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puirell · 1 year ago
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feels like a good time to bring this back
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miiilowo · 1 month ago
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slightly over-engineered red leader tord design because i really really reaaaaallly like military uniforms & i thin k he deserves better than a hoodie under a blue trenchcoat. he doesnt tbh but i maybe deserve to see it. anyway
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shalom-iamcominghome · 5 months ago
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POV: you block antisemites on this site
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yuri-alexseygaybitch · 2 years ago
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Tarantino is an asshole who is not seeing Heaven but he snapped in making the basis of his alternate history not "what if the Nazis won?" but "what if the Nazis were humiliatingly gunned down and burned alive in a movie theater by Jewish people like the pigs they are"
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butwhatifidothis · 16 days ago
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I just wanna just. Say something real quick, with the year ending soon.
3H is the one saying that the Nabateans were nearly all killed off.
3H is the one who has the Agarthans be the ultimate bad guys in every route and have them be defeated in some way in every route.
3H is the one saying that the Nabateans were defending themselves against power hungry humans and were the ones to restore everything power hungry humans destroyed.
3H is the one saying that the Agarthans knew that Nemesis was just a bandit who cared for nothing but power - that Nemesis was not some freedom fighter, but a genocidal tyrant.
The creators of 3H are the ones saying that the Nabateans never tried to "control" humanity, only that they ruled over them.
The creators of 3H are the ones saying that Nemesis and the Agarthans killed the Nabateans for power.
The creators of 3H are the ones saying that Rhea never tried to control humans when she made the Church of Seiros and rewrote history.
The creators of 3H are the ones that made the one route where the Nabateans are specifically targeted as enemies who "need" to be gotten rid of and the one route where you work with the Agarthans in any way the one route they explicitly say is the villain route.
There is no ambiguity in 3H that is enough for the interpretation of Nabateans being evil and the Agarthans being good to hold water. None. Both within the game itself and through the words of the creators, everything makes it clear that the Nabateans are the victims who are generally a source of good and that the Agarthans are the victimizers who are generally a source of evil.
And there is a reason that the people who insist otherwise have to lie about what the Nabateans have done in order to make them look wrong. There is a reason why they have to turn to the noncanonical spinoff game to get anything more to "back up" their claims - and why they still have to lie about what that game says anyway. There is a reason why they would rather support a group of characters who have proven themselves willing to instigate genocide against innocent people for power even when not accounting for the Nabateans, regarding the Tragedy, than say there is anything good about the Nabatean race at all. There is a reason that, in their reasonings and explanations as to why the Nabateans are evil, in their rush to say what they think should happen to the Nabateans, these people always fall back on real life, genuine racial supremacy rhetoric.
There is a reason why, even when directly told by victims of this racial supremacist rhetoric that what they're saying harkens back to racial supremacy, they continue to say the racial supremacist rhetoric - why they defend the racial supremacist rhetoric as "not being the same" because the Nabateans' race "doesn't actually exist." There is a reason why they insist that their racial supremacy rhetoric that is the exact same as every other racist's supremacy rhetoric about actual, real life races of actual, real life people is just being "taken out of context" - why they not-so-subtly imply that racial supremacy rhetoric has contexts in which they are okay to say.
At this point I'm not really going to sugarcoat it: if you see someone try to make the point that Nabateans are all evil and deserved the genocide that fell on them - or that what happened to them wasn't a genocide because they are all evil, or there totally weren't that many of them so it isn't a genocide, or there's totally more in some unseen unexplored location we just never see or hear about so it isn't a genocide - and/or that the racist, murderous, genocidal Agarthans were the good guys who "the writers failed to make look bad," despite everything directly pointing towards the opposite reading in every context of the game, know that they are almost certainly not doing so with any good intentions. They are almost certainly using the fictional nature of the Nabateans' race to use as a shield to spout racist rhetoric they know they "aren't allowed" to say about real races. This is far from the first time racists have done this regarding fictional races, and it will not be the last time either. At the absolute best, they are uncaring about how they are rationalizing rhetoric used to dehumanize real life people just to make some point about fictional characters, which is frankly not that much better.
