#Not like i looked...bc im too shy but i saw it and was like nooo

[mrfoox]

Me: -runs around without pants/only in underwear regularly with company-

Someone visiting: -removes shirt for a few moments-

Me: 😳 that's... Thats not fair 🥺

[maiverie]

MAI 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻 I MISSED YOU SM BAE 💗🙏🏼

BUT ITS OK BC I FUCKING LOVED BITE BY BITE

SPOILERS AHEAD ‼️‼️

IK I ALWAYS SAY THIS BUT YOUR WRITING IS SO VARIED AND DIFFERENT EVERY SINGLE TIME WHICH MAKES YOUR WORKS SO READABLE ?? IF THATS A WORD WITHOUT GETTING BORED 😻🙌🏼

YOUR CHARACTERISATION OF HEESEUNG AND YN 🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️ LIKE THE WAY ITS JUST SIMPLE SENTENCES ABOUT THEIR APPEARANCES OR A FULL ON BACK STORY

IT. FUCKING. HITS. 😍🙏🏼

ITS THE SIMPLE DIALOGUES AND PHRASES THAT MAKE THE STORY FLOW SO SO WELL 🙌🏼

ALSO THE WAY YOU DESCRIBED HEESEUNG ???? 😃🔫 PLS KILL ME RN BECAUSE YOU DID NOT TALK ABOUT HIS FUCKING HOT UNDERCUT , I WANT TO THROW UP BC HE IS SO GOOD LOOKING, AND U MAKE HIM TEN TIMES HOTTER 🤓☝🏼

AND I ABSOLUTELY LOVE THE BAY BOY X KINDA SHY GIRL TROPE SO WHEN YN IS ALL FLUSTERED 😫 >>>>> ITS SO CUTE AND ITS THE START OF THEIR RELATIONSHIP WHICH MAKES IT BETTER

AND ITS REALLY COOL HOW HEESEUNG REMEMBERS HER BUT SHE DOESNT ???? 😺 AND ITS A REASON FOR FLIRTY HEE 🙇🏻‍♀️ LIKE IM DYING

SOME THINGS I REALLY FIND COOL IN THE STORY :

YN TAKING HAEMATOLOGY ??? LIKE VAMPIRE GIRL TALING A COURSE WHICH INCLUDES BLOOD 🤨 NGL I FEEL LIKE THEIR MOGHT BE A REASON BUT WE WILL SEE ☝🏼

THE PART ABOUT HOW HEESEUNG WILL DIE WITH BITE MARKS , LIKE ARE THEY FOR KILLING HIM OR ACTUALLY SAVING HIM ???? 😃😃

YN WANTING TO SAVE HEESEUNG FROM THE SPIKED DRINK 😍 MY GIRL HAS FALLEN IN LOVE AND ITS SO FUNNY THAT SHES OBLIVIOUS TO HEESEUNG ALR KNOWING HER BEFOREHAND

HONESTLY I WANT TO SAY WAYYYYY MORE BUT THIS ASK WILL BE TOO LONG ☹️ AND IM PRETTY SURE MY REBLOGS EXPLAINED MYSELF PRACTICALLY COMBUSTING WHEN I SAW THE UPDATE I THINK U SAW IT ?

BUT I REALLY ENJOY YOUR WRITING MAI AND IT MAKES MY DAY 💕💖💗💞💗💓💗💗 LIKE PLS

ALSO KINDA SAD THAT YOU SAID I WOULDNT LIKE IT , HOW COULD U 😡 /J

WAIT RI LOML WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS 😭😭😭😭 NAURRR IM GEN SOBBING AT THIS U R FR THE LIGHT OF MY LIFE 😭😭😭😭😭 MY VERY OWN MISS SUNSET ☹️💖💓💞

IM RLLY GLAD U NOTICED THAT I TRY SMTH DIFFERENT EVERY TIME ☹️☹️ like w open sesame i wanted smth super crack-y ,, then w triage smth more heartfelt and personal …. W BBB I WANT FUCKING CHAOS ‼️‼️‼️ HSJDJDKS NAH BUT FR IM RLLY GLAD U DONT MIND THAT IM TRYING DIFF STYLES AAA i would hate to be known for just one thing so ☹️💖

U LITERALLY FLATTER ME TOO MUCH AJDJFKSK AAA IM ACC SOBBING RN TYSM FOR ENJOYING THE WRITING 😭😭😭 I HAD SM FUN BRAINSTORMING THE BACKSTORIES FOR EACH OF MY CHARACTERS SO BE PREPARED FOR A LOT ‼️‼️ also you’re so real like fr shy girl x bad boy >>>> and flirty forward who dgaf abt consequences hee >>>

ALSO HSJDJDKS YEP THERES DEF A REASON WHY SHES STUDYING NURSING / HAEM ‼️ AND YEP HEESEUNGS DEATH CURSE IS DEF A MYSTERY JSJFJSK ICANT WAIT TO SHARE THE BACKSTORY BEHIND THAT 😭😭 AND FR SHE ALR TALKING ABT SAVING HIM AND HIM BEIGN GORGEOUS LIKE 🙄🙄 girlie i know who u r.

anyways NOOO DONT EVER BE WORRIED AB LONG ASKS SERIOUSLY TYSM LIKE SOSOSOSO MUCH for ur feedback and endless support fr u r gen one of my faves around here so i’m rlly happy u enjoyed BBB 😭🫶🫶🫶 vvvv honoured to receive feedback from a fellow writer too HEHEHE CANT WAIT FOR MORE OF UR WORKS?? I NEED TO BE FED PLS TYSM????

[taejeonie]

dream vs dream

— i can’t find a gif of mark in dream vs dream :(( so take this screenshot :>>

“ncity-“

“hihihi”

“gotta go get em”

“HAHAHAHAHAHA”

i present to u

markhee(HEE, i saw that reply and i loved it)

bffs forever mwah <3

i swear mark keeps laughing around taehyuck best friend goals

“mic test,,ncity...gotta go get em :)))”

video cuts to taehee moving her chair closer to mark

“hey, what are you doing?”

“i’m moving closer to you. what does it look like?”

“there you go again”

“iS it mY fAuLt fOr wAnTinG tO bE cLosE tO mY bEsT bUdDy?”

and mark just deadass stares at her but there’s this loving look in his eyes yes mark she’s still ur best friend and u love her bc that’s what bffs are <3

“ahh i knew you would be like this”

“how much do you wanna bet we’re gonna ask the same thing?”

“like,,,for real? cause-“

“are you scared, mark?”

“if that’s the case, i’m not betting. i have a feeling we’re gonna ask at least two questions that are the same”

taehee @ the camera: “if we get one of the questions wrong, we’re gonna eat it.”

“wh- HAHAHAHAHA”

“so that we can remember the answer after this.”

“HAHAHHAHAHAHA”

“but then we throw it away if we get it right”

“let’s fold the paper like this :p” MARK IS SO CUTE PLS

“but then eat it if we get right...you have to swallow okay?”

“oKAAYYY DREAM VS DREAM START!”

they play rps

taehee threw scissors and mark threw rock

mark, shaking his head: “you always throw scissors it’s so predictable”

“one day, i’ll throw u off. we’ll see -.-“

“okay, what year did we meet each other?”

...

...

...

“DONT PRETEND U DONT KNOW THIS IS EASY!!!”

“2012. we arrived at the same day, right?”

“right.”

“mark and i were really shy back then so we became each other’s first friends in the company”

“we were,,,13? 13, right?”

