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rattlingheart · 11 months ago

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i finally decided to sit down and write out how i've been feeling.

Am I selfish? Am I jealous? Am I a bad person to the people I care about? Are they bad to me? I don’t understand why it’s so wrong of me to have wants. All i want is someone for myself. I want someone who would do anything for me at any time. I want to be cared for, i want to be loved and i want to be wanted and needed. Why is that so bad? I want my own person. Everyone else has their own so why cant i have one too? Every time i try to explain it i end up looking like the bad guy. Maybe my actions arent great and maybe i feel things too strong but none of that would matter if i had someone who understood. Nobody ive ever talked to knows what im going through because everyone at one point or another has had their person. They dont know what its like to think you have someone and then lose them to someone else, over and over and over again. At this point it just feels hopeless and im starting to feel like an idiot for ever thinking it could happen. I know it sounds conceited to think im the only person to ever feel this way but thats just how it feels. I want to be wanted so bad it hurts. Every day i spend alone makes me feel worse and worse. I dont know how much i can take. I want someone i can call and theyll answer right away, happy to hear me and ill be happy to hear them. I want to be able to have hours of conversation while also being comfortable with hours of silence. I want someone to think of me in a romantic way. To want to take me on dates and bring me flowers and show me how much they love me. I want to be so yearned for that it makes their stomach hurt. I want someone to be sad when they cant see me and angry when i talk to someone else. I want someone to put my picture in their wallet, or put a photo of us on their lockscreen. To be the first thing on someones mind when they wake up and the last thing before they fall asleep. In my eighteen years of life ive never come close. People say everyone has their time and everyone has their person, and i want to believe that so bad. I wish i could trick myself into being okay by myself and to just accept that my time wil come and that someone will love me but i just cant. Do you know how pathetic that feels? To know you have the potential to love and be loved but to never feel it? To just be fooled over and over to the point of not knowing what it feels like to have a crush anymore, not knowing if they actually want to get to know me or if they just need enough of my interests to get into my bed. I would love for someone to want to know me.

I want someone to know everything about me oh my god. I want to tell them everything about me and they tell me everything about them. I want to know someones deepest secrets and for them to know mine. I want to not be judged for the way i act, think, and feel. I promise i wont judge you if you dont judge me. I just cant understand why this is too much to ask. I want someone to meet my parents and my friends. I want to be a part of someone else's family and theyre a part of mine. I want to be thought of when holidays come around, and for them to know my birthday. I want them to ask if im coming over for dinner or if youre coming to mine. I want to be seen as a pair, if one of us is there then so is the other. It doesnt have to last forever, im not asking for a marriage partner, just a taste. I just want to dip my toes into the pool of love, i dont have to swim in it. Eventually i want to meet someone that just pulls me in with them and drowns me. I want to be smothered with love until it makes me sick. It would feel so much better than being alone. I cant even imagine how it would feel to be introduced as a girlfriend. For someone to show their family and friends my picture and to be excited about it. I hate begging for things but please. Its all ive ever wanted and yet its making me into a monster. I dont feel like myself anymore, i feel like a shell. It feels like my heart is just rattling around in my body making noise for someone to hear her. The butterfly in my stomach is dying, she hasn't fluttered in so long. I want her to be happy again, for me to just think of someone and she does somersaults around my stomach. I want to be nervous to go on a first date, maybe even a second or a third. I want to have a kiss at the end of the date like how it happens in the movies. I want someone to bring me home and want to see me again. I want to be a girlfriend, i cant wait until the day someone asks me. I think ill die right there in that moment. I want to say i love you. I want someone to say they love me every time they see me, every time they leave my presence and every time they enter it. I want people to know that im loved, and to know that i love the person loving me. I want to love someone so hard that just the thought of not having them in my life makes me sick. I want it to make me cry and i want them to comfort me and say it will never happen. I want them to lie to me. So that when the day eventually comes and they tell me they no longer love me I can have faith that ill find someone else to love me. I want to have a breakup that hurts me so bad i cant leave my bed and i stop talking to people for weeks. I want to lay in my bed and rot away just reminiscing over the way they loved me for so long. I want to know the feeling of having my heart ripped out of my chest and taken from me. I want to know the feeling of growing a new heart for someone else. And for that person to nurse me back to health, back to my original self. I know its strange to want heart break but as someone whos never experienced it, i want to know what its like. I want to experience every aspect of a relationship. I want to fight and argue. I want to apologize and make amends because we both know it isnt worth it to be mad at each other. I want someone to tell me that theyre sorry, and that theyll never yell at me again. I want someone to run their fingers through my hair as i lay my head in their lap. I want someone to hold me, hold my hand, hold my body, hold my heart. I want to put my legs on someones lap and for them to rub my legs just to know theyre there. I want to have someone to grab in a crowded room, to hold my hand so i dont get lost.

I want someone on the same level as me and i pray they never leave me behind. I just want to be loved and cared for the same as everyone else in my life. I want to feel like an equal to the people around me and not like an alien. Ive spent years building myself up for other people to notice me. Ive been noticed, but no one has cared enough to stay. It makes me feel so awful. Ive learned to keep things to myself, to not overshare. I try to go after what i want but it always ends badly, i always end up looking desperate. People use desperate in a bad way but i cant help but think, is that not what i am? I am desperate. I am so unbelievably desperate for someone to want me. I cant sit with my own thoughts or it starts to make me physically and mentally ill. I need someone to share them with. I need someone to talk to. I need somebody to be there for me. I need my own person. Someone i dont have to share and someone who will always be there when i need them. Someone who will know i need them before i even realize it. I think if i had someone to pour my thoughts onto and pour all of the love inside of me, id be doing a lot better. Im just scared that what if i find my person but they dont want me in my current state? What if im too much to handle and too much to take care of. I guess theyre not my person then. When i finally do find my person, someone just for me, they will love me for who i am, what i am, and they will see the good in me. Is that too much to ask?

#love #long reads #relationship #vent

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liliansun · 1 year ago

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Relationship investigator anon here! 😃 allow me to dive into (you) why JENO is terrible for sal. I know what you're thinking - i'm CRAZY. And i am 😭 i'm reading too much into this. I genuinely like their little interactions so far but DAMN boy. Okay so what i glean from these girls' personalities, first of all, is that sal is honestly quite sweet and takes care of the others. So do the others but idk i think you showed that side of sal more?? Like neowa and mal are the savage little devils and we love them for that (sad girl hours for neowa and mal??? GOD PLEASE DONT LET HEM BE SAD) but like sal is sweet and i feel like her having him as a lockscreen is proof that she is falling too fast??,, and she's gonna get hurt bc jeno is quiet and silent and maybe he just don't know what he's feeling until she's sad :((

MAL on the other hand. Like that girl is gonna get so soft for jaemin and then it'll be a push and pull until she gives in and lets him in. Love how he flirts with her tbh and her reactions are everything?? I can't waot fkr their storyy, and I know jaemin will treat her well.

Joy and mark,, do i have tk say anymore?? Like they're already a thing and it's gonna be super sad seeing joy be upset and lonely without her man around BUT THEN SHE and MARK find a way thrpugh it bc mark is a man who solves issues and he wouldn't want his girl to be suffering alone ykwim

And then neowa and renjun. Theirs is gonna be such a finale?? You got renjun who's in love with yn and then neowa who's been pining fkr him for a while and they're both going to hurt esp when he has to face yns rejection to get over it and realize that neowa was right there for him?? Short king stand UP

And haechan and yn , tbh atp i think yn just needs tk have a talk w him and she'll realize she likea him and he does too and that it was all bc he was afraid of letting her know about the personality his frienda knew about. Renjun might be the little bastard causing little uncertainties i think but the love is there.

Jeno though 🤨 he's a dark horse and i KNOW he's gonna hurt sal 😤

I am so psyched for your new stories?? Like actually excites bouncing off my seat and the walls and you're def gonna deliver as always FR i LOVE YOU (im so sorry for the long ass post wtf is wrong with me)

baby. lemme start off with this was so long and i was at work like 😧 well i still am at work but anyways😭

okay i get where you’re coming from w jeno BUT PLEASE TRUST HIM. they’re all gonna get hurt, both parties and it’s gonna suck and you (and i) might cry but it’s gonna be worth it in the end :( and i think i said it in another ask or something but jeno is gonna show how he feels more in jaemin’s story bc they’re like this 🤞(i spent too long looking for his emoji HELP)

omg jaemin’s story i’m too excited to write like y’all thought i was excited to write hyucks but DEAR LORD AM I READY FOR YALL TO SEE HOW THEY PLAY OUT.

joy and mark are already so cute but i just wanna be the first to say they gonna be going THROUGH IT. like y’all thought y/n and hyuck were going through it..just wait 😁😭

AND JUN AND NEOWA,, there is a reason theirs is last and you’ll know the more we progress through the others stories bc like rn we’re (me) hinting at it but they are gonna be so lowkey about it until BAM their story comes to light and it’ll all be like OOO AHH GASP

hyuck and y/n,, i can’t say anything bc it’s still wip rn 👀 but as these chapters i’m writing rn,, it’ll get better for them. y’all just don’t know what i know and it’s kipling me bc i’m like on ch 29? about to write 30? and i think y’all are on 25 😭

and jeno will or will not hurt sal (unintentionally) but it’s gonna be vice versa and i’m already saying too much y’all got me talking about things i’m NOT SUPPOSED TO BE TALKINF ABOJT

AND IM EXCITED FOR YOU TO READ THEM,, you and the other anons and everyone just make my heart so full y’all don’t even know and i love y’all’s feedback and seeing how y’all react it just brings me happiness AND I LOVEYOU 😁😚🫶🤭

#anonymous : answered #etmy — smau ✨#lilac’s moots 🥳

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judeswhore · 3 years ago

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One with mason please where y/n is sick ( but she’s start recovering) and she had to get back to work , and mase always sending her messages asking if she’s okay . At the end of the day , he came to brings her back to home

this is crappy and i didn’t do the req justice but my brain is fried so i’m really sorry

anything for you - mason mount

did you get in okay?

