#My precious JaeJae

[mybutterflyfact]

Youngjae x 'Man on the moon' Documentary

[dojae-huh]

Hlo huh nim…its bunny again… I'm here to discuss the 'REWIND' song by Doyoung from NCT's youth. When he mentioned serenade, I came here to say it was for jae….However, after listening to 'REWIND' and analyzing the lyrics, I believe I understand the message he was trying to convey. I think it was a song where he include him nd jae….I may not be an expert, but this is my interpretation. Feel free to correct me if I'm mistaken!

So, after the song serenade, rewind comes next in the track order. I believe there's a significance to that.( I will write about serenade after this) Rewind symbolizes going back to the start. Even though jaedo is a strong and adorable couple now, there was a time when they were just beginning to fall in love. You mentioned that Jae probably confessed first, only to be turned down by Doyoung. I have a hunch that Jae must have poured his heart out to Doyoung before Doyoung left for his hometown for the vecation, and jae got rejected. I feel like REWIND captures all those mixed emotions and confusion doyoung experienced during that time. Eventually, he came to terms with his feelings and reciprocated his love for Jaehyun.

Here is the lyrics

Withered petals are blooming The setting sun raises again When I quitely think of that day The whole world flows backward The sight of you looking back At the end of a disappearing alley

"Our end is beginning The tears that fell so painfully Are welling up again You, whom I missed, are in front of me. The blurry times with you, The fragmented memories, Are gathering around me" YOU ND ME HERE, ONCE AGAIN Things I want to ask, things I need to say There are so many (From our end is beginning to fragmented memories- again) last line changes its Getting clearer-

What words can catch you Am sorry, I missed you, am waiting for you here Countless times, we're being spun around In all those precious scenes I'm holding you, WHO THREW ME IN THIS LOVE The times with you were evrything The fragmented memories, coming back to me You nd me here, once again….

I knw the lyrics are not written by doyoung,, but doyoung said it himself, when making songs he had told them one by one, how he wanted his each songs...so u can guess....

(Now let me explain the lyrics- at part2)

When reflecting on that day, he recalls the first four lines representing Jae's confession and his subsequent rejection. As he gazes into the past, he envisions Jae standing at the end of the road, possibly symbolizing his departure in a vehicle or perhaps his attempt to escape from jaejae.

The next line from our end to gather around me

He is thinking it as their end, he is hurt, he missed jae, the blurry time, nd the FRAGMENTED MEMORIES ( like we all knw jae is the one who introduced dy into fragment, jae liked scented candles, nd later dy got addicted to it… 😇😇…. )

Next line He is wishing they could be there once again, coz there are lot of things he want to ask nd say… Ofcrs it's doyoung he wants to make sure abt lot of things…. Haha…

by these lines he might have said all the memories he spented with jae is gathering around him!!!nd how he was confused abt so many things that time… How he wanted to ask that all things to jae…

In next line is the same, only changing the laat line from the fragmented memories gathering around him to it's getting clearer… Like he is getting more confident abt his feelings.. He is realizing…. The moments getting clearer and vid for him

Nd final lines… He wants to confess back… But no idea how… How to start…he is sorry… He is missed him…nd he is waiting for jae there… He is realizing, they were both together in all those precious moments in their life…so he is deciding to hold him… Hold his jae…. (This is my fav line) I'm holding you, WHO THREW ME IN THIS LOVE…. 😍😍😍…. That's right… Jae is the one who cahesd doyoung to all the end… Nd confessed his feelings… That doyoung os realized now abt his own feelings, there is no way dy is letting go of Jae now… He is holding him… To the end of the world… Haha… 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰….

The time with you were evrything….. Doyoung realized, every single moments he spent with Jae was everything for him…the fraented memories coming back to him…once gain here you nd me…..

Omg….. Huh nim….. I can't…… This is so precious…… Rewind is so precious for doyoung nd also Jae… I think it's a small gift from dy to his love, about the time of jaes confession, nd the rejection, how was dy felt… Throughout the vecation…. How he spent everyday thinking abt their precious moments… Finally receprocating his love for Jae…. He was confused, nd scared, but still dy was dare enough to recall the memories he spent with jae, to be confident to love back his woojae….. 😭😭😭😭😭…. Huh nim….. I don't knw how many of I wrote is right…. But it's like doyoung is telling the whole world about his coming out…. Openly but secretly…..

I knw you may think am blabbering, but I have no place to share this thought of mine… So huh nim bear with me…. I want to discuss serenade with u too… Nd if u don't mind all the other songs…. Like what was the feeling he was holding writing other songs, am curious abt it too. So if u don't mind let me wrote abt that too…. Thanku… Nd pls reply what u think about it…. Hope u have a nice day….

(Ps: am not a writer, or song Intrepreter…. This is my FIRST TIME… I can't help but write after listening the lyrics..)

the post is long... Thats why am making it by cutting it.... Sorry if it's inconvenient for u.... 🙏🙏

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I'm yet to watch the documentaries where Doyoung talked about his approach to the album, the process. Therefore I can't really judge your idea right now, as I lack information from reality. Were all the text for the songs commissioned? With prepared themes and notes for song-writers to follow?

BTW, the author Honey Pot (two people) penned songs sung by Kyuhyun, Chen, Davichi.

I would advise to be wary of putting too much emphasis on separate words, though. Most lyrics sites use AI for their translations, which makes English lyric versions not really accurate. Fans on X do a better job, however, they translate in a hurry, and their grasp of Korean is usually not that of professional translators (they may not know some nuances or additional meanings of words).

The love songs on the album are pretty similar to other SK songs I've came across. Koreans like sad, melancolic and whistful stories.

Regardless, Doyoung said that the idea of the album was "looking back at the age of youth from the finish line", and that he built everything around this concept. Therefore, the songs should have ties to his own experiences. In sentiment, the portrayed feelings and thoughts, if not details and particulars.

One fact may speak in defence of your reading. Doyoung does look back on pre-dating period with a changed perspective. JaeDo events of the past were not forgotten, got new meaning for him instead. Like the first song they sang for ShowChamp as a duet (which he listed as one of the most memorable performances in his career).

Doyoung probably has thousands of pictures on his phone, plus there are official ones to choose from, yet he uploaded this image during his posting on official twitter turn. This act screams of "I see this photograph in a new light now" to me. Not only JaeDo have their heads linked, they wear identical scarfs.

[beaniegyu]

Ily, this is me every time I talk to you 🤧

This is my love letter to you val 🥺

[commajade]

jaejae has almost no selfies of just herself compared to the 10386492927 selfies she has with various celebrities so i took the liberty of trawling korean lesbian twt to find as many as i could this is my collection it's v precious to me.

she is my fave sbs producer and interviewer of all time i love my inexplicably famous 9 to 5 dyke <3

[kebinwooo]

ult group game!

thanks @2bosoos for tagging me in this!! sorry it took me so long to get to this. i literally have like no excuse HAHA but your answers were super interesting to read!

for: ukiss (had to narrow it down to my ult of ults or else this would become a REALLY long post lol)

1. who was your first bias?

kevin! i barely remember why he became my first bias tho LMAO probably just thought he was very pretty and 11 year old me was a very superficial human being 

2. who is your bias now?

kevin and junyoung! ngl i sometimes think kevin is only my bias now out of loyalty lol but i love love love junnie! i think he’s one of the most talented idols to exist (a singer, rapper, dancer and actor all wrapped in one!!) and also a super humble, down-to-earth kid. i mean there’s a reason why so many people are friends with him and have such good things to say about him and idk i just really think ukiss raised him well and made him the thoughtful, hard-working idol he is today ;;

3. what was the first mv you watched by them?

my memory’s super fuzzy around this but it was probably either manmanhani or shut up... all i remember was that i heard one of their songs on a kpop end of the year mashup and i was like OOOO THIS SONG SOUNDS GOOD and i checked them out afterwards lol

4. what’s your favourite mv?

i’m apparently basic for saying this but neverland!! idk something about that mv was just VERY good and that’s what launched me into actually being a kissme so it holds a special place in my heart hehe

i’m also really into tick tack, which i still think is the best japanese debut song a kpop group has ever released lol 

5. if you could only listen to one of their songs for the rest of your life, which would it be?

lmao if you know me, the song choice is already obvious AHHA it would be someday! that song really feels like healing for me. like it encourages me yet comforts me and idk i just love it so much ;; 

i also wouldn’t mind if i could only listen to heartless! that song is an absolute banger and i’m STILL disappointed they never performed it live/it wasn’t their title song for their last comeback as ot6 ;;

6. who would you want to see them collab with?

seventeen!! seungkwan is the co-president of kissmes (alongside jaejae, the woman who singlehandedly revived ukiss’s career last year LOL) and several of the other svt members are also fanboys and it makes me so so so happy ;u; soohyun also covered aju nice a while back and ABSOLUTELY SLAYED IT (we love a vocal king) so i need them to collab on something. hell, i’ll even take a ballad collab, JUST FEED THIS KISSMECARAT

7. what (mv) concept do you want to see them do?

LMAO i’m not picky bc i want them to just give me a comeback!!!! i mean they technically did have a comeback already but only with two members so really my point is that i won’t ask for anything much, just please give ot3 a comeback with proper promotion @ NH Media!!!

8. have you ever had a dream with any of the members in it?

i don’t think so? i don’t ever dream of idols anyways so if they did appear, it would probably be like me talking about them in my dream rather than actually seeing them in my dream lol

9. if you could spend a day with one member, who would it be and what would you do?

it would either by junyoung or soohyun! junnie would be super fun to hang out with bc he seems like such a chill dude and i really like when hes in his element and enjoying himself. as for soohyun tho, he finds so much joy in the little things that i’m like ;u; yes pls lets hang out dude, it’ll be such a good time. also i want to meet his niece and nephew who are ABSOLUTELY PRECIOUS OH MY GOD 

alternatively.... i am also down to hang out with kiseop but for the ulterior motive of meeting his wife LOL 

10. which member do you think you would get along with best?

soohyun makes me laugh SO hard bc he’s kinda unpredictable and has no boundaries. like he really doesnt have to try to be funny, he just IS lmao so i think i would end up having the time of my life even if we just chatted with each other LOL 

11. which member do you think you would argue with?

.....aj but that’s because i actually want to punch the dude in the face for being a snake towards the other members

ummmm i have no idea?? i don’t really see any of their personalities clashing with mine in any way that would lead to arguments?? LOL maybe i’ll argue with hoon for the fun of it bc hes really funny when he gets sulky but he won’t hold a grudge like soohyun would HAHA

12. if you had to let one member scroll through your tumblr, who would it be?

hmmm i think i would choose jun? i mean i did do a lot of embarrassing screaming about him on this blog but i think i’d want him to know how much i admire and love him and want good things for him and i think my tumblr kind of encapsulates that bc i can’t count how many times i’ve said i’m proud of him in my tags HAHA

tagging: @xfirebenderx and @bookwan and @pjminyard (👀 bekka are you here idk why i felt like tagging you but imma do it) but feel free to ignore as well! 

[omgmykpopfictionsandstuff]

One cloudy day..

