#NOW I BLESS US BOTH-
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id probably have more success as an elden ring/fromsoft artist but alas, my heart still belongs to the legend of zeldas most unpopular villain, oh well..
chapter 2 rough draft is approaching 70 pages, im confident i can start painting it this week :3
#ganondoodles talks#zelda#its both a blessing and a curse to be like what feels like the only one who genuinely cares/draws demise lol#like if it was at least ganondorf!! he has multiple games and is pretty easily recognized#anyway .. i wanted to get the rough draft done today but the weekend just has fewer hours than the work week#so .... if i can get it done this week i might be able to start painting#if painting works that is#so if i can make that happen at least it wasnt a FULL year since i started to work on chapter 2#haha ... jesus christ its really been that long#i feel like i could really use one of those openly asking for motivation posts but i have done that one too many times i feel like#they have a limit how many times you can use it and i think i realized that too late so now im just#man i sure feel like shit but thats no ones fault but mine so i shouldnt be bothering anyone#nhdkgjvndfkjgndfjk
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Who wants to bet that Anders was planned to be in that post-credit's Executor cutscene montage but they changed it to Bartrand when they realized it would go over real badly with everyone?
#clarification: 'go over way worse than it already is now lmao'#you're telling me that everyone from Loghain/Corypheous/Bartrand/Magisters Sidereal were all 'guided' or some shit#and not anders?!!!#someone had probably realized that it'd look real bad to imply that Anders only acted because of the guidance of some shadow Illuminati#that he only blew up the chantry because some snake man whispered in his ear and went HISS HISS HISSSSSS BLOW UP THE CHANTRY BITCH HISS#and not because the building was representative of the system that had systematically allowed mages to be abused for literal ages!!!#HE REMOVED THE CHANCE OF COMPROMISE BECAUSE THERE WAS NONE#they taught the people to fear mages and justified it with faith#a faith abused/omitted/adapted to suit their own narrative#they then gave those people they taught to fear weapons and told them to protect/enforce the chantry's doctrine#they looked the other way at abuse because to confront it head on would shake the foundation of the system their authority was built upon#to ensure they were loyal/efficient they made the templars dependent on lyrium at the cost of their own mental/physical health#no matter how many good mages and templars there were - the chantry had both groups on a leash and would never have allowed them to change#whatever you think about anders as a character - he wasn't wrong in telling us that the chantry was at the heart of the problem#bless whoever kept anders away from this mess lmao#i love you Anders <3#the only character in all of DA to have agency apparently!!!!#fuck the executors#datv spoilers#datv critical#bioware critical#veilguard critical
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i wonder if wemmbu having his armor durability and potion duration mod installed can be interpreted as him being more combat ready than the other unstablers. hes used to combat he knows war and violence better than he does peace. always aware of the state of his armor and the time left on his potion effects so that he can repair or restock at a moments notice. idk
#unstable universe#i was gonna talk about everyone but only wemmbu has mods for this as far as im aware#i realized that spoke doesnt even have the potion effect icon in the corner like Is he just unaware Please#beneficial for wemmbu And viwers both bc he doesnt havr to open inventory for a millisecond. info easilyaccessible to him And us. god bless#or is it like spoke and parrot are more 'immersed' in the lore so to speak. uhm how to put it#epic lore versus bank robber simulator right No i dont know . this is all so nothingburger#with minimal modding youre more fully within the Game and you have to play by its rules#gui mods arent a cheat by any means but they offer you some advantage over others and the game to an extent#which could represent how wemmbu Needs to have an advantage over others. he doesnt 'play fair'. I Dont Know#spoke and parrot if you had gui mods maybe that woudlve saved you idk#sorry about yapping in tags its easier than in the main text#update i forgot that spoke is just slightly zoomed in at all times . somethig something tunnel vision No sorry i look stupid now bc i forgt#talking
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I'd love to be able to help contain some of this unconditional love of yours, the problem is I'm already overflowing with so much love of my own that I wanna give people 😭 HELP
