#Might just be bc im a fictive but
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anyone else feel like an alternate on a psychological level
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some advice i see a lot regarding how to tell if someone is a fictive or just a character that the person is imagining is to try to imagine them doing something they wouldn't and see if it feels wrong or if they flat out refuse but i was wondering is there any way to tell if you've just imagined them refusing? like, if it's more in character for them to do so is that not simply where your mind would go? how can you tell whether there's a person behind it or whether it's just that your mind itself doesn't want to cooperate??
Honestly, I'm not sure how to answer that. BUT, it does remind me of when our old host met Jaiden (not a fictive) and they read that a way to check if someone is really sentient, you do this specific exercise about balancing a feather on their noise or something. Honestly none of us remember the point of it or how it would have worked, but what happened was, Jaiden was already Real. He split real, Jamie just wasn't sure (thank you denial). Because Jaiden cared about Jamie, he indulged him and did the exercises. But it would go on for DAYS to the point where Jaiden literally told Jamie to just "stop". "I'm real!" and even if Jamie told him to do these exercises, it was annoying him.
So yes, having them do something they'd like is an option. But have you considered annoying them to the point where they snap at you?? SKDFJS
OF COURSE DONT like. put yourselves on bad terms. but its something to think about. A lot of the time when we're in denial, the person we/the current front is in denial about, starts getting annoyed, and then we feel bad about hurting their feelings.
So I'm not your therapist and I can't tell you what's what- but I guess you could also think.. "If I annoyed them, and they react badly to me annoying them, and that feeling of them scolding me makes me feel bad.. why would I ever make that up?"
Also give it some time. Sometimes if a split is new (or you think someone just split) it'll be hard to tell. Denial is a BITCH. If you already are used to having alters or system members in general, The fictive who just split WILL eventually be comfortable enough to be "concrete enough" with you, if they already even know who they are. maybe your brain itself is still figuring things out. We talk about splitting as a community a lot--where spliting is usually depicted as like this FAST thing. but sometimes its slow! which DOESNT help if youre trying to figure out if you have someone or not!
#ask#Anonymous#and then of course tehres like. so many different factors like sure maybe its ocd or something#but anyway yeah#i do not recommend HARASSING people but im NOT a good role model so. nudging them a little might do something#bc like with ANY ALTER (not just fictives) a lot of the advice tends to be 'get a reaction out of them' lol#Talk to them?#im going to stop talking now because i feel like if i do my advice will actually get like really bad and you should NOT just listen to me g#'annoy them!!!' BAHAHA#-SUSIE / blurry susie i gyuess#ANYWAY HOPE IT GOES WELL!#be patient with YOURSELF and be patient with this possible fictive#its valid to live life being like 'idk' and then find out the actual answer a week or two later or more#i mean yk some systems only find out they had a fictive of someone YEARS later /gen yk#not funnier as a fictive#sorry its long lol.....#i also dont usually use commas but i used them here so im a little more comprehensible
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tbh i kinda get why people are homophobic. as a heterophobe, i see one straight fandom ship and feel intense hate.
#like. ok i dont want to say it genuinely bc. thats not very nice. but also :)#this is very much about fictive characters btw!! if its a selfship/anything else whatever. its all good =w=b youre so cool#im. talking about a specific ship but i wont say which >:3#i just think. in my humble opinion. that cishet relationships shouldnt exist. but thats just my thinking#sillyposting#ok#anyway this is a jooke homophobia is not nice and should in no way be compared to 'heterophobia'.#whatever#its just. boring. make it gayer.#like.#waugh#so many thoughts in my mind.#ok wait actually it might just be because im very biased against the wlw varient of this ship. like VERY.#oh well <3#=w=bb
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Thank you so much!
Hello, may we please get a blueycapsules Michael themed headmate? We've filled out the form to the best of our abilities. The blank spots can be filled in with whatever you chose. /nf
If possible, may we also get a user box with #CE9FD0 as the border and text color and with #6F3B71 as the background color. Finally, could it have text that reads, "Mikey made this post."
Thank you in advance! Here's the form.
