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#OF COURSE HE STILL DOES BOOMERANGS LMAO#who taught him the space before punctuation lol?????#bronny š??#hes so papa i want him to adopt me fr#i read his shooting stars book and it gives some good insight on his personal thinking#he loves his mama.. he faced massive hurdles early on so the ones he faces later dont feel as big#he fought to play with his team again in court bcs the board wouldnt let him contact them at all#he wrote a personal letter to the president of the ohio board or smthin trying to explain and plead his case as a kid to let him play#with his friends again.....they used it as evidence in court against him#lebron was very hurt that his school waited until it looked like he was winning the court case to back him#so he was introduced to the cruelty of business at a young age#he just had to live his little kid life treated as an adult A Lot#but he was used to it bcs hes been doing that all his life#so hes not hurt by the circumstances.. but by the people personally#he thinks about being disappointed and mistreated by grown ppl and their grown expectations a lot#but again. he thinks he should be used to it bcs his father already introduced that concept to him early on with his absence#when he had to sit out a game he got worried his team forgot abt him bcs they wouldnt acknowledge him#(they werent allowed)#but he just wanted some sign that they missed him even tho they did give it before the game#he needs constant reminders to be comforted/consistency to start being comfortable#idk lol lebrons always just been a kinda person i feel bad for#sports are always applauded for helping kids grow up... but idk maybe sometimes it can be too fast#i never liked people making fun of him too much bcs ive always just felt some weird pang of sympathy for him#very unpopular opinion in chicago lol#idk anyways this is funny and cute and also i can understand#having adults around you not act like adults can come across as a shocking pain to expectations#realizing later that they shouldnt have acted like that and that they could be Wrong can hurt growing up#but again lebron tries to ease it. with the fact that it's merely only disappointment again#he should be used to it and he is#and maybe that hurts more
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Calculated Risk (Anakin x Reader)
Authorās Note: Hereās the Anakin fic I said was coming out today! Donāt worry, this one is all fluff after the last angst one I posted haha. I hope you guys enjoy! And as always, my tag list/ask box/requests are always open! Thanks so much!
Requested?: Yes, by @cluelessgurl -Ā āIād love to see a jedi reader coming to Anakinās rescue during a battle, even though he felt like he didnāt need it but being grateful anyway, just the reader being badass basically lmao. That doesnāt mean the reader doesnāt get a scolding from Anakin after the mission though with some fluff of course.ā
Summary: You swoop into battle to help your crush, Anakin, who has vehemently denied the need for any back-up on his mission.Ā
Calculated Risk
Anakin Skywalker x Reader
Word Count: 1.9k
Warnings: None, I donāt think!
āReady to report a status update.ā Anakinās voice crackles to life on a hologram behind you. Out of curiosity, you turn to see Obi-Wan talking to Anakin.
āYes?ā Obi-WanĀ prompts, raising an eyebrow. You drift over to Obi-Wanās side, ignoring the glance he gives you as you train your eyes on Anakin. Yes, you have a crush on Anakin. But itās not like he actually likes you back, so itās no big deal.
āA small droid army has intercepted us and we are working our way through,ā Anakin says, and you hear blaster shots firing all around him.Ā
āDo you need...help?ā Obi-Wan asks, hearing a few grunts from clones who are getting shot.
āOh, no, weāre fine. Iāve got this mission completely under control, donāt even worry about it.ā Anakin chuckles, refusing help a little too much. You and Obi-Wan give each other a knowing glance.
āAnakin, we can easily send a squad-ā
āObi-Wan, I assure you, I can handle this myself. Ahsokaās here, too, and she would say the same thing. Right, Ahsoka?ā Anakin calls out.
āMaster, we need your help over here! Thereās too many of them!ā Ahsokaās voice comes āoff-screenā from the hologram.
āSee? Weāre doing just fine on our own. Gotta go!ā Anakin quickly ends the transmission.
Obi-Wan turnsĀ to you, clearly still not convinced by Anakinās antics.Ā
āItās obvious that he needs a little help, but he refuses to call in more troops. If I send in reinforcements behind his back, he wonāt be happy about it.ā Obi-Wan grumbles.
āWhen has Anakin being grumpy ever held you back?ā You laugh.
āWell-ā
āWhatĀ if I could offer a compromise?ā You interject again, actually happier with your plan than what Obi-Wan wants to do.
āAnd what do you suggest we do instead?ā He lifts an eyebrow at you and folds his arms. You have a habit of getting into trouble just like Anakin, so he probably doesnāt trust your ideas too often.
āSendĀ me.ā You grin triumphantly at him.
āSend...you?ā He repeats back slowly, turning the idea over in his mind. Itās not a no, so you continue to explain yourself.
āIām one of the best Jedi Knights, even you canāt deny that. I can be reinforcements. But Iām still not a squad being dispatched to him so he canāt be mad because you didnāt technically āsend reinforcements.āā You smirk, knowing youāve outwitted Anakin. Obi-Wan sighs, but you see the small smile heās trying to hide.
āYou have a fair point...and Anakin is always happy to see you, so he wonāt be upset that youāve been sent.ā Obi-Wan thinks out loud.
āWhat?āĀ
āWhat?āĀ
āIām...gonna go now.ā You murmur, still not sure if you heard him correctly.
āOkay, stay safe. And...keep Anakin out of trouble, please.ā He sighs. You grin wickedly at him.
āYouāre telling me that?ā You ask.
āThatās true, you egg on his antics... Still, you know the difference between reckless stupidity and calculated risks that need to be taken.ā He groans, motioning for you to leave already.
āSure, Obi-Wan. Iāll see you once I save Anakin and complete the mission!ā You laugh, running to the hangar. You climb into your speeder and take off from the cruiser, headed toward Anakin.
~+~
Upon your arrival on the planet, an imperial bomber greets you. You try to maneuver your ship around the blast, but unfortunately, it takes out one of your wings and your speeder starts to go down.Ā
As the ship plummets to the ground, you (as gracefully as possible) flip out of the top of it and land on a nearby rock, not too far from the battle. You watch as your ship makes contact with the ground and blows up. Sigh, you suppose youāll have to take a ship back with the others.
YouĀ slide down the rock youāre currently on and join in the battle, taking down droids as you fight your way to Anakin and his crew.Ā
You spot Anakin fighting near Ahsoka, getting pushed back by the sheer amount of droids trying to overwhelm them. Thatās the thing about the empire. They may not have good fighters, but they had a lot of them.
āAnakin!ā You call,Ā flinging your lightsaber like a boomerang through the sea of droids. You call it back to your hand with the force and find that you have successfully cleared a path to Anakin. You decide to take your chance while you have it and run to him.
ā(Y/n)? What are you doing here?ā Anakin grunts, still fighting off droids. You deflect a blaster shot that was aimed at him while heās preoccupied.
āHelping you, duh.ā You make a face, jumping into battle next to him. The two of you work flawlessly together, making quick work of the droids.
āI said I didnāt need reinforcements.ā He sighs.
āOh, donāt worry. Iām not reinforcements. I just came here to see you, of course.ā You wink at him, taking down another entire line of droids. Anakin watches in almost-awe as you fight off the droids, much more efficient than the rest of his crew, and maybe even him. Heād never admit that, though.
He watches you do a backflip over a droid, slicing it straight through the middle as you land behind it. This elicits a chuckle from his lips.
āAlways one to put on a show, huh?ā He smirks, glancing over at you as if he wasnāt just staring.
āOnly if I care whoās watching,ā You flirt, giving him a quick smile as the two of you fall back into sync.
Itās only a momentĀ later when you speak again.
āBend down,ā YouĀ tell him.
āWhat?ā
āBend down.ā
āWhy?ā
āJust do it!ā You groan. Does he always have to question you? You never question his antics.
āFine!āĀ He crouches down and slashes at the feet of droids for a moment. You grin wickedly and use his back as a stepping stone, propelling yourself forward as you slice straight through a line of at least five droids.
āGotcha!ā You laugh, continuing to have fun despite being in the midst of a battle. Anakin shakes his head at you, but you see the small smile gracing his face.
āAlways so dramatic with your fighting,ā He tsks.
āSaysĀ Anakin Skywalker, the man who always has to have a dramatic entrance.ā You tease him. Heās silent for a moment.
ā...TouchĆ©.ā
~+~
Once the battle is over, you look over to Anakin who had made his way across the battlefield while fighting. Heās walking over to you, and he doesnāt look quite happy.
āBefore you get mad-ā But before you can even finish your sentence, he roughly grabs your wrist and yanks you over to the side of the group that was forming to get ready to leave.
He lets go of you and turns around to look at you, his eyes scanning all over your body. You suddenly feel slightly self-conscious.
āUm...Anakin? Are you checking me out?ā You try to tease, but your words seem more shy than bold like you intended.Ā
āChecking you out for injuries, yes.ā He huffs, but you see a slight blush rise to his cheeks, making you feel a little bit triumphant for at least a small victory.
āWeĀ have a medic for that.ā You muse, growing bolder now that you know youāre not the only one slightly flustered.
āI know but- you couldāve gotten hurt, (Y/n). Why did you come out here?ā He seems slightly distressed even after he concludes that you definitely didnāt get any injuries.
āI came to...help? Didnāt you hear me when I arrived?āĀ
āI didnāt need the help-āĀ
āAnakin I was literally here. I fought the battle, too, and I saw how many enemies there were. You needed the help.āĀ
āI...I didnāt want it to be you, though.ā
Youāre hurt by his words. Your brows furrow and you start to turn away from him. If heās going to be like that, then youāll just leave. You donāt have to put up with this.
āNo, wait! Sorry, I didnāt mean it like thatā¦ā He grabs your upper arm to stop you. He rubs the back of his neck nervously as you turn to look back at him.
āHow did you mean it, then?ā You hum skeptically.
āI...I just worry about you, thatās all. I didnāt want you to get hurt because of me, I wouldnāt be able to take the guilt.ā He murmurs, much quieter than he was before. You turn back to face him fully again, stepping just slightly closer to him than you were earlier. His face is downcast to the floor.
āWhy?ā You ask him, tilting his head up to meet your eye.
āI like you.ā He blurts out. This makes your eyes widen in surprise. You didnāt think heād be so...blunt with it.
But once again, before you can continue he tries to explain himself further.
āI like you, (Y/n), and I donāt want to be the reason you get hurt. I wanted to handle myself so that you...well, you wouldnāt have to come down here and youād be impressed by me getting it done all by myself.ā He explains, almost rambling at this point. You put a finger to his lips, successfully shutting him up.
āAni, Iām already impressed by you every day. You donāt need to take on anĀ entire droid army to impress me, but I do appreciate the thought.ā You giggle, pressing a feather-light kiss to his cheek. You see his face flush again and you smile at the thought of making him feel this way.
You see movement in the background and you look behind Anakin to see some boxes shifting slightly to block the two of you off from the rest of the group.
āWhat are you doing?ā You ask Anakin, knowing that heās definitely using the force to do that.Ā
āJust moving some boxes in the way of prying eyes so I can do this.ā You donāt have time to react before his lips are on yours. You kiss him back eagerly, wrapping your arms around his neck as his arms snake around your waist.Ā
Once the two of you pull apart for air, thereās a goofy grin on both your faces.Ā
āI was wondering when that was going to happen,ā You giggle.
āWeāll have to keep this a secret from the Order.ā Anakin breathes out, the smile not leaving his face as he takes your features in from up this close.
āIāmĀ willing to take the risk.ā You smile at him, kissing him again. He melts into your touch.
āGood, because I am, too.ā He kisses you one last time. You finally break away from each other, knowing that staying here too long would cause suspicion.
āSee you on the ship, Anakin.ā You wink at him and walk toward the boxes, shifting them back with the force as you join the group again.
Anakin trails behind a bit, a dumbstruck look still on his face. Youād tell him to be more subtle, but itās only Anakinās squad of clones and you know they wouldnāt say anything. That, and itās too cute for you to ruin.
Obi-Wan was right about you being the one to take calculated risks that you deemed worth it, and youāve never been more sure about anything: Anakin is a calculated risk that is more than worth it.