Une main sur la hanche, l'autre dans la sienne et le plongée en arrière. Voilà une heure que Berwald servait de mannequin à Miyuki et Elisa, il servait de mannequin avec Lily qui avait très gentiment accepter se se joindre eux pour cette petite séance de peinture dans l'une de salle de danse au fond nuages de la SM un de ces salles mythiques mais oubliées. Il pencha Lily en arrière et la française lui offrit un grand sourire. Miyuki termina son dessin et se leva très heureux du rendu, Elisa posa son pinceau et c'est ce moment que choisit Sören pour entrer, Lucie à son bras, Ten à l'autre. Lily sourit et relâcha doucement Berwald et s'inclina devant sa sœur et fixa Sören puis Ten. Sören s'écarta de son compagnon et tendit la main a Lily.

« Shall we ? » demanda-t-il calmement

« Do not force yourself » dit Lily en riant

« Won't happen. » dit Sören avec un semblant de sourire

Lily l'emmena alors dans une petite danse de simple, une valse qui jurait avec leurs tenues, car Lily portait un simple Jeans, un débardeur noir et des talons multicolore, et Sören lui portait un vieux t-shirt gris chiné avec l'inscription ' Royal Stockholm High School Hockey Team' et dans son dos 'S. Ekstrøm ' ainsi qu'un vieux jeans déchiré et des simple tennis blanches. La danse était légère et quand la jolie blonde, s'arrêta posant une main sur l'épaule de Sören, Ten serra les dents.

« Hands off he's mine. » grogna-t-il

Lily se recula légèrement surprise et leva la tête vers Sören, qui lui cachait très très mal sa satisfaction. Lily roula des yeux et Lucie secoua la tête en prenant la main de Ten.

« Ecoute, mon chéri... » fit Lucie en douceur « Sören est gay. Très gay. Lily est hétéro. Enfin aux dernières nouvelles.. » Elle fixa sa sœur qui confirma

« Je ne suis pas une menace. » dit Lily en souriant « Sören est juste mon ami. »

« Et c'est mon meilleur ami. » fit une voix velouté.

Elle entra dans la salle, portant une chemise blanche d'homme pas grande, des bas retenus par des porte jarretelles clairement visible sous la chemise et concrètement on voyait tout à travers sa chemise. Elle était petite, pourtant trônait sur des escarpins terriblement haut, ses longues mèches noires tombant de manière naturelle sur ses épaules et on pouvait aisément voire la fatigue dans ses yeux vert intense. Elle avança et soupira en se reposant contre l'épaule de Sören.

« It freaking hurts ... » soupira-t-elle

« I know. » dit-il

« I'm not only fucking meat for fucks sake. I'm not like... » Elle s'arrêta quand NCT entra par l'autre porte et la fixaient  « Holy fuck. »   Sören enleva son pull et le donna a Morganna qui l'enfila rapidement et fixa Lily qui enleva sa ceinture et la lui tendait. En deux secondes Morganna c'était faite une robe d'un pull beaucoup trop grand pour elle. Grâce à Sören et Lily. Ten l'observa et arqua un sourcil.

« Je vous ai déjà vu quelque part non ? » demanda-t-il

« Je suis Mona. » dit-elle doucement en souriant à Ten

« Holy shit. » couina Mark 

« Dude ?! » s'étonna Johnny

« I... oh waw... she's.. really... » Mark était rouge.

Morganna secoua un peu la tête quand Elrick entra, la mine noire, les yeux sombres. Il prit la main de Morganna qui secoua la tête.

« No please no.. » murmura-t-elle

« She's gone... Jolene and Malia said I had to get you. » dit-il

« I.. yes.. » Morganna s'éloigna et sortit en courant chercher quelqu'un.

« She's not Ian. » dit-il a Sören qui se massa les tempes.

« Qu'est-ce qu'il y a Sören ? » Ten prit doucement sa main

« Une amie de Morganna est malheureusement décédé dans l'exercice de ses fonctions. » dit Elrick

« Elle disait qu'elle avait de l'espoir la dernière fois d'arriver au bout de son service... ... » murmura Lily

« Malheureusement tout le monde n'est pas Ian... » soupira Lucie  

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Voilà quelques jours bien sombres mais la vie continuait... enfin pas tout à fait. Morganna regardait l'homme assis sur la terrasse une cigarette entre les doigts, le regard dans le vide. Elle soupira et vint prendre la cigarette pour l'écraser.

« ça va pas? » grogna-t-il

« J'ai déjà perdue une amie. Tu ne seras pas le suivant sur la liste. » Elle était assez froide et soupira « Que va-t-il advenir de son fils ? » demanda-t-elle

« Je vais devoir ... m'en occuper. » nota-t-il « C'est moi son père. » il prit sa tête entre les mains

« Je sais. En attendant il vit avec Jolene. » nota Morganna en se levant « c'est sa Marraine après tout. » -

Jolene portait le petit garçon, puis s'installa dans le canapé. Le petit garçon aux yeux typé coréen mais d'une jolie couleur verte sombre. Il avait 3 ans et comprenait ce qu'il c'était passer et quand Jolene dessina un avion pour lui... il posa ses mains sur le papier.

« Mama... » dit-il doucement

« Yes Mama.. » Jolene caressa ses cheveux. « She won't comeback you know that right my love ? »

« I know. Uncle Ian... said... she .. » il chercha ses mots « Uncle Ian said... elle est ... partie dans les nuages. »

« C'est ça... » dit Jolene en passant en coréen caressant ses petites joues humide de larmes

« I miss mama... » dit-il en se lovant dans les bras de Jolene

« I miss her too. » dit-elle en le serrant contre elle.

Jaehyun entra dans le salon, cachant très mal un grand ourson en peluche dans son dos et Jolene leva la tête du petit garçon qui offrit un petit sourire fatigué a Jaehyun avant de descendre du canapé et de tendre les bras. Jaehyun posa l'ourse en peluche et souleva le petit dans ses bras.

« Hey big boy. » dit-il en souriant

« Hey uncle Jaee » Il souriait un peu fatigué

« Ohh someone wants a nap. » dit Jaehyun en souriant

« Nappy ! » il souriait un peu plus en se frottant les yeux

« Want Jaejae to put you in bed love ? » demanda Jolene

« want both... want my song... » murmura-t-il fatigué

« All right. » Jolene se leva et ramassa le gros ourse en peluche.

Le couple emmena le petit garçon dans la chambre ou résidait Jolene et le mirent au lit. C'est avec une douce chanson Jolene chantant et Jaehyun à la guitare, un peu hésitant. Une version country de 'Baby Mine' emmena le petit bout dans un sommeil profond et le couple éteignit la lumière et sortit de la chambre. Jaehyun rit un peu et Jolene l'embrassa tendrement avant de rejoindre le reste du groupe dans la salle à manger.

« He's so precious. » nota Johnny

« He is. » Jolene sourit

« Are you... like... gonna adopt him ? » demanda Mark

« He has a father you know. » dit Jolene « I'm just waiting for him to get better. » dit-elle

« we're gonna miss the little guy... » dit Mark

« Is his father gonna be okay ? » demanda Johnny 

« I'm counting on Morganna to not let him down. » dit Jolene

Puis on sonna à la porte et Jolene se leva pour aller ouvrir. Dans l'entrée se trouvait Morganna, avec à son bras un homme un peu morne.

« Hey... » dit Jolene doucement en emmenant le jeune homme avec elle

« Comment va-t-il ? » demanda-t-il la voix brisé

« C'est un grand garçon. Il comprends... » Jolene frotta doucement son dos « Et il attend son papa. Mais il dort là... » dit-elle doucement

« Je peux le voir ? » demanda-t-il doucement

« Viens. » Elle prit sa main et l'emmena doucement vers la chambre ou le petit dormait à poing fermé.

« Si seulement je pouvais dormir aussi insouciant que lui. » dit-il

« Une chanson et une guitare c'est tout ce qu'il demande. » Jolene rit en refermant la porte « Essaie une infusion de camomille et de valériane. Ça peut aider avec du miel. »

« Merci Jolene. Merci pour tout ce que tu fais... » Il soupira

« De rien Kyungsoo... Hilary aurait voulut qu'on se serre les coudes. » Elle l'emmena dans la salle commune et lui servit un thé

« Il lui restait que deux semaines... » soupira-t-il « Deux semaines et elle avait finit avec l'armée. »

« Le sort à été une pute. » grogna Morganna

« Langage. » soupira Jolene

« Tout le monde n'a pas la chance d'Ian. » dit Kyungsoo fatigué

« Appa ? » couina une petite voix endormie

« Douglas... » Il se tourna et s'accroupit « Viens-là »

Le petit bonhomme décida de piquer un sprint un peu bancale mais déterminé vers son père qui le prit dans ses bras. Jolene posa sa tête sur l'épaule de Jaehyun et sourit en voyant le père et le fils réuni.

« Tu as les yeux de ta maman tu sais ? » dit Kyungsoo en souriant

« Tata Jojo dis ça aussi... »  le petit regarda Jolene « ça veut dire... i can go with papa now ? »

« You're going home with papa yes love. » Jolene sourit

« But Uncle Ian and Uncle Jae and you, you have to come to my birthday hein oui papa ils doivent venir ? » le petit Douglas sourit

« Oui on organisera une fête. » dit Kyungsoo un peu dépassé mais souriant

« Bon courage. » dit Jaehyun doucement

« Merci. » Kyungsoo caressa les cheveux de Douglas « On va prendre tes affaires. Ton oncle Ian nous attend. » dit-il en regardant son téléphone.

« Quoi le vieux est là ?! » dit Morganna en souriant

« Respecte ton père. » dit Jolene blasé

« Je l'appelle pour qu'il monte ! » fit Morganna  

« ça doit être un vieux monsieur ... » s'étonna Mark doucement

« Ahah. » Kyungsoo rit un peu posant son fils au sol pour qu'il embarque contre son gré, oncle Jaehyun l'aider a faire sa valise « Ian vieux. »

« Ian vieux... » Jolene secoua la tête en riant et alla ouvrir la porte.

Une homme assez grand entra. Il était battit comme un dieu ce qui se voyait à travers sa tenue, une chemise blanche serrant ses muscles, un veston noir et un pantalon de costume noir collant à ses jambes, lui offrant un galbe des fesses pour le moins sexy. A son cou pendait une cravate défaite et sa chemise déboutonné laissa entrevoir le haut d'une pièce d'échec tatoué sur sa clavicule, ses cheveux noirs tombaient brillant et d'une façon élégante autour de son visage, il avait ce genre de visage de jeune premier, et des yeux d'un vert intense. Il aurait pu clouer n'importe qui sur place avec un seul regard. Il glissa ses mains dans ses poches avant des les sortir pour soulever le petit Douglas lui fonçant dessus.

« Hi ye wee lad » fit-il avec un très gros accent irlandais

« Uncle Ian !!! » Douglas le serrait très fort dans ses bras

« Hi dad ! » fit Morganna en embrassant sa joue, alors qu'il se penchait

« Dad ?! » s'étrangla Johnny « But he's like 20 or so. »

« 40. But thanks wee lad. S'fine knowin am' still handsome. » fit l'homme aux yeux verts.