This isn't about discourse, it isn't about whether people think Edelgard or Dimitri or Rhea or Claude or any other character did this or that, it isn't about war criminals, it isn't about theories or meta or what have you. This is about the real world rhetoric people like this slip into the fandom sphere in order to normalize it. This is about how these people set themselves up as pillars of their communities so that they can normalize this rhetoric without anyone able to stop them from doing so or stand up against them. This is about how these people silence the few who do speak against them if they're able, and set up anyone who speaks against them that they can't directly silence as "attackers," "spies," these dangerous interlopers who are trying to shut down a "safe space" for "no reason." This is about how they've been doing this for years now.
I've personally given the benefit of the doubt to others who've genuinely ignorantly done things like this before, but this is too consistent, insistent, and long-standing for it to be anything else but racism from those who peddle this rhetoric, whether due to being racist themselves or through their indifference to the topic of racism. Regardless of the whys of the matter, it had led to the 3H fandom to housing cesspits of unopposed racism that breed hostility and harassment to others; at the absolute least, the harm and danger of this mindset and everything it leads to and has already led to should be made clear
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ozonegrrrl · 9 months ago
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drew some concept art louis designs ...
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notmoreflippingelves · 3 months ago
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I'd forgotten that the context of the "ferocious love" line is that there is absolutely NO context at all.
Imagine you are Miles Edgeworth joking around with your friends (Kay and Gumshoe) before work (the trial you are prosecuting) . And then, the leather-wearing and hot badass LARPing as a werewolf-- who has been bullying you non-stop for the past few days-- enters the room loudly proclaiming "Ferocious love blooms with each new Spring."
That is exactly how it happens in canon, and it makes me absolutely insane.
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designation-zi · 9 months ago
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Murder Drones Timeline of Events
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Disclaimer: Most of this is speculation based off of background details and conjecture. Subject to change. If you notice anything I missed feel free to comment and I’ll make adjustments :)
Proceeding Events:
Sometime in the Future, around the 31st Century
- Humanity becomes advanced enough to venture into space and establish colonies and civilizations on exoplanets in other solar systems. Some of these include the “Proxima System”, “Plat-Binary System”, and the “Copper System.”
- JCJenson, an interstellar megacorporation creates a brand of autonomous robots known as “Worker Drones” to serve humanity and mine resources on the exoplanets. One of these planets is Copper-9 from the Copper System.
- Worker Drones are heavily abused and mistreated by humans, often being improperly disposed of and thrown into landfills.
- JCJenson is aware of the fact their drones have a chance of self rebooting if disposed of incorrectly, dubbing these “Zombie Drones.” This can happen if the drone and their core wasn’t properly disconnected and destroyed, or the software cleanup program “wdOS_606” wasn’t installed or was interrupted or rejected (even up to five years later.) The company is also aware that among these instances, there’s also a chance of the drone developing “Hazardous Mutations.”
- Camp 98.7 is established in the year 3002 on Copper-9.
Humanity’s Downfall:
Year still unknown, but still in the 31st Century
-Underneath a landfill of discarded drones on Earth, presumably in Australia, a drone with a P/N starting with “CYN” self reboots. A so called program named the “Absolute Solver” seemingly contacts her through her broken visor and appears to make a deal with her, promising not to “discard her.” This is how the Solver gets its first host. It’s not known if the Solver took complete control there or if Cyn’s possession was a process.
- The landfill is close by to the mansion of a wealthy human family known as the Elliotts. Their daughter “Tessa James Elliott” enjoys retrieving discarded drones from the landfill so she can repair them. These drones become part of the manor’s wait staff, but Tessa treats them like people and as her friends, even giving them wigs so they can have identifying traits — much to the annoyance of her parents.
- Among the drones Tessa has brought home three are known as N, V, and J due to their serial designation numbers visible on their yellow armbands. It can be noted that it seems Tessa scratched out the “Marked For Disassembly” on the bands with sharpie after she repaired them.
- One day Tessa finds Cyn in the dump and brings her home. She introduces her to N, V, and J shortly after.
- N treats Cyn kindly, and she refers to him as her big brother.
- An unknown amount of time passes and eventually Tessa seems to become unnerved around Cyn due to the drone’s odd behaviour and mannerisms. J often locks Cyn in the library basement because of this.