Oh noooo guess we’ll just have to help each other carry our burdens and support each other through it to the point that all the love surrounds us instead of weighing on us so tragic😔 can’t believe it’s the only solution😔❤️
#asks#*heals the love inside of you until it’s liberating rather than burdensome*#sorry#the love will find a place to go anon i PROMISE#for both of us😤❤️#so keep holding it and nurturing it for now you’ll find it’s place soon <3#sorry i love this ask i love the concept i love thinking about where love has to go#i love how love is a burden and a blessing and beautiful and horrible and there’s too much and never enough and ahhhhhh#sorry im in a mood today#❤️ <- here some of my love to take the place of yours i promise it’s light like a lil piece of sunshine
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the fool 🤝 jin guangyao being easily the most dynamic and compelling characters in their respective canons, likely for reasons that were substantially if not entirely unintentional on the part of their respective authors
#this thought brought to u by a conversation i had earlier today with confusion-and-more about all the different reasons jgy compels us#and remembering exactly how i felt when i first developed beloved brainrot back in the late 90s/early 00s#did robin hobb intend to write such an iconic queer deuteragonist when she first wrote assassin's apprentice?#just based on the panels i've attended while listening to her talk (and she is a very thoughtful and engaging speaker)#i truthfully don't think so since iirc she didn't intend for the fool to become as integral to the six duchies novels as he became#now try to imagine the six duchies books without him as the fulcrum that balances the weight of the whole narrative#now try to imagine mdzs without jin guangyao and his capacity for tremendous visionary change and also his darkness#also quick note don't read this post and think i'm trying to assert that they're similar characters because i am not#beyond the fact that i do not think that what makes them both so compelling to me#is what either author had in mind (at least consciously) while writing them#that said i'm so glad that they did. bless u robin bless u mxtx#thank you for the gift of the fool and jin guangyao#i don't think i'll ever get over the terminal case of brainrot i have about both of them and i'm fine with that#the fool#jin guangyao#he did crimes??? good for him 😌
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Crossing my fingers that there's a chance we could get Telomeres, Euclid, Descending, Gods, or The Apparition on the set list at some point this year.
Like I know that hearing those live might be too much of an earth-shattering mass hysteria risk, but pls just give em some love on stage at least once then I'll shut up about it
Additional thoughts (and/or hot takes, idk the general opinion on some of these yet lol):
If they play Euclid I think it's a good thing I can't see them live: my mortal body would instantly sublimate and my soul would get shot through the atmosphere and splat face-first in front of the gates of Heaven. Mind you, I'd still be shitting crying throwing up viewing it through a screen but at least I can mentally degrade in the comfort of my own home. (<- least dramatic Euclid enjoyer)
Descending seems to have mixed opinions but she's my babygirl and I would die for her. Also most unlikely to get played live tbh considering it's mostly V with an electronic track, and idk how he could switch registers that quickly or how he would perform the pre-chorus (probably head voice but idk). A girl(??) can dream tho
I'm not a huge fan of the studio vocals on Gods* but I think with Vess having a better technique now and IV as support it would sound so fucking cool. Especially Ivy!!! I wanna hear more of him I am in LOVE with his scream <33333333
*It sounds like he hadn't quite got down a healthy, sustainable scream technique yet compared to short bursts on other songs. And it might just be me but the production sounds like a mid-range gaming headset — as in, it sounds like the mic was peaking or they added a lot more distortion in production. Peace and love Vessel, you sound so fucking good in Vore I would love to hear THAT vocal technique on Gods my little feral rage kitten <3
#my sweet eepie boys when will you bless us with live recordings#i need v's show off vocal runs and ii's improv bits in crystal clear hd audio right now#<- both the alterations he made on some earlier songs + the summoning solo from drumeo got me kickin my little feeties for him#elkk.txt#sleep token
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Possession & Indoctrination
╳┆Possession Link is a magic somewhat similar to Sensory Link. It is a dark magic often used to manipulate and control its target. Unlike Sensory Link, the spell only affects one person at a time—the receiver. It can isolate and strengthen a specific group of emotions of the user's choice. It can also be used pseudo-telepathically, disguising the user's voice and allowing them to be heard only by the receiver.