~~~~~
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colors (sokka x reader)
You were walking down the streets in Ba Sing Se in your casual Fire Nation attire, when you suddenly spotted four people who looked horrifically out of place. Two of the four were wearing blue uniforms, a girl and a boy. Water Tribe. One of them wore an Earth Kingdom outfit with messy hair and the other possessed a yellow and orange tunic, accessorized with a blue arrow pointing to his nose. An airbender? Gasping to yourself, you realized that the young boy must be the avatar. You walked over to them, in hope to spark some sort of a friendship.
āHi! I just saw you and I was hoping if I could ask you a question?ā
āSorry,ā The taller, older boy said. He was quite attractive. His skin was dark, and his hair had been pulled back into a ponytail. He was well built and tall, carrying what looked like a boomerang on his back. āBut we really have to get going.ā
āSokka, Iām sure itās fine. She seems nice.ā The girl in blue uttered, attempting to be quiet.
āShhh! Donāt say my name! Trust no one. Plus, sheās wearing Fire Nation clothes. Sheās probably with Zuko.ā
You giggled.Ā āOh, no, donāt worry.Ā Iām actually a part of Southern Water Tribe. The Fire Nation raided there a while ago. Six years ago, when I was eight. And I was stowaway on their ship. Iāve been travelling around the world ever since. Iāve had to throw away my Water Tribe clothes. Wearing clothes from the Fire Nation basically gives you automatic protection.ā The girl who had spoken before smiled at you.
āWeāre from the Southern Water Tribe too! Well, me and Sokka, my brother, are. Iām a waterbender, just like you. Oh, and This is Aang, the avatar, and Toph. Sheās an earthbender.ā They each gave a pleasant āHiā. You were grateful for how friendly she seemed, whilst her brother slapped his forehead in annoyance.
āIām Y/N. I promise Iām not a part of the Fire Nation. Iām actually a water bender.ā
āProve it.ā Sokka spat, sounding a lot meaner than he intended to.
āWell, I-ā You sighed.Ā āIām really not very good.ā You took them to a secluded area near a body of water. Taking a deep breath, you drew your arms up from your sides and began twisting your hands. A sphere of water followed your hands, making a little spin, only to drop and land back into the water. You sighed.Ā āI-I told you I wasnāt any good.ā
āNo, that was good! You just need a little help making the right shapes is all.ā
āActually.. Thatās what I wanted to ask. Since youāre a waterbender, would you teach me?ā
āAbsolutely not. Sorry but weāre actually on a very important mission to help Aang and we just donāt have time.ā Your face dropped at Sokkaās words. You couldnāt keep your disappointment from flooding your entire body. Your head bowed low as you barely muttered anĀ āOhā, until you heard the younger boy speak up.
āCome on, Sokka. Katara still has stuff to teach me, why canāt she teach Y/N at the same time?ā The older boy groaned at the arrow-headed boyās request.
āAangās right, Sokka. We know sheās not actually a part of the Fire Nation, so whatās the big deal?ā You were exceedingly grateful for the two, and the other girl, who agreed without saying much.Ā
~~~
After a few months of training with Katara, you had gotten very good at waterbending. You often participated in sparring matches with all four of the others and were forever thankful that all of them ended up accepting you, especially Sokka. You had both become very close since you had joined Team Avatar, and you had developed strong feelings for him. He was always sweet to you and made sure you were okay. He even made sure you ate before he did, to make sure you had something.
āY/N!ā Katara called out to you as you all had set up a new camp for the day, or at least for a few days. You stopped unpacking for a moment and turned around to see her walking up to you, holding something in her hands.Ā āI found this as I was unpacking. I completely forgot I had it! I brought a few spare outfits and.. Well, I just thought you would like to start wearing Water Tribe colors again.ā She held the blue cloth out to you, smiling. You grinned widely.
āKatara, thank you so much!ā You hugged her tightly and gently took the clothes from her.Ā āAre you sure this is okay?ā To which she nodded and pushed them towards your chest.
āI want you to have them.ā
āThank you, Katara.ā You rushed off to find somewhere to change and hurried back. You stood and beamed, finally in your home colors once again. Giggling happily, you twirled in your new outfit.
āY/N, you look great! I should have given you that a long time ago.ā Katara smiled. As you teared up, you thanked her again.
āYou have no idea how much this means to me. I appreciate this so, so much.ā
āHey, Katara have you seen- Y/N, wow.ā Sokkaās jaw dropped, earning a smile from you.
āDo you think it suits me, Sokka?ā
āW-Well, yeah, of course.ā He gulped and walked away, you assumed to get some more fire wood. You sighed.
āI donāt know if he likes me in this.ā Looking down, you fiddled anxiously with your hands, hoping he wouldāve liked it.
āBelieve me, Y/N. He does.ā Katara giggled, and you were confused, but you decided not to say anything.
As time went on, you all found yourself sat around the fire, like you all did every night. Toph and Katara were already asleep, and Aang was only barely awake, leaving you and Sokka. You hummed softly, gently, as you stroked the fabric of your new clothes. Sokka cleared his throat.
"You know, Y/N... What I meant earlier was that-"
"Sokka, it's okay. I get that it's weird seeing me in blue since you've seen me in red for so long."
"It's not that. It's just.. I guess... W-Well, you just look..." He cleared his throat while you tilted your head, confused. "You look pretty in my colors. Well.. Our colors." A deep blush flushed his cheeks and you couldn't stop from smiling.
"You really think so?" He nodded, earning a blush from you as you hugged him tightly. "Thank you." As you smiled, you felt him intake a deep breath before returning the hug, placing one hand gently on the back of your head and one on your back, around your waist.
"You know, you're not too bad yourself." You rubbed the back of your neck nervously, unaware of how he would react. He smiled; not what you were expecting, and you were happy. "I've always found you attractive." Sokka almost choked.
"What? Are you being serious?"
"W-Well.. Yeah. Even when you broke my heart and told me Katara wouldn't be my teacher. I've always thought you were cute but I just didn't know how to say, or when to say and I don't even know if you like me back but I just wanted you to know anyway because-"
You were interrupted by the feeling of soft lips pressed against yours. You smiled at the feeling and kissed back gently. The feeling was indescribable; hearts racing, fingers intertwined, mouths moving with each other in sync. As you both pulled away, you smiled at each other.
"Sorry if I'm a bad kisser."
"Y/N, stop. It was amazing. You have no idea how long I've wanted to do that."
"Believe me, I do." You gulped. "I think I might love you, Sokka." Your face flushed a deeper red than before. The boy moved closer to you, putting his arm around your shoulders and pulling you into his chest.
"I think I love you too, Y/N." He sighed contently. As you rested your head on his shoulder and felt his body heat, your eyelids began to feel heavy. He gently played with the ends of your hair, sending you off into a sound sleep.
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A/N : had a bit of writers block for a few days lmao sorry loves :( another sokka imagine cus i absolutely adore him with my whole heart but anyway my requests r open and im happy to write anything for anyone i luv u all thank u for reading and i hope u have a fantastic day xo p
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and one more, āIāll still be here when youāre ready.ā but lashton, specifically NOT lingerie lashton (broaden your horizons LMAO)
Hi!! This was not lingeire Lashton (ha!) just regular old emo Lashton. What else is new for us. Please enjoy projection emo Luke
On ao3:Ā https://archiveofourown.org/works/28763520
Lukeās been out of sorts all day. He feels foggy and staticy, waking up like he has cotton in his head. He feels like heās wading through the day, stuck in the mud. Heād gotten up far too early, woken up from a nightmare that he canāt put his finger on, but that had filled him with terror. Ashton had been long from bed, up at the crack of dawn to go on his morning run or do his sunrise yoga or whatever it is that Ashton likes to do in the morning that seems terrible and unholy to Luke, who enjoys sleeping in. Heād laid in bed, staring at the ceiling until Petunia had started whining to go on a walk. Luke had dragged himself out of bed to take Petunia on a walk, which had only managed to make Luke feel even worse outside in the damp and cold.
Lukeās been sitting on the couch for the last 30 minutes since coming back, staring at the TV without actually absorbing anything heās watching. He thinks itās a movie heās watching, something older and in bright Technicolor, but it feels hazy watching it, like Lukeās seeing it all through a screen. He canāt focus, canāt concentrate and he's completely lost track of time until he hears the front door slam, Ashton calling for him.
Luke calls out a weak response, voice hoarse and scratchy from disuse. Ashton comes into view in the living room, frowning when he sees Luke.
āBad morning?ā
āBad sleep, bad morning, bad life. I just feel like scrambled eggs,ā Luke mumbles. Ashton lets out a sad sigh, leaning down to press a kiss to Lukeās temple.
āInteresting phrasing.ā
āI just...Iām here but my brain isnāt? I feel so mixed up I can barely think straight, let alone keep track of whatās happening around me. I just feel out of body and miserable,ā Luke mumbles. Ashton hums, turning to look at the TV.Ā
āHave you eaten?ā
Luke shoots a glance at Ashton, raising an eyebrow.Ā
āOkay, Iām going to take a shower and then I will make us something to eat. Do you want water? I think you need some water,ā Ashton says, pushing himself off the couch and going into the kitchen. He comes back a few moments later, holding a glass in his hand. He holds it out to Luke, clearly intending for him to take it. Luke does, sipping on it lightly as Ashton stares at him. When Lukeās had enough water to satisfy Ashton, he nods, leaning down to plant a kiss on Lukeās forehead again and leaving the room to go shower.
Luke turns back to the TV, watching Audrey Hepburn scream into the rain about her missing cat. Luke wonders how much of the movie heās lost sitting here in a daze, considering that he knows this is the end of the movie. Luke watches the end of the movie, watches the two kiss in the rain as the end credits roll, movie bleeding into the next one, something else in Technicolor and bright tones, her name stamped across the screen again. Luke doesnāt have any interest in changing the movie, sitting there as he watches her drive a car down the road to her large, sprawling mansion.
āWhat are you watching?ā Ashton asks, startling Luke as he comes back into the room, hair damp, wearing a t-shirt and sweatpants. Luke shrugs, tearing his eyes from Ashton back to the screen. He drops two bottles of nail polish down onto the coffee table, holding his hand out for Luke. Luke grabs on, letting Ashton tug him into the kitchen to make food. Ashton pulls a box of waffles from the freezer, grabbing the peanut butter for him and syrup for Luke from the cabinet. Luke watches as Ashton puts the waffles into the toaster, grabs the kettle to start boiling water.
āGet some tea?ā Ashton asks. Luke obeys, pulling down the box of Earl Grey tea, grabbing their favorite mugs from the cabinet and dropping a tea bag into each.Ā
āI canāt believe theyāre playing How to Steal a Million on TV. They never play that movie.ā
āItās better than My Fair Lady,ā Luke mumbles, earning a laugh from Ashton. He feels a flare of warmth in his chest having earned Ashtonās laugh.
āThatās just because you roll your eyes at musicals.ā
āTheyāre long and drawn out. Thereās no need for them to be that long,ā Luke says, feeling impassioned about this.Ā
Ashton chuckles, shaking his head, āWhatever you say Lu. Too bad we missed Breakfast at Tiffanyās. I know you like that one.ā
āCaught the end of it. Must be some marathon,ā Luke says, grabbing the kettle when it starts to boil. He pours the water into the mugs, hears the toaster pop, Ashton grabbing the waffles and cursing quietly when they burn his fingers a little. Luke giggles at it.
āOh hush,ā Ashton mumbles, spreading the peanut butter over his lightly.
āOne day, youāll learn to give it a minute,ā Luke teases gently. Ashton grumbles half heartedly, smile at the corner of his lips betraying him. Luke sets the timer, watching as Ashton pours the syrup onto Lukeās waffle, knowing the amount that Luke uses by heart. Luke still feels funny, foggy, but less in a hazy as he and Ashton dance around each other to bring their dishes to the living room, sitting on the floor to eat at the coffee table, grabbing the tea when the timer goes off, commenting on this Audrey Hepburn and her tall, blonde, male counterpart in this movie.
āDo you want to talk about it?ā Ashton asks when theyāve finished, cleaning up the dishes and settling in to watch the end of this movie. Ashton picks up the bottle of red polish, shaking it and holding out his hand for Lukeās. Cautiously Luke gives his hand over, watching as Ashton brushes the bright red over his nails.