« Holy shit. » Mark avala de travers

« Dude really ? » Johnny fixa Ian qui haussa un sourcil

« J'ai 40 ans oui. » dit-il en posant Douglas à terre « on va à la maison ? » demanda-t-il à Kyungsoo

« La mienne ou la tienne ? » demanda Kyungsoo

« La mienne. Je suis équipé pour des bambins. » dit-il

« Comment va mon petit frère ?  Et ma petite sœur ? » demanda Morganna

« Leur père me rend dingue mais sinon, ils vont bien. » dit Ian en soupirant « Ton beau-père est casse couille. »

« Tu l'as épousé pour ça Papa. » nota Morganna amusée

« Ouais. » il souleva les 3 grosses valises du petit sans problèmes « Tu diras a Sören que son frère est chez moi, et qu'il va falloir son expertise et celle de Berwald chez Kyungsoo ? »

« Oui papa. » Morganna sourit « Tino est là aussi ? »

« Tino arrive demain. » dit Ian en sortant « Oublie pas Berwald et Sören. »

« J'oublierais pas. » elle sourit un peu

« Au revoir tout le mooonde !!! » fit Douglas en prenant la main de Kyungsoo « Viens appa ! »

« J'arrive... » Kyungsoo salua tout le monde avant de sortir.

Puis tout NCT fixa Morganna qui ferma la porte. Elle se tourna vers eux et haussa un sourcil.

« Quoi ? » elle arqua un sourcil

« Il a 40ans et à l'air plus jeune que moi... » marmonna Johnny

« Ian à la malédiction de l’éternel babyface. » dit Jolene en s'asseyant

« Mais il a dit son mari. » Mark fixa Morganna

« Oh oui, ma mère à disparue quand je suis née y a 24 ans laissant mon pauvre papa seul a 16 ans se démerder avec moi. » expliquait Morganna

« Il a élever Morganna à l'armée, plus tard Hillary a jointe l'alliance élevons Mona ... » Jolene sourit tristement

« Elle va me manquer. » soupira Morganna « Woody est partie trop tôt... »

« C'était son patronyme à l'armée, elle était pilote de chasse. Et c'était la très rousse maman de Douglas. » expliqua Mona « Elle a voler 8 ans avec mon père, et c'est grâce à lui qu'elle avait rencontrer Kyungsoo »

« Son mari était déjà son compagnon il y a 8 ans. » dit Jolene

« Ils sont ensemble depuis plus de v 10 ans. » nota Morganna en riant. « Et ils sont très bien ensemble. »

« Mais c'est qui ? » s'étonna Mark

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Arrivé à la maison, Ian installa Kyungsoo et Douglas dans l'appartement au dessus du garage. C'était un trois pièces simple mais tout à fait adapter pour un bambin de 3 ans. Dans l'entrée se trouvait Yoona un peu amusée en voyant Ian poser les valises et montrer la chambre à Douglas. Elle se revoyait, elle à la place de Kyungsoo, sauf qu'elle avait son mari avec elle. Elle souriait quand Kyungsoo s'assit en soupirant.

« Le coeur d'Ian explosera un jour avec sa bonté. » dit Kyungsoo

« C'est certain. » dit Yoona en s'asseyant sur le canapé « Mais Douglas aura des copains de son âge ici. »

« J'arrive pas à croire que ton fils à déjà 7 ans. » dit Kyungsoo amusé

« Moi non plus et ma fille qui a déjà 5 ans.. » Yoona secoua la tête

« Yoona-noona ? » fit une petite fille

« Oh Yuni ? » s'étonna Yoona en se redressant

« Y a votre fils qui est tombé dans le jardin. » dit-elle un peu gêné

« Il a encore voulut faire une prise de judo a ton frère ? » demanda-t-elle

« Oui Noona » dit-elle en baissant la tête

« Et ou est Sunhee ? » demanda-t-elle

« Elle prend le thé avec Tata Joy ! » dit-elle doucement

« Yuni ? » Ian s'avança

« Papa ! » La petite sauta dans ses bras.

« On va voir ce que Yunshi à fait comme bêtise ? » dit-il en la prenant dans ses bras

« Mais Yunshi a rien fait de mal c'est juste... Suncheol.. qui a essayer de le bloquer. » dit Yuni

« Un jour il apprendra. » Yoona se leva et sortit de l'appartement

« Vous avez pas réveiller Hyoji ? » soupira Ian

« Non elle fait toujours dodo ! » Yuni sourit

« Et appa ? » il descendit dans le grand salon trouvant son mari, bras croisé, et Sveinn, le mari de Yoona dans la même posture, fixant deux petits garçons.

« Je ne suis pas fier de toi. » souffla le mari de Yoona « Combien de fois devrais-je te dire que le Judo se fait au Dojo et pas à la maison dans le jardin ou c'est dangereux ? » sa voix atteignait un zéro absolu rappelant sa suède natale.

« Désolé... papa.. ; » couina le petit Suncheol.

« Tu as de la chance que Yunshi t'as soutenu tu aurais pu te faire très mal en tombant. » Dit Sveinn « Yunho vous a déjà puni pour ça. »

« Oui papa... » Suncheol baissa la tête

« Je ne suis pas content non plus Yunshi. » souffla Yunho exaspéré. « Je vais devoir le répété aussi ? Que jouer sur les dalles de l'étang est dangereux ? Ou dois-je laisser Papa mettre un requin dans l'étang pour que tu comprennes que c'est dangereux ? »

« C'est un plan ça. » dit Ian en posant Yuni au sol

« Ian... » soupira Yunho, Ian glissa sa main dans le dos de Yunho et fixa les deux « Je vais être gentil cette fois. Vous êtes tous les deux privé de tv pendant une semaine et vous allez aider votre oncle Matthias a ranger le jardin quand il sera là demain. Ai-je été compris ? » sa voix était froide et sévère.

« Yes sir. » firent les deux petits bonhommes

« Maintenant filer dans votre chambre » soupira Sveinn

« Yes sir. » et les deux petits bouts s'en allaient

Yuni alla rejoindre la petite Sunhee dans sa chambre pour prendre le thé avec Tata Joy. Yunho sourit un peu en embrassant la joue d'Ian. L'ancien militaire sourit et fixa Yoona enlacer Sveinn, puis Kyungsoo descendit de l'appartement, tous se séparaient. Kyungsoo secoua la tête amusé.

« On dirait Junmyeon et Lola. » il soupira amusé « ça va.. c'est pas parce qu'Hillary n'est plus là que vous devez faire ça. » il s'assit calmement « Je dirais même, profitez-en plus. »

« Peut-être que cela te changera les idées... » commença Sveinn « Mais Matthias arrive demain avec Tino. Il va s'occuper du jardin. »

« Matthias. » Kyungsoo hocha la tête « Il m'a manqué oui... je pense que je pourrais l'aider et Douglas adore le jardinage. »

« Et Matt est géniale avec les petits. » nota Yoona amusée

« C'est son métier Yoona. » Sveinn rit un peu « Il est professeur de maternel. »

« J'aurais pas imaginé un hockeyeur pro retraité, prof de maternel. » dit Yunho amusé

« C'est Donghae qui va être heureux aussi. » dit Joy en entrant « Parce que Tino a dit ... que Matthias à convaincu Thor de venir avec. »

« En effet Donghae va sauter au plafond. Il sait pas fermer sa gueule sur son pivot préféré... Le pauvre Berwald a été forcé de lui traduire tous les matchs... » dit Yoona en souriant « Il a du succès d'ailleurs Berwi... »

« Apparemment Jaemin et Jeno en ont après lui. » dit Kyungsoo calmement

« Aaah il est pas sortit de l'auberge mon pauvre frangin. » dit Sveinn amusé

« J'ai hâte de récupéré mon Tino.. » soupira Joy

« ça se comprend. » dit Yoona

« Oh... pardon Kyungsoo » Joy baissa la tête

« Y a pas besoin d'être désolé. » Il haussa les épaules.. « Elle me manque oui, mais elle n'est plus là. Ma vie continue malgré tout. »

Ian hocha la tête et servit un verre a Kyungsoo.

La vie continuait.

[sungminsbutt]

You’re Perfect | Youngjae x Jackson

In which Youngjae is the most adorable, slightly chubby baby, and he gets insecure about it. But Jackson is here to show him how much he loves it. Warnings: soft smut, a little daddy kink

Youngjae plopped down on his bed, exhausted after the last day of GOT7′s world tour. He took his phone out and started scrolling through his social media. A few posts caught his attention. They were fansite pics from the concert before. One of the captions said “omg Yougjae is so chubby these days, i just want to squish him”. He frowned, and opened the comment section. Almost every comment was about how happy ahgases were that he gained weight and how cute he was. But obviosly, he catched a glimpse of the negative comments too, people telling him he’s too fat and he shouldn’t be an idol looking like that.

Youngjae got up and went to the mirror across the room. He scanned up his reflection. His cheeks were round and soft, and his jawline was almost invisible. He then liftet up his shirt a little bit, only to see a small tummy resting on the waistband of his jeans. He poked it while pouting-it was soft. 

“I’m so fucking fat” Youngjae thought out loud while sighing softly. “I really should go on a diet”.

A soft knock on his door interrupted his meditation.

“Hey, dinner’s ready!” Jackson called him out from the other side of the door.

“I’m coming” Youngjae responded, a slight pout still plastered on his lips.

The whole time, he was telling himself that he will only eat the salad at the dinner. Well, Youngjae ended up eating all his food, plus the dessert. It was really a lot. And all that only because of that bastard Jackson.

When they started the dinner, Jackson pinched Youngjae’s cheeks and told him  he was cute when he was eating. The latter had always seen Jackson as a fatherly figure, someone who always took care of him. And he didn’t want to disobey his daddy, how he was mentally calling him for a while now. 

So that’s how Youngjae ended the evening in his room, cuddled up under the blankets, holding tight a plushie, darkness around him, as dark as his thoughts about himself, crying his eyes out and repeating “i am fat” and “i don’t deserve to be in this group” like a mantra.

A soft knock on the door brought him back to the reality.

“Youngjae? Are you there?” Jackson asked softly.

The crying boy wanted to be alone, so all that Jackson heard was a blunt “go ‘way”.

“Youngjae, you don’t seem to feel good. I’m entering”. the older boy warned before opening the door and stepping into the blackness of the room.

His eyes stopped onto a small lump under the blankets, a small, crying lump. 

Cautiously, he sat on the edge of the bed, his heart breaking into pieces hearing his little boy cry.

“Hey, JaeJae, tell me what’s wrong”

“JaeJae isn’t there” came uo the muffled and grumpy response.

“Oh, that’s it? Hmm, but i really wanted to see the cutest boy alive. Eh, guess i’ll have to look for him around the house” Jackson said smiling.

A fluffy head peeked out from the blankets, looking at the older with big, glossy eyes.

“Jae is not cute” he said grumpily.

“Of course you are!” Jackson reassured him.