It was exactly 7:03, three minutes after you’d arrived at work and your boyfriend was already texting to make sure you were okay, a row of “are you okay” messages appearing on your lockscreen when the first went unanswered. Having been off sick for the past two weeks and still not being completely recovered, Mason was worried that you’d overwork yourself and just end up being ill again. His caring boyfriend instincts were in complete overdrive and making sure you were fine was the only thing that seemed to be on his mind.

i got in fine, mase. making coffee and then sorting the classroom out

you don’t think being around all those snotty children is a bad idea?

don’t call my students snotty

but they are

You couldn’t help but roll your eyes, phone held in one hand as you attempted to make a cup of coffee with the other. The staff room was empty, most of your colleagues hadn’t arrived yet but you’d hoped coming in earlier would mean you could avoid them and any questions they had an so far it was going well. You phone pinged again and you shook your head at the fact Mason hadn’t even given you a minute to reply.

i still think you should’ve stayed home

i can’t stay home forever, my students would forget about me

baby you’re still sick

i have a sniffle, mount, im fine

i have to actually go and work now but i promise i’m not dying and if i feel like i am i’ll call okay?

not funny. when’s your break and lunch?

break is at 10:15 lunch is at 12:15

i’ll call you

what if i don’t pick up?

i’ll be at the school gates

You really had no idea why your boyfriend was acting like you’d undergone some life threatening surgery and needed to be coddled and looked after by him 24/7. You’d just had a really bad case of the flu, nothing major and no reason for you to get back to work but Mason was under the impression you needed at least another week off. Really you thought it was just because he enjoyed staying home and taking care of you, you’d made the odd joke over the past two weeks about how maybe it was time to bring a little Mount into the world so Mason would have someone to look after all the time.

dramatic

i love you, if you feel sick or anything go home, i don’t care about your students

i’m fine mason.

will you just listen to me for once?

okay fine yes i’ll go home if i feel ill, happy?

not really but it’ll do. i love you

i love you too

You tried to hide your smile behind your hand as you stirred your coffee, overcome with a giddy feeling of love at how much Mason cared about you and making sure you were okay. Having the flu was nothing, especially when you were almost completely okay now but Mason had fussed over you continuously as you got ready that morning, forcing you to take pills and to drink a cup of lemsip before you left. Despite the fact it wasn’t even that cold out he’d wrapped you up in one of his coats, mumbling that they were a lot warmer than the “fashionable shit you wear” and even though you knew you’d end up being too warm you couldn’t say no to him just because of the simple fact he cared enough to lend you his jacket.

Mason stuck to texting you during your 15 minute break, checking in that you were still feeling okay and asking you to send him updates on whether or not your fever was back. You’d tried to distract him from you by asking how training was going but he simply brushed it off and went back to questioning you on whether you’d eaten yet. He waited and called you at lunch, locked in a store cupboard while he mumbled questions down the line.

He checked and double checked that you were eating the lunch he’d packed for you as well as drinking yet another lemsip and you had to switch to FaceTime just so you could prove to him that you were in fact looking after yourself. You grinned when you saw him stuffed between two mops.

“Why, exactly, are you hiding?”

“The lads were being too loud. I finish training early today, do you need anything grabbing from the shop?” You gave a slow shake of your head, propping your chin up on your hand.

“No, I don’t think so, not that I can think of.” You watched him shuffle and slide down the door so he was sitting, legs tucked up to his chest, phone held at arms length and you appreciated the almost full body view of him.

“Chilly was telling me about this show he’s been watching on Netflix so when you get home do you wanna run a bath and then just watch it in bed? You look exhausted.” He added the last part almost as an afterthought and you had to admit you did feel like you could fall asleep at any moment. You smiled and nodded in response, taking a sip from your drink that had your face scrunching in revulsion.

“Yeah that sounds good, I ordered those bath salt things the other day, we can try those.” Mason simply groaned at this, head falling back and thudding against the door.

“Baby, I need you to stop making me use all these things, I constantly smell like you, my own aftershave doesn’t even cover it anymore.”

“You steal my blanket when you go away, you don’t seem to mind my scent then.”

“Yeah, because it’s from you, it’s not the same if I smell like it.” He met your gaze through the screen again and despite his complaints he had a small smile on his lips.

“Fine, I’ll get in the bath on my own, and to think I was gonna offer to give you a back massage afterwards.” Mason narrowed his eyes in mock annoyance.

“Hey, let’s not-“

“Miss Y/L/N, do you have a moment?” The soft knock at your door and the school nurse pushing it open had you sending Mason an apologetic smile at the fact you’d have to end the call.

“I have to go, I’ll see you tonight okay? Thanks for my dinner.” Mason just smiled with a nod and a mumbled “I love you” before you ended the call, wishing more than anything for 6PM to roll around so you could go home and have him wrap you up in his arms.

Walking out of the main school gates and towards the staff car park, a pile of books weighing down your arms, you stopped short when you spotted Mason waiting by his car. He was leant against the door, bundled in his puffy coat, phone in hand but he just had caught sight of you making your way over because he looked up and a grin lit up his face as he stuffed his phone away. He met you half way, hands reaching for your books to relieve you of some of the weight, head lowering so he could kiss your forehead.

“Feeling okay?“ Were the first words out of his mouth, his gaze searching your face for any signs that you might be feeling unwell again but you just nodded.

“Fine, Mase, but what are you doing here?”

“Picking you up, obviously. Do you wanna grab something to eat on the way home?” He nudged you towards his car, your eyebrows drawing together in confusion when he opened the back door and dropped your books on to the seat.

“Mason, I drove here, my cars over there.” He followed your gaze, not the slightest bit bothered as he pushed the door closed and then opened the passenger one for you. He nodded his head towards the seat.

“I know. But I wanted to come and get you just to make sure you got back safe. It’s dark and the roads are a little slippery from the rain and when you FaceTimed me earlier you just looked tired so I thought I’d save you a drive.” He glanced down at his feet, cheeks a little pink and shrugged his shoulders. “Plus I missed you and I didn’t wanna wait till you got home.”

“Mase,” You let out a soft laugh and closed the distance between you, arms wrapping around his neck so you could pull him into a hug. His own arms circled your waist, head dropping to the crook of your neck and he squeezed you ever so slightly. “Me being sick made you extra clingy.”

“I got used to you being there all the time, the house was too quiet.” You turned your head to kiss his cheek, lips against the rough hairs of his beard and he gave a soft hum. “I’ll drive you in the morning and you get your car then.” His face pressed closer into your neck and he let out a light laugh. “Just let me take care of you a little longer.”

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babylonhockey · 3 years ago

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GENERAL/FLUFF PROMPT LIST

“you’re so needy.”

“you will be the end of me someday.”

“are you wearing my shirt?”

“I don’t fall in love with people very often, I just can’t believe it was you. Out of everyone, you just had to steal my heart. That’s very rude, you know, to steal?”

“are you flirting with me?”

“i wish we could stay like this forever.”

“you’re hot when you’re angry.”

“it’s cute when you get jealous.”

“i love you.”

“i’ll protect you.”

“you’re so pretty.”

“i’m not going anywhere.”

“you are so dumb, i love you though.”

“don’t look at me like that.”

“stay with me?”

“i think we’re soulmates.”

“stop looking at me like that.”

“i adore you.”

“someones clingy today.”

“seriously? I got a detention because of you.”

“i think i’m in love with you.”

“you’re mine. i don’t share.”

“don’t you trust me.”

“I know you might not think so, but you look really good right now.”

“i can’t live without you.”

“it’s not funny!”

“you have nothing to be insecure about.”

“i’m going to marry you someday.”

“how much did you drink?”

“aw, you’re so cute.”

“what did you do?”

“i asked if you were having a party. i didn’t tell you to have a party.”

“this is the opposite of what i told you to do.”

“well, it’s the thought that counts.”

“You need sleep.”

“wait, no, don’t take kissing away from me.”

“okay, where are all my jumpers?”

“oh, you’ve started stealing my socks now?”

“yeah, okay, but i’m cooler.”

“I’m pregnant”

“you owe me a kiss.”

“how did you get in here?”

“for starters, that’s impossible.”

“how did you fail a survey?”

“yeah, well, if you weren’t so drunk maybe i would.”

“that’s not even fair.”

“you promised me a cookie!”

“did i ever tell you how beautiful your eyes are?”

“ew, that is so sappy, i might vomit.”

“i’m not playing truth or dare.”

“you’re not very intimidating.”

“i love you.”

“well the probability of that is 0, but you go ahead.”

“that was, by far, the stupidest thing you’ve ever done.”

“You’re blushing”

It’s freezing. Come here.”

“I’ve got you.”

“I’ve always wanted to thank you, but was never sure how.”

“Look, a shooting star! Make a wish.”

“All I wanted was for you to be happy.”

“why don’t you take a picture? it’ll last longer.”

“How can you still look so attractive while crying.”

“Everything ends up being about you somehow.”

“OH you’re jealous!”

“Your eyes are so pretty.”

“maybe not.”

“I’d hurt anyone who ever left a scar on you.”

“I don’t think I’ve ever loved someone this much before.”

“I don’t care what anyone else thinks.”

“why the hell is there glitter everywhere?”

“well, i’m pretty irresistible.”

“Just breathe, okay?”

“how much money would you give me to flip this table, right here, right now, in the middle of class?”

“If we get caught I’m blaming you”

“We’re meant for each other.”

“Do you want to kiss as bad as I do right now”

“detention? again?”

“Im too sober for this”

“I think I’m in love with you, and that scares the crap out of me”

“Am I your lockscreen?”

“Truth or Dare?”

“The stars wish they were as bright as you.”

“Are you finally confessing to me? Because I feel the same way.”

“I missed you so much.”

“I heard you weren’t having that great of a day… These are your favourite candies, right?”

“I’m right where I belong.”

“I love you, please don’t go.”