āI donāt know what there is to talk about. My brain just feels funny is all. I canāt put my finger on it and I donāt want to talk about it,ā Luke says. Ashton nods, blowing lightly on Lukeās nails to dry them.
āDo you want to talk about it later?ā
Luke shrugs, looking back to the screen where theyāre throwing a boomerang around to set off the security alarms. Luke feels a smile tug at the corner of his lips. Luke feels odd, smiling to the movie when he still feels so out of body and foggy. He feels like he shouldnāt be enjoying something when he feels so out of sorts.
āWhat made you want to paint my nails?ā Luke asks, turning his attention back to Ashton. Ashton hums as he keeps painting Lukeās other hand.
āJust felt like it. Wanted to paint my nails and realized you hadnāt done it in a while. Thought it might be cute if we both did it,ā Ashton says, pulling back to look at Lukeās nails, nodding when he sees them. He sets the bottle of red polish onto the coffee table, picking up the black polish and starting to paint his nails. He gets through the left hand, satisfied, before he turns to Luke, expectantly. Luke realizes that Ashton wants him to help with his right hand. Sighing, Luke takes the brush, holding Ashtonās hand in his as he paints over the nails. Ashton watches Luke as he keeps brushing, painting the nails a shiny black. They finish painting their nails in silence, waiting until the nails dry before they climb onto the sofa.Ā
The movie bleeds into the next in the marathon. Lukeās only half focusing on the movie as he climbs into the corner of the couch, leaning back against the arm rest as Ashton sits properly on the couch. Luke curls his legs up, leaving them inches away from Ashtonās.
āIāll still be here when youāre ready,ā Ashton says, softly. He picks up Lukeās legs and places them into his lap, squeezing Lukeās ankle. He leaves his hand there, wrapped lightly around Luke, tapping at his skin. Luke stares down at Ashtonās hand, watching the black nail polish glimmer in the light, feels the warmth of Ashtonās skin on his. Luke can feel the beat against his ankle bone, a soft thumping that he thinks he can feel in his heart.
āReady for what?ā
āFor you to talk.ā
āWill you?ā Luke asks quietly, doubt and insecurity creeping into his tone.
Ashton stops tapping to glance over at Luke. Lukeās floored by the look of love and adoration on Ashtonās face. Under Ashtonās gaze, Luke feels safe and warm, secure.
āOf course I will be, Luke. Iāll always be here for you, whether you want to talk about it or just sit here and watch a movie or you want to go drive around in the dark just to get out of the house and breathe. Even if youāre never ready to talk about it to me, Iāll still be whenever you need it. I love you.ā
āJust because you love me doesnāt mean you should have to do that.ā
āThat's what love is. Itās support and understanding and being there for each other, through the good and the bad and the medium parts. Not everyday has to be amazing. Some days are just okay. And thatās okay because it means we can wake up tomorrow and try again to make it a better day,ā Ashton says, turning to Luke.
Luke blinks back tears, holding his hand out for Ashton. Ashton responds, grabbing a hold of Lukeās hand and squeezing it, lacing their fingers together, rubbing his thumb along the back of Lukeās hand. The world is still heavy, Luke still feels world weary and bone tired, but some of the tightness releases in his chest, heart warm. Lukeās lucky that he gets to spend everyday with Ashton, knowing that no matter what, heāll always have Ashton and his love to come home to, to wrap himself in. Luke isnāt certain of much, but heās certain of this. Heāll always have Ashton, heāll always have his love.Ā
#5 seconds of summer#lashton#luke hemmings#ashton irwin#non lingerie lashton who am i#i mean really#just emo vibes#my writing
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hellooo for fandom ask meme- atla?
Top 5 favourite characters: Sokka, Azula, Toph, Ty Lee, Mai.
Other characters you like: practically everyone. Aang, Zuko, Katara, Suki, Yue, Jet...
Least favourite characters: Ozai sucks, obviously xD. And frankly... though I love other parts of him, I have to say Iroh has not aged well in the rewatch. I hate how creepy he was with June, the bounty hunter. And I side-eye his attitude towards Azula vs. Zuko.
Otps: tbh nothing really makes it to OTP levels, BUT in this rewatch Iāve found myself appreciating Aang/Zuko and their dynamic and parallels all the more. I donāt ship them during show-time (I watched the show when I was 10-12 and itās kind of hard to ship Aang at that time lol) but as adults I could tbh; their dynamic is just incredibly well-written. Other of my fave ships are Sokka/Suki/Zuko, Sokka/Yue, Azula/Sokka, Azula/Mai/Ty Lee, and Jet/Katara.
Notps: nothing gets to NOTP levels, though over the years Iāve decided to keep away from both Aang/Katara and Aang/Zuko discourse LOL.
Favourite friendships: Zuko & the Gaang, Toph & Aang.
Favourite family: Azula & Zuko. I love disfunction xD.
Favourite episodes: the Boiling Rock and Azulaās coup in Ba Sing Se.
Favourite season/book/movie: season 2 >>>>>>> (late s3 was... disappointing in some areas. AKA the Dangerous Ladies).
Favourite quotes: Aang talking to an asleep Zuko in the Blue Spirit episode vs. Zuko talking to an asleep Aang during the blizzard about Azula ( āShe was born lucky. I was lucky to be born.ā That whole speech is A Lot); āpride is not the opposite of shame, but rather its sourceā. And of course, ācan your science explain why it rains?ā āYES IT CANā.
Best musical moment: the Avatar state theme always gets me.
Moment that made you fangirl/boy the hardest: the Dragons episode (I looooove dragons).
When it really disappointed you: the Dangerous Ladiesā endings (Azulaās is utterly undignified, Maiās is dull, and Ty Leeās is kinda heartbreaking but presented as triumphant aka what I hate the most xD).
Saddest moment: Zuko going back to his father in s2.
Most well done character death: Jetās.
Favourite guest star: Jet I guess? I never know how to take āguest starā in shows like this.
Favourite cast member: didnāt Serena Williams voice someone? The guard that was nice to Iroh so he spared her? There you have it xD.
Character you wish was still alive: Jet, if only for The Drama LMAO.
One thing you hope really happens: ........ I just hope the live-action reboot doesnāt make concessions and they write what THEY want to write.
Most shocking twist: hmm. Canāt really remember anything.
When did you start watching/reading?: I watched the show more or less as it aired, the first time.
Best animal/creature: Appa, DUH.
Favourite location: Ba Sing Se. So damn creepy, such good plots.
Trope you wish they would stop using: tbh the thing that annoyed me the most is when they tried to ~recreate the... effect some of ATLAās characters had with LOKās and utterly failed Ā¬Ā¬ (Bolin annoys me in particular. Itās a good thing Iāve never seen anyone in fandom explicitly compare him to Sokka LMFAO). And I want to clarify I donāt say this as a way to hate on LOK, because I love LOK (and Korra is my favourite character in the whole āverse). But that part annoyed me xD
One thing this show/book/film does better than others: it falls on that category of āchildren show that NEVER talks down to childrenā and Iāll always love it for that.
Funniest moments: Sokka was sincerely funny and enjoyable. And the show was great at visual/physical humor, especially with bending.
Couple you would like to see: Sokka/Zuko or Azula/Sokka, Just Because LOL (and I really hope the reboot doesnāt erase Jet/Katara tbh).
Actor/Actress you want to join the cast: n/a. Well, actually, thatās wrong. Iād love to see Brandon Soo Hoo to join the cast as ANYONE, just because I want to see Brandon Soo Hoo on-screen again :P
Favourite outfit: Azulaās Ba Sing Se outfits. And the ones on the beach episode.
Favourite item: Sokkaās boomerang, OFC. And his meteorite sword.
Do you own anything related to this show/book/film?: nope.
What house/team/group/friendship group/family/race etc would you be in?: Iād love to be an airbender (I just want to flyyyy).
Most boring plotline: n/a.
Most laughably bad moment: Ty Leeās ending. A character that valued individuality so much she left a family because there was nothing differentiating her from her sisters ends in a uniformed order where every girl looks the same. O-fucking-kay.
Best flashback/flashfoward if any: Zukoās banishment flashbacks *sniffs*
Most layered character: Aang and Zuko, IMO.
Most one dimensional character: cabbages man, but we love him so xD
Scariest moment: Zukoās Agni Kai. Poor dear.
Grossest moment: that weird deformed panda spirit comes to mind.
Best looking male: I actually have some Issues(TM) about how theyāre drawn as grown-ups LMAO. Hmm. Between Sokka and Zuko I guess.
Best looking female: 12-year-old me had a mini crush on the Dangerous Ladies LOL.
Who youāre crushing on (if any): see above.
Favourite cast moment: n/a.
Favourite transportation: Appa.
Most beautiful scene (scenery/shot wise): thereās a lot of great ones but Iām going with the dragon dance.
Unanswered question/continuity issue/plot error that bugs you: n/a. Though if we get into LOK I would have a few LOL.
Best promo: n/a.
At what point did you fall in love with this show/book: I liked it from very early on, but I remember starting to Love It in Jetās episode (Sokka and his ~instincts! Tragic ship with Betrayal(TM) and irreconcilable issues! My catnip).
#thetiptoeingtulip#avatar verse#avatar: the last airbender#avatar thoughts#atla thoughts#talking to the void#replies#my thoughts#thanks :D
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After that miraculous finale, do you think we're headed for a reverse love square now? I can kinda see seeds, but I don't know how Adrigami and Lukanette fit into that... And I'm curious: You mentioned once that you think of Adrien as the love interest prize and therefore as static. Does this moving on business change your opinion in any way? One could argue it's a sign of character development, but he still seems rather reactive... Would you mind explaining your thoughts a bit more?
I really hope not. While I donāt begrudge people for wanting to see more interactions between Marinette and Chat Noir, the absolute worst thing that could happen right now is for Marinette to cheat on Luka (emotionally or otherwise), or Adrien to cheat on Kagami (emotionally or otherwise). There is no excuse for cheating, absolutely none. Not only do Luka and Kagami not deserve such disrespect, but it would pretty much tarnish Marinette and Adrienās characters irredeemably, as well as forever soil the Marinette/Adrien ship. So while we all know that Luka/Marinette and Kagami/Adrien are (unfortunately) temporary ships and that Marinette and Adrien will end up together by the end, I really hope it doesnāt come about as a result of either Marinette or Adrien cheating on Luka and Kagami respectively. Adrien/Marinette has had enough negative development as it is; it doesnāt need to be tarnished beyond repair.
(For anyone who might be thinking,Ā āBut Scrawlers, you ship Gabriel/Nathalie, and that would mean Gabriel would be cheating on Emilie!ā two things:
1.) Emilie is in an indefinite coma, and has been for quite some time. Itās not unreasonable to think that Gabriel might catch feelings for someone who is conscious, breathing, and close to himāsomeone that he can confide ināwhile Emilie is out of commission. And more importantly
2.) Villains do terrible things, and both Gabriel and Nathalie are villains. The two of them having an affair while Emilie is comatose wonāt tarnish them any more than, say, terrorizing Paris, beating up teenagers, beating up the elderly, akumatizing actual infants multiple times, tormenting people just to akumatize them, and so on and so forth. We expect Gabriel and Nathalie to be terrible and do terrible things because theyāre villains. The same cannot be said for Adrien and Marinette, who would be irredeemably tarnished if they cheated on either Luka or Kagami (and again, this includes emotional cheating, because itās goddamn wrong to carry on a relationship someone while youāre emotionally invested in and involved with another).
So yes, I do like Gabriel/Nathalie, and their relationship is a dark one, but thatās because theyāre villains. Of course their relationship is dark. I expect better from the heroes.)
So if Marinette and Adrien do start connecting more through theĀ āMarichatā connection, then it sure as hell better be platonic. I donāt want to see a single ounce of romance occur between them until both of them are single, or else Iām out entirely.
As for Adrien being Marinetteās reward for good behavior, I think you misunderstood what I meant a bit. Itās not so much that heās static, so much as it is that his role in the show isnāt to learn lessons and grow as a person.Ā
MIraculous Ladybug is Marinetteās coming-of-age story. Itās a story about how she grows both as a hero and as a person. Therefore, the story focuses on her, almost wholesale. We see both her triumphs and her failures. When there are new developments, those developments have the largest impact on Marinette, whether theyāre good or bad. The idea is that, at the end of the story, Marinette will have fully matured as both a person and a superhero. The lessons she learns from her mistakes, as well as her challenges and triumphs, are supposed to help her get there. Having a romantic relationship with Adrien at the end is supposed to be the cherry on top.