“i was 12, u were thirteen. our friendship was going strong,,,until haechan came along so mark started hanging out with him more >:((“

“you and haechan fought a lot back then!!!”

in nana’s voice: “but you chose to hangout with me and you left me all alone (-｡-; “

and mark’s in faux disbelief

taehee and her antics tsk

“okay next question....give me one thing i appreciate about mark lee and why?”

mark’s fLUSTERED TM

everyone loves u dont be shy markus

“one? just one?”

“yeah-“

“that’s so hard there’s so many”

“WOW AND YOU FINALLY ADMIT IT”

“NO NOT LIKE THAT HAHA”

“just answer the question”

“is it...i’m cute?”

“then what’s the reason for that?”

“do you like me?”

“oh no...how’d you find out :OO”

“JUST TELL ME IF IM RIGHT OR WRONG”

“no,,i’ll give u another chance. it’s something that you say”

“my habits? ‘약간’?”

“that’s cute,,but no.”

...

mark snaps his fingers and goes, “AH!”

“when i call you ‘joanie’ becauseeee.....”

“because?”

“it reminds you of your mom?”

“i was going for family but mom works too ;))”

and mark laughs in delight

“yo that was EASY”

taehee playfully rolls her eyes, “your turn”

“what is mark’s sleeping habit?”

taehee’s eyes widen for a split second before answering

“kissing your roommate”

“crawling on the floor”

“what?”

“sleep talking in korean and english”

“that’s right”

“konglish” - taehee, 2k18

“i witnessed it personally and when i do get the chance, i will record it and post it on sns”

“...please don’t”

“you’re right i might get fired”

they both laugh,,you can also hear renjun’s laughter off-screen

“okay next, you’ll know the answer to this if you’re really interested in me”

“i feel uneasy”

“what is my favorite song as of now,,,,”

“uhh ‘better now’?”

“no”

“‘i like it’”

“nooo”

“‘better now’”

“HEY YOU SHOULD KNOW THIS :(((“

“WHAT IS IT”

taehee puffs out her cheeks before giving him a clue

“it’s a song by one of your favorite artists”

mark blanks out for a moment and he’s like

uhhhhhhh

and taehee sighs disappointingly bc so far she’s got two of mark’s questions right

i mean her questions aren’t that hard pfffft

“AH! ‘new light’ by john mayer”

“DING DING DING”

“i told you to listen to it, right?,” mark says proudly

she nodded cutely before singing the lyrics

“oh i want a take two,”

“i want to breakthrough,”

and mark joins her and it becomes the perfect recipe for a louder duo

mark + taehee = loud

“I WANNA KNOW THE REAL THING ABOUT YOU”

and now they’re calm again, “so i can see you in a new light~”

taehee: “applause!!”

cLAP CLAP CLAP

“in how many cities did mark live in?”

“torontonewyorkvancouverseoul”

taehee main rapper we stan

“HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH THAT WAS SO FAST AHHAHAHAHAHAH”

“f o u r,” she spelled in english

“mARK LOOK FOUR HAS FOUR LETTERS”

“rEaLLy???”

simultaneously: f o u r.

and they’re both shocked like the five year olds they are so they high five each other

#dreamiesatheart

“what is taehee’s most recent sleeping habit?”

“told you it would be the same”

“yeah but mine has a ‘most recent’ on it? see,” she gestures to the paper in her hand

“you raise your arm when you’re asleep”

taehee’s like >:(( as she puts mark’s hand down when he demonstrates

“there’s another one”

“ahh sleeping on the floor”

“yeapp :DD”

“why do you get on the floor tho?”

“honestly i don’t even wanna know”

“okay in what restaurant did we eat together”

“like...just the two of us?”

“yeah”

“do i have to name all of them”

“name the most memorable one.”

“ah 삼겹살!!!”

“that’s correct but there’s another-“

“김치찌개!!”

“wow you got all of them right”

“paper doesn’t exactly suit my appetite...but maybe it does for you”

mark laughs at this

“wait, see? i’m getting goosebumps right now. what was the first menu mark and taehee ate together?”

“just the two of us? isn’t it 김치찌개 also?”

“yes,” and the girl goes in for a high five

“woah we really wrote the same thing ...”

“we should’ve discussed this earlier”

“okay last question!!! are you ready?”

“yES IM READY,” she shouts causing mark to let out a giggle

“name the film that we watched together in the movie theater”

“train to busan. i loved that movie.”

“that’s right!!”

and they make their 93488293rd high five in the video

best friend tingz

mark laughs, “no one knew about this.”

“yeah we had to sneak out,” taehee says before making that

oops i did it again face

taehee and her escapades the managers have trouble monitoring her sometimes

but she’s a good girl for the most part lmao she still needs to pay rent

“i didn’t want to watch the movie-“

“but i forced him to”

“i thought you didn’t like scary movies?”

“scary movies are fine as long as i’m with....”

everyone expects her to say ‘the members’ but it’s taehee ffs

“...you ;)))”

“oKAAAAAAAAY”

“okay my turn,,,”

“WOAH YOU ACTUALLY GOT ALL OF THE QUESTIONS CORRECT”

taehee suddenly throws the paper behind her shoulder and catches mark off by surprise

“mark,,,,,”

then there’s this look in her eyes which made mark laugh nervously, “whaaat are you gonna do?”

“are you tired?”

“is that the question?”

taehee nods, “ask me why,,”

“....why?”

“because you keep running through my mind all day ;)))”

*finger guns*

chenle and jeno laugh behind the cam while mark attempts to keep a straight face while shaking his head at you

“that was good right?,” taehee’s still laughing as she nudges mark with her knee

“oh really?,” mark says

“then you must be exhausted”

taehee: ( O.O )

“WOAHHHH”

“MARK-HYUNG!!!”

“DID HE REALLY JUST DO THAT”

taehee’s in shock bc??? mark lee??? flirting back???

“wah that was good...”

and mark’s just laughing at her expression

“wah .... i didn’t ....”

video cuts to taehee looking sullen while mark :))

“okay, the score is 5:4-“

“WHAT NO-“

“i’m hurt,,,clearly mark isn’t interested in me”

*proceeds to fake cry*

“hey, that’s no fair. the last question wasn’t even about you-“

*fake cries harder*

when taehee “calmed down” she looks at the camera

she’s still wiping her non-existent tears

acting queen give her an oscar

“from now on, i will try to be less interested in mark”

she turns to mark and makes this cutting/slicing gesture with her hand

and mouths “friendship. over. -.-“

“she gave the wrong questions. that’s why-“

“wHAT CAN GET MORE PERFECT THAN THESE”

bleep

“this was dream vs dream which ended in my victory. thank you for watching!!!”

they give each other a bro hug

and when taehee pulls away she looks down and pointed at mark’s shoes

“tie your shoes properly!!”

“but they don’t-“

“i don’t want you falling for anyone else ;)))”

mark shoves her causing taehee to go out of frame

“HAHAHHAHAHA- HEY!”

“tHAT WAS BAD I DONT EVEN HAVE SHOE LACES”

“IT WAS GOOD THOUGH!!”

“try to come up with a new one, i heard you use that on yuta-hyung already.”

“whatever-“

[bangtansfavwriter]

🌷jimin having a crush on you🌷

(with a hint of smut & angst, still v fluffy 😌)

- a complete flirt or a complete shy bean, there's no in-between

- introduces you to his friends, his family, the staff, the ahjussi at the convenience store....