“‘m not! I am fat, I gained weight. I am a worthless piece of shit, who doesn’t deserve to be in this group. I’m a shame for all of you. You all have sculpted bodies and fans cheer over you. But I am too fat. And ugly!” Youngjae said, big, salty tears rolling out his eyes.

“Hey, you’re not worthless, and you’re definitely not ugly. I don’t know how should i  describe how you look like. Mesmerizing. Beautiful. Cute. Handsome. Breathtaking. Perfect. And what if you’re not like us all? I personally love it when you’re chubby, i love how soft your cheeks are, and how squishy you look. You are so fucking perfect Youngjae, no words can describe you. And fuck the haters, I want to see you happy, and your happiness shouldn’t depend on their opinions. Also, GOT7 wouldn’t be GOT7 without Choi Youngjae, our little ball of sunshine”

Jackson softly wiped the tears off the chubby cheeks he loved so much, softly kissing Youngjae’s forehead after that.

“Even if all the world will turn their back to you, i’ll always be there to protect you and cherish you” he added.

“Y-you mean it daddy?” Youngjae asked. 

shit. He couldn’t believe he let it out in such a moment.

“I’m s-sorry” he stuttered. “I didn’t mean to...”, he added, avoiding Jacksons glare.

“Hey there. Look at me JaeJae” he said, gently lifting the smaller boy’s chin, so he would look into his eyes.

“Don’t be sorry. You’re my little boy, my cute, soft, little boy” he whispered.

“R-really?”

“Really baby”

They stared onto each other’s eyes for a long time, getting lost in those deep, dark oceans, which held feelings for each other. Feelings that urged to be let out.

Jackson cupped Youngjae’s cheek, his fingers sinking a little into the soft skin. And finally, their lips touched. It was a gentle kiss, full of love and tenderness. They pulled away for a second, before latching their lips toghether again, this time kissing each other hungrily. Their mouths moved in perfect sync, as if they were made for each other. Jackson slowly moved his hand down to Youngjae’s waist, his teeth slowly nipping at the smaller boy’s bottom lip. Youngjae whimpered slowly, giving his tongue entrance. Jackson made sure to explore every single spot of Youngjae’s wet cavern. Their tongues moved slowly, passionately against each other, soft whimpers ocassionally leaving Youngjae’s throat. Then, Jackson started trailing kisses down Youngjae’s neck, bitting at the skin softly and sucking onto some spots to mark his property. His Youngjae.

Jackson gently pulled the younger boy onto his lap, without breaking the kiss. His hands slowly moved further, down Youngjae’s back, till they stopped on the curve of his plump butt, gently groping the soft flesh.

Youngjae let out a moan, and quickly pulled away from the kiss, covering his mouth in embarassment.  “Don’t be ambarassed baby boy. Today is all about showing you how perfect you are. Let daddy hear his little baby” Jackson whispered, before pulling Youngjae into another kiss.

“Hands up baby, daddy wants to see more of his precious Youngjae”

“N-no, i’m too fat”, the boy answered, voice trembling.

“Oh little one, you’re not. Let dedday show you, would you?” Jackson asked softly, kissing the tip of his nose. Youngjae let out a giggle and put up his hands.

Jackson cautiously removed his shirt, revealing his boyt in all his beauty, flipping them over, so he was hovering over the chubby boy.

“God, you’re so precious” he whispered, moving his fingers across Youngjae’s soft chest and down his cute tummy.

In a swift motion, Jackson removed his own shirt and sweats. Youngjae gulped, looking down at his daddy’s sculpted body. He didin’t deserve him, Youngjae thought.

“Daddy, no, my thighs are fat and jiggly” he whined at Jackson’s attempt to take off his jeans.

Jackson ignored him and proceeded to take off his pants. He looked down at his boy. His fluffy hair all messy. His round cheeks still tear-stained. His lips soft and slightly swollen. The little love bites scattered across his neck. His soft tummy. His gorgeous, thick and meaty thighs. 

“You’re such a masterpiece, baby boy” Jackson softly whispered, latching their lips again.  He started trailing kisses down Younjae’s body, stopping at his tummy to softly bite into the flesh.

“D-daddy” Youngjae moaned.

“What’s it, cupcake?”

“I-i really like it”

“Like what? Use your words, baby boy”

“L-like when you kiss my tummy”

“Yeah?” Jackson smirked and nipped onto the soft flesh again.

“Y-yeah. It makes me feel good”

“Good”

Jacskon slowly moved one of his hands to Youngjae’s chest. He pinched one of his nipples, while still leaving kissed onto his stomach. The boy let out a high-pitched moan. Jackson bit onto the flesh harshly, leaving a teeth mark, while still twisting the hardened but.

“A-ah daddy. What was that?”

“You look so yummy baby, i had to have a taste”

Slowly, Jackson kissed his way down to Youngjae’s boxers, kissing the aroused tip of his tent through them. The smaller boy whimpered.

“Daddy’s gonna spoil rotten his small boy” Jackson whispered, slowly taking off Youngjae’s boxers. His cock sprang free, leaking precum onto his tummy.

“So wet for daddy, such a good boy” Jackson praised, before taking the tip gently in his mouth. Youngjae whimpered, his fists clenching around the sheets.

Jackson took all of his lenght onto his mouth, his hands gently caressing the soft thighs of the whimpering boy underneath him. He ocasionally hummed aroung his member, sending shiwers down the whimpering boy’s spine.

“D-daddy s -stop, ‘m gonna cum” Youngjae moaned.

But Jackson didn’t obey his baby, and soon, he spuerted the cloudy substance down his throat.

“Such a good boy” Jackson whispered, leaving soft kisses on Youngjae’s thighs. “You taste so good. And don’t even get me started on your thighs. So meaty and soft. So perfect”, he added while sucking at the skin, leaving a dark purple bruise, while rubbing Youngjae’s again hardening member.

“D-daddy, please” he whined, tangling his fingers onto Jackson’s locks

“Use your words baby. What do you want daddy to do?”

“Want you...inside..pleade daddy”

“Such a good boy” Jackson praised the moaning boy, caressing his thighs. He took off his boxers and tossed them across the room. Then he looked up at his beautiful boy, his lips slightly parted as he breathed heavy. Jackson traced his thumb across Youngjae’s lips, softly pushing it inside, and the younger boy started sucking on it as if it was a candy. Jackson softly took his thumb out, replacing it with 3 digits. Youngjae’s tongue shyly swirling around, lubeing them.

Jackson took out his figers, and slowly circled the smaller boy’s rim, slowly pushing 2 of them inside of his tight hole.

“A-ah daddy, hurts!” Youngjae cried out.

“I know baby boy, but it will get eventually better” Jackson said, softly kissing his tummy, making his small boy let out a shaky giggle. Damn, he was an angel, Jackson thought. Even his giggle was heavenly.

He continued thursting his digits at a slow pace, ocasionally kissing Youngjae’s lips and tummy to make him forget about the pain. Soon, the whimpers become moans full of pleasure.

“E-enough daddy, want you”

“Are you sure muffin?”

“I am sure daddy”

“Do you have lube?”

“The drawer daddy”

Jackson took out the unopened bottle of lube, took Yougjae’s hand into his and squeezed a generous amount of the substance onto his hand.

“Daddy wants his chubby ray of sunshine to help him lube himself”

Youngjae giggled at the cute pet name, and slowly stroked Jackson’s member. When he wes finally lubes, he aligned his tip to the younger’s hole, and slowly pushed in.

“D-daddy” Youngjae let out a scream.

“I know baby boy, i know” Jackson assured him with a soft kiss on his lips.

“Y-you can move daddy” Youngjae shyly said.

Jackson tangled his fingers with his baby’s, and started thursting slowly. The room was quiet, except for their moans and the sound of skin slapping. 

“A-ah, right there daddy” Youngjae cried out when Jackson hit his prostate.

He coninued hitting that spot, praising the moaning boy underneath him.

“You’re so good for daddy, taking me so well. You feel so tight around me, so fucking perfect buttercup”

“D-daddy ‘m gonna c-cum”

“Cum for daddy, little one”

Youngjae spurted the cloudy substance all over his thighs and tummy. Jackson thrusted a few times more, after he came too. He slowly pulled out and cuddled near Youngjae.

“You did so well for daddy. My good boy. My precious sunshine. My soft muffin” Jackson mumbled, stroking Youngjae’s hair and softly kissing his forehead.

“Wh-what are we daddy?” Youngjae asked out of the blue.

“What do you want us to be, baby boy?” Jackson asked smiling.

“B-boyfriends?” Youngjea shyly asked, turning around in Jackson’s embrace to face him.

The latter squeezed him closer and kissed his round cheeks.

“From now on, daddy will take good care of you. Because you are my little precious Youngjae, my little ray of sunshine. Daddy’s gonna spoil you rotten and make all the bad things go away”

“Pinky promise?” Youngjae asked, holding his pinky out, cutely.

“Pinky promise” Jackson smiled, linking their pinkies toghether. “But you should promise daddy that you won’t pay attention to the negative comments, you’ll look only at the good ones and you won’t skip meals”

“I promise daddy” Youngjae said smiling wide, his eyes dissappearing.

“God you’re so precious and your body is the cutest” Jackson sayd softly, pinching his cheeks.

“Daddy stooop” Youngjae whined.

“Never, sunshine”.

[hyunmintae]

Wide Awake

A/N: Since I love poly/hybrid au’s so much! I wrote one :D

Pairing: Got7 x Reader!Hybrid

Warning: Slight angst, LOADS OF FLUFF

Tiny character impromptu: Reade Persian Cat Hybrid, BamBam Calico Cat Hybrid, Yugyeom Dog Hybrid, Jackson Tiger Hybrid, Human Jaebum, Jinyoung, Youngjae, and Mark.

~Reader wakes up in Jaebum’s room by themselves and wonders around the apartment to find no one is home, not even the other hybrids.

It was early in the morning, Saturday morning to be truthful, Y/N was fast asleep in Jaebum’s bed, wrapped in the warm sheets. She woke up to feeling slightly colder in the warm sheets, a presence was sure to be missing. She sat up slowly, rubbing her sleepy eyes as she looked around the room, her tail flicking on the bed beside her, her ears perked up, she noticed her tail didn’t rub against anything but cold sheets. She looked over to the last place she knew Jaebum was and frowned when he wasn’t there. 

Y/N never liked waking up alone, she had come to accustomed to one of the boys being by her side that if they weren’t she became a little frantic, so she listened, her ears flicking around in half circles, listening for the boys. Silencce was all her could detect as she stumbled out of the bed, franticly hurrying to the bedroom door and down the stairs. 

Y/N couldn’t see anyone in the kitchen, her heart began to pound at a rapid pace. “They wouldn’t just leave without telling me... or leaving a note..” Y/N thought to herself. She began searching for a note, anything to tell her where her boys had gone. She scrambled around the apartment, in each room, the bathrooms, the living room, the laundry room, even the balcony. She came up empty handed every time. She then ran to Jaebum’s room to grab her phone, and when she turned it on there wasn’t a single notification. 

“T-They left me?” Y/N mumbled aloud, her voice cracking at the end. She unlocked her phone, opened her contacts, tapping the first contact.

BamBam.