On the other hand, although he does have an important role in the story, Miraculous Ladybug is not Adrienās coming-of-age story (hence why his name isnāt in the original title of the show; I imagine it was probably changed for American audiences to try to market the show toward boys, because god forbid they watch a show about a girl, am I right?). The story isnāt about him growing and maturing as a person and superhero, any more than itās about Alya learning and maturing as a person and superhero, or Nino, or Alix. True, he has a more important role than those three given that heās Ladybugās primary partner, Hawkmothās son, and Marinetteās love interest, but all the same, the story is still not about his growth and development as a person and superhero. Itās not his coming-of-age. This is why we donāt have episodes focused on his individual adventures, why we donāt see him encounter challenges and learn from them the same way we see Marinette encounter challenges and learn from them. What happened at the end of season three is a perfect example of this. Sure, Adrien is sad that Master Fu lost his memories and is out of the picture now, but Marinette is the one who is assuming Master Fuās responsibilities as the new Guardian. Sheās the one affected the most by Master Fuās departure, and sheās the one whoās going to grow as a result of it, whereas Adrienās life will remain mostly unchanged save for him needing to find a new Chinese tutor. If Miraculous Ladybug intended to focus on both of them growing and maturing as people and superheroes, surely Adrien would be equally as affected by Fuās departureābut heās not, because this isnāt meant to be his coming-of-age story. Itās Marinetteās. Therefore, sheās the one who takes the bulk of the plot meant for advancing character growth.
This doesnāt mean that Adrien canāt have anything to do while Marinette is going through that arc, of course. Look at love interests in other superhero stories: Lois Lane is a reporter, Michelle Jones is an activist, Steve Trevor was a soldier in World War II. If all a love interest does is sit around twiddling their thumbs, theyāre not going to be characters that the audience will be content with seeing the main character end up with. So of course Adrien has his life as Chat Noir, heās a model, he has a best friend in Nino, and yes, heās dating Kagami for now. This doesnāt mean that Miraculous Ladybug is his story, though, in the same way that itās Marinetteās story, because it isnāt. Adrienās going to experience some changes as the story goes on, just as other side characters have (e.g. Chloeās arc, which at the moment resembles a boomerang), but heās not going to go through the same trials and tribulations as Marinette because thatās not his purpose here. Heās not the protagonist, Marinette is.
This was a very long explanation, but I hope it made sense. Sorry it also took time to reply; I only have access to tumblr on my phone while Iām at work, and I wasnāt about to type all this without a proper keyboard, lmao.
#miraculous ladybug#miraculous ladybug spoilers#ml spoilers#loveater spoilers#miracle queen spoilers#meta#marinette dupain cheng#adrien agreste#gabriel agreste#nathalie sanceour#Anonymous#but honestly can you imagine cheating on someone as sincere and understanding and soft as Luka?#or someone as devoted and trusting and honest as Kagami?#literally cannot think of anything more abhorrent#if either Marinette or Adrien cheat so help me I am forever done
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Druck season 2, episode 1 reaction
weāre baaaaaack
I said I would finish my Skam S3 analyses before I caught up on the remake reactions, and Iām working on the one for 3.10 (the finale), but I also didnāt want to fall behind on another show. So here are some thoughts on Druckās first week back!
Episode 1
Clip 1 - āTheir tongues battled for dominanceā
Itās the moment weāve been waiting for, Druck has come back from the war. And our very first shot is an extreme closeup of some very tongue-oriented kissing, thanks for that.Ā
Is it Matteo and a girl?
WAIT IS THAT KIKI AND ALEXANDER
HOLY SHIT
I definitely feel like Druck was playing with Skam fansā expectations here. They know weāre expecting a kiss to open the season, but weāre expecting it to be Matteo and some girl, so Alex and Kiki throws us off. Weāre also expecting Alex and Kiki to be completely over by now, not hooking up again - that changes the direction of the season, for sure.
I donāt know how much Miaās issues will reflect Nooraās, but considering that Nooraās season opens with scandalous sex pics/media, and that it ties into not just what happens with Niko but Nooraās overall issues about sex that are threaded throughout the season, itās kinda interesting to open with this sloppy kiss for Miaās season, if she has similar hangups.
The lyrics of the song are on point:Ā
You're a poison and I know that is the truth All my friends think you're vicious And they say you're suspicious
The other girls watch in horror and befuddlement, like the OG girl squad did with Isak. HI, GIRLS! Lovely to see you again. Sam is the only one who seems not entirely appalled by this coupling.
FUCK FUCK FUCK, Alex drives off in his car with Kiki. Kiki is so eager, staring at him with such wonder. It really makes you feel bad for her, when this dude was such a jerk to her previously! He apologized but he still acted like that! And now sheās back with him. Not great.
I guess this is an unpopular opinion, from what I can tell, but ā¦ I like Kiki. Not necessarily as a human being, I completely understand why people find her the least tolerable, meanest Vilde, but something about her character just feels real to me. Like this is a version of Vilde I completely buy as a person Iād meet in real life. Hell, she does remind me of people Iāve met in the past.
Lmao, the camera swivels between each girl, I guess to emphasize the confusion/bafflement in the group. Mia does not get what Kiki sees in him. Amiraās like, heās hot. Samās like, whatās wrong, theyāre finally together! Sam, my beautiful girl, they werenāt a sitcom couple. This wasnātĀ the will-they wonāt-they flirtation of the century. They did, and it was a disaster.Ā
Mia says theyāre not a couple, Sam is like ā¦ but they spend every night together? This is kind of adorable coming from her, tbh.
Amira points out that Sam spends every night with her camel and Samās points out that theyāre together! Lmao, I love this bit of continuity. Shout-out to Carmen!Ā
Mia thinks Alex will drop Kiki once he finds another girl. Well, he probably will, itāll just be Mia. Amira says, pfft, thatās all western relationships. Mia is like ā¦ do you want us all to become lesbians? Mia, there is a segment of your audience who would be completely OK with that.
Mia and Hanna air kiss and I know itās not gonna happen but by God I wish it would. Iām so apprehensive about how theyāll handle Miaās sexuality this season, with her smooching Hanna last season to get Axel off her back, but also her being bi via word of God.
Amira says she has to go to prayer. Mia asks whether Amira was just there? Amira says no and leaves. So maybe Amira is doing something else and keeping a secret from the girls? I guess one other possibility is that Mia (a non-Muslim) doesnāt realize how much Muslims are supposed to pray, but I think the first is more likely from a story perspective. Anyway, itās small but I like little nods to Amiraās religion, things like her mentioning going to pray so it feels like itās more integrated into her character.Ā
Sam asks the girls to swing their legs and itās super cute. It was also an IG story she made, so thatās a nice inclusion. Itās cool when they tie in the clips to actual social media posts (much like how Matteo posted a video of Hanna and Jonas last season that seemed to be taken within the clip itself).
People got seriously fucking mad with this clip, lmao, but honestly, itās such a big departure from the original that I wasnāt pissed. Thereās too much we need to know about how the Kiki/Alexander relationship will play out in the long run before I get angry at whatās happening.
In the credits after the clip, we see a pillow fight scene with the girls. Iām gonna guess thatās maybe a snippet from the Easter cabin episode (or whateverās taking place of the cabin episode). I wonder if we also got a slumber party scene as a makeup for not getting the full girlsā sleepover in S1? It was just Mia and Kiki.
Clip 2 - Santa Claus is coming
Mia observes their toilet at home at German Kollektivet. It is gross. Thereās pee all over the seat, what even looks like a curly hair??? I want to puke. I take it back, Iāll watch Kikiās and Alexās tongues for an hour if Druck never shows me anything like this toilet again.
Mia angrily stomps over to the bedroom of German Eskild (Hans) and bangs on the door. German Linn comes up to her, saying Hans has a visitor. Mia explains that Hans peed all over the toilet seat, Linn asks if she should clean it up. Mia says if they always do it for him, heāll never learn. This is a small moment and not necessarily like, groundbreaking feminist commentary, but itās why I have some faith in Druck for this season? Mia is adamantly against women cleaning up menās messes (literally and certainly figuratively). Iām not saying sheās a perfect feminist, but she actually seems like a believable feminist teenage girl, with a lot of feminist principles that seem integrated into her life, which not all of the remakes have captured, imo.
Mia bangs on the door, Hans doesnāt open it, so eventually she does and of course Hans is getting his dick sucked. Heās wearing a Santa hat. There are so many directions you could take this joke that I canāt settle on anything, sorry.Ā
I will say that Iām pretty sure there are multiple shitty Christmas slasher movies where the killer is driven to hack people up because they spied someone in a Santa costume having sex, and that scarred them for life or whatever, so Hans better watch his back. And clean up the toilet from now on.
Hans makes excuses for his wayward urine, Mia asks him to clean it up. Hans is like, tomorrow! Hans, people are probably going to use the toilet between now and tomorrow. It is not going to take you long to do the bare minimum and spray down some cleaner and then wipe it off.
Uhhhh the other dude whoās putting on his Santa jacket seems kinda cute. Good job, Hans? Except apparently the guy, Michi, is boring and talks too much about Trump, Nazis, refugees, etc. So bringing in those aspects of S2 a little early, which is nice and topical. (But lol @ Mia and Hans talking about how boring this guy is when the door is still open a crack.)
Mia asks why Hans meets with him then, and Hans says itās because Mia is always in school and who knows what Linn is doing? He was lonely. And by lonely, letās be real, he means horny. Something neither Mia nor Linn can satisfy for him.
Hans compares Michi to a boomerang: you throw him away but he always comes back. Mia is appalled by this. You all suck! Not āyou allā as in gay people, āyou allā as in men. Hans is like ā¦ well, youāve got me there!Ā
I liked that already, this scene ties into the plot thematically. Hans is basically doing the same as Alex, or at least what Mia thinks is happening with Alex. Hans is using Michi for hookups, Alex is using Kiki. Throwing her away, but like a boomerang, she comes back. Mia thinks what Amira said earlier about relationships is right. Guys are awful.
Hans didnāt make the best first impression here, with comparing Michi to a boomerang, and being dismissive of serious political issues, but I mean, this is only his first scene, and itās not like Eskildās first appearance revealed too much about him except that he thought Disney was a good fellatio soundtrack.
Clip 3 - Hello, Jotteo
Hanna and Mia walk to school. Mia says that her parents decided to go to Berlin without telling her, and they got into a fight. Her relationship with them is a nonstop cycle of arguing, basically. So Mia is going to do nothing for Christmas, basically, just stay at home and read - which sounds nice, personally, but also probably not that nice when itās because youāre estranged from your family and have nowhere to go. Hanna is like, not on my watch!Ā She invites Hanna to Christmas Eve with her and her dad. Yay, Hannaās dad! I liked that guy, I hope we get to see him again.
Jonas and Matteo show up! Interesting because obviously Mia didnāt escape to Hannaās yesterday to see Hanna and Jonas all snuggled up watching TV and talking about dating (like Noora did).
Hanna and Jonas seem a little awkward together. MY BABES. You still love each other!
Also, these are some fucking stoners, man. Are they high already? Itās like 8 in the morning. School hasnāt even started. Theyāre like, we have to go take a biology test! Theyāre laughing like this is the funniest shit ever.Ā
Mia asks if Hanna has talked with him lately. Hanna is like, āJonas?ā at first, and I canāt wait to hear how that relationship is going (or not going) but Mia meant Matteo. Hanna has no idea how sheād bring up that they found porn on Matteosā phone and that they think heās crushing on Jonas. Mia is like, just drop in a subtle hint, like asking if he watches Queer Eye! Lmao, Mia, have you seen Matteoās hair and wardrobe? Bless him, because I love this messy, perpetually stoned version of Isak, but if heās watching Queer Eye heās sure as fuck not taking inspiration from it.