-will touch you a lot, so expect koala hugs on any given occasion

-you will stare at his lips a lot, unconsciously, which you'll notice when jimin looks like ar u like this : 👀🤭

-very very caring, the type to sprint across the city to be with you when something's wrong with you

- you guys would talk in person, on the phone, over text... actually a clingy one and he doesn't even hide it

-showers you with affection

- "you're so lovely, lovely, lovelyyy~"

- ur entire support system and personal hype man

- you know that will smith meme with his wife? that's jimin with you basically

- you two are completely emo when he has to leave for tour, but thank god there's skype

-gets emo again when you have to hang up

("good night, good night! parting is such a sweet sorrow." - "jimin, did you... did you just quote shakespeare on me?? minie, we're gonna talk tomorrow, don't be sad!"- "😔😔😔😔😔😔😔" - "nooo minie😭😭😭😭😭" - "noooooo im happy, look ☺️☺️☺️☺️" - "ok good 💞" - "........(😔)"- PARK JIMIN" - "👼🏻")

- stalks all your social media when he's on tour but will never tell you, accidentally like your pic from like 42 weeks ago and screamed so loud hobi fell out of his bed

-you sent him a screenshot of the notification you got with a single "?" and jimin welcomed the sweet release of death (he left you on read and prayed you would forget about it)

-stops by at your place when he's back in the country and gives you a hug so tight it lowkey feels like u guys made out, FLIRTS and you're like "what are we?" and he's "what do you mean? :))) we're friends ofc :))))))" [libras.]

-also, he often invites you to dance practices and is extra flamboyant meanwhile

- "y/n, have you seen the flip? it was good right?" ( boy's got a big fat praise kink tbh)

"you looked so cool, minie ~'

*gets shy, hides his face, jumps through the room*

(& you'd ask yourself if this the same guy who stripped at MAMA)

- his duality is no joke, even in your guys' relationship it would be confusing as hell sometimes, yet exciting because he shows you different sides : childlike and carefree / serious and seductive

- lots of cuddles and giggles together

- goes above and beyond to make you happy and ready to cut a bitch when you're upset

- could charm your pants off, hypothetically speaking, but he's also shyyy mostly bc he's scared you might not like him the same way

-at the dorms he would get into this mood where he would do dramatic monologues about his feelings which would put shakespeare to shame tbh

-they almost always end up with him imagining that you might go for someone else

-one day the boys would encourage him to go for it and he'd muster up the courage and be like "fuck yeah im gonna confess" and then loses courage when yoongi said "do it before someone else does it" and everyone would be screaming bc they just got jimin to shut up about you and were about to end the daily tortured hero vibe jimin had lately by tricking him into confessing (& jimin spent days giving yoongi a look that straight up said "et tu, brute?")

-jimin spent the days after that contemplating if you would actually date him or if you would go for someone else

-he'd be all pouty and would also be touchier than usual, bc he would this physical contact as some sort of reassurance, in a way

-you couldn't quite understand what was going on with him but you reciprocated in every scenario and he was very pleased with that

-when you guys would chill on a sofa and watch tv, he'd lay down and rest his head on your lap and wouldn't say anything and continue watching TV, but he'd still wait for your reaction and sigh happily when you started playing with his hair

-he'd do these little tests to gauge your reactions and to see how you act towards him

-he'd ask a lot about how you feel about relationships and respect and all that, he'd also test you... physically. and by that I mean the sensual hugs, light touches on your thigh and and the looks you'd share meanwhile... the first time you two had dinner with the guys in a restaurant with dim lights. when you felt his hand on your thigh, you looked at him with a raised brow and this lil shit deadass SMIRKED at you but you knew that 2 can play this game and smirked back and moved his hand slightly up and jimin's soul almost left his body. "what are we, y/n?" he whispered to you. "you tell me", you whispered back, with a cunning smile on your lips. you excused yourself and got up from the table and jimin jerked that moment, as you put your hand on his thigh when you lifted yourself up. (jk to nj: i don't know what is going on there but I bet it's disgusting, nj: no, don't be like that, sj: no, he's right)

-jimin and you (and everyone else, for that matter) entered a weird stage where you legit didn't know wtf was happening between you

-everything moved fast and yet you didnt know if you guys were going somewhere with this but jimin sure acted like your boyfriend yet didn't go beyond flirting

-and this was getting tiresome for you, but you were still hoping tbh, but you thought that maybe... maybe you were just a welcome distraction for him in all his hectic schedule. but deep down you knew this was your insecurities speaking, but sometimes it got the better of you.

-and things took an ugly turn when jimin tested you again, but in the most stupid way you could ever "test" someone... you've guessed it..... through jealousy.

- that was bc jimin himself got jealous when you were hanging out with yoongi, mostly bc he also remembered what yoongi once said about someone snatching you away from him

-and jimin absolutely hated this situation.... he knew this was irrational and that you could hang out with whomever you wanted & yoongi's obviously like a brother to him..... but jealousy is a very ugly feeling that makes you feel ugly things

-and jimin didn't want neither yoongi nor you to see this side of him so he didn't say anything. he didn't speak to neither of you. was it a good solution? hell no & he knew that. but he had to deal with his temper somehow... he cut you short whenever you tried to talk to him, saying he's busy and such, but you knew he was lying to you for some reason but you still were patient and did your best not to drag him to hell and back for lying to and ignoring you, as he stopped texting you as well. he didnt speak more than necessary with yoongi who only kept his mouth shut bc they was another matter involved. jimin had the idea for this "last test" for you when a new staff member got flirty with him, during a bighit party. you were there, too, in the same room, to be precise and jimin knew this and saw a chance coming, as you were talking to yoongi again who glared back at jimin who intensely kept staring at you two. so this new + drunk staff member came along and started talking with him.... and giggling so obnoxiously that yoongi and you rolled with your eyes at the same time and started laughing when you realized it. jimin wasn't listening to anything in the first place but when he saw you two laughing, he had a snap decision, turned to the staff member and coyly smiled and started flirting. you watched the whole play & jimin knew it, so he added some light touches and nudges here and there and you could feel getting more upset with every minute of this shit-show you were witnessing. yoongi put his hand on your arm and turned you away from jimin and his bimbo and face him instead. you could feel your blood rush to your head which was also apparent to yoongi who consoled you, as he knew of your feelings. jimin mistook the whole situation once again and went for the worst move.

you saw yoongi's glare and turned around only to see jimin holding his little plaything by the waist and them swaying around together. the other members noticed too and namjoon took the lead and quickly moved jimin away from dispatch's newest headline in the making. you turned to yoongi again and said "i'm going home, yoongi, thank you", with a sad smile on your face, and left before he could answer. yoongi quickly rushed out after you, knowing damn well that you'd go home and cry. he managed to catch up and pulled you into a hug, away from all the noise. "that boy is an idiot, but he's so in love with you, trust me on that. he's just being stupid right now", he said patted your back and lowkey contemplating dissing jimin in agust d 2, when he heard the muffled sniffs coming from you. "Ohhh, yoongi-hyung, y/n, getting cozy, aren't we?" you heard jimin saying behind you. yoongi was about to yell at him, but you were quicker to turn around and BLASTED him, bc how tf does he dare to say something like this after what he just pulled inside and how tf can he be so rude to yoongi and most importantly why tf would you listen to him after blatantly ignored you over the past weeks??? jimin went silent after your rant and let his head sink. "i'm sorry..." he said, "i'm sorry to both of you. i don't know how to explain it... but i felt angry when I saw you two so close. i know it's stupid and I know that you guys can be friends, obviously... it's so irrational and I don't even know why i did that earlier. i guess I wanted you to feel what I feel when I see you close with another man, y/n...". this voice got hoarse the more spoke and you knew that he too was about to cry. you knew he was regretful. it didn't justify that he was a dick to you, but you could see where he was coming from and understood that this feeling can make you do irrational things. "jealousy," yoongi said with a stern voice "is a really ugly trait, jimin. you should have known neither of us would ever go behind your back. for your information, y/n confided in me. your best friend is in love with you and you, dumbass, are too blind to see it. -(jimin's head shot up)- I'm gonna leave you two to it now, but jimin, I assure you I will kick your ass if you hurt y/n one more time." and he left. jimin looked at you apologetically, then hid his face behind his hands and took a deep sigh. "I really am a dumbass, huh..." - "yeah, you are" you replied with slight smile on your face and you took some steps towards him, he looked up at you. "y/n, I might be dumb and selfish, but I really hope that you can forgive me... one day. I was jealous of you two and I got insecure. I shouldn't have done what I've done and I can only apologise.... i'm really sorry about everything." (he let his head sink)