- Many of Tessa’s drones seem to mysteriously contract some sort of error which leaves them in a catatonic state with their visors flashing a large yellow X alongside the words “error 606” (note that 606 matches the software cleanup program’s name of wdOS_606.) Because of this they are placed into the library. One of these drones is V, who N regularly visits so he can try and talk to her and read to her.
- The Elliotts’s decide to throw a gala at their manor alongside another family called the Frumptlebuckets (lol.) An interesting observation is that these wealthy humans (or at least those in the Elliott’s social circle) apparently like to dress up and act similar to those from around the Victorian era.
- Cyn escapes from the basement and convinces N to attend the gala, so they head to the ballroom to ask Tessa. This ends up leading to an altercation with Tessa’s mother Louisa where she orders Tessa to dump Cyn and all of her other “broken” drones in the library back into the landfill.
- Cyn talks back to Louisa, but N takes the fall for her and ends up being chained outside next to a dead drone that had been picked apart by a flock of crows. Meanwhile, Tessa has been chained up in her bedroom alongside J and Cyn as punishment. This, alongside an earlier scene where she seemingly rubs her wrist in pain implies this happens fairly often to her and highlights that her parents are abusive.
- Tessa berates Cyn for N taking the blame for her, angered that N may end up dead. However, Cyn seems indifferent and calmly claims she has “backups” of N.
- Cyn transforms into her horrific eldritch Solver form and claims Tessa won’t have to “discard her pets” and that she won’t discard her either. She leaves out the window after warning Tessa to stay away from the gala due to her seeming squeamish, revealing her intent to massacre the humans.
- Wanting to save everyone from being killed, Tessa gets J to break their chains and the two of them sneak out and arm themselves with a revolver and sword respectively. Despite this, after they arrive everyone is massacred anyways thanks to Cyn/the Solver corrupting the other Worker Drones, including J, who shuts the door so Tessa can’t escape.
- It’s assumed N escapes being killed by the crows and walks in on Cyn slaughtering the humans at the gala due to a brief flashback of him seeing Cyn eating a human hand (when he touches the Zombie Drones VHS tape.)
- Tessa is killed, and in a twisted way of sticking to her word of not discarding her, Cyn skins her corpse to graft it onto her drone body. (Due to an image of humans in hazmat suits finding Tessa surrounded by the remains of the people from the gala, it’s not fully known if Cyn also killed her at the gala and then posed as her, or if she was killed shortly afterwards.)
- Cyn converts the drones from the manor, including N, V, and J into deadly “Disassembly Drones.” They are given a “nerfed” version of the Solver that Cyn has admin access over to better remain control over them. Their memories are erased before setting them loose to slaughter the rest of the humans on Earth. Sometime after, the Solver causes the planet to implode into a black hole.
- The other colonies on the human exoplanets catch wind of what’s happened back on Earth, so JCJenson establishes “Cabin Fever Labs” to research the Solver and how to stop it.
- One of these labs is established on Copper-9 at Camp 98.7 and its surrounding mineshafts (and a cathedral that was there for some reason.) Multiple drones are purposely given the Solver, notably Nori (002) and Yeva (048.)
- The other exoplanets of the Proxima and Plat-Binary systems are corrupted and wiped out due to the Solver spreading and the Disassembly Drones presumably being sicced there.
- Nori ends up becoming possessed by the Solver. Eventually the JCJenson scientists on Copper-9 are able to create a Crucifix USB patch that can get rid of the Solver’s hold on its hosts. This patch is seemingly only successfully used on Yeva. Unfortunately, before it can be used on Nori, the Solver uses her to kill all the scientists except for an intern named Mitchell who had mistakenly put on the wrong uniform of a doctor and had been sent to fetch Yeva.
- Before the Solver can kill Mitchell after he returns, Yeva saves him and throws the USB into Nori’s face which frees her from its control, but also leaves her mind scrambled. However, the Solver is still able to create a small black hole with Nori’s hand that Yeva is forced to cut off. It’s sent falling into a pit to the planet’s core that the Solver had opened up prior.
