#My pookie is angsty rn

[chronicbeans]

Hold up a sec gotta write an angst short fic for Alastor rn-

They can't just show me, somebody who loves to see their fave characters getting angry and suffering for some reason, and NOT expect me to write angst fics about them. 😭

Alright! Here y'all go. Click me for angst.

[milkbreadtoast]

yu junghyeok and prince cedric have like practically the same design (+v similar personality) but listen the Vibes they have r diff... idk if this makes sense but u know charas w tired dilf energy... YJH has that but not cedric.. hes like a baby.. the way I describe it is YJH is babygirl but cedric is just my baby🫂🔥🔥🔥*gets incinerated* SKJDJ idk if it's noticeable at all but I try to capture diff vibes when I draw them....

when i draw cedric i try to go full shoujo... he is a romance novel male lead... sparkly eyes bright colors 90s anime blush... goes full squish mode when drawing him chibi MFNSKJ🤭

but when i draw yjh im like... no i have to convey the Angst and Depression.... *gives him dark circles and takes the light from his eyes*😇🖤

idk if it's noticeable but I also try to differentiate their designs in subtle ways (besides eye color etc),,, I give them diff eyebrow shapes!! I like YJH with triangle brows(thicker at the ends) and cedric w tapered brows(thicker toward the middle) like the webtoon... I also try to make cedric's hair a bit curlier than YJH🥹

[lvminisciel]

LAST REBLOG OMGGGGG TWST POKEMON AU AAAAAAAHHHHH GYM LEADER RIDDLE!!! I WILL NOT SHUT UP ABT IAUWHSJSJDKFKF IT'S SO GOOD SO BEAUTIFUL SO INTERESTING AAAAAAAA THE CONCEPT THE ROLES THE POKEMONS THE EVERYTHINGGGGGGGGGG

I LOVE EVERY SINGLE BITS OF IT I HOPE THE OP WOULDN'T BE ANNOYED OF MY YAPPING CZ I AM!!! THAT INTERESTED!!!! AND INTRIGUES OMGGGG THEY JST MADE MY WHOLE DAY ITS AWSOMEEEEW

[pinkslaystation]

OMG I JUST HAD A THOIGHT. What if like on this fic that you wrote “tulips or roses”, what if Rose and reader met?!?!

PLSPLSPLSPLS MAKE IT ANGSTY TO FLUFF TOO 🙏🙏🙏🙏

AMAZING THOUGHT POOKIE I WAS THINKING THE SAME >_< also i'm on holiday rn visiting family so ofc the wifi decides to the shittiest rn so apologies for slow uploads and errors :( and tags aren't working??? Word Count: 2k

Tulips meets Roses.

It was a Friday evening at the pub, where you sat beside John Price, your arms interlinked with his clenched bicep listening to another one of Johnny's story.

"'n' th' mornin' efter we shagged, she juist vanished! Efter a' th' love we made?"

Ghost grunts in mock sympathy, and Gaz stifles a scoff next to him, "She probably got scared of your haunted puppet collection mate-"

"Oh ye leave Bonnybelle oot o' this-"

These outings weren't as frequent as one would hope, considering how busy the Task Force usually was, but when there was a break with the missions, most of the soldiers found themselves at the hustle and bustle of the local pub, and it made it better when you could bring a plus one.

It's been a few months since the 'argument' about Rose, and even though John likes to name it a 'dispute', he's drilled it into your head how it was his fault completely not yours.

"Yeah well, me and my girl visited Bali for our anniversary-" Kyle boasts to the group.

"Yeah 'n' Simon gaed tae Croydon wi' his grandma, sae whit." [to all my non-londoners, Croydon is THE GHETTO. always in support of croydon slander]

John snickers, and you smile as the feelings of his arms encapsulating you. "You'll find someone one day, Johnny, I know it." You smile sloppily, partially tipsy from all the alcohol consumed and partially from all the sweet talk.

"Aye ah better, a'm wantin' th' Tulip tae mah Price."

Ah, turns out John's been calling you Tulip to everyone.

"She's limited edition, find your own fuckin' flower." John comically dismisses, taking a hefty sip of his beer, bringing you impossibly closer to him.

Your smile at the compliment is cut short when a blonde bob catches your peripheral, and just as you're about to turn your head to catch the face you're looking at-

"Is your garden in bloom?" Simon casually questions.

The table immediately erupts in coughs and laughter, with Gaz side-eyeing Simon's question, and Johnny laughing at the clever Bridgerton reference. John corrects his posture at the comment and covers his cough with his fist, a light tinge of pink painting his pale bearded cheeks. He'll make sure Simon runs double the amount of laps during practice.

"And that's my cue..." You press a warm kiss against John's temples, before heading off to the women's bathroom, not blind to the 'awwws' and coos from Soap, and the "What does it mean? I only watched the sex scenes..." from Simon.

Walking to the women's bathroom, you yawn and stretch your tense back after sitting on the wooden chair at the bar for so long.

"Tired?"

You snort, "An understatement, I'm sleepy as fuck- Oh."

Locking eyes with the voice in the mirror, grounds you back to reality. The once fictitious woman you were most worried about stands next to you in the bathroom, returning your glance through a mirror.

You break the silence, feeling awkward at the tense scene, although you're unsure if she's feeling the same. Does she know who you are? Does she think of you as her replacement?

"Weather's nice." A terrible comment considering it mid November in England; the weather's far from nice, yet Rose chuckles. For a moment, you can see why John longed for this woman, from the way her skin creased around her mouth as she flashed you a grin through the reflection.

"It's nicer in Greece, moved a few years back." She smiles amicably.

You hum, nodding as if in agreement, even though you hadn't even set foot in a Mediterranean country, "When did you come back? To the UK?"

She looks up, recollecting the days, "Hmm, must been a week now, Greece is lovely, but the UK's home, you know?"

Once again you just nod, watching as she pulls out a red Dior lipstick and reapplies to her supple lips. Watching her intensely focus on her lips makes you question John once again, a wave of insecurity rushing through you like that previous time.

She's so much better than me... You think to yourself.

"How's he been then?"