“Apparently all our friends have a bet going that we end up together.“

#fluff #angst #fanfiction #prompt list #masterlist #babylonhockey #obx #harry styles #harry potter #bo burnham

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milkybonya · 3 years ago

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Jfjdjsjsjs oh my god boyfriend pics are my fav genre of idols pics I always make them my lockscreen like a whole delulu 😔 he looks amazing wowowow I definitely want to watch treasure box at some point!! Is that their survival show or their like regular show thing?? I'm not sure lol but I do enjoy watching the survival shows even though they are known to rip your heart out 😔 ALSO HARUTO BESTIE SODA ONLY!? 😭😭 IS HE OKAY??? 😭😭 Real question tho how are his teeth still so white and beautiful ahh maybe the benefits of being young 😔 (I say as a 22 year old but anyways-) and I agree about mashiho!! I think he could pull off anything but I am a bit biased towards cutie Mashi 🥰 buttttt he did post this pic a few days ago and I was like HELLO??? 👀👀 He literally looks so fine go off king

also I don't think I commented on it in my last ask but Asahi really do just be 🧍 while still doing it all like he is literally amazing?? I found this pic and I couldn't stop thinking about it like man is truly an enigma to me (but I'm like obsessed with it. I wanna figure him out but I also love being surprised by his every move)

I've finally dived more into their other music videos and let me just say I am so uwu over Beautiful and My Treasure those videos make my heart so warm 💙 I love their cute purple suit outfits in my treasure like omg look at them!! I also watched boy very early on in stanning but I've been watching it way more recently I think the switch just needed a second to be turned on. In some of the scenes when Hyunsuk is dancing he just smiles and my heart explodes. He's such a good dancer oml I love watching their performances! (not me going back to jikjin but-) when he's on the right next to Junkyu in the first chorus idk he just exudes such confidence and charisma when he dances. Idk everyone is so talented but when it comes to dancing my eyes to tend to follow him but I guess that's why they call it a bias 🤪 (although jaehyuk and mashiho take the cake for dancing in I love you their parts stand out to me sm I love it)

I've really been enjoying stanning Treasure like 🥺🥺 they're the best boys!!! If you have any specific videos/interviews/fan made videos you think I should check out please let me know I love having things in my queue for when I have a second 🥰 I'm glad to hear you are enjoying your time in Korea! I hope it has been all you've expected and more!! 💙 I hope you have or had a nice day whenever you read this 😊

no cause bf pics are just such a comfort :< so sofT aHH

treasure box is their survival show, yes ! i was told to watch it by someone on here to help me learn abour treasure but i couldn't finish it 😭 i watched it after i already got into them and watching survivals when you already know them is just more painful 😭😭 so watch it at your own risk~

the benefits of youTh sksks IM DEAD AHH but hey youre young too ! we are all young here !!! seriously Haruto ,, what are your teeth secrets 🤲🏼

THAT MASHIHO PIC AHH *@&@*@&#*@*

Asahi is an interesting human omg i love him,,,,,, hes so talented and also weird but we love him <3

the beautiful mv is so cute :< it still amazes me that Yoshi is behind that song omg

Hyunsuk's dancing presence is surreal,, i love how he knows himself so well? if that makes sense?? and it shows through his dance ?? JAEHYUK IN I LOVE YOU HAS MY WHOLE HEART EEEE

omg omg well watching treasure map is a must ! it's treasure's reality show and is so calming/wholesome :< my mind is blanking on what else to watch,, i'm sure if oomfs see this, they will reply/reblog with their own faves but ! oH treasure's yearly dance complication cover thingies are always so fun omg

my mind is blanking so hard T.T

have the best day/night ever, my love! stay hydrated, eat well, and take breaks !!!

#baekhyuns lipchain ;3;#yutopiada talks

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idreamtofthereaper · 4 years ago

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Park Jisung As Your Ex (Clarity Oneshot)

NCT 127 // NCT DREAM // WAYV // Clarity Main Masterlist

A series of oneshots for different groups, for each member, wherein instead of them being your boyfriend, how they will be as your ex.

The Maknae

You were older than Jisung for a little bit

but the gap isn’t that big to have a lot of people worried

you were honestly just a year ahead

and the people you had flings before were older than you

so all of this was n e w

and it worried you for a bit

you were always used to being babied

and though jisung does ‘baby’ you,

ever since the two of you have been together,

you now had this sense of ‘responsibility’ over jisung

like you could depend on him of course

but not all the time as of course, he’s younger and less experienced

still you made it work

until you really just couldn’t anymore

The Breakup

“Yn-ssi, I got your text. Everything alright?” Jisung asked, pulling a seat in front of you. Before all of this, you have already thought about it for days- it’s something you have been feeling for a while anyways.

You cleared your throat, smiling at him as he finally settled in. “Yeah, everything is alright. How are you?” You asked, sliding towards him his shake he loves from the shop across.

Jisung took the drink from you and smiled, silently thanking you with his eyes, punctuating the straw to the drink before taking a sip. After he placed the drink down, he cleared his throat. “It’s tiring, but I think we’ll have another comeback but with everyone this time.” He then continued talking to you, telling you about his day and other stuff.

A few sentences in you noticed yourself zoning out, thinking if this is the right decision to do. But gazing at him, looking at his soft eyes and minimal mannerisms, you finally have an answer.

“So yeah, and then you remember the two guys you saw? The one that has a big tiktok and the other one who barged in-”

“Jisung, let’s break up.” You blurted out, Jisung immediately stopping his sentence. Looking at you with confusion, the silence making you realize just how horrible you said it.

“What?”

“Be honest with me, do you see me as your girlfriend?” You asked, leaning forward to the table towards him.

Jisung looked at you with confusion again, his brows furrowing. “Yes. Is this because I’m not clingy enough? I’m sorry, I didn’t know you wanted that. I could be more affectionate towards you.”

This words made you feel more guilty than you already were. Still, Jisung was right. He wasn’t particularly affectionate towards you but however, when the two of you are alone you would notice how he would never let go of your hand even if he’s doing something.

Whether he’s on his phone, reading, or whatever it is really, one of his hands is always clasped around yours. If he’s gaming, he would rather have you leaning on his shoulder or his body in general- he was affectionate to you, you felt safe around him.

You shook your head at this. “No, nothing is wrong with you. But, I, I’m older. And this is new to me-”

“Me too! This is newer to me. You’re my first girlfriend, I have no experience with this. I’m sorry if I’m not doing a good job of being a good boyfriend, if I’m being immature. I promise I’ll be better.” Again, you shook your head and reached over to hold his hands as you let out a deep sigh of regret.

“Jisungie, it’s not that. I’m not going to act here and say it’s because you’re younger because we’re only apart for like, a year. But this is not what I want and trust me, this is not what you want too.”

“How do you know?” Jisung hissed, his voice slightly raising as his hands slightly moved away from you. “I really like you, and I’m sorry if you couldn’t see that. But I’m really trying, just give us a little bit more time.” Jisung said furiously.

You stuttered out your next words, not knowing what to say. You know Jisung likes you, but he never expressed it this way. His love language consists of waiting up for you while you finish your schedule, spending time with you every time he could and even sharing you his favorite foods.

But the thing is, when you look at Jisung it’s someone you HAVE to protect. Of course you like Jisung, and you care for him- but he relies on you so much that you’re worried.

You leaned back after not being able to form words, releasing a deep sigh. You took your hand away from him which quickly alerted Jisung, standing up as you did. “Where are you going?”

“Home, I really can’t do this anymore. I’m sorry.” You then started to walk away, not even meeting his eyes as you do so.

“Wait-” You hesitated to turn around but you did, meeting Jisung’s s sad eyes. “I know I can’t make you change your mind anymore. But in the future, is there a possible we could do it again?”

“That’s too early, Sungie. Just let the wind pass.”

The Aftermath

you constantly see Jisung around the company

and thankfully, it wasn’t as awkward as you think it would be

when you pass by each other

the both of you would give a smile

but that’s about it for your interaction

you would occasionally greet the other dreamies but that’s that

and as time passes by

you could finally admit it to yourself

you miss jisung

12:42 pm

“Yn, is this your phone?” A co-trainee asked, running towards you before you could even fully exit the cafeteria.

After turning around, you saw the trainee holding a phone. They then clicked the button on the side to reveal the lockscreen- you and jisung on your first date. Well, not actually you and jisung flesh and blood.

It was when the both of you went to the limited time carnival at Seoul, the photo taken inside your car after the event. Two stufftoys sitting on the backseat side by side with seatbelts strapped around them. On the left was the bear you won jisung during the shooting game and a koala on the right, the prize he won for you during the darts game.

You were taken aback by the photo, causing your friend to snap their fingers in front of your face to bring you back to reality. “Huh?”

“I saw this stufftoy on your room, so I’m assuming the phone is yours?”

“Uh, that’s not mine. Report it to a guard.” You said simply, turning around to start walking away when they called you again, jogging up to you.

“Well, maybe you know the owner of the phone. I really need to go back, I only have a couple of minutes before my break ends.”

Try Again

“Jisung-ssi.” You called out after seeing him exit their practice room.

Jisung jumped a little bit by your voice, startled at the presence. You stood up from the chair in front of their room and walked towards him, handing him his phone. “You left this at the cafeteria.” You said simply, Jisung upon seeing the phone patted his pockets as his eyes widen when he realized it wasn’t there.

He took it from you and nodded. “Thanks, my manager will be so mad if I lost this. I just got a new one.” You nodded with a smile, Jisung thanking you again before he put the phone back in his pocket.

“Well, that’s everything. I’ll see you around, take care-”

“Wait, ho-how have you been?” Jisung asked, crossing his arms to make it more casual but then dropped it and just let it rest on his side.

“I’m doing okay, you?”

“Same.” Jisung replied, you see that he was about to say something else but then his lips shut back sealed.

“Jisung, you need to move on.” You said, after sensing he was having troubles forming a coherent sentence.

“I am.” He answered defensively, his eyes furrowed as his lips pouted a little. “I am, I just, I mean we’ve been friends even before we were together so I miss you from time to time and we haven’t talked a lot-”

“You still have us as our wallpaper.” You cut him off, following it with a chuckle.