you were now standing right in front of him. "jimin, look at me." (he did.) "you really are a dumbass" (he got pouty) - "I thought we had already established that, y/n" - "getting smart with me, minie?" you asked and laughed when he looked at you with with huge eyes and a beaming face after he heard his pet name. he shook his head "I'm the dumbass, remember ?". You two laughed and you threw your arms around his neck and kissed his cheek while he buried his head in your neck.

"be my dumbass, minie."

💕

epilogue:

yoongi: "so how did you solve it again?"

you: "i called him dumb like 3 times and now we're dating"

yoongi: "nice"

jimin: "..."

[thechampagnelovers]

camila did you really just say that shjahsjssj It’s so easy to make people fall in love with Niall tho, he’s just such a natural charmer 🤩 Nooo it’s the other way around! For me you are the big blog, you seem to have so many friends here too! Im definitely not big in any way but I have my fun here either way :) Also 🥺 you calling me cool and stuff - I’m so lucky to be your secret Santa 💛 Okay so let’s talk more deeply about Niall! How/when/why did you become a Niall girl? -Santa 🎅🏼

yes I did and I recommend it a lot but you didn’t hear it from me 🤭

Niall really is a natural charmer, he’s just so fresh and unique and so himself, he’s one of the few celebs out there who you can tell they’re genuine and true to themselves and that is so hot, in a world full of fake being real is the bravest thing you can do

djdhdjjd I don’t really care about being a “big blog” but 🥺🤍 yes I have friends I would like to think 🥺🥺🥺 and we have fun and I love them sm. and dear Santa you ARE cool, don’t doubt it 🤍 and I count you as one of my friends I hope u know

AHHHHH I love this, yes let’s do this

I was around 11/12 yo when 1d became popular here. Their video diaries and the rest of (at that time) British youtube squad (zoella, jacksgap, dan and phil, etc) were my main source to learn English, besides Harry Potter (and from here comes my obsession with the UK). I literally used to watch the vd like they were youtubers and that’s funny bc all the charm of them comes from the fact that they’re normal guys, you could see them interacting and making jokes and laughing and it was so captivating. From the first moment I saw Niall my 11 year old brain went “yes, that one is my boyfriend” skdjdj for several stupid reasons I believe: he was blonde (back when I was a kid I had a preference for blondes but now I like brunettes more lol 🤪), he played guitar, he was funny but also a little shy, he was alllllllwaaaays laughing, we both had braces and in my teen mind that meant we were soulmates or something, he was going for the jb look at first (not many people knows this but I was a diehard jb fan when I was a kid, now I just hate who he become sjjdjddjnd but believe still slaps anyways). I can’t pinpoint an exact moment i said “I’m gonna be a Niall girl” tbh, back in the day people were cruel (people still are cruel lol) and many used to look down on Niall and I took it personal ajhsjsjd it became my duty to protect him from the mean 13 yo girls from my school.

What I like the most is that we both grew up, and he went from a boy I really liked to a man I really liked. In essence niall is still the same normal guy, he still laughs and makes jokes, he still plays guitar all the time (I miss his lives, it was just him staring into the wall and playing any random music 😔), he is still funny and a little shy but he gained confidence, he learned to trust himself and to love himself more which is the same journey I went through (it’s something you really never stop learning but yeah). He is still him but now he’s unapologetic about it, he doesn’t have to give explanations, whoever likes it good and the rest can just go somewhere else. I kinda hate myself for saying this but the hiatus did this, he needed to leave the band (although they are his friends and they love each other so much, they easily upstaged him) to see how much power he had in his own hands, to understand that people were there for him. I still remember all the flicker boom and how insane everything felt, his surprise in his face!!! He couldn’t hide it. I remember the Buenos Aires flicker show and I get so excited because it was one of the best shows I’ve seen, if you can handle Argentina you can handle any show in the world.

I really like Niall, besides all the het jokes I make, because you can see how he matured and we matured together in a way. I grew up and I still like him because he also changed as well, he also grew up and became a better version of himself, someone more confident, more happy, less embarrassed of being who they are. And that’s just extremely relatable for me. I always say I relate to Louis bc we come from very similar families and we both have the big sibling rol, but overall him and I are different in personality. If there’s anyone who I feel more close to, it’s Niall. So yeah I guess this is my how/when/why djddjjd but I want to know yours😱 pls

[studylustre]

(matcha latte anon🍵) hello carol!! first up, i wanna tell you that i love reading through your posts alot!! especially the soft boy™, it's so cute!!! >u

