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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#jin guangshan#mianmian#The secret meaning behind one of the jin members scuttling off is:#I couldn't make three people work out in the remaining panels and per my rule of '3 attempts and take a different approach' he had to go.#Sometimes there are meaningful reasons why something happens in the background. And sometimes it is like this.#Let's just say he saw what was about to happen and got out of there before mianmian started throwing hands.#Okay no more delay. The sheer boldness to call WWX a killer in a room full of people who wear their war body count as a badge...#It's about hypocrisy yes - but it is also about how the narrative shifts on the same action depending on the frame.#Because at the end of the day...the blood on our hands is still blood on our hands.#Both the deaths on the battlefield and the deaths of the Jin's abusing the Wen remnants are still deaths caused by another.#They are also deaths that - depending who holds the frame - are noble acts to protect others.#But it isn't supposed to be about who was right and who was wrong.#It is about the need to be seen as the victim to avoid culpability.#Because if you aren't responsible you don't have to be held accountable. You don't have to grow or change.#If someone takes all the blame then there is no need to reflect on your own faults.#We have to protect our fragile ego from the mirror lest it shatter and we have to remake it anew.#Horrifically enough...even if WWX spared the Jin guards or even never ran into Wen Qing#He wouldn't have been able to escape being the scapegoat. He downfall was set into motion a long time ago.#My goodness...What a deliciously tragic story Wei Wuxian's first life was.
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Sorry, most likely my memory being poor, but I thought Malleus' mom (don't know how to spell her name and too lazy to check how to spell it) was already an adult when Lilia ""proposed""?? Like I was always under the assumption that it was like a one-sided child crush on somebody completely out of your league you tend to have as a kid 💀
I don't think they say how old she was? although it's entirely possible I just misunderstood; my Japanese is...shaky. :') the actual line is "幼い頃に私に求婚したのは偽りか?", which I read as "isn't it true that you proposed to me as a kid?", and took as her being older than him, but not necessarily an adult (like, I was thinking of Lilia as being not quite a preteen and Mel being preteen/young teen). although I don't know if there's a connotation or something I'm missing that implies a bigger age gap, if that makes sense!
(and of course, I might also just be forgetting some other line -- if someone else knows, then please correct me! I need to know which headcanons need adjusting 👀)
BUT YEAH in a canon-y sense, Malleus is 178 and around the third-years developmentally. which makes me think that even though dragons have a way longer lifespan, they go through childhood at about the same rate as most fae (or at least the kind that Lilia is) and just kinda...slow waaaaay down once they hit adulthood. so it makes sense in my brain that he and Meleanor could've basically grown up together!
...it makes it angstier that way, anyway. :)
#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 part 5 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 part 5 spoilers#this week on ego thinks way too much about diasomnia#(what do you mean you're not supposed to overanalyze the chronology)#but yeah mel was completely out of his league regardless#she was out of literally everyone's league#though seriously i think i just...narratively want them to be more equals?#because a big chunk of lilia's Issues were (and let's be real. are.) based on internalizing that he doesn't deserve love#and that he doesn't deserve to be around the people he loves#while mel is over here going 'you stupid idiot. you absolute fool. i'm going to go die for you out of spite'#(i do think lilia never realized she died to save him too and not just malleus) (but we digress)#i think it's a bit more satisfying if there isn't a big gap between them like that#(same for raverne) (assuming we ever get to learn ANYTHING about him) (please twst just a few more breadcrumbs i'm begging you...)#but ah well. the angst is delicious either way >:)#please definitely let me know if i misunderstood though! i need the character trauma to be Correctly Devastating. >:)
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Macaque my beloved
More drawings n stuff under cut cause it’s getting a lil 2 longgg😌😎😎
Silly goofy idea that 6EM & SWK genderswap sumtimes 2 have a “girls night out” (named by SWK) 4 funsies (they r the entire gender spectrum & I won’t b taking any criticisms)
Sketches cause I like them:
Also the fit’s r from Lego Monkie Kid S2 E7: Shadow Play, & Taylor Swift’s Era tour, specifically Midnights I think (one of my besties is a Swiftie & the 2nd I saw it I was like “that’s so 6EM-core”)
#tetris draws skrunklies#lmk#lego monkie kid#lmk six eared macaque#lmk sun wukong#shadowpeach#lmk shadowpeach#the eras tour#should I even tag that??#idk I’m doing it n e ways💀💀#no 1 bring up 6EM’s hands#my fragile ego can’t handle it💔💔#u don’t understand how much I luv oblivious 6EM#& flustered SWK#I need 2 draw more of it immediately
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ep 43 had me tearing up in a fucking shopping centre ‼️‼️