First Name: Michael
Last Name: Afton
Nicknames: Mikey, Mike, Maikol
Age:
Gender: genderqueer
Pronouns: he/him, rot/rots, party/parties, it/its, bun/buns, candy/candies, sundae/sundaes
Sexuality:
Species: human
Source: blueycapsules
cisIDs:
transIDs:
trisIDs:
Paraphiles: plushophile
Other Labels:
Appearance:
Custom Android: Michael Afton
developer note: here you go! honestly the more we look into it to make headmates the more we realize how much we truly hate blueycapsules au /nm
anyway norman helped me out
First Name: Michael
Last Name: Afton
Nickname: Mikey, Mike, Maikol
Age: chrono 20, trans 16, permaTeen
Gender: genderqueer
Pronouns: he/him, rot/rots, party/parties, it/its, bun/buns, candy/candies, sundae/sundaes
Sexuality: gay (mlm)
Species: human
Source: blueycapsules
Roles: trauma holder, soother
cisIDs: human, pale, british, brown hair, gray eyes, NPD, anger issues, ADHD, destructive, asocial
transIDs: transHarmful, transAbusive, transStarPupil, transFangs, transPointyEars, nullDeath, permaAlive
trisIDs: trisASPD
Paraphiles: plushophilia, AAM, consang
Other Labels: ambi
Appearance:
here you go! i hope this is good enough! feel free to change whatever you want
-mod jimmy & norman
Order Complete! Enjoy Your Android!
#reblog#honestly though mood on hating blueycapsules#i wish my source was just regular fnaf every day istg#me!#me me me yay#literally me#build an alter#build a headmate#blueycapsules#blueycapsules fictive#fnaf#fnaf fictive#michael afton#fnaf michael afton#michael afton fnaf#michael fnaf#fnaf michael#i might ditch the transabusive and transharmful tbh#i kind of feel disrespectful doing that after you both put work into it#but like i really dont think those fit me im sorry😭#they do fit my source though just a smidge ngl#rambling in the tags#lmao#does this need an incest warning#bc like normal people arent gonna know wtf consang is lmfao#ehhh doesnt hurt to be careful#cw incest#< mentioned
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Ok as a Bigender Dirk fictive I am so insane about transfem Dirk fics and art. They’re like my lifeblood. Like forget this Rice-a-Roni I’m cooking up right now, I can subsist on tgirl Dirk for days. Oh. This is an ask, isn’t it? I should ask a question.
What’s your personal opinion on what Dirk would change her name to? Personally I use Dash (Yeah bc of the pony.) in conjunction with Dirk, but I’ve also seen Doll and her just keeping the name Dirk. (And of course Ruth Lalonde in the fic you posted about.)
i like dash :] she'd get carried away on finding the perfect name imo. i think ruth's interesting, not quite sure why the author chose it? only thing i can think of is that its close to ruby which the wikia says was yiffany's code name when in development. still a nice name.
actuallyyy.. thinking about pony pals for a second but this might be a nothing burger.
i added the second page and text for full context. she obvs think's of anna as a jane stand in, buuutttt again. dirk absorbs other people's traits to model herself after
at the same time jane looks up to her big time as well? there would be some funny transswapinator shenanigans happening lol.
um back 2 name stuff, roxy's and dirk's names are implied to be given via placronym by their guardians (they're both end up being covered by animals associated with dave and rose). so its both a point for and against her keeping it tbh.
idk im totes over thinking it but its the train of thought she'd go through lol. I FUCK WITH DASH BC THE NAME IS SILLY AND I ENJOY IT!!!!!
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gd i wish the concept of spiritual fictionkin hadnt gotten so "outdated" for lack of a better word....... kff being the only usage of "kin" that ppl r familiar w, etc..... like for example i have a friend who says hes delusional abt a character [like in a psychosis way he has psychosis hes not being a tiktok ableist] but he says that he "felt a kinship with her the first time she appeared on screen & projects onto her the most & sometimes thinks he is her" and im like.......... idk it feels like a possible kin experience to me.. or another friend who says that he feels like is this one character but also not but interacting w fictives n irls of the character makes him uncomfy n im like....... man.. u might be kin! this might be a kintype! but i cant say that bcs they all think kin refers to relating to a character n they respect my kinning but i dont think theyd ever apply it to themselves n im like......... idkidkidk i just. bleh. how frustrating
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if ur here you probably already know we're a system! yes we'll still talk on main, but heres where most our chaos would be and also where wed clarify more whos fronting
PFP WAS MADE BUT A SUPER DUPER COOL FRIEND YAAYAYAYAYAYAYAAYAYAYAYYYYYYY
so lets do a basic intro: hi, youve most likely met us through our host, cheri, a bigender he/her/sun (@s0lar-ch3ri) (hi hi if i wanna talk being a sys but am scared to do it on main i go here find me under "#celestial shining rays" k bye)
as for me, im dakota! i use he/bark/star/neos/it/any, and im a fictive and shit, uh yeah
okay ill put the rest of us under as we go along we'll all get tags but for rn im the only one wholl be with and its gonna be uhhhh "#kota kombo!"