There's a pause in your breath, your eyebrows raising slightly. Rose makes eye contact with you again through the mirror, and you're grateful that she doesn't turn to look at you physically, you're scared that you might pass out in nervousness.

"I- uh, who?" You manage to blurt out, mentally cursing yourself for what you think sounded like a helium-produced high pitched squeak.

Rose chuckles at your response, "John Price. I see the way he looks at you, you been dating him for long?"

You purse your lips into a thin smile, even after years of dating and marriage, any compliment given to the both of you would send your heart to a warm frenzy.

"Been together for 4 years, married for 1..." Your smile in inevitably giddy as you admire the glittering rock plastered on your ring finger. Rose looks at your ring, her smile faltering a little, but you don't notice it in time.

"And you?"

"Me?" She straightens her posture, and even her mannerisms reflect that of your husbands a bit, "A few years of marriage...it's...nice." But it sounds like she's trying to convince herself more so than answering your question.

Your response is again, a shy nod.

Silence evades the conversation as she closes her lipstick delicately, placing it back into her expensive purse. You want to press the conversation further, beg her for more answers about the history that she might have had with John, you wanted to hear it from her perspective.

"I loved him you know."

Oh.

The world stops for a moment, and you feel the slow emergence of bile erupting from within. You're silent for moment, your thoughts halting. What kinda woman just announces that she had feeling for another's man...no, not just feelings...love.

Her reflection in the mirror breaks into small minuscule frames, as your eyes tear up. Not even a breath escapes from your mouth.

A droplet of sweat cascades down your back and you tremble at the thought of John kissing Rose.

"I...of course, realised too late. When we were celebrating my retirement, me and the team, I, uh...I was about to tell him...and I saw his phone screen...didn't know about you then, but it was a picture of you," She giggles at the memory, "Thought you must have been important 'cos that man's had that brick phone for years, and this is the first time I'd seen a different lockscreen."

You don't respond, unsure of whether to scream at her, calling her a homewrecker, or just to let her complete her speech. You realise she had used the past tense, loved. Did she still feel the same?

"And then I followed him back to his office...he was on the phone...to you. And oh my God. I swear I looked through the crack of his door, that guy was literally melting. Caught him twirling the invisible phone line and everything."

You can't suppress the tiny smirk on your face.

"And it was just a mundane conversation, nothing special...and it looked like he would kill the task force, just to have a spec of your attention on him. I've...never seen him this way, not even with me..." She whispers the last part, looking down at the droplets of water on the porcelain sink.

"I'm sorry if I'm intruding, I guess I just came here to get closure-"

"Did you get it?"

The first you've said in minutes, and the tone was so gruff, one would think you were berating her.

She nods, still smiling, and for a second you wonder how strong this woman would have been, flying all the way back, just to see someone she'd harboured feelings with another.

"And even if I hadn't, I wouldn't do anything to either of you...forgive me, I'm not like that."

You nod, intaking some air after what felt like hours. You force yourself to turn your body towards her, a question still stuck in your head, urging to be answered.

"Rose." You whisper. She looks at you with a sweet smile, and for a second you feel bad for even thinking such inhumane thoughts about her.

"Do you still love him?" It was short and curt, no hesitation in your question, which did sound somewhat more like a command.

She looks at her reflection in the mirror, as if assessing her flaws and imperfections. There's another uncomfortable pause in the atmosphere, and it feels like the two of you have sucked a breath in anticipation.

The truth is...she doesn't know. What even is love? Is it measurable? Is it subjective, objective, definite, is it yes or no? Are there layers to love? Can you love two people at the same time? Has she ever felt love?

Does she still love John?

Did she ever love John?

Did John ever love...her?

She thinks back to when she walked into the bar, her eyes searching for the bearded captain, only to see them locked on...you.

Oh the way he looked at you. It reminded her of a loyal dog watching upon his master, like a peasant being granted a sip of golden delicious nectar for the first time. Like the way the moon orbits the Earth indefinitely, following Mother Earth on her orbital path.

Like the way a wounded man would rest in his knees painfully, praying for his Goddess to notice at least one his pleas, as he weeps for her.

It was a look she never gave to him, and one he never gave to her. That look, he had only reserved for ... you.

"No, I suppose not, not the way he loves you." It comes out in a pained whisper, and Rose can't tell if she wanted to go back in time to have John all to herself or if she believes that she would ever experience that kind of connection with him.

You hum, it felt like your voice box was strained every time you responded, but you felt at peace, finally.

How long have been in the bathroom for?

Run along now, John's probably looking for you.

You hug Rose, and you can tell she's not used to physical touch, the way her tall frame freezes at the contact. She smiles to you, silently apologising for her burdensome self.

You leave the bathroom, with a smile bigger than you had ever worn.

Soap's points towards you, at the table, and the others smile, John immediately whisking his head so quickly, you fear he might have pulled a muscle.

"Hey baby," you whisper into his hair, sitting down next to him, with his arm around you, where you belong.

"Jesus, sweetheart, 'was about to go to the bathroom m'self to look for you..." He mumbles, pressing his soft lips against your temple, purposely brushing his beard against your cheek.

You hum, as he presses fluttering kisses against your neck, whispering all kinds of affectionate names, oblivious to the fact that Ghost was already submitting a letter of compliant for excess PDA.

Rose shortly leaves, exiting the pub, her eyes falling on John's blushed cheeks burying into your hair, as she opens the door.

He turns to her, feeling someone looking at her, but instead of freaking out, he just smiles, acknowledging her presence, and quickly shoving his cheek against yours.

Tulips truly were his favourite flowers.

