now at an all time high that even you started to pay more attention to it, the hairs on your arms raising in anticipation.
The puck swung back and forth like a pinball, but the Warriors managing to catch up to a tie. It was starting to become a standstill again however, taunting chants coming out from the people in the stands, jeering at the anyone that opposed their team. Players were being switched out on both teams during timeouts but few remained on the ice, a tense aura between the three.
Reiner, Bertolt, Eren.
Bertolt took a few glances at his friend, tapping the end of his stick with his and seemingly started to exchange words with him from what you could see. Who knows what it was about; the game, the enemy team, you. He only lifted his fist up, letting the other return it in a similar gesture and that seemed to calm the black-haired male's nerves.
Reiner's eyes were lasered in on Eren for the most part, gripping the handle of his stick tightly and swiping it around on the ice as if he was practicing a shot. He was truly unrecognizable, a shell of the man that once followed you around like the world's most clingiest puppy dog. You knew he wanted to show-off, his pride was at risk to a girl that he believed he owned for months. Disgusting and typical.
Eren seemed the most lax out of all of them, leaning against the plastic border as fans behind him fawned over him. He seemed not to care about Reiner's burning glares at him, waving across the rink to seemingly you. He seemed nice, but it was obvious that he had more intentions than just wanting to befriend you.
The whistle sounded and the game began once more, the men skating themselves back to the middle. You checked how much time was left on the clock, ten minutes. Ten more excruciating minutes and you were going to be finally free.
" 'Round it now!" You could hear Reiner call out to Grice as he suddenly slammed his complete weight into enemy Jaeger, their eyes meeting as the others chased after the puck. They went after it as well once he recovered from the blow, but it looked like they started talking and you managed to spot a furious glint glazing over his hazel eyes.
He suddenly threw his stick out onto the rink, ripping off his gloves and grabbing Jaeger's shirt by the collar in frightening speed. Reiner was undeniably experienced with his punches, uppercutting him from below the mask. It toppled off of his head, falling to the ground with a crack, and Eren was stunned for a second, just for a single second. He was unable to completely process what had happened before the bigger male tackled him to the cold ground, the deafening sounds of heavy bodies slamming into the ice made the arena stand still.
The referee was too afraid to intervene but blew the whistle immediately, and hundreds of people watched the Reiner Braun brutally dig his knuckles into his face. Fresh crimson spilt down on the ice in splatters and you were forced to witness him weakly trying to stop him, protecting his face as much as possible to no avail. Bertolt immediately tried pulling him off of him, shouting at him that he needed to stop but it was like he was in a trance, almost attacking him in the process.
He finally was pulled off of Eren by the goalie of Warriors â furiously throwing his own punch into his face â and the poor boy having to be quickly removed from the rink on a stretcher. Reiner was pinned to the ground by multiple individuals and given a tranquilizer, his body soon relaxing and slumping over. They put him on a stretcher as well, his hands and legs bounded together and his mouth wrapped with a cloth rag. He was still slightly conscious, his calm and woozy stare meeting your horrified one.
The game had to continue without them but you had already left, not knowing the result. You felt too nauseous from smelling the sheer fear and panic that was coming of Eren, pungent and potent as it filled the air. But Reiner's...
All you could smell was that sickening warmth, a burning sensation in your nares. The same scent from your dorm but that's not at all what made you leave immediately. The sick fuck was happy he was beating into the defenseless guy, exhilarated that his blood was running down his skin and staining the floor, joyful. The nose doesn't lie and you wonder if everyone else caught it too.
Bertolt texted you when he visited Reiner in the hospital, but you didn't respond, busy trying to scrub the remnants of him out of your dorm while tears ran down your cheeks.
He did it for you.
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CHESHIRE ! â Nishimura Riki
SYNOPSIS. Y/N Cheshire lived her life carefree. Being the daughter of the Cheshire Cat made her more inclined to not take anything seriously and to just have a little bit of fun in everything she does. Whether it was pulling pranks, sneaking up on people, or making jabs at her friends- Y/N kept a Cheshireâs smile on her face. Because of that, she just couldnât take Chaehyun Cupid seriously when she claimed that Y/N had a crush on Riki Wonderland.
PLAYLIST. listen to cheshireâs soundtrack while reading!
PAIRING. Kitty Cheshire! Y/N Ă Alistair Wonderland! Riki
(not shipping kitty and alistair !)
GENRE. Ever After High AU, High school AU, Fluff, Slight Angst
WARNINGS. bad parental relationship, ooc riki, angst
WORD COUNT. around 18k
NOTES. ITS OUT!!! iâve been working on this fic for months and i finally finished itđđđ thank u @muhwaa my best friend my soulmate for life and my twin flame for motivating me to finish it <3 this is my first long fic so i hope i did it well !!!
1. Naps and feathers donât mesh.
The lights around her felt brighter than usual, though Liz Lockes found herself in the starlight once again. It wasnât that she was complaining- in fact, she rather enjoyed it. She felt a sense of solitude as the rest of the world seemed to fade as nothing else mattered.
Liz didnât mean to fall asleep in the Enchanted Forest. While being in the forest didnât freak her out much, as the Daughter of Goldilocks, it still felt like an absurd place to sleep. But she had an episode for her MirrorCast news show featuring some of the pixies that reside in the forest, and all the preparation along with the actual filming had made her rather sleepy. She thought that it wouldnât be too harmful if she took a little rest by a tree. That rest turned into an hour long nap and although it was an accident, the nap had felt just right. Though, it wasnât just right when she was awoken by a feather being wiggled above her sensitive nose.
How was that possible? She couldnât see anyone actually holding the feather- was it some sort of a spell?
Liz felt her nose twitch ever so slightly before she finally sneezed. This caused the feather to fall onto her face, before she threw it onto the ground next to her. Barely awake, Liz didnât feel it in herself to question what had just happened, so she stood up from the spot where she took her impromptu nap and began to leave the forest.
As she made it near the front, however, she spotted Y/N Cheshire curled up on the branch of a tree playing with a ball of yarn.
What was Y/N doing in the forest so late? Weird.
Liz found herself quite fond of the Cheshire Catâs daughter and decided to make some conversation.
âHey Y/N!â Liz waved. âWhat are you doing here?â
Y/N, who gazed at Liz with her cat-like eyes and unsettling smirk, let out a giggle. âOh, Iâm about to take a small catnap.â
A nap? At 9 P.M?
Liz thought it was interesting how alike Y/N was with her mother. Although most Ever After High students found themselves copying the mannerisms of their parents, there were the bunch that preferred not to follow their destinies and created personalities and hobbies for themselves. The latter, known as the Rebels, was a category that mostly students destined for evil or misfortune chose to fall into. But really, Rebels were just anyone who refused to follow their storybook ending. As someone who has a relatively simple destiny, it made sense for Y/N to be keen on following hers.
The blonde snapped out of her thoughts and turned back to Y/N. âThatâs funny, I was just leaving from taking a nap of my own! Do you sleep in the forest often?â
âYou could say that,â Y/N threw her ball of yarn onto the ground. âI enjoy coming here at night. The stars are really pretty, arenât they Liz?â
Liz smiled. âThey are! Especially in the forest, they just look so stunning.â
âYou should come here more often then, Iâm sure weâll get along just right.â
Liz raised an eyebrow at the suspicious tone she had in her voice. Of course, it was known that Y/N enjoyed pulling pranks in her free time⊠and even when she was busy. Liz had even covered Y/N in one of her MirrorCast episodes.
That was slightly difficult, considering how evasive the girl was. But being the star reporter of Ever After High, Liz prided herself in her ability to make a story out of anything. Even when the subject was hard to work with.
Before she could ask any questions, she realized what Y/N had meant as she observed the girl take a feather out of her pocket.
The same kind of feather that had woken up Liz from her nap.
Really, there was no stopping her mischievous feats. Y/N acted on her own accord, convinced by no one but her mother. There truly was nothing she took seriously in life. The cat girl lived her life treating everything as if it were nothing, so it was only natural that how people felt about pranks wouldnât affect her, Liz assumed at least. She brushed it all off and waved Y/N a goodbye.
After all, it wasnât that serious to begin with.
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2. Cupid knows best.
âHey Y/N, why do you always prank Riki?â
Y/N felt herself let out a snicker as her friend, Chaehyun Cupid, daughter of Eros, asked her a question. It was a silly one, really.
âWhat do you mean? I prank everyone- itâs kind of my thing.â Y/N pointed to the small cat hat that rested on her head.
Being the daughter of the Cheshire Cat, Y/N felt lots of pride in fulfilling her destiny. As such, she turned pranking people constantly into her niche. Riki Wonderland, son of Alice, was no different.
Chaehyun just rolled her eyes, leaning against Y/Nâs locker. âYouâve pranked him 8 times this week already! Thereâs tons of people in this school so why are you targeting him specifically?â
Ningning Swan, daughter of The Swan Queen, pursed her lips. âChae is right, you know? Youâve been pranking Riki too much recently. According to Beomgyu heâs getting pretty tired of it.â
Beomgyu Hood, son of Robin Hood, was Rikiâs roommate. So if he claimed that Riki was getting annoyed then it was probably the truth.
But Y/N didnât care much for what they were saying. Why should it matter if he feels burdened by her pranks or not? They were only in good fun, after all! She only pulled silly, lighthearted pranks. Y/N didnât see the issue in that.
âHey, why so serious guys?â Y/N put on her signature Cheshire smile. âIâm just here to have a good time. Whether or not I prank Riki most of the time is none of your business. Plus, Beomgyu is an idiot who lives in the woods and plays music for a living. His destiny is to be a thief. I wouldnât trust anything that guy says.â
Ningning gave a soft smile. âHeâs not that bad. Heâll be a thief who gives to the poor.â
Chaehyun turned to the swan girl with a knowing look, as the latter brushed it off and continued.
âAs your closest friends, it is our business.â Ningning stated.
Y/N giggled, her movements laced with insincerity. âYouâre my only friends.â
âStill makes us your closest! And donât forget you have your Wonderland friends, Y/N.â
At that, Y/N shrugged, still adorning her wide and mischievous grin. It was true that Y/N didnât have many friends. Naturally as someone who seeks chaos and disharmony in all she does, it was fit that people didnât bother to get to know her. Being a rather secretive person, Y/N didnât find herself too bothered by it (as she liked to convince herself). However, she was rather close with the other Ever After High students from Wonderland. Soul Hatter, son of the Mad Hatter, Giselle Hearts, daughter of the Queen of Hearts, and Rei Blanc, daughter of the White Rabbit. They all grew up together and were each otherâs closest friends in childhood. The only other student missing from that list was Riki.
There was never a specific reason as to why the two never got close. Perhaps Riki disliked Y/N. Perhaps his mother had told him to avoid Y/N and her staple chaos. Perhaps Y/N had been subconsciously avoiding him. Whatever it was, Y/N and Riki remained civil with one another but never became friends.
There was, however, one instance that made Y/N feel slightly closer to the boy. One night that they had spent together⊠had he forgotten? She tried not to think much of it and figured he didnât think about it either.
All the more reason as to why pranking him often wasnât a big deal. They werenât friends (as far as she was concerned) and were barely acquainted with one another past the basis of where they lived- so why was Chaehyun suddenly questioning it?
The bell rang, alerting students to get to their next classes.
