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Let your Spotify predict your 2024
Shuffle your on repeat playlist and list the first twelve songs represent your 2024. I was tagged by @megamindsecretlair and it seems fun. I did the current month (February through January 2025).
February - Remedy by Adele (So I'm to be someone's balm? Okay I guess. I do that for work already so nothing new.)
March - To be Loved by Adele (Well, my birth month is hitting hard. Geez. We're starting the year off with ballads.)
April - Tell me something Good by Chaka Khan & Rufus (One of my favorites and maybe that means my vacation will be dope.)
May - Alright by Victoria Monet (Apparently I will feelin' myself very much in this month and I look forward to that. May even learn how to dance.)
June - Knocks me off my feet by Stevie Wonder (So does this mean I'm meeting Pedro or Oscar and can just awkwardly wave hello? Please?)
July - I wanna be your lover by Prince (Does this refer to me toward someone or someone toward me? I'm not gonna know what to do either way so it's mute.)
August - Love on the Weekend by John Mayer (A weekend getaway would be fun. Don't let me navigate, I'll get us lost even with Siri.)
September - Play that funky music by Cherry Music (More dancing to wind down the summer I assume.)
October - I wanna dance with somebody by Whitney Houston (I'll need someone to dance with for this to play out.)
November - Hard on yourself by Charlie Puth & blackbear (We're getting into the holidays so this is correct.)
December - Text me when you get home by Full Crate, Lola Violet, UHMEER (What me and my friends do to make sure we all get home okay.)
January 2025 - Undercover by Sam Wills (Will I have a sneaky link next year? I have to wait until next year?)
NPT: @trulybetty @rhoorl @laurfilijames @fhatbhabie @agentjackdaniels @pamasaur @goodwithcheese @lady-bess @i-own-loki @linzels-blog @maggiemayhemnj @magpiepillsjunior and anyone else who wants to try it out đ„°
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BUTTONED UP, LET LOOSE- NR
ROMUGHâS KINKTOBER
october 16th â car sex, innocence
DAY TEN || kinktober masterlist || 2024.
pairing- nerd!natasha romanoff x g!p!reader
cw- 18+!!; top!reader, bottom!natasha, loss of virginity, slight corruption?, fingering (n rcv), handie (r rcv), slight exhibitionism (?), praise kink, unprotected sex, soft & rough emotional sex (again??? kinda?? cheers!), library sex?, car sex, breeding!!, creampie (not specified tho, but i'm a slut so imagine it.)
wc- 10.456k of filthy goodness. goodnight LMAO!
a/n- wrote this with my little anon's thought in mind, say "thank you"!! anyways, the end was quite rushed in editing as i've been bedridden with stomach flu BUT hey! no cute glasses mention in this is a crime though, i apologise </3
synopsis- innocent natty. library. car. SEX.
taglist?- @lost-mortemanghel â„ïž, @idkwhatever580, @elliecoochieeater, @left-and-right-up-and-down, @deadlesbianwitches - comment or dm to be added :)
The library's usual hush enveloped you both as Natasha sat across the table, a determined expression on her face while she explained the astrophysics equations you were supposed to be studying. Her voice was steady, the kind of quiet confidence that came from knowing the material inside and out. It was in moments like these, with her glasses perched on the bridge of her nose and her attention fixed on the formulas, that Natasha was at her most self-assured. She had always been this wayâcomposed, focused, and resolutely serious about her academics.
But as she went on about gravitational waves and complex integrals, your thoughts were miles away from the numbers she was scribbling down. You had been at this game for months, pushing her boundaries little by little, enjoying every flustered reaction and breathy response she gave you. The way her cheeks flushed pink whenever you leaned in a little too close or said something teasing had kept you entertained more than the equations ever could.
Today, though, you could feel a restlessness in you, an urge to take things further. Natasha had a crush on youâshe didnât need to say it out loud for you to know. It was in the way her eyes lingered on you when she thought you werenât looking and the extra effort she put into her explanations, as if she was hoping to impress you. Her timid glances and nervous smiles betrayed her feelings, even if she tried to act like they didnât exist.
You leaned back in your chair, stretching your legs out under the table until your foot gently brushed against hers. Her head snapped up at the contact, her wide green eyes meeting yours. A faint blush spread across her cheeks, and she quickly averted her gaze back to the textbook, her voice faltering for a moment as she continued explaining. âA-and so, the gravitational constant⊠itâs, um, important forââ
âCareful, princess,â you interrupted, letting your voice drop to a low, teasing murmur. âYouâre sounding a bit distracted there. You sure youâre not the one who needs help focusing?â
Natashaâs brow furrowed slightly as she tried to steady herself. âIâm not,â she said softly, though there was a tremor in her voice. She turned the page in her notebook, pointing to another equation. âYou⊠you just need to pay attention more. This part is essential for understanding the exam material.â
âRight,â you drawled, letting your gaze drift down to her lips for a moment before meeting her eyes again. âBut it seems like youâre the one whoâs a little off track. Youâve been going over that same equation for the past five minutes.â
She blinked, glancing down at the textbook as if she hadnât realised. Her cheeks reddened further, and she quickly flipped to the next problem. âIâm just making sure you understand,â she said defensively. âThese equations are really complicated, and I know youâve been struggling.â
A small smile tugged at your lips. âMaybe Iâd understand better if you helped me in a different way,â you suggested, your tone deceptively casual as your fingers brushed the edge of the textbook, inching closer to her hand. âYou know, something more... hands-on.â
Natasha looked up, her brows knitting together in confusion. She tilted her head slightly, her innocence showing as she tried to piece together what you were suggesting. âHands-on?â she echoed, her voice soft and uncertain. âYou mean like... working through more practice problems? Or... showing you the step-by-step process again?â
Your smirk widened. She was just so naĂŻve, so wrapped up in her own world of equations and theories that it hadnât even crossed her mind that you could be implying something else. You leaned in a little closer, lowering your voice to a near whisper. âI was thinking of a different kind of help, princess. Something a bit more... intimate.â
The pink flush on Natashaâs cheeks deepened, her eyes widening as she tried to process your words. âI-Iâm not sure what you mean,â she stammered, looking down at the book in front of her as if it could somehow provide an answer. âWeâre⊠weâre supposed to be studying this, not... I mean, what else would we even be doing?â
You chuckled, a low, quiet sound that made her glance up at you nervously. âOh, come on, Natasha. Youâre a smart girlâyou can figure it out,â you teased, letting your fingers graze her hand ever so slightly before pulling back. âUnless you really are that innocent.â
Her breath hitched, and she bit her bottom lip as if debating whether to press further. âI just⊠I think we should focus on the equations,â she insisted, her voice shaky. âThe exam is only a few weeks away, and you said you needed lots of help understanding this chapter.â
You could see itâthe way her fingers fidgeted with the corner of the page, the way her shoulders tensed as she tried to keep her composure. There was a part of her that understood what you were implying, even if she wasnât ready to admit it to herself. The dark desire was there, buried beneath layers of shyness and self-restraint, and you wanted to pull it to the surface, to make her confront it.
Natasha's innocence was almost palpable. She was the kind of girl who had never even dared to watch porn, the idea itself making her blush furiously. The few times she had tried to touch herself had ended in shame, her own inexperience and embarrassment overwhelming her before she could explore anything further. It was like sheâd always stopped herself just short of pleasure, afraid to give in completely, and you could sense that hesitation now, see it in the way her breath hitched as your words hung in the air.
But there was also a spark of something elseâa curiosity she couldnât suppress, a craving she didnât fully understand. And you were determined to feed that curiosity, to coax her deeper into this uncharted territory.
âSure,â you said lightly, leaning back in your chair. âIf thatâs what you want.â You let the silence linger for a moment before adding, âBut you know, thereâs more to life than just studying equations. Donât you ever wonder what else is out there, princess? Donât you want to experience something... different?â
Natasha looked at you, her eyes wide and uncertain, as if she was torn between following her instincts and sticking to the safety of the academic path she knew so well. âI-I donât know what youâre talking about,â she whispered, her blush deepening as she glanced away. âI just⊠weâre supposed to be here to study. Thatâs what we agreed on.â
Your gaze lingered on her, the playful smirk on your lips fading into something darker, more predatory. âStudying doesnât have to be the only thing we do, though,â you said softly. âSometimes, the best lessons arenât found in textbooks.â
Natashaâs breathing quickened, her fingers curling into tight fists on the table as she struggled to maintain her composure. There was a glimmer of something in her eyesâan unspoken conflict between the shame that told her to stay focused and the desire that tempted her to give in, to let herself be led astray just this once. She was so naĂŻve, so innocent in her understanding of the world, and you could see how much that innocence was starting to weigh on her.