Hanna says she and Matteo donāt have much contact lately, because of Jonas. Itās not working out just being friends and he doesnāt seem willing to give as much on his end. Mia asks if Jonas has a new girlfriend, Hanna says no, that they promised to tell each other when that happens. Something tells me that isnāt going to go so smoothly this season. I wouldnāt be surprised if Jonas gets a girlfriend but Hanna doesnāt hear about it from him. I mean, Eva didnāt hear about Jonas being with another girl straight from him, and they were on much better terms than Hanna and Jonas (superficially, at least).
Mia seems doubtful, too. Iām sure her current āMen are the worstā attitude isnāt making her more optimistic.
Clip 4 - Mia vs. Alex in class
Mia is in class. Kikiās sitting next to her; Alexander is on the opposite side of the room; because he got held back, theyāre in the same grade. Mia looks to him. I will note that Alexander does a kind of laugh to himself before he looks up, so maybe he sensed that Mia was scoping him out?
Mia, who is looking very pretty by the way, pulls up her shirt so itās not baring her shoulders so much. I vastly appreciate that they did this part differently than in the original! In that one, William texts Noora that she looks good in the shirt, causing her to put on a jacket - itās his direct advances and comment making her uncomfortable. In this scene, Alexander is just looking at her - which might make her uncomfortable but at least he wasnāt doing it in an overly lascivious way.Ā
We also see him respond to that, and itās hard to tell because he doesnāt avert his eyes totally or anything, but he doesnāt completely keep staring at her.
Like in Skam, their teacher is filmed below the neck, although this guyās nipples arenāt the main attraction. Rather, itās his festive reindeer sweater that draws the eye. (NGL, this gives me an idea for one of the S3 remakes where instead of checking out the female teacherās boobs, the Isak is like ā¦ staring at his male teacherās nips poking through a polo shirt or whatever.)
This is like a history/social studies class and the teacher has been talking about institutional oppression. He asks for comparisons between apartheid in South Africa and the Third Reich.
A girl is like, why canāt we talk about something relevant like Syria? Lmao, random girl, of course itās important to talk about Syria, but whatās this insinuation that itās not relevant to talk about past atrocities? This is part of why we study history, to draw comparisons between the past and present. Not to mention the repercussions of those periods are still felt today.
Mia and Alexās argument about Israel being an apartheid state is more in line with how I think Noorhelm was meant to be, with the two of them having debates and William challenging Nooraās opinion. However, it never really worked for me because I felt these arguments leaned too heavily on not just like ... intellectual debate for the spirit of it, but Noora objecting to something William had done, and then William trying to argue why it was actually OK. There werenāt many debates about stuff unrelated to their relationship and Williamās behavior, not much verbal and mental sparring for the pleasure of it. So maybe this isnāt an enjoyable debate, per se, but itās at least a heated one between two parties with different strong POVs, on something besides trying to justify oneās own behavior.
When Alex quotes David Ben-Gurion, Mia says thereās a difference between a German saying that Israel is an apartheid state and an Israeli saying so. Alex is like, nah. Mia asks, so thereās no difference when I insult your sister and when you do? He seems to get a touch more serious and says while emotionally thereās a difference, practically there isnāt. No one should insult his sister.
People were reading very literally into this comment, that sheās aware of his sister, but I think sheās just presenting a hypothetical scenario as an analogy. Itās not that she actually knows he has/had a sister. Itās that her hypothetical scenario happens to have more baggage attached to it than she realizes. Assuming that Alex maybe has a dead sister, this is actually a very good moment! It makes sense why heād get more emotional over her at this mention, like it struck a nerve even if itās not what Mia really meant.
The teacher is like, thanks for your contribution, it totally misses the point! Lmao, between that comment and the reindeer sweater, I like this guy.
Behind Mia, Kiki seemed pretty into Alexās talk, by the way.
As the class packs up, Mia says Alex is a dick, Kiki says heās not and that Mia doesnāt even know him. Heās insecure and just wants his parentsā attention. Mia is like, lol, didnāt know he was sensitive and vulnerable. She says it like a joke, but Kiki takes it seriously and says itās all a front.
Mia asks why Alex is repeating his grade, Kiki says he didnāt want to talk about it. INTERESTING. I know from a Doylist perspective, this is so they can keep Alex on the show rather than him graduating, but I really hope they integrate it into his characterization. But he also said itās none of Kikiās business so like, heās still an asshole. Mia agrees with me.Ā He doesnāt have to tell her but donāt be a shithead about it.
Alex accompanies Kiki out of the classroom and gives her his hand, but appears to shoot Mia a look as he leaves.
Clip 5 - Kikiās a vegan
Mia rides her bike in the morning and passes Kiki on the street. They have class now, but Kiki still needs to go home and shower. Mia is surprised because theyāre pretty far from Kikiās house, meaning Kiki has to run even more. However, Kiki seems pleased about how much sheās run.
Mia invites Kiki to go shopping with her and Hanna, and Kiki wants to go somewhere with vegan croissants. Mia is surprised by Kiki suddenly being a vegan. Kiki explains that she saw a documentary - not about factory farming, but about how healthy it is. Although then she adds she thinks factory farming is bad when she sees Mia isnāt pleased - thatās a nice touch because Kiki seems like she thought Mia was judging her for not being politically aware enough, and that Miaās going to go on an activist diatribe or something, when Mia is really concerned because of Kikiās extreme workout and diet.
Mia clarifies that she thinks veganism is great, itās just that Kiki is working out so much as well as becoming a vegan. She said they talked about it and Kiki needs to be careful about this stuff. Kiki says she doesnāt see the problem with eating healthy and doing sports.
I like that moment because itās kind of toeing the line, like ā¦ well, what is wrong with working out and eating healthy? And Mia canāt quite object to that in itself. On the surface, Kiki is making it sound reasonable. Itās just that we know more is going on with her than simply adopting healthy lifestyle habits. Sheās taking it way too far.
Clip 6 - Mia vs. Alex, take two
Mia sees Axel in school and confronts him, saying they need to talk. He doesnāt seem that into it. When she asks him what heās doing with Kiki, he plays dumb, she tells him that sheās going to get her hopes up for something serious. Alex is all, define serious. He says that heās hanging out with Kiki and no one else, so what else is he supposed to do, propose to her?
If heās explained to Kiki that this is a FWB thing, then honestly, itāll be on Kiki not to hope for something more serious. Itās certainly not the best course of action for him because of how he behaved last season, and he should know by now that Kiki will probably take it too seriously. However, if heās made his stance clear to Kiki that this isnāt a serious relationship, then itās on Kiki to listen to that.
I like that her posture seems more stiff and ramrod straight, and heās leaning against the railing, relaxed. Sheās on guard and trying to make a point to, heās not threatened by what sheās saying.
He says āIf I didnāt know you were a lesbian, Iād think you were jealous,ā and arrrrgh. Best case scenario, this at least suggests he has been backing off Mia because he thinks sheās a lesbian and not approaching her, and he respects that. However, I donāt think he buys that sheās really a lesbian (and this is confirmed by the end of the episode) so it comes across like a taunt instead.Ā āIf I didnāt know you were a lesbianā is him being ironic because he doesnāt believe her.
Mia says if he hurts Kiki, sheāll kill him. She walks away and Alex seems more amused than anything. He better take her seriously, sheās seen Santa getting a blowjob so the desire to kill should be setting in any moment.
Clip 7 - Gym class
Mia and Hanna are in gym class. Theyāre on the bleachers. TheyĀ are both faking having their periods because they hate volleyball and PE. I can respect the fuck out of that.Ā Jonas is playing volleyball, and he andĀ Hanna are having some awkward eye contact.
Hanna mentions that Kiki is a vegan now. She doesnāt get how one can go without meat, but Mia has more serious concerns about Kikiās sudden veganism.
The girls talk about Alexander and whether heās doing this thing with Kiki as a tactic to make Mia jealous. God, I hope not. I hope he legit thinks sheās unavailable and is trying to move on or something. Because even taking the end of the episode into consideration, he wasnāt pursuing Mia on his own. He wasnāt texting her, calling her, starting conversations with her outside of class, and it was when Mia kept initiating contact and pushing him that he said heād break up with Kiki if Mia went on a date with him. Iām not excusing him for that, but best case scenario, he was doing this thing with Kiki without the end goal of exchanging her for Mia.
The ball flies at Hanna, Jonas comes to pick it up and says sorry. I truly hope that was an accident, because otherwise, dick move. Anyway, another little beat of awkwardness between the two.
Clip 8 - Christmas partyĀ
Party time! Linn sits on the couch, appropriately. Sheās wearing a Santa hat, so sheās a little bit festive, at least?
The girls bake cookies, Hans seems to be making drinks. When Mia goes to the fridge, we get a nice glimpse of her, Hans, and Linn in some photo booth pics, awww.
Amira recreates the Salt Bae meme, which is fucking adorable, I love her.
Mia is a very pretty girl but I have to say that the styling is suiting her even more this season, and this is a really great look for her.
Kiki checks her phone. As we know from the social media, she had something planned with Alex. Sheās sent some texts to him, but heās ignoring her. Though I wonder if they actually had something planned, or if Kiki just assumed they did.
The doorbell rings and itās Jonas, Matteo, and Carlos! I think theyāre integrating the boy squad more into this season because they know fans love Jonas and Matteo, but thatās hardly something Iāll complain about. I live for more combined girl/boy squad content.
Hanna doesnāt seem totally OK with Jonas appearing - not like, shook to her core, but that sheās a little ruffled.
Carlos greets Kiki and says she looks good tonight and I donāt want to pair up any random boy and girl who interact, but if it will get her off Alex, then by all means, deliver us German Magnus/Vilde.
Mia asks Hans if he invited Michi (the guy from the BJ Santa clip) and he says no. Michi isnāt the kind of guy you date, heās the guy you get to rim you. Well ... thanks for letting us know!
But itās kinda interesting to me, because Hans is pretty dismissive and not complimentary of this guy, but at the same timeā¦ itās his choice to just hook up with him and not go for anything serious. Mia seems like sheās meddling or judging a bit, disapproving of Hans doing this. I wonder if itāll come into play later and if Hans will get as tired of Miaās meddling as Kiki does. Still, itās a nice parallel to her interfering with Kikiās affairs, too.
This is a small, cute Christmas party, I dig it. The squads dance to All I Want For Christmas, the girls hug, itās cute. Matteo sits at the table drinking, awww. Get up and dance, dude!
I wonder if Matteo not dancing is part of him checking himself not to be ~too gay? Or maybe heās not in the mood because heās been going through shit at home? Or heās too drunk to get up? There are a lot of references to him drinking and getting stoned this season, and I mean, thatās not a great thing for him, but itās a very interesting development in terms of what it will mean for his arc.Ā
Hans and Matteo have met now! Maybe they didnāt talk much, but they were in the same room!
WHO WAS TOUCHING MATTEOāS HEAD, I CANāT TELL
Matteo and Kiki share a moment where sheās singing to All I Want For Christmas at him and heās just at the table. Are they actual friends or something? Elaborate, please!
Everyoneās having a good time until Hans suddenly cuts the music, then theyāre angered. How dare he cut off Mariah!
Hans announces theyāre going to the club andĀ goes into the bathroom to take party drugs. He says heās going to pee, but the others are aware heās taking drugs. Matteo mentions that Hans said he partied last week and it took him 72 hours to notice that he didnāt eat anything. Oh no, Kikiās going to latch onto that. Mia seems wary.
Later, after the partyās over, Mia is cleaning up when the doorbell rings. Kiki comes back in. Sheās going to party with Hans and Sam. Cotton pads fall out of her purse. Wait, Kiki is eating them??? Uh-oh.
Mia asks her not to take drugs, she saw how Kiki reacted when they were talking about Hans. Kiki gets mad and asks why she doesnāt get on Hansā case. Mia says itās because Hans doesnāt eat cotton pads as a snack. Kiki gets very upset. Mia wants to know if this is because of Alexander.
Truthfully, I donāt think dating Alexander helps, necessarily, since Kiki will feel like she needs to be at her best to hold Alexās attention, and if heās not 100% interested in her, sheāll find the faults in herself rather than him. It doesnāt help that heās already told her sheās not worth it, and even though he apologized, she might still feel the memory of that. But this problem with Kiki goes well beyond her dating Alexander. Iām not absolving him of everything, obviously, but I think sheād be engaging in these behaviors regardless of what he thought, even if itās for his approval. Mia is using Alexander as a scapegoat here for a much broader issue with Kiki. Like I have no doubt that these problems originated before Alex.