b+w alt version that I truly couldn't decide if I liked it more . Also I included a lot of thoughts in the tags but they're somewhat incoherent<3
#i dont know what i expected but i was waiting for a friend and too excited to wait until later#malevolent podcast#john doe#john doe malevolent#john malevolent#malevolent fanart#grimm art#ep 43#ep 43 left me with a lot of thoughts ... i didnt quite like how much of a recap it felt like at times but that might#be because ive been relistening and like yeah everyone knows that john 🙄 but that's not the case for everyone and with monthly uploads#things get forgotten easily#i find the discussion of “humanity” so interesting because John has shown that without someone that he has forcibly grown to value as an#equal... something he cannot do as the king of yellow as he is superior to all of his realm and presumably stays out of other elder god's#anyway. without that equality and enviroment to grow he fails to reach his goal of compassion and falls onto old ways.#John. The King in Yellow. shown by both times each has found themselves in human form do not just crave power and influence!!!#THEY CRAVE COMMUNITY!!! an endrich being not born or raised with nothing but power and ego#CRAVES COMMUNITY.#His goal of “humanity” is not a selfless goal like John projects - it is ultimately somewhat selfish as he does not want to be alone!!#which makes this desire so much more human#i don't know maybe this is just me spelling out whats already there but the way john and the witch argued about humanity frustrated me#it felt like they were missing the point or that perhaps the “good/evil” “black/white” retoric was already realised by me and john needed#realise it himself . which is fair !!!#i dont know!!!!#the witch was talking about how bad everyone was and how humanity is cruel and john was talking about Lily (#who also frustrates me how shes used in the plot somewhat she was literally just a nurse doing her job bro#) but to John - yes internally he is struggling with his moral greyness and im so proud of him for growing being himself SO PROUD#JUST.!!! he wants community. he needs community. he loves his friend. 'humanity' at its core does not matter as long as you try to be bette#and i think thats awesome and i really enjoyed the episode#guhh im rambling enjoy my tag rambling i dont know i want john to have more friends :(#yorrick can be another friend godd i love you yorrick so silly
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I am just hanging out and being regular.
#If nobody else has my back... designing wardrobes for my OCs will#terribyte#my ocs#beebfreeb art tag#I wish I was better at describing and summarizing my stories but also like#These characters are not where the camera is pointing if that makes any sense.#So it's whatever.#Also. These characters are Gavin and Arthur IDR if I said their names at any point.#Sorry about the self-identity obliterating ego death Gavin I love you <3#I think I'm startingn to actually get over being sick yayyy Finally.#Soon I will return to the website mines (started on code overhaul to make my site mobile friendly)#(also I have like 50 more assets to draw on the No Pickles page)#(And intermission 2 on DIDL which I put on hold until mobile friendly update is done)#(but i2 just needs finished illustrations teehee)
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I miss your gerald art. Best angry pumpkin ever!
(ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧
Its been SO LONG.
#gerald the pumpkin#antisepticeye#dark youtubers#jacksepticeye#jacksepticeye egos#birb art#god i need to draw more#so much has changed
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I still feel like the craziest part of the book of bill is bill making ford stand on his roof in the freezing cold and ford realizing bill couldve made him jump but didn't. like. what the fuck
#text#billford#Idk why that sticks in my brain so much just. man#and the detail of bill setting up the inside of the house to be all warm and welcoming is just#man#he also threatens to walk into the lake when he tries to call stan like bill this isnt gonna make him want to take you back#just imagine what it'd be like to realize the interdimensional creature obsessed with you can make you end your own life#its so fucked up#no wonder ford got so paranoid i would be too#he was so ego driven at the time that the loss of autonomy and control would be even more terrifying#he thinks he can only rely on himself and yet that sense of self is being distorted and repossessed by another#i have so many thoughts about them i need to write into fanfic
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Careful not to break us, Spamton, when you're dragging us around. Thank you (tho it is fun getting to go on 'walks' with you, lol).
#Need i remind you that he has slammed his fist into the screen (2) times#it is shattered/cracked.#he can read it but not as well as he'd be able to if it wasnt.#he is past the point of trying to keep it in good condition#plus i mean. dent in the left side (your right)#this things busted to hell and back but he doesn’t drag it a whole lot actually it was more metaphorical when he said it last time#[you've got mail!]#spamton#spamton g spamton#deltarune#deltarune spamton#deltarune chapter 2#i hope im able to do three today that’d be soooo cool…….#100th ask is his busted ego showing lmao. unintentional.
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Till's piece from the event is a very honest depiction, but I want to examine it in more detail since it looks so interesting.