You reached across the table, this time letting your hand rest over Natashaâs on the textbook. The contact made her stiffen, her breath catching as she glanced up at you, wide-eyed and uncertain. "You know," you began, your voice dropping to a husky murmur, "I can tell youâve got a lot of things on your mind, princess. But these notes donât seem like one of them right now."
Natasha tried to pull her hand back, but you tightened your grip just enough to keep her in place, your thumb brushing gently over her knuckles. Her gaze flicked down to where your hand touched hers, then back up to meet your eyes, as if she was trying to gauge your intentions. She swallowed hard, the movement almost imperceptible, but you noticed how her breath seemed to catch ever so slightly.
"I-I donât know what youâre talking about," she said shakily, her voice betraying her nerves. "Iâm here to help you study. Thatâs⊠thatâs all."
But even as she said it, there was a part of her that didnât quite want to pull away. The warmth of your touch sent a tingle up her arm, a sensation she wasnât used toâsomething that made her want to inch closer instead of retreating. She liked the contact, craved it even, but didnât know how to reconcile that need with the proper, composed person she was trying to be. The more she tried to focus on the study materials in front of her, the more aware she became of the way your thumb kept tracing gentle circles against her skin, soothing and igniting her all at once.
It was confusing and exhilarating, and the conflict showed in the way she bit her lip, as if trying to stop herself from admitting just how much she wanted thisâeven if she didnât entirely understand what this was. Her fingers trembled slightly beneath yours, a subtle surrender hidden behind her protests, a silent plea for more contact that contradicted the words that left her lips.
"Is it?" You tilted your head slightly, your lips curving into a smirk. "Because it seems like youâre trying awfully hard to avoid looking at me. And I canât help but wonder⊠what are you so afraid of, Natty?"
She swallowed, her cheeks flushed a deeper shade of red at the nickname. "Iâm not afraid," she whispered, her voice barely audible. "I just⊠we should get back to the equations. Thereâs still a lot to cover."
You could hear the desperation in her voice, the way she clung to the pretence of tutoring like it was a shield against the confusion swirling in her mind. It was adorable, really, how hard she was trying to keep things professional when her reactions betrayed her so easily. You let go of her hand, leaning back in your chair and watching as she quickly pulled away, her fingers trembling slightly as she picked up the pen.
"Alright, then," you said with a shrug, though there was a glint of mischief in your eyes. "Letâs get back to it. Show me that equation again."
Natasha nodded quickly, grateful for the reprieve, and flipped back to the previous page in her notebook. Her voice was steadier now, though still a little breathless as she resumed explaining the formula. "So, um, as I was saying⊠the gravitational constant isâ"
Before she could finish, you made your way around the table and sat down next ot her, this time placing your hand on her thigh. Her words died in her throat, and she froze, her pen clattering onto the notebook. Her gaze snapped up to meet yours, her eyes wide with shock and something elseâa flicker of excitement, perhaps?
"You were saying?" you prompted, your fingers tracing slow circles on the inside of her thigh, just above the hem of her skirt. The fabric felt warm against your skin, and you could feel the slight tremor in her leg as she struggled to compose herself. "Come on, Natasha. Don't stop now. I was really starting to understand the gravitational constant."
Her breath hitched, and she glanced around nervously, as if checking to see if anyone could see the two of you tucked away in the corner of the library. The quiet space was deserted, and the only sounds were the faint rustle of paper and the distant hum of the air conditioning. Still, the sense of vulnerability lingered in the air, amplifying the heat rising in Natashaâs cheeks. "You⊠youâre closeâŠ" she stammered, her voice barely more than a whisper. "This isnât⊠weâre supposed to beâŠ"
"Studying? Yeah, I know," you said casually, your hand sliding a little higher on her thigh. "But you know, sometimes you need to take a break. Clear your head, focus on something else for a while. It might even help you concentrate better." You leaned closer, your lips just inches from her ear as you added, "Besides, I think you could use a little distraction."
Natashaâs breathing quickened, and she bit her bottom lip, glancing down at where your hand rested so dangerously close to her. Her mind was spinning, torn between the urge to push you away and the shameful curiosity that kept her rooted in place. "But⊠someone might see," she whispered, her voice shaky. "We⊠we shouldnâtâŠ"
"No oneâs going to see us, princess," you murmured, your tone soothing yet insistent as you let your fingers slip beneath the hem of her skirt, brushing against the sensitive skin of her inner thigh. "Itâs just you and me." You paused, letting your hand hover just below the edge of her panties. "Unless, of course, you want me to stop."
Her gaze darted up to meet yours, her expression a mix of panic and something darker, more primal. There was a hunger in her eyes that she couldnât quite hide, a longing that had been building up for weeks, fueled by every teasing remark and lingering touch. She didnât want to admit itânot even to herselfâbut she was curious, desperate even, to know what it would feel like to let herself be led astray. Her hand trembled as she placed it over yours, but instead of pulling you away, she hesitated, her fingers curling loosely around your wrist.
"That's what I thought," you breathed, a dark satisfaction settling in your chest as you slipped your hand higher, your fingers gently pressing against the thin fabric of her underwear. Natasha gasped, her grip tightening around your wrist as if to stop you, but she didnât push you away. Her cheeks burned with shame, but there was a small part of her that was curious, that wanted to know what it would be like to let go, to surrender like this for once.
You didnât give her time to think about it. Your other hand reached up to cup her chin, tilting her head back so she was forced to look at you. "Youâre so tense, princess," you whispered, your thumb brushing over her bottom lip. "Relax a little, will you? Just let yourself feel it."
Then, with deliberate slowness, you slipped your fingers beneath the fabric of her panties, finding her wet and warm. Natashaâs breath hitched sharply, her eyes fluttering closed for a moment before snapping open again, as if she was afraid of what might happen if she gave in completely. She gripped the edge of the table with her free hand, her knuckles turning white as she fought to maintain her composure.
"W-oh, we should get back to the equations," she managed to say, though her voice was breathless and strained. "This⊠I donât know what Iâm doingâŠ"
You could hear the conflict in her voice, the way she tried to cling to her sense of propriety even as her body responded to your touch. "Oh, come on, Natasha," you murmured, your fingers sliding against her slick folds, teasing her just enough to make her squirm. "You donât really want me to stop, do you? I can feel how wet you are. Youâre curious, arenât you?"
She shook her head quickly, her eyes wide with a mixture of fear and longing. "No, I⊠Iâm not⊠I donât think like thatâŠ"
"Shh," you whispered, your hand moving to cover her mouth as you pressed a finger inside her, slowly, letting her feel every inch. "Just let yourself enjoy it, princess. No one has to know."
Natashaâs muffled whimper sent a thrill through you, and you continued to work your finger deeper, savouring the way her walls clenched around you, how her breath quickened beneath your hand. Her eyes squeezed shut, and you could see the struggle on her face, the war between shame and desire, the urge to push you away and the need to cling to the sensations coursing through her.
Your finger pressed deeper, coaxing a breathy gasp from Natasha that she couldnât stifle beneath your hand. Her eyes darted around the library, half-lidded and unfocused, as if desperately searching for a way outâor perhaps hoping no one would stumble upon the two of you tucked away in the shadows. The thought of being caught seemed to send a jolt through her, a reminder of how wrong this was. But her hips moved into your touch, a subtle, instinctive motion that spoke louder than any words. She wanted thisâwanted youâeven if she didnât quite know how to ask for it. Her breath hitched, cheeks flushing as she met your gaze, letting the unspoken desire hang between you.
"Thatâs it, princess," you whispered against her ear, your voice thick with dark amusement. "Youâre starting to relax now. Doesnât that feel better?" You added another finger, her tightness evident as you worked them in carefully, each movement deliberate, savouring the way her body tensed and then yielded. Her breath hitched again, a soft, desperate sound that made your pulse quicken. You could feel her trembling against you, every bit the inexperienced girl, struggling to reconcile the sensations overwhelming her.