Kiki yells at Mia to stop interfering in her life and that sheās obsessed. Iām really interested in what Druck is doing with these two, because there are two sides to this. I think when it comes to Kikiās eating disorder, while Mia ultimately canāt control what Kiki does, sheās not wrong to mention her concerns. This is one situation where your friendās health and physical well-being are at stake. Mia has likely been where Kiki has and recognizes the signs. When it comes to Alexander ā¦ Mia probably should back off by now. Sheās made her case, sheās stated her concerns. Kiki is making her own choices with who sheās hooking up with. They may not be great choices but theyāre Kikiās to make. But mixing the two sides is that Mia thinks the relationship with Alex is exacerbating Kikiās eating disorder, so Kikiās romantic life is entangled with her health.Ā
Mia lies in bed later. She goes through her text messages, first Hans, then Axel. If you look closely, youāll notice that she sent something to him about the David Ben-Gurion quote being misattributed, which means they kept up the debate outside the classroom. Mia, I know you want to win the debate, but contacting Axel again to make your point isnāt going to convince him that you donāt care about him.
Mia texts Axel to leave Kiki alone. Again, this is messy because I think this is probably crossing the line, Miaās said her piece already, and this is Kikiās life. Iām glad theyāve emphasize that Mia thinks this situation is making Kikiās eating disorder worse, though, because that is a very serious problem and if Mia thinks Alex is making it worse, then itās easy to understand why she would keep intervening.
Mia is texting something likeĀ āDo you want to ...ā before Axel writes back, and Iād be really interested to know what she was going to say.Ā
Aaaand Alex wrecks a lot of the good will we wanted to give him by telling Mia heāll break up with her if she goes out with him and admits she made up all the lesbian stuff. Ugh. So heās a) willing to break up with Kiki and hurt her just to get with Mia b) putting pressure on Mia dating him c) not taking her being a lesbian seriously which is sadly a common attitude among straight dudes. Obviously lesbians canāt be real, itās impossible for women not to want me men! Even if he thinks she made it up about her sexuality, he should fucking leave it at that. I mean, she made it up for a reason and that reason is that she doesnāt want to date him, take a hint. Whatever Miaās flaws have been in this whole situation, that doesnāt let Alex off the hook, either.
We close on Mia from above in her bed, with some distance. I like that, it makes her seem smaller and less in control of what she feels she has to do.
General Comments/Social Media
Iām really happy to see this show back! So far this was a promising start; I think theyāre working on some of the production issues of last season and listening to the fans, so thatās encouraging.
This week there was a TON of effort put into the social media, with many IG posts and stories and multiple text messages. There were also clips every day, sometimes more than one. This was a really smart choice, because the constant flow of content grabbed peopleās attention - remember that one week in S1 where the show took an unexpected hiatus and people wondered if Druck had been cancelled mid-season? Not great for holding viewersā interest. I very much hope they can keep up the steady roll of content - personally I would not be surprised if they tone it down a little after this week, and the large amount of content this week was to drum up hype for the show, but I hope we can keep it at higher levels than last season.
However, the constant content and the increased promotion seem to have worked, because the amount of views per clip and subscriptions to Druckās channel have increased quite a bit! A lot of the clips seem to have as many or more views as clips from S1, which have been out for months. At the beginning of the week there was something like 63,000 subscribers to the channel, I think? As of writing this, they have almost 100,000. They gained more than 35,000 subscribers in a week. Thatās incredible! I also noticed several of the clips and episodes were trending by the time I watched them, so thatās got to help attract new viewers. When there are new clips out frequently, they can keep trending, which will grab the attention of new fans. I poked through the comments and there seemed to be a LOT of people who are not existing Skam fans, but German viewers discovering Druck for the first time, which is amazing.
I realize itāll be very messy with the timeline, but I hope that we can squeeze in at least one more season of this show, hopefully two so we can get both Amira and Matteo seasons. If the momentum keeps up, itāll be a huge shame to end the show when itās doing so well. Donāt pull a Julie Andem, Pola Beck. (Lmao, Iām willing to drop realism and pretend this is like Buffy the Vampire Slayer or Veronica Mars when they graduated high school after 2-3 seasons and then all happened to go to the same university.)
About Mia being a lesbian or bisexual, or having a romance with a girl - as much as I would love for this to happen, Iām not going to get my hopes up. I donāt want to be disappointed. What I do hope is that the stuff with Mia isnāt queerbaiting - I really hope that she isnāt straight. I get that sheās probably not going to be a lesbian and that sheāll likely end up with Alex, because otherwise it would be an enormous diversion from the source material, one that would not go over well with a big part of the fanbase that loves Noorhelm and is looking forward to seeing that story again. But let her be bi, at least. I get that itās a pipe dream to hope for Mia/Hanna or Mia/Kiki, but let the f/f content be stronger than it was in S2 of Skam. Make it better than just drunken makeouts between ostensibly straight girls.
The thing is, I do understand if they have her get together with Alex. However you might feel about it personally, Noorhelm is a popular ship (S3 was the biggest internationally but I know S2 was huge in Norway) and there will be tons of people looking forward to it. So really, Iām not expecting them to throw out that relationship and the Mia/Alex endgame. Later in the season, I might change my mind. But right now, while Iām expecting some of the story details to change (as they already have), Iām not going to predict a radical overhaul of S2. I think Iāll be more disappointed if I expect them to reinvent this story so dramatically and they donāt. And if they do? I can be pleasantly surprised.
Thereās going to be a fuck ton of drama this season in the fandom - hell, there already is - because Noorhelm is already polarizing, and weāll be seeing people who still want this ship to succeed and people who donāt. But I do want to point out one thing: a huge amount of people, until the final clip, were being positive about Alex and Mia/Alexās potential, pointing out ways they preferred Alexās behavior to Williamās. This included people who straight-up hated Noorhelm. I think this says a lot, that many people are willing to get on board with the pairing if it gets rid of the stuff they disliked about the original S2. Of course many others are never going to like this storyline, and many people who had high hopes then dropped them after Alexās text message to Mia. Weāll see how fandom attitudes change or stay the same over the season.
I like how theyāre characterizing Mia this season. They seem to have a clear idea of her motivations, theyāre giving her flaws that seem naturally integrated into her character. One of the best ways to create a character, imo, is to think of their flaws and their strengths not as existing on completely separate spheres, but as personality traits existing together that have both positive and negative qualities. For instance, Mia is kind and protective of her friends, overall a positive trait, but that leads her to interfere with their lives, which can be a negative trait.
There were a ton of IG posts and text messages, both this week and before the season even started. I might have missed something - I didnāt expect Druck to hit me so hard with SM content, lmao.
One pre-season text had Hanna wanting to meet up with Jonas, and he initially agreed, but then when she asked for details he didnāt reply, and on the day of, he suddenly couldnāt meet. Oh, kids. This is such a different dynamic from Eva and Jonas in their S2, when they appeared to be on friendly terms and were hanging out together, totally platonic, nothing to see here!!! Unfortunately, Hanna and Jonas still have some friction.
There was a really excellent text message prior to the start of the season, about the girls meeting with college/career advisers at school. It did the double duty of both telling us about the girlsā aspirations and dreams for when they graduate, as well as exposing various difficulties and societal inequalities that they face. For instance, Kiki wants to go to university because no one in her family has done so before, but the adviser tried to talk her into some apprenticeships. Amira jokes that itās because the adviser saw Kikiās grades, but that also sees like an issue of classism - Kiki expresses interest in university but the adviser discourages her, possibly based on her background and not coming from a family that went to university. Sam wants to study fashion design and the adviser said that goal fits, presumably due to her personal style. With Amira we see blatant racism in the system, as she wants to become a chancellor, but the adviser laughs and singles out her hijab as a reason why sheāll find it difficult. Hanna was told to do better in school, continuing her academic struggles from her season (the Evas have never been great students). Mia, on the other hand, is told she could be anything. And true, I think Miaās supposed to be a good student, but note the disparity in that a young white girl is told her future is full of limitless possibilities, whereas Amira (who Iām pretty sure is also a good student) is told how sheāll struggle to achieve her dreams.
I think that sort of sets up some of the tension to a degree with Miaās character. Iām not sure how much weāll go into this, but Mia (and the Nooras) have frequently been like the golden girl of Skam. Like I agree that S4 made a lot of mistakes in giving Noora too much importance at the expense of Sana, but I also think there was an awareness that Noora was perceived so differently than Sana even though in many ways they were similar, because of racism, and how Sana knew this and was hurt by it (it was just that S4 was a weird mishmash of knowing this and portraying it critically, and indulging in Nooraās greatness and playing it straight). So we could have that with Mia and Amira at some point. But also, I think this is a big issue with Mia and Kiki (and Noora and Vilde). Because we saw Vilde basically have to deal with Noora being seen as a ābetterā version of her. For example, Vilde planned to tell off William and have that as her big moment; but William tore her down and Vilde ran off in distress, and it was Noora who stepped up to roast him and put him in his place. What Noora did was great but it snatched Vildeās moment. Noora is pretty and skinny, she stuffs herself with pancakes and is model thin, something that Vilde aspires to be. Vilde has a crush on William and he uses her and throws her away; Noora gets Williamās attention and she doesnāt even want it, then ends up in a serious relationship with him as William decides Noora is the girl worthy of his loyalty. We saw a lot of this play out with Mia and Kiki already in S1. Now in S2, the tension between the two is going even harder than with Noora and Vilde. Vilde never snapped at Noora the way Kiki does in this episode. Honestly out of everything, I think Iām most interested in seeing how that relationship develops over the season. Remember that Mia is the only one who was there to help Kiki with her pregnancy scare last season, so now theyāve got this other big situation and secret between them.
Girl Sam invited one of the boys to the Christmas party, but itās not clear from the texts which of them it was. Iām pretty sure it was Jonas since he says Sam invited them in the clip, but still, thatās one downside of Druckās text system, we canāt always tell who the conversations are between. Although on the other hand, I do think there are instances where that ambiguity could add some suspense and mystery. (She greets mystery boy as āHi bitch!ā which is pretty funny and suggests they are on reasonably friendly terms.)
I wonder if Sam invited the boys on behalf of Hanna? Then Jonas would have an excuse to hang around Hanna without the pressure of it being one-on-one, or seeming too much like a date/like they were back together. And he might respond more positively to aĀ āneutralā party like Sam rather than Hanna, with all their history.Ā
By the way, Hanna had a pic of her and Jonas before the season started thatās like āWhen lovers become friends!ā and she looks significantly happier about it than he does.
Carlos (the Elias from S1) got an IG and his name (car_lospolloshermanos) is a Breaking Bad reference. I remember him as being fairly decent and not too shitty in S1, so itād be nice to see him as a member of German boy squad.
Kiki posts a pic of her healthy vegan meal and Matteo responded by posting his currywurst. Lmao, so theyāre friendly enough that they can have this banter???
Matteo posts a bunch of memes on his IG. How Isak of him.
Amira had some utterly beautiful pics of her summer where sheās riding a camel and visiting the pyramids in Egypt.
There were so many Christmas party pics and videos! I loved the effort put into it. The kids were adorable.and the activity made it feel more like an actual party.
Weāve had Skam and the remakes take place on holidays, but never on Christmas, so Iām quite excited to see what Druck gives us! Even if itās just Mia, Hanna, and Hannaās dad chilling out, thatāll be good enough for me. Plus, we should get New Yearās too - what if we get a clip that drops around midnight on New Yearās Eve?
If you got this far, thank you for reading!
Iām not German, so if I missed any language or cultural context, feel free to let me know!
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180915 KBS in Berlin
so after being emo all sunday and monday i finally got the strenght to write my report about music bank in berlin and about the whole trip in general. if i got anything wrong you may correct me, since my memory might be messed up bcs A LOT happened. well, here we go ~
Friday, arrival in Berlin: later at noon i met up with my friend in dĆ¼sseldorf to take the plane to berlin, since her sister and parents were already there but thatās not important. i was super nervous bcs it was only my second flight and without a parent at that. it was pretty cool tho, night flights are amazing. when we arrived we found out, that if our plane didnāt had a 30 minutes delay (bcs we were 3 people too much and couldnāt start off lol), we wouldāve have arrived together with taemin, exo and wanna one. how cool would that be.