"SHE GAED TAE TH' BATHROOM 'N' DINNAE WASH HER HAUNDS"

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[itsbeeble]

do you have any tbz recs? maybe with some angst with somewhat happy endings :/ found your blog and i’ve read through ~everything~ and am now in a brain rot

omg first of all thank you for reading my fics 🤭😝

As far as recs go i had to dig a little bit BUT I FOUND SOME OLD FAVORITESSSS LETS GOOOOO

First off: I ALWAYSSSS recommend reading any fics by @from-izzy , @sanaxo-o , @winterchimez , and @sungbeam when looking at the boyz. These four are absolutey incredible writers and honestly are the reasons i started writing more for tbz

Swing My Way by @sungbeam

it wont let me link it wtf but this fic is just so so so good i absolutely love fics like this whether its the idol who's the rich kid or the reader I LOVE THIS FIC SMMMM. It's richboy!eric which is even better (eric my love 😍)

Feeling Things by @jinkoh

idk what it is about android fics but they always have me feeling things (bah dum tssss). This is android!Hyunjae and the way its written is just absolutely beautiful and i will always recommend it

especially to you... by @from-izzy

this is a series written by my pookie izzy and i actually have to go back and reread it very very soon

Kissing In The Rain by @sanaxo-o

This one is written by sana by bff fr and it isnt angsty really but its a cute lil Changmin fic i love it hehe

I Belong To You by @tbzhub

This one is def angsty and a little spicy. I love love love sneaky link fics especially when someone is being an idiot and the other person is sick of them. Juyeon is better than me fr

Heart's Detour by @winterchimez

this godforsaken app wont let me link this fic wtf BUT essentially this is a biker sunwoo fic. i can't believe it's been almost a year since ally posted this masterpiece omg

Plot Twist by @sohnric

if this stupid app doesnt let me link these fics im gonna go crazy. This fic is actually an all time favorite. If you know me you know that i absolutely adore sunwoo (ignore my account and the fact that my bias is eric) and this fic is just so so so well written. It's also gonna turn a year old this month omg

These are some of my favorite fics rn PLS LMK IF YOU WANT MORE BC I'LL HUNT THROUGH THE ENDLESS SUPPLY OF FICS I HAVE

[yourrlocal-frye]

i saw tha whiteboarddoodles and the alt textfor the spider fan images n now im curius,,,,, on what the au is,,,,,,,,, if yiu woudl tell us abiout that,,,,,,,,,,

sure pookie

the evil au is basically self explanatory actually , it’s still a work in process though. My friend came up with the idea and I kinda helped with the personalities of the characters so I’m like the co-cost! :3

there’s not much info yet so rn you can just get facts about these 3 :

-Vial never smiles, for she claims it hurts her face -Droid likes making little doodle but they can't see color. So the colors they use are completely random -Punkah has a show called "Punk Presentations" where he interviews the residents of Hotel CJ. They all hate being on the show for how extreme it can be however he also likes horror and angsty fanfiction

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-Vial's laboratory has not been seen by many people. When contestants question her about it, she gets upset and tells them to mind their business -Droid is fluent in hexadecimal -Punkah likes collecting things, specifically of the contestants. They find this extremely weird

(I SWEAR I WILL GIVE FOR INFORMATION ABT THIS AU ITS JUST THAT ITS STILLA WIP IM SORRY)

if you guys want to draw them 3, then go ahead!! I LOVE FANART‼️<33

Another doodle of them btw :3

[nosenipped]

respond to the following prompts out of character, then tag others you'd like to get to know a little bit better.

roleplayer name: lucien!

pronouns: deez / nuts. ( he / they. )

muse name(s): jackson overland frost. :3 his name is so fucking english i literally can't type this without giggling. he's got a korean name too, but im not revealing it because of plot.

preferred communication: discord or DMs. i'm still getting used to the mechanics on tumblr rn so. 😭😭 but there r some features in tumblr's DMs that kinda tick me off, so discord's the home place for communications for me. i run a shit ton of accounts on different platforms too, so if i don't reply it's bc im out of energy or im busy with work. 💔

experience: started in pokémon. got traumatized. went to animerp. also got traumatized. the cycle repeats for about 6 years.

preferred roleplay type: dependent on the day! i've always preferred writing something fluffy as opposed to angsty, ( but the lines are very thin for this muse ) only because jack's already a VERY angsty character and as a whole and i feel if i kept writing angst i'd run out of material quickly.

pet peeves / dealbreakers: forced shipping &&. self—inserts that seem too inserted, eg. forcing themselves onto my muses. ( i realize it's essentially the same thing but trust there's a difference. ) i've only ever shipped muses after messages of development and if i see potential. it's also a matter of personal comfort.

i've had past experiences where people took it too far with their muses and got personally affected by their relationship which is INSANELY unhealthy.

another one is just ship jealousy? i've personally NEVER experienced it as the receiver before, i hope i never do anyway, but we're all friends and grown—ups here im sure we could just write without any hidden agendas. i've had people close to me suffer from this before and it's incredibly sad &&. pathetic, y'all don't do that pls.

best time to write: evening or like. really early in the morning LMAOOO. i'm a night owl most of the times so if im not getting to anything in the morning or afternoon, it's mostly all churned out at night. ( but ofc that doesn't mean i'm not active during the morning or afternoon. )

are you like your muse?: to a large extent, definitely. i wouldn't go as far as to call us twins tho? even if some people do, there's just some things that we see differently.

for starters, unlike this loser, i can swim. /silly i got medals to back my claim.

i'm definitely not as dense to love as this dude is, and i'm able to differentiate platonic and romantic ties. this SUCKS so bad knowing he's also a womanizer in the last books .. i need his ass GONE.

in terms of similarities, i truly see him as something of a vessel to articulate my grief and anger as well as nostalgia through my boyo. :3 and since i've practically rewritten his ass to incorporate book and movie and mythology lore ( it gave me a MIGRAINE during my work i swear ;; the amt of effort i place into him needs to go widespread to my course. ) parts of me are also within to fill the plot holes. <3

i offer my jack frost to write with you all with my heart and soul on the line, so it really means a whole lot to me whenever people love him.

i got tagged by @lcafman ! WAAAHHH ELLIE ILYSM /p ONE OF MY POOKIES AND A GENUINELY GREAT PERSON TO GET TO KNOW. <33

＊ tagging ... @nerdynanny ， @toothcollct ， @saheira ， @fatedarrows ， @chieftain-of-berk ， @pcterpan ， @wishfulmuses ♡ feel free to participate if you'd like!! ( ^ω^ )

[illyrianbitch]

i need you to know im literally obsessed with the one summer series every time you drop I curl up with a nice fat spliff

soft photographer az gives me butterflies

i love love love love love it sm you make me rethink how i write az as such an angsty bad boy in my aus because im LITERALLY OBSESSED WITH THIS SWEETIE PIE AZ YOURE DOING GODS WORK BABY IM SO LOOKING FORWARD TO YOUR NEXT UPDATE AND I WOULD LOVE TO BE ON THE TAG LIST

AHHHH POOKIE I LOVE THAT FOR YOU!!! im currently rollin a fat one rn tehehe. im so so gladd you like it!!! its all vibes

and its also so funny bc usually i write az so angsty and troubled but for this i had to reign it back bc homeboy is a college student, not a 500+ year old spymaster who tortures people for a living so truly how troubled can he be LMAOOO plus its also in readers perspective so hes just super sweet to her (wonder why?!?!?!)