sup. im wiwi, some call me wisp, others call me will, names though william. also a fictive from the same shit as kota, lets go with "#wisps of the dead boy" and for my Special Cases lets use "#wispiam woods returns"
hi hi!!! im pretzel (she/any sea related neos) and im also a fictive but im VERY different from my source!!! im a bit smaller then everyone (7) so do be warned okie bye bye!!! - "#seaing a star"
hello hello helloooooo party people!!! its the best of the best, a divine among all!!! im jai, and i use a couple of pronouns (It/Eon/Sun/We/They/That One), so yeah!! find me talking at "#divine lights at a rave"
Hello, I am Weylin, a fictive based off both of the Weylin Twins of Just Roll With It. I use Gore/Daem/Bloo/Blood/She/Her. My tag is "#scapels and fangs"
hi im vyncent dakota put me on blast like a fuck ass so im here to kill him (/lh) im also a fictive from will and kotas place and i use uhh neos/it/ee (order of preference) "#swords and a star"
hey, im ashe, im a fictive with kota will and vyn, i use really any pronouns minus it but even then it isnt the worst thing so do whatever (#the aftermathing winter flame)
its your boy, chibo/chip (#the chip in the headspace) and i use he/she/it but honestly idgaf if you use others (also a fictive with pretzel)
HELLO PEOPLE OF TUMBLR, TO FIND MY WORDS AND REBLOGGED POSTS LOOK FOR MY TAG "#gills and corals", FOR I AM GILLION TIDESTRIDER, AND I USE HE/OCEAN NEOS!!!
biwi. rat. all pronouns. no care. bc rat. "#BIWI BLAST". skibidi.
Hello! I'm a "special friend" of the Prime "Defenders", my name is The Trickster. You can occasionally catch me when I use my "#hideous laughter possessed inside" tag, but you might not see me much. Pity. It's for the best.
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Member of kin communities coming in bc of all the kin talk!
Fictives are system alters (DID, OSDD) that are based on fictional characters. While they hang out in kin spaces they are a VERY different thing!!
Kinning can range from casual relating to a character to believing you were that character in a past life (though the other range takes a bit longer to explain. Tldr multiverse theory). The "I am the only X and am them incarnate no doubles." type stuff and drama associated has essentially died off bc people learned to be normal and recognize that billions of people exist in the world. Its still around ofc but significantly quieter and easy to avoid.
Beliving one is genuinely a character right here right now is often Delusional Attachments, typically a form of psychosis. Or it could also be just a deep strong attachment as a escapist coping mechanism as most teens need at that age. Depends on the person.
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Blah blah blah Kinnies are pretty normal now. Id assume izuru kins just wanna see your rendition of him bc you draw everyone so well. I kin him as well and Id love to see you draw him a time or two but Im not one to rly ask for that kinda stuff especially when others keep pestering.
Hope this is okay, saw a severe lack of actual kin folk weighing in on the conversation so thought my input could help. Keep up the good art and au <3
nnrghh i'll draw him eventually, i appreciate you not wanting to be a bother about it (you're not, but it's still sweet you thought of that). it might not be anything special though 8'D anyway i'm glad people have calmed down about the topic, it's cool to read about the shift from someone who was there. you know the shit i'm talking about ngndsnjkfd i still get weary and distance myself from all of it because tumblr drama simply embeds itself into your brain like a parasite and you never forget it
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Ok as per my last post. This is Long and very much about my feelings so uh don’t read it if you don’t want to. Also I’m aware I sound genujneky crazy for half of this I’m just really really mentally ill in ways I don’t talk about here at all and now I am sharing them and it’s. A little scary but oh well. The system stuff is the stuff I’m most concerned about right now to be honest bc it effects my day to day and if anyone has any kind words or thoughts on what to do I’ll be happy to listen
Please read my previous post if you’re mad /gen I don’t think I say anything bad here but I have really bad morality ocd so like uhm I am scared to post this!!! Prev post
Also I’m very sorry that the prose is terrible to read and my spelling is shit I have dyspraxia which is a coordination thing and it’s worse rn
The maybe I was boring album came on yesterday while I was cleaning and I had to stop what I was doing and turn it off halfway through because I just couldn’t stop hearing an admission. I wasn’t even sad I was just. So done with it. I still am just kinda like. God I hope Shelby is doing ok with all this being public now. I’m glad she was able to heal like she said and I’m glad she made the video dude.
