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Honey glazed

I mean damn

The first thing I saw was her eyes

Honey glazed shining in the sunlight

The warmth of her energy drew me in

Scared to speak

But I speak from within

That aurora glows like gold

Ask about it

Her words spun my mind

As I tried to search hers

Intriguing caught on every other word

#nnp #poetry #ne #writersblock

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Slip

There's this passion between love and drugs

And it gives in

A whirlwind between wins and the winds

They push, but always come back in thee end

Split, broken, crushed with no hope to mend.

Fuck a rule, they're meant to bend

Never spoke the word heal

The synonymous milk and glass

Spilled or spoiled even expiration dates don't last

If you can keep what you hold

Have a nice firm grasp

Be sure to smile

Whether it be dimples, or all cheeks

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Not here

I see your face

though you're not here

I can smell you

though you're not near

Your smile I can see and yet, you're not in front of me

why do I feel this way?

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Held

That empty, at peace feeling in your stomach

The worriless beating heart

The free pumped blood in your veins

It’s unblocked, clean air through your lungs

This is strength

This is peace

This is in the moment

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Coffee in the Morning

It’s 4 am

The steam from the water is rising

Intertwining with the cozy Morning air

2 spoons of coffee grounds

4 1/2 spoons of sugar

& a splash of milk

Maybe a splash more

The spoon gently dipped

Creates a swirl better than mixed

The taste of “ This Is It “

Washes away all the morning doubts.

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Pretty in red

I can recall most rainy days before school

The way the fence smelled before climbing it as a short cut

Early morning hanging in the cafeteria

Not the first time I've seen you

The first time I SAW you

Hair curly, lip gloss popping

Cussing out a boy, ive seen flirting with other girls

I said damnnnn, I think ill see this part again

The next few times I saw you

It was a brush

Pretty in red

That had my mind in a rush

Something about a girl and heels

And jeans

& a tshirt, slightly revealing the lusc

Not sure if it was me or it was getting hot

There's one moment in particular

I knew it was a crush

You leaned over me as I talked

Arms up, with every word spoken you stepped closer

Eyes glued in

Deeper than laser focus

My hands were sweating

The wall was holding me up

Out in the hall outside the autoshop

Away from everyone except kids coming from buying cookies

You held the double door's beam

I kinda thought is this a dream

I do indeed remember that picture

As I held your waist

All the wicker

You were always prettiest in red.

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NUISANCE

Telling one thing then doing another

shit a lie would be better

You know how to get under my skin

Yet you know no better

It's better to express this way through my form of a letter

If you only knew

My eyes in flames

My head wrapped with thoughts of the insane

Now they say you cant run a ho into a house wife

Funny thing is you're neither

Somehow you've already been trained

Tell me why tf do we play these games

Just tell me how you feel

When you show me

You shit on my perception

And what I'll do leave no protection

This shit is real fucking annoying.

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Not Enough

To me it seems I'm not enough

A tease here

A kiss there

Maybe just enough

You look at me like you THINK you want to fuck

Like I'm great for you

Your soul just thinks I'm good enough

Do you think we could just be best friends?

Itd put your worry some mind to a slow stir and it could rest

Idk what I'm listening to

Is it your left out lips?

The vibe that slips?

Or my heart because I already know the shit isn't catching grip

I'm worth your stories

Arm candy, but boring

I only want you to want what your heart wants

Mind over hearts first jump, could be a front

Why do I question if I'm good enough?

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Beast

The beast sits on the end of my crumbling edges

Fearing the fall, once commenced and now pledges

Brute, chilly and soaked

The atmosphere, weather and ground

Sweater weather with the loss of love

Although this is the price

The cost has been dug

Dug, so deep you have to scavenge for a breath

The beast wraps you

The power feels good

Eyes covered

Mouth gagged

Hands tied behind your back

Confused by such assertion

Listen with your ears

Inside you is the person

Beast

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Weirdsplained

Knowing how to explain it

Just not doing it

Why does this feel like mad energy

Like pissed in neutral

Not angry, but loose

Exerting what you already know

Not having to repeat myself is a melody of peace

The moment I speak what you already know

Just so you can tell me you know

Sprouting roots are watered to grow

My ears are hot

My head feels cool because it's on fire

The fuck do you care if you're higher

Precious lighter

You spin my wheel

Flick a bic

Always your speel

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Her Chocolate

I'd love for you to be mine

You don't like definite because you're yours

Perpetual beauty

Shapes that take lines out of define

Curves that fit perfectly in with mine

A dash of milk? A dash of honey?

Oh her chocolate?

Funny you should say, that's my honey.

Her chocolate

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Reflections

My reflections are pain

Tainted with this world's wicked poison

Not the true word

But some quick splif

A way to so-called power

If not right in your eyes then who's

My only deadline when I've reached my end

The only way is to your will I bend

I dont understand a choice

If you want it to be one way then why an option

On earth it's cold as hell

I speak literally

My vein poised with dull uselessness man has twisted

I wish to follow your path

I will follow your path

Why am I so weak?

Beneath this flesh

Lies my soul

For I am learning to forgive myself

Is that not for me to do?

I know only you can do...

I guess I just worry my end

To not feel human I assume my end

Allowing myself to feel pain

I just ask that you come and free my brain

Why am I here

Am I a burden?

I only follow your path

How does man rewrite your words?

Have they been rewritten?

I question myself, never your existence.

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Shred

Out in the open

I stand here naked

cold.

dirty.

delirious.

unfocused.

yet, focused on you.

this can’t be covered

a smoke curtain and the smoke can’t be smothered

the rain starts to pour

shot of jack N0. 4

If we could speak as fast as we think

we’d stumble receptors

to know and see what i now know, i’d accept more

you with me compares to no floor

No ceilings

I read your eyes and try not to imagnify

something that may not be true, or just my own lie

I just want to grip your soul and never let go

I’m so hot it feels like the breeze that flows

over your pretty face, I see you and I see a sunflower

Beautifully bloomed and growing upward like a tower

your seeds bring joy to life, you’re fruitful..

With out the storm, I would not have found what I once thought was lost

that empty fucking space couldn’t be filled with out cost.

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To love is to become undone.

NottyNe

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Alienated

As much as I believe in shooting stars

This world will crush all moving parts

Hop in the space craft and move to Mars

No rules

Just boobs and bars.