âY/N, you totally like Riki!â Chaehyun suddenly squealed. âI can see it in your eyes when you talk about him. You like him. Pranking him more often than others just means youâre deflecting your real feelings by acting like you donât care about him. Itâs very common when people have crushes.â
The thought made Y/N burst out into laughter. After all, come on. Her? Having romantic feelings for Riki? The same boy who peed his pants the first time they went from Wonderland to Ever After? Not a chance. She could care less for the cute blush on his face afterwards, or the way he laughed it off and acted like it wasnât a big deal (it was, he had to run into a random house in the woods to clean himself up and thatâs where he met Beomgyu). She would never admit that she only knew that because she had turned herself invisible and followed him. Y/N could say for sure that she found none of that appealing. Nothing about him in the slightest.
Even the notion that Y/N would have romantic interest for anyone was absurd.
But as an avid enjoyer of all that is lawless, Y/N just shrugged with a nonchalant expression. She wasnât one to express herself. âI could tell you, butâŠâ She trailed off in a fake train of thought before continuing. âWhereâs the fun in that? Chaos is keeping people guessing, and that makes this kitty purr~â
Her friends deadpanned at her nonspecific phrasing. It was rather hard to get anything out of the shielded girl who embodied certain traits of a cat. Of course she acted as her own person and didnât rely on her background or her mother to force her one way, but that was just the thing. She was only raised in that way so perhaps it was all she knew best.
Chaehyun smiled, knowing well that Y/N was in a state of denial. It held up- Y/N wasnât the open type. Cats are feisty, after all. âSweetie, Iâm the daughter of Cupid. I think I know a thing or two about love- and most things in general.â All she needs is a little push.
Y/N smirked. âMost things, really? Because Yujin Hood is a wolf like her father but so far Iâm the only one whoâs seemed to notice.â Yujin Hood, daughter of Little Red Riding Hood. âItâs funny because sheâs really obvious about it but somehow no one has caught on. I mean, why does everyone think she acts so shady and disappears often? Sheâs obviously hiding a secret.â
The two girls gasped at the news. Really? The thought of Yujin being a wolf felt so⊠bizarre. But it definitely explained her weird habits. âThatâs cheating! You can teleport and turn invisible. You spy on people all the time.â Ningning said.
âYouâre right, I can! Speaking of which⊠Headmaster Grimm is coming this way so Iâm going to head to Home Evilnomics before Baba Yaga notices Iâm not there. Toodles!â Y/N waved to her friends and let her mouth spread into her Cheshire smile, before her body vanished into thin air- the last thing Ningning and Chaehyun saw of her was that damn smile as it hovered in thin air and lingered ever so slightly longer than the rest of her body.
âWhy arenât you two heading to class?â The familiar voice of the headmaster made the two girls shudder. That man truly had a terrifying aura. âHurry along, donât want to keep your professors waiting.â
Deep down they wished they had Y/Nâs teleportation ability.
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3. Rikiâs mixed feelings.
Riki couldnât figure out why Y/N seemed to hate him.
It wasnât as if heâd done anything to her, right? In fact when they were children, he considered her as a friend. Sure they didnât speak to one another much, but every Wonderlandian was considered his friend. After that night they had spent together back in Wonderland, he figured they at least had an understanding of each other.
He had even found her pranks and unserious personality to be endearing!
That was, until she had made him the target of her pranks. Constantly.
Y/N didnât prank him much when they were younger. It was only when they started attending Ever After High that the pranks would amp up and become more of a frequent thing. They first began small- switching out his shampoo for hair dye, throwing ice cream at his face on a roller coaster, replacing his croquet ball with yarn, etc. All pretty juvenile stuff. He didnât mind it and honestly found it funny.
But even Riki had to admit that getting pranked more than twice each week was overkill! It got to a point where he would leave classes and try to go under the radar, in hopes that he could avoid Y/N at all costs. Though, it didnât help that they had a lot of the same friends. So when his best friend, Soul Hatter, would attempt to get her attention, Riki would groan internally as her cat eyes found their way to his form.
However, nothing gets past the Mad Hatterâs son so he asked Riki about it one day- while the two were hanging out at the Mad Hatterâs tea shop in the Village of Book End.
All sorts of typical Wonderland madness went on in the tea shop, such as teacups being used for the shopâs outdoor design, clocks that tell the wrong time, portals, and objects that float on occasion. It all made Riki miss Wonderland more and more each time he went.
A squeal could be heard from inside the shop as the tables began to float. An unassuming Bahiyyih Charming feared for her life as she felt her feet lift off from the ground. Though for Riki and Soul, they were used to it so they proceeded with their conversation. âI just feel like she hates me! Thereâs no way you can prank someone that often without feeling negative feelings towards them.â Riki stated with a downcast look on his face.
Soul took a sip of his favorite Earl Grey tea before responding. âMore like thereâs no way she hates you. I donât think Y/N hates anyone, in fact, sheâs a rather peaceful person.â
At that, Riki raised an eyebrow. âReally? The Cheshire Catâs daughter is peaceful?â
âWell she does love discord, but she cares a lot for her friends, even if she has trouble showing it. I would know- Iâm actually friends with her.â Soul said.
Suddenly, a top hat appeared next to their table.
âDad? Is that you?â
A boisterous laugh was heard as the Mad Hatter popped out from inside of the hat.
Soul beamed at his dad and the two did their handshake, which they had made back when Soul was a toddler. âWhistle, cradle, up top, down, sideways-â Riki just smiled at this and waited for them to finish.
â-and to the moon! To what do I owe the pleasure of seeing you two today?â The Mad Hatter asked, as he poured himself a cup of tea.
âWe were just talking about how Riki thinks Y/N hates him.â Soul elbowed his best friend in a teasing manner.
The older man tapped his finger on his chin in thought. âY/N? Well that girl could hardly hate anyone! Iâd find that very hard to believe.â Soul gave Riki a knowing âI told you soâ look.
âSo then why is she always pranking me?â
The Mad Hatter gave him a pat on the shoulder. âPerhaps itâs her love language.â
âLove language? Sheâs not really close with anyone besides the other Wonderland kids.. and Ningning⊠and Chaehyun.â Riki spoke, as he recounted Y/Nâs friends. It wasnât very hard.
Before his question could be answered, a ring from the bell at the counter alerted the Mad Hatter to get back to work. To which he did, but not before giving his son a new box of Earl Grey tea.
âDo you think she likes you?â Riki snapped his head to Soul because of what he said out of the blue. âMaybe Chaehyun would know something about it.â
It didnât take a second thought for Riki to shake his head in disagreement. âNo⊠no way. Weâve barely spoken, why would she like me?â
Soul shrugged. âIâm just throwing out ideas.â
âWell, your idea sucks. Thereâs no way Y/N could possibly like me.â
It just made no sense. After all, who would want to prank their crush? Wouldnât it just make them avoid you more? The idea itself was baffling to Riki.
By the end of their hangout, Riki was sure of one thing. He would officially befriend Y/N.
That would surely get her off of his back.
But secretly he knew that he didnât mind her pranks as much as he thought he did.
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4. Castleteria encounter and unwanted realizations.
It was lunchtime at Ever After High, and students of all different fairy tale backgrounds found themselves spending their down time together in the Castleteria. After Karina Queen, daughter of the Evil Queen, normalized people not wanting to follow their destinies, it became less taboo for Royals and Rebels to interact with one another. Headmaster Grimm was still hesitant on the idea, but that didnât matter. All of the students agreed with one another that they would work on being less cliquey. Wonyoung White and Yujin Hood were seen laughing about something they were watching on the MirrorNet. But about two years ago, Snow Whiteâs daughter and Little Red Riding Hoodâs daughter would not have been together at all.
Chaehyun, Ningning, Y/N, and Sullyoon Ella were eating together that day. Y/N wasnât typically friends with Cinderellaâs daughter, but she found her incredibly attractive and alluring to be around. Sullyoon had just finished showing them her new shoe collection when Chaehyun pulled out a book and flipped to a page that was titled-
âTrue Hearts Day?â Ningning asked, with an eyebrow raised. âWhatâs that?â
Chaehyun giggled in excitement. âItâs an old holiday where people spellebrated following their hearts! Isnât it so cool? Iâm going to throw a True Hearts Day dance! As a future Cupid, I need to uphold traditions such as these.â
âAnd Headmaster Grimm just let you?â Sullyoon asked. âHeâs not the biggest fan of people following their hearts.â
Chaehyun bit her lip. She wasnât quite sure how her friends would react to the news but she wanted them to know first. âThatâs the thing- he didnât. I asked him last night and he shut down the idea.â
The three other girls waited for her to continue, as she took a pause to gain courage. âWhich means Iâm going to do it in secret!â
âAnd just how would you do that?â Y/N asked, as she flicked food from her spoon in Jay Huntsmanâs face. The son of the Huntsman gasped in part annoyance and part shock, before proceeding to speak to the Charmings. Y/N snickered at his disgusted expression. Gotcha.
Chaehyun pulled up a map on her MirrorPhone. It displayed all of the Fairy Tale World, from Never After to the Mirror Realm. She zoomed in on the Enchanted Forest, and pointed at a random spot in the woods. âThereâs a place here that I know would work perfectly! I just have to make all the invites, plan what food will be served, set up all the decorations- oh! and I have to make the music mix.â
âAre you sure you donât need help?â Sullyoon made a sheepish expression as she realized Chaehyun had taken up a lot on her plate, perhaps more than she realized. âI run a shoe store so Iâm pretty good at managing.â
It was true, Sullyoon ran a shoe store in the Village of Book End. The Glass Slipper Shoe Store is what she had named the place, and it was a nice store with various kinds of shoes (it was really just heels, but there were many different kinds of heels).
Needing all the help she could get, Chaehyun nodded. âDo you mind handling the decorations? Iâll do everything else.â
Y/N listened silently as the girls began discussing their plans for the True Hearts Day Dance. She considered helping her friends, as she did care a great deal about them, but she wasnât exactly good at being helpful. It was much easier for her to mess things up rather than fix them.
However she found herself bored by the topic, so she scanned the room to see who she could pull a prank on next.
Yuna Rose? Oh no, sheâs fallen asleep again. What about Jake? Heâs the best Charming to prank- never mind, heâs talking to Karina. MaybeâŠ
Y/N glanced towards Riki, who she could see leaving the Castleteria. A grin widened across her face as she let her body disappear from her spot on the table- the grin once again being the last part of her to disappear.
Riki, who was frantically walking back to Professor Rumplestiltskinâs classroom in order to turn his paper in on time, tripped over what seemed to be thin air.
But it wasnât, and that was clear when Y/N suddenly appeared next to him.
âSeriously? Again?â Riki asked, though his tone was slightly playful. He didnât want to cause an argument- despite the fact that he was feeling slightly annoyed.
He wasnât too fond of being pranked all the time. But Riki couldnât blame the girl too much, she was just doing what she had always done. That much he understood about her, having grown up together.
âThis is like, the 4th time this week.â Hopefully she could pick up the hints.