Natashaâs hand gripped the table tighter, her nails digging into the wood as if it was the only thing keeping her grounded. Her thighs quivered, parted even more for you to reach between them, but she didnât dare look at youâdidnât dare acknowledge the shameful truth that she was letting this happen. "I-I donât⊠I donât knowâŠ" she stammered, her voice muffled by the pressure of your hand still covering her mouth. "We⊠we canâtâŠ"
Your smirk widened, a dark, knowing gleam in your eyes as you leaned closer, your breath hot against her flushed cheek. "Canât?" you echoed, your tone dripping with mockery. "Or you donât want to admit how much you like it?" You crooked your fingers inside her, brushing against a sensitive spot that made her cry outâthough the sound was lost beneath your palm. Her hips bucked, her legs squeezing together instinctively, but it only served to trap your hand there, her body clinging to you in a way that was far more honest than her words.
A wicked thrill shot through you as you watched her crumble, every twitch and tremor betraying how little control she had left. You could feel her slickness increasing, coating your fingers as you moved faster, your thumb brushing lightly against her clit just to see the way she would react. Her head tilted back, her eyes squeezed shut as a whimper escaped her lipsâa sound so full of desperate need that it sent a shiver of satisfaction down your spine. She was already unravelling, and you hadnât even properly started.
"I think youâve got something mixed up, princess," you murmured, letting your lips graze her ear as you spoke. "You keep saying âwe canât,â but Iâm pretty sure youâre telling me otherwise."
Natasha shook her head, tears welling up at the corners of her eyes as she struggled to stay composed. "Yes⊠pleaseâŠ" she breathed, her voice shaking with confusion and desire. "I-I donât know what⊠Iâve neverâŠ"
"Shh, I know, I know," you whispered soothingly, though there was no real comfort in your tone. "Youâre so innocent, arenât you? Never felt anything like this before." You pulled your hand away from her mouth, letting her catch her breath as you kissed the spot just below her ear, soft and lingering. "But thatâs okay, princess. Iâll teach you. All you have to do is trust me."
She looked at you with wide, watery eyes, her lips parted as if she wanted to say something, but no words came. Her cheeks were flushed with embarrassment and arousal, and her breath came out in ragged gasps. "W-we shouldnât⊠IâmâYouâre⊠Iâm supposed to be helping you with your courseworkâŠ"
"And you are," you replied smoothly, letting your fingers drag slowly out of her before thrusting them back in, earning a sharp gasp. "Youâre helping me a lot, actually. Think of this as extra credit, princess."
Natasha whimpered, her body responding despite her mindâs weak attempts to resist. You could feel the way she squeezed around your fingers, could see the glazed look in her eyes as her walls fluttered helplessly. Her voice was barely a whisper as she finally pleaded, "Please⊠not hereâŠ"
Your smirk widened as you relished the sound of her desperation, and you withdrew your hand completely, leaving her panting and needy. "Alright, then," you said, voice low and dangerous. "Weâll save the rest for later." You stepped back, adjusting your stance as you took in the sight of herâNatasha, the model student, the academic prodigy, now reduced to a trembling mess in the libraryâs dark corner.
You licked your fingers clean, savouring the taste of her arousal on your tongue, before leaning down to whisper, "Come on, princess. Let's get you home."
You led Natasha toward your motorcycle, but instead of grabbing your helmet, you tossed the keys into the air and caught them with a mischievous grin. "Youâre coming with me," you said, nodding toward her car parked nearby. Natasha blinked in surprise, her confusion momentarily cutting through the lingering haze of arousal.
It took her a moment to register the fact that you weren't heading for your bike at all. Her eyes darted to your handâclutching her car keys. When had you...? She remembered then, how you had been âadjustingâ her skirt just a minute earlier, your hands lingering at her waist. Youâd slipped the keys from her pocket without her even noticing.
"Youâre leaving your bike?" she asked, glancing back at your motorcycle as if it were the only thing grounding her in reality right now.
"Just for tonight." You walked to her car and opened the passenger door, gesturing for her to get in. "Go ahead, princess. I'll drive."
She hesitated for a moment, but the vulnerable look in her eyes betrayed her longing for you to take control, to lead her down this path sheâd never dared tread before. She climbed in slowly, her fingers fumbling with the seatbelt as if her mind were still struggling to catch up. You slid into the driverâs seat, your hand settling on her thigh almost instinctively as you started the engine.
The ride was quiet, the tension thick in the enclosed space, your touch resting warmly on her leg. She squirmed beneath your palm, her gaze flicking to you every few seconds as if waiting for you to do something, anything to break the silence. But you kept your focus on the road, pretending not to notice the way her breath quickened whenever your fingers flexed.
"Adress, princess?" you asked casually as you reached a stoplight, your eyes meeting hers in the dim light.
She gave you the directions, her voice trembling slightly, and you hummed in acknowledgment, continuing the drive. But when you reached her street, you didnât stop in front of her house. Instead, you pulled into a dark side street a few houses down, parking the car under the shadow of some trees.
"W-why did you stop here?" Natasha asked, her voice small and unsure as she looked around the familiar but spooky area.
You turned off the engine and leaned back in your seat, your hand still resting on her thigh. "I didnât hear a âthank youâ," you said, your tone teasing, though there was a dark edge beneath it.
She flushed, her fingers gripping the edge of the seat. "T-thank you," she mumbled, her voice filled with embarrassed confusion.
"Oh, thatâs it?" you scoffed, arching an eyebrow. "First you forget, and then you donât even mean it? Not only did I drive you home, but I also made you feel good. I think I deserve a real âthank youâ, princess."
The tension in the air thickened as Natasha looked at you, her expression caught between shame and a reluctant understanding of what you were implying.
Natasha's breath came out in shallow pants, her face turning a deeper shade of crimson. She squirmed in her seat, her fingers tightening on the edge of the cushion as if it were the only thing tethering her to reality. Her wide eyes met yours, glistening with uncertainty. âW-what do you mean?â she asked, her voice a hesitant whisper, though a hint of something moreâsomething darkerâflickered in her gaze.
You chuckled softly, a low and dangerous sound that made her shiver. âCome on, princess. Youâre smarter than that. Iâm sure you can figure it out.â Your hand slid up her thigh, fingers inching toward the hem of her skirt. Her breath hitched as your touch lingered there, applying just enough pressure to make your intention clear. âWhy donât you start by thanking me properly?â you murmured, your voice dripping with amusement. âAnd then weâll see where that gets us.â
Natasha bit her lip, her eyes darting to the darkened street outside. The shadows seemed to close in, emphasising just how isolated you both were. There was no one here to witness this, no one to interrupt. Her pulse raced at the thought, a mixture of fear and something elseâsomething she didnât want to admit to herself. She looked back at you, her gaze faltering. âI⊠I donât know how toâŠ,â she stammered, her voice barely audible. âIâve never⊠done anything like this before.â
Your smirk widened, your fingers trailing up to tease the soft skin of her inner thigh. âAgain, princess, I know,â you said, the dark satisfaction in your tone unmistakable. âThatâs why Iâm going to show you. Just do exactly as I say, and I promise youâll enjoy every second of it, as will I.â You leaned in closer, your breath ghosting over her cheek as you whispered, âNow, say thank you like you mean it.â
Natasha swallowed hard, her whole body trembling with nervous energy. âThank youâŠâ she whispered, her voice breathless and uncertain. You arched an eyebrow, your fingers slipping higher, grazing the edge of her underwear. âThatâs better,â you said, your touch growing firmer. âBut Iâm still not convinced.â
Her heart hammered in her chest as you moved your hand back to her skirt, lifting it just enough to expose the pale skin beneath. She let out a soft gasp, her hands instinctively moving to cover herself, but you caught her wrists, pinning them down gently but firmly. âAh ah, none of that,â you murmured, your gaze locked on hers. âKeep your hands to your sides, princess. I want you to be good for me.â
Natasha's chest heaved with each ragged breath, her body betraying the deep shame and twisted desire pooling in her belly. Her hands clenched into fists as she fought against the overwhelming urge to obey you, to give in to whatever you demanded of her. It felt wrongâso terribly wrongâbut the heat flooding her veins made it hard to care.Â
She wanted to be good. She wanted you to approve of her.