I almost got his lyrics tattooed if that’s testament to how much I loved his early music. It’s not connecting in my brain that this music that’s been apart of my life for like 4 years and helped me through so much was made by an abuser.
But like, in retrospect you can see it. I can’t bear to delete ycgma off my mp3 player bc I related to his songs so much as an abused lonely teenager but I also can’t bare to listen to it. I learned the fall on my guitar as my final exam and I used to repeat his lyrics to myself to cope with abuse and I wish I could still love these songs. I dressed like his dsmp character bc I thought it made me look cool. Which is lame as fuck to admit now lol
Originally I was planning on pirating them and I like, can’t especially after that manipulative ass statement. How much was an act? I don’t know. I don’t know if I’m a bad person because I still kinda do want to listen to that music again. I still want to feel that safe but I know I won’t feel that way anymore.
with dsmp stuff I think I’m going to be still able to look back fondly on it generally and I don’t think I’ll ever stop. The community was what made it and the community is what I loved, and i still do. I don’t think I’m going to reblog art of him specifically but if he’s in it I might. Idk. My policy on dream fanart is if he’s not alone in the art and it’s dsmp or mcc related I reblog so I guess I’ll continue that here. Im sorry if that sounds callous I just. Am not prepared to talk about this so I’m going back and forth
And like. We also have a wilbur factive/fictive and we have for years now and nobody in our system knows how to feel about that. He formed to fill the role of a big brother (I was being heavily emotionally neglected at that point and needed someone to be there for me) and protector from my parents abuse. Obviously, he is entirely separate from his source now bc alters change a lot for me but how we picture him is still wilbur. he’s literally just some guy now but grappling with that connection is fucked up dude it’s weird. He’ll probably further distance himself but it still fucking sucks and I don’t know how to communicate the cognitive dissonance we had to push through bc our brain struggled at first to make sense of how this person who we liked so much that he became the template for a Protector to shield us from the emotional neglect and abuse, essentially, is a terrible person. I’m sorry I know people who aren’t systems, and some who are ngl, will find this fuckibg nuts and I get that but we’re a very very internal person like I just. Kinda am with us as a system a lot and nobody else. It feels like my safe space that I’ve created in my head has been marred. Also. uhm. Our alters speak in distinct voices so it’s bad bad for me rn and we are trying to fix it. I know I know fictives and factives arenttheir source but that doesn’t change that it makes me feel gross. I’m rambling rn I’m sorry. Support Shelby.
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hey look, an official intro post!!!
hi my name is kel. im (probably) the host/a fictive in an osdd-1b system. we dont have a system name or anything so i guess you can just collectively call us kel until we learn more about ourselves :p you wont see me doing it a lot but its ok to separate me from my source
im still learning about plurality and stuff. we dont really have the best communication or anything.. actually, our communication is shitttt… but were trying super hard!! 💪
bodily, we are 18 years old and so ofc i would prefer to interact with people around my age!!! i use we/i interchangeably. this is a secret account since i really dont wanna open up to my friends about this and, if you know my main… no you dont :)
I WILL NEVER PURPOSEFULLY SPREAD MISINFORMATION. if you catch me doing so please please please correct me. i want to learn.
DNI and all that under cut!!