[kittencomicslol]

A bunch of Gyutaro x Oc drabbles. Names r only mentioned a few times and if you try, it’s easy to read as an x reader(though my oc is a kitsune so, yknow that might make it a little harder) but give or take!! I’ll add little warnings n such at the top of each one ^_^ this is mainly fluff but there will also be some angst bc yummy. Ignore any typing errors I wrote all of these half asleep at like 12-1AM

Uh there r gonna be some topics in here ppl may not be fond of, angst, death, sex(not actual smut just mentions, buzz off!!) exc. but I am an angsty scencemo 16 year old girl so what do you expect lolz??

Akira sprite^^^ made by my pookie @senei

-Fire burns on

"Mmhgg.. I don't knowww..l'm just.. something is making me feel like… she's gonna get hurrtt…"

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-This I specifically made as a way to cope w my own problems. I'm going through a lot of seasonal anxiety/depression rn. It's my 4th year being displaced and shut off in the winter and my therapist expressed how even if we don't remember mentally our bodies remember the emotions we felt at that time in the past. So even if we can't figure out why we are upset, something traumatic could have happened in the past on this day that made us like this.

Gyutaro and Ume ofc vaugely of their human life in cannon since Muzan didn't have to take it away bc they already hated humans. So this is playing off of that but basically Gyutaro just can't remember the exact day everything that went down and he doesn't know why he's so worried so we have the snuggles and the kisses and yea :3

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A few tears streamed down the demons face. He had been rather distant today, and it was for good reason.

Though you may not consciously remember what happened down to the date, your unconscious brain does. If a severely traumatic event happens, your brain remembers the day even if you don’t. And it’s no wonder Gyutaro had been so easily upset today, as it was the day that he was turned into a demon. The day where poor Ume was burnt alive. Did he regret becoming a demon? No, it was the best decision he had ever made in his life.

But the pure guttural fear he felt on that day as a human, clutching her little body in his arms.. it was so much.. and even though he didn’t understand why he was so upset since the memory was subconscious, he still knew he was upset. So he detached himself from Daki and snuck away throughout the house Daki ran, sneaking off to that one room he finds himself going to over and over. He doesn’t even knock as he enters Akiras room, quickly closing the door behind himself and coming right over to the bed like a lost puppy. Akira sits up in bed with a small yawn, placing the book she had been reading down beside her and turning her attention fully to her lover. A small little chuckle escapes her mouth as she sees this all powerful demon cowering at the foot of her bed like a dog.

“What’s wrong my love?”

She coos softly, patting the bed next to her in order to let him know he could come snuggle up next to her as he had done time and time before. As he got close, Akira quickly noticed Gyutaro was crying. A small little gasp left her mouth at this revelation since she herself had never actually seen Gyutaro cry.

As he snuggled up next to her, she threw the covers over him and pulled him close, her body pressing up against his. Akira raised a hand to his face, gently cupping his cheek as she used a thumb to wipe away some of his tears.

“My darling, what’s wrong?”

She spoke softly as she looked back at him with a genuinely concerned expression. Gyutaro struggled showing any emotions, especially sadness. So to see him cry told her that something serious was going on. Gyutaro grumbled slightly, shamelessly shoving his face into her chest right in her revealed cleavage from the robe she wore.

“Dunno… j’st upset..”

the demon rasped out into her chest, his tears soaking her skin. Akira let out a small sigh as she raised her hand and began to run her fingers through her lovers hair in a gentle comforting manner.

“Well that’s alright.. you don’t always need to know why you are upset.. sometimes feelings just are.”

Akira gently comforted the demon the best she could, knowing that if he was trusting her enough to cry in-front of her, that she needed to do her best to help him.

“Is there anything specific you want? Something I can help you with? Or do you just want to be here with me?”

Her hands gently ran through Gyutaros slightly matted hair, combing through it with her fingers.

“Mnn.. i ‘dunnooo.. I’m just worried.. about dakkii..”

he admitted shamefully as he tried to keep his crying face hidden, part of him still afraid to show any weakness in-front of anyone.

“Hm? Worried about Daki? Why so?”

The kitsune softly pressed, wondering where this concern rooted from since Gyutaro was usually very confident about his sisters safety. In response, she only got some grumbles.

“Mmhgg.. I don’t knowww..I’m just.. something is making me feel like.. she’s gonna get hurrtt..”

he rasped out as tears contained to flow from his eyes, staining now both his cheeks and Akiras chest.

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-A quiet night

"I'm fine, just the same old same old. You know nothing really happens around here."

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-No backstory. No notes needed. Just tooth-rotting fluff. Thats all <33

-Not really finished but there wasn't really a story to wrap up, just fluff.

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“Ugh..”

the demon groaned slightly as he snuck into his lover's room and nuzzled up next to her in bed. The kitsune giggled slightly as she noticed that her boyfriend was here to visit her again. Akira didn’t hesitate to turn over to face him, her robe getting all tangled up in the covers as she did so. She reached out her arms and wrapped them around Gyutaro, and in turn he did the same for her. His long slender arms delicately wrapped around her perfectly shaped body and pulled her close to him, taking in her scent as she was close to him once more.

“Mmmm.. so nice..”

he mumbled slightly as he held her close, taking in every little part of her once more just like he did every other night. Though it just never got old seeing or feeling her. Akira giggled at her lovers sweet little words and mumbles, leaning up to place a delicate kiss on his cheek. Despite having done this for years the demon never ever got used to being given any sort of physical affection and it always made his face heat up. Though unlike at the beginning where he would fearfully shift away in concern or self preservation of his cold demeanor, he now accepted all of her little affectionate gestures.