âHey, I had to! The opportunity was just purrfect.â Y/N made a clawing motion as she said that. âYouâre not butthurt, are you?â
Riki found himself chuckling at that. She was really funny, that was one of her features that interested him. Not that he was interested in her, but rather sometimes he found his eyes wandering in her direction he found her intriguing. Besides what she portrayed on the outside, what did anyone really know about Y/N Cheshire? Nothing, truly. The more he thought about it the more he wanted to know. âNo, I could never. Youâre really funny, you know that?â
Y/Nâs face faltered for a second, but it was barely noticeable before she held her carefree expression once again.
âDonât you have a paper to turn in? We wouldnât want Rumplestiltskin to mark you down.â
âOh yeah, I should probably goâŠâ
âCatch you later, Wonderland.â Y/N teased, before disappearing once again.
Riki looked down on the essay in his hands before he snapped out of it and went back to turning it in.
Meanwhile, Y/N found herself back on the branch of her favorite tree in the forest. It was the place she would go to when she needed some time for herself.
And time for herself was needed after what had just happened.
Pranking Riki was something she figured wasnât a big departure from her normal everyday life. She often crossed his path, so it made sense as to why she would choose him as a target. It wasnât as though she was seeking him out on purpose, or waiting for him to pass by her locker so she could see his adorable expression. Or hear his voice, which she often heard in her dreams. In fact, it was so unlikely to happen that it didnât. Y/N could barely even recall what his voice sounded like- thatâs how uninterested she was in him. She didnât even remember his name.
Yes, Y/N could care less about Riki. He was barely a thought that crossed her mind. A small, singular speck of an idea that didnât hold any substance or weight in her world. She couldnât waste her time with silly little things like love- after all, how could someone like her be worthy of being loved? All she knew how to do was ruin peopleâs days.
How could she even like him? Y/N barely even knew the boy. All she really knew was that his birthday was on December 9th, his roommate is Beomgyu, he loves riddles, and misses Wonderland, a lot.
Though, she couldnât forget his tendency to be overly curious like his mother Alice. Or that he started a chess club with Rei due to his smart nature! Or even his eyes that seemed to glisten with a deep passion every time Y/N would look into them. His pink, plump lips that seemed too soft to be realâŠ
Maybe she knew more than she let on.
But that didnât mean she liked him! It was only because of her observant nature, and the fact that she can easily turn invisible. That makes it easy to people-watch.
Riki wasnât even worth watching. So really, he was just obvious about everything. Because how else could Y/N know all those facts about him when she didnât like him at all?
Y/N pulled out a ball of yarn to crochet and get her mind out of the gutter. Her shaking hands picked up the hook- wait, why were her hands shaking?
It was then when she finally felt the warm blush on her cheeks, which she just realized had been sitting on her face since the Castleteria.
Could she be sick?
No, it was something entirely different. Y/N realized it all now.
Each encounter with Riki left her redder than Yujinâs cloak, and her heart racing slightly faster than normal. It was so simple to see, but she had been in denial for so long.
Y/N had a crush on Riki.
Despite the realization, the idea made her feel weirded out. How could she let that happen?! Ever After High wasnât the place to fall in love. With the majority of the students following their destinies, it wasnât a shock to discover that Riki would as well. But Y/N could never amount to what he was worth- she was just a side character in his fairy tale. After their storybook ending, he would leave Wonderland and remember all his adventures as a dream. Plus, falling in love was too serious and committing for Y/N. She couldnât be serious about anything.
But as she spotted her beloved in a faraway distance, she decided to get closer. Inconspicuously, of course.
There he stood as the spring sun shone down on him as if he werenât real. Riki was only conversing with Beomgyu after turning in his essay, but he seemed to be the most ethereal being Y/N had laid her eyes upon. At one point he had thrown his head back in laughter, which sounded akin to a melody of angels singing in Y/Nâs eyes. Everything about him was purrfect.
In a way, maybe falling in love didnât sound so bad.
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5. Staring. Again.
Scratch that, it was a horrible thing to happen. How could she act around Riki the same if she had found out it was because she liked him all along?!
For Y/N, it was just easier to brush her feelings aside and continue doing what was simplest. Despite her love for chaos, she never meant to be truly evil or cause any problems. Itâs all done in good fun and everyone knew that. Something as problematic as love was an issue that she never expected she would encounter while attending Ever After High.
But she couldnât help how she felt and therefore had to come to terms with it all.
âYouâre staring⊠Again~â
Y/N turned around to see Chaehyun giggling at her with a teasing smirk. Although she didnât specify what exactly Y/N was staring at, the cat girl knew what she was talking about- even if she didnât realize she was staring until that point. But Y/N would never admit that Chaehyun was right. âStaring? At what?â
The future cupid girl pointed at the object of Y/Nâs attention for the past few minutes- as much as she would deny it she knew it was true. âYour future boyfriend!â
âBoyfriend?â Y/N stifled a laugh. âNo way, I was just thinking about how to prank him next.â
Chaehyun sighed. She knew Y/N was stubborn but she wasnât aware of just how stubborn the girl could be. Anyone with eyes could tell that Y/N looked at Riki with nothing but love in her eyes- so why did she deny it?
Chaehyun had no doubt it had anything to do with her feelings on her destiny.
Her eyes flitted over to something behind Y/N for a split second before she looked back at her.
âOh! That reminds me, I have to go set up some things for True Hearts Day. Iâll see you in class, yeah?â Y/N lazily waved at her friend and watched her walk off. Just as Chaehyun had left, Y/N felt a hesitant tap on her shoulder.
Not liking the idea of someone being behind her, she quickly evaporated and appeared once again right behind the person who had tapped her. It was Riki.
âRiki Wonderland?â Y/N had teleported so fast that Riki had heard her voice behind her before even seeing her disappear. âWhat, cat got your tongue?â
The boy rolled his eyes at her corny joke. âVery funny. I just wanted to give you these.â Y/N looked down at his hands and saw a freshly baked batch of cookies. Had he⊠made them for her himself? For some reason, the idea of Riki spending some of his own time in the kitchen baking cookies especially for her made her feel warm and fuzzy inside. âMy mom sent me some from back home and I wanted to give them to the Wonderland kidsâŠâ
Oh, yeah that made sense. For a moment, it almost felt as though Riki cared about her. Y/N wasnât sure why she let herself get her hopes up so easily- what was happening? The sight of Riki made her feel so⊠so giddy. Perhaps realizing her feelings wasnât such a smart move after all. She found herself acting out of character and thinking all kinds of thoughts.
âHello? Y/N?â Riki waved a hand to her face, which snapped her out of her thoughts. She could only hope that her attraction wasnât obvious from her facials.
Y/N slowly grabbed a cookie from the plate. It was soft and warm- it felt like home. âCookies, for me?â Her gaze moved its way upwards until it found itself on Rikiâs face. âAre they poisoned or something?â
âIs it so hard to believe someone wants to do something nice for you?â Riki said jokingly as he sighed. Grabbing a cookie from the container, he took Y/Nâs hand in his own and opened it up to place another cookie in her hand. âJust take it, Y/N. After all, weâre friends arenât we?â
Just for a second, Y/N could feel her carefree facade fade into his presence. Friends? Had he really considered them friends all along? But just as quickly as it went, her guise had come back. âAre we, Wonderland? I donât know if you knew this, but we never even talked to each other before this year.â
âWell, you never really seemed to be fond of me. For whatever reason that is, I like to think of it as water under the bridge.â Riki smiled. âAfter all, Iâve considered us friends ever since we were young. Even though we didnât talk back then, I still feel that we gained an understanding of one another after that night we spent together. Donât you remember?â
So⊠he does remember?
Just as Y/N was about to ask the reason as to why they never spoke often after that night, the night that had felt special to her, she stopped herself. She didnât want to come off as overly curious, even if that was what she truly was.
And besides, she preferred not to hear him say that she was the problem all along.
Satisfied with their newfound status of friendship, Y/N gave him a smile. A genuine smile. Her first real one in such a while. âYou flatter me, Wonderland. Hopefully my nature doesnât make you change your mind.â
The boy nodded and gave her a smirk. âIâve grown accustomed to how you are so whatever it is you think would drive me away is something Iâve mentally prepared for.â
Wanting to mess with him for a bit, Y/N stepped slightly closer to Riki. âOh, really? You think too much of yourself and too little of me.â
Riki bent down while maintaining eye contact with the girl. His height was truly impressive. âI donât think youâre as threatening or scary as you think you are.â
As besotted with the boy Y/N was, she didnât take it lightly when people underestimated her. It was something her mother did often and something that she was tired of feeling used to.
Y/N knew very well how capable she was of more than what she let on. She just hadnât utilized it yet.
So the cat girl found herself formulating a plan in her head to prove it all wrong.
After all, Y/N Cheshire was a rebel. Stubbornness and pride were her best virtues.
She quickly teleported behind Riki and whispered a âbooâ to startle him- and startled he was.
âAnd I donât think you know as much about me as you think you do.â
âYouâre staring, Riki.â
The son of Alice left his train of thoughts as his best friend snuck up behind him. It was a week after he had officially befriended Y/N and the boy found her on his mind quite often. His curiosity of her shone brighter after she had challenged him. Of course he knew it was all in good fun, and they had been talking more casually ever since that day. During classes, during passing periods, and occasionally he would sit with her during lunch. They discussed many topics, just about anything that crossed their minds at the time. The two found it easy to fall into step with one another.
Y/N even found herself calming her catty personality when she was with Riki. It was surprising, because she hadnât even done that with Ningning or Chaehyun. Why did she act in such a way with a boy?
As much as she wanted to deny it, Y/N knew Riki was the last person she wanted to think badly of her. Because of that, she had slowly stopped doing the small, petty pranks on him. She figured that the more she did them, the more annoyed he would get with her. Y/N decided that the prank she was planning for him would be the last one she would do. Ever.
It begged the question, why had they postponed this friendship for so long? They definitely had a connection with one another and found it very simple to get along. Conversation came easily. It made no sense as to why it had taken 17 years to get to the point where they stood currently.
Riki knew it was something on both ends. He could tell that not just one party was to blame. Because he did make efforts to speak to her on occasion, but at the same time she did as well. It was just that when a conversation was started, the other would have trouble continuing it. Perhaps it was some sort of subconscious fear.
Whatever it was, that was all in the past. It was the current day and Y/N Cheshire and Riki Wonderland had become friends.
âRiki?â
The boy brought himself out of his thoughts once more as his best friend waved a hand in front of his face. âYou zoned out again. Why do you keep staring at Y/N?â
That was the question Riki kept asking himself. âItâs not on purpose. At least, I donât think. Maybe she just happens to be there.â
âYou sound unsure.â Soul said in a thoughtful manner. The cogs in his head began to turn. âMaybe⊠Oh my gosh- do you like Y/N?â
The thought was baffling. âLike? Of course not! I just find her⊠interesting.â
âRight, thatâs why youâre friends with her now. Because you find her interesting.â Soul teased. That was one thing that Riki disliked about his best friend, that he was so determined in his ideals that he had to see them through each time. âHow did you even come to like her? Sheâs not exactly your type.â
âWell thatâs just it Iâm not sure how-â Riki began, but then stopped once he realized what he was unconsciously admitting.
Soul smirked. âGo on.â
Riki let out a sigh and finally let his guard down. âI donât really know how it started. My interest in her, that is. Iâm not too sure if I would classify it as a crush or anything of that sort but I guess one day my eyes just started to drift in her direction?â
He sort of lied. Riki knew that it was because of that night when they were 11, ever since he noticed something different about her. When he listened to her talk, he could tell that she had some sort of sadness about her that she could never quite talk about.