Saturday, D-DAY: after a very, very short night (berlin is hella loud jeez) we headed to the venue pretty early to grab some fan stuff and banners to cheer for our favourites. while we looked around first, so that we know where eveything is, we wanted to head back to my friends parents to tell them, that weāll grab what we can get and then leave again. we had seated tickets so we didnāt need to line up for numbers. so on our way back to the car to tell them that, a van arrived just when i wanted to cross the street. and guess who was in that van - EXO. (so i can say i got nearly hit by exo, literally lmao) we had short eye contact with sehun who was sitting in the front and scrunched up his face bcs the sun was blinding, he looked so funny and cute haha. since there werenāt many people at the gate we decided to watch get them in to the venue. the girls next to us screamed so loud it sounded like she was giving birth, which made us laugh a lot haha (you can find the video of exo arriving on my twitter: skelettblume)
well then, after exo arrived we waited a little longer for taemin. but boy he was taking long, so we decided to grab some fan goods and banners and then leave, since we also wanted to do some sightseeing (so we missed taem :(). in the end berlin wasnāt really that nice, at least not too us. and due to the marathon that was going on it was pretty crowded and stuffed. so when we arrived back at the hotel around lunch time we were pretty tired and took a nap to re-charge our energy. then an hour before let in, we headed back to the venue to line up.everything went really smooth and we were inside after like 45 minutes. inside the venue they played music videos of all the groups that were to perform and fans chanted a long, it was super cool and set up a really good mood.
Stray Kids: the opening, after the mcess had a short speach, was made by them. they were really cute. and since it was felixā birthday we even sang for him. in german tho since this was organized by the staff. originally we fans planned to sing in korean but ok lol. felix was really touched and even teared up, cutie. ;;
Songs Performed: district 9, hellevator, my space
GIdle: tbh iām not a big fan of girl groups, therefor i donāt have much to say about them. only that they had one of the cutest fanboys. :)
Songs Performed: latata, maze, hann
WANNA ONE: they were def the 3rd strongest group this evening. fanchants were really loud and their perfomance was lit. during their ment they said they are really grateful that fans give so much love and support even tho their debut wasnāt that long ago.
Songs Performed: boomerang, energetic, light, beautiful, burn it up
TAEMIN ( ā¤ļø ): so, since iām a shawol since the beginning i have A LOT to say here. it was my second time seeing taemin. i first saw him with the rest of the band back in 2011 during smtown paris. his performances were LIT š„ . he was so cute during his ment (he introduced himself in german ;;) and since i literally saw him grow up i can say he improved SO MUCH. IāM SO PROUD. he also prepared a video message from minho and kibum and was like ādo you want to see them more than me?ā and when the fans just screamed he took it as a yes and pouted haha. during hypnosis then emotions took over and i started crying bcs than it sank in just how much he grew up and everything. ;; and that he continues to be there for fans after you know... -anyways during press your number the fanchants def were loudest and he literally turned his perfomances into his own concert. šĀ something that was also really sweet was when he together with vcr minho and kibum sang I WANT YOU and the crowd flipped ;; it was such a cool surprise. kibum and minho said that they are sad whole shinee couldnāt come but want to next time. minho also looked really proud and happy for taemin. :)
Songs Performed: move, press your number, (with vcr minho and kibum) i want you, hypnosis, danger
EXO: like some maybe expected they def dominated the show. even tho taemin was just as strong with the fanchants but still exo boys really got it. but thatās okay bcs iām also a fan lol (but shinee will always come firs <3). they were really cute ofcourse. suho really did his best and even wrote what he wanted to say on his palm ;;. as always as it seemed baekhyunās mic was too low (when will they ever learn ugh). kyungsoo looked SO HAPPY during boomerang ;; i wanted to squish him so bad. kai spoilered a move for cb uhuhu and also looked really happy bcs of the fanchants. suho, chanyeol and sehun danced a few parts of WE YOUNG during ments. baekhyun sang a bit of YOUNG and looked really proud a the end. fanchants were SUPER LOUD and we all went crazy during WHAT U DO, it was awesome. OHHH and we sang happy birthday for jongdaes upcoming birthday and he also looked so proud haha. chanyeol thanked fans for liking WE YOUNG and all the love they get. he was so startled when he talked bcs he was really, really loved (i would say he and taemin def got the most love).
Songs Performed: the eve, kokopop, boomerang, what u do, power
SPECIAL STAGE - CHANYEOL: there were a few special stages, including a video message of bts, but since i donāt really have much to talk about them and also only want to say something to chanyeolās one, iāll leave the rest out. so, mr. park chanyeol - istg he gets my heart so weak. he was so considerate and sweet and performed WIND OF CHANGE from scorpions for us. i got goosebumps and teary eyes. his rap voice is already something but his deep singing voice just does things to you. also i felt so touched that he showed so much interest and prepared something so meaningful ;;. really i love soft pups. he also looked really proud/happy when he was done and the whole crowd chanted āPARK CHANYEOLā it was heavy.
Song Performed: wind of change from scorpions
OTHER SPECIAL STAGES SETLIST:
Stray Kids - happy song, dna, hard carry
Wanna One - pick me, bang bang bang
GIdle + Daniel Lindemann - sunny by boney m
Somi - rollercoaster, gashina
besides the special stages, we also had a QUIZ and RANDOM PLAY DANCE break. the best question of the quiz wasĀ āis taemin beautifulā and everyone chantedĀ āYESā and then it was his time to perform <3. during rpd break songs from top kpop groups were played (i only remember red velvet tho, bcs our section screamed for suho HAHA exo fans know what we meant). it was really energetic and hyped everyone up even more.
CLOSING: since exo was the last group to perfom, the mcees said a few more words and then everyone got on stage and bid goodbye with gangnam style. really, even tho it went on for 4 hours it felt really too short. but it was a really nice experience, since it was my first with lightsticks and fanchants (i really need more kpop concerts haha). since iām a shawol first (before an exo-l) i spend more time with them and everyone was so sweet and worked so hard with handing out banners and even lightsticks. HUGE THANK YOU TO YāALL ;;. and of course like after every concert my post-concert depression is SUPER HEAVY like can i pls turn back time and go again ;;. anyways, i hope you all liked my āshortā report and i hope you get to see your favourites soon too. if you have any questions, just hit my inbox. thank you and thatās it. <3
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hi again!!
shooting games huh? iām a big softie i mostly play among us, animal crossing, zelda and sims.. shooting games are way to hectic for me i tried and nope! didnāt work lmao. (i know but gaming on the phone can be bleh but if you recommend it iād happily check it out!)
my winter break is gonna be until january 2nd. i have to study and write an essay during the break so not rly a break, sigh. still, no classes so iām not complaining. wbu? hopefully you get a longer break. and it does usually snow but climate change has been fucking insane itās like fall weather here still..? not to sound stalkerish but i think you live in aus, right? you must have warm weather now hehe lucky u ):
AW smart girl, congrats! celebratory hug mwah!! i do love true crime a lot i mainly chose this path bc of that. idk if u know the anime case closed but i used to watch it a lot as a child and it just made me fall in love with solving crimes.
BIOMED!! youāre so smart thatās so intimidating haha... š³ also taking japanese sounds so fun, what are your skills like? congratulations on finishing ur first year, what did you think of the uni life? (did you get to fully enjoy it despite covid and everything?)
now iām interested, when did you get into tdbk? š„ŗ
dude!!!!!!!!!!! amaya and janai are my fucking life!!! i think about them all the time and the potential they have. they give us that juicy enemies to forced companionship to friends to lovers and it makes me CRY. š as far as the boomerang scene, i think it was jack de sena and the writers that wanted to pay homage to atla? they worked together before on alta so š„ŗ thereās some end credit art too thatās literally callum doing sokkaās poses š„ŗ SOREN BEST BOY!! yes yes yes his redemption arc was well deserved. his father has always treated him like shit bc he wasnāt magically included like claudia and it makes me glad to see him realize that now. if you want more content there are some graphic novels out. especially through the moon which takes place between season 3 and 4... <3
thank you for the reassurance.. š„ŗ it means a lot hearing that come from you. as long as youāll have me iāll keep talking to you. who knows maybe if iām brave enough someday iāll just direct message you... <3 hope youāre keeping well too angel! <3
henlo~!
aw nice!! among us scares me AHAHHA anything with like.. having to lie or deduction (mafia, werewolf, spyfall) iām just like nope. could never be an actor ahahah. (honestly i recommend genshin to everyone. you, whoever you are reading this go play genshin! that being said marriage anon i havenāt tried it on mobile so iām not sure how it feels, and iāve heard it gets peopleās phones running super hot so be careful of that! i wouldnāt fault you for not trying it out idk that i would either if mobile was my only option lmao)
noooo thatās such a short break that sucks! is it more of a mid semester break then? since you still have work to do. but yes i agree 1000% that no classes is worth it ahah. and i have a 3 month break woo!! š„³ icb i get this at the end of every uni school year but at the same time is it worth all the suffering i must go through before that comes fhdjcnks
:o!! autumn weather isnāt bad right, at least itās not cold? (unless you like thatāi for one hate the cold brr) and noooo not stalkerish at all! iāve got that listed in my bios and mention it now and again so itās ācommonā knowledge :) it is definitely warm! it was pretty hot earlier this week but itās cooled down now~
AHH thank u šš ooo is that also called detective conan? iāve never watched it but ik itās very popular! if youāre interested, thereās a true crime podcast called casefile that i highly recommend, itās very good!
HFKSNFKS no need to be intimidated pls rest assured iām very Dumb in other areas fjjdsjsn. and japanese is fun! i think my skills are okay itās kinda my bludge subject tbh so i lowkey neglect it and donāt memorise all the vocab i should lolll ć§ć大äø夫ć§ćļ¼(but thatās alright!) ((tho i would argue it isnāt ha)
fun fact, i had one (1) day on campus this entire year! so i donāt think iāve got much to say about what uni life is like, bc i didnāt get to experience it š (i even missed orientation AKA free food and goodies, so sad) online learning was an Experience to say the least. hbu? has uni been impacted a lot?
i believe i got into tdbk in the break between s3 and s4, from a manga chapter! all it did was show the two of them together and instantly i was like āthey shall be my everything from nowā š i donāt even think there was anything that spurred it on, they really just snatched me up by looking good wow
when amaya and janai held hands in front of the dragon queen i was like omg?? are they??? and when i asked my cousin she said amaya had signed ā[janai] thinks iām cute but wonāt admit itā earlier and i was like ohhhhhhhhhmg š„ŗ
i love that!!! will def have to go watch the credits for those references heheh. ngl sometimes when callum spoke i was just thinking about sokka lollll. exactly!! so good of soren to stand up for himself and also apologise to callum and recognising the fault and reasons behind his behaviour.. legend! and oooo iāll give the graphic novels a look!
of course!! this is the highlight of my tumblr experience rn and i have you to thank for that š whether you end up DMing me some day or not iāll still always be here through asks š© so donāt stress! if anyone has a problem w it iāll fight LOL. hope you have a great day~ š¤
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omg pls some headcanons for dating the awkward tree boy
me? writing about evan?? again??? ā ( į ćā )ļ¼æ
[If you sent in headcanon requests they may take a bit of time to complete cause iām going back to the start of my inbox and answering headcanon requests from a while back up until the most recent! Hang in there i promise i will post your headcanons!!]
Ok, here we go kiddos.
Evan is so sweet. and soft. and he believes that being with you makes him a better person in every way. You make him feel so happy and you make him feel beautiful and valued and you listen to him and he feels like he can trust you with everything. He does everything in his power to make you happy.
His favourite place to have date nights with you is on the beach?? or at the orchard or the park or something. He prefers to go to the beach at night time when itās very quiet and the sun is setting and you can sit on the sand and not care about anybody seeing you because the place is so empty! He likes sitting in the sand with you and smooching you and maybe y'all go get ice cream (even tho itās almost nighttime) and you take your shoes and socks off and go dip your feet into the water. it usually ends in splashing each other and laughing and giggling and evan is so so happy when he gets to spend time with u like this. Also, when u go to the beach - he loves to find nice shells and take them home because he wants to collect them!! idk why,,, he just thinks theyāre very pretty.