DO NOT INTERACT
fake claimers - i dont care what youre fakeclaiming or why youre fakeclaiming
‘narc abuse’ truthers - or believers in any other (insert mental illness here) abuse. just say ur ableist and move on
you post about args or analog horror - awesome interests to have but unfortunately they can make me dissociate and feel paranoid when im not in the best state of mind (exception: if ur willing to tag or dont post about them too much)
youre really into discourse - self explanatory
meanies :( - self explanatory. be nice to me pls
creeps** - pedophiles, hebephiles, maps, whatever you wanna call yourselves. all the same in my eyes. (people with POCD or sexually violent intrusive thoughts are not in this group, of course)
anti therian/fictionkin/otherkin - self explanatory
polycrit - im ambiamorous lol
terf/gendercrit - IM TRANS????
all radfems - i understand that a handful of you are chill but theres too much of an overlap with terfs. i wouldnt feel safe, no matter how nice you are (or say you are)
weird about religion - this includes nonreligious or spiritual people that make fun of people that follow a religion, as well as people that harass or are generally assholes to people that dont follow their religion (im luciferian)
**i dont really wanna get into the proship/antiship debate (its way too nuanced for me to take a black and white stance) but if ur jerking it to depictions of toddlers or anything like that then yeah no.
ill just block you if you otherwise make me uncomfortable
BYF
i fake flirt with people im close to (with consent ofc)
just bc i interact with somebody doesnt necessarily mean that i agree with everything they believe in lol
i have NVLD and autism so i might not seem very aware. it can take me a while to understand things. please dont call me dumb or anything like that, even as a joke (im ok with most other joking insults)
i dont know much about syscourse and i dont care to know. we are, however, traumagenic and wed prefer to interact with systems that are also traumagenic (not anti endo or anything)
im always learning more about myself every day
PLEASE INTERACT
didosdd systems
queer people
omori fans
people with learning disabilities
people that post about mental health or positivity
people that wanna b friends :3c
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the plural community is so toxic. its also very confusing. its stressful, its mentally draining. (note:this rant is not anti endo, even though it seems like it. i just dont like the black-and-white dogmatic structure of the plural community.)
i dont like how the plural community is so divided. and how theres so many stereotypes in it encouraged and/or created by the plural community itself. the anti endo side is all about negativity and gatekeeping. they dont like when systems love their alters, would miss their alters, are friends with some of their alters, do activities in the innerworld or real world with their alters, have shenanigans with their alters, have plenty of fictives or celeb or friend factives, dont have abuser factives, dont dissociate severely all the time, or anything seen as "cringe" especially according to systemscringe. then you have the pro endos and endos themselves who spread positivity, are for systems loving and being friends with their alters, and realize not every system has dissociation all the time and some DID systems dont even dissociate more than half of the time. but some pro endos have also said DID and osdd can develop without trauma if the person is just naturally dissociative enough and that DID and osdd develop from being naturally highly dissociative instead of trauma (when really DID and osdd develop from disorganized attachment/emotional trauma according to the theory of structural dissociation.) ive been downvoted and called out for saying DID and osdd can only develop from trauma. and i usually dont fakeclaim people but sometimes peoples alters are just cringe I wonder if they're faking and usually its bc of the anti endo standard but i saw a system have an alter that was supposed to cutesey up autism even more, a tbh creature alter with aw/tism pronouns. i got the ick. they are endos btw. i hate how anti endos make it seem like if youre a "real" DID system you dissociate all the time severely. when the average DID system has a DES score of 48 (ill send the link) meaning the average DID system only dissociates a little less than half of the time. sure some dissociate a little more or a lot more than that, but anti endos are openly exaggerating symptoms and making an exclusionist environment based on what makes them feel valid. pro endos, meanwhile, literally go for anything. do you think DID and osdd develop without trauma? most pro endos seem okay with that. do you think its okay to create tulpas/willogenic systems to cope with trauma and call it traumagenic when its endogenic? pro endos are okay with that. do you have an alter that uses pronouns offensive to people with trauma (ive seen someone use rape/rapeself as pronouns in the endo community and murder victims and their families ive seen kill used as pronouns or disabilities like the aw/tism or wtv thing i saw? theyre ok with that too. pro endos are too lenient, theyre too scared to call out misinformation or even fakers because it might make the endogenic community as a whole look bad, when im ngl it already does. because of the whole "anti endo vs pro endo" the plural community looks like a joke or some dumb trend. both sides are toxic. anti endos spread hate and make unrealistic standards, but pro endos support anything and think people have the right to identify however they feel no matter how disrespectful it is to other people (like the "i created my system consciously so it didnt develop from trauma but because i created it to deal with trauma im traumagenic!" thing) im definitely not anti endo, but i also dont like what most of the pro endos ive seen support or let happen. basically the whole online plural community is exhausting and confusing. and it makes me wish i never knew i was plural.