Your grip tightened on her wrists, and you gave a little nod toward your lap, the unspoken command clear in your eyes. âYou know what to do,â you said, a hint of a challenge lacing your voice. âDonât make me wait.â
Natasha hesitated for a fraction of a second before she reached for the button of your jeans, her trembling hands struggling with the metal clasp. Her skin burned with embarrassment, but beneath it was something elseâa sense of reckless freedom that made her feel alive in a way she hadnât before. The sound of the zipper seemed to echo in the small space of the car, and when she finally freed you, her breath caught in her throat at the sight of Big You straining against the fabric.
Her eyes flickered up to meet yours, as if seeking approvalâor perhaps reassurance that this was really happening, that you were pulling her into this dark, exhilarating world sheâd only ever glimpsed in her fantasies. But there was no familiar softness in your gaze, only a sharp, predatory gleam that sent a jolt through her. âGo on, then,â you encouraged, your tone growing lower, more commanding. âShow me how grateful you really are, princess.â
Her fingers trembled as she reached for the waistband of your boxers, hesitating for a moment before tugging them down just enough to free you from the fabric. She drew in a shaky breath as you sprang free, her eyes widening at the sight before her. The size, the heat, the sheer reality of it left her stunned, and she swallowed hard, unsure of where to begin.
Tentatively, Natasha wrapped her hand around you, her touch feather-light at first, as if afraid to grip too tightly. The unfamiliar weight and warmth against her palm made her pulse throb in her ears, and you couldnât help but grin at the way her grip faltered. It was clear she was utterly lost and overwhelmed, unsure of herself in this intimate moment.
With a small, teasing thrust, you pushed into her hand, guiding her rhythm. The sudden movement made her flinch, her fingers squeezing reflexively around you. Her cheeks burned with embarrassment, but there was something else tooâsomething deeper and more eager beneath her shyness.
âGood girl,â you murmured, leaning back against the seat as you watched her. âJust like that.â
Natashaâs hand moved awkwardly along your length, her inexperience showing in the hesitant, uneven strokes. The look in her eyes was a mixture of uncertainty and curiosity, her cheeks flushed pink with embarrassment. You watched her for a moment, savouring the sight of the usually composed and reserved tutor and classmate unravelling under your touch. Her breath hitched each time your hips rolled against her fingers, and you couldnât help but chuckle at how adorably naĂŻve she was.
You reached out, catching her chin between your thumb and forefinger, tilting her head up so that she was forced to meet your gaze. âYou can do better than that, princess,â you murmured, your voice laced with dark amusement. âPut some real effort into it. Show me that youâre grateful for everything Iâve done for you.â
Her lips parted as though to respond, but the words seemed to catch in her throat. Instead, she gave a small nod, her movements becoming a little more purposeful, though there was still a clumsy innocence to the way she touched you. It was endearing, really, to see someone so smart reduced to a flustered, trembling mess in your hands. Her fingers tightened around you, a little more pressure now, and you rewarded her with a low groan of approval.
âThatâs better,â you said, your thumb grazing over her lower lip as her breath stuttered. âBut I still think you owe me a real thank you.â
Before she could question what you meant, you grabbed her wrist and tugged her closer. With a swift, effortless motion, you pulled her over your lap, her skirt riding up to expose the pale curve of her thighs. Natasha gasped, her body stiffening with shock as she found herself sprawled over you, her cheek pressed against the back of the cool leather seat. âW-what are youâ?â she stammered, but her question died in her throat when your hand slid under her skirt, cupping her through her dampening underwear.
âQuiet,â you ordered, your tone taking on a more authoritative edge. âWeâre not done yet, princess. I want you to thank me properly⊠and I think you need a little example of how to do that.â
Her breath quickened, and she let out a small, muffled whimper as your hand slipped beneath the waistband of her panties again, stroking her gently. âI⊠I donâtâŠâ she began, her voice a shaky whisper.
You smirked, lifting your hand away from her just as she started to press back against your touch, her body instinctively seeking more. âCount for me, Natasha,â you said, your palm hovering over the curve of her rear. âAnd donât forget to thank me after every one.â
The first spank landed with a sharp, resounding smack that echoed in the enclosed space. Natasha cried out, her fingers digging into the seat as she instinctively tried to push herself up. âOne⊠t-thank you,â she gasped, her voice barely audible. The sting was sharp and hot, blossoming across her skin, but there was a curious thrill that came with the painâa strange mix of shame and excitement that made her head spin.
âGood girl,â you praised, your hand rubbing over the spot where youâd struck, soothing the burn before delivering another firm spank. âTwo,â she whimpered, her voice trembling. âTh-thank youâŠâ
You grinned at the way her body jerked with each spank, at the breathless little sounds that escaped her lips despite her best efforts to stay composed. Her skin grew pinker with each strike, the marks of your hand painting her pale flesh. By the eleventh spank, she was trembling, her breaths coming out in ragged gasps. âEleven⊠thank you,â she whispered, her voice barely holding together.
You turned your head slightly, your breath hot against her ear as you murmured, âYouâre doing so well for me, princess. But I think you can be even more grateful.â Your fingers slipped between her legs again, teasing the dampness that had soaked through her panties. âMaybe this will help you find the right words.â
Natashaâs entire body tensed at the intimate touch, her thighs clenching together in a futile attempt to close herself off. But you were relentless, your fingers slipping past the thin barrier of her underwear to stroke the slick heat between her legs once more. Her breath hitched, and she bit her lip to stifle a moan. âP-pleaseâŠâ she whimpered, though she wasnât even sure what she was begging for.
âPlease what?â you taunted, your voice a low purr. âDo you want me to stop?â You knew the answer before she even said it, but you loved the way her hesitation made her feel even more vulnerable. The way she struggled with her own desires, torn between her shame and the undeniable pleasure coursing through her.
ïżœïżœïżœI⊠n-noâŠâ she finally admitted, her voice so small it was almost a whisper.
âThatâs what I thought,â you said, slipping a finger inside her, savouring the way her walls clenched around you. âNow, keep counting, princess. I want to hear every single thank you.â
Natashaâs voice trembled with each counted number, her thank yous becoming softer and more breathless as you continued to spank her, your hand firm and unrelenting. Her skin was hot and flushed beneath your touch, a vivid reminder of her growing submission. With each strike, her body seemed to sink deeper into the haze of sensation, and a part of herâsmall, hiddenâfound herself longing for it. The way you touched her, the way you controlled her pleasure, it was like nothing she had ever felt before. It both thrilled and terrified her.
âAhâSeventeen⊠th-thank you,â she whimpered, her voice cracking. There was an unmistakable note of desperation in her tone now, a vulnerability that made your pulse quicken. Her knees trembled, and she shifted on your lap, unable to find any position that didnât make her feel even more exposed. When the seventh spank landed, she let out a choked little cry, her fingers curling into the seat. âEighâEighteen, God, thank youâŠâ
You leaned closer, your breath brushing over her neck as you whispered, âThatâs my good girl⊠So obedient. I think youâre really enjoying this, arenât you, Natty?â You punctuated your question with a slow curl of your finger, pressing deeper inside her. Natashaâs breath hitched, and she squeezed her eyes shut, as though she couldnât bear to admit the truth.
âN-no⊠IâŠâ she tried to protest, but her hips involuntarily rolled against your hand. Heat flooded her cheeks, and a tingle coursed through her spine, confusing and thrilling her all at once. Her body responded to your touch in ways she didnât understand, her pulse quickening at the tone of your voice.
You could feel the shift in her, see the way her resolve was weakening. âDonât lie to me, princess,â you murmured with amusement. âYour bodyâs telling me what you really want.â You added another finger, stretching her tighter, and she gasped, the sound barely muffled by her bitten lip. âYou can ask for more if you want, you know.â
For a heartbeat, she hesitated, her breath coming out in shallow, uneven gasps as you moved your fingers inside her. But then, to her own surprise as much as yours, Natashaâs voice broke the silenceâsmall and trembling, but there. âM-more⊠pleaseâŠâ she whispered, her eyes fluttering open to meet yours, a glimmer of need reflecting back at you. The moment the words left her lips, she felt her heart skip in her chest, tears pricking at the corners of her eyes.