“How’s my pretty boy doing?”

Akira cooed softly in that sickeningly sweet voice she possessed that drove Gyutaro completely crazy every single time he heard her even merely take a breath.

“I’m alrighttt.. just a bit bored.. and youu..?”

Gyutaro leaned down and gently nuzzled his fourhead against her own, placing a gentle kiss on her nose in order to show his admiration for her. He had grown to accept affection and also grown to show affection.

“I’m fine, just the same old same old. You know nothing really happens around here.”

She softly responded as her arms held him close, the two holding each-other in a loving embrace that neither planned to leave any time soon. “Yeaa.. nothing really happens around here… it’s been a while since a demon slayer even came byyy.. isn’t that lucky..?”

He rambled slightly. Usually he used to get upset when there was a lack of demon slayers around, especially Hashira. It gave him an excuse to come out of Daki and do something. Not that he really enjoyed being too far from his little sister, because that wouldn’t be true. He adored her and she was his whole world alongside Akira. But more recently he has gotten quite acquainted with the quiet life of Daki saving humans for him to eat, and Gyutaro coming out each night for a few hours to visit his beloved.

“Yea, it’s nice.. just relaxing. I’ve really enjoyed spending my nights with you’ Taro. I interact with human men all day and though sometimes they can be mildly entertaining, none of them could ever compete with you my love.”

Akira's work days were usually long and tedious. Daki went easy on her since she had a soft spot for Akira that only grew more after Akira and Gyutaro became lovers. But alas Akira still had to clean up the house and keep it tidy. It had been a pretty busy past few months and even though she didn’t even work as a courtesan her beauty was astounding. So when a random man attempted to hit on her, she never was shocked or upset. She rather became excited when a human man attempted to hit on her because in the end if he tried to be too pushy or ended up being gross, she would just get a free meal. Though it also never hurts to have small talk with a polite man even if most likely he would eventually be eaten by Gyutaro and Daki.

Gyutaro moved his hands away from her sides and slid them between the folds of her robe, his hands gently gliding over her bare skin and once again settling down by her sides at her hips. Though it wasn’t in any lewd or sexual manner, despite the many more promiscuous interactions the two had. They were close, lovers after all. So they had both gotten comfortable and accustomed to one another’s bodies. Meanwhile Akiras hands moved up and began to run through Gyutaro’s messy black locks, a sweet smile on her face as the two were practically pushed up against each other in a display of love and affection.

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That’s all ^_^ other drabbles I didn’t rlly like and left out r on my wattpad but yuh

[imaginespazzi]

hiii!!! first time anon and silent fan and follower of ALL ur fics!!! ive reread GH a billion times its so damn good your characterisation is impeccable and the way u write angst UNPARALLELED i live for it! every update from you makes MY day i live in australia so i wake up every Tuesday morning and allocate the first 20mins of my morning to a new chapter☺️☺️☺️

ANYWAYS decided i need to show my appreciation FOR CHAPTER 6 as it is 1000+/10 so here is my long review:

- Love love love all the description around the wedding details - to be known is to be loved and it’s only been a year…how could Olivia possibly know Paige the way azzi does. She really never stood a chance🫢

- Drew being “sick” and later saying “so she’s not stopping the wedding” - so endearing he just wants his pookie sister in law😭😭 i NEED an angsty scene with him and azzi in present time (how old would he be? Teens/early 20’s) where he’s clearly resentful about how everything went down

- Man Tim and Katie🥹🥹🥹 the NECKLACE my heartttttt. So gracious and supportive..would love to know if there was a part of them crushed by Paige not ending up their daughter in law

- Finding out on instagram about the pregnancy is insane i would have to be put down. Surely azzi did not find out about the wedding over instagram…surely……pls…..

- “the first thing you’re gonna see is your smile. And you’re gonna think it’s the most beautiful thing in the world. Just like I do” Paige’s way with words…Paige just can’t help it but ur heart breaks for azzi having to hear such beautiful things from her EX

- Paige crying alone in the tent crushed under the weight of both Azzi and Stephie in her heart ugh

- MAYBE MY FAVOURITE DIALOGUE YOUVE WRITTEN: Why is your daughter like this?” Paige demands, “how is she gonna make me cry and then send somebody else to wipe my tears.” “Why couldn’t she just have stayed?” the blonde questions, “why does she always have to overthink things and make it more complicated? Why can’t she just listen to her heart once in her fucking life? Why can’t she just let herself live? Why is it always no with her and never just yes?” - it’s v poetic but you’ve somehow managed to write it in a way that isn’t clunky but feels SO REALISTIC I can literally see the regressed 20 something version of Paige complaining to her defacto MIL about her girl problems. AMAZING

- NVM best dialogue you’ve ever written: “it’s the same one Tim had when he first met Azzi.” how does ur brain work like this?!!???????

- Steph guest appearance YAY! I wonder whether Steph ever makes fun of Azzi for how she named her child, or if they were already closer at that point. UNCLE TWIN☺️

- Naur Paige falling to her knees to catch Stephie - down astronomically bad it’s literally been a day i love them sooooooo much

- And then I yelled at Mama and it made Mama cry too and I hate making Mama cry.” - Paige and Stephie have so many similarities (purple, mint icecream etc) but the biggest thing - they BOTH love Azzi so much 🥺🥺🥺 what a privilege and simultaneously a terrifying prospect… that you are two people on the planet that can have the greatest capacity to impact her (both positive and negative)

- “that’s okay ‘cause I don’t miss.I’m Azzi Fudd’s daughter. Right Mama?” “Right baby,” This made me clucky fr! Stephie is spectacular give me 14 rn 👩‍🍼👩‍🍼👩‍🍼👩‍🍼👩‍🍼

- The constant theme of Azzi being content, having enough but not having everything she wants💔 she’s sacrificed so so much it hurts me how scared she is to accept that she could be happier

- I am a SUCKER for the trope where person 1 cannot stand seeing person 2 having a meltdown and person 2 goes to leave but person 1 cannot bear the thought of letting them go and hugs them ugh this story is like a MOVIE

- “You want me to say that I flew to Dallas once to tell you that I fucked up but then I saw you with Olivia and decided you deserved better than me-” the parallels to the UCLA fic and Paige seeing Azzi with Zoe..need to see this scene written PLEASE

- “It’s never too late for us,” Paige whispers before crashing her lips against the woman” Oh Lord here we go. This lowkey shocked me cannot lie - was NOT expecting this. V v curious about the aftermath of this….before day 1 of practise is CRAZY.