#actually dissociative#dissociative identity disorder#actually plural#other specified dissociative disorder#osddid#anti endo#pro endo#syscourse
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i take it youre a riddler fan? whos your favorite and least favorite version of him? also please know im shaking as we speak bc edward. idk if you can tell but i kinda like him
Riddler fictive here!
I might be a little biased but my favorite version of the riddler would have to be Arkham or Gotham, honestly they're just really well done and complex
As for my least favorite I'd have to say capullo, he's fun but I can never really push past his whole incel sexism thing
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hihihiii ehihihi helloooo welcome hi asldkfhkd
u can call me alfred or alfie if were friennds or honestly whatever u want
i use he/him but u can use it/its on me I just don't call myself those
i am an alfred alfer fictive real not fake
gender nd sexuality is rlly complicated esp in relationt to the rest of my system and stuhc I don't rlly label myself asanything
i am also very mentally illl along with being physically and developmentally disabledd
im a bit icky and weird but I love making friendss and having mutuals and u can always dm me or ask for our discord or spam me with asks pls I crave attention
this is my personal blog bc my headmates get annoyed when I yap on main
very fandom focused but I'll just generally talk about fiction and controversial art and all taht fun stuffs
thereelll be quite a bit of alfreds playhouse but I might also talk about jimbojimmy123, shoujo tsubaki and eroguro/body horror manga in general, etc
given the nature of the works I enjoy and post about there will be gorey or suggestive art sometimes, as well as jokes relating to some pretty dark themes, although nothing outright nsfw
i got the weird shit autism in case it wasn't obbvious
i draw sometimes and although I usually post about my characters and art on main some fanart will go here instead!
i cannot spell and loovve buttonmashitnghghlsakdlkfhsdkhjdkhjdf
no real dni or anything like that, but this is very much a safe space forrrr problematic creaturs bc I am a problematic creatures
if yr morally opposed to gross art this probably isn't the blog for u bc that's most all of what I talk about here. if u spread callout posts or r anti kink ill probably block u
i don't generally tag triggers bc its a huge pain but if u like rlly rlly need something tagged feel free to let me know
i misspel alot of thihbgs (clearly) and suchs a lotta my blgo might not be super easy to read, esp for ppl with dyslexia or ppl with screen readers. consdier urself warned.
i do not agree with or support any of emily youcis' political views thank you very much
ok blinkies n userrboxes n shit below cut flash warning!
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idk if you’ve seen my bc posts about this but. uh. i wrote a self insert into the script my drama class is working on. thinking that she would just be a background character. but they liked my idea (literally me???) so much that she’s the main character now. and yes, i tried to name her sage but they decided against it. instead choosing to go with mY ACTUAL MIDDLE NAME??
and now i just hear people giving my character (ME. IT’S ME.) dialogue and half of it is so much like me that it’s actually insane and the other half is so unlike me it’s just really funny. but it’s all kinda mind boggling because they’re still basically writing fanfiction about ME.
thyla, genuine question. is this the closest to the fictive experience that a singlet can get? because i was thinking about it for a while and i feel like there might be at least be a few similarities here. if i’m wrong, that’s fine, and i hope it’s not offensive, but i was curious and didn’t wanna just assume.
okay first of all: fucking HILARIOUS. second: had to slam my phone down at the first sentence of the third paragraph
honestly? yeah 😭 im so fr thats about as close as a singlet can get im cacklingggggghgh
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hii :3
call me angel, oooo intro posts are so scary and i am trying my best
i am an angel dust fictive !! host yada yada yada things
basics:
19 (bodily too)
any pronouns (no she tho) transmasc nonbinary
autistic + disabled + DID system (traumagenic)
i needed a silly little place to ramble / rant / talk about source things
any sourcemates please interact!!!! any kind!!!! doubles especially!! (i ask very nicely)
blog will handle nsfw \ nsft topics sometimes + a few triggering topics below cut, so no minors please!
more info under cut <3 thank u for reading!
stuff about blog stuff.. ! ! !
few facts abt me: dance is one of my special interests, i like cosplay, kandi, monster high, n i collect LPS! trinkets! i am also aro/ace spec and mlm!