It made him curious.
A wistful breath came out of Souls mouth. âHow romantic. I love unlikely romances, theyâre very interesting. I suppose it was about time you found someone you were interested in.â He patted a hand on his friends back in congratulations. âAre you going to do something about it?â
âNo, definitely not. At least- not until I figure out if what Iâm feeling is really romantic or just a friendly interest.â
Just as Soul was about to respond, someone tapped on Rikiâs shoulder. âHey!â They both turned around to be faced with Chaehyun.
âOkay so keep it hush, especially to Headmaster Grimm, but Iâm setting up a dance to spellebrate True Hearts Day. Everyoneâs invited!â Chaehyun handed them both envelopes. The envelopes were lathered in pink and had their names on it. âTrue Hearts Day was a holiday where people spellebrated following their true hearts desire, and Headmaster Grimm has banned us from even knowing about it.â
âThat tracks. Ever since Karina did what she did last year, heâs been trying to silence us now more than ever.â Riki stated.
âExactly. Which is why this dance is a secret from him and will be held in a location he doesnât know about.â Chaehyun smiled. âWill you be there?â
âOf course!â Soul nudged Riki. âWeâll both go.â
A cheer emitted from Chaehyunâs throat before she went to pass out more invitations.
For Riki, he knew what he had to do before the dance. He would have to discover how he felt about Y/N.
Because if he had a crush, then he would ask her to go with him.
On the other side of the lockers, Y/N stared at the concoction in her hands. It was nothing less than ugly. But it was beautiful work, and ideas bloomed through her mind as she thought about what to do with it.
âAnd youâre doing this⊠to prove a point?â Ningning asked, as she recounted what Y/N had told her moments prior. âIsnât that a bit⊠far?â
âItâs just a little prank! Iâve done far worse to him before.â Y/N rolled her eyes. âBesides, do I need a reason to prank someone? Iâm the d-â
â-daughter of the Cheshire Cat, I know. But do you need to be so proud of it?â
Y/N raised an eyebrow. âWhat do you mean?â
Ningning sighed. âAll Iâm saying is⊠you could at least know when to draw the line.â
Y/N gave it a bit of a thought. Draw the line? It wasnât that simple for her. Y/N was just doing what she had always done. No one had ever told her when to stop, and no one had ever told her how to behave otherwise. How could she ever know otherwise? And at the end of the day, it was all just for a good laugh!
Of course, she knew Ningning had a point. She wasnât an idiot- she could tell that people werenât too fond of her. Though they never stated it outright, Y/N knew that her fun had stained peopleâs impressions of her.
But it was all she was good for.
And besides, wouldnât Riki laugh at a prank such as this? He always did get a chuckle out of her mischief. The idea of making him laugh with that infectious laugh of his burned through Y/Nâs mind.
âIâll draw the line when I want to draw the line.â
With that, Y/N disappeared- leaving Ningning to stare at the spot where she once stood and sigh.
This is going to take a lot of work⊠Iâm going to need to-
âHey Ning!â
Ningning looked behind her to see Chaehyun approaching with an armful of envelopes. âHave you seen Y/N? I need to give her one of the invitations as well but I havenât seen her around all day.â
âYou just missed her, but I can hold onto the envelope and give it to her when weâre together.â Ningning smiled at her friend who she had just noticed had a troubled expression on her face.
âCool! While weâre together, I need to talk to you about something.â
âMe too. Can we talk somewhere private?â
âYou read my mind.â
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6. He was a star, and she was anything but.
Y/N wished her mother didnât call as often as she did.
The two were having one of their weekly calls through the MirrorPhone, and Y/N wasnât sure if she could take one more second of her motherâs incessant nagging. Usually she could handle it, but for some reason she seemed to be more overbearing than usual.
And most of the time, she only called to see what pranks she was pulling and not to actually talk to her.
âYouâre only pulling baby pranks, darling.â The Cheshire Cat spoke while filing her nails. âYou should be able to do better. After all, this is all youâre good for anyways.â
This is all youâre good for.
It didnât help her self worth when her own mother pressured her in that way.
Y/N sighed and bit her tongue. She couldnât speak up to her mother, not when she was one of the only people she could trust. âBut I canât really do much when Iâm at school, mother.â
The woman paused her nail filing to give her daughter a slight glare. âThen that means youâre not good enough.â
Y/N felt her words get choked up in her throat. âIâm trying my best!â Attempting to hold back tears, Y/N disliked how her mother spoke to her oftentimes. She figured she could handle it since it was her mother, but at some point it just became too much.
âTry harder sweetie.â The Cheshire Cat gave her a sickly sweet smile. âBe honest, is a boy distracting you?â
Yes.
âOf course not, mother.â Y/N stated.
Though, one thing she had forgotten about was her tendency to lick her lips a bit more than usual when she lied. And one thing her mother did right was notice the small things about her.
The Cheshire Cat gasped. âThere is a boy!â She pondered on this idea for a second, examining her daughter through the MirrorPhone. She had made it a point to Y/N that boys would only get in the way and that romance shouldnât be on her mind throughout high school, and she would stand by that point no matter what. But perhaps what her daughter needed was a push in the wrong direction. âTell me, who is he? And how did it happen?â
Y/N knew she couldnât lie anymore to her mother, so she decided to come clean. Despite their strained relationship, wouldnât it feel nice to be able to discuss her feelings with someone?
Her mother was harsh and cruel, but she wasnât a monster. Surely she would be able to help.
The only problem was that she didnât know where to begin. After all, she didnât even know where her feelings began. Was it that day by the front of the school where she realized she liked him? Or was there a time before then that she had caught feelings without even knowing? As someone who didnât receive much love growing up and had never liked anyone else, it was hard to tell.
She thought back to all the times she had interacted with Riki. Perhaps there was a common denominator between each moment, one that could pinpoint a beginning.
It was then that she realized that there was a certain moment that stood in the back of her mind whenever Riki was around (or when she thought about him).
It was after a fight Y/N had with her mother when she was 11. At one point, she became too stressed with all the expectations the Cheshire Cat had on her, and certain feelings began to bubble up within her. It came to a stop when her and her mother had blown up on each other and things got too tense for Y/N to stay at home. Without her dad present, it was tough having to live with someone who both expected so much of you but also didnât believe you were worth anything.
Due to her conflicting feelings, she ended up running out of the house in an attempt to find somewhere to calm down. Though in Wonderland, there werenât many options. No matter where you went there was bound to be chaos.
So Y/N ran. She found herself running and running until she could find somewhere to sit peacefully and stay unbothered. It was just too much for her 11 year old brain to stay in such a place that fostered a toxic mindset.
And eventually, she found a spot. It was nearby the portal between Wonderland and Ever After, so perhaps part of that world was seeping into Wonderland. Whatever it was, she had found a hilltop so hidden from the rest of Wonderland that there was practically no noise. It was so high above the world that one wrong step and Y/N would be falling to her death. From where Y/N was curled up within the trees, she could see the stars.
Y/N loved stargazing. It was something that she couldnât do often but loved doing while she could. With all the pressures from her mom and herself, something she could count on to be a constant was looking at the stars. The way the shimmer of the stars starkly contrasted the gloom of the night sky- she felt that she could easily get lost in its beauty. Not only were they beautiful, but there was something about the way the stars twinkled that made her want to shine just as brightly. Each star perfectly had its own place amongst the sky⊠could she be like that too? Was there somewhere she could have her own place in? In another world, Y/N was a star. She wanted to be able to contribute to a bigger picture, and not just be a side character in anotherâs story. Perhaps when she died, she could be reincarnated as a star. Was that even possible?
Until then she would stay down on the ground, waiting to take her place amongst the stars.
Y/N was so entranced by her own thoughts that she didnât notice a figure slowly come into her view.
âIs there any more room up here?â The voice said.
Out of instinct, Y/N gasped and quickly disappeared. It was a defense mechanism that had become a habit when she learned to control her powers.
But as her vision started to focus once more and she reappeared, Y/N realized who it was.
Riki Wonderland.
Confused, she raised an eyebrow. âWhat are you doing here?â
âI could ask you the same thing. This is my spot.â He said in such confidence. âI found it years ago and Iâve been coming here to stargaze ever since.â
Riki stargazed? Y/N couldnât see that as something befitting of his character.
âI just wanted to get out of the house, I guess.â Y/N shrugged. âSo, you stargaze?â
âItâs just something I realized I enjoyed after the first time I did it.â Riki stated, a small smile placed upon his face that Y/N had never seen before.
Not wanting to be a nuisance, Y/N sat up. âWell if youâre here now, I might as well just leave. Have fun with your stars, Wonderland.â
Before Y/N could disappear, Riki grabbed her arm. âWait,â the girl looked into his eyes as she decided to hear out what he had to say. âyou should stay. Itâs not like I own this place anyways.â
It wasnât that she disliked Riki, and in all honesty she found him rather cute. But wouldnât it be awkward if it was just the two of them? Y/N didnât have an easy time socializing with people either way, but with Riki it would be even harder. It was awkward knowing that they were so close to being friends but it had never happened. But with the pleading look in his eyes, how could she say no?
There was something about him that made her soft.
Y/N sighed and slowly agreed. If Riki wanted her there, perhaps she should stay. So the two laid on opposite sides of the branch together, and silently looked up at a world they could only dream of being a part of.
After some time, Riki opened his mouth. âI know I already asked this earlier, but why did you come here? You know, to stargaze.â As if he wasnât satisfied with her answer.
He was right in thinking that her answer wasnât what she truly wanted to say, but it just felt awkward to give an exact reason. Her relationship with her mom was something she could barely tell her only 3 friends about, let alone someone she barely considered an acquaintance.
But Y/N knew Riki was a reliable guy; she had heard it often from Soul, Rei, and Giselle. And maybe for once she would let herself put faith into another person.
âIâll only tell you if you tell me why you like stargazing.â
Riki blew out a breath in thought. âHm⊠I donât know if I can give an exact reason for that. I was just bored one day and ended up coming across this place. Thatâs what made me stargaze, but something about it just felt so comforting to me that I wanted to do it more often.â He answered, a soft smile gracing his lips. âBut thatâs not exactly a good reason.â
âI think it suits you.â Y/N whispered out. âIâm sure you have your own stresses with being the son of Alice in Wonderland. It would make sense that having a hobby like this to come back to is something you enjoy.â
He pondered on it for a moment. Maybe she was right. He then chuckled at this side of her he had never seen before. âYouâre a lot more poetic than you let on. Anyways I answered your question, can you answer mine?â
Y/N considered answering it, she truly did, but as much as she wanted to open up there was the side of her that wanted to keep everything inside. Her mother had always told her that vocalizing your feelings does nothing good and only makes people pity you.
One thing Y/N despised was being pitied. It only reminded her of how her mother referred to her as a âpitiful girlâ and how she would amount to nothing.
So she slowly shook her head. âNo, I donât think I can.â
Riki felt himself beginning to sit up to look at the girl. There was something off about her. The way she spoke to him and the way that she carried herself⊠she wasnât acting as she always had. Normal Y/N would be more playful and even mischievous. But now, there was a certain sadness in her entire being that seemed to be throwing her off her rhythm. And it only made Riki more and more curious about her.