matcha latte (!!!) and the second time i met him (which was 2 weeks after), he remembered my order which was really nice and unexpected. also, i was with my friend that day, and i offered some yam chips (in a container) to another female collegue (since i am more used to seeing her, and also because i’m kinda shy to give him). he came to the table and gave back my container, and had a very small talk, in which he offered us drinks/ice cream but we declined. after my friend left, i continued studying and suddenly, he came to collect my cup which i was going to say thank you, but to my surprise, he placed another new cup of matchalatte for me!! i was shocked and didn’t know what to do so i just mouthed a thank you to him. at this point, my heart is already melting, considering this is the first time anyone has offered me a drink like this. we also said bye when he left. our third encounter: the next day, in which he came but i don’t think he had work. he sat at the chair in front of my table, but i was so HORRIBLY SHY that i didn’t look up that much. i have no idea if he was looking at me or not but it remained like this for about (more than) 5 minutes long?? after that, he went to stand near my table and said “no matcha latte today?” so i replied “yea mocha today” !!!! but we were interrupted by the female collegue who said “haha you talking to customer ah” *in chinese* but in like a jokingly manner. then i think the situation got shy and he said no in chinese once again and then we bid farewell :c. it was such good memories and i never met him after that, and i thought i never will. the only info i had about him was that he’s a year older than me. i think i’m a person who falls in love quite easily haha, so i couldn’t stop thinking about it for quite a while. fast forward to jun 14, i signed up for a school camp (i usually don’t go to camps) with 2 of my friends. it was a camp with 5 different schools. as time passed on during the first day,i couldn’t help but notice this guy felt familiar?? i kept noticing the way he talked, the way he walked, and it hinted me that it mIGHT be him ?? (i’m not very good at remembering faces, and also his hair is also wayyyy longer than before) during that night, i was talking to my friend about how i had a feeling that it was him, but i don’t know if i really want to know if it’s him (bc he seemed close to this girl, and my self-esteem is quite low :c). but i decided that i should just ask him. during the next day, i didn’t see him around often, but i couldn’t quite find the courage to ask him, and i don’t really want to do it infront of my friends. when the camp was nearing to an end, i almost thought i won’t ask him, but man i just went with it, go up to him and awkwardly goes like “wait, did u work in a cafe before?” he seemed hesistant so i thought i got the wrong guy, but NO! IT WAS REALLY HIM! aaaa but we got interrupted again, and one person asked if we were cousins LOL.we didn’t manage to talk alot, but found out we’re in the same school??? but he’s year 3 while i’m year 2. once again, i was really amazed to meet him again such circumstances, and that we were in the same school all along?? i thought i would meet him sometime soon,,, but turns out i was wrong.. i didn’t have any contact of him and once again, as time goes by, i didn’t think much about him again. fast forward early to end jul-early aug, i signed up for a japan uni talk (once again, not something i usually go for but somehow did). on that day, i was thinking about how long i’ve never met café guy but was happy cause i’m over it. but life decides to (idek what life is trying to do to me) bring him back into the picture again! i was waiting for my friend when i suddenly saw this familiar looking guy, i only saw him walking two steps (he’s blocked by a pillar) and i had a gut feeling that it might be him. but this time he was wearing glasses and his hair is short now. after seem peaking around here and there, it turns out it really was him??!?! at that point of time, i was very shy and awkward, it was hard for me to say hi or anything, i was just freaking out. to sum up that day, i basically didn’t manage to say hi to him (regrets :cc). but my friend, managed to find a mutual friend of both of us’s instagram. i went to follow him and found café’s guy instagram eventually!! to sum up, i eventually used my main account to follow him, in which he followed back ( that was like almost a 3 day process uwu). also, i dropped huge hints to lowkey scream *i’m the matcha latte i hope u remember me!!!* aaaa he dm-ed me and ask if im the matcha latte girl!!! we talked abit (not alot really) and (yesterday) he said he’s working but at another chain of the café (which is about 3 mins walking distance to the café i met him & usually go to). he asked what time i was leaving, and since i was meeting my friend, i said around late 5 to 6. he then said his break was only at 6plus, so i thought maybe i can wait a little longer to catch him (but i was a little afraid to meet him as well haha) i was going to pack my bag when he came!!! he immediately came to my table and talked to me!!! but my friend called me so i had to pick up, when it ended, he came back to my table again and we talked for about 20mins?? it was nice talking to him (some context: my mind usually goes blank when making conversations with people!!! >u

hi angel!! sorry for the late reply - i saw ur ask a little while ago but bc i didn’t have my laptop (it was off for repairs) i couldn’t reply :(( anyway, it sounds like ur both mutually interested in each other!! i think u should go for it. i mean, from what i can tell, it sounds like u kinda like this guy (u seem rly excited whenever u catch glimpses of him and idk i feel like he definitely made a big impression on u bc why else would u a) remember all your interactions b) get so excited about seeing him time and time again and c) bother to tell me all this, right? ✨) like it just seems like u both have interest in each other but are too shy to make a move. i think u should go for it bc u’ve already nearly lost him several times now - u only get so many chances and i feel like u might regret it if u don’t do anything and just let this opportunity slide… also i think u might be overthinking it - you may be different people, yes, but that’s not necessarily a bad thing?? also u guys don’t really know each other all that well yet so it’s really too soon to be worrying so much, just try to take the time to get to know each other better and then see how things go once u have a better grasp on who he is etc. u have nothing to lose from giving it a shot, especially since u already hope for it to work out, so why hold urself back and deprive urself of something that could potentially make u a really happy? everyone’s scared of things and it’s natural to be scared of something like this, but it would be a shame to let that fear hold u back from something that could be really great

[dontkyeom]

summary of monsta x in sf: year 2!!

no one asked for this but it’s for the Memories!

my friend and i waited in line since 10 and met this lady who explained the whole wristband and stupid lottery thing to us

we later found out neither of those applied to us bc we were p3

also met a couple girls in front of us who also had p3 and we basically lost our positions in line bc we thought we had to go through the wristband process too bc we had p3 ga

also met a few girls behind us who were SO SWEET AND COOL AND FRIENDLY and good dancers too like wow go off sisters

and lots of mbbs were giving out free stuff! i would look at them again but it’s gonna make me sad :’)

anyway the whole line thing was such a process but eventually we get inside!! and got a pretty decent spot where i could still kinda see (i’m 5′2) and my friend could escape if she needed air (she’s claustrophobic)

started with jealousy, be quiet, and beautiful!! so hype!! 

our fanchants - strong!!

their stage presence - everything!!

the tech effects - AMAZING

they introduced themselves after those first few songs (their english!!! so good!!!!!) and they were like we saw u guys waiting outside weren’t u cold?? like sis,,, yes i was but it’s WORTH IT

and jooheon said when he first came here he said he could imagine himself living here :’((( i guess he likes our cold ass weather

they also asked who came last year and who’s here for the first time and hyungwon raised his hand bc he was in the hospital last year and OOF girly almost teared up!! so glad he was able to make it this year :’)

then they went into gravity (sooooooo soft) and tropical night and OOF

TROPICAL NIGHT WAS SO FUCKING HYPE

I WAS SO HYPE IVE BEEN SO EXCITED FOR THIS SONG

im getting chills rn just thinking about it

they talked again in groups after this so that the others could change

first was kihyun jooheon and im and they were talking about mbb’s groove during tropical night so they tried to match our groove and jooheon was beatboxing and kihyun got embarrassed and ran off the stage to change LMAO

im got the translator to beatbox for him i think

and then wonho shownu hyungwon and minhyuk came on and they were like,,, i think they were talking about groove?? so they danced too!! and hyungwon beatboxed but it was so cute bc he turned around facing upstage to do it i think he was shy LMAO

hyungwon also like mimicked wonho flexing in front of the mirror he’s so funny

he spoke a lot of english!! it was really cute!! (can you tell he’s my bias LMAOOO)

anyway everyone came back and then they performed crazy in love and all in and BITCH!!!! SO FUCKING HYPE!!!!

and then they played a video while they changed for their performance stages!!

kihyun wonho and minhyuk’s stage was the cutest fucking shit and i’m gonna ignore that someone dryfired an arrow bc omf my heart gave its biggest uwu during their song

and then shownu and jooheon did versace on the floor and,,, sister was NOT READY

SHOWNU WENT OFF

JOOHEON’S SINGING WAS SO BEAUTIFUL

SHOWNU’S SHIRT WAS LIKE HALF BUTTONED

AND THEY BOTH RIPPED THEIR JACKETS OFF FOR THE DANCE BREAK AND JOOHEON WAS WEARING A TANK TOP AND SISTER WAS NOT READY FOR THE GUN SHOW

best cover ever oof

and then hyungwon and im sang fake love and made it a ballad and i’ll never hear fake love the same ever again

and they also danced to how long and like,,, we all saw hyungwon’s choreography video,,, we BEEN KNEW that’s some good ass choreo but OOF I WAS STILL NOT READY

IM GETTING MORE CHILLS

after that was more talking (aka stalling time for quick changes LMAO) and sis these fits were SO GOOD SHOUTOUT TO THE STYLIST

they performed from zero (i cry I CRY, TOO FUCKING GOOD) and because of u

omf it was so funny tho bc some people forgot the part that’s like “because of,,, because of U” and sang because of u twice and jooheon was like hehe NOOO!!