The link feeds off of its host's magic energy, meaning the user does not need to constantly expend magic to sustain the link.
╳┆Initially, Ultear’s Possession Link amplified Jellal’s preexisting emotions of hatred, anger, and helplessness. This influx of raw emotion allowed him to access his magic energy for the first time. At the same time, he began to hear the “Ghost of Zeref” promising him true freedom in the form of Heaven.
Jellal opened himself up to the Possession Link, which strengthened its initial effects. Hatred manifest coupled with a magic that severely lowered any remaining inhibitions resulted in a radical shift in both personality and morality. From there, Jellal carried out what he believed to be Zeref’s will by sending Erza away, trapping & manipulating the others, and spending the next eight years completing the R-System.
The Possession Link remained mostly dormant after its initial conception, only serving to stoke those same feelings of resentment and obsession that would keep him focused on the tower’s construction. If ever his mind should stray, if ever he should doubt his “divine mission”, the voice of “Zeref” would whisper to him again, coaching him to continue and promising that Heaven awaited himself and his “friends”. The link served as a tool to keep him focused & reinforce indoctrination, but it did not have omnipotent control over his actions.
When Wendy pulled Jellal from his comatose state, the Possession Link was severed. Those emotions that completely engrossed him for so long were still present, but they weren’t anywhere near as intense. They were manageable.
#headcanon#inspired by my conversation with Kaat & Quinn last night#woke up still thinking about this#I used to really lean into the horror of lost autonomy - which I think really resonated with me at that point in time#but now I’m exploring the other facet of his character - the cult indoctrination & how he fully bought into the idea of a false heaven#both aspects of this are important in regards to my portrayal & interpretation of his character#but anyway - figured I’d elaborate on my thoughts since they have shifted a bit since I was (checks notes) 18#possession link is just what I’ve been calling it - I don’t know if there is an official name for the magic that Ultear used#don't know if there were set rules either but hey. we like to have fun here.#anyone who wants to use Possession Link has my full blessing#I may edit this later but I feel like I'd rather just drabble some of this#need to do something with my hc banner. oh well. another day.#my image quality always lessens as soon as I drop a pic here.#indoctrination tw#manipulation tw
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(idk if anyone wants to keep hearing my opinions on totk book stuff but-)
apparently it says that rauru DID have kids, multiple even, which yeah... is kinda necessary for zelda to even be connected to them so much so that sonia can SENSE a blood connection (which, even with all the excuses with magic, is just a little too far for me to suspend my disbelief bc its over, OVER, ten thousand years worth of generations that seperate her from them that one lil touch of the hand can sense that (feels more like an attempt to make you care about them or .. see them as zeldas "better" parents just bc they exchange a few nice words, i never got the feeling they were 'better' parents and its also kinda disrespectful to her actual parents, like sure rhoam wasnt the best but i wouldnt call rauru better just bc he was polite)- i could see maybe the light power of hylia or sth but since its the coolest dude that ever lived rauru now that had it which still doesnt make sense and makes me unreasonably annoyed and she can sense BOTH of their powers in her? nah) the fact theres NOTHING about them in the game itself is just so ... no way they planned any of this
i dont think theres anything they can do or say that wont make be believe they either
are making it up alla 'fix it in post' mentality trying to hastily explain stuff the game never bothers to do to try and appease fans or let it appear as if they thought about it at all
something went really REALLY wrong during development, which kinda seems likely given how the game turned out (im sorry i cannot let go, its not just the writing, the game design too and how little was changed in the map while being so damn expensive, i dont know how people dont feel scammed q_q)
given that they (allegedly) spent the last entire year of development on polish (where??? where????? huh??? like it would make it more understandable (EXCEPT for the price) if there was alot of trouble, which was also bc it got delayed and ... turned out like this, but they dont want to say it, especially given their reputation, with that quote i have heard way too many times 'a delayed game blah blah') i just??