- Copper-9’s planetary core partly implodes which wipes all organic life off the planet and turns it into a frozen wasteland. (Don’t worry. The dogs had been evacuated beforehand.) It seems a group of humans tried to survive by cryogenically freezing themselves in a bunker called “Outpost 3” in one of Copper-9’s cities. This didn’t work due to the computer having an error. This leaves the Worker Drones to inherit the planet and embrace their freedom.
Aftermath:
Year still unknown
- Nori and Yeva escape Cabin Fever Labs, while other test subjects such as Alice (017) are left behind to try and survive the lab’s Anti Drone sentinels. Nori meets a drone named Khan Doorman and ends up marrying him while Yeva also finds herself a husband.
- Uzi Doorman and Doll are created by their parents uploading parts of their code into Untrained Neural Networks and they both inherit their mothers’ connections to the Solver.
- The Doorman family experiences moments of happy family memories until Nori begins to have “kooky insane” ramblings and visions about the Solver and Disassembly Drones which she refers to as “Sky Demons” as a result of her brain being scrambled from the USB patch.
- Nori tries to warn the other drones and tells Khan to build doors to shelter themselves from the upcoming dangers.
Return of the Solver:
Sometime before the year 3071
- Cyn/The Solver sends squads of Disassembly Drones to Copper-9. Their memories are wiped and they are made to believe they were created and sent by the humans of JCJenson to eliminate the rogue Worker Drone population. Their directive also involves piling their kills into a “Corpse Spire” and locating Cabin Fever Labs. Cyn also wants to kill all other Solver hosts for an unknown reason.
- The squad consisting of N, V, and J lands close to the bunker of Outpost 3 and begin killing any Worker Drones they come across.
- V is seemingly the only Disassembly Drone that has retained some memory of Cyn and the Solver. She keeps this to herself and follows her directive so Cyn will leave her alone. Additionally, she also pretends to forget about N, believing this will protect him.
- A colony of Worker Drones takes shelter in Outpost 3 where Khan starts to build protective doors like his wife had requested. Around this time Nori is stung with a Disassembly Drone’s nanite acid. Khan uses a wrench to put her out of her misery. However, unbeknownst to anyone else, Nori manages to survive in her Solver core/heart form and goes back to Cabin Fever Labs so she can look for the Crucifix USB Patch.
- V kills Doll’s parents. Doll witnesses this while hiding and the trauma seemingly causes her Solver abilities to begin manifesting.
- The “Worker Drone Defence Force” is established in Outpost 3 with Khan as the leader. Unfortunately, they don’t really try to defend anything and just play cards behind the doors.
- The other Disassembly Drone squads that make it to Cabin Fever Labs are killed by either the Sentinels or Alice and (presumably) her son Beau. Alice scavenges parts from Disassembly Drones and Worker Drones to add to herself and Beau since he is stuck in an Untrained Neural Network body. She also learns to put the Solver cores in heat as it “makes them sluggish.”
Year 3071
- The events of episodes 1 - 7 occur
• Recent Revelation: At the end of episode 3 Cyn arrives on Copper-9 impersonating an older Tessa. She is accompanied by a backed up copy of J who was previously killed by Uzi in episode 1. It’s currently unknown if J is aware that Tessa is actually dead.
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carcassmuncher · 2 months ago
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sprnklersplashes · 1 year ago
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Doctor Who video essays be like "Everything from the Davies era is Good and Progressive and Wonderful and nothing bad ever happened in it. Everything from the Moffat era is Evil and Bigoted and Awful and it was the root cause of everything bad happening and even if anything good did happen, it doesn't count. Chibnall era is bad but its not his fault, he tried his best and we don't talk about it anyway."
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rafestar · 2 years ago
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IS THERE SOMEONE ELSE | Rafe Cameron
WARNINGS: +18 smut, dominance, manipulation, cheating, fire, etc..
SUMMARY: the reader suspects rafe is a cheater and he wants her to trust him
A/N: this is my first story and english isn’t my first language so be polite. if there’s any mistake, i will gladly welcome any advice or help, enjoy♡
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When I finally heard the keys in the door, it was my cue to fill myself with more frustration. It's currently 3AM, and like every week before, he's late.
He tells me not to worry and that it's just his father's company, which is having a lot of problems. Since Rafe is the boss, he is more distant, but he excuses himself by saying that he is the only one who can carry the Cameron name further.