âOkay, I get it. You donât have to tell me.â Riki smiled, before continuing. âI just hope it doesnât take away your chaotic spirit. You know, I kind of like that about you.â
A sigh left Y/Nâs lips at his words. âYou donât mean that, Wonderland.â
âI mean every word, Cheshire.â
Y/N could only roll her eyes before slowly evaporating into the night, using her invisibility and teleportation to finally go back home.
Left lingering in the air was her Cheshireâs smile, which disappeared last and left Riki staring at the wisps of where she had sat only moments prior.
Maybe it made sense that Riki enjoyed stargazing. In a way, there was something about him that was made of the stars. No matter what he did, he always seemed to shine brighter than all the others. There was something about Riki that felt that he belonged up in the sky, giving life to the night and adding a certain glimmer to the auras.
Riki had his own place amongst the sky, and she wished she could be like that too. But after speaking to him, maybe there was nowhere she could have her own place in. Y/N could only wait for the day that she could contribute to a bigger picture, and take a larger part in his story. After all, she had always wanted her own place within the stars.
But for now, all she could do was hope she would become more than just the Cheshire Catâs daughter.
Y/N carefully recounted her memories from that night, and how it had stuck with her and unknowingly fostered her feelings for Riki. As she told the story, she didnât seem to notice the Cheshire Cat don a mischievous smile.
If her daughter wasnât going to improve on her own, then she would have to make her improve.
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7. âYouâŠr opinion?â
Liz had a habit of expecting the worst out of most situations. Perhaps it came from the fact that her destiny involved bears⊠big scary bears⊠but it was understandable. Bears werenât known for being the most gentle creatures, after all.
So when she noticed a suspicious vial of liquid in Y/Nâs bag during their Advanced Ballet class, Lizâs mind raced with negative thoughts. What was she up to? Did it have anything to do with pranking? Or maybe it was for a class assignment?
Liz truly didnât mean to think the worst of Y/N, but she couldnât exactly help it. Being kind wasnât exactly in her forte and Liz was too much of a paranoid person to ignore seeing that vial.
But she also didnât want to profile the girl for doing something that she wasnât going to do in the first place. Liz knew that doing so wasnât just right. So she looked around the room to see if anyone had seen her internal battle. Deciding that it had gone unnoticed, Goldilocksâ daughter let out a shaky breath and continued to practice her jetĂ©s.
âAre you still going to-â Ningning said, but paused when she realized she was being a bit too loud- especially considering the subject of the conversation was in that very room. Why was he there anyways? He didnât even take Advanced Ballet⊠âAre you still going to prank Riki?â She continued in a hushed whisper.
Y/N giggled at Ningningâs apparent stress. Although she disliked making her friends upset, it was still sort of funny that she had that effect on them. âWell, I donât see why I shouldnât.â
Ningning frowned. âWell first of all, itâs rude.â
âHey, if youâre not funny just say that!â
âBe seriousâŠâ Y/N made a hand movement indicating that she was shutting her mouth. Ningning then continued with her list. âIt causes unnecessary problems. And besides, Riki isnât going to like y-â
âWhat about Riki?â
Y/N and Ningningâs heads swiftly turned to face the voice- it was Beomgyu and Riki. Y/N could see Ningning get a little shy for reasons she decided to ignore. Beomgyu? Really? You can do better NingâŠ
âDonât think youâre all that, Wonderland.â Y/N grinned. âWe were talking about Ricky Jester.â
Beomgyu groaned. âUgh, I hate that guy. Heâs so annoying, I mean, we donât care th-â His rant was cut short when Riki pressed a hand against Beomgyuâs mouth. âThanks man, I forgot heâs in this class.â
Ningning chuckled. âDonât be such a hater, Beomgyu.â
Ningning and Beomgyu proceeded to start their own conversation, with Beomgyu whispering to her all the things he found wrong with Ricky. Y/N felt happy for her friend in that moment, and let a small smile show on her face. It wasnât intentional, and in fact she hadnât even noticed it was there. But someone else noticed.
Riki couldnât deny that he felt a certain emotion bubble in his stomach when he saw the genuine happiness on Y/Nâs face. Y/N, the same girl who was often cold and didnât show any of her softer emotions. Something about that made her happiness reflect onto him.
It was odd. He enjoyed seeing her in such a state, but he figured he felt more than he should have in that circumstance. Why did he feel like that?
No, Riki wasnât dumb and he wasnât the type to lie about his feelings. He could tell exactly what it was.
But was he pleased with the outcome? Riki wasnât sure. Though he told himself that he would come to terms with whatever decision he made about his feelings on Y/N, it was easier said than done. After all, he knew that being romantically involved with the girl would come with work. A lot of work. He was also worried that everything was too rushed, and that he wasnât thinking straight. Maybe his thought process was clouded with what he thought he wanted to happen.
Once again, the H/C female was left to her own thoughts- which obviously drifted to the boy next to her. She couldn't help it. He made her rather stable heart go all crazy when he was around.
Thoughts of confessing were brought up, but then immediately shut down because of how ridiculous it sounded. The idea of Riki having mutual feelings towards her seemed so out of the ballpark. After all, it was her. She was someone who had trouble facing her own feelings, and put up a front to hide all her troubles and insecurities. Riki always seemed put together. How could a guy such as himself possibly think about dating her?
At the same time of Y/N having doubts in her head, Riki had finally come to a conclusion. He pondered on it for a while, and he knew it was too obvious to ignore.
Riki liked Y/N.
It made him wonder, how long had he felt that way? He couldnât help but think of the possibility of his crush starting even back then, on the day that he and Y/N shared under the stars.
He wondered if being hyper aware of Y/N and all that she does was because he liked her, or because he was a naturally curious person. He also wondered if him noticing the way her hair fell behind her ears was also because he liked her.
âHey Riki, I have a question.â Y/N started, her cat-like eyes closing to a slant. âWhy are you in our class today? I didnât think someone like you would take Advanced Ballet. Donât you dance hip hop?â
Snapping out of his thoughts, Riki considered the question. Why was he there? The simple answer was because Beomgyu, who actually did take the class, invited him to join since Riki had a free period.
But he thought back to the moment that Beomgyu asked, and what he said that got him to go.
âYou know a lot of people in that class, actually.â Beomgyu said before listing off the people he could recall. âLiz, Ricky, Yuna, Wonyoung, Jake, Ningning, Y/N-â
Of course, Riki remembered. All the other names seemed to fade as he heard that last one.
âIt was because of you-â Riki blurted out, without even thinking. He had to save himself before Y/N could catch onto his mistake. â-your opinion. I.. wanted to get your opinion on my outfit today since youâre very straightforward.â
What?! Why did I say that?
Slightly disappointed at his answer, Y/N looked at the boy up and down. Her opinion? He looked cute. As always.
âItâs hideous.â
A smirk made its way to Y/Nâs face even though she didnât agree with what she said. Though she usually acted calmer around Riki, teasing him every now and then didnât do any harm.
âHideous?! Hey, itâs really not that bad.â Riki chuckled. âItâs literally just an oversized jacket and baggy jeans!â
Y/N raised an eyebrow. âUm, donât forget that you asked for my opinion, Wonderland.â
âAnd your opinion is wrong.â Riki said. âAlso why do you call me Wonderland all the time?â
Beomgyu looked over at Y/N and Riki. He noticed the way they conversed, and how Y/Nâs expression seemed softer than normal despite her mischievous jabs. He also picked up on Rikiâs facials, and how his eyes seemed to sparkle in a certain way that Beomgyu had never seen before. It was interesting to see how his aura changed in the slightest when he was with Y/N.
Without realizing, Beomgyu was staring at Y/N while thinking about how glad he was that Riki found someone he liked.
He glanced over at Ningning to see if she had seen it as well, but stopped his trailing eyes when he noticed Riki giving him a weird face. Did he do something wrong?
Under the impression that Beomgyu was staring at Y/N because he was interested, Riki felt a wave of jealousy wash over his system. He never considered himself the possessive type, however, he had just realized his feelings for Y/N. It made sense that his brain was scattered and his emotions left him rather vulnerable.
For once in his life, Riki felt himself getting jealous of one of his friends. It wasnât an instance that occurred often, as Riki knew he was a rather fortunate guy and that he had a lot to be grateful for, but he couldnât help it this time.
Falling for Y/N Cheshire, Riki knew, came with a lot of work. He knew she had a lot of mental troubles she would need to work through, and Riki himself needed to navigate through these unfamiliar emotions.
It was work, but Riki was willing to put in the work for Y/N.
Amongst all the newfound realizations and bubbling emotions, one girl snuck away from her spot next to the group. She had been eavesdropping on their conversation for longer than intended, but what really stuck with her was what Ningning and Y/N discussed in the beginning.
Y/N⊠pranking Riki again?
Maybe it wasnât anything to worry about. After all, she did prank Riki rather often. It was well known amongst the student body.
But she couldnât shake the unsettling feeling that came over her body when she thought about what Y/N could possibly do, and the guilt that she would feel if she didnât at least try to stop it.
Though she held a certain degree of respect for Y/N, one thing the girl stood heavily for was justice. As soon as she was far away from the group she pulled out her phone and went into Rikiâs contact.
âHey Riki, itâs me. Liz.â
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8. You make everyone miserable.
During the day time, it was common for Ever After High students to meet up at Hocus Latte. It was a common hang out spot between friends, though oftentimes if a girl asked a guy or vice versa people would assume it was for a date.
That was why Riki felt conflicted when he read Lizâs text.
âI need to talk to you. Meet me at Hocus Latte at 3 p.m for a quick chatâ He reread to confirm the meeting time.
On one hand it made sense, because Yuna Rose worked there and the two were rather close. But did she not think about the message she might have accidentally sent? Riki tried not to think about it too deeply because he doubted Liz had a crush on him.
As he sat inside Hocus Latte waiting for Liz to arrive, his phone vibrated indicating he had received another text.
âActually I might be running late because there were some technical troubles for my MirrorCast show, but I sent over one of my friends to keep you company. Sorry about that!â
A wave of nervousness washed over his body as he read over her text. Who did she send? Riki didnât usually find it hard to get along with others, but not knowing who he was going to have to hang out with gave him an unsettling feeling. His mind racked through the roster of Lizâs friends, and who she was most likely to send.
Itâs definitely not Yuna because sheâs working right now, maybe Jake? But he works for her MirrorCast show and if they were having technical troubles then she probably would have him help. What about Wonyoung- actually no, he could only hope it wasnât her. The daughter of Snow White was someone he found rather intimidating, despite how nice she genuinely was.
As Riki pondered over the possibilities, he noticed a familiar form come into his view.
âYou look stupid sitting here alone.â
Riki looked up and noticed Y/Nâs signature Cheshire grin, something he hadnât seen since they had become friends but he surely missed. He enjoyed the calm(ish) side of her that she had been presenting to him as of late, but he couldnât help but miss the side of her that interested him in the first place. Though whatever side Y/N wanted to show him was one he was willing to accept.
He felt his heart pick up its pace as Y/N sat in the empty chair. His entire mind had been consumed by her, thinking about her almost every waking hour ever since he realized his crush on her. But despite that, he hadnât actually expected to see her. They were good friends but the silly, fluttery feelings he felt for her still made being around her both exciting and difficult.