are they just gonna go and do it like they did with kashiwa (kass)? "they uuuh where flying around the whole time ony cool sonau tech maschines, you just dont see or hear from them ooooorrr they were uuuuh out of the country at the time" (sending invitations to other continents to join their glorious kingdom ;) )
(bet they are also gonna say they did all the stuff like ... moving the shrines around (lol?) and lifting the islands up into the sky- which is still weird bc ... didnt they also say they were living in the sky before coming to the surface?? so where?? did they park all their islands on the surface and the mystery kids had the keys so they had to repark them back into the sky after they returned off camera?? xD also why are the islands so different as an environment if they where from the surface? like even the STONE up there is different- and if they were first in the sky then on the surface and the nback in the sky .. why is there not a single yellow tree or grass in the past- you cant really argue that it changed bc they were up there so long bc .. nothing else changed, the suddendly and totally always there sonau buildings are largely in prime condition, only some slightly moldy, and what we see of the glorious past looks barely any different from the present, aside from like ... some standard trees shuffled, no castle yet and that glowy uwu filter DESPITE that stupidly long time frame between it)
#ganondoodles talks#zelda#ganondoodles rants#idk if others feel like that too but i cant shake the feeling there was something that either went horribly wrong during development-#-or the entire thing was neglected the whole time which is why its so .. i hesitate to even call it bare bones#...which is WILD given that its the supposed sequel to their best seeling zela game#like wtf where you doing#i get that the pressure can be immense but imo it wasnt that hard to make a sequel to thats better than totk#like i think it was harder to make totk like it is NOW bc it scraps and throws away so many things you could have easily used-#-as sequel material#its all so weird to me#my tin foil hat theory is still that they saw the success of the mario movie and immediately shifted everything to make more movies#bc it made so much money#and a movie is easier to make than a good game#so totk or botw2 at the time got the short end of the stick#which is why everything feels like .. so ... bare bones .. untested .. unfinished .. non sensical...#like an alpha build that got enough visual polish to look like a full game when its still an alpha build at its core#some main ideas like the abilities implemented and the basic map layers#mechanics functioning but untested on how it feels to play#like the sage controls and arrow fusing and ... contradictory game mechanics that dont work together#like the bulding WORKS but its clunky and underused- everything can be cheated so easily you dont even feel good cheating-#-bc it feels like the teacher just allowed you to mark your test with a green circle and you still got an A (or however USA grades work)#despite not even reading the questions- why attempt to solve a puzzle if you can just skip it#and how they tell you to be creative with it yet creativity gets punished and only efficiency is rewarded#which completely undermines the entire thing#...theres so much more you know i have ranted about it all before#ALSO rauru and sonia seemed like a rather newly wed couple to me- not one that had multiple kids that never appear-#since it only mentions rauru ..... if its only his then ... that doesnt explain anything bc zelda needs both sonia and rauru dna#................do sonau leave eggs to incubate somewhere heavenly or sth#watch out the springs where built to hatch rauru eggs bc they need the gods holy blessing bc they are oh so holy to hatch
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really random post sponsored by me almost sleeping on the couch but man what if esper fell asleep on sylus's couch. idk