His cheeks tinted pink with this, but he wasn’t fazed. “And? I took that photo, you say that as if you don’t have them as your profile picture on Instagram.” And this time, it was your turn to feel your cheeks redden.

You were about to retort when their dance instructor called Jisung. “Jisung-ssi, it’s been a few minutes.”

“Sorry! That’s on me, Yunho-oppa told me to rely a message to Jisung. Just 2 more minutes” You answered, the dance instructor nodded.

“Okay, just be quick we’re about to start again.” You bowed down to thank the person before they went back inside, facing Jisung again.

“You have to go back, I don’t want you getting in trouble.”

“But Saturn misses Neptune, maybe we could arrange something for them.”

You chuckled at his statements and after a while, finally nodded. “Fine, I’ll text you the details.”

omfg im sorry this one is so bad please don’t kill me i hate this a lot too

#nct #nct dream #nct imagines #nct dream imagines #nct dream oneshots #jisung #park jisung #nct jisung #park jisung angst #jisung angst #nct oneshot #nct oneshots #nct dream fluff #jisung imagines #jisung imagine

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babiekeiji · 5 years ago

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How would Akaashi, Kenma, +any other boy you want react with their s/o being in their first lead role in a musical/play? Their reactions, if it’s a loud boy do they follow theater etiquette? Anything else you could think of would be amazing!! i’m in love with all of your writing!!

LETS GO AKAASHI NATION ;; also im so sorry this might not be so accurate i was only a theatre kid around 4th to 6th grade owiwkkcdknc

— ♥️ —

Akaashi Keiji

You’ve been telling Keiji about wanting to audition for one of the lead roles in this year’s play

Akaashi’s definitely just. Go for it, but make sure you work hard so you earn it

AND YOU DO

royalty shit yk

But flashback first : come the day of the audition you’re a lil neRvoUss yk because though there aren’t a lot of people auditioning, the people you’re up against are pretty darn talented ykyk

“You’ll do fine,” he reassures, “You’ve worked hard enough. Even if you don’t land the role you want, I’ll be supportive of you regardless”

Nd you just 🥺🥺🥺🥺

So you do whatever’s asked of you for auditioning right

Judges seem pretty bored but were amused at the end of your audition

So you leave with a smile on your face yk bcs wow ... u did that 😎

COME RESULT DAY and guess what bitch

U GOT IT

Nd ur just crying nd a mess on the floor bcs man practicing for that role was Not Easy

Akaashi’s rlly happy, even if he doesn’t show it

Comes off as a lil nonchalant at first

So you’re just ?? u know akaashi isnt exactly outward w his emotions though so you don’t think much of him not reacting so much w this big news

Akaashi’s more of an actions guy ykyk

The next day you come into school and see a lil box on your table with a note attached

I’m so proud of you.

YOU ALREADY KNOW 😭😭😭😭🤚

You open the box excitedly and see another note

You deserve these for working so hard. I can’t wait to see what else the future has in store for you.

😭😭😭😭 AKAASHI BEST BOY

Inside the small box are fun sized sweets you held off from eating just to prepare for the audition

M&Ms, snickers, twix, you name it he has that in there

You give akaashi a reeeally big hug the next time you see him

SO LOWKEY SUPPORTIVE OF YOU WHENEVER U PRACTICE

Always sneaking a bottle of water into your bag before you leave

Waits for you to finish practicing sometimes after training, so you two can walk home tgt

Helps you with your lines nd all that

Come the day of the play

You’re backstage, getting ready, doing last minute run throughs of ur script

Keiji can’t be backstage, but you alr know he’s probably somewhere in the front row

Follows theatre etiquette yk, but everyone around him can just tell he’s your boyfriend since everytime you come on stage he’s just a lot more attentive nd a lot more dreamy eyed w u

IS THE FIRST TO CLAP LOL MFMFMFMFMF

Big grins when your eyes meet before you bow

Offers you the prettiest flowers after

TAKES YOUR PICS W EVERYONE LOLDBMDMMDA

but he doesnt mind because you look so happy to be having fun

Drives you home too, talking about how good the play was and how well you performed, how different u were during practices and during he actual thing

“You were so captivating, really,” he says once he pulls into your driveway, “You did really well.”

Kisses you a few times before you leave

“I really am proud of you, you know. I love you. Get some sleep, you deserve it.”

Kozume Kenma

like akaashi, kenma isnt so outward w his emotions 😌 but he does compensate for it w his actions

When you first tell him abt how u wanted to audition, he was Concerned

“Is that really what you want?”

“Why? Don’t you believe in me?”

“I do,” he tucks a strand of hair behind your ear, “I just want to make sure you know what you’re getting yourself into. So you won’t regret it later.”

thats lowkey touching bro... bro stop im gonna fall in love with u aha ha

When you say with all conviction that yes, you want to do it, he supports u all the way

Helps u pick out your audition piece

Listens to you sing over and over and over

Watches you try to dance

Reminds you in simple ways that he does support you

“Have you practiced today?” / “Believe in yourself.”

“I believe in you.”

The day of the audition, kenma tells you that he’ll wait for u outside the auditorium

And 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

“Don’t you have training?”

“I told them I couldn’t come,” he says, “It’s not like I always skip training. Go on now; I’ll be right here when you come out.”

You kiss him on the cheek one last time before you head in

“I love you,” you say lovingly, “Thank you.”

“Break a leg.”

You come out ecstatic; “I did really well!!! They loved me!!!”

“That’s great. Do you want to eat some ramen on the way home?”

“Of course”

He pays this one (1) time because he wanted to treat you after all your hard work

When you find out you got the part

You cried

“What’s wrong? Are you not happy?”

“I AM ITS JUSTFJDEKEJ”

“?????? Okay”

“I GOT IT”

“I know”

“KENMA ......... KENMA ........ I GOT IT”

“I know. I’m so happy for you.”

Although he doesn’t wait up for you after every practice, he does send you encouraging texts

I hope you never doubt your talent.

You did great today, rest well.

I��ll bring you milk bread tomorrow morning.

Makes an effort to call you before you sleep,

I love you, he’ll say, Go to bed. I’ll see you in the morning.

No cap this boy is the sweetest closet romantic ever

Is somehow miraculously allowed backstage

“Hey,” he calls. “You look beautiful.”

You turn around and it’s HIM bro its him, and he’s actually smiling with stars in his eyes and looking at you like youre the only person in the room.

“You’ll do so well,” he says as he takes you in for a hug, “I can’t wait to see you.”

Looks around for a while, and when he sees that no one is rlly looking, cups your face with both of his hands and brings you in for a kiss.

“I love you,” he whispers. “Break a leg.”

“KENMA!!!!!!! THE MAKEUP!!!!!!! WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT”

he just leaves

You get flowers from him after the show

You grab a few snacks w him right after

He needs to go to the bathroom nd leaves his phone with you

A notification pops up on his screen while you wait

It’s a text from kuroo; hidden, as expected fr kenma

But what’s more striking is his lockscreen

You, in all your thespian glory

On stage, the spotlight only on you

Might be your best picture

Nd he took it in the middle of the play?????

Even if that wasnt allowed, you don’t tell him off this one time

Maybe just this once

#kozume kenma #kozume kenma x reader #akaashi keiji #akaashi keiji x reader #kenma #haikyuu!!#haikyuu #haikyu #haikyū #headcanons #fluff #reader insert #fukurodani #nekoma #sports anime #anime #haikyuu writing

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taejeonie · 4 years ago

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what if jaemin and taehee dated…

YAY OUR KDRAMA COUPLE

honestly i think that this would start off as a blur to them

like jaemin didn’t even know when or why he suddenly liked taehee

once he fully acknowledged his feelings,,it felt like they were there from the start

and unconsciously, he would have the audacity to FLIRT with her

the dreamies were all video calling, mark and taehee on the other end of the line due to 127’s schedules

hyuck was talking about something when jaemin suddenly said

“noona, you look so pretty today”

the other dreamies were completely thrown off

“that’s so sudden,” mark said while laughing

most of the dreamies has surprised looks on, meanwhile hyuck was baffled

taehee: ahh thank you

she said it as if it’s nothing,,,like this was completely normal she’s still shy tho

and ever since that day, jaemin made a silent pact with himself to get taehee to fall for him

so he sends her good morning texts and good night texts

texts in the middle of the day asking if she ate already, or if she’s taking care of herself properly

these surprised taehee at first but soon she learned to get along with it thinking it was like,,to fit their dynamic of being kdrama people

sooner or later, jaemin would call her and ask her to meet in front of their dorms so that they could go eat in the cafe taehee wanted to go to

“on second thought, i’ll go to your dorm so you don’t have to go to mine”

“but i could just-“

“i don’t want you to get tired from walking to our dorm”

“jaemin, your dorm is literally-“

“no this is final i am going to your dorm and you won’t move a step until i get there”

“…..okay”

“alright see you!”

when the line cuts she looks to mark beside her like (・・;)?

“is it just me or jaemin’s acting really weird these days?”

“hmm?”

“do you think…do you think he,” then she moves her eyebrows up and down like in a weird way

and mark gets all the more confused

from another person’s pov, this situation would look rather comical due to the fact mark has no absolute clue of what taehee’s referring to and why was she moving her face like that

and then taehee leans closer to mark and whispers, “do you think he likes me?”

then mark’s like Ö

“you think he lIKES YOU?”

“nO! he’s just so weird we never go this far with our jokes”

then there was a pause on both ends until mark says, “well do you like him?”

“idontknow??”

“WHAT”

then there’s a knock on the door and both of their eyes widen

“that’s jaemin,” taehee hurriedly whispers

“tHAT’S JAEMIN??”

then before they know it taehee’s already out of the door sweating buckets- wait why is she nervous

maybe bc ur starting to acknowledge ur feelings dumbass

“why are you so red?”

“im what?”

“are you sick?,” then jaemin tried to check if she was hot but taehee pulled away before he could touch her forehead

“im not i was just,,,doing stuff with mark”

jaemin’s face falls slightly when he hears this but then proceeds to ask, “oh? what stuff?”