ANYWAYS WOW v v long review but i just needed to show my appreciation for this masterpiece! please know that this fic brings me infinitesimal joy and i cannot wait for the next chapter!!!!!!!!❤️❤️❤️

OMG HI FRIEND (or I guess I should say mate like Australians lol?)!! Welcome to my inbox!

No one knows Paige the way Azzi does because Paige won't let anyone see her the way she lets Azzi see her

Drew is so absolutely done with these two dumbasses and had to make it very clear. I think Paige-Azzi were such an example to him and to have that taken has really made him cautious about love at the very raw age of 20 (that's how old he'd be in 2033 right?)

Paige always says the right things, the timing just isn't always the right one.

AH omg honestly it means much to me that you think my dialogues are realistic. Especially ones like that one where it's kinda heavy, I'm always a little self-conscious that maybe it sounds too speech-y and fake so I'm so glad it doesn't come off that way.

I think Steph and Azzi grew pretty close before Stephie because he was already her mentor but once she actually got to Golden State, he really took her under her wing and became more family than just mentor (Steph possibily teared up at the idea of Azzi naming her daughter after him)

Quite LITERALLY down bad lmao

The thing with Azzi, I think, is that she's a little scared to be loved. Like Azzi holds both Paige and Stephie's hand in the palm of her hands, and she's scared that she'll accident hold them too hard and crush them.

I do think there will be a flashback to Azzi flying to Dallas but tbd which chapter!

LMAO they're not very good at the taking it slow thing are they?

You are so very sweet and I appreciated this so very much!

[kaiserkisser]

people that have caught my eye so far (im watching blue lock season 2)

((and no i have no clue why i was dragged into watching it and why my first ever impression of blue lock is season 2))

1. the pink long haired guy

2. the white hair guy with a streak of green hair

3. rin

4. the number 5 in blue lock glasses guy

5. the shota nagisa (assassination classroom) but not quite so femboy guy (basically the bright turquoise?? hair guy in mc’s team)

notice how i’m referring to everyone by their hairs? yea. why is everyone there like hunks or twinks

but my sister who watched s1 told me the trio (mc, turquoise hair guy, younger black hair guy) was like the most nontoxic peaceful heaven the mc has ever been in before so i’m good with this season

now i’m getting invested lmaooo

also what is up with the guy with the sparkly effects and long black hair why does he look so fruity (random thoughts bc im watching it rn)

anyway. i can sense the ships

also rin and no 2 fighting like toxic yaoi couples

also crow goku hairstyle guy and white-with-green-streak hairstyle guy old married couple frfr

why are there so many threesomes, love triangles/squares, broken up couples, homewreckers, fruity undertones, power couples and twinks in this place

i love it sm actually

also sorry for yapping sm hahah😭😭

HELP AAHAHAH NOT U WATCHING S2 FIRST ngl i absolutely LOVED s1 too but things keep getting more intense with each arc lmao amd honestly i. havent gotten time to watch s2 yet but ive read the manga so i do know what happens haha

CHIGIRI YESSSSSS YAYAYAYAY unless u mean kurona? (kurona has a braid n shark teeth and idr if he was in the playing 11- anw CHIGIRI IS AN ABSOLUTE *ICON* HES BFF MATERIAL FOR ME LMAO

otoya 😭😭😭 i mean hes. fruity. vv fruity. like yes you got his vibes right.

LMAO its like decriptions of hair and then just- 'rin' BAHAHA yeah no tho rins my adorable lil emo angsty murderous pookie mwehehehe hes my second fav after kaiser actually!!!

by glasses guy u mean the one on one emperor yukimiya right??? i saw u mentioned him in a later ask too shshsb and ur so reallll hes such a gentleman lmao

uhmmm hiori????? yeah bro i LOVEEE HIMMN /p oh yeah team kindness 😭😭😭 i miss them sm 😭😭😭

YAYAYAYAY IM COUNTING THAT AS A WIN MWEHEHE

good. and aryu??? idk man ✨maybe he is ✨ oh and rin and shidou NEVER get better they WILL keep fighting till the end of time. istg even in the next arc theyre in the same team i pity their team members ahaha AND YESSS OTOYA AND KARASU YESSSSSS YOURE SOOO RIGHTTTTT

no youre literally so correct about this blue lock is so fruity if u wanna look for it- oh just WAIT till you see kaiser and isagi. i dont ship them but still. (me gatekeeping kaiser be like :p) AND DONT APOLOGISE HAHA

[perfectsunlight]

Just wanted to pop in and say that I love everything your little brain cooks up. I don't normally like angsty works but ivory has me absolutely seated because you're so creative and talented. I hope you never stop writing, even if you end up straying from k-pop, because your words are a gift to read. Thank you ❤️

AWWW POOKIE THANK YOU SM 🫂 i’m literally smiling rn bc it makes me so happy knowing you appreciate the efforts i put into my stories. it’s easier to read oneshots or even shorter things, but i really do love writing stories for you guys. it’s my favorite thing to do <3

[uriekukistan]

mutsurie…… and my boy aura……..

for mutsurie :3

when i started shipping it: literally on my first watch during the auction…it makes so much sense idk

my thoughts: when the two emotionally damaged characters who dont trust anyone enough to get close to them trust each other enough to get close 😖 also the fact that urie recognized that mutsuki was afab during the auction and he literally never said anything about it he was just kinda “oh okay” and never treated mutsuki any differently…it’s interesting because mutsuki really idolized sasaki for that same thing but never realized urie did the same thing for him…idk much to think about with that one

what makes me happy about them: see past comment, also they both care for each other unconditionally and i think they both need that because they both kinda care for themselves conditionally if that makes sense.