A shiver ran through you at her plea, the sound of her voice, so hesitant and desperate, fueling a dark satisfaction within you. âOh, my Natty baby,â you praised softly, letting your fingers curl and press into her sweet spot, earning another soft cry. Her nails dug into your shoulders, and her breath shuddered as she rocked herself against your hand, her movements tentative but growing bolder with each second.
âI⊠I didnât knowâŠâ Natasha murmured, her words barely audible as tears began to spill down her cheeks. The emotions overwhelmed herâshame, desire, the thrill of doing something so forbidden. She had never known it could feel like this, like fire and ice, pain and pleasure all at once. Her body trembled, torn between surrender and disbelief. Yet she found herself craving more, surprising herself with how much she wanted to feel you deeper, to push her limits.
âYou didnât know what, princess?â you whispered, your voice filled with dark amusement as you stroked her cheek, brushing away the tears. âYou didnât know youâd like being touched this way? Or that youâd be begging for more?â
She shook her head, another tear slipping free. âI⊠I didnât know it could feel soâŠâ Her words trailed off as a sob escaped her throat, her body arching closer to you, seeking the source of her own undoing. âSo good⊠Iâplease, I need moreâŠâ
Your eyes darkened at her confession, at the way she was finally giving in completely to the desire coursing through her. You tilted her chin up, forcing her to meet your gaze as you spoke, your voice laced with satisfaction. âThatâs what I like to hear, princess. Donât hold back⊠let yourself feel it. Iâll give you exactly what you need.â
She whimpered, nodding as her breath quickened. Her inexperience was obvious in the way her body hesitated, her movements uncertain. But you guided her, coaxing her to sink further into the feeling, the shame and tears only serving to intensify the pleasure. You shifted, positioning her so that she could feel your hard length pressing against her entrance through the thin barrier of her soaked panties, a low groan escaping her lips at the sensation as your fingers steadily kept pumping into her.
Her face flushed darker, a mix of embarrassment and anticipation as she realised you were really planning on giving her exactly what she needs. âBut⊠butâŠâ she stammered, the words stumbling from her tongue. She wasnât sure what she was even trying to say. The thought of you touching her like this, pushing her to the edgeâit made her feel so dirty. But she didnât want you to stop. âPleaseâŠâ The word fell from her lips again, almost involuntarily, her body betraying her.
âThereâs my good girl,â you murmured, stroking her cheek. âJust keep asking nicely, and Iâll make you feel even better.â You moved your fingers in a rhythm, coaxing small, breathless moans from her. Her eyes fluttered shut, and she rocked against you with a quiet desperation, her tears glistening on her flushed cheeks.
Natashaâs innocence, her struggle to reconcile the shame and pleasure, made every little gasp, every plea for more, that much sweeter. She had never felt anything so raw, so consuming, and despite the tears, despite the unfamiliarâbut very much welcomedâsensations coursing through her, she found herself wanting to drown in it.
Natashaâs body was trembling, every nerve alight with a mix of lingering embarrassment and overwhelming need. Her tears had stopped flowing, but her eyes remained glassy with a desperate kind of longing. She was moving on instinct now, her hips grinding against your fingers as they pressed deeper inside her. Her skin was hot to the touch, flushed from both the heat of the car and the intensity of what she was feeling.
You could see it in her eyesâthe shift from uncertainty to a raw, unrestrained desire. It was as though a switch had flipped inside her, and whatever hesitation had held her back was now crumbling away. âPlease⊠I donât⊠I need itâŠâ Natashaâs voice was breathy, the words barely coherent as she clung to you, her nails digging into your shoulders. The way she asked for more, with such a mix of innocence and desperation, sent a thrill down your spine.
You tightened your hold on her, feeling a surge of possessiveness rise within you. She was yours now, even if she didnât fully understand it yet. The way she looked at youâeyes wide, cheeks flushed, lips parted in a soft gaspâonly made the feeling stronger. âYou need me, do you?â you murmured, your tone low and possessive as you moved your fingers in deeper, harder, feeling her tighten around you. âGood girl⊠thatâs what I like to hear.â
Natasha let out a choked little moan, her body responding to your touch and words without hesitation. Her legs trembled, her thighs quivering against the leather seat as she tried to move closer, needing to feel every inch of you against her. âI⊠I donât know why⊠I want you to keep touching me,â she whispered, her voice trembling with need as she buried her face in your neck. She couldnât bring herself to look you in the eyes now, couldnât bear the intensity of what she was feeling. âPlease⊠donât stopâŠâ
You chuckled softly, a dark satisfaction curling in your chest as you leaned in, pressing your lips against her damp hairline. âDonât worry, princess,â you murmured. âIâm not going to stop. Youâre mine now.â Your words were possessive, almost a growl, as you let your free hand cup her cheek, guiding her gaze back up to meet yours. The way she looked at youâso needy, so desperateâmade something inside you tighten. âAnd Iâm going to take care of you. You want that, donât you?â
She nodded quickly, her breath coming out in shallow pants as your fingers continued to work her. âYes⊠yes, please,â she whimpered, her voice hitching with every curl of your fingers inside her. There was no room left for shame, only the all-consuming need to feel more, to have you claim every part of her.
The way she responded to you now, without reservation, made your primal instincts flare. You wanted to shield her from everything, but you also wanted to keep her trembling beneath your touch, completely dependent on the pleasure you were giving her. âThatâs my girl,â you whispered, kissing the corner of her jaw, just above the pulse that raced beneath her skin. âLook at you⊠so beautiful when youâre needy. So perfect.â
Natashaâs breath hitched at your praise, and a soft whine escaped her lips. She could hardly think straight anymore.
(not that she was, anyway)
All she knew was the way you made her feelâalive and burning, like she was drowning in you. Her fingers curled into the fabric of your shirt as she clung to you, her tears and fears completely forgotten, replaced by an ache so deep she couldnât even put it into words. âI want⊠I want to feel you moreâŠâ Her voice broke on the last word, her cheeks flushing an even darker shade of red as she realised what she was asking for, begging for.
âI donât⊠I donât know what to do, but I want itâŠâ
You paused for a moment, your gaze darkening as you absorbed her words. It wasnât just need; it was a yearning for more than just the physical. She wanted you, wanted the way you made her feel like nothing else mattered but this moment. âYou donât have to do anything,â you murmured, your voice softer now, but still laced with that possessive edge. âJust let me take care of you, princess. Iâll give you everything you need.â
You shifted her slightly on your lap, your fingers sliding free from her wet heat, drawing a quiet whimper of protest from her. You could see the need in her eyes, the way she bit her lip, trying to hold back from asking for more but failing miserably. âShh,â you whispered soothingly, tracing a finger over her swollen, flushed lips. âI know you want more⊠Give me a second, baby.â You reached down, sliding her panties to the side as you guided her legs further apart. âYouâre going to have to be my good girl again and show me how much you want it.â
Her breath shuddered out as you positioned her over your hardened length, letting her feel the thickness pressing against her soaked entrance. Her eyes widened, a mix of nervousness and desire flashing across her features as she realised just how much more there was to take. âI⊠itâs⊠itâs so bigâŠâ she whispered, her voice trembling as she hesitated.
You couldnât help the smirk that tugged at your lips. âYou can take it, princess,â you encouraged, your voice a low purr as you held her hips firmly. âIâll help you. Youâre safe with me.â
Her fingers trembled as she gripped your shoulders harder for support, her body shaking with both anticipation and need. She didnât know if she could handle it, didnât know if she was ready, but the look in your eyes made her feel like maybe she could. Maybe she wanted to. She began to lower herself slowly, her breath catching in her throat as the head of your cock stretched her inch by inch. It was overwhelming, much bigger than your two fingers, and her tears returned, but not out of shame or confusion this timeâjust the raw intensity of it all.
âYouâre doing so well,â you murmured, your hands steadying her as she sank down further, taking more of you inside her. The possessive part of you revelled in the way her body clenched around you, in the way she bit back the whimpers and moans that spilled from her lips. âThatâs it, princess⊠let me fill you up. Take it all.â
Natashaâs breath was ragged, her forehead resting against her left hand on your shoulder as she tried to adjust to the unfamiliar fullness. The stretch was unlike anything sheâd imagined, an ache that made her shudder. But the way you whispered encouragements, the possessive grip on her waist, it all made her feel so⊠needed.