Whenever u go to the orchard or the park or something like that,, you n him will walk for a while, holding hands and heāll point out all the ācoolest treesā and tell you stuff about them !! and itās the cutest thing ever !! he really will just rant about how good trees are and how their leaves are all different and stuff like that. You and him sit on the grass for a while and just lie next to eachother and maybe play that game where you say what the clouds are shaped like ?? idk what itās called - but evan loves it.
He has an Instagram - but before you started dating him he only had two photos on it. One of him and his mom and another of him getting his cast put on. After you start dating, he uploads a lot more. Not just pictures of you etc but he uploads photos of trees, of his mom, of himself! Heāll also upload videos or boomerangs of him walking through forests or whatever,,, and of course there are lots of photos of him holding your hand, or of you kissing his cheek, or just pictures of you that he captions āšā¤ļøā He starts uploading a lot more because he learns how to use it properly from you and he feels a lot happier and does a lot more things after u start dating so he is able to upload more pictures if that makes sense.
Heidi adores you. I mean adores you. She has your phone number !! And sheāll text to sometimes saying āJust made spaghetti! Feel free to come over for dinner if youād like!! :-) ā oh my god sheās so cute. Also, thereās times where Evan will come back from Jaredās or something and youāll be standing in his kitchen baking cookies with heidi before she goes to work and heās like ??? ok ??
ok so,, i feel like evan has a little scrapbook or something. Heidi bought him a polaroid camera for his last birthday and he found an empty scrapbook under his bed from years ago and his goal is to fill it up by the end of the year with things that make him happy. (His therapist said that this can help ease his mind and distract him if heās feeling down)! so !! He has photos of you, photos of you and heidi, photos of him and you, photos of jared and zoe and alana and connor, photos of trees, a random cat he saw all alone in the street, he has photos of heidi making dinner, he has pictures his hand holding yours and stuff like that stuck down in this scrapbook. He looks at it whenever heās sad or scared or having a bad night. He will always smile when he looks at his little book!!
Once when youāre doing your homework- you got a facetime call from evan and when you answered it he looked so happy and his nose was crinkling and !! he was so happy!! and he asked you if he could come over and you were like !! ok!! and when he arrived he practically tackled you onto your bed and started cuddling you immediately and you were like ?? whatās going on !!!! Turns out he was just happy that you love him as much as he loves you and he just wanted you to hold him. lmao
!!!!! u and evan always go to zoeās jazz band concerts!!! and ur sweet boy loves it !!! he loves the music and he bounces in his seat while watching it and his little leg starts to jiggle and he sways a lil without even realising it !!! and itās so cute because he genuinely loves this music !! he sometimes records their performances on his phone and uploads them to instagram or just watches them whenever he feels like it !! oh my god !!!!! it makes me giddy just thinking about this
i can imagine evan dancing to the music like that video of ben platt dancing with his wine glassā¦ u know the oneā¦. he looks so so happyā¦ kinda like that but a bit less because heās evan and heās shyā¢
Ok youāve probably heard me talk about this before but i will not live this headcanon down. Evan sits on your lap. He loves to just straddle you (not in a sexy way at all) he just thinks that itās really comfortable and it makes him feel really nice and happy and he just loves to sit there.
Sometimes youāll be in his bedroom studying, and he stands up to go get something but then he just turns around and walks over to u and kinda gives you the eyesā¢ and u smile at him and then he knows itās okay to sit on ur lap. He just kindaā¦..slidesā¦into your lap and shoves his head into your neck and his arms wrap around your shoulders and you pull him real close and oh my god your boy loves it. He goes bright bright red when he does it and sometimes if heās feeling a lil tiny bit confidentā¦ he kiss ur cheek or ur neck (like one tiny smooch) !!!!!! and hnNnNnNnNg this is my favourite headcanon for him tbh.
Heās a lot more calm around u. Like of course heās still very nervous and quiet at times because anxiety isnāt something that just goes away - but heās able to be more relaxed around you because you make him feel so safe ?? and youāre so kind to him and you donāt rush him when heās struggling to get the words out you just listen and you snuggle with him when he needs it and he loves you so much.
the boy can sing. he has a pOWERhoUse VoIce i mean itās ben platt were talking about here!! Once you caught him singing,,, and he was really going for it,,,, he was singing his little heart out and he was so In The Zone he didnāt know you were there and when he saw you he was like !! oh no !! and started rambling and turned beet red and heā¦.he was actually nearly crying he was so embarrassed but you just grabbed him by the shoulders and told him it was ok,,,, no evan i didnāt record u singing,,,, no evan i wonāt tell jared,,,, no evan i didnāt think u were awful,,, evan nO
he tells u that he really enjoys singing,,, but he obviously wouldnāt do it in front of anyone,,, so he learns how to play piano and if youāre luckyā¦.. sometimes when u go to his house heāll play piano and sing for you. (only if u promise to not look at him)
Thereās not really many nicknames tbhā¦ itās not a bad thing y'all have just never discussed pet names or anythingā¦ u kinda just call eachother by your names or sometimes u call evan āevā! but,,, on rare occasions evan will call u babe. (only sometimes) and once you called him āgorgeousā and he was. silent. he froze. and was bright red and almost crying because he loved it so much. so sometimes u say stuff like āiāll see you later, gorgeousā and heās. a goner. he almost whimpers and heās like omg i love when u call me that.
he texts u every night just making sure youāre okay. and if he canāt get to sleep because his moms not home and heās a little uncomfortable in the house by himself - youāll come over or else heāll facetime you and he just talks to you for a few hours and heās constantly apologising for keeping u awake on a school night but you donāt care. he needs u and youāll b there
i think he enjoys baking,,, him and heidi used to do it a lot but then she started working a lot more and she just doesnāt have the time for it now so he just kinda forgot about it
bUT,,,,one day he came to ur house after school and u were baking cookies cause u were rlly craving them and evan walked into ur kitchen and he smelt the cookie dough and he was like hnnnNnNnNnBbBGg,,,, yUm and he saw u standing there with flour all over ur hands and ur face and there were smudges of chocolate from the chocolate chips on ur fingers and evan was like,,,,, binch i want to bake
so he helped u with the rest of the baking and at first u were going to tell him what to do but then u realised,,,,. shit,,,,,,, heās really good at this !! he doesnāt need ur help !! BOY !! and he was so in the zone and excited and he basically finished baking them for u tbh,,, !!
evan ends up with a little smear of chocolate on the corner of his mouth n ur like,, i wonder if i should do that cheesy thing and kiss it off for him,,
yES. he would love that
anyway, u both sit in ur bedroom munching on the cookies and smooching and watching tv and evan realised how much he missed baking so then it becomes a regular thing that u both do!!
iāve done some kissing hcs for evan before,,, but,,, i feel like every single time after u kiss him - it doesnāt matter how long youāve been together - he will keep his eyes shut. like after u pull away he doesnāt open his eyes for a moment because wow he needs to take it all in cause ur lips are so soft and u love him and he loves kissing u and he just needs a minute. kinda like this ??? like u see how his eyes stay closed for a sec ?? and heās got this look on his face thatās like :-) wow i just kissed someone i love !!! thatās what he does !!!!!!!!!!! iām scremememememe kiss him !! pls kiss him
me, sobbing, clutching my hands to my chest, holding a million tissues: *INHALES* plEA SE !! give him some eskimo kisses ??!!!!2!2!/!3&/ !! hello !! they are his favourite !!!! oh my god !! he gets this warm fuzzy feeling in his belly !! when u rub ur nose with his and he does the nose crinkle and heās smiling and giggling and !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! iām sorry i love this boy !! can u tell
he. has. warm. fluffy. fuzzy. pjs. ! ! ! like??? he has lots of those winter pajamas that are fluffy and big and cozy and they have lil animals on them and some of them are sparkly and !!! he loves em !! also,,, in the summer when he canāt wear them heāll wear like big tshirts and shorts,,, or else just boxers ya know ?? but he likes to wear slipper socks. cause his lil feet get cold very easily,, also he doesnāt like his feet being out in the open so he just wears them !! and u take lots of pictures of him in his cute night clothes because heās justā¦. so sweet and cute and beautiful and he lets u upload them to instagram !! (u try to yell at jared every time he teases evan about it but he will never stop)
listen to me. listen good. listen close. listen hard. evan hansen. is a little spoon. always. (unless ur upset or u just want to be the little soon cause heāll do anything for u.) it feels so nice for him when he gets to b the little soon. snuggle him and keep him safe pls.
idk if i mentioned this but uhhhā¦ this is an au where the whole connor thing never happened and evan doesnāt lie or anything. yeet.
very much enjoys going shopping with you ?? idk dude,, he likes helping u pick out clothes and he likes to see u trying them on and everything! he thinks itās fun to help u create outfits ,,, and he likes to shop at stationary stores because he always picks up little funky pens and weird photo frames and stuff ! and once the two of u went into a dollar store or something and it was completely empty (cause it was like 2am lol) barr like one member of staff that was busy!! so u played āthe floor is lavaā and videoed it and out it on ur snapchat story and it to this day is the funniest thing,,. the look of fear on evans face when u say it,,, itās so f u n n y!!
Thatās another thing,,, when u or evan canāt sleep u call the other one and if theyāre awake u both drive to the dollar store and pick up a few snacks and just sit somewhere quiet and eat them and talk about stuff ya feel ??
the secret to calming him down after a bad panic attack: read to him. Read him a book, or an article from a magazine, or just something that see on ur phone while runnin your hand through his hair and letting him sit on your lap and hide his face in your shoulders. (ps if the whole āhaving evan sit in ur lapā thing makes u uncomfortable,,, then tell him and he will back off) He likes to listen to ur soft voice and the way ur talking is really nice and calming and he needs u right now to distract him from all of his thoughts etc.
also,,, he likes to doodle on ur hands with lil colourful gel pens that he found in his bedroom,,, he draws smiley faces and stars and flowers and trees all over ur hand (if u let him !!) and he giggles while he does it because he feels a lot better than he did 10 mins ago and heās sitting there giggling with big red puffy eyes from crying :-(( and he looks so cute :-ā(
at school, u two donāt like to show too much affection bc jared and connor will tease u endlessly, so he holds ur hand underneath the lunch table,, and smooches u if ur alone in the library or smth,, and its actually quite sweet?? ur relationship is v cute and private and special and :)))) u love him.
when prom finally comes around,, despite what people might think,, evan is actually excited,, because zoeās band is going to perform !! and his friends will be there and it will be a good night. (heās still a very very anxious bean tho). u go shopping for ur outfit with zoe and alana and connor (jared helps evan) ((so does connor)) !
soā¦. on the nightā¦.heās wearing a dark navy suit, with a lil tiny yellow flower poking out of the pocket (heidi put that there) and his hair looks nice n curly,,, and heās blushing because ?? he feels confident for once ?? he likes how he looks ?? and he canāt wait to see you ohmhykdosbaiab
u come to his house and when he sees u he like. has to stop and recollect himself because you look so unbelievably beautiful and ur here with him and ur dating him and he is so confused as to what he did to deserve itā¦. and he just takes a deep breath and walks towards u and gives u a big ol smooch and mumbles that he loves you against ur lips and !!! ughhhhh!!!
heidi took a picture of it happening and also took a whole load of pictures of u and evan in her driveway and posted them to facebook and wrote a nice paragraph about how happy she is that ur a part of her and evans lives and !!! eeekk !!!
the whole night was spent with ur friends and u did a little bit of dancing with your whole squad (after zoeās band had finished performing) and after a few hours,,, u guys were like,,, hmmmm letās go somewhere else. so you all went to a random field and sat there in your fancy prom outfits at like midnight just laughing and having a great time and it was the happiest youād been in ages.
he loves you. so so so much. pls love him and treat him well.
send me an ask if youād like me to do part 2 !!! i have so many more :))))
#i'm sorry there's so many lmao and u sent this like literally a month ago... i'm sorry#asks#headcanons#deh headcanons#dear evan hansen headcanons#deh x reader#dear evan hansen x reader#deh#evan hansen#evan hansen x reader
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