#OH YEAH i pointed out the typo in that one piece to the conductor and he mentioned me when announcing it to the section hfskfhks | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

orcelito · 20 days ago

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There are audition videos due in a week for orchestra chair placements. It's not required, but if I want a competitive chair, then I'll have to submit one. And see, I do NOT want to be in first chair. And I probably wouldn't be, tbh. Not with how out of practice I got

...... but there's still that competitive soul in me. I wanna be at least 2nd or 3rd stand. That's my favorite place to be. Not Too much pressure, but still one of the shining stars.

And yknow, I think I could do it. I just need to practice.

#speculation nation #i need to rest my fingers though. but also we're doing sectionals on thursday #so i wanna maybe try to practice at least a Little tomorrow...#but i also need to give my fingers time to recover. i dont wanna fuck em up too bad.#i was thinking of trying to find a practice room after rehearsal on thursday. i need to practice my bowings.#i am just feeling. competitive. i dont like being in the spotlight but i am still a violinist.#which means i like to be Just at the edge of the spotlight. important enough to be noteworthy and visible #without having to deal with the hassle of leading the section and possible solos.#OH YEAH i pointed out the typo in that one piece to the conductor and he mentioned me when announcing it to the section hfskfhks #like Hello..... i may not be at my best in playing quality rn but i still. have a keen eye.#i just rly wanna be good at violin again. i reallyyyyyy wanna be good at violin again.#i cant keep bragging about being 4th best violinist in my high school if i cant fuckin uphold that now.#i WILL earn my place in this orchestra. just fuckin watch me.

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