âDid Liz send you here?â Riki asked with a raised eyebrow. âI didnât know you guys were friends.â
Y/N giggled. âOh yeah, her and I are like this!â She crossed her fingers to indicate that they were close. âShe loves me so much she made a MirrorCast episode about me!â
Riki remembered watching that episode, perhaps more so than he shouldâve. Looking back on it, the signs that he had feelings for her were obvious. He just didnât notice.
What happened is in the past. Now that I know I like her, Iâm going to pursue her.
âIt makes sense, I mean, you are a likable person.â Riki said, before taking a sip of her drink. Before Y/N could vocalize her confusion, he spoke once more. âDo you want a drink? I can order you one.â
âOh, Iâm good.â Not dropping her smirk, Y/N winked at Riki. âI already ordered one anyways.â
As Riki was about to ask what she meant, she had already turned herself intangible and disappeared. Moments passed with Riki just looking around and waiting for Y/N to come back, and eventually she did.
With a drink.
âHow did you get that?â
âI ordered it, duh.â Y/N wore an expression that read âobviouslyâ.
If anyone bothered to look in the back of the cafe, they would see Yuna in the kitchen covered in water and the drink she just finished making gone from her hands.
For unrelated reasons, of course.
Riki could tell that she hadnât just ordered the drink, but he wasnât about to point that out. He knew that Y/N could be annoying at times, but he knew she would never cross the line. He trusted her not to do that because he knew deep down, despite everything, she was a good person.
âDid you finish your Chemythstry paper?â Riki asked, changing the subject. âI heard from Jay that Rumplestiltskin is grading it harder than our past papers because he wants us to fail. That way if we ask for extra credit, he can punish us and make us spin straw into gold for him. Isnât that sick in the head?â
Y/N stifled a laugh as she thought about their professor. âReally? Thatâs kind of funny, actually.â
Rolling his eyes in a teasing manner, Riki smiled. âRight, I forgot thatâs pretty on brand for you. Just wait until he asks you to do it, maybe it wonât be funny then.â
âPlease, Rumplestiltskin loves me.â Y/N said, emphasizing the âloveâ. âAnd even if he tried to fail me I would just turn it into a passing grade without him seeing.â
âI remember when you fell asleep in his class and he just let you sleep. If that were any one of us, he wouldâve yelled in our faces.â Riki reminisced.
Y/N stuck her tongue out at him. âIt must suck not being the favorite.â
âIâll have you know Pied Piper loves me.â
âThatâs not a flex⊠Everytime he plays the trumpet, rats fall from the sky. And for some reason he keeps doing it??â
âAt least my professor is taller than 4 feet.â
âAt least mine doesnât like classic rock.â
âIsnât your mom friends with Pied Piper?â
âSo? That doesnât mean I have to like himâŠâ
The two went back and forth for a while, though it was all in good fun. It felt nice to be able to banter and tease each other and know that neither of them meant any harm by it.
Riki enjoyed speaking to Y/N, because he thought she was fun. Y/N enjoyed speaking to Riki, because she felt that she could be herself around him.
Though, all good things must come to an end. Y/N felt one of her senses pick up suddenly, and she realized her time with Riki was one of those good things.
She had to leave before Liz noticed she was there.
âItâs been fun, Wonderland, but I have to dip.â Y/N said. âDuty calls, you know?â
Before he could utter out a âbyeâ, Y/N had already disappeared and was out of his sight.
Moments after, Liz finally arrived.
âHi Riki! Sorry for running late, there was this whole thing with the routers and Jake kept accidentally breaking things and-â
Riki waved it off before she could continue to ramble. âItâs alright! Thank you for sending someone to keep me company, it was fun.â
Liz smiled knowing that she did something helpful. âIâm glad, Chae was excited even though I asked her last minute. Weird, right? I didnât realize you guys were friends.â
As Liz continued on about how Chaehyun was willing to drop what she was doing to accompany Riki, he paused. Did she say Chaehyun?
Didnât she send Y/N?
âWait, Chaehyun?â Riki asked, hoping he hadnât heard the name incorrectly.
Confused, Liz stopped what she was saying to clarify. âYes? She was the one I asked. Did she not tell you that?â
The pieces finally clicked in Rikiâs head, and he felt a bit dumb for not noticing it sooner. Suspicious behavior was all a part of Y/Nâs character but she hadnât been acting in such a way as of late. For her to come and suddenly revert back to that was something that Riki shouldâve thought about. That paired with her leaving so suddenlyâŠ
But one thing didnât make sense, why did Y/N come instead of Chaehyun in the first place?
Before Liz could comment on Rikiâs prolonged silence, he awkwardly laughed. âSorry, yeah. Chaehyun mentioned it, I just thought you said Chaewon and I wanted to clarify.â
Whatever the reason was for Y/N to lie, he figured outing her to Liz wouldnât be helpful.
âSo, what did you want to talk about?â
âOh right!â Liz jumped up, almost having forgotten why she wanted to meet with Riki in the first place. âI overheard something during Advanced Ballet, and I just wanted to tell you about it because I think you deserve to know.â
Advanced Ballet? Oh right, Liz was in Y/N and Beomgyuâs class. He recalled seeing her for a brief moment that day when he crashed their lesson.
The way she was putting everything made Riki slightly nervous, but he could only hope it wasnât anything too bad. âOkay, what is it?â
âI saw a weird vial of liquid in Y/Nâs bag, and I overheard her talking to Ningning about wanting to prank you. I know she pranks you often, but I just didnât feel right seeing all that and not doing anything about it.â
Riki let out a laugh at what she said. âThank you for being concerned, but she always does this and Iâm okay with that. I know she would never cross the line.â
âThatâs good! I just wanted to let you know so you could prepare if anything.â Liz smiled, glad he had taken it so well. She knew that Riki and Y/N were decent friends so she didnât feel particularly worried about the fact that he was alright with her. âI also know Beomgyu was mentioning to Ningning that you were sick of getting pranked, so I wanted to make sure it wasnât anything-â She paused what she was saying when a memory popped into her head. âWait, I just remembered something. Did you know Beomgyu has a crush on Y/N?â
Riki felt his heart stop when Liz said those words.
Beomgyu had a crush on Y/N? His Y/N? How could he!
Of course Riki never vocalized his crush on her, but he had hoped that Beomgyu would be able to notice.
âO-Oh, does he really?â Riki nervously laughed, trying not to let his disappointment show. It would be embarrassing if Liz found out Riki felt the same. âHe never told me thatâŠâ
âHe never said it explicitly, but when he and Ningning were talking I saw him look over at Y/N a lot. He was probably asking Ningning for help on how to ask her out, since sheâs one of Y/Nâs best friends.â Liz chuckled. âIsnât it so cute! I think they fit each other well. Donât you? Maybe heâll ask her to the True Hearts Day dance!â
No, they donât fit each other at all. Beomgyu was annoying and stupid, and Y/N was funny and smart. She was far too beautiful on the inside to be with someone who often stole food from the Castleteria.
Riki didnât care that Y/N also stole food. To him, it was only alright when she did it. Everything in his eyes was alright when it was done by Y/N.
But regardless, Riki didnât want Y/N to be stunted by being with Beomgyu. He loved his friend, but he knew that he had a lot of room to mature before he gave his heart to another.
At the end of the day, Riki knew one thing and that was that he was the only one fit for Y/N.
Because he liked her. No, maybe even loved.
Though, he couldnât admit that. Not now. âYeah, they would look great.â He said through gritted teeth.
After wrapping up their conversation Liz and Riki decided to walk back to Ever After High together. It was getting late, and Riki was worried about Liz getting back safely.
And as much as he tried to be present in whatever Liz was saying about how to make the best porridge, he just couldnât pay attention. All he could think about was Beomgyu and Y/N being together. The thought made him sick to his stomach. The idea of them holding hands⊠whispering sweet nothings into each othersâ ears⊠kissing- It was all too much. He couldnât stand thinking about it, yet he was addicted to the thought. He kept thinking up different scenarios that would occur if the two ever started dating.
While distracted, Riki felt a gust of wind blow behind him. He tried not to think too much about it but it felt a little unsettling.
He brushed it off, and tried to pay attention to what Liz was rambling about.
â-and then you have to drizzle it with honey! But the honey you get has to be just right, it canât be too sweet but it also canât be too flavorless. So thatâs something you have to think about.â Liz stopped for a moment when she noticed that Riki wasnât exactly paying attention. âHey, are you okay?â
Riki was about to respond, however he was interrupted when he heard a familiar giggle fill the air. Suddenly, he felt a hole open up underneath him until he eventually fell through, falling for about 10 feet before he landed on hard rock.
âRiki, are you okay?!â Liz shouted from above. She looked around where she found a rope on the ground next to a tree, so she picked it up and threw it down to Riki to help him up. âWhat the hell happened??â
Still shaken up, Riki brushed the dirt off his clothes as he climbed up the rope. âI⊠I have no idea. One moment I was standing and all of a sudden I was on the ground.â
Once he got back onto the surface, the adrenaline eventually went away and he could finally feel the pain shoot up his ankle.
A giggle was heard from a distance, the same giggle that Riki had heard moments prior to falling. It was a little too familiar for his liking, and he hoped that it wasnât who he thought it was.
âWhat happened to you, Wonderland?â
Riki and Liz looked to the side and Riki felt his heart drop for the second time that day.
There Y/N stood, looking cute and innocent as ever, as if she wasnât causing a storm to brew within Rikiâs heart.
Was she the one who made him fall?
âWhy are you asking when youâre the one who did this?â Riki muttered, hurt shown on his face.
The previously lighthearted expression on Y/Nâs face slowly shifted into a confused one. What was he talking about? âWell, Iâm flattered you think Iâm capable of something like this but I donât even know what happened to you.â
âDonât lie, donât you think itâs weird that I fell into a hole and a few seconds later you show up?â Riki said. âI thought you were better than this, I mean, I couldâve seriously injured myself!â
It was then that Y/N realized Riki wasnât in the best mood, and that worried her. She didnât enjoy him being angry at her, not one bit. âRiki, it wasnât me. Truly.â
âSo youâre saying Liz was lying about how youâve been planning on pranking me?â
Riki didnât mean to bring Liz into it, but he couldnât help it.
âI canât believe you⊠I thought weâve been getting closer. Then you go and do this?â
âIâm being honest, it wasnât me!â Y/N voice raised to a yell. She felt hurt that he was blindly accusing her, though she couldnât blame him. After all this time, she knew people only expected the worst of her. And with how sheâs treated Riki in the past, it was only right that his mind would think of her to do such a thing.
But she thought he would know she would never intentionally hurt him. Thatâs why she only pulled small pranks. âI care about you a lot, Riki. Even though I considered pranking you in the past, I stopped myself from doing it because I want to better myself for you.â
Riki felt his heart swell at what she said, but he still couldnât get the information he learned about Y/N and Beomgyu out of his head.
âAre you ever going to take anything seriously? I mean, arenât you tired of acting like this?â
âActing like whatâŠ?â
All the jealousy he felt and the anger he felt towards himself⊠seeing her made all the negative feelings that Riki had been feeling bubble up, and before he knew it his mouth was moving faster than his brain.
âArenât you tired of making people feel miserable all the time!?â He yelled, with shut eyes.