#in the tags now because this shit is embarrassingg 😌#imagining esper either always sleeping outside his lighthouse or on mika's(the owner. yes it's mika again. please let me have mika hsfjddhj)#couch. and at some point in the readjustment period with sylus he feels really tired and decides to rest on the couch. and accidentally#falls asleep. sylus finds him and is actually appalled that esper thinks he's supposed to be sleeping on the couch??? like???????#what is he mad at him or something 🙄 god what an idiot.#(puts esper in his bedroom instead and tucks him in very gently so he won't wake up and takes off his boots and jacket and leaves all his#tiny weapons on the table side next to him so he still has the security of his weapons but doesn't need to lie down on them uncomfortably)#(also proceeds to lie down next to him with no ulterior motive Whatsoever)#ari.stuffs#prompts#worst of all blessings best of all curses.♡#idk i think sylus would be offended at a lot of things esper does like this#“YOU are in MY house how dare you not use it. how dare you not use my bed like it's yours. bitch i let you in here!!!” i just think he's#funny like that. there will be fights about esper feeling embarrassed to use his credit card and sylus threatens him with like. “if you#don't buy yourself some nice shit soon i will buy you an ENTIRE FRIDGE. FOR YOU. JUST YOURS.“ ”you wouldn't dare“ ”ill buy TWO.“#and yeah they're both really funny like that
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somebody fucking END me, one of my posts thirsting after OPLA Usopp made it into the official Usopp tag kdjsgwuwga
#this is both embarassing and amazing#my thirst for both jacob and usopp is now advertising#I am once again thanking the opla wardrobe department for blessing it us with Usopp's tiddies
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tic disorders are so Fun bc they are So comorbid with like. autism and ocd. and they are So fucking transmissible. watching YT vids with a guy who happens to have an eye blink tic and Whoops! picked it right up. and so the whole comorbid thing it’s like a petri dish of “Oh so you’re faking all this shit for attention then? you see someone else do it you do it?? bitch???” intrusive thoughts. and tics are different from compulsions but the stress of intrusive thoughts can also make tics worse which turns the whole thing into a perpetual motion machine. and so i get to chase that tail all over again now and i’m also stuck blinking a weird new way i wasn’t doing last week. gotta love it!!
#N posts stuff#really i’ve picked up a lot of facial tics over the years#i started with a neck jerk tic and that carrried us all by itself for a while#but then i’ve also picked up ‘weird face scrunch’ ‘weird tongue click’ and now ‘weird eye blink’#the face scrunch gets bad enough sometimes it’d also be a wink but now it’s blink both eyes time i guess#not all from like. seeing other people with those tics some of them just kind of spring up from nowhere#i’ve dropped a bunch of tics over the years too tho. when things got bad in high school#i had like a stint with a whole arm tic — like my arm would jerk up by my head#which also paired with a kind of. sneezy noise i would do? so i got a lot of awkward ‘bless you?’s#but i dropped the sneezy noise at some point and the arm tic mellowed out into ‘weird wrist flick’#but yeah it’s an absolute breeding ground for ‘oh so you’re a faker and a liar huh asshole?’ thoughts. sad!#and we can point at the ‘hey we Have a paper diagnosis brother’ thing all day but believe it or not. intrusive thoughts don’t give a shit :/#guy notorious for being a dogshit liar: man. i can’t believe im so good at lying i even fooled myself all these years#<- guy definitely not fooling itself/anyone else into anything
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my entire family goes to bed at 9:30 because i live with fucking old people (im joking. somewhat.) and from then on i have to move around the house quietly. this wouldn't be a problem except that my door is incredibly and uniquely fucked up and nigh impossible to open even remotely quietly
#and it can't be left open because the cat will beeline into my room and make my life hell#every door in my house is absolutely fucking horrible in its own way but my room is really bad#the doorknob is like. dislocated. or just made for a much thicker door because the middle part of it is like 3 cm too long#and i either have to align it carefully or pull on it (makes a very loud sound) and then using a very specific amount of pressure turning#while continuing to pull on it so it won't pop#oh and i can technically open it turning both directions but going right makes it pop so fucking loud it's actually ridiculous#the very unpleasant sound of painted metal on painted metal#kiwifae says shit#my partner of two years is just getting the hang of my bedroom door#my friend came over and literally got stuck in the bathroom cuz she couldn't make the door open again#she literally tried for a few seconds and then just yelled for me 😭#that door also pops open randomly sometimes. i do not know why. it didn't use to.