#Not joking I have overdosed on fentanyl over 10 times and I’m honestly nowhere near as fried as I should be | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

mezmer · 9 months ago

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Idk this is really crazy and I should just find a way to share my story of my addiction because it is a God given miracle that I am alive today lol. Where would I even share that? My dad has had a few books published and he knows publishers. I’ve discussed writing a joint book of prose with him and releasing it just as something special for our families and friends, something special for us too. Perhaps I could make it part bio part prose and just write about it…. I need that story to be put out there, it would blow someone’s mind, and I would love to inspire somebody. Gosh if I could drive and had time I would be out there helping addicts in a second. Imagine saving an addicts life and she goes back to raise her children… i met so many mothers in rehab who didn’t have it in them to quit. Imagine being that person that plants the seed! Im so passionate and if only I had the chance!

#Not joking I have overdosed on fentanyl over 10 times and I’m honestly nowhere near as fried as I should be #I know a girl from rehab who overdosed one time and was paralyzed and almost brain dead #she recovered and went on to overdose and die a few months later.#I saw her on Snapchat driving around posting pics of her Xanax and dope and I actually called her and asked her to pull over!#she died that night!#her parents had died a couple years prior #she was 19 years old….#it’s so insane to me that I survived #I don’t attribute it to anything but God or some higher power #which #that doesn’t make sense either. I do not understand #I hope nobody ever hears me talk about it and get annoyed or feel snooty #just blows my mind

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