I could understand it, until today.
"Honey? Why are you still up?"
I couldn't look into his eyes without feeling flames in them.
I get up from the sofa, trying to contain my anger and the tears that were about to flow down my cheeks.
He approaches me to try to kiss me, he always does it when he arrives. My first reflex was to pull him away.
"What's going on, love?"
He tries to get closer to me and grabs me by my arm.
"Don't... Don't call me that" tears get the best of me and finally fall.
“Y/N…”
"Late again, third week in a row" he lets go of my arm and sighs in frustration.
"Oh god… fuck off” he rolls his eyes. “We've had this conversation hundreds of times, Y/N”
Rafe takes off his jacket and walks across the room with his hands on his head. “I'm really trying… and you're not helping anything. Can't you see? I keep trying to recover from everything that happened…”
“Where have you been today?” He gives me a puzzled look as if it's not “obvious” where he's been.
"Are you really asking that?" he scoffs.
"Have you heard me?”
I can see him licking his cut lips, the smell of alcohol keeps coming even though he is a few meters from me.
"At the office…"
Before he could finish, I interrupted.
"You’re lying"
Confusion brushes his face and I can feel his chest tighten. "I don’t have time for this"
"Of course you don't have time... You never have time for me."
Rafe rolls his eyes and goes to pour himself a shot of whiskey, which was sitting on top of the fireplace.
He always does this when we argue. He always drinks when he is around me.
"You know what Rafe? I was... I was in your office at dinner time."
I watch him drop the bottle with a bang, and that makes me jump a little.
I watch as he straightens his back and his neck before grabbing the bottle again and drinking directly from it, setting the glass aside.
"Your receptionist said you weren't there, that you had left an hour ago"
Rafe takes a long sip and slowly turns to face me, leaning against the side of the fireplace.
"Stop being stupid, if it was dinner time, it was clear that I would not be there"
“She also said that you left the building with your secretary”
He scoffs, "She had to have dinner too, didn't she?"
I feel my cheeks heat up and he just looks at me as he laughs.
I feel my anxiety starting to consume me. My lungs are starved of oxygen and my throat is parched.
My legs, like my hands are shaking. I stagger over to the couch to sit down.
Rafe walks over to me, leaving the bottle on the table. I can see his concern, but it doesn't calm me down at all.
He kneels in front of me with his hands on my thighs.
"Please…" I sobbed. “…Stop doing this to me”
"I'm not doing anything, babe."
"You are! I'm so fucking tired of this! You don't understand that I miss you?!”
Rafe rests his head against my knee before kissing me on it. “You have… you have to understand my situation”
"Im trying Rafe, I really do"
Rafe gets up to sit next to me on the couch. His perfect blue eyes are watery, just like mine. His cheeks glow a bright red, and the air feels thick.
He grabs my hands and places his on my lap. The cold of mine, freezes his expression.
He pulls his phone out of his pocket and places it on my hand.
"I want you to trust me"
"But…"
"Do it"
His lock screen is a pic of us on our first date. That makes tears come out of my eyes again. I feel the warmth of his hands as he cups my face to wipe away my tears.
“I trust you and you have to trust me Y/N… P-Please.” My lip quivers as I give him a slight nod.
I close my eyes as he kisses my forehead for a while. He pulls away and points to his phone.
My hands tremble. I want to trust him, but it doesn't mean that I'm not afraid. In the same way, I unlock the phone.
His hands have not stopped caressing my thighs, trying to calm my anxiety.
After a while of looking at his conversations, his photos, his social media… Nothing. There is nothing.
In his photos, he has folders with me, it is the only thing that can be highlighted. Some unimportant conversations with Kelce, with Topper, a missed call from Sarah, things about his company... but nothing more.
I hand the phone back to him as he gives me an honest look. "Now... do you trust me?"
My first response was to hug him tightly, until I couldn't feel my lungs, I just wanted to feel him.
“I'm sorry…” I feel so stupid.
His hands move up the fabric of my pajama top from behind, letting a shiver run down my spine. With his fingers, he runs up and down my back, following the same continuous pattern.
He places kisses on my head as he feels me sob. "That's it love, it's alright"
"I'm so sorry I didn't trust you... I-I thought that... you and your secr…"
Before I could finish, he breaks away from me and grabs my cheeks with his hands.