#back when the front door was still semi functional i had to fish the literal latch out of the cavity in the lock with a screwdriver cuz my#mom kept slamming the door and misaligning it even though we told her that's what fucks it up#we can only deadbolt that door now. it literally won't close otherwise. (that's how we lost the cat for five days!)#(back when it still semi worked i was the only one who knew how to close it at just the right strength so it would stick but not fall out)#((why isn't there an eye twitch emoji))#but our other outside door exclusively has a deadbolt. that's the only mechanism.#i'm the fucking door wizard in my house and i cannot WAIT to move somewhere where i have functional semi modern door handles#gawd bless i want to kill my fucking landlady
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currently having a queer identity crisis on this accursed holiday
#but actually. i’ve realized that like. 95% or more of my attraction to men has been comphet#i thought it wasn’t because i’ve been more or less identifying as bi since i was 11#so like. i figured if i didn’t like men at all i would’ve figured it out sooner?#it wasn’t until a couple years ago that i resolved to stop dating straight & masculine guys because i feel like i’m performing for them#and my current partner of 2.5 years is amab and socially perceived as a man but he’s bi and sees himself as ‘void of gender’#which is also the way i see him but not the way most people see him#he does get mistaken for a woman a fair ammount though. which brings us both a lot of joy lol#but anyway. my crisis is that i’ve been feeling more and more detached from the bi label because i feel like it implies attraction to men#and i’ve known for a little while now that i’m almost exclusively attracted to femininity and androgyny#and primarily attracted to women in general#like if i weren’t with my partner i would 100% be out there dating women and maybe? identifying as a lesbian#but i feel like i have no claim to that label especially with my current partner who is not a woman and is much more androgynous than fem#idk. do i keep calling myself bi? it feels like i’ve slipped away from it#i’ve been using queer a lot more lately because umbrella terms are the only thing that seem to make sense to me anymore#i know labels can be super complicated and unhelpful in some cases but i also want to know where my place is in the community ya know?#i feel so confused without a solid label and it’s causing me a lot more stress than it should#(also my partner is such a blessing and said he’d be supportive if i ever felt i needed to leave him to be with women)#(like he said ‘i’d be sad for a while but i’d still be your best friend) and i was just 🥺#this may be even longer than my last tag novel lmao i just hate the idea of putting this stuff in the body of the post#anyway if any pals/mutuals read all that and have any insight or advice i’d be curious to hear#reena.txt
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i found an amazing stream by chance on YouTube thats a playthrough translating JP XIV in real time and it's everything I ever wanted; in fact so much is wrong with the ENG version I will be reworking Vaste to fit the correct JP lore, because in places I ended up being completely correct to the contrast of ENG, but other fundamental concepts I was wrong because the ENG version is completely wrong, it's like playing the game for the first time again
*impacts Lewena as well as far as being able to turn into Banshin (Primals, best referred to as Idols in EN) bc in order to temporarily transform into one ala Ysayle you only need to be attuned spiritually to the Banshin entity, you are housing the Banshin to gain access to its powers not becoming a Banshin yourself, which borrows from Shinto terminology bc it's compared to a person becoming like a portable shrine (Ysayle never says that she literally is Shiva in JP that's an EN invention)
In order for a person to become partially Banshin as Vaste would be, you only absorb the aether of an existing Banshin first, because this literally happens to Louisoux but gets ignored by the EN, I love being proven right
*HYDAELYN IS REFERRED TO AS A PARASITE/TUMOR ATTACHED INSIDE THE WOL IN JP ARR, IM WINNINGGG, WoL also has the power to interfere with the aetherial world according to ARR Lahabrea and he refers to the WoL as an "Entity" that is too close to achieving Godhood which is why you must be stopped- MY POWER FANTASY ACTUALY BEING THE CANONNNN
E: here's the channel's playlist | the vid on JP ARR lore