and then they talked again and they were like do u wanna see the original from zero!!! bc in the performance shownu and minhyuk did the tilt chin thing and we were like OIH;DGHUSDH;SD

we got to see the og hyungwonho chin tilt!!! and then minhyuk was like wait!!! new couple!!!! and everyone was like ???? and minhyuk was like SHOWNU AND HYUNGWON

and that’s how we found out those two are roommates! hehe hyungwon was like my roommate! you go down! (bc hyungwon’s always the one getting his chin tilted, confirmed, he’s a switch)

and OOF GIRLY WAS NOT READY FOR THAT VISUAL

after that they performed white love (soft but hype?? quite the combo) and ROLLER COASTER

I WAS SO UPSET THEY TOOK THIS SONG OFF LAST YEAR AND I LOST MY SHIT WHEN I FOUND OUT IT WAS ONT HE SETLIST THIS YEAR

SIS I WAS SO HYPE

THIS WAS THE FIRST MX SONG I LOVED AFTER LISTENING FOR THE FIRST TIME

AND THE CROWD? SOOOOOOOOO HYPE (take a shot every time i say the word hype)

AND MINHYUK AND IM MADE LIKE THIS TUNNEL FOR THE MEMBERS TO RUN THROUGH DURING THE BRIDGE AND THEY TRAPPED SHOWNU AND IT WAS SO FUCKING CUTE

chills pt 3

i can’t remember when the next video played but the next songs were lost in the dream (my friend’s fave song!!), destroyer, shine forever, rush, special, and trespass rock version

LIT AFTER LIT AFTER LIT AFTER LIT AFTER LIT AFTER LIT

i’ll never get over the rap breakdown in shine forever tho wow my FAVE

also fanchants went OFF for these songs!! i hope we made them proud :’(

before dramarama they were like this is our last song!! (we knew they were lying tbh) and were like LET’S MAKE SOME DRAMA

SIS THIS SONG IS AMAZING LIVE

chills pt 4

and then they went offstage to change and we basically chanted monsta x for 2 min straight and screamed when we saw the curtain shake

a lot of my friends were like MY HEARING

they performed fallin which was AMAZING

THE MEME DANCES THO HAHAHAHAH

their last song was if only and I’LL NEVER RECOVER FROM HEARING THAT PITCH CHANGE LIVE

THAT SHIT CHANGED MY LIFE WHEN I FIRST HEARD IT AND IT’S SO MAGICAL LIVE

and then they did their bows for each part of the stage and SIS WONHO RIPPED HIS SHIRT OFF AND CHUCKED IT TO THE SECOND FLOOR

A SWOLE GOD

AND MINHYUK CENSORED HIS NIPS HAHAHAHA

AND HYUNGWON THREW HIS TOWEL

at some point in the night im said hella and everyone was just like :o he did NOT

he also said sf mbb know how to act (smh that’s right we do this is a PSA to all the creepy disrespectful mbb who follow them and don’t give them space during their free time and also to those fake ass hoes at the wild 949 event who tried to make them touch their boobs - LET THEM LIVE, SHOW SOME RESPECT, DON’T BE GROSS. that is all)

but yeah,,, just like that,,, the best night of my life was over

thank you to all the lovely mbb i met!

thank you to monsta x for the amazing show!

thank you to the techies for running that show! i could never forget about y’all!

i am currently sore as heck but it was all worth it! here’s to hoping for a show next year!

[astrorarepairs]

hdhsg at least one of us were productive today^^" all i did today was read a jincha fic nd sleep bc im feeling sick nd weak atm ^^ poor rocky dude didnt even get any camera time during his solo part at run at todays dream concert ;-;; And college sounds busy :o what project(s) are u working on? - prompt anon

i hope you feel better soon!! being sick is the worst :((((((( 

wait today too?? omg nooo how do we remove this curse D: oh and im doing some art criticism stuff haha i dont like doing it bc id rather talk about graphic design rather than art, but i gotta pass this subject :(

also i saw ur #s for that one bin gif u reblogged nd i just immediately thought of jazz players duo myungjun and moonbin (ft minhyuk sometimes because he keeps saying their songs would be so much better with a trumpet soloin it) where most of their songs are love songs that are indirect love letters/confessions towards each other bc theyre still too shy to confess their feelings towards each other hehe - prompt anon

um yes!!!! n moonbin always practices playing the piano without having to look at the keys because he just wants to look at mj during performances. and lol rocky and his trumpet hahaha

really hope u get better soon anon!!!

[emotabek]

I was tagged by my love @otasucc to do the 92 answers tag!!! p sure everyone i know was tagged lmao so i’m not gonna tag anyone, but my answers are under the cut! <3

last…

drink: coffee

phone call: my mom probably

text message: also my mom lmao

song you listened to: alone by halsey

time you cried: i dont keep track lol probably a few days ago??

have you…

dated someone twice: no

kissed someone and regretted it: ive never kissed anyone lol

been cheated on: no

lost someone special: yes

been depressed: yes

gotten drunk and thrown up: yee

made new friends: yes

fallen out of love: ive never been in love so ??

laughed until you cried: yes

found out someone was talking about you: yes

met someone who changed you: yes

found out who your friends are: yes

kissed someone from your facebook list: again.. . .n a h . ....

kissed a stranger: n o

drank hard liquor: yeah

lost glasses/contact lenses: yep

turned someone down: yes

sex on the first date: no

broken someone’s heart: that’s probably an overstatement but i guess?

had your heart broken: yes i break my own heart every day fam

been arrested: no

cried when someone died: yes

fallen for a friend: lmao fuck um

kissed on the first date: nooo

general

list 3 favorite colors: black, pink, lavender

how many facebook friends do you know in real life: most of them i think!!! even if i vaguely know them i’ve at least seen most of them in person at least once

do you have any pets: yeah i have a pet fish lol !!

do you want to change your name: uuhhh yeah i guess idk i don’t hate my name but also i don’t feel like it’s... my name ? does that make any sense omg

what time did you wake up: 8:30am

what were you watching at midnight last night: servamp!!!

name something you can’t wait for: the sweet embrace of death (me 2)

when was the last time you saw your mom: yesterday

what is one thing you wish you could change in your life: it would be real sicc if i could not be mentally ill u knoww

what are you listening to right now: nothing right this second but lately the new halsey album and the new harry styles album

have you ever talked to a person named tom: yes? lol

something that is getting on your nerves right now: work uugghhh

most visited website: tumblr and ao3 constantly fight for the #1 spot lmao

mole/s: i have like freckles/beauty marks but not moles ???

mark/s: ya

childhood dream: i wanted to be a pop star like britney spears omg

do you have a crush on someone: iz complicated just like my life

what do you like about yourself: my eyes are nice i guess

piercings: 2 in both ears and a nose piercing!

blood type: i honestly dont know lol

nickname: my family calls me ella or elle but that’s it

relationship status: single :^)

zodiac: swagittarius (asdsfjsdkal im sorry im a sagittarius)

pronouns: she/her

favorite tv show: heck that’s hard i’ll name a few; yoi obviously, bob’s burgers, buffy the vampire slayer, dexter

tattoos: i have 5! one on my arm that says “the moon and the sun” in italian, harley quinn diamonds on my bicep, an arrow on my other bicep, a heart w/ the number 13 on my wrist, vampire fangs on my ankle

right or left hand: right

surgery: a few yeah! when i was a baby i needed skull surgery, and i had surgery when i broke my ankle ice skating lmao lmao 

hair dyed in different color: yeahhh it’s been a bunch of variations of pink, purple, red, and black

sport: i did all the sportsTM when i was younger! i played soccer, basketball, volleyball, and softball! and ballet for literally a day but i was too shy to talk to the other kids so i quit lmfao

vacation: italy !!!!

pair of trainers: i…..had to look up what trainers were. is this just a word for sneakers? (thanks for doing the research lia omg) i wear converse like exclusively. i hate sneakers so i either go for sandals when it’s hot or combat boots.

current and all-time best friend name: kathryn for both because i love her and she’s amazing lmao

eye color: green/hazel

favorite movie: batman: the dark knight!

which is better?

hugs or kisses: hugs

lips or eyes: eyes

shorter or taller: idk ?

nice arms or stomach: nice arms

sensitive or loud: sensitive

hook up or relationship: relationship

troublemaker or hesitant: troublemaker bc i’m always too hesitant and i need someone to just like.... make me do stupid shit

do you believe in…

yourself: no ?

miracles: nope

love at first sight: i love the idea of love at first sight because im a hopeless romantic fuck but like.... nah

santa claus: my mom told me from the start that santa claus was fake im mad (((LITERALLY SAME LIA ))) my mom told me santa was fake when i was like 6 lmao childhood who ?