"Stop"
"I'm sorry"
“And stop saying sorry. I love you, more than anyone, you know it perfectly. And… and I don't want you to doubt it again. Never"
"I love you so much Rafe"
He crash our lips. The kiss is full of passion, with a noticeable taste of whiskey.
His hands are everywhere, all the way to my thighs, and he lifts me up onto his lap. I can feel both of our breaths quickening, and the kiss becomes deeper and more powerful, as if Rafe is starving for me.
One of his hands goes up to grab my neck and the other massages my ass, until he slaps me hard on it, making me jump and start grinding on him.
“Shit, Rafe…”
"Go on"
My hips grind against his lap, trying to get some friction. His hands move up to my breasts massaging them. He breaks the kiss to rip my top off.
He watches my breasts sway as I continue to move against him. “So fucking pretty”
He begins to give wet kisses to one of my breasts, continuing to massage the other. He takes my nipple between his teeth and I whimper in pleasure as I writhe on top of him. That makes one of his hands go to my hip to keep me in tune with how I was moving my hips earlier, grinding me into him.
He continues sucking on my breasts hungrily for them, my neck stretches up as my eyes roll back, and that gives him the opportunity to travel his lips down my neck leaving purple and red all over my exposed flesh.
But I want more, I need more.
“Rafe… p-please…” I cry.
"Hurts?"
“Mhm…” I hum.
"Tell me Y/N, where does it hurt?" he teases with that mischievous smile that always makes me melt over him.
"Below"
"Below?" he mocks. "where? here?"
He cups my intimacy with his hand while he looks deep into my eyes. "Please.."
"I've heard that before, be a big girl and tell me what you need."
He massages my clit over my shorts and I can see in his eyes that he has noticed how wet I am.
"You"
"Me?"
“Please..” i yelped as he lifted me over his shoulder, heading to our room.
He throws me down on the bed and quickly takes off my shorts, tossing them somewhere on the floor. "No panties" he bites his lower lip as he watches how wet I am.
"Always so wet for me, right?"
He slowly undresses his clothes, very slowly. I flinch as the metal of his belt brushes against my thigh. He likes to play with me, to see me suffer, and I love that he does it.
He continues passing the metal all over my body, until he drops it on the ground. He gets rid of the rest of his clothes and lunges at me like a predator hunting his prey.
I felt his hard erection in my hot center, so I tried to raise my hips to make more contact. Rafe kisses me hard as we both moan into each other's mouths.
“I want to keep watching you suffer, but I am so desperate to be inside you…”
And without warning, I feel a strong push inside of me. “Fuck Y/N… always so tight”
My walls pulses around him, and without any warning, he starts enters in me, hard. His thrusts are fast but hard. My hands clench to him tightly, my breath thick and my moans are loud.
Rafe bends my knees up to his shoulders. This position makes him feel it even more deeply.
"Do you like it? Feeling it so deep in you…” His fingers hook into my neck and he squeezes hard. “…Can your little pussy take me?”
My moans are louder cause of his dirty talk.
One last push until he flips me over. He enters me again, but this time harder. I scream and cry clutching the sheets under me.
"Rafe, shit!"
"That's it, baby."
He grabs both of my hands and holds them behind my back, supporting me only on my chest, until he pulls me further, and the only balance I maintain is on my knees. His thrusts are stronger and his hips ache against mine, but I don't want him to stop.
He grabs my neck to bring my back to his chest, and I feel both heartbeats pumping, as if we were one. One of my hands travels to the nape of his neck, and I tug hard on his hair. I tilt my head to the side and kiss him hard. While with his left he grabs my neck, and the other one goes down to my clit.
"Come on love, give it to me" he breaks the kiss between breaths.
He massages my clit but without letting go of his thrusts, I feel my orgasm approaching closer, while Rafe contracts against me.
"Rafe... I'm going to..."
“I know…”
His thrusts are stronger until I feel my euphoria consume me, and my orgasm arrive. We both do it at the same time, and our fluids come together inside me. Luckily I'm on the pill.
Rafe drops me onto the soft mattress and he falls on top of me.
We both calm our breaths, until he breaks the silence.