#Fact I learned today: Echo is not real in JP!#The player is actually a Transcendent who gains the Blessing of Light from Big H on top of just being born different#Echo is a completely made up ability Koji created by smashing bits and pieces of both concepts together into incomprehensible shit#You are described as natively having 超える力 aka Koeru Chikara or literally Surpassing Power / Transcendence#Which is a prerequisite ability you need so Hydaelyn actually can speak to you in order to give you her Blessing#Which in turn can be sealed as well as in w Midgarsormr the Blessing isn't impervious; it can also disappear bc of Big H's weakening power#There is more but this is the major takeaway I needed right now bc that's the cornerstone of Vaste as a character#Koji learned JP from Wish.com I swear to God he must have tricked Yoshi P into giving him a job#Lahabrea like YOUR DICK IS TOO BIG YOU HAVE TOO MUCH SWAG- DIE#my guess is that the reason we are Transcendent is BECAUSE we later find out the WoL used to be Azem- which comes as a surprise in EN bc EN#scrubbed out the being born transcendent part in order to make up the bullshit power of echo#so Azem died -> soul split / sunder -> WoL is born w more of Azem in their soul intact than others which makes them Transcendent#-> finds you bc of this and gives you her blessing forcibly ON TOP OF your native born Transcendence due to the fact that Azem#was so powerful their 'descendant' came out with a fraction remaining of Azem's insane power#Midgarsormr actually is outraged at Big H for giving you more fucking power with her blessing on top of you being born busted as shit#which is why he seals your blessing but not your native transcendence to test if you are worthy of having a blessing on top of your strengt#suddenly pre Heavensward makes way more sense
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Thinking about everyone saying I look like zendaya, I'm an ashwini sun she's an ashwini moon.
I follow some amazing women who discuss vedic astrology that makes me want to learn and go deeper. 🤓
#being compared to her used to upset me so much#cuz i thought it was cuz we both mixed ..#like miss eartha kitt but im grown now#blessed to remind folks of beauty icons
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i just think it’s funny that raspberry pi seems to plan their releases around that of apple’s
#stream#both cult followings ….#that im apart of ………#idk i’ve always been an apple fanthem i guess#perhaps it’s also due to me growing up poor & seeing it as a status symbol but by the time the 5s or so was released they had started being#subsidized for the poors following the monopoly breakup w at&t so i had an what was it it was either an 8 or 16gb 4s for 99c in#it was 2014/2015 or so i don’t remember i still have that fucking phone the back cracked bc my sexy fatass geometry teacher fucking stepped#on my binder on accident during a test u know when in school u had to put ur bag or binder at the front of class during tests#but i also got an ipod touch in like 2012 i think loved it it was green my mother got it for my brother & i for christmas#& that’s when i hopped on the Dual Phone Train#never grew out of it#i had an 14 & se 1st gen now i’m triple wielding bc i got robbed so ptsd ive got 12 mini 15 ? 16 ? idk i dont use it it just stays home that#the tx phone bc it doesn’t have a sim card slot as american so it’s esim only therefore literally an ipod#& that’s what i use it as - i also have my us whatsapp on there & i use it to call my banks#but that’s like once a month#so#triple wielding w the se#i hate the new ios like ios 18 it’s gotten too complicated#literally loved apple bc of its simplicity idk as if i didn’t get a pi to get into software & webhosting as was my dream as a child#literally in elementary school i wanted to build my own website so bad i literally went to the library & was reading books on how to build a#server then i asked my parents & they were like ‘wow that’s so cool :) we don’t have any money :) that’s why u were at the library :) & know#so much about libraries :) bc they’re free :) bc ur poor :)’ ALSKALSKALKSLAKSLALSASL#MORE PPL NEED TO USE LIBRARIES#blessed to live like down the street from a library#actually blessed to literally be living in a ‘15 minute city’#also accidentally ordered a compute module 4 so :/#i thought i was ordering the module 5 ALSJALKSLAKSLAKSLAKSLAKSLKSLA#RASPBERRY DROP THE 5S I KNOW U GOT STOCK FUCK U#i’m literally going to make a dual cloud hosting server & also a website host so i can finally provide my family back home w a website for#them to see when i take pics & stuff
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