RING...

RING...

RING....

RING...

RING..

She end the call and sighed. She clicked the next contact and then the other five, them all ending the same way. Giving up after not being able to reach any of them and not being able to leave the apartment without one of her “owners”, as the other humans referred to them. She never thought of them as owners, only her boyfriends, her lovers, her everything.

Y/N retreated to Mark’s room this time, being the closet to him and Jaebum. Jinyoung, Youngjae and Y/N never really were able to click, they still referred to Y/N as their girlfriend, but they never really spent time with her, they always choose Yugyeom, Jackson, or BamBam rather than her. 

Y/N wondered if maybe Jinyoung and Youngjae had finally bribed the boys to leave her behind. Y/N shook her head of the thoughts and curled up into Mark’s bed, soon she wasn’t able to get as comfortable so she left his room and went to her own room, a room she was barely ever in.

The room wasn’t decorated because she was never in it, she never had the intentions to decorate it. Y/N looked around the room and was instantly smacked with how she used to feel, before the boys found her, before they saved her. She was alone again, abandoned. 

Y/N’s eyes filled with tears as she began to sob quietly, walking to her cold bed and getting under the blankets. After awhile of crying she fell asleep, feeling more lonely and sad as time went on.

The Boys

“Finally home! Out of the cold!” Jackson’s excitement filled voice rang through the apartment. 

“I still feel like we forgot something when we left.. something important. Are you sure we didn’t forget anything when we left?” Mark’s voice was muffled by his scarf he had wrapped around his neck to hide it from the cold.

 “I’m telling you, we didn’t forget anything.” Jinyoung’s voice interrupted the short silence as all seven boys filed into the apartment, taking off their big coats and stretching their bodies in the new found warmth. 

BamBam walked quietly into the apartment, his brown ears upon his head flopping as he walked with a bounce. Jackson was following BamBam, his orange and black tail swaying happily behind him. Yugyeom was the last hybrid to walk into the apartment, rubbing his tired eyes in the process. 

All of a sudden, all three hybrids stopped ubruptly each of the ears standing up straight on their heads and tails going instantly stiff. BamBam was the first to let out a loud whine, guilt instantly takin over. He could feel her sadness and how she felt abandoned. He could smell her tears, Jackson was growling softly, he could sense them too.

Yugyeom was affected more than the other two, instantly running to the room no one really ever went to, because she was never in it.

Jackson ran to his hyungs, “Hyungs! I know what we forgot today! Mark was right! We forgot something or someone important!” HIs voice cracking at the end. 

“I knew it!” Mark shouted. 

“Who?” Jaebum questioned along with Youngjae and Jinyoung.

 “Who? WHO?!” BamBam’s loud voice was heard from the hallway. 

“The one person who seven of us love! That loves us!” BamBam shouted.

Instantly Jaebum and Mark’s faces fell, realizing what he meant. 

“Oh no..” Mark mumbled, instantly running to where he knew she would be. 

“How could you forget her? She went to sleep with you? She was in your bed this morning!” Jackson was franticly yelling at Jaebum, even though Jackson was at fault too.

Jinyoung and Youngjae were quiet, sadness creeping its way into their hearts. They were never close to Y/N, thinking she didn’t like them, but they loved her just as much as the others. 

In Y/N’s Room

“B-Baby...Oh...Kitten... I-I’m so sorry...” Yugyeom sobbed as he held Y/N close to him, he had woken her up as soon as he barged into the room, instantly wrapping her in his arms.

She had started crying and he could feel exactly how she felt. 

“I’m so sorry babygirl… please forgive us..” Mark’s voice was heard from behind her, his arms were around her too. 

“Am I-Am I that forgettable?” Y/N’s small voice was muffled by Yugeom’s sweater clad chest. 

“No No Baby, you aren’t forgettable at all. We just weren’t thinking this morning, you were so quiet when we were downstairs this morning...We just- We, I’m so sorry baby..” Mark instantly responded to her, Yugyeom holding her tighter now. 

“I-I want BamBam….” Y/n mumbled, looking at Mark. “Please get my BamBam..” She pleaded.

Mark instantly ran to get BamBam. 

“Do you hate me Baby..?” Yugyeom questioned, tears freely falling down his face.

Y/N shook her head instantly, she couldn’t feel hate for any of them, she loved them too much. Eevn Jinyoung and Youngjae. 

“Yuggie, does-do JaeJae and Jinnie hate me?” Y/n asked softly. 

“What? No Baby, they love you, they just thought you didn’t like them as much as the rest of us. So they don’t try to be clingy like we do.” Yuggie said quickly. Y/N nodded softly, laying her head back on his chest.

“BamBam, Y/N wants you.” Mark walked into the living room where the boys were. BamBam shot up from his seat on the couch and ran to his Y/N’s room. 

“What about me?” Jackson frowned. 

“She probably wants you too. She’s pretty upset and you know how she always asks for BamBam first.” Mark said, but Jackson was already gone.

After a while of cuddles and constant kisses and loving touches, Jackson, BamBam and Yugyeom had Y/N laughing and smiling. She was feeling loved again, and not a hint of sadness was to be seen in or behind her eyes.

 “There’s our Jagi and her beautiful smile, so pretty. My precious little princess.” BamBam cooed, holding her tighter against his chest. Y/N was sitting between BamBam’s legs, while Jackson was laying on her left side his head on BamBam’s thigh and Yugyeom was on her right, his head in her lap, both pairs of arms were wrapped around both of her legs.

Y/N frowned, thinking of Jaebum, “Bambi... Where’s Bummie, Markie, and JaeJae, and Jinnie?” She turned to look at BamBam, a frown on her face. 

“They are in the living room, do you want me to go get them?” Jackson spoke for BamBam, beginning to let her go.

Y/N thought for a moment, before untangling herself from the boys and getting up.

 “Living room is bigger, let’s go cuddle their, with the others.” Y/N said, a smile on her face now, happiness radiating off of her. All three boys were by her side in an instant, following her down to the living room.

“Bummieeee! Markiee!! JaeJae! Jinnie!!” Y/N cooed loudly, calling her other boyfriends, each of them perking up at her happy tone.

 “We leave you with those animals for an hour and they already did our part of cheering you up along with theirs.” Mark pouted.

Y/n smiled brightly as she saw the four boys, sitting around the living room. She ran to Mark, jumping in his lap, careful not to hit him where it would really hurt. 

“Oof!” Mark sounded, catching Y/N in his arms and wrapping them around her tightly. He began peppering her face in kisses and hugging her tighter. 

“Mwah! Mwah! My Kitten!” Mark cooed at her, Y/N began purring louder than she normally did. Nuzzling her face in his neck and letting little giggles slip past her lips. 

“Markieee!” She squealed, wiggling from his grasp and going to Youngjae. She plopped down in Youngjae’s lap, to his surprise and nuzzled into him. 

“Aish! Stop scenting them! They aren’t just yours!” Jackson whined. Y/N shot him a mischievous smile and kept on nuzzling her face into Youngjae’s neck.

“I love you JaeJae.” She mumbled, before pecking his lips.

The infamous smile spread across this boys face so big, you’d think his face was going to rip in half, but before he could respond she had moved on to Jinyoung, giving him the same treatment as well. A bunch of I love you’s were heard as she went to each boy, scenting them and loving on them. 

“I take it she’s back to normal? And we’re forgiven?” Youngjae whispered to BamBam.

BamBam tunred to Youngjae and smiled, “She’s content now. She knows we love her and that we would never intentionally leave her like that.” BamBam whispered, watching his happy, precious princess with a big smile. 

“H-Hey, what about me? Did you forget me?” Jaebum asked Y/N. He was pouting in her direction, yet to be loved on by his favorite babygirl. 

“Of course not Bummie..but you did leave me alone in the bed this morning..” Y/N teased him. 

“Bummie didn’t mean too!!” Jaebum whined, cringing a little at using the nickname he hated but he loved it when she said it. Y/N instantly smiled and ran to her Bummie, nuzzling him and peppering him in kisses as much as she could.

“They real question here is, who is your favorite of all favorites, baby?” Mark’s voice was heard amongst the soft talking and cuddling. All seven boys were somehow wrapped around their kitten, hands on her at all times. 

“I am.” Youngjae interjected quickly.

“Of course it’s me.” Jinyoung said quickly, glaring at Yongjae.

“NO. I’M HER FAVORITE!!” Jackson shouted, clinging to Y/n tighter, arms around her waist, head on her chest. His ears were pressed down to his head in a threatening manner, tail wrapping around her waist.

“Obviously it’s me. She scents me the most.” Jaebum said, a cocky smirk on his face as he rubbed circles on Y/N’s thigh

“Um. Wrong. It’s me.” Yugyeom looked at the boys, his tail wrapping around one of Y/N’s wrists.

“Well she always wants to sleep in my bed and cuddle with me.” Mark said, trying to pry Y/n from Jackson’s hold only to receive a soft growl from him.

“You are all wrong. Of course it’s me. She asks for me specifically, for EVERYTHING. When she’s sad, mad, in her heat, in need of cuddles, or kisses, or hugs.” BamBam said loudly, easily taking Y/N from Jackson’s hold and the other boys, setting her on his lap as he wrapped his arms and tail around her tightly.

All the boys went quiet and turned their heads toward BamBam, before all seven of them turned to you, “Well Babygirl, who is it?” They asked Y/N.

Y/N just smiled at them all, softly rubbing circles on BamBam’s wrist. “Well-”She stopped and looked up at BamBam, a soft smile appearing on her face.

“HA SEE IT’S ME!” BamBam shouted.

“No. I didn’t say that.” Y/N said quietly.

BamBam frowned and looked down.

“I don’t have a favorite. I couldn’t possibly. You are all my favorites.

Mark has the sweetest smile, and his cuddles are the best. But then again you all give good cuddles, but his are the best.��� 

“Jinyoung is always looking out for me, even if he never shows it, I know he is. Always makes sure I’ve eaten, before the rest of you so I actually get food before it’s gone.”

“JaeJae makes me laugh, his laugh cheers me up just by hearing it. Makes me feel warm inside. All I have to do is think of his laugh and I can feel happy.” 

“Jackie always keeps me safe, I feel safest with him. He keeps me warm and makes sure I always feel safe and he always watches those sappy love movies with me when the rest of you won’t.” Y/N paused for a moment to smile at each boy fondly. Her eyes lighting up as she spoke about each one.

“Bummie, is my personal teddy bear. Whenever I need a hug or to just be held, I know I can go to him. He makes me feel loved and always welcomed. He is the one who found me first.” Y/N smiled at him.

“Yuggie is my giant that keeps me shielded from all the mean people in the world, he always makes sure when we go out in public that no one gives me bad looks and makes sure I’m always comfortable. He’s my shield in a world of fire and ice.

“And my Bambi, my Bambi... you always make sure I feel loved. No matter what you drop everything to take care of me. You are the first one I see when I’m sick, or when my heats come. You make sure when my heats are here that Jackie and Yuggie don’t come around my unless I want them, and you do that with yourself too. You always make sure that I’m not in pain and even when I am before I can come to you, you’re already there..”