"Promise me you won't doubt me again."
"I promise"
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Few hours pass, after cleaning ourselves and snuggling, I feel a sharp pain in my throat that makes me get up for a glass of water.
The cold of the room collides with my bare skin. It's not dawn yet, so it should be 6AM.
With my glass of water, I stop, leaning against the counter, until I hear a noise in Rafe's jacket.
Confusion brushes my face, as his phone is on the table next to the tv.
I reach for the jacket and rummage through the pockets. I gasp when the first thing I pull out… is another phone.
“Please… no, no, no…”
It's similar to the one he left me last night, but this one doesn't have us as wallpaper. It's just a certain lock screen of the phone itself.
I try to unlock him using various significant dates for him. But nothing.
The only one I didn't put was… bingo.
Wheezie's birthday.
The blood stops running through my body when the most recent notification is from his secretary. A pic, to be exact.
"Promise me you won't doubt me again"
I tried to convince myself that it will be something related to the company, but disappointment does not take long to appear.
Indeed, it was a nude.
I review the conversation and it was all…sexting.
I keep checking the conversations on this phone and they were all with girls, all of them.
I don't feel sadness or pain.
Instead, I feel rage and anger.
I decide not to look anymore and start to gather some of my things trying not to make noise.
I take a last look at what it was, my bed, and I see how Rafe sleeps peacefully.
Lot of angel sculpture for the devil that lives inside.
I take my things out of the apartment, and before I close the door, something, maybe kind of psychotic, crosses my mind.
I go back inside and thank his brain for not downing the entire bottle of whiskey. I start spreading it all over the floor, until everything is drenched in alcohol.
I open a cabinet and take out some matches. I light a few at a time, and throw them on the floor.
I go down to the outer parking lot, where my car was located and as I pull away, I watch up as my apartment and my love, go up in flames.
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blankitty · 6 months ago
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reignof-fyre · 3 months ago
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I am a Targaryan simp, and I adore most of them, and I understand why some people don't, but y'all need to stop crying about the name Aryan being in their surname and claiming that it means that Targaryens are N*zi's...because you're so fundamentally wrong, and if you'd have done your research properly, you'd know that N*zi's appropriated the name Aryan, which is actually derived from a Sanskrit word (ārya) meaning noble and educated. The name Aryan originated in Ancient India and Ancient Iran, and the white supremacists appropriated the word and used it to classify their so-called "master race" so for god's sake stop using the term Aryan the way the N*zi's did, its actually disgusting.
The name Aryan was never used, before the N*zi's, to classify race. It was, and still is, a first and surname and the Aryan identity was a cultural, religious, and linguistic thing, NOT racial purity. Michael Witzel (researcher of Indian sacred texts) states that term Aryan "does not mean a particular people or even a particular 'racial' group but all those who had joined the tribes speaking Vedic Sanskrit and adhering to their cultural norms (such as ritual, poetry, etc.)
The term Aryan was adopted by various racist and antisemitic writers such as Arthur de Gobineau, Theodor Poesche, Houston Chamberlain, Paul Broca, Karl Penka and Hans Günther during the nineteenth century for the promotion of scientific racism, spawning ideologies such as Nordicism and Aryanism.
Using the name Aryan in conjunction with N*zi's is just fuelling the appropriation, and I'm so sick of seeing antis rant about Targaryens being N*zi's because their name includes the name Aryan. I don't see anyone screaming that Arya Stark is, when her name is the actual word Aryan is derived from.
You don't have to like the Targaryens, but stop relating them to N*zi's because their name has a word N*zi's appropriated and used by racist white supremacist arseholes.
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ladyloveandjustice · 8 months ago
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The idea you could watch the (ig?) the first 12 episodes of Dunmeshi, which include Laios going on a grueling quest for Falin, deliberately getting his leg bitten off to save Falin while thinking "compared to the pain Falin went through this is nothing", dreaming of her leaving him behind and waking up devastated while swearing to save her no matter what, hugging Falin and tell her never to do that again with visible pain in his eyes, and come out with the conclusion "Laios doesn't care about his sister he only cares about monsters" is incredible to me. New level of media illiteracy
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ehaydon · 9 months ago
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ilovejoll · 9 months ago
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