#NEVER FORGIVING MYSELF
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i'm literally such a bad moa and i hate myself for it
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Antinous sketches
I will redesign him a bit for Wisdom saga because his old design looked too much like Kaeya from genshin impact. Still keeping the eyepatch though, that's my favorite part of his design.
For his design I was mostly aiming for this intimidating, vain, kind of brute hunter aesthetic. I'm not really used to drawing manly men so he'll be quite the challenge to animate.
#I HATE DRAWING MUSCLES SO MUCH#my comfort zone in art is literally the complete opposite of manly big strong guys#but if I made him a twink just for my own sake I would never forgive myself#whatever if I managed to animate that design of Scylla I can do anything#epic the musical#digital art#art#epic: the musical#greek myths#epic the musical fanart
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new year new m... aedhros 🥳 yahoo!! i think i hv to return to my roots and devote entire sketch pages to him again bc i was checking my archive and realised the last time i drew him properly was exactly one year ago holy moly..... anyways the sketches are divided into valinor -> angband/recovery -> himring and amon ereb eras so i could experiment w/ how i think he may differ in each :D
#silmarillion#maedhros#maglor#fingon#silm#i never really used to think abt anatomy when i drew him in the past but now i think(????) im getting the hang of it?! kinda#so i tried to make him a bit beefier and hunkier than i used to draw him back in the day#i must remind myself that he is canonically probably the hottest elf alive.... his face card never declines....#i drew him so often back in the day that i became desensitised to that fact and totally forgot HAHAHA#i shld do body type sketches of the various elves one day... itll be good practice!!#baby steps.... one at a time :'D#forgive me celegorm for being the only feanorian brother left out 🙏 i became too lazy#on the topic of valinor mae being a model i think the idea of clothing stores begging him to wear their clothes around is a hilarious visua#noldor#caranthir#ambarussa#elrond#elros tar minyatur#elrond and elros#silm art#elves#the silmarillion#sons of feanor#sketch dump#angband#amon ereb#valinor#tolkien#lotr elves#sakasakart
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Lan Wangji Goes To Lotus Pier AU: Part 3: Enveloping Feelings.
(Part 1, Part 2, Part 4)
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#lan wangji#Yungmeng Jiang training arc AU#I wanted to try out a different paneling style for this one - sorry I'm a day late! (there will still be a post tomorrow to keep on track)#The original 3 panel comic idea was fine but the point of this new schedule was to take time to push myself a bit more.#I was taking a look back through some comic artists I felt inspired by#and I really loved how Lynda Barry fills her gutters with patterns and doodles!#Obviously I'm not going as absolutely wild with it as she does but it was a great exercise!#I truly think the gutters are the most important and most overlooked part of any comic. There's lots going on in that space.#It's the same with timeskips. The implied movement between moments that we don't see changes depending on how wide that gap is#You're here for the funny tags so here's some that ties this time talk together:#I think LWJ was thinking about that second note from day 2 but it took him 7 days of hazing to commit it to paper.#I think he sends it a day later and immediately regrets it. Chasing down the messenger and everything.#You know if something actually happened to his brother he would never ever forgive himself for putting the bad vibes out there.#Third time skip was the hardest because there was so many possible flavours of jokes here. Day 8/9 was a personal favourite.#day 14 was also funny (week by week). I think the debate on 'how long does lwj take to catch feelings' is more or less:#'how long does it take for him to arrive at a particular stage of grief and yearning (and awareness of it all)#This is a symphony. There is an act by act structure. Every day he is fighting to keep his old sensibilities. He is losing so badly.#(I'll be returning to the main comic soon but there is more of this AU to come!)
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#vampire hunter d#vhd#art#D the horseman of death (〃‿〃♡)#Hello Hello I hope you're all doing well 🥹🥹#Sorry that I only draw D haha I can't help it (❀ •̀ᴗ•́ )♡#I started Tyrant Stars recently and I finished gold fiend about a week ago?#Honestly I miss the stories where D would stay in one town in the entire story and be a little detective#since pale fallen angel it's been a lot of traveling ....🥲#and it will never not be funny to me that D has pockets full of dirt 😭 D take a shower man.... or wash your clothes please💀#2 versions because as much as I like white hair D he looks like alucard here because of the gold accents ( •_•)#I've never actually watched or played any of his games idk it does interest me? but not enough to sit down and watch it yet#I wanted to experiment with a black out style ( I tried incorporating red but I got too annoyed.#I intend to render it at some point!#so it might end up looking completely different#well...If I get myself to complete this and I like how it looks in the end I think I might make a little bookmark out of it for myself (〃‿〃#I think it would be neat...#....you see me drawing poppies a lot forgive me 💀They're just my favorite flowers💀 The symbolism works out for this drawing....