Y/N took a deep breath, curling closer to BamBam, a yawn escaping her mouth. BamBam sits back between the rest of the boys, so they can cuddle up to each other, all eight of them are laying underneath blankets on the pillow mattress the boys put together just for this. 

“I love each of you equally, so I don’t have one favorite. I have seven. And I wouldn’t have it any other way. I’m so glad you all accepted me into the family when I first got here. I love you all so much...” Y/N’s voice trailed off as she began to fall asleep, her head against BamBam’s chest, her arms wrapped tightly around his waist, her legs on Jackson’s lap, and her tail wrapped around Mark and Jaebum;s wrists, since they were holding hands. Jinyoung and Youngjae had their heads on each of Y/n’s thighs, and her Yuggie was cuddled up to BamBam, an arm wrapped around them both. 

Each of the boys smiled softly at their kitten sleeping soundly between all of them. 

“We love you so much Kitten... So much..”

[aesjae]

Boyfriend! Jaehyun

#5 of Boyfriend! Series

Taeil | Johnny | Taeyong | Yuta | Kun | Doyoung | Ten | Jaehyun | WinWin | Jungwoo | Lucas | Mark | Xiao Jun | Hendery | Renjun | Jeno | Haechan | Jaemin | Yang Yang | Chen Le | Jisung

A/N: I honestly didn’t mean to be biased but i’m so soft because i love jaehyun so much so this boyfriend! would be much longer than the rest. i love all the members but im so sorry i got carried away ㅠㅠ

Word Count: 2,349 Style/ Genre: Headcanon/ very fluffy  Date Posted: 7 Sept 2017

omg i'm already soft at the thought of this

i'm just gonna imagine the loml being my real bf now to make things easier and fluffier

so can you imagine jaehyun

THE jung yoonoh being your boyfriend

omg it'd be so adorable and fluffy?

i'll not talk about the confession as i'll leave that for a future series

but after jaehyun confesses to you

he'd be so shy???

like his head would be bowed

arms awkwardly by his side

not knowing what to do with them so he holds onto the ends of his fingertips instead

but when you revealed you like him to and agreed to be in a relationship with him

his head would snap upwards towards you

at first looking really confused

but when your words fully registered into his head

a huge grin would just morph onto his face

that adorable grin that i can never get sick of

and he'll pull you by the wrist and enveloped you into a hug, burying his head into your neck/ shoulder, grin never leaving his face

and both of you would walk out of the venue hand in hand

it was a new but warm and fuzzy feeling

but you liked it

jaehyun would be one of the sweetest and goofiest boyfriends in nct

both of you would still be in high school

and you would go to every of his basketball matches and singing competitions

before every match and competition though he would make sure he meets you

claiming that you were his lucky charm

and that the match or competition wouldn't go well without you

even if it were a mere 5 minutes

he would want to meet you

both of you would be outside the gymnasium/ backstage and he would be taking your hand in his, head looking down and nervously fiddling with your fingers

you would squeeze his hand from time to time to reassure him that he’d do well

and he’ll up at you with those wavering and jittery eyes

omg how precious

and he’ll pull you in for a hug

that hug would give jaehyun all the strength that he needed tbh

he would have felt so energised

he would only reluctantly break away from the hug when it was absolutely time to go

but not forgetting to peck you on your cheeks or your lips before running off

probably leaving you blushing over there

jaehyun would really enjoy bringing you out for dates

i mean he would be a sucker for dates man

from those really simple lunch dates

to those extravagant special surprise dates that he may or may not have spent a few weeks preparing

let’s start with lunch dates

! ! !

honestly, jaehyun would be the type of boyfriend who would be fine with just eating fast food with you

i mean

broke teens

broke young adults

poor souls

ain’t gonna waste money on abalone or some shit on a daily basis

i mean being realistic here right

uall are still high school kids in this scenario

so jaehyun’s gonna be super goofy yet sweet

he would be teasing you with the fries

“(Y/N)~ Ah, here’s your fry~”

//extends his hand out with fry, only to swiftly pop it into his mouth when it was right about to enter mouths//

“Aw (Y/N), don’t be sad~~ I’ll feed you another”

well let’s just say you never got that fry

in fact, jaehyun probably snatched like 80% of your fries

“You’re so cute (Y/N)~ I’m so glad I found you hehe”

and he would pinch your pouting cheeks lovingly, with that sickeningly cute smile on his face

as revenge, you would purposely only buy one ice cream cone

none for jaejae

ey but jaejae is a darejae

omg that was lame

okay but

you may put on a mocking expression as you savoured your ice cream cone, seating opposite jaehyun

looking at jaehyun who had a frown on his face as he eyed your ice cream cone

and also your lips

suddenly he may let out a frustrated sigh and suddenly gets up

reaching over to your side of the table with his body

and suddenly giving you a peck

which became much longer than expected

stunning you in position

before you could react jaehyun had taken a huge swig of your ice cream

eating like half of the ice cream and some of the cone

chuckling as he licked his lips covered with ice cream

and when you finally recovered to your senses you could only realise in dismay and horror that half of your ice cream was gone

rip ice cream

and jaehyun would be sticking his tongue out at you

what a child

but a cute and seriously handsome one

okay now for the more extravagant dates

honestly, i would think that he would have planned something special for your school prom

promposal was probably one of the cutest things

with jaehyun being one of the smartest in the batch he would have come out with a really smart promposal

it happened in math class

and the teacher was going through trigonometry, asking if anybody wanted to volunteer to demonstrate the steps to an exercise question

jaehyun raised his hand, which was kind of shocking because despite being one of the smartest of students, jaehyun might be shy in raising his hands in class

but this time he raised his hand up confidently, causing you to just look at him with amusement

however, you didn’t think too much about it, looking down at your notebook again to work on the same question

when you finally let out an exasperated sigh, giving up on the complicated question

cheers began to erupt and your classmates started clapping loudly

numerous of your classmates started turning their heads to look at you with wide grins on their faces and you’re just like ?????

until you saw the board

jaehyun was standing beside the board

fiddling with his fingers nervously again, a sheepish yet hopeful grin on his face

shy, twinkling eyes looking up at you

beside him, in perfect black marker ink

“(Y/N), girl/boy, you got me SIN(ghing) COS of your beauty. You’re so beautiful inside and out, I’m so glad and blessed we both atTANded this school, because I get to meet you at one point, and I have no regrets. Instead of staying tangent to each other and only crossing at one point, let’s be parallel and never leave each other’s side. Prom, with me?”

i swear you probably would’ve cringed by the time you read that finish

but there would be some tears in your eyes

and your cheeks would hurt from your grin

because that was one of the sweetest and cringiest thing someone had ever done for you, even from Jaehyun

you wouldn’t even realise that the whole class was staring at you anticipating your response

and when you nodded your head, the whole call burst into cheers

even your teacher was clapping gleefully

and jaehyun would walk back to both of your seats, enveloping you in a hug

i mean it was only a promposal but you loved it

since you felt every inch of Jaehyun’s sincerity

but that wasn’t the surprise yet

the surprise comes on the day of prom

both of you would be dressed splendidly ( i mean jAEHYUN IN A TUX IS LIKE WOAHHHHHH)

and both of you would be slow dancing to a song,

when suddenly jaehyun turned back to look at the wall clock, abruptly excusing himself and saying that he would be right back

but he left you stranded, so you just awkwardly stayed in your place, not knowing what to do

suddenly the slow dance song transited into this soft pop ballad instrumental and you could hear the voiceover of a familiar voice

“(Y/N), she was the one that made me feel myself, even at the times i felt like i wasn’t myself. she was the one that understood me the best and stood by me during my difficulties, even when i had trouble trying to handle them myself. she’s more than i could ask for, and this is for her.”

and suddenly jaehyun neatly clad in his tux would step onto the middle of the stage

grabbing the microphone

and starts to sing a self composed song

some of the lyrics were words that Jaehyun and you said to each other

some of them were about the times both of you spent together

some of them were just jaehyun’s pure confession of his feelings for you

but all of them were part of his declaration of love to you

you were entranced in the song

but also in jaehyun’s eyes

he would have his eyes fixated on you throughout the song

as if he was pouring his heartfelt confession to you

but in front of the whole school

as if ascertaining his love for you

as if telling the whole world of his dedication and commitment to you, and to ward off anybody else who wanted to break the both of you apart

but both of you knew that your bond was formidable

it was strong

and everyday when you look at jaehyun with the same expression of adoration and love, you just knew in your heart that both of your feelings were unwavering, and would be for a long time

okay let’s end this mini scenario and get on

jaehyun could be a jerk face boyfriend sometimes since he would love to tease you

but most of the time he would be gentlemanly and really sweet

like even on his most stressed out and busy days, he would make sure he reserved some time for you

maybe just a daily text message conversation, face timing, phone calls, or just a casual trip to your house

tbh he would really care for you

even if you call him at 3am in the morning because of a panic attack or something was troubling you

he would be patient despite being woken up from his slumber

but he wouldn’t be able to go back to sleep knowing that you weren’t feeling great either

so he would talk to you all morning, until both of you were exhausted

and when you finally felt better and more at ease

he would hum you a soft tune as you feel yourself falling deeper

into his love

i’M STAYING UP I DONT WANNA COME DOWN FROM YOUR LOVE

okay ten you had your solo this is jae’s spotlight

i’M SORRY MY DEAR BIAS THE LOML NEEDS TO SHINE

jaehyun would just die for skinship though

hugs! hugs! hugs!!! everywhere!!!!

piggybacks!! arm hooking!!! cuddling!!!! 

and kisses everywhere

on your cheeks

lips

forehead

jaw

neck

palm

hand

!!!!!

but not sick okay it’s just a sign of love

handholding almost every time both of you are together

if you’re significantly shorter than him than he’d have a arm slung around your shoulder

if you’re around his height range then he would have a hand gently rested along the curvature of your spine

eep yass!! and uall will have bookshop dates

we all know how jaehyun likes books

he’ll definitely invite you to his favourite bookshops one day

and both of you would find yourself lost in the world of books

he may play games with you in the bookshop

hiding behind books and surprising you

which you would hit his shoulder playfully, chiding him for disturbing the other readers and buyers in the store

he would introduce you to his favourite books

hoping you would come to love them just as much as he does

it’ll just be this really cozy and comfy bookstore date

omg i’d love that tbh like asdfghjkl

and you can totally count on jamming to music with jug jarhyun

jaehyun imitations of the dances would be hilarious

like those on nct night night

and you’d find yourself laughing at how funny yet cute jaehyun was

and now, the part on fights

jaehyun and you probably will fight

it might just be a small misunderstanding or a small difference in personality

or maybe something as small as the change in jaehyun’s or your job shift

jaehyun might express his unhappiness directly most of the times, hoping that maybe you could do something to resolve the cause of his unhappiness

but your stubbornness may get the better of you and rebut jaehyun instead

it might end up in a minor argument

but it would be really seldom or rare that both of you would be involved in a major fight

some of the times though, jaehyun may just conceal his unhappiness, thinking that it would be for the best

for example, when a close guy friend of yours seem to be subtly flirting with you yet you don’t notice

jaehyun may simply grit his teeth and not say a word

because he knew how much you treasured your friendships

especially those with really close friends

but soon you would realise jaehyun was being unusually quiet

and notice how hardened and stiff his jaw was

and you may consult him

a little talk between the both of you would usually resolve any unhappiness or misunderstanding

understanding and trust would play really important roles in your relationship

but tbh, being in a relationship with jaehyun as your boyfriend would be really assuring

jaehyun would love cooking for you from time to time too

i mean his cooking isn’t bad

and he liked experimenting with food too

and he internally thanked his mum for teaching him her recipes

because he got to cook special dishes for you, his special girl 

hehe

he might be playful and cocky at times

but he would also be really sweet and caring as a boyfriend

smiles would be something you would never miss on a daily basis

except for when jaehyun was out and not with you :-(

and everyday this cute little boy would just light up your life!!

please continue loving and supporting this cute little boy because i would hehe

i love him

[unedited]  it’s midnight here while i’m typing this and my correct grammar doesn’t come out at night so pardon the grammatical errors

[malliexox]

MY B.A.P PARTY BABY- WARSAW BOOM EXPERIENCE

So... this is gonna be a lot but I can honestly say this is one of those things in my life that I’ll treasure always and never forget.