But as soon as the words left his mouth, he felt regret all around. He didnât mean to say anything really mean, he was just upset and he had accidentally taken it out on her.
âUm, donât you think that was a little too far?â Liz whispered, surprised that Riki of all people said that. âI think you should apologize, I mean, she really might not have done it.â
Wasnât Liz the one suspicious of Y/N in the first place?
Before he could take back his words he looked back up at his crush, only to see hurt and shock written on her face. And Riki knew he messed up.
âI make people feel miserableâŠ? Alright, I get it.â
The smile Y/N put on was different from all the smiles she had given him in the past. It was filled with mixed emotions- sadness, hurt, and disgust. But at who? Disgusted at him? Or maybe even herself?
That was the last he had seen of Y/N in a few days.
Riki looked up at the sky and for some reason, the stars seemed to be dimmer than usual.
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9. Locker chats.
It was two days before the big True Heartâs Day dance that Chaehyun had been planning, and Riki couldnât feel more stressed.
âYou said that to her??â
Soul couldnât hold back his shock as Riki recounted his previous argument with Y/N.
It had been some time since then, and Riki knew the girl was evading him. But why? He knew he had hurt her, but didnât he deserve an apology too? After all, she did cause him to hurt his ankle.
âShe couldâve killed me, Soul.â Riki frowned. âI donât think Iâm in the wrong for being concerned about my safety.â
Soul face palmed at his friendsâ obliviousness. âHas it ever occurred to you that she might not have done it? Ever since you guys became close, you know Y/N has been trying to change her nature. She wouldnât do anything to hurt you, and especially not something that drastic.â
Riki let out a sigh as he remembered something he had been trying to push to the back of his head. âBut thatâs the thing, what if she doesnât care about me as much as I thought she did?â
âBro what-â
âLiz told me that Beomgyu likes her.â It hurt Rikiâs heart to think about that fact. âWhat if she likes him back?â
Soul was about to voice his disagreement when his eyes trailed past Rikiâs shoulder. Before he could tell him not to look, Riki was already turning his head to see what caught Soulâs attention.
But the sight was one he had been dreading to see. Beomgyu and Y/N were walking to class together, and they seemed happy to be together.
Since when were they friends? Was it because Riki hadnât been by her side? And why hadnât Beomgyu said anything about their new friendship?
Rikiâs mind raced with the possibilities of how Y/N and Beomgyu had become friends. But no matter how they had gotten to that point, it didnât matter.
Beomgyu was talking to Y/N. His Y/N. How could she stand there, and laugh, and look so beautiful?
How could she look so well when he was struggling so much internally?
Riki would never know just how much sleep Y/N was losing over everything, or how she had already planned out her apology.
âMaybe theyâre just friends?â Soul suggested, not wanting his best friend to be upset. But even he couldnât deny the seeming chemistry between the two.
âDonât worry about Beomgyu, heâs not a threat.â Ningningâs voice was heard as she approached the two Wonderlandians. âNow Riki tell me, what did you say to Y/N? She hasnât been herself these days and I know you have something to do with it.â
Riki was hesitant to tell Y/Nâs best friend about what had happened, but maybe Ningning could clear some things up for him. So he described what occurred between the two of them that night in great detail, making sure Ningning was able to get the full picture.
Once he finished, he could tell the swan girl was about to slap him for what he said to her friend.
âAre you being serious right now?â Ningning scoffed. âI canât believe I ever thought you were smart because youâre actually kind of dumbâŠâ
Riki frowned. âOkay rude.â
Soul had to stop himself from laughing. âShe kind of gagged you thereâŠâ
Ningning sighed. âRiki⊠Y/N was telling the truth, she didnât do it. Her mom did.â
â...What?â
âYou stupid hoe, I canât believe you didnât try to hear her out.â Disappointment could be heard all over Ningningâs tone, but Riki wasnât paying attention to that.
All he could think about how he seriously messed up.
âHer mom thought you were a threat to Y/Nâs success so she tried to get you out of the picture. But when Y/N found out about it, she yelled at her mom. Can you believe that?â Ningning said incredulously. âSheâs terrified of her mother, but she yelled at her for you.â
He realized that he shouldnât have gotten so defensive and just trusted his friend, after all, she had been showing that she did want to change. He should have trusted her and not let his emotions take over.
But after hearing about Y/N and Beomgyu possibly being together was just too much for him to think about, and he projected all that anger onto Y/N. The things he said and the way he acted were all uncalled for.
âIs she going to class right now?â Riki abruptly said, the only thought on his mind was that he needed to apologize.
âSheâs kind of busy these days because sheâs helping Chaehyun prepare for the dance, so I donât think itâs a good time to approach her.â Ningning said. âMaybe try talking to her on the day of the dance?â
He didnât want to wait for two more days but if Ningning thought that was best, he would trust her. Riki would wait for as long as he needed if it meant he could have Y/N back in his life.
Because more than anything, he missed her and her silly pranks.
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10. Iâve always loved you.
âYou look pretty, Y/N.â
Y/N snapped out of her staring contest with the mirror as Ningning entered her peripherals. The daughter of the Swan Queen, who usually wore her ballet style clothing, suddenly adorned a lilac dress that was shorter in the front and longer in the back with silver details sprinkled throughout. It resembled a forest design, which was befitting of her character since she was a swan after all.
Y/N, on the other hand, wore a darker purple dress that was of a similar length and had black lace around the top. Her voluminous hair was styled into pigtails and part of it was made to resemble cat ears. Her accessories complimented the outfit perfectly, and she felt good about herself for once in her life.
A sigh left Y/Nâs lips. âThanks Ning. You look beautiful too.â
Ningning frowned. âYouâre still upset, arenât you?â
And she was right.
True Heartâs Day. It was a night many people looked forward to, and a memory they all knew would solidify within each othersâ long term memories. The aspect of getting dressed up and attending a formal event was a luxury that the attendees basked in for even days after the original event. The luminescent lights, the high energy music, the romantic atmosphereâ it was all too exhilarating. Although the event wasnât intended to be a romantic one, many students had made it out to be one. Being the daughter of Cupid, Chaehyun didnât know if she was satisfied with that outcome or not.
But for Y/N, she hadnât even wanted to go anymore. After her fight with Riki, being in such a romantic atmosphere only made her more upset than ever. It reminded her that no matter how much she tried to change or how often she attempted to prove that she was more than what the general public made her out to be, she would never be seen as who she really was.
And that made her feel like more of an outsider than ever.
âItâs nothing. Iâm excited.â Y/N smiled at Ningning, in hopes that she would stop worrying. âIs it almost time? We should go before itâs too late.â
Ningning groaned, as she remembered where they were going. âRemind me why weâre doing this again? Dances arenât exactly my type of scene.â
Y/N chuckled. âBecause we have to be there to support Chae. Sheâs counting on us, you know?â She paused, and a sad expression made its way onto her face. âAnd I donât want to disappoint anyone anymore.â
Ningning looked at Y/N with an expression on her face, feeling sad for her friend.
She could only hope True Hearts Day would go over well.
After walking around the forest for 15 minutes, Y/N could tell that Ningning didnât know where she was going. Why would Chae organize the dance to be so far away from the school? She knew they were keeping everything on the down low, but still.
âYou have no idea where weâre going, do you?â Y/N giggled as her best friend struggled to figure out where they were going. âWhy donât we just call Chae-â
âNo!â Ningning shouted. âI mean, we canât disturb her. Iâm sure we can figure it out on our own.â
Y/N doubted Ningningâs words but didnât vocalize that.
They wandered around for a few more minutes, when Ningning spotted someone in the distance.
Bingo.
âBeomgyu! Are you guys heading to the True Hearts Day dance?â
Y/N hoped that the other person with Beomgyu wasnât who she was hoping it would be. But unfortunately, she rarely got what she wanted.
As she looked where Ningning was, Y/N could see Riki in all his entirety. It had been a while since she had fully looked at him, and she felt her heart stop. He was just as beautiful as heâd always been. Y/N couldnât deny that despite being the one to cut off contact, she had missed him more than ever.
Maybe there was a part of Riki that missed her too?
No, that couldnât be the case. He said it himself, she only made people miserable.
Deep down Y/N had been pondering on that possibility for years. But hearing someone verbalize it out loud and say it to her, especially someone she liked so much, was extremely hurtful.
But she knew she needed to hear it. Because now more than ever sheâs felt sorry for her actions.
Though, did Riki have to be so rude about it?
âYeah, weâre on our way right now.â Beomgyu answered Ningningâs question while Riki and Y/N had an intense staring contest. âWhat are you two doing here? Isnât it in the other direction?â
Ningning facepalmed at her stupidity. They had been going the wrong way. âOh yeah! I definitely knew that. I was just⊠making sure you guys would get there safe.â
Chuckling at her denial, Beomgyu smiled. âRight, because that makes so much sense.â
Y/N could see Ningning getting shy. âWell since weâre all here, should we just head over together?â Ningning suggested looking at Y/N to get her approval more than anything.
Although she had been avoiding Riki, Y/N really didnât want any more bad blood between the two of them. Even if he would never like her back, she missed her friend and would do anything to fix everything. âIâm alright with that. But letâs go faster, because weâll already be late enough as is.â
The four began walking together, the atmosphere silent but not awkward. They were lucky that they were decent enough friends with each other that being together wouldnât be an issue.
However with Y/N and Riki too cowardly to apologize to one another, there was a slight tension in the air that was too thick for Ningning and Beomgyu to handle. The two made subtle eye contact, and nodded.
âHey Y/N,â Beomgyu started, as he approached the distracted girl. âYou look pretty.â
Y/N appreciated Beomgyu and his kindness, but she had wished those words were said by a certain someone instead. But she didnât want to let her disappointment show, so Y/N did what she did best. Hide everything under her teasing personality. âYou donât look too bad yourself, Hood. I mean for once, you donât look like you just finished rolling in dirt.â
âOh please, says the girl who sleeps in trees.â
Riki frowned when he heard Y/N and Beomgyu bantering. Did she normally joke around with him like that? How often did they talk to each other? How long had they been friends?
He couldnât help but feel himself getting jealous that Y/N teased other guys that werenât him. Though, he shouldâve expected it. After all, she teased everyone. Riki was never an exception. Although, he often wondered if her calling Riki by his last name was something she reserved for him or used on others.
But a thought crossed Rikiâs mind. Perhaps he wanted to be the only guy that she teased.
âYouâre sooooo jealous right now, arenât you?â Ningning snuck up behind Riki and whispered in his ear. âShe might need a little more than a push in the right direction.â
âNingning wh-â
Ningning put a finger to Rikiâs mouth as he was a little too loud for her liking. âY/N. Be honest, do you like her?â
âI do.â
Before, he would hesitate before saying that he liked her. But at this point, he was too far down the ladder of love to even want to deny it anymore.
Riki Wonderland was in love with Y/N.
âI love her, Ningning. I always have.â
Ningning smiled. âTell her that. She needs to hear it now more than ever.â
Riki looked past Ningning to where Beomgyu and Y/N were talking. They were a little in front of him, but far enough to where him and Ningningâs conversation would be inaudible. He admired the way she seemed to skip out of excitement, the way the sun made her look ethereal, and the way she made all her movements seem graceful. He glanced at the way her hand dangled on her side, lonely as ever.
He wanted to be the one to hold it.