For one, I find the headpiece confusing, I was hesitant on this point in the last post I made covering this I assumed the headpiece Till is wearing (separate from the headphones) was this device.
There isn't even a name for that device, but it's been theorized that it serves a similar function have the collars pet humans have, but affects the pet humans in some way.
I believe it's a behavioral management device since there is an emphasis on the brain when it's shown. And just based on the design itself. I think the purpose of it is similar to a shock collar.
Till in this environment looks familiar, he has that focused expression that he always has when he's writing music, like he's in a daze. Since this is a practice in a controlled environment I think he might actually be handling an instrument this time around (hence the headphones). Till has a natural passion for music, the environment of Anakt Garden also appears more calm than what he goes through with Urak so he looks very much in his element.
But despite how calm, and focused he looks outwardly, his collar shows orange.
Till is giving with his expressions even around the aliens, so if he was feeling bad (I would suspect as much seeing the fresh experiment patches..) I believe it would look more obvious, but the difference threw me off a bit. I could be reaching (definitely) But given how unruly his behavior can be, and how much effort the aliens are putting into finding ways to subdue him I think they used that device to mellow him out so that they could properly monitor him.
The collar being orange gives me the impression that he's not as calm as he looks but the headpiece is keeping him in a 'sedated' state(?)
Red - Condition in the negatives, energy depleted, feeling bad. overall horrible state.
Orange, yellow - to a lesser extent, more like if you're feeling skittish, nervous, (think of this mode as feeling under the weather)
Green - Good, calm, happy, normal and a healthy mode.
(Translation by kh47uo on Twitter)
This behavior could also show desensitization, as he had likely been conditioned to not be phased nor show weakness in front of the aliens even if he feels bad, a way of tolerating. But this is just me trying to make sense of whatever that head gear was... he could've also been sedated beforehand (banging my head against the concrete)
Also interesting to me that we weren't shown Till doing other things, like dancing, or singing. I think it's a testament to Anakt's (And Urak's) priorities as they have Till build on his music skills, his strongest skill. It's probably because that's all he has to offer is his music (His grades in every other subject are a mess.). So building that to its greatest potential before anything is important. But it's a reminder of the situation, he's not so intense about his craft because of his inclination to it. He doesn't make music simply because he likes it, he does it because it's what he has to do to survive. Despite doing what he is naturally driven to do, he looks like he has had his life drained out of him.
Urak (the bastard) knows that for sure. Appearances, and 'decent' skills can get you far but overwhelming passion and skill can put you farther above all the rest, it's exactly why Luka is the best in his league, and why Urak pushes Till to his limits to surpass that even with such destructive means.
#overanalyzing this under a microscope for science#yes this is a smelly brainvomit i really just want to yap because i love this piece#probably one of my favorites#im gonna kill urak im gonna kill urak im gonna kill#explodes#i think i went a little off track here but i found a lot to say about this piece#this whole event looked like what the aliens find flaws in their pet humans/ need to perfect#like Ivan. above all things he needed to get his appearance corrected for the stage#things like that#it's probably very mundane to the aliens#to me it looks like medieval torture#average day of kindergarten in alien stage:#im getting tears on my keyboard#alien stage#alnst#alien stage till#alnst till#i think they probably zooted him out like usual if the head piece is there for nothing in specific#i know its something to do with experiments though the wires are tell tale#whyre the aliens taking so much fucking blood#ill become a doctor to solve this mystery#something something heperu and urak are going to drive their pets ballistic the more they treat them like soldiers that can take anything#in the name of 'improvement' more like 'win my silly ego game my little barbie doll'#THEY WERE ALL JUST KIDS DAMN#FUCK#slams my head on the pavement agai
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Official translation of chp 248 is out, and with it better quality panels.
Nomura-san (the mangaka) tweeted about being happy to draw Chigiri's sister again, as well as the Kunigami sisters. Going off another tweet about the LNs from one of the BL promo accounts, the cat is likely intended to be the one from Chigiri's LN 🐈⬛
now, sign my petition for Chigiri-nee-san and the Kunigami girls to meet at the U20 World cup
The official translation for Kunigami's panel is pretty close to what PO2 scans went with. He's described as a catalyst though, versus PO2's someone "designed to raise the level of the other unpolished gems". While the wording is more vague, we can still interpret this to mean Kunigami's acting on Ego's orders rather than participating willingly in the NEL. His purpose isn't to secure a high bid for his own sake—it's to have an effect on others. 🥲
Lastly, there's something inherently funny (and ironic) about Kaiser's insult. Pot, meet kettle.