“we fixed our room- enough about mark. let’s go!!”

unconsciously, taehee grabbed jaemin’s arm and whined like a baby which the latter found ABSOLUTELY ADORABLE.

he scrunches his nose at her before pinching her cheek, “alright (*´꒳`*) whatever my cutie noona says (*´꒳`*)”

then taehee felt her face get hotter when she heard ‘my’

jaemin interlaced their hands together and although he’s done it a thousand times before, it made taehee the most flustered person to ever exist at this moment

when they got outside, taehee let go of jaemin’s hand, causing him to pout

and he made sure she was gonna see his frickin pout.

“where’s the car? ( ^ω^ )”

“actually, we’re walking (⌒▽⌒)”

“we’RE WHAT”

“kidding!!! we’re taking the bus stop over there,,”

“oh okay, you looked serious-“

“i don’t want my baby to get tired (*^ω^*)”

never did taehee know that there would come a day where she wanted to punch jaemin in the face

it was strike #3 baby

now the actual cafe date!!!

taehee would get stuff like red velvet cupcake, chocolate cake, hot choco,,,stuff like that

and jaemin goes, “we went here to this nice café just for you to order that? we have those in our cafeteria”

“you’ll know the cafe is good if simple snacks like these are good”

“whatever you say”

jaemin would also take lots of pictures of her using his phone, then he sets his favorite one as his lockscreen

“aaaaa”

“no”

“aaaaaaa”

“jaemin, no”

“taehee-ssi, the cake isn’t going to eat itself”

“obviously,,,im gonna feed myself”

“but i want to be romantic so aaaaa”

she gives in anyways

when she gets home mark was like, “so you did enjoy your date”

“shut up it’s not a date”

“dUDE DO YOU EVEN SEE YOURSELF RIGHT NOW???”

so mark knows taehee has feelings for jaemin

best friend tingz

as for jaemin, i think that the first person to know

would be renjun

like days after their cafe date, renjun would see jaemin’s lockscreen and JOKINGLY say

“you like taehee noona, don’t you?”

“maybe i do”

…..

“you sound so serious you weirdo”

“its the truth”

renjun: chokes on his water

meanwhile jaemin’s just going through his camera for all the taehee pics

so when renjun looks at what’s causing jaemin’s fond smile

he’s like “yeah this kid is nuts”

there were times where jaemin would randomly buy stuff for taehee

like clips and hair ties

coffee

127 and dream were together in the practice room once again to prepare for the year end concert

taehee was on the floor talking with hyuck

and when hyuck’s about to kiss taehee on the cheek that’s when jaemin steps in

“here’s your coffee, darling (*^o^*)”

hyuck feels something cold against his lips and pulls away in confusion

jaemin pinches taehee’s cheek when she says thank you and walks away

“darling??? that’s new”

“i know. hes so,,,,weird these days i don’t know what’s gotten in to him,,”

pffft

“but he got me coffee so *shrugs*”

“that’s his coffee though how are you not dying”

“no it’s not it’s sweet, here”

“*sips coffee* hmm that is weird”

in reality, jaemin got that type of coffee so he could share with her

jaemin ain’t slick tho

when jaemin walks off mark wiggles his eyebrows like those uncles during christmas and jaemin’s like

“oh no he knows…”

“bUT!!! why does he know?”

“does perhaps,,,,taehee noona have feelings for me too?”

it kept jaemin up and attentive the whole practice schedule

thinking if he should confess or not

days later of jaemin making moves on taehee, taehee felt her feelings grow for jaemin more

and tHEN she starts to worry about the outcomes

“what if jaemin’s just really joking? but if he’s not then we’re kinda fucked? oh no what would the others say”

and she just looked really out of it that it caught mark’s attention

“what’s wrong? you look out of it today”

“mm”

“taehee?”

“mmm”

“is this about jaemin?”

“….no”

mark turns off his phone like the good friend he is and turns to taehee

“you have to stop overthinking”

“what if he doesn’t like me back?”

“will you believe me if i say he does?”

“probably not”

mark smiles amusingly, “you are so stubborn”

“what if the others find out?”

“you’re worrying about that as if you’re already in a relationship”

and taehee gives him like a sad glare that makes mark stop joking around

“if you’re talking about the members, of course they’ll be happy for you both without a doubt. the fans…there will always be a good and bad side of everything taehee. the only thing that matters is how you’re gonna handle it”

taehee goes silent for a moment, thinking

yes, mark IS right. she’s just scared of the consequences

she’ll act on her feelings, but not now

taehee presses her forehead to the side of mark’s face in a loving gesture before standing up and saying thank you

meanwhile jaemin and renjun are planning how jaemin should confess

“i think noona would like it straightforward”

“you mean plain,,,”

“well if you want to have bonus points then i think you should use a pickup line,,like an original one”

“well if it’s for her then i’ll do it then”

“whatever,” renjun thinks jaemin’s too cheesy for him, “but tone it down with your shamelessness,,,i think you’re scaring her”

later in the vlive,,,taehee was kinda out of it

she didn’t notice jaemin was talking

“nooooo i only like noona (*´꒳`*),” he said in aegyo

then mark’s like “really?,” while laughing his ass off in the corner

“really.”

then it’s like one of those movie stills where the male lead *lovingly* looks at the female lead

and taehee’s like ‘oh shit he looks serious’

but then the all but’s come in and shes back to being a chicken about her feelings

later into the night, the dreamies start to head home

as everyone bids their goodbyes, jaemin tries to kiss taehee’s cheek but she pulls away

“….you know you have to stop doing that right?”

“what?,” taehee baby,,you just hurt na jaemin’s feelings :((

“what will others think if they see us like this,,they’re going to think we’re in a relationship. what will your fans say?”

“but we’ve been like this since we were younger…you do this with the others too!!”

“but it’s different with you!”

“noona, can you please explain it properly because i don’t like…i don’t like talking with you as if we’re fighting”

“you’re so sweet and caring and- and…”

jaemin sighs, “and what?”

“jaemin, you don’t know what you’re doing. you’re so loving and i really appreciate it, but tone it down. please?”

jaemin looks down and taehee thinks their relationship is already fucked

sigh

“how can i do that if i like you noona?”

drAMA BOOOMB

“what did you say?”

“i like you more than i should. i want to be your boyfriend, noona, and i’m ready to face whatever outcomes we will go through. i want to hold your hand and tell you i love you before we go to bed,,i want to cook with you and hug you and do all the cringey stuff with you!! i was trying to give you hints the other day but your pretty little head couldn’t get it”

a tear slips from taehee’s eyes making jaemin laugh softly

and he knows, he’s got her already

“huh?,” jaemin wipes her tears away, “why are you crying, baby?”

the pet name makes taehee laugh as she punches him weakly and proceeds to bury her face into his shoulder

“you’re so cheesy, i hate you”

“no you don’t”

“i do”

“you love me,” jaemin wraps his arms around taehee and leans his head on hers

taehee sighs, “okay”

jaemin smiles at her as he pulls away, “so this means you’re my girlfriend now, right?”

“yea ٩( ‘ω’ )و”

AND THEYRE TOGETHER NOW

OH WAIT THIS MEANS THEIR ANNIVERSARY IS DURING NEW YEARS

THATS SO T^T

anyways,,,

i see cheeks kisses happening a LOT more often

off cam and on cam

nctzens: they’re just friends!!! ^-^

whenever taehee would pass by, jaemin would suddenly pull her into his lap and taehee would have to struggle for a bit

“JAEMIN!!”

“JUST FIVE MINUTES PLEASE”

holds hands a lot

there was this one vlive where jaemin was playing with taehee’s hands

mark was talking about something,,apparently hyuck saw them being all sweet and lovey dovey

he wanted to have taehee time too >:(((

so he RIPPED their hands apart and placed his arms around them and did ( ^ - ^ )

speaking of the members knowing,,,

obv renjun and mark would know first

shortly followed by chenji, hyuck, jeno, then the rest of the group respectively

they all would be super happy for them ofc <33

found it endearing their anniversary is on new years

the couple would DEFINITELY act cringey just to annoy jisung

jisung in one of his voice only vlives: “these days jaemin hyung and taehee noona are so weird, REALLY. one day we were in a room together and tHey TalK sO WeiRd!! i had to leave the room”

PLAYING GAMES TOGETHER IS A MUST.

you know that video of a girl holding her bf’s hand while he plays on the keyboard then she lets go of his hand but then the guy pulls the girls hand back and continues playing?

taehee would def do that for fun

but then get SUPER flustered when jaemin grabs her hand back

taehee would be immune to his aegyo

and even when jaemin knows that already he’ll still continue to use it ,,, BUT!!!

there are cheek kisses in the end which taehee will succumb to

jaemin @ taehee : <3 __ <3

RIDIN ERA

TAEHEE WOULD BE SO HYPED

ALSO OBSESSED WITH HIS BLUE HAIR

obsessed to the point that’s all what she’s staring at even if jaemin asks for kisses

“sorry you just look so handsome wow im- wow…..”

JAEMINS AEGYO ON WEEKLY IDOL

taehee would do a live reacting to the dreamies’ aegyo

when it was jaemin’s turn she’d be like ???????

“i can’t believe i d- know this boy…..really”

COFFEE DATES.

coffee dates would be very sweet

if taehee was curious enough she would grow to be immune to jaemin’s coffee

would visit the dreamies a lot more when she’s free even if jaemin tells her she should rest

“noona only came for jaemin hyung :(((“ - park jisung, who is also in need of his noona’s attention

“what?? i love all of the jaemins and non jaemins equally (*´꒳`*)”

“she’s using twitter slang again”

but there are times where jaemin’s really stern and like: don’t come to the dorms u. need. to. REST!!!

so they facetime each other instead!!!

the reason why jaemin would scold her a lot bc he notices taehee falling asleep when she visits them so 1) they don’t get to spend *time* with each other properly 2) she’s not getting the PROPER rest she deserves

therefore jaemin values the health of taehee very much

jaemin would L O V E taking taehee’s pics

would set her as his phone wallpaper AND desktop wallpaper

would def ask her for an album pc (esp. the punch one) and would keep it in his phone case

overall taehee and jaemin would be a vvvv cute couple

it’s like their kdrama-like relationship turned into a LITERAL kdrama,,,except the sad parts

taehee would be very supportive on her part as jaemin would be the literal caring, sweet, cute, lovable boyfriend she needs

he just wants to look out for her ;(

“you know i love you right?”