Leggo~!!

My journey for this one actually doesn’t start on the day of the concert, let’s jump back to the 5th of May, shall we? Funnily enough I’m not actually from Warsaw, or Poland for that matter. Nope, ya girl flew herself out all the way over the waters from the UK with my wonderful fellow BABY buds, Shaza & Sandy! Me and these girls have only met twice now (Sandy @ LOE once and Shaza I’ve known mutually for a couple of years now) and when I heard they were going I kinda thought “What the heck” and got myself a couple of plane tickets, a B.A.P FUN ticket and grabbed my passport. Friday was kinda a write-off for me, truly, by the time we’d arrived at our hotel I was pretty knackered. All that travelling, even if it was a short journey, made me sleepy. However, before I shoot over to the main event of my trip I gotta tell you guys about my hotel room. Aight, so we stayed in a pretty fancy place, not gonna lie, the staff were all super friendly and my room was honestly so nice. But the SHOWER thoooo. Okay so Idk if this is a normality in Poland, but my shower was in the middle of my room. No lie that thing was just smack bang in the middle. And it was perfectly aligned so my lazy ass could watch TV, look out onto Poland all whilst scrubbing my hair and humming along to B.A.P on my phone. If I miss anything about that room it’s my goddamn center shower. 

Now. Saturday though. I decided I was going to stay at the venue the entire day again, like I did for LOE. My lovelies were going sightseeing for the day so I made my way to Progresja, got my queue number and tickets for Hi-Touch & entrance and so began the long wait~ I met so many people that day. Holy heck. So firstly I made friends with these three ladies in the queue for wristbands, who had just come over from the concert in Frankfurt. We kept bumping into each other throughout the day, in queue and even after the show. A girl also came up to me, whom I’d never met, but she said she remembered me from London because of my Red Hair. Honestly I love that I have this signature hair colour. Not only does it make me feel wonderful it also makes me memorably and I find that super sweet. Thant, who I also met at LOE, found me later on in the day and it was super nice to chill with him for a bit in the sun. 

Then. Something really amazing happened. We had heard B.A.P arrive and start rehearsal but about 10 minutes in, the music stopped and suddenly they’ve come out onto the balcony to see us! Some of the fans had prepared a flash mob and came together for B.A.P to see. We all were chanting and waving to them. Youngjae was wearing a blue suit and damn did he work that, Yoo for President. Junhong also looked like a model, as always, and all of the boys kept smiling and waving at us, they clapped all the people dancing and then went back inside to continue rehearsals. 

Soon enough, we’re all in our relevant queue systems ready to go into the venue. Progresja is actually a really nice place. It’s a club turned concert hall and it was just the right size for my smol butt to see even though I didn’t have any kind of early entry. I ended up near some really super lit fans; honestly these girlies really made me shout and dance and props to them for being so hyped up even before anything had happened! 

So, shall we move onto the concert? 

DJ B.Shoo opened up for B.A.P, he had a 10 minute set and honestly, I’ve never known a DJ to hype a crowd like he did. He didn’t play solely kpop but a mix of western songs and he really knew what he was doing to make us jump and scream. Serious props to my guy, he’s super talented and I’m glad he got this platform to show his stuff. 

Then the countdown started for B.A.P. They. Rocked. It. I never remember every single song but let me break it down for y’all. The boys were on fire that night, it shows how much they loved seeing us. They did a multitude of songs from most of the eras. I finally got to see Dancing in the Rain Live, I’ve always had a soft spot for it and seeing it really made me let go and have fun! That’s My Jam, Do What I Feel(!!!) really got the crowd going, over to the sexiness of Fermanta and I Guess I Need You, to the likes of Skydive, One Shot and Wake Me Up, it was so lovely to see Yongguk especially getting the love and I’ve never heard a crowd shout so passionately for a member like that. Carnival era has always been lucky for me; Feel So Good, Be Happy and Carnival were all really fun and got us all dancing so energetically, B.A.P always know how to keep us on our toes. We also got their solo’s that night and hoh boy lemme tell you. Jongup’s was ace. I really love his song and couldn’t wait for Shaza to hear it, he’s improved so much over the years and it’s really great to see him getting his shine. Now speaking of Shine... Zelo’s solo. I’d held off as much as I could to hear it and it did not disappoint. Zelo has created a song, entirely in English, purely of his own colour. Zelo wasn’t molded from B.A.P as a vocal. He was and still is an amazing rapper. However you can tell he loves to sing, in a vocal sense and it works for him. Truly he has a lovely voice and to see him produce such a beautiful song... I’m so proud. Really I am. We then got Daehyun’s solo ft. Zelo and though I am the loyalist of Zelo stans, I think Dae’s is my fave. It’s really interesting and the way it grows to it’s peak is amazingly well produced, Daehyun’s voice mixed with Zelo’s quick fire rap really makes this song for me. Unfortunately, JaeJae didn’t have his vocal- I’m unsure if it’s a mix of him having his fan event pick, or if it was because he was pretty unwell that night but regardless he kept it going for so long and really did his best for us. The boys ended up coming out for two encores and all the confetti reminded me of London, but as always it was all over too soon. 

And then after a wait where I met two lovely Spanish girls (I was helping them understand what was happening, where we needed to be, and basically just translating for them), B.A.P Hi-Touch happened. I’m just gonna bullet point each member as clearly as I can remember...

The order was Yongguk, Zelo, Daehyun, Jongup, Himchan & then Youngjae. 

Yongguk- Okay so putting our wonderful leader first was a lot for my heart to take but I tried my best. The girl in front of me tripped a little and he was so attentive to make sure she was okay. It was really sweet to see. So she had her hi-touch and moved along and then I got to see him. Yongguk stared to my hand as I grabbed his, and I saw his eyes flicker further up my arm, and he got this really big smile on his face. For those of you who don’t know, I have a Matoki tattoo on the inside of my lower arm and I’m not saying he saw it and smiled, I’m saying he saw it and glowed. We then made eye contact again and I said thank you for being so strong and gave his hand a squeeze. He nodded with his super gummy smile and I moved along.

Zelo- Ayooooo it’s ya girl’s bias. So, I do this thing at hi-touch where I don’t just ‘clap’ their hands, I go for a full grab and squeeze their hands. Now me and Zelo, our hands freakin’ smacked together because he gives real strong hi-touches. So I’m there just squeezing his hand kinda tight and I’m telling him thank you, and how proud of him I am. And he’s staring at me with those big ol’ contact filled eyes with his hugely buff arms and honestly I coulda fainted. He was so hyped and happy and just seemed super enthusiastic about seeing us. He really made me feel honestly special and loved ^^

Daehyun- Obviously after Zelo, I’m practically shining at this point and I knew my smile was pretty big, but it was nothing compared to Daehyuns. He looked so happy! I gave his hand such a squeeze (and yes, just like I remembered his hand was so soft! ) and even though he was leaning over the barrier with his hood up nothing could dampen that smile. We both kinda said thank you in unison and he said it in almost a singsong tone, even after a full concert he was still so hyped up. 

Jongup- Honestly Jongup & Daehyun were very similar... They had the same kinda vibe about them even though they express themselves so differently. Again, I gave Jongup’s hand a squeeze and thanked him for coming. He had his little bunny smile going on and even though he seemed so shy he still quietly thanked me. I’m always so surprised when I see Jongup of just how small he is, but equally he’s got such a presence about him. 

Himchan- Okay... So... this one was a little awkward XDD Basically I went in for a full hand grab but it was just as Himmie was bringing his hand down for a second so I kinda grabbed his hand at the completely wrong angle. But it was fine! I still gave it a small squeeze, making sure my nails didn’t dig into his hand at all, because of the angle. Himmie was a lot different to last year, this time around he seemed a lot more tired. Which is totally understandable, but he was still very attentive to us, making sure to thank each and every person. He’s always stunning when I meet him. Seriously his features, I always notice something new whenever I see him. 

Youngjae- Bear in mind that our JaeJae wasn’t feeling especially well he was still trying his best when I got to him. I think he was trying not to get anyone sick but as I didn’t know at the time, I still grabbed his hand fully and gave it a small tap. I could tell he was pretty tired so I tried to give him a Daehyun worthy smile and gave him a really encouraging thank you. He gave me a pretty smile back and a little head nod and I moved along. I ended up walking backwards just to get one last look at these precious boys before I got out the door. 

And that was that, we’re pretty sure our uber to the hotel was actually right next to B.A.P’s van rushing off to the airport for most of the trip back, but that’s neither here nor there (as there’s no way we’ll know for sure if it was them). It just seems likely seeing as their sound van was right in front of this tinted windowed van... Anyways! The next day, me and Shaza & Sandy went sightseeing in Poland and it was a really lovely comedown from the hype of the previous night. Warsaw really is so relaxed and chill and they do the nicest foods and damn do I miss it. I’m so glad I had this experience and even through the stress of it all, I don’t regret it for the world. B.A.P really are special to me, to my tiny munchkin butt, and to see them for the second time a year later after my first concert with them was freakin’ wonderful. Whenever I get to see my boys, the experience is always so much more than just a concert. It’s seeing my idols do what they love on stage, it’s meeting my idols, it’s getting to know new people and seeing good friends, it’s going to a different country on a spontaneous whim of ‘I wanna’. I love these six boys and I’ll cherish them for life! 

Until we meet again, Forever With You~

Mallie xox Hugs and Kisses

[mybutterflyfact]

IM FEELING VERY ATTACKED HERE!

[isitkpop]

Bartender!GOT7 as your boyfriend!

Request: GOT7 and barista! like, a bar/club kind of barista ^^

I’m guessing you mean Bartender! Here you go!

Jaebum:

Alright! First the looks!

Brown hair and casual wear!

Since the club is more of a chillax club, his uniform is a nice button up with slacks and his hair would be pushed back!

He’s the chic bartender!

The one where every other member looks up to become Jaebum is “Just so cool!” As said by Jackson!