[words-n-wanderlust]

I dare you to do the Questions that Bree got as well

Spotify, SoundCloud, or Pandora? spotify

is your room messy or clean? usually messy

what color are your eyes? very light blue

do you like your name? why? i dont like the fact that english speakers dont get my name but i love the fact that i have soooo many weird/funny nicknames

what is your relationship status? single as fuck

describe your personality in 3 words or less no fucking clue

what color hair do you have? dark brown

what kind of car do you drive? color? a blue chrysler

where do you shop? i usuallyy wear my sisters clothes lmao

how would you describe your style? sometimes rock-ish sometimes lazy sometimes a weird mix of everything

favorite social media account i use tumnblr twitter and snapchat waaay too much so i cant decide

what size bed do you have?a regular single size bed thingy

any siblings? yes! 3 acutally

if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why? maybe england or ireland bc i love it

favorite snapchat filter? i dont really use any but i love the one with yellow butterflies around your head bc everyone looks hot with it and the one that makes your mouth and eyes huge

favorite makeup brand(s) i love urban decay, anastasia beverly hills and mac

how many times a week do you shower? usually 5 times

favorite tv show? im currently loving rick and morty, greys anatomy, how to get away with murder and grace and frankie

shoe size? idk american sizes

how tall are you? 1,70m

sandals or sneakers? sneakers

do you go to the gym? not currently bc i dont have the money but the gym is my happy place i go there everyday for ~3 hours if i have access

describe your dream date my dream date would be to just have a date lmao someone date me im single af

how much money do you have in your wallet at the moment? like 3€

what color socks are you wearing? black

how many pillows do you sleep with? 3

do you have a job? what do you do? not yet but im probably gonna work at an event planning thing

how many friends do you have? uuuhm idk but i do have quite a few by now i met lots of new people that i got close to

whats the worst thing you have ever done? idkk i once got caught stealing when i was younger

whats your favorite candle scent? cinnamon

3 favorite boy names i have no clue

3 favorite girl names i dont really have any but i’ve always loved rose

favorite actor? dont really have one

favorite actress? dont really have one

who is your celebrity crush? demi lovato, halsey, lauren jauregui, chris pratt, matthew daddario etc

favorite movie?

do you read a lot? whats your favorite book? i usually read a lot but im in a huge reading slumo rn. my favorite books include harry potter, the infernal devices and perks of being a wallflower

money or brains?

do you have a nickname? what is it? i have sooo many nicknames lmao. some include ziska and fresh fränzi

how many times have you been to the hospital? 4 times but i only had to stay there once for a few days

top 10 favorite songs idk man

do you take any medications daily? no

what is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc) mixed i guess? i dont really have dry or oily skin

what is your biggest fear? idk probably abandonment lmao

how many kids do you want? nooo idea

whats your go to hair style? pony tail or messy bun

what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc) a small house

who is your role model? i have too many

what was the last compliment you received?

what was the last text you sent? you’re welcome boo

how old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real? i never believed in santa

what is your dream car? i used to want a 1969 camaro ss

opinion on smoking? generally not a fan of chain smokers but i do it sometimes so i cant say shit

do you go to college? no

what is your dream job? no idea

would you rather live in rural areas or the suburbs?suburbs i think

do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels? yess

do you have freckles? yes and i love them i get sad when they dont show up in summer

do you smile for pictures? yes

how many pictures do you have on your phone? about 2674

have you ever peed in the woods? ofc

do you still watch cartoons? not really

do you prefer chicken nuggets from Wendy’s or McDonalds? never been to wendys

Favorite dipping sauce? sour cream

what do you wear to bed?a huge ass shirt and pj pants

have you ever won a spelling bee? no fucking country except the US has that so no wtf

what are your hobbies?

can you draw?naah not really

do you play an instrument? not anymore

what was the last concert you saw? sunset sons a few months ago

tea or coffee? depends on the day

Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts? starbucks

do you want to get married? yes

what is your crush’s first and last initial? dont have a crush

are you going to change your last name when you get married? idk

what color looks best on you? blue and black

do you miss anyone right now? yeah

do you sleep with your door open or closed CLOSED

do you believe in ghosts? not sure

what is your biggest pet peeve? people not talking to me and just telling me wtf is going on

last person you called` my best friend @secretsofhappinessss

favorite ice cream flavor? peanut butter cup and chocolate

regular oreos or golden oreos? regular

chocolate or rainbow sprinkles?chocolate

what shirt are you wearing? a wonderwoman shirt

what is your phone background? me and my friends

are you outgoing or shy? outgoing

do you like it when people play with your hair? YES

do you like your neighbors?i dont really know /interact with them

do you wash your face? at night? in the morning? both

have you ever been high? yeah

have you ever been drunk? yeah

last thing you ate? a banana

favorite lyrics right now grit your teeth, pull your hair and scream “fuck the world cause its my life i’m gonna take it back and never for a second blame yourself

summer or winter? idk i love/hahte both

day or night? night!

dark, milk, or white chocolate?dark chocolate

favorite month? idk

what is your zodiac sign pisces

who was the last person you cried in front of?i think my sister

thanks so much for asking i really needed a distraction rn luv u david

[maiverie]

OMG NO I HAVE TO READ IT'S BEEN ON MY TO READ LIST FOR WHILE IM SORRY <//3 I'M DOING OKAYYY since I'm done with school i've been doing a lot of irl stuff so i feel bad for my moots i haven't been interacting that much ACKKK. just know I'm always here hehe just a lil shy BUT HERE😵‍💫 saw my second bf beomgyu at his concert last week since heeseung wanna act up so bad 🤨

WHEN DOES UNI FINISH FOR YOU?? praying for ur sanity but i believe in you ... BUT GL WITH EVERYTHING TILL U FINISH ): 🤍

HEJDJWJS NAURRR AS LONG AS U DONT FEEL OBLIGATED TO ‼️ BC ‼️ THATS THE LAST THING ID WANT 🤨🤨

and omg yes graduated life must feel so good 😭😭😭 hope irl life hasn’t been too busy for u then :<< HOWS WORK BEEN????