“yes i know (⌒▽⌒)”

“like really really R E A L L Y love you?”

“i know, jaemin. i hope you know i love you just as much (*´-`)”

“i know that, love. now sleep, you still have an early schedule tomorrow”

“okay,,i love you…goodnight, baby”

“good night, my love. i’ll see you in my dreams (*´ω｀*)”

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adhd-sorcha · 5 years ago

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Im trying to get into the medical field and I have a super hard time with adhd. Any advice for getting through all that schooling?

I am soooo sorry I took so long to answer this (good thing you didn’t go on anon!). I have no excuse, I’m just like this.

Before I get into anything, I just want to say that I was only diagnosed a few months ago, so I didn’t go through school consciously coming up with ADHD-busting strategies and there were definitely mysterious difficulties that I’m only now understanding but at the time I never managed to sort (*shakes fist at essay based subjects/exams*). I will tell you what I think were my accidental ADHD-helping techniques though! One other thing, I have predominantly inattentive ADHD ( or formerly ADD) so if you or anyone else are looking for tips on how to stay seated for extended periods or anything like that, I’m afraid I’m no help there. Sorry!! Also, since I don’t know what stage you’re at school-wise, I’ll include things that I found useful in secondary school too, in case it’s useful.

So, in no particular order! (this may get long...)

- Diary, diary, diary: In the schools (primary and secondary) here in Ireland you get given a diary at the start of the year. At the end of every class, the teacher writes up the homework and we copy it into our diaries. Great system!! The diary is only for school so it never needs to leave your school bag, so it should be hard enough to forget. I used to only write short notes, eg. Maths: pg 20, part a-e or something like that. It makes it easy to look through at the end of the day when collecting your books to bring home. I used to look at one line, put those books in my bag, then look at the next line. One at a time. And I often double-checked. It made me slower to get ready to leave than everyone else, but hey! I remembered my stuff! I got myself a diary for college when I moved on. They are soooo helpful. And it’s so satisfying to tick things off as you do them!!

- Have ONE school bag: Might sound weird, but I know people who, in college, just bring whatever handbag matches their outfit that day. No! You’re going to forget to transfer something over. With one bag, you can keep your school diary and pens and student card and things like that in it. They will always be in there. No need to go moving them around, they’ll only get lost if you do that. It just helps to limit the things that you have to remember to bring with you, if your bag is already kind of packed as a default.

- Take advantage of desk/locker space: Keep spare items at your desk/in your locker so that even if you forget to put them in your bag, you’re still covered. Things that I’ve kept at desks/in lockers include: spare pair of glasses, hair ties for labs, spare writing paper (so it doesn’t matter if you forgot your copy!), pens/highlighters/pencils, socks (it rains a lot here, probably not the most relevant...). Absolutely anything that you think you may be likely to forget and is safe to leave at school just keep a spare one already there! (maybe don’t leave valuables...)

- Set your timetable as your lockscreen/homescreen: I’ve never done this one personally. I kept my timetable in my diary. I find it easier to read. But, I know a few people who used to make out their timetable in Word or something and set that as the lockscreen on their phone. People tend to keep their phones somewhere that’s easy to reach, so it shouldn’t conflict too much with executive dysfunction or anything like that.

- Routine: Having a set routine can really help with getting homework done. It becomes a habit and so a certain amount becomes automatic. I used to do mine as soon as I got home from school/college. And I had a set time for when to start my work at the weekends.

- Bring the lecture slides to lectures: I assume this will vary by college, but our lecturers used to post their lecture slides to the class site before the lecture so you could bring them to class. You could either bring the pdf on a tablet/laptop or print them off. (If you’re using a tablet/laptop you can always download the notes when you get there so it’s okay if you forgot to do it before class!). I found these helpful because I only had to make note of the extra information that the lecturer said out loud or I could just highlight important words, thereby limiting the amount I actually had to write. When I just had blank paper, I was always trying to write everything for some reason and just became lost...

- Make study notes that suit you! I remember being shown in school how to make notes when studying. But I found the standard neat lines, black/blue pen that teachers wanted didn’t work for me. They were boring to look at so they were boring to use. So I made them interesting! I used lots of colourful pens, sticky notes just to create little ‘boxes’, scribbled in the margins, drew labelled diagrams instead of putting some things into words. People would actually ask from time to time how I studied from them XD Study notes are one of those things that we’re taught how to do, but there really isn’t a one size fits all approach to it, so don’t be afraid to do different things with your notes. I used mind maps to study history in school! Here’s an example of my 3rd year pharmacology notes (believe it or not there isn’t any colour-coding XD I just went with what was fun!).

- Have a study buddy: This seriously helped me when I moved from school to college. The two girls I became friends with in first year were so much better at organising study and assignment work between lectures than I was. They’d just automatically go to the library to get stuff done between lectures so I went with them and just worked on whatever they were working on. Having them around kept me on track. We did this informally (by which I mean I’ve only recently come to realise that copying their behaviour is why I got through my first two years so well, they have no idea that that’s what I was doing XD), but you could always formalise something like this with someone. There is no shame in needing someone to help you organise your study or needing someone around to work on assignments together. You don’t have to do education on your own.

- Have multiple study places: I know study advice normally says have one dedicated location for study, but that gets so boring. I might be able to study at my desk in my room this month but then it gets boring and I can’t study. So, I have multiple dedicated locations for study. My desk at my room, the main college library, library on a different campus. People with ADHD like novelty, so sometimes I find having a change in study scenery can help focus on work!

- ASK FOR HELP: To be fair, this is one I still struggle with myself. But honestly, so many problems can be solved so easily if you just tell someone about them. Can’t remember when that exam is happening? Ask. Don’t know how to make that application/do that assignment? Ask. What did those instructions even mean? Ask. Forget where that office is? Ask. So many educators, particularly at third level, genuinely want their students to do well, but they can’t help if they don’t know you need it. I know for myself I don’t want people to know how disorganised or confused I get so I put off asking questions, but the sooner you ask, the sooner the problem gets fixed!

- If you need to do something differently, do it differently: Before I started my leave I was starting to realise that my having ADHD meant that I would have to do things differently to my neurotypical labmates. I was going to need to write more reminders of basic things for myself and stick them all over my bench. I was probably going to generate data more slowly than them because time management and organisation is difficult for me. I was going to need to have a detailed protocol next to me at all times instead of knowing the procedure off by heart like the rest of them. The neurotypical way is not the only way. Doing something differently does not make it wrong.

- Be kind to yourself: The education system is tough enough on it’s own, but those of us with ADHD have some extra obstacles in our way. There really is no point in comparing yourself to someone who doesn’t have ADHD (or similar problems) and berating yourself for not getting as much done as them or doing something slower etc etc. Don’t let ADHD limit you by any means, just remember that the route to success looks different for different people.

I think I’ll stop it here. This is getting quite long! Like I said, I’m newly diagnosed so there are things that I’m still struggling with myself (time-management is a big one!! I am 100% unqualified to give people advice on that one!!) and the things that I have done well have been more lucky accident than anything else. I hope these are somewhat helpful? Feel free to ask anymore questions though! And I wish you the best of luck with getting into medicine!!

#asks #tips #neurodivergent academia #adhd #actually adhd

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lavenderlattaes · 5 years ago

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pink sticky note. | kim taehyung

⇒ summary: maybe all you ever really needed to get through a tiring day was a pink sticky note, a janitor’s closet, and a certain boyfriend named Kim Taehyung.

⇒ [high school! au]

⇒ pairing: kim taehyung x reader

⇒ word count: 2.3k words

⇒ genre: fluff

⇒ warnings: the cliché making out in a janitor’s closet lmao

⇒ note: hello, this has been sitting in my docs for weeks now, i almost forgot about it lol. ignore mistakes bc im a bit of a blind bat and enjoy! ＼ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ／

You moved from room to room, checking in with the class Presidents, giving instructions and answering questions from the teachers with a tired smile on your face. The school’s biggest event — which was the school’s foundation anniversary — was set to happen in a week, and you were running around, getting things done before Friday rolled around.

It was currently 8:15 am on a Monday and while you would much rather want to be in class, listening to your teacher talk about the history of the Joseon Dynasty, you couldn’t. You were the student council President, and along with the rest of the student council, you were all completing your assigned tasks for the event.

“Hey, Y/N, I came to check on the banners at the gymnasium, and Mr. Jung just told me it isn’t set to arrive until Thursday.” Your Vice President, Park Jimin runs up to you, slightly out of breath, his pink hair flopping messily.

You sigh and open your clipboard that was clutched tightly in your left arm, running your index finger over the program. You click the top of your sign pen and scribble a few notes beside the stage setup design. You close the clipboard and look up at Jimin.

“That’s okay, we can stay until after school to work on it. Tell Jeongguk to gather his committee after classes on Thursday to set the stage up. I’ll go inform Jihyo to prepare the letter for it.” You inform Jimin, sending him a slightly tired but positive smile.

“Preferably around what time? Classes end at 3:30 for the seniors,” Jimin replies. “Then can we start working on it by 3:45? They can have a quick break then start on it until around 7, maybe?” You ask, and Jimin nods.

Jimin was your best friend before he was your Vice President so he sends one back and steps closer to you, wrapping you in a tight hug in the middle of the hallway.

“We can get through this, Y/N. Don’t stress out on it too much,�� Jimin whispers, stroking your hair gently. You hum and rub your hands up and down his back comfortingly. You both needed that extra comfort.

“Thanks, Jimin. I don’t know what I’d do without you.”

He pulls away from the hug, holding you at arm’s length as he smirks.

“You’d probably still be single.” He winks and you laugh at him, bidding each other good bye before he dashes off in the opposite direction.