what makes me sad about them: okay maybe im too angsty rn but i dont think they have a happy ending together, or at least not for a while. like i said, they care for each other unconditionally but care for themselves conditionally, and i think before they can truly be happy together they need time apart to care for themselves…

things done in fanfic that annoys me: when they make mutsuki super emotionally and physically weak so he relies on big strong man in control of his emotions urie to put him back together…like it sometimes feels like its putting mutsuki in this traditionally feminine damsel in distress position and thats kinda ehhhh…also bold of you to assume urie is in control of his emotions or that mutsuki isnt strong or capable.

things i look for in a fanfic: im starving for content so the bar is pretty low….good spelling and grammar is nice :D

who i’d be comfortable with them ending up with, if not each other: i think they’d be better alone if not together…i’ve seem mutsaura floating around recently and while im intrigued i do think it has toxic potential which is interesting to read and think about, but i just want them to be happy 😞 healthy relationships only for my pookies

my happily ever after: they take some time apart like at the end of re where mutsuki is not even in tokyo and they learn their own value as individuals (ideally separate from their jobs) and then they reconnect after that…not that i’m saying you “have to love yourself to love someone else” and i dont think in their time apart they wouldnt still love each other, i just want them to have a happy healthy relationship 😞

who is the big spoon/little spoon: at the beginning urie is definitely big spoon and mutsuki is little spoon, but when they get more comfortable, they switch around sometimes. i think urie really likes being the little spoon…not that he would admit it

what is their favorite non-sexual activity: parallel play, like just comfortable silence and mutsuki’s reading while urie’s painting or something

tbh i dont think that much abt aura so i’ll try my best 😭🙏

how i feel about this character: i like how much i…don’t like him if that makes sense? his decisions irritate me but also they are indicative of how complex he is. interesting guy.

all the people i ship romantically with this character: as aforementioned i have seen mutsaura floating around and i have definitely found it intriguing…may i also propose him with higemaru? they kinda give that opposites black cat golden retriever couple vibe idk maybe im crazy

my non-romantic otp for this character: from the scene where he and mutsuki are trying to intercept touka and miza from extracting kaneki from the dragon, i really liked his interactions with higemaru and hsiao so i like the idea of them as like a besties group idk

my unpopular opinion about this character: im not sure i have one? idk

one thing i wish would happen/had happened with this character in canon: for him to get closure from his aunt that she was okay with working with the ghouls for peace. i know he was told about it by…hsiao i think maybe it was higemaru, but it would have been nice to see him hear it from his aunt. i think he kinda needed it.

my otp: i dont think i really have one 😞

my crossover ship: again i dont really have one, but i can definitely draw parallels between him and geto from jjk…in that they both were so bothered by some tragedy that they both started to walk a very dark path. the difference being that aura’s friends were there to turn him around and (idk if you have or are planning to watch/read jjk but spoiler warning for s2 ep1-6 and jjk0) geto’s friends trusted him so much that when he said he was okay, they believed him and yeah…cutting myself off before i get too far

^could also be the long dark hair and emo vibes that makes me associate aura with geto

a headcanon fact: aura the type of guy to give scary vibes but talk to stray cats in a baby voice on the street…you see a scary man in the alley and you’re about to run away but then you hear “who’s a good kitty? you are! yes you are aweee what a cute baby” that’s him

[ikkosu]

I don't know how to switch to my metal dune acc on phone so hello from my other!

In my music playlist I've got a few songs that instantly make me think of fics I've read or characters I like. (80's and country is obviously Optimus LMAO) Do you have any for Prowl and what are they?

Lotsa love :3

Pookie!!

That's an interesting question actually, I don't think I usually associate songs to characters but 🤔 there are some I can't help but think of him when I listen to it

(my music taste is a muddle of genres 😅)

1. Too sweet — Hozier

gives me so much prowl during the chorus, like he's working so late, thinking about his darling human but at the same time trying to deny his feelings because they're 'too sweet' for him

2. Aishite, Aishite, Aishite — Ado

The vibe of this song reminds me so much of Sins Of The Wreckers (and also because I listened to this song while reading the issue) where prowl, you know, negotiates child support with a spider

Others!!

3. Scum Of The Earth — Nakiso

The title lmao, and the contents as well. Especially when the 'why, why, why' hits.

4. ハッピーエンド — back number

angsty melodramatic song 😌✊ ehehe

4. Lost Kitten — Metric

The lyrics reminds me of him : abandonment + isolation, something Prowl experiences often.

5. Falcon In The Dive — from the musical, Scarlett Pimpernel

First of all, his voice is godly (I am pregnant now with his voice/j) and thirdly that is literally so prowl during the first few minutes of the song. The 'Damn!' killed me. Then also later when chauvelin starts singing about his ambitions 😔👌

oookay I should stop analyzing songs rn 😔 thanks for the ask!!

[laurancezvahlslefteyebrow]

OH MY GOD

Literally no one is going to care about this but I just thought of an angsty ass plot point for my MCD rewrite and AAAGH i’m frothing at the mouth rn

this is very OC centric so fair warning

TW: GORE, VIOLENCE, ALL AROUND ANGST AND WHUMP!!

Sorry for any mistakes, enjoy you sick mofos <3

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Ok so imagine this: It’s been about a year since Laurance left for the Nether. The looming threat of Tu’La is only growing, and the King is getting cocky. He holds a ball in O’Khasis, a masquerade. A lot of important Tulians will be there to celebrate their official occupation of O’Khasis, and soon, Ru’Aun. Somehow the group (Aph, Garroth, Katelyn, Travis, and Eseryt) hear about this and decide to check it out. Garroth is super hesitant but Aphmau is insisting she go and he can’t just leave her. Aph and Eseryt use their meif’wa orbs (yes Es was cursed too) to blend in, seeing as there will be plenty of other meif’wa there. Katelyn refuses to use hers, so Garroth used it instead. Travis uses his shape shifting abilities to make himself look like a meif’wa.

