#Not fun!

[venacoeurva]

Trying out painting methods over the weekend, good excuse to make a ref for Rimeris’ eye

She’s prone to headaches due to the alignment issue, girl help someone please invent Tamrielic ibuprofen

[fallenclan]

btw im deleting any messages/asks about the whole "accidentally posting ravenstar" thing lol

it was a fairly large part of why i was on hiatus for so long, i was so mad after accidentally spoiling the story id worked ages on (again) that i just. refused to think abt fallenclan for like a week and a half

[some-pers0n]

Holy shit today was bad. Fucking abysmal. Jesus of Navereth suffered less than me. But at least I lived!!

[smimon]

Starting a prayer circle so that I don't get a food poisoning right before Käärijä concerts in December like I had in July 🕯️🙏🕯️

[kyluxtrashpit]

So. Stomach update. As I haven’t given one here in a while lmao

After the first month of the medication (plus an ultrasound that came back normal), the reflux problems came right back so I went to another doc. He said okay, here’s more pills, take them twice a day, and we’ll also do a barium swallow x-ray. Also apparently I was being way too careful with food, so the bright side is I can eat most things again (yay) but the downside is I had to cut caffeine completely 100%. And it’s awful

Anyway. I had the barium thing yesterday (it was also awful lmao) and doc called me today with results and. Everything is normal? No signs of inflammation, polyps, GERD, any reflux at all, or an ulcer. Absolutely nothing out of the ordinary

Which like. That sounds great. But while I’m not having the reflux or pain right now I still feel like I’m burping more than usual? And that was one of my symptoms. So he said to finish the pills, taking the last week of them once a day instead of twice, and then see how it goes. And never take NSAIDs again

I hope this just means that I did have an ulcer and maybe it’s just in the final stages of healing and couldn’t be seen, so once I finish the pills it will definitely be gone and I will never have this issue again. But I’m also worried cause like. If my entire upper GI and all my abdominal organs are normal and I never did have an ulcer and there’s no signs of anything else being wrong. Then what the fuck is it? Will it go away? Or is this just my life now? Cause while I’m glad I can eat mostly freely again, ZERO caffeine is just not sustainable

Idk. Maybe I’m getting worked up over nothing and it will be completely gone in ~3 weeks when I finish the pills. I really really hope so. I’m just also really worried that it will come back again and then wtf do I do cause I can’t do this forever and if they can’t find anything wrong with me, then how they hell do I fix it?

[drop--pop--candy]

hmm. didn't like that

[fishfingersandscarves]

welp! Interesting day with the family

[dysonbradleyreblogs]

Everyone talks about how cute/quirky echolalia is until you read/hear a literal slur and it repeats in your head to the point you feel you're going insane

[fookinfreezin]

twitter has been my main social media for a few years now but holy fuck watching all the right wing brainrot all day every day is making me feel miserable i need to use tumblr more again

[lestbian]

no one was gonna tell me we had poison ivy growing in the yard i had to find this out by getting hives all up my arm. dieee

[flouftie]

I think this is the most time I've ever spent on a fucking background hhhh

[notedchampagne]

hi SAM hows it going

i keep oversleeping all 7 of my alarms

[lost-in-the-supermarket-23]

worst feeling is finally figuring out how to tape my chest and then realizing i am allergic to the adhesive in transtape :(

[violetgarlends]

no ghost of you update this week im enduring the horrors (essay season)

[running-in-the-dark]

just almost dropped a glass I was holding and the panicked feeling I got from it was so bad I almost passed out lol

I guess it's time for bed