After some time, the quartet arrived at the venue. Chaehyun had done amazing with the preparations; Y/N and Ningning couldnât help but feel proud of their friend for what she did. It had taken a long time of planning, but the dance was finally fully fleshed out. It was truly an amazing feat she took up and she executed it beautifully.
There were pink and red hearts scattered around the room, as well as pink and red falling from the ceiling. The punch and snack table was well decorated with various kinds of snacks and spanned from one side of the room to the other. In the middle, there was a dance floor where Yoon Piper was stationed as the DJ. The room was already packed with most of the students in Ever After High, all high off the adrenaline of doing something so risky.
Beomgyu led Riki to meet up with some of their mutual friends who they spotted in the distance. Jungwon Croakington, Jake Charming, and Sunghoon Winter waved them over when they made eye contact. The group was situated near the punch bowl.
Y/N and Ningning went to find Chaehyun, who was sat alone at a table.
âHey gorgeous,â Ningning complimented Chaehyun. âWhat are you doing over here alone?â
âAfter all the preparation Iâm kind of tired. Isnât that funny? I spent so much time making it perfect that I canât even enjoy how it turned out.â Chaehyun bitterly laughed. âI was with Sullyoon earlier after she helped me set up, but I didnât want to dampen her mood so I left.â
âBut you look too good tonight not to enjoy it!â Y/N put her hand on Chaehyunâs. âWhy donât we go dance so you can loosen up a bit?â
Chaehyun shook her head. âMaybe later, I donât think Iâm in the mood right Besides, I think someone wants to talk to you right now.â
Before Y/N could ask what she was talking about, Chaehyun nodded her head over to where Liz was standing with a sheepish expression.
âHey, Y/N.â
Y/N knew part of why Riki had lashed out at her was because Liz said something to him, she wasnât dumb. But in all honesty, she didnât hold it against the girl. After all, Liz had never acted maliciously towards her. She definitely had an explanation for what she did.
âI just wanted to say sorry for what happened with Riki.â Liz sighed with an apologetic expression. âI was under the impression that you were going to do something that was going to hurt him, and I was just doing what I thought was right. But I shouldâve talked to you about it first and not just made assumptions.â
Y/N put on the most genuine smile she could muster to convince Liz she wasnât upset with her. âItâs okay, you were just trying to be helpful. Itâs my fault for acting this way in the first place. If I didnât, then people wouldnât have a reason to suspect me of doing bad things.â
Liz frowned when she said this. Did Y/N really see herself in that way? âBut youâre more than just that! Throughout our time at Ever After High, Iâve always admired you.â Y/Nâs eyes widened when she said that. âI mean, youâre already ready to sign the Storybook of Legends. Even with all the people who donât like you, somehow youâve always seemed to have everything together. And I think thatâs really strong of you.â
Hearing that from Liz, knowing that there was someone out there who believed there was more to her than what she displayed, it was relieving.
Because it meant that there was the possibility for her to redefine her legacy.
âThanks Liz, that means a lot to me.â Y/N gave the blonde a hug. âAnd⊠Iâm sorry for waking you up from your nap that one time.â
Liz chuckled at the memory she had long forgotten. âIt was getting late anyways. Maybe I should thank you instead.â
Once the two had finished their discussion, Liz left to go greet Yuna who had just arrived. That left Y/N⊠alone? She hadnât even noticed that Ningning and Chaehyun left during her conversation with Liz. But where did they go?
Y/Nâs cat eyes trailed to the side of the room and surely enough, she saw her best friends talking to Beomgyu and some of his friends.
Though, Riki was nowhere to be found.
Despite how scared she was to talk to him still, her conversation with Liz had given her a boost of courage and confidence in herself that she wouldnât have had otherwise. There was something in her that told her she needed to go find Riki and clear the air, because she was tired of the pettiness.
She wanted Riki back.
Y/N needed to find him, but he was nowhere to be found inside of the venue. She looked all around and asked all the people who could possibly know where he was, but nothing was of any help. Thatâs when it clicked in her brain and she realized that she knew where Riki was all along, and she just hadnât thought about it.
Before the night could end, Y/N went outside so she could find Riki.
Just as she had hoped, she had spotted him sitting on the branch of a tree, looking up at the stars. Y/N could notice his bed of fluffy hair from anywhere.
She tried to ignore the incessant racing of her heart while she thought about what she was going to say to him for the first time in a week.
âIs there any more room up here?â
Riki looked down when he heard her voice, the voice he had been waiting to hear all night. Memories from the night they spent stargazing when they were 11 filled his mind, as he shook his head. âI was just coming down.â
Riki climbed down the tree as fast as he could but not too fast to where it would ruin his outfit. He still wanted to look good for Y/N even if they were going through a tough time.
âAre you enjoying the dance so far?â Riki asked once he was on the ground and him and Y/N were facing one another.
There was a slight awkwardness in the air, but it was washed out by the fact that they were just happy to be speaking once again.
Y/N nodded. âChae did a really good job with everything, even if I havenât been able to enjoy it all yet.â
âWhat do you mean?â Riki could tell where she was going, but he wanted to let her speak before he made assumptions.
Swallowing her pride, Y/N looked into Rikiâs eyes. Those eyes⊠she had missed them. There was an unreadable expression on Rikiâs face that Y/N could only hope meant he wanted her just as much as she wanted him.
She didnât know that he wanted her more.
âIâm sorry Riki, for everything.â Y/N finally let out. âIâm sorry for pranking you so often, and Iâm sorry for crossing lines that shouldâve never been crossed. I just found you the most fun to prank, but I never wanted to do it so often to the point that it would make you uncomfortable. But Iâm trying to get better at noticing those things.â Riki smiled at the fact that she was finally being vulnerable with him. He had waited years for this to happen. âI donât want to keep secrets from you anymore. That day when we stargazed together, I ran away because I had a fight with my mom. She told me that I wasnât good for anything, and that I shouldâve never been born because I could never continue her legacy anyways. It got really tense between us so I ran away.â
As happy as he was that she was being open with him, he did feel upset with the reasoning. Not because he didnât like it, but because he was upset it had happened and he couldnât do anything to take away her pain. To think that she was carrying something so heavy for so long⊠All Riki wanted to do in that moment was take her pain away.
Riki gave her a sad smile and slowly raised his arms so they would be around his shoulders.
âMay I?â
Y/N gave consent and Riki leaned into a hug. It was the first time they had truly been intimate, and it gave both teens a slight fluttery feeling in their stomachs. Faces red and heartbeats synced, the rush of young love was one too overwhelming to bear.
They unknowingly felt themselves succumb deeper and deeper into the feeling of loving one another, both itching to feel more of that lovestruck feeling they always felt when they were together.
âI have one more secret I havenât told you yet.â Y/N whispered. She was too nervous to use her full voice, as she was afraid that it would come out shaky.
âWhat is it, Y/N?â
Y/N lifted her head from off of Rikiâs shoulder and came face to face with him. Their faces were extremely close but neither wanted to change that. They stared into each otherâs eyes for a short moment, though that moment felt longer than it really was.
âRiki, I love you. I always have.â Y/N confessed. âEver since we first met back in Wonderland, Iâve always found myself drawn to you. And even though I never told you, you helped me a lot that day when I fought with my mom. I only became more infatuated with you from then on, and thatâs why I pranked you so much.â
At her confession, Riki felt a wave of relief wash over his entire being. The fact that she felt the same way for so long made him even more giddy on the inside than he already was.
The feeling of having one reciprocate your feelings is something that canât be replicated elsewhere.
âI love you so much and I donât know how to handle it. What should I do?â Y/N finally felt comfortable voicing out all her thoughts that they were running out of her mouth like a water stream. She could only thank Riki for that. âHow do I fix these feelings?â
Riki mustered up whatever courage was left within him to brush his hand against her lips ever so slightly. âKiss me.â
After a moment of hesitation, the two leaned into each other until their lips met in a kiss. Both could feel a shock of electricity rush through as their lips melded together like they were always meant to. It only felt right and at that moment, they both realized something.
Perhaps it was all written in the stars.
Though both were inexperienced, so the kiss had ended just as quickly as it started.
âI love you too, Y/N.â Riki realized that he never explicitly stated his feelings to the girl, and he intended on doing so as passionately as he could. âIâve loved you ever since the first time I saw you pull a prank on someone when we were 8. Iâve always been so interested in you, because you were always an enigma to me. But as we eventually got closer, I felt myself falling deeper in love with you as I learned something about you every day.â Riki was glad to get everything off his chest. âI love you so much that when you got closer to Beomgyu, I lashed out and took it out on you. Because I want to be the only guy you give your attention to.â
âI want to be the only guy you tease.â
Y/N was glad that they were shrouded in the darkness, because her face was burning up more than ever at his words.
She rarely got shy in front of people. But with Riki, the possibilities were endless.
âBut Iâm sorry for everything I said that day, I was just upset. You donât make people miserable.â Riki apologized.
âWell I would hope not.â Y/N said with her signature grin, in order to lighten up the mood.
Even though nothing she said was particularly funny, the two found themselves bursting out into laughter. They were running on the emotional high they had gotten from the confessions. But now, knowing that their feelings for each other were felt by the other person, there was nothing left to hide.
Y/N was ready to show every side of her, good, bad, and ugly. Because for once in her life, she noticed that she was more than just the Cheshire Catâs daughter.
Right then, in that moment, Y/N was capable of being loved for who she really was.
As the night came to a close, they could hear Yoon announce that a slow dance song would be played next from inside the venue.
Riki didnât have to say any words for Y/N to know what he was going to ask her.
Once the music played, Y/N laid her head on Rikiâs shoulders as he led her into a slow dance, their first slow dance as a couple.
Y/N sighed happily into Riki. âYou know, you remind me of the stars.â
âWhy, because my shirt is blue?â He retorted, referencing the blue top he had worn to the dance.
âNo, stupid. I didnât know why before but I think I figured it out.â Y/N giggled. âThe stars are make up the night sky, and they have a place built for them. Theyâre beautiful. And to me, youâre all of that.â
Riki smiled with nothing but love in his eyes, and kissed Y/Nâs forehead. âIf Iâm the stars, then youâre a constellation. Just like how the constellations connect the stars and make them whole, you do the same for me. You make me feel whole.â
No matter what, Y/N would always look up at the stars and think about Riki. They represented every part of him in his entirety, and she couldnât get enough of it. Funnily enough, the stars seemed to be shining brighter than usual that night.
The two continued to slow dance into the night, both blinded by the wonders of young love. Being encapsulated by the giddy feelings and speaking sweet nothings to each other was the perfect way to end their story.
Ningning felt her heart swell with pride as she admired the newfound couple. After all the heartbreak Y/N had gone through in her life, it was refreshing to see her genuinely happy for once. She couldnât help but wonder if she could experience the same soon enough. But that was a problem for another day. This was Y/Nâs story, and she was glad to have contributed to her happy ending. She looked between Beomgyu and Chaehyun and nodded.
Chaehyun was relieved to know that Riki and Y/N ended up together. When she looked outside to see for herself if it was true, she let out a long sigh. It was about time.
The future Cupid winked at both of her friends, signaling that their plan had worked.
Perhaps she was better at matchmaking than she thought she was.
authors note. chaehyun beomgyu and ningning best plotters!!!
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