ALSOOOO NOOO PLS DONT FRET AB UR MOOTS LIKE ME PERSONALLY I feel like i’m pre bad w communicating regularly too so i’m like 🤞 hoping my moots don’t take it wrong way 😭😭 AND SAME TO U GIRL IM ALWAYS HERE OBVVV 🥹💗💕💘💝

also . txt concert PAUSE WHAT THE FUUUCK TELLCME EVERYTHING PLS SHOW ME UR PICS LIKE UR FIT AND EVERYTHING TOO??? also dID SOOBIN LOOK AMAZIGN I BET SOOBIE LOOKED FUCKING AMAZING 😭😭‼️‼️‼️ hes my second bf 😍 love that mf he’s so &$&&/@297738($;/

ALSO THANK UUUU uni finishes literally this week if i don’t extend my assignment deadline 😁😁 SO SICK SO IM RDY TO LEAVEEE‼️‼️

[ellyrad]

idc i was bored so 🤷🏽‍♀️

ASK ME THINGS 1. You woke up naked next to the last person you texted, what would you say? -linda… i’m pretty sure we’ll both be like , “biiitch wtf did you do” 😂 2. What’s going on between you and the last person you kissed? -aha…. i just started this don’t make me cry already 3. If your boyfriend or girlfriend was into drugs, would you care? -i mean…. if it’s like the hardcore ones i’ll be shook. but if it’s just weed then we smokin each other out 🤷🏽‍♀️ 4. Is your last name longer than six letters? -yee 5. Was your last kiss drunk or sober? -sober 6. Have you ever wanted to have someone but you messed it up? -it is what it is 7. What does your last received text say? -“we’re texting now” 8. How many times have you kissed the last person you kissed? -bitch…too many 9. Where was your last kiss at? -my sister’s room 😭😭 10. When is the last time you saw your sister? -fuuuck, like… a week ago. i get sad thinking about it bc i know she’s happily cuffed with somebody but… the only time where i need her the most and she’s always busy :/ but at least she’s happy yfm 11. What do you drink in the morning? -water 12. Where did you sleep last night? -my bed 13. Do you think relationships are hard? -honestly … yeah but you just gotta work through that shit together 14. If you could go back and change something in the past 5 months, would you? -bitch yes, let me get my mans back 15. You’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, any problems? -he hates me and prob texting his new boo 16. Would you rather it be sunny or rainy? -sunny bc it helps w my depression tbh 17. Do you know anyone with the same middle name as you? -carly RAE jepsen but like … 18. Are you wearing jeans,sweatpants,or pajama pants? -pajama 19. Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 years from now? -idk, i don’t think i’m ready for anything new rn, esp since i’m still going through alot and idk when i’ll ever be over it. but hopefully i’ll wanna be HAPPY not with anyone; but with friends, family and myself 20. Does anyone like you? -i bet but idc 21. Have you ever kissed someone with a name that starts with an S? -STOP 22. Is the last person you kissed gay? -hahaha i hope so 23. Is there a person you CANNOT stand? -nahhhh not really 24. Have you ever considered getting a tattoo? -next one is prob gonna be three tally marks or eeyore lol 25. In the past week have you cried? -idk, i wasn’t counting **hurtbae** 26. What breed was the last dog you saw? -shiba??? 27. Do you dry off in the shower or out of the shower? -in the shower.. 28. Have you ever kissed a football player? -BITCH .. yeah 29. Do you think you’re old? -nooo 30. Do you like text messaging? -yes 31. What type of day are you having? -kill me 32. Have you ever thought about getting your nose pierced? -i have, but nah too much maintenance 33. Do you prefer warm or cold weather? -warm bc it makes me happy 34. Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you? - yes but ugh 35. Would you prefer a relationship or a fling? -relationship, i’m too emotional 36. Are you a simple or complicated person? -both it depends 37. What song are you listening to? -my stomach growling 38. When you say you’re sorry do you mean it? -yes. 39. Is there a girl that knows everything or almost everything about you? -hmmm yasmine? but not everything currently 40. What made you start liking the person you like now? -bc he was very nice and always made an effort 41. When did you last receive a text message? -7 min ago 42. What is wrong with you right now? -a l o t of things 43. How well do you know the last female you texted? -like…83% well? 44. Does anyone disgust you? -mmm nah 45. Would you date someone right now if they asked? -noooooo no thank you nooo 46. Are you in a good mood right now? -i don’t know what that means 47. Who was the last person you talked to in person? -yasmine 48. What color shirt are you wearing? -his obey jacket…. ugh 49. Has someone recently told you something you didn’t want to hear? -this fucking …girl who’s just being dumb and going on a trip with her ex. like im so heated thinking about it 50. Anyone you’re giving up on? -i should 51. Do you hate the person you fell hardest for? -i can’t 52. Have you ever thought about giving up on someone but couldn’t? -mood 53. Do you like rain? -i hate it i hate it, and i used to love it. fuck 54. Do you care if your boyfriend/girlfriend drinks? -no 55. Have you ever liked somebody and never told them? -ya 56. Do you like to cuddle? -yess 57. Are you shy? -depending who i meet 58. Do you get along with girls? -ehh, if they look chill 59. Have you dated the person you texted last? -uh strictly dickly 60. What do you carry with you at all times? -keys forsure 61. If you were paid 1 million dollars to spend the night in a supposed haunted house, would you? -not by myself!! 62. Do you think you can last in a relationship for five months? -yes 63. Think back to October, were you in a relationship? -yes :((( 64. The person you like kisses you on the forehead, do you find this cute? -biTCHHHH I would cry 65. Did anything “cute” happen in the last week? -cute???? NO 66. How old are the last three people you kissed? -HAHAHHA, uh, 24, 20, and 19 67. Would you rather pay to get your nails done or do them yourself? -do them myself but if i’m extra lazy and i got the money then i’ll get them done 68. Which do you like better- Zebra print or leopard print? -leopard 69. Do you have any stickers on your car? -the marine sticker 70. Would you rather listen to Luke Bryan or Lil Wayne? -lil wayne 71. Blackberry, Anroid, or iPhone? -iphone 72. When’s the last time you had pizza from Pizza Hut? -shiiiit idk tbh 73. Do you like diet soda? -no 74. What color are the walls in your room? -white 75. Are you 16 or older? -yee 76. Do you watch Pretty Little Liars? -no 77. Do you have a job? -ye 78. What are your initials? -DRLA 79. Did you ever have braces? -i get them off november ahhh 80. Are you from the south? -noo 81. What does your last status on facebook say? -single, but i never change it anyway 82. Do you still talk to the first person you ever kissed? -nahhh but i wish we were friends tho 83. Are you closer to your mom or your dad? -mom 84. Have you ever done cheerleading or gymnastics? -cheer and idk how i was even good at it 85. What’s the last movie you saw in theaters? -get out :(( 86. Do you smoke? -id like to do it more often bc i know i need to 87. Would you rather wear heels or flip flops? -ff 88. Is your phone touch screen? -ye 89. Do you normally wear your hair straight or curly? -wavy 90. Have you ever snuck out of your house? -ya 91. Would you rather swim in a river, lake, or pool? -i can’t even swim lmaooo 92. Have you ever made out in a car? -girlllll 93. …Had sex in a car? -GIRLLLLLLLLL is lit 94. Are you single or in a relationship? -depressed 95. What were you doing last night at midnight? -crying hahahaha 96. When’s the last time you saw fireworks? -AHHHH fourth of july :(( 97. Do you like the camera on your phone? -it’s okay, but the iphone 7’s portrait is hella nice 98. Have you ever had a friend with benefits? -its dumb i hate it, never again 99. Have you ever passed out from drinking? -i’d like to 100. Are you friends with people on facebook that you actually hate? -no 101. Have you ever had a pregnancy scare? -nahhh 102. Name your favorite Kesha song: - 103. Do you have any tan lines right now? -i don’t even go out in the sun 104. Would you ever wear cowboy boots with shorts? -lmao bye