#Mix Channel

[saitomakikofans]

Makiko blog translation (2022.05.29) "48 Group x Ray exclusive model audition" About 2 months from April 48 groups x Ray exclusive model audition. From the result, unfortunately I couldn't become an exclusive model.

But thanks to a lot of support from everyone I was able to go to the final interview. To a place that I could never reach by myself Everyone guided me ☺︎

Postcard voting, qualifying distribution, main race distribution While being scraped mentally and physically, everyone did their best and fought together from morning to night to support and help me

Postcard voting 📮 period In the blink of an eye, the stock on the web runs out It was impatient, wasn't it? (LOL)

On the way home from school or work, visit the nearest bookstore On holidays, even going outside the prefecture Thanks to everyone's tearful efforts

Postcard PT was the first place overall! I was surprised 😳 (I also bought 40 of the same fashion magazines for the first time in my life lol)

And finally the qualifying delivery period has begun, I jumped into the world of MixChannel.

It's different from the live distribution that I've done so far It was as if I was lost in a new world. The number of PTs and ranking are displayed in real time, The spirit was steadily scraped.

But even in such anxiety, there is a connection I was able to meet a lot of people who helped me and those who helped me ☺️ How can I reach the viewer during this period? I wonder if you can enjoy the delivery for several hours every day

I'm excited to make a schedule I was groping, but because everything is unknown It was a week that I was able to overcome by enjoying it. I've never seen or felt the last day A fierce battle is unfolding in front of me

It was like that when I noticed it was over. Comments that cannot be overtaken flow on the screen The ranking was decided in a blink of an eye Thanks to everyone's support, I passed the first place in the qualifying 🥇

Even though it was qualifying, I got the first place I was so happy from the bottom of my heart that I couldn't help it! That alone gave me a lot of confidence, I was proud. Thank you very much.

One month has passed since then A week of the final distribution of the main race has begun. A melee that is incomparable to qualifying. The ranking fluctuates scary every hour every day, I didn't mind when it wasn't delivered. If I wake up in the morning and my ranking goes down... Just thinking about it makes my chest painful and unbearable I never slept with peace of mind. I can't show any anxiety or appearance during the delivery that everyone who sees it will enjoy it Above all, I was most happy and it was worth it.

And what surprised me most For the month leading up to the main race, the fans MixChannel distribution system, audition rules, etc. Actively call out to distributors in various frames I studied and researched myself. Make a lot of effort in places I don't know Knowing about preparing for the main race, I was convinced that this was a good team...! My chest got hot. Thank you very much!

I never wanted to regret it I've done everything I can to spare! The content of the delivery was also intended to be more elaborate than others Without overdoing the pace of delivery I was able to spend every day at the limit 🫧

Really come to see me at the same time every day I was really happy with the comments and items. Because of your existence and support Every day full of anxiety was saved, They pushed me back because I wasn't alone!

The last day is the beginning of the distributor who was indebted So many people came to the frame, He gave me a fan mark and supported me. Fast-flowing comment fields, relentlessly fluctuating ranking...

I could barely laugh at one point As soon as I relaxed, my tears seemed to overflow. She was willing to take on the manager when I was cornered and already tattered

The voices from the two encouraging distributors came into my heart and made me feel better. And there are many allies on the other side of the screen fighting to put me in first place...

I don't think I can have such an experience again. A world full of love, gentle and encouraging It existed in the MixChannel ☀️ I really thank you…!

I couldn't get the number one I was aiming for, but it was the first time that I was so excited by the livestreaming that I had more to gain. It was a really valuable period for me.

In the final interview, I did it face-to-face with the Ray editorial staff 🌸 Looking back on it now, I wish I had done it I wish I had told you more like this

I honestly have regrets, but 🥺 (laughs) It’s all me, it’s all me. I'm the one that everyone loved and supported me…!

Future activities of Ray girl With gratitude in my heart, I want to do my best ✊🏻 And someday I'm sure I'll go grab it by myself.

Everyone pushed my back and taught me that I was obediently greedy only for my dreams. Being a model for me It wasn't always the goal I wanted to achieve

When Ray-san auditioned for 48 groups this time, I felt that is very attractive and wanted to do it. But it takes a lot of courage to say it out It can also put a burden on the fans

It was painful because I could easily predict it. And above all, the number one reason was scary. There are things that I can't grasp no matter how hard I try I don't want to feel like this anymore

I turned my back on my dream, Even if you wait, chances don't roll It ’s the worst thing to regret without doing it. Even you interested a little, don't give up! If you can't do it till the end, don't do it!

That's right, with the manager until midnight I remember the day I had discussed and decided. I should have decided by my own will, but I was scared somewhere and couldn't help it... But inspire yourself with your own challenges

I enjoyed the days I lived facing forward 😊 This decision of mine was not wrong and I'm glad I did it! I can think from the bottom of my heart

I think I will continue to live that way. "Always seek stimulation and push to the limit" That's why the results have come out, but I will continue to do so. I want to move forward little by little every day I will try to be proud of myself 😌

And I wish I could someday give back to all the fans who supported me long before this project, as well as everyone who took care of me with MixChannel I will do my best again while wishing for such a day!

It's been long, but now Ray exclusive model audition is over!!!

I really thank you…!

Makiko Saito

source: https://ske48.co.jp/blog/detail/77795/

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