You like to come in every Friday and Saturday night and sometimes the week days and have been dating Jaebum for a year now. 

You guys meet due to the fact that you come in every Friday to just chill and listen to your music while working on like either homework from campus or something...because The guy is watching me and he’s pretty cute and I need something to distract myself...

Jaebum took immediate interest into you and you had liked him too

The boys basically set you two up and well, you and Jaebum has been together for a year!

Literally invents the different types and flavors of coffee and the other members and you are the guinea pigs to try them out....sometimes it doesn’t work out and everybody is rushing to the bathroom

Jaebum loves to keep you close and loves to show how you are his

Wrapping his arm around your shoulders/waist/back hugs/hugs/*Cough Cough* Hickeys...

His cuddles are amazing and you crave them

Literally made a coffee after you called “My Girl”

It’s the most popular drink now...

Literally the most chillaxed boyfriend!

Mark:

This fluffy bean....

He’s literally the first thing you see when you walk in because he’s at the check in because you obviously have to have your name on the list to get in unless you have membership

Makes every woman’s day when he smiles at them

Definitely made yours when he smiled at you....and continued to look at you and smile...

Blushes too when you catch him because OH MY GOD SHE SAW ME...

Jackson high-key jealous but also high-key shipping you two along with Yugyeom and BamBam and Youngjae...

You and Mark blushing madly when Jackson, Youngjae, and BamBam squealing behind Mark when you and Mark interact

After a few more visits Mark finally asks you out due to the shipping trio pushing Mark to do so

Comes to find out that Mark is such a nice guy and loves to be a little childish every once in awhile.

You find him absolutely adorable and even told him that

A few more dates and you and Mark are now an official couple

Cue the shipping trio screaming their heads off at the news

You and Mark moving things around in the shop and then laughing when Jaebum is searching everywhere for it and then finally looking at you two with a raised eyebrow

You and Mark are the “It” couple at the club...

Jackson:

Let’s talk about the Bouncer/Greeter

So after you check in with Mark you gotta get through Jackson

Who is the most sweetest guy ever and let’s a few things slide....A LOT...because “Oh what the hell! Go on in...you seem to be pretty cool...and also because you’re wearing an awesome snapback!”

You happened to have fell into his arms....quite literally....

As in like...someone pushed you because..well....apparently that guy just had such a terrible day he decided to legitimately push someone...which was you.

Jackson catching you and then glaring at the guy and the guy was like...”Oh shit” because a mad Jackson is not a pretty Jackson

The entire club is literally silent because an Angry Jackson...is a rare Jackson...

“Get out.”

And the guy is running out of the club like his life depended on it...which it was...

Jackson looking you over for injuries and your blushing like crazy because like...You know Jackson and Jackson knows you even though you only come in for coffee and the music like...every Thursday night

But Jackson has a crush on you

And you have a crush on him...

All the members knows this because IT’S SO OBVIOUS!!!

Jackson finally asking you out after you come back the next Thursday night and you’re squealing on the inside because...oh my god...Jackson!!! What?!?! Jackson likes me!!!

Jackson also freaking out on the inside because like...Oh my god...she said yes!!! 

Then going behind the bar where Jaebum and Youngjae was watching and then did a small squeal in which Jaebum and Youngjae rolled their eyes and then said...”ABOUT TIME!!!”

BamBam and Youngjae and now Yugyeom enjoying the interaction between Jackson and You every time you come 

Becoming an official couple made the members happy because now there is someone who can CONTROL JACKSON!!!

Jackson just letting you through like every night now and everybody in line complains but then Jackson glares and says “You got something to say about my bae???”

Everybody quickly shutting up

That guy that pushed you came back and Jackson THANKED HIM FOR PUSHING YOU INTO HIM BECAUSE NOW HE HAS AN AMAZING PERSON IN HIS LIFE THAT HE LOVES SO MUCH!

Threatens the guy again like...”You touch my girl....I swear...”

Jinyoung:

Works behind the counter with Jaebum and Youngjae

Swoons everybody at the club because like...his coffee is amazing....

You happen to be that girl that sits in the corner by the window reading with coffee and a small pastry that Yugyeom has made

Jinyoung loving the aesthetic of you and is literally just watching you every time you’re there because...”god she’s so beautiful...”

“Then go talk to her!” BamBam would say and Jinyoung would act like he wasn’t doing anything and then fuss at BamBam too go and carry around the mugs on the platter for people to grab

Jinyoung proceeding to look back at you and BamBam smirking at Jinyoung....Jinyoung clicks his tongue at BamBam because BamBam was right...

You see the cute bartender walking your way and is like...He’s finally going to talk to me!!!

You nod a yes when he asks to sit in front of you and then low-key tilts his head to look at the book title and his heart skips a beat because (Insert a book title) is also his favorite...

“Oh! I like that book.”

“It’s my favorite! Which part do you like best?”

You both falling in love with each other and Mark and Jackson and BamBam and basically the other members just watching you two and smiling at the calm cuteness

You basically coming to the club every day now and discussing books and coffee’s with him until one day Jinyoung asks you out and you’re like “Finally. I was waiting for you to ask me. I was getting ready to ask you if you didn’t do so today!”

Jinyoung blushing because you like him too!

Dates at the Library or sometimes the club if you want something cheap and to relax at

Him kissing you on the cheek and then lips when you finally became official...

Grossing BamBam and Yugyeom out with the kisses even though they are short and sweet

Jinyoung smirking at BamBam and Yugyeom because...”I can get some now and you guys still don’t have a lady yet! And all I did was talk about books!”

Showing you how to make your favorite cup of coffee

Him being the proud boyfriend when you made a perfect cup of it and then kissing you again

Cue BamBam and Yugyeom’s gags and coughs at the action...

“You wanna die?”

Youngjae:

He also works behind the counter at the register

Everybody loves his hand writing when he writes their names on the cups

He makes the custom mugs for the club because he also does the graphic designs around the club

You happen to come in every Friday night because you’re his best friend...

But OH!!!! JAEJAE HAS A CRUSH ON YOU AND YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON JAEJAE!!!

It’s OBVIOUS AND THE WHOLE CLUB KNOWS IT!!!

The whole club is basically rooting for you guys to get together

The customers would ask Youngjae when he’s going to ask you and Youngjae would blush super hard and laugh his precious laugh and say “Soon...maybe...”

And Soon was right...you walked in and Youngjae was like...alright...you can do this man...

Jaebum coming up to him wishing him luck

It finally happens and the whoLE CLUB CHEERS FOR YOU GUYS AND YOU’RE HIDING A BLUSH AND A SMILE AND YOUNGJAE’S LIKE...”OH MY GOD!!!”

You’re known as the “Cute Couple” and honestly...you both like that title

Youngjae making you a personal mug that no one in the club is allowed to use except you

He’s hugging you almost all the time...because hugging you is his safe place and he basically just likes to hold you and sneak some neck kisses in because he knows you’re ticklish there.

You’re allowed every in the club because you’re such a sweet person and the members know you wouldn’t sabotage anything

BamBam:

He’s the fashionable waiter who’s actually a pretty awesome guy to hang and talk with

He also walks around the club with a platter of small pastry’s and cups of coffee for people to just grab

You happen to just be a regular that BamBam is crushing so hard on...

And you’re low-key crushing on him

Yugyeom supporting him every step of the way

Jackson going over to you and then tells you that BamBam likes you and would like to have a date with you

BamBam freaking the hell out when you say yes because like “OMFG!! What do I do?! What do I wear? OMG...what if I screw up?!”

The date actually went by smoothly

You and BamBam accidentally confessing to each other a few nights after the date and then you both just decided to just become a couple!

Everything is so casual and smooth being with BamBam

You’re both comfortable with each other

BamBam finishing up a round of walking around with the platter and then coming over to you and then just pulling you into his side on the couch and holding you so close

Yugyeom squealing because his, basically brother, now has a girl and is super cute with her!

BamBam likes to snuggle his face into the crook of your neck while holding you close and whispers “I Love you baby” every time he does so

BamBam may be sweet with you but he’s actually being extremely intimate with you without no one noticing...

He’s really good at it too...”Curse you BamBam....oh shit...there...”

BamBam knows he’s looking good for you in his slim button up and slacks

Smirking at you when he catches you staring

BamBam actually pulling you with him to the dance floor and slow dancing with you and just holding you so close and humming along to the song in your ear

Yugyeom and all the other members are literally dying at the touching moment “I-I can’t! It’s so romantic and sweet! I didn’t know BamBam can be sweet!”

“I heard that JACKSON!!!”

Yugyeom:

He’s the small dessert baker!

Everybody loves his pastry’s and sweets!

Every dessert is decorated differently...

You’re always giving the baker great compliments

Yugyeom looks forward to the too....

Youngjae would come in and Yugyeom is nervous because “Did she like it? Oh my god...she doesn’t like it!”

Chill! She told me to tell you that it’s as good as ever!”

Yugyeom making special pastry’s just for your taste and sets them aside for whenever you come in.

When you do...he’s nervous again...

But OH!!! You’re walking through the doors and Yugyeom freezes cause like...holy shit....is she coming to personally thank me?

“I feel like you’re starting to make these for me personally.”

Yugyeom smirking and denying but you already know the truth thanks to Youngjae...

You asking him for a date and Yugyeom spazzing out on the inside and then finally saying of course! 

It’s at the club but this time Yugyeom is not in the back...and everybody is like...OOOO....the baker is on a date!

Yugyeom being nervous even though everything is going well

Accidentally tripped BamBam who spilled everything on the platter on his own girlfriend...

BamBam chasing Yugyeom around the club because....”YOU’RE SO DEAD! THAT WAS NEW DRESS I BOUGHT FOR MY GIRL!!”

Yugyeom finally kissing you on the lips after like the fifth date

Yugyeom letting you in the back with him and let you help him with the pastry’s

Jaebum hires you to help Yugyeom because there’s only one baker and they need another

Yugyeom being extremely happy that his girl get’s to work with him

Everybody loving the desserts now because now they know that there are two very CUTE PEOPLE WHO ARE SO IN LOVE WITH EACH OTHER BAKING THEM!

[violetsoju]

still cant believe we're getting 2021! stages of nine muses, after school and 2pm tmr :')))) 2nd gen fans how are we feeling

[highlinemostprecious]

To think that this mv is 10 years old...time sure flies fast. That blond hairstyle on my baby JaeJae still makes me feel certain way😍. I've been in my Dong Bang feels lately🥺.

Look at our precious baby @jaejoongs-nipple-piercing . He's still as beautiful as he was so many years ago. I love him soooo much❤❤❤❤❤.

[commajade]

im the one that sent the red hair anon and like i get why jaejae keeps it red bc it truly feels awesome as hell to have bright red hair

oh my god!!!!! precious jaejae anon!!!!!! PLS send me more asks about jaejae and/or ur hair if u want to ur first ask made me rly happy!!

i think u asked how she keeps her hair so vibrant? she def gets it touched up once every couple weeks. also she bought a bright red couch so she wouldn't have to worry about staining it i love her

[mybutterflyfact]

Youngjae always claps for himself