i like to rb a lot, fanart n stuff and pretty things! i made this blog bc the source memories have NOT left me alone LMFAOO so im like damn ok fine ill make one!! so id love for any sourcemates to interact at all.. . .. silly friends in my computer....
that being said though some rambles will have stuff thats triggering, involving: hypersexuality, abuse, s/a, probably anything that is manic related, so on. but it will all always be tagged for the proper thingy! (also some posts will be kink / nsfw / nsft talk but ill keep it down most of the time) (oopsies)
i will also specifically post a lot about either vox, husk, or val. source memories + i just love vox LMFAOO but will always tag as always!
there might also be a few vents but ill be sure to tag n all that stuff!! always feel free 2 ask me if u need me to tag something specific as well!
i think thats it..?? oo that was scary..... thank you for reading this far! take the trinket
#hazbin angel dust#hazbin hotel fictive#hazbin hotel#intro post#aaaa so scary#fictive#introjext#angel dust fictive#angel dust introject#hazbin hotel intoject#i dont know how to tag#hazbin hotel alter#i hope im doing this right sorry socializing is hard LMFAOO i usually just sit w my thoughts in my head#system#did system#HOW DID I FORGET TO TAG THAT THATS LIKE THE ENTIRE POINT#WHY AM I RAMBLING#sorry have a nice day
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THE BENRY WELCOMES U >;3c
Requests are: OPEN!~
Yo. They call me Benr(e)y because that's my name,,
It/Xe/[REDACTED]/chats/BBBBs/benry/🫧s/🔵s/wins/techs
The Benr(e)y, The creature, The catboy, The catreature, your cringeness, The Online one, The Virtual thing, The Malware, The rat
Im the host of of an ever growing DID system because my autistic ass can't stop splitting fictives. I've got a couple special interests and gender is 1 of them, genders make me happy and i love gender. I also have BPD and i cry a lot oops. I have a girlfriend who's my FP and a bird and i love so much<3. I feel a good and im am like everything ,,.
Request Rules
What the benrey can do
Genders, Gender systems, Objectum Sexualities, Name suggestions, Pronoun suggestions, Name/Pronoun/Identity affirmation
Favorite topics 2 coin on: Software, Tech, Webcore, Oldweb, Gaming, obscure communities no1 rlly cares abt except me, alterhumanity, Weirdcore, Gore, Deretypes, cozycore, joke/meme/funnygenders
Terms related to neurodivergencies we have, those being: Autism, BPD, DID, General Anxiety, Social Anxiety, Depression, Agoraphobia
What the benrey cant do
identities involving groups the creature isn't part of (ex. the host is white and there4 wont be coining any POC specific identities)
Non Objectum Sexualities
Terms rel8d 2 fandoms im not in/dont know anything about
BYF
Even if you are on my DNI or uncomfortable/don't agree with my BYF, my terms are not restricted 2 any1. I can't stop you from rel8ing 2 or using my terms. I also can't stop you from interacting with my posts but i can block you if i catch you so be warned.
I have pretty bad social anxiety which bleeds in2 online posting, so i might not respond right away and i might just. randomly leave 4 a bit sometimes lol
I have a bit of a typing quirk (replacing words that sound like numbers with the actual number. (ex. Before=b4, great=gr8, too/to=2)) though i won't be providing translation bc i feel it's fairly easy 2 read
Please use tone indic8rs w/ me!!
I support all good faith identities and "contradictory labels"
I reclaim the term "yandere" and i use it 2 describe myself a lot! I also use gender systems like -stalker, -freak, and -cannibal, so if that makes you uncomfortable id suggest you stay away(but i can't stop you)!
Tags
#🫀I like everything ||Benrys term hoard hehehe
#🫧 that's the black mesa. Sweet voice ||my coinings!! request answers
#❔whuh ||anon asks
#🦷BBBBBB ||benry rambles, probably non gender stuff
If any of my alters chose to post, their name and sign off will be a tag as well (ex. #🔪Postal Dude, #🥀Vincentius, #🌈Travis, etc.)
#🫀I like everything#🫧 that's the black mesa. Sweet voice#❔whuh#🦷BBBBBB#mogai blog#xenogender#gender coining#aemogai#anti endo mogai#mogai
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