Wanted in a way she had never been before.
âPlease⊠donât stop,â she breathed out, surprising herself again with how much she was asking for. Her hips moved of their own accord, rolling slightly as if trying to coax more of you deeper inside her. âI⊠I need all of youâŠâ
Natasha's breaths came in quick, desperate gasps as she struggled to take you completely. Her body shook, the stretch bordering on unbearable, but she physically couldnât bring herself to stop. She needed moreâneeded to feel every inch of you inside her, to be filled in a way that left no room for anything else. Inch by inch, she kept sinking down, her legs trembling as her hips rolled against you in an effort to take you deeper.
You gripped her waist, steadying her as you watched her struggle, your breath hitching at the sight of her determination. âItâs okay, princess,â you murmured, voice strained as you fought to keep control. âYou donât have toââ
But she shook her head, her brows furrowed in concentration as she cut you off. âNo⊠I need to,â she whimpered, her voice breaking on the last word as she bit down on her lower lip. The heat between her legs was almost unbearable, the stretch making her feel impossibly full, but she was so closeâso close to taking you all. âI can⊠I can do it. Please⊠donât⊠donât stop meâŠâ
A shudder of pleasure ran through you as you watched her fight for it, your grip tightening on her hips as you guided her down a little further. âGod⊠youâre so stubborn,â you groaned, the sensation of her clenching around you almost enough to drive you mad. âBut you feel so damn good.â You could see the tears in her eyes, the way her cheeks burned as she struggled to adjust to your size, but she didnât give up. She kept moving, kept pushing herself.
With one final, trembling motion, she sank all the way down, seating herself fully in your lap. Her breath hitched, her whole body going rigid as she felt you buried inside her, deeper than sheâd ever thought possible. The sensation was overwhelming, a sharp mix of pain and pleasure that sent a jolt through her entire body. Her eyes fluttered shut, her head falling back as a soft, shuddering moan escaped her lips.
The sight of her finally taking you completely for the first time, her very first time, her body trembling and her chest heaving, was enough to make you lose control. A deep groan rumbled from your throat as you clutched her hips tightly, your fingers digging into her soft skin. âIâm going to show you, baby,â you slurred, your voice thick with desire as you began to move her, lifting her up only to sink her back down onto your cock. âIâm showing you⊠yâfeel so good, princessâFuckâŠâ
Your words came out in a heated mess, every thrust making it harder to speak clearly. The way her body clenched around you, squeezing you with each roll of her hips, made your head spin. You could barely focus, could barely think beyond the feeling of being inside her, of her warmth surrounding you so completely. It was as if she had been made for you, every inch of her fitting so perfectly around you that it almost hurt.
That look in your eyesâwide, dark, and feralâwas what pushed her over the edge. She saw the way you were falling apart because of her, how your breath hitched and your words came out in broken gasps, and it sparked something wild inside her. For the first time, she felt powerfulâfelt like she had you at her mercy, even if she was the one trembling. Her hands clung to your shoulders, her fingers digging in as she let you take her completely, riding you with an intensity that shocked even her.
âMoreâŠâ she breathed out, her voice ragged as she clung to you. âPlease⊠More.â There was no room left for shame or doubt; there was only the need to feel you, to be filled over and over until she couldnât think of anything else. She tightened her legs around you, pulling you in closer as you kept moving her up and down in a steady rhythm, each thrust making her see stars.
You couldnât hold back anymore. The sight of herâso desperate, so wildâdrove you closer to the brink. Your hips bucked up against her, meeting her halfway as you quickened the pace, your hands guiding her movements with a rough, possessive grip. âGod, NatashaâŠâ you groaned, your voice barely coherent as you felt her tightening around you, her body squeezing you so tightly it actually did start to hurt. âYouâre mine⊠mineâŠâ The words spilled out in a heated rush, your breath fanning against her ear as you buried your face in her hair.
Natashaâs nails raked down your arms and neck, her breath hitching with every roll of her hips. The feel of your possessiveness, of the way you claimed her, sent a shiver through her entire body. She buried her face in your neck, her lips brushing against your skin as she let out a broken moan. âYours⊠Iâm yoursâŠâ The words left her before she could even think about what they meant, before she could question why it felt so good to say them.
The rhythm quickened, each thrust sending a jolt of pleasure coursing through her, until it felt like her whole body was on fire. She couldnât get enough, couldnât get you deep enough. Her thighs trembled, her chest rising and falling rapidly as she clung to you, letting you move her in whatever way you pleased. She didnât care anymoreâdidnât care how needy or desperate she looked. All that mattered was the way you filled her, over and over, until she felt like she would break.
You could feel her losing herself, could hear it in the breathy moans and half-whimpers that spilled from her lips. It was like she had given herself over entirely to you, her body yielding in a way that made something primal inside you go feral. âMy perfect girl,â you whispered, your voice rough as you praised her. âThatâs it⊠take it all, princess. Youâre perfect⊠perfect for me.â
Her body shuddered at your words, and a sob tore from her throat as she felt herself unravelling. She was so closeâso close to the edge that it scared her, but she didnât want it to end. She buried her face against your neck, her voice muffled against your skin as she cried out. âPlease⊠Donât let goâDonât let goâŠâ Her voice trembled with the intensity of it all, her nails digging into your shoulders as she held on for dear life.
You didnât let go. You kept moving, kept taking her, holding her against you as if she might disappear if you didnât. The possessiveness, the need to make her feel everything, consumed you entirely. And as you felt her tighten around you time after time, her whole body going taut as she cried out in pure ecstasy, you knew you had her completely.
Natasha's cries echoed in your ears, mixing with the sound of your own breaths as you thrust harder, feeling the heat pooling in your core. The way she clung to you, the way her body quivered above you, only heightened your desire. âThatâs it, baby, just like that,â you encouraged, each word a reminder of how utterly lost she was in this moment with you, how perfectly aware you were in this moment with her.
Her orgasms rolled through her like a tidal wave, crashing over every thought and leaving only pleasure in its wake. You watched, enthralled, as she writhed against you, her body contracting and pulsing around you, squeezing you tighter and tighter as her cries turned into soft whimpers. The way she surrendered to the feeling made your heart race, igniting a deep-seated need to protect her, to hold her through this storm.
âPlease⊠please donât stop,â she gasped, breathless and desperate. The sheer need in her voice sent a jolt of electricity through you, igniting an even deeper hunger. You increased your pace, each thrust more frantic than the last as your body took over, driven by instinct rather than thought. You were focused solely on the pleasure radiating from her, on the way she fell apart around you, and how you could make her feel even better.
âNever stopping, princess,â you murmured, your voice a low growl as you leaned closer, wrapping your arms tighter around her. âMâgonna to fill you up... make you mine.â You thrust into her with a newfound urgency, chasing your own release, the heat pooling in your belly threatening to boil over.
With each thrust, you felt the tension inside you building, drawing you closer and closer to the edge. You could see the look on her faceâthe way her eyes fluttered shut, the way her lips parted in silent cries of pleasure. It was intoxicating, and you couldnât get enough. âYou feel so good, Natty. So fucking good,â you grunted, the pleasure blurring the edges of your mind.
Natasha nodded, eyes glassy with need, her breath coming in shallow gasps. âIâoh god⊠I canâtâŠâ she whimpered, her hips instinctively meeting yours, driving you both deeper into this carnal dance. The world outside faded into oblivion as you lost yourselves in one another.
âMâgonna fill you, baby,â you groaned, your voice rough with desire as you neared your peak. With a final, powerful thrust, you felt everything snap, the pressure inside you bursting forth as you released into her, filling her completely. The sensation of it was almost overwhelming, the heat of your release mixing with the intoxicating warmth of her body.
Natashaâs eyes widened as she felt you release, and the combination of pleasure and sensation sent her spiralling into yet another climax. She cried out, her voice a mixture of surprise and ecstasy as her body quaked around you, milking every last drop from you as you filled her. The world faded away, and all that remained was the two of youâlost in a whirlwind of pleasure, need, and an undeniable connection that had ignited between you.
You held her tightly, feeling her heartbeat beneath your hands, her breaths coming in shuddering gasps as you both rode the waves of your releases. In that moment, the weight of the world melted away, leaving only the two of you in your own private universe, a place where nothing else mattered but the blissful entanglement of your bodies.