#shidou's vulgar sure but kaiser says “fuck” more than any other character in the official translations#whereas i can't remember shidou ever swearing?#(not that he needs to. boy's a hazard no matter the vocab)#blue lock#bllk#blue lock manga#bllk manga#bllk chp 248#blue lock spoilers#blue lock manga spoilers#kunigami rensuke#ego jinpachi#michael kaiser#shidou ryusei
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People findinging out that antisemitism does, in fact, victimize people
#jumblr#jewish politics#antisemitism tw#nothing is more instantly frustrating than the 'jews just want to victimize themselves!' thing#yes actually. bigotry victimizes people. that's why it's called bigotry#honestly this is just me venting about this because i see this way too much#it's even more confusing how much i see it from 'leftists'. you sound worse than my conservative family#it's less that leftism is a set of principles to some but rather that it is an ego-boost i think#it's the aethetic of being a Good Moral Person without any of the work#you won't have to make any uncomfortable reckonings with your own pitfalls#you don't need to worry about what Actual Inclusion looks like because that's not the appeal of leftism#the appeal of leftism is how it props you up#i think in this case this is less a horseshoe theory moment rather it's just that people just...#don't care about the principles they say they have adopted because aethetics are a very attractive set of values#and the people who are hurt most by this is everyone else. it's the jews who won't make a stop in entire cities because they are unsafe#also to make this emphatically clear: antisemitism victimizes people (primarily jews)#this does NOT mean that i am saying someone is like... essentially a victim or they are Cursed or whatever else#recognizing that someone can be victimizes doesn't mean that someone is by character/nature a victim
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I am once again gently but firmly suggesting they give this man the teeth and eyes he deserves
#'i don't want to fix him i want to make him worse' .jpeg asdakj#manga edit#dbtag#getting refs for stuff and just. man. it's so close to Absolutely Feral and I need it to take one more step#please toya i'm begging you politely#i just really like ego reflecting Beerus and also monkee#he's already crazy in ego mode let him be cuhrAyzee#the colors look very different on this monitor akdjaklj
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"You're running on your own, and that makes you slow."
#bakuage sentai boonboomger#boonboomger#super sentai#charge team captain madrex#madrex#mad rex#modification captain cannonborg#cannonborg#umbrella.gifs#userdramas#tokuedit#please do not repost#umbrella.edits#umbrella.posts#their chemistry...#to be fair cannonborg's job was mainly in modification and overseeing modifications and how best to modify under the circumstances#madrex is a team captain keyword team but that's not to say that cannonborg's inability to work with others is a plus#while it may be at hq when he's on the field he should make modifications for the situation that being he's overseeing a team and#is responsible for them and should be standing by them to create a more efficient play but his ego keeps him from doing so bc he thinks he'#perfect as is and doesn't need to change himself in any way which is very interesting considering how quick he is to want to modify others#i don't think the hits at him toward his ego helped in any way either but made him even less likely to help his team personally and really#the hashiliens are so disorganized and selfish that it's no wonder they can't fight solo and win tbh
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Yknow a lot of aus (school aus specifically) portray Morro as some kind of rebel kid who doesn’t give a shit
…forgetting that Morro couldn’t possibly give more shits than he gives, he gives that that much of a shit. Guys Morro was a try hard he tried so hard he fucking died.
All I’m saying is that your high school Morro would only be in detention because he punched a teacher that scored him 97% on a test.
He’s that kid wants to be class President and is wildly jealous that someone else got picked instead of him. He’d have no friends because he’s too busy corrected them and acting like he’s better than them.
Morro is a try hard, a cool kid wannabe, and mayhaps a smug little shit as a treat.
#I’m probably guilty of forgetting this too#but today I say#that fandom kinda forgets who Morro is#we all have a generalised emo angsty character in our minds#and we project it onto morro just because of he’s an evil foil#and we forget that his character isn’t just resident grump#idk we need more morro content where hes got such an ego complex#ninjago#ninjago morro
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You know. The thought occurs to me. That the reason Junko didn't just give the whole cast of DR2 their memories back. Is because it was never about them. And it was never about Junko actually coming back in their bodies.
Not for her.
It was literally all about screwing with Makoto.
Because all Junko had to do to get out was give them their memories back and tell them the plan, and most of them (if not all) would have willingly died to bring her back. That's why they were there in the first place - to bring her back. And we know Junko could have given them those memories at any point because she gave Mikan her memories back.
She just didn't.
Because it was significantly more entertaining to put on a show of the cast killing each other and sending it to Makoto and just, Hey, you know those people you were trying to save? Hey, GUESS WHAT.