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Bleegeghh teh 11th💉🥫 ft. recent outfitz
#queue are lovely#sonaart#i feel awkward drawing myself as not a small dormouse😭😭😭#my two sides cutegirl and someidiot#happy one year to me today… it’s rlly cool to be able to say that#near 10yrs of my life it’s something I always wanted but never thought I’d ever get to do…im very lucky to be on it but at the same time it#rlly make u think about how unfair it is to have had waited so late in life to get the first bite of one’s own autonomy and personhood#it’s a very precious and confusing thing and im still finding out what it means to be someone#but compensation is my favorite singer gendered me correctly so like 🦀🦀🦀#also yes i still plan on answering everything I’ll be officially off hiatus this week (still haven’t drawn much i need to push myself to be#expected to again lol)#but i stopped my meds so i am in withdrawals so forgive me I am. so so so so so out of my mind HSHDHWHD
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save me, hot Glenn holidays. hot Glenn holidays. hot Glenn holidays, save me.
#I ACTUALLY GASPED AT MERCEDES' LINE#I AM SHIELDING SPARROW WITH MY ENTIRE LIFE BUT ALSO WHERE IS HE LARK LET'S LOOK TOGETHER OKAY?#dndads#dndads spoilers#dungeons and daddies#dndads s2 ep 48#sparrow oak#sparrow oak garcia#henry oak#henry oak garcia#mercedes oak garcia#god not to mention ''you'll probably never forgive me for this'' and Normal *tugs collar* definitely having some not great feelings rn#(truthfully I have some bones to pick with how Will is going about things to be completely honest with you but I'll keep that to myself)#(for now at least)
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#ts4#sims 4#sims#simblr#sims 4 townie makeover#oh my GHUWRHGUIER H#the last one literally took me like a month because i felt like i was ruining her the more i tweaked#but i kept going and made peace with just making her over to look more like how the sims i make look#and i still have more sims to makeover in my inbox </3#also bottom sim by winkious!#i will never forgive myself for forgetting to take a different picture with my new reshade </3
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"that you could be so cruel" ok correct me if i'm wrong but does penelope featherington not run a gossip rag that exist solely to publish unsubstantiated rumors about women she doesn't like for various reasons that have profoundly negative repercussions on those women (didn't the publication of marina's pregnancy lead to marina almost dying in her quest to terminate said pregnancy??????) and has in fact used that same rag to put not just colin's entire family but also specifically colin's sister, her best friend, through a significant amount of grief and strife that came as a direct result of that rag?
but colin's the cruel one? because she happened to eavesdrop on a conversation where he said he doesn't wanna date her? that's cruelty but all the other stuff isn't?
#personal#bridgerton#anti penelope featherington#i'm gonna be honest i skim the absolute fuck out of this show whenever i force myself to watch it#but from what i remember that is literally what penelope does as lady whistledown#but yeah sure a guy who'd never shown any interest in her continuing to not show interest is the worst thing ever done to a human woman#like girl fix yourself!!!#it's you you're the problem!#(also typing that just led me to a horrible realization that at some low point for penelope in the show)#(we're gonna get a vitamin string quartet cover of antihero by taylor swift)#anyway eloise should be allowed to slap girlie across the face once an episode until she begs forgiveness#i'm only interested in that and if jonathan bailey's character has more sad scenes i can use in gifsets about louis philippe of france
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wintery mallevil comm <3
#forgot to post this to tumblr. please forgive me i swear i thought it was already here#listen to me. i have ten billion ships do u know how fun it is to get a comm for one ive never drawn and would likely never draw myself#giving me the opportunity to draw smth for the agenda <3 <3 sry im always too busy drawing plot art i forget to draw other ship stuff FHBJK#^_^ spinning in circles <3#twst#twisted wonderland#malleus draconia#vil schoenheit#mallevil#suntails
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❤︎ MOEVIE : 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓱𝓾𝓷𝓽 ࿐ . + in game voicelines! because i’ve been inspired to add lines after seeing layla’s from a while ago, as well as coco’s, vana’s, and nick’s for ppgear of course ( ⸝⸝ ◡̀ ᴗ ◡́)੭ ✧
Moze: About Evie
Evie was the one to carry me on her back when I had gotten hurt. Had I known she was coming, I would have done everything I could to avoid worrying her. As of now … I often pay her visits in my free time. It seems to make her face “light up.” That’s what Jiaoqiu said, and I agree.
Added to a team with: Evie
Don’t worry about me and focus on keeping your distance. I’ll handle the rest of it.