Immediately your thoughts drift off to your boyfriend as Jimin turns around the corner and disappears. You smile and head on over to your locker to get your journal where you wrote down all your important appointments and things to do.

On your way there, your Treasurer, Nayeon stops you.

“Y/N! I just came from the accounting office and they just told me they can’t release the funds today, we’ll have to wait until Tuesday afternoon,” Nayeon informs you, sighing.

You frown and run a hand through your hair. “But, why? I thought everything was already settled.”

“That’s what I thought too, but apparently they don’t hand out the funds on Mondays,” Nayeon rolls her eyes.

You sigh tiredly. “Sometimes, I really hate this school.” You groan and Nayeon just laughs, soon making you laugh along with her. As much as you want to thrash around, there’s nothing you can do since the school’s pretty firm when it comes to their conditions.

“So what will we do about this?” Nayeon asks, going back to business mode.

You purse your lips in thought before nodding. “We’ll just use whatever funds we have for now, we can have it reimbursed later on,” you answer and Nayeon nods.

She steps closer and gives you a hug. “I have to go make a few calls with the booths that’ll be setting up next week. I’ll see you around, Y/N!” Nayeon runs off again and you shout out a ‘bye!’ after her.

You turn around and continue your walk to your locker, immediately punching your code in tiredly. You sigh and get your journal out, when a bright pink sticky note catches your eye on the front cover.

You scrunch your eyebrows in confusion because you don’t remember putting it there the day before or earlier at all. You only usually did that when you have urgent matters to attend to and you’re in a rush that you don’t have time to open your journal.

A confused smile makes its way onto your face when you read the handwriting and realize it’s not yours. It’s your boyfriend’s.

hit me up when you’re free, i need to see ü. luv u babe(๑･̑◡･̑๑)

You giggle at the cute drawing, closing your locker shut. You take your phone out from the coat pocket of your uniform. You check the time and it’s only 8:30 am.

While you’d much rather go see your boyfriend, you still had to put the school over him right now. Taehyung can wait.

You check your clipboard and cross out the things you’ve already done. You still have a lot left to do. You take a quick glance at your phone lockscreen— it was a dorky pic of you and Taehyung when you first got together last year. Instantly, you’re filled with motivation and tell yourself to push through the entire day.

The hours fly by quickly and before you know it, it’s already around 3:30 pm. Most of your tasks for the day were done, and you only had an hour before school lets out.

You look down and see Taehyung’s sticky note still on the front cover of your journal. Scanning through your notes, you notice that you loaded yourself with too much tasks — some of it could’ve waited until tomorrow. Biting your lip, you decide to be a little bit selfish today.

You drop your stuff inside your locker and without a second thought — just so you don’t change your mind anymore, you take your phone out again and type out a message to Taehyung.

You: heeeey, I just finished my to-do list for today. Can we meet up? :3

Not long after you hit send, your phone beeps with Taehyung’s message.

my vantae♡: sure, im just developing a few more photos. im in the dark room :))

You: omw <3

my vantae♡: luv uuuuu

You: luv u too !

“You guys are so cheesy,” Jimin slings an arm around your shoulders and your throw your head back as you give him a side glance, glaring at him. Jimin pulls you with him and you start walking to the dark room.

“Oh shush, you’re the reason why we’re even together,” you jab his side with your finger and a laugh escapes from the adorable male beside you.

“So what are you lovebirds up to?” Jimin walks with you, looking over your shoulder to criticize your texts with Taehyung.

“I’m going to meet up with him in the dark room,” you lock your phone and put it back in your pocket as Jimin wiggles his eyebrows suggestively.

“Dark room, eh?” You bump your hip with his, catching him off guard with the force and making him stumble to the side, momentarily bringing you along with him. You groan at your best friend’s antics and he just laughs at your reaction.

“He probably wants me to take a look at the photos for the event next week,” you reason and Jimin nods, a weird look on his to tell you that he’s clearly unconvinced.

“I know Taehyung, Y/N. But, okay sure. I’ll leave you guys to it. I have to go meet up with the hyungs. I need to confirm their setlist for next week,” Jimin tells you.

Jimin was talking about the legendary alumni of your school — Kim Seokjin, Min Yoongi, Jung Hoseok and Kim Namjoon. They were fairly huge now with their music, and you wanted to invite them back for the anniversary.

“Okay, let me know how it goes.” You smile at your best friend and Jimin gives you a side hug.

“Say hi to Taehyung for me!” Jimin dashes off, again, and you shake your head, smiling.

You continue your trip to the dark room, looking down at your uniform as you tried to smooth out the creases that got all crumpled up with you running around all day. You fix your blouse and in the middle of tucking it in nicely, someone pulls you to the side.

Suddenly all you can see is darkness and —

“Taehyung?” Your eyes adjust to the dark room and you can faintly smell dust in the air, making you realize where you were: in the janitor’s closet.

How cliché.

“Hey, Y/N,” his deep, playful voice fills your ears and a smile creeps up your face.

“I missed you all day,” you lean into him and you take in his musky scent and the warmth of his body. Taehyung wraps his arms around you in a tight hug and all the stress and exhaustion from the day’s activities leave your body in an instant.

“Well, you were busy and I didn’t want to interrupt you and add to your stress,” Taehyung answers, kissing the top of your head.

Guilt washes over you and you pull away from the hug to look at him. Well, try to.

You cup his cheek and he immediately leans in to your touch, gazing at you with such an intensity you’re scared to look away.

“I’m sorry for being such a bad girlfriend lately. I’ve been neglecting you for the past two weeks now,” you apologize, rubbing his cheek with your thumb gently.

“It’s okay, Y/N. I understand.” Taehyung smiles at you and he leans in, kissing you softly.

You respond to the kiss beforing answering, “No, listen, Tae. I should’ve given you more attention, I should’ve—”

He cuts you off with another kiss, longer this time and with more force. You can never resist Taehyung’s kisses, and soon your arms are crawling up his chest, where they soon rest on his shoulders.

When you both pull away, you’re out of breath. You try to make out your boyfriend’s face in the dark room; even in this darkness, you can still trace the curve of his jaw, the slope of his nose, the curl of his eyelashes, and the oh, so perfect shape of his lips.

Without another word, Taehyung leans in again, knocking the wind out of your lungs when he presses his lips to yours in a needy kiss. Your hands come to connect behind the nape of his neck, loosely playing with the ends of his hair. Taehyung moves impossibly closer to you, pressing you against the door, trapping you with his arms on both sides of your head. His right leg pushes in between your legs so he can move closer.

Detaching his lips from yours, he makes his way down to your jaw, then to your neck where he presses feather-like kisses all over.

Your hands move up to his hair, and you soon feel Taehyung mark a spot just below your collarbone.

“Tae, people are gonna see,” you manage to let out, and he shakes his head, tickling your skin as he continues to kiss you. “It’s covered underneath your blouse and coat,” Taehyung murmurs and you can just sigh.

When he’s done, Taehyung goes back up and captures your lips in another kiss, nibbling your lower lip softly, asking for access. You give in, and your legs soon start to feel like jelly. Before your legs can give out underneath you, Taehyung wraps his arms around your waist, pulling you flush against him.

The room is dark, but with you in Taehyung’s arms like that, it’s never been so vibrant.

When he finally pulls away, you’re both breathing heavily. Licking your bruised lips, you ask, “What was that for?”

Taehyung cups your face with both hands, stroking the apples of your cheeks gently as he gazed down at you.

“I just missed you, that’s all,” he replies simply, and you smile at him. He smiles back.

“I’m sorry for being so busy, I just wanted everything to be perfect for the event,” you apologize yet again and Taehyung shakes his head.

“I understand, love. There’s no need for you to explain. You shouldn’t even be in this closet with me right now, yeah? You should be out there, doing stuff for the event,” Taehyung remarks and this time, it’s your turn to shake your head.

You stand up on your toes and plant a soft kiss on the tip of his nose.

“That can wait. Right now, I’m going to put the guy I love first.”

Taehyung giggles softly, kissing every spot on your face, making you smile. “Jimin’s going to tease you if he hears you.”

“He’s been teasing me since this morning,” you respond and Taehyung nuzzles his nose with yours.

“But I’m cool with it because if it weren’t for him, I wouldn’t be here with you,” you confess and Taehyung kisses you gently.

“I love you, my President.”

You give him a gentle smile and stepping away from you, Taehyung takes your hand in his, lacing your fingers together.

“Come on. As much as I love being here in this closet with you, it’s starting to tickle my nose,” he admits, making you giggle.

“Oh yeah, why are we here? Weren’t you supposed to be printing out some photos in the dark room?” You ask and Taehyung laughs sheepishly.

“I was done an hour ago.”

You slap his shoulder and he laughs. “Tae! Jimin knew this was going to happen,” you mutter.

“Well, that just proves he knows me too well,” Taehyung responds and you shake your head fondly, smiling at him.

“Let’s go get some ice cream, yeah?” You rub his knuckles softly.

Taehyung’s boxy smile graces his features. “I’m fine with anything, as long as it’s with you.”

Taehyung opens the door and light fills your eyes when you both step out.

“You’re cheesy, Kim Taehyung.”

“I know.”

⇒ let me know what you think or hmu with anything under the sun here!

#bts one shot #bts imagine #bts scenario #taehyung imagine #kim taehyung #taehyung scenario #taehyung x reader #taehyung one shot #kim taehyung x reader #bts #bangtan sonyeondan #sfw #taehyung fluff #nise writes

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corpseil · 5 years ago

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🧠Keep in Mind !

prices listed are for one character. if you want another character in the drawing let me know so we can discuss the price adjustment.

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I’m sorry this is so long and filled with so many words. ugh words, i know. I just want to provide a commission experience with very little confusion. talking online to strangers is stressful and confusing, at least for me. I get scared commissioning an artist and i dont want u to be scared but maybe i made you scared by making a giant list u have to read before commissioning me oh god. It’s just, you’re paying MONEY for a PRODUCT ! but like bro i am a PERSON and so r u so we can talk this out its not THAT serious , like ur not making a new law, im just drawing something for you.