But as you gently slipped out of Natasha and the haze of pleasure began to lift, her eyes glistened with an emotion that caught you off guard. A shadow of doubt crept across her features, her expression shifting from blissful surrender to uncertainty. She looked at the fogged window, her cheeks flushing with a mix of vulnerability and confusion. âWas⊠was I just a quick fuck to you?â The question slipped from her lips in a whisper, a tremor of vulnerability lacing her voice. She looked down, her cheeks flushed with embarrassment, the weight of her words heavy between you. âI mean⊠I know how you are with girls, and I canât help but feelââ
She hesitated, biting her lip as if to swallow the flood of insecurities threatening to spill out. Her gaze flickered to the side, avoiding your eyes, and you could see the fear in her expression. The last thing she wanted was to be another notch on your belt, a fleeting moment in the wake of your reputation for sleeping around and toying with girls who had dared to fall for your charm. The thought made her heart race, and she quickly added, âI thought maybe⊠maybe I meant more to you than that.â
Her voice wavered, each word wrapped in doubt, and the way her hands fidgeted in her lap betrayed just how deeply this fear cut. She needed reassurance, a confirmation that she was not just a passing fancy but something far more significant in your eyes. The innocence she had shown moments before was now tinged with trepidation, and it left you with an ache in your chest as you realised the impact your actions had on her, feeling your heart sink at her words.
Her eyes searched yours for reassurance, wide and vulnerable, and you could feel the weight of her uncertainty. âBut⊠you could have anyone you want,â she whispered, her voice trembling. âWhy would you choose me?â
âBecause I want you,â you replied, sincerity pouring from your words as you continued, âIâve liked you for a while now. I just didnât think I was deserving of someone as pure, beautiful, and smart as you.â
A sad smile tugged at her lips, tears shimmering in her eyes. âIâve liked you for years, you know,â she confessed, her voice trembling with emotion. âLike that time I first bumped into you and let go of that stupid telescope⊠I thought you were going to hate me for making you pay so much to reimburse the university.â
You let out a soft laugh, the moment turning bittersweet as the memory flooded back. âHonestly, I was frustrated at first, but I couldnât stay mad at you. You were just⊠so cute.â
A small smile broke through her tears, hesitantly blooming on her lips. âI donât want to be just⊠just a distraction for you.â
You chuckled softly, shaking your head. âNot even close. Youâre everything I didnât know I needed. Just being with you, hanging out with you, it feels right.â
Her smile grew a little, and you could see the flicker of hope in her eyes as she absorbed your words. âReally? You really mean that?â
âMore than anything,â you confirmed, your heart swelling with the connection building between you. âYouâre my choice, Natty. Always.â
Her cheeks flushed with a mix of embarrassment and delight, and you couldnât help but smile at her. âCan I⊠can I kiss you?â you asked gently, your voice barely above a whisper.
Natasha's breath hitched slightly at your words, her wide eyes reflecting the gravity of the moment. It struck her that, despite everything that had just happened between you, this kiss would mark a deeper connectionâone that transcended the physical.Â
That realisation settled between you, making the air feel charged and electric. You could see how much this meant to her, how special it was that your first kiss would be a shared moment of emotional intimacy and vulnerability. It wasn't just an act; it was an acknowledgment of the bond you were forming.
She nodded, a spark of hope lighting her eyes, and you leaned in slowly, your lips brushing against hers with a tender hesitation. The kiss was soft at first, a gentle exploration, but it quickly deepened as you both melted into it, the warmth of your earlier intimacy blossoming into something even more profound.
As your lips moved together, you felt the last remnants of doubt fade away, replaced by a connection that felt unbreakable. You pulled back, searching her gaze for any lingering uncertainty. âSee?â you murmured, your forehead resting against hers. âYouâre so much more to me than just a quick moment. You always have been.â
Natasha smiled softly, the tears in her eyes now replaced by something brighter, something hopeful. You knew that whatever lay ahead, this moment would always be the start of something deeper, something beautifully complicated that neither of you had anticipated.
#romugh's kt '24#romugh's nerd!natty#romugh's âïž#romugh slays#romugh writes#natasha romanoff#natasha romanoff reader#natasha romanoff x reader#black widow#natasha romanoff smut#nerd natasha#smutty natty :o#nerdy natty forever my love#bottom natasha romanoff#wlw smut#kinktober 2024#kinktober
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If Max didn't get taken and sorta just becomes a pet bully for Grace
#fluffytimearts#artists on tumblr#my artwork#my art#wheeze--#npmd fanart#starkid npmd#jagertitty#jagertity#max jagerman#grace chastity#grace chasity#npmd#grace chastity npmd#grace chastity fanart#nerdy prudes must die#max jagerman x grace chasity#max jagerman fanart#sketch#Was bored#my art 2024
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My first work for this year's @hatchetfield-bang !!
Companion piece to @ratsarecute4 's fic leaning over us in icy stars
Check it out!! the fic is a banger!!
#hatchetfield#hatchetfield big bang 2024#nerdy prudes must die#npmd#max jagerman#grace chasity#stephanie lauter#peter spankoffski#richie lipschitz#ruth fleming#starkid
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you know how sometimes you get some sort of platonic crush on someone? like, you're not attracted to them, nor do you want anything romantic with them, you just want to be noticed by them because they are cool. not in a "popular-kid-from-school" kinda way, just in a "i-want-them-to-acknoweldge me" kinda way?
yeah that's lestappen
#i finally figured out what the fuck was up with these mf#worst part is that they are both like this about each other#like max is a loser (affectionnate) who wants the cool popular kid (charles) to be friends with him#and charles is the popular kid who wants to be acknowledged by the cool nerdy kid#they are just really weird about it because they aren't kids in the playground anymore#lestappen#charles leclerc#max verstappen#f1#formula 1#dutch gp 2024
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A Very Boop Musical
Me and my Boop
A Very Boop Sequel
Boopship
Holy Musical Boopman
A Very Boop Senior Year
Boopted: The Untold Story of a Royal Boop
Boopi: A Parody
The Trail to Boop!
Boopbringer
The Guy Who Didnât Like Boops
Boop Friday
VHS Boop carols
Boop Time
Boop Time 2
Nerdy Prudes Must Boop
And of course
Cinderellaâs Boop
#boop#april fool's day#april fools 2024#april fools boops#starkid#team starkid#nerdy prudes must die#npmd#tgwdlm#the guy who didn't like musicals#hatchetfield#starkid black friday#nightmare time#pete spankoffski#starkid avpm#avpm#avps#avpsy#starkid firebringer#firebringer#twisted starkid#twisted: the untold story of a royal vizier#trail to oregon#starkid ani#ani a parody#me and my dick#starkid starship#holy musical b@man#starkid vhscc#vhs christmas carols
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#best musical world cup#2024 best musical world cup#musicals#broadway#musical theater#musical theatre#theater#theatre#polls#nerdy prudes must die#a strange loop
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đ¶ Nibbly wants his sacrifice đ¶
I was recognized by 13 people and got asked for pictures 7 times at Anime Milwaukee, aw yea.
#amke 2024#anime milwaukee#Anime Milwaukee 2024#starkid#nerdy prudes must die#nibbly#nibblenephim#nibbly npmd#hatchetfield#npmd cosplay#nibbly cosplay
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Gonna Spam Law's official Halloween art today cuz I can~
Happy Halloween đđ„°đŠâ⏠Law!
Thank Oda and Tokyo Tower
#Happy Halloween#happy halloween 2024#Traffy#trafalgar law official art#One Piece Law#Dr Heart Stealer#heart pirates!#dr sexy#Captain Pirate Doctor#my pirate king#snow leopard#Surgeon of Death#nerdy boyfriend material#trafalgar law one piece#Trafalgar Law#eiichiro oda#tokyo tower
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day 26 - unlucky
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Artober day 23, Max JĂ€german!
If you've haven't watched the Hatchetfield Musicals by Starkid, you should. They're all free to watch on YouTube, but goddamn, Nerdy Prudes Must Die takes it to a whole other level. Max JĂ€german is absolutely terrifying but also hilarious and Will Branner stole the show for me. And this song just really fucking hits goddamn, I wish I could've seen this live. I spent way more time on this than I thought I would whoops? Still before midnight though!