Everything’s going well, everyone is dancing, and socializing, listening in on conversations, getting info abt Tu’La’s plans, the works. Katelyn gets word about something going down on the roof and needs a distraction to be caused in order to get there. She informs Eseryt privately in passing. Es, who is dancing with Travis, tells him to start a fight with Garroth. Travis is like “What? Why me? Can’t you do it?” and Es is like “Yeah I could, but that’s not very ladylike now is it?” So Travis and Garroth stage a fight so Katelyn can sneak off. (Very much inspired by that ep of The Witcher iykyk)

Everything is going well; Garroth and Travis are “fighting” and it’s pretty convincing. Aphmau and Eseryt are off to the side yelling things like “Stop pookie bear! This isn’t you!” and “Boys stop you’re embarrassing me 😜” while Katelyn successfully sneaks off to the roof.

Suddenly, during the “fight”, Travis’s meif’wa features begin changing. His cats ears are replaced by long pointed ears, his fluffy cat tail replaced by a thin pointed tail. His skin shifts to a dark grey color and curly horns begin to sprout from his head. There are gasps from the crowd, Eseryt and Aphmau calling out to him confused. Garroth looks up at Travis, and shocked, he backs away in a stumbling manner. Was this apart of the show? Couldn’t be! Travis freezes, confused and unsure, reaches a hand up to feel the thick horns atop his head. He gasps and looks around in a frenzy.

Eseryt, feels something. An odd aura. She looks past Travis to she a cloaked figure staring him down calmly, whispering something under their breath. Es and the figure make eye contact, as they grin something rotten, before standing and pointing a shaking finger at Travis. “DEMON!” they shout, “KILL IT BEFORE IT HAS A CHANCE TO KILL YOU!”

Eseryt can feel the dark energy radiating from this person. They’re a manipulator. A siren perhaps? Somehow they’re able to bring out the darkest in a person. They brought out Travis’s demon form. But how?

Suddenly a hoard of ball goers lunge at Travis, pinning him to the ground and attacking him mercilessly. Everyone tries desperately to get to him, but they’re held back by other ball goers. Eseryt is pleading, begging, screaming to be let go so she can save him. He’s on the ground curled in a ball. He won’t fight back, he won’t hurt these people. But at this point, she doesn’t think he could fight back if he wanted to. They’re really doing a number on him.

Suddenly Es feels it. A surge of darkness being ripped from her soul. All she can see is crimson red as a familiar shell forms around her body. This sudden act snaps most of the ball goers out of whatever trance they were in and they flee. Aphmau and Garroth help them get away, but it’s mostly to clear a path so they can intervene.

Not all the ball goers leave Travis. Not all of them flee. Some of them take pleasure in hurting him. Eseryt can feel their lust for demon blood. Without a second thought, she mows through them with her daggers. Not a single attacker is spared. Not one.

Travis manages to drag himself somewhat off the floor, hair matted with blood, dripping into his eyes. All he could see was Eseryt’s back, as she breathed hard and gripped her daggers tight. “..eseryt..?” he wheezed. Instant regret hit him like an arrow to the chest. She turned to face him, slowly, she made her way to him. He looked in her eyes, seeing nothing but burning balls of pure fire. Her body was here but her mind was gone. Before he could scramble away she was on top of him. Pinning him to the ground pointing a blood soaked dagger at his throat. He grabbed her forearms, trying desperately to stop her and push her off. But he was weak. And he hurt. He looked into the eyes of the girl he loved and saw the monster she’d always feared becoming.

Katelyn came barreling down the stairs into the ball room, being chased by two guards. She’d seen something she wasn’t supposed to. She was fully prepared to grab her companions and make a run for it. She was not prepared for the scene that wait for her.

Blood was the first thing that registered. The scene was so gruesome even the guards that chased her stopped and stared in horror. Then she saw Aphmau and Garroth desperately trying to push through the crowd. And finally, she saw Eseryt pushing a dagger towards Travis’s throat. She was about to run to stop her when something in her told her to stop. She looked around, finding a cloaked figure sitting calmly in a corner, staring Eseryt down, whispering something under their breath. Somehow, she knew they were the culprit. The person behind all this carnage. She’d never run faster. She hastily made way for the mysterious figure and incapacitated them in one good punch.

It didn’t take much time. Nearly as soon as the figure was out, Eseryt came to. Her eyes became their regular ocean blue in an instant and her body relaxed. She huffed a couple times before everything came back to her. She looked at Travis’s terrified face and immediately backed off, dropping her dagger in horror. She stumbled backwards as Travis got to his knees weakly. “Travis” was all she could manage through her breathlessness and fear, before running off into the forest. Travis tried to go after her but his legs failed him and he collapsed into Garroth’s arms.

Eseryt had never run harder. She pushed through trees and the pouring rain, getting as far into the forest as she could before collapsing to her knees. She sat there, staring at her blood soaked hands, watching the corruption on her fingers creep up further. After a few beats of silence, a blood curtailing scream was ripped from her throat followed by sobs.

The screams was all they could hear has they shakily stumbled out of the ball room into the rain. “Es!” Travis tried to go to her but his legs wouldn’t support him, and Katelyn wouldn’t let him go. “No I hafta- Agh! I have to find- her..!” Suddenly his body couldn’t take anymore and he passed out.

Everyone looked at eachother, with expressions of absolute shock and horror. After a moment, Katelyn spoke up.

“What the fuck did I miss?”

[melikedraw]

Hey bub, read your rant post abt your family and I just wanted to offer a hug

I have similar issues communicating with my dad, and it really sucks. Nobody likes having their feelings dismissed or demeaned, and I'm sorry your family doesn't seem to realise they're making you feel that way :((

I'm sorry I haven't been interacting much, kinda burnt out rn, but yk I really enjoy reading your posts and rambles about treasure planet and Jim! It's one of the most comforting films of all time and I'm glad there are people who love it as much as I do ^w^

No need to reply to this publicly if you'd rather not btw! I just hope reading it comforts you a little

Everytime I see an ask from you it makes me so happy

Being able to talk about Jim w someone is nice

I was just feeling kinda angsty when I wrote that my relationship with my family is fine (I think) they just get on my nerves sometimes yk? But thanks for checking in you're so pookie wookie for that