Junko said, Hey, Makoto, you want another opportunity to beat me at a game where I could literally win easily - more easily than last time! I just don't have to do ANY OF THE THINGS I HAVE BEEN DOING, but you know what, I just want to screw with you and show you that your hope SUCKS. Oh, and also, can you bring Kyoko and Byakuya and then kill me again, I'd like to die again, please, I did not get enough sweet despair of death last time, you gonna come save these dweebs or what?
This didn't even have to be a game! This was not hard! Junko made it harder! To screw with Makoto! Because she doesn't actually care about winning! And she doesn't actually want to be back in the real world again, Izuru. The real world sucks, and she's tired of it! Just let her die already!
That's why it's very clear that Junko is waiting for Makoto. It's very clear - from her - that the Remnants aren't the main cast. Makoto is. The survivors are. It was never - for her - about getting back out into the main world.
It's literally just about screwing with Makoto. (And maybe getting him stuck for all of eternity in a virtual world with her. Maybe. That'd be fun, right, Makoto. Right, bestie. Right??)
#musings#danganronpa#dr2#junko enoshima#alter ego junko#makoto naegi#junko it wasn't even a game to lose#it wasn't even hard#you made this so much more needlessly complicated than it needed to be#-groans-
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How would Alejandro react to Assistant Noah complimenting the charmer for manipulating Sierra WITHOUT flirting with her + for tricking Sierra into embarrassing his boss (Chris Mclean)? 😎
Well. If Noah's complimenting Alejandro for his sabotage of Sierra in New York, the first thing he'd try to do is deny it entirely.
Despite being proud of his skills in manipulation, a lot of Alejandro's gameplan rides on him being seen as genuine and trustworthy by those around him - straight up admitting that he tricked Sierra into falling out of Chris' good graces would be a blow to the manifacutred image of a chivalrous and good-spirited Alejandro, which is what he presents himself in the early competition.
He does something along these lines to Heather when she calls him out for exactly this in the episode. Though, it's less outright denial and moreso redirection of her attention... via flirting... Speaking of Heather, the only reason Alejandro is fine with her suspicion/antagonism is because he knows that no one else is going to listen to her. If anything, Heather's "dislike" of him lends credence to his act - since any enemy of Heather's is automatically a friend of pretty much the rest of the cast.
Of course, Noah would see straight through the paper-thin lies, because he's got the same perspective as the audience (that is to say, he's got a third party perspective of the competiton and can easily recognise Alejandro as the season's main "villain", plus he's seen the confessionals) and, in all likelihood, had a hand in casting Alejandro in the first place to be the antagonist; of course he knows Alejandro's true colours.
So Alejandro would be met with a conflict of interests here; on the one hand, he's been given the perfect oppertunity to build a rapport with Chris' personal assistant, potentially ensuring himself some insider help for the competition at hand and - if he plays his cards right - knowledge and blackmail material on his competitors.
On the other hand, he'd have to drop his act to do so, which could be disasterous should any of his other castmates see and/or overhear.
Plus, Noah specifying that he's impressed that Alejandro can manipulate people without flirting would be a point of contention between the two, or at least a percieved jab at Alejandro. He's a very capable and very prideful person by nature, and Noah implying that he had previously assumed Alejandro only knew how to exploit people via seduction/flirting would absolutely be taken as an insult, even if it wasn't meant to be.
Though I doubt Alejandro would put two and two together in this instance and realise that it's just a round-about way of Noah asking him if all of the flirting he'd done towards Noah himself was an attempt at manipulation or not.
Personally I see this whole scenario being a poorly worded olive branch on Noah's part which Alejandro unintentionally snubs, thus cementing Noah's initial "dislike" and distrust of Alejandro.
As a result, Alejandro would fail to react at all, too overcome with indecision to reply in time before Noah's interest/investment in the conversation wavers and he walks away. Leaving Alejandro to stand there dumbly, wondering how Noah could so easily pick up on his schemes when everyone else (sans Heather) is clueless.
#At first I was a little confused as to why you felt the need to specify “without flirting” but upon rewatching the season... Yeah. I get it.#A solid portion of Alejandro's early game manipulation really was just that. Luckily he gets a little more creative as the season goes on.#In this scenario I'd imagine Noah is more invested in/impressed by the “embarassing Chris” aspect of Alejandro's scheme.#But Alejandro himself is too caught up in the percieved slight against him to acknowledge that Noah's genuinely trying to be friendly.#Unstoppable Force (Alejandro's flimsy ego) vs Immovable Object (Noah's alexithymia)#total drama#alenoah#assistant noah au#others' ideas#💡 anon#replies
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