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"Dirty Dudes Must Die"
lil sketchy thing I made in aggie.io
#fluffytimearts#artists on tumblr#my artwork#my art#wheeze--#my art 2024#npmd#npmd fanart#grace chastity#grace chasity#grace chastity npmd#jagertitty#sketch#doodle#starkid npmd#nerdy prudes must die#nerdy prudes fanart#warning eyestrain#tw eye strain#tw eye contact#tw bright colors
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My contribution to the @hatchetfield-bang this year!
This art piece is for the fic From the Airlock of Your Heart by @anfroginous !
Also check out this amazing art piece by @drabbles-n-doodles , for the same fic!
#hatchetfield bang#hatchetfield bang 2024#from the airlock of your heart#ren from mars#creativity on mars#my art#art#nerdy prudes must die#starkid#hatchetfield
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breaking hearts for the fun and it's bloody
day 7 of @jagertittyshipweek: blood (i know it's not day 7 yet, i was just too excited to wait)
bloodless human version here:
#jagertitty week 2024#holy ghost#jagertity#grace chasity#max jagerman#nerdy prudes must die#npmd#holyghost#jagertitty#the variations on the ship names are killing me#blood tw#ive had this art idea for months i cannot believe i actually created and finished a personal art project#ive been trying to create fic and art for these freaks and i have been constantly working on them#because these freaks have besotted me mind heart and soul#i just have a chronic problem with finishing anything#i just counted and i have 25 screenshots of dirty girl on my laptop that i saved for reference#16 of them are the kneeling shots#my posts#my art#rosies art#making fic is especially hard bc a) i cant not overexplain and overdetail things#& b) they are both very psychologically unwell & sometimes reaching that can be like touching a hot stove in my mind esp w grace personally#but i love them. freaks.#i'll make a fic of them if it kills me. even if it's like 100 words. if i can learn to be succinct.
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a bit of older stdwolom for tonight⊠practicing magic is tiring work!! âš
#just in case THIS ISNT SHIP ARTTTT I WILL HIT U WITH ROCKS#i finished this while watching nerdy prudes must die. great juxtaposition here#tried something new with my lineart.. time cosnuming but its fun and i like how it looks!!!#robinâs art#billie bust up#2024 art#bbu billie#bbu lily#bbu lewis#stdwolom#i should make a tag for my future stdwolom pseudo-au thing(?) soon. i ljke themâŠ.#dunno what iâd call it. iâll get back to this later
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Are We Not Above This?
AN: a little late I know, but Iâve been busy & Iâm trying to keep up! This one is my first real attempt at writing all the lords in black, & Iâd love to write for them again! Hereâs day 18!
Wiggly... tolerated his brothers. They each had their own quirks that both endeared him, and got under his skin. They argue more often than not, but they agree when it really matters. Because at the end of the day, they all want the same thing: chaos and worship.
He liked to think of himself as patient. Being immortal leaves you with plenty of time in your hands, and he's learned to spend it wisely. But even his patience wanes in the presence of a younger singling.
"There you are!"
"What do you want?" he immediately asked upon hearing Tinky's voice. He only ever bothers him when he wants something.
"Well that's rude! Not even a hi or hello?" he fake pouted, taking a step closer. Wiggly sighed.
"Hello. What do you want?"
"No one wants to play with me!" he whined childishly.
"I certainly don't."
"Heeeey!"
"I'm sorry, but I have more important things to do than mess around with your toy box," he explained.
"Those are my toys, you guys can't play with them anyways!" Tinky sassed, crossing his arms for good measure. "I just want to play tag! Is that really too much to ask?"
"From us? Yes."
"No one cares about me!" he lamented, throwing an arm over his face.
"Shut up. Why don't you just go chase one of your toys through that maze of yours? You seem to like that," he suggested.
"Noooooo," Tinky whined, stomping a hoofed foot. "I want to be the one to run away! Can't you just play with me for a little bit?"
"No."
"Please?"
"No!"
"Tag-"
"Stop."
"You're it!"
"I mean it."
"Tag," he repeated, poking his arm once more. Wiggly shot him a glare and flinched away.
"I'm not playing!" he insisted, shoving his hand away. Tinky smirked, knowing his brother was starting to crack.
"Ta-"
"You have five seconds to run."
Tinky tensed up, almost taking off right then. "Really?"
"Four."
He wasted no more time and started running off into the void. He didn't know where he was running, or where he'd hide, but he was about to have some fun.
He didn't make it very far before he felt a tentacle wrap around his waist.
"Tag. You're it."
"Hehehey, noho fahahair! Tentacles ahare totally cheheating!"
"Sounds to me like you just aren't fast enough," Wiggly taunted smugly.
âNo, youâre just a cheater!â
âNo, this is cheating!â he wiggled a few tentacles beneath his clothes to wiggle and poke at bare skin. He squealed and twisted in his hold, dropping unceremoniously to the ground. He barely dodged another tentacle as he scrambled to his feet, yelling for back up.
âBlinky! Blinky, hehehelp mehehe!â he cried out as he ran for his life. Wiggly followed behind at a slower pace, knowing he would catch up eventually.
âWhatâs wrong? I thought you wanted to play,â Wiggly taunted as he closed the distance between them.
âI dohoho!â
Wiggly smirked and cocked his head. âThen why are you running away?â
âBecause youâre gonna get me!â
Wiggly couldnât help but chuckle. âHow right you are.â
He squealed and ran a little faster, but still not fast enough to actually get away.
âHelp, heâs gonna kill me!â
âAnd who do you thinkâs gonna help you? Nibbly? Heâs just as bad as you! And we both know Blinky and Pokey would be on my side anyways.â
âHey!â
âActually, heâs right,â Blinky spoke up, suddenly blocking the way. Tinky slid to a haunt before he ran into him.
âBlinky! Come on, you gotta help!â
âOh I plan to,â he said, lowering his sunglasses with a sweet smile. âYou said you wanted to play, right?â
âNoho wait!â Tinky panicked and shot his hands out, burying beneath his fluffy sleeves to scribble in his armpits.
âYou lihihittle shihihit! Wiggly, get hihihim already!â Blinky squealed and doubled over in his brotherâs arms.
Wiggly took his sweet time, watching in amusement as they both fought for the upper hand. âWhy would I do that, when I could have two victims for the price of one?â
Tinky had already accepted his giggly fate, but the look of shock on Blinkyâs face was priceless.
âI was trying to hehehelp you!â he cried out in betrayal as the tickly tentacles separated the pair, stretching out their arms to make it easier to get at their spots.
âThat was your mistake then, wasnât it?â he asked in a patronizing tone, not waiting for an answer before he struck.
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Pokey had been trying to rehearse when he was interrupted by the agitating, grating sound of his brothers. At first he tried to ignore them, but they only continued to get louder and louder, and now he could hear both Tinky and Blinky screaming for help.
âI swear,â he mumbled to himself as he stormed off to tell them to shut up. But he stopped in his tracks when he came upon the scene, a rare, fond smile gracing his lips.
âTentacles are cheating,â he spoke up, making his presence known.
âThahahatâs whahat I sahahaid!â Tinky yelled over the force of his laughter.
âHe was bored and wanted to play a game. I thought he needed help tiring out,â Wiggly explained. Pokey hummed in understanding, wandering over.
âHe usually does,â he agreed with a sly smile. âAnd I heard that revenge is a great way to relieve excess energy!â he added, chuckling at the way Wigglyâs jaw dropped.
âTraitor!â he gasped, ignoring Blinkyâs cry of, âTakes one to know one!â
Pokey was halfway done with pinning Wiggly to the floor when Nibbly rushed in, panting and out of breath. âAre you guys seriously having a tickle fight without me?â he dramatically yelled before throwing himself into the fray.
It had been far too long since they all had a good old fashioned tickle fight, but they all secretly vowed to make sure it would become a more frequent occurrence.
#tickletober#tickletober 2024#tinky#wiggly#blinky#pokey#nibbly#tânoy karaxis#tickle me wiggly#wiggog y'wrath#bliklotep#pokotho#nibblenephim#lords in black#lib#npmd#nerdy prudes must die#hatchetfield#hatchetverse#hatchetfield fic#hatchetfield tickle fic#ticklish!tinky#ticklish!blinky#ticklish!wiggly
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