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illfoandillfie · 5 years ago

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for the queen asks, whatever asks you haven’t done yet 💓💖💕 hope you have a great rest of your week dear xx

okay thank you! i hope you have a great rest of the week too 😙

(this got a little long - so many questions! - so I’ve put it under a cut

1. Favorite Member of the band?

I love them all very much but it’s Rog, hes My Boy

2. Favorite album?

I think it’s A Day At The Races or Queen II or The Works lmao

3. Least Favorite album?

ummmmm Jazz I think or maybe Innuendo (they’re certainly the ones i listen to least)

5. Least Favorite song(s)?

oh shit umm

don’t try suicide

bijou

mother love

in only seven days

(and lowkey under pressure)

6. Favorite era?

of fuck ummm NOTW maybe?

7. Favorite Freddie Mercury outfit?

FUCK this is so hard!!! I think I HAVE to go with this one:

the cat vest is fucking iconic and I absolutely want one of my own

8. Favorite Brian May outfit?

okay i took forever to pick but I don’t think I can go past this fucking outstanding look

so!!! many!!! colours!!! and!!! patterns!!!!

10. Favorite John Deacon outfit?

i thought i knew what i was gonna pick and then in going through my john tag i changed my mind like 5 times but i think i’ve landed on this:

i adore the whole monochromatic thing!

15. Favorite single picture of each band member?

Freddie:

(so fucking cute im gonna scream)

Bri:

(the hair alone!!! but also the pointy teef!)

Deaky:

(ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh cutie!!)

Rog:

(imma be real with you chief my fave rog photo changes daily but this is my phone lockscreen atm. lowkey almost chose the one of him with his guitar and his kid on his lap caugh fuck that makes me clucky as hell)

16. Favorite Music Video?

i think Radio Gaga might be my fave

20. Are you excited for Bohemian Rhapsody?

honestly, wasn’t like hugely pumped for it but i did want to see it and then i did and it was like oh shit!!! fuckin queen man how didnt i get into them sooner lmao

21. Are you listening to Queen right now?

not at this very second (im watching travels with my father lmao)

22. What was the last Queen song you heard in general?

ummm I think it was Flash Gordon lmao because a queen documentary came on TV and it opened with flash

23. Has anything Queen related happened in School or at work?

I don’t think so, no, but i work in a library so I’m not expecting it to lmao

24. Do you have any IRL friends who are big Queen fans?

my cousin is pretty big into them too but otherwise not really

25. Who introduced Queen to you?

im not really sure, just the radio in general i guess lmao like i feel like i’ve known they’re well known stuff since before i can remember? but like i only got INTO queen after i saw borhap so maybe the borhap boys should get that credit lmao

26. Funniest Queen song?

oh shit! ummm maybe Delilah? just the whole concept is wonderful but then the way the guitar sounds like a cat fuck me thats good

27. Which song do you listen to just for that part?

long away, seaside rendezvous, leaving home aint easy,

28. Have you ever seen Queen live?

no but ask me again after they’re brissie show in feb next year and i’ll have a different answer

31. Have you recommended Queen to anyone?

not officially but like, I’m always playing their stuff whenever people give me the aux cord

32. When did you discover Queen?

already sort of answered this but, i got into them fully after seeing borhap

33. Favorite Fan art? (make sure to give credit to the original creator!)

oh man theres so much good stuff out there! My mind automatically went to THIS wonderful piece by @fledgelingsart which I am completely in love with and blown away by every time i see it

34. If you could go back in time and meet one member of the band, who would you choose?

I mean......Rog......

35. Do you like Jimercury?

I love!!!

37. Black Nail polish for Freddie or White Nail polish for Brian?

can i have one on each hand?

39. But how do you really feel about ‘im in love with my car’ ?

I unironically love it and I fully expect to cry when I see rog sing it live

40. What song really hits you right in the feels?

a few but the show must go on is a big one, and also ‘39

#this was so many!!!#thank you!!#funkytalia

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umikawa · 6 years ago

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Sunflower - Miles Morales

Pairing: Miles Morales x Reader

Warnings: None

A/n: I haven't watched the movie yet so no spoilers in this story. Uh based off of Sunflower by Post Malone and Swae lee. It's not really though, jeez im bad at this. It literally just has like a couple lyrics. ALSO AT THE END IT LITERALLY JUST STOPS SO I'LL MAKE A PART 2

Miles was minding his own business in his room, typing something on his laptop when his mother yelled for him downstairs,

'Miles! The pretty girl from your school is here!'

He fell off his chair, mainly because he was only in his boxers and socks but also because you actually showed up. He frantically got up and dug through his drawers for pants and a shirt. He desperately hopped on one leg trying to slide his pants on but failed miserably and slipped. From downstairs a thud could be heard and you and Miles's mom looked up towards the stairs,

'Miles Hun? You okay?'

You looked at Miles mother, 'Do you think i could go up there?'

'Sure sweetie go on up there it's the last door on the left'

'Thank you'

She nodded her head at you with a smile and returned to the kitchen. You walked up the steps admiring the pictures that lined the walls, you giggled when you saw one of Miles in the tub when he was a baby. When you reached the top of the stairs you walked to Miles's room and just walked in.

That was a bad idea.

You walked into his room while he was still shirtless and let's just say it was awkward. You two stared at each other for a good second, your eyes scanning over his surprisingly toned chest, until you broke out of your daze,

You started backing up slowly, 'Oh shi-shoot I'm sorry i didn't mean to uh yeah I'm just gonna step out for a second... Yeah'

You were finally out of his room and you shut his door, you pressed your back to it and tried to cover your red cheeks. On the other side Miles was hitting his face with a pillow muttering 'i am so stupid' 'she'll never come here again' 'she's gonna hate me' Then he finally put on a shirt and opened his door, not suspecting you to fall down with it, he didn't catch you in time so you unwillingly fell to the floor. A thud resonated through the house and Miles mom yelled out,

'Miles! What happened!'

He helped you up and set you on his bed and yelled back to his mom, 'Uh Y/n fell!'

'Do you need me to bring up some ice?'

He looked over at you sitting on his bed holding the back of your head, 'No it's okay I'll get it!' He walked over to you and kneeled in front of you, 'I'll be right back, feel free to look around i guess there's nothing special'

You gave him a small smile and he exited the room. He walked down the stairs with head in his hands, when he walked into the kitchen with his head up his Mother walked over to him pouting,

'Aw come on sweetie it could have been worse'

He gave his mom an are you kidding me look and said, 'Oh trust me Mom it really couldn't have'

His mom gave him a pat on his head then shoved an ice pack in his hands, 'Well stop talking to me and go give her some ice'

Miles ran up the stairs missing a few and almost falling and peeked into his room. He saw you looking at one of his photos on the wall,

'That was my 8th grade graduation ceremony'

You jumped when you heard his voice but smiled at him, 'You look adorable in that suit'

He chuckled and rubbed the back of his neck, 'Thanks but i didn't wanna wear that'

You looked back over at him a glint in your eyes, 'Let me guess you wanted to wear a tshirt sweatpants and some Air Jordans?'

He put a hand on his chest and wiped an imaginary tear, 'You know me so well'

You laughed, 'I literally met you like 3 months ago'

He held his hands up 'Hey for some people it's forever'

You raised an eyebrow up at him, 'And you?'

'I think that's a pretty decent amount of time' he looked down and saw the ice pack, 'Oh right here's some ice'

You reached out and took it from his hand accidentally touching it, 'Thanks'

He took a second to take in your outfit, Lightwash jeans, a black hoodie, a light wash jean jacket, and high top vans. It was a simple outfit but on you, you looked amazing in it. You saw him staring and asked

'Is there something wrong?'

He shook his head and rubbed the back of his neck, 'N-no it's just you look... Really beautiful'

You grinned and looked down, 'Um thanks that's.. That's really sweet'

'Yeah no prob' he was going to say something but got cut off by his phone.

Needless to say, I keep her in check

She was all bad-bad nevertheless

He ran to his phone and silenced it, looking over at you, who had a smile on your face,

'Was that Sunflower?'

'Uh no maybe yes i don't know why?' He stammered.

'First of all calm down you're acting like I just figured out some super big secret of yours and secondly because it's my favorite song'

His eyes lit up, 'You like that song too?'

'Yeah i listen to it all the time. Can i see your phone for a sec?'

'Um yeah i guess' he said as he handed you his phone. Forgetting what his lock screen was.

You turned on his phone and saw his lock screen, it was you and him on the day you guys unintentionally matched clothes from the jacket to the shoes. You had one of your friends take this so you could remember it and sent it to Miles as well. You chuckled at it and tossed him your phone,

'What's your password?'

He looked at your lockscreen, it was the same picture. 'It's just 000000'

You typed it in, 'Mines is 654321'

His home screen was a picture of him, his mom, and his dad. It was a nice picture everyone was smiling Miles was actually dressed nice and his shoes were tied for once. When Miles unlocked your phone, your home screen was a picture of you and your mom, Your Dad had died in an accident. But anyways you scrolled through his music and found Sunflower. You turned the volume all the way up and got up from the bed. You grabbed his hands and pulled him up,

'What? Y/n what are you doing?'

'Trying dance with you isn't it obvious?'

He brough his head down when you took his hands and put them on your waist, 'You know i can't dance'

You brought your hands up to his face to make him look at you, 'Neither can i lover boy' You could feel him blush under your palms because of the nickname, you smiled st him as he casted his gaze to the floor.

'And you'll be left in the dust. Unless i stuck by ya. You're a sunflower, i think your love would be too much'

He looked at you with wide eyes and you smiled, 'What i said i couldn't dance not that i couldn't sing'

Without even thinking twice he brought a hand up to your face and crashed his lips to yours. You were shocked at first but kissed back, smiling into the kiss your hands went around his neck while his hands remained on your waist. His lips were soft and gentle against yours despite crashing them onto yours earlier so quickly. When you two pulled apart, your breathing was a little shallow He rested his forehead against yours and whispered,

'You are so amazing in every way possible'

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