Evie: About Moze
You’d think someone like Moze would be easy to spot because of the purple, but I actually haven’t caught him a single time — yet. I find that I have a better chance if I abruptly jerk my head to stare down a random shadow. You can really catch him off guard, even if just for a second!
Added to a team with: Moze
Oh, here you are! I’ll support you from over here! Don’t be hasty.
comm from puri24a on twt!
#彡 moevie!#I AM SO SORRY FOR THE SURGE OF POSTING#I FEEL SO BAD FLOODING YIUR DASH PLEASE FEEL FREE TO IGNORE OR BLOCK MY TAGS OF COURSE :’) in the meantime#scooting in my chair heh .. please allow me to throw this in here while i’m posting anyways … because because because#this artist is so sweet !!!! T T the sweetest ever — my heart did a flutter speaking with them !!!!#also moevie lines are implied romance at best because in my head — we still have never confessed heh#<- convincing myself this because i don’t want to imagine romance lest i explode from heat wave /lh!!!#anyways — gets down on one knee … please forgive me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#LET ME PAUSE ON POSTING FOR A BIT I AM GENUINELY SO SORRY#ahahahaah … so you thought !!! let me go post on my side blog instead since i have some stuff i’d like to read heh !! ^^#a little less about me and more about UOU ( -_•)╦̵̵̿╤─ heh
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Firewalk with me
#life is strange#twin peaks#max caulfield#rachel amber#amberfield#laura palmer#donna hayward#this show is almost as gay as the game#harry and cooper? gay#donna and laura? gay#james doesn't exist#i forgot maxs freckles i will never forgive myself for this
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The sibling relationship between Sherlock and Mycroft Holmes is so incredibly important to me. By the way. If you even care.
#screaming i will literally never shut up about them#yes i love johnlock but. have you considered. mycroft and sherlock care for each other so very deeply even if they wont admit it.#mycroft would literally do anything for his annoying baby brother do you understand#hes literally me. hes literally me.#the way they have literally healed some of my feelings about my siblings. the way theyve helped me forgive myself for things ive done.#mycroft is me and sherlock is my siblings fuck im gonna start sobbing about them#they are so incredibly important to me!!! focus on their relationship more theyre so complex and nuanced and important!!!!#bbc sherlock#sherlock holmes#mycroft holmes#shut up mori
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live drama adaptations part 2 (prev)
cast reveal and girls movie night 🔥
#i actually had the first three pages done for like. months now. and then i just forgot 🧍♂️#theres one more part to this but as to when ill finish that. haha#duck scribbles#minicomic tag#midoyuzu#and a bit of tomohaji on the side#doodles#enstars#midori takamine#hajime shino#yuzuru fushimi#tori himemiya#ibara saegusa#this is. a lot better quality than the first initial one amsdkjgshdgsmd i kindaa wanna redo it but its already a multiple part one i dont#think ill do that to myself rn akjdgskjwkjgjkd#its been 8 months i doubt anyone would remember the initial one but its ok u dont have to read it#i completely made up this manga and am now a little sad its not a thing that exists#i wish haruno was a real character i could post mangacaps of#thought too hard about it and there isnt any way to fit it into here but there is also a fourth character harunos childhood gyaru friend#also in love w her. she ends up having some sort of alliance with naoto but obviously its in vain too but its all chill#manga ends with haruno opening her dream cafe and asahi later joins her there after training a new team to take care of their old one#naoto becomes a regular there also w his new bf :] happy ending !!!#wow i have drawn Way too much lately. forgive me for such behavior ill probably be posting a lot less from here on out askjdgksjhgs#needed the food for when im away from my laptop for a week....#guess ill never get to finish that other lil comic i had planned for that sleepover drawing i made back during rarepair week </3#does anyone actually read these anyhow. i talk too much maybe
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congrats on over 1,000% funding on your plush rambley!!!
#indigo park#rambley the raccoon#srsly it has NOT been that long since the campaign launched u guys are DEDICATED#i am one of you btw. i bought the plush#i would literally never forgive myself if i didnt buy him i love him so much#also i cant support the kickstarter so this is the only way i can give any money to the devs
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Some silly class doodles (with the MOUSE GAHHGAH EXPLODES weeps agony)
Hes OKAY guys TRUST ME
#its funny bc i refuse to use refs and afterwards when i notice something off#i never forgive myself and it bothers me for the rest on time#im a little obsessed#the urge to scream and shake and yell and GO CRAZY IN THE TAGS#I MIGHT!!!!#but i will spare you. for NOW#i actually love this game and fan content sooo much ohh my god i might blow up#mirage ultrakill#v2 ultrakill#my art#ultrakill#dect
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